Tranceros Poetic Collection

‘TRANCEROS’
‘TRANCEROS’ IS A COLLECTION OF POETIC ESSAYS EXPRESSING MY EXPERIENCE OF

SEXUALITY, DREAMS AND SPIRIT…MY ONGOING DEVELOPMENT OF A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IN THE
FULLNESS OF ‘INTIMACY’ AND PRESENCE…A PSYCHE’ TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’
AS I DRIVE INTO THE DEPTHS AND RANGES OF MY EMOTIONAL RHYTHMS…IT IS A HEALING AND
‘WHOLENESS’ JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ INTO ‘EROS LAND’…
THESE POETIC ESSAYS ARE PERSONAL AND CRITICAL OF A ‘CAPITAL AND RELIGIOUS DEFINED’
SEXUALITY…AN ‘OUT OF BALANCE’ CULTURE SUFFERING IN THE CROSS CURRENTS OF EROS
CONFUSION AND INDULGENCE…THE LAST FIFTY YEARS HAS UNLEASHED A ‘DESPERATENESS’ OF
‘SELFISHNESS’ AS THE ‘CYCLONIC’ FORCES OF GLOBAL ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ HAS LED TO
ENORMOUS DISPARITIES IN ‘IMAGERY’ VERSUS THE REALITY OF MOST PEOPLES LIVES…
RESULTING IN AN ‘ALIENATION’ OF SPIRIT…A DISAGREEMENT WITH THE ‘REASONABLENESS OF
A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’…
ALL RELATIONSHIPS ARE IN FLUX AS DEFINITIONS AND RITUALS OF COURTING AND

ACCEPTABLE SEXUALITY CHANGE…THE ALTERED ROLES OF MEN AND WOMEN…THE RAVAGES OF
AIDS…THE GLOBAL VILLAGE OF MEDIA…THE PRESSURES ON OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM…THE
NECESSITY OF MANAGING THE AFFECTS OF THE ONGOING ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS AS
EXEMPLIFIED IN THE TOTALITY OF THE 9/11 EXPERIENCE…
THE POTENCY OF ‘INTIMATE ENCOUNTER’…LOVE IN A ‘PRESENCE OF CONNECTION’…COMPELS THE

RELEASE OF HEALTHY BIO-CHEMICAL ENERGIES… ‘WHERE THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY’…
THE PATH OF THE HEART WHERE LOVE FIRE BURNS BUT DOES NOT CONSUME’…
IT IS THE AUTHENTICITY OF THE GENERATIVE BEYOND DESIRE AS A ‘STRATEGIST’ WAY OF
BEING’…
W.P
ATRICK COYNE
… ‘PSYCHE’ MAY HAVE MANY SECRETS IN RESERVE, AND THESE ARE NOT DISCLOSED UNLESS
REQUIRED. SO IT IS SOMETIMES THE PREDICAMENT…[THE ONE FOLLOWING A REFUSAL]…AN
OBSTINATE REFUSAL OF THE CALL…[WHICH] PROVES TO BE THE OCCASION OF A PROVIDENTIAL
REVELATION…A REVELATION OF SOME UNSUSPECTED PRINCIPLE OF RELEASE’…
JO
SEPH CAMPBELL
TABLE OF CONTENTS
PAGE
AN EMOTIONAL DESERT
A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE
PYRAMID CHILDREN
THE EXCITEMENT OF THE NIGHTMARE
ELECTRO-APPETITES
ESSENCES, PURITY, MADNESS…RELEASING ‘FROM AND TO’
…THEN ‘WAY BEYOND’
15 ECHO DREAMS
17 TO SAND AND POLISH
18 STONE BLACK DOG SCREAMING
20 CATKINS AND THE SNAKE QUEEN
21 SHE MAKES ME RESCUE HER
22 SOUL OF PRESENCE
23 STARLIGHT IN THE DAYTIME
34 CONSEQUENCES ARE NOT EVEN IN THE DIALOGUE
36 ELECTRA DADA DREAM STREAM
38 WEAPONS OF EMOTIONAL HARM
40 SHAMANS, SHAME AND TRANSFORMATION
44 RAWAR
53 YOU CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL
56 MARSHALLING MASKS ON MONDAYS
58 DAZE WAZE
74 COYOTE AND THE LIES OF NECESSITY
75 YEATS’ JUNK YARD
77 YOU AIN’T NOTHIN BUT A TOE FU
78 BLUE TRAGEDY NEAR THE WHITE HEAT
OF THE RED MAN’S MOON
THE BELLES OF JACKPOT DREAMS
83 WHAT DO YOU THINK OF IT?
85 RED FIRES AND LEMON PIES IN THE ORANGE GROVE
86 EAR MIRRORS
87 AT FOUR MONTHS
SELON SOI
97 …TRANSFORMATION
…SEXY TISSUES
…MEDIUMS AND THE PERSONAL
GOING INTO THE CANYON
107 PAIR BONDING OR CHOICE
BRAINSTORM G63V ‘O’ 88 KEYS
MONEY DANCES
THE EVE OF A KUNDALINI DREAM
RICH AND STRANGE
UPFIRE DESIRE
‘AN EMOTIONAL DESERT’
COOL FIRE BLINDING A GENERATION

NUMBING OUT IN THE WINDS AND WAVES
HOT AIR OF THE CORPORATE MAELSTROM
IMAGES AND SOUND BYTES
THE SPEED OF LIGHT
AN ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE PANICKED EVERYDAY

VIEWING THROUGH SCREENS AND LOOKING GLASS
WOUNDED PSYCHE’S IN TRANSFERRED PAIN
BRAINS TAZERED BY ADVERTISING
A ‘WASTELAND’ OF CONFUSION
THE GENERATION OF ILLUSION

THE ELECTRO-STUNNING OF THE GLOBAL VILLAGE
WANNABEES EVERYWHERE YET NOWHERE
A LACK OF INSIGHT
AN OPERA OF TRICKLE DOWN SEDUCTION

STYLE, DENIAL, TRIALS AND GUILE
THE ANVIL AUDIENCE…HEARTS A POUNDING
THE GLAMOUR DANCE OF PERSONALITIES
THE SIRENS…THE GREAT WHITE WAIL…
THE HUNGER CRIES OUT…NEVER SATISFIED

TEASER ADS SUGGESTING RESOLUTIONS
THIS WILL HELP CHANGE YOUR LIFE
MIRACLE GROWTH…A WHOLE NEW YOU
MAGNETIC MOMENTS OF WISHFULNESS

STOMACHS WEIGHING HEAVILY ON HIPS
ANXIETY…THE GLIB
THE PANIC ON THEIR LIPS
THE HIDDEN AGENDA…THE CORPORATE MEGA-MOTION
MILLIONS LINING UP TO BE IN UNIFORM

SOMEONE ELSE’S IDENTITY
IMITATION
PRETENDING
MASKS AND HIDING PLACES
I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE…
‘YOU ARE NOT REALLY WHO YOU ARE…’
A MYRIAD OF UNEXPRESSED WAYS
A BIZARRE NIGHTMARE WHERE

‘NOTHING IS EVERYTHING’
TERROR ACTIVATES THE DARKNESS WITHIN

INNER FIRES IGNITE
TABLOIDS DRIVE TRIVIAL HEADLINES
A REALITY SCHISM…BLACK AND WHITE
CHILLING AFFECTS AND THE UNSPOKEN
AIRWAVES OVERWHELM…HEARTS VULNERABLE

TO REMOTE CONTROL…THE ONGOING DANGER STRESSES
FEAR INFECTS LIKE POISON
WE ARE EXPENDABLE
FEARS AND ANXIETY ARE VALUED AS FUELS

AS IS NOVELTY AND NOTORIETY
CRUSHING RHYTHMS OF CONFLICTING FORCES

SPLITTING IMAGES…EXHAUSTING IDENTITIES…
THE HUNGER IS NEVER SATISFIED…
A CENTURY OF PSYCHOLOGY…WAR…MONEY
THE PACE IS QUICKER THAN THE EYE…
THE STOMACH…THE CRY
WHO CONTROLS? WHAT IS MISSING?

PIERCING AND PENETRATION DEFINE
DESIRES SURFACE FROM DEEP IMPULSES

LOYALTY TEMPERS CHOICES
CAMELOT…KENNEDY…GLAMOUR AND AIDS
… ‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT
THAT WILL KILL US ALL…’
DREAM FACTORY PRESIDENTS

PROLONGED ADOLESCENCE
SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE
THE HIGH SCHOOL SPORTS MENTALITY
WALL STREET TAKES CARE OF ITS’ OWN
LOYALTY…MEMORIES…‘DO NOT RECALL…’

BLOODSTREAMS CIRCULATE AND PRESSURE
OUR REALITY…IN THE LOOKING GLASS
… ‘BLOODSHED SETS OUR CLOCKS’
‘HAVES’…AN UH ‘GREED UPON GAME’
HOT AIRWAVES PIERCE GLAZED EYES

STRAINING TO OVERCOME SHOCKS
LACKING OXYGEN
TO CLEAR OUT REMOTELY CONTROLLED DIRECTIONS
DETERMINING WHAT HAS VALUE
THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME
THE ‘EXCEPTIONS MAKE THE RULE’

BENCHMARKS…BAROMETERS…THE TEMPO OF THE GAME
THE ATMOSPHERE…THE ECONOMIC TERRAIN
WHO TAKES THE MONEY AND ‘RUNS’
AN EMOTIONAL DESERT
A BUFFER CLASS OF MEDIA PERFORMANCES
CONSTANT ECHOES WHERE BLIND AUDIENCES
SEEK RELIEF…AND ESCAPE…
THE MEDIUMS ARE REMOTE DIRECTED

UNIVERSAL PRODUCT CODES…BAR CODES SCANNED
WATCHED AND OBSERVED
A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ VALUE…OF THE ‘MARKETPLACE’

WHO DOESN’T UNDERSTAND WHAT ‘HAVES’ VALUE?
NO ‘HAVE NOTS’ NEED APPLY…

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ CLUB
…A CLOSED CIRCLE OF MONEY TITANS
HIDING BEHIND THE DAZZLE OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC BUFFER CLASS’
…PERFECT PUBLIC RELATIONS
PERFORMERS AND TALENTS ALWAYS ON STAGE

THE AUDIENCE LAUGHING AND GASPING
NEVER GETTING A HANDLE ON THE GAME
…DUBBED EXCHANGES FLOWING IN A MEDIA LAND OF DREAMERS
KNOWING THE PRICE…
‘YOUR WORDS ARE NOT YOUR OWN’
THE PYRAMID TRICKLES DOWN THROUGH MEDIUMS OF MESSAGES

‘WHO DO YOU GET TO LOOK AT
DIRECTLY IN THE EYE’
SPOKESMEN…SPOKESWOMEN…SPIN EXPERTS
THE SPECIAL INTERESTS…POLISHED LANGUAGE
LAWYERS ARE THE SILVER LINING
CLOUDING OUR WISHFUL VISION
THE INTRUSIONS PIERCE OUR HOMES…OUR CHILDREN…OUR BRAINS

THE ‘PRIVILEGED’ ARE ABOVE IT ALL
WE ARE BLINDED BY THE BUFFERS…
LIMITED LIVES OF ‘HAVE NOTS’ SEEKING RELIEF…
SURVIVING AMIDST THE STORMS…KNOWING THERE’S NOTHING YOU CAN DO
…MAYBE IT IS BETTER NOT TO BE
YOUR OWN REALITY
THE RHYTHMS ARE RELENTLESS…THE DISTANCES ARE EXPONENTIAL

THE QUALITY OF LIFE STANDARDS…THE GUILTY AND THE ‘INCONSEQUENTIAL’
…WE KNOW WHAT ‘HAVES’ VALUE…
LIFESTYLES OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’

NOTHING RARE…A CLASS OF UNDERSTANDING
…GOLDEN IS SILENCE
BEYOND THE JONES
EYES JUST…EYES LEARN TO SEE…EYES RECOGNIZE
THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ FLOW

COINCIDENCE…CO-INCIDENTS
RANDOM…RAN DUMB
AN EMOTIONAL DESERT…THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

WE WATCH THE CARDS PLAYED…THE PAWNS MOVED…
THE SPINNING OF THE WHEEL…
OUTSIDERS…ONE IN A MILLION…WORTH BUYING OFF…
CO-OPTED
BY THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’
‘TRICKLE DOWN’ INERTIA
ENERGY…WHAT AND WHO GETS CHARGED…

THOSE WHO KNOW…AFRAID TO SAY…
A WAR ZONE OF CASUALTIES ALONG THE WAY
THE ‘DAY TO DAY’…
‘BRANDINGS’ OF INNOCENT CHILDREN…
CREATIVE SPARKS
…FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS

AS HE CAN BARE’…AFTER AWHILE ITS’ JUST A TREADMILL…
THE FEW BECOME
‘NIETZSCHE SUPERMEN’
MOST JUST SURVIVE…
A LIFETIME…CONCEPTION TO GRAVE
RITUALS AND TEMPERED REALITY…INTRUSIONS AND LIGHTNING BOLTS
A REALITY OF SHOCK AND
ADAPTATION
THE BUFFER ZONE OF AMUSEMENT
DEVELOP A SKILL…PERFORM…DANCE…ENCHANT…ACCEPT THE TRANCE

NO QUESTIONS ALLOWED…
MONEY AND POWER REWARD

A SEPARATE REALITY
AN EMOTIONAL DESERT
THEY RARELY NEED YOU
IT’S A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

RARE VALUE…WORTH MORE
THAN DEATH…BUY IT
STORE IT…ASSETS IN THE
TREASURE CHEST
JUST REMEMBER THE PRICE ON YOUR HEAD…DON’T ROCK THE BOAT…
SILENCE…
THE UNSAID…
BREAK THE RULES…SOMEONE IS DEAD…
WARNINGS ECHO INTO YOUR SOUL
YOU KNOW…YOU KNOW

THREATS ARE UNNECESSARY
SUBTLETY IS EXECUTED ALL OF THE TIME
SOMEONE IS DEAD…
ACCIDENTS HAPPEN…THEY ARE TOO BUSY TO SEE…A DEEPER REALITY

THE REPORTS ARE GUIDED
THE ANSWERS DECIDED
TO REDIRECT A QUESTION…CAST SOME DOUBT…
SURROGATES ALWAYS IN POSITION

A STORY TO ROUTE
FASCINATING RHYTHM
A PACE OF EXHAUSTION
WHAT’S ON THE OTHER
SIDE…
THE ELECTRONIC LOOKING GLASS
COMING AT YOU…
COMING AT YOU…
COMING AT YOU…
[C] 1998/2004 W P C
EATS AWAY AT HOPE
OF CHILDMEN…CHILDWOMEN
CLIMBING PYRAMIDS OF CONVERSION
WALKING PATHS
WEARING SHOES WORTH MORE THAN
BLIN
D EYES OF CROWS
REACHING FOR ADVANTAGE
…LEVERAGE OF DESIRE
RACING THROUGH JONES PSYCHE’ RHYTHMS
OF WISHFUL FUTURES
ALREADY OWNED BY ONE SIDE RULERS
OF CAPITAL ABUSE
CONTROLLING SEDUCTIVE IMAGERY OF A ‘HAVE’ GAME OF
ELECTRIFIED
TRANCE ECONOMICS
OF
‘LIGHTNING CHARGED’
GOSSIPLAND ESCAPISM…
DELUSIONAL CLOWN SHOWS…
OF
NARROWED ‘SAVANTS’
ENTERTAINING ON ‘SWEET FLASHING SCREENS’
OF
‘ANAESTHESIA’
[c]
1999 W P C
PYRAMID CHILDREN
EVERYDAY VIOLENCE OF REMOTE WAYS

… ‘SAVANTING’
ELECTRONIC RING LEADERS
WITH ‘ZONED
OUT’ BRAINS
SATISFYING AMBITIONS OF ‘SPLITFIRE DREAMERS’
CLIMBIN
G PSYCHE’ PYRAMIDS
BUILT BY ‘FEATHER SHADOW CURRENT RULERS’
FUNNELLING LIGHT
IN MERIDIAN MEN AND WOMEN
IN A ‘TOYS ARE US’ PAWN GAME WHERE ‘FORCED LABOR’ AND COMPLIANCE
UNDER THREAT OF LIGHTNING STRIKES
MESM
ERIZES
IN A BLUE TERROR
BLINDING SPHINX EYED VIRGINS
LOST
IN CHANNELLED EROS STORMS
STREAMING THROUGH
GOLDEN SHAFTS
OF
PASSIONATE DEFINITION
LEAVING PATHS OF ‘LOST INNOCENCE’ AND IDEALISM
FOR THE DRIVING AMBITION AND REWARD
OF GENERATING THE ENERGY OF A NEW NATURAL ORDER
[C] 1999
THE EXCITEMENT OF THE NIGHTMARE
MYSTERY…ROOTS AND PSYCHE SOIL

SECURITY
SHAME RHYTHMS…THREATS
DEMANDIN
G GREATER DEPTHS
EXCITEMENT RESONANCE
PARTITIONINGS…FENCINGS…SPLITTINGS…
SOUL FRIGHT
‘CAT MOUNTAIN’ MADNESS…CREATIVE COMBUSTION
DRIVING THROUGH HYSTERIA CLOUDS
WOUNDEDNESS…RECURRENCE…
SWIRLING DESIRE…
MONSTERS IN THE SHADOWS
TOO MUCH HEART TO LEARN
AN EXCITEMENT IN THE NIGHTMARE…ENMESHMENT IN THE SPIRIT
A DENIAL OF PRESENCE
PASSIVE
AGGRESSIVE REACTIVITY
FORTR
ESS FENCING
MANAGED WINDS
AN EPIC DRAMA…
AN OPERA OF DEFINITION
GHOSTS IN THE FOGGY
MIRRORS
SHADOW SENSES IN THE SWAMPS
…A QUEST FOR STRENGTH
BALANCING AND WEIGHING
TO PASS THROUGH
THE HEARTLAND WINDOW
[C] 1999/2004
ELECTRO-APPETITES
SEARING DEATH FROM THE SKY

…A POWER THAT SWALLOWS LIFE
MEDIA MEDIUMS
MESMERIZED
EACH DAY
DIES
IN SLEEP
COOL FIRE DREAMS
THE SHEEP BUYERS AND BEEF EATERS
‘SILENCING THE LAMBS’
SACRIFICES
EACH DAY DIES IN SLEEP
…MAGNETIC STORMS
WHERE TALKING SMITHS PASS THROUGH GLAZED EYES…
UNSEEN
STREAMS
ECHOING
IN A LAND
AS
THE LAST BREEZE OF THE DAY
EACH DAY
DIES IN SLEEP
[C] 2004 W P C
ESSENCES, PURITY, MADNESS…RELEASING
‘FROM’ AND ‘TO’ …THEN ‘WAY BEYOND’
FIRE EYES…BURNING AWAY DREAMS

SAFETY AND BEING
KNOWING THINGS… MOSTLY UNNECESSARY
POSSESSI
ONS
OF A ‘WOUNDED HEART’
WHAT ACHES
IN AN ‘ECHO OF SURVIVAL’ ?
FOR NOTHING
CHANG
ES
ONLY
WHO WE BECOME
ALONG
TRAILS
THAT HAVE BEEN WONDER AND ESCAPE
TIM
ING
DOING ROUNDNESS
A PERFECTION OF A SORT
THE CIRCLES OF
SELF
EXPLORATION
IN AN EMOTIONAL EXPANSION OF
CAPACITY
A DEPTH OF
FU
LLNESS.
WHAT LIBERATION
IS HONESTLY RELEASED
AS THE PURITY
ESSENCES
TAKE
TIME.
THE REALIZATION IS IN A SPIRIT CRISIS
ONLY UNDERSTOOD
WITHIN
POSSIBLY
A CUING IN A CONSTANCY OF PRESENCE
TO THE OTHERS
YET
AN EXPERIENCE OF NON-EXISTENCE
IS
ENCOUN
TERING
A WAY BEYOND…
THE CREATIVE GENERATIVE
AS TEACHING PATHS
OR
LESSONS
FROM DON JUAN
SENSING THE ONGOING WARS OF LIGHT AND DARK
FACING
THE DESTRUCTIVES
WHO FEED OFF THE LACK
A ‘CONFLICT OF CONTRADICTIONS’
WHERE
THE KIND VS THE PREDATORS
ARE ONLY RESOLVABLE
DEEP WITHIN
AS ONE NO LONGER NEEDS
TO TEAR ONE’S EYES OUT
OR SIT HIDING IN A CAVE.
INTEGRITY
A PERSONAL SENSE
STRENGTHENING RESOLVE
WHILE LETTING
GO
NO SHAME…NO ACTING OUT… NO ACTING IN
A TIME
OF…FOR…
PEAC
E
DERIVED FROM A VOLCANIC UPHEAVAL OF DIFFERENCES…
NEW LAVA SOILS
NEW GROWTH
NEW REALISM
NEW
DIRECTIONS
BREATHING SPACE
INNER PACE
LEAVING THE WORLD
IN THE DUST
A LIGHTNING
MOMENT OF STEPPING ONWARDS
SEEING ANSWERS
PAST
THE QUESTIONS
A ‘CLARITY’ OUT OF DREAMS
FOR GHOSTLAND POTENCY
A CALLING CENTER
OF SINCERITY
VITAL HOPE
INNER NECESSITY
CHOOSING ESSENTIALS
VISION
SEEING THE MASS MAY IN A GLASS WAY.
[c] 2000
‘ECHO DREAMS’
SOUNDINGS
WISHING DESIRES
HEART FLARES OF HOPE
TEMPOS OF ADVENTURE
A MISSING
AND AN ABSENCE
A GRIEF RELEASE IN A STRETCHING
ON WORDS
CALLING IMAGES
EVEN IN DARKNESS
LOSING A CONTROL
DECLARING A VICTORY
WHERE PRESENCE
IS A HEALTHY BEAT
AN
D
THE AUTHENTIC IS VITALITY
THE ‘SOUNDINGS’ ARE ‘CAT SONGS’
OF LONGING AND LAMENTING
A SACRED SENSITIVITY
DEMANDING THAT
TRANSFORMATION BEYOND DUALITY
AND THE DEMANDS
OF POLARITY
CALLING FORTH THE REAL
IN A TUNING AND TONING
OF THE ROSES OF FULLNESS
A TIME OF CENTERING
NERVES OF ESSENCES
BEING TURNED ON
AS A CONNECTION CONSCIOUSNESS
A WOMB MATING
A SOUL MATING
A MERGING OF
URGING
PAST SCARED AND SCARRED
SOUNDINGS
THE SIREN ECHOIC TIMBRE
INVISIBLE
IN THE DARK
[C] 2004
TO SAND AND POLISH
TO CLEAN
TO CLEAR
TO VITALIZE
TO AWAKEN
TO DISCARD THE UNNECESSARY
TO DISTILL
TO PRUNE
TO
PURIFY
TO DEVELOP BY STRENGTHENING
THE ESSENTIALS…
THE FIBERS OF THE DEPTHS OF THE REAL
INTIMATE STRANDS OF SPIRIT
HARP TONES OF HEART SENSINGS
PASSION DRIVES
AND A WILL TO CONNECT
…A WILL TO BECOME
IN AN ELEMENTAL CONVULSIVENESS
…BIRTHING…
AN ONGOING MAINTENANCE
OF EMOTIONAL POTENCY
IN THE INNER WINDS
AND FIRES OF TRANSFORMATION…
PSYCHE’ ALCHEMY…
THE CONVERSION OF ENERGIES…A BREWING
THE COOKING OF BLOOD
AND GUTS
TEMPERING THE VISION OF A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’…
MAINTENANCE…
TENDING AND ENHANCING THE GARDEN OF THE SOUL
[c] 2004
STONE BLACK DOG SCREAMING
JOHN CROW SKY

WHY ‘DREADLOCKS’ ON FIRE
‘LAWD FIBERS’ IN CAR HORNS RISING
A RED SEA PATTERN ON CHINA DISHES
SIGNALS OF GREEN RIVER SERIAL KILLERS
BLEEDINGS FROM NERVES
THAT WANT TO GO HOME…
THROWING ‘ROCK STARS’ AT CATS
WATCHING FOR CRACKS IN MY HEART
ASKING SYLVIA PLATH
TO KNOW LAZARUS
‘OUT OF THE ASH
I RISE WITH MY RED
HAIR
AND I EAT MEN LIKE
AIR’…
IT IS LIKE ASKING VAN GOGH TO KNOW MADNESS
ALL OVER THE WORLD

THE STONE RIDING ENERGY WINDS OF AIR ‘CONSUMPTIONS’
DRIVING ALL OF US INTO THE ‘GROUND’…
WE ARE
‘LAWD FIBERS’
AND ‘BLOOD SCREAMINGS’
OF ‘STONE BLACK DOGS’
[c] 2004
‘CATKINS AND THE SNAKE QUEEN’
HAZEL CATKINS
FROM BUNCHES OF NERVES BLESSED
ON
ASCENSION DAY
RISING INTO THE FIRES
SUBDOING NASTY WEATHER…
IT IS ‘BUNNYDOM’ AND THE REALM OF HUES OF THE FEW
FORESTS GAZING INTO THEIR TREES
SENSING WINDS OF WOODS AND WONDER
LOOKING FOR THE HEART IN THE GROUNDED
ROOTS…
HAZEL…HAZEL…HAZEL…
HAZEL BRANCHES TO MAKE RAIN…
A COPULATING JOURNEY INTO THE ‘HAZEL WOODS’…
THE HAZEL TREE OF SEDUCTION…
ENCOUNTERING ‘LASCIVIOUSNESS’... A CURE FOR INFERTILITY…
WHEN THERE IS ‘TOO MUCH’…
… ‘WHEN THE HAZELNUTS PROSPER, SO DO THE WHORES’…
DRIVING INTO THE RHIZOME DEPTHS’…
CATKINS ROOTS
OF ENMESHMENT
…WEBBINGS OF POWER SOURCES…
‘CLUTCHINGS OF THE EARTH…
GROUNDS
…GREEN LIFE AND GREEN WAYS OF THE GREEN MAN…
‘AGREEING TEMPOS’
THE HAZELNUT STATES OF CATKINS
DREAMS
… ‘FOLDING
COMPRESSIONS
A
ND
SWOLLEN
SEXY TISSUES’…
THE MOISTNESS OF ERUPTIVE AND THE ERECTILE STATES
A ROSE AND
A NOSE…
GROWTH BEYOND CATKINS
BREATHING INTO THE PSYCHE’ DEPTHS OF CHOMOLUNGMA
THE ANCIENT DEEP BREATHING OF GODDESSES AND GIANTS…
THE DIVINE CHILD OF SUCKLING THE MILK OF LIFE
FROM THE BREAST OF THE ‘MOON GODDESS’….
THE WORLD BEYOND THE REALM OF CATKINS…
ONE MUST ENCOUNTER THE HAZELWURM

…A WHITE SERPENT
WITH A GOLDEN CROWN
LIVING UNDER A HAZEL TREE
THAT HAS BEEN INVADED BY
MISTLETOE…
A HALF HUMAN/HALF SERPENT ‘SNAKE QUEEN’…

PROVIDING SUSTENANCE
AND WONDROUS POWERS
TO THOSE WHO EAT OF
HER FLESH…
THE HAZEL TRANSMITS THE SUBTLE IMPULSES TO THE CENTER…

