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“This poor child of five was subjected to every
possible toreare by thote cultivated parents. They
beat her, thrashed her, kicked her for no reason till
herbody was one brite. Thea, they went co eater
refincments of cruchy—sbut her up all ight inthe
cold and frost in a privy, and because she did't ak
to be taken up at night (as though a child of five
sleping its angelic, sound seep could be trained to
wake and ask), they smeared he fice and fled het
‘mouth with excrement, and it was her mother, het
smother did this. And that mother could lep, hea.
ing the poor chié’s groans! Can you understand
why a ile creature, who can't cen understand
what's done to her, should beat her litle aching
heart with her tiny fstin che darkand the cold, and
weep her meek wnresentful tears o dea, kind God
to protect her! Do you understand that, end and
brother, you pious and humble novice? Do you
understand why this infamy must be and is permit
ted? Without i, Iam told, man could nor have
existed on earth, for he couk not have known good
and evil, Why should he know that diabotial good
and cvil when it costs so mach? Why, the whole
world of knowledge isnot worth that child's prayer
to dear, kind God?! Tsay nothing of the sufferings
of grown-up people, they have caten the apple,
damn them, and the devi take them al! But these
like one! Pam making you safer, Aosha, you ae
‘not yourself. Tl leave offit if'you Bike.”
“Never mind, I want to suffer too,” muttered
Alyosha
“One picture, only one more, because it's 30
carious, so characte, and T have only just read
icin some collection of Russian antiquities. Pve fr
gotten the name. I must look it up. Tewas ia the
darkest days of serfdom a the beginning of the cen
tury, and long live the Liberator of the People!
There wasin those days a general of aristocratic con:
nections, the owner of great estates, one of those
‘men—somewhat exceptional, I believe, even thea
‘who, retiring from the service into a ite of leisure,
ate convinced that they've eamed absolute power
ove he lives ofthe subjets, There were such men
thea, So our general, seted on his property of two
thousand souls, lives in pomp, and domineers over
his poor neighbors as though they were depend
cats and buffoons. He has kennels of hundreds of
Eyudor Dessocvsky: Rebellion 83
hounds and nearly a hundred dogboys—all
‘mounted, and in uniform. One day a serf boy, a
litle child of eight, threw a stone in play and hurt
the paw of the general's fivorite hound, ‘Why is my
favorite dog lame” He is told that the boy threw a
stone that hurt the dog’s paw. ‘So you did it” The
‘general looked the child up and down, *Take him.”
‘He was raken—taken from his mother and kept shut
vp all night. Early that morning the general comes
‘outon horseback, with the hounds, his dependents,
ddog-boys, and huntsmen, all mounted around him
in fall hunting parade. The servants are summoned
{or their edification, and in front of them all stands
the mother of the child, The child is brought from
the lockup, Its 2 gloomy, cold, foggy autumn day,
8 capital day for hunting. The general orders the
child to be undressed; the child is stripped naked.
‘He shivers, numb with terror, not daring to ery...
‘Make hin run,” commands the general. “Run! run!
shout the dog-boys. The boy runs... ‘At him!”
yells the general, and he sets the whole pack of
hounds on the child. The hounds catch him, and
tear him to pieces before his mother’s eyes! .
believe the general was afterwards declared inca
pable of administering his estates, Well—what did he
deserve? To be shot? To be shot for the satisiction
of our moral feclings? Speak, Alyosha!™
“To be shor,” murmured Alyosha, lifting his eyes
to Ivan with a pale, rwisted smile.
“Bravo!” cried Ivan delighted. “If even you say
s0 ... You're a pretty monk! So there isa litte devil
sicting in your heart. Alyosha Karamazov!”
“What I said was absurd, but—”
“That's just the point that “but!” cried Ivan.
“Let me tell you, novice, that the absurd is only too
necessary on earth, The World stands on absurcities,
and perhaps nothing would have come to passin it
‘without them. We know what we know!”
“What do you know?”
“T understand nothing,” Ivan went on, as though
in delirium. “I don’e want to understand anything
now: Iwant to stick to the fact. Lmade ap my mind
Jong ago not to understand. IfI try to understand
anything, I shall be false to the fact and I have deter-
‘mined to stick to the fact.”
