Our fucking future

Our fucking future 1

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Foreword

Dear Readers,

Thank you very much for buying my book.

My name is Tricia Williams. I was born in 1982 in Atlanta, Georgia. Since my childhood I have been writing stories of all kinds. The older I got, the more I was drawn to erotic literature.

Your Tricia

Our fucking future 1

Cast Descriptions

Guy Donnelly: 6’0" approximately 175 pounds, very good shape due to active and regular work out regimen. Shaved dirty blonde hair and blue eyes, pale skin from Irish decent. Dirty bit: fully erect approximately 8 inches. Trademark clothing: black leather jacket with hood.

Korinna Patrick: 5’8 approximately 125 pounds, Curvy build not active with working out but not lazy. Shoulder length brown hair and Grey eyes, lightly tanned skin but Caucasian. Dirty bit: C cup breasts to D cup, Hips 36. Trademark look: Think the girl you could take home to your parents.

Katy Monroe: 5’7 approximately 155 pounds, full figured but actively works out. Short black hair down to her ears and Green eyes, tanned with heavy ear piercings, Caucasian. Dirty bit: well endowed D cups and hips almost 40. Trademark look: Punk girl you met behind a corner store who asked you to buy her smokes.

Mathilda Amdahl: 6’4" approximately 215 pounds, Built like a wall with an active workout regimen and basketball player. Shoulder length blonde hair, a little wavy with pale blue eyes, Caucasian. Dirty bit: B cup breasts and muscular build. Trademark look: The girl you bring home and she talks to your Dad about more sports than you do.

Imelda Ortega: 5’9 approximately 150 pounds, Lean build due to an active job as a mechanic. Long black/brown hair to her shoulder blades and deep brown eyes, Latina. Dirty bit: B cup breasts and 36 hips. Trademark look: She’ll fix your car and fight the girl at the bar but she’ll take your nut if you give her a reason to.

Rachael Bingham: 5’6 approximately 105 pounds, petite build light activity such as yoga. Long strawberry blonde hair to the small of her back with some curls and deep hazel eyes, Caucasian. Dirty bit: barely a B cup and 28 hips. Trademark look: Sweet, Innocent, could make you feel bad just by crying. The one you want to bring home to Mom and Dad.

Natsuko Nakamura: 5’2 approximately 85 pounds, Small build. Short black hair with blue highlights in the bangs down to the bottoms of her ears and brown eyes, Japanese American. Dirty bit: A cup and 26 hips. Trademark look: The little Asian punk girl. Sister to Junichi.

Ben Scranton: 5’11" approximately 165 pounds, muscled but no definition. Black hair is slicked back and combed, near black/brown eyes. Dirty bit: Fully erect approximately 7 inches. Trademark Look: Casual prep of the crew, currently dating Guy’s sister Liz.

Hanna Michaels: 5’6 approximately 135 pounds, curvy frame but a hint of athletic muscle from basketball. Curly ginger hair down to her shoulders with pale green eyes. Dirty bit: Large B cup breasts to C cup and 32 hips. Trademark look: All around good girl, she’s the bi girl you bring around your girlfriend.

Devin Hewitt: 6’5" approximately 310 pounds, built like a barrel and stronger than most people around his age. Shaggy blonde hair and hazel eyes. Dirty bit: Fully erect approximately 8 inches. Trademark look: Camouflage coat that doesn’t work for hiding him, gentle giant of the group.

Masha Golovin: 6’ approximately 170 pounds, muscled from work but not work outs with mild definition. Curly as hell blonde hair that when worn down get to her shoulders and bright blue eyes. Dirty bit: b cup breasts and 38" hips. Trademark look: Denims and athletic wear for durability, Devin’s girlfriend.

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First day of school, not really very interesting. A lot of people trying to find their classes, more meeting up over the summer break. For my family however it was a wonderful to have our common stomping grounds under our feet. Where we moved people stepped out of the way and I took note that I had to make a better impression, which came two weeks later at the first assembly. They were announcing the new student body leadership and the whole school being in attendance, I had only one person help me with my plan and told my family that I wouldn’t be able to sit with them. Kori and Matty suspected something but it was Natsuko who just grinned wickedly, she’s gotten better at reading me.

I’m standing in a dark hallway with a microphone in my hand as I hear the assembly carrying on just outside the door. Mrs. Jackson is doing the introductions as I start to ready myself.