INSTINCTS IN THE
ANCIENT DEPTHS
OF THE CENTRAL
NERVOUS
SYSTEM…
SEXUALITY…PREMONITIONS…FERTILITY AND EMOTIONS…THE ROOTS…
THE LOWER REALM AND LOWER CHAKRA DEPTHS
LEAR
NING TO SEE ILLNESS AND HEALING PATHS…
[C] 2004
‘SHE MAKES ME RESCUE HER’
I FEEL A SENSE OF POWER
SHE HOLDS ON KNOWING
PROVOKING…DEMANDING…NEEDING…
I FEEL THE SURGES…THE RUSHES AND THE YIELDS…
THE STEAM OF BEING
THE ADVENTURE AND THE EXPLORATION
A FREEDOM OF EXCAVATION
YET,
LIKE MOUNTAIN CLIMBING
THE JOURNEY OF RETURN
MAY BE MORE DIFFICULT
THE RESCUE OF THE PRINCE
IS HIS VALUE TO THE

PRINCESS…
[C] 2002 W P C
THE SOUL OF PRESENCE
SOURCE ME FREE ME PROTECT ME RELEASE ME GET ME LET ME
TAKE ME DO ME PROVE IT DO IT
JOLT ME FIRE ME MAKE ME DRAIN ME SHAPE ME

SURPRISE ME
MAKE ME ‘3’
WIN UP WIND UP WHY UP
TRENCHES OF GENDER
FOGS
EXPLOSIVE ERUPTIVE DEPTHS
OF PEARL AND TEARS
A CLEANSING UPHEAVAL
ON A PLAIN OF
CONTAINED PAIN
FIGHTING FOR ONE’S SOUL OF PRESENCE…
[C] 2000 W P C
‘STARLIGHT IN THE DAYTIME’
LIGHTNING AND THUNDER COMING YOUR WAY…FIRE AND AIR STEAMING…
THE ‘UPHEAVALS’…IN NEW DRAMAS…A FURY OF ENCOUNTERS
…
BEYOND AN IMAGINED JOURNEY…
PAST THE EARTHY NECESSITIES OF HEALING AND MOURNING…
EXPE
RIENCING A SURPRISE…
THE INVISIBLE…
YET RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES…
AFFECT AND LIMITED PERCEPTIONS
OF A ‘MESMERIZED AUDIENCE’
…
ELECTRONIC VIEWERS
PLEASURED AND ASSAULTED
IN EROS BLINDNESS
AND FANTASY VIOLENCE
A ‘TREADMILL NIGHTMARE’ GOING FASTER AND FASTER…
WHERE
‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ SURRENDERS TO THE NEW ‘GLOBAL

ORDERING’…
WHERE
‘OOH NUMB’ BECOMES ‘PEACE OF MIND’
WHERE
‘ONLY THE FEW’ ARE REALLY ‘IMMUNE’…
THE ‘COPERS’…THE ‘ANAESTHETIZING DREAMERS’…THE ‘HEAVILY INDEBTED’…
A ‘REACTIVITY NORMALCY’ TO GET THROUGH
‘JUST ANOTHER DAY’
ONE MUST FACE THE QUESTION…
WHO HAS A REAL ‘HOURS PER BREATH’

STATE OF BEING?
WE WALK IN THE ‘PSYCHIC DISTANCINGS’…
THE ‘CAUTION STEPPINGS’…
THE MANEUVERINGS…
IN AND OUT OF THE EXCESSES OF THE

‘ORDINARY’
WHO ARE ‘TRANCE DANCING’ IN AN ‘ELECTRONIC SPIDER WEB’…
AN IMPOSED ORDERING OF THE ‘THREAT OF LOSS’…
FOSTERING ‘FEINTNESS’
AS CLAUSEWITZ SAID…
‘THE TIMIDITY OF MEN ACTS

AS A MULTIPLIER
OF TRUTHS AND UNTRUTHS’
IT IS THE ‘STARLIGHT IN THE DAYTIME’…
THE
‘NOTHINGNESS’ OF ‘GOSSIP POSTURINGS’
AND
TH
E SEDUCTIONS OF MEDIA ‘COOL FIRE’
IT IS
‘BEING’
IN THE BREEZES OF EMPIRE’…
WH
ERE THE ALCOHOLIC ‘MASKED MAN’…
A FALSE PROPHET…
PREACHING ‘PROFIT’ AND ‘FAITH’ WHILE ‘CALLING’

DECEPTIONS
INTO ‘NORMALCY’…
WE KNOW THE DEPTHS…
THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF THE ‘CON’…
THE
RESONANCE RHYTHM OF EROS
…EMPIRE AND EROSTOCRACY…
FRUSTRATIONS OF A ‘CASSANDRA’ ORACLE

SPEAKING OF ‘CONSEQUENCES’
TO AN AUDIENCE
MISSING CONCEPTUAL ‘EAR MIRRORS’
TO FILTER AND SELECT
THE ‘ESSENTIAL’…
THERE IS A DEEP SADNESS RELEASED
IN ‘CHANNELLED
AMBITIONS’
OF ‘TRICKS’ AND ‘TRICKLE DOWN’
DISTILLING THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF MEDIUMS AS ‘NAME PORTERS’
OF A CAPITALICK OPERA
OF KATDOLOGO HUNGERS…
AS ‘CONTROLS’ AND ‘EXPECTATIONS’
EVAPORATE PAST BALANCINGS
OF THE WEIGHT OF WATER
AND MORTALITY…THERE IS
…UNSEEN IN THE VISION OF

AN ARIES RAM
…UNSEEN IN
‘ORDINARINESS’
…UNSEEN IN THE TRUTH OF
COLLISIONISM
…UNSEEN IN THE LOSS OF
THE MEMORY OF THE
MOMENT
THE DRIVING OF A ‘MADNESS’ OF THE FEW THAT COMPELS ‘NECESSITY’…
THE FINDING OF NEW

EYES AND EARS
…AN ACTUALITY PRESSURE

INSTEAD OF ‘MIRAGE’
A TIME FOR
‘TUNING AND TONING’…
‘SOMETHING REAL’…
‘DEEP DOWN’…ECHOING
FERMENTING…
AS AN AROUSAL OF SPIRIT
PAST THE
‘JUST DO IT’ AND ‘THE REAL THING’…
BEYOND THE RHYTHMS OF THE WATERGATE AND THE WHITEWATER RUSHES
OF THE ‘MEDIA STREAM’…
BEYOND ‘WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THEM BY THE BALLS THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS
WILL FOLLOW’…
BEYOND THE EVERYDAY PSYCHE’ DRIVE ‘BUY’
OF ‘ WALL STREET STEAMROLLERS’…
A ‘DEMAND’ OF THE ‘AUTHENTIC’…
DO THE ECHOES OF CONTRADICTIONS
OWN OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEMS?
‘SUGGESTIONS’ AND THE DESIRES THAT ARE ON FIRE
FEED ON ‘DEPENDENCY’ AND ‘INTENSITY’…
THE EXCESSES…ADVERTISING DOLLARS AND MARKET SHARE…
ARE THE UNDERCURRENTS…
THE THREADS AND WEBBINGS
OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’
THAT FOSTER A RHYTHM…

AN EXPONENTIAL MADNESS
OF ‘CRAVE’ AND ‘CRAZE’…
THE ACTIVATION OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC SEX LINES’ OF THE ‘MONEY GODS’
ESTABLISHING A ‘FALSE HOPE’…
ENGENDERING NIGHTMARES OF ‘MISSED TICKS’…
A ‘KIDS FIRE’ OF LOST INNOCENCE
AND PREMATURE SEXUALITY
A BIG ‘SQUEEZE’ VULNERABILITY…
‘THE
MORE THERE ARE OF YOU…
THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…
THE ‘OVER EROTICIZED’ CONSUMER

GOODS…
‘EAT
ING AND DRINKING SEX…
‘DRI
VING AND WEARING SEX…
‘WAT
CHING AND ENVYING SEX…
‘DE
NYING AND ABUSING SEX…
WE KNOW AN ‘ANXIOUSNESS’…A ‘COMPLIANCE’…
AN ‘ATTITUDE GRATITUDE’ WAY OF BEING
GIVING
110% FOR THE ‘CRUMBS OF THE ‘PI’
…STILL OUTSIDE
OF THE ‘RIGHT’…
SCHOOLS AND NEIGHBORHOODS’
SO CHOICES ARE NECESSITIES…
MOST GO WITH THE ‘GANG’ OR THE ‘HOME TOWN TEAM’…
FINDING AN ESCAPE AND A PAIN

RELIEF ‘SANCTUARY’…
IT HAS BECOME SURVIVAL IN A CULTURE
WHERE ‘ENTERTAINMENT RULES’ THE ‘HEARTBEATS’
OF DESIRE…
LOOKING AROUND IN AN ‘ACCEPTANCE’…
A ‘WARRING CONFLICT’ OF EXCITEMENT AND DENIAL
FOR ONE MAY ALWAYS GET

THE ‘K’ MART VERSION
…THE CRISIS OF POWERLESSNESS IS CHARMED AWAY…
‘SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN

NOTHING’
AND
WE ARE STILL BETTER ‘OFF’

THAN THOSE OTHERS…
IT IS A CONFLICT IN THE INNER POLARITIES…
WHAT IS IT THAT ‘MATTERS’?
‘ADAPTATION AND SURVIVAL’…
WHERE
LIVELIHOOD IS ALWAYS IN
JEOPARDY…
THE FEAR AND VULNERABILITY
IS IN THE ROOT OF
THE UNFAIRNESS…
THE INJUSTICE OF A ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ COMPENSATION EQUILIBRIUM…
DEMANDING ‘SUFFERING’
AND LOYALTY…
SERVES AS A MONUMENTAL TRIBUTE TO ROYALTY RAWAR CONSCIOUSNESS
… THE ROUTINES AND RITUALS
ARE THE ‘MANUFACTURED CONSENT’…
TO KEEP IT ALL GOING…A MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’
IT IS THERE IN THE USEFULNESS…HUMANS AS ‘RAW MATERIALS’…
OUR LIFE FORCE ENERGIES…
THE ONGOING PRESSURES OF OUR COMPRESSED SPIRITS
FUELING THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’…
‘SO WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET’…
‘SO DON’T ASK AND DON’T TELL’…
‘SO YOU ARE WITH US OR AGAINST US’…
INDEED IT IS
‘LIKE STARLIGHT IN THE DAYTIME’…
THE SEDUCING
IN THE STREAMS…
THE ‘NEVER ENDING’ STORY OF EMULATIONS
THE STRATEGY OF DESIRE
…A PLEASURE QUEST OF THE

‘PAINED’…
FOLLOWING THE DAZZLE OF AN ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ OF PERFORMERS…
THE ECONOMIC LEVERAGINGS…
THE ‘KINETIC PERCOLATIONS’ OF MONKEY WISDOM…
THE
GROOMING AND CLEANINGS
NOW FOR A ‘BUCK’…A ‘YEN’…A ‘POUND’…A ‘MARK’ …
‘ALIE
NATION’…
THE GAP…
THE ‘LOSS OF PARADISE’…
‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’
BECOMES
‘MONEY…
THE VALUE OF ‘WORTH’
THE ‘TRADE CENTER OF THE SOUL’…
THE SPIRIT SEEKS HARMONY
BEING
‘OF BUT NOT IN THE WORLD’…
THE KNOWING OF THE DIFFERENCE…
A DISBELIEF IN THE
REASONABLENESS
OF THE ‘SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’…
THE TRUTH OF FINDING ONE’S OWN ‘VELOCITY’
ACHIEVING ‘LIGHT SPEED’…
RISING THROUGH THE MISTS OF THE MAUVE
THE ZONES OF
FREQUENCY CONGESTIONS
AND ‘TO BE OR NOT TO BE’
ARE THE ‘AROUND…UNBOUND…FOUND…
AS A SOUND OF BEING
…THE SOUND MIND
IN THE SOUND BODY…
IT IS THE EVER PRESENT ‘ECHO’ IN THE ‘MAELSTROM’ THAT HAUNTS…
‘ECHO’ UNABLE TO HONESTLY REACH

THE PATH OF BLISS…
SEEING ‘NARCISSUS’
LOST IN HIS MIRRORING AND

REFLECTIONS…
SHE IS PARALYZED IN A PAUSE…
A FEARFUL CURIOSITY ZONE…
WHERE
EAR MIRRORS AND CAT’S EYES’
SENSE
A ‘YELLOW CAKE’ CONSCIOUSNESS
OF AN ANCIENT AND PRIMITIVE ‘CAKEWALK CYCLE’
AN
‘INTEGRITY’ OF RITUALIZED TIMELINESS
KNOWING…THE DANGERS STRIKE
WHEN
YOU LEAST EXPECT…
THUS THE ‘INSTABILITY’ BECOMES FARCE
… BECOMES
THE NORM…
AND THE LIES
FROM THE ‘BUSH’
ECHO…THE EVERYDAY ‘AMBIGUOUS UNCERTAINTY’ OF THE FAST MOVING STREAM
…A ‘322’ TIME OF MOMENTUM…

…AWARENESS…
IT IS THE ‘SUPERVISED FREEDOM’…
A MAINTENANCE ‘ORDERING’ USING ‘ELECTRONIC

SURROGATES’
AND ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS
FOR THE ILLUSIONS…
…ENABLING EACH ONE
TO MERELY CHOOSE
THEIR OWN ROLLER

COASTER CAR
OF THE
DIALECTIC
OF THE DAY…
IT IS THE FORCE ENERGIES OF THE ‘POLARITIES’…
THE VISION OF A ‘WHITE HOUSE’
AT THE CENTER OF A RAINBOW NATION
REMEMBERING
THERE IS ‘A CANCER GROWING ON THE

PRESIDENCY’ …
AS THE ‘IMAGINARY ACCUMULATIONS
OF A NOTHINGNESS’…
A ‘DISHARMONY’ OF THE ‘BUSH’
THAT CRIES OUT
‘I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL’…
THAT ‘MUST BE HARMONIZED…’

IT IS AN ELEMENTAL
STORM RISING…
A SERIES
OF ‘CRISS-CROSS’
BURNINGS OF DREAMS
…THE RESONANCE WARS OF ‘ELITE MADMEN’…
‘FIGHTING FIRES WITH FIRE’
THE CENTAURS RIDING OUR SENSES
AS WE
ENCOUNTER THEIR ‘HELL STORMS’ …
THE DIFFERENCE MUST BE THE WAY….
THE
SYNERGY TIMINGS…
THE WHEN
TIMINGS…
THE SPIRIT
TIMINGS…
CRYSTALLIZING A NEW ‘GENERATION’…
YET TRYING TO BE SAFE
FROM
THE ‘RAGING
WOLVES’ OF
‘C
APITALICK CONSUMPTION’…
IT IS CHANCE AND CHOICE TIME…
ONE LEARNS
‘BEING’
IN
‘THE HEART OF THE DARKNESS’
… ‘I SHOULD BE LOYAL
TO THE NIGHTMARE
OF MY CHOICE’…
A MEANS AND A WAY…
THE BIG CHILL OF ‘CAPITALICK’ PRESENCE…
‘FOR WHAT IS THERE WILL NO LONGER BE THERE’…
IS THE CONSUMPTION OF THE LIFE FORCE…
THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT…
THAT IS IN
‘OUR POTENTIAL FOR FULLNESS’
NOW USED AS MERE FUELING OF AN ‘ESCAPE VELOCITY’
FOR A TRANCE
NATION OF ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’…
‘DOING YOUR THING’…
IN A ‘NUCLEAR AWARENESS’
OF THE ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ OF

CONSTANT ‘SPLITTING’…
WHERE
THE ‘COLLECTIVE MEMORY’ FUNCTIONS IN ‘BUZZ WORDS’…
‘SOUND BITES’ AND ‘PHOTO OPS’…
THE ‘MASS’ AVOIDS ‘CRITICAL MASS’…
BLURRING EVENTS INTO THE INERTIA…
THE NORMALCY OF EXTERNALIZATION…IF ‘IT IS ON THE OUTSIDE…
IT PROBABLY IS NOT ON THE INSIDE’…
LOOKING FOR ANSWERS…
LOOKING FOR DIRECTIONS…
LOOKING FOR ‘WHERE DO WE GET THE STRENGTH FOR PEACE’?
THE SPIRITUAL STRENGTH…

IT IS IN THE FIBERS OF DOING ONE’S HOMEWORK…
NOT IN THE PERFORMANCE
OR
USEFULNESS OF AN ‘IDEA’…
THE VALUES OF ‘DOING UNTO OTHERS’…IS IN THE SILENCE OF THE SOUL…
CONNECTING TRUTHS
IN
HEART NEEDS…
MORE THAN A ‘PASSAGE’…
MORE THAN AN ‘ECHO’…
MORE THAN ‘IT’S JUST BUSINESS’…
IT IS LEARNING TO SEE…
THE
‘STARLIGHT IN THE DAYTIME’
[C] 2004 W P C
‘CONSEQUENCES ARE NOT EVEN IN THE DIALOGUE’
SO WHAT DOES ONE SEE

AN EVENTUALITY IN A HEART…SAYING
‘IT JUST COULD NOT BE…’

ILLUSION…SHE LOOKED FAKE…NOT REAL
A MORTAL REFLECTION…
MERE ECHOES IN A MIRROR…UNDERCURRENTS OF PACEMAKER RHYTHMS
…MOVING IN MEMORIES OF
A ‘SACRED’
WISHFULNESS
A HEART’S DESIRE IN SEXUALITY PASSING THROUGH ‘STAINED GLASS’
THE ONGOING
… ‘FIBROUS DARKNESS’…
SEDUCTION DEPTHS
…A ‘BACKYARD COURT’ OF CERTAINTY…
THE CLARITY
MOMENTS OF ‘NEON ILLUMINATION’
…RISING FIRE FROM THE HUB OF ‘HOMELAND DREAMS’…
A ‘CALLING OUT’ FRUSTRATION
‘JESUS, MARY AND
JOSEPH’
THE PASSION OF ECSTATIC HOPE
COLLIDING WHERE
‘FEAR REIGNS’ AND ‘AUTUMNAL WINDS’ SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF
THE MOTHERLAND…
‘DEAD SILENCE’…
REAL SILENCE OUT OF ‘TORTURED IGNORANCE’…
RESPONSES, THEN
AND NOW
TO AN ‘EVER CHANGING EVIL’…ERASING HEARTBEATS
…
BLANKING OUT BRAINS
AN ABYSS
OF DENIALS AND ALIEN STATES… AN ORDERING DRAMA…

‘THE VICTIMS ARE THE VICTIMS,
‘THE VESTED ARE THE PRIVILEGED
OF AN ‘ONGOING DECEPTION’
AS
‘OPPORTUNISTIC MADMEN’ FEEDING ON ‘CON’ AND ‘TEMPT’ FUELS
THE ‘BLACKJACKING’
AS IF WE
WERE ALL ‘21’
THE LAW’N LEGAL’ SHUFFLINGS

A CREATE
AND DESTROY ‘WAY’
AN ONGOING ‘ANNIHILATION’
THREAT OF ‘NON-EXISTENCE’
…DISINTEGRATION OF THE
REAL
WHAT IS ESSENTIAL BEYOND POWER DRAINS
IN A QUEST FOR YIN…YANG INTENSITY

SOME ‘MEDIUMS’ RESIST
THE DEPTHS OF THESE SHADOWS…
THE ‘SEAMS’ OF YESTERDAY… DARKNESS BEYOND SPOTLIGHTS VEILING THE PAINS OF THE FAKE
BREATHING THE ‘ELECTRODUST’

IN THE WOUNDS
…CHARGED IN ‘AL CO HAUL LICK’ PATTERNS…
A ‘DIMINISHED RESOLVE’
THE FATIGUE OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ PIT WARS…
‘TOO MUCH KEEPING AN EYE
ON THE OTHERS…
DESPERATE FOR VISION
DESPERATE FOR RELEASE FROM THE ‘CONSEQUENCES OF DISBELIEF’
THE SHADOWS OF NIGHTMARES…
A GUT WRENCHING INWARDNESS OF ‘INNOCENCE LOST’…
‘I WILL HOLD YOUR SHADOW’ AS YOU
WRESTLE
IN
ACCORDION BREATHS AND ‘NECESSITY ILLUSIONS’…
WHERE IS BEYOND ‘ARMORING’?
THE ‘NOTHING’…
THE ‘PIGMENTATION OPPRESSION’ OF LOST COLORS… A PLUNDERING
OF FREQUENCIES
OF ELECTROBOLT
CONDITIONINGS…
A THEFT OF ‘DAY TO DAY’ WHERE THE ‘EXCEPTIONS MAKE THE RULES’…
THE ‘WISE’ HIDE IN THE SILENCES
IT IS A ‘PATSY’ AND
‘SCAPEGOATING’ TIME
…A ‘VORTEX TIME’
FEELING THE MOMENTUM OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ OF GLOBAL CAPITAL…
AS ADVERTISED…
BEFORE THERE WAS A ‘CHICAGO’ THERE WAS A ‘BROOKS BROTHERS
THE HEALING IS THE NECESSITY
… ‘TO BREAK THE ‘URBAN GRIP’ ON ONE’S SOUL’…
IT IS AN ASSERTION STRATEGY BREATHING THROUGH THE FORCES
OF VENGEANCE AND CULTURAL
DIMINISHMENT
…THE CONSEQUENCES ARE NOT EVEN IN THE DIALOGUE…
[C]
2004
‘ELECTRA DADA DREAM STREAM’
SANCTUARY… I’M WEARING MOM’S HAT AS I WALK… DADDY…

CARRYING BACK PACKS OF MOONLIGHT ON A POWER QUEST
A RESOLVE TO CLAIM THAT… HE’S MINE
A WEBBING OF LEARNING TO WAIT…FEELING THE WINDS…
OF INNER PHOTO-OPS AND COLLECTIONS IN THE JUNK YARD
A ‘HEART-WISH’ OPERA EXCEEDING A MATERNAL DRAMA

DEEP INTO ‘FIBROUS DARKNESS’ AND UNKNOWN SHADOWS
MOVING TO CONQUER THE DEMANDING EMPTINESS
OF THE LITTLE ONE STANDING AND SEEING
THE BITING EDGES OF CURBING AND CUSTOMS
HUNGER…MOVING WITH HUNGER…INNER HUNGERS…

LOVE HUNGERS AND POWER HUNGERS…
DISTORTIONS OF DREAMS AND SCHEMES HUNGERS…ECSTASY HUNGERS
FAMILIAR AND SAFE HUNGERS OF SUSTENANCE
WATCHING THE WOLVES IN THE VALLEY OF STONES…
AN UNKNOWN MOMENT OF ENCOUNTER IS SOUGHT

HOPING THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT…THIS DAY, I WILL
BE …DEVELOPING RHYTHMS… TO DANCE
THR
OUGH THE SPARKS ON ROCKS
WHERE
TRUTH IS IN THE VITAL HIPS OF CENTERING
BEYOND THE EXCESSES
ALWAYS THERE IS THE HUNGER

OF LIPS THAT ARE
NEVER IN BALANCE
RISING MONEY WINDS OF THE DREAMS OF ‘E-Z’ AND ‘E-O’…
DESIRE PURSINGS
WHERE PURSUINGS ARE THE NECESSITIES
OF A ‘PUNTA DI FUGA’
VANISHING POINT OF FLIGHT…
SHE BUILDS CAVE EARS TO HARMONIZE THE CONTRADICTIONS

IN THE BAT-LIKE PEARL DROPPINGS
…SOUNDS OF THE PINGS OF COMPRESSIONS

WHERE FIBERS OF A REPRODUCTIVE WISDOM
ARE SLOWLY ASKING FOR COMPLETION

UNTIL
THE INNOCENCE OF THE VIRGINAL
DRIVES THROUGH THE CONTAINED

…DEMANDING TO BE ON THE SURFACE…
ACHIEVING A SOUL TEMPO OF BEING PRESENT

W
HEN INNER CYCLES ARE BEYOND
A RAWAR CONSCIOUSNESS OF ROYAL WAYS
…SEEING
AN ORDERING OF ‘THE BLOODSHED
THAT SETS OUR CLOCKS’…
A RECURRENCE…
SEEING ELECTRA LEVERAGED
TOO FAR…
A VORACIOUSNESS OF SELF-CONSUMPTION
WHERE FANTASY PARALYZES

IN THE TERRORIZED EXPECTATIONS OF AN ONGOING INCOMPLETION
…WHERE DENIAL STATES SATISFIES

IN AN ‘ORDER’…
TO ACHIEVE THE STEAM
OF SHARPENING KINETIC READINESS
A ‘WITS FIRESTORM’ OF QUICKNESS…
MAXIMIZ
ING A TERRITORIAL SURENESS
HER BOUNDARY POWERS

‘IT IS MINE…’
IT IS A MEAN OF MANY RIDING A ‘SEX LINE’…

AN ELECTRA
DADA STREAM
THE POINTS OF CHANNELING
MERIDIAN OPPOSITIONAL
FREQUENCIES OF FRYING…
A BURNING OF THE HUNGERS AND THE ABSENCES
BEING IN A BUSHY LAND AS A
BURNT OUT FOREST
WHERE TOO MANY FIRES OF RAGE
HAVE TRANSFERRED INTO CONSUMPTION

THE TRAVAILS
OF HUNGRY AND DESPERATE HEARTS OF BEINGS
REALIZING
THAT
‘EVERYBODY MUST GET STONED’
FOR THE COMMON GOOD
GETTING BLINDED
…BLINDSIDED
THE ‘ELECTRO-HAZING OF THE STONED’
KN
OWING THAT ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’
A ‘MESMERIZED’ TRANCE NATION WAY COMPELLING
A
S THE CLASHES AND CRASHES OF CARS
ASK FOR ASHES AND DIAMONDS
THE MIRRORS OF DRINKS AND DREAMS
HOW DOES THE TAR BABY ESCAPE FROM THE ESCAPISM…
THE
SOLUTION IS NOW THE PROBLEM…
AND
THE INTEGRITY OF ‘SPLITTING’
QUIETLY SEEKING A NEW PARADISE
WHILE ARM WRESTLING
WITH CENTAURS…
WHO KEEP FEAR
HERE
IN ORDER
TO ENMESH ALL
IN HER INERTIA …
CHARGING THEIR BATTERIES
WHILE WE ARE STARING AT ‘COOL FIRE’
A MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ TAKES OVER THE PULSES OF OUR BRAINWAVES…THE

WAVES OF CRITICALNESS BEING SWEPT INTO NECESSITY…
WE ARE SWIRLING IN THE MOMENTUM OF THE ELECTRA DADA STREAM…
[C
] 2004
‘WEAPONS OF EMOTIONAL HARM’
DOMINOS AGAIN AND AGAIN

PENETRATING INTO THE HEART OF THE DAMAGE
TONES OF PAINSTAKING NORMALCY
YET FEARING TAZERINGS FROM THE SKY
THE ENERGIES GUIDED INTO AND THROUGH…
ZAPS AND THE LESSONS OF BEING…

…LESSENED
PREY DAZE OF THE WAYS

WATCHING AND SEEING AN INCREASING USE
THE 9 YEAR OLD GIRL…GETS IT FOR ORDER
THE CREATIVE… FOR GLORY AND STEIN…MMM
A CRISIS OF HEART AND AMBITIONS…

…LESSENED
THE ‘O’ FLIGHT WITHIN IS AN INNER MARATHON

THE RACE OF THE STARS AND STRIPES
DANCES OF THE BOY AND THE GIRL
CHASING RAINBOWS… A ‘CROSS THE PASSION’
WHERE WIZARDS OF PERFORMANCE LIGHT THE WAY…

… LESSENED
RAGE REDIRECTED IN A WAR OF FAMILIAR FORCES

…IT IS MEDIA VISION AND A FIRESTORM
A SPLITTING IN THE HEART
AN ATTACK OF DIFFERENCES
RISING TEMPTATION…WHAT HAPPENS HERE…STAYS HERE
…LESSENED
THE SILENCE OF DEADLY THREATS

REMINDERS OF INSTANT POTENTIAL ANNIHILATION
DREAMS OF THE FANS
LIMITING TRUTHS OF DEMOCRACY
WHERE ARE YOU?

