The Last Lie... I'm Not Listening Anymore
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Have you ever studied the requirements and qualifications for the position of Turkey Eviscerator Supervisor? Probably not. They are quite specific and complex. Too bad we don't have to measure up to such high standards in our own journey through life. We just muddle and struggle as best we can and try not to get too bogged down in all the extraneous details and assessments thrown at us daily. The obstacles to actual thought and introspection are everywhere. People park at the curb to run inside a bookstore and make their purchase.
No time to wander and wonder in the atmosphere of the establishment. No time to stop. The Last Lie I'm Not Listening Anymore is a chance to slow down, and come to a complete stop, if necessary. Savor the life experiences. Unearth the feelings. Some are soft and sentimental. Some have edges so sharp they cut like carving knives. Many images, both real and imaginary, will peck at your consciousness. Some may even demand your attention as a squalling child might. Hopefully the enormity of love and the gargantuan expression of its loss and subsequent pain will awaken some response in you. I do believe a stuffed turkey is an excellent metaphor for life. So let's gut this bird and see what spills out! Something warm and tasty Something truly foul. (You may even smile occasionally!) Dig in and don't choke. I hope you'll want to come back for seconds. Bon Appetit!
Debbie Howard McCartney
Born in 1950 and blessed with a love of books, I was raised to think. College taught me to search for the truth in people, politics, religion, and myself. Many people's lives are so tangled by external perceptions that their true feelings and experiences become lost. Suppose you could regurgitate your confusion. Some clarity might emerge. That's all I've ever wanted.
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The Last Lie... I'm Not Listening Anymore - Debbie Howard McCartney
The Last Lie…
I’m Not Listening Anymore
if your feelings and dreams
are being held hostage by bullies-
you don’t have to get them to agree with you
to know that you’re right.
wrap yourself in the wings of angels.
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Contents
Acknowledgements
Preface
Shattered
Unbreakable
Yes, Sir…
Real Love Is Such a Risk
Losses
Question
I Don’t Think So
Boo
Quite an Entrance
Out of Sight/Out of Reach
Confusion
I Didn’t Get the Memo
Memory
Cloudy and Deep
Yum
.And It Wasn’t Worth It
My Kind of Comfort Food
Burn Me Once
Remembering Alone
I Just Wanted to Be Happy
Get/Get/Get It?
Goldilocks
The Five-Year Wait
It’s Only a Wedding Ring
Still a Mystery
Two=One
The End
Fall Out
See You Soon
Anesthesia
Contender
Ouch
The Tango
All Lies Anyway
Time on My Hands
Solitary Confinement
Keep Your Eyes Closed
Holidays Suck
Doll’s Eyes
Hidden
Shut Down
No More Reservations
Gone
Thank You
Looking Back
Just a Quarter
Fingerprints and Mug Shots
SNAFU
911…
Who the Hell Were You
Regret
Kitchen’s Closed
Go Away
You Know.
Who’s Counting
You Don’t Have to Disbelieve Everything…
Let’s Talk Sundays
Charades
I Wasn’t Wrong
Don’t
Run
Word Games
45’s (Music or Guns?)
Not Interested
Simplicity
Deep Freeze
Tears…
Can’t Sleep
Silent Screams
Down the Drain
Slick Trick
Somebody Call Central Casting
What Good Is a Uterus Anyway
Dearly Beloved…
Mr. Thunder Passed On
Shut Up
Untitled
Heavy Dirt
Lawyers and Sanitation Workers
Untitled
Focus
God Bless the Child…
Stupid-Stupid-Stupid
What Did You Say
Withholding
Mine
No Matter
Years
Inner Child
Packing
Equitable Distribution
Guess What
Look Both Ways
One Perfect Orchid
Theft/Murder
I Remember.
A Little Humor
Let Us Pray
Rotten Tomatoes
Get the Bucket
Pay Attention
Like a Hurricane
Dance with the Devil
Price It Right
No Heart/No Harm
Collecting
Story Time
No One
Oh, the Games People Play
Undercover
Let’s See
Fur Is Good, if It’s Still Breathing
Loneliness
Off the Christmas List
Untitled
The Ladies’ Room
The Dark
Too Much
Anatomy
No Shit
Untitled
The Gravedigger
And So.
Open Wide
Invisible
A Tale of Three Mothers
Untitled
Thank God
I’d Like to Introduce Myself
The Web
Thus Spoke the Deputy and the Bug Man
Is It Deaf… or Dead
Sunday Morning… Rise and Shine
Untitled
Quality versus Quantity
Untitled
Poker Face
Untitled
This Photo Will Self-Destruct
So