Beruflich Dokumente
Kultur Dokumente
Chapter One
"Hoy, andyan na si Sir!" someone yelled.
There was a commotion as everybody rushed to get back to their seats... Kanya ka
nyang tulakan para makarating sa upuan agad; habang yung iba todo hanap ng mapap
agtaguan ng balat ng kinakain nila. Bawal kasi ang kumain pag class hours, pero
sa klaseng ito, walang bawal-bawal... lalo na pag gutom.
Ngunit dahil Homeroom time na at any minute now eh parating na ang adviser nila,
heto sila at nagpapakabait, dahil alam nilang hindi sila kukunsintehin ni Sir M
ar. As everyone settled down and tried to look innocent, the classroom door open
ed.
A stocky, big-bellied man entered, looking serious and composed. As usual. Tumin
gin tingin siya sa mga estudyante niya, as though spotting something wrong with
their all-too-angelic expressions.
"Guys, if you think na napapaniwala niyo ko sa saintly act niyo, you're very mis
taken. Lalo na't nangangamoy ang sky flakes."
Natawa naman ang mga estudyante ng Fourth Year Integrity sa sinabi niya.
"Anyway, andito nga pala ako kasi may gagawin tayong importante."
Taasan ang mga kilay. Ano nga naman kaya yun?
"Ano ba. Palitan na ng seating arrangement. Say your tearful goodbyes!"
"Oh, tumayo na kayo... anong hinihintay niyo?" sabi ni Sir Mar. Tayo naman silan
g lahat, at nagsimula na si Sir na magtawag ng mga pangalan...
Ria's POV:
Kanina pa akong nakatayo dito, and my muscles were seizing up due to a lack of m
ovement. Ano ba naman yan, anong petsa na, hindi pa ako tinatawag...
Pati braso ko nangangalay na. On my left arm were my books, on the other was my
bag, which was still half-open, nakalimutan ko nang i-zipper. Tiningnan ko yung
mga hindi pa natatawag... yung mga taong most likely na makakatabi ko...
I saw Maffy, my best friend, standing at the very end of the line. She smiled at
me and I did the same, hoping na sana, siya na lang ang makatabi ko.
"Ria."
"Po?"
"Dun ka. Third row sa may aisle."
Tumango ako to acknowledge that I had understood; tapos pumunta na ako sa bago k
ong upuan.
"Angelo... take the seat beside Ria."
One of the jocks in class went and carried his bag with him. Tiningnan ko siya a
s he passed by... I wondered how the next quarter would go. Wala akong kahit ano
ng idea kung anong klaseng tao si Angelo... pero dahil popular siya sa campus, I
didn't think too well of him, or any of his other peers for that matter. Ayoko
sa grupo nila, ang yayabang kasi, wala naming maipagmamalaki. Mga gwapo nga, ang
tatamad naman, minsan sobrang slow pa. Well, ayoko talaga sa kanila... maliban
no end.
"Thanks," she said, breaking into a wide smile. kinuha niya yung isang gum na na
sa kamay ko, tas binuksan niya.
"Bazooka? Brilliant, I haven't had one of these in ages," Cheesy she said, final
ly crumpling the wrapper up. Grabe, parang bata pala tong taong to. Natuwa ba na
man sa bubble gum? Huh I thought it would take more than that para mapaamo si Ri
a. May kababawan din pala siyang nalalaman. Akalain mo yun? Grin
"Saan mo nabibili yan? I thought kasi phased-out na yan sa groceries," she asked
me, still chewing.
"Sa kapitbahay naming tindahan. Phased out? Talaga?" Huh
"I just heard. But I never found out if it was true... I haven't been to the gro
cery lately."
"Ria, pwede favor?"
"Anong favor?" she asked, puzzled. Shocked
"Wag ka na mag-english. Dinudugo ilong ko eh." Grin
"Sige ba," she replied, giggling Grin. Ang cute niya. Bungisngisera pala to eh.
Napatingin ako sa binabasa niya... Speed,velocity, acceleration, at kung ano ano
pa. Lalo yatang duduguin ang ilong ko.
"Bakit mo binabasa yan?" I asked her.
"Ha? Di mo ba narinig si Ma'am Pearlie kahapon? Sabi niya may quiz daw tayo ngay
on. Eh kaso nga hindi naman tayo sinipot..."
"Makikinig... ako? Hah. Tingin mo ba ako yung tipong nakikinig sa mga ganun?"
"Bakit naman hindi. Pero somehow... hindi ka ba natatakot na bumagsak?"
"Sus, kahit naman nakikinig ako, hindi ko rin naman naiintindihan." Wink
"Wow, napakaoptimistic mo naman. Eto," she said, putting the book on my desk, "T
uturuan kita."
Ria's POV:
His face registered an expression of both bewilderment and apprehension, but he
was trying to smile as he scratched his head.
"Ah... eh... wala ako sa mood mag-physics eh. Wala nga si Ma'am Pearlie, ikaw na
man pumalit?" Undecided
"Ano ka ba, madali lang to. Promise! Ganito lang yan
I went on talking; Gelo did not protest. (well, it's
rin) To my delight, he was actually listening to me,
concentration to comprehend what I was saying, then
he opened his mouth to interrupt.
said all these very quickly. I got amazed and I could not help but stare. Shocke
d
"Diba?" he repeated, almost with a puppy dog pout.
"Oo nga. Ang bilis mo naman mag-compute," Smiley I said. He smiled.
"Parang sira naman itong physics book natin... naturingang may doctorate degree
yung author mali mali naman yung example na computation... Why are you giggling?
" he demanded.
"Wala. Natatawa lang ako. Oh, I thought you didn't want to speak in English?" I
asked him.
"Saying I don't want to doesn't mean I can't," Angry he snapped. I was quite tak
en aback. Pa-moody effect si kumag. Cheesy
"Pikon."
"Hindi ako pikon."
"Eh bakit nagalit ka agad?" I said, fighting the urge to laugh.
"Tinatawanan mo kasi ako, ano bang tingin mo saken, illiterate?" Angry
"Whoa, whoa... dude, I didn't say that."
"Implied but not stated."
"Fine, I'm sorry!" I finally said. The expression of his face was infathomable.
And then...
"Galing ko umarte noh?" Cheesy he said, the ends of his boyish grin almost reach
ing his ears. At that moment, I could have given anything to punch him.
"Umayos ka nga!"
"Sorry na po."
"Mukha mo!" I said, turning back to my physics book.
"Wah pikon... Aww, she's gonna cry na!"
"Shut up, Gelo." Angry
"Fine. Ano, meryenda tayo mamaya? My treat."I looked at him, almost unable to be
lieve that I was sitting with Angelo Fontanilla, laughing, having fun, and now b
eing invited to merienda, na akala mo naman ang tagal na naming magkakilala. I t
hought for a moment and shrugged.
"Sige ba."
Chapter Three (A)
Angelo's POV:
RIIIINNNNGGGG!!!
Dismissal time! I ducked and got the books under my chair, choosing the ones I t
hink I should bring home. I never really read at home, and since there aren't ne
w lessons yet (hello?! Halos kakastart lang ng third quarter!) I decided to just
chuck everything inside my locker, leaving nothing to put in my bag. I closed m
y bag and stacked my books untidily on my desk.
"Gelo," I heard Ria say.
"Ano?" I asked, facing her. She was going to take our physics book home. Poor th
ing, her idea of bedtime reading is Physics?!
"Dadalhin mo yan pauwi?" I asked incredulously.
"Oo, advanced reading."
"Para kang si Hermione."
"I'll take that as a compliment. Teka, ano nga pala yung sasabihin ko...? Ayun!
Isama natin si Ate Maffs."
"Sige ba."
"Salamat!" she replied, smiling widely. Natawa ako.
"Anong salamat? Ikaw na sasagot sa pagkain namin. Ikaw naman yung promotor."
"Naman eh!" she said, pouting. Grabe, para talagang bata.
"Oo na, sige na ililibre ko na rin. Una na ko sa locker. Kita na lang sa may gat
e."
"Saan mo ba kami ililibre?"
"Ok lang ba kung kay Manong Fishball na lang?" I asked.
"I was hoping you'd say that. I'm in the mood for kwek kwek," she said reassurin
gly. I smiled at her.
"Sige, baba na ako. Sabihan mo na lang si Ate Maffs."
"Okay."
Ria's POV:
Finally, I finished stacking my books neatly on
omics and Physics book inside my bag; I haven't
y bag over my shoulder and tucking my remaining
te Maffs' new seat. It hadn't been that hard to
re in a heartbeat.
"Grabe ka, maga-apat na taon na natin silang classmate, you still can't distingu
ish them from one another?" I asked him, finally finding my key, and stuffing it
on my padlock.
"Ewan ko ba. Ang tingin ko kasi sa kanila magkakamukha na. Kasi naman noh, pare
pareho ng ayos ng buhok, ng kakapalan ng makeup, ng bags, pati yata pabango," he
said. Natawa ako ng malakas sa huli niyang sinabi.
"INAAMOY MO?" I almost yelled.
"Tange, hindi! Well you can't blame me bro, kahit naman ikaw I'm sure amoy na am
oy mo pag dumadaan sila ng sabay sabay. Ang sakit kaya sa ilong! Can you imagine
how much worse it is for me ngayong katabi ko na yung isa sa kanila?"
"Easy, bro. Ang laki pala talaga ng galit mo sa SS," I told him, still unable to
make my padlock budge.
"Ay sorry, nakalimutan kong SS nga pala si Elle. Speaking of whom... bakit di mo
siya kasama?" he asked me. I continued opening my padlock as though I had not h
eard him.
"Sh*t, dude. War na naman kayo?" Again, I chose not to answer.
"That's the reason why I vowed never to date a Starfish. Well maybe not unless I
want my head cracked open from stress every other day," he declared, leaning on
the lockers. My padlock finally gave way. Pulling the locker open with more for
ce than I intended, I knew I could not hold it in any longer.
"Naku pare, sobrang gusto ko na kaya i-break! Natutulili ako sa boses, nabubuwis
it ako kasi laging late sa usapan namin, daig pa ang bangkay sa funeraria sa kap
al ng makeup, tapos ang daldal! Ang gusto magkuwento ka kahit pagod ka or wala s
a mood. Pag hindi ka nagkwento, nakalimutan mong tumawag, hindi ka nag-goodnight
sa text, giyera na. At kamo, mas malakas pang uminom kaysa saken. Sabihin mo ng
a saken, Gawain ba ng matinong babae yun?!" I told him, seething, throwing a boo
k inside my locker with each complaint. Liam was close to laughing, but out of b
rotherly respect he restrained himself from doing it, although it looked like it
was taking him a lot of effort.
"Wow, dude. Alam mo, pag nag-collaborate tayo, we can hit millions with a bestse
ller. REASONS WHY YOU SHOULDN'T DATE A STARFISH. Naku, talo nun si Dan Brown sa
New York Times," he said, his eyes glinting. I rolled my eyes at him. Roll Eyes
"Tang*na naman pare. Seryoso ako eh!" I hissed.
"Ako rin naman ah. We're talking about a fantastic sum of money, dude. It's gonn
a sell like pancakes if the customers learn that one of the authors have first-h
and experience. When do we start?" he asked eagerly.
"Ewan ko sayo. Isulat mo mag-isa kung gusto mo," I said, walking away.
"Chill out pare, I was kidding!" I sdeep him a sharp look as he offered another
high five.
"Sama ka samin magmeryenda?"
"Naku, hindi pwede dude. Naghihintay si Jill sa labas." I looked at him, puzzled
, carefully phrasing what I wanted to say next.
"Jill?" Huh I repeated.
"O Ria, alam ko gutom ka na, dahan dahan ha? Baka sa katakawan mo mapaso ka," sa
id Gelo naughtily, momentarily forgetting his kurot.
"Wow, nakaka-touch naman ang concern mo, kahit roughly phrased. Eto sawsawan Ate
Maffs oh," said Ria, after pouring some of the sawsawan on her kwek kwek.
"Bakit ako hindi mo binibigyan?" said Gelo. At nagpakyut pa ang kumag.
"Kasi may sawsawan naman dyan sa tabi mo," Ria snapped, stuffing a whole quail e
gg into her mouth.
"My God, Ria. I didn't think you could get any lower. There you are, snacking on
kwek kwek like some cheap squatter, even eating it whole... Kadiri ah?" said a
voice that pissed me to no end. I turned sharply to find myself face to face wit
h Elle Reyes herself, with Irish and Denise on either side of her, all three of
them looking daggers at my best friend, who looked absolutely oblivious to what
she has just heard.
"Ango ba ngausap ngo?" said Ria, her words indiscernible because she was talking
with her mouth full. I thought she had done it on purpose to irk Elle, but I fi
gured out that she didn't... her mouth was just really full. Well, siguro that g
ives her an advantage, she's not on the losing side...
"Yuck, you're so proving it... konting table manners naman, Ria? Or baka naman h
indi ka talaga tinuruan?" Elle hissed, with one of her brows arched. Ria finishe
d chewing her kwek kwek and looked calmly at Elle.
"Wala naman kayang table dito," Ria pointed out. I laughed, but could see an Ell
e tantrum coming up. It was time to intervene.
"Elle, kumain ka na lang, gutom lang yan."
"Eeeww! I don't eat kwek kwek, yuck, magka-hepa pa ako noh? Oh, andyan ka pala G
elo. Did you see where my boyfriend's gone?" Elle asked, turning to Gelo instead
. He chose not to react. Ang daming taong tumingin sa amin pagkatapos ng sinabi
ni Elle. Grabe, anak mayaman na palingkera... malamang pinagtinginan talaga.
"Did you hear me? Tinatanong kita, hoy! Wag kang bastos. Fine, sige, let me just
ask another question... Why do you think my boyfriend ditched me to have a supe
r baduy merienda with a super baduy girl?" said Elle, throwing Ria a dirty look,
now positively fuming. Kulang na lang mamula siya sa galit.
"Ria, it's time to go," I whispered.
"Siguro kasi mas tolerable ang baduy kaysa sa maarte," I heard Gelo say. Ria, wh
o had been acting as though she didn't hear Elle, finally sensed the tension. Sh
e pulled out her wallet and brought out a 20 peso note. But before she could han
d it to Manong fishball, Gelo pulled her hand.
"No, treat ko to diba? Sige umuwi na kayo," he told us. Elle was looking at thei
r hands, fuming more than ever. Ria pulled her hand from his, and with a last no
d from Gelo, we left without another word.
Chapter Four
Angelo's POV:
Takte. Napahiya sina Ria at Maffy dahil saken. Sa amin. Hindi tama yun, pati sil
a nadamay sa kadramahan ni Elle. That was the last straw, ayoko na. Elle is a ho
peless case; I had been foolish to assume na ako ang makakapagpabago sa kanya. I
kasi ayokong maalala niya ko as just a drunkard and a chain smoker. Oh, I meant
ex-chain smoker.
"That's what you said the last time I caught you!" she said. I was touched but s
he was mollycoddling me too much.
"That was three weeks ago, Maffy," I pointed out. Fortunately, Ria caught up wit
h us.
"Jon, were you and your Mom fighting again? Kaya ka nag-smoke?" she asked. Bingo
, the magic question. I knew she was going to save the day.
"Well, yeah," I told her, watching Maffy, who was clearly struggling to keep her
face stern, but her efforts proved futile as her expression softened.
"Dito na lang ako kakain, ha Ria?" I said. I hated how pathetic I sounded. But I
'm not going to go home, not now.
"Oo naman, kaysa naman sa tindahan kita makita na kainuman yung mga tambay," she
told me. We heard footsteps and saw Denise running towards us. Grabe, hanggang
pagtakbo, maarte pa rin.
"Ria!" she gasped, stopping in front of us to catch her breath. Kung bakit kasi
kailangang tumakbo?
"What - the hell - were you - thinking - kanina?" she asked in between sharp int
akes of breath. Ayan na naman siya sa Taglish niya. Kainis pakinggan. Ibang iba
na siya ngayon, sobrang naninibago ako. The three of us literally watched each o
ther grew up, so I'd say I had a pretty good idea of who Denise Lopez was as a p
erson. But that was before she met Elle Reyes and the rest of those Starfish gir
ls... kaya ngayon hindi na rin ako close sa kanya. I looked at her with dislike.
"What are you talking about?" I asked her.
"Ria didn't do anything wrong, Denise," said Maffy.
"Hanessly, Ria, making landi with Gelo? I didn't except you could get so insensi
tive, the guy has a girlfriend kaya?!"
"You mean expect?" Maffy asked, with a trace of derision in her voice.
"Gelo? Sinong Gelo?" I asked, totally lost.
"Kanina! She was eating with Angelo Fontanilla, the boyfriend of my friendship E
lle, in that cheap and uber kadiri kwek kwek stand. Because of that, Elle and Ge
lo made away, and Gelo brook up with her! AND-..."
"Huh?! They broke up?!" Ria asked, looking guilty.
"I was with them, so I couldn't see why Elle had to make a whole load of bull cr
ap about that!" Maffy said heatedly.
"Denise, it's not Ria's fault na masyadong malisyosa si Elle. Honestly I don't b
lame Angelo for doing that, Elle is-..."
"STOP!" said Denise dramatically, holding up her hand palm so that she looked li
ke a traffic aid with too much make-up.
"I'll say what I want to say about Elle, Denise," I said coolly.
ng on HBO. Naawa ako kay Denise kanina, feeling niya siguro pinagkaisahan namin
siya. Pero nasaktan din ako na inaaway niya na naman ako nang dahil kay Elle. I
was her best friend, after all, so why was she being a b*tch? Nakakainis.
But as the movie droned on, I was starting to forget Denise... Liam suddenly cro
ssed my mind and I wondered where on earth was he. Seconds were turning into min
utes, and in two hours I was getting fidgety. Seven-thirty PM na... where the he
ll is Liam?! I stood up and as if on cue, the doorbell rang.
I was first to run outside. I bolted the gate open and let him in.
"Saan ka ba nagpunta?! Kanina ka pa namin hinihintay ah? Akala mo ba-..."
"Galing akong clinic. Kaso nakarating pa ako ng hospital," said Liam, who looked
unusually gloomy.
"Hospital? Bakit... anong nangyari sayo?!" I asked.
"Hindi ako. Si Gelo."
Chapter Five
Liam's POV:
"Hindi ako. Si Gelo."
"Oh my-Anong nangyari sa kanya?" Ria asked me, her voice high and shrill. She lo
oked so worried, which is funny kasi ilang oras pa lang silang "close". If the s
ituation hadn't been serious, I would've laughed at her.
"It was Elle, she lost her temper. Kinuha niya yung kawali ni Manong Fishball na
puno ng kumukulong mantika, lumapit sa amin then she aimed the contents at us.
Buti nakailag si Gelo, kundi his face would have gotten the full blast of it...
pero hindi pa rin, naabot pa rin yung more than half ng left forearm niya. Ayun,
I brought him to the clinic, where he was given first aid. Kaso sabi ng nurse k
ailangan na daw dalhin sa hospital kasi his burns need much more advanced medica
tions. Ok na si Gelo, nakauwi na siya. Tumatawa pa nga si g*go, malayo naman daw
sa atay," I finished, remembering how incredibly well had Gelo handled the situ
ation. Ria was shaking her head.
"Grabe si Elle."
"Oo. She's a psycho... I'm serious, she needs a fix. Ganoon kasamang magalit? Hi
ndi na normal yun diba?" I asked her. She was looking into empty space, in deep
thought. Dumating sina Maffy and Jonathan at syempre kinailangan kong ulitin sa
kanila yung kwento. Kung anong tahimik ni Ria, siyang dami nilang tanong.
"Has she been reported sa Admin?" Maffy asked.
"Well, technically speaking none of us had to do that. The Assistant Principal w
as passing by the moment na halos ihagis ni Elle sa amin yung kawali. Last thing
I heard, she'll be facing suspension not less than two weeks."
"Serves her right. Grabe, ang sakit nun ah. Daig niya pa Crispy Pata," Jonathan
said. I laughed but stopped at the look on Ria's face.
"Ano ka ba, ok na si Gelo. Masakit nga lang daw talaga pero apart from the pain
ok lang daw siya. Pinapasabi niya wag mag-worry," I told Ria, but she didn't loo
k reassured. Alalang alala talaga siya, and I felt a twinge of annoyance as I wa
tched her na hindi ko maintindihan kung saan ba nanggaling. Parang hindi naman k
asi siya ganyan mag-worry. Naiisip ko tuloy, kung ako kaya yung napaso, ganito r
in kaya siya madi-distraught? Hindi kaya gusto niya si Gelo?
Ngek, ano ba naman yung pinag-iiisip ko. Concerned lang yung tao, hindi lang kay
Gelo, pati sa akin. Nawala yung annoyance ko when I do think and remember how s
he had yelled at me pagkabukas niya ng gate. Oo, concerned rin siya sa akin. Nat
uwa naman ako. But of course, she's supposed to be worried and concerned about m
e, we're friends!
We had dinner, and we were all quiet. Dati, during times like these, ang gulo-gu
lo namin, siguro kaya ganito kasi nandoon si Denise. Naiinis ako sa presence nun
g Starfish wannabe na yun, but I felt that I wasn't the only one who was feeling
that way. Hindi na ako nagtanong kung anong nangyari, kasi siguro kaya ganun eh
sa kanila ibinunton ni Denise yung sama ng loob niya kanina. Paano ba naman kas
i, pati si Denise minumura ni Elle kanina, even saying she comes from a family o
f sl*ts with no manners. In spite of myself, naawa ako kay Denise. She's maarte
but I don't think na kasing-lala siya nung ibang SS members na kulang na lang ma
g all out sa mga parties na pinupuntahan nila every other night. Ibang klaseng p
ressure ang pinaparamdam sa kanya ng friends ni Elle, pero ang hindi ko naman ma
intindihan eh kung bakit ipinipilit niya pa yung sarili niya doon, eh panay panl
alait, insulto and kung ano ano pa ang inaabot niya kina Elle at Irish araw-araw
.
I knew that the reason why they're doing it is that she's Ria's cousin, kasi the
y heartily disliked Ria for being as popular as they are and for refusing to be
a part of their clique. Pero unfair naman kasi kay Denise yun. Lahat na lang gin
agawa nung tao para tanggapin siya pero until now wala, futile pa rin yung effor
ts niya. Pero hindi ko masisi ang SS, kasi sa totoo lang nakakabwisit yung pagig
ing TH ni Denise. Yung pagta-taglish, na mali naman ang words at kadalasan mismo
ng yung sentence eh walang sense, at yung pagpipilit niyang sumali sa cheerleade
rs kahit mukha naman siyang kalansay na sobrang tigas sumayaw. (She could even p
ass for Kim Chiu in that wretched commercial.)
Hay naku, biruin mong lahat ng yun eh napapansin ko?! Ayun sa kakaisip ko ng kun
g ano-ano nakarating na ako ng bahay namin, andun na pala ako sa kwarto ko. Napa
tingin ako sa bedside table.
Ang daming pictures doon, kasama ng bunton ng mga books na nakakalat lang doon..
. pictures ni Mommy, Daddy, ng bangag kong kuya na si Toff, si Maffy, si Jon...
Si Ate Danna na ate ni...
I got hold of the picture that showed me and Ria pulling stupid faces at the cam
era, which was taken last year sa intrams. Parang ang saya saya, but then again,
masayahin naman talaga yun. Matagal na kaming magkakilala. I could still rememb
er the first time I saw her, kakalipat lang namin sa tabi ng bahay nila.
*flashback
"Mommy!!! MOMMEEEEE!!!"
"Waah, ahaha! Nadapa! Iyakin! Hahaha! Wawa ka naman beh beh beh behlat!"
Nadapa ako nun kasi na-excite ako masyadong mag-bike. Binababa at inaayos ng mga
lipat bahay guys yung mga gamit kaya hindi na nila ko naintindi. Si Jonathan yu
ng lumapit at nandidila sa akin. Saka siya dumating...
"Jon! Bakit ka tawa-tawa diyan?"
"Haha, nadapa yung bata, iyakin! Haha!"
"Ano ba, tulong mo!"
weet of Elle.
Kakapasok ko pa lang ng gate, andun na yung mga barkada ko, led by Liam. Wow.
"Pare, ok ka lang?"
"Gusto mo upakan natin si Elle?"
"Gag0, babae yun!"
"Kahit na! Psycho naman!"
"She's suspended na, ok nay un. Saka wala to, pare... ARAY!" I yelled, when one
of them had touched it.
"O akala ko ba wala?" said Liam, and they all laughed.
"Mga gag0 kayo, I said don't mind it, hindi ko sinabing testingin niyo kung maga
ling na!"
"Oh, hinay lang pare. Baka marinig ka, ikaw isunod na isuspend."
Tss. They're such jerks, laughing at me like that. It's not easy, dagnabit!! But
after that, they were generally nicer to me, even helping me with my things. Um
akyat na kami sa class, konti pa lang yung tao. Yes! Andun na si Ria. Hmm. Pa-ka
wawa effect nga ako para mapansin niya...
"Gelo!"
"Huy, Ria," I said gloomily. Wow, I have to get an Oscar for this!
"Ehrm... Are you all right?"
"Ok lang, pero mahirap." Hala, ang hirap, nagsisimula na akong matawa.
"Halika nga dito."
"Huh?" I asked, but I still went and sat on my chair.
"I have something for you."
Chapter Six(A)
Gelo's POV:
"I have something for you."
Lapit naman ako while she was fumbling in her bag.
"Found it! Cheesy" she said happily, and she handed me a plastic tub of what loo
ked like"Lotion? Huh" I said in a funny tone. She was looking at me with a rather amused
expression on her face.
"Uhm, ah... well ehrm. Thanks," I said, wanting to sound more grateful than curi
ous than I really was.
"Aren't you gonna ask what it's for?" she shot at me. I raised a brow, wondering
what she was up to.
"Well, I was, but I was trying not to seem as tagabundok as I look."
"Your attempt isn't working," she said shortly. I was about to open my mouth to
argue when she held up her right fist and asked,
"Anyway, do you see anything on my hand?"
"Erm, wala naman. Pero ano naman ang koneksyon ng kamay mo dito sa lotion?"
"Okay. When I was five, idinikit ko lang naman itong kamay ko sa plantsang nakaon. So naturally natuklap yung balat ko, you know, all those first and second de
gree burn stuff and complications. My Dad, who's working as a doctor, was told b
y his colleague about this uber mega-amazing ointment-slash-lotion that is capab
le of completely healing burns and even eliminating the possibility of the appea
rance of scars. We tried it, and here's the proof na effective talaga siya. It o
nly took two weeks to heal and look ma, no scars!" she finished. As she had said
all this very quickly, I chose not to make her say it again kahit wala halos ak
ong naintindihan.
"So you want me to use this," I simply said. She rolled her eyes.
"Oh no, I want you to throw it away, Roll Eyes" she said sardonically.
"Pilosopo. So ipapahid siya?"
"Well depende sayo kung gusto mong inumin."
"Ano ba?!" Angry
"Eh bakit mo pa kasi tinatanong, alam mo namang wala pang naiimbentong lotion na
pwedeng inumin!"
Shocked"Hindi, what I mean to say is, how many times a day should you use it?"
"Mukha ba akong user's manual?!" Huh
"Ay, sorry ah." Ano ba yun, pag-awayan ba daw? Tiningnan ko yung directions sa l
abel. Oo nga naman, bakit ko nga naman siya tatanungin kung may directions sa bo
te?
"Thanks. That's very thoughtful of you," I told her, trying to sound sincere.
"Nah. Don't mention it," she told me, smiling.
Ria's POV:
It's recess time, so ayun punta naman ako sa lockers so I could get the books I
need. Maffy was somewhere organizing something for her org (The School Chorale),
so she told me she'll just be seeing me in class later. Nakakaloka nga naman an
g org activities nila. I think they're going to have a recital or something like
that. Hay, mapapanood ko na naman si Maffy. I wanted to join the org to pero"Hi!!!"
Nabitawan ko yung mga hawak kong libro sa gulat.
"Liam, anak ka naman ng-?! Hmph."
"Sorry naman," he said, crouching down to get my books. I didn't bother to help
him with it, it was his fault anyway.
"Ano namang emergency ang meron ka at binubulabog mo ko dito?"
"Ang sungit, PMS?" he asked, grinning. I smacked his arm with a book.
"My menstrual cycle is none of your concerns, ok? So anyway, what brings you her
e?"
"Ah, well, Maffy told me they'd be practicing until 8 pm, so she asked me kung p
wede kitang ihatid pauwi."
"Oh, she did?" I asked absentmindedly.
"Oo, patanga tanga ka daw kasi sa daan," he said, and this time I aimed for his
face.
"Ang sama ng ugali mo!" I said, sunod sunod ang palo for each word.
"Ok, ok, I take it back!" he said, and I stopped the assault. I spared him a gla
re as he handed me my books.
"Oh, wag na magalit. Papangit ka niyan, ang ganda mo pa naman today."
"Is that a compliment?"
"Kailan ba ko nagsinungaling?"
"Well, let me think. Yeah, about 101 per cent of the time?"
"Ewan ko sayo. Sige, see ya dude," he said, walking away. I stared at his retrea
ting back and shook my head. Dear Old Liam.
"Oooh, look. It's the boyfriend stealer flirting again," said a voice. I looked
up and saw Irish Beltran standing a few meters away from me.
"Oooh," I said, doing a fairly good imitation of her annoyingly lofty voice, wit
h matching shoulder and kembot action.
"What a surprise. Didn't think you could actually survive without Elle," I said.
"Well, it's hard, you know. Elle and I were, like, you know, inseparable." she s
aid, heaving an absolutely dramatic sigh.
"Yup. Hindi ko nga akalaing one hemisphere could actually survive without the ot
her." Roll Eyes
"Hemisphere?" Shocked Huh she said, as though contemplating if it was an insult
or not. Dude, ang slow naman talaga oh.
"Well, I thought you and Elle would not be able to survive without each other. L
ike the brain's hemispheres. Kasi from what I've heard, you were only given half
a brain each."
"Aba! Ang thick ng face mo! Angry Who do you think are you to say that? You make
that bawi, or I'll...!"
I didn't even bother to look at her. I simply closed my locker and said,
"You'll what?" Huh Roll Eyes It was when I noticed that she wasn't looking at me
, but at a point over my shoulder. Lingon naman ako. Nandun nakatayo si Jonathan
at yung isa niyang kaibigang chinito at SUPER tangkad. I raised a brow and shoo
k my head, leaving Irish there with her mouth open, looking intently at that Chi
nito guy.
"His name's Lance, diba?" she asked me. Tiningnan ko si Irish, amused.
"Ewan. Di ko siya kilala," I said, shrugging. Iniwan ako ni Irish para puntahan
sina Jon, at ang loka, parang ganun lang kadaling nakalimutan ang insulto ko. Ka
kainis naman. Ang ganda na nung hirit ko eh.
a. Enjoy na enjoy ang itsura ni Ria habang pinapalo niya sa braso si Liam. Ano b
ang feeling nila, nasa Koreanovela sila? Hmph. Bwiset.
"Uy, Gelo, musta yung paso mo?" I heard Maffy ask.
"Ah? Eto? Paso pa rin."
"Pero ok ka lang?"
"Oo naman Ate Maffs. Malayo to sa atay."
"Asus, bakit iba yung narinig kong sinabi mo kay Ria kanina?"
Napatingin ako kay Maffy sa sinabi niya. Oo nga, bakit kay Ria kanina nag-iinart
e ako? Nagpapapansin nga ba ako? Hmph.
"Hindi. Wala, nagpapatawa lang ako kanina."
"Alam mo, if looks could kill, kanina pa siguro namatay si Liam."
Shoot! Ang labo naman oh. Bakit nga ba ako naiinis kay Liam eh pinalipat niya la
ng naman ako ng upuan? Ang LABO pare.
"Selos ka??" Maffy asked casually, as though it was just a chemistry problem she
wanted to clarify. I forced a laugh.
"Ate Maffs naman, bakit naman ako magseselos?" I asked her. At hindi ko rin maiw
asang itanong yun sa sarili ko...
Wala akong ginawa nung Values Ed period kundi panoorin silang dalawa. Nagbubulun
gan sila, nagpapass notes pa. I even caught myself wishing that Sir Joseph would
scold them and make Liam go back to his seat. Maya-maya, I felt someone tap my
shoulder.
"Gelo, uwian na," said Maffy, and only then had I become aware of the dismissal
bell that was going off like mad.
"Ah, thanks, Ate," I said. I stood up, frowning, and then one of my friends came
up to me.
"Dude, DoTA daw, clan match, Integrity versus Sovereignty. Ano, game ka?" he ask
ed me. Naku, sovereignty, section pala nung mayabang na Lance na yun yun ang kak
alabanin namin.
"Kasama si Signal Number Four?" I asked.
"Oo naman. Yun pa," he said. I smirked. I never said no to a match against them.
Especially not when Signal Number Four is out there waiting to be flattened.
"Count me in, and they're good as dead."
FF:
Ang tagal naman ng mga yun. Dalawa pa lang kami dito sa may gate, hinihintay nam
in yung iba naming kaklase na sasama daw. Meron pa nga daw manonood. Ewan, pero
sabi nila dahil daw yun alam nilang kami nina Lance aka Signal Number Four yung
maglalaban. Akalain mo yun? Tsk tsk.
Dumaan na siya kanina, akala mo kung sino na naka-smirk pa. Grabe kung nakakatan
gay yung hangin niya siguro nakarating na ako sa bahay namin. Tumapat ba naman s
a akin tas ngumisi nang pang-asar. Tss. Ang yabang.
"Ria, that must be the delivery guy. Let's go fix the table."
Hinila na ni Ate Danna si Ria paalis ng salas. After that nagsenyasan uli sina K
uya at Ate. Asus, buti na lang, akala ko pagtitripan na naman kami ni Ria. Gusto
lang pala ako kausapin ni Kuya ng sarilinan.
"Bro, long time," sabi ni kuya, offering me a high five.
"Oo nga Kuya eh."
"So ano, ano nang update?"
"Update saan?" I asked him, though I think I have an idea of what he's talking a
bout.
"Duh, dude?! You, and her... update? anything?" my Kuya demanded. Napa-scratch a
ko ng head. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko kay Kuya.
"Me... and her? Ayun. Ganito pa rin." Napa buntunghininga si Kuya sa sobrang exa
speration. I can tell that he's really frustrated. Kung sa bagay, sino nga naman
g kuya ang hindi maiinis sa akin, yung tipong tuwing magooverseas call eh isang
problema lang ang ikinukwento?!
"Liam, anong petsa na?! You've been into her for the past decade... Saka ga-grad
uate na kayo ng High School! It's about time you made your move."
"Kuya, believe me, kung meron mang may gusto na magawa ko na yun... no one wants
it more than me."
"Eh bakit ba hindi mo magawa-gawa?"
"Look, it's not as easy as you think it is."
"Not as easy?" Kuya Toff said gloatingly. "Kaya pala naka-tatlong girlfriends ka
na." nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni kuya...
Paano niya nalaman yun?
"Sino nagsabi sayo nun?"
"Si Mommy. Nagdala ka daw ng babae dito, tatlong beses. And yes, she swears they
're not the same person."
Anak ng tipaklong. Si Mommy naman talaga oh. Sinabi ko nang wag sabihin kay Kuya
eh.
"Iba kasi si Ria eh. Ewan ko ba... pag siya na, hindi ko na alam... pero siguro
darating rin yung right time... Undecided"
Kuya seemed to be restraining himself from rolling his eyes with difficulty.
"Dude. Tell me, have you been watching chick flicks lately?"
"Hah? Paano tayo napunta sa chick flicks?"
"Right times... yang mga cliche junk na yan... they only exist in chick flicks,
fairytales, teleseryes. You, on the other hand, exist in the real world. One thi
ng you have to accept, in the real world, walang scriptwriter na mag-aarange ng
convenient coincidences. Walang right time right time, that's bullcr*p. In the r
eal world, the story will depend on whether you're ready and gutsy enough to tak
e the necessary risks. Ikaw din... pag naunahan ka, ewan ko kung ano gagawin ko
sayo."
Natauhan ako sa sinabi ni Kuya. Totoo nga naman yun... sino bang niloloko ko? RI
GHT TIME?! WTH diba?
"Ikaw din... pag naunahan ka..."
Those words echoed in my head like mad. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nung naisi
p ko na may mauuna sa akin na manligaw kay Ria, si Gelo agad ang pumasok sa utak
ko. Praning na ba ako or what?
"You're right Kuya. Now comes the hard part."
"What d'you mean? Sasabihin mo ngayon?"
"Why not?"
"G*go ka ba? Planuhin mo naman!"
My mind went horribly blank at the prospect of imagining the perfect scenario.
"Any suggestions? Na mental block ako."
"I have an idea."
Chapter Eight
Ria's POV:
"Ate. ATE! Tanghali na!"
Ate Danna opened her eyes.
"Bakit, may pasok ba? It's a Saturday, isn't it?" she asked me sleepily. Naku, a
ng bruha, nakalimutang wala naman siyang papasukan!
"Yeah, it's a Saturday... Pero pinapagising ka na ni Mommy. Sa kabilang bahay ta
yo kakain ng breakfast."
"Ha? Tinatamad na naman ba si Mommy magcook?"
"Hindi..."
"Kayo na lang. Inaantok pa ko."
"Ikaw bahala. Magprepare pa naman si Kuya Toff ng favorite mo... I did hear him
say na magluluto siya ng Eggs Benedict."
I knew it. The moment I said the words Eggs Benedict, mabilis pa sa kidlat na bu
mangon sa higaan si Ate.
"Whoa, Eggs Benedict... I'll be there in a sec!" she said, all traces of sleepin
ess gone. Natawa na lang ako, kasi muntik pa siya madapa sa pagmamadali niyang m
akapunta sa bathroom.
In three minutes, tapos na siya maligo. Grabe naman tong Ate ko... Habang hinaha
lukay niya yung maleta niya para maghanap ng damit, may pumasok sa kwarto... Si
Denise.
Dating gawi, walang paa-paalam or anything, kinalkal niya yung lalagyan ng bag a
t sapatos ko. She picked out the bag that Ate Danna gave me for my birthday. Nak
u, patay..!
"Hey! Where do you think are you bringing that?" Ate Danna said in a dangerous v
oice. Denise looked like she had just only noticed her.
"Ate Danna! Umuwi ka na pala!!!"
"I said, where are you bringing that?"
"Sa school, I'm going to meet my friendships kasi..."
"So you just pick that bag and go, without asking permission from Ria?"
"It's okay lang naman daw for her."
"How do you know? You didn't even ask. Give me that," sabi ni Ate Danna.
"Ate hihiramin ko lang naman eh..."
"You think I'm just gonna let you do that? Look, I didn't buy that Chanel bag fo
r 2000 dollars, six months' worth of savings, para lang basta mo makuha sa close
t ng kapatid ko without permission na hihiramin mo. I sent that to my sister for
her to use."
"I said I was just making hiram, hello? Didn't you make me rinig?"
"I'm not deaf. What I'm saying is, magpaalam ka man lang. You do know what etiqu
ette means, do you?"
"Yeah, I do."
"Well just knowing it isn't enough. Put it into practice. That way you're going
to do us a favor."
"I'm just making it hiram!"
"It's not the bag I'm fussed about. Ang akin lang, wag kang bastos. Matuto kang
magpaalam."
"Fine. Sa inyo na yan. Ang fugly fugly naman niyan eh. Hmph," sabi ni Denise, an
d with that she left the room. Ate Danna looked ready to kill.
"Tingnan mo yun! Bastos! Pinintasan pa yung bag hindi naman niya afford! At naki
kitira lang siya dito noh?!"
"Hayaan mo na Ate. Pinapatulan mo pa kasi. Halika na, hinihintay na tayo nina Ku
ya Toff."
I noticed Ate's frown vanish.
"Husus. Ang sabihin mo, gusto mo na makita si Liam," sabi niya, sabay takbo. At
hinabol ko naman.
"ATEEEE!!! Pag nahuli kita LAGOT ka talaga saken!"
Gelo's POV:
RIINNGG!!
Anak ng tipaklong. Ang aga mambulabog. Sino kaya to? BADTREEP.
"Hello?"
"GELO!!!"
Amp. Nambulabog na nga, naninigaw pa!
"SINO BA TO?!"
"Hoy dude, ang aga pa ang sungit na ah!"
Lintek! Nangulit pa!
"SINO KA NGA?!"
"Si Kuya Toff to!"
Anak naman ng--!? Mangti-trip na lang si Kuya Toff pa ang ginamit?!
"Engot ka ba?! Nasa US yun! Pwede ba kung wala kang magawa wag mo kong idamay sa
kagaguhan mo!"
Sabay bagsak ko ng telepono. BWISET!
RIIIIINGGGGG!
Ano ba! Uupakan ko na to eh! Bumangon na nga ako.
"DIBA ANG SABI KO--"
"Ano ba! Ang sakit sa tenga!"
"LIAM?! Bakit mo sinabing si Kuya Toff ka?"
"G*GU! Si Kuya Toff yung kausap mo kanina!"
"Weh, hindi nga?!"
"Oo, kagabi lang umuwi. Iimbitahan ka daw sana niya mag-almusal dito, kasi alam
niya daw na baka noodles na naman ang kakainin mo dyan, gagawa siya ng Eggs Bene
dict--"
"EGGS BENEDICT? Sabihin mo andyan na ko!"
"Nagbago na daw isip niya."
"Lul! Punta na ko diyan!"
Dali-dali akong nagbihis. Loko tong si Kuya Toff ah! Umuwi na pala si kumag. Namiss ko rin yun, parang totoong Kuya ko na rin yun eh! At syempre pinaka na-miss
ko yung Eggs Benedict na specialty niya!
In less than five minutes nandoon na ako sa bahay nina Liam, ewan ko kung talaga
ng malapit lang ba o mabilis lang akong tumakbo. Knowing them, pwedeng pwede nil
a akong maubusan pag hindi ako nagmadali. At syempre wala nang pasintabi, pumaso
k na lang ako. Nakita ko si Kuya Toff sa kitchen counter, nakatalikod sa akin at
may hinihiwa.
"KUYA!"
Harap naman siya saken. Ngumiti siya at nag-high five kami, and a short hug.
aya medyo nahihiya hiya pa ako. Dagdag pa yung fact na parang ako lang yung nasa
table na hindi pa naliligo.
"Hey, is it true na may band kayo?" Kuya Toff suddenly said, cutting into my tho
ughts.
"Oh, yeah," was all that I had managed to say, my mouth was kind of full.
"Cool! Sino vocals?" asked Ate Danna.
"Ako, syempre. Este kami pala ni Gelo."
"Wow, marunong ka pala kumanta?" Ria shot at me. At kamusta naman, nabulunan ako
! Halos dagukan ako ni Kuya Toff para tumigil sa kauubo.
"Oo naman. Kahit mukha akong ewan may talent din naman ako," sabi ko.
"Pareho rin kaming marunong sa guitars, acoustic and electric, pati bass. Kaya p
wede ang band kahit wala yung isa sa amin."
"That's cool. Anyway, a friend of ours just finished building a bar and grill th
ingy near here. And he's looking for bands, kaya sabi niya tanungin ko kayo if y
ou're interested."
"Oo naman," sabi ni Liam.
"Yeah, that will be great," I said.
"Yung grand opening is like, next next Saturday. I can ask him to let you do the
front act."
"Wow, cool yun Kuya!" Liam said excitedly.
"Uy, Danna, Ria, both of you have to be there," sabi ni Kuya Toff. "Especially i
kaw, Ria. Liam would need a confidence boost."
HUH? Ano yun?!
"Kuya, tigilan mo nga yan!" sabi ni Liam.
"Hindi rin, Toff. Baka nga lalong kabahan yan pag nanood si Ria!" hirit ni Ate D
anna.
"Ate shut up nga," sabi ni Ria.
Bakit parang affected siya? At bakit kanina pa silang nililink nina Kuya Toff at
Ate Danna sa isa't isa? Is this one of their 'usual' habits? At kung usual na l
ang to, bakit parang apektadong apektado sina Liam and Ria? Ibig bang sabihin nu
n, may something talaga?
At higit sa lahat, bakit pati ako... parang naaapektuhan sa naririnig ko?
Or maybe... I'm not sure... Apektado ba yung right term? o naiinis?
Chapter Nine
Jonathan's POV:
Humahangos akong pumasok sa loob ng locker rooms. Soccer Practice starts 8 am, i
t's already a quarter past 8. When coach gets a hold of me, patay na naman ako.
I'd hit the jackpot if he catches me yet again; I was an hour late last week.
"Late again," said a voice as I rushed inside. I got a bit nervous, but when I l
ooked at the person who had said it, nawala ang nerbiyos ko.
"Lul. Akala ko ikaw si coach."
"You're lucky. Wala pa siya," Lance informed me.
"Good," I replied, proceeding to change my shoes.
Lance de Rivera, aka Signal Number Four. Well, totoo namang mayabang siya. Imagi
ne, hindi na basta hangin, bagyo na, pinakamataas na signal pa. Kaya nga siguro
kami nagkakasundo, pareho kaming sobra ang self-confidence. Hindi ma-gets ng kar
amihan, but it's all a joke. At sa lahat ng tao sa team, siya yung parang kapati
d ko na.
"Bakit ang tagal mo?"
"Parang hindi ka naman sanay."
"Hindi rin... pero hindi nga? Ginising ka ba ng mom mo?" tanong sa akin ni Lance
. Kaya naman kasi ako na-late nung isang Saturday kasi hindi ako ginising ng Mom
ko.
"Oo. Bati na kami, bro."
"Buti naman. Kaso wala pa rin. Bagal mo kasi eh. Buti pa ako, early bird. Masunu
ring bata."
"Ang yabang."
"Yeah, that's me. I'm Signal Number Four, remember?" he said, smirking.
"Kunsabagay."
We proceeded to the grandstand, where my teammates were already running and kick
ing around. On the sidelines were the cheerleaders. I spotted my cousin, Denise,
her arms full of what looked like bags, water jugs and face towels. Napailing a
ko. Inaalipin na naman siya ng mga Starfish.
"I don't get it. Paano niya nagagawang pagtiyagaan yung ginagawa sa kanya ng mga
yun?" sabi ni Lance. Doon din pala siya nakatingin.
"Ewan ko ba, I don't get it either," sabi ko. Tiningnan ko na lang siya habang p
abalik-balik siya sa bleachers, getting face towels, and whatever else na inuuto
s sa kanya.
"Paano ba yan? Kulang na ng isa yung cheerleaders ng Integ."
Napaisip ako sa sinabi ni Lance. Binilang ko sila.. oo nga, labing-isa lang. Sus
pended nga pala si Elle. At kahit babalik siya after two weeks, I don't think th
ey'll welcome her back. Hindi ko naman sila masisisi. Sino ba ang hindi matatako
t sa psycho na nambubuhos ng kumukulong mantika kapag galit?
"Sino kaya kukunin nila?" I asked. Ang dami kasing magaganda sa Integrity.
"Ewan. Pero they gotta find one soon. Ang lapit na ng intrams."
"Sus, ok lang din. At least panalo na ang Sovereignty by default."
"Ipaubaya na natin yung trophy ng cheering sa kanila. Sa atin na naman yung Cham
pionship sa Soccer."
"Wow. Ang humble mo pare."
"Ano ka ba. I'm perfectly entitled to brag."
"Ehrm. Bakit? Sige nga," I said, challenging him. Ginulo niya yung buhok niya at
nagsimulang maglakad papunta sa pitch.
"Syempre. I'm the next David Beckham."
"LUL!"
Irish's POV:
OMG! Team Sov!!!
I watched as Lance and Jonathan joined their teammates on the field. They're def
initely the hottest guys on their team, hands down. If only I weren't from Integ
, siguro nagtitili na ako.
"Denise! Ano ba, where's my face towel! You're so effing tagal!"
"Oo, sandali lang..."
I was jerked back into reality as I looked back at my girls. In spite of myself,
I took pity on her. Lately naiisip ko nang hindi tama yung ginagawa namin sa ka
nya. Utos kaliwa't kanan. Snide insults.
But it's her fault too. If she wasn't pushing herself on us, she wouldn't be suf
fering like this. I could still remember Elle telling us to just let her in and
take advantage. After all, Denise said she was willing to do everything to fit i
n. At first I thought it was pathetic but comical.
I saw one of my friends stick out her foot as Denise walked by. Denise landed fl
at on her face, and there was a roar of laughter.
"Denise!" I said, helping her up.
The girls looked shocked at what I did; the expressions on their faces changed f
rom malevolent amusement to mixed astonishment and disbelief. Kahit ako, I could
n't believe it myself. Before, I was the one who keeps tripping her up in corrid
ors. Actually, it wasn't just me... It had been me and Elle who made sure that D
enise was kept as miserable as humanly possible.
Well, don't blame us; it wasn't our fault that the situation had been so ironic.
Denise Lopez happened to be Ria Antonio's cousin, and here she came, wanting to
get along with us. Elle heartily hated every fiber of Ria's being, and for her,
treating Denise like some slave is a good way of getting even.
"Thanks," sabi sa akin ni Denise. Naguluhan ako kaya tumango na lang ako. Lumapi
t sa akin ang isa sa mga kaibigan ko and she pulled me away.
"What's happening to you?" she asked me in a low voice, so Denise wouldn't hear.
"I don't know. Let's start..." I said, keen to change the topic.
"Are you kidding? We're one cheerleader short."
But before I could think of a sensible retort...
"MISS BELTRAN!"
I looked behind me and saw our cheerleading coach approaching us.
"Walang practice today."
"What? But why?" the girls said in unison.
"One of your captains has been suspended, in case you didn't notice. You're all
free to go, except for you, Irish."
The girls left with whispered groans. Hindi kasi matutuloy ang pagpapa-cute nila
kina Lance at Jonathan.
"Miss Beltran, I won't pretend that Elle's suspension wasn't a blow. I need you
to find me a replacement as soon as possible."
"Ma'am, as soon as possible? But... I don't know..."
"Oh, sorry, I have phrased it incorrectly. I already have someone in mind, and I
want you to talk to her this instant."
Gelo's POV:
Alas dos na, pero ayos lang ang sikat ng araw, hindi gaanong mainit. Sandali kon
g pinanood ang laro ng Sov, at ayoko man na aminin sa sarili ko, kahit paano I g
ot intimidated. Lalong gumagaling si Signal Number Four pati si Jonathan. Naku.
Malaki-laking challenge ang haharapin namin ni Liam sa Intrams.
Speaking of Liam, naabutan ko siya sa locker rooms, prepared na prepared na. Nag
si-stretch pa nga si kumag.
"O! Bro!"
"Bihis na agad ah."
"Syempre naman. Teka, bakit nandito ka na?"
"Ha?"
"I mean... diba? May paso ka... pag nasagi yan, ikaw din."
"Sus, hindi. Halos magaling na nga eh," I replied, even showing him my arm, whic
h is now free of bandages. May naiwan pang marks, pero hindi na siya masakit or
anything. I saw Liam spare my arm a look. He looked like he was carefully trying
to contemplate what he wanted to say next.
"So. Ok na pala... Ginamit mo yung binigay ni Ria?"
Tiningnan ko siya. Amp. Ano bang tanong yun? Kung nasa korte siguro ako, I would
've raised an objection. Para kasing meron siyang gustong palabasin. Dagdag yung
fact that his glance was more accusatory than curious. Pero teka, bakit ba? Ano
naman ang masama kung ginamit ko diba? Ang gulo ng buhay.
"Oo. Astig nga, three days ko pa lang na ginagamit. Tamo, talo yung Olay!" I sai
d, trying to be funny. His facial expression didn't change.
"Yeah, kita mo nga yung kamay niya. Wala ng bakas ng paso diba?"
"Alam mo pala yung tungkol dun?" sabi ko. But right after that, I realized how s
Imagine my shock when I realized that it had been Irish who said that. Well, she
wasn't exactly polite (even civilized) all the time... and at bumps like these,
she's more likely to yell a whole paragraph of swearwords at me than say sorry.
"Yeah, thanks..."
She gave me a curt nod and walked away, leaving me resisting the urge to ask whe
re she was going. I mean, why ask? Ano yun diba? Feeling close?
"Hoy, may balak ka bang pumasok, ha?"
I turned to face Maffy.
"Tell me, was that really Irish?"
"Uhh. Yeah. Bakit naman?"
"Wala lang. Well, you know, she's not the type who'd say sorry to me, diba?"
"Oh come on. Buti nga yun, nagiging ok kayo eh. And besides, she's not as bad as
she looks."
"Oh-kay... If you say so."
Umakyat na kami sa classroom. Nag-stay ako sandali sa tabi ni Maffy kasi wala pa
akong makakausap, wala pa kasi si Gelo.
"Kinakamusta ka ni Ate Danna."
"Oo nga eh, punta sana ako nung Sabado kaso may org meeting the whole day."
"Sobrang busy na yata kayo?"
"Oo naman, ang lapit na kaya nung program?"
"Kungsabagay. Three weeks na lang noh?"
"Hindi. Four weeks. Na-move yung date."
"Bakit?"
"Ano ka ba, na-set na yung retreat natin."
"Wow, cool!"
"Yup, excited na ko. Sabi ni Ma'am magkaka-culminating activity daw tayong batch
this week, parang preparation sa retreat."
"Pagsasamahin ang Sov at Integ?"
"Yup."
"Goodluck sa tin. Haha."
Narinig kong bumukas yung pinto, pumasok si Gelo. Napatingin siya sa amin, and I
smiled at him. Ngumiti rin siya ng tipid tas dumeretso sa upuan niya.
"O, wala na siyang bandages oh," sabi sa akin ni Maffy.
"Hindi nga."
"Bakit ba?"
"Ewan ko. Na-sense ko lang kasi. Lagi mo rin kasi siyang nababanggit."
"Ano ka ba, nagiging close lang kami. Wala yun."
Hindi na siya nakasagot. Nagkibit-balikat na lang siya.
"Ikaw ba?" tanong ko. Hindi ko alam, pero ni hindi ko pinag-isipan yun, lumabas
na lang ng kusa sa bibig ko. Matagal tagal rin ang hinintay ko bago siya nakasag
ot.
"Oo. Noon pa."
Ayun na. Nasabi niya na. Bata pa lang pala sila, ganun na. Kaya pala ganun na la
ng sila asarin nung mga kapatid nilang nakakatanda.
Somehow, na-sense ko na hindi niya sinabi sa akin yung just for the sake na mala
man ko. I mean, kung gusto niyang sabihin saken, edi sana noon pa diba? After al
l, we're supposed to be best buds.
It was clearer than I thought it was. He didn't tell me because he wanted me to
know. He told me because he thought I was moving in and he wanted me to fcuk off
and stay away from her. Ganun naman yun diba?
Self-explanatory. It's all a matter of respect. The first one who gathers the co
urage to say something, which is never easy under any circumstances, gets the ri
ght to make the move. Everyone else should back off.
And I had let him win.
Nice one, Liam.
Chapter Eleven
Gelo's POV:
"Huy."
Grabe. Ang hirap umiwas pag ganito kakulit. Vacant period ngayon. 3 days ko na s
iyang pinipilit iwasan. Determined talaga siya. Kainis. Pag ganito nang ganito h
indi ko na talaga siya matitiis.
"Ano ba, Gelo, kakainis ka naman eh! Ibalik mo na kasi yung ballpen kong hiniram
mo nung Friday! Porket ayaw mo nang ibalik, ayaw mo na rin akong kausapin." sab
i niya. Napatingin naman ako.
"Weh? May hiniram nga akong ballpen sayo?" tanong ko. Tiningnan niya ako na para
ng naiinis siya saken. Tapos, biglang ngumiti.
"Hay sa wakas, pinansin mo rin ako. Wala noh. Bakit ba hindi mo ko kinakausap si
mula nung Monday?"
Langya... ang lakas ng gimik ah.
"Tss. Ewan ko sayo."
Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko. Pinuntahan ko si Liam at nakipagpalit ng upuan. Hin
di ko ugali ang makipagpalit ng upuan, pero ayoko na kasing natutukso akong kaus
apin, tingnan at harutin si Ria. D*mn, shutting feelings out is a frickin hard b
usiness.
