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A modern fairy tale from Leonard Kinsey, the bestselling author of "The Dark Side of Disney".
Man-child Blaine McKinnon is brilliant, wealthy, and completely alone. After an emotional breakdown, Blaine starts a new life at the only place he was ever truly happy: Walt Disney World. But he soon finds that just below the surface of his childhood paradise lies a kingdom corrupted by drugs, violence, and deceit.
For the first time, Kinsey brings his fresh writing style to the world of fiction, with astounding results. "Our Kingdom of Dust" deftly combines an insightful and riveting tale with the humor and irreverence that made "The Dark Side of Disney" an international bestseller.
“'Our Kingdom Of Dust' is a fantastic and wonderfully written debut novel from Leonard Kinsey. A powerful narrative with some of the weirdest characters you’ll ever meet, it’s like a Palahniuk novel high on Pixie Dust, with a dash of the dark side of Disney thrown in for good measure. Suspenseful and hilarious, this is a must read for everyone who’s always suspected there’s a seedy underbelly to all things Disney.”
—Jeff Heimbuch, Miceage.com
“A fantastic story about a man who looks to his childhood for salvation from a life that has turned on him, only to find that things aren’t always as expected (or remembered). 'Our Kingdom of Dust' is an emotion-provoking read, written in classic Kinsey style.”
—Brett Bennett, WDWFanboys.com
“Kinsey breaks new ground with a tale about addiction – mental, emotional and physical – in his look at one Disney fan’s journey back to the memories of his youth. Anyone who has revisited their childhood stomping grounds and found disturbing changes will relate, as will anyone who has fallen in love so quickly that they couldn’t explain it. 'Our Kingdom of Dust' is a true page-turner that will keep you on the edge of your seat until the final word.”
—George Taylor, Imaginerding.com
“Leonard Kinsey is at it again, this time exposing the dark side of Guests and Cast Members who’ll do anything for a taste of ‘Happily Ever After’. 'Our Kingdom of Dust' is one scary ride!”
—Ron Schneider, author of "From Dreamer to Dreamfinder"
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Our Kingdom of Dust - Leonard Kinsey
Our Kingdom of Dust
Leonard Kinsey
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Praise for Our Kingdom of Dust
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
Praise for Our Kingdom of Dust
"Our Kingdom Of Dust is a fantastic and wonderfully written debut novel from Leonard Kinsey. A powerful narrative with some of the weirdest characters you’ll ever meet, it’s like a Palahniuk novel high on Pixie Dust, with a dash of the dark side of Disney thrown in for good measure. Suspenseful and hilarious, this is a must read for everyone who’s always suspected there’s a seedy underbelly to all things Disney."
—Jeff Heimbuch, Miceage.com
"A fantastic story about a man who looks to his childhood for salvation from a life that has turned on him, only to find that things aren’t always as expected (or remembered). Our Kingdom of Dust is an emotion-provoking read, written in classic Kinsey style."
—Brett Bennett, WDWFanboys.com
"Kinsey breaks new ground with a tale about addiction – mental, emotional and physical – in his look at one Disney fan’s journey back to the memories of his youth. Anyone who has revisited their childhood stomping grounds and found disturbing changes will relate, as will anyone who has fallen in love so quickly that they couldn’t explain it. Our Kingdom of Dust is a true page-turner that will keep you on the edge of your seat until the final word."
—George Taylor, Imaginerding.com
"Leonard Kinsey is at it again, this time exposing the dark side of Guests and Cast Members who’ll do anything for a taste of ‘Happily Ever After’. Our Kingdom of Dust is one scary ride!"
—Ron Schneider, author of From Dreamer to Dreamfinder
Copyright 2012, Leonard Kinsey
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Prologue
It’s a clear, beautiful night, and I’m sauntering down The BoardWalk, high on life. Lights from nearby buildings are twinkling and reflecting off the lake. Small crowds surround the street entertainers, and I hear kids laughing at some gag I’ve probably seen twenty times but would still laugh at if I saw again. The scent of funnel cakes mixes with the exhaust of the boats, forming an aromatic concoction unique to this place. It’s a nice smell. A surrey bike’s bell clangs as it careens past me, nearly knocking over an old lady on its uncontrolled ride down the bridge. I smile, and turn off onto a wooded path, where Spanish moss glows in the moonlight and toads croak. There are gators, too, probably lots of them. And snakes. Poisonous snakes. But I don’t see them, so I don’t think about them. Right now my thoughts are blanketed by the face of a girl, and a kiss, and everything that might come of that kiss.