Your student body vice president is Kyle Travis, I can hear people clapping, Kyle just might have shed the memory of his actions last year, And now your President of the student council this year, Guy Donnelly. People are clapping and cheering but nothing is happening, I smile a little and listen. Guy Donnelly? Where is Guy Donnelly, I hear Mrs. Jackson start asking and I can hear the mumbling of the crowd in confusion.

I wait about thirty seconds and turn on the microphone in my hand. Pine Rivers High School, I state slowly as I hear everyone get quiet, I’m here.

I cut the microphone and set it down as the lights in the gym cut out entirely causing a mass of confusion. Mrs. Jackson is telling everyone to remain in the bleachers and to get the lights back on as I step into more darkness and move to my spot in the middle of the gym and take a knee. By my estimation I’m ten feet in front of the speaking podium and I have my hood up and covering my head when the lights kick back on. The reaction isn’t immediate but when people see me there out of nowhere after less than thirty seconds of darkness I get to hear the student body erupt with cheering. I feel a rush of adrenaline as I stand up and look to the student body, my people, I turn around and step to the podium where Mrs. Jackson is standing and shake her hand. She’s shaking her head but at least she’s not pissed at me. She backs up from the podium and I step in to speak.

Did you miss me, I ask getting a cheer, I missed my people. Big year this year, last year was a year of change wasn’t it? A lot of infighting, people getting hurt, students walking around in fear. Now look here, two of the worst enemies one year ago standing on the same stage doing the same thing. You know why? I can hear murmuring among the students and I smile when someone yells out my one word to the masses last year, believe.

YES! I believe in you, every single one of you. We have the chance to be the better class of student, we have the chance to make every other school turn its head in wonder because we believe in ourselves and in each other, I state getting more cheers, I wait for them to quiet down, I have always believed in you and you believed in me. Now let’s go shake this school.

It’s cheesy to have everyone stomping and cheering but it also puts everyone in the same frame of mind, I step away from the podium and start jogging down the bleachers getting everyone on their feet going. I turn to see Kyle heading the opposite direction doing the same and smile. It takes a bit but the new student council is now away from the podium and students are going nuts when I move back up to the podium and raise my hand. It’s chaos to crickets in less than ten seconds; I smile and turn to Mrs. Jackson.

Ma’am your students are waiting to be dismissed, And she just nods chuckling as I turn to the students, Go home.

I let everyone clear out and after a few minutes my family and the student body are left as Matty and Kori hug me and I get a high five from Devin. I see Ben standing at the back waiting for something but I can’t place my finger on it. After his break up he’s gone from active member to quiet watcher, I never punished him for what happened between him and Liz. I point him out to Isaac, my personal spy and now a sophomore and shrug my shoulders as we head out.

He’s been like that since you guys got back. I think most everyone has tried talking to him but he’s just shut himself off, Isaac says as we watch Ben walk to his car and leave. I’m guessing that’s my fault too, Kyle says joining the conversation. No man, he did it to himself but he’s not coping with the loss, Devin adds with a little bit of a sour attitude before turning his attention to an approaching group, Boss we got company.

I turn and see a small group of football players walking up; if you don’t know who they are they can be found by the letterman jackets and the sheer size factor they usually bring to any situation. I step forward and see smiles on their faces as a medium sized Samoan steps forward.

You the shit man, how do you pull that off, he says excited. I simply do, there isn’t a how for it. You think of doing something epic, I just go out and do it, I state with a smile.

See that’s the shit man, he tells me still happier than I see most people, I’m Lou, I play linebacker for the varsity team. We just wanted you to know if you need anything man, don’t hesitate to ask we will gladly mess shit up for you.

Well thank you but what really brings you here, Kyle asks sensing something more. Damn you guys are good, we want you to come to the games, Lou asks still happy, Bring some of that spirit and student body with you. That’s it, get people to attend and sit there? Fair enough I’ll do what I can, I reply getting a happy response.

