bOne of her biggest fears is finding someone she is truthfully in

love with, having to completely bare herself to that person, only

to find out that love cannot be given in return under the premise
of her reveal. To fall in love is life's most exhilarating high but
is also the most dispiriting low. To give love as well as receive is
truly gem and must be handled with utmost empathy and compassion.
Friday came to her in a faint haze of humidity. It was around
noon when she decided to leave for the train. Routine has deprived
her of vigor as she found herself swathed to a feeling of
listlessness and dissatisfaction. At home, a pile of books she had
acquired in hopes that it will ignite a creative spark in her,
laid drearily on her bedside table, waiting to be wandered through
but instead ended up in an overlay of dust and desuetude. As she
escaped the corporate jungle, ephemerally, she yielded freely
towards escapism. A few months from now, she would have already
started working. The idea of being financially independent filled
her with glee, she made a mental list of all the places she'll
explore, conjured faces of people she'll meet, she gave birth to
memories that only existed within her mind. Unhappy people
indulge in their tendency to seek distraction from unpleasant
realities. He was the ocean and I was crashing into his waves of
passion ever so fiercely as I let it swallow me whole. An
undercurrent of uncertainty that I fearlessly put myself through,
he was the ocean and I was a lone diver looking for an adventure.
I found myself craving for exploration