…LESSENED
FEAR AND STRESS IN ALTERED ADRENALINES OF BECOMING

WHAT ONE DESIRES… ‘EVEN THOUGH’ DRAINS ONE
THE ‘BETTOR BETTER’ MODE OF DEMAND
SHIFTING NECESSITIES OF BREATH
LEVERAGED FOR NIGHTMARES OF OPPORTUNITY

…LESSENED
CARS APACE STATES OF EROSTOCRACY SPEEDS

CRASHES AND CHASES OF DYNAMISM
THE QUICK AND THE QUICKER
COLLISIONISM RULES OF THE WAY IT IS
PSYCHE’ VIOLENCE OF ELECTRONIC STREAMINGS

…LESSENED
FAR SITE AND INSIGHT…INCITING AND EXCITING

PAVLOV EXPECTATIONS CALL ROOSTERS
THEN MEN ‘MEND’ AS ‘WOMEN’ DEPEND
THE PERCOLATION GOES THROUGH THE MERIDIANS
FOSTERED PATHS OF TOTALITY

…LESSENED
PEACOCKS AND CUPCAKES IN RACING DISPLAYS

NECESSITY COPING IN TENDERIZED FORKS OF HUNGER
THE VULNERABILITY OF EXTERNALIZED DESIRE
IN ‘TRANCINGS’ AND BLOODSTREAMS OF SENSE AWAKENINGS
WHERE WATERFALLS ENCOUNTER DESERTS OF EMPTINESS

…LESSENED
THE ‘GAP’ BETWEEN ‘IMAGINATION’ AND FANTASY

BECOMES A ‘GAME OF KEEP AWAY’ IN THE ASHDOWN FOREST
UNTIL PERSONAL VELOCITY EXCEEDS THE SELF ABSORPTION
WHEN NEW EARS ARE RISING THROUGH WILL INTO CHANCE
THE STATE OF PRESENCE BEYOND ‘PALMSVILLE’

…LESSENED
THE ‘DOUBLING’ AND ‘SPLITTING’ SHUFFLED AND INTEGRATED
A ‘DECK OCCURS’ WHERE BEING ON DECK IS NEXT INTO
A ‘BATTER’S BOX’ FACING THE ‘PITCH OF DREAMS’
WHERE ‘LOSS AND MEMORY’ ARE A VORTEX OF SADNESS
AND HEART IS A DESIRED SUSTENANCE OF HOPE

…LESSENED
IT IS THE TIME FOR WATCHING PARADES OF THE WOUNDED

WHO ARE NIBBLING ON THE PANIC
OF LOSING GROUND WHILE FEEDING OFF OF CUPCAKES
‘ICED’ FOR SUGAR DANCERS AND DANDY BOYS
CRACKING EGGS IN SPLITTING URGENCIES OF CONVULSIVENESS

…LESSENED
[C] 2004 WPC

‘SHAMANS, SHAME AND TRANSFORMATION’
‘SELF CONSCIOUSNESS…WITHDRAWALS…ANTICIPATIONS…WARINESS…
ALIENATION AND CONTEMPT
…SOMEONE WILL TAKE SOMETHING AWAY…
‘I DIDN’T WANT IT ANYWAY’
A FORTRESSING WAY…
INERTIA OF STRATEGIES TO CONTROL…
THE ECHOES OF ‘CAUGHT IN THE ACT’…
‘DOING SOMETHING WRONG’
LOSS OF INNOCENCE TIMES…
THEFT OF DIGNITY TIMES…
LOST LOVE TIMES…
LEARNING TO REDIRECT AND PARTITION
…
‘SAFE’ AND ‘SOUND’ STATES…
A ‘FURY’ OF DEFENDING AGAINST NEW THREATS…
…ANY
POTENTIAL LOSS
OF LEVERAGED STATUS
…THE NECESSITY…THE PSYCHE’ DEMAND
FOR TRANSFERS…
REFERRED MOTIONS AND FLOWS…
TRUE WILL IS IN THE ENCOUNTERS
… THE
‘SHUDDERS’ AND THE CONVULSIVENESS
…EROS JOURNEY OF A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’
BEYOND
‘CONFUSIONS’ AND ‘HABITS’
LEARNING TO BREATHE THROUGH THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’
KNOWING THE
INHERENT RISK
THAT ONE MIGHT DO SOMETHING
‘AGAIN’…
IT IS IN THE DEEP ANXIOUSNESS OF ‘ABANDONMENT’…
A ‘WILD EYED’
HUNGER OF AN ‘EMPTINESS’
THAT IS ‘FLAWED’…
A ‘BOUNDARY LINE OF CONCEALMENT’
USING DREAMS… FANTASY…
AND DESIRE
TO ‘CORRAL’
PRIMAL FEELINGS OF BEING ‘UNLOVED’…
WE CONSTANTLY SEEK A STRENGTH OF ‘AWARENESS’
TO RISE TO THE SURFACE
INTEGRATING
OUR ‘WISHFULNESS’
WITH OUR ‘REAL’…
MORE…WE NEED MORE…
WE DO NOT EXPECT ‘CONSTANCY’ OR ‘RELABILITY’…
A ‘STRAINED NORMALCY’ OF
FLIGHT FROM CONFLICTS…
WHERE DIFFERENCES ACCUMULATE…
AND
TENSIONS PERCOLATE…
THE TRUNK SPACE OF ‘SEAMUS O’HEENEY’…
‘ZONING’ OF A ‘BANSHEE’ MAN…
WAITING IN THE MISTS OF A ‘BLUE MOON’
SURVIVING PATTERNS OF
‘FIREWATER’
AND INNER DIRECTED ‘VIOLENCE’…
SAILING ALONG
IN FIERY GREEN STREAMS
…A LAVA
OF SYNERGIES…A ‘CATHARSIS’…
A BRIEF TIME OF ‘PRESENCE’
AN
‘INTERSECTION’ OF MUTUALITY…
PLACES OF ‘WOULD WINDS’
WHERE ‘HE OR SHE’ IS ‘IDEALIZED’ AND

‘AFFORDABLE’
…WE
REACH FOR WHAT WE NEED…
GRASPING AND TRYING TO POSSESS
… ‘TO COUNTER
THE LACK’
…TO GATHER WHAT IS ‘MISSING WITHIN’ OURSELVES
IT IS ‘WILL YOU STILL

LOVE ME WHEN I AM ‘64’’?
AS A DRAMA OF ‘EARNING’ AND ‘YEARNING’ …
THE CLIMBING AND THE RISK TAKING OF ‘BELIEVING’
WHILE TEMPERING
FEARS OF THE ‘UNCONTROLLABLE’…
‘INNER WAVES’ OR ‘PASSIONS’ OF THE ‘OTHER’…

THE ‘VITALITY’…
THE ‘RISING BEAUTY’…
A DRIVE TO THE ‘LIBERATION OUT OF THE DENIALS AND SHAME’
FOR SHAME IS
THE ‘OBVERSE’ OF POWER
IT SEEMS TO BE THE SURENESS OF KNOWING…
YET
IT IS THE ‘WALLED OFF’…
‘FOR YOU CANNOT

TOUCH ME IF I AM AS YOU WISH’
REAL EMPOWERMENT IS IN ‘AUTHENTICITY’
‘FOR YOU REALLY

CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL’
IT IS THE NECESSITY TO BREAK THROUGH THE CONTAINMENT
…THE LIMITS OF THE

FORTRESS
WE MAINTAIN FOR OUR SELF…
COURAGE IS TALKING TO OUR HEART AND SPIRIT…
CHOOSING ASSERTION
ONWARDS…
‘LISTENING WITH EYES’
AND STEPPING INTO
THE REALM OF JUXTAPOSITIONS AND

CONTRADICTIONS
OF A LONELINESS OF SOUL
RECOGNIZING THE RAGE FORCE OF A
FIERCENESS OF
CLAIMING
ONE’S NEED
TO GROW …
AND ‘TRANSFORM’…
[C] 2004 W P C
R A W A R
“China’Gas Living Fire

Creative Dynamism… Law of Eros
Royal Axis Feast of Flame
Gemini Towers
Rising Bloodstorm
Wargasm Terror Terrain
Encountering Electronic Real Estate
Collapsing in
Dust of Nothingness
Yin Ashes of Diamond Backs
Burning Pentagon States
Of ’W’ imprints
On Stony Eyed Psyche eyes
Of Mass ‘Munch Screams’
Lost Innocence
Searching for Yesterday
Amidst
Red Lightning Fury
…Seething
Paroxysm
The Colliding Resonance of Crusaders
A JIHAD Flaming Surprise Inferno
Of Yankee ‘OS’ Towers
Of Rising Faith-Based Traumatized Patriots
Of Shattered
invincibility
A Convulsiveness . . .
Demanding
‘Might’ and
New Ordering
Activating John Wayne Ways
Where Myths and Dream Warriors
Echo
RAWAR…
God of Conquest
We see
Viewings of an Empire Rhythm
Of Electro-Colony Containment
Legitimizing Secrecy and ‘Privilege’ . . .
In A Supreme Court
Selected
Bush
Pilot…
Driving KA - Bul(l) Time
The Kinetic Inertia of Empire,
Wargasm Madness
Along Edges of ‘China’Gas Valley . . .
Where Excessively Eroticized
Money
Is The Erostocracy Energy and Fertility
Of ‘The Quick’ . . .
Sanding . . .
The Suicidal High Jack Madmen
Flying out of Boston
In Echoes of
Aristocracy
‘Boss’ Ton
And ‘Clean Up Boston Harbor’
…A China Closet,
A Great Wall with Red Sox
In Diamond Time
The ‘Double You’
Time of ‘W’ State of Ash Edges
And Phoenix Bird Risings
A Nadir of Circularity Cycles
Of Blood Storms . . .
Warring Forces
Grasping for
Souls…
An Ongoing Conflict of Acoustical Resonance,
Wrestling with Power and Desire,
Undercurrents of
Rage …
The Psyche` Hub Hearing Ball Parks
And Small Town Values
Of Generosity and
Kindness
Facing ‘reactivity’ of the ‘hateful’
In Brainstorm, Firestorm
Awakenings . . .
To Mass Occur ‘Nothing’ Suddenness ,
Deep Darkness
Of Twin Sorrows
And Siren Streams of Agony
Everyman seeing Past . . .

Knowing
A Momentum of Horror,
A Corporate Assassination
Murdering Ordinary People . . .
What Ascends
In the Collapse of
Iron Edges And
Concrete?
Aristocracy Comfort with Energy

Amplification and Surveillance
Strengthening
The ‘Have to Have’ Globalization Focus
Through
Sufferings of Red,
White
And Blue
And a Rainbow ‘out of luck’;
‘The Equation of Nothing’…
The Abyss
Of Something ‘Unexpected
And Terrible’
A Time of Being . . . Being
Overwhelmed
In Grief,
Mourning . . .
How?
What Direction?
The RAWAR Kernel
Passage
Of Deep Winds
Thrusts
Through
Bust Line Throat Upheaval
The White Hot Tip
Igniting Surging Urges
Of All in Flight, Fright
An
Opportunity for Rage,
The Creative Anger Channeling . . .
Finding One’s Fire . . .
“Control”
of
The Etheric
Stream
And Psychic
Oven
Of Ecstasy . . .
‘Soul Are’ Winds

Grouping and Gathering
Common Ground
Of One
Out of Many . . .
Moving
Oedipus Eyes in
Pyramid Time
Reaching
for
The Aggression of Prolonged Coitus
Intensity . . .
As Savanting
Electronic
Surrogates
Questing In The Alliance of

Courtship Ways
Seek To Heighten encounters,
Utilizing The Combat of Withholding
And Releasing…
The Seeming Cruelty
Of
Oppositional Forces,
Uniting These Charges of Nerves To Achieve . . .
Balanced Intent and Action
In Emotional Depths
Of Chase and Suffering
Through Yin Echoes …
‘Warding Off’ The Soul of Vaginal Presence
Seeking Yang Generation
A New Expansion . . .
A Penetration
Opera Drama,
A Hip War in Fleshy
Empowerment . . .
The RAWAR Urgency Impulse

To Conquer ‘Nothingness’ . . .
Arousal . . .
Activation . . .
Assertion . . .
Eros on Fire
Wargasm Ecstasy
Who moves through and around
The Enveloping Blood Lust Rage
The
Shock Theater of Terror
‘EROS’ Becoming ‘SORE’
The Reversals, A weapon of War .
.
Conduits of Numbing
The Charged Emanations
Of Channelings
‘Whim’Men Striving for Control
Beyond Big ‘O’ and ‘Brando’ Time
The “Mad Thud in the Mess This”
Timings!!
The Maximum Velocity
Doing Double Time . . .
What Becomes?
When Freedom Motions And Normalcy
Are Terror Restrained
“You are With Us

or Against Us”
The First Mass, Celebration

of RAWAR
A Shared Collective of
Vengeance… Beware, a Lack of Patience
In Wargasm Hungers…
Anyone . . . Anything
May be Fuel in the Feast of Flame
The Creative Dynamism The Eros Fire

Of Phallic Ways . . .
Deep Wounding Compels Deep Response

A New Generation of Affirmation
Validating RAWAR
The Lack of Breath Imbalances of
Reactivity
“Under” Control . . .
Panic
Paranoia Rigidity
Contractions, Splitting
And
Thought…
Chilling
As Narrowing of Expression, Terror Time
Forces Winds of
Accomodation Adaptation and Temporary Necessity . . .
The War A’Broad’

She Dreams Nightmares
Of RAWAR Momentum
Piercing Inner Yin
Space
Of
Sacrificial Virgins
A ‘Range’ War in Shadow Boxing Double ‘U’
Gender Tempos
Driving Hidden Agendas To
the Surface…
Finding Each and Everyone’s
Fire,
Creative ‘Eros’ Juices . . .
‘O.J.’ Juices
Drip! Drip! Drip!
Chinese Water Torture Inertia Flow
Moving Through Media Psyche`
Time . . .
The Whirling Dervishes In World Trade Center Time
She Widens Along Horizon Hip
Holdings
The ‘Hence’ Winds

Compelling Fears and Brick Fortressings,
The ‘Broader-Wider’ Gap …Mimesis
…Wishing for Something Else
Knowing RAWAR Tensions
Watching Electronic Prostitutes and Entertaining Illusions of ‘Security’
Doing Empire Builders ‘Lip
Service’
Splitting off from
the Real . . .
The RAWAR Production of Tumescence
To conquer . . .
To Release . . .
To Resolve . . .
To Own the Terrain . . .
To Solve the Castle of Puzzles
The
Masculine Eros
Meshing,
Absorbing,
Drawing into
Blood Pressures…
The
Feminine Eros
‘Taken . . .
Achin’
A RAWAR Way of Ordering
The ‘missing’ . . . She wishes to be
won
To arch and
swell,
The Rage and Aggressions
Withheld…
A ‘Contempt’ for The Conqueror
The Detumescence Ground War
Getting Ready for
A Better Lay . . .
Oh, How the Wounds Never go Away…Wounds, Wooings, Wound up…

The Lover Knows Tempos
Of Orgasm
Convulsiveness
Beyond Wargasm Conquest,
The Big ‘O’ is Clarity of Will
Undiminished by
Smotherings
And Suppressions Of Self
Beyond Holding The Last Tone,
Feminine Resonance of Containment
She Depends
Upon
The Ongoing Madness of the Sound
As RAWAR Normalcy Echoes of Violence
Go on and on . . .
RAWAR
must be
Damned
and Denied
Churches, Cults, Sects, Institutions Of Clock Time…
Numbing and anaesthetized ‘OS’ Time
‘Have to Have’
Yin Time
A Man Alone State…
Deep in the Depths of Pyramidism
A Percipient Poetic
Crying Out .
. . for “New Justice”
A Libra Balancing Act of The Edges of Ashes
And Embers . .
.
Empire Star Wars in The Force Of Enlightenment
A Momentum of Currency
Watching Manipulations
When ‘They’
Make it Look Like the Other Person
“Did” It…
‘Propaganda by Deed’…
A Wargasm Ecstacy…
Of Perverse
Eros
and
Destructivene
ss…
RAWAR Demanding more Control . . .
She Widens Hips Containing Daughter’s Lips
He Thunders Defenses and Yin Daughter Hips . . .
The Hip Plateau Plane
Of ‘China’Gas Valley…
Crescent Dreams Through Surging Meridian Channels
Of Electronic Seduction
. . .
Where is Real Time
When ‘Nano’ Time Races on Ridges
Of Venus Wishes . . .
RAWAR Wargasm Explosiveness

Potency of the “Unexpected And Terrible”
Rain Down In a Neverending Madness and Recurrent Christ Consciousness
In Conflict with
World Ways…
Suffering
A Soul Means
Quest for
Release
As a Mortality
‘Outcome’
RAWAR Rhythms…There Must be a Higher Authority . . .
‘Allah’…The God
Knowing Conflicting Crusaders Justifying Death…
In Darkness Shadows of
Rage
…Angles, Angels and Lost
Devils
With ‘Nothing
More to Lose’
Watching
Dancing Surrogates
Performing in ‘Fish Fire’ Winds . . .
An Ecstatic
Burning Intensity
of Muscle
Firings
And Contractions
The Arousal Demanding Satisfaction
For the Sufferings
…The Emotional
Voluptuousness
Must be Found
In
Paradise
Or Anaesthetized in
Danger and Dreams…
The Triangulation of Ways
A Mediation of Desire Through the Missing
And Potential…
Beyond Mistrust Tempos
The Dissatisfactions of Bait and Switch
While Seeking
Shelter and Material Security
When
Time is
Is Beyond
One’s Own
[c] 2001/2004 w
p c
‘YOU CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL’
[C] 2004 BY W.PATRICK COYNE
A POETIC ESSAY DERIVED FROM A
LINE IN A DEVELOPING POEM BY
ANTHONY STOVER…
*********************************
‘A CRACKED FOUNTAIN’
RUSHING WATERS
WISHING COINS OF SEPTEMBER DREAMS
TIMES OF YEATS AND EIGHTS AND
LEMNISCATES
WHERE
‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER
DOESN’T
HOLD’…
MEMORY KINETICS
ECHOES OF AN EASTER RISING IN A CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
OUT OF AN ABYSS OF
CONTRADICTIONS
SENSING
THAT LETTING GO
IS PAIRING ONWARDS…
FEAR THUNDERS AND MIRACULA WONDERS
SPARKINGS
IN A CAULDRON
WHERE
FIERY FERMENT IS A VISION SEARCH
FOR STEELY
EDGES
HONING ‘SOARED STATES’ AND ‘REEDINGS’
KNOWING THAT SHE
NEEDS TO CATCH THE FLAW…
THE
FREEING MOMENT
AS A PROVIDENTIAL OPPORTUNITY
WHEN
THE POWER ‘CAVE STATE’ OF ‘ECHO’ CONSTANT FORTRESSING
COMES
FORWARD AS A WISHFUL ‘IF DRAMA’…
AN INNER OPERA SIREN SONG PLAYING A
MUSIC
OF ABSENCE AND THE MISSING
A LIFELONG ‘PEEK-A-BOO’
QUEST,
AN ADAPTATION…
LETTING GO
BREATHING PAST THE GOSSIP WARS OF ‘COMPETITIVE MADNESS’
FINDING HOPE
IN AN ‘HONESTY’
IN THE
MIDST
OF
A ‘COLLISIONISM’
A PERCOLATION TEMPO OF ‘INTERSECT CONVULSIVENESS’
GENTLY TENDING TO
DESIRE
FOSTERING AND GROOMING EROS
RISING IN
FULLNESS
DEMANDING THE REAL YET MISSING A TOTALITY OF FLOW

A SURPRISE EXCITEMENT OF HEART…
THE ‘SPONTANEITY PURITY’ OF ‘FIRESTORM RACING STALLIONS’
LUSTING ACROSS
MOUNTAINS
DRIVING PASSIONS OF
A WILL TO CONNECT…
IT IS MORE THAN DENIAL CLAIMING ITS MODESTY

THE WOUNDS ARE FROM LONG
AGO
AND LETTING GO
IS UNKNOWN
IT IS A TIME OF TENTATIVENESS AND RECIPROCITY BONDING
FOR
YOU CANNOT
REPAIR CONTROL…
…ONLY BREAKING IT DOWN AND LETTING IT GO…
A TIME OF
MOVING THROUGH ‘ILLNESS PASSAGES’, YET AGGRESSIVELY AND BOLDLY
SWELLING AND ERECTING IN A NEW CELLULAR URGENCY
TO BE ‘COME’ IN A CONVULSIVENESS
BEAUTY…BEAUTY…SWEETNESS AND NEED
CHASING
A CARROT IN A SEA OF STRAWBERRY HUNGERS
DESIRE RISING TO
LIPS
FINDING WORDS AND STEAM
PAST GREEN EYES
AT THE COUNTER
TASTING BEYOND BITTER BEANS AND COFFEE FOAMS
LOOKING AT
BIRD WINDS OF SPACINGS
IN A
TRUTH
I FEEL IN A PURITY OF STEPPING CLEARLY ONTO
A HEART PATH
WRESTLING WITH BREATHING INSPIRATION
INTO WISE EXPANSIONS
WHERE
STRENGTHS,
FABRICS AND FIBERS OF EMOTIONAL WAYS…
SP
EAK IN WINDS
THAT SINCERELY SAY
YOU CANNOT REPAIR
CONTROL…
THE WAVES OF VENTINGS AND PROJECTIONS
LIKE SO MANY ‘DISCARDS’
DISPLAY THE UNNECESSARY YET ESSENTIAL FOR SAFETY
AND SURVIVAL
SHE IS IN ALL OF THE ECHOES
HE SEES IN THE
M
OVING WATERS
ON A POND
OF ANCIENT TEARS
A ‘HEARING SPACE’ OF DREAMS AND WISHFULNESS
ECHOING AND
DEMANDING
THAT THE OTHER ‘JUMP OVER THE
MOON’…
ENDING
REIGNS
OF ‘SACRED COWS’
THE ARTIST/STRANGER…THE POET LEAPS
BECOMING ‘ECSTATIC’
WHILE LUSTING FOR THE ‘GROUNDING’…
SUCH AN UNREASONABLE DEMAND ON
A SOUL
CALLING INTO
PLAY
A TRUTH
FOR YOU CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL…
THE
RESPECT FOR THE REAL
COMPELS
OR IT WILL DIE ON THE VINE…
GRASP AND REACH

RAGE FOR MORE LIGHT
AS A PRIMACY OF GENERATING MOISTNESS
WHAT IS IT
A PEACH SOFTNESS
OF BEING
FOR
YOU CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL.
[C] 2004
‘MARSHALLING MASKS ON MONDAYS’
‘EVERY PROFOUND SPIRIT NEEDS A MASK’…

NIETZSCHE’S
CONSCIOUSNESS
WATCHING THE DANCES OF VEILS
COMING DOWN FROM
THE MOUNTAIN
THE COSMETICS OF DOUBLING DISPLAY

AN
EXTERNALIZATION OF WISH
DREAMING IN THE LIGHT OF DAY
COMING THROUGH
THE WRY
THE COHESIVENESS OF MASS FEEDING

‘HE HAS LEFT THE
BUILDING’
‘RAISON D’ETRE’…REAGAN DEATH…REAGAN DEBT…
AN ORDINARY
ROYALTY DAZE
‘SEIZING OPPORTUNISM’ GENERATING FOR THE ILLUSIONS OF LEVERAGE

POSTURING AND
PHOTO SITES OF FANTASY
COMPELLING MANIPULATIONS OF MEDIUMS IN MESSAGES
A MOMENTUM OF
‘ANY MEANS NECESSARY’
‘EVERY PROFOUND SPIRIT NEEDS A MASK’

THE ORDERING OF
NEAT ‘CHI’
‘I PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE THAT I WANTED TO BE
AND FINALLY
BECAME THAT PERSON
OR HE BECAME ME’
THE CELEBRITY PERFORMER AS CARY GRANT FINDS ‘TO NO’
AND ‘TO KNOW
AVAIL’
IS THE MAIN RECOURSE
A QUEST FOR HEART SALVATION IS IN THE NAKEDNESS OF MORTALS
ISOLATED AND YET HEARING
THE DEEPEST THROATS WRESTLING

SIMPLY
LAUGHING AT THE ‘CO-OPTED’
WHILE TURNING
ON A DIME…
ACCELERATING ALONG AND KEEPING
PACE
WITH THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’

OF AN EMPIRE…
STEAMROLLING THE NEW CAPITALICK CONTRADICTIONS
O
F A VORACIOUS ELECTRO-CONSUMERISM
DRIVING MEDIA MADNESS INTO THE HEART OF THE POWERLESS

WHERE
AN UNDERCURRENT
OF CONSEQUENCES RESONATES IN A NUCLEAR HUMAN COMBUSTION
…‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’
AN ONGOING
EXPONENTIAL SPEEDING OF ENERGIES FUELED IN ‘322’ TIME ‘COLLISIONISM’…AS THEY SAY…
‘THE FIVE MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD TIME’… THE MOMENTUM OF ‘SKULL AND
BONES’ TIME…
DEMANDING
A LITMUS TEST OF ‘YOU ARE WITH US OR
AGAINST US’
IN A ‘ PUMPED UP
FRATERNITY HAZING’
THE ‘GIANTS’ ACCEPTANCE OF THE MAINTENANCE…WAY OF THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’…

THE JOINERS AND BOUGHT OFF…
IT IS NANO TIME BEYOND THE ANCIENT ‘RAT RACE
PACE’
…THE CHARGED UP MAELSTROM

STREAMING INTO CENTRAL REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEMS DRIVING INTO LACK
AND SURFACING
OEDIPAL BLINDNESS AND
APPETITES
IN E PLURIBUS… ‘OOH NUMB’

TEMPOS OF THE TRAGIC AND LOSS…
A STRIVING ABSENCE EATING AWAY AT
COMMUNITY
ASKING
COMPLIANCE
WHEN THE PRICE
IS OUT OF SIGHT.
[C] 2004
‘DAZE WAZE’
THE ‘SEX LINE’ AND THE ‘SEX TIME’ LIBERATION…
THE SPIRIT OF
DISCOVERY
THE SPIRIT OF PLACE…