I let them leave and just chuckle to myself, leading means being out there for people to see and I guess that starts with football. My family starts to head back towards their homes and I hop on Pale Horse when notice Kori is standing there like she’s waiting for something to happen. I pat the bike seat behind me and she hops on, I can tell something is bothering her but she’s not talking about it here as I head off to Johnny’s compound and farm. If it sounds kind of ghetto well then you would be right, the open area with stacked RV’s and support structures for housing line the walls of the main area and as I pull in Johnny actually comes out to greet me with his punk hair now slicked down to look slightly business save for the Hyenas vest he wears since I dubbed his people that two years ago. I get a pointed to my house and lead Kori past the green houses and to my shack. It’s my third home and safe house for when I just want to think or be alone and there are more than a few of Johnny’s people that keep watch and relay messages when I’m here and someone is looking for me, usually it’s the girls but you never know. We get inside the shack and Kori is quiet as I sit on the bed and pull my boots off before putting my jacket on the chair.

I found out you know, She says as I start to lounge back on the bed. What did you find out this week, I ask a little annoyed by the cryptic statement. About your credits, you are only doing two classes a day now and spend the rest of the time just wandering around school or looking in on activities groups, Kori says but I cut her off.

I’m also set to graduate with you and Matty at the end of this year and I’m there all day in case you decide you want to see me. I attend Matty’s practices too, I tell her as she decides to take a seat on the chair, What is with the cold attitude? Are you playing us, Kori asks and I sit up off the bed at the accusation, You only have two classes, you’re going to be out of school by December with your college courses and all this I saw today was you putting up a false front to fool us.

Excuse me but who the fuck are you, I state almost angry, I have two classes to last me the year, my college courses online are to go to COLLEGE and get through that faster. You asked me to stay with you and Matty this year and I’m doing that. You wanted me to take the Presidency at school and I’m doing that too. Where do you get the fucking idea that I’m trying to fool you?

You are doing all this grand display and exciting entrance stuff without telling us. Not even Natsuko knew and she knows all your plans, Kori says going on the defense. I’m being the leader I was last year only now it’s a bigger stage. Go big and loud, make people notice me and I’ll be damned if I sit here and have you tell me that I’m faking my way through it, I tell her almost ready to snap when she finally starts to see my point.

Oh god you did go bigger, Kori says moving over to me and sitting down. Yeah ya think, I tell her as she leans her head on my shoulder. I’m sorry baby, she tells me quietly, At least I confronted you about it first instead of walking away angry.

Yeah I’m mad at you, you thought I was being an ass and I’m never an ass to you or the other girls, I tell her trying to calm down, And thanks for ruining my mood now.

I feel Kori’s hand on my shoulder as she turns me to lie down on the bed. I feel her pull my boots off and stare at the ceiling. I’m just laying there as she starts to strip me down, I’d like to say that I’m so grumpy that I could say no but history will prove Kori is a better seductress than most will ever know as we’re in our underwear and she’s cuddling up to me. I’m being kissed on my chest as Kori is trying to change my mood back to a positive one.

Baby your girl loves you and she’s very sorry she was being a bitch, Kori says looking up at me. I love you too honey, I’m really going for the full deal with you though. You wanted me to do this and I’m actually trying even though the whole school cheering thing seemed really stupid to me, I tell her quietly.

I say go all cryptic leader, I never got to see that and I thought you being all cult like was hot, my first girl tells me with well placed kisses on my chest. Maybe but something a little more leader like, with less of a messiah complex I tell her and feel her frown.

I want everyone to know that you are like an act of god. Something permanent and defining across all boundaries, Kori says as I feel her assert her authority by straddling me. She kisses me softly and I am thinking this is her way of apologizing for assuming the wrong thing, fine by me. I feel her start to trail her way down with more kisses when I stop her and pull her back up to face me. I kiss her first this time and grind up against her as we both are still in our underwear. She likes it but she’s getting impatient.

I want to play, Kori whines a little as I nibble her neck. We have… time… and I want… to savor you, I mutter in between nibbles.

Kori presses her full body against me and moans as we grind against each other with heated passion. My hands are roaming all down Kori’s back and I slide my fingers under the edge of her panties and grip her ass firmly. I’m getting harder but I’m not at full mast when Kori starts pulling my boxer briefs down. We’re in an interesting position as we’re trying to get undressed but won’t separate our bodies from each other, Kori settles for getting my shorts down and I simply pull her panties to the side. After two years fooling around with each other is not a fumbling situation of randomly poking around to find the mark. I push up, Kori slides backwards and we connect with a pleasurable groan from both of us. We don’t thrust and slam so much as rock our bodies against each other slowly while kissing and pawing at each other’s flesh. I barely get her bra off and attack her breasts with my hands and lips, it’s the most separation we have as Kori leans up so I can get a nipple in my mouth and flick it with my tongue.

