3. D ACU ARA D-NINI DI TUSSNA ?

Acal d imdanen ur nqebbel ara ad ddun d Lmasi, ad sun assa yid-es, afen-d sebba, qqaren-ed: La a ur d-nbeggen ara s webrid n tussna, ur tuklal ara an-namen yis, mai -ide. Qqaren daen: Skud ur nezmir ara a d-nesbin s tussna tillulit n Lmasi, eggu-ines si ger lmegtin, imdanen n lqern agi wis ecrin, ilaq-asen a d-sbeggnen kra n wab, ad meyzen, wala ad qeblen Lmasi ad stefen yis d amsellek ne ad amnen s eggu-ines. Acal d abrid, di tserkemt n tussna n tmusni, asfelsef, ne di tserkemt n umezruy, afe-ed dayem zdat-i asteqsi agi: tzemre a t-id-tesbeggne , a tid-tesfehme s webrid n tussna? Ua tannumi arra-asen: ur zmire ara a wen-d-awi but s tussna, nekk mai d ussnan. Da a sen-tesle a an, qqaren-d: ur ilaq ara a d-tini ayagi..., ne a d-inin: Twala , s teflest kan i glaq an-neqbel ayagi! Taflest ur-sen, d liman nni ur nesi ara lsas, d liman n uderal; am wakken ara tamne mebla ma tfezed. Melmi kan, mi lli teddu deg usafag er Boston, newwi-d awal nekk akk-d umessikel i d-iqqimen er tama-w, amek armi nekk s yiman-iw umne s Lamsi, amek armi umne belli deg wayen akk i d-inna Lmasi ef yimanis, -ide i d-inna. Amsafeg, win akken inehen asafag nni, iedda-d tamanne, mi nella nemeslay, makken iserib s iminigen am wakken yu tanumi; yu lal yessla-d i wacu akken ief nemeslay deg wayen yenan Lmasi. Ineq-ed ur-i, inna-yi-d: maca... yella dagi yiwen iewwiq. Nnias: D acu-t iewwiq agi?. Irra-yi-d: Ur tezmirem a d-tbegnem ayagi s webrid n tussna. Dagi ara nwali er wanda tessawe talsa tatrart, deg umeyyez d leqel. Teddu simmal er deffir. Ass agini, di lqern agi ideg neidir, acal d amdan i gexemmimen belli kra n tikta ne n tawsa ur d-tbeggen ara tussna, ur telli ara s tide. Yu lal d ayagi i d lekdeb mai -ide! Acku iwe aas iwakken a d-nesse her kra n but ef wayen yenan amdan, ne ef kra n tedyant i ran deg umezruy, s tussna, am wakken i t-id-qqaren. Ilaq-a an-nefhem lemxalfa yellan ger but i d-ibegginen tussna akk-d but i d-ibegginen amezruy, yeni: anza anmezray. Illa wanda iwulem webrid n tussna, maca mai di yal taswit. Anza ussnan ibna ef usbeggen n kra n tawsa yellan, i d-i ran; -adyant i d-iawaden, i d-iualen zdat n wemdan nni i gcukken deg-s, issesab-as, iqqar-as ur d-telli ara. Kra yellan -aawsa, iwakken a -ifhem wemdan, ilaq ad yili wemkan anda ara yizmir ad ijeeb, ad iwali, ad ief kra n tenqi in ilaqen, ad isbedd tikti, ad iseddi turdiwin deg uerbal ma eant ne ala.

