Within this essay, Ive integrated a spiritual relationship within my sense of
place. This specifically pertains to clouds and their ability to be slightly less than tangible. There isnt really specific personal history behind my love for clouds, or my fascination with them, all I know is that when there are clouds in the sky, Im able to find a sense of comfort and security below their cover. This is best shown in when Geo describes the clouds and his escape through them: His only way of escape was through the clouds. Those impassive, white, transient creatures that were so aloof to all of the chaos that rendered below on this forsaken piece of shit land. It meant that a cool breeze would come and gently brush his sweaty hair back from his now constantly feverish face. My environmental ethic is mostly based off of Environmental Justice. You can see this within Geos dispositional problem and need for relief from the dying land around him. This is shown in the following quote: To Geo, the land was ruined. Everyone knew it; his whole community knew it; yet everyone was in denial, so much so that even the doctor had blamed his newly found tumor on hereditary genes. But nobody in my family has ever had cancer. Geo wanted to protest when he first heard the diagnosis. He wanted to tell the doctor that it was the pollution from the coal plant. It was the air he breathed, and the water his family was being forced to drink.
Sky-bound By Emily Wieser
The sky emanated a brilliance that made him wrinkle his forehead and squint. In an attempt to look up past the horizon, he found himself cupping his hand over his brow as the white light from the sun slanted down upon the dry, crusted earth around him. There was nothing but endless blue - which was faded to a pale icy hue along the crested mountains, and that seemed, in his mind, to represent the end of the earth. But that sky, how he detested its current state. There are no clouds...no clouds...no clouds...
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To Geo, the land was ruined. Everyone knew it; his whole community knew it; yet everyone was in denial, so much so that even the doctor had blamed his newly found tumor on hereditary genes. But nobody in my family has ever had cancer. Geo wanted to protest when he first heard the diagnosis. He wanted to tell the doctor that it was the pollution from the coal plant. It was the air he breathed, and the water his family was being forced to drink. But he knew that if he did, the doctor would just shake his head and give him a pitiful smile. Sickness had become the norm within this community. Whereas the employees at the plant received benefits such as health insurance, there was no penchant for the poverty-stricken class of Native Americans who lived around the plant and came directly in contact with the fumes and pollution. Since he started regularly seeing a doctor at the nearest hospital, which was two hours away he had become more aware of the plant workers presence within the community. The coal plant first began construction when he was 5 years old. He used to be able to remember the way life was before. When there was no white toxic vapor ribboning out of those towering black stovepipes... He used to remember how the stream that went by his house gurgled and sang out in the springtime. Soon after construction started though, the creek turned from a rush to a trickle, and then eventually stopped flowing all together. Now, in place of the lazy current of water and furry green grass of the embankments, there was nothing but a large collection of dusty tan pebbles and an occasional shriveled stick. He later found out that the stream had been redirected to supply the cooling ponds. The stream was a special exception, because now, he could barely retain any memory of what the land was like before the plant. Was the sagebrush always so brown? Didnt it used to be more of a pastel blue? No, maybe not... Has that dirt road always been there? It seemed that lately, the land had become just as fickle as his memory. As a child, he would run out across the dry, cold plains and watch the black ravens dive and swirl above him in the winter winds. He would imagine that those dark floating beings were his ancestors, disguised in black because they were dead, and loud because they didnt want to be forgotten. It had made sense at the time. Their wings would waver in the invisible force that inevitably allowed passageway for all transient beings. As he grew older though, the black birds flight became unsatisfactory. They were still dependent on the earth and the things crawling on top of it. Their symbolism as beings of the sky weakened with every year, and soon Geo had turned to things of greater elevation. Anger. Thats all that Geo felt when he looked at the landscape. A hopelessness that infuriated him to the point of paralyzing rage his face would freeze, his breath would become silent, and a snowy pallor would spread over his face and down his neck. He wanted to have faith that with the eventual restoration of earth, his peoples health and strength would also return. That the peoples culture would sprout up like the willows along the washes used to in the springtime...yet he knew this wouldnt be the case. There was too much money hidden in the hollows of this land... too much coal beneath their feet for anyone to care about the fate of a poverty-stricken class comprised of Native Americans.