Pero ang nakakainis pa dito, nafo-force akong panuorin sila habang sila yung mag
kausap at nagbibiruan. Para akong nanonood nang teleserye, but unlike those who
watch those crap, hindi ako naeentertain. Hindi ako naeexcite. Yung mga tao kasi
sa paligid nagsimula na silang pagtsismisan, na akala mo mga artista. Sabagay,
pareho naman silang popular sa school. Palagi na nga naman kasing magkausap, mag
kasama, tapos sabay pa umuwi. Lagi pang dala ni Liam yung gamit ni Ria pag bumab
aba sila sa lockers.
"Dun na naman siya nakatingin..." said a voice. I looked beside me and saw Irish
, who looked equally gloomy.
"Ha?"
"Bingi."
Tss. Parang ewan naman tong taong to. I chose not to reply.
"Ang sabi ko, dun ka na naman nakatingin," she repeated. I got a bit surprised.
"Yeah I do. But sana wag mong isipin na... well, kasi Ma'am Vicky chose you as t
he most appropriate person for the job. And I do think she made the right choice
... that's why I'm here, asking you."
"Oh. Is that so? Tapos ano? Gagawin niyo akong plaything na aapak-apakan niyong
mga Starfish sa practice?" I asked her, unable to restrain myself. She smiled bi
tterly, which had been quite unusual.
"No. I'm not going to make a plaything out of you. And yeah. Hindi na ako Starfi
sh."
Whoa. That was a bomb. Or baka this is another one of her pranks?\par
But no. Irish was never a very good actress. I don't think she could have pulled
this facial expression off kung hindi naman totoo yung sinabi niya.
"I wouldn't expect you to believe me. But in case you change your mind about joi
ning, you can come and tell Ma'am Vicky."
"I... I'm sorry about that," I said.
"Nah, don't be. And to be honest, I don't blame you for thinking that I'm bluffi
ng. I've been such a b*tch all my life."
"Well, I won't contradict that. Pero everyone deserves a chance."
"You think I do?"
"Yeah, why not? I mean, if they could give out paroles to convicted murderers, b
akit hindi pwedeng bigyan ng chance ang mga... erm..." I said, unable to find a
tactful term.
"Raving, monstrous, and uncivilized slutty-?" she asked.
"That's rather harsh."
"But it's true," she said. Nagkatinginan kami. Hindi ko akalain na makakausap ko
si Irish ng ganito. Pero gumaan ang loob ko.
"So... yeah. I think it's time to bury the hatchet. Truce?" she asked me, extend
ing her hand for me to shake.
I went and took it. Like her apology, her hand was warm.
"Oh, sige. Andito na yung sundo ko..." sabi niya, pointing to an approaching car
.
"Bye. Ingat," I said, letting go of her hand and waving. She waved back, and got
into the car. Ako naman bumaba na sa front steps. Naglakad lakad na ako, wonder
ing if that had really happened. Have I really just made up with Irish Beltran?
I felt a heavy drop on my face.
But heck, I'm not crying... Am I? Ang emotional ko naman... nakipagbati lang sak
en si Irish, naiyak na ko?
Oops. Gaga. Hindi pala.
Bigla lang palang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. Hmph. Ngayon pa mandin, ang layo
na ng nalakad ko e! I fumbled inside my bag and..
FUDGE.
WALA AKONG PAYONG.
Chapter Twelve
Ria's POV:
Anak naman ng-?! At ngayon ko pa talagang natiyempuhang makalimutan ang payong k
o sa bahay?! Lechugas naman, akalain ko ba naman kasing bigla na lang bubuhos ng
malakas yung ulan, eh ang init init kaninang umaga? Malayo na tuloy yung nalaka
d ko...
Kumaripas ako ng takbo pabalik ng school, kasi wala akong mahanap na ibang masis
ilungan. Grabe, basang basa na ako pag-abot ko doon. Wala rin si Manong Guard...
Patay ako..
So paano ako?! Stranded until the rain stops pouring?
No... I can't do that... Teka?
Maffy... she's in the other building. Lalo akong mababasa kung pupunta pa ako do
on. Kung hihintayin ko naman, hanggang 8:00 pm pa...
Liam? Soccer Practice. Hanggang 8:00 din yun, at mas grabe pa ang aabutin ko pag
dun ako pumunta... maliban sa mababasa ako, papagalitan pa ako ni Coach kasi ay
aw na ayaw niyang may pumupunta sa players pag practice.
Jonathan... nako, sigurado nakauwi na yun...
Ah! Si Ate Danna! Magpapasundo na lang ako!
Sabay hugot ko ng cellphone sa bulsa. Teka, bakit nakapatay? Hala! Ayaw mag-on!
Jonathan's POV:
RRRRIIIIINNNNGG!
SA WAKAS! Natapos rin!
Lunch time na, at dahil Friday ngayon kasabay namin ang Integ. Hmm, mahanap nga
si Lance para maka-bonding naman nina Maffy...
O nasaan na yun?
Nawawala na naman?
Pambihira.
"JON!"
Lingon naman ako.
"O, Maffs!"
"Sabay ka sa amin?"
"Oo naman."
"Sinong hinahanap mo?"\par
"Si Lance. Pasabayin ko sana saten."\par
"Eh nasaan ba?"\par
"E kung alam ko hindi ko na hahanapin. Si Ria ba nasaan?"\par
"Ayun oh," said Maffy, pointing over her shoulder. I looked and saw Ria, who was
standing behind Maffy. She was staring into empty air, apparently unconcerned o
f what was going on.\par
"Hi cuz!" sabi ko, trying to jerk her back into reality. She just looked at me a
nd forced a smile. I pulled Maffy aside.\par
"Ano yan? Emo?" I asked in a low voice so Ria wouldn't hear.\par
"Hindi ko rin alam."
Pumunta na kami ng canteen, bumili kami ng food at umupo na.\par
"Ria, ok ka lang?"\par
"Ah? Eh, ok lang."\par
"Kanina ka pa tahimik."\par
"Ah. Nagi-guilty lang ako."\par
"Bakit? Anong ginawa mo?" I asked, and Maffy poked me with her elbow to shut up.
\par
"Hindi, kasi pinahiram ako ni Gelo ng payong kahapon. Wala na pala siyang payong
na iba, ayun siya yung nabasa. Siya tuloy yung maysakit."\par
"Ngek. Eh hindi mo na kasalanan yun, hindi mo naman siya pinilit na ipahiram say
o yung payong niya."\par
"Kahit na. Ang dami tuloy niyang na-miss na lesson."\par
"Pero in fairness ah, kahit alam niyang wala siyang ibang payong, pinahiram niya
pa rin sayo... Iba na yata yun mare..."\par
"Tumigil ka nga, Maffy. Mas mababaliw yang si Ria sa pinagsasabi mo."\par
"Bakit, eh totoo naman eh? Ikaw nga, kung malakas ang ulan tas wala ka nang iban
g payong, ipapahiram mo pa ba saken?"\par
"Oo naman!"\par
"Ipokrito!"\par
"Hindi noh!"\par
"At bakit?"\par
"Mahal kaya kita?!"
I don't know why, but I think I'm getting delirious. Is Maffy blushing?
"Ayan na naman kayong dalawa, parang ewan... ano, puntahan ko kaya?"\par
"Puntahan? Ok ka lang? Ang pangit naman yatang tingnan..."\par
"Ang dumi ng isip mo!"\par
"That's not what I mean."\par
"What exactly do you mean, then?"\par
"Duh, mare... He means Liam," sabi ni Maffy.\par
"Ano ba, bakit ba naniniwala kayo sa tsismis na nililigawan ako nun? Saka kung t
otoo man yun, wala naman siyang karapatang-..."\par
"Ssshhh!" Maffy said suddenly.\par
"Bakit?"\par
Maffy used her mouth to indicate that someone was coming. And true enough, there
was Liam, approaching us. Agad akong lumipat sa tabi ni Maffy para makaupo si L
iam.
"O! Kamusta?!" he said in a ridiculously loud voice. Nakipag-high five pa sa aki
n.
"Ok lang..." sabi ni Ria.\par
"Ang hyper mo yata ngayon?" tanong ni Maffy. Tiningnan ko siya and I noticed tha
t her cheeks were still pink. Ano kaya nangyari dun?\par
"Oo naman! DVD Friday kaya ngayon?! Ang tagal na kasi nating hindi nagagawa yun.
.. tas ngayon eto na naman tayo! Isn't that cool?"
Nga naman. Simula kasi noong umalis sina Ate Danna at Kuya Toff para mag MA stud
ies sa NYU, hindi na namin ulit nagawa yun. Noon kasi, halos linggo linggo kamin
g pumupunta sa bahay nina Ria para lang manood ng kung ano ano. Hindi pa nga DVD
s noong mga unang beses eh, Betamax pa yata.
"So ano? Tuloy tayo ha?" sabi ni Liam. Nakakahawa naman ang energy nito. I looke
d at Ria, expecting her to say something, but she didn't. I almost breathed a si
gh of relief.
"Oo naman," Maffy said, sparing me a look. I can tell na pareho kami ng iniisip.
Palagay ko, ayaw niya ring makita ang magiging reaction ni Liam once he finds o
ut that Ria has other plans...
Especially when those plans concern that Gelo guy. Just the other day, he told m
e about his plans of finally asking Ria out after those looong years, and that h
e's afraid that Ria might have fallen for Gelo instead.
I remember telling Liam not to fret because Ria would know better than that. Per
o sa nakikita ko ngayon kay Ria, mukhang hindi yata tama yung sinabi ko. Talaga
yatang dapat kabahan si Liam. Since nasa harap namin sila, I chose to just text
Maffy.
Ui, nu ggwn ntn??
At mukha kaming ewan. Magkatabi pero magkatext.
Bkt? Ewn ko dn.
Pnu pg tnuloy n Ria pgpnta dn?
D \'f1a 22loy un. Pgilan ntn..
Cge b...
Bhla n mmya.
Nako patay. Ang quintessential 'bahala na'. Hindi pa naman dependable ang mga 'b
ahala na' ni Maffy..
Gulo talaga to pag nagkataon.
Nadala ko yung kunsumisyon hanggang sa classroom. Nakalimutan ko nga ring usisai
n si Lance kung saan ba siya nagpunta.
Hanggang sa dumating ang uwian, at mabilis pa ako sa Ferrari na pumunta sa tapat
ng classroom ng Integ. Sakto namang lumabas si Maffy.
"Si Ria?"\
"Nauna na... Ang bilis nga eh! Hindi ko na napigilan!"
"Ano?! Shoot! Halika na dali!"
Fast Forward... Bahay nina Ria..
"ATE DAN?"
*ding dong*\
"Oh! Aga niyo ah. MAFFY!!!" said Ate Danna, who ran and hugged Maffy. Ngayon lan
g kasi sila nagkita simula nung umalis si Ate Danna.\par
"Teka, bakit hingal na hingal kayo? Saka Jonathan, bakit ganun ka makatawag, for
a while I thought some psycho was chasing you or something. Pasok nga muna kayo
."\par
Hindi naman ako nakapagsalita kasi nga medyo hinihingal pa ako. The moment I ent
ered the living room, I caught a strong waft of what smelled a lot like Clam Cho
wder soup.\par
"Ang bango, Ate. Si Ria ba yung nagluluto?"\par
"Oo. Siya nagluto."\par
"Asaan siya?" I finally said.\par
"Umalis sandali. May dala pa ngang isang malaking bowl ng soup..."\par
"HA?!" Maffy and I exclaimed together.\par
"Bakit?"\par
*ding dong*
"O, andito na rin si Liam!" said Ate Danna, who ran to get the door.\par
"Shoot! Paano yun?"\par
"Ewan ko!"\par
"Pagtakpan mo na lang pag nagtanong!" sabi ko.\par
"Sh!t ! Goodluck saken!"\par
"WOW! Ang bango! Si Ria nagluto?" sabi ni Liam, who appeared out of nowhere. Muk
hang talagang na-attract siya sa amoy ng soup...ni hindi kami napansin ni Maffy
at dumeretso sa kitchen.\par
"Sino pa nga ba. Si Toff nasaan na?"\par
"Papunta na. Pahingi ako ha?" said Liam.\par
"Oo naman."\par
"Uy!" sabi sa amin ni Liam habang papunta naman ng dining table na dala dala pa
ang umuusok na bowl.\par
"Pasensya na, gutom na ako..." sabi ni Liam, at kahit mukhang kumukulo pa ang ki
nakain niya eh dere-deretso ang subo.\par
"Asus, kahit naman hindi ka gutom nakikipagpatayan ka sa pagkain niyan."\par
"Syempre, luto ni Ria eh! Asaan na nga pala yun?"\par
"Ah si Ria-..." started Maffy, but Ate Danna was too quick for her.\par
"Naku, umalis lang sandali. Ibabalik lang daw yung hiniram niyang payong kahapon
," sabi ni Ate Danna. Maffy and I exchanged looks of horror as we saw Liam stop
midway through his umpteenth spoonful.\par
"Ha? Talaga?" sabi ni Liam, his eyes wide.\par
"Oo. Nagdala nga rin ng soup eh. Nagkasakit daw kasi yung hiniraman niya. Paano
ba naman kasi, wala namang extra, pinahiram pa. Ayun, siya yung naulanan. Kumust
a naman, nakonsensya yung kapatid ko. In fairness, ang bait nung tao ah. Kaya sa
bi ko naman, aba dapat lang na dalhan niya ng food. Ang bait sa kanya eh!"\par
Naman Ate Danna! Ngayon ka pa nagkwento in detail!\par
Maffy and I watched Liam drop his spoon.\par
"O, bakit?"\par
"Ah. Sorry Ate. I- I kinda lost my appetite."\par
And with that, he left. Binalingan ni Maffy si Ate Danna, who was smiling smugly
.\par
"ATE! What were you thinking?"\par
"Ano ba. Kung hindi tayo kikilos, he won't move forward."\par
"Ate naman, nagalit nga eh! Paano pa yun?"\par
"I just made him realize na hindi pwedeng ganyan siya ng ganyan. Hindi lang siya
ang lalaki sa mundo kaya anytime, pwedeng agawin sa kanya ang kapatid ko."\par
"You think making him jealous is bound to make him realize all that?!" I said in
credulously.\par
"You'll see."
Chapter Fourteen
Ria's POV:
Ito na ba yun?\par
Wow. Ang laki grabe! Siguro pag pumasok ako, maliligaw ako sa loob.
Pero bakit ganun, iba yung aura ng bahay... elegante siya, pero malungkot. Walan
g kahit anong traces ng warmth. Sabi nga nila, a 'cold palace'..
Siguro nga... if Grimmauld place had a real-life counterpart, this would have be
en it.
"TAO PO?" sabi ko, remembering the reason why I came here. Walang sumagot. Tumin
gin ako sa may gate, at asus! May doorbell naman pala!\par
Makailang beses kong napindot yun pero wala pa rin talagang lumabas o sumigaw ma
n lang. Pero imposible naman yatang walang tao.\par
Naku, bahala na. Tiningnan ko ng mabuti yung gate and I realized that it wasn't
even locked. Aba! Adik pala ito eh!\par
Sa laki ng bahay na ito, anytime pwede silang pasukin ng magnanakaw, tapos ganit
o at hindi naka-lock!\par
Jusme, edi kung magnanakaw pala ako edi patay na! Malilimas ko na lahat ng kayam
anan nina Gelo!\par
I closed the gate behind me and went straight to the front doors. Pagpasok ko, I
realized I was in the living room. It was kinda dark, and the only light in the
room was coming from the gigantic television set, which was left open.
On the couch in front of it was a curled up creature na balot na balot ng kumotsi Gelo!
Naawa ako sa itsura niya. Nung lumapit ako, he looked much worse. Sobrang putla,
even his lips were devoid of color.\par
Nilagay ko yung kamay ko sa noo niya. SHETE, nag-aapoy sa lagnat si kumag!\par
Nako, at mukhang tulog na tulog talaga siya, ni hindi naramdaman yung kamay ko s
a mukha niya...\par
Gusto ko siyang gisingin para tanungin kung kumain na ba siya or uminom man lang
ng gamot...\par
Pero nitong mga nakaraang araw, hindi kasi naging maganda yung pakikitungo niya
sa akin, something na talagang hindi ko maintindihan. Ano naman kayang nagawa ko
sa kanya? Wala naman akong matandaan na nagawa or nasabi kong masama...\par
Napatingin ulit ako sa kanya, at hindi ko napigilang titigan siya ng matagal. Ma
tagal ko nang alam na gwapo siya, pero hindi ko kahit kalian na-appreciate yun.
Dahil nga siguro sikat siya and all that. Dati, akala ko, kapareho siya ng mga k
aibigan niya. Puro mababaw. Mayabang.\par
Pero sobrang mali... Naging super judgmental pala ako...\par
Buti na lang, I looked again. Kung hindi...\par
OH SH!T.\par
Nagising siya!
Gelo's POV:
Oh darn. My head's throbbing like HELL. Hindi ko mabukas yung mata ko.\par
Gabi na?\par
Naririnig ko pa yung TV, nakalimutan ko na palang patayin. Nakatulugan ko na yun
g panonood...
Finally, namulat ko ang mata ko.
My gawd. I must be dreaming. Or perhaps I'm just delirious.\par
Ang gandang panaginip naman nito!\par
But wait. It's real!\par
DARN! I LOOK LIKE HELL!
"What are you doing here?!" I asked in total horror. She simply stared at me.
"HA? Ah, eh... i- ibabalik ko lang sana yung payong mo..."
Grabe yung kaba ko. Hindi ko alam kung kaba lang ba talaga, eh parang halo-halo
na! Dumagdag pa yung fact na balot ako ng kumot, magulo ang buhok at may muta pa
yata!
"Ah, teka, kumain ka na ba?" tanong niya bigla. Na-touch naman ako. Concerned si
ya sa akin?
Damn. I feel myself blushing..
"Hindi pa... bakit mo natanong?" sabi ko, finally standing up.
"May dala ako... sobra kasi yung naluto... wala, naisipan ko lang..." sabi niya,
sabay turo nung bowl sa table.
"S-salamat ha?" sabi ko. "Pasensya na ha, makalat."
"Ok lang. Mag-isa ka?"
"Oo eh. Umalis yung maid. Saka wala si Mommy."
"Iniwan ka dito? Eh maysakit ka?!" sabi niya. Napatingin ako sa kanya.
"Ah... sorry ha... pakialamera ba?"
Nginitian ko na lang siya. Hindi ako makapaniwalang totoo palang nandito siya sa
harap ko.
"Hindi naman. Buti nga andito ka..." I said, unable to restrain myself.
"Kasalanan ko naman kung bakit ka nagkasakit eh."
Nalungkot naman ako sa sinabi niya. So ibig sabihin... na-guilty lang siya...?
"Ikaw naman kasi... wala ka naman palang ibang payong, binigay mo pa saken."\par
"Eh pano kung ikaw yung hindi nakauwi, sige nga?!"
Natahimik kami ulit...
"Tsaka akala ko kasi may masasabayan ako noon kaya binigay ko na lang sayo," sab
i ko. Hindi naman sa ayaw kong magpa-obvious. Totoo namang dapat eh susunduin ak
o ni Mommy noon. Kaso hindi na ako sinipot...
"Ganoon ba?" sabi niya na lang. Napansin kong pilit na lang yung ngiti niya pagk
asabi ko noon.
Nasaktan din ba siya?
Did she want me to say na concerned ako sa kanya?
Kasi... sa totoo lang... yun din ang gusto kong marinig..
"Ok lang ba kung dito ka na lang muna?" tanong ko. Tiningnan ko siya, silently b
egging her to stay. Right now, wala akong ibang gusto kundi makasama siya... san
a pumayag siya...
"Oo naman..." sabi niya, at ngumiti siya sa akin.
Sobrang natuwa ako. I felt the overwhelming urge to hug her... pero pinigilan ko
ang sarili ko... the mere act of asking her to stay with me was already like a
betrayal kay Liam... ayoko nang madagdagan. Tama na siguro yung kasama ko siya d
ito.
"O, akala ko ba, kakain ka?" sabi niya. Oo nga pala.
Sinamahan niya ako sa dining table.
"Ikaw nagluto?"
"Oo naman." Sabi niya. Nakita kong napatingin siya sa braso ko.
"Hey, about the other day... sorry ha?" sabi ko, having been reminded of how I h
ad acted towards her the other day.
"Ok lang yun... Kalimutan mo na."
"I owe you one."
"Don't mention it."
"Clam Chowder ba to? Ang bango!" sabi ko, taking a sip.
"Yup," sabi niya. Ang sarap niya magluto
"Grabe. Para kang si Liam kung kumain."
Natigilan ako. Whoa, I must admit I didn't see that coming.
"Ganun?" sabi ko, faking a laugh. I saw her eyes wander over the picture frames
nearby. Napatagal ang tingin niya dun sa isang pinaka-kakaiba sa lahat
"Nagtataka ka ba kung bakit putol?" I asked her.
"Erm... yeah. Sorry... didn't mean to... I mean, if your don't wanna-"\par
"Talk about it?"\par
"Sorry."\par
"Don't say sorry. I'm cool with it. You see... hiwalay na parents ko."\par
I carefully avoided her eyes dahil sigurado akong awa ang makikita ko doon.
"Maraming nagtaka kung bakit pagdating ko ng High School, nagsibagsakan ang grad
es ko. I wouldn't think you were one of them-..."
"No, no. I wondered. Yun ba yung time na... alam mo na?"\par
"Oo. My mom got kind of tired. See, dad was only forced to marry her because he
had gotten her pregnant. He had a girlfriend then. My mom hoped he'd learn to lo
ve her through the years, but unfortunately... hindi nagawa ni Dad yun. And then
my mom discovered na my dad was still seeing the other woman..."
"Oh my god."
"And he even had a daughter with his old girlfriend. Kaya pala they kept seeing
each other. My mom didn't get the whole point, said she was tired and she couldn
't stand it, so she chucked him out of the house. He went to the States. I never
saw him again..."
"Galit ka ba sa Dad mo?"
"Kung sasabihin kong hindi, ipokrito ako. Pero nabawasan na. Hindi na galit yung
nararamdaman ko. Tampo na lang siguro. Sinusuportahan niya ako financially. Per
o ni sulat, e-mail, tawag... wala."
"Have you tried to contact him?"
"No. My mom forbade me to do so."
Katahimikan.
"Can you promise me not to tell anyone?"
"Of course."
"Ikaw pa lang ang pinagsabihan ko. Kahit si Liam hindi niya alam."
"Talaga?"
"Oo naman."
"Thanks... for trusting me with it..."
"Well I know it's safe with you."
I looked at her as though I could never look at her properly enough... I never t
hought*BEEP*
Cellphone niya. Shete, panira ng momentum.
"Ohmigosh."
"Bakit? Something happened?"
"Hindi. Nakalimutan ko... DVD Friday namin nina Maffy ngayon. I-... I gotta go."
Kainis naman itong si Maffy. Hay.
"Sige... una ka na..."
"Ok ka lang dito?"\par
"Oo naman. I'll be alright, don't worry about me..."\par
Syempre... ok na ako... nakasama na kita...\par
"Sure ka?"\par
"Oo nga sabi. Umalis ka na nga. Baka magbago pa isip ko."\par
"Sige ha. Wag mo kalimutan yung gamot mo."\par
I watched her hanggang makalabas na siya ng pinto namin. Hindi ko na siya maalis
sa isip ko pagkatapos noon...\par
I felt I couldn't play the martyr any longer.\par
I can't let her go just like that...\par
Hindi... Hindi ko kakayaning ipaubaya na lang siya ng ganoon lang.\par
Sabihin na ni Liam ang gusto niya... Wala na akong pakialam.\par
From now on, hindi ko na siya iiwasan. Hindi ko na itatago yung feelings ko. Sab
ihin nang g@go akong kaibigan pero mahal ko si Ria.\par
At sa ngayon, THAT is all that I care about.\par
Chapter Fifteen:\par
Ria's POV:\par
"Well I know it's safe with you."\par
I looked up at him, and our eyes met.\par
I felt my heart racing... Which was really weird. I never felt such a thing befo
re... except with-\par
*BEEP*\par
My phone!\par
Oh shoot. Why now?!\par
It was Maffy.\par
Wer u? Nklmtn m ba, DVD mrthon ntn ngayon!\par
"Ohmigosh."\par
"Bakit? Something happened?"\par
Oh yea, something did... they've just ruined my moment with you!\par
WHAT?! Ano ba naman itong pinag-iiisip ko...!\par
"Hindi. Nakalimutan ko. DVD Friday namin nina Maffy ngayon. I-... I gotta go," I
said, trying not to sound so depressed about leaving. I just wanted to be with
him right now... and I want it BAD.\par
"Sige, una ka na." he told me. I can't help but think... did he really want me t
o leave?\par
"Ok ka lang dito?" sabi ko, secretly hoping he'd tell me to stay... to beg, even
...\par
I felt sick of myself! How could I possibly-\par
"Oo nga sabi. Umalis ka na nga. Baka magbago pa ang isip ko."\par
Aba, at tinaboy pa ako! Bahala siya!\par
I managed a smile...\par
"Sige ha. Wag mo kalimutan yung gamot mo."\par
Malayo-layo na ang nalakad ko nang magtext ulit si Maffy.\par
Oi! Mgrep ka nman!\par
I'm comin. Nearly ther.\par
Ngtmpo n c Liam. Umlis n.\par
HUH?! Anu drma nun? Amp.\par
Blisan mo n kce!\par
Anak ng tipaklong! At minadali pa ako.\par
Binilisan ko na ang lakad. Napakadalang magtampo ni Liam... But all of them had
sensible reasons.\par
Pero ngayon? Magwo-walkout just because I was late? I've got to make him see som
e sense!\par
Well, sa totoo lang naman, hindi naman ako manhid eh. Alam ko na yung panunukso
sa amin nina Ate, may ibig sabihin...\par
Childhood crush ko si Liam, at alam ni Ate yun. Pero simula nung nalaman kong pa
reho kami ni Denise na may soft spot kay Liam, medyo tinigilan ko na. Hindi nama
n sa super martir effect ang gusto ko, pero ayoko nung ganung may 'kaagaw', baka
magkagulo pa pag nagkataon. Tapos nung naging sikat pa si Liam sa school, I rea
lized na mas marami pang magkakagusto sa kanya and I have a rather slim chance n
a mapansin niya...\par
Hindi ko rin naman totally na-eliminate yung feelings ko for him. Hindi naman ma
dali kasi lagi kaming magkasama, at ang lakas pa magpa-cute nung kumag na yun. D
agdag pa yung fact na ginagawa kaming loveteam ni Ate Danna at ni Kuya Toff.\par
Nakakahiya na nga eh. Baka super obvious na ako, at iniisip niya super patay na
patay ako sa kanya! Kunwari na lang dedma, kahit sa totoo lang maloka loka na ak
o pag tinutukso kami sa isa't isa. Syempre hindi naman maaalis sa akin na isipin
yung possibilities...\par
But even if he doesn't ask me out, kuntento ako sa fact na super close kami. Som
ehow, takot din akong magbago yun, kasi yung friendship naming dalawa is somethi
ng na I really cherish, and talagang hindi ako papayag na masira yun... kaya as
much as possible hindi ko pinapakita na may natitira pa akong feelings sa kanya.
\par
I got my phone and started to text him.\par
Liam, wer u? Ppnta nq s bhay... b there, aright? I'l c u... ; )\par
Out of nowhere, pumasok na naman sa utak ko ang pagmumukha ni Gelo...\par
Ano ba naman yung kanina. Nawindang naman ako. Ang gulo gulo.\par
Natawa ako nang naalala ko yung hirit ni Maffy about Gelo. Well, hindi ko naman
din maiwasang isipin na baka totoo nga yun, pero sabi naman ni Gelo kanina akala
niya may masasabayan siya kaya binigay niya na lang sa akin. So that might as w
ell be a giveaway na wala lang talagang ibig sabihin yung pagpapahiram niya nung
payong na yun. Mahirap din naman kasing maging feelingera... lalo na kung wala
naman talaga.\par
Siguro nagi-guilty lang ako. Guilt naman talaga yung dahilan kaya nagsimula to e
h... una yung nabuhusan siya ni Elle ng isang kawaling kumukulong mantika. Ngayo
n, eto naman... my excessive concern was perhaps due to the fact that I held mys
elf responsible for all those things that had happened to him. Ako naman talaga
yung parang nasisi sa away nila ni Elle, at hindi naman siya dapat na magkakasak
it kung hindi niya pinahiram saken yung payong.\par
Pero hanggang ngayon palaisipan saken yung pag-iwas niya. Mood swing lang kaya y
un? But I haven't heard of a mood swing that lasted for four days... or was he p
erhaps a rare case?\par
Ang nakakainis lang eh yung fact na may pakialam ako na iniiwasan niya ako. Dati
-rati naman, bago kami naging magkatabi, hindi naman talaga kami nagpapansinan.
Minsan dumadaan ang mga schoolyear na hindi ko matandaang nakausap ko siya or an
ything.\par
Siguro dahil nga iba na ngayon. Magkaibigan na kami. Kahit sino naman kasi ang u
miwas saken na kaibigan ko, maski si Denise, si Maffy, si Liam or si Jon syempre
may pakialam ako.\par
Oh my gosh... I've just realized... am I rationalizing my own feelings?!\par
Ang labo naman kasi talaga. Gusto ko lang namang linawin sa sarili ko kung ano b
a talaga...\par
Pero ano ba yung kilig-like thing na naramdaman ko noon? Nung hinawakan niya yun
g kamay ko? Nung sinabi niyang he knows that his secret is safe with me...? Nung
nagkatinginan kami?\par
What the hell. I can't possibly-\par
"RIA! Ano ba, anong petsa na, ang bagal mong maglakad!"\par
Jusme, sa kakaisip ko, hindi ko namalayang andoon na pala ako sa street namin, a
t nandoon na pala si Maffy sa tapat ng bahay at nagsisisigaw...\par
"Andyan na ako!!!"\par
Babaitang yun!\par
Well, kaya lang naman ganoon si Maffy kasi ayaw niya nung nagkakatampuhan kami.
Matagal na kaming magkakaibigan at siya yung voice of reason namin kapag nagkaka
roon ng tension. At ang gusto niya, however big the quarrel was, ma-resolve agad
para daw hindi na lumaki. Kaya siguro ako pinagmamadali para makausap ko na aga
d si Liam...\par
"Asaan na siya? Hindi pa ba kayo nag-start?" tanong ko.\par
"Paano kami mag-start, eh tatlo pa kayong kulang?" sabi ni Jonathan, who was sta
nding beside Maffy. Mukha ngang kanina pa nila ako hinihintay.\par
"Bakit naman kasi ang tagal mo? Eh ang aga mo daw umalis dito sabi ni Ate Danna.
"\par
"Si Gelo kasi eh, wala siyang kasama... sinamahan ko muna..."\par
"Gelo ka na ng Gelo diyan... Eh kung dun ka na kaya tumira?!"\par
HALA. Pati si Maffy nag-drama na!\par
"Tigilan niyo na nga yan, tara na sa loob," sabi ni Jon, obviously sensing na na
gkakainisan na kami ni Maffy.\par
"Sige na, pupuntahan ko lang sandali si Liam..."\par
Punta naman ako sa kabilang bahay para na rin magpalamig ng ulo. Galit na nga sa
akin si Liam pati itong si Maffy nakikigulo rin. Pang-asar! Visit lang naman yu
n kay Gelo nagiging super BIG DEAL! D@mn it!\par
Deretso naman ako sa loob ng bahay nina Liam. Nakita ko si Tita Yolly sa couch.\
par
"Tita, si Liam po?"\par
"Ha? Andoon sa taas, kasama ng Kuya niya. Puntahan mo na."\par
"Thanks, Tita!"\par
Saktong papunta ako sa stairs when I heard footsteps.\par
Oh. It's just Kuya Toff, midway through the steps.\par
"O, Ria, watcha doin' here?"\par
There is something absolutely peculiar with the too-cool tone of his voice, so I
immediately sensed na something was up.\par
"Papunta na ako dun, tara sabay na tayo."\par
"Kuya, si Liam?"\par
"Ah?" he asked, and then he was looking at a particular spot above his head.\par
"Naku, tulog na. May soccer practice pa daw kasi bukas."\par
Damn. Kuya Toff, you are the worst liar, ever!\par
"LIAM! I know you're there!" I yelled, walking towards the stairs,\par
"Ria, tulog na siya! Wag kang maingay!" said Kuya Toff, alarmed.\par
"LIAM! GET DOWN HERE OR I'LL-..." I started, but Kuya Toff was quick to cover my
mouth.\par
"Shut up!"\par
"Hija, MAG-HUNOS DILI KA! Nag-away ba kayo?!" said Tita Yolly, who came running
from the living room.\par
"Wala ma, LQ lang nila ni Liam, we'll manage!" said Kuya Toff as I struggled to
talk. He was too strong and in no time he had dragged me outside.\par
"What the BLOODY HELL were you thinking?! Magigising ang buong street!"\par
"Damn it, Kuya! Why's he playing the drama king!?"\par
"Ria, let's better not force it. Mas mag-aaway kayo kung pipilitin mo!"\par
"And who are you to tell me that?!"\par
"Stop yelling!"\par
"Fine! Yeah, gang up on me, all of you! First it's Liam, then Maffy... You do se
em to have developed a particular liking on hating me, haven't you?!"\par
"Stop it! We're not ganging up on you! Listen-...."\par
But I have turned my back on him. He followed me and he was talking fast... I di
dn't bother to listen.\par
I went straight to my room without dinner and without talking to anyone. I got t
he feeling that they were all talking about me... but I don't really give a hoot
about that right now.\par
Basta. Kakausapin ko si Liam bukas, and I won't let him get away!\par
Chapter Sixteen(A)\par
Liam's POV:\par
? OMGLOL!\par
----------------Irish's POV:\par
Oh my God. Panic mode!\par
The chismosos and chismosas of Belletown High had a field day kanina...\par
What happened sa audi was naturally the talk of the whole town!\par
Happy ako para sa kanila. Sana lang, one day, may dumating na guy para saken na
ganun ka-romantic, diba? Aww. Daydreams...\par
Back to REALITY!\par
Hay. I really can't decide on what to wear to Zoe's party... which is like ten m
inutes from now! Shete, I haven't even started on makeup yet! Paano ba ito?\par
Hala. Bahala na nga!\par
Nandoon daw ang buong batch... I HAVE to look good! Kamusta naman, kaliwa't kana
n ang text!\par
Rish, sby ka smin? (si Ria, nagtext.)\par
Nah. Wg n, pra solo ka n liam!\par
Gaga! Hala, c u nlng mamya, aright?\par
Sure.\par
Sa wakas, nakapag makeup ako at nakapagbihis.\par
Hala, baka pagdating ko tapos na?! OH NO!!!\par
I got into my Kuya's car (which he kindly lent me) and ignited it.\par
Brrrrrrrr.\par
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.\par
BRRRRRRRRRRR.\par
Damn, it doesn't start!\par
OMG OMG. What am I gonna do? Walk? Gawd, I'm in my new stilettos for crying out
loud!!!\par
BEEEP! (malakas na busina.)\par
Lintek! Grabe makabusina, WALA NA BANG BUKAS?!\par
"Rish! Thumb a ride?"\par
"Gelo?! I thought you were sick?"\par
"Nah. I'm ok now. Hop in!"\par
Dahil masunurin akong bata, sakay naman ako sa Honda Civic niya. Wow, soshalin n
aman talaga ang mga tao, in fairness! Ayos siya mag-drive, hindi kaskasero gaya
ng ibang kilala ko...\par
"Ang bilis mo gumaling ah! What happened?"\par
"Guess who dropped by to visit me last night?"\par
Aba, at nasa mood magkwento si kumag. Ang cute niya naman. Ngayon lang yata ako
nakakakita ng guy na kinikilig. At susme, pa guess who pa ito...\par
"Si Ria, sino pa nga ba?"\par
"Yup!" he said, smiling, and his face lit up, as though hit by the purest ray of
sunlight. Inlove na talaga itong friend ko\par
"O? Anong nangyari? Uhmmm... Did you-...?" I asked, teasing him.\par
"Sira ka talaga Rish!"\par
"Haha! I was kidding. Hindi, seryoso. Kamusta?"\par
"Ok lang. Ang sweet niya nga, dinalhan ako ng soup... at grabe ang sarap niya ma
gluto!"\par
"O? Tapos?" I said, genuinely interested. Grabe ang kilig ni Gelo, nakakahawa!\p
ar
"Ayun, nagkakwentuhan kami. Tingin mo, andun siya ngayon?"\par
"Oo, ininvite siya ni Zoe eh! Naku, kaya pala gwapong gwapo ka!"\par
"Syempre!"\par
At nagtawanan kaming dalawa. Ang kulit niya ha.\par
Hindi ko akalain magiging ganito kami ka-close. Kahit nga noong sila ni Elle we
barely talked. Grabe, ang bango niya. He reminds me of someone... hindi ko lang
maalala.\par
"Alam mo, na-realize ko kung gaano ako ka-g@go this week."\par
"Uh-huh?" I said absentmindedly. Parang may nakalimutan yata ako? I checked my p
urse...\par
"Naku, basta. Hindi ko na siya iiwasan. I'll fight for her, Rish."\par
Nagkamabutihan na yata itong dalawang ito? Lately napansin kong lagi silang magk
asama... Sila na rin kaya?\par
I couldn't resist breathing a sigh of relief.\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
Wow. Hindi lang pala kami ang bagong couple : ) At wag ka, nagpalipat pa ng upua
n... Sweet diba? Buti na lang si Liam ang nagkataong katabi ni Irish : )\par
I felt quite happy for Gelo. Pero ewan, na-miss ko agad siya. Di bale, kausapin
ko na lang siya mamayang break time... at least ngayon ok na, alam kong ok kami
at mood swings lang talaga yung drama niya nung isang linggo.\par
\par
Ang saya naman ng start ng week\par
\par
\par
RECESS TIME...\par
\par
\par
"O? Bakit ang tamlay mo Den?" Zoe asked. Oo nga naman. Kanina pang tahimik si De
nise.\par
\par
"Are you ok?" I asked her.\par
\par
"Oo naman," she said reassuringly, though I wasn't altogether assured. I can't h
elp feeling guilty... Dahil kaya sa amin ni Liam? After all, sobrang tagal na si
yang crush ni Den.\par
\par
"Wag kang mag-alala, Ria. It's not what you think."\par
\par
"You've read my mind?" I asked, smiling.\par
\par
"Sabi ko naman sayo psycho ako."\par
\par
"You mean psychic?" Zoe corrected her. Nagtawanan lang kami.\par
\par
\par
Pero sa totoo lang kanina ko pang napapansin na nag-iiwasan ng tingin sina Liam
at Den. Nako, kailangan ko kausapin itong mga to mamaya.\par
\par
\par
"Teka, si Maffy asan?"\par
\par
"Ewan. Wala pa siya?"\par
\par
"Hindi ko pa rin nga nakikita."\par
\par
"Baka maysakit?"\par
\par
"Hangover kamo. Naglasing siya nung Sabado eh."\par
\par
\par
Nakaupo na kami sa Caf nung dumating si Maffy.\par
\par
\par
"Dumating ka pa?" Liam said jokingly.\par
\par
"Nako, ewan ko ba. Bwisit kasi yung kumpare ni Daddy."\par
\par
"Huh? Bakit?"\par
\par
"Nagpa-tour dito sa school. I-eenroll daw kasi yung anak niya. Susmarya, ginawa
akong tour guide!"\par
\par
"Sinabi mo bang may class ka?"\par
\par
"Oo naman! Eh si Daddy kasi eh, wag ko daw iinisin kasi bestfriend niya daw yun!
Bwiset!"\par
\par
"Sige na, kumain ka na lang."\par
\par
\par
"OH MY-..."\par
\par
\par
Nagulat kami kay Zoe, who was staring at the door on the other end of the cafete
ria. Para siyang natakot na nainis.\par
\par
Tumingin din ako doon...\par
\par
Wow. Hindi lang pala si Maffy ang fashionably late ngayong Lunes na ito.\par
\par
\par
"Wow. What's with the long faces? Aren't you all glad I'm back?" said Elle in he
r most dangerous voice. Nagtinginan ang mga tao sa table namin.\par
\par
"Elle-..." started Zoe, standing up. Denise followed suit.\par
\par
"Oh, shut up, you ungrateful little skank. I see you've all turned your backs on
me."\par
\par
"Elle, hindi ganun... Ayaw na naming maging Starfish pero hindi ibig sabihin nun
-..."\par
\par
"And who said I'm including you in that? You were never a Starfish, Denise. You
were just a big heap of crap whose mission in life was to be our faithful alalay
."\par
\par
"Elle, that's below the belt."\par
\par
"Aba. Wag ka ngang painosente diyan. You keep calling her alalay behind her back
..."\par
\par
\par
Nanahimik si Zoe.\par
\par
\par
"But I shall be dealing with you later... Ang priority ko ngayon ay ang bago nat
ing cheerleader. How about a fresh welcome?" said Elle, turning to face me.\par
\par
\par
I saw her hand move quickly towards the milkshake that Zoe was holding.\par
\par
\par
Pumikit ako and I simply waited for the cold, icy feel of the drink on my skin..
. but it didn't come. Pagmulat ko, I saw Denise standing in front of me, drippin
g wet.\par
\par
\par
"Oooh. Looks like I had a splash," said Denise calmly. Ngumiti siya kay Elle ng
pang-asar. I looked at her, amazed. Elle was wide-eyed, but she quickly regained
her composure.\par
\par
\par
"Playing the hero now, huh, Denise?" she said, sneering.\par
"Well. Tama lang, para makabawi ka sa kanya... I myself would feel the need to d
o that, you know. After what you did to her over the weekend?"\par
\par
\par
Denise grew pale. Anong-?!\par
\par
\par
"HOY, umalis ka dito kung ayaw mong mabuhusan ng lugaw!" said Maffy, coming to D
enise's rescue.\par
\par
"Maswerte ka pa rin, Denise. Pero I swear to God, malalaman at malalaman nila."\
par
\par
Chapter Nineteen\par
\par
Irish's POV:\par
\par
"Alam mo, kung nakakapagsalita ang pagkain, kanina ka pa minura niyan."\par
\par
Napatingin si Gelo sa sinabi ko. Totoo naman. He's been pushing his food around
his plate for the past ten minutes; ni wala pa ngang bawas. Nakahalumbaba pa siy
a at nakatingin sa kawalan.\par
\par
Kaya nga dito ko siya sa quadrangle dinala, inisip kong pag sa caf kami pumunta
eh mawawalan lang siya ng ganang kumain. Susmarya, kung alam ko lang na ganoon d
in naman ang kalalabasan...\par
Kainis naman to. Nahahawa tuloy ako sa senti mode niya.\par
\par
"Ikaw naman kasi, hindi ka nakinig saken," I went on. "Ang kulit mo rin eh."\par
"Bakit na naman ba?"\par
"Eh kasi, nagpalipat ka pa ng upuan."\par
"Mas madali na yun. At least hindi ko na nakakausap o ano."\par
"Ayan! Palayo layo ka pa, dun ka rin naman lagi nakatingin. Tapos magdedepress-d
epressan ka diyan."\par
"Hindi ah. Ang saya ko nga eh," sabi niya, sabay ngiti na sobrang plastik.\par
\par
Ano bang gagawin ko dito? Hindi ko alam kung tatawanan o babatukan ko eh.\par
\par
"Kainis. Hindi ba pwede magpalipat ng section?"\par
"Hoy, ang OA mo ha."\par
"Ay wag na. Mas mababanas nga pala ako, andoon si Signal Number Four," he said a
bsentmindedly.\par
"Umayos ka ah! Ang bait bait nun eh!"\par
"Ay, sorry. Boyfriend mo nga pala yun."\par
\par
I blushed and punched him on the arm.\par
\par
"G@gu!"\par
"Hoy wag yan!"\par
\par
Oo nga pala. Ang natamaan ko yung paso niya. I quickly tried to find a new topic
; it'll surely remind him of Ria na naman kasi...\par
\par
"Hoy hindi ko boyfriend yun."\par
"Kaya pala nagkikita kayo pag breaktime nang patago."\par
"We're just going out. Teka masama ba yun?"\par
\par
"G*gu. Wag naman."\par
"Bakit hindi? Eh pinapamigay mo naman talaga ako."\par
"Hindi kita pinapamigay. Ang sabi ko lang, naaawa ako kay Denise."\par
"She'll get over it."\par
\par
Grabe. Ganun na lang kung idismiss niya yung feelings nung tao...\par
But I didn't push the matter any further. Baka totoohin niyang ligawan si Denise
, kawawa naman ako...\par
\par
Nakita ko si Gelo na dumaan papunta sa lockers. Tumingin siya sa amin, kumaway a
ko...\par
\par
Ngumiti naman siya, tapos umalis na.\par
\par
"Tingin mo? Sila na siguro ni Rish noh?"\par
"Ewan. Siguro. Lagi magkadikit eh. Super close na."\par
"Good for him. Sana lang si Rish pag nagagalit hindi nambubuhos ng mantika diba?
"\par
"Oo nga," said Liam. He was staring at the spot where Gelo had vanished.\par
\par
Grabe, nabakla ata kay Gelo ang boyfie ko! xDD\par
\par
"Bee?"\par
\par
Bah. Bagong pet name? KILIG overload\par
\par
"Anong bee? Sinong Bee yun ha?"\par
"Ikaw!"\par
"Hindi! Katuray ang tawag mo sa akin eh! Sino si Bee?"\par
\par
Tinawanan niya lang ako.\par
\par
"Gusto mo ba, sa gig namin sa Saturday, yun ulit kantahin ko?"\par
"Alin? Yung kanta ng Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?"\par
"Oo. Yung sa audi?"\par
"Ayoko."\par
"Bakit? Ayaw mo ba yung kanta?"\par
"Hindi. Gusto ko saten saten lang yun... diba?"\par
"Hmp. Sige na nga. Iba na lang."\par
"Surprise me. Nako, sige, punta muna ako ng locker. Nakalimutan ko yung libro ko
sa math."\par
\par
Lakad naman ako. Hindi ko pa kasi natatapos i-review yung homework ko...\par
\par
"Paanong-?"\par
"That's my business, Gelo. Ang dapat mong problemahin... kung paano, kailan at s
aan mo sasabihin sa kanya."\par
\par
Kilala ko yung mga boses na yun ah...\par
\par
"Pero... kaibigan ko si Liam..."\par
"Don't be so STUPID. You know you love Ria... and you know you deserve her more
than he does!"\par
"Oo naman... Pero-"\par
"There! That should make you desperate enough para gawin mo yung sinasabi ko! I
know you can't stand them being together..."\par
\par
I froze.\par
\par
"Paanong-?"\par
"That's my business, Gelo. Ang dapat mong problemahin... kung paano, kailan at s
aan mo sasabihin sa kanya."\par
\par
"Pero... kaibigan ko si Liam..."\par
"Don't be so STUPID. You know you love Ria... and you know you deserve her more
than he does!"\par
"Oo naman... Pero-"\par
"There! That should make you desperate enough para gawin mo yung sinasabi ko! I
know you can't stand them being together..."\par
\par
"I don't think she'll fall for it. I mean..."\par
"Oh come on. Use your charm. She'll fall for it... I know what I'm doing, you'll
see."\par
"Tell me what to do..." sabi ko. My mind was racing but I didn't have a single c
lue... hindi pwede to.\par
\par
"Sayo muna yang camera ko. Ikaw na bahala kumuha ng tiyempo but you have to do i
t, aright? And oh, one more thing..."\par
"Ano yun?"\par
\par
"Wag mong sabihing sa akin galing niyan."\par
\par
Napatingin ako sa kanya. Oo nga naman... Si Elle, gumagawa ng kabutihan...? Mala
ki nga namang kalokohan kung papakinggan mo...\par
\par
"Why're you doing this?" I shot at her. She smiled; the first true smile I have
seen from her.\par
"If there's one thing I hate, it's players. Ayoko na nung may ginagagong babae..
. Why are you looking at me like that?"[/b]\par
\par
"Wala lang. I didn't think you'd care. Especially ngayong si Ria yung isa sa mga
involved..."\par
\par
She laughed mirthlessly.\par
\par
"Don't you think I've done enough damage to her this year? To all of you? Pagod
na rin siguro akong manggago..."\par
"Sana magtuloy-tuloy yan."\par
"Yup. And if pwede mong isingit... Tell her I'm sorry about what happened in the
caf," she said, and with a smile she left.\par
\par
Hindi ako mapakali nung bumalik ako sa classroom.\par
Stupid! Bakit kasi nakipagpalit pa ako ng chair?!\par
\par
"Ok ka lang?" Rish asked me while copying the Physics lecture on the board.\par
"Honestly, hindi."\par
"What happened?" she asked, curious. I took Elle's digicam from my pocket and sh
owed it to her discreetly; baka kasi ma-confiscate...\par
\par
"Oh my God. Where did you get this?"\par
"I'll explain later."\par
"Are you going to tell her?"\par
"Syempre. Ayokong nagmumukha siyang g@go."\par
"Anything I can do to help?"\par
"No. Pero salamat. Just wish me luck..."\par
"She'll listen to you, I'm sure of that. Don't worry..."\par
\par
Gusto kong paniwalaan yung sinabi ni Rish...\par
Kinakabahan ako. Makikinig nga kaya siya sakin? Anong mangyayari pagkatapos niya
\par
Here it comes, I thought.\par
\par
"Oh yeah?! What about him?" I said with my brow raised. I stopped walking and tr
ied to appear interested.\par
\par
"I don't know how to put it in a better way..."\par
"You're wasting my time," I said coolly, and I turned on my heel.\par
"HE'S CHEATING ON YOU!"\par
\par
Oh, a likely story!\par
\par
Nilingon ko siya, trying to keep my face expressionless. Hindi ako nagsalita.\pa
r
\par
"Of course you don't believe me... But I-..."\par
\par
He was taking something out of his pocket, but I decided I could not take any of
this crap any longer.\par
\par
"D'you honestly think I'm that fcuking gullible?" I shot at him, and he froze.\p
ar
\par
"Let me tell you something. If I wanted to have someone yelling bullcrap at me I
would've called you. And yea... What Liam and I have right now is something ver
y special, and I cherish it beyond all telling. If you think na isang kagaya mo
lang ang makakasira nun... Pwes I'm sorry to disappoint you but it won't. Now if
you don't mind, I have a lot of more important things to be getting on with."\p
ar
\par
And with that I left him dazed.\par
\par
Chapter Twenty-One\par
\par
Irish's POV:\par
\par
"Asan na yung iba?!"\par
\par
Hayun na't nagsimula nang magsisigaw ang coach ng soccer team ng klase namin. He
had enough reason to be angry; more than half of the team hadn't turned up yet.
\par
\par
Nasa soccer field na kami; halos palaging sabay ang practice ng teams. Ang cheer
leaders din hindi pa kumpleto...\par
Pareho pang wala sina Gelo at Ria dito... magkausap na kaya sila ngayon?\par
\par
Nagulat ako nang ipakita sa akin ni Gelo ang mga pictures sa camera ni Elle kani
na. Hindi ko akalaing magagawa pala ni Liam yun. Sana lang hindi magkaroon ng aw
ay dito pagdating ni Ria mamaya...\par
\par
Speaking of Ria...\par
\par
Dumating siyang kasabay ni Zoe. I knew there was something wrong; her face was e
xpressionless and she looked perfectly calm as she walked towards us. Teka, kung
nandito na siya, nasaan si Gelo? Nasabi niya kaya?\par
\par
"Ria, can I have a sec?"\par
"Sure."\par
\par
Iniwan kami ni Zoe. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Liam emerge from the lock
er rooms...\par
\par
"Nakausap mo na ba si Gelo?" I asked. She looked at me with one brow raised.\par
"Why do you ask?" tanong niya. Ang taray... hindi maganda to...\par
"He was looking for you. I- I think he said he was going to tell you something i
mportant..."\par
"Anong alam mo doon?" she asked me. Iba na ang tono ng boses niya...\par
"I can't believe it. Pati pala ikaw," she said, and with that she walked away.\p
ar
\par
Pati daw ako?\par
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT?!\par
Bakit galit siya? Ngayon niya lang ulit ako tinarayan ng ganoon. May mali talaga
dito.\par
\par
I knew I had to find Gelo. FAST.\par
\par
Ten minutes din akong nag ikot ikot bago ko sila nakita ni Elle na magkausap sa
may lockers. It was Elle who noticed me coming.\par
\par
"Rish, you're here..."\par
\par
Nagulat ako nang lumapit siya at niyakap ako.\par
\par
"Whoa... whoa Elle! Akala ko ba galit ka? Ano ka ba, sinasapian?"\par
\par
She laughed.\par
\par
"Hindi. Sira lang talaga ang ulo ko. Come here. Someone needs us."\par
\par
She led me towards Gelo, who was looking numb with shock. Tulala siya at naawa a
ko sa itsura niya...\par
\par
"Gelo? What happened?" I asked him. He looked at me, smiling bitterly.\par
"Oh. Hi Rish," he replied.\par
"Nasabi mo ba?" asked Elle, sharply jerking him back into reality.\par
"No. She didn't want to hear a word..."\par
\par
Nagtinginan kami ni Elle.\par
\par
"Eh yung pics, napakita mo?"\par
"Hindi," sabi niya. Elle seemed to be restraining herself from rolling her eyes
with difficulty.\par
"Eh anong nangyari? Bakit para kang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa?"\par
"Ok lang sana yung nilayasan niya ako eh... pero yung sinabi niya bago siya umal
is..."\par
"Ano ba kasi yun?" asked Elle. I wanted to cover her mouth so she can shut up, I
didn't think Gelo would like to tell us about it.\par
"Well she told me na special sa kanya si Liam at yung kung ano man ang meron sa
kanila. Sabi niya hindi lang isang tulad ko ang makakasira nun."\par
\par
Elle's jaw dropped. So did mine.\par
\par
"SHE SAID THAT?!"\par
"Yeah."\par
"Anak ng-?! Ikaw na nga itong concerned sa kanya, ginanon ka pa?!"\par
"Well she has a reason to doubt him. I mean, she's known Liam for years. She's b
ound to trust him more than she trusts us."\par
"Kahit na! Hindi niya dapat sinabihan si Gelo ng mga ganun!" Elle exclaimed indi
gnantly.\par
r
\par
8 missed calls\par
\par
Feeling reckless, pinindot ko to see who had been calling him.\par
It was all from the same unregistered number!\par
\par
"I'm back!"\par
\par
I looked at Liam who was approaching.\par
\par
"Someone called?" he asked, seeing me holding the cellphone.\par
"Yeah. Nakaka 8 missed calls na nga..."\par
\par
And then there was a flash of what looked like panic in his eyes...\par
\par
"Unregistered yung number," I said, handing it to him. "Nare-recognize mo ba yun
g number? Mukhang kailangang-kailangan kang makausap eh."\par
"No. Hindi ko alam kung sino to..."\par
\par
I don't know why, but I get the feeling that he's trying to keep something from
me. He avoided my gaze. Sino kaya yung tumatawag na yun?\par
\par
Pero bago ko pa maisip kung ano ang pwedeng itago sa akin ni Liam, dumating na s
ina Maffy at Jon. Sabay sabay na kaming umalis ng school at naglakad pauwi.\par
Natatawa ako sa set-up namin. Para kasing double date.\par
\par
Actually, matagal nang gusto ni Maffy si Jon, and I'm more than sure that Jon's
feeling the same way. Syempre pareho ko silang ka-close, alam ko kung may ibig s
abihin ba yung actions o wala, so kahit hindi nila pareho i-declare yun sa buong
mundo, alam ko na.\par
\par
"Guys, tara meryenda tayo sa MiniStop..." said Jon. Oh, good may nakaisip na kum
ain. Gutom na rin kasi ako...\par
"Ha? Ayoko."\par
"Bakit? Bibili lang naman tayo."\par
"Naku, baka maabutan na naman ako ni Dad saka nung officemate niya."\par
"Itatago kita," sabi ni Jon. Naku kinilig naman si Maffy.\par
"Sa payat mong yan, maitatago mo ba ko eh ang lapad ko?"\par
"Sino may sabi sayong mataba ka? Ang payat mo na nga Maffs eh. You're sooo sexy
Maffy!"\par
"ULUL! Shut up!"\par
\par
Nagtawanan kami at pumasok na nga sa MiniStop.\par
\par
"Katuray ano gusto mo?"\par
"Coke Light."\par
"Sandwich gusto mo?"\par
"Sige. Yung-..."\par
"Ham and cheese?"\par
\par
Natuwa naman ako. Alam niya pa rin pala\par
\par
"Sige. Diyan ka lang ha?"\par
\par
Umalis na sina Jon at Liam para bilhan kami ng food ni Maffy. Naghanap naman kam
i ng mauupuan...\par
\par
"Naku, kilig naman ang Lola Maffy."\par
"Ssshhh. Wag ka nga maingay diyan Katuray. Oras na ikwento ko kay Jon yung nangy
\par
"Tara, dun tayo sa labas mag-usap..." sabi ni Jon. I suddenly became fully aware
of the fact na napapaligiran kami ng napakaraming usisero.\par
Maffy led Ria outside, at sinundan namin sila ni Jon. Sa paraan pa lang ng pagti
ngin sakin nung dalawa pa, alam kong pati sila masama rin ang loob sa akin. I co
uldn't blame them for feeling that way. Malayo-layo na ang nalakad namin nang na
glakas-loob akong i-open yung usapan.\par
\par
"Ria," I said, mildly pulling her by the arm. She paused and glacrimson at me bu
t said nothing. Tumigil din sina Maffy at Jon... na-sense ko ang tension sa pali
gid ko. Lahat sila ngayon sa akin na nakatingin.\par
\par
"Ok, I knew her. She was my ex."\par
\par
*Flashback, Saturday afternoon*\par
\par
"Jill, listen... we can't see each other anymore."\par
\par
Nasa mall kami, kumakain. She froze halfway through that spoonful, her eyes wide
and fearful. I had been screwing up my courage all day to tell her that... Na-a
nticipate kong hindi magiging madali.\par
\par
It's not like she had enough reason to hold me back; after all, we're not offici
ally / exclusively dating.\par
Ganito rin ang setup ko with two other girls; Abby and Winona, pero sa kanilang
tatlo, si Jill ang naging talagang attached sa akin. Minsan, parang kinakalimuta
n niya talaga na ganun lang ang sitwasyon namin... pinaalam ko naman sa kanya, p
ati na rin kina Abby at Winona, yung feelings ko about Ria. Hindi ko naman sila
inask out or kung ano pa man; it was them who had insisted na subukan naming mag
-date and see how things would turn out. Parang wala lang, go out on dates pero
nothing serious... just mere, plain dates.\par
\par
"What did I do?" tanong niya.\par
"Nag-usap na tayo beforehand about this... I mean, about us... about Ria..."\par
"Bakit, kayo na ba?" she asked.\par
\par
Tumango na lang ako. Nahalata kong nalungkot siya and she was on the verge of te
ars. I carefully avoided her eyes; nagi-guilty ako.\par
\par
"Kailangan ba talaga? I mean... it doesn't mean na pagbabawalan kita sa kanya...