A SPACE ODYSSEY INTO THE EMPTINESS OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ STATE
WHERE
ENERGY ‘SPINNINGS’ INTERSECT
WITH CHAKRAS AND DISCS…
A JOURNEY INTO THE ‘TRIANGULATION OF ‘MEISM’…
BEING IN
‘TRANCEROS’ AND ‘THE UNREAL’,
THE INNER
DYNAMISM OF PERSONAL CHANGE,
THE REDIRECTION
AND TRANSFERRENCE
OF THE
‘OPPRESSION’ OF THE ‘ODDS’- ‘MAKERS’
THE ENERGY OF PRODUCTION
AND THE FERTILITY
OF ‘KINETIC’
PERCOLATION…
THE COLLISION OF THE SPIRIT AND TECHNOLOGY
AS STRESS ON ONE’S SENSES…

POWERLESSNESS…
THE ‘INNER
NECESSITY’ TO DEVELOP NEW POWER
‘DAZE WAZE’ RHYTHMS OF PURSUING ‘ACHIEVEMENT’
THE CONTRADICTIONS AND

ADAPTATIONS
IN SEARCH OF POWER…
OWNING A SHARE
IN THE
EXPONENTIAL
‘MANIPULATION’ SYNERGY
THE OPPORTUNITY FOR CREATIVE VISION AND CONTRIBUTIONS…
KNOWING ONE’S SPIRIT OF ‘PLACE’

THE INSIGHTS
OF THE ‘OUTSIDER’
AND ‘ULTIMATE INSIDER’
SEEING THE ‘BREWTALITY’ CONVULSIVENESS
OF
‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND ‘ALIENATION’
THAT IS…
WHICH IS…
A
FALSENESS OF RELATIONS
FOLLO
WING A PSYCHE’ TIPPING…
NOTICING
THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IN THE ACTIONS AND

SCATTERINGS…
HEARING WILLIAM BLAKE…
‘THE ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF

WISDOM’…
THE ERRORS OF ‘GOING TOO FAR’
THE MISTAKES IN JUDGMENT
THE CONSEQUENCES
ENCOUNTERED IN AN AUTO-EROTIC NEUROTIC

‘DAZE’
MAY BECOME
THE ‘WAZE’ OF THE ‘LESS HEARTED’…
‘MISSING IN ACTION’ YET STILL BREATHING ‘OFF-BALANCED’
ON LIVING
ROOM COUCHES
FROZEN IN
AN ‘APPLAUSE LAWZ’
OF EATING
AND WATCHING…
SERVICING
THE ELECTRONIC DANCERS
IN AN
UNCONSCIOUS RESONANCE
OF A MEDIA
DREAMLAND
OF FORMULA
‘MOVE ‘V’’ RHYTHMS…
‘THE REARING’…THE ‘BACKSIDEDNESS’… ‘THE GUT-BUTT’ WAYZ…
THE
‘UGLINESS’ OF THE CONTAINMENT
…AN ‘N’ ‘TIT’ ‘TEASE’ PLATEAU
WHERE
‘SUCKING ELECTRONICS’
IS THE FOCUS…
OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF FEUDALISM…
A ‘FEW DOLL’
SEDUCTION POWER
OF ‘BIG MONEY’…
THE ‘DAY AFTER DAY’ DRONING OF ‘COOL FIRE’ AT ‘CONFUSION SPEED’…
FEEDING ON THE EROS

‘LEVERAGING’
OF THE ‘OUT OF BALANCED’…
IT IS THE INFRASTRUCTURE OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME…
THE ‘DIONYSIAN
EROSTOCRACY’ COLLIDING
WITH THE ‘BUILDING

PYRAMIDS’ RHYTHMS
OF EMPIRE
‘TRICKLE
DOWN’…
THE BLOODSTREAMS AND INNER WATERS
‘DAMNED UP’ IN
‘CAPITAL LICK’ CONSUMPTION
SEEING FAST AND FAT FOODS FED
TO ‘BEEF UP’ AND BECOME ‘FUEL’
FOR ‘WALL STREET’ CONQUERING

CONGLOMERATES
IT IS AN ‘ALLOCATION AND DISTRIBUTION’ PROBLEM
OF ‘CHOKE PASSAGES’…
HOW MUCH OF WHAT GOES ON IS SWALLOWED… DEEP DOWN ONE’S THROAT?
IT IS AN UNHEALTHY GROUNDING IN A ‘POSTURE’ DEFIANCE OF GRAVITY
LEAVING ‘HEALTH BEHIND’…
THE NORMALCY OF THE DYSFUNCTIONAL
IS THE EXCESS OF CONTROL
IT IS THE ECONOMIC VALUE OF THE ‘GREAT PROVIDER’
…A PACIFIER SUPPRESSION
IN THE SEA
OF THE ‘IDEALIZED’ EROGENOUS…
AN ‘OPPRESSION’ IN ‘SOAP OPERA’ ROMANCE AND ‘FANTASY TIME’
‘KILLING TIME’… ‘PASSING TIME’… ‘SELF

ABSORPTION TIME’…
… EXPERIENCING MEDIA ‘COOL FIRE’ TIME
…THE ‘AL’ LOCATION FIRES OF ELECTRO-FLESH
… BURNING IN AN INNER ‘EMOTIONAL

DESERT’
…CRYING OUT FROM ‘WRENCHED’

LIMBS AND JOINTS
… RIDING ‘MERIDIAN
STREAMS’ OF DESIRE…
ACCESS…RELEASE AND RELIEF…REACHING FOR ‘OOH NUMB’
TO
OVERCOME THE DISTORTIONS
AND THE CONVULSIVENESS
OF THE CONTRADICTIONS…
MISSING
AND ‘TRAPPED BEHIND’…
‘THE MIRRORS OF
NARCISSUS’.
WHERE IS CONFIDENCE IN THE POTENCY OF TRUE HEALTHY PLEASURE?
…WHEN A MADNESS MOMENTUM OF SUFFERING IS THE

‘ORDINARY’…
THE ‘PRESCRIPTION PILLS’ OF

‘E Z’ SOLUTIONS
ARE REALLY CLASHES

IN ‘ASHES’
IN A POCKET FULL OF POSEY…
OUR ENERGIES ARE ALTERED
IN THE ONGOING
VIOLENCE
OF ‘COMPETITIVE DESTRUCTIVENESS’
THE DAILY CATASTROPHE OF ‘REPLACEMENT’
AND EXPENDABILITY…
DEMANDING THE ‘ACCEPTANCE’ OF TRAGEDY…
AS THE RULE OF MONEY CALLS ‘THE VIOLATED’

TO SILENCE…
THE AGREEMENT TO THE ‘UNSAID’…
THE ‘SECRET’ OBEISANCE…
THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’...
THE ‘INSIDERS’ OF THE ‘RITUAL’ OF ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC’ ORDERING…
GUIDING LIGHTNING GLOBALIZATION
OF THE ELECTRONIC HERD
PROVOKING…
THE NECESSITY OF THE ‘FLEE’… THE ‘FLIGHT’…
AND THE ‘GA’ RAGE OF COLLECTIBLES…
IT IS A ‘MISTRUST NORMALCY’
A ‘RACING TERROR IN THE HEARTLAND’
A POISONING OF ‘CONNECTIONS’
…FEARFULNESS
AND ‘DISTANCING’
THE HOMAGE TO ‘RELICS’
LIKE ‘IMMORTALITY PIECES OF EIGHT’
COU
NTERING FEELINGS OF ‘EXPENDABILITY’
IN DEED…IN PERSPECTIVE…
‘MERE DUST IN THE WIND’
ENM
ESHED IN RHYTHMS OF ROYALTY
‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT

THA
T WILL KILL US ALL’
AS
CAMELOT DREAMS BECOME
‘IMMUNE SYSTEM’ BREAKDOWNS…
THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ OF MEDIA
BECOMES AN IMPLOSION OF CHAOS…
‘PANIC’ IN OUR WIRING…
A LOSS OF COMMUNITY ‘CENTERING’
EXAGGERATING SELF INTEREST

TENDENCIES…
WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW
AT THE END OF THE DAY ?
WHAT ARE THE ‘ESSENTIAL GATHERINGS’
…WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE ‘SAFE’
…TO BE SECURE IN THE TIME OF THREAT
…TO BELIEVE INTEGRITY IS ACHIEVABLE
AND ‘AUTHENTICITY’ IS ‘NOW’
EVEN THOUGH
THE ‘MASS’ EATS CROW TO GET THROUGH THE DAY…
SURVIVAL IS IN THE ‘COMPROMISED’ WAYS OF ‘MAKING A LIVING’
RATIONALIZING
THE
NIGHTMARE OF MONEY ILLNESS…
‘INEQUITABLE COMPENSATION’
THE FEELINGS OF ‘THERE IS ‘NOTHING ONE CAN DO’
THE REDIRECTION IS IN A ‘BAR’ BLINDNESS OF ‘ESCAPISM’…

A DEFENSIVENESS…A FORTRESSING…
‘BE ALL
THAT YOU CAN BE’ IS ‘CHANNELLED’
AND ‘CHARGED’ INTO ‘INSULATION’ AND ‘ISOLATION’…
TUNING INTO THE DANGERS OF THE ALL TOO

‘FAMILIAR’…
RECEPTIVE IN AN
UNCONSCIOUS SENSING
OF THE UNDER CURRENTS…
TEMPOS OF THE ‘BLACK CAT SUPERSTITIONS’
THE HAZARDS
OF CAT CURIOSITY…
DOES THE ‘CAT GOT YOUR TONGUE’ SENSE SPEAK TO YOUR ‘LACK’…
DOES ‘FELIX THE CAT’ EASE YOUR DAY?
IT IS THE INTERSECT OF ‘FEE-

LICKS’
AND ‘CAPITAL LICK’
CONSUMPTIONS…
FACING A CRISIS OF OWNING AND PROTECTING YOUR HEART…
WHERE SHARING DEEP

OVERLAPPING WAVES
BECOME ‘SHE DREAMS’
OF THE LADY OF THE LAKE…
ONLY RELEASING ‘EXCALIBUR’
TO THE GENERATIVE
‘HERO’ WITHIN…
THE ‘BRAVE ONE’…

COURAGEOUS AND WILLING…
TO
‘PASS THROUGH’ THE ENVELOPING ‘FIRE’…
‘FORGING’ A SWORD… SPLITTING THE AWARENESS
IN AN ‘INTEGRATION’ OF HEART AND SOUL…
A VISCERAL AND GUTSY PRESENCE
YET, FEELING ALL ALONE AT THE TOP OF THE ‘BEANSTALK’
IN THE ‘LAND OF THE GIANTS’…
THE ‘KILLING OF JACK’ IS THE TIME OF RELEASE
FOR DANGER STRIKES WHEN

YOU LEAST EXPECT IT…
THE GLOBAL CYCLONIC SAVAGING OF INNOCENCE
AMPLIFIES THE ‘TIMIDITY’

OF MOST…
BREEDING ‘OVERCOMPENSATING’ WAYS
BREEDING BULLIES
BREEDING ESCAPISM
‘BREEDING CONSUMERS’ FOR THE SYSTEM OF ‘MANUFACTURED CONSENT’…
THE ‘DAVID’ STANDS WITH ‘PEN IN HAND’
AS ‘HE REFUSES TO STAY THE

COURSE’…
THE ‘CALL’
OF THE ‘PATSY’…
TIRED AND EXHAUSTED BY THE BURDEN OF ‘USEFULNESS’…
LETTING GO OF ‘THE BALL AND JACKS’
…THE GAME PLAYED BETWEEN ‘GIRL LEGS’…
LETTIN
G GO OF THE ‘WOMEN IN OPPOSITION’
ZONING AND DISTORTION SPACE…
LETTIN
G GO OF MIRA AND MIRACULA
PSYCHE’ GUARDIANS OF MAGIC
FOCUSING AGGRESSIONS IN THE ‘SHE DRAGON’ CAVES
OF SELF DECEPTION ‘FOLLY’…
WHERE ‘HOLDING PURSED LIPS’ AND ‘BATED BREATHS’
ARE A ‘10’ SHUN PARALYSIS…
SHE IS UNABLE TO ESCAPE THE ELECTRA ‘ECHOES’
ONTO A PATH OF THE ‘UNKNOWN’…
WHERE FEELING WHAT IS A ‘REAL WILL TO CONNECT’…
IS THE ‘COURAGE TO BE’…
IN AN INDEPENDENT ‘EQUILIBRIUM’ OF SOUL
‘STARING’ INTO THE ‘EMPTY STANDS’
YET,
FIGHTING FOR A DIGNITY BEYOND ‘NOT TO BE’…
IN THE NAKEDNESS OF ‘DREAD’…
WE ENCOUNTER IN THE ONGOING ‘HEART OF DARKNESS’…
WHILE FACING THE DEATH OF THE

GREAT ‘BRAND’ ‘O’…
LONELY IN THE DARKNESS
WHEN WE KNOW
THAT SOMETIMES
… ‘WE ARE ALL JUST ‘LOST’’…
WE ARE THE INNOCENCE OF A ‘MOTH’ HEADING INTO THE LIGHT…
BEING IN THE DAZE WAZE…
A ‘VULNERABILITY’ TO CHANCE AND ‘ACCIDENTS’
OF REDIRECTION…
FIGHTING FOR THE ERECTION DRIVE OF ‘WHOLISM’…
A MEMBER OF PRESENCE
STRONG ENOUGH…HEALTHY ENOUGH… WILLING AND ABLE TO SEE…
THE TRUTH OF THE ONGOING FLOWS…
IS IT AN ‘EGG WALKING’ FEMME FATALE STATE OF PARALLEL PRESENTATION?
IS IT THE ‘DISPLAY’ AND ‘DISAPPOINTMENT’ OF AN INADEQUACY?
IS IT THE ‘EXCESS’ MASKING AND VEILING TO OVERCOME ‘SADNESS’?
IT IS THE TUNING OF ONE’S VISION…IN THE DAZE WAZE OF ‘TRANCING’…
AN EMPOWERMENT OF SPIRIT… ‘TRANCEROS’…
A MESMERIZED LOOKING AND SEEING OF THE

‘INVISIBLE’…
IT IS THE SIGHTING OF THE ‘SUPERSTITION REACTIVITY VIOLENCE’
OF PIT BATTLES…
ESCAPING THE MADNESS
OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ ZONE OF COMING AND GOING…
THE SPACE OF ‘DAZE WAZE’…
PORE AND POOR …POUR AND ‘POO’ OR…OUR ‘IN’ AND ‘OUT’ AWARENESS
WHERE RAGE FINDS

SOMEWHERE TO GO TO LUNCH…
TO GO TO SLEEP?
… HIDING…VEILING…
‘AVERTING’…
‘SOMETIMES… I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES’…
A ‘SUPPRESSED ‘WOUNDEDNESS’
OF ‘MEMORY INCARCERATION’
IN A ‘HOUSE OF BRICKS’ ARMORING
THAT SUFFOCATES AND INHIBITS…
LIKE THE ‘RIGIDITY OF STONE’
A FORTRESS ‘DENSITY’ WITHOUT THE LIGHTNESS OF THE SUN…
WITHOUT THE ‘ELASTICITY’ OF BEING…
THE ENIGMA OF CONVULSIVE GROWTH…A FAMILY PUZZLE OF THE HEART…
NEEDING YET, OVERCOMING THE ‘WELL-

DEFENDED’ CORE
WHERE
THE ‘TRAPPED PRINCESS’ WAITS
‘EMOTIONALLY ENTANGLED’…
YET,
HOPING FOR RESCUE…
SHE ‘ONLY SEES’ AN ABYSS
‘THE MORE SHE STRUGGLES

WITH IT…
THE MORE SHE IS ‘LOST IN DREAMS’…
THE SOLUTION IS IN THE LOVE
‘ PASSING THROUGH’ THE

‘FLAW’ OF THE LOVER
…SHE SEEKS
THE ‘FLAW’ OF THE OTHER…
IN ORDER TO LEVERAGE…TO
‘TRADE’…
THE CONTROL OF AN EXCHANGE…
MISSING THE OPPORTUNITY FOR THE REAL
…FOR POWER DESTROYS LOVE
SHE SPIRALS AND SPINS
STILL BELIEVING THERE MUST

BE SOMETHING
IN THE FUELS OF ‘CRAZE
AND CRAVE’…
SOMETHING IN A ‘ROMANCE MIRROR DANCE’…
THE ‘PERFECT RESONANCE MOMENT…
AN OPPORTUNITY TIME
FOR A ‘DEFT’ MANEUVER OF

THE ‘SHIFTING PSYCHE’
…TO
‘SATISFY’ VORACIOUSNESS AND HUNGER…
THE INNER ANGERS OF POWERLESSNESS
AND SURVIVAL…
LEARNING FROM SYLVIA
FAILING IN A JOURNEY OF ‘OVEN

EVENING’?
LEARNING FROM HANSEL AND GRETEL
THE HARM THAT ‘LEADS’
TO
THE ‘HELL FIRE’ OF THE WITCH…
WALKING HAND IN HAND INTO THE FOREST OF PRESENCE…
HARMONIZING ‘THE BUSH’ AND ‘THE

BEATS’
BUYING TIME…BUYING TIME…BUYING TIME…
WORKING THROUGH THE ‘GARDEN OF EDEN’ REBELLIOUSNESS…
THE TEMPTATIONS THAT COMPEL

‘REVISIONISM’…
‘H
E DID SOMETHING TO ME’…
‘H
E TRICKED AND SEDUCED ME’…
THE REDEFINITION IS IN THE ‘AFTER THE FACT’ TIME
WHEN ‘WISH’ BECOMES A ‘VACUUM’ MOMENT OF

WEBBING
THAT THE QUEST FOR SELF

EMPOWERMENT
TRANSLATES
INTO A ‘CUTTING OFF’ MOTION…
GIVING IN
TO THE ‘CASTRATION’ FEARS
THAT
ARE AT THE CORE…
‘WILL YOU JOIN ME IN THE ‘SPIDERWEB’ OF MY LOSSES
TO HELP
ME
IN
MY WAR
WITH…
THE ‘OPPRESSION’
OF
MY MOTHER?
WILL ‘U’
TO HELP ME TO FIGHT MY ‘DOUBLE BIND’
RELATION
WITH
‘DA’…
WHERE ‘POWER USES AND DESTROYS LOVE’…
TO
HELP ME
TO GET TO
THE SWINGING
SCOPE OF
THE
‘ORANGE RANGE’…
TO RE: PLAY IN
THE RECURRENT
THE FEARS OF
‘PEEK-A-BOO’…
AND
I AM ‘OKAY’…
THE HOME ON THE RANGE ‘READINESS DEMAND’
FOR
A ‘NEW
EXCHANGE RATE’…
WHERE
A SPIRIT OF GENEROSITY AND KINDNESS IS STRONGER THAN THE CONTROL
THAT CONSUMES THE

‘BEAUTY’
A
ND ENTANGLES THE DESIRE
IN THE SWAMPS OF ‘UGLINESS’…
THE COSMETIC…THE TRIVIAL AND THE NOVEL
WHERE ‘SHE-ASS VANITY’

AND ‘ENTRAINMENT’ ARE …
LIKE GEARS
IN THE RHYTHMS THAT ARE IN THE ‘ILLUSIONS’
OF THE PHASES OF THE MOON…
THE TEMPOS OF THE SILENT…28 DAYS…THE WAY OF WORDS…
PLACES OF ‘PERIODS’
AT THE END OF ‘SENT TENSES’…
THE DANGERS ARE MEDIATED BY THE FASHION OF THE CURRENT SOCIAL WINDS…
‘WHAT CAN I GET AWAY WITH’…
‘WHAT CAN I LIVE WITH’…
‘AFTER THE FACT’ REVISIONISM…
A BETRAYAL OF THE REAL…
THE TIME
TO REWRITE THE ENCOUNTER…
‘WAS IT GOOD FOR YOU’ …‘POST GETTING OFF’…
A NEW STRATEGY
THE SELF INTEREST…DESIRE…

DELUSION…DECEPTION…
THE
EMERGENCE OF ‘THE LIES OF NECESSITY’…
A TEMPERING TIME…A DEEP SOUL TIME
TO FOCUS
AND TUNE INTO THE PATH OF HEART…
TO SEE
THROUGH AND TAKE STEPS OF WISDOM
IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘EROS FOGS’…
A GROWTH CENTERING OF SPIRIT …
GROUNDING TIME…
THE TIME OF WAITING AND SEEING
THE ‘VOLCANIC FURY’ THAT

IS IN THE IMPULSES…
FOR EVERY IMPULSE HAS ITS’ ORIGIN…
A ‘SOURCING’ IN THE SPACE OF THE ‘DAZE WAZE’…
ARE THE ‘BLOCKED AND

CONFINED’
ONLY ‘REDOUBLED’
IN THE ‘CONSEQUENCES’ ?
…FOR THE ‘IMBALANCES’ MAY BE THE ‘DRAW’
AND THE SEDUCTION…
THE ‘ATTRACTION’ …THE SOURCING OF ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’…
THE EROS LEVERAGING…
THE EROTIC AND THE NEUROTIC OF A ‘NEW ROSE, SIS’…
THE
‘ROSE’ AND THE ‘RISING’ OF ‘BLINDNESS’…
A ‘PANSEXUAL SENSUALIZATION’
A TIME OF SEARCHING
FOR THE UNIVERSE IS MORE
T
HAN AN OCEANIC ORGASMIC RELEASE…
A ‘LETTING GO’…
OF A ‘MASK OR VEILING’ STRATEGY
IN A BATTLE OF DESIRE…
‘PEACE OF BEING’…
KNOWING THE ‘AFTER THE FACT’ STATE
‘MAY BECOME’
A NECESSITY OF ‘DISSOLUTION’ AS POWER DESTROYS LOVE…
THE ‘SURRENDER’ IS THE ESSENCE
KNOWING
‘YIELDING REQUIRES STRENGTH’…
WHERE DO I GO FROM ‘HEAR’?
A CLARITY MOMENT ON
THE EDGE…
‘OVERCOMING’ THE
‘LUSTER AURA’…
THE HORIZONTAL PARALLELISM
OF VULNERABILITY…
IT IS THE TRANSFORMATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS…
MEMORY IS MORE…
THE FIRINGS AND THE FUSIONS ARE THE ‘INTENT’ OF PRESENCE
AS ‘I’ FEEL ALL ALONE…

[C] 2004 W P C
COYOTE AND THE LIES OF NECESSITY
COYOTE ON AN ADVENTURE
ALWAYS HUNGRY…ALWAYS SEARCHING…ALWAYS VULNERABLE
THE EDGE OF THE GROUND IS HIS TERRAIN…THE UNCERTAIN…
WHERE NECESSITY IS
‘TRICKSTER-MAGIC’
THE ‘SURVIVOR’ ON THE EDGES OF DESERT DANCES…
DOES DREAMS OF CLOUDS AND

WISHES
THERE
IN THE ‘UNDER CURRENTS’

AND THE ‘BURROWED’
ARE PAWS AND CLAWS…
GATHERING… THE LIES OF NECESSITY
…EVOLUTION ‘AIR’ AND

‘FIRE’
THE ALCHEMY FUELS OF ‘BECOMING’
…EVOLUTION
‘MOISTURE’ AND ‘GROUNDING’
THE ROOTS OF PSYCHE’ DEPTHS
…EVOLUTION HEART AND

SOUL
THE GENERATIVE OF COMING INTO PRESENCE
…EVOLUTION INTO
HEALTH AND WISDOM
A ‘LEARNING ACCUMULATION’…
REALIZING THIS ‘EGO TRIP’

MIGHT BE
ONE’S LAST …
FIGHTING FOR THE INNER HARMONY

FIGHTING FOR A PURITY OF REAL NEED
FIGHTING FOR SIMPLICITY AND THE FLOWS
FIGHTING TO ACHIEVE THE LAST FIGHT…
THE
LIGHT OVERCOMING DARK
WHEN ‘LEVERAGING’ DISSIPATES
AND ‘BEING’ TRIUMPHS…
THERE IS A HEART SPIRIT OF THE MISSING…
I
T IS
THE SOUGHT…THE NEEDED
THE BLESSED FULLNESS OF ‘COMPLETION’…
A RESPECT OF THE ‘EMPTINESS’ THAT CRIES IN LONELINESS
CLAIMING ‘NATURE’….
RESOLVE DRIVING INTO A GENERATIVE URGENCY TO BE
HOW MUCH ‘BREWTALITY’ OF ENERGIES ARE NEEDED FOR INTENSITY
…THE PERCOLATION OF THE ALCHEMY AND THE DREAMS
REALIZING THAT
THE COYOTE LETS’ GO OF ‘THE

LIES OF NECESSITY’
ONLY
WHEN
‘HE IS NO LONGER A COYOTE’.
[C] 2004 W P C
‘YEATS’ JUNK YARD’
THE STONE TEMPLE OF THE MUSE…THE QUARREL ZONE

CRASHING, CLASHING, SASSING, BRASHING AND BECOMING
THE MOANS OF A GENERATION OF ‘COMBUSTION PRESENCE’
AN INNER FIERCENESS OVERCOMING FEARS
I
N EAR MIRRORINGS
WHERE ECHOES OF HER… TOUCH MY HEART…
BEING VALUED IN A
WONDERLAND
LIKE
A JUNK SHOP OF TOUCH COLLECTIBLES
CALLED
‘MEMORY TIMBRE’…
MY ATTIC RUMMAGE SALE SPACE…
I GO UP AND DOWN
…USING JACOB’S LADDER
AND THE PATIENCE OF JOB
TO SEARCH FOR
‘WHAT WAS LOST AND ‘PROFOUND’’…
LISTENING ‘TO THE TOO MUCH IN CONTROL’
AS WELL AS THE ‘OUT OF
CONTROL’
I SEE THE OCEANIC STORMS
…THE THREATENING WINDS OF
DISAPPOINTMENT
AND
DISSATISFACTION
…THE HEART SONGS OF EMPTINESS
AN
D CONTAINMENT
…THE LONELINESS ACTS OF ‘PASSING
TIME’
AN
D PREPARATION
I SEE THE DESERT DANGERS
…THE MISSING MOISTURES
AN
D THE ABSENCE OF RAIN
…THE CRYING OUT FOR SHELTER
AN
D PROTECTION FROM THE HEAT
…THE BRIEFNESS OF BEAUTY
AN
D RARENESS OF BLOOM
I SEE THE SOLAR DEFINITIONS
…THE WINDS RISING
AN
D TURNING ACROSS THE TERRAIN
…THE POWER OF THE SHADE
AN
D PAIN OF TOO MUCH FIRE
…THE BURNT STATES
AN
D THE QUICKNESS OF THE AIR
I SEE THE UNDERCURRENTS
…THE NECESSITY FORCES
AN
D THE COSMIC RHYTHMS
…THE SELF RELIANCE
AN
D THE OVEREXPOSURE
…THE FRAGMENTATION
AN
D THE VULNERABILITY
I SEE THE WEATHERED
…THE SURVIVORS ‘MAKING IT’
AN
D THEIR ‘IMBALANCES’
…THE RETIRED EASING ALONG
AN
D THEIR ‘DISTANCES’
…THE ‘TEMPORARY’ PASSING THROUGH
AN
D EXTENDING THEIR RANGES
I SEE THE LAND OF CONQUEST
…THE CASINO NATIVES
AN
D THE CAPITALICK GAMBLERS
…THE CHILDREN OF THE BORDER
BLURRINGS
AN
D THE DREAMS OF A BETTER LIFE
…THE NAFTA TRUCKS OF EMPIRE
AN
D THE DRUGS OF ‘OOH NUMB’
I SEE THE COMMITMENT OF THE CREATIVE
…THE ‘DOING WHATEVER’
AN
D THE SOUL OF EXPRESSION
…THE ISOLATION OF HOMEWORK
AN
D THE DEVELOPMENT OF CRAFT
…THE EVOLVED SPIRIT OF BEING
AN
D THE WILL TO CONNECT
I SEE THE SOUNDS AS A ‘MIRAGE’
…THE HAZINESS OF THE RESONANCE
AN
D THE HONING OF PURPOSE
…THE ELECTRONIC OVERLOADS
AN
D THE DISTILLATION OF ESSENTIALS
…THE CONTRADICTIONS OF ‘REAL
ESTATE’
AN
D WIDE OPEN SPACES
I SEE THE MONEY STREAMS
…THE LACK OF CREDIT FOR HEART
AN
D THE POWER OF INDEBTEDNESS
…THE NANO-REALM OF DISEQUILIBRIUM
AN
D THE COMPLIANCE OF LEVERAGING
…THE KIDS FIRE MEDIA TORCHINGS
AN
D THE ABSENCE OF SANCTUARY
I SEE ‘HOLLOWING OUT’
…THE DIFFERENCES IN THE PSYCHE’…
‘FINISHING’
AN
D THE ‘CLIMAX CONVULSIVENESS
OF ORGASM’…
THIS I SEE AND MORE…
AS ECHOES IN ‘ORDER A LARGE’…
‘MEDIUM CHARGE’…
TUNING IN …
HEARING WITH NEW EAR MIRRORS…
BEING
IN ‘YEATS’ JUNK YARD’…
[C] 2004 WPC