Oh my god I miss you during class, Kori moans grinding against me. I think I’m going to exercise some of my authority and set up a sex break during fourth period, I joke and I hear her giggle. You’d have a riot on your hands and not the good kind when the parents found out, Kori says grinding against me hard.

Well I’m thinking beyond presidency, it’s good but I think I can go bigger, I tell her grunting as I feel Kori clamp down. Ohhh bigger is good, hard and strong and fucking hot, Kori gasps putting on a full body press and kissing me deep.

We’re lying almost flat against each other with me inside Kori and writhing in pleasure. I can feel Kori getting close and I know she can feel me as she stops moving her hips and I feel her contracting on me and it only lasts a moment before I make my member jump inside her. Kori breaks our kiss moaning and I feel her get warmer inside. I can’t take it anymore and press myself as deep and hard into her as I can and release myself into her warm folds. We both groan through our orgasms before collapsing into a sweaty pile of happy limbs. We are content and smiling as we idly chat about meaningless shit at school. I figure we had about thirty minutes of soft cuddle time when there is a knock at my door and I have to tell my visitor to hold so we can get clothing on. I only have time to get my pants and boots on before the knocking continues and I answer it to find Johnny in all his black punk rock glory.

I got a problem and I am a little limited in the imagination department on what to do, Johnny tells me and I nod before closing the door. Kori dresses but stops me from putting on my shirt and just hands me my leather jacket and I exit with it on and open but my hood up. Kori is right there with me as we follow Johnny to the courtyard/central area of the compound and I have a mood for sinister actions when I see two guys being ‘allowed’ to sit on the ground in front of everyone on their knees while a few of Johnny’s heavies keep them under wraps. They look at me with confusion; they don’t know me and maybe a year or two older.

And what do we have here, I ask Johnny while looking at the two. Thieves, they tried to make off with Union goods. I called the Old Man and he said he had nobody in the area and to let you take care of it, Johnny tells me.

I move in front of the two and sit down cross legged in front of them and size them up, one Latino male and the other a white guy. Both look a little scraggly in the hair department and while the white guy needs a shave the Latino is groomed. Both have some dirty clothes and are layered for the cold but something is off. I look between the two and smile in my hood.

Why steal, I ask plainly. To get high, the Latino answers. Lie, you why steal, I ask again turning my hood towards the white guy. To score, He mumbles nervously.

Again the lies. Brother Johnny, lockdown. I want people walking the fence, I want people roaming the grounds and I want them searched, I start with the orders and people start moving. I searched them for goods already, Johnny tells me. I want phones, wallets, identification and if they are police I want wires, I tell him still not separating myself from the two intruders.

I sit and listen as it takes a bit but sure enough I am looking at my whole crew minus Jun, Lilly and Katy as they come flying into the grounds. It’s also a tragedy for me that I don’t see Ben anywhere. Johnny gives me the all clear after they are searched and we find they only have wallets and a burner cell phone with a single number on it. I hand it to Kori who tucks it away for later and stand up. Johnny pulls all available people and I turn start to address the crowd.

Do you starve here? Are you cold and afraid? Are you unloved here in this place, I ask getting no from Johnny’s workers, My brother Johnny has built this business and small empire on loyalty and trust. He follows my example and leads you with a fair and honest hand but now someone has come to take food from your mouths and leave you cold.

Johnny’s people are angry and expressing it in all the standard ways as I am circling the two. I am know how I feel about people stealing from my friends and family, it’s not my money on the line mind you but I helped set this up for Johnny and he makes outcasts feel safe and gives them a home and purpose. It’s like Loretta’s halfway houses for girls only with marijuana and more freedom.

Why steal, I ask again and the Latino clams up with an odd confidence. We were told we could get in through a couple spots and that there was nobody around to stop us so we grabbed a couple packages, the white guy says as his friend nudges him to shut up. Who told you, I ask the scared one.

We don’t know, we were given the phone by some school kid and it rang a few minutes later that’s all I know, the white guy tells me and sadly I believe him. Johnny take this one aside, have him fed and help him relax, I tell my friendly neighborhood business owner as he helps the guy up. I don’t watch them leave as I’m focused on the Latino gentleman, he’s mad his partner talked but he’s confident in what he thinks will happen next.