"\par
"Jill. Alam mo yung feelings ko para kay Ria. Ayoko siyang lokohin... ayokong pa
gsabayin. I told you there's no one else I like."\par
"Ok lang sakin maging number two," she said shamelessly, her voice breaking.\par
\par
Shoot. How pathetic.\par
\par
"I'm sorry."\par
\par
For a while I thought she was going to punch me... pero she just grabbed her bag
and scampecrimson away.\par
\par
*end of flashback*\par
\par
"Ex? Are you sure na alam niyang break na kayo? Halos patayin ako kanina eh... A
lam mo kung number two or number three mo lang ako, sabihin mo na agad. Ayoko sa
lahat yung nagmumukha akong tanga," said Ria firmly. There was a certain fierce
ness in her eyes that kinda scacrimson me... nagkakaganon lang siya when she's r
eally upset.\par
"No. Really. Wala na yun, I swear," I told her.\par
\par
Naasar ako sa sarili ko. Ang daming naiipit... ano ba naman kasing kalokohan yun
?! Why did I ever think that toying with girls is a tolerable business?\par
\par
Oo nga, wala na kami ni Jill... tapos nakipaghiwalay na rin ako kay Abby nung Su
nday... Winona's ditched me two weeks ago.\par
So that means ok na. I'm exclusively for Ria na lang... So honestly, I don't fee
l the need to tell her about the other three. But I still feel guilty kasi I cou
ld tell she would go ballistic if she ever found out...\par
\par
Ako na yata ang pinakamalaking jerk sa buong mundo. Damn. I HATE THIS.\par
\par
"Sa susunod kasi, ipaalam mo na agad sa amin kung may ex ka sa paligid. Para ala
m namin kung itatago na ba namin si Ria o ano..." sabi ni Jon in an attempt to l
ighten the mood. Ria and Maffy grudgingly laughed.\par
\par
"Tara na ngang umuwi..." sabi ni Maffy.\par
\par
We started walking when we noticed na may nakatutok sa aming malakas at nakakasi
law na headlights. Napalingon kami at nakita ang isang luxury-type SUV na papala
pit. Tumigil siya sa tapat namin at nagbaba ng bintana.\par
\par
"Francesca? Is that you?" said a male voice from the driver's seat.\par
\par
Napatingin kaming lahat kay Maffy.\par
\par
"Oh, hi Tito Danny," Maffy said tentatively.\par
"How come hindi ka pa nakakauwi?"\par
"Ah. Org practice po, alam naman ni Dad."\par
"Oh, all right. So pauwi na kayo?"\par
"Opo."\par
"Sakay na kayo."\par
"Ay, wag na po. Malapit lang naman..."\par
"Ano ka ba hija, isang jeepney ride din yun. Tsaka dumidilim na, ang dami pa nam
ang mandurukot diyan."\par
"Pero tito, out of way po kayo..."\par
"Sa terminal ng tricycle ng BF ko na lang kayo ibababa. Ok lang. I insist."\par
\par
Tiningnan kami ni Maffy, and we all simply shrugged. Hindi naman kasi mukhang ki
dnapper yung kausap niya, lalo na't sa isang Toyota Land Cruiser nakasakay. Haha
, para makasakay na rin sa luxury car kahit isang beses lang\par
\par
"Thanks Tito," sabi ni Maffy, tapos pinagbuksan niya kami para makasakay.\par
\par
Wow, ang lamig sa loob, astig! May tumutugtog na classical music na para bang na
ka-surround sound. Grabe. This man's FILTHY RICH!\par
\par
"Ewan ko ba diyan sa dad mo, Francesca. If I were your dad, ipapasundo kita araw
-araw."\par
"Hindi po, ako naman yung may gusto ng ganito," said Maffy.\par
\par
Totoo naman, mayaman talaga sina Maffy. Ayaw niya lang nung ganon, iniisip niya
parang pagsho-show off. Parang si Elle dati, ang lapit lang ng bahay, hinahatid
pa ng driver niya sa kung ano-anong mamahalin ding kotse.\par
\par
"Oh. What a nice kid you are. A rare find these days, if you ask me. Are they yo
ur friends?"\par
"Ah, opo. This is Ria, that's Liam, this one's Jon."\par
\par
Lumingon sa amin yung Tito ni Maffy, tapos tumigil yung mata niya kay Jon. Kakai
"Good morning class! We're going to have a major activity on Friday, so please l
isten carefully. This has a lot to do with your grade for the third quarter, pat
i na rin sa fourth pag sinwerte kayo..."\par
\par
Nagtinginan kami nina Irish. Bihira akong mabahala sa mga ganito, pero activity
na pati 4th quarter grade eh maaapektuhan? I gotta listen to this.\par
\par
"I currently am looking for prospective leads for this year's Interschool Play C
ompetition. We're holding auditions pero wala pa akong nakikita. So naisip ko, d
ito ko na lang kukunin sa batch ng 4th year, through this activity.\par
\par
Ang pinakamagaling dito, exempted sa 3rd quarter periodical examination, at pag
nanalo tayo sa IPC, pati sa 4th quarter exempted na siya..."\par
\par
There was a hush. 2 exempted exams? Too good to pass up! Everyone was now listen
ing...\par
\par
"We're going to have a reenactment of some scenes from various plays, movies, mu
sicals, et cetera. I wanted to have various scenes kasi we haven't finalized kun
g ano ang gagawin naming play for the competition. Here I have with me are the c
opies of the scenes..." she held up a thick wad ng bond paper, "And I am going t
o pass them..."\par
\par
Napansin kong inuna niya ang mga babae bago kami...\par
\par
"In this activity, gusto ko full efforts. By that I mean, gusto ko practice-in n
iyo mabuti at maayos ang costumes niyo. Descriptions of costumes are right in th
ose papers, you just have to read them...\par
\par
Oh, did I mention? All of those are heavily emotional dialogues."\par
\par
DIALOGUES?!\par
\par
"I gave copies to boys and girls separately," sabi niya, and finally natapos siy
ang mamigay ng scripts. I looked at mine... it said Moulin Rouge.\par
Anak ng-?!\par
Ang daming lines nung male part! AMP!\par
\par
"Kung sino ang kapareho niyo ng script, siya ang partner niyo. Now when I call t
he title of your piece, raise your hand and say Ma'am. Moulin Rouge?"\par
\par
I raised my hand...\par
\par
"MA'AM?"\par
\par
Chapter Twenty-Three\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"Ma'am?"\par
\par
Oh SHEESH. Not him?!\par
Lumingon ako kay Angelo, who also looked at me. He seemed horrified by the dilem
ma...\par
Aba! If there's someone na may karapatang magreklamo, ako yun! FEELINGERONG TO!\
par
Damn it. I didn't think I could get so lucky. Sa lahat ng lalaki sa 4th year Int
egrity, itong kumag na to pa talaga ang nagkataong na-assign saken! ASARR!\par
\par
Nagkatinginan na lang kami ni Liam, and judging by the expression on his face, h
e couldn't seem to understand why I seemed so upset. Well, hindi naman kasi niya
narinig ang usapan ni Elle at ng pinakamamahal niyang best friend na si Angelo.
\par
I never told anyone about what I had heard, not even Maffy. Ayoko nang palakihin
, at siguradong pag nakarating yun kay Liam, he'd go ballistic.\par
\par
"O, what are you all waiting for? Puntahan niyo na yung partners niyo!"\par
Jussme, tapos na pala niyang sabihin yung partners, di ko na namalayan!\par
\par
Nagtayuan ang mga tao maliban sa akin. Liam looked at me curiously.\par
\par
"Huy, tumayo ka na nga diyan... baka mapagalitan ka pa, ikaw din," sabi niya. I
hesitated, then I stood up grudgingly, hindi para puntahan si Angelo kundi para
kausapin si Ma'am...\par
\par
"Ma'am... I don't- ehrm... Can I change my piece?"\par
\par
Our teacher surveyed me carefully before answering.\par
\par
"Why? Is something bothering you, Miss Antonio?"\par
\par
"Ehrrm..." I stammered, trying to locate something wrong with the piece of paper
I was holding. "I- I don't like this piece, Ma'am. Parang wala naman akong gaga
win. Tignan niyo po oh, three or four lines na nga lang, puro phrases pa..."\par
\par
"Hija, before I chose those pieces, I made sure that those would bring out your
acting capabilities. Sa totoo lang hija, you're lucky to get that piece. Mas maeemphasize ang talent mo in acting kasi you would have to act without lines, and
that's immeasurably more difficult."\par
\par
"But Ma'am..."\par
\par
"Kung kakulangan lang ng lines ang pinoproblema mo, Miss Antonio, I suggest we e
nd this conversation now. Aarte ka, ACTING ang gagawin mo, hindi declamation, ka
ya the absence of lines is hardly a significant issue. Please proceed to your pa
rtner," she told me. She didn't look too happy with me anymore but since this is
a rather desperate situation, I decided to push my luck.\par
\par
"Ma'am, hindi lang po yung lines. Ehrm..."\par
\par
"What is it this time?"\par
\par
"Yun pong... costume. Hindi po ako makakapaghanap ng ganitong klaseng costume be
fore the presentation on Friday," I said, quietly congratulating myself; I knew
I had just hit bull's eye. She would not be able to dismiss that as 'insignifica
nt', sinabi niyang malaking factor ang costume...\par
\par
Tiningnan ko si Ma'am, at hindi ko maintindihan kung natatawa ba siya o naiinis.
\par
\par
"Hija, don't you remember?"\par
\par
Ano daw?!\par
\par
"Your older sister, Danna, has played the role of Satine sa Interschool Play Com
petition three years ago. I'm pretty sure she would still have her costume; and
since I don't think na malaki ang difference ng pangangatawan ninyong dalawa, eh
you wouldn't have a problem in borrowing it."\par
\par
DAMN!\par
\par
"Ma'am-..."\par
\par
"I'm sorry, my dear, but your pieces and partners are FINAL. Ngayon, if you don'
t want to get a failing grade in this activity, puntahan mo na ang partner mo."\
par
\par
"Thank you, Ma'am," I said, kahit hindi naman talaga yun ang gusto kong sabihin.
What I wanted to say was-\par
%^%$&! you Ma'am!!!\par
\par
Grabe! Ang sarap magmura!!! BADTRIP!\par
\par
I dragged my feet towards the place where Angelo was sitting. Nakatingin siya sa
akin ng pang-asar, naka-smirk pa.\par
\par
NAKU! Kung pwede ko lang dukutin ang mata nito, ginawa ko na!\par
\par
"O, kamusta? Hindi pumayag?" he asked in a nasty tone. Hindi ako sumagot, umupo
na lang ako sa tabi niya, trying not to look at him.\par
\par
"Hah. Paano ba yan? Mukhang talagang minalas ka at ako pa ang nakapartner mo...
Well, guess what, Ria. It's not my pleasure to be your partner either."\par
\par
Abah, feelingero talaga! Hambog na to!\par
\par
"Wow. I guess we've made that very clear, Angelo," I said, putting a sinister em
phasis on his name. His smirk grew, if possible, even wider.\par
\par
"You bet we have, Adrianna."\par
\par
I glared at him; alam niya ang full name ko at sigurado akong alam niya rin na a
yokong tinatawag ako ng ganoon. Naku, sinasagad ako nito ah!!!\par
\par
"What? You're not telling me that you don't like the sound of your own name?" he
said. "Bakit, Ria? Dahil ba mabantot?"\par
\par
"Of course not, Gelo. I'm actually pretty FOND of my name. In case hindi mo alam
, I share the same name with one of the most famous supermodels in the world, Ad
riana Lima. And I think that's cool," I replied calmly. Ayokong ibigay sa kanya
ang satisfaction of knowing na napipikon ako.\par
\par
"O, wag kang masyadong mayabang. Kapangalan mo lang yun, wag kang mag-ambisyon n
a magiging kagaya ka ni Adriana Lima."\par
\par
Anong-?! Talagang nang-iinsulto!\par
\par
"Oh, you think so?"\par
\par
"Alam mo kasi, being a model- that's pretty much out of your league, Ria. Kasi a
lam mo, ang models, magaganda. PERFECT ang features. But don't fret, actually, m
alapit lapit ka na sana dun eh. Kung hindi lang sana sobrang laki ng mata mo at
sana rin, hindi masyadong malapad ang noo mo na para nang blackboard."\par
\par
Langya to ah!\par
\par
"IF YOU THINK-..."\par
"Is there a problem?" our teacher said, popping out of nowhere. Mukhang masyado
kaming nag-enjoy sa usapan naming kaya hindi na naming napansin na nasa harap na
namin si Ma'am.\par
\par
"No, Ma'am. We're getting along really well with this!"\par
\par
"Good. Galingan niyo ha."\par
\par
"Syempre Ma'am. Gagalingan namin, diba, Adrianna?"\par
\par
"I'll be expecting a lot from you two. Napansin ko lang kasi... Sobrang bagay ka
yo," she said.\par
\par
\par
ANO DAW?!\par
OMG. I gotta go throw up here somewhere!\par
\par
\par
"Sige ha, tigilan na ang pag-aargue. Sayang din yun, exemption sa periodicals...
!" she said, as though taunting us, and with a wink, she left. I turned to glare
at Gelo... it was then that I noticed that his cheeks had turned bright pink.\p
ar
\par
Ang cute... rosy cheeks...\par
Sh!t! What did I just-...?! Sheesh! KADIRI!!!\par
\par
"O, ano tini-tingin tingin mo dyan ha?" he snapped.\par
\par
"Wag ka ngang feelingero! Ikaw nga diyan may pa blush blush pa!"\par
\par
"Parang ikaw hindi ah! Ano, kinilig ka noh?"\par
\par
"Wag kang mangarap ng gising. It's broad daylight, delusional!"\par
\par
"At least the daylight's not as broad as your forehead!"\par
\par
Tumingala ako at pumikit, praying hard to the heavens.\par
Pigilan niyo ako... MAPAPATAY KO NA TALAGA TO!\par
\par
Liam's POV:\par
\par
"Ano bang nangyari? Akala ko ba ayos na kayo?"\par
\par
We were in the caf having lunch with Maffy, and Ria had just been telling us abo
ut Gelo. Nagtataka talaga ako, ang alam ko kasi ok na sila, tapos biglang ganito
yung kinukwento niya?\par
\par
"Kahit naman siguro sino ang magsabi sayo na mukhang blackboard ang noo mo, maga
galit ka diba?" Ria said, fuming. Mukhang talagang napikon siya.\par
\par
Ang wirdo naman, bakit nga ba sasabihan bigla ni Gelo ng ganun si Ria? Lately ng
a akala ko nagkakagusto na siya kay Ria tas bigla niyang pipintasan ng harapan?
Ang gulo talaga ah!\par
\par
"Grabe naman kayo, baka naman may sinabi ka ring hindi niya nagustuhan?" tanong
ni Maffy, looking concerned.\par
\par
"Wala ano!"\par
\par
"Eh bakit ba parang galit na galit ka sa kanya kahit before pa kayo mag-usap? Na
kipagpalit ka pa daw ng partner eh. May pinag-awayan ba kayo, ha?"\par
\par
\par
She looked at me and said nothing. I get the feeling na may tinatago siya saken.
..\par
\par
\par
"Ano ka ba Liam, para kang NBI diyan. Teka nga, maiba tayo para malimutan ni Ria
yung unggoy na yun... Sino partner mo?"\par
\par
"Si Denise."\par
\par
\par
Sumagi na naman sa utak ko yung nangyari sa amin ni Denise noong party ni Zoe. K
ainis. Ayoko siyang maalala. Lasing ako nun, for crying out loud. That didn't me
an anything...\par
There you go, said a nagging voice in my head. May tinatago ka rin kay Ria.\par
\par
\par
"Anong piece?"\par
\par
"Miss Saigon. Si Thuy at si Kim."\par
\par
"Wow. Good luck."\par
\par
"Back to the topic, baka naman pwede niyon ayusin yan? Alam mo kasi, saying yung
grade kung sakaling papalpak kayo dahil lang diyan sa away niyo, diba?"\par
\par
"Ako?! Ako mag-aayos?! Bakit, ako ba ang nagsabi na may noo siyang mukhang black
board?!"\par
\par
"Ria, it's for your own good, you know. Kahit sa period lang ng preparation for
this, maging maayos kayo sa isa't isa. Kahit ilang araw lang kung talagang hindi
kayo makatiis."\par
\par
"Makipag-bargain ka kasi. Sinasabayan mo kasi yung pang-aasar niya eh."\par
\par
"Takte! Bahala siya!"\par
\par
"Mabait naman si Gelo eh, he'll come around. Malakas lang siguro yung topak."\pa
r
\par
"Wag na nga natin pag-usapan yun! Teka, sa Sabado na yung gig niyo diba?"\par
\par
"Yup. Ang hirap nga mag-schedule ng rehearsal..."\par
\par
"Ilang kanta ba gagawin niyo?"\par
\par
"2 or 3. Ideally, tig-isa kaming solo tas yung isa parang duet na."\par
\par
"Kakanta nga pala yun. Goodluck, diba? Sana hindi bumagyo."\par
\par
"Huy, tama na nga yan Ria. Ayan ka na naman."\par
\par
"Bakit, ang sabi ko lang naman-..."\par
\par
"Heh! SHUT UP!" I said, fed up. Nakakatulili na yung arguments nila ni Maffy.\pa
r
\par
"Shina-shut up mo na lang ako ngayon, ganun?" Ria shot at me.\par
\par
"Ang kulit niyo kasi e! Nakakatulili na."\par
\par
\par
"Sheesh. Bakit ang putla mo?"\par
\par
\par
Napatingin ako sa sinabi ni Elle. Oo nga...\par
\par
"Ok ka lang Rish?"\par
\par
"Yea. Medyo nahihilo lang ako."\par
\par
"Ano, gusto mo samahan ka namin sa clinic?"\par
\par
"Wag na. Tara, baka ma-late pa tayo sa Math."\par
\par
\par
Habang naga-afternoon classes kami, binabantayan ko nang palihim si Rish. Mukha
talaga siyang malungkot, tas parang masama pa yung pakiramdam niya. Ewan ko ba.
Nag-aalala na ko dito, hindi naman siya ganyan...\par
\par
\par
Something tells me it has something to do with Lance. Naku, pag nalaman kong siy
a may kasalanan patay siya saken!\par
\par
\par
"Uy! Ano hatid kita pauwi?" I offered pagdating ng dismissal.\par
\par
"Wag na. Kasama ko si Lance."\par
\par
"Pag may problema ha -..."\par
\par
"Oo naman, ipapabugbog ko agad sa inyo ni Elle," sabi niya, smiling. Na-reassure
naman ako sa sinabi niya kaya pinabayaan ko na lang.\par
\par
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\par
\par
"Anong sabi?" Elle asked habang naglalakad kami palabas ng campus.\par
\par
"Ok lang daw siya. Sasabihin niya naman daw sa atin agad kung sakali eh."\par
\par
"Ewan ko Gelo ha. Pero wala akong tiwala sa pagmumukha nung Lance na yun."\par
\par
"Bakit, ako ba meron? Wala rin."\par
\par
"Oh well. Basta ba talagang sasabihin niya saten eh di -..."\par
\par
\par
"HEY!!! GELO!!!"\par
\par
\par
Lumingon kami ni Elle. Tumatakbo si Ria na parang hinahabol kami.\par
\par
\par
"Oh, good luck Gelo, bye!" sabi ni Elle sabay alis.\par
\par
\par
AYOS AH.\par
\par
\par
"We need to talk."\par
\par
"Tungkol saan naman?"\par
\par
"Itong... hay naku. I want a truce."\par
\par
\par
HIMALA. Ano kaya pumasok sa utak nito?\par
\par
\par
"Talaga?"\par
\par
"Oo naman. Tigilan na natin to. It's driving me mad. I mean, we're ok and all, r
ight?"\par
\par
"You think so?"\par
\par
"Oh, PLEASE? Kahit dalawang araw lang? Just for this activity? Come on. We both
need a high grade in this."\par
\par
\par
Aba, at dahil lang pala sa grade kaya siya nakikipag-ayos?!\par
\par
\par
"Wow, I didn't realize ganun ka. Makikipag bati ka saken dahil sa GRADE?"\par
\par
"Hindi sa ganun-..."\par
\par
\par
She was still talking pero iniwan ko na siya at tumawid na ako sa kabila. Pang-a
sar talaga to!\par
Naku, Gelo, palpak ka talaga sa babae kahit kelan... Una, si Elle, ngayon ito!\p
ar
\par
\par
"HEY! IT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!" she yelled from the other side of the road. Hindi
ko siya pinansin.\par
\par
\par
"GELO-..."\par
\par
\par
And then there was a screech of brakes, followed by drawn-out screams that rent
the air with the force of a speeding bullet...\par
\par
\par
Napalingon ako, wondering what on earth could have caused it...\par
Right in front of a white SUV was a huddle of eager and anxious onlookers, surro
unding something I couldn't see...\par
\par
\par
It was then that I realized...\par
Ria was nowhere in sight.\par
\par
Chapter Twenty-Four\par
\par
Gelo's POV:\par
\par
Ria was nowhere in sight.\par
\par
A different kind of dread pulled at my insides like a powerful; invisible hook.\
par
Without thinking, tumakbo ako papunta sa grupo ng taong nasa harap nung sasakyan
na nagco-cause na ng hold up doon sa kalsada...\par
\par
Kabi-kabila ang tunog ng busina, but I hardly minded; at that moment, walang iba
ng nasa isip ko except for the desire na makita kung ano yung napapaligiran nila
...\par
\par
With a scream of mingled fury and relief, I saw Ria get on her feet.\par
\par
"What the HELL were you thinking?! Ano ka ba, nagpapakamatay?!"\par
\par
She looked at me like I was an alien or something. Saka ko lang napansin na may
akay siyang bata na umiiyak at tulo na ang uhog mula sa ilong. Hindi niya ako pi
nansin at nag-crouch siya para kausapin yung bata...\par
\par
"Ok ka lang?"\par
"Mama... *singhot* "\par
\par
Saktong may lumapit sa amin na babae.\par
\par
"Naku, ano ka ba naman anak!" sabi niya, sabay sunggab at yakap doon sa bata. "B
akit ka naman kasi tumawid!"\par
"Akala po yata niya iiwan niyo siya."\par
"Sinabi ko naman sa kanyang may kukunin lang ako sa kotse eh! O, tahan na. Miss,
salamat ha?"\par
"Sige po."\par
\par
Tinitigan ko si Ria as though I have never seen her before...\par
\par
I saw cuts on her hand and a huge purple bruise on her arm, but she didn't seem
to mind habang nagbababay siya doon sa mag-ina. Nag-alisan na rin yung mga tao k
aya hinila ko na siya pabalik sa school.\par
\par
"ARAY naman!"\par
\par
She sharply pulled her hand out of my grasp, tas tiningnan niya yun... may malak
ing sugat tas dumudugo talaga...\par
\par
"Ikaw naman kasi, sinundan mo pa ko!"\par
"Tonge! Hindi ikaw yung sinundan ko, yung bata!"\par
"Eh kung ikaw yung nasagasaan, sige nga?!"\par
"As if naman may pake ka!"\par
"Syempre meron!"\par
\par
Natigilan kami pareho sa pagsisigawan.\par
\par
"Tara na nga."\par
\par
Sabay kaming pumunta sa clinic, but no one spoke the whole time. Pinanood ko lan
g habang ginagamot siya nung nurse.\par
\par
Hindi ko akalain... kaya niya palang gawin yun...\par
Badtrip! Eto na naman ako... I'm falling even deeper...\par
\par
Saka naman may humahangos na pumasok sa clinic...\par
\par
"Ano nangyari?!"\par
\par
Agad tumabi si Liam kay Ria, na tipong kulang na lang eh hugutin yung kamay niya
...\par
\par
"Hoy! Dahan dahan naman, may sugat pa kaya yung kamay niya!"\par
\par
Napatingin silang tatlo saken, pare-parehong wide-eyed at tipong gulat. Kungsaba
gay, kahit naman ako nagulat. Siguro nalito yung nurse kung sino ba talaga sa am
in yung boyfriend ni Ria...\par
\par
"Diyan muna kayo, may kukunin ako," sabi nung nurse bigla, tas umalis na.\par
\par
"Ano ba kasi nangyari sa kanya?" tanong ni Liam na para bang ako yung sinisisi n
iya.\par
"Liam, wala siya kinalaman doon. Siya pa nga nagdala saken dito. May tumawid kas
ing bata, ayun hinabol ko kasi masasagasaan nung Prado. Kawawa naman diba?"\par
"Bakit kasi hinabol mo pa?"\par
"Eh anong gagawin ko? Papanoorin?"\par
\par
Sige pa... mag-away pa kayo...\par
\par
Bumalik na yung nurse, may dalang benda, tapos binalot niya noon yung kamay ni R
ia.\par
\par
"O ayan. Bukas bumalik ka dito, papalitan na natin yan."\par
"Sige po, thanks," sabi ni Ria, tapos bumaba na siya dun sa kinauupuan niya, wit
hout looking at Liam.\par
\par
"Thanks sa pagsama."\par
"Ok lang. Alis na ko."\par
"Hey wait!"\par
\par
Nilingon ko naman.\par
\par
"Ano, truce na?" she said, offering her uninjured hand.\par
"Oo naman. See ya sa English class bukas," I said, shaking it.\par
\par
Nginitian ko na lang siya tapos umalis na rin ako.\par
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\par
Maffy's POV:\par
\par
"Ayoko pa umuwi."\par
\par
Nakaupo kami ni Jon sa swing sa park, nagkukwentuhan lang.\par
\par
"Ako nga rin eh."\par
"Dito na lang tayo matulog."\par
\par
Tiningnan ako ni Jon. Nawindang ata sa sinabi ko.\par
\par
"Eto naman. Joke lang. Para namang rereypin kita noh!"\par
\par
Natawa ko kay Jon, namula ba naman kasi!\par
\par
"Haha. Papayag naman ako eh."\par
"Gagu! Sira talaga tuktok mo!"\par
"Tagal na. Kaya nga maraming ayaw saken eh."\par
\par
Wow, biglang serious mode?\par
\par
"Ano ba, matagal ko nang alam yun."\par
"Hindi ah. Andito naman kami nila Ria eh, kaya hindi ka dapat nagda-drama diyan.
"\par
"Kung wala siguro kayo, nabaliw na ko. Teka nga. Bakit ba hindi kayo magkasundo
ng dad mo?"\par
"Ewan ko din. Siguro same reason na hindi kayo magkasundo ng Mom mo."\par
"Ang galing noh? Pareho tayo ng situation. Meant to be?!" sabi niya, sabay tawa.
\par
\par
Natawa na rin tuloy ako. Siguro, para sa kanya nakakatawa. Pero sa akin...\par
\par
"Uy, alam mo ba? Napaniginipan ko na naman Dad ko kagabi. Nagkita raw kami, kaso
wala siyang mukha."\par
\par
"Wala ka ba maski picture?"\par
\par
"Wala ano. Sabi ko naman sayo, lahat ng traces ng Dad ko inalis ng Lola at Mom k
o. Kung pwede nga lang na mismong existence ni Dad eh alisin, siguro ginawa na n
ila. Ang alam ko lang talaga, surname. Pero goodluck naman sa akin, kung pupunta
han ko lahat ng Figueroa sa mundo eh siguro matanda na ko ni anino hindi ko pa m
akikita."\par
\par
"Gusto mo ba talagang makita ang dad mo?"\par
\par
"Oo naman. I'm sure mas itatrato niya akong tao kaysa kay Mom."\par
\par
"Palagay ko naman, hinahanap ka rin nun."\par
\par
"Paano mo naman nasabi yun?"\par
\par
"Wala lang."\par
\par
"Pinapalakas mo lang naman yung loob ko."\par
\par
"Jon-..."\par
\par
"Ano ka ba, I appreciate it. Ang akin lang... siguro kung talagang naghanap siya
, noon pa kami nagkita diba?"\par
\par
Natahimik kami. Minsan lang siya magsabi ng nararamdaman niya kaya hinayaan ko n
a lang muna siyang mag-open ulit.\par
\par
"Tara na nga. Kasalanan ko pa pag nagsermon na naman yung Dad mo."\par
"Oo nga. Ewan ko ba dun, bakit nag business man. Mas bagay naman sa kanya ang ma
gpari..."\par
"Sira! Inaway pa yung tatay niya! Tara na nga," sabi niya. Tumayo kami tas inakb
ayan niya ko.\par
\par
I felt safe.\par
\par
Jonathan's POV:\par
\par
Ayos, nakalusot na naman ang the moves ko\par
Masaya ako ngayong kasama ko siya. Sana ganito kami palagi.\par
\par
Katakot nga lang... Paano ko ba liligawan ito?\par
Baka sabihin niya sinasamantala ko friendship namin. Ayokong masira yun.\par
Naku... kailangan ko tulong ni Ria...\par
\par
"O, dito na ko ha," sabi niya, street na kasi nila.\par
"Samahan na kita hanggang inyo."\par
"Ano ka ba. Wag na, baka magalit pa Dad ko... Sige na, good night!"\par
\par
Ayoko sana bumitaw sa pagkaakbay ko kaso siya na yung kumalas. Kumaway na lang a
ko tas dumeretso sa bahay nina Ria para doon na lang makikain.\par
\par
"Tita Elize! Makikikain po!"\par
"Ay pasok na, eto talaga nagsasabi pa!"\par
"Sina Ria po?"\par
"Andun sila ng Ate niya sa taas. Puntahan mo muna, sabihin mo bumaba na kasi mal
uluto na to."\par
"Sige po!"\par
\par
Masunurin naman akong bata kaya akyat naman ako. Narinig ko mga boses nila, mukh
ang andoon sila sa kwarto ni Ate Danna.\par
\par
"Ate ano ba to..."\par
"Bakit? Kasya naman ah?"\par
"Ang luwag kaya!"\par
\par
Kumatok ako.\par
\par
"Sino yan?"\par
"Si Jon."\par
"Pasok ka!"\par
"Huy wag! Magbibihis muna ako!"\par
\par
Ngak! Ano ba meron dito sa mag-ate na to?\par
\par
"Ano ka ba, si Jon lang yan. Para makita na rin niya. Jon! Halika nga dito!"\par
\par
Binuksan ko yung pinto at pumasok ako.\par
\par
Whoa.\par
Nakita ko si Ria sa harap ng salamin, nakasuot ng bestida na mukhang kulang sa t
ela. Kita ang midriff niya.\par
Nako, siguradong luluwa ang mata ni Liam dito...\par
\par
"Ano yang suot mo?"\par
"Costume niya."\par
"Anong itsura?" tanong ni Ria, looking conscious.\par
\par
Nag-isip ako panandali.\par
\par
"Kulang sa tela."\par
\par
Nagtawanan kami.\par
\par
"Eto talaga si Manong Jonathan. Pero ok naman sa kanya diba?"\par
"Medyo maluwag nga," I said honestly, kaya pinalo ako ni Ate Danna.\par
\par
"Hayup ka! Anong ibig mong sabihin, mataba ako?"\par
\par
"Bakit? SAYO YAN?!"\par
\par
"Oo!"\par
\par
"Eh mas mataba ka naman talaga saken eh!"\par
\par
"Kapal mo! Anorexic ka kasi!"\par
\par
"Hoy! Tigilan niyo nga yan! Bakit mo naman naisipang bumili ng ganyang damit, ha
Ate Danna? Bugaw ka ba?"\par
\par
"Gagu, hindi! Costume ko yan sa IPC noon. Gagamitin niya kasi Moulin Rouge din y
ung nabunot niya sa English class."\par
\par
"O? Sino nga pala partner mo?"\par
\par
"Ah, si Gelo."\par
\par
"Uuuuy. Si Liam sino partner?"\par
\par
"Si Den. Naku, papasikipan ko to kay Mommy. Baka mahubaran ako sa Friday..."\par
\par
"Asus! Ang sabihin mo ipapa-fit mo para mas sumexy ka sa harap ni Liam!"\par
\par
"Shut up Ate!" sabi ni Ria, tapos lumabas na siya ng kwarto, siguro para ipakita
yung suot niya kay Tita.\par
\par
DING!\par
\par
"Uy! May nag-message kay Ria!"\par
\par
Pinuntahan ni Ate yung laptop ni Ria na nakalagay sa kama, may nag-message nga s
a YM. Naku, usiserang ate\par
\par
"Tingnan natin, dali! Baka si Liam..."\par
\par
But it wasn't Liam at all.\par
\par
Gelo Fontanilla: Ei. Musta na kamay mo? Pasensiya na kanina ha.\par
Goodluck saten. See ya tomorrow.\par
\par
Pasensya na kanina?\par
Ano yun?\par
Kakaiba naman yata ito.\par
\par
"Uy, kayong dalawa, kakain na daw," sabi ni Ria, sabay dungaw sa pinto.\par
\par
Naunang lumabas si Ate Danna, pero bago makasunod si Ria kinalabit ko siya.\par
\par
"Bakit?"\par
"Patulong naman."\par
"Saan?"\par
\par
Nagkamot muna ako ng ulo...\par
\par
"Saan nga?"\par
"Kay Maffy."\par
\par
Her eyes widened, her jaw dropped, and she broke into a wide smile.\par
\par
"As in?"\par
\par
Tss. Tama bang mas na-excite pa saken.\par
\par
Chapter Twenty Five\par
\par
Elle's POV:\par
\par
\par
"O, tapos?"\par
\par
\par
Gelo has just been telling me about how his practice with Ria had gone. Pinagpra
ctice kasi lahat ng pairs kaninang English, eh pinaghanap kami ng mga secluded n
a places para hindi nga naman ma-distract lalo na sa line delivery. Well, since
secluded at wala silang ibang kasama...\par
\par
\par
\par
"Kailangan ko bang ikwento lahat ng detalye?" tanong niya, taking a sip from his
coke float. Nasa McDo kami ngayon, ang pinakamalapit na tambayan sa school nami
n.\par
\par
\par
"Bakit? Maliban ba dun sa kwinento mo meron pa?" I asked. He scratched his head.
\par
"Ang kulit mo. Ano bang iniisip mong ginawa namin dun?"\par
"Malay ko. Ano ba nangyari, ha? PG-13? R-18?"\par
\par
\par
Binato niya ako ng French Fries.\par
\par
\par
"Ang dumi ng isip mo."\par
\par
\par
"Ano ba, joke lang naman. Alam ko namang gentleman ka eh."\par
\par
\par
"Malamang, dapat alam mo yun, diba? Ex?" sabi niya, nang-aasar.\par
\par
\par
"Don't remind me. Isang napakalaking error yun sa buhay ko. Anyway," I said, cut
ting him off as he opened his mouth to protest, "Sure kang yun lang?"\par
\par
\par
"Oo. Wala naman akong ginawa kaninang practice na wala sa script. Bakit ba kasi
kailangang himayin mo pa yung kwento ko?"\par
\par
\par
"Well, I need to know every detail. I'm a girl, remember? So I'll be able to int
erpret kung may hopes ka pa ba kay Ria. Baka kasi super obvious na, di mo pa hal
ata, diba? Mr. Dense?"\par
\par
"Hindi ako dense. Ayoko lang ng kung ano ano yung iniisip natin tas hindi naman
pala dapat lagyan ng ibig sabihin."\par
\par
"I don't think you get it, Gelo. This is a matter of grave importance!" I exclai
med. He laughed hysterically.\par
\par
"Elle, at this very moment may mga taong binobomba sa Iraq, maraming taong nagug
utom sa Pilipinas, and we are on the verge of re-hiring an impeached president..
. tapos ang pinoproblema mo, lovelife ko?! What's wrong with you?!"\par
\par
\par
It was my turn to laugh.\par
\par
\par
"Well, wala naman po kasi akong magagawa sa mga social phenomenon na yan diba?"\
par
\par
"Para namang sa problema ko eh may magagawa ka."\par
\par
"OUCH, ang sakit nun ha," I said, acting mortally offended.\par
\par
"That's not what I meant, naaapreciate ko naman kayo ni Rish..."\par
\par
"I know, silly. Pero bakit ba kasi ang bilis mong mag-give up diyan?"\par
\par
\par
He played with his drink's straw, sinking into silence.\par
\par
\par
"Si Rish kaya, kamusta na?"\par
\par
\par
Waw, ayos ang pag-layo ng usapan ah.\par
\par
Oh, which reminds me... absent nga pala si Rish. Kalungkot tuloy, wala akong kak
amping mang-alaska kay Gelo. Nung isang araw pa yun nahihilo-hilo eh.\par
\par
"Ewan, di pa nagtetext."\par
\par
"Baka tulog. Sige hayaan na muna natin..."\par
\par
"Don't worry, she'll be okay."\par
\par
\par
Isusubo ko na sana yung French fries sa bibig ko nang-\par
\par
"Oh my gosh, they're here!"\par
\par
"Anong meron?" said Gelo, turning his head to look, but before he could do so I
got his face into my hands.\par
\par
"Don't look, it's them!"\par
\par
"Eh ano naman? Tsaka Elle, yung mukha ko..."\par
\par
\par
I quickly let go of his face.\par
\par
"Remember, don't look," I said, putting my hand on his arm.\par
\par
"What do you think you're doing?!"\par
\par
"Wala. I just want to see the look on her face kung sakali..."\par
\par
"You're leaning too close!"\par
\par
"Shut up or I'll kiss you!"\par
\par
\par
His eyes widened, looking revolted. Gaah, I couldn't care less, really.\par
\par
\par
Lalo na ngayong dito nakatingin si Ria.\par
\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"Alam mo, kahapon ka pa."\par
\par
I gave Liam a nasty look habang papasok kami ng McDo. Nauna na sina Maffy at Jon
sa loob, at medyo nagpaiwan ako so I can reprimand him, kanina pa siyang nakasi
mangot and it irritates me to no end.\par
\par
Napatingin ako sa isa sa mga tables sa dulo. Andun si Elle, and she was sitting
with someone who looked a lot like-\par
\par
\par
"Kahapon pang ano?"\par
\par
"Ganyan. Gloomy, emo, whatnot. Meron ka ba?"\par
\par
"Why, is it illegal?"\par
\par
\par
Napairap ako sa sobrang inis. Ang arte nito kahit kailan oh! Totopakin na lang,
ngayon pa!\par
Naku, wag niyang sinasabayan ang toyo ng utak ko ha, magwo-world war to!\par
\par
\par
"Wag na kasi tayo dito," sabi niya bigla.\par
\par
"Ano ba, nakikisabay lang naman tayo kasi nag-aya si Jon. Wag kang saken mainis
kasi hindi naman ako yung nag-aya dito."\par
\par
"Sinabi ko bang sayo ko naiinis?"\par
\par
"Hindi mo nga sinasabi, eh kung maka-ngalngal ka dyan eh parang ako pa sinisisi
mo. Pasalamat ka nga nililibre pa tayo eh."\par
\par
"Hindi ko naman pinilit si Jon na isama tayo dito. Sa Starbucks na lang kasi."\p
ar
\par
\par
ABA! Ang arte naman talaga! Baklitang to!\par
\par
\par
"Well, SORRY ha, hindi kasi mayaman yung family namin, hindi kagaya nung iba, ap
elyido pa lang tunog milyones na... Zobel, Ayala, at lalong hindi tunog FORENJER
na parang Woods, diba?" I told him, completely losing control.\par
\par
"Ang konti lang ng sinabi ko, ang dami mo nang nadugtong. Bakit ba ayaw mong uma
lis dito? Dahil ba nakita mo nandito rin si Gelo?"\par
\par
"Gelo na naman?! MY GOD, Liam. GROW UP! I can't see why you have to get all work
ed up about him like that..."\par
\par
"Well it's not like you're giving me no reason to get worked up about him being
here..."\par
\par
"REASON?" I said, giving out a horribly fake laugh. "Binibigyan kita ng rason to
be unreasonably jealous? What reasons?"\par
\par
"I saw you practicing, and I could hardly describe that as perfectly innocent."\
par
\par
"It's in the fcuking script, Liam!"\par
\par
"Well you didn't have to follow it to the letter! Kulang na lang..."\par
\par
"Kulang na lang ano?" I dared him.\par
\par
"Don't you get it? He's using it! He's using the fcuking script to get to you, a
nd I can't stand that! At eto ka naman... honestly, I'm starting to think you're
leading him on!"\par
\par
\par
WHAPAKK!\par
\par
\par
I had slapped him before I could stop myself. I've never been so angry in my ent
ire life. That was an insult; I felt like vermin.\par
\par
"I NEVER dreamed na ganyan kababa ang tingin mo saken."\par
\par
"I'm sorry. Nabigla ako..."\par
\par
"Kung gusto mong mag-Starbucks, magkape ka mag-isa mo," I said, and with that in
iwan ko na siya at pumasok na ako. He didn't even follow me.\par
\par
\par
Pagpunta ko sa table, nagtaka ako sa mga itsura nila Jon at Maffy.\par
\par
"What happened?"\par
\par
\par
Napatingin si Jon saken, as though signaling me to shut up.\par
It was then that I saw the tray in front of Maffy, kung saan may mga salita whic
h were spelled using French fries.\par
\par
\par
DAMN! I was ruining their moment!\par
Pero di ako makaalis. Matagal ko ding hinintay to noh!\par
\par
"Seryoso ka?"\par
"Mukha ba kong nagpapatawa?"\par
\par
Then, Maffy did something incredible.\par
She rearranged the fries... I couldn't read it properly...\par
\par
But Jon did. He simply smiled widely, his cheeks burning red, then said...\par
\par
"Kanino ulit yung Cheeseburger meal?"\par
\par
\par
Chapter Twenty Six\par
Maffy's POV:\par
\par
"Huy! Ano ba?!"\par
\par
I looked at Ria, trying to get myself out of reverie.\par
\par
"Ha? Ano nga ba yun?"\par
"Tanong ko, kung ok lang ba?" she asked, taking another spin sa harap ng salamin
.\par
\par
Ano ba naman tong babaeng to. I don't think she realizes how beautiful she's loo
king while wearing that midriff-baring costume. She didn't look too confident ei
ther, but siguro dahil lang yun sa fact na hindi siya sanay magsuot ng mga ganun
g klaseng damit.\par
\par
But honestly, kung ako sana ang ganun kaganda at ka-sexy-\par
\par
Nah. Never mind.\par
\par
Today is our big English presentation slash Initial IPC Audition day. Maya-maya
lang siguro, kakailanganin na naming bumalik sa classroom, 15 minutes lang kasi
ang binigay sa aming preparation time (which is nowhere near sufficient).\par
\par
"Hindi lang okay, silly. You're GORGEOUS! Eh ako?" I asked, habang sinisimulan k
o nang iligpit, este, itapon lahat ng makeup ni Ria sa vanity kit niya.\par
"Oo naman noh. Buti ka nga, hindi mukhang taga-perya. Teka, bakit ba kanina ka p
ang tulala?" she asked, now looking at her skirt's loooooong slit, which was sho
wing off her legs.\par
\par
I hesitated. I wanted to tell her everything, but I didn't really know if I shou
ld.\par
\par
"May gusto ka bang i-share saken?" she asked, pulling a funny face, the one she
wore everytime she thought na alam niya kung anong iniisip ko.\par
But truth is, she doesn't know even half of it.\par
\par
Siguro iniisip niya, may gusto akong ikwento tungkol kay Jon...\par
But this isn't about Jon at all.\par
\par
*Flashback*\par
Dismissal Time, Thursday\par
\par
Nasa ground floor ako nun, papunta sa gates. Dun kasi naming napag-usapang magki
ta-kita, manlilibre daw kasi si Jon. Abah, samantalahin na, diba?! Sobrang bihir
a yun!\par
\par
Wala nang gaanong tao sa corridor, kaya halos pati footsteps ko para nang nag-ee
cho...\par
Teka, may naririnig ako...\par
\par
"-what about what happened at Zoe's party?"\par
"Kinalimutan ko na yun, Den. Frankly speaking, I think you should do the same."\
par
\par
Teka, sina Liam at Denise yun ah.\par
Zoe's party? I gotta listen to this.\par
\par
"Kalimutan? Naging special saken yun. You can't possibly expect na kaya kong kal
imutan yun ng ganun ganun na lang!"\par
"For heavens' sake, Denise! Get a grip! It was just a kiss!"\par
\par
JUST A WHAT?!\par
\par
"Just a kiss? Liam, you don't just kiss every girl you know ON THE LIPS!"\par
\par
\par
\par
"Don't be stupid, hindi ibig sabihin na hinalikan kita eh gusto na rin kita. I w
as drunk, remember? I didn't have a clue on what I was doing."\par
\par
"So ano yun, wala lang? Playtime?! Ano ako, manika na hahalikan mo tuwing nalala
sing ka?" Denise screeched, her voice breaking. I felt an awful mix of pity and
resentment for her.\par
\par
"Den, you know about me and Ria. Ikaw, buong mundo. Alam niyong lahat how much I
love her."\par
\par
"OH PLEASE. Don't you hit me with that one. Pwede ba! I know for a fact that you
're kissing other girls behind her back, at nasisikmura mong sabihing you love h
er?! She may not know about it, but I do! That girl from Seton, that Salinggawi
member, and even that Volleyball captain from DLA!"\par
\par
DLA?! So ang ibig sabihinm yung girl nung isang araw-\par
\par
Umalis na ako. I didn't think I could hear any more of that...\par
\par
*End of Flashback*\par
\par
I wanted to tell her about it kahapon, but Jon completely drove it out of my min
d.\par
SCREW HIM!\par
\par
"Tara na, we're LATE!!!" said Ria, panicking. Kinuha niya lahat ng paper bag in
sight.\par
"Ria... ano yung pinag-awayan niyo kahapon?" I asked her, intending to bring the
topic up. HEAVENS help me.\par
\par
"Oh. Just some bullcrap Liam was making about Gelo. Honestly, he's getting so un
reasonable."\par
\par
"Pinagselosan na naman niya si Gelo? " I asked, my voice higher and angrier than
I had intended. Paano ba naman kasi, ang KAPAL ng mukha ni Liam na mag-accuse n
g kung ano ano, eh kung tutuusin, siya tong may ginagawang milagro!\par
\par
"Ewan ko ba, he always finds reasons para lagyan ng malisya yung mga ginagawa na
ming ni Gelo. Kinakabahan nga ako ngayong performance... baka mag-inarte na nama
n."\par
\par
Naku, MAMATAY na yang boyfie mo, Ria!!!\par
\par
Sh.t! Ano, sasabihin ko na ba?\par
\par
It's NOW or NEVER, Maffy...\par
\par
"Oh sh.t..." Ria said very suddenly in a low, shocked whisper.\par
"Bakit?" I asked, thinking she's forgotten or dropped something.\par
\par
Pero hindi. She was staring at a point about ten meters away ahead of us...\par
\par
There stood a tall figure who was looking crisp and elegant in a white polo, bla
ck vest and slacks.\par
\par
"Oh my GOD. Ang gwapo niya," said Ria, as though she was about to faint.\par
\par
Gelo's POV:\par
\par
Badtrip naman itong nahiram kong costume! MUKHA AKONG WAITER!\par
\par
Ang init pa. Siguro pag nalaman ni Ewan McGregor na siya yung ginagaya ko, maiin
sulto yun! Amp naman talaga. Bakit ba kasi hindi ako pinanganak na James Bond ma
terial?! I'd be happy to get all those girls...\par
\par
But then again... isa lang talaga ang gusto ko... but she's the one I could neve
r-\par
\par
\par
\par
I could never have imagined that she could be this beautiful.\par
\par
Natulala ako. She's taken my breath away.\par
\par
My heart was banging like crazy against my ribs. Much like an old, black-and-whi
te, Casanova-type movie, I took a slow, tentative step and made sure I wasn't se
eing things.\par
\par
The funny thing was, natigil din siya sa kinakatayuan niya.\par
Nakatingin din siya saken...\par
\par
"Huy! Ano bang tinatanga mo diyan?" said a voice. It was Elle, standing on my le
ft. Nandun siya sa pintuan ng classroom namin, nakadungaw.\par
\par
Si Ria kasi eh. Hindi ko tuloy na-realize na nandun na pala ako.\par
\par
Lumabas si Elle, who was also wearing her costume, para tingnan kung ano man yun
g tinitingnan ko, habang nagsimula na ring maglakad papunta samin sina Maffy at
Ria.\par
\par
"Whoa, Ria, you look GREAT!" said Elle, on whose face was a look of genuine admi
ration.\par
"Thanks."\par
\par
Nagkatinginan kami ni Ria.\par
I opened my mouth to try and tell her how beautiful I think she was, but no soun
d came out...\par
\par
I felt stupid, standing there with my mouth half-open.\par
It was her who broke the silence.\par
\par
"So... ano, ready ka na?"\par
"Ah- ehh- oo naman."\par
\par
"Wow. Ang ganda ng porma natin ah?" said a voice mula sa likod ko.\par
\par
Si Liam pala. Nakacostume na rin siya para sa piece nilang Miss Saigon, pang-sun
dalo. Nakangiti rin siya na parang nang-iinis.\par
\par
"Alam mo, dude, tray na lang saka bow tie ang kulang, pwede ka nang waiter."\par
\par
Nag-init agad ang ulo ko.\par
\par
"Liam-..." started Ria, but I cut her off.\par
"Thanks bro. Pero mas ok na siguro yun kaysa sa mga taong kahit bihisan mo nang
pang-sundalo eh LAMPAYATOT pa rin naman ang labas."\par
\par
Elle laughed hysterically, at kahit sina Maffy at Ria di nakapagpigil.\par
\par
"How smart," Liam said, looking more than ready to kill me.\par
\par
"What are you guys doing here in the corridor? Get your butts in there!" sabi ng
"Good. On Monday, to be held in the School Auditorium, are the FINAL Auditions.
I am going to choose three pairs from this class, at kailangan niyong pumunta sa
Audi sa Monday after classes. From those six pairs, 3 from this class and three
from the other, I am going to choose who will represent our school in the IPC.