His only way of escape was through the clouds. Those impassive, white, transient creatures that were so aloof to all of the chaos that rendered below on this forsaken piece of shit land. It meant that a cool breeze would come and gently brush his sweaty hair back from his now constantly feverish face. In the monsoon season, dark storm clouds would roll forward from some far away distance and the heavy smog would be pushed away. It was a relief that Geo needed; to not see that volatile brown line smudged along the empty horizon.
Where there were clouds, there was peace of mind. Only three months after his initial diagnosis, he was unable to walk. Now his only mode of moving was via an old rusty wheelchair that his uncle had found in a junkyard ten miles away. It would creak and groan when he gently lifted himself into it. It drove him crazy, the incessant noise it would make even just a slight shift in balance from one leg to another made the ancient contraption let out a cacophony of complaints. Yet, as his movement became increasingly hindered, Geo still had the ability to look up at the sky and imagine himself as a cloud. The heaviness in his body disappeared, as he would transfix on the slow and gentle progress of a cloud. Even a small cumulus would ease the constant discomfort of being bound to the earth in the way that he was. Sick, and unable to walk on his own. Geo would daydream about this embodiment constantly. He would imagine himself as a thunderstorm: heavy, swollen, fast, and powerful. Another day he would be a lenticular cloud: perched on the peak of a mountain as a smooth, disk- shaped cloud. The point was that he would be above everything. Above his cancer, above the destruction of the land, above the despair of his people...a completely blissful detachment from the concerns of the earth below. Hed be able to float for hundreds of miles over thousands of landscapes with complete indifference. The gift of being a cloud is that you arent rooted to any one place. Instead youre constantly moving; changing shape, color, texture, and size.
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Geo was soon bedridden. In the past month, his terminal cancer had preceded to the point where his muscles had started to deteriorate. His brown- golden flesh had lost its color and had sunken into his face. His skin was rough from the lack of moisture, and there was a sallowness to his entire appearance. His black hair had fallen away about three weeks ago; now there was just stubble and a few random strands of long, brittle strings. Geo was a sharp, waif-like presence within every room, even in his wheel- chair. Yet as the body ailed, the mind raced on at an incredible speed. There was this fury that constantly festered and emanated from him. Being with him in a room was painful, as his face would be set in a deadpanned glower. His mother flinched when he talked. His resentment only built as his body declined further and further. ...Why me? Im sixteen years old and Im dying because of a coal plant. Because some affluent man in Florida is getting a million dollar salary, because the government is incapable of resisting big-corporation money or creating regulations... Blame saturated into everything around him. The man in the diesel pickup that roared by was at fault, the stove in Geos kitchen was to blame, and even the doctor who first told him that his life expectancy was about four months was part of the problem. It was everyones fault, and Geo was the victim. The worst part was that he could do nothing about it, especially as a cancer-ridden teenage minority who couldnt even take a piss without help from his mom. Such bullshit, its all such bullshit...
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That inescapable roar traveled across the barren plains, rolling to a stop right outside Geos bedroom window. Energy crawled around the room, buzzing in corners, and making his blankets static with electricity. Another boom of thunder arrived, crashing into the pane and making it rattle violently in its frame.
Mom! Geo mumbled. It took all of his strength to raise his voice to a volume that penetrated the 2-inch wall that separated his bedroom from his mothers. There was quick shuffle and the door opened.
Can you take me outside? It was a question that his mom had become used to by now. His mom nodded, a flash of skepticism crossing her face as she turned back out into the narrow hallway. A second later, she came back with the wheelchair and pulled it up to his bed. A flash of light escaped into the darkening room, and soon after the thunder followed once again. Geos mom hooked her arms under his arms and slowly pulled him out of the bed, easing him into the wheel chair. Geo tried to stifle the groan, knowing that his mother would immediately stop if she knew that he was in pain.