You know more don’t you, I ask him and he smirks. Fuck you man, I ain’t telling you shit, he replies spitting on the ground. Well that’s good because I didn’t ask you shit, I tell him smiling, You want to play?

You won’t do anything to me, I don’t threaten you, He tells me with a bit of knowledge as to how I react, that is different. You threaten my people with starvation and the cold of winter, I tell him holding out my arms as the crowd starts to jeer again, Tell me what else you know and I will let you leave, never to return.

I hear more jeering from the crowd but raise my hand for silence and they grant it begrudgingly. I watch as his friend is brought back and I gesture to the Latino with ‘give me a moment’ before stepping aside with Johnny.

Do you have any syrup? Oh and I need some duct tape, I tell him and Johnny just looks at me confused. What the fuck are you thinking, He asks.

I turn back to my captive audience and the Latino who is looking at his ‘friend’ like something is wrong with him as he dines on a sandwich. I almost chuckle at Johnny’s hospitality before readdressing the issue at hand, information. I don’t want to have to make you tell me everything, I would like you to tell me so that you can be rewarded with some food and possibly a job finding all the holes in the security here, I offer him but he spits on my boot and that just changes my mood.

Stef, just tell him about the voice on the phone, the scared one says but I’m not interested anymore. I give specific instructions to some of Johnny’s people and then get a couple of things brought to me by runners and Kori seeing what I have in hands starts to laugh manically. That makes the Latino worried and I can just smile as I watch a few of Johnny’s people load him up in a car and I turn to the most difficult part of my night.

Honey call Imelda and have her pick you up, I tell Kori who gives me an upset look.

I want to come, baby this is hot, Kori says but I’m standing my ground. This isn’t some grand display for the school or someone crossing us and you supporting me. It’s just business and I want you home and comfortable, I tell her being very honest.

She makes the call and I give her a kiss before hopping in the car with Johnny and we head away from the compound grounds. We’re only on the road for half an hour but finding a wooded area and dirt road is easy if you drive long enough. It’s only Johnny, our new friend and two of Johnny’s trusted hands, one guy and one girl, as we wander through the woods. I’m singing out loud and being my happily creepy self as we keep going and only stop when my song ends. I take out my first items, two rolls of duct tape and hand them to the Johnny’s people.

Tape him to the tree but don’t cover his chest or groin, I tell them as they start to work. He’s resisting a little but he’s outnumbered as Johnny helps them tape him to the tree by his wrists, then ankles and continuing with his knees and elbows. All major joints are held down when I take out a rag.

I am offering you one last chance, for a ride back to civilization now tell me everything else you know, I offer again before this becomes an untenable situation. I am gonna fuck you u…., is as far as I let him get before stuffing the cloth in his mouth.

It takes a second to wrap his mouth with tape so he can’t scream which makes me smile. He wants to scream and talk but it’s all muffled. I start to open up his clothing till I have him bare chested then comes the interesting part as I undo his pants and pull them down exposing his manhood to the elements. I hold out my hand since Johnny had to get me the last piece to this hilarious situation, a squeeze bottle of syrup. I open the bottle and now my friend is looking at me confused and scared.

There are no major predators out here, just deer and raccoons mostly if you want to get technical. Now a little known fact is that deer teeth are very hard and like most herbivores they tend to grind all that they chew on, I tell my new friend as he starts looking to the other’s and back to me, Now a deer won’t have anything to do with you but if you are covered in syrup they will lick what they can off and chew on anything that tastes like syrup.

I start to unload the bottle on him and he’s panicking a lot for someone who was so strong in the situation just a half hour ago. I could undo the tape and hear more but I have a plan. I crouch down and start to coat his genitals in the remainder of the syrup and almost laugh as he tries to keep more from getting on them but to no avail. I have the girl with us rub the syrup around his nuts and tackle before she turns and gives me thumbs up. I take out the phone he had and dial up the number and put it on speaker. It rings a bit then I hear the line pick up but no voice as I hold the phone to the friend, it’s all muffled screams into the hand set and I watch as the phone hangs up. His contact hung up on him and he’s crying as I turn and walk back to the car leading Johnny and his people. As soon as we’re in the car I stop Johnny from starting up the car.

Anyone know what the best game in the world is, I ask and everyone looks at me, It’s the one where you have someone opposing you with every fiber of their being and the whole time you’re just trying to be nice to them.