Ready?"\par
\par
"READY!"\par
\par
"Ria and Gelo, you're obviously in."\par
\par
There was a fleeting moment of clapping.\par
\par
"Jamie and Leo, so are you!"\par
\par
Palakpakan ulit. Sino kaya yung susunod??\par
\par
"And last but not the least...\par
\par
\par
\par
\par
LIAM AND DENISE."\par
\par
Chapter Twenty Seven\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"Lintikan naman eh! Hindi ka ba babangon diyan?!"\par
\par
Naku patay. Nagmumura na si Aling Danna.\par
\par
"Ate naman, saglit lang. Mabilis naman akong kumilos."\par
"Mabilis?! Lokohin mo lelang mo. Magbihis ka na, male-late na tayo sa gig nina L
iam."\par
\par
Naman itong si Ate, walang konsiderasyon. Kita nang galing ako sa cheerleading a
t pagod sa kakasayaw maghapon, eto siya at mangungulit. Naku naman...\par
\par
"Bakit ba nagpapa-delay ka pa diyan? Ayaw mo ba mapanood si Liam?"\par
"Ano ka ba. Ginawan pa ng isyu o."\par
"Di nga? Balita ko nag-away kayo eh."\par
"Kanino mo na naman nasagap yan? Kay Jonathan?"\par
"Kanino pa? Haynako, iniiwas mo naman eh..."\par
\par
Kainis naman, ayoko pa naman pag-usapan. Ewan ko ba. Ang weird, naaasiwa kasi ak
o. Basta, maalala ko lang si Liam, kakaiba... Magkahalong asar at inis ang narar
amdaman ko...\par
\par
"Girls! Andyan na si Toff, dali! Sumabay na kayo!" sigaw ng mommy ko from downst
airs.\par
\par
"Bakit pa tayo sasabay sa kanila? We have our own car!" I said indignantly. At t
hat moment, wala ako sa mood na umupo sa iisang sasakyan na kasama si Liam. I'm
so sick of him.\par
\par
"Ano ba! Edi magtricycle ka kung gusto mo! Ang arte mo ha!"\par
\par
Bihira kaming magkainisan ni Ate, pero kasi naman. Pati ba naman yun, kailangan
niya pang pakialaman?!\par
\par
Hindi na ko bata...\par
\par
"O, okay lang ba kayo?" tanong ni Kuya Toff habang papasakay na kami ng kotse.\p
ar
"Wala. Tara na, asan ba si Liam?" tanong ni Ate, still sounding irritated.\par
"Nauna na, nagmamadali daw eh," sabi ni Kuya, casting a curious glance at me.\pa
r
"Meron bang-..."\par
"Toff, tara na!" sigaw ni Ate, saving me from the need to answer. Sumakay na lan
g ako at nagpasalamat na hindi ko muna kakailanganing harapin yung boypren kong
EWAN.\par
\par
Pagdating namin sa Rave (yun pala ang pangalan ng disco-bar thingy na yun) maram
i-rami nang tao, karamihan taga-school namin, yung mga taong nagtitilian kapag m
ay game sina Liam. Nakaset up na rin yung stage... asan kaya si Gelo?\par
\par
"Hi! Can I sit here?"\par
Tumingin ako sa nagsalita; si Elle pala. I hesitated. Tatabi siya saken? Baka ma
buhusan ako ng mantika o ng kung ano mang mainit nito...\par
\par
"Pretty please?" she asked sweetly. Tumango na lang ako at nagpumilit ngumiti.\p
ar
\par
"Are they going to start na?"\par
\par
Grabe naman to. Ang daldal.\par
\par
"Uhm, ewan. Sabi six o clock daw ang start eh."\par
"It's five past six... Oh well," she said, taking a look at her expensive-lookin
g wristwatch. Grabe, bihis na bihis siya ngayon. Pati makeup full effect. Nagpap
acute na naman kaya siya sa ex niya?\par
\par
ASA KA PA, ELLE!\par
\par
Oops. Saan galing yun?\par
\par
"Nga pala, congrats for making it sa final auditions. Sana mapili kayo," she sai
d. Naasar ako sa sarili ko for noticing na she sounded sincere. Si Elle ba talag
a itong katabi ko? Parang hindi.\par
"Thanks. Sana nga."\par
"Alam mo ba, ako yung nag-suggest ng kakantahin ni Gelo tonight?" she said. Naas
ar ako sa tono niya. Ano ba gustong palabasin nito? Sabunutan ko to eh.\par
\par
"Talaga?"\par
"Yup. You should wait and see. It's SO appropriate."\par
\par
Buti na lang, biglang nag-dim ang lights, kundi siguro, napansin niya na tiningn
an ko siya ng masama.\par
\par
Pero bakit ba ako maiinis? Eh kung para kay Elle nga yung kakantahin ni Gelo, an
o naman yung pakialam ko doon diba?\par
Eh bakit ba kasi kailangan niyang ipamukha saken?! LINTIKAN naman eh!\par
\par
"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WELCOME TO THE RAVE'S GRAND OPENING NIGHT! WILL YOU PUT Y
OUR HANDS TOGETHER FOR OUR FIRST ACT, FOURTH WALL!" said a booming voice from th
e speakers.\par
\par
Nagdilim na lahat ng ilaw maliban doon sa mga spotlight sa stage. Four people ap
peared, three of them holding guitars; the last one was holding drum sticks.\par
Nagpuntahan na sila sa mga designated places nila...\par
\par
I immediately caught Gelo's eye. He smiled at me, and I did the same.\par
\par
Then, they started playing a tune... (click here for the first song)\par
\par
It was Liam's voice that came next...\par
\par
"I'm not a perfect person...\par
There's many things I wish I didn't do..."\par
\par
Natulala ako. His voice rang with emotion...\par
\par
"I never meant to do those things to you...\par
And so I have to say before I go...\par
That I just want you to know...\par
\par
I FOUND A REASON FOR ME...\par
TO CHANGE WHO I USED TO BE..."\par
\par
Who he used to be?!\par
Ano yun? May ibig sabihin ba yun?\par
Dapat ko bang lagyan ng ibig sabihin yun? O talagang nagsosorry lang siya?\par
\par
"That's why I need you to hear...\par
I found a reason for me....\par
To change who I used to be...\par
A reason to start over new...\par
And the reason is you..."\par
\par
He was looking at me and I didn't like it. He looked guilty.\par
Way beyond the level he should be in for being immature...\par
\par
"I never meant to do those things to you..."\par
\par
Those words rang over and over in my head, and I was confused...\par
Hindi ko talaga gusto to...\par
\par
Natapos na yung kanta. There was clapping, and I halfheartedly joined in.\par
Iniisip ko pa rin...\par
Badtrip naman. Kung ano ano ang sumasagi sa utak ko...\par
\par
"OMG. Gelo's next! GO GELO!!!" yelled Elle from beside me. I was jerked back to
reality. I tried not to get annoyed with Elle's screams. Grabe, para siyang fan
na patay na patay...\par
\par
I turned to watch Gelo instead, and my heart skipped a beat.\par
HE WAS LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME.\par
(click here for Gelo's song)\par
\par
"I shouldn't love you, but I want to..."\par
\par
My jaw dropped...\par
\par
"I shouldn't see you, but I can't move... I can't look away.\par
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not...\par
\par
Coz I don't know how to make the feeling stop...\par
\par
Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me\par
And I can't help it...\par
aari!"\par
"I'll do whatever I want to do with her, at wala kang karapatang pakialaman yun!
"\par
\par
"So... ganun na yun? Wala siyang karapatang tingnan ang ibang guys, habang ikaw
eh perfectly entitled na makipaghalikan sa iba while she's got her back turned?!
"\par
\par
His eyes widened in horror. Pati yung mga bandmates naming umaawat sa amin, nagu
lat at napatingin sa kanya.\par
\par
Then, out of nowhere, his knuckles came in hard contact with my face.\par
\par
I fell and saw stars in front of my eyes. Hindi ako nakatayo agad, nahihilo pa a
ko.\par
He must be really angry. Tatlo nang tao ang nakahawak sa kanya para pigilan siya
ng makalapit ulit saken...\par
\par
"What's the matter, Liam?" I asked, wanting to agitate him even more. "Does the
truth hurt?!"\par
\par
May nagdatingan ulit sa backstage kaya naging mas crowded, and in that sea of bl
urred faces, I saw Ria's features swim in and out of focus.\par
\par
She should've come earlier... she should've heard it... dapat narinig niya...\pa
r
\par
Inilabas na nila si Liam, at ang natira lang, yung ibang staff nung bar, yung dr
ummer namin, si Ria at ako.\par
Bakit kaya nandito pa siya?\par
Could she possibly be worried about me?\par
\par
"Gelo..." she said, helping me stand up. "Ok ka lang?"\par
"Yeah. I'm ok," I said, looking at her.\par
"Can you do me a favor?" she asked, unable to look me in the eye.\par
"Ano yun?"\par
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...\par
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\par
"Please don't do that again."\par
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Napatingin ako sa sinabi niya. It hurt like mad.\par
I tried to smile.\par
\par
"Don't worry. I won't," I said, tapos tinalikuran ko na siya.\par
\par
I heard footsteps, and when I looked again she was gone.\par
\par
Chapter Twenty Eight\par
\par
\par
Maffy's POV:\par
\par
"Weh? Maniwala ako sayo, barbero ka."\par
\par
Jon has just been telling me na kasali siya sa final auditions ng IPC mamayang h
apon. Di talaga yata ako makapaniwala. I mean, itong mokong na to, isasalang mo
sa stage? Pwede ba?!\par
\par
"Mukha ba akong nagpapatawa?!" he asked indignantly, his mouth full of hamburger
. We were in the caf eating lunch.\par
\par
"Haynako, basta. Kelangan nandun ka mamaya."\par
"Syempre naman noh. Saka andun din naman si Ria kaya hindi rin ako pwede mawala.
"\par
"Oo nga pala no? Eh teka, asan na ba yung asungot na yun?"\par
"Ayun, kasabay ni Liam."\par
"So ibig sabihin bati na sila?"\par
"Kahapon pa."\par
"O bakit parang di mo ata trip na bati na sila ngayon?"\par
\par
Napatingin ako sa sinabi ni Jon. Ewan ko ba, pero naaasar talaga ako kay Liam eh
. Di niya pa kasi sinasabi kay Ria o sa kahit kanino sa amin yung tungkol kay De
nise.\par
\par
"O? Natulala ka na naman?"\par
\par
Tiningnan ko si Jon, weighing my options. Kung sa kanya ko kaya sabihin?\par
Kaso baka magkagulo na naman. Sigurado akong magagalit si Jon nang todo kay Liam
; kapatid na kasi ang turing niya kay Ria and there were even times na naging ov
erprotective siya at nag- a la Kuya na pag kumilos. I can hardly imagine kung an
o ang pwedeng mangyari...\par
\par
"Huy! FRANCESCA!"\par
"Ha? Sorry. May iniisip lang ako."\par
\par
Nainis ako sa sarili ko.\par
Bakit ko ba kasi tinatago? It would benefit everyone pag nalaman na nila...\par
I'm SUCH a coward...\par
\par
"May tinatago ka ba saken, ha Francesca?" he asked, now looking unusually seriou
s.\par
"Ano ka ba?!" I hissed, trying to sound offended para tumigil na siya. "O, akala
ko ba sasabayan tayo nung friend mo ngayon?"\par
"Nge, ewan ko ba dun. Badtrip kasi yun kanina e. Paano ba naman kasi, yung girlf
riend niya pumasok sa school na iba ang kasabay."\par
"Iba? Sino naman?"\par
"Ayun o!" sabi ni Jon, sabay turo sa likod niya.\par
\par
Nakita ko sina Gelo at Irish na magkatabi sa isang table, nag-uusap ng seryoso.\
par
\par
"Grabe yang kaibigan mo ha. Serial mangaagaw. Nung una sina Ria at Liam ang ginu
gulo, ngayon si Lance saka si Rish."\par
\par
Hindi naman ako nakaimik.\par
Ang labo naman nito ni Gelo o. Nung sabado lang, si Ria ang kinakantahan, ngayon
ito?\par
Has he developed a taste for girls who are taken?\par
\par
"Naku ha, subukan niyang umaligid sayo, makakatikim siya."\par
"Ano ka ba naman, kung ano ano pinag-iisip mo."\par
"Eh bakit? Diba panggugulo naman talaga yung tawag doon? Tss. Ewan ko. Banas tal
aga ako dun."\par
\par
Jon has been talking about Gelo like this simula pa nung Saturday. Nabanas talag
a siya dun sa ginawa ni Gelo. It's not like hindi reasonable, pero nakakabastos
nga naman. Pero kung alam kaya ni Jon yung mga ginagawa ni Liam, would he still
take Liam's view of things?\par
\par
My thoughts got interrupted again when the bell rang, signaling the start of aft
ernoon classes.\par
\par
________________________________________\par
\par
Hay salamat, After 48 years natapos rin. If boredom was fatal, kanina pa kong na
matay.\par
\par
Sabay sabay kami nina Jon, Ria at Liam na pumunta sa audi. Sweet na uli sila at
lalo naman akong naiirita kay Liam. Akala mo inosente! BWISET!\par
\par
Naku naman kasi, Maria Francesca, bakit ba ang duwag duwag mo?!\par
\par
Halos wala pang kalaman-laman yung audi noong dumating kami, maliban siguro kay
Ma'am na nandoon na sa stage at may binabasang papel.\par
\par
"Saglit lang ha, hahanapin ko lang si Denise," sabi ni Liam, at umalis na siya u
lit.\par
\par
Just moments afterward, dumating naman si Gelo at tumabi sa amin.\par
\par
"Wala namang sinabi si Ma'am na dalhin yung costume nung Friday diba?"\par
Umiling si Jon at sinamaan ng tingin si Gelo, who fortunately didn't notice anyt
hing.\par
\par
"Bago ang bag ah," bati ko. Inirapan ako ni Jon.\par
"Ah, oo. Dala ng Dad ko."\par
"Umuwi na Dad mo?"\par
\par
Natahimik kami at napatingin kay Ria, who suddenly blushed.\par
"Oo. He arrived Saturday night."\par
"That's cool," said Ria, forcing a smile. Ang awkward...\par
akita na namin si Ma'am na pumunta sa podium. She grabbed the microphone...\par
"Guys, listen carefully. Kaya ko kayo hindi pinagdala ng costumes is because we'
re going to-..."\par
\par
Biglang nawala yung sound. Sira yung mic?\par
She tapped it again and again pero wala pa rin.\par
\par
Then, out of nowhere, namatay lahat ng ilaw.\par
Bumukas ang projector, which was flashing big, red words...\par
\par
Get to know this year's MOST VALUABLE PLAYER...\par
\par
"Anong-?!"\par
Put your hands together for LIAM WOODS!!\par
"Oh, !@#$, Elle!" I heard someone whisper in the dark.\par
Now, why don't we take a closer look at our fave PLAYER'S life?\par
May nag-flash na picture, and there was a collective gasp.\par
Parang paparazzi shot lang, except na si Liam ang nandoon at may kasamang babae.
..\par
May dalawa pang sumunod na picture, pero ibang babae ulit...\par
I came in here hoping to calm myself after what had happened this afternoon, but
what the hell. It's only gotten worse.\par
I seriously am starting to regret what I had done sa Auditorium, but I think Lia
m got what he deserved. Yun nga lang, pati si Ria napahiya...\par
But it was her fault too. Gelo tried to tell her, pero anong ginawa niya?\par
Hah. Magsama sama sila.\par
Pumunta ako ng CR, umiikot ang paningin ko and I think I'm gonna throw up...\par
I tried to walk but everything was spinning. Hayup ang tama nung inumin na yun a
h. Sanay akong uminom tapos ganito?\par
Lintikan. I gotta reach that goddamn CR soon...\par
Along the way, I saw a lot of familiar faces, one of them even having a three wa
y dirty dancing thing going on with these two hot guys. Grabe yung babaeng yun a
h. Malakas na rin siguro yung tama...\par
\par
It was then that something clicked into place inside my head, jerking me back in
to full consciousness.\par
Even the spinning stopped as I stood there, groping for my cellphone inside my p
urse.\par
Panicking, I dialed the first name in my phonebook...\par
"Hello?"\par
"Gelo? Oh my god..."\par
"Elle? Bakit? Are you all right?"\par
"Gelo, SOS.\par
Si Ria, andito sa disco bar, nagwawala..."\par
Chapter Twenty-Nine\par
Gelo's POV:\par
PRRRRRRRRT!\par
Ampota. Kung kelan ka naman nagmamadali oo!\par
Ba't kasi ngayon pa naisipan ng tukmol na traffic aide na to na patigilin yung m
ga tumatawid?!\par
Sh.t. Di ko na yata to mahahabol! Ang layo niya na!\par
"A-ano... n-naha-b-bol mo?" tanong ni Elle, hinihingal. Nakitakbo rin pala siya.
\par
"Malamang, hinde! Ayun na o!" sagot ko. Gusto kong pilipitin yung leeg nitong tr
affic aide. AMP talaga. Ang mga tao nga naman ngayon, panay wrong timing!\par
"Teka nga pala, bakit di mo sinabi saken na ngayon mo pala gagawin yung plano mo
?"\par
"Aba, natural. Alam ko naman kasi hindi ka papayag e!"\par
\par
I glared at Elle, tapos tumingin ulit ako sa kabilang kanto... wala na siya...\p
ar
\par
"Ano ba, ang tagal na natin tong plano, tas ngayong nagawa ko na, nag-iinarte ka
dyan!"\par
"Hindi ako nag-iinarte. Ang akin lang, you should have given me at least an idea
... Hindi yung pati ako na-surprise."\par
She was trying not to roll her eyes with difficulty; the expression on her face
was half- exasperated, half-sympathetic. Naglakad na lang ako pabalik ng school,
she followed me.\par
"Look. I know she was hurt. BIG TIME. If you think I did that to get even or wha
tever, you're wrong. I don't want her hurt as much as you do."\par
I looked at her and saw the sincerity in her eyes.\par
"Alam ko naman yun e."\par
Natahimik kami.\par
"Ang tigas talaga ng mukha ni Liam. Isipin mo, nag-audition pa rin kahit binu-bo
o siya ng audience."\par
"Talaga? Hah. Hindi na bago yan..."\par
"At wag ka. Siya yung napili. At oo nga pala, yung bag niyo ni Ria andoon pa sa
audi. Ikaw na lang mag-uwi nung kay Ria, na-office kasi sina Jon at Maffy."\par
"Ha? Bakit?!"\par
"Jinombag ni Jon si Liam eh. You should've seen it," said Elle with an awful, tw
isted smile that told me she was delighted.\par
"Serves him right," I said.\par
"Sige na, mauna na ako..."\par
DING! DONG!\par
May lumabas na middle aged woman na nakasuot ng apron at cooking gloves.\par
"Hi hijo. May I help you?"\par
"Good evening po, andyan na po ba si Ria?"\par
"Naku, wala. Umalis."\par
\par
Sunod na lumabas si Ate Danna.\par
\par
"Gelo? What're you doing here?"\par
"Dinala ko lang itong bag niya. Naiwan niya kasi sa school kanina."\par
"Gelo, alam mo ba kung ano nangyari sa kapatid ko?" tanong ni Ate pagkakuha niya
nung bag. "Parang umiiyak kasi siya kanina. Hindi nagsasalita, tapos nagbihis a
t umalis..." She sounded so worried but I decided I'm not the right person to te
ll her that.\par
"Hindi ko rin alam, Ate. Di bale, hahanapin ko siya. Pag nakita ko ihahatid ko n
a lang dito."\par
"Naku naman," sabi ng mom nila, "Asaan na ba yung anak ko? Tsaka teka, hindi ba
niya kasama si Liam? Hindi na ikaw yung dapat na naaabala dito..."\par
"Ok lang po yun. Sige po, tuloy na ako..."\par
Umuwi ako sa bahay para magbihis, tapos bahala na kung saan ako magsisimulang ma
ghanap...\par
"Angelo?" I heard someone say. I saw my dad in the dining room, may hawak na pla
tter ng ulam.\par
It was then that I noticed na naka-set for three people ang table namin.\par
"Bakit po?"\par
"Halika na. Sabay sabay na tayo kumain."\par
Mag-isang kumilos ang mga paa ko papunta sa dining table. Everything else was dr
iven out of my head, I got all too excited about the prospect of the three of us
eating together again...\par
LIKE A REAL FAMILY...\par
"At anong drama na naman ito, ha Ricardo?" said a harsh, rasping voice. It was m
y mom, who had just entered the room holding a glass half-full of brandy.\par
DAMN IT. She's drunk again.\par
"Trying to win us back?" she asked, bursting into a hysterical, scathing laughte
r. My dad's expression was suddenly wooden.\par
"No. Just sit down and let's eat. We haven't done this in a long time."\par
\par
"Oh, just how incredibly smart of you. But do you realize whose fault it was? Th
at we're not- you know," she said, smiling twistedly, "that we're not a perfect,
normal family?"\par
"Mom-..."\par
"Shut up. I wasn't talking to you, son."\par
"Can't you at least try to act civilized in front of your son?"\par
"Civilized?" she said, throwing my Dad a hard look, "And who're you to lecture m
e about being civilized?"\par
"STOP IT!" I yelled. I found myself on my feet, though I was unaware of standing
up. I was shaking like mad. I've never been so angry in my entire life.\par
"Having a GO at each other every SINGLE time... don't you ever get tired of it?!
Bakit hindi pa kayo magpatayan nang matapos na?!"\par
My mom's derisive expression was all but gone, and she was now staring at me wit
h wide, fearful eyes. My dad massaged his forehead with his fingers, his reflex
action whenever he gets stressed. For a few moments, no one spoke.\par
"I'm sorry, son," sabi ng mom ko, then iniwan niya sa wine counter yung baso niy
a tapos umupo siya (though uneasily) sa tabi ng Dad ko.\par
It was then that my phone rang.\par
"Hello?"\par
tucked into the small compartment on the dashboard and handed it to Elle.\par
"Cover her up."\par
Elle did as she was told and we sped off.\par
We were quiet for the rest of the journey. Once in a while I gave Elle a small s
mile as she cuddled Ria like a sister, her arm protectively wrapped around Ria's
shoulder.\par
DING! DONG!\par
Si Elle ang nagdoorbell habang binubuhat ko si Ria palabas ng kotse.\par
"Good evening po..."\par
"And what sort of devil brings you here?"\par
Lumapit ako, and Ate Danna's face immediately changed.\par
\par
"Oh my god! What happened?"\par
"Naglasing siya. She passed out. Marami na siyang nainom."\par
"Elle came to her rescue, then she called me para mahatid ko."\par
\par
Ate Danna was considerably warmer towards Elle after that.\par
"Mom, Jon and Maffy are still out trying to find her. Would you mind bringing he
r upstairs?"\par
"No, not at all."\par
We went upstairs and Ate Danna led us to Ria's room. Pagdating naming doon, nila
pag ko na si Ria sa kama niya. Then I covered her with a blanket.\par
"Naku, wag na wag magpapakita sa akin yang si Liam," sabi ni Ate Danna as she sa
t in the side of the bed. Nagkatinginan kami ni Elle.\par
"Alam mo na?"\par
"Yea. Jon told me."\par
I felt guilty about not telling her.\par
"Ate, I-..." I started, but she cut me off.\par
"Oh, don't be silly. You're not supposed to say sorry... it's bad enough na naab
ala ka namin..." she said, lapsing into a thoughtful silence. We all watched Ria
sleeping peacefully...\par
"Sige Ate, tuloy na kami. May pasok pa bukas," sabi ni Elle.\par
"Wait," said Ate Danna. She stood up and gave each of us a short hug.\par
"Thanks a lot. Kung wala kayong dalawa... kung saan na siguro pinulot tong si Ri
a..."\par
"That's ok," said Elle, looking heartily relieved.\par
"Alam mo, sana ikaw na lang naging boyfriend ng kapatid ko. She's so much better
off with a guy like you..."\par
\par
Natameme ako.\par
\par
"Oo nga Ate eh. Sana lang..."\par
"Tara na," sabi ni Elle.\par
"Hatid ko na kayo palabas..."\par
\par
\par
Chapter Thirty\par
\par
Gelo's POV:\par
\par
"Buti nandito ka na ulit. Sayo lang kasi nakikinig yan e."\par
\par
I could smell the mushroom soup na kumukulo na dun sa kaserolang hinahalo ng Mom
ni Irish.\par
Hapon na, kakagaling ko lang ng school. Absent na naman kasi si Rish and I decid
ed to pay her a visit. Actually, pareho sila ni Ria na hindi pumasok kanina, but
I kinda felt that Rish's need was greater just now.\par
Baka pag may time pa mamaya, puntahan ko rin si Ria.\par
Hindi ko kasi alam kung gusto niya rin akong makita...\par
\par
"Bakit po?"\par
"She's mad at me."\par
"Dahil... dahil doon?"\par
\par
Irish's mom gave me an oddly significant look and nodded.\par
\par
"Ayaw kumain. Ayaw ng gamot... she wouldn't even talk to me. Not even to... eh..
. kahit pinuntahan na nga siya dito..."\par
\par
We fell quiet yet again.\par
\par
"Ang tigas ng ulo niyan, ewan ko ba. Si Lance din nga, nakailang punta na e... a
kala ko pa naman ok sila. Ayun, ni hindi hinarap. Nahihiya na nga ako dun sa bat
a. Nag-aaksaya ng gasolina tapos ganun pa yung madadatnan. Kausapin mo nga, baka
matauhan."\par
"Sige po, ako na bahala."\par
\par
Dinala ko na yung tray upstairs. Second Door to the left...\par
Kumatok ako. Wala.\par
\par
"Rish?"\par
"Lance, I am NOT in the mood for-..."\par
"No Rish. It's Gelo."\par
\par
Then there were hurried footsteps, the door flew open and she almost threw herse
lf at me, only noticing the tray I was holding at the last moment.\par
\par
"Ok, save it. Ayoko pang malapnos ulit."\par
"Sorry," she said with a laugh, and she let me inside her room.\par
\par
It was warm and welcoming; there was a bit of sunlight seeping in through the pa
rtly-open window. I laid the tray doon sa study table niya, where a wide variety
of things were untidily stacked; books, papers, pens, pictures. Plastered all o
ver her mirror were more polaroids; of her, Elle, her mom and Lance.\par
\par
"Pumunta daw dito si Lance ah, di mo daw hinarap."\par
"Eh sa ayoko eh," she said, sitting on the bed and crossing her arms. I stared a
t her, trying to make myself look stern.\par
"He's your boyfriend, stupid. He's supposed to be worried about you. Pasalamat k
a nga naiisipan kang dalawin dito kahit wala naming napapala."\par
"Oo, dadalaw nga, mangangamusta... makikipag-usap... tapos ano? Aawayin na naman
ako..."\par
"Away? At anong kalokohan naman ang pinag-aawayan niyo?"\par
"Ikaw."\par
\par
I exasperatedly let out a sigh.\par
\par
"Ako."\par
"Oo. Ang kitid naman kasi ng utak nun. Pinipilit sabihin na hobby mo ang mang-ag
aw ng girlfriend kaya I should stay away from you."\par
"Ano ka ba. Malamang. Di naman kasi niya alam. And honestly speaking, kung ako n
asa lugar niya, mababaliw din ako kakaselos."\par
"Hay nako. Bahala siya. Kamusta na school?"\par
"Change topic much?"\
She threw me a pillow.
"Ano ba!"
"Eh kasi naman e! Musta na nga kasi sa school?"
I spared her a glare
"Ayun. Ganun pa rin. Di nga pumasok si Ria e."
"Balita ko binugbog daw ni Jon si Liam dahil ke Ria..."
\par
"Well I'm sorry. I'm not exactly an expert driver. Well hindi pa ganun ka-expert
para mag-over speeding sa loob ng subdivision."\par
"Oh how smart! Tell me, anong mas illegal? Mag 90 kph sa subdivision o magdrive
sa maling lane? Yeah, have I mentioned wearing PJs while driving isn't exactly l
egal either?"\par
"My pajamas are none of your business."\par
"Don't get me wrong, dearie. I'm not trying to make a business out of them; they
're horrible."\par
"OKAY! Stop it, both of you."\par
"Pano na to?"\par
"Malamang, dalhin mo sa talyer!"\par
"Talyer?! Are you kidding?! Can you see all this damage?!"\par
\par
We went to look; yung harap lang namang part ng kotse niya yung medyo nagasgas.\
par
How gay, ang liit nung gasgas and he was whining like a grandma.\par
\par
"Samahan ka na lang namin sa repair shop."\par
"Wag na. Baka lalo akong madisgrasya!"\par
\par
And with that he went back to his car and drove off.\par
Tss. Buwisit.\par
\par
\par
Chapter Thirty One\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"To the C, To the A, To the V-A-L-I-E-R-S!\par
To the -..."\par
\par
PRRRRRRRRT!!!\par
\par
Napatigil kami sa gitna ng routine, akala kasi namin, si Ma'am yung nag-whistle.
Napatayo si Ma'am sa kinakaupuan niya.\par
\par
"Girls, what -..."\par
\par
"DAMN IT, LIAM! PAY ATTENTION!"\par
\par
Napatingin kami lahat sa isang spot malapit sa goal net na tinuro ni Coach, and
there was Liam, sitting on the ground, clutching his face. A huge, violently pur
ple bruise on his jaw was visible. It looked like the ball had hit him right in
that spot of his face na sinasabi nilang tinamaan ng suntok ni Jon nung isang ar
aw.\par
\par
Hah. I couldn't care less.\par
\par
As Ma'am Vicky signaled a water break, some of us went outside the stadium, haba
ng ang iba naman nagpaiwan na lang. Hindi pa rin tumatayo si Liam habang papunta
ako sa bag ko para kumuha ng tubig. Sumenyas na rin si Coach na magkakaroon din
ng break yung soccer players.\par
\par
"Liam, clinic. Now," he ordered. I saw Gelo, who was also standing near the goal
post. Nilapitan niya si Liam at inoffer niya yung kamay niya para makatayo.\par
\par
Liam threw him a look of disgust and stood up on his own. He stormed away from t
he stadium habang hawak pa rin yung panga niya.\par
\par
\par
Rish turned sharply to face him, her face livid.\par
\par
"You know what, I think that's a brilliant idea."\par
\par
My jaw dropped. Natulala ako sa expression ng mukha ni Lance habang naglalakad p
alayo si Rish.\par
I couldn't help but think that he really deserved it. His inflated ego was just
too much for anyone to handle.\par
Sa kakaisip ko, hindi ko napansin na humarap na pala siya saken. His expression
changed, and as I tried to walk away...\par
\par
"HOY!"\par
\par
I went on walking. Ang kapal ng mukha nito ha, pa hoy hoy pa!\par
\par
"Dude, I'm talking to you!" he yelled.\par
"Oh yeah? I was under the impression that a chimp had just gone loose and starte
d to shout hoy."\par
"Very smart."\par
"I didn't hear anything, okay?" I said, but the guilty screech in my voice gave
it all anyway. His lips curled into the smirk I SO hated.\par
"It's not that. I mean, I'm so used to people talking about me and my life anywa
y."\par
\par
ABAH! Takte, kapal ah!\par
\par
"So what're you trying to-?"\par
"Remember what you did to my car the other day?"\par
"To your CAR? Oh damn, from what I remember, I wasn't the one driving it."\par
"Oo nga, but it was all your fault. And YOU KNOW IT."\par
"Whatever."\par
"Hey! You HAVE to pay me, dude!"\par
"Pay you?" I said with an awful laugh. "For what? Do those scratches cost a mill
ion bucks each?"\par
"Hindi lang basta gasgas yun. The rim was super damaged, and those scratches you
saw, they were just a fraction of it."\par
"Eh ano ngayon?"\par
"Dude, the repairs cost me 10 thousand bucks. And I couldn't take it to school k
asi hanggang ngayon nasa talyer pa rin."\par
"Kawawa ka naman, pero alam mo kasi, hindi naman nakakamatay ang mag jeep at mag
trycicle e!"\par
"That's not the point."\par
"No, actually, I got the point clearly. And my answer is NO, I'm not paying you
back."\par
\par
And after that, nilayasan ko na siya.\par
\par
Gelo's POV:\par
\par
Sa wakas, dinismiss din kami. At ang masaya, kasabay namin dinismiss yung cheerl
eaders. Nilapitan ako ni Elle habang nag-aayos ako ng gamit.\par
\par
"O? Nagkausap na kayo?"\par
"Oo."\par
"Ba't parang kilig na kilig ka?"\par
"Malamang. Tingnan mo o, nilabhan niya yung jacket ko."\par
"Oh-kayy."\par
"Grabe, ang bango. Alam mo, ipapa-frame ko to."\par
"Sige. Tas i-display mo sa museum ha?"\par
"Nothing," she said, looking at the window instead. Siguro she sensed that I did
n't really want to talk about it. Yet.\par
\par
Or did I?\par
\par
Well, sadly, I am not entitled to the right to be concerned about the matter in
any way. They, after all, have their own lives and I've got mine. I could even r
emember telling Gelo to stay away... and he did exactly as I have told him.\par
\par
I thought I didn't want him with me. And now eto na...\par
\par
Para naman akong baliw nito e. Ewan ko ba. Ginawa lang naman nung tao yung gusto
ko. Or at least, kung anong akala naming pareho na gusto ko.\par
\par
Grabe, everything seems to be happening all at the same time. Para akong nahihil
ong masakit ang ulo na nasusuka tas hindi makahinga. Parang umiikot din yung pal
igid ko. An invisible hand had somehow found its way inside me, clasping its col
d, rough fingers around my heart and wringing it with such a force that it made
me want to scream my lungs out.\par
\par
Sinubukan kong matulog pero di ko rin magawa kasi tuwing pumipikit ako nakikita
ko ulit silang dalawa, na para bang naka-glue na sa isip ko yung picture at hind
i ko talaga maalis. Kainis. O baka naman pag nakatulog nga ako eh sila rin yung
mapaniginipan ko. Grabeng bangungot yun. Oh well, at least kung bangungutin nga
di na ko magigising, at yung bangungot na yun na yung huling beses na makikita k
o silang dalawa...\par
\par
Siguro nga noh? Sana mawala na lang ako. Para happy ending na sila ni Rish. At h
indi na rin magi-guilty si Denise sa ginawa nila ni Liam.\par
\par
Naramdaman ko na lang na kinalabit ako ni Maffy.\par
\par
"Ria, andito na tayo."\par
\par
I numbly nodded tapos kinuha ko na ulit yung bag ko sa taas, habang sinusubukang
di sila tingnan ni Gelo. Nagmadali na akong makababa, ang dami ko ngang nasagi
habang nakikipag unahan akong makaalis ng bus. Naiwan ko na nga si Maffy, paglin
gon ko di ko na siya makita. Nasita pa nga ako ni Sir Mar sa pagmamadali kong bu
maba. Sinabi ko na lang na kailangan ko na ng CR...\par
\par
Lance's POV:\par
\par
Hay, salamat, andito na kami. Ang pangit kasi ng amoy nung bus. Namimiss ko na y
ung kotse ko. Pucha, ang bummer talaga pag sumasakay ng public transport.\par
Haynaku, asan na ba CR?\par
\par
I quickly got out of the bus and went to look for the nearest CR. Nakita ko na y
ung stairs na papunta sa building-\par
BLAG!\par
\par
I had bumped into something solid. Napaupo na lang ako sa lakas ng impact.\par
Pero maswerte pa pala ako, yung nabangga ko, nalaglag sa may stairs, 2 or 3 step
s lang naman, pero I rushed to help na rin. Napakalat kasi yung mga gamit niya.\
par
\par
"You aright?" I asked, bending over to pick her stuff up. When she looked up, I
was flabbergasted.\par
\par
"YAN, PATANGA-TANGA KA KASI E." I said, pissed. Ewan ko ba, tuwing nakikita ko t
ong babaeng to naaasar ako.\par
\par
And then I heard a funny little sound nung iaabot ko na sa kanya yung isa niyang
bag.\par
\par
It was then that I realized that what I heard was no ordinary sound.\par
\par
She was sobbing.\par
\par
In spite of myself, naawa ako habang pinanonood ko siyang umiiyak. Siguro nasakt
an talaga siya sa pagkadapa niya. I went on looking at her, unsure of what to do
. Saka ko lang nakita yung kamay niya. May sugat na malaki. Para bang dati nang
tinahi yung sugat na bumuka lang ulit.\par
\par
Tinulungan ko siyang tumayo tapos hinila ko siya papasok sa building. Di naman s
iya nag-object o ano. Aba, dapat lang no. Dinala ko na rin yung bag niya, ang bi
gat pa naman. Dala yata nito yung buong bahay nila!\par
\par
Buti na lang may nakakita sa aming madre. Dinala kami sa isang office kung saan
may first aid kit.\par
\par
Pinagmamasdan ko lang siya habang ginagamot siya nung madre. Hindi ko akalaing m
angyayari to. The great Ria Antonio. Umiiyak na mukhang batang kinawawa. Sumisin
ghot pa.\par
\par
Sa totoo lang nakakaawa naman talaga. Kahit sino naman siguro mapapaiyak sa laki
nung sugat na yun.\par
Pero nakakagulat pa rin, ha. Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi sa babaeng to di mo to basta
basta mapapaiyak e. Nakwento pa nga saken ni Jon na nakipagsuntukan pa daw to n
oong Prep pa lang sila dahil may nang-aasar ng "mataba" kay Maffy. Ano kaya nang
yari dito? Hay ang wirdo talaga ng buhay o.\par
\par
Pagkatapos siya gamutin nung madre, lumapit siya saken.\par
\par
"Salamat ha."\par
\par
Tiningnan ko siya ulit. Grabe nakakaawa talaga.\par
\par
"Ok lang yun. Pasensya na kanina ah."\par
"Totoo naman e. Patanga tanga talaga ako."\par
\par
Si Ria Antonio ba itong kausap ko?\par
Bakit ganito? Hindi masungit? Hindi naninigaw? Hindi sarcastic?\par
I wanted to ask her who she was and what she has done with the real Ria Antonio,
but decided against it.\par
\par
"Hindi ah. Wag mo na kasi intindihin yung sinabi ko. Tara na nga, hahanapin na t
ayo nung mga yun."\par
"Akina yang bag ko."\par
"Para namang kaya mong dalhin."\par
"Kaya ko!"\par
"Gusto mo bang bumuka ulit yang kamay mo?" I asked her irritably, unable to keep
my voice down. Parang napasigaw akong ewan and I saw her recoil na parang natak
ot siya saken... I regretted the outburst instantly.\par
\par
"Sorry. Ikaw kasi e! Wag ka na kasing makulit. Tara na nga."\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Three\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
\par
He looked taken aback. And I really couldn't care less.\par
\par
"Tulungan na kita."\par
\par
"No thanks. I can get on it very well on my own."\par
\par
"Yeah, I can see that," he said in a sarcastic tone.\par
\par
"Kita mo naman pala e, ano pa ginagawa mo dito?"\par
\par
"Ano ba problema mo? "\par
\par
"Mind your own business!" I snapped, and with that I left him. Hah. Serves him r
ight.\par
\par
Nakakainis talaga tong taong to. Porke't pinagsawaan siya ni Rish at nagdecide n
a iwan siya para kay Intsik Beho, saken naman siya eepal. Ano ba tingin niya sak
en, spare tire?\par
\par
"Watch where you're going, pothead," sabi saken ni Elle, smiling. Nabangga ko na
pala siya na di ko namamalayan dahil sa kakaisip ko kay bwiset na Gelo.\par
\par
"Sorry."\par
\par
"Ano nangyari sa kamay mo?"\par
\par
"Nabangga ako ni Signal Number Four. Este ni Lance kaya nahulog ako sa stairs."\
par
\par
"Buti hindi ka hinangin pabalik ng Manila. "\par
\par
"Elle!"\par
\par
"Sorry."\par
\par
"Tinulungan nga ako e."\par
\par
"Talaga?"\par
\par
"Iba pala effect ng Tagaytay sa mga tao noh? Sina Liam at Denise kaya, tatalaban
?"\par
\par
"Elle, umayos ka nga," saway ni Maffy, tas nagsimula na kami maglakad papunta sa
mga kwarto.\par
\par
\par
"O bakit nakabusangot ka diyan?"\par
\par
"Malas e. Nalipat na roommate ko si Denise dahil di makakarating yung totoong ro
ommate ko."\par
\par
"Sus naman Elle. Ako nga si Ma'am ang roommate e!"\par
\par
"Wala namang mas mamalas pa saken noh," sabi ko. Maffy gave me a meaningful look
. Elle's expression was suddenly blank.\par
\par
\par
"Sorry. Friend mo nga pala yun."\par
\par
\par
"Pasensya na ha? Kasi everytime na nag-a-out of town ako dinadala ko talaga yung
medicine box sa bahay. Alam mo na? Kaya pag sumakit ang ulo mo or may naramdama
n ka whatsoever, sabihin mo lang saken ha?"\par
\par
\par
Yeah right. Malason pa ko diyan.\par
\par
\par
Liam's POV:\par
\par
Bumukas yung pinto at tumingin naman ako habang naglalabas ng mga gamit sa bag.
Natahimik, tapos umiwas na ako ng tingin ulit.\par
\par
Of all people na pwedeng ma-assign bilang roommate ko, talagang si Gelo pa ang k
ailangan nilagay.\par
\par
Narinig kong sumarado yung pinto at nilapag niya yung bag niya.\par
\par
Tahimik pa rin.\par
\par
These past few weeks, hindi pa kami nagkakausap. Parang hindi kami magkakilala.
Wala na yung inis at angasan pero iba pa rin.\par
Simula nung final auditions, nawala na lahat, si Gelo pati yung teammates ko. Pa
rang galit saken yung buong senior population ng school namin.\par
\par
Kundi ba naman kasi ako g@go.\par
\par
Bumukas ulit yung pinto. Si Sir Mar, yung adviser namin.\par
\par
"O, ok lang kayo diyan?"\par
"Yes Sir," sabi naming sabay.\par
"Wag kayo magulo ha. Kilala ko kayo," sabi ni Sir with a knowing look tapos sina
ra niya na yung pinto. Hindi rin kasi nakarating sa faculty yung issue kaya sigu
ro di niya alam na napaka-slim ng chances na magiging magulo ang occupants ng kw
artong to.\par
\par
\par
Nakikita ko naman yung efforts ni Gelo na magkabati na kami ulit. Pero ewan ko.
Masyado siguro akong ma-pride. Buti nga hindi siya nabubwisit, kasi sa totoo lan
g naman ako talaga yung may kasalanan tapos ako pa tong malakas ang loob na mags
ungit.\par
\par
Maya maya natapos din ako mag-ayos.\par
\par
"Bro, meryenda na daw pagkatapos mag-ayos ng gamit, ano sama ka na?" tanong ni G
elo. Di ko alam kung ano sasabihin ko.\par
\par
Well, siguro, it's about time.\par
\par
"Oo ba."\par
\par
Pagbukas namin ng pinto, andun si Denise, nag-aantay.\par
\par
At dahil nga galit saken ang buong population ng 4th year sa school nitong nakar
aan, si Denise na yung naging companion ko. Wala na rin namang choice, and to be
completely honest we seemed to have found solace in each other.\par
\par
Mas nakakaawa nga si Denise e. At least ako dinededma lang ng mga teammates ko.
Siya kung ano anong insulto yung natatanggap kung kani kanino. Buti nga si Elle
nagbago na e. Kung sakali siguro, kay Elle siya pinakamaraming matitikmang pangiinsulto.\par
\par
Minsan nga naabutan ko na lang siyang umiiyak. Paano kasi pagbukas niya ng lapto
p niya para magcheck ng email at multiply niya, puro hate mail yung laman. Mahah
abang letters na puro mura, at yung iba glitter font pa that spells the words SL
UT, !@#$, SKANK, at kung ano ano pa.\par
\par
I'm sure hindi si Ria yung nasa likod nung mga to, but since popular si Ria, mar
aming friends, while Denise on the other hand was seriously despised by a lot of
people for her trying hard manner, Denise's haters seized the chance para ma pu
t down nila yung tao. They had the excuse na iginaganti lang nila si Ria, pero D
enise knew better. Buti na lang, na-handle niya ng maayos. With my help, of cour
se. Ngayon, since nag die down na yung issue, nag-subside na rin yung hate mail
ni Den.\par
\par
"O?" was the only thing she managed to say nung nakita niya kami.\par
"Tara na," sabi ko na lang.\par
\par
Habang naglalakad kami papunta sa kainan sa retreat house, nakausap ko ulit si G
elo na para bang wala naman talagang nangyari. And dude, it was cool.\par
\par
Sana yung ibang tao maging mabait na rin saken ulit.\par
\par
Lalo na si Ria.\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Four\par
Liam's POV:\par
\par
"Wow ang bango!"\par
\par
Ayun na, nakita ko nang nakahain sa buffet table yung pasta. If I'm not mistaken
, seafood carbonara yun. Sa tabi nung bandehado nung pasta, garlic bread naman s
aka kung ano ano pa. Grabe, parang sa hotel lang a!\par
\par
\par
Pumunta na kami nila Gelo at Denise doon para kumuha ng plato. Biglang na-excite
din siguro yung mga bulate sa tiyan nila.\par
At nang lumapit ako sa pagkain na naghihintay na lamunin ko, natigilan ako nang
makita ko kung sinong nasa harap ko sa pila.\par
Si Ria.\par
She didn't appear to notice me. Well kahit naman sa school, she never appears to
be aware of my presence at all.\par
I gulped. I wanted to say something to her. I wanted to talk to her, to apologiz
e, to say everything that has been left hanging and unsaid.\par
But it was too late. I would NEVER win her back.\par
And then napatingin ako sa likod ko. I saw Gelo na pasimpleng nagnanakaw ng ting
in kay Ria.\par
An idea sprung into my head.\par
"Bro, mauna ka na," I said.\par
At masunurin nga itong si Gelo na pumunta sa harap ko.\par
Siguro, sa paggawa ko ng mga simpleng paraan para mapunta si Ria sa taong yun wh
o truly deserves her, makabawi ako sa lahat ng ginawa kong kagaguhan sa kanya.\p
ar
"Hoy, kausapin mo," I told Gelo.\par
"Ha? E sinusungitan ako e."\par
"Basta. Kulitin mo. Tingnan mo, di rin siya makakaiwas."\par
"Sigurado ka?"\par
Napailing ako sa sinabi ni Gelo. Parang ewan talaga to o.\par
"Gusto mo ako lumapit diyan?" I said.\par
"Is that a threat?" asked Gelo, looking half-amused, half-pissed. I shrugged.\pa
r
"Ay naku, bahala na!"\par
Narinig kong bumuntung hininga si Gelo, as though bracing himself.\par
"Hi Ria!!!!!!!"\par
Napatingin sa kanya yung mga tao sa cafeteria. Ang lakas kasi ng pagkasabi niya.
But out of brotherly respect, nagpigil ako kahit gustong gusto ko tumawa. Para
kasi siyang nangangapang ewan.\par
Ria was looking at him with her eyes wide. I know that look on her face. Alam ko
ng nagpipigil din siyang tumawa gaya ko. People went back to eating. Denise and
I exchanged looks.\par
"Hello," sabi ni Ria.\par
"Ok ka lang ba?"\par
"Bakit mukha ba kong maysakit?"\par
"Di naman. Parang bad mood ka kasi e."\par
"Talaga? Hindi, sayo lang ako bad mood. Sige ha, alis na ko, bago ko mawalan ng
gana," sabi ni Ria, tapos umalis na nga. Gelo looked at me and Denise with an in
credulous look on his face.\par
"Kita niyo na?"\par
"Ano ba kasi ginawa mo?"\par
"Ewan ko! Kanina pa yun e!"\par
"Isipin mo mabuti. Di naman yun basta basta nagsusungit e."\par
"Hoy! Hihintayin pa ba namin kayong matapos magkwentuhan bago kami makakain? Ina
abot na kami ng siyam siyam dito a! " sabi ng isang tao sa likod ni Denise.\par
Bah. Si Signal Number Four.\par
\par
\par
"Sorry a, " sabi ni Den.\par
\par
\par
Nakita kong tumingin si Gelo sa direction nila.\par
\par
\par
"What are you looking at? " Lance shot at him.\par
\par
"Hi Rish," sabi ni Gelo, sabay kaway sa tao sa likod ni Lance. Kumaway din naman
si Irish. Hah. Pahiya si yabang.\par
\par
Tapos nun kumuha na kami ng pagkain at naghanap ng table.\par
\par
"Bakit ang laki ng galit sayo ng mga tao? Si Ria, si Signal Number Four..."\par
\par
"Inggit saken yun cuz I'm so hot. "\par
\par
\par
Denise gave a fake cough.\par
\par
"Parang alam ko kung bakit."\par
\par
"Huh?"\par
\par
"Pansin ko kasi. Lagi kang kasama ng girlfriend niya, kaya malamang-lamang e..."
\par
\par
"Ano ba, lagi ko lang kasama e, bakit gagawan niya pa yun ng malaking ewan?"\par
\par
"Well, being with a girl most of the time is one thing. But being with her and l
etting her wear\par
your jacket..."\par
\par
"Bakit, pinahiram ko lang naman!"\par
\par
"Katabi mo pa sa bus kanina."\par
\par
"Anong masama doon?"\par
\par
"Dude, you don't let just any girl in the campus wear your clothes AND sit with
you in a bus."\par
\par
"Oo nga. Dalawa pa lang yung pinagsusuot mo niyang jacket na yan. And the other
one's Ria pa."\par
\par
\par
Gelo gave an exasperated sigh.\par
\par
\par
"Look, special sa akin si Ria. At special din sa akin si Rish."\par
\par
"Special sila pareho sayo?"\par
\par
"Oo!"\par
\par
"Edi inamin mo rin!"\par
\par
"Inamin? What the fu-?!"\par
\par
"Fine. Then define special."\par
\par
"Iba yun! Special saken si Ria, and you guys know that. Special naman saken si R
ish dahil best friend ko siya."\par
\par
"Best friend? Please..." sabi ni Den, unable to restrain herself from sounding s
o derisive.\par
\par
"Gasgas na yan," I muttered.\par
\par
"Ewan ko sa inyong dalawa!" Gelo said hotly.\par
\par
\par
Nagtinginan kami ni Den. Even without words, by the look on her face, I could te
ll na pareho kami ng iniisip.\par
\par
\par
Knowing Gelo, Rish's being special to him could mean something else. Noon nga, n
agkakagusto na siya kay Ria di niya pa rin alam sa sarili niya.\par
\par
\par
Parang nauulit lang kasi kay Rish yung sitwasyon ni Gelo kay Ria noon...\par
\par
\par
And the idea isn't pleasant.\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
\par
Nagtinginan saken yung occupants ng table namin pagkaupo ko. Para silang natataw
ang ewan.\par
\par
\par
"What?! " I asked. Nagtawanan sina Maffy at Elle.\par
\par
"Nakakainis kayo!"\par
\par
"Sorry. Can't help it."\par
\par
"Nakakatawa kasi si Gelo e."\par
\par
"Ano nakakatawa dun? Nakakahiya tuloy," sabi ko, sabay tingin sa nearby tables.\
par
\par
\par
"Alam mo, sa inasal niya kanina... Feel ko wala ka na dapat ipagselos kay Rish."
\par
\par
"Who said I was jealous?" I asked defensively.\par
\par
\par
Maffy and Elle:\par
\par
\par
"Fine. Let's pretend Maffy and I are both blind and stupid."\par
\par
"Elle!"\par
\par
"Okay! I'll shut up now."\par
\par
"Sige, ipagpalagay nating nagseselos nga ako- stop rolling your eyes!"\par
\par
"Sorry."\par
\par
"Kung nagseselos nga ako, why must I think na wala akong dapat pagselosan kay Ri
sh?"\par
\par
"Dude, sayo lang nagkakaganon si Gelo no. Did you notice? " Maffy told me, as th
ough I was a kindergarten student.\par
\par
"Nahahawa ka na kay Elle," saway ko, half-smiling.\par
\par
"Can I help it if I'm that great?" tanong ni Elle, tapos nag high five sila ni M
affy.\par
\par
"Ok ok napupunta na naman sayo yung usapan. Kasi naman no. Kahit kayo siguro mak
akita nung nakita ko sa bus kanina..."\par
\par
"Look. Gelo's been so obvious AND transparent na para na siyang plastic cover na
walang kino-conceal. His nervousness, yung pag-fidget niya pag nandyan ka, yung
pag-blush niya... Those are already dead giveaways! And in case you didn't noti
ce, di siya ganun kay Rish."\par
\par
"Oo nga! And that's another bad thing, diba? It should mean na mas comfortable s
iya kay Rish kaysa saken!"\par
\par
"Hindi comfort ang issue dito. And his being comfortable with Rish- that could o
nly mean that he doesn't have any special feelings for her."\par
\par
"Pero bakit pinahiram niya rin ng jacket?"\par
\par
"Ewan ko sayo! Pinapakumplikado mo pa e!"\par
\par
"Kainis ka! Kung meron man dito na gustong gawin tong simple, ako yun! To remind
you, ako po kasi yung involved dito eh, diba? Saka, ayoko maging assuming. Ayok
ong isipin nang isipin na ako pa rin yung gusto niya tapos biglang si Rish na pa
la!"\par
\par
"Fine. But remember, Ria. Pessimism's never won any battle yet," said Maffy, spo
oning some of the pasta into her mouth.\par
\par
"Kumain ka na lang. Feel ko may maganda mangyayari mamaya," sabi ni Elle, winkin
g.\par
\par
Napabuntunghininga ako.\par
I could hardly imagine kung anong magandang pwedeng mangyari.\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Five:\par
\par
Denise's POV:\par
\par
"Class of Fourth Year - Integrity, please proceed to the conference room. Fourth
Year Sovereignty, proceed to the veranda. You have ten minutes."\par
\par
Wow kumusta naman yung ugong ng boses na yun. Parang si Big Brother\par
\par
Kung sa bagay, parang PBB rin naman yung atmosphere dito sa Retreat House. Excep
t na buong batch yung magkakasama at hindi lang 14 or 15 na tao. Day Two na nami
n, at kakatapos lang namin ng breakfast. Kasabay uli namin si Gelo sa table.\par
\par
Teka, ang cheesemax saken nila Zoe, magkakasama daw ang 2 section sa retreat mee
\par
"Is it some game where we talk to people in the vicinity and tell them how we fe
el about their guts?"\par
\par
The facilitator smiled slyly at Elle's manner.\par
\par
"That is partly correct. Sorry, I didn't get your name, hija..."\par
"It's Elle."\par
"As Elle here had said... what we're going to do today is to, err- tell everyone
here how we feel about the people in the class. Only, we're doing it discreetly
."\par
"Don't you think the word discreet violates the very essence of an OPEN forum?"\
par
\par
Elle strikes.\par
\par
"Sorry, hija. I just used the term to give you an idea. What we're going to do t
oday is very similar to an open forum, except that what we're gonna do is much m
ore discreet. That way, walang mapapahiya. Sounds good?"\par
\par
I saw some people glance towards me na para bang sinasabi nilang pasalamat ako a
t hindi Open Forum yung gagawin kundi ako yung pupukulin at ipapahiya nila.\par
\par
"You are thirty-six in the class, if I'm not mistaken?"\par
\par
There was a general murmur of assent.\par
\par
"Great. Even number. Walang male-left out. Tutal naman, nag-form na kayo ng two
rows... will you guys please align properly?"\par
\par
Umayos naman kami ng upo. Kinabahan ako, nung umayos kasi, akala ko si Ria sa ha
rap ni Liam na nasa kaliwa ko...\par
TADAH... eto na siya sa harap ko...\par
\par
"So guys in the first row, ang una niyong kakausapin eh yung nasa likod niyo. Oh
, wag muna kayo mag about face, excited kayo e! In the event that you get tongue
-tied, maybe you can just tell the person what you admire about them, what you d
on't really like about them and yadda yadda. You are given three minutes per per
son. Okay? On my signal, people in the first row. One, two... three!"\par
\par
At dahan dahang humarap sa akin si Ria.\par
\par
For the first few seconds, nagtitigan lang kaming dalawa. Ewan, natatakot ako. S
he has every right na sumbatan, sabunutan, suntukin o sampalin ako. And to be co
mpletely honest, I think I would totally deserve that.\par
\par
"Hey," I finally said, wanting to break the ice. Mukha kasi kaming tanga. Lahat
nag-uusap na, kami hindi pa.\par
\par
Naisip ko rin, kung may tamang chance na mag-apologize, siguro ito na yun.\par
\par
"Hi. Parang hindi nagkikita sa bahay e noh?" she said, smiling. Natigilan kami u
lit. I took a deep breath and-\par
\par
"Ria... you know what, kahit sumbatan, sabunutan, suntukin o sampalin mo ako nga
yon, ok lang saken. I totally deserve it."\par
\par
I said all that very fast. She might not have understood every single word, pero
yun lang kasi yung paraan para mai-unload ko lahat ng nararamdaman kong guilt.\
par
\par
Her face was blank, then tumingin siya sa floor.\par
\par
"Den... d'you really think I wanted to do that?"\par
\par
Kinabahan ako tas tiningnan ko siya. Hindi naman siya mukhang galit.\par
\par
\par
"Well, weeks ago... I did want to do that. Pasalamat ka nakalimutan ko na," she
said. At pareho naman kaming tumawa.\par
\par
"Look, tapos na yun. Let's just leave it all behind. Balik sa dati. Ok ba yun?"\
par
"I'd like that."\par
"Great. So maybe, a new start?"\par
\par
I smiled at her. I held out my hand, as though nagpapakilala.\par
"Camilla Denise Gonzalez Lopez. You are?"\par
"Adrianna Elizabeth Lopez Antonio. Pleased to meet you."\par
\par
We shook hands, then laughed hysterically.\par
She must have realized how stupid it was. But man it felt good.\par
\par
"Guys, your three minutes are up! Space out a bit, then move counter-clockwise a
nd exchange partners!"\par
\par
Naghiwa-hiwalay na yung magkakausap.\par
Counter-clockwise? So that must mean...\par
\par
\par
\par
Gosh, Liam. Good luck.\par
\par
Liam's POV:\par
\par
Shooot. Ito na.\par
I saw Ria throw me a nervous glance habang magkaharap pa rin sila ni Denise, who
egged her on. Ria took tentative steps towards me, as though she was approachin
g a monster.\par
\par
"Your next three minutes start now!"\par
\par
I noticed na halos lahat ng tao sa amin nakatingin imbis na mag-usap. Lumingon a
ko sa kinakatayuan ni Gelo. Mukha siyang nag-aalalang ewan.\par
Well there isn't anything to be worried about. I'm sure of that.\par
\par
"MOVE!"\par
\par
Since Ria seemed to be glued to where she was standing, ako na yung lumapit sa k
anya. Pero pagdating naman doon, di ko rin siya matingnan sa mata. I contented m
yself with scratching my head and glancing at her every now and then.\par
\par
"Hey. Um, what did she say about getting tongue-tied again?" Ria asked.\par
"What you admire about the person."\par
"Ok. Well what I admire about you... You're smart, talented. Mabait na rin. A go
od friend. And you can make anyone laugh."\par
\par
I didn't know what to say. Natuwa lang ako na naisipan niya pa ring magsabi ng m
agagandang bagay tungkol saken.\par
\par
"What I don't like about you? ... Haha, well... I don't think I have to say that
. Do I?"\par
"No."\par
\par
We looked at each other for a moment and...\par
\par
"Ria... I've been wanting to tell you this... I'm sorry."\par
\par
I apprehensively looked at her. She gave a little smile.\par
\par
"And you didn't have to say that either. Ok na yun."\par
"Really?"\par
"Yea. Now I'd like you to give me a favor."\par
"Ano yun?"\par
"Before you asked me out, all was well. We were best buds. Gusto ko, maging ganu
n ulit. Hindi natin magagawa yun agad agad pero I guess, in time... it's possibl
e."\par
\par
\par
\par
"Talaga? I mean..."\par
"Bakit? Ayaw mo maging bbf tayo ulit?"\par
"Syempre gusto ko!" I said, breaking into a wide smile.\par
"High five naman dyan!" she said, holding her left palm up.\par
\par
APIR!\par
\par
And after that, without thinking, I went and hugged her.\par
\par
Napatingin ako bigla kay Gelo.\par
The look on his face made me let go of her.\par
\par
"Sorry."\par
"That's ok, PARE. Wala namang malisya, remember?"\par
"Right."\par
"So paano? Exchange partners na daw e."\par
"Sige. smell ya later, PARE."\par
\par
At that moment, I was perhaps the happiest person on earth.\par
\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Six\par
\par
Elle's POV:\par
\par
"Tsk, Kainis..." Gelo whispered, taking his place in front of me. Hay sa wakas,
nagkatapat na kami ni kumag, and guess what- Ria's just two persons away from us
, which means...!\par
\par
"Tsss. Bwiset talaga."\par
\par
"O, ayan nagmumukha ka na namang chewing gum. Umayos ka nga," I scolded him. "An
d you know what, that won't help you win Ria back."\par
\par
"As if I still can."\par
\par
"It's your fault, dumbass. If you weren't sitting around with your arm around Ri
sh's neck for all the world to see, Ria wouldn't be sulking."\par
\par
\par
\par
\par
I was so preoccupied laughing at Gelo's face that I didn't really notice where I
was heading. Paatras akong naglalakad and then I felt myself bumping into somet
hing solid.\par
\par
I turned around to face who it was and felt my smile vanish into nothingness. Si
Denise pala ang susunod kong partner.\par
Grabe. Ang bilis nga talaga ng KARMA.\par
\par
I raised a brow at her and she recoiled, as though I had hit her with a whip. Ha
h. Iba na ang powers ng Elle glare\par
\par
Pero bakit nga ba abot-sky pa rin ang inis ko sa babaeng to? Nakita ko kanina, n
agbati na sila ni Ria. And I'm supposed to be mad at Denise because of what she
did to Ria. Now that Ria's forgiven her, am I really supposed to do the same thi
ng?\par
\par
And then, the most wonderful idea came into my head and I couldn't resist smilin
g.\par
\par
Tumingin ulit ako kay Denise at parang nabuhayan ulit siya ng loob nung nakita n
iya kong nakangiti. Hindi na siya mukhang batang naghahandang umilag sa palo ng
nanay niya.\par
\par
"Come here," I said, stretching my arms wide.\par
\par
To my delight, lumapit siya saken at yumakap. As her arms closed at my back, my
hands found the hem of her blouse and with a great tug, I had successfully pulle
d it over her face.\par
\par
I backed away, admiring my handiwork as Denise struggled, her arms outstretched.