‘YOU AIN’T NOTHIN BUT A ‘TOE FU’
LOOKIN 4 DA WAY
THE OTHER WAY…
HE SAYS ‘WHY YOU ASK
HEARING
STOP BEING LIKE THAT
‘WAL
K LIKE YOUR SISTER’
SHE KNOWS
THE CART
SONNY…YOU AIN’T NOTHIN BUT A ‘TOE FU’
WH
Y YOU SAY DAT
CUZ LIP SERVICE BE DA WAY
IT’S LIKE
DEY OWNS YUZE DREAMS
I BETCHA
YUZE HAS NICE DREAMS
DEY SAY
U BE LUKKY
THERE IS SO MUCH SHIT ALL AROUND
ONE SEES DAT IS DA WEY…
WHY…
DARE IS AND DARE ISN’T
HE SAY JUST FOLLOW DA MONEY
I SAY WHERE
IS MY MONEY
YA CAN’T SPEND DIS SPIRIT AT DA GROSS REE STOWE
[C ] 2004
BLUE TRAGEDY NEAR THE WHITE HEAT
OF THE RED MAN’S MOON
WHITE ASH WEB OF MADNESS AND SHAME

MOUTHLAND RHYTHM
DAMNED LIGHTNING OF BOYS COMBUSTION…
SHALLOW BREATHING
AMIDST ANXIOUS WINDS…
S
PLIT PSYCHE’S
SWALLOWING
RITUALS AND SACRIFICES…

BELTWAY SMOKESCREENS AND TOBACCO FIELD BURNINGS…
EXCHANGES AND TRADES
DEAL MAKING
‘SOUND DECISIONS’
TIMINGS OF SURROGATE PAWNS
TAKING OUT RED QUEENS
A CREATIVE THUNDER OF
‘BLOWN’ AWAY HEADS…
‘GIRLS’…
LOSING GROUND…SEEKING SAFETY
FLIGHT
SURVIVING AS ICE MOTHERS
OF COLD DARKNESS
KNOWING EMPTINESS…
MUFFLING RESONANCE IN PADDED ‘TRUNKS’
WHISPERING FOR RESCUE
FROM HIP DEPTHS OF DENIAL

CAVES OF LOST LIGHT
‘CRYING OUT’
LIKE SIRENS IN THE
NIGHT
THE SEARCH FOR ‘LOST BOYS’…
POSSESSED
PERFORMERS
A RAGING INFERNO OF FRUSTRATION
WAITING, WONDERING, WISHING
SUCKING BREASTS…
INTO A VORTEX OF DIGESTION
INNER ANGER…SUPPRESSION
DANGER…
ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO REACH
…ATTEMPTS…CON…
TEMPTS
CONTEMPT
GNAWING STATES OF WOUNDEDNESS
SOUL HUNGERS
…SOUNDS LIKE SHE IS MAKING IT
HARDER
EROTIC NEUROTIC ECSTATIC NARCISSISM
… ‘NO
ONE IS LOVED ENOUGH’
THE TRAGEDY HAS ALREADY OCCURRED
COURA
GE
IS NEVER PAINTED BLUE
[C 1999
THE BELLES OF JACKPOT DREAMS
THE SPELL OF THE COINS
GLIDING THROUGH THE SLOTS
JINGLING IN CHERRIES AND BARS
AS ‘LADY LUCK’ STAKES A

CLAIM
CHASING ‘THE FUGITIVE’ BELLS AND BELLES
IN THE ECHOES OF THE ‘ONE

ARMED’
JACKPOT OF DREAMS…
TAKING A CHANCE…
THE ‘MAD MONEY’ OF ‘THE WISHING’
TO BE ‘THE DESERVING’…
THE GREAT GAP OF ‘TIBET’ AND ‘TO BET’
MACHIAVELLIAN ‘TRANCING’ ON FORTUNE AND

‘ROULETTE’
COLLIDING
WITH THE SPIRIT OF STILLNESS
HEARING THE SKY…
THE BEAUTY OF ‘THE BELLES’ LINGERS IN MEMORY
LIKE A
‘SHARED SPACE’ OF FOREPLAY…
THE HEART RISES IN AN URGENCY OF DESIRE
THAT IS
BEYOND
THE FLIGHT OF TEMPERED WONDER
THE PLAYERS ROLL THE DICE
PERFORMING
AS GUIDED
BY THE ‘ODDS’
IN THE ‘NUMBING NUMBERS’
OF THE
FAVORED FATALISM…THE GAMBLE
TO WIN AND BE THE ‘SPECIAL ONE’…
THE ‘ANOINTING’ OF DREAMS
PLAYS OUT ON THE MACHINES
AS OUR
SPINNING CHAKRAS AND DISCS
TUNE TO THE BLINKS, CLINKS AND DRINKS
OF ‘AL…CO…
HAUL…LICK’ BETS
BARGAINING A HOPE FOR A PRICE
AS THE
SEDUCTIONS OF ‘SPLIT-FIRE’ DANCERS
IN THRUSTING LIPS AT THE GLASSY-EYED
CALL FORTH
IMBALANCES OF ENVY…
SPARKING A ‘MUSTERING THE COURAGE’
TO ‘UP THE
ANTE’ OF ‘MORE AND MORE’…
‘TO MAKE A KILLING’…
‘TO CUT THE MUSTARD’…
‘TO BE IN THE ‘WINNER’S CIRCLE’…

TO
‘OVERCOME LOSS’ AND THE ‘MISSING’
AS THE DRONING OF THE ORDINARY TAKES ITS’ TOLL…
THE APPEAL OF THE EXCESSES
AS ‘NO ONE
IS LOVED ENOUGH’
SPEAKS TO A ‘CRY’ OF THE SHADOWS IN MY SOUL…
THE HUNGRY HEART
OF AN IDEALISM BURNT AWAY
BY ‘NOTHINGNESS’…
WHERE DEEP INNER PASTURES OF RECEPTIVITY
KNOW THE
‘EATING AWAY’
VULNERABILITY…
THE DISTILLED VISION
OF THE
DESERT JOURNEY…
ENCOUNTERING THE FORCE OF MONEY
USING EROS
AS A WEAPON… CONTROLLING
THE GREAT ‘LACK’…
AN ‘EERIE’
LACK UH WANT UH…
‘RAILROADING’ HUMILIATION
AS AN
OVEREXCITEMENT FANTASY ‘TRACKING’
FOR THE IMITATIVE
AND THE RIGID
THE ‘CON’ METHODS USING THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ TOOL OF THE PROSTITUTE’S TEASE…
‘FEEDING
THE EYES OF THE LEAST’
WITH COINS…BUCKS AND BILLS…CHIPS AND FLIPS…
THE
NICKLES AND DIMES OF LEVERAGED PAIN
MASKING TRUTHS AND VIBRATING THE FEELINGS OF POWERLESSNESS
DEEP INSIDE
AS ONE…
UNABLE TO PROVIDE…
PERSISTS IN ‘ABETTING’
THE
MOMENTUM…
THE ‘WAY THAT IT IS’…
INDEED…YOU HAVE TO ‘HAVE MONEY TO MAKE MONEY’…YET, THE SPIRIT
SEEKS THE
HEART OF CENTERED DESIRE…
IN A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’
BEYOND THE ART OF THE EXCHANGE
BEYOND THE FRUSTRATIONS OF THE ‘USERS’
BEYOND THE ‘OOH NUMBS’ AND THE ‘LOST IN DREAMS’…
KNOWING
AND CHOOSING
THE ‘GROWTH’
IN THE ‘CELLULAR’…
[C] 2004 W P C
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF IT??
What do you think of it . . . the personal reflection through Narcissus, Echo, and
Anxiety. . .
How am I doing? Was it as good for you as it was for me . . . Did you Come . . .
You’re the greatest . . . What do you think of it?
You know, it! You remember the tag game. You’re it. And you tag the person and
then they tag the next person and it goes round and round and round. It can be
very shallow as it is passed on from one to another. What do you think of it?
What is the crystallized essence of encounter? Sexuality, awareness,

vulnerability, potency and “oppositional” energy as provoked, demanded,
experienced or the missing…Some of the tools and weapons of the yin/yang dynamic
of sexuality.
What do you think of it? A never ending quest for the better “mouse” trap…
Healthy men and healthy women know who they are. Because their spiritual and
physiological potency is centered and conscious. They choose others who meet them
in equivalent and equitable ways of being. The liberation of humanity from
institutionalization and economic mimesis is a personal and rebellious quest of
individuation. There will be alienated feelings as one separates oneself from the
illness of the capital and the religious defined sexuality.
Coupling and partnering is the shared knowing of intention and will to connect. .
. the cyclical process of tumescence finding completion in detumescence.
What do you think of it? The ongoing percolation leading to the better “lay”.
What do you think of it?
It is difficult to swim in the oceanic tides of electro-sex (the corporatized

words and imagery of dissociation and alienated immediacy . . . buy this and
become this . . . this is who you ought to be . . . )
Tuning in to healthy instincts and sensitivity to the needs of the valued other in
the fullness of encounter is the path of the heart and the method of maximizing
the complexities of the self.
Sexuality is not leverage. People who lack integrity try to leverage because they
are not balanced and they are trying to compensate for some woundedness or feeling
of not being good enough… they may be fortressing or collecting experiences or
partitioning and not being present with their partners.
Homework is breathing. We all have been and may continue to be imbalanced in our
breathing and lack of centering. The cultural speed and the ambition of empire
builders skews the rhythms of all of us.
One must find one’s own healthy inner clock.
[C] 2002/ 2004 W

P C
'RED FIRES AND LEMON PIES IN THE ORANGE GROVE'
DOUBLE SMILES OF INTENSITY

BLANK SILENCES
THE DREAM SEX OF ALUMINUM PASSAGES
INNER CAVES
INNER CORRIDORS OF EMPTINESS...
BEING WITH HER
AND HER WOMEN
A LONELINESS DEPTH OF ECHOES
SIREN SONGS AND SEA SWELLS
CRIES IN LABORING WETNESS
CONVULSIVE WISHFULNESS
BLANK WAYS OF STRETCHED CAPACITY
HOLDING A MYSTERY OF DESIRE
WHERE HEARTACHE BREATHS
ARE REFLECTED IN 'EMOTIONAL FLASH
FLOODS
OF RUSHINGS
CALLING
EXPRESSION
INTO PRESENCE
[C] 2004
‘EAR MIRRORS’
‘INNER JOURNEY…CHAMBERS AND FAMILIAR TONES…MERE ECHOES

A LONELINESS SAFETY OF THE KNOWN…FORTRESS CONTROL OF ‘WHATEVER’
A BARRIER OF COMFORT AND HOLDING AND NECESSITY…
EAR MIRRORS…GATEKEEPERS FOR SOUND MANAGEMENT…
ALWAYS BEING READY IN THE MIDST OF POTENTIAL CHAOS
THE CONTROL OF OUTCOMES AND ‘MOB RULE’
EAR MIRRORS OF LOCKED IN PIERCING MEMORY…SENSING
WINDS OF SHAPED RECEPTIVITY…

‘HOW’ IS THE QUEST OF ‘ECHO’
AS SHE WAITS IN HER CAVE
KNOWING…
ONLY THE FIRESTORM OF
DESIRE
CAN SHATTER THE SOUND BARRIER

OF ‘SEX LINES’…
ALL AROUND…
THERE ARE TOO MANY ‘TATTOOS’ TAKEN IN BLIND FAITH
… PREMATURE EROS DEFINITIONS

SURRENDERING TO A CONTROLLED REPETITIVENESS
… A PSYCHE ‘RECURRENCY’
IT IS THE PATHING OF ‘MIMESIS’ AND IMITATION
…FOR DESIRE AS A STRATEGIST

MANAGING AND CONTAINING
IN A ‘SIREN’… ‘SWOON’ OR ‘ROMANCE’
OF FANTASY
QUESTING FOR THE OPPOSING SYNERGY
A
KINETIC AGGRESSION OF BEING
WHERE
…THE VULNERABILITY OF HEARING
IS IN THE ALTERED
RECEPTIVITY
IN FINDING NEW EARS…

THE BETTER TO RESONATE…
THE BETTER TO TUNE IN…
THE BETTER TO BE…
CONSCIOUSNESS…
‘THE BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE
DREAM’…
WISHING DREAMS
… A STATE OF ‘HEARING IGNORANCE’…
NUMBING OUT AND EROS SELF ABSORBED WAYS
…GENDERED TRANCE STATES…
OF ‘WHIRLING DERVISH’ INNER ‘OVER’ EXCITEMENT
OF ‘CHARGED UP’
ENERGIES
OF CREATIVE CAPACITY…
IT IS ‘STRETCHING’ TIME
YET ONE MUST LEARN
‘CONVULSIVENESS’ TIME
TO LET GO OF ‘MORE OF THE SAME’…
A
DRIVE INTO ‘BEAUTY’
THE TRUTH OF THE ‘UNKNOWN’ TIME
A MIRA OF WONDER...
A MIRACULA OF MIRACLES
AGAINST THE TIDES AND THE MASS
IT MAY BE TOO CONFUSING

FOR YOU SEE THE OTHER
AND THE OTHERS
ARE SPEAKING
A FOREIGN…
‘FOR IN’ LANGUAGE
A
LANGUAGE FROM THE OUTER WORLDS
WHERE HORSE TRADING IS THE NORMALCY OF POWER GAMES…
THE MARKET SPACES OF EXCHANGES…
WHAT WILL YOU GIVE ME

IN EXCHANGE?
THAT IS THE NEVER-NEVER LAND
OF DREAMS AND THEMES…

A ‘PAN-PSYCHISTIC’ RHYTHM OF CENTAUR RUMBLINGS
ACROSS THE HEART RHYTHMS

OF
THE SAVANT CLASS
THE UNIMAGINED IS THE HAZARDOUS STEP
BREATHING
INTO AND PAST
THE EMPIRE’S POT OF GOLD

AN ILLUSION OF THE RAINBOW
…IT IS ONLY BUYING TIME WHEN TIME IS THE PRECIOUSNESS
FOR BEING AND DOING…
HOMEWORK IS THE STREAM OF NECESSITY TO CLEANSE AND RELEASE
FINDING THE SPIRITUAL STRENGTH

IN SEEKING THE SOUL OF PRESENCE
EVEN IF TO
A LIMITED DEGREE…
IT IS THE WISE ONE WHO GRASPS

THE TRUE PATH
OF THE HEART …
BEYOND
THE NIGHTMARES OF TRAUMA AND RAWAR MANEUVERINGS
WHO FEELS AND HEARS WITHIN…
AN INNER ‘WILL TO CONNECT’….
[C] 2004
‘AT FOUR MONTHS…’
A BABY LEARNS TO BREATHE THROUGH ITS’ MOUTH
AT THE
AGE OF FOUR MONTHS…
AH…SAYING AND EXCHANGING
LIPS
AND SUCKING
HUNGERS…THE SOCIAL ORDERING
AND
COMPRESSION OF RHYTHMS…
THE FULLNESS OF BECOMING IS IN THE NOSE DEPTHS…
SUPPRESSED UNDERCURRENTS OF THE

WITHHELD
THE CONTROLLED
THE REPRESSED…
WHAT RINGS TRUE IS A CLARITY BEYOND THE ‘MUFFLED’…
BEYOND THE
EXCESSES OF MOUTHING
…OXYGEN REPLACING WORDS AND INGESTIONS…
WHO REALLY IS IN THE ‘KNOWS’?
THE INDIVIDUATION…
OVERCOMING DEEP FEARS…DEEP

ANXIOUSNESS…
BREATHING INTO
A ROOM OF ONE’S OWN…
WHERE
A ‘REVERSAL OF FORTUNE’…
SEEKS NEW
DIRECTIONS
BEYOND
THE PASSAGE OF ‘DAATH’
THE ZONE WHERE MOISTURE AND BREATH
FORM ‘WORDS’…
THE
SENSING INSIGHT ‘SITE’ OF RESONANCE
…THE ‘PIVOT POINT’
OF THE PATH OF THE HEART ‘TIMBRE’ WAY OF EVOLVING
ONE STEP AT A TIME…
IT IS AN ELECTRO-SCULPTING OF THE EMERGING…
SPIRIT DEMANDING A
RIGHT TO ‘PRESENCE’
…A REALIZATION OF RESOLVE
IN AN EXPANSION OF EMOTIONAL STRENGTH AND CAPACITY
THROUGH HEALING
AND REINTEGRATION OF BEING…
‘AT FOUR MONTHS’ WE ARE IN THE INTERSECT
‘ROOT OF THE NOSE’…
THE RETURN IS TO CLAIM ONE’S OWN TRUTH
…A QUEST FOR INNER HARMONY
BREAKING
THE INERTIA
OF AN ‘IMPOSED’
ORDERING…
BREATHING SPACE…WALKING ACROSS THE BRIDGE OF THE NOSE…
THE RIGHT TO ONE’S OWN LIFE
‘NOT TO WISH
IT WERE SO…’
THE PSYCHE’ REVISITING THE ‘INFANTILE’ VULNERABILITY

TO ASSERT NEW WAYS…
A NEW ‘MOURNING’…A ‘GOOD GRIEF’…A TIME FOR ‘FRESH STARTS’
AN ‘INTEGRITY OF SPLITTING’…
IN AN INNER NUCLEAR-
LIKE IMPLOSION
OF CREATIVE CONVULSIVENESS
BEYOND ‘ROLE DREAMS’ AND ‘SOCIAL AMBITIONS’
INTO A ‘REBIRTHING’ OF SELF…
THE REAL IS THE EVER PRESENT ‘WILL TO BECOME’
A CONSTANCY OF KNOWING BREATH…CHOOSING SILENCE
AND
NEW DANCING EQUILIBRIUMS…
THE STREAMLINING OF DESIRE …
‘WHEN WE FIND OUR TRUE SENSES OF

HEART
…WE ARE
MORE EASILY FOUND BY ANOTHER…’
IN THE ‘TAO’
WE SEEK THE WISDOM OF ‘HARDNESS AND SOFTNESS’…
…STRENGTHEN WOMAN WITH HARDNESS AND MOVING THAT SHE MAY FIND UNDERSTANDING
IN WATER AND MAN
… STRENGTHEN MAN WITH SOFTNESS THAT HE MIGHT FIND UNDERSTANDING IN EARTH AND
WOMAN
…HE BECOMES THE STRENGTH OF WAITING WATER…SHE BECOMES THE STRENGTH OF MOVING
EARTH
…WOMEN COME THROUGH HIS STRENGTH AND HARDNESS TO FILL, STRENGTHEN AND
FULFILL…TO SUBDUE HERSELF
…MAN COMES TO SOFTNESS THROUGH HER SOFTNESS AND EMPTINESS TO EMPTY, SOFTEN
AND SUBDUE HIMSELF…
…YIELDING REQUIRES STRENGTH
…
THE EQUITY OF BALANCES…
BREATHING BEYOND THE CRISIS OF MOUNTAINS AND ‘TRAUMAS’…
DE
EP SOUL OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’
TREASURING THE POTENCY OF VALUED ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ FLOWS

AS ‘CURRENCY’ OF BEING
AND ‘CALLING FORTH’
THE GENERATIVE LOVE
IN FIBERS AND BREATH…
AS SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR SAID…
‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT BECOME PART OF THE MUSCLES

AND FIBERS OF THE BODY REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’
‘AT FOUR MONTHS’…
THE ECHO OF REFLECTIONS IS IN THE

CROSSROADS
… IS
IT I WILL ‘LIVE NEXT TIME’…
OR
‘WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR’…
THE CONSCIOUSNESS IS ‘TIME LOST CAN NEVER BE RECOVERED’…
THE AUTHENTICITY OF A TRUE ‘ART OF THE DEAL’…
A TIME OF
LEARNING ABOUT ‘COSTS’
THE PRICE OF ‘REDIRECTED ‘WORTH’
‘APPROVALS’
AND ‘PECKING ORDERS’…
THE POWER OF ‘DELAYED GRATIFICATION’
AND THE DIFFERENCES OF

‘NEEDS’
IT IS ‘SURFACING’ AND BELIEVING THAT ALL ‘ILLNESS IS MEMORY’
THAT COMPELS HEALTHY PURPOSE
GETTING RID OF EXCESS BAGGAGE…FINDING ‘JUSTICE’
IS A PROCESS OF DISCOVERY
INTO THE SIMULTANEITY

OF THE PRESENT
AND THE PAST
…A SELF RESPECT CIRCULARITY
KNOWING THE ‘TALENT’ IS IN THE

CHOICE
OF ‘GOING FORWARD’…
[C] 2004 W P C
‘SELON SOI’
ONE MUST SEEK SELON SOI…THE MANIFESTATION OF ‘INHERENT WANTS’…EVERY DESIRE SEEKS
SELF SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS IMITATIVE…EVERYONE BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE ELSE POSSESSES
THE SELF THAT HE WANTS TO ACQUIRE…DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST AND IT ALTERS ITS AIM AS
A RESULT OF WHAT IT HAS LEARNED ABOUT ITSELF…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
THIS IS AN ATTEMPT TO ARTICULATE THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘THE SHATTERING ORDEAL’ OF

WINTER 2004 AS AN ENCOUNTER OF ‘DEEP SPIRIT’…A PLUNGE INTO THE TWILIGHT OF THE
PSYCHE’…
THE EXPLANATION IS A BLENDING OF ACTUAL EXPERIENCE AND REFERENCE QUOTATIONS…A
SHAMANIC ‘PARALLELISM’…A DYING OF THE OLD SELF TO GENERATE THE NEW …IT IS PROCESS
AND GROWTH AS AN EXPERIENCE OF ‘NON-EXISTENCE’ AND ‘ONENESS WITH THE UNIVERSE’
THAT COMPELS AN ALTERATION OF PERSPECTIVE AND PERCEPTIONS.
THE SHAMAN MOVES ‘BETWIXT AND BETWEEN’ IN THE SPACES WHERE ‘OPPOSITES MEET’…
THRESHOLDS OF MISTS, TWILIGHTS, DAWN AND DUSK…THE SHAMAN DEVELOPS A COMPOSITE
VISION DERIVED FROM THE SYNTHESIS OF COMPLEX OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES…AN ONGOING
JOURNEY INTO ‘NON-ORDINARY REALITY’ MOVING THROUGH FEAR AND LONGING IN A BEYOND
‘LIMITS’ PERSEVERANCE…
A SHAMAN EXPERIENCES A ‘TRAUMATIC INITIATORY CRISIS’ ENCOUNTERING A ‘DEBILITATING

AND LIFE THREATENING’ ILLNESS…RESULTING IN ‘INNATE MYSTICISM’ EXPANSION AND
ENHANCEMENT THAT MANIFESTS IN AN ACTIVITY,VISION AND SERVICE…ACTIVATING ‘FEAR’ AND
‘HOPE’ ABOUT THE SOUL’S EVENTUAL AND INEVITABLE JOURNEY INTO THE GREATER UNIVERSE.
THE SHAMAN IS CALLED UPON TO EXPLORE THE ‘GREATER UNIVERSE’ BEFORE THE ACTUAL
DEATH OF THE BODY AND THEN TO RETURN TO SHARE THE EXPERIENCE WITH THE OTHERS…IT IS
AN EXPERIENCE OF THE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF ALL CREATED THINGS [THE CONSCIOUSNESS
OF ALL FORCES THAT PERVADE THE UNIVERSE]
FIRE IN THE HEAD…SHAMANISM AND THE CELTIC SPIRIT
TOM COWAN
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
THE SHAMAN PROCESS IS ‘PRESENCE’ THAT OVERCOMES ILLNESS… AN ‘INNER DISTILLATION’

TO PURIFY AND IDENTIFY THE ESSENTIALS…THE PATH OF HEART AND THE DEEP WILL TO
CONNECT…A ‘SEVERE SPIRITUAL CRISIS’…A COMPLEX SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY…AN EXPERIENCE OF
‘EGO-CIDE’ OR ‘EGO-DEATH’ YET STILL BEING STRONG ENOUGH TO PERSIST AND ENDURE
DRAWING FROM SPIRITUAL DEPTHS OF THE SELF…
… ‘THE TRULY TRANSFORMATIVE DEATH COMES USUALLY UNBIDDEN IF NOT

UNWELCOME, HAPPENING TO US AND IN SPITE OF US’ [SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY, SPIRITUAL
EMERGENCE AND RENEWAL-JOHN PERRY]
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘BY CROSSING, IN ECSTASY, THE DANGEROUS BRIDGE THAT CONNECTS THE TWO WORLDS, AND
THAT ONLY THE DEAD CAN ATTEMPT,THE SHAMAN PROVES HE IS SPIRIT,NO LONGER A HUMAN
BEING’- MIRCEA ELIADE
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
FEBRUARY 6, 2004.
AN INNER TURBULENCE…THEN TOTAL SILENCE… A MOMENT…NO MORE THAN 15 SECONDS…A MOMENT