Tarrayt tussnant ay akken nebu nesbudu-, akken yebu nessefhem-i-id, azal-is icudd er wayen akk i d-i errun, er wayen akk ieddan deg uerbal, akk-d wayen akk i nadin deg-s, awaden, iwakken a t-fehmen, yeni annay i awaden aas n tikkal. Dr James B. Conant, yellan zik d aselway n tesdawit n Harvard, yura-d: Tussna, d amazrar n tikti imse faren, iedlen, yerna dduklent msefhamen ef yiwen n yiswi. Nneflint-ed am wakken d agmu n tarmit akk-d wannay, da akent-ed tirmitin d wannayen imaynuten. Armay, ne aseddi deg uerbal iwakken an-nesu tide n yal tikta, s webrid n tirmitin ieddan deg uerbal, d wagi i d yiwet n tsarut n leqdic n tarrayt tussnant tatrart. Deg umedya, albe a d-yini: abun n palmolive ur iifliw ara am tencirt n wesar. Imiren, a d-awi i wemdan nni taqaalt, a -are d aman, ad gre zdat-es abun nni n palmolive deg waman...plouf! Annay-nne ye ra-d, ayen ilaqen a d-ibin iban-ed, tebdded yiwet n turda: abun nni yuflaw-ed am wesar. Wagi d lemtel. Tura, ma yella tarrayt tussnant, d neat kan i d abrid swayes tezmer a dwabeggen tawsa, ur yezmir yiwen ihi a d-ibeggen belli be nni yella di llakul, ne yeswa lqehwa ass agi. Ur yezmir yiwen a d-iwed i wayen akken yexdem, ur yezmir ara a s-yales. Dagi tura ara ner ayen iwumi neqqar anza amazray-amaud. D anza i diskanayen taawsa tella-d s tide, imi s lefhama-nne ur nezmir ara an-ncuk deg-s. S lmena nni en, nessawa er yiwet n tegrayt yersen ef tide d wayen yellan nera-t yakan. An-nefhem belli ulac kra n lsas uin swayes i nezmer an-ncuk deg wayen ief nemtawa. Anza yagi yers ef tlata wudmawen: Taggwa tatlayt, taggwa yuran, akk-d tceqqufin n ubeggen, yeni but (tamegelt, tarat, adlis). S tarrayt tudimt swayes ara d-isbeggen yiwen ayen i d-i ran, izmer a d-yawi but swayes ur cukkun ara wiya deg-s belli be nni yella deg uerbaz: acku, imeddukal-is ran-t, yura kra n tenqi in n wayen yera, yerna yecfa fella-as uselmad. Tarrayt tussnant, nezmer a -nessexdem iwakken a d-nesbeggen tiawsiwin nni kan i d-iawaden, i d-itezzin, ma d ayen yenan amdan ne kra n tedyant n umezruy, ur twulem ara; ur nezmir ara a d-nesbeggen yis kra segsen. Deg umedya, mai yis i nezmer a d-nbeggen ma -ide yella-d George Washinton, iac di ddunit; ma yella Martin Luther King d anemhal n umusu yenaen ef izerfan ierman; isa n Naaret d anwa-t?; i ra-d eggu n isa Lmasi si ger lmegtin? Isteqsiyen agi mai s wenza usnan i zemren a dubeggnen ne ad wafehmen, ilaq-a a ten-id-nawi er tafat s webrid n

wenza udim. S lmena nni en, tarrayt tussnant i gersen ef wennay, ef unadi n turdiwin, ef tegrayin akk-d tikti iean, i gqeddcen iwakken a diubeggen yerna ad iwafham wayen mea yellan deg ugama, ur tezmir ara a d-terr i isteqsiyen icban wigi: tzemrem a d-tesbeggnem s tide d akken yella-d eggu?; ne tzemrem a d-tesbeggnem amek armi Sidna isa d Mmis n ebbi?. Deg wayen yenan tarrayt tamazrayt-tudimt, am yergazen am tlawin, ilaq-asen ad nadin yerna ad teqen ef tide n tiggwiwin, ma eant ne ala. Atan wayen i y-ie ben aas di teflest tamasiit: mai -aflest taderalt ur nemin ur nesi lefhama, maca d liman amegzu, deg-s lefhama. Deg wedlis n Tira iqedsen, di yal tikkelt ideg ilaq i wemdan ad issexdem liman-is, newali belli -aflest imenen, -amegzut. Sidna isa yenna-d, di Yn 8: A -issinem tide; ur d-yenni ara a -terrem di erf, a -tgelzem. Makken steqsan Lmasi, nnan-as: Anwa i d lame amezwaru ger lumu mea? Yerrayassen-d: A -emle Sidi ebbi-inek seg wul-ik akk, s uxemmem-ik akk. I her-iyi-d lal belli aas n yemdanen i gefen di tikta agi kan n wul, ma d lumu akk-d wayen mea yenan Lmasi, ur wwi en ara ad kecmen axemmem-nsen ne lefhama-nsen; am wakken axemmem-nsen ur t-teni ara temsalt. u Iqedsen ifka-ya-d tigzi, lefhama yenbeddalen, zeddigen, iwakken an-nissin ebbi, ifka-ya-d ul swayes ara t-nemmel, yerna-ya-d lebi swayes ara t-nexti nea. Ilaq-a an-neddu s tlata lumu agi, iwakken an-nesu assa iwulmen nukni d Sidi ebbi, yerna a d-nesbin tamanegt-is, a t-nesmineg. Ur ri ara d acu i gexemmim win iqqaren adlis agi, ur ri ara d acu yewali, ma d nekk s yiman-iw, ul-iw ur yezmir ara ad ife swayen ur teqbil ara lefhama-w. Ul-iw akk-d lefhama-inu, waxelqen-d iwakken ad eddun s ledil, ad qeddcen akken. Wer in d-yelli win iwumi temmut ne tewaqme lefhama, imi yekel ef Lmasi, yumen yis d Amsellek-is, d Ssidis. Di eba waxfawen i d-iteddun, an-nessiked di tide akk-d teqiq n wayen mea yuran, laman uklalent teggwa i d-icehden akk-d ye risen mea i dyuran ef wayen yenan Lmasi, widak nni akk i d- an inagan i geden yid-es, i gwalan s wallen-nsen.