.. umikot siya ng umikot on the spot habang unti-unting natuon sa amin yung atte
ntion ng mga tao. Some started laughing but still, none of the facilitators noti
ced anything.\par
\par
And with a loud, splendid thud, she fell on her butt.\par
\par
There was another shout of laughter as Denise finally managed to fix herself up.
Ang sakit na ng tiyan ko kakatawa. Denise looked all around her with tears in h
er eyes, and then she stood up and stormed from the room.\par
\par
DRAMA QUEEN.\par
\par
And then I felt a small tap on my shoulder.\par
\par
"Office. Now."\par
________________________________________\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
HALA!\par
Grabe naman to si Elle o! Di nakapagpigil! Diba dapat nga sa activity na to magk
abati bati? Tapos ganun pa yung naisipang gawin. Naku, pagkatapos ng sermon sa k
anya sa office, humanda siya, ako yung susunod!\par
\par
"Class, go to the lobby, I would like a word!" sabi ng adviser namin, and withou
t another word he rushed off and went outside.\par
\par
Hindi maganda to.\par
\par
Sumunod naman yung klase. I can't help but think, suspended na ba yung activity?
Naman o, ang dami ko pang hindi nakakausap e. Nahanap ko si Maffy sa crowd tapo
s nilapitan ko siya.\par
\par
"Maffs, paano na yun? Di na tuloy yung activity?"\par
\par
"Ewan ko nga eh. Ano bang Satanas ang sumapi kay Elle at naisipan niya yun?"\par
\par
"Malay ko."\par
\par
"Sayang. Isang tao na lang pagitan niyo e..."\par
\par
"Ha? Nino?"\par
\par
"Nino pa. Edi ni Fafa Gelo."\par
\par
"Hala, oo nga no?" I said, tapos lumingon ako. Nakita ko si Gelo na nakatingin d
in saken, katabi ni Liam.\par
\par
"Kasalanan ni Elle to. Ay naku, lagot saten si baklita mamaya!"\par
\par
\par
Pagdating namin sa lobby, pinaupo kami ulit sa floor.\par
\par
\par
"Class, all I want to say right now is how disappointed I am. That activity was
organized for all of you to fix all of your issues before you go on your separat
e ways in college, tapos ganito pa."\par
\par
My insides squirmed in protest. Bakit pati kami nadamay sa kalokohan ni Elle?\pa
r
\par
"This is a big embarrassment not only for your class but for the whole school. A
t ang pinakanakakahiya, sa facilitators. Hindi ko alam, but they may consider bl
ack-listing the school sa retreat house na to for life. Never in my whole sixtee
n years as a teacher have I experienced this kind of thing. And since na-violate
na naman yung essence nung activity, at kulang na kayo ng dalawang tao kaya sob
rang wala na lalong kwenta, I want you guys to go back to your rooms for now. Ma
tulog kayo, makipagkwentuhan kayo, ewan kayo bahala, pero please lang, wag niyo
nang dagdagan yung kahihiyan na dinulot ni Elle kanina. Off you go, I have to go
to the office," sabi niya, tas tumalikod na at umalis.\par
\par
Sumunod naman ulit yung klase, at tahimik kaming bumalik sa mga rooms namin. Hay
, nakakainis naman talaga o.\par
\par
Nasa mood na akong kausapin si Gelo e. Hay naku! Dapat ngayon kausap ko na siya
e! And what's worse, I'm stuck with Rish the rest of the afternoon!\par
\par
Talk about bad luck.\par
\par
"Dun ka muna sa room ko. Wala naman panigurado si Ma'am Pearlie, di pa naman tap
os yung Sov," sabi ni Maffy, as though she had read my mind.\par
\par
"Yaan mo na. Ayoko mapagalitan. Dun muna ko sa room at matutulog. Di ako nakatul
og kanina. Aynaku, pag nakita mo na si Elle, pakibatukan ng isa ha?"\par
\par
\par
Maffy laughed, tapos dumeretso na ko sa room ko. Pagpasok ko, naka-curl up sa si
Rish under her blanket. Hah. Salamat naman.\par
________________________________________\par
\par
"Ria. Ria, wake up."\par
"Huh?"\par
\par
\par
I saw Rish standing in front of me.\par
\par
\par
"Gumising ka na. They're serving merienda in ten minutes."\par
"Ok. Thanks."\par
\par
\par
Naghilamos ako ng konti tapos lumabas ulit.\par
\par
"Sayang no? Di rin tayo nakapag-usap."\par
\par
\par
I stared at her, not having a single idea kung ano yung dapat kung sabihin.\par
\par
\par
"Oo nga e."\par
\par
"Si Gelo rin, no? Di mo nakausap? Sayang, excited na excited pa naman yun na mak
ausap ka."\par
\par
"Talaga?"\par
\par
"Oo. Sabi niya saken. Humihingi pa nga ng tips. Parang galit ka daw kasi sa kany
a."\par
\par
\par
WTF. If Rish goes on with this manner of speaking, maniniwala na akong wala akon
g dapat isipin sa kanilang dalawa. Or baka naman part lang to ng mga kadramahan
niya?\par
\par
\par
"Di naman ako galit. Badtrip lang ng konti."\par
\par
"Ah. Sana makapag-usap kayo no? Kawawa naman yun. Ano, tara na?"\par
\par
"Sige ba," sabi ko. Sabay kami lumabas tapos ni-lock niya na yung pinto namin. A
ndun na agad si Intsik Beho sa malapit kaya nagkaroon ako agad ng chance na punt
ahan sina Maffy at Elle.\par
\par
\par
I saw Maffy knocking dun sa pinto nina Elle. Lumabas naman si Elle.\par
\par
\par
"What the DEVIL were you thinking? Galit si Sir Mar kanina!"\par
\par
"Oo nga, buti nga di ako sinuspend ulit. Pinigilan nung madre."\par
\par
"Kung bakit ba naman kasi... sana kung ayaw mo kausapin si Denise, di mo na lang
pinansin, di yung ganun, gumawa ka pa ng commotion."\par
\par
"Oh come on, Ria. I've been longing to have a go at her simula nung pinuntahan k
a namin ni Gelo sa bar."\par
\par
"Oo nga, but you didn't have to make it so embarrassing!"\par
\par
"Stop it, guys. Nag-sorry na ako sa kanya."\par
\par
"Nag-effort ka ba namang gawing sincere kahit papaano yung pagso-sorry mo?"\par
\par
"Oo naman. May good side rin naman ako noh. Buti nga pinatawad na lang ako. Iniw
an nga nila kami ni Denise dun sa office e. Edi nakapag-usap din. Kaya tigilan n
iyo na ako aright? Nakokonsensya na ko."\par
\par
"Meron ka pala nun?"\par
\par
"Ang sama niyo!"\par
\par
\par
Ayun, pagbalik namin sa caf di namin maiwasang mainggit sa kabilang section. Par
ang ang saya saya nila at siguro nga nakapag bonding sila ng todo sa OF nila. Sa
isang malaking malaking table na pinagkabit kabit sila kumakain, and kahit si S
ignal Number Four parang tuwang tuwang makipagdaldalan sa mga classmate niya. Na
ku, nakakagawa nga ng malaking milagro ang mga OF. Too bad hindi siya na-experie
nce ng Integ.\par
\par
\par
Pagka-kain, ininstruct kami na pumunta ulit dun sa venue nung naudlot naming OF
kanina. I knew better than to hope na itutuloy yun. This time kasi, naka-assembl
e na yung monoblock chairs. Ibang Retreat Facilitator na yung naka-assign sa ami
n.\par
\par
\par
Ang pinag-usapan, about parents. Maraming eager mag-share ng mga kwento nila. El
le divulged on how her Dad keeps her spoiled but doesn't bother to spend time wi
th her. Si Denise naman, kwinento na namimiss niya na yung Dad niya, and we had
to stop her bago pa ulit siya maiyak. Kahit yung iba, mukhang na-touch sa story
ni Den. Ngayon niya lang kasi kwinento na wala na siyang Dad at inamin niya na r
in na sa amin siya nakatira at parents ko pa ang nagbabayad ng lahat ng expenses
niya.\par
\par
\par
Madilim na nung natapos yung sharing nung classmates namin. Then, the facilitato
r started talking about how parents treat their children differently, but insist
ed on the 'fact' na every parent care about their kids, kahit pa gaano sila ka-d
iscreet in showing it.\par
\par
\par
At that moment, I caught Gelo's eye. He looked away swiftly, siguro napansin niy
ang naaalala ko lahat nung kwinento niya saken nung maysakit pa siya. I could on
ly imagine how hard it is for him to deal with the situation. He was stony-faced
and extremely timid throughout the talk. I could not help but wish na sana, tum
igil na lang yung facilitator because Gelo was looking more and more depressed w
ith each passing moment.\par
\par
Well my wish came true. A little later, the facilitator stopped talking. She put
a CD on the mini-stereo and turned off the lights, leaving only a few candles.
Nung tumugtog na, parang lalo namang nakaka-depress. Parang reflection song kasi
na applicable sa relationship mo with both God and your parents.\par
\par
I couldn't look at Gelo properly now, as his face was hidden in shadow.\par
\par
Naku, sa kakatingin ko kay Gelo, hindi ko napansin na dapat pala nakapikit while
reflecting. I closed my eyes and tried to stop thinking about him. I couldn't s
top wondering on how he might be feeling at this moment.\par
\par
And then I heard the doors creak.\par
It was as though a crowd was coming inside the room, their voices united while s
inging. I felt the presence of a lot of people moving in and around our chairs.
It was then that I understood- our parents were here!\par
\par
Wala pang signal para mag-open ng eyes, nagmulat na ako ng mata at hinanap ko si
la. There were a sea of unfamiliar faces, but I searched and looked as far as my
neck would allow itself to be stretched. I didn't care anymore about being scol
ded. The idea of seeing my mom, dad and sister again drove everything else out o
f my head.\par
\par
Where could they be? Why aren't they here yet?\par
\par
"Yung mga wala pa ang parents, sumama kayo saken sa office!" sigaw ni Sir over t
he chattering crowd. I immediately stood up and went after him, still searching.
\par
Hindi kaya naligaw sila?\par
\par
Nagpahuli ako ng konti, hoping I would bump into Ate Danna. I saw Jon and Denise
approach me habang palabas kami ng audi.\par
\par
"Asan na kaya sila?"\par
"Ewan. Kung si Daddy yung magda-drive, sigurado naligaw na sila. Kakabalik niya
lang from abroad diba? So malamang-lamang e maninibago yun dito sa Tagaytay."\pa
r
"Sasama kaya nanay ko?"\par
"Oo yan. Tara."\par
\par
Nung pagdating namin ng office, may apat o limang tao na doon, kasama si Lance.
Nakaupo lang siya doon at nakatingin sa ceiling, as though walang pakialam at wa
lang hinihintay. Sinamahan siya ni Jon and heard him saying na wala siyang pake
kung may darating o hinde. Si Denise naman umupo na lang at nanahimik.\par
\par
And then I remembered something. My eyes automatically searched the area and I f
ound what I was looking for, standing beside the window.\par
\par
Parang may sariling pag-iisip yung mga paa ko na naglakad agad papunta sa kanya,
kahit hindi ko naman alam kung ano yung dapat kong gawin pagdating doon. Aaluin
ko ba? Sasabihin ko bang mag-intay kasi darating din yun? Ano?\par
\par
Tumigil ako maglakad, mga isang ruler ang layo ko sa kanya noon. He didn't seem
to be aware na may nakatayo ngayon sa likod niya. Gently, slowly, I put my hand
on his shoulder.\par
\par
He turned around and looked at me. Nginitian ko lang siya tapos tinabihan ko.\pa
r
\par
"Wala pa din sina Ate Danna?"\par
"Obvious ba?" I said, smiling. "Naligaw siguro."\par
\par
Natahimik siya. Napansin kong malungkot yung itsura ng mukha niya. Buti pa siya,
hindi kagaya ni Lance na akala mo mababawasan ang pagka-masculine pag nagpakita
ng kahit anong sign ng weakness. Parang naawa tuloy akong ewan.\par
\par
"Ok ka lang?"\par
"Oo naman," sabi niya, tapos tiningnan niya ulit ako. Ewan, but I suddenly felt
an overwhelming urge to hug him. He looked away.\par
"Wag ka naman ganyan. Lalo akong naaawa sa sarili ko."\par
\par
\par
Si Gelo na yung kasama ko pabalik sa mga rooms kasi pagkahatid namin sa parents
hindi ko na makita sina Jon. Magkaakbay kami ulit. Haha. Ginaw kasi e.\par
\par
"Sabi ko naman sayo e," I told him.\par
"Malay ko ba. Saka nagulat nga ako e, for once, she didn't reek of wine OR cigar
ettes."\par
"Diba dapat nga matuwa ka nun?"\par
"Masaya nga ako e, diba? Onga pala, Ria..."\par
"O?"\par
"Salamat ha?"\par
"Ano ka ba. Wala yun."\par
"Sana lagi ganito. Hindi yung inaaway mo ko. Onga, bakit ka nga pala nagalit sak
en kanina?"\par
"Wala. Kalimutan mo na."\par
\par
He looked like he wanted to say something else, but in light of our recently-rep
aired (yet again) friendship, he chose not to say it.\par
\par
"O, room niyo na to, diba?"\par
"Ay, oo nga no?"\par
"Di kasi tumitingin, edi kung nadala kita hanggang doon lagot na?"\par
"Sorry naman. O sige na, layas na."\par
"That's how you say goodnight?"\par
"Fine. Goodnight, Gelo."\par
\par
Lumapit siya saken tapos kinurot niya yung pisngi ko.\par
\par
"Goodnight kurdapyaaaaa!"\par
"Yuck, kurdapya? Ang baho!" I complained.\par
"Di naman pwedeng si Liam lang ang may mabantot na pet name sayo. Tsaka anong ma
s gusto mo itawag ko sayo, kurdapya o blackboard?"\par
\par
Aba. Gustong maupakan.\par
\par
"O, sabi ko sayo e. Sige... Sarang hae!"\par
"Ha? Anong sabi mo?"\par
"Wala. Sabi ko ang lapad ng noo mo," sabi ni kumag sabay takbo.\par
\par
Haynaku. Lagot siya saken pag nakita ko siya.\par
\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Seven\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"Hoy! Walang tao sa booth!"\par
\par
Elle's voice rang within the classroom. Everyone looked at her.\par
\par
"Hello? Paging Liam Woods! Shift mo po ngayon!"\par
\par
Liam looked up from his seat, holding his PSP, which had been keeping him busy f
or the last 10 minutes. Inabot niya yun kay Denise, who was sitting beside him,
tapos sumunod. Hah. Natakot sa bangis ni Elle.\par
\par
School Fair namin ngayon. Pearl Anniversary kasi ng school kaya ganun. Eto, libr
e kami kaya tambay lang sa classroom. Actually, batch namin ang in charge, pero
since karamihan tapos na yung trabaho, ok na. Most of us are assigned to the boo
ths, habang ako naman eh sa Documentation Committee assigned kaya tapos na rin a
"Tange. Hindi pwede magpa Pic Your Crush o magpapicture yung mga taga-Photo Boot
h. Tsaka hindi naman ako magbabayad ng ganun kamahal para lang sa picture mo noh
."\par
"Ang sama mo!"\par
"E bakit pa ko magbabayad, sabi mo naman pwede ako humingi tas libre pa?"\par
"Kuripot. "\par
\par
I turned my back on him and turned my camera off. Mahirap na, baka makita niyang
siya yung tinitingnan ko.\par
\par
"Di pa ba tayo pwede umuwi pag tapos na duty?"\par
"5:00 pa tayo pwede umalis."\par
"Tagal naman," he said, pouting.\par
\par
Sakto naman dumating sina Maffy at Jon. Maluwag ngayon, pwede sa classroom ang t
aga-ibang section.\par
Bah. Mukhang magkaaway ata tong dalawang to a.\par
\par
"Hoy, Jonathan, nag-away ba kayo?"\par
"Tange, hindi. Naiinis siya. Di niya ma-solve yung Extremely Difficult Level na
Sudoku. Kahit ako, di ko ma-solve e."\par
\par
Susmaryosep naman tong si Francesca o. Sudoku lang, galit na sa mundo.\par
\par
"Akin na nga."\par
\par
Takte. Mahirap nga. Hmm...\par
\par
\par
\par
"Gotcha!" I said aloud, punching the air. I solved it in five minutes!\par
WOO! I'm the man.\par
\par
"Kainis! Pano mo ginawa?" sabi ni Maffy, sabay kuha saken nung Sudoku book.\par
\par
Gelo's POV:\par
\par
"Huy ano yan?"\par
"Wala. Wag mo na alamin."\par
"Sudoku? Peram!"\par
"Weh, marunong ka?"\par
"Hoy wag kang mayabang. Five minutes lang saken yang extremely difficult kuno na
yan no."\par
"Hah, Five minutes? Baka FIVE DAYS?"\par
\par
Abah, sinusumpong na naman si Adrianna.\par
\par
"Ano, pustahan pa?"\par
"Wag ka paka-sigurado, bro. Ilang beses na kaming natatalo ni Liam sa mga ganyan
g pustahan sa Sudoku. Si Ria yan, bro. Kung ako sayo, I'll back off. Ilang beses
na ring napahamak yung wallet ko."\par
\par
Whoa. She must be THAT good.\par
\par
"Ok lang yan. Kayang-kaya. Ano, Ria? Up for a good beating?"\par
"You WISH."\par
\par
She smirked at me. Heck. I love it when she does that.\par
\par
"Game. Pero walang urungan sa pustahan, ha? You must keep your word."\par
ed atop her head was the makeshift veil provided by the booth, and I couldn't he
lp but feel great. It's close to the real thing, man.\par
\par
"Galing mo rin e. Chansing rin nga naman, no?" she hissed at me as she took my a
rm.\par
"You're not going to talk me out of this, Ria. And besides, wala naman malisya y
un. Every other, erhm, couple who went to this booth on a whim HAD to kiss. Kahi
t nga yung napagtripang dalawang lalake sa 3rd year kanina e. Brokeback, grabe."
\par
\par
Haha, kahit anong explanation ang gawin ko, bwisit na bwisit pa rin si kurdapya.
But oh well, she PROMISED.\par
Pero wag ka, kahit ako, nervous. I just don't let it show.\par
\par
Taga-kabilang section yung naging 'pari' namin. Nakakatawa. Konti lang naman yun
g nanonood, sina Zoe, Elle, saka sina Jon at Maffy.\par
\par
"Ahem, ahem. Do you, Angelo, take Adrianna as your lawfully wedded wife, in sick
ness and in health, for richer, for poorer, till death do you part?"\par
"I DO!" sabi ko ng malakas. I smiled at Ria, tapos inirapan niya ako.\par
\par
"Do you, Adrianna, take Angelo as-..."\par
"Oo na, I do, just get this over with!"\par
\par
\par
\par
"If that is the case, suot niyo na yang rings..." sabi nung 'pari', who was figh
ting to restrain himself from laughing sa attitude ni Ria. Kahit sina Elle tawa
rin ng tawa.\par
\par
Sinuot na namin yung mga rings, mga mumurahin lang naman na mood rings, parehong
color midnight blue. Haha, ayos talaga to! Di ko na to huhubarin\par
\par
"Great. I now pronounce you man and wife. You may now kiss the bride!"\par
\par
And then everything fell quiet.\par
\par
I looked at Ria, who was staring everywhere but at me.\par
\par
I got troubled. Am I really going to kiss her against her will? Di ba parang wal
a akong respeto sa kanya nun?\par
And besides. That's called taking advantage.\par
\par
"You know what," I whispered so that only she will hear, "I was kidding. You don
't have to do this."\par
\par
She looked at me, her expression infathomable.\par
\par
"But... diba? Walang urungan?"\par
"Ano ka ba. Edi pag nilagay ko dun sa papel na gusto ko tatalon ka sa bangin pag
nanalo ako, tatalon ka nga? Ano ka, sira?"\par
\par
She laughed.\par
\par
"Wow. You're such a gentleman."\par
"Alam ko. Sabihin ko na sa kanila. Naghihintay ang mga kumag e."\par
"Wait. Lapit ka dito, may ibubulong ako sayo."\par
\par
Tumungo naman ako para pakinggan kung ano yung ibubulong niya saken.\par
\par
I waited for the sound of her voice in my ears, but something else, something mu
ch better that I didn't really expect, came along.\par
\par
She kissed me on the cheek.\par
\par
Chapter Thirty Eight\par
\par
Lance's POV:\par
\par
"Are you kidding? I didn't tell anyone. You told me not to, diba?"\par
\par
I let out a sigh of relief.\par
\par
"Great. You know what, these are nice. Sino kumuha nito?"\par
"Sino pa, edi yung photographer nung booth. Si Gelo."\par
"Ah? Yung mestisong bangus?" I said, and Zoe let out a snigger. "Close ba sila?
Ang ganda ng ngiti niya dito sa pics e."\par
"Well I'll say they're pretty close. More than close, I dunno."\par
"What do you mean?"\par
"Matagal nang may rumors about them."\par
\par
Ano ba yan. Lahat na lang ba ng girls na type ko kailangan may kung anong koneks
yon dun sa bangus na yun?\par
\par
"Ah, ok. Basta, I don't want anyone to know about this, Zoe."\par
"Bakit? Worried that Rish might find out?"\par
\par
Ang usisero naman nito o. Feeling close.\par
\par
"Come on, Lance. She doesn't bother hiding her, um, close connection with Gelo e
ither... So why not do the same thing?"\par
"Siraulo ka ba?"\par
"Ok, sorry. But really, ano naman kung crush mo si Ria, diba? Keeping four or fi
ve pictures of her won't really be an issue."\par
\par
Yea right. Ngayon pa nga lang, siya na yung gumagawa ng issue e... how much more
kung makarating sa mga kapwa niya chismosa doon?\par
\par
"Hello? Lance? Still there?"\par
"Yea, sorry, I'm driving. You know what, Zoe... never mind. Just forget that I p
aid you guys to take her pictures, ok? I funded your booth, that should be enoug
h."\par
"Wow, ang yabang ng dating mo. Feeling mo naman, by 250 pesos... kung magsalita
ka parang nabili mo na ko," she said with an awful sardonic tone.\par
"I'm not saying na nabili na kita. I'm just reminding you that keeping your mout
h shut is a part of the agreement."\par
"Fine. But honestly-..."\par
\par
A strange voice, which I recognized had belonged to an operator, disrupted our c
ellphone conversation. It was making me aware of an incoming call.\par
\par
"Zoe, there's an important call waiting on my other line. I'll call you again la
ter," I said, then I hung up without waiting for her answer.\par
"Hello?"\par
"Lance? Hijo?"\par
"Yes? Tita Marj?" It was my agent slash manager.\par
"Hijo, I just want to remind you, you've got a shoot later for a spread in this
teen magazine."\par
"Tita, are you kidding? It's a Saturday," I told her exasperatedly.\par
"I know. But it was re-scheduled... hijo, you know how I worked hard to get this
\par
\par
\par
I just went on staring at her. She must be thinking I'm a weirdo right now.\par
Damn. I've never been like this to a girl before. Why am I so nervous?\par
Whatever happened to the cocky, smart and smooth-talking guy that I once was?\pa
r
\par
"Hello? Yoohoo? Lance?" she said, waving a hand in my face.\par
"Yea. Oh, yeah, sorry. I'm- yeah I think I really do need some help right now."\
par
"Got a spare tire?"\par
"Oo naman."\par
"But let me guess. Hindi ka marunong magpalit ng gulong, am I right?"\par
\par
Langya o. Mang-aasar pa.\par
Damn. That's so fcking irresistible.\par
\par
"Asan toolbox mo?" she asked. Kinuha ko sa compartment yung toolbox pati yung ja
ck. Namilit pa nga siyang magbuhat nung gulong pero syempre, hindi ako pumayag.
Siya na nga yung magpapalit ng gulong, tapos hahayaan ko pang siya magbuhat? Di
ba sobrang un-manly naman nun?\par
\par
I watched her as she fixed everything up. Syempre pag may maitutulong ako, ginag
awa ko naman. Nakaka-insulto nga e, kasi taga-abot lang ako nung mga tools, pero
kung tutuusin ako yung dapat na nakakaalam nun. Grabe, parang taga-talyer, sana
y na sanay ata. She was a natural.\par
\par
And I once thought she was just another pretty face.\par
\par
It took her just fifteen minutes to fix the busted tire. Wala siyang ka-arte art
e. Kahit madumi na yung kamay niya saka may kung anong kulay itim pa sa ilong ni
ya na nanggaling pa yata sa tools na hinawakan niya kanina, parang wala lang sa
kanya. I discreetly stared at her as she put the tools back in the box.\par
\par
"O ayan, ayos na."\par
"Thanks."\par
"D'you have a hand sanitizer or something? Ang dulas ng kamay ko e. Baka mabitaw
an ko yung manibela mamaya."\par
\par
Balik naman ako sa kotse para ibigay sa kanya yung sanitizer.\par
\par
"Salamat..." sabi niya, sabay lagay ng sanitizer sa kamay. "Siguro naman, bayad
na ko sa utang ko sayo."\par
"Utang?"\par
"Diba? Sinisingil mo ko dati dahil sa mga gasgas sa kotse mo?"\par
\par
Nako, ano ba to, pati yun naaalala niya pa. Nakakahiya.\par
Talk about a spanking payback. Was she trying to get even?\par
But oh well. She's a fat lot of help.\par
\par
"Ah, wala. Kalimutan mo na yun."\par
"Great. We're square."\par
\par
Oops. Dead air. Bakit wala akong maisip sabihin? Nakakainis!\par
\par
"O sige ha, hinihintay na ko ni Maffy," she said, handing me the bottle of sanit
izer.\par
"Hey wait-..."\par
"Yea?" she asked, turning to face me.\par
\par
Ano? Yayain ko ba kumain?\par
Pero diba obvious?\par
Teka, kakain lang naman e. Kahit sino naman pwede ko ilibre.\par
Pero hindi naman lahat ng babae sa school nililibre ko...\par
HAY EWAN, bahala na si batman!\par
\par
"Gusto mo maglunch? Libre ko."\par
\par
Putek, I could feel my cheeks burning.\par
\par
"Lunch? Alas onse pa lang."\par
"What about coffee?" I asked, not wanting to give up so easily. She raised a bro
w at me. Shoot. Nakakahalata na yata siya.\par
"Wala lang. Eh- just... you know. You did help me out of a tight spot..." I said
, my voice trailing off. Was it just me, or did I really sound so pathetic?\par
Oh well. Making excuses was never my forte.\par
\par
"You know what, I appreciate it, but... I dunno, maybe next time? Hinihintay na
talaga ako ni Maffy," she told me, looking uncomfortable.\par
\par
I got the impression that she was just trying to be polite. The 'next time' line
is a classic method of rejection.\par
\par
"Oh, okay then. Thanks ulit."\par
"Sure. Don't mention it."\par
"So, see you at school?"\par
"Oo naman, pakalat kalat lang naman ako dun. Sige ha," she said, tapos sumakay n
a siya sa kotse niya at umalis.\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
Good golly. Did Lance Del Rosario just ask me out?\par
Oh wait. Del Rosario nga ba apelyido nun? Ay hindi... teka... De Los Reyes. Hind
i, teka lang ulit... di ba De Rivera? Ano nga ba?\par
Ay ewan. Basta si Intsik Behong mahangin at Signal Number Four na Lance.\par
\par
Haha, shungak. Bakit naman ako aayain nun na mag-date? May girlfriend yun e. Sig
uro, he's just trying to get even kay Rish, at kaya ako yung pinagti-tripan niya
dahil ako yung nalilink kay Gelo.\par
\par
Ok WTF, saan galing yun?\par
Nalilink? Haha. Kapal ng mukha ko.\par
But the mere thought na nalilink ako kay Gelo makes me blush. Hah, I could feel
my cheeks reddening at this very moment.\par
Iniisip niya rin kaya ako ngayon?\par
Wah. Wag ka nga mag daydream Ria! Nagda-drive ka e! Maaksidente ka pa ng di oras
!\par
Sana pala si Gelo na lang yung naabutan kong naflatan ng gulong sa highway.\par
________________________________________\par
\par
"Hay sa wakas, dumating ka rin! What took you so long?"\par
"May naflatan ng gulong e. Tumulong ako, kawawa naman."\par
"Naflatan? Sino? Kakilala natin?"\par
"Si Intsik Beho."\par
"Ah, si Lance?" asked Maffy, laughing. "Ang yabang saka ang chickboy ng dating t
as di marunong magpalit ng gulong?!"\par
"I know right. Tsaka may sarili yatang talyer yun sa bahay kaya walang ka-alam a
lam."\par
"Ay ewan. Kasama ko nga pala Daddy mo. May bibilhin din daw kasi."\par
"I don't think I would be able to tell you more. Sa tono ng boses mo, palagay ko
naman e marami rami ka nang alam. What else did my mother tell you?"\par
"Things you thought were too important for me to know."\par
\par
I looked him in the eye. Alam kong ayaw niyang mahalata ko pero nakikita kong ma
laki ang tampo niya sakin dahil nga hindi ko sinabi.\par
Pero bakit pa siya nagtatampo? Diba sabi niya kanina hindi naman totoong gusto n
iya ako? Wala na siya dapat pakialam diba?\par
\par
"Buti pa nga mommy mo e. Kahit papano, naisip niyang may karapatan din pala akon
g malaman yun..."\par
"I was going to tell you..."\par
"Kelan pa, ha? Pag nasa deathbed ka na?" he said with a bitter laugh.\par
"Ayokong maawa ka saken."\par
"Ayan! Ayos ah! Ganyan ba talaga kayo? Wala nang pakialam sa mga taong nasa pali
gid? Walang ibang iniisip kungdi yung takot niyong kaawaan kayo? Rish, get a fck
ing grip!"\par
\par
Nagulat ako. Bakit siya ganito kung magsalita?\par
\par
"Lance--..."\par
"Para ka kasing ewan e! Parang... para kang yung mommy ko... "\par
\par
\par
Huh?
Nanay niya?\par
Wala na siyang nanay diba?\par
Malalaman ko na ba kung ano yung matagal na niyang iniiwas na pag-usapan?\par
Pinaalala ko ba sa kanya yung pinagdaanan ng mommy niya?\par
"She was like that too. Matigas ulo. She never listened to me."
Napatitig ako sa kanya. He had this weird, dreamy expression that I've never see
n before.
"Nung nalaman niyang maysakit siya, pinilit niyang itago. Bago ko nalaman, malal
a na. It was too late. Wala nang cure. I was nine."\par
\par
He buried his face in his hands.\par
\par
"I wanted to be there for her, I wanted to make her feel how much I care bago si
ya-- alam mo na. Pero alam mo kung anong ginawa niya? Tinaboy niya ako. Sabi niy
a ayaw niya akong makita dahil alam niyang naaawa lang ako sa kanya. She always
said na walang dahilan para lubusin ko ang oras na kasama siya dahil marami pa d
aw naman siyang oras."\par
\par
He ran a hand through his hair.\par
Oh my gosh. Was he crying?\par
\par
"And you know what I did? I believed her. Naniwala akong may oras pa kaya sinuno
d ko yung gusto niya. Tapos--..."\par
\par
Once more, he stared at the ceiling, as though searching for consolation. Hinawa
kan ko yung kamay niya. Mahigpit.\par
Now I know kung bakit may pakialam na siya ngayon. He did not want history to re
peat itself.\par
\par
"I'm sorry I had to remind you all that..."\par
"I only have one favor to ask of you, Rish. Wag mong pabayaang maulit saken yun.
Ayokong mawala ka. Ayokong iwan mo ko... kaya sana wag mo kong itaboy. Rish...
yung sinabi ko kanina, wala yun. Nasabi ko lang yun dahil galit ako. Rish wag mo
kong iwan..."\par
\par
And without warning, he rushed and put his arms around me.\par
\par
"Wag mo kong iwan..."\par
"Hindi kita iiwan. Hindi. I promise." I told him. He hugged me more tightly.\par
"I don't know if I ever told you... Rish...
mahal kita."
Natigilan ako.
Hindi ako makapaniwalang sinabi niya yun. Sa buong buhay ko, ngayon lang ako nas
abihan ng ganun.
And it felt good.
Denise's POV:
The door flew open.
"Bro, peram nga ako ng lapt--..."
Si Kuya Toff pala. Napatingin siya saken wearing the familiar look of disgust he
has whenever he sees me.
His eyes moved from my face to the laptop I was holding.
"Ah. May gumagamit pala. Sige salamat na lang." sabi niya sabay bagsak ng pinto.
Andito nga pala ako sa bahay nina Liam. Gumagawa kami ng written output para sa
group report namin sa Stat subject. Actually, kagrupo din namin dun sina Elle at
Ria, but both weren't here yet. Si Ria, bumibili ng gagamitin naming photo pape
r, bond paper, saka clear book. Si Elle... haha. alam na. Pero sabi niya pupunta
siya.
Fine. Kung hindi pumunta okay lang, kung pumunta, salamat.
Maya-maya may nagdoorbell.
"O, sila na siguro yan."\
Tinakbo ni Liam yung pagbukas ng pinto. Sus, talagang nagpapakamatay sa pagtakbo
, makita lang si Ria agad.
In seconds, nakita ko na sila na hawak yung mga plastik ng National Book store.
"O, 1:30 na ah. diba usapan natin 1:29?" I asked jokingly.
"Hay naku, wag niyo nang itanong, long story."\
"Ok."
"Di mo ba kasama si Elle?"
"Hindi noh. Si Maffy yung kasama ko."
"Sana pinasama mo rito."\
"Hindi naman pwede. May kagrup din yun e."
"Sige, edi ayain natin pagkatapos magpizza. Pati si Jon."\par
"Ano ba to. Puro gala pinag-uusapan natin. Eh kung sinisimulan na kaya natin to
para maaga tayo matapos."\par
"Ang KJ mo talaga tunyang."\par
\par
Napatingin saken si Ria, tapos ngumiti na parang nanunukso.\par
\par
"Tunyang daw o..."\par
\par
Sh.t. I could feel my cheeks burning.\par
\par
"Sus, e ano naman kung tawagin ko siyang tunyang. Ikaw pa rin naman si katuray,"
sabi ni Liam sabay kurot kay Ria. "Pero kasi ang naririnig ko mas gusto mo na d
aw ngayon na itawag sayo e KURDAPYA."\par
\par
Hinampas ni Ria si Liam ng sobrang lakas.\par
\par
"Sshh! Chismoso!"\par
\par
"Bakit namumula ka?"\par
\par
"Eh kayo rin ni Denise e! O meron kayong di sinasabi noh? Ano Den? Diba?"\par
\par
"Weh! Wag ka na nga!"\par
\par
"Ayun, dumating si Zoe, inaway ako... bakit ko daw jinombag yung syota niya."\pa
r
"Boyfriend ni Zoe yung sinuntok mo?!" I asked incredulously.\par
\par
"Malay ko ba! Kamukhang-kamukha nung taga DLA e!"\par
\par
"Patay."\par
\par
"Ka-schoolmate ba natin?"\par
\par
"Oo eh. Taga-Sov. Tang*na. Ang tanga tanga ko!"\par
\par
"Ano bang itsura?"\par
\par
"Yung light brown yung mata na mestiso ding may pagkabrown yung buhok..."\par
\par
"Ah! Oo! Kasama yun ni Jon sa team e!"\par
\par
"Grabe ka naman Elle, kung di mo nakilala yun. Nanonood ka ng Soccer diba?"\par
\par
"Tange. Malamang sa team niyo ako nakatingin, hindi sa kanila."\par
\par
"Patay ka sa Lunes."\par
\par
"Oh thanks William, that makes me feel loads better!"\par
\par
\par
Nako. Goodluck nga kay Elle. Maligalig pa naman si Zoe.\par
\par
Chapter Forty\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
"ANAK NG TINAPA!"\par
"Huy!"\par
\par
Aba'y syempre nagulat ako. Ang pagkakaalam ko kasi kanina mag-isa lang ako noh.\
par
\par
"Ano ka ba, ang laki laki ng KEEP QUIET sign sa tabi mo o!"\par
\par
Dyahe naman. Andito kasi ako sa sulok ng Study lounge. Ang sama tuloy ng tingin
saken ng mga taong nag-aaral sa paligid.\par
\par
"Grabe ka naman magreview. Binili mo talaga yung pinagbebentang sample exam ng m
ath club? Eh ang mahal mahal..."\par
\par
"Para singkwenta pesos lang, namamahalan ka na? Ang kuripot mo talaga e no? E te
ka, ano yang hawak mo? Diba samplex din yan?"\par
\par
"Oo. Pina-photocopy ko yung kay Liam. "\par
\par
"Ang daya nito!"\par
\par
"Hindi ako madaya. Ang tawag dun WAIS."\par
\par
"Tss. Ewan ko sayo. Teka, ano sagot sa number four sa trigo identities?"\par
\par
"O, ang daya ni kurdapya o, mangongopya."\par
\par
"Dali na!"\par
\par
"Sige na nga. Malakas ka saken eh "\par
\par
\par
At ayun, binigay niya saken yung solution paper niya.\par
Anak ng tinapa. Ganun lang pala yun. TSSS. Ang galing niya naman.\par
\par
"Hmp. Mas magaling na pala ko sayo ngayon, dati ako pa tinuturuan mo nyan."\par
"Sige mang-asar ka pa. Sa susunod di na kita tuturuan. Kung di ko pa alam kinopy
a mo rin lang to kay Liam."\par
"Oh sige tama yan. Total si LIAM lang naman yung laging magaling e."\par
\par
ASUS. Tampururut!\par
\par
"Wala kong sinabing ganon. Ang yabang mo kasi. O ayan na yang solution mo, SALAM
AT HA!"\par
"To talagang si kurdapya o. Wag ka na magalit. Sige ka lalong lalapad yang noo m
o," sabi niya, sabay turo sa noo ko. "Bakit di mo itry magpalagay ng bangs? Mala
y mo mabawasan yan. At least di ka na mukhang blackboard!"\par
\par
Hinampas ko nga.\par
\par
"Hoy! Sobra ka na ah!"\par
"O, sabi ko wag pikon!"\par
"Sino kaya satin pikon?"\par
"O, teka ba't ang laki ng eyebag mo? Puyat ka ba?"\par
\par
Uuuuuy. Biglang seryoso. CONCERNED ang kumag.\par
\par
"Syempre. Physics kasi yung nung isang araw. Tapos Econ pa kahapon."\par
"Karir naman kasi. O eto."\par
"Ano yan?"\par
"Chocolate. Wala akong dalang kape e," sabi niya, sabay kamot ng ulo. Inaabot ni
ya saken yung chocolate.\par
\par
AWW. How sweet Talagang Hershey's with almonds pa. Peboritsss ko to\par
\par
"E diba mahal to?" tanong ko pagkakuha ko nung chocolate. "Baka naubos na lahat
nung wallet mo dito ha?"\par
"Ang yabang mo! Akin na nga yan!" sabi niya sabay hablot nung hawak ko.\par
"HUY! Sorry na o!"\par
"Hinde, ayaw mo e!" sabi niya habang tinataas niya yung chocolate na pinipilit k
ong abutin.\par
\par
Haha ang sweet namin *ROFL kilig*\par
\par
Suddenly, someone came out of nowhere, tapos doon nag-crouch sa likod naming dal
awa. Akala mo sundalong nakahanap ng pader na pagtataguan sa giyera. Dun pa naka
hawak sa balikat namin ni Gelo.\par
\par
ISTORBO\par
\par
\par
"Hoy Elle, ano na naman yang trip mo ha?"\par
\par
"Sshh! Wag mo ko kausapin. Itago niyo ko!"\par
\par
"Bakit? Ano ba pinagtataguan mo?"\par
\par
n.\par
"Is he coming for me?" she asked.\par
\par
SH.T. Di ko na kaya to...\par
\par
"That son of a b.tch. I loved him. And this is what I get," she whispered.\par
"We'll get to him. Let's go home, Ria. PLEASE," I said, pleading.\par
"Sayaw muna tayo," she said, standing up. She swayed left and right, tapos napas
ubsob siya saken. She looked up at me.\par
"Wala na siyang pake saken... he doesn't care at all... But you..." she said, ja
bbing my chest with a finger.\par
"You do care, don't you?" she asked, and I wasn't able to hold back that single
tear that fell down my right cheek. Elle looked at me pityingly.\par
\par
"Yeah, I do, Ria. I care for you." I told her, my voice broken.\par
"Great to hear that," she said, attempting to stand up again. "Oh, teka, before
I forget... What's your name again?"*\par
\par
I knew he was watching.\par
Sana, hindi lang siya basta nanonood...\par
I meant every line in that song.\par
________________________________________\par
\par
"O, sabi mo aayain ako? Wala naman e!"\par
"Easy ka lang, mare, ano ba? Yung iba nga kumakain pa!"\par
"Ay sis, ang atat mo!"\par
"Eh kasi naman noh? Malay ko, baka si Irish na yung kasayaw nun!"\par
"Ano ba, Irish naman ang hirit mo agad?! Eto talaga... Tingin ka doon... ayun o,
wala kang dapat ipag-alala. Magkasayaw sila ni Intsik."\par
\par
Hay naku. Hindi pa rin ako makampante.\par
\par
I stood up.\par
\par
"Huy, saan ka pupunta?"\par
"Pupuntahan ko siya. Diba sabi ni Elle if he doesn't do the asking, ako na lang?
"\par
"Go girl!"\par
"Elle! Ano ba kayo?"\par
"Hayaan mo nga si Ria. Malaki na yan para babyhin mo Ate Maffs. Sige na Ria! Go
for it!"\par
\par
I didn't wait for Maffy to protest any further. Hinanap ko na si kumag sa dance
floor at sa mga tables.\par
Para kong tangang naghahanap ng nawawalang bata. Kung ano ano at kung sino sino
tuloy yung nakikita ko...\par
\par
Interesting as they are, I really couldn't care less.\par
Maybe not until I find what I am looking for.\par
\par
Asus! Ay ayun si kumag! Tapos na palang kumain!\par
Lechugas, dinadaldal pa kasi ni Liam e!\par
\par
Susmaryosep.\par
Ngayon pa ako inabutan ng hiya.\par
Ang lakas ng loob ko pumunta rito tapos ganito. Kainis!\par
\par
Ano na gagawin ko?\par
Naku naman!\par
Hay, makaalis na nga-\par
\par
"Hey, Ria!"\par
\par
O? What's she doing here? Ang bilis ng mata ni Liam ah?\par
Ano yun? Bakit parang hindi siya mapakali?\par
And why do I get the feeling na kanina pa siyang nakatayo dun?\par
\par
"Where are you going? You wanna talk? Wag ka nga tumayo dyan, halika dito!"\par
\par
Ngumiti si Liam na parang nang-aasar.\par
\par
"Hey, I think I see Den... I promised her a dance... sige ha, iwan ko na muna ka
yo!"\par
\par
"HUY LIAM SAGLIT LANG!"\par
\par
Nagkatinginan kami ni kurdapya.\par
Umiwas siya ng tingin.\par
Grabe naman to. Kinantahan ako kanina tas ganito?\par
\par
Naku naman. I felt stupid.\par
Ano kayang iniisip ni Gelo ngayon?\par
Pero ang mas malaking tanong...\par
Ano bang gagawin ko?!\par
Shete naman Ria, ano ba tong pinasok mo?!\par
\par
"O, ba't ka nga ba nandito? Aawayin mo ako ulit?"\par
\par
Tamo to, magpoprovoke pa ng away?\par
Sa itsura ko bang to mukha akong manggigiyera?\par
\par
"Hindi naman e."\par
"Eh bakit ka nga nandito?"\par
\par
Haha. Konting sungit lang.\par
Grabe yung pinagsungit niya saken dati ha. Minsan lang naman ako makakaganti\par
\par
"Eh... eh kasi..."\par
"O, bakit ka nauutal dyan?"\par
\par
Naku, may PMS ba to?\par
Bakit ang sungit? Ayaw niya ba ko dito?\par
\par
"Ay, makaalis na nga-..."\par
"Hoy saglit lang! May itatanong ako!"\par
"Ano nga kasi!? Nangangawit na ko rito kakahintay!"\par
\par
AY GOODLUCK!\par
\par
"Ah... I- I was just wondering if maybe you fancied a dance?"\par
\par
ANO DAW?!\par
Inaaya niya daw akong sumayaw!\par
WOO!\par
Grabe gusto kong mag whoop saka magtatalon.\par
Pero teka, pahihirapan ko pa siya ng konti. Di naman pwedeng ganun ko lang kabil
is makalimutan na nilait niya ko kahapon at sinabihang hindi marunong magbasa ng
label ng Japanese paper!\par
\par
"Anong sabi mo?"\par
\par
She heaved a sigh.\par
\par
"Sabi ko, sayaw tayo..." sabi niya, sabay tingin sa floor. She was blushing like
crazy.\par
\par
Kapal e? Parang ako hindi nagbu-blush.\par
\par
Hmm. Konti pa\par
\par
"Ria, you're a girl. A girl asking a guy to dance. Don't you think that's a bit.
.. you know?\par
\par
A bit PATHETIC?"\par
\par
Ano daw sabi niya?\par
Did he just call me pathetic?\par
\par
"Oh. Sorry about that. Sige alis na ko."\par
\par
And with that, she turned around and walked away.\par
Naku, kahit kelan, walkout queen!\par
\par
"Hoy, teka lang! Ria!"\par
\par
Sige pa rin. Lakad pa rin na parang walang naririnig.\par
\par
"Ria! Hindi pa ko sumasagot!"\par
\par
She turned to face me, looking very upset.\par
Hala. Lagot na.\par
\par
"Alam mo kasi, yung pagtawag mo saken ng pathetic, tama na yun e! Tama na yun fo
r a NO kaya hindi mo na kailangang ipagdukdukan!"\par
\par
At aktong tatalikod na naman siya kaya hinila ko yung braso niya para humarap si
ya saken.\par
\par
"Gag0 ka ba? Alam mo namang hindi ako nakakatanggi pagdating sayo e! Kelan ba ko
tumanggi pag ikaw na yung pinag-uusapan, ha?!"\par
\par
Nagsimula nang magtinginan yung mga tao sa paligid. Kung bakit kasi doon pa kami
gumagawa ng eksena sa gitna ng dance floor?\par
\par
Ria gave a smirk.\par
\par
"Ah ganun? Talaga lang?! At bakit naman hindi?!"\par
\par
"Oh, you don't know? Let me tell you then! Alam mo kasi, may pakialam ako e!\par
Oo, kahit balewala ako sayo, may pake ako! Gusto ko lagi kang masaya, gusto ko l
agi kang ok...\par
Kasi may pakialam ako, kasi concerned ako...\par
and in case you didn't notice, Miss Antonio, it's because I've been in love with
you for the longest time!"\par
\par
\par
\par
Anak ng tinapa naman o. Sa haba ng sinabi ko, eto lang yung mapapala ko?\par
\par
Ohmygosh. Did he really-?\par
\par
"Si Rish na naman ba?"\par
\par
Lance ran a hand through his hair. Sa itsura niya ngayon, para siyang tumanda. N
agmature. Pag kausap ko nga siya nitong nakaraan, hindi na siya ganun ka superfi
cial gaya ng dati.\par
\par
"Paps, alam mo, ilabas mo na yan," sabi ni Aidan.\par
"Di talaga kami sanay na lantang gulay ka."\par
\par
Minsanan lang magkaganito si Lance. Bihira siyang magpaapekto sa mga bagay bagay
, kaya palagay ko e malala na yung problema niya.\par
\par
\par
"Wala. Ok lang ako. Wala lang sa mood. Sensya na mga paps, di ko sinasadya."\par
\par
\par
Ba. Talagang determinadong hindi magsalita.\par
Yan ang hirap sa taong yan. Pahirapan bago magsabi. Gusto yata eh i- ala NBI int
errogation ang gawin.\par
\par
"Di nga, bro?"\par
\par
"Maiba ako," sabi ni Aidan, at sumenyas saken na para bang gustong iparating na
may iba siyang strategy. Ok PAYN, nanahimik naman ako.\par
\par
\par
"Nakalabas na ba si mareng Rish sa hospital?"\par
\par
\par
Oo nga pala, na-confine na naman si Aling Irish. Grabe, labas pasok na yun doon
ah.\par
\par
\par
"Ah, lalabas na siya mamaya," sabi ni Intsik with a smile, something I haven't s
een in days. Parang biglang nagliwanag yung mukha. Umaliwalas ba.\par
\par
"Ako nga assigned sumundo e."\par
\par
"Waw, edi ayos," sabi ni Aidan sabay ngiti.\par
"Sama naman kami!"\par
\par
"Ungas, nag-aantay si Zoe sa labas."\par
\par
"Ha? Na naman?" at ayun si kumag lumabas at sumilip sa field.\par
\par
\par
"Anak ng tupa naman o, araw araw na kaming magkasama, hanggang weekend ba naman
gusto niya magkasama pa rin kami?!"\par
\par
"Susmaryosep. Daig mo pa yung alaga niyang aso ah."\par
\par
"Alam na namin ireregalo sa kanya sa Pasko... leash," sabi ni Lance, tas nag hig
h five kami.\par
\par
"Ha ha ha," sabi ni Aidan in mock-amusement.\par
"Kakatawa. Grabe."\par
\par
"Paps naman, kausapin mo kasi ng maayos."\par
\par
"Ilang beses ko nang ginawa yun. Wala naman akong napapala kundi iyak. Katakot t
akot na pangongonsensya pa ginagawa saken."\par
\par
\par
Eto na naman po kami. Kawawang Aidan.\par
\par
\par
"E bakit ka kasi nagpapadala? Alam mo namang arte lang ang pinagagagawa nun, bin
ibili mo pa rin."\par
\par
\par
Aidan threw us a defensive stare.\par
\par
"Ano? Want us to cover for you?"\par
\par
"Hay nako mga paps, tama na, masyado na kayo naiistorbo. Kausapin ko na lang mam
aya."\par
\par
"Sigurado ka?"\par
\par
"Dang bro, let's let him be a man for once!"\par
\par
"Takte Jon, Ingles yun ah?"\par
\par
"Ulul! Yabang mo Intsik!"\par
\par
\par
"Hoy! Jon!"\par
\par
\par
Tingin naman kami sa labas.\par
Sus, andun na pala ang star players ng kabila.\par
\par
\par
"Ano tara na?"\par
\par
\par
"Sige mga bro, lalayas na ako..."\par
\par
"Tama yan, ditch us for your Integ friends."\par
\par
"Total mas magaling naman sila kesa samin!" sabi ni Aidan sabay high five naman
nila ni Lance.\par
\par
"Ulul! Di bagay sa inyo! Sige na!"\par
\par
\par
At syempre, pinuntahan ko na yung dalawang kumag.\par
\par
\par
"Takte kayo, pinanis niyo kami," sabi ko.\par
\par
"Tune-up game lang yun."\par
\par
"Mas matindi gagawin namin sa intrams. " sabi ni Liam.\par
\par
\par
Wow, ang humble. Meron na yatang Signal Number Five.\par
\par
\par
"Dali na kasi."\par
"Ayoko."\par
"Charot ka."\par
\par
Humagalpak ng tawa si Kurdapya.\par
\par
"Charot?! HAHAHAHAHA"\par
"Ayaw mo yata tong gift kaya ayaw mo buksan e."\par
"Hoy wala akong sinabing ganun!"\par
"Edi wag mo buksan. Charot ka talaga."\par
"Asus, tampururut! Akin na nga yan!"\par
\par
At hinablot niya na nga yung hawak kong paper bag.\par
\par
"Waw, paps. Ngayon lang ako nakareceive ng ganito kalaking regalo sa buong buhay
ko! "\par
"Whoa! Come on, open it, open it!" sabi ni Elle. Nagsitingin na rin tuloy yung i
bang tao sa table.\par
\par
Carefully, she removed the tape that glued the two ends of the bag together. I w
anted to tell her na punitin na lang kasi nga naman bag na lang nung store yung
ginamit kong pambalot and she didn't have to fuss over it.\par
\par
Eh kaso, ayokong masabon kaya sige na lang\par
\par
"Ohmycharing! Paano mo nalamang gusto ko to?"\par
\par
I cast a significant look at Maffy's direction.\par
\par
"E ang mahal mahal nito e!"\par
\par
"Naaawa na kasi ako sayo. Tuwing pupunta na lang tayo ng mall, dadalawin mo yan
doon sa tindahan, kinakausap mo pa "\par
\par
"Naman Ate Maff! Don't tell me pati yun sinabi mo sa kanya?"\par
\par
"Hindi naman. Ngayon pa lang. "\par
\par
"Kakahiya naman... Napagastos pa tuloy tong isa. "\par
\par
"Tangerks. Isang beses lang sa isang taon ang pasko no. Ang susunod ko nang dise
nteng regalo sayo sa birthday mo na lang ulit."\par
\par
"Eh diba kuripot ka?" banat ni Den.\par
\par
"Asus, pag si Ria na yung pinag-uusapan, nakakalimutan niyan pangalan niya e. Ed
i lalo na yung fact na daig niya pa mga Ilocano kung magtipid."\par
\par
"Dapat lang! Kung hindi, sasakalin ko yan."\par
\par
"Aww. How sweet naman ni Fafa Gelz," said Ria, making coocoo eyes at me again. I
smiled at her and for a moment, I was tempted to-\par
\par
"Yuck! Kadiri kayo! Get an effin room!" sabi ni Jon, at sa amin niya naman binat
o yung tissue na hinagis sa kanya ni Liam kanina.\par
\par
"Wala pa nga e!"\par
\par
"At sa lagay palang yun, gagawin mo nga?"\par
\par
I turned to look at Zoe and opened my mouth to retort, but Elle got there first.