OF SELF AS ‘NOTHING’…BEING AND THE ‘UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING’…FEELING LIGHTER
THAN A FEATHER AS THE ‘WIND OF THE UNIVERSE’ PASSED THROUGH ME…I WAS RISING UP…MY
RIGHT LEG LIFTING INTO THE AIR, MY LEFT MOVING TO THE EDGE OF MY TOES…ASCENSION…A
‘ONENESS WITH THE UNIVERSE’…I FELT ‘NON-EXISTENT’…THERE WAS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
‘ME’ AND ALL ELSE.
I WAS ON TOP OF ‘WASSON PEAK’ [TUCSON, AZ…4677’]…A CHALLENGING CLIMB/ HIKE OF 4.5
MILES GOING UPWARDS…A CLEAR DAY FOR AN ‘ACCOMPLISHMENT’…I FELT LIKE I HAD DONE
SOMETHING BEYOND MY ‘OLD WAYS’…LITTLE DID I REALIZE THAT I WAS BEING PREPARED FOR
THE ‘ANTITHESIS’…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
FEBRUARY 13, 2004.
BLACKETTS RIDGE/TRAIL IN SABINO CANYON…AN INNER CONFRONTATION AS ECHOES OF SOME

BOASTING ABOUT ‘WASSON’ AND THE EUPHORIA OF MY SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER OF SURVIVING AN
EXPERIENCE OF ‘NON-EXISTENCE’…I WAS READY TO BE ‘BLINDSIDED’…
BLACKETTS IS A TOUGH VERTICAL CLIMB[I HAD SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED IT 6 OUT OF 7
PREVIOUS TIMES…ONLY THE FIRST ATTEMPT ENDED HALF WAY AS I DID NOT HAVE THE
KNOWLEDGE AND READINESS TO ‘MAKE IT’]
ON FEBRUARY 13TH I WAS OFF-BALANCED EMOTIONALLY…OUT OF MY PSYCHE’ CENTER…COCKY AND
BELIEVING THAT I COULD DO IT ‘EASILY’…I DID NOT WEAR ENOUGH CLOTHING…A SWEATY
CHILL STARTED TO AFFECT ME ABOUT A ‘THIRD’ OF THE WAY…BRISK STRONG WINDS…I BEGAN
TO FEEL COLD, WET, CLAMMY…UNABLE TO GENERATE/RETAIN BODY HEAT…
THERE WAS ‘SUDDENNESS’ TO IT…THE SWEAT AROUND MY HEART BECAME VERY COLD AND MY
CHEST STARTED TIGHTENING…CONTRACTING…MY LUNGS WERE COMPRESSING…
I REVERSED LAYERS OF UPPER CLOTHING TO HAVE A ‘DRY SHIRT’ NEXT TO MY COLD AND
CLAMMY CHEST…IT WAS SUNNY YET I COULD NOT RETAIN HEAT…
AT ROOT, I FELT FEAR…PAIN IN MY CHEST, HEART, LUNGS, AND UP AND DOWN MY ARMS…
I WAS EMBARRASSED EVEN AS I HAD BRIEF CONVERSATIONS WITH HIKERS ASSURING THEM THAT
I WAS ‘OKAY’…I DID NOT WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT I DID NOT FEEL STRONG…THAT I WAS
TROUBLED AND IN DEEP PAIN.
I MANAGED TO CLIMB UP TO ABOUT 2/3RDS OF THE WAY BEFORE I ACCEPTED MY SENSE OF
WOUNDEDNESS…
I KNEW I HAD TO GET DOWN AND NOT GO FOR THE TOP OF THE TRAIL…
I FELT SENSATIONS OF ‘DEEP PANIC’ AS I LISTENED TO A YOUNG WOMAN ‘JOKE’ ABOUT A
FRIEND IN HAWAII WHO HAD THOUGHT HE WAS HAVING A ‘CORONARY’…THERE WAS MORE GOING
ON THAN I COULD CONTROL…I SIMPLY THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO GET A COLD OR THE
‘FLU’…
I WAS REALLY IN THE UNDERCURRENTS OF ‘CORE IN ARIES’ AND ‘FEB’ BREW ‘ARIES’…SPACES
AND PLACES OF AIRINESS WINDS MOVING INTO CHRONIC PATTERNS OF WOUNDEDNESS…PATTERNS
OF CHRONIC FEARS AND DAMAGED STATES THAT MY ‘HABITS’ AND ‘BEHAVIORS’ WERE NO
LONGER ABLE TO FORTRESS AGAINST…
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
‘IN A CRISIS…IN EVERY CRISIS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW, AND
THEREFORE YOU SHOULD BEHAVE CAUTIOUSLY’
ROBERT MCNAMARA-THE
CUBAN MISSILE CRISIS
…ON THE TRAIL DOWN I FELT MORE COMPRESSION AND PAIN…I WAS REMINDED OF A TIME WHEN
A FRIEND MINDY WENT TO THE HOSPITAL FOR A ‘COLLAPSED LUNG’… MY STRUGGLE TO BREATHE
WAS SLOWING ME DOWN WITH EACH STEP…I AVOIDED ‘SYMPATHY’ OR HELP, I NEEDED TO BE
PURPOSEFUL…TO COPE AND TRY TO CONCENTRATE…IT SEEMED THAT 100% OF MY AVAILABLE
ENERGY WAS NEEDED JUST TO TRY TO GET TO THE PARKING LOT[1 ½-2 HOURS COMING DOWN]
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘‘FEAR’… ‘THE BODY CONTRACTS IN ‘SELF PROTECTION’…THE MIND AND SPIRIT IS

PREOCCUPIED… ‘FROZEN WITH FEAR’…THE CIRCULATION OF BLOOD AND BREATH SLOWS DOWN,
RESULTING IN EXCESS CONDITIONS AND STAGNATION IN THE CORE AND DEPLETION IN THE
PERIPHERY [A COMMON SIGN IS COLD HANDS AND COLD FEET]…
FEAR AND STRESS CAUSE THE ADRENALS TO SECRETE LARGE AMOUNTS OF THE STRESS HORMONES
ADRENALINE AND HYDROCORTISONE WHICH SIGNAL THE CELLS TO BREAK DOWN STORED FATS AND
PROTEIN INTO SUGARS [GLUCOSE] CAUSING ENERGY TO BE AVAILABLE FOR ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’
FROM A THREAT…A NECESSITY IN ‘SHORT TERM’ SURVIVAL…BUT DEVASTATING IF PROLONGED…’
KENNETH COHEN THE WAY OF QIGONG
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THE FIRST TWENTY FOUR HOURS WERE ‘CHILLING’…I DID NOT FEEL STRONG ENOUGH TO GET
HOME…I STOPPED AT THE HUNT HOUSE TO TAKE A ‘HOT SHOWER’ AND TRY TO REST…I STAYED
ABOUT TEN MINUTES AND DECIDED TO GO HOME .THE SHOWER WAS HOT YET I STILL FELT VERY
CHILLED.
AT HOME I STILL COULD NOT GET WARM ON THE OUTSIDE OR THE INSIDE…THE PAIN WAS NO
LONGER UP AND DOWN MY ARMS…ALTHOUGH I WAS UNABLE TO BREATHE…MY LUNGS SEEMED DEEPLY
COMPRESSED OR COLLAPSED…
I COULD NOT FIND A PLACE TO REST …EVERY THREE OR FOUR MINUTES I HAD TO SEEK A
‘COMFORTABLE’ POSITION IN ORDER TO SUSTAIN A FEW BREATHS…THERE WAS TOO MUCH PAIN
IN EVERY BREATH…I LAID ON THE FLOOR,THE COUCH,THE BED…SAT UPRIGHT,WALKED AROUND
TRIED TO DRINK SOME ORANGE JUICE/TEA…I TOOK HOT BATHS,SHOWERS AND TRIED TO WATCH
MOVIES…I WAS UNABLE TO CONCENTRATE…TO FOCUS ENOUGH TO WRITE,READ,WATCH…I STARTED
TAKING 6 ASPIRINS IN THE FIRST HOUR AND EVERY HOUR OR SO AT HOME AND CONTINNUED
WITH IBU PROFIN ON SATURDAY…
THE LUNG COMPRESSION DEEP SUBTLE ‘WHEEZING’ SOUND FELT LIKE A ‘HOLE’ OR SHREDDING
OR TEAR…A DEEP VIBRATORY WHEEZING…I WAS DOUBLED OVER AND DAMAGED…NOTHING SEEMED TO
ANAESTHETIZE THE PAIN…
LATE FRIDAY NIGHT,FEBTRUARY 13TH THERE WAS A SLIGHT SENSE OF RELIEF AS SOME MINOR
LEVEL OF REINFLATION OCCURRED IN MY LUNGS… MY CHEST WAS IN A STATE OF ‘ALARM’.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘AS THE STORES OF ENERGY ARE SAPPED…WE BECOME WEAK AND FATIGUED…LEADING TO ADRENAL
BURNOUT…THE BODIES RESERVOIRS OF HORMONES ARE NOT INFINITELY DEEP…
WE NEED TIME TO REGENERATE AND REPAIR, TO REST OR OUR ABILITY TO COPE WITH STRESS
IS ‘IMPAIRED’.
THE ADRENAL HORMONES PUT MANY BODILY PROCESSES ON HOLD- IN ORDER TO DEFEND AGAINST
THE THREAT…THE BASIS FOR ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’.
…THIS INCLUDES THE SHUTTING DOWN OF GROWTH, REPAIR AND REPRODUCTION BY INHIBITING
OR DISABLING ESSENTIAL CHEMICALS AND IMMUNE CELLS…
IF STRESS IS CONSTANT THE BODY MAY ‘FORGET’ HOW TO RETURN TO A HEALTHY STATE,
LOSING ITS ABILITY TO DEFEND EFFECTIVELY AGAINST PATHOGENS OR TO REPAIR AND HEAL
DAMAGE.
KENNETH COHEN-THE WAY OF QIGONG
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
ON SATURDAY AND SUNDAY[FEBRUARY 14TH-15TH] I WAS ABLE TO EAT A BIT OF SOUP AND
SOME ORANGES…WATCHED A COUPLE OF MOVIES…TAKE A FEW 4 MINUTE ‘CATNAPS’…
I WAS AWAKE ALMOST CONSTANTLY LIVING A 24/7 WAY OF BEING AND STRAINING TO CATCH A
REAL BREATH…
ALL OR ANY EFFORT WAS DIFFICULT…I WAS OUT OF BREATH DOING ANYTHING…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘IN QIGONG THEORY, THE KIDNEYS AND ADRENALS ALSO

CONTROL BRAIN FUNCTION, ESPECIALLY MEMORY…FEAR AND STRESS CAN WEAKEN MEMORY AND
CREATE LEARNING DISABILITIES…
THE STRESS HORMONE HYDROCORTISONE DAMAGES THE HIPPOCAMPUS,A REGION OF THE BRAIN
RESPONSIBLE FOR MEMORY AND LEARNING…RICH WITH HYDROCORTISONE RECEPTORS’.
KENNETH COHEN-THE WAY OF
QIGONG
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
FEBRUARY 2004
WASSON AND BLACKETTS SABINO …TRAILS OF A COMPLEX ENCOUNTER OF ENERGY AND SPIRIT…
BREATHING WELL OR BREATHING WITH GREAT DIFFICULTY… ‘FORCES BEYOND MY CONTROL’ AND
‘FORCES WITHIN’…A STORM OF HEART AND SOUL…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘AN INNER PASSION DRIVING TO DIVIDE AND UNIFY…A

DOUBLE MOVEMENT, A DIALECTIC OF INSTINCTIVE URGES IN DEEP INTERNAL RHYTHMS…
…AND WHEN I SAW MY DEVIL, I FOUND HIM EARNEST,
THOROUGH, DEEP, SOLEMN: HE WAS THE SPIRIT OF GRAVITY—THROUGH HIM ALL THINGS FALL.
NOT THROUGH WRATH BUT THROUGH LAUGHTER ONE SLAYETH’
FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE-THUS SPAKE
ZARATHUSTRA
‘AND BE EVERY TRUTH CALLED FALSE WITH WHICH NO LAUGHTER WAS CONNECTED’
ZARATHUSTRA
‘FIRST OF ALL THE SIGNS MUST APPEAR UNTO ME THAT IT IS MINE HOUR—NAMELY THE
LAUGHING LION WITH THE FLOCK OF DOVES’
ZARATHUSTRA
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
AS A FEW DAYS PASSED I REALIZED HOW TRIVIAL AND UNIMPORTANT MOST STRIVING AND
INDULGENCE IS…IT IS A QUESTION OF BURDEN…
LIFTING AND TRANSFERRING MY CLIENT WILL HUNT [140 LBS/D.D./CEREBRAL PALSY] FROM
BED TO SHOWER CHAIR TO WHEEL CHAIR TO RECLINER BECAME ‘ALMOST BEYOND MY CAPACITY’…
IT WAS ONLY THE SLOW STAGES AND CATCHING MY BREATH AFTER MINIMAL EFFORT THAT
ENABLED ME TO DO MY JOB…
AS THE CHINESE SYMBOL FOR CRISIS IS A COMBINATION OF THE REALM OF RISK AND
OPPORTUNITY SO WAS MY FOCUS…IT WAS A TIME FOR NEW GROWTH AND REBIRTHING…A TIME TO
GET RID OF EXCESS BAGGAGE…
I KNEW AT SOME LEVEL THAT I HAD TO CHANGE PATTERNS AND HABITS…BALANCED BREATHING
AND BEING HAD TO TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER CONQUEST…
THE RESULT OF ACHIEVEMENT COULD BE THE SAME…THE METHOD OF ‘BREATH FIRST AND BREATH
DURING’ HAD TO BE THE WAY INSTEAD OF GOING INTO SERIOUS ‘OXYGEN DEBT’ IN ORDER TO
‘MAKE IT TO THE TOP’.
‘THE ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF WISDOM’

WILLIAM BLAKE
FEBRUARY 2004
I HAD DIFFICULTY IN CIRCULATION, DISTRIBUTION AND BEING CONFIDENT IN PHYSICAL

MOTIONS…DEEP DEBILITATING GRIEF…MOURNING AND LOSS…I WAS MOVING VERY SLOWLY THROUGH
THE ANXIETY AND PANIC OF CONSTANTLY BEING IMBALANCED AND OUT OF BREATH…I WAS
WRESTLING WITH A ‘LABOR INTENSIVE REPRODUCTIVE’ AND CREATIVE FORCE OF PRESENCE…
A DEEP GROUNDING QUEST FOR THE ‘NATURAL’ IN THE MIDST OF A ‘SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY’…I
REDUCED FOOD CONSUMPTIONS TO EASE DIGESTION AND ELIMINATION AND ADDED LIQUIFIED
HEALTHY FLUIDS TO SUSTAIN AND NURTURE MY GRADUAL ‘EMPOWERMENT’…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘ONE LOOKS DEATH IN THE FACE AND SEES ILLNESS RESULTING FROM INNER IMBALANCES’…THE
INNER DIVISIONS OF A ‘SPLIT HEART’ AND ‘SPLIT SOUL’ …A WOUNDED ‘HOUSE OF DREAMS’…
A CRISIS TIME OF MARSHALLING RESOURCES TO BATTLE INNER HABITS OF ‘SELF
PREOCCUPATION’ AND THE EGOCENTRIC HABITS OF SELF ADDICTION…
SELF ADDICTION REPRESENTING A FORM OF DEATH AS IT CUTS US OFF FROM THE REST OF THE
WORLD…THE ‘I’ OF VANITY,NARCISSISM, AND SELF ABSORPTION…
THE BLADE WHEEL OF MIND REFORM IS A WAY TO MOVE BEYOND OUR SELF POSTURINGS AND
SELF IDENTITY HABITS THAT WE USE TO TORMENT OURSELVES AND PERSIST IN MISERY
[CIRCLING THE SACRED MOUNTAIN-
THURMAN /WEISE]
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE INNER EVEREST OXYGEN DEPTHS OF THE TIBETAN GODDESS OF

MOUNT EVEREST… ‘CHOMOLUNGMA’…CHO MO LUNG MA…THE ‘GODDESS MOTHER OF THE WORLD’…THE
INNER YIN DEPTHS OF THE MATERNAL…THE CREATIVE ‘PNEUMA’ RECEPTIVITY OF TOTAL ‘CHI’…
YIN AND YANG DEPTHS…SWINGS OF COMPLEXITY…ONE MUST KEEP ‘WALKING AND WEEPING’
TOWARD A BLISS OF ‘ORGASMIC PRESENCE’ PAST THE POLARITY RHYTHMS OF DOUBLE DUALITY…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
IT IS LEARNING ‘FIERCE COMPASSION’ AND ‘INSIGHT’ TO BREAKTHROUGH THE HABITUAL

PERCEPTION OF ORDINARINESS…
TO GRASP THE YOGA OF ‘POSITIVE SEEING’…A RADICAL FLIP TO MASTER REACTIONS AND
INTENT.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY TIME TO MOVE BEYOND A BOUNDARY THAT WOULD BE ESTABLISHED IF

GENITAL SPASMS SET THE DIFFERENCE OF THE SELF AND THE OTHER.
IT IS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF HEALTHY SEXUAL PRESENCE THAT FACILITATES ANGELS OUT OF
ANGLES ACHIEVING ‘GROUNDING’…
CIRCLING THE SACRED MOUNTAIN
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘IT IS THE LONGING THAT DOES ALL THE WORK’

- RUMI
‘AND HE WHO MUST BE A CREATOR IN GOOD AND EVIL—VERILY HE MUST FIRST BE A

DESTROYER, AND BREAK VALUES INTO PIECES.
THUS THE HIGHEST EVIL IS PART OF THE HIGHEST GOODNESS.BUT THAT IS CREATIVE
GOONESS…AND WHATEVER WILL BREAK ON OUR TRUTHS, LET IT BREAK!
MANY A HOUSE HATH YET TO BE BUILT.’
FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE-THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
THE STORY ONE HAS BEEN LIVING IS TOO SMALL…ONE MUST KEEP ‘WALKING AND WEEPING’…
LAMENTING
I BECOME ‘AM-MAN’ OUT OF ‘WAS SON’… I HIT THE ‘BLACK ETTS RIDGE’ AS A ‘WALL’ OF
MOMENTUM REPRESENTING ‘WHAT IS’… AS THE SABINO MOUNTAIN LIONS ROAM INTO HUMAN
TERRAIN…THE WILD AND THE SOCIAL…THE FEELINGS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ BEING A
MEDIUM OF A MICROCOSM REFLECTING THE TOTALITY OF THE MACROCOSM…
A CERTAIN ‘SOUND-BLINDNESS’ OF TEMPOS AS THE TEMPORARY AFFECTS OF FUNCTIONING IN A

HOLOGRAM…A PSYCHE’ SPACE OF KINETIC CHARGINGS…AN ACCENTUATION OF CHARGED
ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO-WAVES OF ENCOUNTER…REINFORCED THEMES AND PATTERNS…RECURRENCY
OF PSYCHE’ STATES…
A CRISIS EVOLVING OVER A PERIOD OF MONTHS…GRADUAL REGENERATION OF BREATHING DEPTHS
AND PHYSICAL STRENGTH…HEART TONINGS AND TUNINGS COMBINED WITH PSYCHE’ NOURISHMENT…
INCREASING LEVELS AND STRETCHES OF NEW CHALLENGES MOVING TOWARD A RETURN TO THE
PLACE AND SPACE OF THE ‘SPIRIT/PHYSIOLOGICAL EMERGENCY’.
IT IS FACING GREAT DIFFICULTY…FOR PEOPLE ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT THEY DISCOVER
FOR THEMSELVES…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘IT IS THE SPIRITUAL ADVENTURE TO THE TRUTH AT
THE
CENTER OF THE IMAGE WE WERE BORN WITH’ [DAVID
WHYTE]
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘TRANSFORMATION’
IT IS THE FORCE OF PAIN MIXED INTO DESIRE…IF YOU

RUB IT
IT JUST GOES IN DEEPER…

TRANSFORMATION DEMANDS…
UNWINDING,
DISINTEGRATING,
DISMEMBERI
NG,
AN UNDERWORLD QUEST FOR AUTHENTICITY
NEW FOUNDATIONS IN CATALYTIC
THRESHOLDS
A SPIRITUAL CRISIS TRIGGERED BY ‘BOLTS OUT
OF THE BLUE’
TOUGHNESS
ONE LEARNS
TO LET GO OF ‘HARD EARNED
BEHAVIORS’
EARNED OVER MANY
YEARS…
A
STRUGGLE BETWEEN CONSCIOUS SELF
AND
THE SOUL.
[C] 2004
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
SELON SOI…THE MANIFESTATION OF INHERENT WANTS… ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ AND ONE
MUST BREATHE BEYOND THE TRIANGULATION OF DESIRE…DESIRE VIA A THIRD PARTY OR AN
OBJECTIFIED THING OR PERSON… EVERY DESIRE SEEKS SELF SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS
‘IMITATIVE’…
‘INHERENT WANTS’…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘TIS BEYOND THE COINCIDENCE OF

CONTRADICTORIES’, THAT THOU MAYEST BE SEEN…A MOVEMENT OUT OF THE SUSPENSION OF THE
OPPOSITES…A LIVING BIRTH WHICH LEADS TO A NEW LEVEL OF BEING…
THE NEW BIRTH OR THE NEW CREATION IS ALWAYS AT A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF EXISTENCE FROM
THE OPPOSITES THEMSELVES…
‘TERTIUM NON DATUR!’
AS OPPOSITES NEVER UNITE AT THEIR OWN LEVEL… A SUPRAORDINATE ‘THIRD’, IS ALWAYS

REQUIRED, IN WHICH THE TWO PARTS CAN COME TOGETHER’
[W.B.YEATS]
IT IS ‘COINCIDENTIA OPPOSITORUM’…BEING DRAWN APART…DRAWN TOGETHER…STRIFE BECOMES

THE PATHING OF NECESSITY…THE MOMENTS OF LIGHT INTO DARK…MALE AND FEMALE…MOMENTS OF
OPPOSITIONS IN COINCIDENCES…INTERSECTS AND ‘ORBITS’…BALANCINGS OF CONSCIOUS AND
UNCONSCIOUS…THE WARRING OPPOSITES…STRIFE AND TIMINGS OF HARMONY GIVING WAY TO
GENERATIVITY…
ANTI
THESIS COMPELLING SYNTHESIS…
EROS, A LIFE FORCE OF A MEANS FOR FRAGMENTED OPPOSITES TO CONNECT…INTERSECTING

CONES…INTERPENETRATING CONES IN A DIALECTIC SWINGING THROUGH RANGES OF YIN AND
YANG…A PERPETUAL FLUX…
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
‘…THE UROBOROS IS A DRAMATIC SYMBOL FOR THE INTEGRATION AND ASSIMILATION OF THE
OPPOSITE [THE SHADOW]. THIS SELF FERTILIZATION AND BIRTHING, SLAYING AND
REGENERATION…BECOMING THE ‘ONE’ WHO PROCEEDS FROM THE CLASH OF ‘OPPOSITES’.
C.G.JUNG
‘…NO MIND CAN ENGENDER UNTIL DIVIDED INTO TWO…THE QUARREL WITH OURSELVES BECOMES
POETRY…AN ARTIST MUST DIE EVERY DAY AND BE REBORN…DRIVEN BY THE INCORRUPTIBLE SELF
NECESSITY TO TRANSFORM…’
W.B.YEATS
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
THE TIMES…SENSING THE OVEREXTENDED…PHALLICISM OF MIGHT…THE ENVELOPED AND POINT OF

‘ENANTIODROMA’ WHERE OPPOSITIONAL FLOWS COMMENCE…A REVERSAL OF FORTUNE…THE
GENERATIVE OUT OF THE ‘COINCIDENTIA OPPOSITORUM’…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
THE POWERS OF THE UNCONSCIOUS…
‘BURIED IN THE
STRUCTURE OF THE BRAIN AND DISCLOSING ITS LIVING PRESENCE ONLY THROUGH THE MEDIUM
OF CREATIVE FANTASY…THE SUPRAPERSONAL UNCONSCIOUS…IT COMES ALIVE IN THE CREATIVE
MAN, IT REVEALS ITSELF IN THE VISION OF THE ARTIST, IN THE INSPIRATION OF THE
THINKER, IN THE INNER EXPERIENCE OF THE MYSTIC. THE SUPRAPERSONAL UNCONSCIOUS,
BEING DISTRIBUTED THROUGHOUT THE BRAIN STRUCTURE IS LIKE AN ALL PERVADING,
OMNIPRESENT SPIRIT. IT KNOWS MAN AS HE ALWAYS WAS, AND NOT AS HE IS AT THE MOMENT;
IT KNOWS HIM AS MYTH. FOR THIS REASON, ALSO, THE CONNECTION WITH THE SUPRAPERSONAL
OR THE COLLECTIVE UNCONSCIOUS MEANS AN EXTENSION OF MAN BEYOND HIMSELF; IT MEANS
DEATH FOR HIS PERSONAL BEING AND A REBIRTH IN A NEW DIMENSION, AS WAS LITERALLY
ENACTED IN CERTAIN OF THE ANCIENT MYSTERIES.
IT CERTAINLY IS TRUE THAT WITHOUT SACRIFICE OF MAN AS HE IS, MAN AS HE WAS—CANNOT
BE ATTAINED.
AND IT IS THE ARTIST WHO CAN TELL US MOST ABOUT THIS SACRIFICE OF THE PERSONAL
MAN, IF WE ARE NOT SATISFIED WITH THE MESSAGE OF THE GOSPELS’.
C.G.JUNG
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
FEBRUARY/MARCH2004
THE DEPTHS OF HEART AND LUNGS… QUESTING FOR PROTECTION…
A MEMORY OF THE CHEST PROTECTOR OF A BASEBALL CATCHER AND A HOCKEY GOALIE…
DEVELOPING THE DEFENSIVE ARMORING OR ‘BREASTPLATE’ AS IN THE CELTIC ‘PROTECTION
SPELL’ OR ‘LORICA’ BREASTPLATE…TO BECOME SAFE WITHIN ONE’S VERBAL ARMOR AND FACE
WHATEVER DANGERS WHICH LURK AHEAD…SUMMONING THE POWERS OF GOD OR NATURE TO
RECREATE THE GREAT WHEEL OF LIFE AND PLACING ONE’S SELF AT THE CENTER…THE SPHERE
OF CIRCULARITY…
SAINT PATRICK CAST A SPELL ON HIS ASSOCIATES TO MAKE THEM ‘INVISIBLE’ DURING A
DANGEROUS JOURNEY PAST THE ENEMY ON THE WAY TO TARA…AS THE 8 YOUNG CLERICS
PASSED,THE ENEMY SOLDIERS ONLY SAW 8 DEER…THUS THE TRIUMPHANT HYMM OF SAINT
PATRICK CALLED THE ‘DEER’S CRY’.
IN SAINT PATRICK’S ‘DEER CRY’, THE CELT INVOKES THE POWER OF CHRIST TO SURROUND
HIM…
‘CHRIST WITH ME, CHRIST BEFORE ME, CHRIST BEHIND ME
CHRIST ABOVE ME, CHRIST WHEN I LIE DOWN, CHRIST WHEN
I SIT DOWN, CHRIST WHEN I RISE…’
THE EXPANDED LORICAS…SAINT PATRICK’S BREASTPLATE AND SAINT PATRICK’S RUNE…
‘I ARISE TODAY
THROUGH THE STRENGTH OF HEAVEN:
LIGHT OF SUN,
RADIANCE OF MOON,
SPLENDOR OF
FIRE,
SPEED OF
LIGHTNING,
SWI
FTNESS OF WIND,
DEPTH OF SEA,
STABILITY OF EARTH,
FIRMNESS OF ROCK…
ALL THESE I PLACE BY GOD’S ALMIGHTY
HELP AND GRACE
…BETWEEN MYSELF AND THE POWERS
OF DARKNESS…
FIRE IN THE HEAD-SHAMANISM AND THE CELTIC SPIRIT –TOM COWAN