Before I know it I’m standing in front of my suite at The Beach Club. I’m jolted out of my fantasyland when it dawns on me that I’m going to have to tell Jay I’m leaving. To say he will be less than pleased is an understatement.
Maybe it can wait until tomorrow, though.
I push my card into the slot on the lock. It beeps. I open the door and step inside.
There are bloody footprints on the floor, from the wet bar to the bedroom. My bedroom. There are bloody handprints on the bedroom door.
Jay, are you okay?
I call out to the guy who has been crashing on my couch for the past few weeks. Did you cut yourself on something?
The bedroom door is cracked. I push it open.
I look down and see Lisa’s contorted body. There’s a bunch of blood, and it’s all smeared on the wall and dripping down onto the carpet.
I try to blink it away, but there it is. Blood everywhere.
As near as I can figure, Jay smashed her head against the cheap drywall a few times until he put a hole through it. Then I guess he decided to stab her in the shoulder with his stolen brass Cinderella Castle statue, parts of which are laying in bloodied pieces on the floor. The rest, a combination of jagged metal and splintered wood, is still stuck in Lisa’s shoulder. What I can’t figure out is why he felt the need to put my Haunted Mansion Mouse Ears on her blood-caked head.
A ripped bag of sparkling white powder is strewn across the floor next to the bed. Jay had sworn he didn’t have any more of the stuff. Obviously he’d lied. The powder is all over the place and is mixing with the blood. It looks like blood paste.
There’s also at least $10K in hundreds scattered around the room. A lot of those are soaked through with blood.
Jay is sitting on the bed, half naked, and he keeps telling me it’s a tribute to the fucking genius of Disney or some nonsense like that. He’s cursing, which he never does, and for a moment I’m convinced this simply isn’t real. Jay doesn’t curse. Lisa is supposed to be at work. This sort of shit doesn’t happen in real life.
But then I think of my dog. I vomit.
Jay turns to me, shaking all over, shirtless and sweaty, with all of his stupid Disney tattoos blaring at me in shiny, moving Technicolor. He wipes his hands on his boxer shorts, and goes, Hey, what’re you gonna do, right? I mean, the bitch was really getting to me! She kept fucking telling me that you two were leaving tomorrow! Fucking lying cunt.
This blood-smeared, profanity-spewing, rage-filled monster is what’s been lurking under the calm, quiet exterior. This is the reason for the scared itch in the back of my brain whenever I’ve been around him lately. This is what his tattoos were covering up.
He looks at the splinters from the base of the statue, jutting out of flesh that looks like it was hit with a shotgun blast, takes a swig from the bottle of wine he’s holding, and goes, Dude, Disney and shit! I mean, Walt-fucking-Disney, right?
Sure, Disney,
I say.
I can’t stop staring at the Mouse Ears on her head. The blood is seeping through them, and the felt is glistening more than the plastic ears. I’m flashing back to white fur, intestines, moonlight.
This is worse. I just kissed her this afternoon. I think I fell in love with her all over again this afternoon…. And now her skull is bashed open and her arm looks like it was run through a meat grinder.
I turn, vomit again, and start crying. So, um, what are we gonna do?
Jay looks at me with frantic eyes, and it seems like all the eyes on all the characters on his tattoos have the same crazed expression. And he says, Hey, Blaine, buddy…. Are you really leaving? If you’re really leaving then you gotta call the fucking police on me. Call the goddamned police before I run away!
We stare at each other and only then do I fully comprehend that this guy is just flat out fucked up. And not in a cool way, either, like I’d deluded myself into believing. No, he’s full-bore batshit insane.
You’re an asshole,
I say, wiping tears from my eyes.
I’m not surprised at what now seems like the obvious inevitability of it all, but this wasn’t how things were supposed to turn out. This isn’t what I came here for.