\par
\par
"Excuse me," she said, her tone ice-cold. "Last time I checked, I was the captai
n."\par
"Oo nga, but since she's your friend you aren't saying anything!"\par
\par
Elle came up to her so that they stood face to face, their noses just inches apa
rt.\par
\par
"Oh you think so?"\par
"Yeah!"\par
"Well," said Elle, casting a smug look around her, "no one's asking."\par
\par
Namula si Zoe sa inis. It was quite fun to watch, actually. Hindi kasi siya maka
sagot.\par
\par
"Says the captain who got suspended," she said finally. "If Rish wasn't ill, you
wouldn't be here in the first place."\par
\par
"Well, I still got in," said Elle, shrugging. "At ako yung pinili nilang gawing
captain kaysa sayo. Don't you think that's saying something?"\par
\par
Zoe got, if possible, even redder.\par
\par
"Kung ako sayo, I'd shut my mouth. That's if you don't want me to shut it for yo
u."\par
\par
\par
Elle turned regally on her heel and went back to her place.\par
\par
\par
"Girls, water break."\par
\par
\par
Dry run namin ngayon para sa pep rally mamaya. Jusko, naloloka na ako ngayong In
trams. Ang daming ginagawa! Seniors kasi ang in charge sa games ng lower levels,
ng schedules, equipment, hay jusko! LAHAT!\par
\par
\par
"Thanks, Elle. But you didn't have to do that. Mali naman talaga yung ginagawa k
o."\par
\par
"Ano ka ba, bago ka lang dito. Syempre hindi ka naman sanay sa mga ganyang routi
ne. In fairness to you, mahirap naman talaga."\par
\par
"I'm sorry. Promise, aayusin ko na."\par
\par
"That's my girl. "\par
\par
"Paano yan, kinakabahan ako sa formation namin mamaya. Bakit naman kasi ako pa y
ung nasa pinakangtaas?"\par
\par
"Well kasi naman ikaw yung pinakamagaan sa ating lahat. Basta don't let it get t
o you, okay? You'll be alright. I know it!"\par
\par
\par
I can't help but feel encouraged. Elle surely knows what to say.\par
\par
\par
"Kawawa naman si Rish. Kanina ko lang siya natingnan ng mabuti. She's lost a lot
of weight."\par
\par
\par
Hindi na pinasali si Rish sa routine kasi nga naman baka kung ano pa yung mangya
ri sa kanya. Elle took her place instead. Nakakapasok pa naman si Rish, pero tin
gin ko mas maganda kung magstay na lang siya palagi sa bahay para magpahinga...
Kasi pag nandito naman siya nandun rin naman siya halos palagi sa clinic pabalik
-balik.\par
\par
\par
"Ang hirap naman kasi sa kanya, ang tigas ng ulo. Dapat sa bahay na lang siya pa
lagi."\par
\par
"Nakausap mo ba?"\par
\par
"Ewan, ayaw yata akong kausapin. Di nagrereply sa text."\par
\par
"Si Gelo lang yata ang gustong kausapin noon e," I said with a wry smile. Elle l
ooked at me, and I think nagets niya yung sinubukan kong itago.\par
\par
\par
"Dear," she began, "Honestly, I don't know what to tell you. You're my friend. S
o is Rish. Ayokong mag-isip ng masama... pero sa nakikita ko ngayon..."\par
\par
\par
I studied her carefully. Pareho kaya kami ng iniisip?\par
\par
\par
"I don't want to look so selfish and mean, specially ngayon na ganyan yung condi
tion niya. Pero alam mo..."\par
\par
"I know. And believe me, you're handling it well. Kung ako kasi yung nasa positi
on mo I won't be as considerate. Siguro ok lang na maging close sila, given na t
hey've been close for quite a while already. Pero sa totoo lang, parang too clos
e for comfort."\par
\par
"Rish is his girl best friend," I said, trying to convince myself more than anyt
hing.\par
\par
"Guy best friend mo rin si Liam diba? Pero hindi siya napapagkamalang boyfriend
mo sa sobrang dikit niyo."\par
\par
\par
Elle's got a point.\par
\par
\par
"E anong gagawin ko?"\par
\par
"Kausapin mo. Let him know that it's bothering you. Talk it out, ask him why."\p
ar
\par
"Elle, you know how I get. What if I end up making it worse?"\par
\par
\par
"You know what, if you two don't stop discussing Ria's tragic lovelife, hindi ta
yo matatapos."\par
\par
\par
"Well my lovelife isn't nearly as disastrous as yours. At least, hindi TUKO ang
I only became conscious that I was losing my balance when I felt someone's hands
tug on my foot. In horror, I looked down and saw Zoe grinning maniacally.\par
\par
I heard a few screams as the formation (and my knees) gave way.\par
\par
I was falling to the ground, as though in slow motion, and when I hit the ground
, I heard something crack.\par
\par
Nagkagulo yung mga tao sa paligid. Sandali lang yung hinintay ko, and when I ope
ned my eyes again, napapalibutan na nila ako.\par
\par
"Ria..."\par
\par
I sat up and tried to get on my feet, feeling a burning sensation on my right an
kle.\par
\par
"Are you alright?"\par
"Yea, I think I am..."\par
\par
Another crack.\par
\par
"Sh.t! My ankle!"\par
\par
Only then was I fully aware of it. Hindi ko siya maigalaw.\par
\par
"Damn Zoe..." I whispered.\par
"Somebody get her to the clinic!!!"\par
\par
Anak ng tupa. Where's Gelo when I need him?\par
\par
"Asaan si Gelo?"\par
"I'll go look for him."\par
\par
But she didn't have to.\par
Out of nowhere, someone appeared and scooped me up.\par
________________________________________\par
\par
"Ok na siya?"\par
"Yea she's ok. Though she's gonna need crutches for the next few days."\par
\par
They both turned to look at me, but when I caught his eye, umiwas siya.\par
\par
"Sige. Alis muna ako. May na-injure rin sa kabilang room."\par
\par
Ang awkward nung naiwan kami. Ayaw niyang tumingin saken pero parang wala rin na
man siyang intensyon na umalis. Nakatulala lang siyang ewan habang pinaglalaruan
yung mga daliri niya.\par
\par
"Hey, thanks ha."\par
"Ok lang. Sigurado kang walang ibang nabali? Walang ibang kelangang ipa-Xray o s
omething?"\par
\par
Hindi ako nakapagsalita.\par
Syempre na-touch rin naman ako. Buti pa siya, andito, nagtatanong, may pakialam
kung nabali ba lahat ng mga buto ko sa katawan o ano. Di kagaya ng iba dyan-\par
\par
As though on cue, the door burst open, swinging on its hinges.\par
\par
"Ria? Oh dammit..."\par
\par
He rushed by my bedside, at tiningnan ko lang siya. Ewan ko ba. Ayoko siyang kau
sapin.\par
\par
"And what do you think are you doing here? "\par
\par
Lance unfolded his arms and got off the chair.\par
\par
"I honestly don't think that you're the one who's supposed to do the asking. Any
way..."\par
\par
Naglakad siya papunta sa pinto.\par
\par
"Alam mo kasi, ganyan ang nangyayari sa mga taong magaling mag-alaga ng girlfrie
nd ng iba. Nakakalimutang asikasuhin yung dapat asikasuhin."\par
\par
Gelo looked furious.\par
\par
"Ria, ingat ka."\par
\par
And with that, he left us.\par
Chapter Forty Four\par
Elle's POV:\par
"Psst.\par
PSST!"\par
"Elle! The whole gym can hear you!"\par
I blushed as I saw the whole batch turn to look at me.\par
Andito kami ngayon sa gym kasi ngayon na yung pilian ng partners para sa cotilli
on sa prom. Ayun magkatapat yung linya ng boys and girls na arranged by height.
Two persons away was Ria, determinedly staring up front. Siguro binibilang niya
kung sila ba yung magiging magkatapat ni Gelo kaya hindi niya ko marinig na sumu
sutsot.\par
\par
Ako kaya? Sino kaya makakatapat ko?\par
Sana taga-Integrity lang rin. Pag taga kabilang section kasi mahihirapan ako. Sy
empre ang ilang nun, ni hindi mo kilala or kaclose tapos hawak ka sa bewang... h
ello diba? Kadiri.\par
\par
Pero bahala na. Kahit hindi gwapo basta walang bad breath or BO. Yun lang. Magig
ing masaya na ko\par
\par
Isa isa nang nagsiforward yung mga tao, tapos pinupwesto na ni Ma'am doon sa cou
rt, temporary formation lang daw, saka na ipa-polish.\par
\par
Ang swerte naman ni Maffy. Natupad yung sinabi niyang kay Jon siya mapupunta.\pa
r
\par
Sumunod naman si Den. Ayun. Napunta kay Intsik Beho. Wish ko lang hindi siya lip
arin sa kabilang ibayo sa sobrang hangin\par
\par
I saw Gelo coming nearer sa harap ng linya... dalawang tao na lang, siya na.\par
Hinabaan ko yung leeg ko para makita yung katapat niyang girl...\par
\par
Anak ng tinapa.\par
Bakit ganon? NANANADYA?!\par
Kailangan talaga si Rish yung partner niya?!\par
\par
Lumingon sa akin si Ria with wide, unbelieving eyes and raised brows. I shook my
head to show that I sympathize.\par
\par
Maya maya may partner na rin siya, si Liam.\par
OH GREAT. Naloko na.\par
\par
I stared and stared at them, seeing how happy Liam looked and Gelo seeming to ha
ve the intense desire to kick Liam's face, as though siya yung may kasalanan. Ri
sh, on the other hand, was busy trying to engage Gelo in conversation kaya she c
ould not see Lance casually observing them through slightly narrowed eyes.\par
\par
Gulo nga.\par
\par
"Elle! Ano ba? Kanina ka pa! "\par
"Oh sorry Ma'am."\par
"Dali! Ayun na yung partner mo!"\par
\par
I sulkily went to approach my partner.\par
Lord, please wag yung may BO...\par
Wag po yung may BO!!! :'(\par
\par
\par
\par
Holyyyyyyyyyyyy-!\par
\par
"Dalian mo naman, anong pecha na, wala pa rin tayo sa pwesto. "\par
\par
OMG.\par
OH EHM EFF GEE.\par
\par
Naman oh. Bakit naman siya pa?\par
Paano kung resbakan ako nito? Naknaman ng ano o!\par
\par
I followed him and was careful not to look him in the eye as we went walking thr
ough the crowd.\par
\par
Bakit sa lahat, si Aidan Lennox pa?!\par
BAKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET? :'(\par
\par
"O, hanggang ngayon ba, takot ka pa rin saken?"\par
\par
He seemed to find it funny. Damm I must be looking so stupid.\par
\par
"Di naman ako galit sayo. Umayos ka nga dyan."\par
\par
"Couples! Listen!"\par
\par
Ano, couples?\par
Ampotaaa. Tignan mo si Rish. Ang ngiti hanggang batok.\par
PSH. I'm seriously starting to despise her.\par
\par
"Face your partners!"\par
\par
Nako.\par
\par
AYANNAPOGOODLUCKNAMANSAKEN.\par
\par
For the first time since the incident, I locked eyes with him.\par
WAW\par
Ang gwapo niya pala no?\par
I turned and saw Ria running towards me, holding an envelope in her hands. Sa la
kas ng tili niya, pati tuloy yung ibang tao nakatingin sa amin.\par
\par
"Ano ba naman yan katuray, para kang tindera sa palengke. Ano na meron?"\par
"Liam! I passed sa UP!!!"\par
"HA? Patingin nga!"\par
\par
WAW. Si katuray ko pumasa ng UP Diliman, sa first choice niyang course pa!\par
\par
"Grabe katuray. Ang galing mo talaga. Congrats!" sabi ko, tapos she hugged me.\p
ar
"Sama ka mamaya, manglilibre ako " she said, breaking off, then she looked aroun
d.\par
"Si Gelo, nakita mo?"\par
\par
Wow. I almost forgot.\par
Aray. Haha. Onti lang. At least, ako yung unang sinabihan\par
\par
"Ewan. Di ko pa nga nakikita eh..."\par
"Ah, sige. Hahanapin ko na lang. Paano, mamaya ha? Tsaka tingnan mo na rin sa gu
idance, malay mo, may letter ka rin... sige ha, hahanapin ko lang sina Elle."\pa
r
\par
She ran off, her hair swaying lazily behind her.\par
I shook my head and jerked myself back to reality. Teka, asaan nga pala si Den?
Isama ko na kaya sa guidance office?\par
\par
Ayun! Nasa may fountain!\par
\par
"Tunyang!"\par
"O! Ano bago?"\par
"Punta tayo guidance office. Andun na daw yung letters from UP."\par
"Ah? Sige."\par
\par
Nilakad na namin hanggang third floor. Napansin kong medyo tahimik si Den habang
papunta kami doon.\par
\par
\par
"Psst. Tunyang, bakit?"\par
\par
"Ha?"\par
\par
"Ang tamlay mo e, hindi ako sanay."\par
\par
"Wala lang."\par
\par
"Wala? Weh. Dali na. Ano ba yun?"\par
\par
"Eh kasi... kakabili ko lang ng gown ko..."\par
\par
"Ano naman ngayon?"\par
\par
"Nakakahiya. Yung mom pa ni Ria yung gumastos. Ang mahal mahal pa naman."\par
\par
"Ano ka ba, twice in a lifetime lang tong prom. Titipirin mo pa ba yung sarili m
o?"\par
\par
"Can you blame me? Hindi naman obligasyon ng pamilya ni Ria na magprovide para s
aken e. Ultimong tuition, pagkain, pangligo ko sa kanila na lahat. Tapos pati yu
ng mga ganyan, sa kanila pa rin?"\par
\par
"Alam mo, hindi ka dapat mag-alala. Kilala mo naman yung family na yun diba? Kam
ag-anak ka rin nila. You're a part of them na. At saka diba, alam mo namang hind
i nagkukwenta si Ria?"\par
\par
\par
Nagkatinginan kami at hindi siya sumagot. Was I imagining it, or talagang sumima
ngot siya?\par
\par
\par
"Oo nga naman pala. Si Ria. My ultimate savior. I'm lucky to have her..."\par
\par
\par
Her voice trailed off, tapos natulala na lang siya. Bakit ganoon? Hindi naman na
kakaoffend yung sinabi ko diba?\par
\par
\par
Nakarating na kami ng guidance office at nakita ko sina Aidan at Lance na magkas
amang lumabas ng office na may hawak na envelope na kagaya nung kay Ria. So sila
rin pala?\par
\par
\par
Pagpasok namin, nakita kami agad nung guidance counselor.\par
\par
\par
"Mr. Woods! Ms. Lopez!"\par
\par
\par
Nagkatinginan kami ni Den, both bewildered.\par
\par
"Your letters!"\par
\par
WHOA\par
Letters? Namin?\par
Anak ng tinapa! PUMASA AKO?!\par
\par
"Congratulations!"\par
\par
Nakanganga kami pareho ni Denise habang tinitingnan yung mga envelope na iniaabo
t sa amin nung guidance counselor.\par
\par
"Thanks Ma'am," sabi ko. "Den, ano, sa labas na natin buksan?" I said to her in
an undertone. She nodded.\par
\par
"Teka, nga pala... kayong dalawa... since natutuwa ako sa inyo, pwedeng pakibiga
y muna to sa school nurse natin?" she said, handing us a parcel.\par
"Sige Ma'am."\par
"Thank you po."\par
\par
Paglabas namin ng office...\par
\par
"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"\par
\par
We shouted as quietly as we could (lol para hindi mapagalitan) tapos niyakap ko
siya. Grabe. Para akong nanalo sa lotto!\par
\par
"Buksan na natin ha? In three... two... one..."\par
\par
There was the sound of paper being torn and voila. Ayun na siya. Sa kamay namin.
\par
\par
Nanginginig ako sa sobrang galit habang pinanood kong matumba si Gelo at tumama
sa dulo ng kamang inuupuan ni Rish. I wanted to do so much more damage but Den w
as holding me back. Rish immediately went to attend to him.\par
\par
"WHAT THE FCUK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" she screeched.\par
"No, Rish."\par
"Gelo-..."\par
\par
"Ano? You realized you fully deserved that?"\par
\par
Gelo just looked at me, his face expressionless.\par
\par
"Pasalamat ka, yan lang inabot mo.\par
\par
\par
Grabe. Ang kapal ng mukha mo pare. Alam mo, pinagsisisihan kong pinabayaan kong
mapunta si Ria sayo!"\par
\par
I was shouting at the top of my voice. Rish was cowering in ill-hidden fear besi
de him, while Den stood, frozen beside me, her arms still keeping me from doing
Gelo any more harm.\par
\par
"Do you have any idea kung bakit parang naging ganun lang kadali saken yung paka
walan siya? Kasi naisip kong gag0 ako. I was the biggest jerk in the world for d
oing those things to her and she didn't deserve someone like me... Mahal ko siya
e. Mahal ko siya kaya ko siya pinabayaan. Mahal ko siya kaya inisip kong she wo
uld be much better off with somebody else. Sa isang taong hindi siya gagaguhin g
aya ng ginawa ko.\par
\par
Pero alam mo kung ano yung pinakamalaking kagaguhan doon? Inisip kong ikaw yun!\
par
\par
Malay ko naman diba? Kahit kelan kasi, hindi ko naisip na mas malala ka palang t
arantado kaysa saken!\par
\par
At least ako diba, tinapos ko lahat ng iba kong kalokohan para sa kanya. E ikaw?
Tignan mo nga yang ginagawa mo! Harap-harapan mo siyang ginagawang tanga!"\par
\par
A trickle of blood oozed through one of his nostrils. I clenched my fist.\par
\par
"Sige. Magpaka tarantado ka pa, ha? Nang sa susunod, mas marami ka pang mapapala
!"\par
\par
I pulled Denise's hand tapos hinila ko na siya palabas ng clinic.\par
\par
After a few moments of walking, she sharply pulled her hand from my grasp. Nagul
at ako, syempre. I looked at her at nakita kong naluluha siya.\par
\par
"Den..." I said, trying to get her hand again. Lumayo siya saken ng ilang steps.
\par
\par
"Tama na. Ayoko na, Liam. Hindi ko na kaya."\par
"Den? Ano ba sinasabi mo?"\par
"Nauntog na ko, Liam. Gising na ko sa katotohanan. Eto lang pala yung kailangan
para matigil tong kalokohan ko."\par
\par
She burst into tears.\par
\par
"All this time, akala ko, ok na... akala ko finally, mapapansin mo na ako... Aka
\par
I tried to do the next step but he wouldn't budge.\par
\par
"Ang ganda mo ngayon. "\par
\par
Ano ba to? Nambubwisit?\par
\par
"ULUL. Next step!"\par
\par
He laughed a bit and obliged. Nag waltz kami ulit tapos nagprepare para sa lifti
ng.\par
\par
"Ulul ka rin. Bakit, don't tell me, ayaw mo ng sinasabihang maganda ka?"\par
"Pwede ba, kung wala kang ibang magawa at naisipan mong bwisitin na lang ako, tu
malon ka na lang sa building!"\par
\par
He laughed and then we did the lift. Pagka lapag niya saken sa floor, balik kami
ulit sa closed position.\par
\par
"Yan ang gusto ko sayo. Barako ka. Matapang."\par
"You're seriously freaking me out!"\par
"Ang cute mo pag nagagalit. Lumalaki yung ilong mo "\par
\par
Ay bwisit talaga. Buti na lang, matatapos na yung routine. Last part na lang...
yung kinatatakutan kong DIP.\par
\par
Finally, I bent my back towards the floor, my face directly averted on the ceili
ng. His hand was on my waist, tapos nilapit niya yung mukha niya saken. As in so
brang lapit.\par
\par
"Want to be my prom date?"\par
\par
Ano raw?\par
\par
Gusto ko sanang tumayo kaso pag ginalaw ko yung mukha ko, more than 90 percent y
ung possibility na mahalikan ko siya.\par
\par
\par
EEEEK.\par
Jusko. Ang gulo. Parang hati yung nararamdaman ko sa kilig at pagkagulat. Isama
mo na yung konting pagkainis.\par
\par
"Bakit ako? Hindi mo naman ako girlfriend. Ni hindi mo pa nga ako kilala ng mabu
ti."\par
"Kaya nga gusto kitang maging date sa prom e. Para makilala kita."\par
\par
HAH. Smooth.\par
\par
"Oh yea? And what if hindi pala tayo click?"\par
\par
Langya. Ngalay na yung likod ko. Kanina pa akong nakalutang dito. Yung kamay niy
a lang na nasa bewang ko yung suporta ko para hindi mahulog.\par
\par
"And what if click pala tayo?"\par
"Damn it. Wag mo akong balikan ng tanong."\par
"Well, kung hindi man tayo mag-jive... at least, we tried. Diba?"\par
\par
Nag-isip ako. His offer was tempting. Not to mention natutukso ako kasi ang bang
o bango niya. Tapos ang gwapo pa. Ang ganda ng mata. Ang pula ng labi niya...\pa
r
\par
Arujuzmiyo! Elladora!\par
Kung pwede ko lang sampalin ang sarili ko para tigilan tong mga kagagahang naiis
ip ko, siguro ginawa ko na!\par
\par
"So ano? Is it a yes or a no?\par
\par
Pero bago ka sumagot, gusto ko lang malaman mo, I don't take rejection lightly."
\par
\par
"And what exactly do you mean?"\par
\par
"Ang ibig kong sabihin... pag hindi ka pumayag, bibitawan kita ngayon din at pab
abayaan kong bumagsak ka sa matigas na semento."\par
\par
\par
BA! Itong tipaklong na to?!\par
Ang lakas!\par
\par
"Dalian mo, nangangawit na yung kamay ko."\par
"Fine. I'll be your date. Now pwede ba ilayo mo na yang mukha mo para makatayo n
a ako!"\par
"Napilitan ka lang yata e?" he said, smirking.\par
"Hindi ah, sasabihin ko na nga sayo yung kulay ng gown ko para mabili mo ako ng
corsage e!"\par
"Ah ganun? Ano nga ba?"\par
\par
"Red. At please lang. Wag kang mag-green. Ayokong magmukha tayong pasko e pebrer
ong pebrero!"\par
\par
He laughed and helped me stand up.\par
Grabe. He's so annoying.\par
But I'm loving it.\par
________________________________________\par
\par
Ria's POV:\par
\par
Jusme, asaan na ba yung ulupong na yun?!\par
Kumusta naman. Gusto ko sana siya yung isa sa mga unang nakaalam. Kaso nawawala
e, yan tuloy, siya na lang hindi ko nasasabihan!\par
\par
Ay andun lang pala! Galing sa kabilang building!\par
\par
As I ran towards him, I noticed something unusual.\par
OhMyGosh. Ano yun? PASA?\par
\par
"Gelo! Ano nangyari sayo?"\par
\par
He avoided my eyes but stopped walking. I reached for his face but he tapped my
hand away.\par
\par
"Please, don't. It's throbbing like hell."\par
"Ano nga kasi nangyari sayo?!"\par
"Tumama ako sa table."\par
\par
Sa table? Ka-engot niya naman kung sakaling totoo yun?!\par
\par
"Hindi nga? Gelo ha, nakipag-away ka ba?"\par
"Ano ba, wag ka na ngang maraming tanong!"\par
\par
\par
"LANCE! Saglit!"\par
\par
He never looked back. Instead, he walked even faster. In mere split seconds, he
disappeared into a corner.\par
\par
"Great. Perfect. This is EXACTLY what I had been hoping for."\par
\par
Gelo didn't answer me.\par
\par
"But whoever did it or whatever happened to your face,\par
\par
I REALLY HOPE IT HURTS."\par
Chapter Forty Six\par
Lance's POV:\par
"- WELL I'm sorry, that stupid, pretty boy Lance was-..."\par
\par
Those words rang in my head continuously, as though someone had set Ria's voice
on a never-ending playback mode.\par
\par
It stung all right.\par
No, erase that. It hurt. Like crazy. It hurts so bad that I wasn't even able to
comprehend the rest of her sentence.\par
I don't give a damn if she was only saying that to appease her loser of a boyfri
end. Why use me? The only thing I did was save her skin.\par
\par
Taenang buhay to oh. Mali pa ba yun?\par
\par
Nagda-drive ako ngayon pauwi, my mind not on the road but on her. Twice, I had t
urned on the wrong street. What the hell is wrong with me?\par
\par
Damn it. I'm crazy for her.\par
SCREW THAT but it's true. And I don't have a single idea why I am!\par
\par
What a stupid situation to be in. I have a girlfriend, and here I am going loco
over someone else. But it's HER fault, isn't it? If she wasn't fooling around wi
th Gelo, hindi na rin naman ako matututong tumingin sa iba!\par
\par
Pero ang gulo naman kasi. Kahit ako naguguluhan sa sarili ko. I like her. To a c
ertain degree. Totoong affected ako nung sinumpong siya, totoong natakot ako nun
g nalaman kong maysakit siya... pero ganun naman talaga diba? Kahit sa normal na
kaibigan?\par
\par
Ayan naloko na nga. Naknampota naman o.\par
\par
I feel like the biggest jerk in the world.\par
\par
Lumiko na ako diretso sa street namin.\par
Hay salamat. Makakapagpahinga na rin ako. Siguro itutulog ko muna to tas saka ko
na lang iisipin. Tama. Bukas na lang. Gaya ng dati.\par
\par
Right now, I just can't get myself to worry about anything else. I looked forwar
d to the comfort of my room, that feather-filled mattress-\par
\par
What the-?!\par
\par
"Hi."\par
\par
What is she doing in my room?\par
\par
"Hi."\par
"Gulat ka?"\par
"Ehrr... yea. Kanina ka pa?"\par
\par
She smiled. Something that felt a lot like guilt squiggled in my stomach.\par
\par
"Di naman. Kakarating ko rin lang."\par
"Ah. Wanna grab a bite?"\par
"Nah. Pero ikaw, gutom ka ba?"\par
"No. Inaantok lang."\par
"Oh? I'm sorry..."\par
"No ok lang. I needed the company anyway."\par
\par
Wow Lance. You are the world's biggest jerk AND the world's best liar. You deser
ve a mozzerfocking trophy.\par
\par
"Great. I missed this, you know?"\par
\par
I spared a look at her pagkaupo ko sa sofa habang nagtatanggal ng sapatos. I wan
ted to say "Me too," but I can't.\par
\par
"You look pale."\par
"Do I?"\par
"Uminom ka na ba ng gamot?"\par
"Oo."\par
\par
Tahimik. I put my shoes and socks aside and went inside my walk-in closet to cha
nge.\par
\par
I almost put my shorts over my head when I realized what I was doing. Darn it.\p
ar
\par
"Hon?" she yelled from outside.\par
"Yeah?"\par
"You know, I don't know if I was imagining it..."\par
"Imagining what?"\par
"Kanina. You didn't look happy to see me."\par
\par
I stared into empty air, thinking hard. But my brain was in screen saver mode an
d I couldn't think of a decent reply.\par
\par
"Hon? Ok ka lang dyan?"\par
"Oo naman," I said, emerging from the closet. She was standing near the bookcase
, looking at me intently. I avoided her eye.\par
\par
"Ano ka ba. Kung ano ano iniisip mo."\par
"Totoo naman eh."\par
"I'm sorry."\par
\par
She turned away from me and faced the bookcase instead.\par
\par
"I've got something important to tell you pala."\par
\par
Napatingin ako sa kanya. She looked even gloomier, then she sighed.\par
\par
"What is it?"\par
"I talked to my doctor this morning."\par
\par
All the muscles in my body immediately tensed. A shiver of fear went through me
like a gust of ice-cold wind. Natakot ako. It's almost like I didn't want to hea
r it.\par
\par
"And..?"\par
"I have to get a bone marrow transplant. And soon."\par
\par
Natulala ako.\par
\par
"I told him I'd let prom pass muna before I leave."\par
"Leave?"\par
"See, the bone marrow transplant procedure was a very recent discovery. Wala pan
g nag-ooffer noon sa Pilipinas. My doctor suggested na I leave for New York. Sab
i niya may colleague siya doon who's pretty much accomplished sa ganoon... He di
d say that option gives me the best chances of survival."\par
\par
I looked at her, hardly daring to believe it. She's leaving?\par
I saw her get a book from the bookcase; she opened it before she spoke again.\pa
r
\par
"Papayagan mo ba ako?"\par
\par
She's asking ME?\par
Dang it. So much for rubbing it in. I felt, if possible, even worse. Eto ako, na
gpapaka siraulo... tapos ako yung tatanungin niya kung papayag akong gawin niya
yung kaisa-isang bagay na makakapagpagaling sa kanya...\par
\par
Bakit ganito?\par
Tinamaan naman ng lintek.\par
\par
"If you don't want me to leave..."\par
"No. Do it," I told her firmly. She looked surprised, her eyes wide, apparently
staring at the book she was holding. "Kailangan mo yun. Hindi ako yung dapat mag
desisyon..."\par
\par
"Oh. I was hoping you would say na mas gusto mong andito ako kaysa nasa malayo..
."\par
"Are you crazy?" I asked her a little more loudly than I had intended. "Make you
stay and watch you die? No."\par
"Tapos ano? Pagbalik ko, may iba ka na?" she asked, her voice shaky.\par
\par
ANONG-?!\par
\par
"What?"\par
"I'm the one who should be doing the asking. What are these doing here?"\par
\par
She held up five fist-sized pictures, and I froze, heartily wishing the ground w
ould eat me alive.\par
\par
"I should've known. Noon pa."\par
\par
She walked towards me and threw the pictures in my face.\par
\par
"Game over."\par
\par
There she went, away... away...\par
\par
And with an ominous finality, she slammed the door behind her.\par
\par
I looked down at the pieces of paper that lay scattered on my feet. Showing exac
tly the opposite of how I felt, I wished I could simply forget everything and ju
st spend the rest of forever looking into Ria's eternally smiling face.\par
Chapter Forty Seven
Ria's POV:r
Indayyy aruray.\par
Ang init naman. January pa lang ah? Aga naman ng summer.\par
"Good morning!"\par
Wow naman ang boypren ko, ang aga-aga hyper. Hanggang batok pa ang smile!\par
(ang gwapo. Hehe )\par
\par
On good terms na naman kami ulit. In fairness naman kasi sa kanya, he was apolog
etic. After that shouting match, kita naman ng lahat yung effort niya to make it
all up. Dala lagi yung gamit ko papunta sa locker (kahit sinasadya kong pabigat
in), hatid, sundo, buntot hala sige lahat na. Araw-araw pa kami magkatelebabad,
magkatext, minsan nga napupuyat pa kasi hindi maawat. Ewan. Pareho kaming hindi
maubusan ng kwento. Para kaming naging magbest friend.\par
\par
"O? Musta? Parang ang saya mo ata?"\par
"Kasi alam mo," sabi niya, then he held up his right hand in front of me and sta
rted counting. Pinakita niya saken yung mga daliri niya and, "ayan. 5 araw na si
lang hindi nag-aaway. And you know what, for them, that's a RECORD!" he said, hi
s eyes glowing.\par
\par
I smiled sweetly at him tapos pinisil ko yung ilong niya.\par
\par
"Wow dude. Can't tell you how happy I am. Takot lang siguro nila sayo noh. Banta
an mo ba naman nung isang araw na pagbubuhulin mo sila. Kahit naman ako e "\par
"Lokaret ka talaga. Anyhoo, wala ka bang napapansin sa araw na to?" he asked, ta
pos nag coo coo eyes pa sa harap ko.\par
\par
Kahit kelan pa-cute talaga o.\par
\par
"Araw? Wala naman."\par
"Ano ka ba? Ang ganda ganda ng araw na to, it's a very special day. Sure kang wa
la kang napapansin?"\par
"Ha? Maliban sa fact na maalinsangan at mukhang uulan ng malakas mamayang hapon,
wala naman. Ano ba kasing meron?"\par
\par
Nag-pout siya tapos nagkamot ng ulo.\par
\par
"Kakainis naman to e."\par
"Teka, bakit, birthday mo ba? Diba malayo pa?"\par
\par
Lalong kumunot ang noo ni kumag. E ano naman ba kasi yung pinagsasasabi neto? Ay
aw pang sumiret, nagpapasuspense pa.\par
\par
"Don't tell me nakalimutan -..."\par
Ayun! At biglang lumitaw yung hinahanap ko!\par
\par
"Dude, saglit lang ha!"\par
"Saan ka pupunta?!"\par
"Saglit lang talaga, urgent ito!"\par
\par
Takbo naman ako papunta doon sa kabilang corridor. Sa wakas kasi, nagpakita rin
ang bespren ko pang isa! Pinagtataguan yata ako nito. Parang siraulo naman. Sigu
\par
"Well gusto ko namang sabihin sayo e. Kaso feel ko bubugbugin mo ako."\par
"Mas bubugbugin kita kung hindi mo sasabihin."\par
"Kasi... iniisip niya... ikaw pa rin yung gusto ko. "\par
Susmaryosep santisima naman o.\par
"Ganun nga ba?"\par
"Asa ka mare. I'm over you. "\par
"Good boy. Ngayon do your job and talk it out with her. Have you asked her to pr
om?"\par
"Hindi pa nga e."\par
"Yan! Diyan ka magaling! Get your butt over there and do what you have to! GO!"
sabi ko, tas I kicked him away.\par
Hah. Go lang ever.\par
Balik na ako ng locker para kumuha na ng gamit ko.\par
Naku naman, saan na si kolokoy? Naknang tinapa. Naiwanan ko pa, wish ko lang hin
di siya galit or-\par
WHOA.\par
Pagkabukas ko ng locker, I saw a pretty box with a card on top.\par
January 21st, 20**\par
Ria,
Thanks.
&
Sorry.
Those are two important things I want to tell you on this special day.\par
Happy Monthsary nga pala Kurdaps. Labyu! =)
OHMAYPAKINGGASH.
Oh no oh no oh no SOD IT SOD IT SOD IT!!!\par
I looked again at the date.\par
January 21st\par
\par
SOD IT! How come I forgot?\par
NAKU ADRIANNA KAHIT KELAN KA NAMAN TALAGA!\par
Tapos, nga pala... nakalimutan ko na nga, iniwanan ko pa! Ano ba naman yun? Mukh
a pa namang bonggacious yung gift niya o. Ang ganda ng ribbon tas ang laki pa ng
box.\par
\par
Ano kaya to?\par
\par
OMG.\par
Low-cut chucks!\par
\par
Pare, ito yung sinabi ko sa kanyang gusto ko sa mall ah? Ito yung Black and Whit
e Sudoku Chucks na saksakan ng mahal!\par
\par
I owe him. BIG TIME.\par
\par
I re-read the letter, at sa panic ko, hindi ko nakita...\par
P.S. Remember the place kung saan tayo nagpractice dati? Meet me there at recess
time.\par
"Kurdaps? Nasaan ka na ba?"\par
\par
Parang engots naman yun e. Magsasabi sabing puntahan ko rito ng recess wala nama
n.\par
Baka gumaganti?\par
\par
Tss. Patay naman siya saken mamaya kung ganun nga. May suntok siya, monthsaryng
monthsary pa naman namin!\par
\par
"Huy!" said a voice, then I felt a gentle push on my shoulder. "Kung saan saan k
a kasi nakatingin."\par
\par
Talagang kailangan may tulak pa eh noh?\par
\par
"Did you like it?"\par
"Oh you PRAT! Of course I did!"\par
"Good," he said, then he leaned towards me and whispered in my ear, "so where's
my gift?"\par
\par
\par
Patay tayo dyan.\par
\par
\par
"Sabi ko na nakalimutan mo e," sabi niya, sabay pout.\par
"Eh... kasi..."\par
\par
Pinitik niya ko sa noo.\par
\par
"Aray!"\par
"Kulang pa yan. "\par
\par
Nagfold siya ng arms tapos hinawakan niya yung baba niya.\par
\par
\par
"Ano kaya gagawin ko sayo?"\par
\par
"Naman to e, pwede ko naman ibigay yung gift ko bukas."\par
\par
"Eh hindi na January 21 bukas. Bakit, may boypren ka bang ka monthsary mo ng 22?
"\par
\par
"Gagu."\par
"Murahin pa daw ako. Lalo kang bumibingo nyan."\par
"Sorry na o. Please?"\par
"Mukha ba kong madadala sa sorry?"\par
"Eh ano gusto mo gawin ko?"\par
He smiled mischievously tapos tinuro niya yung labi niya.\par
"Ano yan? "\par
"Don't tell me di mo alam?"\par
"Kadiri ka!"\par
\par
"Kadiri daw, pero nung halikan mo ko nung Christmas party ganun na lang
"Tigilan mo ako Angelo ha?"\par
"Fine. Edi dun ka humalik sa Liam mo," sabi niya sabay talikod.\par
"Ikaw rin, pag tinotoo ko yan," sabi ko, then tumalikod din ako at nagsimulang m
aglakad palayo para tigilan niya yung tampururot portion niya.\par
"Eto naman!" sabay hila niya saken, and before I knew it, our noses were just a
centimeter apart.. "Ikaw na nga may kasalanan ikaw pa nagpapahabol."\par
\par
Tss. Labo mo Kurdaps.\par
\par
Kinuha ko yung phone niya tas dinial ko number ni kumag.\par
\par
"Hello?"\par
\par
"Hoy, William James! Anong kalokohan na naman ito, ha?" I said in a low voice pa
ra hindi kami pagtinginan ng mga pumapasok sa ballroom. Dinikit ni Gelo yung isa
ng tenga niya sa cellphone niyang hawak ko.\par
\par
"Chillax, Adrianna. I've got a plan. And don't nag, pati naman kayo ni Gelo nagk
abenefits "\par
\par
"Tigilan mo ako ha? Anong plano na naman yan? Allergy? Galing mo rin ah, napaniw
ala mo si Ma'am!"\par
\par
"Alam mo kung ieexplain ko, male-late kayo. Just do me a favor, okay? After the
cotillion, dalhin mo si Den sa lobby ha?"\par
\par
"Anong gagawin mo?"\par
\par
"Basta wag ka na nga maraming tanong dyan Katuray! Mamaya ha? Si Den, after the
cotillion, Hotel Lobby. OkthanksBYE!!!"\par
\par
At pinagbabaan ako ng telepono ng loko. Ginawa ba naman akong drive-thru! Kung a
no ano pa ang order! Ano bang akala niya kay Den, Happy Meal?\par
\par
"O ano? Nasaan daw siya?"\par
\par
"Ewan. Di sinabi."\par
\par
"Tawagan mo ulit."\par
\par
"Bakit?"\par
\par
"Para may partner ka na. Ayaw mo ata ako partner e," sabi niya sabay walkout kun
o. Hinila ko siya, syempre.\par
\par
"Ayan ka na naman. Palibhasa best actor," I said, not knowing whether I should b
e annoyed or amused with him.\par
\par
\par
He threw me a piercing gaze, the type that made me melt.\par
\par
"Pasalamat ka, maganda ka ngayon."\par
"Bakit? Kung hindi, anong gagawin mo?"\par
"Secret. Mamaya mo malalaman. "\par
________________________________________\par
\par
Elle's POV:\par
\par
"Hey, Lady in Red," said a voice in my ear.\par
\par
The voice took the empty seat beside me.\par
\par
\par
"You ok?"\par
\par
"Yup."\par
\par
"Baka gutom ka na? I could get you some pizza."\par
\par
"No thanks. Baka sumabog yung gown ko "\par
\par
"Bakit, hindi naman masikip ah. Siguro kahapon ka pang hindi kumakain no?"\par
\par
"Sobra ka naman. Hindi nga, seryoso, ok lang ako."\par
\par
"Ok, if you say so."\par
\par
Nagnakaw ako ng tingin sa kanya.\par
Wow. Ang gwapo niya pala kahit di magsuklay?\par
Parang ang gulo kasi ng buhok niya e. Wow, anong trend to? Lahat yata ng guys ng
ayon, mussed-up ang buhok. Di naman mahangin ah?\par
\par
"Tss. Pasimple."\par
"Anong sabi mo?"\par
He just smiled sweetly at me.\par
"Pasimple ka pa. Hindi naman kita pinagbabawalang tumingin saken. "\par
One of my brows shot up into the air.\par
"Excuse me?"\par
Tumawa siya na parang aliw na aliw siya saken.\par
"Cute mo sana. In denial ka lang."\par
"Gusto mong mabuhusan ng clam chowder soup, ha Aidan?"\par
"Wow, mas bongga yun sa binuhos mong mantika kay Gelo ah?" sabi niya, his smile
widening even more. "Does that mean na mas mahal mo ko? "\par
"Aba't--"\par
\par
Chapter Forty Eight\par
Second of Three Parts\par
Elle's POV
"Aba't-..."\par
"Hoy kayong dalawa, cotillion na, mamaya na nga niyo ituloy yang Civil War niyo
dyan."\par
Tumayo na ako at sumunod, without looking back at my partner who remained seated
. Baka masabunutan ko pa yang Aidan na yan, haynaku!\par
As I went I saw people joining their partners. Nainggit ako dun sa iba, gaya nin
a Jon at Maffy, na super sweet habang nagkukulitan. Even Denise looked comfortab
le as she took the arm that Lance politely offered as they stood on their spot.\
par
At susme, may tatalo pa ba kina Ria at Gelo? Talagang gumagawa ng paraan ang tad
hana (Liam ba ang pangalan ni tadhana? Hmmm) para magkasama sila. Honestly, I'm
starting to believe na destined sila sa isa't isa.\par
Ako, ok na ok lang sana saken na partner tong si Aidan e. Gwapo naman. Walang pu
tok, walang bad breath. And yeah, nasabi ko na bang gwapo siya?\par
Ay bakit ba ganito? Karma ko na ba to for being the bad girl I once was?\par
Teka lang. Ang weird. Lahat ng tao nakapwesto na sa paligid ko. Any minute now p
wede na magsimula yung music. Pero bakit... parang... may kulang?\par
Oh Sh.t.\par
Asaan yung partner ko?\par
Anak ng tipaklong. Patay.\par
Alangan naman magcotillion ako mag-isa?\par
INAYKUPO NAMAN!\par
Bakit nila pinatay yung mga ilaw?!\par
Ohcrapscrewit!\par
Andito pa naman ako sa gitna...\par
"Aidan?"\par
Naku Aidan... wag naman o! HANEP ka naman gumanti\par
"Aidan?" I said a little louder as the colored spotlights blared, blinding me.\p
ar
Sh.t! I'm screwed. My partner left me and I'm in the middle of the dance floor.
MUST.
RUN.
NOW.
As I started to walk away, I felt a strong force pull me back towards my place.I
found myself face to face with Aidan and felt a strong surge of mixed fury and
relief.\par
"What the fcuk was that?! Are you trying to get even or something?"\par
"Stop cursing. Tsaka wag ka nga mag galit galitan dyan. Pasalamat ka nga di kita
iniwan."\par
"At utang na loob ko pa sayo yun?"\par
Nagsimula na kami ng sayaw.\par
"Lakas mo mang-iwan at mang-away dyan, eh kanina hinahanap mo rin naman ako."\pa
r
"Malamang, magmumukha kaya akong tanga ng walang partner?"\par
"Ang sabihin mo, miss mo ko. "\par
Fine. I'mma shut up now.\par
"Ikaw dyan ang kunwari pa. Alam ko naman hindi mo naman ako matitiis,"I told him
as we did the lift. I landed in his arms.\par
"Damn right."\par
He threw me a smirk and I got confused. What on earth did he mean?\par
Kaysa magkamali, I just focused myself on dancing. Nakakahiya no. Nakavideo pa t
o.\par
"Yea. It's worth it naman e, lalo na, she looks really stunning."\par
"Wait for her, she's coming. Kumukuha lang ng sapatos."\par
Awkward silence. He looked at me intently.\par
"Ha?"\par
"Andun lang siya. Maya maya andito na yun."\par
"Ano bang sinasabi mo?"\par
"Diba you came here to get a glimpse of Ria? Sinasabi ko lang naman kung nasaan
siya."\par
He laughed.\par
"Honestly, I'm starting to think you're the one obsessed about Ria."\par
I threw him a dirty look.\par
"Don't you get it? I set this up. I told Ma'am I had an allergy so magiging part
ners na sina Ria sa cotillion, tapos sinabihan ko si Ria na gumawa ng paraan par
a madala ka dito sa lobby."\par
"So you mean- her shoes were okay after all?"\par
"Not really. Gelo said she tore one of her heels off para lang makagawa ng excus
e at madala ka dito. How genius."\par
D'OH!\par
Anak ng?! Nauto ako dun ah!\par
"So yeah. Come on, let's celebrate your prom!" he said, tapos hinila niya ako pa
labas.\par
"My prom's upstairs." I said coldly.\par
"No, dear. Your prom's with me. Come on, my mom's prepared a nice dinner for us,
and Kuya's got the nicest song mix. Sa bahay lang namin. Ayaw mo nun? We could
dance and eat all night. And surely, there'll be no one watching. Up for it?"\pa
r
My jaw dropped.\par
"Wow. No one's ever done something that special for me."\par
"Well,\par
Someone's done it now... so yeah, are you going or are you going? "\par
"I guess I don't have much choice."\par
"Oh thank goodness."\par
"No, don't thank goodness.\par
\par
Thank RIA."\par
Chapter Forty Eight
Last of Three Parts
Ria's POV:\
Ohmygawsh. I can't believe it. My plan worked!\par
Sa wakas.\par
I stood behind one of the posts sa hotel lobby, hawak yung kapalit ng sapatos ko
ng putol habang pinapanood kong lumabas sina Den at Liam. Nung una, kinabahan ak
o kasi parang ayaw sumama ni Den... pero ok na rin, mukhang nagamit na naman ni
away.\par
"Teka, asaan nga pala si Rish?"\par
"Oh," he said, as though surprised. "You didn't hear?"\par
"Hear what?"\par
"She left for New York kagabi. For treatment."\par
"WHAT?\par
She didn't tell me."\par
He looked like he wanted to say something but decided not to do it.\par
"So... has she called? Sayang. Di man lang niya pinadaan yung prom before siya u
malis..."\par
"She didn't want to. I mean... we weren't really on good terms since last last w
eek. Kahit nga saken hindi nagpaalam e."\par
I didn't know what to say.\par
Gusto kong maawa sa kanya but he didn't look affected at all.\par
"I just wish we cleared it up bago siya umalis."\par
I looked him in the eye.\par
"You could do that when she comes back."\par
He smiled mirthlessly, shaking his head.\par
"I don't know. She might not want to do that."\par
Natahimik kami ulit.\par
I saw something a lot like longing in his eyes. It stirred something inside me.\
par
"Things changed," he said very suddenly, tapos tiningnan niya ulit ako.\par
"What things?" I asked, even if I was not sure if I wanted to hear it or not.\pa
r
"I wish I could tell you... but...\par
Under these circumstances, unfortunately... I can't."\par
"Hindi kita maintindihan."\par
He threw me an powerful gaze, one that made me melt.\par
"You don't have to," he said, smiling a bit. "But thanks."\par
"Thanks? For what?" I asked, now completely perplexed.\par
"For being here..."\par
As I continued to stare at him, the guilt that I have been feeling for the past
few moments welled up inside my chest and seemed to burst from the inside.\par
Why did I just- ?\par
Hindi.\par
Hindi na tama to...\par
"I'm sorry, Lance..." I said, meaning it. "I- I gotta go."\par
And without giving him a chance to object, I let go of him and tried to flee...\
par
But his grip on my hand tightened.\par
"Don't."\par
"Let go of me," I hissed.\par
"No. Please..." he pleaded. "Please don't leave me..."\par
"I said let go of me, damn it!"\par
Nagsimulang magtinginan sa amin yung mga tao sa paligid namin na nagsasayaw. I r
oughly threw his hand off mine and ran as fast as I could away from the spot.\pa
r
When I had ran a considerable distance away, I dared and looked back.\par
Nakita ko siya agad.\par
He had not moved an inch from where I had left him. He was staring at the floor
The guilt I felt turned into a nasty pang of what seemed like pity. Ang gulo. So
bra.\par
"Where have you been?"\par
I jumped and looked behind me, where Gelo stood.\par
"Oh? Para ka naman dyang nakakita ng multo."\par
"Hindi naman. Nagulat kasi ako bigla ka nagsalita."\par
"O ano... musta? Nagawa mo ba? "\par
"Ang alin?" I asked stupidly. He smiled.\par
"Ano ba. Sina Liam at Den? Mission accomplished?"\par
"Uh. That. Yeah."\par
"Good. So baka naman pwedeng ako naman ang asikasuhin mo? "\par
I gave a sigh as he took me back to the dance floor. I nervously scanned the are
a, but there was no sign of Lance.\par
"Ok ka lang ba?"\par
"Uh- yeah... bakit?"\par
"Wala lang. Para ka kasing natatakot na ewan e."\par
I gave the shittiest fake laugh ever.\par
"Hindi ah," sabi ko. "nao-overwhelm lang ako sa kagwapuhan mo "\par
"Sira. Gusto mong pitikin kita sa ilong?"\par
"Wag naman "\par
Kakainis. Hindi pa rin mawala-wala yung nararamdaman kong guilt saka awa kay Lan
ce. There was still a pretty good chance that I had messed up his prom night.\pa
r
"You ok?"\par
"Yup. Masakit lang paa ko."\par
"Hangga't hindi ako nakakaganti," sabi ko, tas pinisil ko yung ilong niyang saks
akan ng tangos. "May pa-pathetic pathetic ka pang nalalaman, kilig na kilig ka d
in naman."\par
"Kilig ka dyan. Mukha mo."\par
"Oo nga. Mukha ko cute "\par
"Whatever. With a capital W."\par
"Ikaw sister ha, bumibigay ka na!"\par
"Sshh. Wag kang maingay. Baka marinig ng girlfriend ko. "\par
I laughed as if I've never laughed in my lifetime.\par
"So. Does this qualify for a chick flick prom scene?"\par
"Nah," I said, and I saw him pout disappointedly.\par
"Kaw naman, sumisimangot ka agad di pa nga ako tapos. Syempre hindi lang to qual
ifier for a prom scene. The best to eh "\par
"Weh. Ayaw mo lang ako i-disappoint e." Sabi niya sabay pout ulit. PACUTE ang ku
mag kahit kelan\par
"Ano ka ba, syempre the best to for me. Moment natin to e "\par
"Talaga?" he sounded much like a child seeking reassurance.\par
"Talagang talagang talaga."\par
Tiningnan ko siya, tapos ginaya ko yung intense gaze niya, just to test kung kay
a ko.\par
At kung effective.\par
"Wag mo nga akong tingnan ng ganyan. "\par
"Ang sungit mo naman."\par
"Natutukso ako e."\par
Effective nga.\par
"Tigilan mo nga ako."\par
"Ayoko."\par
"Hindi ka talaga titigil ha?"\par
"Pano kung hinde? Kunwari ka pa dyan. Pa hard to get ka ah."\par
He pulled me closer to him.\par
"Pa-hard to get pala ha?"\par
I looked up at him, finding out how close our faces were.\par
Out of nowhere, I heard a noise that jolted me back to reality.\par
When I looked at the sky, there was an explosion of many-colored fireworks. My j
aw fell yet again, while my eyes widened in total astonishment.\par
"Don't tell me-..."\par
Ngumiti lang siya, his face illuminated by the light coming from the fireworks.\
par
"I won't tell you then."\par
"Pilosopo ka talaga."\par
"Sabi mo don't tell me e! "\par
"So are you saying you'll do anything I say?"\par
"Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay?" I asked defensively. Denise looked taken
aback.\par
"Wala lang. Tara na nga," sabi ni Liam. Umalis si Den sa tabi niya tas tumabi sa
ken, then Elle did the same kaya napagitanan nila ako.\par
\par
Ang weird naman.\par
\par
"What's going on?"\par
\par
"Wala, miss ka lang namin."\par
\par
"Ako? Eh araw araw niyo naman akong nakikita..."\par
\par
"Bakit ba?" Elle asked, tapos pumulupot siya sa braso ko at sinandal yung ulo ni
ya sa balikat ko habang naglalakad kami. "Eh sa naglalambing kami eh."\par
\par
"Wag ka ngang bakla dyan Elladora! "\par
\par
"Ang cute mo pag galit. Lumalabas wrinkles mo! "\par
\par
\par
Di ko alam kung tatawanan o babatukan ko tong baklitang to e.\par
\par
\par
"Hoy, wag mo nga akong gamitan ng mga ganyan! Style mo bulok."\par
\par
"Ang sungit mo talagang bakla ka. Inaaliw ka na nga eh, kaw pa itong may S."\par
\par
"Aliw? Ano kayo clown?"\par
\par
"Why not coconut?" sabi ni Den tas nag-apir sila.\par
\par
"Pwes, hindi ako children's party."\par
\par
Nagtinginan ang dalawang bruha then pinanlakihan ako ng mata.\par
\par
"Hindi ka nga party, kung umarte ka naman parang children."\par
"What're you laughing at?"\par
"Anong children, plural yun!"\par
\par
Walangyang Denise to, napahagalpak tuloy ako ng tawa!\par
\par
\par
Sabay silang nagshake ng head.\par
\par
"Jusko, kung ano ano pang kagagahan ginagawa namin, sa ganun kawalang kwenta ka
lang pala tatawa."\par
"Hindi kaya walang kwenta yun!"\par
\par
Shet, ang sakit na ng tiyan ko\par
\par
"Yan, sa wakas. That's your first proper laugh in ages!"\par
"That felt good, in fairness."\par
"Salamat naman. Akala ko forever ka nang magmumukmok."\par
\par
Napatingin naman ako sa kanila dahil doon.\par
\par
"You were THAT worried?"\par
\par
They looked at me incredulously.\par
\par
"What did you expect?"\par
"Wala lang."\par
"But honestly, Ria... ok ka na?"\par
\par
Natulala ako. Ok nga lang ba ako?\par
Ok lang ba saken yung issue ni Rish?\par
Ok lang ba saken na posibleng iniisip ni Gelo na gumaganti ako sa kanya using La
nce?\par
\par
\par
"Ano bang nangyari sa taas?"\par
\par
"Teka how did you know na may nangyari?"\par
\par
"Duh, sinet up kayo ni Jon."\par
\par
"Tingnan mo yung taong yun."\par
\par
"And besides, nakita naming bumaba si Gelo, humahangos, nagmamadali. Mukhang ini
s na inis. Muntik pa ngang mabangga ng kotse nung Assistant Principal habang pum
apasok sa school yung sasakyan."\par
\par
"Totoo nga?"\par
\par
"Ano nga kasi nangyari?"\par
\par
"Naabutan niya kong kasama si Lance sa taas."\par
\par
"Bakit nandoon si Lance?"\par
\par
"Kasama yun sa plano ni Jonathan."\par
\par
"Hayup yan."\par
\par
"Ano sabi ni Gelo?"\par
\par
"Wala. Umalis."\par
\par
"Tama lang sa kanya yun. Para matauhan."\par
\par
"Joke ka ba? He could be thinking na gumaganti ako sa kanya."\par
\par
\par
Napaisip naman yung dalawa.\par
\par
\par
"Nagselos yun. That's what I'm sure of."\par
\par
"Pero wag naman siya puro selos. Kumilos siya diba? Hindi yung lagi na lang gany
an."\par
\par
"Oo nga. Or siguro hindi lang talaga ako ganun kahalaga sa kanya..."\par
\par
"Wag ka ngang engot dyan! Alam mo, alam ko, alam nating lahat na halos baliw na
sayo yung tao."\par
\par
"Eh bakit may Rish pa rin?"\par
\par
"Kanino ba nagtapat si Gelo sa harap ng buong batch nung Christmas party?"\par
\par
"Saken."\par
\par
"Sino bang hinalikan ni Gelo sa harap naming lahat noong Christmas party?"\par
\par
"Did you have to say that?"\par
\par
"Yup. Para matauhan ka. O, dali, sino?"\par
\par
"Ako."\par
\par
"Alam mo pala e! Ikaw, hindi si Rish, ok?"\par
\par
"Oo nga, andoon na ko-..."\par
\par
"Si Rish lang naman yung naghahabol diba?"\par
\par
"What makes you so sure? And bakit siya sumasagot?"\par
"Malamang, nahihiya. Best friend niya pa rin yun noon... Maybe he thinks that's
manners?"\par
\par
\par
I sighed.\par
\par
\par
"Susko... ang labo naman o. Paano kung ganito na lang yun mawawala lahat?"\par
\par
"Hindi mawawala yun pag nag-effort kayo pareho." Elle said assuringly.\par
\par
"Ayokong mawala siya..." I said, biting my nails.\par
\par
"Awww..." sabi nila nang sabay, tas sabay nila kong niyakap.\par
\par
"Hoy mga bruha, bili tayo food!"\par
\par
"Onga! Liam, LIBRE! LIBRE! LIBRE!"\par
\par
Napatingin ako.\par
MiniStop?\par
Hah. No thanks.\par
\par
\par
"Kayo na lang."\par
"Bakit?"\par
"Na-trauma ako dyan."\par
\par
\par
Grabe. Hanggang ngayon fresh pa rin saken yung lakas ng sampal saken ni Jill.\pa
r
Nginitian lang ako nina Liam at Jon. Siguro naaalala pa rin nila.\par
\par
"Trauma?"\par
"Psh. Mahabang kwento. Sige na, samahan niyo na yang mga lalakeng yan na bumili,
mamaya tayo pa yung kainin ng mga ulaga na yan. "\par
\par
Edi ayun na nga ang mga kumag, pumasok na ng MiniStop. As usual, ang daming tao.