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
MARCH/APRIL 2004
THE INTEGRATION OF THE SHAMAN WILL TO POWER…A WILL TO EAGLE FLIGHT AND EAGLE POWER
BEING ABLE TO SEE FURTHER AND GO BEYOND THE OTHERS…A STRENGTH OF MOVING THROUGH
THE DANGERS OF ‘SOUL LOSS’ IN STATES OF DISINTEGRATION AND REINTEGRATION…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
AN ANCIENT CELTIC BOOK… THE ‘BLACK BOOK OF CAMARTHAN’ DERIVED FROM THE WRITINGS OF
AMERGIN [ANCIENT WELSH]…THE FLAME OF THOUGHT AND THE FIRE OF SHAMANIC
TRANSFORMATION…
‘I AM FLAME OF FIRE,
BLAZING WITH PASSIONATE LOVE,
I AM A SPARK OF LIGHT,
ILLUMINATING THE DEEPEST TRUTH,
I AM A ROUGH OCEAN,
HEAVING WITH RIGHTEOUS ANGER,
I AM A CALM LAKE,
COMFORTING THE TROUBLED BREAST,
I AM A WILD STORM,
RAGING AT HUMAN SINS,
I AM A GENTLE BREEZE,
BLOWING HOPE IN THE SADDENED HEART,
I AM DRY DUST,
CHOKING WORLDLY AMBITION,
I AM WET EARTH,
BEARING ‘RICH FRUITS OF GRACE.’
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
THE STORY ONE HAS BEEN LIVING IS TOO SMALL…TO SACRIFICE THE OLD STORY IS TO
PROVOKE THE ORDEAL OF A LOT OF GRIEF…A CROWBAR INTO THE SOUL…THE ADOLESCENT
PERSONALITY CAN GO NO FURTHER….THE EGO STRUCTURE MUST BREAK DOWN AND REGENERATE IN
A DEEPER MORE COMPLEX WHOLISM.
THERE IS A BALANCING OF PRESSURES THAT SUSTAIN THE LUNGS…AN INNER COHESION AND
STRENGTH OF BREATHING AND A BALANCE TUNING WITH THE SURROUNDING ENVIRONMENT AND
AIR PRESSURES. THE LUNGS ARE A RESPIRATORY TREE OF ALVEOLI FLOWING FROM BRONCHIAL
PASSAGES…MILLIONS OF ALVEOLI ‘PROVIDE’ LARGE INNER SURFACES FOR DIFFUSION OF ‘O2’
AND ‘CO2’.
CELLULAR SURVIVAL, GROWTH AND REPRODUCTION…THE ‘O2’ AND THE ‘CO2’ PRODUCED BY CELL
FUEL BURNS ‘MOVES THROUGH’ BLOOD CIRCULATION TO THE LUNGS AND THE ‘CO2’ IS
EXHALED…THE ‘O2’ ENRICHED BLOOD AS ‘RED BLOOD’ WHILE THE ‘CO2’ ENRICHED BLOOD IS
‘BLUE BLOOD’…THE ‘O2’ IS DIFFUSED TO THE CELLS AND TISSUES AND ‘CO2’ IS DIFFUSED
BACK INTO THE BLOOD.
ONE SEES THE DIFFICULTIES OF HOW THE TWIG IS BENT…SO GROWS THE TREE…THE ALVEOLI
PATTERNS OF ‘EMOTIONAL TRAFFIC CONGESTION’…STRAINS,STRESSES, AN BLOCKS…HARDENINGS
AND RIGIDITIES…STRIVINGS AND COMPRESSIONS…THE WOOS AND THE WOUNDEDNESS…THE
CONTRACTIVENESS OF FEARS AND THE EXPANSIONS OF GROWTH…
ONE LEARNS THE IMPORTANCE OF LIVING ON A PATH OF THE HEART WAY AND HONING THE
FOCUS OF A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’…IT MEANS TRAVELLING INTO NEW SPACES OF AWARENESS…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘…AGAIN AND AGAIN, SHE AND I FELT THAT WE HAD GOT DOWN, AS IT WERE, INTO SOME
‘FIBROUS DARKNESS’, INTO SOME MATRIX OUT OF WHICH EVERYTHING HAD COME…’
W.B.YEATS
‘THE UNCONSCIOUS IS THE

‘MATRIX MIND’…THE BIRTHPLACE OF THOUGHT FORMS…DARK TEEMING CREATIVE ‘COLLECTIVE
UNCONSCIOUS’…
C.G.YUNG
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
THE DIFFICULT BREATHING CAUSED INCREASED ‘MUSCLE LOADING’ AND OXYGEN CONSUMPTION…
A TIME OF EXCEEDING PATTERNS OR LIMITS OF PREVIOUS WAYS…THE BREAKING OF LIMITS
REPRESENTING A DANGEROUS RESULT IN RESPIRATORY MUSCLE FATIGUE [POSSIBLY EVEN
FAILURE]…
THE WILL OF INNER NECESSITY…A PATH OF HEART WAYING COMPELS THAT ONE MUST GRASP THE
‘ETERNAL DELIGHT OF BECOMING’…THE DELIGHT WHICH EVEN INVOLVES IN ITSELF THE JOY OF
ANNIHILATING…IT IS THE CONCEPT OF THE TRAGIC…A CREATE AND DESTROY WAY… THE ONGOING
RHYTHMS OF EMOTIONAL ALCHEMY…PRUNING AND DISTILLING, GETTING RID OF EXCESS
BAGGAGE, FOSTERING AND ENHANCING THE ESSENTIALS…
IT IS A RECOGNITION OF A REALITY BEYOND ‘TERROR’ AND ‘PITY’…A ‘NIETZSCHE’ SENSE
PAST THE EXHUBERANCE OF ‘ORGASM’ AND ON INTO A ‘WILL TO LIVE’…SIMPLY THE DELIGHT
OF BECOMING…
SEXY TISSUES
‘THE MORE SHE DOES, THE MORE SHE CAN

THE MORE SHE CAN, THE MORE SHE WANTS TO’…
IT IS PELVIC VASOCONGESTION,
BECOMING RICHER AND SEXIER WITH EXPERIENCE
THE MORE SHE GETS THE MORE SHE WANTS
AS STRENGTH
IN ELASTIC LIQUIDITY
THE VAST AMOUNT OF ERECTILE TISSUES…
TISSUE TENSIONS
BEYOND DREAMS
SEXY TISSUES OF THE REAL…
THE CARROT ONLY GOES INTO THE POT WHEN THE WATER BOILS
IT IS LEVELS OF EXCITEMENT AND AROUSALS…
THE CONTROL EXCESSES OF
REPRESSION AND DENIAL
…CHRONIC DISAPPOINTMENTS
WHERE REDIRECTED RELEASES

SKEW POTENTIALS…
WORKING HEALTHY IS IN UNITY…

SPIRIT AND HEART
PATHINGS OF
INTEGRITY
AS DESIRE DIRECTED
…BEING IN INNER HARMONY
IN
A WILL TO CONNECT.
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
WHERE FEAR RULES…

ONE MAY REDUCE LEVELS OF BREATHING TO MINIMIZE SENSES…SENSATIONS
TO LIMIT FEELINGS OF ABANDONMENT…ZONINGS WHERE FEAR AND CONTEMPT DEFEND AGAINST
ANY EMPTINESS…
OXYGEN DEBT MAY CAUSE LOSS OF ATTENTION, PANIC STATES, APATHY, A TANGENTIALITY OF
ASSOCIATIONS, POOR JUDGEMENTS AND SPIRALS OF MORE AND MORE DEFENSIVE FORTRESSING…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘YOU STUDY WHAT YOU DESIRE OR WHAT YOU FEAR?’

ROL
AND BARTHES
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
SETTING ECHO TONES…‘FOR US TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO, I THINK WOULD BE WRONG. ALL YOU
CAN DO IS TO LOOK AT YOUR SOUL AND DO THE BEST YOU CAN…’ [ALZHEIMERS RESEARCH-
JOHNS HOPKINS, APRIL 2004.]
‘A SLOW MOTION DISASTER…THERE IS AN OVERWHELMING DESIRE TO DO SOMETHING…EVEN IF IT
IS A USELESS PILL EVERYDAY…’
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘MEDIUMS AND THE PERSONAL’
INNER NECESSITY AND BEING OF SERVICE…

AMPLIFIED
USEFULNESS
… ‘FOR
WHERE YOUR TREASURE IS …
THERE
WILL YOUR HEART BE ALSO…

NO ONE IS IMMUNE…
A REALM OF WORDS THAT ‘MATTER’
ENERGY RHYTHMS REACHING INTO THE PERCUSSION OF SOUL…
FOR A MAN’S WOUND IS WHERE HIS GENIUS WILL BE…
IT IS
CUTTING THROUGH DECEPTIONS AND LYING…
STRUGGLES OF AN IDEALIZED WAY

‘CHARGED UP’ STATES
OF PERFORMER MEDIUMS
AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES…

TIMES AND TUNING TEMPOS…CLOCK SETTINGS
OF ‘ECHO TONES’
A MEANS TO AN END
IN A ‘LAND MARKING’
‘STA
TE’ OF ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’….
THE DEPTHS…
‘SHE IS PUT TO SLEEP WITHIN A WALL OF FIRE…TO BE
WAKENED BY THE ONLY HERO BRAVE ENOUGH TO PASS THROUGH TO HER…’
‘SHE SIZZLES, STEAMS, AND STRUGGLES TO PREVENT THE
FIRES OF HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING…
THE FLAMING
BARRIER IS THE FEAR,
A FORTRESSING AND A WARDING OFF OF
‘CONTROL’
THE FEAR MUST BE BREATHED THROUGH…
TO BECOME WHAT ONE HAS BEEN SEEKING
ASK FOR
WHAT ONE NEEDS
NOT JUST WHAT ONE WANTS…

[C] 2004.
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
SPRING 2004…
BLACKETT’S RIDGE…AN EDGE OF SHADOW…A STATE OF DEEP BREATHING…OXYGEN IN MUSCLES…
THE ‘FENN AFFECT’…THE AMOUNTS OF OXYGEN
AND OTHER NUTRIENTS CONSUMED BY THE MUSCLES INCREASES GREATLY WHEN MUSCLES PERFORM
WORK…
IN SITUATIONS OF ‘CHRONIC TENSION…THE BODY
WORKS IN LIMITED WAYS AND THE NEEDIEST CELLS GET THE LEAST OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY
NEEDED…
WHEN MUSCLES MOVE WITHOUT WORK THERE IS A LACK
OF CIRCULATION [THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH NUTRIENTS/OXYGEN AVAILABLE…THEREBY CAUSING A
STATE OF ‘ISCHEMIA’ [ A LACK OF CIRCULATION TO AN AREA…A BLOCKING OF THE LOCAL
BLOOD SUPPLY]…
THE BLACKETTS ENCOUNTER…

A SIGMUND FREUD COMMENTARY ON
TRAUMA…
‘A REALISTIC DANGER OF
DESTRUCTION
WHICH WOULD MOBILIZE
‘FEAR OF DEATH’
AND ‘CASTRATION
ANXIETY’…
ONE MUST KEEP WALKING AND WEEPING…RISKING IN POETICS AND EMOTIONAL COMPLEXITY OF
ENCOUNTERS…TO RIDE THE PSYCHE’ AND SENSUAL CHARGES…
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
OCTAVIO PAZ SAYS THAT

‘DESIRE IS THE MASTER OF GHOSTS AND THAT DESIRE TURNS US INTO GHOSTS…
WE ARE VINES OF
AIR ON TREES OF WIND…
A CAPE OF FLAME …
…BEING INVENTED AND DEVOURED BY FLAMES…

A DRAFT OF SHADOWS…THE EMPTY TASTE
OF TIME…
‘SELON SOI’…THE MANIFESTATION OF INHERENT WANTS…SPIRIT WILL…RAISING FIRE IN

CHAKRAS AND BLOODSTREAMS…DRIVES PAST NUMBNESS, REPRESSIONS AND CONSTRAINTS…
A PHOENIX BIRD RISING OUT OF ASHES OF ‘DISINTEGRATION’ AND ‘DISMEMBERMENT’…
ANGEL SPARKS OF QUASI-SEXUAL STATES

OF POLARITY
CROSS-CURRENTS
DEMANDS OF THE ‘INNER PLANE’
A REAL
SELF OF
NEED AND SERVING
‘SELON SOI’…
FIGHTING FOR INTEGRITY OF FIERCE AND URGENT…
‘SELON SOI’…
THE HEART OF THE MATTER
‘SELON SOI’…
‘THE HEART OF THE BREEZE’
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
‘MAY 16,2004
A COMPLETION OF THE CYCLE…A RETURN TO THE TREK OF BLACKETTS RIDGE TRAIL…BREATHING
FIRST AND BEING FOCUSED ON THE STEP BY STEP…MINIMIZING OXYGEN DEBT AND STAYING
PRESENT AS I BREATHED THROUGH THE ‘CRISIS GEOGRAPHY AND PSYCHE’ SPACE.
STRENGTH OF INTEGRATED AND HARMONIZED ‘YIN/YANG’ ENERGIES…TEMPERED SENSES OF THE
REALISM AS ‘WEATHERING’ AN EMOTIONAL STORM…
THE PATH DOWN BEING SENSED AS MUCH AS THE CLIMB UP…
A SENSE OF THE NON-ORDINARY REALITY OF THE SHAMAN…FACING SOME LEVEL OF ‘FRIGHT’ ON
ONE’S OWN…
IT IS THE JOURNEY IN FRONT OF ‘THE EMPTY STANDS’…THE PERSONAL WILL OF GROWTH AND
THE EXPANSION OF THE HEART AND SOUL.
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‘GOING INTO THE CANYON’
BLUING AND PURPLE STIRRUPS OF ‘SHUDDERING’

LEAVINGS AND STRINGING ON A ‘CLOSE’ LINE OF BEING
A ‘BETWIXT AND BETWEEN’ SPACE OF DREAMS AND GATHERINGS
ALADDIN ASKING FOR THE SUGGESTIONS AND DREAMS
CULLING THE POINT OF SEMEN AND BEAUTY
RARE AIR RHYTHMS OF SYNERGY AND CONVULSIVE URGENCY

THE WILL SEEKING THROUGH A DEEP HUNT OF RESONANCE
IN THE ALCHEMY OF THE REAL OF A LONG NECKED QUEEN
A NEFERTITI PRESENCE ALONG MIDNIGHT MIRACLES
AS AN IMMACULATE CONCEPTION OF THE SPIRIT
THE GHOSTS DRIVE US TO THE INTIMATE CLIFFS

WRESTLING WITH MEMORY AND ‘PUISSANCE’
DISCOVERING A HOPE IN THE DARKNESS OF WOUNDEDNESS
WHERE ‘SCRAMBLED EGGS’ AND ‘SALT AND PEPPER’ ARE
THE SOUNDS OF ‘AUTO SCREAMS’ OF HORSEPOWER ON A BRIDLE PATH
THE ODYSSEY OF THE POETIC AND THE EPIC SEEK SAFETY

EVEN AS ONE FIGHTS THE DRAGONS OF ENVY AND THE MISSING
IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE SWELLINGS AND SHORINGS
THE SANDING AND POLISHING OF AN EVOLVING NEED
ASKING… IN A WAY … WHAT TRULY MATTERS
HEART FEARS AND LOST LUNGS BECOME SMOKING DREAMS

FOR NUMBING SENSES TO MAKE IT IN TODAY…EACH DAY…
A MEANS TO AN END…A MEANS TO GET THROUGH…THE PAINS…
THE HARSH INNER ECHOES OF TOO MANY YESTERDAYS
OF COLLAPSED AND COMPRESSED NECESSITIES…
A JOURNEY OF RANGES AND SWINGS OF DRY AND LUSHNESS

PEACEFUL SHARING OF TRANCE BLOOMS AND COMPASS SENSES
THE THEATER OF THE ‘MINED’ AND THE MINDLESS … RUSHES
OF SURGING WATERS FROM GREEN PLACES IN THE HEART…
A STILLNESS TIME…ROOTING AND GRASPING FOR LEVERAGING
GETTING TO ‘IT’…IS HALF THE BATTLE…SO YOU KNOW WHY

THE EPICENTER THRIVES ON A DYNAMISM OF FLAWS AND NICHES
AS SPIRITS STRAINED IN CONSTANCY OF ORBITS DISCOVER
STATES OF SEEMING ‘OPPOSITIONAL COMPLETION’…MOMENTS OF
‘PERFECTION’ …BEING THERE AND HERE AT THE SAME TIME…
FORESIGHTEDNESS AND SENSITIVITY IN A FIBROUS ‘ELASTICITY’

CELL GROWTH THROUGH HANDSOME STATES OF ENCOUNTER
ENVISIONING IN WINDS OF GUTS AND SWIRLS OF AWE GUSTS
GROUNDING CREATIVE FIRE IN FOSTERING A NUCLEAR KINETIC
AS A FIERY ALCHEMY TOUCHING THE HEART OF LONELINESS
A HEART OF DARKNESS JOURNEY INTO THE PLANES OF MADNESS

WHERE MEANS OF CLASHES AND NECESSITIES ARE TRULY
SURVIVAL PAIRINGS IN TEMPOS OF WISE WINGS FLYING
ACROSS GOLDEN SUNSETS AND MEMORY POOLS
THERE IN THE SPIDER’S WEBBING IS A GIFT OF GRACEFULNESS…
‘GOING INTO THE CANYON’ IS BEING IN THE GAP OF THE MAUVE WHERE
A SPIRIT WAVE OF VENUS DRIVES A REALIZATION INTO AN INTERSECTION
DESPERATELY GRASPING YET TRAPPED IN WEBS OTO LET GO OF THE DRAMAS AND MEMORIES OF
‘ENTANGLED PUPPETS’
THE SKY GIRL FASCINATES IN THE DYING LIGHT OF THE DAY

A KALEIDOSCOPE CURTAIN OF BILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF SPARKLES
A TIME FOR RIDING ACROSS PEAKS OF CLIFFS EDGES
WHERE CLIMBING BEYOND CANYON FLOORS IS AN INTENSITY
THAT IS…DESIRE…A VOLCANIC FURY OF A YONI ON FIRE
THERE IS AN ‘ALL OUT’ COURAGE RUNNING IN THE STEAMY BREEZES…

A PRECIOUSNESS OF BECOMING PRESENCE BEYOND THE ‘WHAT WAS BEFORE’
AN UPHEAVAL OF SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION OF CONNECTEDNESS
BEING IN A STATE OF SAFETY YET THRIVING IN THE RISKS OF SURFACING…
GLIDING CONFIDENTLY PAST THE LIONS IN THE SHADOWS
RUNNING…RUNNING…RUNNING…AN OVERCOMING OF DESPAIR AND DENIALS

DEMANDING RIGHTS TO FULLNESS OF DIGNITY AND JUSTICE
MORE REAL THAN MERE ‘MANAGE THE DAMAGE’ FORTRESSING OF SHAME
THERE IS A RISING…A ‘SWELLING SOUL’ OF SYNERGISTIC DIGESTION …
CLAIMING A BREATHING ‘ROOM OF ONE’S OWN’…
HEART FIRE WINDS OF SAUNA HEAT CALLING FORTH SENSUAL AWAKENINGS

SHE MOVES THROUGH HER MATERNAL VANITY INTO A DEFINING OF ‘ME’
GENTLY TENDING THE GRAPE AND THE WINE INTO ITS’ NATURAL TIME
TUNING AND BASKING IN THE GOLDEN SHAFTS OF FILTERED LIGHT
RAINING INTO THE ‘HUNGERS’ OF ‘THE BIG SUCK’…
BAKES AND CAKES ARE INGREDIENTS OF A COYOTE CALLING

THE DEEP WINDS OF ALTERED PERCEPTIONS OF THE EMOTIONAL DESERT
SEEMING TO OFFER A GUIDANCE TO THOSE ‘IN TRANSIT’ AND FLIGHT
AN ONGOING MILKING OF HOPE WHILE RIDING ON STORMS OF ‘CHI’
PASSING THROUGH A PEASANT’S HOME IN THE LAND OF THE CACTUS.
F HABITS AND NEEDS…
BLIND TO THE RELEASE POTENCY OF MOVING THROUGH FEARS AND TEARS
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‘PAIR BONDING OR CHOICE’
INTERSECTION CONNECTION ENCOUNTER INTENSITY…
DESTINATION PASSAGE PLAIN OF WISHFULNESS…
A SPARKLE STAR LIGHTING UP THE STREAMS WITHIN…
A ‘SEXFIRE’ URGENCY IN YEARNING TO

MEET
THE GRASPING HUNGERS
OF ‘A WILL TO CONNECT’…
A ‘LONGING’ TO BE IN ‘ONENESS’ OVERCOMING ‘GETTING OFF’
TO BE IN A
‘VULNERABILITY INTIMACY’
CRYSTALLIZING AUTHENTICITY…
IN A SPACE
OF ‘HEART CELL’ BEING
FACING THE FEARFUL EXPOSURE OF MORE OF THE SOUL…
IT IS THE TIME OF A GREAT HURT GIVING GUIDANCE
AFTER SEEING
THE MISSING
IN
THE SHADOWS OF DREAMS…
LEARNING …
TO BE
AS PATIENCE IS RISING
OUT OF
THE NIGHTMARE
OF PROFOUND SADNESS
AND MADNESS…
WHERE THE ONGOING DRAMA OF POINT BLANK DEADLINESS
PENETRATES WOUNDS THAT MUST BE LET GO…
WOUNDS ENMESHED IN OUR NORMALCY…
AS WE CHASE RAWAR, THE GOD OF CONQUEST

DRIVING MONEY DANCERS
AROUND
THE ROYAL FEAST OF FLAME…
IT IS ONLY THE ‘AWAKENING OF THE SELF’
IN THE
DISCOVERY DEMANDS
OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’
THAT CREATES WITH THE VISION TO FLY
IN THE
DARKEST OF WINDS…
WHERE THE EROS COURAGE OF AWARENESS
DRAWS OUT OF THE SOUL
THE WISDOM ESSENCES OF PAIR

BONDING
SHARED IN
THE ENCOUNTERS
OF ‘FIBROUS DARKNESS’…
KNOWING A STRENGTHENING OF SPIRIT
GETTING CLOSER TO A ‘LOVE JUSTICE’
WHERE BEAUTY SPEAKS A LANGUAGE
OF HARMONIZING POTENCY AND TONING TENDERNESS
IN THE MISTS OF INTIMATE

PRESENCE…
[C] 2004 W P C
BRAINSTORM…G63V ‘O’ 88 KEYS
DESIRE AMPLIFIED…
REACHING BEYOND AN ‘ENTRENCHED ACCUMULATION’
OF FALSE EXPECTANCY
AND COMPRESSED CAPITALICK PRODUCT EROS
OF AN ‘IMBALANCES SPEED’
OF ADAPTATION…
‘BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY’
IS WHAT IS
REAL
WHEN PRACTICALLY ‘NO ONE’
IS REACH OUT AND TOUCH THE REAL…
‘FOR YOU CAN NOT TOUCH ME
IF I AM AS YOU WISH’…
CAUSE THE BIBLE TOLD ME SO…
THAT ‘LOST FOOTING’…BECOMES
THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL
IN THE ‘PITCH BLACKNESS’ DENSITY OF

DEPRESSION…
WHERE THE OVERLOADED IN STORAGE
ARE UNABLE TO SEE THE LIGHT OF

‘GROUNDEDNESS’…
‘CLUTCHING’ AND ‘GATHERING’ …
A ‘CLOSE IN’
‘TIGHTNESS OF
BREATH’
…FOR ‘YOU MIGHT NEED THIS STUFF’…
COMBINES WITH
A SENSE OF ‘NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH’…
DISTILLING INTO
A BIZARRE ‘COPING CONSUMPTION’ FUEL

FEEDING THE
INERTIA OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’
THAT CHURNS IN THE MALLS…
CHASING AND
FAVORING
A ‘FEW DOLL’ ORDERING
THAT MUFFLES
THE MUSE OF
THE FIG…
THE FIG LEAF THAT OBSCURES THE TRUTH OF PRESENCE…
HOW DO YOU FIGURE
IN THE SEA OF CONSUMPTION PADDING…
HOW DO YOU FIGURE
IN A LAND OF THE REPRESSED EXPRESSED…
GO FIGURE IT OUT…
SEEING HER FIGURE
AS A ‘FIGURE 8’…
THE SQUEEZED SENSES AND ORIFICES
OF ‘WOMEN IN OPPOSITION’…COMPETITION…
HER ‘STRAINED BEING’
IN A LAW OF THE SIMILAR…
HER ‘STRANGENESS’
IN AN ‘EXCEEDING BOUNDARIES’ PARALLELISM…
FOSTERING DISPLAYS TO DISTANCE
YET SEDUCE AND CONTAIN THE INNER RHYTHMS…

OF DECEPTION
OVERCOMING THE NATURAL…
THEREIN IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE WINDS OF EROSIONS…
THE SUCKING THREATS OF WISHES
CALLING FOR MORE DENIAL…MORE CONTROL…
YET QUESTING FOR

THE INTENSITY OF EROS…
STILL HOLDING
A SPACE OF THE ‘MISSING’
TUNING INTO THE ‘O’ ZONES OF THE ‘88’ KEYS
DREAMING OF ‘EUREKA’…‘I FOUND IT’…
AS RONALD REAGAN NEVER GETS ‘IT’…
NEVER FINDS ‘IT’…
ONLY ‘BEING’ IN THE PERFORMER MODE…
OF
‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’…
THE STANDARD ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF A ‘PASS THROUGH’ MAN
OF ‘LOAN-LY’ WAYS…
A BEING OF EMPTINESS …ABSORBING THE ENERGIES OF THE OTHERS…
‘TO FILL IN’… ‘TO FILL UP’…
A ‘SHARED BLANKNESS’ DEPTH ZONING…A MEDIUM CONNECTION…
‘ERASE…ERASE…ERASE’…
PROVIDING THE MEANS FOR ALL
‘GOING’
TO THE TOWN ‘HAUL’ MEETING…
IT IS A SPIRIT OF PLACE
WHERE ‘NOTHING IS EVERYTHING’
AND THE ‘COMMON GROUND’
IS IN THE DENIALS
OF ‘ILLNESS NORMALCY’…
ALL ILLNESS
IS ‘TOXIC MEMORY’…
ALL ILLNESS
IS UNLIVED LIFE FORCE…
ALL ILLNESS
IS CONSEQUENCE
OF EXCESSIVE RECEPTION AND FEAR…
OF NEGATIVITY WITHOUT ALCHEMY…
OF IMPOSED AND ALTERED STATES…
DERIVED FROM THE ADVERSITY OF ‘COMPLIANCE’ WITHOUT THE FIERCENESS
OF BEING GENERATIVE
IN ONE’S
EXPRESSION OF ‘ENCOUNTER’…
FACING ONE’S SOUL…ACCESSING ALL OF ONE’S CAPACITY…
WORKING THROUGH THE BLOCKS AND