“Why arc you trying me?” Alyosha cried, with
sudden distress, “Will you say what you mean at last”84 PART ONE: REASON AND RELIGIOUS BELIEF
“Of course, I will that’s what I've been leading
‘up to, You are dear to me, { don't want to let you
go, and I won"t give you up to your Zossima [prest,
Father)”
Ivan fora minute was silent, his face became all
at once very sed.
“Listen! I took the case of children only #0 make
my case clearer. Of the other teats of humanity with
‘which the earth is soaked from its crust to its center,
will say nothing, I have narrowed my subject on
purpose, Lam a bug, and I recognize in all humil
fy that I cannot understand why the world is
arranged asit is, Men are themselves to blame, I sup~
pose; they were given paradise, they wanted free-
‘dom, and stole fire from heaven, though they knew
they would become unhappy, 90 there is:n0 need to,
pity them. With my pitifil, earthly, Buclidean under-
Sanding, all knows that there is suffering and that
there are none guilty; that cause follows effect,
simply and directly, thet everything flows and finds
its level—but that’s only Buclidean nonsense, T
know that, and I can’t consent to live by it! What
comfort is to me that there are none guilty and that
‘cause follows effect simply and directly, and that I
Know it--I must have justice, or I will destroy
‘myself. And not justice in some remote infinite time
and space, bat here on earth, and that I could see
ryself. [have believed in it.I want to see it, and if
{Tam dead by then, let me rise again, for ifitall hap
pens without me, it will be too unfair. Surely 1
haven’s suffered, simply that T, my crimes and my
sufferings, may manure the soil of the farure har:
‘mony for somebody else, I want to see with my own
‘eyes the hind lie down with the lion and the victim
rise up and embrace his murderer. [want to be there
‘when everyone suddenly understands what it has
all been for. All the religions of the world are built
fon this longing, and I am a believer. But there are
the children, and what am I to do about them?
‘That's question Tcaa’t answer. For the hundredth
time I repeat, there are numbers of questions, but
Tve only taken the children, because in their case
‘what I mean is $0 unanswerably clear. Listen! Tf all
‘must suffer to pay for the eternal harmony; what
have children to do with it, tell me, please? Tes
‘beyond all comprehension why they should suffer,
‘and why they should pay for the harmony. Why
should they, t00, fumish marerial to enrich the soil
for the harmony of the future? I understand soli-
darty in sin among men. [understand solidarity in
retribution, toos but there can be no such solidar-
lay with children, And if i is really true that they
‘must share responsibility forall cir father's crimes,
such a truth is not of this world and is beyond my
‘comprehension. Some jester will sy, perhaps, that
the child would have grown up and have sinned, but
you see he didi’ grow up, le was torn to pieces by
the dogs, at cight years old. Ob, Alyosha, Tam not
blaspheming! 1 understand, of course, what an
upheaval ofthe universe it will be, when everything
jn heaven and earth blends in one hymn of praise
and everything that ives and has lived cries lou
“Thou art just, O Lord, for Thy ways are revealed.”
When the mother embraces the fiend who threw
hier child to the dogs, and all three cry aloud with
tears, ‘Thou are just, O Lord! then, of course, the
crown of knowledge will be reached and all will be
made clear, But what pulls me up here is that I can’t
accept that harmony. And while I am on earth, I
‘make haste to take my ovn measures. You see,
‘Alyosha, pethaps ir really may happen that if T ive
to that moment, or rise again (0 see it, 1, t00, per
hhaps, may cry aloud with the rest, looking at the
‘mother embracing the child’s torturer, “Thou are
just, O Lord!” but I don’t want to ery aloud then,
While there is still time, I hasten to protect myself
and so L renounce the higher harmony altogether.
{es not worth the teats of that one tortured child
who beat itself om the breast wih its little fist and
prayed in its stinking outhouse with an unexpiated
tear to ‘dear, kind God’! IP's not worth it, because
those tears are unatoned for. They must be atoned
for, or there can be no harmony. Buthow? How are
‘you going to atone for them? Is it possible? By their
being avenged? But what do I care for avenging
them? What do I care fora hell for oppressors? What
{good can hell do, since those children have already,
been tortured? And what becomes of harmony, if
there is hell? T want to forgive. I want to embrace.
T don’t want more suffering. And if the sufferings
of children go to swell the sum of sufferings which
svas necessary t0 pay for truth, then I protest that
the truth is not worth such a price. [don’t want be
mother to embrace the oppressor who threw hetcvich the soil
derstand soli
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are revealed,”