\par
\par
\par
\par
\par
"Hey, look who it is..."\par
\par
Tingin naman ako dun sa pinanggalingan nung boses. May lalakeng kamukhang kamukh
a ni Aidan na naka uniform ng kabilang school na lumapit saken. May kasama siyan
g tatlong mukhang goons.\par
\par
"It's the girl from the club!"\par
\par
\par
\par
Oh sh1t.\par
Elle. Denise. Jon. Liam. Aidan.\par
Please lumabas na kayo.\par
Ngayon na.\par
\par
"O, don't you remember me?"\par
"I guess not, Ryan. She kept calling you Liam, remember?"\par
"You shut up!"\par
\par
The three other guys were laughing so hard, and mukhang pikon na pikon na yung k
amukha ni Aidan. He turned on me instead, his eyes glinting with malice. Lalo ak
ong natakot kaya umiwas na lang ako at naglakad palayo, kaso he was catching up
with me.\par
\par
"How could you have forgotten me so easily? We had ahhhh... more than just... yo
u know?"\par
\par
Shet. SHET TALAGA.\par
\par
"You were SUCH a good dancer. Not to mention a good kisser."\par
\par
Taeeee. NO! I never kissed him! YUCK!\par
\par
"Sorry. I don't know what you're talking about. Now will you please back off?"\p
ar
"No. Not now that I found you. I had SUCH a great time that I can't even get you
off my mind since then, missy. What makes you think I'll let you go just like t
hat?"\par
\par
He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him.\par
\par
"Gawd," he said, sighing obscenely. "Your scent drives me crazy."\par
\par
"Let go of me!"\par
\par
"Psh. Pakipot ka pa... oh please. You KNOW how much you wanted me back then...\p
ar
\par
And I know how much you want to do it again. Ano, tara? For old time's sake?"\pa
r
\par
SHOOTFCKDMNIT.\par
He was too strong. I kicked and flailed but wala akong magawa habang nilalapit n
iya saken yung mukha niya. Inilag ko na lang yung mukha ko hanggang kaya ko, pre
paring for the worst.\par
\par
Isang tamang suntok lang to-...\par
All of a sudden, bumitaw siya saken.\par
\par
"Wala pala. Ang ibig kong sabihin, marunong ka rin pala ng timing."\par
"Tara sa bahay namin para maalis na yang mga pasa natin," Aidan said. "It's near
est."\par
Sinadya nila kaming iwan sa kitchen. Inayos ko yung ice pack para hindi tumutulo
, tapos I gently laid it on his face.\par
\par
\par
"Agh... aray..."\par
\par
"Madiin ba? Sorry ha..."\par
\par
"Hindi," he said with clenched teeth, though alam kong sinabi niya lang yun para
hindi ako magalit.\par
\par
Natahimik kami.\par
\par
"Ikaw? Ok ka lang talaga?"\par
"Oo naman."\par
"Hindi ka kasi dapat mag-isa nun eh..."\par
\par
He looked like he wanted to club himself over the head as he said that.\par
\par
"Engot ka... kita mo na ngang apat sila, sige ka pa rin..."\par
"E anong gusto mong gawin ko habang hinaharass ka nun?! Manood?! Kumalma?"\par
\par
Inayos ko yung ice pack para macover yung buo niyang pasa.\par
\par
"Ano bang akala mo? Papabayaan lang kita?"\par
\par
I stared at the floor kahit magkaharap kaming nakaupo. Hindi ko kasi siya mating
nan...\par
\par
"Gagong yun..."\par
"Tama na. Tapos na yun. Ang importante... safe ka. Safe tayo...\par
\par
Di mo lang alam, takot na takot ako kanina...\par
\par
\par
Buti dumating ka... Salamat ha..."\par
"Bakit ka nagpapasalamat?!"\par
I looked at him. I got scared; he seemed so furious.\par
"Bakit, diba dapat lang naman na gawin ko yun? Nangako akong poprotektahan kita
at all costs..."\par
\par
His eyes said it all. Na-touch ako. Alalang alala siya.\par
\par
"Nakalimutan mo na ba yun? Tama lang yun kaya wala kang dapat ipagpasalamat... h
indi naman ako ibang tao para pasalamatan mo pa-..."\par
\par
Hindi ako nakaimik.\par
\par
"Sabihin mo nga, ano mo ba ako?"\par
\par
Nawindang naman ako sa kanya.\par
\par
"Ba't di ka sumagot? Ano mo ba ko? Bakit ganyan ka? ... ano na lang ba ko sayo?"
\par
\par
\par
..\par
\par
Tiningnan ko yung katabi kong Leadership Awardee - si Maffy. Napansin niya sigur
ong nakatingin ako kaya humarap din siya saken. Binigyan niya lang ako ng sobran
g tipid na ngiti tas umiwas na siya ng tingin.\par
\par
Yun yung isa pang nakakalungkot eh. Simula nung araw na yun, hindi lang si Ria a
ng nawala saken. Silang lahat. Parang sa isang iglap, nawala lahat saken. Mga ka
ibigan ko...\par
\par
Nakakabaliw isipin.\par
Pero ok lang eh. Ok lang na mawala sila at magalit silang lahat saken... ok lang
kahit di ako kausapin ng buong mundo basta andyan siya para sakin. Basta makiki
ta ko siyang ngumiti, ok na.\par
\par
Kaso wala na nga...\par
________________________________________\par
Ayun, pinapakuha na sa amin yung mga gamit namin sa locker. Pakiramdam ko tuloy,
pinapalayas na kami ng school namin at wala na silang gustong makitang bakas ng
existence namin.\par
\par
Haha, naalala ko tuloy yung araw na binuhusan ako ni Elle ng mantika. Andito ko
nun, kausap ko si Liam tungkol sa girlfriends niyang napagpalit niya pa yung pan
galan.\par
\par
Tingnan mo nga naman. Wala pala akong pinagkaiba dun sa dating Liam na babaero.\
par
\par
Pagkabukas ko ng locker ko, bumulaga saken yung mga pictures.\par
Isa-isa ko silang tinitignan bago ilagay doon sa dala kong box. Sige na lang, ka
hit siguro bukas na ako matapos, ok lang...\par
\par
Karamihan dito, kaming dalawa e.\par
School Fair.\par
Christmas Party. Haha, ayos.\par
Uy! Si Anria the giant teddy bear!\par
First Monthsary ata to? Nung binili namin yung polo ko?\par
MMM. Prom Night.\par
\par
Tinitigan ko lahat ng yun sa ibabaw nung box na hawak ko.\par
Gaya ba ng mga kasama niya dun sa kahon... papabayaan ko na nga lang bang mawala
at makalimutan ko lahat ng to?\par
\par
Ayoko...\par
\par
Sinara ko yung locker ko.\par
Badtrip naman eh. Bakit ba ngayon pa?\par
\par
Kung di ka ba naman isang ungas at kalahati eh.\par
\par
Nasaan kaya siya ngayon?\par
Ni hindi ko pa nga nacocongratulate sa pagiging Valedictorian niya. Kaso paano p
ag kinausap ko tas nilampasan niya lang rin ako ng tingin? Nakakahiya diba?\par
\par
Pero ungas ka, hindi siya ganun.\par
\par
Ay ewan. Bahala na. Pag nakita ko siya, edi sige. Pag hinde...\par
Nako Adrianna. Nakakabaliw ka. Kung alam mo lang.\par
AY! Patay! Nakalimutan ko na palang kunin yung card ko!\par
Gagu ka Gelo, pag wala yun, di ka makakapag enroll sa college!\par
Nagconfirm na nga pala ako ng enrolment sa UP. Yup, akalain niyo, pumasa rin ako
sa lagay na to. Same course kami ni Ria, gaya ng napag-usapan namin noon. Pero
siguro pag nabalitaan niyang sa same course ako mag-eenrollBLAG!\par
Ano yun?\par
I rounded the corner and saw Ria on the floor just meters away, her things scatt
ered all over her. Beside her was someone I could barely recognize. Ria quickly
stood up to fix the mess and I hid behind the wall.\par
\par
"O, ikaw na naman?" said a voice. "Kelan ba tayo magkikita na walang nadidisrasy
a?"\par
"Ewan ko ba," Ria said with a laugh.\par
\par
Sinilip ko kung sino yung kausap niya.\par
Bah. Si Signal Number Four pala.\par
\par
"Ok ka lang?"\par
"Yup. Pasensya na ha, lumilipad kasi yung utak ko."\par
"Wala yun, ako rin naman eh."\par
\par
Natahimik. Panay kauskos ng gamit nila yung naririnig ko. Next thing I knew, the
re were footsteps.\par
\par
"Lance, saglit..."\par
\par
I strained my ears to listen a little more.\par
\par
"Bakit?"\par
"Um... gusto ko lang mag-sorry..."\par
"Ano ka ba, ok na yan. Di naman ako nabalian e."\par
"Hinde, ibig kong sabihin... nung prom..."\par
\par
Prom? Ano yun? Bakit hindi ko alam yun, eh the whole time, ako yung kasama niya?
\par
Natahimik sila.\par
\par
"Hi- hindi ko sinasadya yun... Sana hindi ka nagalit or anything."\par
"Bakit naman ako magagalit? You just did the right thing, Ria. And besides... I'
m not entitled to be angry naman... diba?"\par
"I... I guess."\par
"Kalimutan mo na yun. Hindi ako galit."\par
"Truce?"\par
\par
Sumilip ako ulit at nakita kong inextend ni Ria yung kamay niya.\par
Lance took it, smiling.\par
\par
You sonovabetch.\par
\par
"Truce, then. I'll see you around."\par
\par
Then, there were footsteps again.\par
Lance appeared at the corner where I was standing.\par
\par
The moment he saw me, he gave his trademark stupid, self-satisfied smirk.\par
\par
"Been listening the whole time?" he taunted.\par
"What was that about?" I asked, unable to keep my voice calm.\par
"What was WHAT?"\par
\par
Tinulak ko siya.\par
\par
"You know what I'm talking about, jerk ass."\par
\par
He smirked more widely, then fixed his shirt at the point where I had pushed him
.\par
\par
"Dude, if you want to get answers... that isn't the way to ask."\par
\par
Anak ng tupang Intsik na to ah. Naghahanap ng away.\par
\par
"Who the fcuk are you to lecture me about that? Answer my question, you son of a
-..."\par
"I wouldn't finish that sentence if I were you, prissy."\par
\par
I saw his fists clench, and the smirk disappeared into thin air.\par
\par
"Anong nangyari nung prom?"\par
"Why don't you ask HER?" he said, sneering again. "She has all the details."\par
\par
He smugly turned up his collar and walked away.\par
Chapter Fifty Two (continued)
Ria's POV:\par
"Hay grabe siya ha. Naiinis na talaga ako," I told her.\par
\par
She didn't answer me. Instead, she went on gazing into empty space, as per usual
.\par
\par
"Ni tingin, hi, ngiti... WALA! Susginoo naman, kelan ba matatauhan yang tatay mo
, ha Anria?"\par
\par
Tiningnan lang ako ni Anria.\par
Susmarya, ano bang nangyayari saken. Pati teddy bear na walang kamuwang muwang s
a mundo eh pinagbubuntunan ko ng galit ko kay Angelo.\par
\par
Grabe siya ha. Sabi nga saken ni Elle, ang obvious ko na daw magnakaw ng tingin.
To think kahit sa kanya hindi ko inaamin na gusto ko pa rin yung tao. Bruhang y
un, may lahi atang mangkukulam kaya ang daming alam\par
\par
Naman kasi. Two weeks na yung nakakaraan simula nun. Di pa kami nag-uusap. Tuwin
g titingnan ko siya kung saan saan lang nakatunganga.\par
\par
Siguro iniisip na naman yung RISH niya.\par
\par
"Grabe yang tatay mo noh? Di na nakuntento sa isa," I said again, heaving a deep
sigh. "Mas maganda naman si Mommy kaysa kay Rish, diba bear?"\par
\par
"Not to mention mas sexy. Mas matangkad, at VALEDICTORIAN pa! Aren't you proud o
f your mommy?"\par
\par
I made googly eyes at her, expecting her to reply. Hinawakan ko yung likod ng ul
o niya then bended it to make it look like she was nodding.\par
\par
"Hay naku Adrianna, ang lakas na ng sapak ng utak mo ha."\par
\par
I turned and saw Ate Danna standing at my doorway.\par
\par
"You love him that much, don't you?" she asked, her lips curling into a cruel sm
ile. "So in love you are that you actually resort to bonding with teddy bears ju
st to forget him."\par
\par
Siraulong kumag to ah, ang lakas kaya ng ulan!\par
\par
Seeing no umbrella in sight, I ran off towards him and opened the gate.\par
\par
"What do you think are you doing here?" I yelled over the sound of thunder.\par
\par
He put me under an intense gaze, then I felt him pull my arm.\par
\par
"Anong nangyari nung prom?"\par
\par
WTF?\par
\par
"Answer me!"\par
"Gagu ka ba? Eh kung pumapasok kaya tayo dito sa loob para hindi tayo basa?"\par
\par
He pulled me even closer.\par
\par
"Don't change the topic, Ria. Anong nangyari nung prom?"\par
"UNGAS KA PALA EH! Kasama mo ako nun, bakit mo ko tinatanong?"\par
"Yun din ang akala ko, ako lang yung kasama mo nun..."\par
\par
And then something clicked inside my head.\par
LANCE.\par
\par
"I heard you."\par
"You heard-... Whatthehell-?"\par
"I heard everything. Now tell me what really happened."\par
\par
His grip on my arm was firm, and the look on his face showed he wasn't joking, n
or did he seem to care that we were now both drenched to the bone. I was startin
g to feel cold.\par
\par
"Why do you want to know?" I asked, taunting him. He couldn't seem to stand the
thought.\par
"You were with him, weren't you?" he said venomously, every word ringing with ac
cusation.\par
\par
I fell quiet.\par
\par
"What did you do behind my back?"\par
"Nothing." I said resolutely.\par
"YEAH RIGHT."\par
\par
Anak naman ng patola oo!\par
"Fine then! Isipin mo kung anong gusto mong isipin!"\par
"Gusto mo na rin ba siya?!"\par
"Anak ng-, ano bang tanong yan?!"\par
"Tell me!"\par
"Matagal mo nang alam kung ano ang sagot sa tanong mong yan," I told him. "I've
told you the real deal between me and Lance. It was you who wasn't able to give
a decent answer, remember?"\par
I roughly got my arm off his hand.\par
"If that's all, you can leave now," I said, walking away as fast as I can.\par
"You don't really want me to leave, do you?"\par
\par
I stopped in my tracks, looking daggers at him. He was smiling smugly.\par
\par
"Excuse me?"\par
"You still want me, and you know it."\par
\par
Nakangiti pa rin siya na parang nang-aasar. He was walking towards me with that
stupid, twisted smile on his lips. Goodness knows how much I wanted to move away
from him as far as I can.\par
\par
But I couldn't.\par
He came into a dead stop in front of me. I pathetically stared up into his perfe
ct features that I had grown to hate.\par
\par
And love, unfortunately.\par
\par
"You're not protesting."\par
"Not because it's true."\par
\par
His smile went wider.\par
\par
\par
"You are SUCH a bad liar."\par
\par
"What makes you so sure?"\par
\par
"I've always known you well. More than you think I do."\par
\par
"You're wrong. DEAD WRONG," I snapped, turning my back again. The rain was getti
ng harder and colder by the minute.\par
\par
"I'm not. I know how much you like walking out when you lose in arguments. I kno
w you love your sundae with caramel sauce, how much you love peanut butter oreos
, how you hate it when you hear me singing Maroon 5 songs, how much you cried af
ter your Dad went back to the States, how much you love eating broccoli and bana
nas even if they make your stomach go upset. Your sarcasm, your incredibly insuf
ferable retorts when you have your PMS, your undying love for Harry Potter , Edw
ard Cullen and Dan Hill, your unreasonable penchant of buying overly expensive d
onuts, even your habit of putting almost a kilo of rock salt onto your plate whe
never you eat tinola."\par
\par
He grabbed me closer to him in an iron grip.\par
"Now tell me I don't know you."\par
\par
I flinched under his gaze, finding his bright brown eyes, grazed by his unkempt
wet hair, unbearable.
"Go home."\par
\par
It was all that I had managed to say. He laughed.\par
\par
"Is that all you've got?" he asked, eyeing me derisively. I glared at him, which
proved to be quite an effort as I was blinking away the rainwater that was rush
ing into my eyes. Irritatingly, his face was still clear. I wasn't sure if it wa
s because of the fact that he was too close or maybe I had grown too familiar of
him. Either way, the situation was undesirable.\par
\par
"Come on, you're better than that, aren't you? Class valedictorian?"\par
"Go challenge someone else. I'm not in the mood for debates."\par
"Just like you've always been," he muttered. "Pathetic."\par
\par
Inching towards me so that our noses were touching, I stared, distracted.\par
\par
"Pathetic," he said again. "And I still love you for it."\par
"You're lying."\par
\par
\par
I looked up at him, trying not to look as if he had convinced me completely, tho
ugh he did.\par
\par
"Now it's my turn to ask questions. What happened on prom night?" he asked, his
face growing stern again. I tried not to smile.\par
"You sure you want to know?" I asked, teasing him.\par
"Yes, I'm sure," he said, though the look on his face suggested otherwise. I cou
ld tell he felt the same way I had when I was waiting for his answer back at Aid
an's kitchen.\par
"Ok then," I said, heaving a dramatic sigh. "I danced with him."\par
"What?"\par
"Well, almost. I was about to, then I remembered you. I thought it was unfair, s
o I left him in the middle of the dance floor. I knew he wasn't too happy about
it, that's why I was saying sorry."\par
\par
A long pause.\par
\par
"That's all?" he inquired incredulously.\par
"What did you want to hear?"\par
\par
He blushed red.\par
\par
"Well-..." he said, scratching his head. It was my turn to giggle.\par
\par
"You're jealous." I said it more as an assumption than an inquiry. He muttered s
omething that sounded a lot like "stating the obvious".\par
\par
"What did you say?"\par
"Nothing."\par
\par
I shivered involuntarily, my body becoming aware of the fact that I was drenched
to the bone with ice-cold water.\par
Before I knew it, I was vulnerably trapped in his arms. Though he was just as we
t as I was, I felt warm and secure as I pathetically breathed in his familiar sc
ent. He broke off from me, careful not to get away too far from my face as he br
ushed my cheek with his.\par
\par
"It was maddening, you know. Not to get to you this close for two whole weeks."\
par
\par
I laughed at the bluntness of his statement.\par
\par
"What a torture it must have been. Same way it -..."\par
\par
I stopped speaking as soon as I realized he was slowly coming closer, his eyes f
ixed dead on mine. Ironically, he wavered at the moment our noses had almost bee
n touching.\par
\par
"I don't know if I ever told you...\par
\par
I love you, Ria."\par
\par
His other hand found my cheek, and it was only then that he had closed his eyes.
Tenderly, he met my lips with his and I revelled in the moment, my heart flutte
ring.\par
\par
Never mind the rain and the wind. At last... at long last. He was back.\par
\par
EPILOGUE\par
\par
\par
Bus station\par
\par
"Jeez guys, hurry up!" Liam impatiently said over our heads as we got our luggag
e off Ate Danna's car.\par
\par
"Andyan na po!"\par
"Ok na? Wala nang naiwan?"\par
"Yes Ate!"\par
"Thanks sa paghatid!"\par
"O, mag-ingat kayo ha?"\par
"Yes Ate!"\par
\par
Aidan, Elle, Liam, Denise and I went along and joined the queue. Grabe. Ang dami
ng tao!\par
\par
"Sumakay na tayo agad! Dali!"\par
\par
I squeezed myself along the throng of people struggling to get to the bus. Next
thing I knew, the conductor placed himself between me and Denise.\par
\par
"Ma'am, naku, last na po siya. Hindi po pwede tayuan sa bus na to eh."\par
"Shucks!" I heard Elle say. "Baba na tayo!"\par
"Wag na po! Aalis na po yung bus!"\par
"Pero kuya, lima kaming magkakasama eh!"\par
"Andyan na po yung kasunod natin! Mapapagalitan po kami!"\par
\par
Oo nga naman, ang dami pang maaabala.\par
\par
"Sige guys, kasunod na naman pala eh. Text text na lang... di bale, ako bahala d
un sa dalawang bugok."\par
"O sige Ria, kaw na bahala ah?"\par
"O, asan si Ricardo Angelo?"\par
"Mamaya na daw, susunod na!"\par
"Ma'am, WAG NA KAYONG MAGKWENTUHAN O! MISS, BUMABA KA NA, AALIS NA KAMI!"\par
\par
Kumag na kundoktor to ah.\par
\par
"Osige! Ingat kayong dalawa!"\par
\par
Ayun, I got off the bus and had no difficulty finding the other two.\par
\par
"O? Bakit sinara na yung bus?"\par
"Puno na. Hindi na sila pwedeng bumaba."\par
"Ngek! E ayun na pala yung kasunod o!"\par
"O tara na, para makaalis agad di tayo gaano mahuhuli."\par
\par
Lapit naman kami.\par
\par
"Baguio to Kuya?"\par
"Oo, sakay na, dali!"\par
"Si Gelo nga pala? Akala ko susunod?"\par
"Baka mamaya pa."\par
"Sasama daw ba talaga siya?"\par
"Oo, sabi ng sumagot sa phone nila kagabi nag eempake raw eh."\par
"Okay. Sige."\par
\par
\par
Nakahanap rin kami ng upuan. Tabi kami ni Liam tapos dun sa kabila umupo si Aida
n.\par
\par
"Text mo nga si Gelo, tanong mo kung papunta na para makapag save tayo ng upuan.
"\par
\par
I went and got my bag.\par
"FUDGE."\par
"Bakit?"\par
"My phone got snatched."\par
________________________________________\par
\par
"Flight CX 360, Manila - Hong Kong -New York, is now boarding. Seat numbers 80 t
o 89, please proceed to the booths to validate your tickets."\par
\par
A tall, middle aged man stood up and gave his son a patronizing stare.\par
\par
"That's us. Let's go."\par
"Can you give me one minute, Dad?"\par
\par
The man tutted impatiently.\par
\par
"You can do that when we reach New York. Come on, I don't want to get left behin
d."\par
"Dad, just a minute, okay?"\par
\par
The son dialled the same number fot the umpteenth time. Again, it was the operat
or's voice who spoke.\par
\par
"The subscriber cannot be reached. Please try again later."\par
\par
"Damn it."\par
"Are you coming or not?"\par
"Dad-..."\par
"Look. Your sister is waiting for us. I don't want to prolong it, Angelo."\par
\par
He gave his Father an annoyed look.\par
\par
"I want to see Rish as much as you do. Now if you only told me earlier that we'r
e leaving for New York today, I wouldn't feel the need to explain to my friends
why I'm suddenly disappearing without a trace."\par
"Are you trying to blame me?"\par
"No, Dad. I just wish you told me earlier. About Rish, for one-..."\par
"Shut up, your Mom's coming."\par
"What's the matter? Are you arguing?"\par
"No. Let's go."\par
\par
As the three of them walked towards the booth to get their tickets validated, th
e son cast a surly look around the busy room.\par
\par
He couldn't help but feel apprehensive about leaving. There hadn't been time to
explain.\par
\par
Something in his gut feeling told him not to leave. It was like turning his back
to everything he has known for the past seventeen years.\par
Little did he know that the moment he stepped into the aircraft, the course of h
is life and those around him have changed forever.
I woke with a start.\par
Shoot it. Sarap na ng tulog ko eh!\par
I tried to get my water jug but-\par
*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH*\par
Whatthefuck?\par
The shrill screech of the brakes almost broke my eardrums.\par
My jug flew the entire length of the bus.\par
Anak ng tinapa naman oh.\par
Tumayo ako so I could get my jug, but I was thrown off balance.\par
Someone behind me screamed.\par
In horror, I realized the bus was swerving crazily left and right. The conductor
and I were hanging on the metal railing for dear life-\par
I looked at my seat, where, I saw, she was still mercifully asleep. I went to re
ach herI was thrown forward with the force of a falling anvil, hitting my head on one o
f the metal rods. Disoriented, I heard a mighty crash, not sure if I had imagine
d it.\par
Everything was spinning.\par
With all the strength I could muster, tumayo ako. Everyone was either asleep, bl
eeding or knocked unconscious. Lumabas ako ng bus.\par
I couldn't see a thing, except grass and a deep abyss just two or three meters a
way.\par
Scared, I went and quickly turned to the opposite direction. I saw the side of t
he road.\par
HELP!\par
No one could hear me.\par
I couldn't speak, much less scream, for help.\par
The road was deserted, so even if I did manage to speak, no one will hear me.\pa
r
And then, miraculously, a couple of bright, blinding lights appeared in the dist
ance.\par
Trying to put one foot ahead of the other, I went and reached the side of the ro
ad.\par
HELP...
I think I saw the lights getting nearer, then stopped.
A tall figure materialized, then...
there was nothing but blackness.
-END OF SEASONRia's POV
"Psst, gising na."
"Nasa Baguio na tayo?"
"Hinde, stop over. Pangasinan. Tara, bili tayo pagkain."
I stood up and followed Aidan to the bus aisle.
"O, asan na si Liam?"
"Aba ewan ko, najejebs na siguro!"
Kumag na to.
"Wait, diba dapat pareho tayo ng stop nila Elle? Bakit tayo lang ang bus dito?"
"Na-traffic lang siguro."
"Eh diba pareho lang yung daan? Nauna pa nga sila satin eh. "
Aidan got his cellphone off his pocket.
"Text ko na lang."
"Osige. O! Ayun pala si Liam o!"
Pinuntahan namin si Liam, who was standing in front of the customer service boot
h.
"Psst! Kumag!"
"Bakit ganun? Wala pa daw pasabi yung isang bus..."
"Eto nga, tinext ko na sina Elle. Mamaya lang sasagot na yun."
"ARAY! "
I was nearly thrown off balance as a woman came crashing right into me in her ru
sh to get somewhere.
"GEEZ, what's the big hurry? "
I turned and saw where she had fixed her eyes; the tiny television set that was
set at the far, upper corner of the crowded room. A news caster was looking cris
p in his usual suit; while beside him was an image of a bus precariously hanging
onto the edge of a cliff.
"SH1T. "
"-sinasabing naganap ang insidente ng ganap na alas sais ng gabi. Sa ngayon ay l
ima ang kritikal, at karamihan sa mga sugatan ay dinala sa San Carlos General Ho
spital-..."
It only took a second before the three of us raced back towards the bus, carryin
g all our stuff with us as we ran towards the highway...
With every fiber in our body, we prayed and racked the heavens in the hope that
a cab would mercifully come our way at this time of night.
Ria's POV
I saw the speedometer hit 140 kilometers per hour, but I still felt it was too s
low.
"Malapit na ba, manong?" Liam asked for the nth time.
"Konti na lang hijo," the driver said patiently. Buti na lang, mahaba yung pasen
sya nung matanda, kundi kanina niya pang sinipa palabas yung katabi niya.
Nilingon ko si Aidan, whose face was white as chalk, his eyes blank and fixed at
a certain point outside the window. Si Liam naman, kanina pang hindi mapakali d
oon sa harapan. He kept fidgeting here and there, while I remained silent in my
seat kahit pakiramdam ko sasabog na ko.
I felt scared.
Parang ayoko na gusto ko na makarating sa hospital. Gusto ko kasi sobrang kinaka
bahan na ako at gustong gusto ko nang makita yung dalawa. Ayoko kasiStop it, Ria, I told myself firmly. They're safe and in good hands so stop being
so effing morbid.
Finally, the car came to a screeching halt in front of an old hospital. I handed
the driver some money, thanked him profusely and told him (yelled, more like) t
o keep the change as the three of us raced towards the ER.
Inside was a terrible chaos. The room was packed with men yelling, women screami
ng and children bawling at the top of their lungs. I could hear at least a dozen
names simultaneously being yelled at the nurses' counter, where the women in un
iform were trying their best to calm the crazy queue in front of them.
I saw Liam squeeze himself into the angry mob, but Aidan went and harshly pulled
him right back as he got shoved around, unable to get in front.
"Let me through you FCUKERS!"
"Shut up and calm down. This isn't the place to practice your truck driver vocab
ulary."
"Let go of me, damn it!"
I was pulling them off each other when I saw a familiar face pass by- a woman dr
essed in a more elaborate white uniform, on her chest a gleaming badge which rea
d HEAD NURSE.
"Tita?"
She turned to face me, surprised. She was my dad's sister.
"What are you doing here?"
"Papunta po kami ng Baguio-..."
"Kasama ka sa-?"
"No, Tita, but I really need your help," I said, forgetting all about courtesy.
"Two of our friends were in the accident, I was hoping we could find them here..
."
"Ok," she said, sensing the tensed urgency in my voice. "Follow me."
I glared at Aidan and Liam who still looked ready to kill each other and signale
d them to follow us.
"Ma'am!"
Anak ng patolang nurse naman to, aabalahin pa kami, kita nang-
"What?"
"Ma'am pakipirmahan po..."
"Sige, akina, ibibigay ko sayo mamaya."
"Ma'am, kung pwede raw ngayon na po."
"What's with the rush?"
"Immediate release order po sana, kasi kailangan na daw talagang palabasin yung
anak ni Senator Yutanco-..."
"Mga paimportante," she said, tapos she harshly grabbed the clipboard and signed
it. "Now get off my sight and tell the others to leave us alone!"
My aunt angrily led the way towards a cramped, whitewashed office where more nur
ses were scrambling in and out of sight, their hands full of bottles and tubes.
"Anong pangalan?"
"Lopez. Camilla Denise."
"Ok," she said in a defeated sort of voice.
"Sasamahan ko kayo papunta sa kanya... ano pangalan nung isa?"
"Reyes. Elladora Kathleen."
My aunt looked at us dejectedly.
"She's not here. "
Elle's POV
Geez. I must be in heaven or something.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
PUTEK! Ang sakit ng ulo ko!
Ok, ok. At least now I know I'm not YET dead.
Seriously, now... saang lupalop ng mundo na ba ako napunta?
I opened my eyes and saw a magnificent, uber-wide wood-paneled room, its wallpap
er pink and girly. I tried to sit up and see it all but a huge, heavy ball of ga
uze was somehow connected to my head and I couldn't lift it off my pillow. My te
mples throbbed angrily as I forced myself to see everything around me. On my bed
side table was a vase full of fresh, fragrant chrysanthemums, and it was only th
en that I felt how soft my mattress was.
Sosyal naman sina Ria, first class room pa yata sa hospital ang kinuha saken. Ma
s mukha pa ngang hotel room to kaysa hospital!
Eh teka lang, speaking of Ria, nasaan na sila?
"Ria?"
My voice echoed weirdly off the walls, but aside from that there was no other re
ply.
And then, the door flew open.
Him?! What the eff is he doing here?
Di naman namin siya kasama ah?
I thought I must be getting delusional as I watched his face swim in and out of
focus.
"ATE!"
WTF?!
ATE DAW?!
He ran towards me and wrapped me with a bear hug so tight that I found it extrem
ely hard to breathe.
"You're awake! Thank goodness!"
"GELO! Hindi ako makahinga- *cough* LET GO OF ME!"
Mabilis niya akong binitiwan.
"Hala, nagdedeliryo ka na yata Ate," he said, and while he was at it, I tried to
take a good look at him. How on earth did he make it that quick from Manila? Or
maybe ilang araw na kong tulog kaya nakabalik na siya? Ano na nga ba?
"Yoohoo? ATE? Si Rafa to!"
What?
RAFA WHO?
I narrowed my eyes, and the spinning stopped. His face came into clearer view.
WAIT.
He's right. This guy ISN'T Gelo.
So who the hell is he?
This is weird. I'm actually looking at Gelo's Chinese version.
Teka lang...
"Rafa... OMG. RAFA YUTANCO?!"
He rolled his eyes.
"Ramp and print model, anak ng senator, Xavier star soccer player-..."
"Ano ba, isang taon ka nang wala, hindi pa rin nagbabago yang pang-asar mo saken
" he said, eyeing me fondly. "Kahit kelan ka Ate Niki."
"Anong Ate Niki? "
We stared at each other, our eyes as wide as dinner plates.
"Bakit Ate, nagpalit ka na naman ng pangalan para hindi ka namin ma-trace?" he a
sked exasperatedly. "Nakailang palit ka na ba? Memorize na kaya namin yang modus
operandii mo tuwing naglalayas ka."
"I'm serious, alright? I'm Elle, not Niki."
"Saan mo nakuha yung Elle?"
"Okay, listen to me, you bunghole," I said, now pissed off. "It's Elle. Spelled
E-L-L-E."
"Wait a minute," he said, a slight frown line visible on his forehead. "You're N
OT my sister. No matter how angry she is, she never calls me names."
Naawa naman ako.
"Sorry. Pero kasi naman noh Kuya, ang kulit kulit mo! "
He walked towards my bedside table and got something that looked a lot like a pi
cture frame.
"Well, you can't blame me for thinking it's you," he said, then he handed me wha
t he was holding.
OKAY. This is weird.
Kanina, narealize kong kaharap ko ang Chinese version ni Gelo.
Now the picture I'm holding contains my own face smiling up at me.
Well at least, a very Goth, Rock, Punk or whatever you call it version of ME.
Never in my wildest nightmares would I put that much eyeliner. Or that outrageou
s shade of white as foundation, or that neon"Okay. So it's Elle, right?"
"Yeah. Wait, you were the one riding the car?"
"Oo. I brought you to the hospital, then here. Dad thought you were Niki, and he
told me to bring you here bago ka pa dumugin ng media. You can imagine how big
the frenzy will be. Ikaw, kasama ka dun sa bus papuntang Baguio?"
"Yeah. Wait, where am I?"
"Your- I mean, Ate Niki's room."
"No, I mean, where? Tarlac, Baguio-..."
"Pangasinan."
It was then that I remembered everything.
I threw off my blanket and tried to get off the bed.
"What are you doing?"
"I was with someone on that bus. I need to find her."
________________________________________
Ria's POV
We weren't quite ready for what was waiting for us at the Intensive Care Unit.
Underneath the maze of tubes and coils of transparent plastic wires, there she w
as, with a breathing apparatus attached awkwardly on her mouth. There was a huge
cut on her face, and her head was massively wrapped in gauze bandages.
I put my fist inside my mouth to stifle the sob that had threatened to come out.
It was like the world has come to a stop.
Liam came running to her side, his face anguished; never had I seen him like tha
t before.
"Den?"
Sh1t.
I let out a pained sob as I watched Liam plead with her to wake up.
"Den, it's me... Come on now, okay? We're here already. You're safe..."
Pinuntahan ko si Liam, lightly putting my shaking hand on his shoulder. He turne
d towards me, looking as though he wanted me to reassure him that everything wou
ld be alright.
I shook my head. In a quick movement, he had wrapped me in his arms and the next
thing I knew, he was breaking down completely.
"Tita..." I said from over Liam's shoulder, "How is she doing?"
"Hija... she's suffered a massive skull fracture. We even suspect internal bleed
ing."
"She'll be okay, won't she?"
It took a while before she could answer me.
"Adrianna... as a nurse I can't lie to you," she said, slowly saying every word
as though it might hurt us less. "Well, she's got a chance of surviving, but we
will be needing a pretty good miracle."
Liam broke off from me. He went and got Denise's hand in his and pressed his lip
s against it as hard as he can. I looked away, unable to stand the pained look o
n his face and the maze of tubes connected to Denise's body, the only thing that
seemed to keep her alive...
"Well, if you need something, just tell the nurses to fetch me."
She went away. I sat miserably on the nearby couch, unable to stop crying.
I felt so worthless. I couldn't do anything. Gusto kong kumilos pero hindi ko na
man alam kung anong gagawin.
Nilapitan ko ulit sila.
I decided I had to leave Liam alone for a while.
"Hey, where are you going?" he asked thickly, looking up from where he was sitti
ng.
"Sa labas lang ako."
"Where's Aidan?"
"Titingin daw sa ibang ospital, baka raw andoon si Elle."
I got another painful stab at my insides as I thought about Elle.
"Don't worry. Just stay there and... talk to her. You never know, right?" I told
Liam, trying to reassure him. He merely smiled.
"Yeah. You never know..."
Chapter Four
Elle's POV
Damn that bus conductor. Sana siya na lang yung nag-aagaw buhay ngayon. Kasalana
n niya kung bakit napasama sina Elle at Denise sa kagaguhang to. I should never
have let them ride that motherfcuking bus. Kung alam ko lang... kung alam ko lan
g talaga...
I heard faint knocks on the door. Nakita ko nandyan na pala sina Ate Danna...
Tumakbo ako at binuksan yung pinto. Niyakap agad ako ni Ate Danna at ni Jon. Yun
g mommy ni Denise dumeretso dun sa kama niya.
"Okay ka lang ba?"
"Oo Ate... Si Den..."
"Anong nangyari sa kanya?"
"Yung bus nila... Jon, si Den- ano..." I said, but I couldn't finish the sentenc
e as I broke into another flurry of sobs. I saw Jon look at Denise's bed, then h
e put both hands on my shoulders.
"Si Den ano?" Jon asked me forcefully. Hindi niya matingnan ulit si Denise.
Hindi ko masabi. Hindi ko maamin kahit sa sarili ko kung ano yung alam ko...
Lalo na kay Jon. Kasabay niya kaming lumaki ni Denise, like a brother. Lagi siya
ng andyan para alagaan kami at i-protect. If there was one person who loved Deni
se more than I did, it would be him.
"Ano ba? Ano ba yun?"
"Coma... severe skull fracture..."
"But she'll be ok, diba? Diba Ria?"
I couldn't answer him. Binitiwan niya ako tapos nilapitan niya sina Liam, whose
face was drawn and pale na parang bigla siyang tumanda ng sampung taon. Sobrang
maga yung mata niya. Siguro habang nasa labas ako nung kwarto buong gabi siyang
umiiyak habang kinakausap si Denise.
Natulala si Jon habang nakahawak doon sa bakal sa kama ni Denise. Yung mommy nam
an ni Denise umupo doon sa sulok, tulala rin. Tinabihan siya ng mommy ko.
"Ma, si Tita Alex, nandito. Siya yung head nurse."
"Ah. Sige. I'll talk to her para malipat natin si Den sa Manila."
"Ma..."
"Don't worry, anak. We'll do everything to keep her alive."
She hugged me tapos lumabas siya ng ICU. Hinila ako ni Ate Danna para umupo tapo
s sumandal ako sa kanya. Patting my back gently, she went on and tried to encour
age me, though she was shaken herself.
Tumakbo ako papunta sa kanya, tapos tumingin ako sa likod niya, hoping Elle woul
d be running in here right after him.
Nung tiningnan ko siya, I knew all my hopes were up. Naawa ako sa itsura niya...
kasing lala siya nung itsura ni Liam kagabi nung una kaming pumasok ng ICU...
"I couldn't find her, Ria," he said miserably. I noticed his eyes were bloodshot
. "I searched every hospital in the vicinity. Naka limang hospital na ko pero wa
la..."
He put his fist against his mouth, trying to stifle an anguished groan.
"I went to the police, I reported her missing. I gave them our contact numbers j
ust in case."
Nakatingin silang lahat sa amin ngayon. Siguro, hindi rin nila ma-absorb...
Dumating na si Mommy, kasama ni Tita Alex, parehong may dalang mga gamit.
"Eto na yung sinurrender nung mga naghanap sa bus," sabi niya, then I recognized
what she was holding as Elle's things. She turned to look at Aidan then she han
ded everything to him. "I'm sorry, hijo. There was no sign of her except these..
."
Aidan stared blankly at the things he was now holding. Pumunta siya doon sa sulo
k habang hawak yung bag, tapos umupo siya. He hid his face in his hands, hoping
we wouldn't see, then he completely lost control as he burst into tears.
This has got to be too much.
"Does anyone else have bad news to share?" I asked sardonically.
"Ria... There's something else we have to tell you."
Chapter Five
Liam's POV
The road trip back to Manila has been an excruciatingly long one.
Ria, Aidan, Jon and I sat side by side in the cramped ambulance with Denise. I t
hought we were going to be scolded by the paramedics but apparently, there were
so used to these cases so they hardly seemed to care. Mabilis namang napakiusapa
n yung staff ng hospital dahil kamag-anak nga nina Ria yung Head Nurse, kaya eto
kami ngayon, ihahatid namin si Denise sa St. Luke's.
Once in a while, tumitingin ako kay Ria. Nag-aalala kasi ako sa kanya. Simula ka
si nung sinabi sa amin ni Ate Danna yung tungkol sa pag-alis ni Gelo, hindi na n
amin siya makausap ng maayos . Parang laging wala sa sarili. She insists that sh
e's okay, pero syempre ungas lang ang maniniwala sa kanya.
But knowing her, it could have been a lot worse. Sabi pa nga ni Ate Danna, ang p
inag-aalala niya is the fact that Ria was taking it too lightly.
But well, who can blame her, right? After all that we have been through for the
past few hours, I'm pretty sure na hanggang ngayon, in shock pa rin siya, or kun
g hindi man, she has probably grown numb. Kung sabagay, everything had been too
hard to absorb.
I turned to face Denise this time. Before we left San Carlos, sabi nung doctor h
er condition was now stable at medyo pwede na kaming huminga ng maluwag, pero gi
ven na coma pa rin siya, kailangan pa rin daw namin siyang ipa-check for other c
omplications.
Kahit ganun, natatakot pa rin
a, diba? I don't know why but
aiwasang isipin kung ano yung
ising? Paano kung iwanan niya
Tae naman. Nadulas pa ako kay Rish. Hindi ko dapat sinabi yun.
UNGAS ka talaga Gelo. UNGAS.
Hindi ko pa kasi nakakausap kahit sino sa kanila simula nung lumapag yung eropla
no namin. Badtrip naman kasi yang roaming na yan, bakit ayaw gumana?! 500 na nga
yung niload ko! Ano ba kasing problema ng Globe?!
Ay pota, asaan na ba yung Tatay ko? Baka sakaling magpahiram ng cellphone!
Ayun! Nasa kung anong counter...
"Dad!"
Hindi ko napigilang titigan yung papel na hawak niya...
Release form?
"Are you done?"
"No, not yet, Pinatawag ko na yung nurse para i-assist si Rish."
"Good, good," he said distractedly, tapos he walked past me pabalik ng elevator.
Sinundan ko siya, noticing something strange.
"Dad? May problema ba? Kanina pa kayong ganyan."
He stopped walking, apparently in deep thought. Tinampal niya yung noo niya.
"Your mom knows na."
Nice change.
"Andyan na," sabi ko tapos lumabas na ko ng kwarto ko.
"Anak! Di ka man lang nagbihis ng maayos!"
"Si Nanay She naman oh. Diba sabi mo noon kahit gutay-gutay ang damit ko at taga
tulak lang ako ng kariton, gwapo pa rin ako? "
"At umandar ka na naman!"
"ARAY KO NAMAN! NAY! TAMA NA!" sabi ko, kasi piningot na naman niya yung tenga k
o ng todo.
"Sige na nga, wag ka nang magbihis, nakakahiya andyan na yung bisita!"
At talagang di pa nakontento si Nanay She oh, pinalo pa ko sa pwet para bumaba n
a doon sa hagdan.
Five years old pa rin yata ang tingin saken nito e.
"Nasa baba na ba si Dad?"
"Oo kanina pa! Dalian mo, papagalitan ka na naman nun!"
Sino naman kayang napakaimportanteng tao to?
Siguradong Business Partner na naman niyang Intsik at di marunong mag-Tagalog or
English ang kasama nito. Basta sinabi niya namang family friend, usually ganun.
Takte. Kailangan ko na naman mag-Mandarin. Ayokong ayoko pa naman nagsasalita ng
Intsik. Naaalala ko kasi yung panggagago sakin nina Aidan at Jon eh! Hahaha!
Kung bakit naman kasi kailangan pa akong ipakilala sa mga Intsik nyang kaibigan.
TSS.
When I got down the stairs, nakita kong hindi pa rin pala sila nakaupo sa dining
table.
Himala. Dalawang babaeng hindi naka-corporate attire yung kaharap niya.
"Oh, there you are," said my Dad, kaya lumingon sa akin yung dalawang babae, the
n one of them ran towards me.
"Kevin!"
"I'm sorry," she said, tapos bumitaw siya sa biglaan niyang pagkayakap saken, he
r face turning a shade of fiery red. "Masyado yata akong na-excite."
"Karissa!"
"Nah, let them be," my Dad said with this annoyingly smug look on his face. "She
's just making up for lost time, right, Lance?"
"Dad!"
"Lance?" she asked, puzzled.
"Yeah, everyone calls me Lance now... but you can call me whatever you like," I
said, managing a small smile. She didn't take her overbright eyes off me.
"Kids, tara na, kumain na tayo. Lumalamig na yung pagkain natin."
Sabay kaming dalawa na naglakad papunta sa table.
Well, I'll have to admit I was shocked. I haven't seen her since lumipat sila ng
Quezon City, which was in First Grade.
"Kai, gusto mo?" I asked her, trying to be polite. Ang weird talaga. But oh well
. Kababata ko pa rin to, mahirap nang masabihang bastos.
"Wow, you still use your childhood nicknames, huh?"
"Dad, stop it," I said, embarrassed. What's gotten into my Dad? Kainis naman oh.
"Yeah, stop it. Binubuking mo yung mga bata eh." Kai's mom said with a giggle.
"Mommy!"
Tss. ADULTS.
"Don't worry, I'll be using Lance from now on," she told me with a smile. Hindi
pa rin siya nagbabago, palangiti pa rin. "Though I'll admit it'll take some gett
ing used to."
"Thanks," I said, oddly relieved. Kay Nanay She lang ako pwedeng maging Kevin. W
ala nang iba.
"So I guess hindi na rin ikaw si Kai?"
"Hinde, ganun pa rin. Ayoko kasi ng Karissa, masyadong pambabae. I've never been
exactly- feminine, you know," she said, as though she was talking about somethi
ng disgusting.
"Kaya pala naka-dress ka ngayon," I teased her. Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin, tap
os nagblush na naman siya. Mukhang hindi talaga siya kumportableng magbestida
"Sorry."
Kung sabagay. Hindi talaga girly tong si Kai eh. Kaya nga kami magkasundo, kasi
kami noon yung magkakalaro ng soccer. Siya, ako, saka yung kakambal niyang tinat
awag niyang Kuya, si Rafa.
"Si Rafa nga pala?"
"Nasa Pangasinan, umuwi. Dinalaw si Lola."
Ah! Si Lola Clara! Grabe yun, kung ituring ako noon dati, parang apo niya na rin
! Spoiled na spoiled kami nun. Kahit anong ituro namin, mapa ice cream, cake, pa
gkain, laruan-LAHAT NA! Ibibigay nun. At tuwing magbababay ako, hindi ko makakal
imutan kung paanong halos mabali ang spinal column ko kapag yumayakap siya.
HAHA. Ayos.
"Wait, diba nagkikita rin kayo ni Rafa?"
"Yup, Tita, twice a year. Pag may ramp stint sa Paris," I said, my mouth full. "
Pareho po kasi kami ng agent eh."
"Wow hijo, nakaka-impress ka naman. Balita ko, Top Ten ka nung graduation niyo?"
"First honorable mention po."
"Cool! Edi ikaw din Athlete of the Year?"
"Hindi eh." Naalala ko tuloy yung bwisit na mestisong bangus na si Gelo. TSS. BA
DTRIP.
"Oh well, that's life.Buti ka nga eh, may honors... si Rafa, walang place man la
ng. At least diba, nababalance mo yung modeling career mo with soccer and academ
ics?"
"And that's on top of all of your published books!" sabi ni Kai, with an air of
a fan girl. "Ilang weeks ka nang nasa taas ng NY Times bestseller list!"
"Wait, how did you know?" I asked, puzzled. "I was using a pen name."
"Rafa told me."
"Oh."
"And I've read them all! They're all really good! "
I looked at her, at a loss for words.
"Thanks," sabi ko, sabay pilit na ngiti.
Oops. Mali yata yung reaction ko. Parang napahiya kasi yung itsura ni Kai, tapos
bigla siyang tumahimik saka dumeretso na lang sa pagkain.
"Did I say something?"
"No. Haha. Wag mo kong pansinin. "
Okay.
She's acting really weird.
"So... you're in ICA, right? Tas Rafa's in Xavier?"
"Graduate na kami."
"Cool. Saang school kayo for college?"
"UP. Both of us."
"Anong course?"
"Ako I took Econ. Kuya got Business Econ."
"Bakit, ayaw mo ng BE?"
"Hindi naman. Pero I'd like to pursue some other electives like PolSci. Ikaw, BE
ka rin?"
"Yup."
"Why don't you take up Business Administration and Accountancy? Nakikipagpatayan
ang buong populasyon ng High School Graduates ng Pilipinas para sa slots ng cou
rse na yun, especially diyan sa UP. It's the best school there is for BAA, they
say. 100 per cent lagi ang passing rate sa CPA Board Exams. "
"Ah, BAA po ba? I don't know. I think Accounting's too boring. Puro computation
and stuff. Economics is much more challenging, it involves much more sensible th
ings like monetary and fiscal policies, among others. Edi parang ganun din po di
ba, kumpleto rin naman ng Marketing, Operations saka Finance subjects ang curric
ulum ng BE."
"Accounting isn't boring. It involves a lot of analysis. And UP isn't the only g
ood school for Accounting, UST and La Salle are both good too."
Talagang ayaw patalo ng Dad kong Thomasian.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. Thomasian din ako," bawi nung Mom ni Kai. Haha.
Tong tatay ko talaga.
"Sabay tayo enroll?" Kai asked me hopefully.
"I guess yeah. Isang araw lang naman yung CBA and SE students sa early enrollmen
t for Freshmen eh."
"Cool. Sasabihan ko si Kuya. "
A cellphone rang off loudly from somewhere.
"Oh, it's Dad! I'm sorry."
"It's okay, hija. We don't really mind."
Umalis si Kai and she answered the phone on our porch.
I stared after her.
Ang laki na ng pinagbago niya. Hindi na boy cut yung buhok niya, naka flats at d
ress pa siya ngayon. Di kagaya dati, mas malaki pa yung t-shirt at rubber shoes
kaysa sa amin ni Rafa.
BAKLA este Babae na nga si Kai ngayon.
And yeah. It'll be completely unfair if I don't say she's grown a lot more beaut
iful.
I went back to eating. Wow. May nakahain palang Lapu-Lapu, hindi man lang"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"
WTF?!
KAKABINGI!
Ano ba naman itong si Kai, kung makatili! SIRA EARDRUMS KO!
Babae ka na nga.
Tumakbo siya pabalik sa Living Room, hardly able to contain her excitement.
"WAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"
"Ano ba! OA ka!"
"DAD?! What on earth are you doing here? You're supposed to be-"
"I know, okay? I sneaked off. Don't look at me like that," he said as I threw hi
m my signature You're-A-Senator-so-be-responsible! look. "My colleagues do it al
l the time. And besides, this is an important matter!"
"Just because your coll-..."
"Skip the lecture, I have to see Niki," he said, then he pushed me aside as he m
ade his way to Ate Niki's room.
"HEP! DAD, hindi pwede," I said, stretching my arms wide para hindi siya makadaa
n.
"What the- Rafael, if you don't let me through I won't let you go to college."
"DAD! But-..."
Before I could do anything, he tackled me like what he always did when we play s
occer kaya tumalsik ako sa floor.
TAKTE. Ang bigat mo Daddy. T_T
OHNO.
I stood up tapos sumunod ako.
TOO LATE. He was now kissing Elle's forehead.
"Hija, don't you do that again," he was saying. "Mamatay-matay kami ng mommy mo
kakahanap sayo! Saan ka ba nagpupuntang bata ka?!"
PATAY. Patay talaga.
Ang sama nga tingin saken ni Elle, as though this had all been my fault.
I'm dead meat.
"I'm sorry, Dad. Won't do it again," she said.
I saw Dad's facial expression change.
Patay tayo dyan. Kanina si Lola nakapansin, ngayon si Daddy.
Hindi kasi nag-eenglish si Ate Niki eh. Laging straight Tagalog. At pag sina Dad
dy at Mommy kausap niya, puro Tagalog na pabalang. Sa amin lang ni Lola at dun s
a isa ko pang kapatid yun mabait eh.
"You
"No,
w me
."
"Ok,
nda,
"Something wrong, Niki?" Dad asked, worried that he might upset her. Nakasanayan
niya kasing madaling mainis si Ate Niki.
"No, Dad," Elle replied. "I'll be there when you call me, don't worry."
"Okay. Sweet dreams."
OH DAMN IT.
Ngayon makikita na rin siya nina Mommy at Kai!
POTAAAAAAA. Patay kang bata ka. Ano na gagawin ko?!
"Go to the kitchen, tell everyone to cook
ood penne. Tell them to make enough pasta
e coming."
"WHAT?! I thought they're in QC?"
"I've told them about Niki and they're on
"WHAT?!"