So we’re not leaving him here, Johnny asks. Well I am, drive me back then come back and pick him up. Remember everything he tells you and if its important have one of your people issue it to me in writing on Monday, I tell him as we head back.

Total time before I’m home is long enough that I literally walk in as dinner is being set down. I explained that I was spending time with Kori and helping out when Katy rolls in tired from some studies group. I help clear the table for Mom and go see Katy who is studying at the little desk in her room and I crawl onto her bed and just watch her quietly as she works.

Jun got me into a study group, I spent a week trying to find one and he found one in a few minutes, Katy informs moving to the bed and sitting down. Someone tried to rob Johnny, I tell her getting a really odd look, No shit, someone gave them a burner phone and a different someone told them where to break into Johnny’s place and steal product. What happened, Katy asks concerned.

Well one decided to tell me pretty much everything, the other is taped to a tree covered in syrup, I tell her and Katy starts laughing. Why did they tape him to a tree and cover him with syrup, She asks still chuckling.

I did it, he didn’t want to talk and I didn’t think an ass kicking would help so they left him out there for an hour and Johnny went back to get him. They’ll talk some more and hopefully Johnny will get something important out of him and if there is anything I can do he’ll ask, I tell Katy pulling at her clothes.

You realize I’m very tired and we can’t have the sex I want because we’ll wake the parents, She tells me as we cuddle up. Kori thought I was faking my way through the presidency this year and we had make up sex earlier, I tell her as she gives me a put off look. You already get some and you come in here looking to get my hopes up, Katy asks or states, not sure which. No I come in here because I miss you when you are away being a sexy college student and I love you, I tell her sweetly.

I get a couple nice kisses and then a deep long one before she pulls me out of my clothing and I strip her down and we decide sleep is a good thing. I’m up Saturday morning bright and early and I pull Katy with me as we head to the Gym in the garage to work out and wake up. Dad doesn’t join us this morning, he’s been letting us work alone but we still see him in the gym working out himself for a change. We finish shower and eat a quick breakfast as I figure out what I’m doing today, and once I’m all geared up I head out to Ben’s house on Black Sunshine. I like to alternate the bikes regularly and while Pale Horse is a good ride sometimes I want speed and that means my first bike. I get over to Ben’s house and find him outside working on a wood pile with an axe. I know he knows I’m there but I decide to let him approach me as I sit on a few of the big rounds that he has to split.

Am I out yet, Ben finally asks me without breaking from his work. Never wanted to put you out, still don’t and nobody else wants you out either. Now would you kindly come down off the hangman’s rope and talk a bit, I ask him as he splits another piece.

Nobody helped me on the trip, you and everyone else just sat there feeding Elizabeth pictures and times when I was screwing around. I thought at least one person would have my back, Ben tells me before setting up another piece of wood, I get that she’s your sister but after she broke up with me you didn’t even try to get her to consider getting back together with me.

Maybe I could have if she didn’t have this all planned for a few months. She gave you an out; I gave you an out man. You just couldn’t be honest with her, that’s what killed it. YOU couldn’t be honest with her, I tell him emphasizing the points of failure on his part, Yeah Liz was harsh when she broke up with you but how do you think she felt with you for two months when you couldn’t even bother to tell her the truth.

So you just let her break up with me and date Kyle, the same guy you fucking kicked the shit out of last year like nothing, Ben states continuing his work.

I don’t tell her who to date and who not to date. I tried to get you to save your relationship but you didn’t want to listen to me. Now instead of getting over it and moving on you are moping around like someone just cut your dick off, I inform him and he finally stops with the wood cutting.

You think I’m some fucking eunuch that you can just order around cause I fucked up, Ben says dropping the axe. No I think you’re being a whiney little bitch and not manning up to your own fuck up. I know it’s my sister but get over her and move the fuck on. She was fucking harsh in the break up but guess who talked about it at school, not a fucking person. WHY?! Because I told them not to you dumb son of a bitch, I go from calm to yelling in a matter of seconds and while Ben is still pissed he’s not bowing up on me.

You told everyone to keep it quiet, He asks skeptical. Like it or not you are my friend and you are just as much a part of my crew as Liz is. She didn’t like that I made her keep quiet about it but I drove that fucking point home by telling her if she spoke up she was out. Yeah what you did was wrong but either this crew sticks together and keeps each other’s backs or you’re out, I tell him explaining the gag clause