CLEAVAGES
OF THE PERSONAL
AND THE MASS-OCCUR MOMENTS
THAT PENETRATE
EVERYONE
‘ASS…SASS…SIN…NA…SHUN…’
THE ‘G63V’ INTERSECT…

PSYCHE FIRESTORM…
THE HIP WAR GROUND ZERO

OF THE J…THE F…THE K…
DECAY…
DA ‘K’ AS THE ILLEGITIMACY OF THE ECHO OF A ‘FITZGERALD’
IN ‘ALL THE WAY WITH ‘JFK’…
ECHOING…
IN THE STREAMS OF ‘AL

CO HAUL LICK’…
THE EROS JACKETS OF

JACK ‘IT’ TEMPOS…
DRIVING THE ‘QUAKES’…
THE SEX AND RACE IMPLOSIONS OF ‘FORCED CHOICES’
INTO THE CONFUSED GUTS

OF THE EVERYMAN
DOING ‘FAST FOOD’
TO KEEP PACE…
WITH ‘I HAVE A DREAM’
AND YOU HAVE A DREAM
AND WE ALL LIVE IN A DREAM…
UNTIL THE MOMENTARY ‘HORROR’ CONSENSUS OF 9/11/01…
WHAT ‘NIPPLE DEPTH’ NEED FOR INTENSITY
SPEAKS TO DEATH
COMING
THROUGH
AWARENESS
THAT IS
IN
THE
CONSUMPTION…
…FOR HOW MUCH OF THE ‘POISON’ IS JUST ENOUGH
AND NOT TOO MUCH…
TO HELP YOU MAKE IT
THROUGH THE DAY…
FOR ‘WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER’…
WHAT CHANNELED ‘RAGE’ FINDS SOMEWHERE TO FOCUS IN THE DREAMS
AND ‘SHE SCARS’
OF THE INFLICTED VIOLENCE…
SPARKING IMPULSES OF SELF-HARM
OF THE EMOTIONALLY ‘CONFINED’
…NOT WANTING TO BE SEEN… EXCEPT AS PRESENTED
IN A ‘MISDIRECTION
DIS-EQUILIBRIUM’
OF SELF DEFENSE…
THE MADNESS BECOMING A METHOD
REFLECTING A NECESSITY
POSTURE OF DISCOVERY…
‘KNOWING’…HOW TO APPROACH THE OTHER
IN A COSTUMING OF DISTRACTION AND DISTURBANCE…

OR IN A MANNER OF
DAMAGE AND WOUNDEDNESS…
DREAMINESS GLAZING
IN THE MASKING OF
CONTROL AND ‘MISTRUST’…
A SUBTERRANEAN CURRENCY
LIKE A PLAGUE EATING AT ONE’S NATURAL WILL TO CONNECT…
THE AIDS AND THE

DANGEROUS THREATS
TO THE ‘IMMUNE SYSTEM’…
DESTRUCTIVE ‘OUTCOMES’ OF THE ‘RIP’ AWAY ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’
GRADUALLY EXHAUST THE LIFE ENERGIES OF THE ‘MAN OF THE CENTER’…
THE ONE ON WHOM

‘NOTHING IS LOST’…
THE ONE ‘DEMANDING’
THAT ‘NOTHING PASSES

WITHOUT TAKING NOTICE’…
THE ONE USING ‘NOTHING’ AS A TRUMP CARD…
ALWAYS FACTORED IN…ALWAYS TEMPERED…IN THE SHADOWS…
IN THE DANGER AND THE RISKS…
THE ONE MOVING IN THE COMPLEXITY OF THE YIN WAYS…
WHERE ‘GIRLIE BOYS AND GIRLS’…
RIDE SOUND CURRENTS OF ‘O’ ‘88’ KEYS…
SPACES AND RANGES OF

‘ORANGE SWINGS’
IN A KINETIC CREATIVITY
OF PSYCHIC ‘ACROBATICS’…
THE ‘BREWTALITY’ OF THE ‘WARTS COUGH’ PROJECTIONISM OF ‘ILLUSION’
CULLING MEMORY ECHOES
OF ‘BURNINGS AT THE STAKE’…

BULLY…BULLY…BULLY…
THE TRANSITS OF CONTEMPT WALKING ON

‘EGGS’…
DISCHARGES OF A ‘TERMINATOR’ MOON BEAM

MAN
AS A ‘GOVERNOR’
IN THE LAND OF YIN
MOONSHINES
AND ‘MOON CAT’ REVERIE
OF THE CORPORATE
‘KATDOLOGO’…
‘EGG-GRRRS’ AND CURIOSITY…
REINVESTMENT AND RESALE…
LOVE FOR SALE…
TRANSFERS OF MONEY FERTILITY
ALONG MONS EDGES OF A ‘SPLITTING DIVISION’ OF DIRECTION…
‘DO YOU HAVE THE SCENT OF RESCUE IN YOUR LUNGS’…
CALLING FORTH THE

REVISIONIST VISION…
A ‘GOSPEL’ ACCORDING TO THE WORD…
THE NEW VERSION OF THE ‘O’

SHUN…
A RELEASE AS ‘WHAT WAS DONE TO ME’…
DERIVED FROM MANY ‘QUAKES OF NECESSITY’
BECOMING A ‘REVERSAL OF FORTUNE’
FLYING ON THE RHYTHMS OF A POTENTIAL ‘WITCH HUNT’…
SCARCITY AND RARITY IMBALANCES LOOKING FOR A ‘SCAPEGOAT’…

A ‘GOAT’ OF SACRIFICE
ESSENTIAL FOR RENEWAL…
NEW ‘WORD SEEDS’ FOR THE ‘CONSTANTLY ALTERED’ CONVULSIVENESS
GETTING INTO THE PREPARATIONS FOR THE STATES OF THE ‘NEXT TIME’…
IT IS THE ‘THEATER OF THE GREAT IMPOSITION’…
‘REACTIVITY’
IN THE ONGOING ‘CYCLONIC CHANGE’…
IN GLOBALIZATION…
EVERYONE HAS TO PAY…
SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO PAY MORE…
THE IMMUNITY IS IN THE STRENGTH OF THE BALANCES OF ALLOCATION…
THE ‘A’ ‘L’ LOCATION…
WHERE ‘AIR’ TO THE ‘A’ AND ‘VENUS’ TO THE ‘L’
IS THE ‘AL’ LOW ‘K’ ‘SHUN’…
‘G63V’ AS THE CENTER POINT OF THE CYCLE
AS 11-22-63 AND 9-11-01 RESONATE
IN THE WORLD TRADE EXCHANGES
OF EMPIRE…
THERE IS NO ‘FAIR IN HEIGHT’
IN THE ‘MARK IT’

FAHRENHEIT
OF A ROYAL FEAST OF FLAME…
A RAWAR WAY WHERE ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR…
THE EROSTOCRACY OF ‘SEXTIME’ LIES…

WE SEE THE VIOLENCE IN THE ORDINARY…
WATCHING…SEEING…
KNOWING
THE AFRICAN LESOTHO WOMEN HIDING BEHIND A BOX OF DETERGENT…MAKING
SURVIVAL TRADES OF SERVICES…
A HIGH RISK …MINIMAL REWARD SEX-ECONOMIC EXCHANGE…
DEAL MAKING FOR THE NECESSITIES IN THE DANGEROUS WATERS OF AIDS
…GETTING ‘IT’ FOR THE ‘GOODS’ AND ‘GOOD TIMES’…
WHO DOES NOT UNDERSTAND

WHAT ‘HAVES’ VALUE?
[C] 2004 W P C
MONEY DANCES
THERE IN THE CENTER OF IT ALL…
IS THE FLAME
LADY
SETTING FIRE
TO THE DREAMS
OF THE ‘EASILY DECEIVED’ WATCHERS
‘MISSING THE THING’…
THE GLAZED VOYEURS RIDING THE ‘SHE WINDS’ OF CONSUMPTION
LOSING SIGHT OF INSIGHT

AS EYES SWELL
FEEDING
HER POWER TO PIERCE…
LIKE AN IMPRINT TATTOOING
OF A DEVIL’S MOON
OF FORGETFULNESS…
A ‘VISUAL SIREN’ CALLING EACH ONE
INTO THE ECHOES OF HER DREAMS…
THE GODDESS OF AN EARTHINESS
COMMANDING A
‘PACIFIER MADNESS’
…A HUNGER TRANCING OF THE ‘SPLIT-OFF’
…WHERE THE ‘INDULGENT’ SURRENDER
BY ‘CHOOSING’
AN
IMMEDIACY OF DIVERSION…
ACCEPTING THE ‘LIES OF THE BEDROOM’
BY USING THE ‘WORDS

THAT MATTER’
FOR THE FANTASY ‘JOURNEY TO INTIMACY’…
ENSURING THAT ‘ECHO’
IS WILLING TO ACCEPT THE ‘COST’…
FOR IT IS EASY TO GET

LOST
IN THE SWINGS AND THE MIRRORS

OF REFLECTED
EMPTINESS…
THE DREAM DRAMAS OF THE SHADOWS OF THE OTHERS…
IT IS IN THIS ‘SITE’
THAT THE ‘MONEY DANCERS’ THRIVE ON ‘LACK’
‘CHARGING THE PIECES OF A ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’
‘KIN WEB’ PUZZLE…
IT IS THERE ON THE EDGE OF ABANDON
AND
ABANDONMENT…
WHERE THE ‘MONEY DANCER’
TAKES YOU AWAY FROM IT

ALL…
THE ESCAPE POINT OF FLIGHT OF ‘CONTEMPT’
A FALSENESS POSTURING
AND PERFORMANCE DISPLAY
THAT ACCENTUATES THE DRAMAS OF CORPORATE ‘KATDOLOGO’
AND THE
DRIVES OF SENSAMORA,
THE ‘GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE’
FOSTERING A
RHYTHM OF
‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’…
IT IS THE TENSION OF RESCUE AND DENIAL

IN EXCESSES OF FIERY TRANSFERS
ALONG
‘THONGS’
‘G’ SPOTS AND STRINGS
WHERE ANCIENT ECHOES OF ‘ECHO’ LOSING ‘GROUND’…
HIDING IN HER CAVE
…SUFFERING IN THE RANGES AND STRAINS
OF PAIN
AND ‘OOH-NUMB’…
BEING UNABLE TO ACHIEVE AN ‘INNER WIN’…AN ‘EPIPHANY’…
A PRESENCE OF DESIRE
IN A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’
BEYOND MASKS … MYTHS…AND MONEY…
IT IS HEART FIRE AND STEAM
FERTILIZING THE COMING

INTO BEING
THAT MATTERS…
THE PROJECTION BECOMES THE NORMAL
AS THE REAL IS ‘BOUGHT

OFF’…
THE ILLUSION IS ‘GOOD ENOUGH’ SINCE THE REAL IS NOT REAL…
ESPECIALLY IF ONE IS ‘MISSING THE THING’…
[C] 2004 W P C
THE EVE OF A KUNDALINI DREAM
EYE OF A SNAKE
COILING IN A RAGE OF SOMETHING MISSING…
STARING AT
A TREE OF KNOWLEDGE TO FILL THE EMPTINESS…
BEING INVISIBLE
SHEDDING THE VEILED SKINS OF ILLUSIONS…
A SPINE FIRE AWAKENING IN A WIND STORM OF URGENCY
A ‘CRASH
IN THE NIGHT’…
SEEING MOUNTAIN ‘LIPS’ DEVOURING HESITANCY
IN A
GREED OF BRED…
A
VIOLENCE OF THE ‘UNHEARD’
IN THE
‘CATCALLS’ OF SIRENS…
THE EVE OF CURIOSITY BECKONS…
IN THE CONTEMPT DANCE OF THE TEMPTRESS
SPINNING
DECEPTIONS
OF PROJECTIONS…
THE EVE OF THE REAL IS IN A MANIFESTATION
OF THE
‘PATIENCE’…
BECOMING
‘AS IS’
IN THE UNKNOWN…
THE EVE RISING WITH THE SUN
LETTING
GO OF THE MOON
OF
REFLECTIONS…
THERE IN THE GAP
BETWEEN ABANDON AND ABANDONMENT
IS HER
KUNDALINI DREAM…
AN INNER FOG OF BLINDNESS MASKING THE GHOSTS WITHIN…
CROSS-
CURRENTS OF CONFUSION
IN AN ‘IMMATURE EXCITATION’ OVERLOAD…
SURVIVAL CHOICES TO BE ‘DEADENED OR ‘NEUTRALIZED’…
KNOWING ‘UNSATISFIED’… ‘DISAPPOINTMENT’…
THE JOURNEY INTO ‘OOH-NUMB’ AND ‘ESCAPISM’…
‘GO FOR IT’ AS THE FANTASY BUFFER OF ‘MAKING IT’…
ROMANCE GLAZING OVER THE INSTINCTS OF EROS RAWNESS…
‘SAVING FACE’ IN THE STRUGGLES FOR RESOLVE
TO BURN
AWAY THE EXCESSES
OF THE
ACCUMULATED MADNESS
…TIME IS AN ALLY AND AN ENEMY
LIGHTING EMOTIONS IN THE SHADOWS OF WOUNDS…
‘SHUDDERI
NG’ STATES OF
SHARED
FAVORS AND FEARS…
THE WISH IN THE FLASH OF LIGHTNING IS FOR THE SECRET DESIRE
OF A GROANING AND RUMBLING SAVAGERY
BREAKING
THROUGH
THE
SUPPRESSION OF BREATH…
EVE REACHING FOR HER SENSES OF THE SERPENTINE
FORKED
TONGUE OF TASTE…
A HUNGER THAT CRIES FROM THE DARK NIGHTMARE
OF ‘LUST-
FEAR’ AND ‘MAD-DAD’
…THE
FORBIDDEN FRUIT
OF
CROSSED BOUNDARIES…
WHERE ACTIONS EVOLVE INTO AN EXPLOSIVENESS…
THE
‘FURY’
OF A VOLCANIC RELEASE…
THAT DEMANDS ONE DISENTANGLE
FROM ‘SOMEONE ELSE’S DESIRES
AND NO LONGER BE
AN INSTRUMENT
OR A
VEHICLE OF SERVITUDE…
…TO LIVE ONE’S OWN LIFE
BEING IN A STRENGTH TO LET GO
OF ‘SCREEN MEMORY’
IN THE DEPTHS WHERE VIOLATIONS HAVE OCCURRED…
TO ‘GO IT ALONE’…
ACHIEVING PERSONAL VELOCITY OF ‘KUNDALINI’ PRESENCE…
[C] 2004 W P C
RICH AND STRANGE
SO SHE SAID TO ME… I’M GOING TO BE ‘RICH AND STRANGE’
I COULD SEE IT IN HER TRANCING AMBITION…QUITE READILY ALTERING HER RELATIONSHIPS

AS IT SUITED HER LATEST DREAM…YOU COULD SEE THAT SOMETHING WAS GNAWING AT HER…IT
WASN’T THE CURIOSITY OF A CAT…IT WAS AS IF SHE WAS RACING TO BEAT A TRAIN…
SHE SAID ‘NOTHING TO IT’ WHEN I ASKED HER WHY SHE CANCELLED AND CHANGED
APPOINTMENTS SO MUCH OF THE TIME…
SHE SAID SHE HAD OTHER DEMANDS…THAT SHE WAS NOT VERY GOOD AT KEEPING TIME…IT WAS
ALWAYS…LET’S DO IT ANOTHER MORE CONVENIENT TIME…
I SAID THAT’S A STRANGE WAY YOU GOT THERE…
SHE SHRUGGED AND SMILED…HEY, WHATEVER WORKS…
I ASKED HER HOW SHE WAS GOING TO GET TO BE ‘RICH’ SINCE I ALREADY SAW THAT SHE WAS
STRANGE…
I AM A ‘MONEY DANCER’…WE GET TO KEEP THE CHANGE…
I LOOKED AT HER KNOWING THAT SHE MIGHT SUCCEED AT IT AND SAID ‘YOU MIGHT DO IT IF
YOU DON’T GET LOST ALONG THE WAY…
AH…WHAT IF ‘GETTING LOST’ IS THE WAY TO ‘WIN’…SHE LAUGHED
I REALIZED THE JOKE WAS ON ME…SHE WOULD MAKE THE TRADES AND THE DEALS…THERE WAS
NOT A LOT THAT REALLY MATTERED TO HER…SHE JUST WOULD NOT SEE THE DARKNESS THAT HID
IN THE SHADOWS…
THEN AGAIN…NEITHER DID I…I HAD MORE THAN MY SHARE OF CUTS AND BRUISES…
MAYBE SHE DIDN’T REALLY NEED A HEART…THERE WAS ENOUGH FIESTINESS TO FEED HER
HUNGER…I JUST DIDN’T WANT TO BE FUEL FOR THE ‘ROAD TRIP’…
THE DARKNESS IN THE SHADOWS…IT WAS LIKE THE ‘HEART OF DARKNESS’ QUOTE THAT MARLOW
SAID THAT HE SHOULD BE ‘LOYAL TO THE NIGHTMARE OF HIS CHOICE’…
I MUTTERED TO MYSELF… ‘IT IS JUST A GAME…JUST A DREAM….ROW, ROW, ROW YOUR BOAT…
LIFE IS BUT A DREAM…’
SHE HAD HER THE GOAL…BECOMING ‘RICH AND STRANGE’…THAT’S THE AMERICAN STANDARD…WHAT
ELSE WOULD BETTER DESCRIBE THE AMPLIFIED SKEWINGS AND DISTORTIONS OF THE
PERFORMERS JOINING THE MEDIA BUFFER CLASS…
IT IS ALL JUST ENTERTAINMENT…MERRILY, MERRILY, MERRILY…GENTLY DOWN THE STREAM…LIFE

IS BUT A DREAM…
[C] 2004 W P C
UPFIRE DESIRE
HEART…
SURGE IN A WISDOM URGENCY… A PASSION
BALANCING IN A DANCE OF ECHOES…EROS GRASP
GOING INTO…THE STEAMING

RUSH
BEYOND A THOUGHT WALL…
THE RESONANCE IN AN
INTERSECTION
A PAIN DREAM MEMORY
OF THE UNKNOWN
ENCOUNTERS IN THE
IMAGINATIVE
DEVELOPING TALENT THAT IS IN CHOOSING
THE REALNESS OF WHAT

IS…
HEART…LUST…
DESIRE…LOVE
ALONG
PRESSURE BARRIERS
…FOR WHAT IS
THE BALANCE OF RISK AND SAFETY
FOR THE HEART…
RELEASING THE
WITHHELD
HUNGERS
OF DREAMS
AND DENIALS
…THERE THE POTENCY IS IN THE VULNERABILITY

AS ‘RANTING’ SHE DRIVES
AN ‘AM
BITCHIN’ OF WISHFULNESS
THE ‘POWERSURGINGS’
THE TEMPERING DISCHARGES
FEARING
THE ‘SURPRISES’
OF THE LONGED FOR…
AS TIME…
IN A ‘FRIGHTEN ORDER’
OF CRAVE EXPECTANCY…
IS A TIME OF DOING ‘TERROR SWEATS’
OF CRAZE WISHES…
THAT DEMANDS ADAPTATION IN AN
I
MPOSITION OF MASS
‘RHYTHMS’
A CONVULSIVENESS SURFACING FROM THE UNDERWORLD
IN PRIMAL FORCES OF NIGHTMARES
RISING
AMIDST
A MOIST SOFTNESS OF
A PINK RADAR OF SUFFERING
REACHING TOWARD ‘BEING’… IN EROS VITALITY
THEREIN
THE CROSS-CURRENTS OF HUNGERS ARE OVERWHELMING
AN ANGER OF ‘ATTENTION MUST BE PAID’…
SOMETHING MUST FILL

THE EMPTINESS…OR
THE ‘PASS THROUGH’ EMOTIONS AND
THE NECESSITY ‘DISCARD’

PROJECTIONS
WILL SUFFOCATE ‘THE REAL’… ‘THE

TRUTH’
A FIERCENESS OF BITING AND HOLDING ON…
THE CONTRACTIVENESS SPACE
OF ALTERED FLOWS…
THE PSYCHE’ SPACE OF COMPLEX

TIMINGS…
THE ‘RED PERIOD’ SPACE IN TIMES
OF ‘SENT TENSES’…THAT
ARE
THE ‘HELL-FIRE’ DAMS OF

‘GATING’…
THEREIN
IS THE POINT OF ‘PERCIPIENT’ TRUST…A FEELING…A WILL…
AN INTENT TO CONNECT…
THE HEART PRESENCE OF ‘BLOOD MAKING’ CONSCIOUSNESS
WHERE TEARS AND

LAUGHTER RISE
IN SEMINAL WISHES
IT IS A ‘SALMON STREAMING AGAINST GRAVITY TIME’…
AN UPRIVER STRUGGLE OVERCOMING
THE SEVERITY TESTING OF

THE SOURCE
‘EGGING’… ‘LEGGING’…
‘BREAKING INTO’
THE VEILED ‘INNOCENCE’ OF A VIRGINAL HOPE
HIDDEN FROM TRANSFERS

AND MADNESS
…STRIVINGS OF ‘PECKING
ORDER’
POSITIONINGS
AH…THERE…HEAR…NOW
THE PURITY OF THE ENCOUNTERS IS IN THE

BIND
OF ABANDONMENT SEEKING ‘WILD ABANDON’
A QUEST TO OVERCOME THE FOREBODING SENSES
OF OBSESSIVENESS AND
FORTRESSING
AS DEBT…SENSES OF DEATH…SENSES OF
REGRET…SENSES OF MONEY POSSESSION…
SENSES OF ‘OWING’ OR BEING ‘OWNED’…
THE TRUTH OF SELF…REACHING FOR THE PRESENCE OF ‘RESOLVE’
DEEP IN THE CONFLICTING NEEDS
THAT SERVE AS A WEAVING…
A ‘LOVE FORCE OF BECOMING’
A SPIRIT FORCE OF ‘CALLING FORTH’
A HEART RHYTHM OF ‘EMPOWERMENT’
AS ‘FAIRNESS’ IN A FREQUENCY OF SUSTENANCE AND HEALING
…THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF INSTINCTS
AS TEMPERED IN A SOCIAL TENNIS
OF ‘LOVE 40’ ACROSS THE

NET
WHERE THE EXCHANGES AND THE REVERSALS ARE ALWAYS IN PLAY
YET LIFE IS HANGING IN THE BALANCES
ASKING FOR DARWIN’S CELL NUMBER OF
BLOODSHED AND BLEED

NORMALCY
…A VIOLENCE OF ELIMINATIONS…REGENERATIONS AND RENEWALS

A ‘KNOWING TIME’…A ‘WELL-STEIN’ TIME
IN MORE THAN THE ‘BIBLICAL SENSE’…
A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘EARLY’ WOUNDS TIME…
ACHIEVING A FIERCENESS OF SOUL
CLAIMING BREATH IN PASSAGE PACINGS OF NOW
IT IS THE COURAGE OF ‘EASING THROUGH’
THE ‘SHOCK OF THE NEW’
THE WONDER OF ‘UPFIRE DESIRE’
DISTURBING…RELEASING… AROUSING A NEED
IN A VOLCANIC FURY…FINDING FLOWING FORM
IN ‘SWELLING THROUGH’ AN INNER SHEEN
OF BEING…
IT IS A REALIZATION OF BEAUTY
IN SHADOWS OF FLAMES ON CRYSTAL WALLS…
FLESH WINDS
OF ETHERIC ANGEL LIGHTNESS
IN SUNSET POTENCY…
[C] 2004 W P C

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‘TRANCEROS’

‘TRANCEROS’ IS A COLLECTION OF POETIC ESSAYS EXPRESSING MY EXPERIENCE OF

ALL RELATIONSHIPS ARE IN FLUX AS DEFINITIONS AND RITUALS OF COURTING AND

THE POTENCY OF ‘INTIMATE ENCOUNTER’…LOVE IN A ‘PRESENCE OF CONNECTION’…COMPELS THE

COOL FIRE BLINDING A GENERATION

AN ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE PANICKED EVERYDAY

THE GENERATION OF ILLUSION

AN OPERA OF TRICKLE DOWN SEDUCTION

THE HUNGER CRIES OUT…NEVER SATISFIED

MAGNETIC MOMENTS OF WISHFULNESS

MILLIONS LINING UP TO BE IN UNIFORM

A MYRIAD OF UNEXPRESSED WAYS

A BIZARRE NIGHTMARE WHERE

TERROR ACTIVATES THE DARKNESS WITHIN

AIRWAVES OVERWHELM…HEARTS VULNERABLE

FEARS AND ANXIETY ARE VALUED AS FUELS

CRUSHING RHYTHMS OF CONFLICTING FORCES

WHO CONTROLS? WHAT IS MISSING?

DESIRES SURFACE FROM DEEP IMPULSES

DREAM FACTORY PRESIDENTS

WALL STREET TAKES CARE OF ITS’ OWN

LOYALTY…MEMORIES…‘DO NOT RECALL…’

‘HAVES’…AN UH ‘GREED UPON GAME’

HOT AIRWAVES PIERCE GLAZED EYES

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

THE ‘EXCEPTIONS MAKE THE RULE’

WHO TAKES THE MONEY AND ‘RUNS’

THE MEDIUMS ARE REMOTE DIRECTED

A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ VALUE…OF THE ‘MARKETPLACE’

NO ‘HAVE NOTS’ NEED APPLY…

PERFORMERS AND TALENTS ALWAYS ON STAGE

THE PYRAMID TRICKLES DOWN THROUGH MEDIUMS OF MESSAGES

THE INTRUSIONS PIERCE OUR HOMES…OUR CHILDREN…OUR BRAINS

YOUR OWN REALITY

THE RHYTHMS ARE RELENTLESS…THE DISTANCES ARE EXPONENTIAL

LIFESTYLES OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’

BEYOND THE JONES

EYES JUST…EYES LEARN TO SEE…EYES RECOGNIZE

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ FLOW

AN EMOTIONAL DESERT…THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

THE SPINNING OF THE WHEEL…

OUTSIDERS…ONE IN A MILLION…WORTH BUYING OFF…

‘TRICKLE DOWN’ INERTIA

ENERGY…WHAT AND WHO GETS CHARGED…

THE ‘DAY TO DAY’…

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

‘BRANDINGS’ OF INNOCENT CHILDREN…

…FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS

MOST JUST SURVIVE…

DEVELOP A SKILL…PERFORM…DANCE…ENCHANT…ACCEPT THE TRANCE

MONEY AND POWER REWARD

IT’S A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

JUST REMEMBER THE PRICE ON YOUR HEAD…DON’T ROCK THE BOAT…

BREAK THE RULES…SOMEONE IS DEAD…

WARNINGS ECHO INTO YOUR SOUL

YOU KNOW…YOU KNOW

SUBTLETY IS EXECUTED ALL OF THE TIME

ACCIDENTS HAPPEN…THEY ARE TOO BUSY TO SEE…A DEEPER REALITY

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

TO REDIRECT A QUESTION…CAST SOME DOUBT…

SURROGATES ALWAYS IN POSITION

THE ELECTRONIC LOOKING GLASS

EVERYDAY VIOLENCE OF REMOTE WAYS