As he rolled out into the front of the trailer, a curtain of sand blew up and whipped him in the face, but Geo didnt notice. Instead, his head was craned up at the ominous and darkening sky above. You could tell that the storm was violent one, as the underbelly of it appeared to be twisted and lumped. Geo knew that this indicated high, turbulent winds and possibly more than just a few cracks of lightning and a little rain. In contrast though: off on the horizon was a sunset barely peeping through the blue translucent rain curtains, creating a rippling golden effect. Light rays shot through small openings, casting orange light on the edges of the twisted fragmenting clouds. For a moment the lightning and thunder stopped, leaving only the wind and its bursting momentum to create any sort of sound. In the far distance, Geo could see the outline of the coal plant, but it seemed to be an incredibly unsubstantial detail compared to the grandiosity of the spectacle playing out before him. For once, he felt invigorated again. The ferociousness of the storm seemed to match his waking mood. Large hailstones started to fall down from above, making large pops where they landed. Geos mother quickly turned him back towards the door and pushed him inside.
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Returning to his bed with the sound of sleet slaughtering the thin metal roof above him, Geo felt tranquil for once. He couldnt feel the sharp pain, or the prominent springs from his mattress pressing into his back, and most importantly there was no anguish. No denial in the fact that he was going to die. Instead he felt light, and pleasantly sleepy. There was a floating sensation and soon enough, he drifted off into a deep slumber.
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He was dreaming -with that same impressionistic feeling hed had when he was asleep- that he was high above everything else. He could see the coal plant, and he could see the silver square of roof that was his and his moms. He slowly shifted farther and farther away from two things that once seemed so prevalent in his life. The house and the coal plant... now he was over a snow-capped mountain range, then a sea, and then a red desert. Things he had never seen before, and a release that had never been present as well were now flowing through him. Soon, his conscious had disappeared, and all that was left was the cool embrace of moisture and ambivalence in where he was going. It didnt matter though. He was going somewhere, and thats all that mattered.
Rubric TOTAL: _____/150 10 Complete execution of the standard 9 Strong execution with some room to improve 8 Meets the standard 7 Approaching the standard 5 Below the standard 0 Standard is not present in the paper Content
Sense of Place ____/10x 3.5____35 ______ Do you show a clear definition of the sense of place that most resonates with you? ______ Did you communicate which category of sense of place (relationship and/or attachment) best represents your sense of place?
Environmental Ethic____/10 x3.5 _____/35 ______ Do you express a clear understanding of your emerging environmental ethic? This means that you reveal which environmental ethic(s) is/are most important to you. You may be torn between different ethics, but you must express how you are grappling with that conflict or how you resolve it.
Cohesiveness/Integration_____/10x 2.5______/25 ______ Do you integrate your sense of place, environmental ethic and/or understanding of our energy needs to shape and express your perspective? ______ Are you making connections between your ideas for your reader? ______ Do your ideas and paragraphs logically flow in a way that makes sense?
Descriptive Language & Elements of Nature Writing______/10 x2.5 ___ /25 ______Do you use elements of the Grand Style to SHOW your place to the reader? Formatting Guidelines (Must be met for me to accept your draft!) Title: Give your essay a creative title! Center it at the top of your essay. Abstract: Include this beneath the title Artist Statement: If you write a poem or short story. Name: Write your name underneath the title. Font: Size 12 Word Length: 1,500- 3,00 words
(at least two of the following are present: metaphor, simile, analogy, alliteration, assonance, onomatopoeia, sensory images like sight, taste, touch, sound, smell)
Writing Mechanics Sentence Craft ___/10 ______ Are you writing sentences that are grammatically correct? ______ Is the meaning of your sentences clear and easy to follow? ______ Do you use simple and complex sentences for a varied effect? ______ Did you streamline your writing to be concise and descriptive? (avoid non- descriptive word choice like, the tree is extremely tall, I really love ice cream)
Proofreading_____/10 ______ Are there errors in your paper that spellcheck could catch? ______ Did you carefully read through your paper for proofreading errors