Chapter 1
Born Blaine McKinnon, July 1976. I took after my mom in the looks department. My friends always said she was really hot, and were always coming over hoping to catch a glimpse of her sunbathing out in the backyard. Perverts. Like her, I’m short and skinny, with freckles and brown eyes, but with my dad’s crazy curly brown hair. Above-average but not someone you’re going to notice walking down a crowded street. So, yeah, none of my issues came from any self-esteem problems, at least not regarding my looks.
From my dad, I received what is probably my only major vice: I curse like a sailor. He was so good at it, he’d make f-bombs sound like poetry. And he was never embarrassed about letting a string of profanities fly from his mouth, no matter where he was, or who he was around. I loved that about him.
Mom was a hair stylist and Dad was a house painter. Real salt of the earth people, my parents were. They moved down to Florida in the early 70s to get away from the drugs and crime in Baltimore. Considering how there wasn’t anything in Pinellas County aside from orange groves, I guess they figured it was a safer place to raise a kid. For the most part, they were right.
They did okay for themselves, too. With the Florida housing boom my dad had all the work he could handle, and the 80s were a fucking godsend for anyone in the hair styling business. I always had the best hair in school – my mom could feather with the best of them.
I remember the first time they took me to Walt Disney World. I was four, and it was the summer before I was supposed to start kindergarten. I already knew how to read and write, so they were thinking of skipping me ahead to first grade, but my mom wanted me around kids my own age. I’m glad she did, because I’ve always been short, and was harassed a bit about it over the years. If I’d gone through school with kids a year older than me the teasing would’ve been a lot worse, and maybe I would’ve ended up with an inferiority complex or something.
Anyway, my grandparents were visiting from Illinois, and we all went to Disney together, driving the two hours from Palm Harbor to Orlando cramped into my dad’s Dodge Omni. The AC was busted, and I remember everyone being cranky and sniping at each other. But I also remember that the second they stepped through that tunnel under the railroad station and saw Main Street, they all had huge grins on their faces. It wasn’t called The Magic Kingdom for nothing. The impression that this place could make people happy, despite all odds, stuck with me.
My parents must have had the same feeling, too, because from then on the three of us went back to Walt Disney World every year, and then twice a year, and then we got Three Season Salute
passes which let us go as much as we wanted during the slow
months. I felt like I had the happiest times of my life there, so it was no wonder I longed to return when I discovered adulthood wasn’t all it was cracked up to be.
I truly believe it was EPCOT Center that put me on the path to becoming a millionaire, at least in a roundabout way. The park opened in 1982 and had a bunch of rides and exhibits showcasing Walt Disney’s utopian vision of the future. EPCOT was an acronym for Experimental Prototype Community of Tomorrow
. It was kinda like a permanent world’s fair, and six-year-old me figured it was easily the coolest place in the universe. My favorite ride, Horizons, opened in 1983. It slowly moved you through a vision of the future where technology made everyone’s lives awesome. There was a part at the end where you got to push a picture on your ride vehicle to choose your own future
. You could pick from space, desert, or undersea living, and then you’d fly through these futuristic scenes, sorta like a low-rent motion simulator. My parents and I used to go on the ride at least three times every trip so we could choose each of the future scenes. It was our
ride, for sure.
Point is, I made my fortune working with computers, and it was EPCOT Center that got me hooked on the things. Obsessed, actually. The first time I went there and saw how these huge servers were controlling everything in the whole park… damn. I begged for a computer for months after that, and finally got a Radio Shack TRS-80 for my eighth birthday. I lovingly referred to it as a Rat Shack Trash 80
due to its propensity to break all the time. But I learned how to fix the break-downs. I taught myself how to solder capacitors, to replace worn out fans, and to upgrade memory. It all just made sense. It clicked. And once I really started getting into that computer, pulling out its guts, figuring out what everything did, tinkering with various parts to improve performance… well, nothing else seemed to matter. Or, more accurately, other things did matter, but computers were always there for me, calm, sane, logical, non-judgmental, and always willing to do exactly what I told them to do.
In the early 90s, when I was in high school, it seemed like all of a sudden everyone owned a computer.