"SSHH!" My Dad told me, his voice rising.
"
I sighed defeatedly.
Rafael Yutanco, you're officially a dead man walking.
"Ok. I'll go get my mobile from E- I mean, Niki before I go to the kitchen."
"Right, make it quick. I want your sister to be in a good mood before we eat."
I went inside the room silently. Elle's glare from across the room almost made m
e retreat several steps behind.
"Look," I said, then I ran a hand through my hair; a common reflex when I'm pani
cking, "I'm sorry that it's too late to get you back home unnoticed, but you hav
e to believe me if I say na I WILL try to get you home as soon as I can."
"Can't you just tell them straight up that I'm NOT Niki?"
Patay. I had expected this question to come up.
"Elle, if I do that... well first off, it'll take some time before they believe
me. Second, magagalit sila sa akin. Third... well as I've told you before, Niki
is Lola's favorite. If I let you go home without making her understand everythin
g, it won't be too good for her health. A woman her age is definitely not bound
to take something like this very lightly," I said, trying to sound reasonable. F
or some reason, hindi ko makalimutan kung paano nagreact si Lola nung malaman ni
yang naglayas si Ate Niki...
"I'm really sorry, Elle, but you see, I'm not particularly fond of this situatio
n either. Naiintindihan kong gusto mo nang umuwi pero I'm gonna need your help,"
I said, almost pleading. "Kung hindi lang dahil kay Lola I'd really be willing
to let you go and let myself face my family's wrath... but my grandmother... I c
an't risk it. You do understand, don't you?" I asked desperately.
When I looked back at her, the expression on her face was infathomable. It was w
eird, she was looking at me like she's never seen someone like me before.
"Actually, I do understand," she said slowly. It was oddly relieving to hear tha
t pero nakokonsensiya pa rin ako kasi parang malungkot siya habang sinasabi niya
yun.
"Thanks Elle."
"May maliit lang tayong problema."
"Bakit? May load naman yan, este, line nga pala ako-..."
"Hindi yun eh."
"Uh, di ka marunong gumamit?"
"Hindi rin."
"Eh ano?"
"Di ko maaalala mga number nila."
Anak naman ng patola.
I slapped my forehead in exasperation.
"Ano ba? Maski landline sa bahay niyo, o number man lang bestfriend o boyfriend
mo?"
"Yung sa best friend ko lang yung naaalala ko... Kaso I remembered na-snatch nga
pala yung phone niya sa bus station... Dun sa iba naman kasi nakaasa lang ako l
agi sa phonebook..."
"Susmaryosep. Lahat pa naman ng gamit mo naiwan dun sa bus!"
"Yun nga eh! Paano- wait! May internet kayo diba?"
"Are you kidding? We're in Pangasinan! Bihira ang may internet rito!"
"Don't you have a phone line?"
"No."
"Ang laki laki ng bahay niyo walang telepono?!"
"Eh kasi--"
"Okay okay, wag mo nang iexplain. Hayaan mo na. Basta gumawa ka lang ng paraan p
ara masabi mo na sa kanila na hindi ako si Niki as soon as possible, I'll be oka
y with that."
"You're sure?"
"Bakit, gusto mo magprotesta pa ko?"
"Of course not. Just dress up a little more nicely, marami namang damit dyan sa
closet. Mamaya maya darating na mommy at kapatid ko."
"Okay. Good luck to me then."
"Ok lang yan. They'll be nice to you. You're family now,literally... diba? Wheth
er you like it or not."
"Well to be completely honest, maswerte pa ako ng lagay na to," she said with a
smirk on her face. "I can imagine how perfect it'll be kung hindi ikaw ang nakap
ulot sa akin kundi NPA."
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Maffy's POV
"No, not okay at all," Jon was saying.
Being thousands of miles away from them, I felt horrible na wala akong magawa. I
sa pa kasi itong si Ria eh.
"I was calling sa landline nila. Everytime hanapin ko siya, kung hindi tulog, na
liligo... sa YM lagi ngang online, pag ibuzz ko naman walang sagot-..."
"Maffs, please understand. She's taken the blow much harder than any of us."
"I just want to help her, what's wrong with that?"
"Don't be angry; you can imagine how harder it is for the rest of us here. Kahit
sino sa amin hindi siya makausap ng matino lately, not even Ate Danna."
"Hindi lang naman siya ang apektado rito ah."
"I'm sure she knows that."
"Si Gelo ba, tumawag na?"
"No."
"E-mail?"
"No."
"Kahit kay Liam?"
"Oo. To think isang linggo na..."
His voice trailed off, and I knew he was thinking what I was thinking.
"Do you think he's-..."
"With Irish?" I asked. I heard him sigh from the other line.
"Yan din ang theory ni Liam, but I shudder to think..."
"Ayoko ring isipin na ganun, considering the past few weeks had been mainly conc
erned with that issue. But then..."
"Is there any other possible explanation?"
I stared into empty space, thinking hard.
"Well... I don't think we should be dwelling on whether Gelo's doing mischief be
hind our backs or not," I told him sternly. "What we should be concerned about i
s Ria's behavior. She has tendencies, you know that very well."
"Yeah."
"Do try and convince her to talk. Or go to other places. Mahirap na, paano sa pa
sukan kung ganyan pa rin yan? Hindi mo pa naman mababantayan kasi nasa Ateneo ka
..."
"Andyan naman sina Liam at Aidan..."
Hay naku Gelo, pag nasalubong kita rito sa Manhattan na kasama si Rish, humanda
ka talaga sa akin.
Ria's POV
For the Nth time, I went and sat down in front of my desktop computer.
I blankly stared at my wallpaper without really seeing anything. There were eigh
t of us crammed in that photo, arms around each other, not caring who was huggin
g who. Wide, toothy smiles occupied every face as we raised our high school grad
uation caps and rolled diplomas at the camera; ecstatic, eager, overjoyed of the
prospect of the bright future that had hitherto looked promising for every sing
le one of us.
Now, however, it was more like a pale, translucent ghost of a long-forgotten mem
ory... an illusion, a mirage in the middle of a living nightmare... nothing more
than wishful imagination.
But despite all that, nakikita ko ang efforts ng mga kaibigan ko na kalimutan ka
hit sandali yung mga problema namin ngayon. Liam, Aidan and Jon in particular ha
d resorted to desperate albeit sweet measures just to distract me, which include
d exhausting PS3 and Wii sessions, window-shopping (which they had seemed to sud
denly like), free treats sa Timezone at Pizza Hut, and even a chocolate cake the
y made themselves- yes, from scratch. (the results were disastrous, but heart-wa
rming all the same.)
It was like I suddenly had two additional older brothers. Jon had always been li
ke that before, but Liam and Aidan? Haha. ASA PA. Ngayon lang talaga to.
But alam niyo, to be completely honest, masarap palang sino-spoil ka ng tatlong
sobrang sweet na Kuya, lalo na pag kagaya ganitong missing-in-action ang boyfrie
nd mo. Seriously, with them around, who needs a boyfriend?
Kakainis nga. They seemed to think na ako yung pinaka naaapektuhan. Aba, bakit,
porke ba babae ako, vulnerable na ako? Ako lang ba yung pwedeng magdrama at umiy
ak? Hmph. Mga lokong yun, malala ang Alpha Male Complex. Akala nila hindi ko sil
a halata.
Pero sa totoo lang, pag ikukumpara mo, mababaw lang yung inaalala ko kumpara sa
kanila. Yung akin, AWOL lang. Yung dalawa...
Haynaku. Wag na nga munang isipin.
Si Denise kasi, nagrerespond na daw sa medications. Positive yung doctors niya n
gayon, kaya sobrang saya namin at napapadalas ang dalaw naming lahat sa Saint Lu
ke's. Panay nga ang sumbong nina Jon at Aidan kay Den kahit hindi naman naririni
g, puro tungkol kay Liam na kalokohan. Syempre hindi totoo, panggago lang. Baka
daw sakaling pag napuno si Denise eh magising para upakan si Liam.
Kay Elle naman, wala pa ring leads. Nasabi na namin sa Daddy niya. The poor old
guy was devastated, but surprisingly, he was not one bit similar to the hotheade
d, point-and-blame-everyone kind of man Elle had told us about; he simply thanke
d us for letting him know and promised us that he will find his daughter soon en
ough.
He has also put up a reward thingy for anyone who would be able to tell him abou
t Elle's whereabouts.
HAHA. Parang wanted daw, sabi ni Aidan. (binatukan ko nga. ungas na yun, ginagaw
ang kriminal yung girlfriend niya.)
"Nag-aalboroto daw yung Lola mo roon. Saka ayaw niyo nun? Bakasyon equals relief
."
"Ano ba, kakagaling lang sa aksidente... Tapos ganyan na naman?"
"Wag ka ngang loka-loka," she said hotly. "Sinong may sabing mag-cocommute tayo?
We're using your car."
"But-..."
"Pag hindi ka pa tumayo dyan, ipakakaladkad kita dun sa tatlong ugok sa labas! "
"Sinong-?! "
I stood up and ran outside as fast as I could.
"Sinong napakalaking ungas ang nakaisip nito?!"
"Ako," Jon said calmly. "Be ready in fifteen minutes."
"Who said I'm going?"
"Bakit, gusto mo na namang i-spend ang weekend mong nag-aantay sa email ni Gelo?
No way. Hindi kami papayag."
"Liam!"
"Adrianna Elizabeth, you're going with us whether you like it or not."
UGH!
"Cheh. Ayoko malasing uli. Iba ako pag lasing, akala mo."
"Bakit?"
"Basta!"
"Bakit nga?"
"LANCE! Kanta ka nga!"
Lumapit siya sa amin, pasuray-suray yung lakad.
"Dali! Ganyan pag bago sa tropa," sabi niya sabay tulak saken nung microphone.
"Binyagan!"
"WOO! GO INTSIK!"
"LUL! Mamaya na!"
"Onga, mga ungas, istorbo kayo..."
"AIDAN! "
"Ay sorry dude. Maingay talaga ako pag lasing eh."
Bwisit talaga tong mga to. Kakahiya tuloy kay Ria.
"Cheh!" sigaw ni Ria, tapos tumayo siya. Hala. Napikon ata. PATAY.
"HOY INSAN!" sigaw ni Aidan. "Saan ka pupunta?"
"Bibili ng pulutan, inubusan niyo ako e!"
"Damihan mo ah!"
Ang mga ugok na to, pinabayaan lang na lumabas si Ria doon sa street, ang dilim
pa naman. At nakuha pang magbilin?
Lasing na nga.
Hmm.
Di ko maiwasang lumingon nang lumingon sa spot kung saan nag disappear si Ria.
"O Intsik, ang bilis mo yata?"
" Taob na ba? HAHAHA!"
"Oo eh! Sige, matutulog na ko..."
Sabi ko lang yun. Pag kasi sinabi kong susundan ko yung isa pagtitripan na naman
ako ng mga kumag na to. Ayoko nga nun.
Pumasok ako nung bahay nila Jon tapos dun ako dumaan sa likod bahay at tumalon s
a pader para di nila ako makita. Takte, saan ba yung tindahan na sinasabi niya?
Ang dilim pa naman, pundido ang streetlights, isa lang yung bukas.
Anak ng patola. Sana kasi naisipan kong kumuha ng flashlight diba?
"Tang ina pare. Andyan yung tisay. Nakita namin kanina pare."
"Saan pumunta?"
"Dun kina Mang Caloy, ano tara?"
May nakita akong dalawang taong naglalakad. Papunta sila sa direksyon nung kaisa
-isang streetlight, where a figure was walking and swaying sideways, holding wha
t looked like bags of junk food"Hoo! Jackpot!"
"Hi Miss!"
I saw Ria stop, tapos binilisan niya yung lakad niya.
"HEP!"
Tae. OO NGA.
O_O
"HOY!"
It was a different voice. At mukhang nanggaling doon sa Barangay Patrol na nakap
ark sa malapit.
Narinig kong nistart nung driver yung makina nung sasakyan...
"TAKBO!"
Hinila ko yung kamay niya tapos kumaripas na kami palayo dahil hinahabol na kami
nung mama at nung sasakyan, pero bago pa kami makarating sa bahay nila, naharan
gan din kami ng isa pang sasakyan ng Barangay Patrol, napagitnaan kami kaya hind
i kami makaalis.
"TAAS ANG KAMAY!"
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"HOY! TEKA LANG!"
Pinosas nung isa pang tanod yung kamay naming dalawa.
"ANO BA?!"
"Tumahimik ka dyan kung ayaw mong samain!"
Langyang Barangay Hall to, may kulungan. O_O Buti kami lang yung tao.
"Alam niyo bang patong patong ang ginawa niyo? Mga menor de edad kayo ah, pero a
las dose na nasa labas pa kayo! Pareho na nga kayong lasing at lumalabag sa curf
ew, di pa kayo nakontento, nambugbog pa kayo ng tanod!"
"They were harassing her!"
"Hoy bata, wag mo kaming English-in, hindi porke't taga-Maynila kayo kukunsentih
in namin kayo!"
"BUT-..."
"HEH! Kung ayaw niyong lalo kayong managot sa mga susundo sa inyo mamaya, tumahi
mik kayo pareho dyan!"
T_T
"Yaan mo na."
I was surprised to see that she was smiling.
"Bakit parang natutuwa ka pang nakakulong tayo rito?" I asked, thinking she had
not noticed the cold, hard cemented floor of the "jail cell" that we were now si
tting on.
"Ano ka ba, ang saya kaya," she said, her smile getting even wider. "Akalain mo,
nakaranas akong mambugbog ng tanod! HAHAHA!"
I stared at her, half-exasperated, half-amazed.
"Ano tinitingin tingin mo dyan?"
"Wala. Ang weird mo kase. "
"Yeah right. "
"Ano sabi mo?"
"Wala. Sabi ko wag ka na maingay kasi inaantok na ko," she told me, her eyes now
closed. "Gisingin mo ko pag andyan na sila insan."
Naglean na siya doon sa wall sa likod niya, then I took the chance to stare at h
er habang hindi pa niya ko nakikita. Baka kasi upakan niya ko pag nahuli e. haha
h.
"You're right."
"Huh?" she asked, jerking her eyes half-open.
"Iba ka nga pag lasing. "
She just smiled at me then she went to sleep.
Chapter Ten
Ria's POV
I was in the airport, lost... confused.
What was I doing here?
Am I leaving, for some reason?
Then why am I not carrying anything? Suitcase? Bag?
A elegant-looking lady wearing a crisp trench coat eyed me with narrowed eyes. S
everal others did the same as her, some of them even pausing to stare. It was th
en that I noticed; I was in my school uniform.
I went and walked without direction; unable to think straight. I just want to st
op all the staring, I guess. There isn't anything wrong with wearing your school
uniform in an airport, right?
I found myself looking up at a sign that said GATE 3. Searching my pockets, I fo
und nothing but a stash of bills and coins. Where's my ticket?
The LCD TV monitor showed the new status: BOARDING.
Something else caught my eye.
Instinctively, I went and chased after him, not caring about the scandalous star
es I was getting. I bumped into a lot of people as I fought to get to him.
From a couple of meters away, I felt an odd mixture of emotions as I looked at h
is familiar profile.
"Gelo..."
He did not look; nor did he seem to notice that somebody has called his name. It
was only then that I noticed that he was too deep in conversation with another
person who also looked painfully familiar...
Was I right, after all?
Was SHE behind it all?
"Gelo..." I said again, my voice broken and shrill. She looked at me, a malevole
nt kind of amusement evident in her suddenly overbright eyes. She bent towards h
im, their faces closer than necessary, and I could not bear to watch"NO!"
He turned to face me; his gaze colder than ice. I could not remember a time that
he had looked at me like that... no, it can't be. This isn't him. I do not know
this person.
"Gelo...?"
He turned away from me and went back to looking at her.
"Do you know her?"
"No. Do you?"
"Of course not."
They proceeded towards the path that would lead them to the aircraft. I followed
them in haste... but the gate closed before I could get through.
I slammed the doors wildly, all the while calling his name...
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"Gagu ka pala eh, kaya ka pala binugbog..."
"Anong gagawin mo?!"
"Palalabasin ko."
"E kung bugbugin ako uli?"
"Dapat lang sayo yun!"
I heard the clash of steel against steel.
"Labas na kayo."
I looked at Lance, who seemed just as puzzled.
Kinuha nung isa sa mga tanod yung mga kamay naming magkadikit dahil nga pinagsam
a nila sa iisang pair ng posas (evident ang kakulangan ng barangay na ito sa fun
ds ) yung mga kamay namin tapos sinusian nila.
AT LAST! Freedom!
"Tumawag kami sa bahay ng Lola mo, pero walang sumasagot. Gusto niyo ba ipahatid
na lang namin kayo pabalik?"
And let the whole barrio see me riding the Barangay Patrol thing? NO THANKS.
"Wag na po Kuya."
Naglakad na ako palabas ng Barangay Hall, tas huminga ako ng malalim. Buti malam
ig yung hangin.
"Ok ka lang?"
"Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay?"
"Ang putla mo kasi."
I looked at him for a moment then got my eyes back towards the road.
"Ok lang ako."
"Binabangungot ka ba kanina?"
Tiningnan ko siya ulit. Narinig niya ba ako?
"Bakit?"
"Wala. Parang may sinasabi ka kasi kanina..."
"Anong sinabi ko?"
"Hindi ko maintindihan e. Tulog rin kasi ako."
"Huy!"
"Ewan ko! Edi ibigay mo pareho!" I said, pissed. "Tara na, hinahanap na siguro t
ayo, patay ako nito pag hindi tayo umuwi agad..."
Tinalikuran ko na siya tas naglakad na ako palayo. Ayoko ngang makita nito na na
disappoint ako. Magfifeeling na naman to eh.
Kaw naman kasi Ria, assumera ka. Bakit ka nga naman niya bibigyan ng bulaklak?
Hindi ka naman rebulto sa simbahan... lalo namang hindi ka puntod
"Ok na to, pareho niya tong gusto," I said, taking a good look at the two bouque
ts he had asked me to hold. "Kahit nga santan ibigay mo dun, magiging masaya na
yun... pero bakit naman kasi dilaw yung binili mo, pwede pa kaya nating palitan
to? Ayaw kasi nun ng kulay di-..."
O_O
Asaan na yung kausap ko?
Bakit bigla na lang siyang naging... AHEM... HANGIN?
How weird. Naging tropical depression na lang siguro siya
I felt someone tap my shoulder.
"Hoy, saan ka ba-?!"
"Ano yan?"
"Bulaklak, malamang. Bulag ka ba?"
Tingnan mo ugali nito. Binigyan nga ako ng bulaklak"Bakit? Mukha ba akong rebulto sa simbahan?"
"Tss, kunwari ka pa."
"Anong kunwari ka dyan?"
"Akala mo di ko napansin? Akala mo sayo yung una kong binigay diba?"
Oh my goulash.
Was I THAT obvious?
"Jeeeezus. You should have seen your face. Siguro first time mo noh?
Kawawa ka naman. "
"Wala."
"Look," I said, tapos hinila ko siya para umupo sa tabi ko. "It's just me. Wala
ka namang ibang makakausap dito kundi ako. Alangan namang si Dad or si Mommy dib
a, and wala tayong possible way para makacommunicate sa Pinas, so talagang wala
kang choice. Ano bang problema?"
He just stared ahead, determined to ignore me.
"I think I know na," I said, and he cast a swift look at me.
"What do you know?"
"Siguro... dahil hindi ka makacontact sa Pinas noh?" I asked. Sumimangot lang si
ya lalo.
"Tama ako diba?"
"Oo na. Wag ka na nga muna makulit Rish. May ginagawa pa ako eh."
"Kakainis ka!"
Lumabas lang siya ng kwarto at hindi ako pinansin.
HMF. Edi wag.
Matutulog na nga lang ako.
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*BLAG*
are of my sister."
"But you're my son now, are you not? You can't possibly expect me to let you go
hungry just because you didn't literally come from me!"
He looked away and I noticed that he was still sad, so I whacked him hard in the
face.
"ARAY!"
"DAMN IT! There's nothing to be sad about, Kuya! Don't be an idiot!"
"IRISH!"
My parents came to Kuya's rescue.
Tsk. Nakikita ang favoritism.
"Did you have to do it that hard?! "
"Hijo, pagpasensyahan mo na yung kapatid mo, tinotoyo lang yan. I'll get an ice
bag."
"No, I'm okay."
"Yeah, balat kalabaw naman to si Kuya eh "
"Isa pang hirit mo dyan, sasapakin na kita."
"Tama na nga yan, para kayong seven years old!"
I laughed my a$$ off.
"Look, Kuya. Ayoko ng drama, okay? Kung gusto ko ng iyakan I would've asked for
it."
He gave me a smile, the most genuine one I've seen since we have left the hospit
al; but I couldn't help but notice that he seemed a few years older.
"Ok, missy, I promise it won't happen again."
"No, you have to promise," I went and raised his arm, panunumpa sa watawat style
, "that it won't happen, whether I'm listening or not."
"Fine " he said exasperatedly.
"Don't roll your eyes!"
"Okay! Stop being such a brat!"
"Well, sinasamantala ko ang perks ng pagkakaroon ng kuya. "
"Sinasamantala is an abominable understatement, Rish. Inaabuso is more like it."
"Tss. Wag niyo na kasi akong problemahin. Si Ria na lang problemahin mo. Aba, ma
lamang-lamang eh hinahanap ka na ng mga yun."
"Ikaw pala ang siraulo dyan eh," he retorted.
"Kita mo na ngang kagulo na tayo sa paghahanap ng perang pambili ng pagkain, pag
I studied him discreetly. He was wearing a simple collared Adidas shirt, his ath
letic build easily seen through it, on his eyes were eyeglasses, and his hair wa
s mussed up- really sexily at that.
"HEY! "
I was taken aback.
"Don't do that!"
"What?"
"The- the..."
"The what?!" I asked defensively. Putek, nahalata ako.
"Don't look at me like that, okay? It's kind of... creepy."
OUCH.
"Sorry."
Kakainis naman to. Bakit niya ako sinaway? As if naman ako lang yung tumititig s
a kanya! Kanina pa kaya siya pinagtitinginan ng mga babae na nasasalubong namin.
Tas sa lahat ng yun ako lang yung napansin niya? DAYA NAMAN OH.
"O," he said in an attempt to break the ice. "Baka mamaya may bigla na lang manu
ntok saken dito ha? Sure ka bang walang magagalit na kasama mo ako?"
"Hello, aayain ba kita kung meron?"
He just laughed at me.
"Baka ikaw dyan ang meron."
"Wala ah," he said, almost too quickly.
"For real?"
"Oo naman."
"Hmm. Eh past, meron?"
"Kai!"
"Come on, Kevin," I said, hoping the use of his nickname would make him budge.
"Ibang topic na lang, ok?"
"Bakit ba? Affected ka pa noh?"
"Hinde."
"Ah, not affected huh? How about bitter?"
He stopped walking and glared at me. I tried not to flinch.
pirasong mangga. At doon... doon paboritong umakyat ni Rafa... kaya sila nahulo
g ni Kevin."
Kevin? O_O Hala. Sino yun?
"Tanda mo pa ba yun hija?"
"Hindi na po yata..."
"Naku, nagiging mas ulyanin ka na yata kaysa sa akin eh," she said, chuckling. "
Kababata niyo yun, diba? Kaso nung five years old kayo, lumipat na tayo sa Quezo
n City."
AHHH. Okay. Kinabahan naman ako. Akala ko kapatid na naman nila o kamag-anak. Gr
abe ha, bumibingo na ako. Ilang beses na akong muntik mabuking. T_T
She took a step and fell over a huge tree root.
"LOLA!"
She stood up elegantly and waved her hands, signaling she's fine.
"Naman, ang kulit kasi eh. Umuwi na nga kasi tayo."
"Sige na nga. Teka nga hija, nandoon ba si Kai?"
"Wala po... Umuwi na daw ng Manila."
"Kita mo yung batang yun. Talagang hindi makatiis," she said, her tone disappoin
ted.
"Napakalayo ng loob ng batang yun sa akin, akala mo ba."
I looked at her. She had a point. Nung dumating si Kai... well, she's okay. But
unlike Rafa...
"But oh well, Rafa and you are more than enough."
"Lola naman," sabi ko, though I was touched. "Apo mo rin yun."
"Well, apo ang trato ko sa kanya. Hindi ko lang alam kung ano ang trato niya sa
akin."
"She doesn't know how lucky she is," I told her. "Having you for a Lola is somet
hing I consider priceless. "
To be completely honest, this woman is the reason why somehow, at the most rando
m times, I almost completely forget about the life I had left since the accident
had happened. What was weird was sometimes, I think of myself as Niki more than
Elle. I hate to admit it, but I'm jealous of Niki. Despite everything I've hear
d about her and her attitude, she had the thing I wanted the most: a big, happy,
caring family.
Oh great. Now I wish I was Niki.
Wonder what made her want to run away?
"Thanks, sweetheart."
*BEEP BEEP*
Oha. Tumutunog ang aking new phone, courtesy of Daddy.
HOY! Asaan na ba kayo ni Lola? Kkain n!
"Lola, nagtext na ang magaling niyong apo."
"Weh?"
"Oo nga. Kaya nga special yung luto ko para hindi ako gaanong malintikan e. (.) "
"Ah. Sorry. Ewan, nagiguilty na kasi ako kanina, habang kasama ko si Lola."
"No need to explain."
"Wala lang. Pero alam mo... sa totoo lang... parang mas nagugustuhan ko nang mag
-stay rito..."
I saw his eyes widen.
"Talaga?"
"Well, you guys are the family I never had."
"May magulang ka diba?"
"Yeah. Well... Mom's gone. And since that day she died, wala na ring pake saken
ang Daddy ko."
"Don't say that. Every parent cares about their kid, no matter what."
"I guess I'm an exception. But ok lang, at least nagkaroon ako ng real family...
kahit konting oras lang. Diba bro?"
"Yeah. Damn. Sana ikaw na lang si Ate Niki. Wala na siguro akong problema."
"Well, sometimes, I kind of wish the same thing."
He chuckled.
"O paano? May announcement pa tayo."
"Okay."
Sabay na kaming pumunta sa table. Dad, Mom and Lola looked overly delighted abou
t something. (Wow, feel na feel ko na yata ang pagtawag ko sa kanila ng ganun )
"O, ano ba kayong mga bata kayo," saway ni Lola.
"Mom, Dad, Lola, may sasabihin po pala ako sa inyo..."
"Hijo, do you mind if I go first?"
Nagtinginan lang kami ni Rafa.
"Niki, we have something to tell you."
Rafa and I exchanged glances.
"Ano po yun?"
Rafa's mom handed me a pretty, lace-lined envelope. Nakakaloka naman, nakangiti
saken yung tatlong adults.
OHMYGOSH.
"You seem to have forgotten, hija. Your debut's about a month from now."
"Oh, yeah, we almost forgot... but Mom, Dad, you're not telling me we're going t
o have a huge celebration, right?"
"Rafa, I don't think you get it."
"We have a million reasons to hold a big bash for your sister."
"Eto ngang mommy niyo, naexcite. Pinamigay na yang mga invitations na yan kahapo
n. "
"WHAT?!" Rafa and I shouted together.
OHMYGOD. This has got to be a nightmare.
Whoa. Breathe, Elle. Breathe. This is just a big, fat nightmare.
"Yeah. We've sent them to everyone... you have no idea," Mom said excitedly, "CE
Os, celebrities, models, ambassadors, congressmen, oh you get the idea."
"Sino gusto mong host?"
I think I'm going to faint.
"Dad, don't you think this is a bit drastic?"
They all looked at Rafa as though he was losing his mind.
"Well, we know there is only a little time to prepare... but then, I know we wil
l manage."
"Can we... er, postpone it, at the very least?"
"Bakit, kelan ba pinanganak ang Ate mo? Diba June?"
Rafa slapped his forehead.
"Ano bang nangyayari sayo?"
I decided it was time to speak up.
"Mom, Dad, I'm not sure if I want this."
"Hija," said Mom, and she took my hand with hers. "I know you're not the party-t
ype, but this is not an option. Mapapahiya kami ng Daddy mo. Alam mo namang sa m
ga kagaya niya, pag nagkaroon ng anak na babaeng mage-18... nakakahiya pag hindi
nagpa-debut. Naiintindihan mo ba? And besides, you're the daughter of a major p
olitician. You're going to be introduced to society."
"At isa pa, napakalat na ang invitations. Hindi na namin pwedeng i-revoke yun."
"Please, hija?"
I took a deep breath.
"Okay."
Rafa looked at me with his mouth open. The three adults, however, looked happy a
nd they simply ignored him.
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"Are you crazy? Paano ka pa uuwi? Akala ko ba gusto mo nang umuwi? Hindi ka ba n
ag-iisip?!"
"Ano bang akala mo? Na gusto ko yung ginawa ko? HOY! Para sa kanila yun! Para hi
ndi kayo mapahiya..."
"Alam ko... pero paano ka?"
"Hoy, after nung party, I'm not staying. You have to tell them after the party.
Okay?"
He looked at me, bewildered.
"Pero..."
"Dude, if I had any other choice... well if I was my old self, I'd get one of th
e cars in your garage and drive myself away, but no. May konsensya din naman ako
noh. At siguro pagtanaw na rin ng utang na loob... sa pagpulot saka pagpapatira
niyo saken... and higit sa lahat, para kay Lola."
He smiled. Yung tipong smile na nakakainis.
"What the heck are you smiling about?"
"You must love my grandmother that much."
I glared at him.
"Pasalamat ka, mabait saken yang si Lola," I said as we put the dishes in the di
shwashers. "Kung hinde, matagal ko na siguro kayong nilayasan."
________________________________________
Jon's POV
Whoo. Sa wakas. Natapos rin kami.
Andito kami ngayon sa rerentahan naming condo... dito lang sa Katips. Ang ganda
nung unit. Malaki. Syempre kailangan nga malaki kasi lima nga kaming titira dito
this coming school year: Ako, sila Aidan, Liam, Ria at Denise.
Denise, I repeated to myself quietly.
I shook it off and got myself a can of Coke.
"Guys! Coke muna tayo!"
Aidan and Liam emerged from the bigger bedroom that was the boys', while Ria cam
e out of the CR, looking exhausted.
"Buksan ko na yung aircon ha? Ang init eh."
"Okay," I said as I handed them their drinks.
Hay. Heto na, nagsi-sink in na. College na talaga kami, at ngayon naka-condo uni
t pa. May kanya-kanya na rin kaming sasakyan nila Liam, pero si Den hahati muna
dapat kay Ria kasi hindi pa siya marunong magdrive, tapos kaya naman ako binilha
n kasi nga iba ako ng school. Buti na lang nga, medyo malaki yung space ng parki
ng dito sa condo.
"O mga dude, paano tayo bukas?" Aidan asked. I looked at him quizically.
"Ano ba meron?"
"Ungas! Bartdey ni Liam bukas!"
"AYSHOOT OONGA NOH?"
"Tsk. Mga paps, nakakalimot na kayo ah," sabi ni Liam, nakaungos yung nguso, tam
po kuno.
"Langya, pati ako nakalimot ah."
"Tsk, ikaw nga dapat makaalala, ex mo yan! "
Lokong Aidan to ah. Nabato tuloy ni Liam ng unan ng hindi oras.
"O, saan tayo bukas? Treat ko. Kayo lahat, maliban kay Aidan! "
"Dencio's?"
"Wag! Sbarro!"
"Ayoko! Brothers gusto ko!"
"Ano ba... Yellow Cab na lang!"
*And I just can't pull myself away...*
"O? Kaninong ringtone yun?"
"Mine. Saglit lang ah?"
And she went to answer it while sige lang discuss ng options sina Liam at Aidan
kung saan pwedeng pumunta bukas. I saw Ria's facial expression change as she tal
ked into the mouthpiece.
"-yeah, yeah... ok... don't worry... Aright, ako na bahala magsabi. Bye."
She threw me a look that kind of made me anxious. I looked at her quizically.
"Bro, I need a word..."
"What? But-..."
"NOW."
Then she pulled me outside.
I honestly don't have a good feeling about this.
Chapter Thirteen
Elle's POV
"Wait, let me repeat that," Rafa said as we took our seats. Nasa McDo kami ngayo
n, nag-aya siya kasi ayaw niya daw ng ulam sa bahay. Ang gusto daw niya, Chicken
McDo. Edi sama naman ako. Libre eh.
"Yung boyfriend mo, sinapak mo sa mall kaya mo nakilala, yung bestfriend mo ngay
on kaaway mo dati, at ngayon boyfriend niya yung ex mo? Ganun?"
"Yup."
"Wow. Your life sure IS complicated. "
"Oh, you haven't heard half of it... Ikaw naman."
"Anong ako?" he asked, his mouth full.
"Ikaw naman magkwento. "
"Wala akong ikukwento."
And then, we spent the next few hours making up for lost time...
Chapter Fourteen
Ria's POV
"Anak naman nang- AIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!"
Haysusginoo, enrolment namin ngayon tapos ngayon pa nagpapa-VIP! ANG BAGAAAAAAL!
Kakainis naman kasi, kanina pa akong ready, kaso nag-insist sila ni Liam na suma
bay na saken dahil hindi daw practical kung tig-iisa pa kami ng dalang kotse. Ak
o naman si ungas, pumayag...
"Relax lang," Liam told me with a smile on his face. "Di pa naman tayo late."
TSS. Badtrip naman tong taong to oh. Simula kasi nung pinasurprise namin siya ka
y Denise, ganyan na yan, laging kalmado, laging relaxed... Tss. Nasobrahan ata e
h! Ayun ang dalawa, sabay ngayong kumakain. Si Jonathan naman dalawang oras nang
nakatutok doon sa laptop niya, kausap si Maffy through Skype.
Mga lovebirds nga naman.
Naman eh, chismis pa naman ni Denise (nauna siya mag-enroll; mas maaga kasi yung
schedule ng college niya) maaga pa lang daw eh mahaba na yung pila. Jusko, ayok
o namang magstay doon the whole day noh! Ang init init eh!
"Sorry na," said Aidan, who came out of the room, smelling like he had poured th
e whole bottle of perfume on. "Di ko kasi mahanap yung isa kong tsinelas eh."
"Magtsi-tsinelas ka lang?"
"Malamang. Sabi nga nila diba, kahit daw pantulog ang suot mo ok lang doon? Saka
Havaianas naman tong suot ko. Ok na yan!"
"Nakashorts at tsinelas ka nga, naligo ka naman ng pabango " I scoffed.
"Malay mo, andun lang pala si Elle tapos maamoy niya ako... "
I forced myself to laugh at Aidan's obvious effort to make us laugh.
"O ano, tara na?"
"Sige, ako magdadrive..."
I threw him the keys tapos pumunta na kami sa bago naming school. Ang instructio
n sa amin, doon daw sa Palma Hall, kukuha ng Form5A... magpapasa ng requirements
, at kung ano ano pang chever. Sabay-sabay kaming tatlo kasi sabay ang schedule
ng colleges namin- ako sa School of Economics, sila sa College of Business Admin
istration. Buti na nga lang sa iisang basic at kilalang building na lang nila ni
lagay yung enrolment, malay ko naman kasi kung saan yung SE at CBA na yun?
Ang cool nga nitong dalawang kasama ko eh. Pasok sila sa BAA (Business Administr
ation and Accountancy). Actually yun ang first choice ko... but oh well. Hindi p
umasok sa quota. (SAKLAP DIBA?) Dun na lang ako sa 2nd choice ko na BE. Maganda
rin naman daw eh. And besides, if hindi ko naman nagustuhan ang Econ, I could al
ways shift- basta ayusin ko lang ang grades ko
"O, Ria... Iba yata pila natin..."
"Oh that's right, Aidan, rub it in my face some more..." I replied bitterly.
"Come on, what's with the brattiness? Is Elle possessing you or something? "
"Shut up, Liam, " Aidan snapped. "I'm not rubbing it in, ok? Just making sure na
hindi ka pipila for nothing."
"Aright. Fine."
"Be a good girl," Aidan said, patting my head like a little sister.
"And don't beat up anyone who's trying to cut in. Be nice."
"Yes, KUYA. Now shoo!"
They rolled their eyes at me then pumunta na sila doon sa pila nila.
Langyang mga kumag na yun. Pinagkaisahan ako, wala kasi yung mga kakampi ko- si
Denise pati si Otan. Tss. Magsusumbong ako mamaya. HMF! (pout here)
Ma-check nga ang requirements ko... kumpleto na kaya?
Ayown. Kumpleto naman. ^_^
Matingnan nga ang mga kasabay kong mag-enrol. Malamang-lamang eh ang mga ito ang
makakasama ko ng 4 years...
Napatingin ako bigla sa entrance.
No...
Without me knowing it, my respiratory system had gone into a ferocious fiasco. I
felt so nervous- what the hell?
I wanted to move, but I couldn't.
I turned my back on the entrance, thinking I must be seeing things.
Last time I checked, he was a world away...
Hindi kaya umuwi na siya?
Pero hindi eh. Dapat kung umuwi siya, edi sana"Hi there," said a voice behind me. "Um, is this the line for BE students?"
I slowly turned and faced the person who spoke.
Oh, stupid me.
It wasn't him at all. Just someone who looked a fcuking lot like him.
"Yeah, it is."
"Thanks," he said, smiling, his resemblance to Gelo getting even more pronounced
that I couldn't stop staring. Pucha naman oh, sa lahat naman ng pwedeng maging
kamukha ng ugok na ito, bakit si Gelo pa?
"I'm Rafa nga pala. You are?" he asked, extending his hand.
I blankly stared at his extended hand for a moment and tried to think straight.
"Ria," I replied, shaking his hand. He looked genuinely friendly.
"From where?"
"Las Pinas. Ikaw?"
"Taga LP rin ako dati, but lumipat na kami ng QC when I was five... Saan sa LP?"
"Sa BF."
"Cool, kami rin, taga Lalaine Bennet Street kami dati."
"Wow, talaga? Kami sa Margie Moran eh... So saan ka nag High School?"
"Xavier. Ikaw?"
"Ah, sa B High. Alam mo yun diba? Malapit lang, doon sa may DLA-"
"Yeah of course! Doon ako sa Belletown nag preschool eh... Actually, my best pal
is there too, ka-batch natin."
"Really? Anong name?"
"Ria?"
We both turned to look at Liam, who was staring at Rafa with wide, diesbelieving
eyes.
"Oh, I thought he was-..."
"Rafa, this is Liam, one of my best buds. He's from Belletown too. Liam, si Rafa
." I said, cutting across him.
"Nice to meet you," Rafa said, offering him a high five. Liam took it, though re
luctantly.
"Nice to meet you too. Anyway, I'm going back to the other line... see you guys
later."
Liam gave me a nod then bumalik na siya sa pila kasama ni Aidan, who, I noticed,
was also looking in our direction.
Siguro, gaya ko, they thought it was Gelo. Dang, were they separated at birth or
something? They could pass for twins.
"He thought I was what?" Rafa asked me.
"Well, he thought you were someone we knew from... way back... a classmate... We
ll you do look a lot alike," I told him. "Akala ko rin ikaw yung... siya... kani
na, nung bago ka pumasok rito..."
"Really? Wow. Mukhang talagang kamukha ko yun ah? "
Nakitawa na rin lang ako, even though the last thing I wanted to do was laugh.
I just felt sick of myself.
It was revolting to know that at the most random places, at the most random time
s, I still find myself thinking about someone who does not appear to give a damn
about me anymore.
After two months of not seeing him, it felt despicable to realize that my longin
g for his presence had not changed a bit.
I hated myself for that fleeting moment that I did think it was him...
The worst part of it was that after two months of blissful ignorance, the truth
was here... again, staring at me in the face, taking the pain back with it in fu
ll measure.
________________________________________
Maffy's POV
"Oo, wait lang-..."
I was in the subway, staring at a map. Hmm, paano kaya ako lalabas?
Nako, paano ba ako makakaconcentrate sa paghahanap ng dadaanan ko, habang daldal
ke daldal naman si Jonathan dito sa cellphone ko? Magkausap kami ngayon. Buti n
ga may chuchu sila doon na 2 cents per minute lang... sulit diba?
"Teka, saan ka nga pala ulit pupunta?"
"Sa Canal Street... dito sa Brooklyn..."
"Ano gagawin mo dyan?"
"Naghahanap ng sale."
"Naman, bakit hindi ka nagpasama sa Daddy mo?"
"Ano ba, ok lang naman ako eh. Isa pa, kailangan ko ring matutong maging indepen
dent."
"Hindi ka ba natatakot?"
"Natatakot din, but kung yun ang iisipin ko, wala akong mararating. Literally. "
"Ano ba kasing gusto mong bilhin?"
"Sabi kasi ni Daddy may bilihan daw rito ng Chucks, 20 dollars lang each, can yo
u imagine? Sa regular shops 45 dollars yun!"
"WAAA! Pupunta na ako dyan!"
"Sige, dali! Ngayon na!" I said, laughing. I saw a couple of women stare as they
passed by. "Kumag, pakausap nga kay Ria."
"Wala, kasama ni Liam saka ni Aidantot, nag-eenroll."
"Wala kang kasama dyan?"
"Si Den. Nagluluto eh."
"Naku, ang bruhang yan... pwede bang-..."
I froze.
Am I seeing things?
"Maffs?"
"Wait..."
Walking nearer, I knew I was right. Two figures stood about fifteen meters away
from me in the train platform, standing side by side, the taller figure's arm pe
rched on the other's shoulders. Their profiles were thrown into even greater pro
minence as the blinding light from the incoming train shone brightly onto their
faces"Gelo?"
"Ha? Sinong-..."
I watched the train door open, and I raced to reach them*BLAG*
"OW!"
"Watch it! Fat a$$!"
Gagong nognog to ah!
I was about to shout a flurry of swearwords at the person who had bumped me when
I heard the beep signaling that the train doors were about to close.
In horror, I watched the train move and pick up speed. I ran to catch up, despit
e knowing fully well that my efforts were in vain. In a matter of seconds, the n
oisy, slithering monster made of steel was out of sight. Every face in the platf
orm was turned towards me, all their eyes curiously averted to see what other cr
azy thing I'm going to do next.
It was then that I, again, became aware of the phone I was holding in my cold ha
nds. Shaking, I put it back into my ear.
"MAFFS?! MAFFS! WHAT HAPPENED?! HELLO?! STILL THERE?"
"Yeah," I muttered as Jonathan's frantic yells brought me back to reality. My he
ad seemed to be floating. But who can blame me?
"What the bloody hell happened to you?! I was thinking you got hit by a train or
someth-..."
"Well, I did get hit by some Ne-Yo lookalike..."
"Are you hurt?"
"No..."
"Teka, bakit mo ako tinawag na Gelo kanina?"
"He was here."
"WHAT?"
"He... Gelo... I saw him."
"But wh-..."
"You were right."
Jon stopped speaking. It took a long time before I heard his voice again.
"Ano ibig mong sabihin?"
"Andito nga siya... sila."
There was a stunned silence. I could feel Jon's emotions starting to overpower h
im.
"Tang ina. Sinasabi ko na nga ba eh..."
Chapter Fifteen
Elle's POV
"AAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHH!"
Heavens help me. I could feel my eardrums bleeding.
"OHMYGOSH ATE!"
"I don't feel the need to YELL, Kai," I snapped. "It's just a designer!"
"Pierre Jacques-Poesy! Are you kidding?! You're going to wear a Jacques-Poesy go
wn on your debut, and you don't feel like yelling?! Were you hiding under a rock
or something? Look at that," she said, then she threw a copy of InStyle Magazin
e at me.
Fine. I know who that French bloke is... I do read stuff once in a while, but se
riously, Pierre Jacques-Poesy?!
Pro? He was a part of New York Fashion week.
Con? Well, Anna Wintour herself had bashed him in her latest Vogue Editorial.
I mean, come on.
"I'm so jealous," she gushed. "If I had the chance..."
"Look, why don't you wear the Poesy gown? I'll have Mom arrange something else f
or me, I'm sure she'll be okay with that."
"You are UNBELIEVABLE," she said, rolling her eyes. "You know, you've always had
this habit of passing good things up."
"You think so? Well, I-..."
My door flew open.
"Lola!"
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Kai's face contort into an ugly frown.
"I brought something for you, dears..."
"Tuna melt?! Jeez, Lola, I'm on a diet, remember?"
"Wow!" I said, ignoring Kai's comment. "Did you make this yourself?"
"Of course," she said, as she handed me the platter of food. I was about to get
one when Kai rudely interrupted, shoving the plate back.
"Don't be stupid, Ate. Your gown won't fit. Lola, why don't you bring this outsi
de and eat it with the house maids?"
The old woman smiled bitterly at her, eyes filled with tears, and scuffled out o
f the room without another word. Hahabulin ko sana siya but I felt a strong forc
e tug at my arm.
"Don't buy it," she said sternly. "You know she's just flexing her acting muscle
s."
"How could you talk to her like that?"
"Come on, Ate. She's always like that. Paawa effect, pa-lambing effect, haven't
you had enough of her little schemes to get our attention? Come on, let's go som
ewhere else."
"Kai... She's still our grandmother. Bakit ba ganyan na lang yung galit mo sa ka
nya?"
"The woman seriously needs a fix... well, I guess a dying person just loves that
... she's the type who would get excited about the prospect of people bawling at
the top of their lungs at her funeral*SLAP!*
I hit her across the face with as much force as I can muster, leaving a bright r
ed mark on her usually rosy cheeks. She was clutching the part where my hand had
come in contact with, her eyes wide, fearful and angry.
"Between your and her funeral, I'd always pick to weep at hers," I told her. "No
w if you don't mind, I believe Lola and some other people more worthy of my atte
ntion are waiting for me downstairs. And oh, do me a favor, Kai."
She glared at me.
"Don't show up if you don't want hot tuna and cheese dripping down your front."
________________________________________
Ria's POV
"Hello?"
"Hey, Maffs!" I said excitedly. "It's such a relief to hear your voice!"
"Ria?"
"Yes, yes, who ELSE?! So how's Manhattan? Ever run into Chuck Bass or something?
"
"No, not really... New York has so far been... well, a b!tch."
"WHAT?!" I replied, chuckling under my breath. "What the hell, Maffs, New York d
oes seem to be taking its toll on you... Never thought I'd hear you saying the b
-word, but then, can you say it again? I wanna record it. "
"Gaga. Ikaw, kamusta?"
"Ehrr. Bored. Wala. Ang panget, wala akong makausap na matino rito. It's like al
l of them have turned into zombies overnight. Just the other day, they were okay
... but since yesterday night... JEEZ! All of them! Liam, Aidan, Denise... even
Jon! I wonder why. I asked them what was wrong but they wouldn't answer me. It's
like they're hiding something..."
I sighed.
"So now, I had to call you since I was guessing you'd be the only one left norma
l..."
"Are you telling me I was your last resort?"
"Francesca, what's with the cranky mood?"
I heard a long silence, the type she uses when she's trying to compose herself,
especially at times she is forced to do things against her will.
"Well, yesterday, I nearly got thrown off into the rails by this Ne-Yo clone..."
"Oh my gosh, are you okay?"
"Yes, but that's not even the worst part..."
"What is the worst part?"
Another pause.
"Maffy-...?"
"Ria, I saw him here. In the train station... yesterday."
"What? What do you mean, I mean, him who?"
"Gelo."
"He- he was..."
The questions were slipping out even before I knew I was saying it.
"Did he see you? Did he talk to you? What did he say? Did he ask how I was? What
did you-?"
"No, he didn't do anything."
"Wait, you said-..."
"He was with her."
I felt my knees turn to marshmallow.
"Her?" I said weakly.
"Rish."
I clutched my head as I suddenly felt nauseous.
"I wanted to tell you the instant I saw them, but I was afraid you wouldn't take
this lightly."
I gulped, hoping to eliminate the golf ball-ish thing in my throat that was obst
ructing my breathing.
"I'm sorry, Ria."
"You shouldn't be... I mean, I saw this coming."
"You did?"
"I overheard you... Jon... Liam, everyone else but me that is, discussing your t
heories about why he managed to be in New York in a fortnight without notice...
well, here's the answer, our theories are confirmed... and WOW. How about I writ
e the conclusion and you publish it?"
I wondered if the stare-at-the-ceiling-and-get-your-tears-to-move-backwards real
ly worked, so while Maffy groped for something to say, I tried it and failed mis
erably.
"I'll call you later."
________________________________________
Denise's POV
"Saan pa tayo pupunta?"
"Ewan. Nabibigatan ka na ba?"
"No, I'm okay."
We were in Trinoma, getting some stuff for the new schoolyear. Wala lang, naisip
an lang din naming umalis kasi nabobore na kami sa bahay.
"Den..."
"Yup?"
"Wala lang."
He smiled at me then he grabbed my hand.
"Buti na lang hindi natin sila sinama. "
"Ang sama naman talaga ng ugali mo noh?"
"Jeez, you must be having a bad bout of amnesia or something, " he said, chuckli
ng a bit. "You've forgotten that I've been like that ever since."
"Amnesia? Good one, Liam. Did you really think I'd follow the trail of some old,
cheesy, old-school teleserye?"
"Malay natin, pwede pala tayo maging teleserye "
"Sorry bro, but I've got much better dreams than that in my head."
"Look, how about you stopped calling me bro, or-..."
"Or what?"
"Or else I'll have to start calling you Mom."
T_T
Ang corny ha.
"Yuck. Ang pangit ng hirit mo."
"I hate it when you snap at me."
"I'm not snapping at you."
"What would you call that then?"
"Well, as Serena van der Woodsen puts it," I said, smiling as he looked at me in
tensely, hanging onto my every word, "it's perhaps a twisted version of*RING RING*
Aidan Lennox Calling
"Ok, was that yours or mine?"
"This has got to be important. Hello?"
"Hello? Den?"
"Aids? What's up?" I asked, as Liam put his ear on the other side of my phone to
hear it better.
"Where are you?!"
"Oh, easy Dad, we're still within curfew!"
"Get back here this instant!"
Liam snatched the phone away.
"What's going on, Daddy?"
I saw his eyes widen.
"WHAT?!" he shouted into the handset, which caused a handful of onlookers to loo
k rudely at us.
"What is it?"
He held up his index finger to silence me.
"Ok, we'll be there in twenty. Ikaw na muna bahala, Bro."
Ikaw na bahala? What's that supposed to mean?
"Let's go."
"What happened?"
"She knows."
"She knows wh-?"
OH NO.
"What else did Aidan say?"
"She hasn't come out of her room since we left... which was approximately seven
hours ago..."
NO. Not again...
Chapter Sixteen
Rish's POV
"Anak, would you mind putting the trash outside?"
"No, Dad. Akina..."
"Thanks, hija."
I went out of the apartment into the blazing sun. Parating pa lang kasi ang summ
er dito.
Wow, finally. It's almost like being back in Pinas.
I noticed the red stick in the mailbox turned up. Funny, are the bills coming ea
rly?
Yup. Water... Electricity...
Irish Christine Beltran
1887 North Shore Drive
Long Island, NY
I recognized the untidy scrawl written on the envelope, hardly daring to believe
it. The stamp was...
I hastily opened it, not thinking about what I was doing. Forgetting my pride, I
almost jumped with joy as I saw his signature written at the very bottom of the
page.
April 5, 20**
Rish,
Hi. You might be wondering how I managed to get hold of your address but your mo
m had fortunately thought about giving it to me before you left. I hope you won'
t get mad at her for this- I kind of forced her to give it to me, you know, so i
t's entirely my fault.
I watched Denise barge into our condo unit, almost destroying the front door as
she went. She was beside herself with fury, never had I seen her so agitated.
She banged their bedroom door thrice, the floor quaking each time she did.
"RIA, IF YOU DON'T COME OUT THIS INSTANTTo our surprise, the door opened ever so slowly, revealing a girl still dressed
in pajamas, groggily scratching her eyes. Denise stood there with her mouth hang
ing open, seemingly unable to believe what she was seeing. Aidan, Jon and I exch
anged glances.
Well, I hate to admit it, but I certainly expected something more than this.
"Bumili ba kayo ng ulam? Gutom na ako."
Den's jaw, if possible, dropped even lower. She turned to look at us with this p
riceless, incredulous WTF face.
"May nagsaing ba sa inyo?" she asked when not one of us answered her first quest
ion. Dumeretso siya sa kitchen. Kitang-kita namin siya kasi halos isang room lan
g naman yung sala pati yung kusina. Her hair was disheveled, eyes clean but stil
l half-closed and sleepy.
"Sorry ha, sarap kasi matulog eh... pero sana man lang may nakaalala sa inyo na
magsaing diba? Tsaka hoy, kayong dalawa, bakit ang aga niyong umuwi?" she asked
with a small smile. When another awkward silence hovered over us, she raised a b
row and scrutinized each of us faces in turn.
"Ba't ganyan kayo makatingin? Ganun ba ako kapangit pag bagong gising?"
"H-hinde. Wala lang..."
"Tsaka Denise, pwede bang maghanap ka muna ng perang pambayad sa may-ari nitong
unit bago ka manira ng mga gamit? Grabe ka maka-katok kanina eh. O_O"
Ok, WTF?
Ano yun? Ano ba naman tong si Aidan? Sa tono naman kasi ng pananalita niya akala
ko suicidal na si Ria kaya karipas naman kami ni Denise pauwi. T^T
"Kinatok niyo ba siya before this?" bulong ko kay Aidan habang distracted si Ria
sa paghuhugas ng rice cooker. Nagkamot siya ng ulo.
"Eh, isang beses... pero kasi... ayaw niya lumabas kanina eh."
But then hindi... wala. Hinatid nung bodyguards si Kai pauwi- you wouldn't imagi
ne the fuss she kicked up just because she didn't want to be in the same car wit
h me and my girlfriend. Ako naman natuwa pa noon kasi naisip ko, masosolo ko si
Mishka... syempre, soiree night eh... and I was sixteen. Teenage hormones.
Pinayagan naman ako nina Daddy na ihatid si Mishka. I remember being so happy, c
ompletely forgetting na may nagbanta nga pala sa amin...
Edi inuwi ko na nga siya, next thing I knew these cars were following us. We rac
ed through the night, I even remember hitting 120 kph. They were armed, I couldn
't do anything... I heard gunshots left and right. Ang inisip ko na lang nun, ma
katakas eh. Tapos nakita ko na lang-..."
I couldn't bring myself to finish that.
"When I saw her- bleeding- beside me, I lost control of my car and we slammed in
to a tree, almost killing myself in the process. Miraculously nagising ako, but
our attackers had gone out of sight. Nakita ko- three bullets had hit her... thr
ee stains were in her torso, one of them on her left chest..."
I buried my face into my hands.
"Hindi ko makalimutan... hanggang ngayon... it was my fault. I should've listene
d to her. I should've-..."
"Blaming yourself would not bring her back to life."
I looked at her, at a loss for words.
"I'm sorry. I know I sounded so harsh-..."
"Ate Niki told me the exact same thing."
"See?"
"Yeah."
Silence. We both looked at the distant mountains- dawn was breaking, and it was
the start of another day.
"But you know what she told me before she- went?"
"Ano?"
"Sabi niya... kanya lang daw ako. Ayaw niya daw na palitan ko siya."
"I would've told my boyfriend that if I had died in his arms too," she said, smi
ling slightly. "You know, naiisip ko lang, siguro kung nandito ang Ate mo pati s
i Mishka, magkakasundo kaming tatlo."
I just smiled at her.
"But you know, what she said- it just means she doesn't want you to go on with o
ther girls. It doesn't mean she doesn't want you to go on with LIFE."
Wow. She's so wise for someone her age.
"I'm starting to think my older sister is possessing you."
"Better for you, then, Rafa. "
I finished the last contents of my cup.
"I'm glad you talked to me. I feel so much better now."
"That's good."
She tapped my shoulder.
"Before you sleep, mag pray ka. Then kausapin mo siya. Do it every night. Eventu
ally... it'll get better."
"How did you get so good with stuff like this?"
"Not now, Rafa. I'll tell you some other time."
And with a last smile, we went back inside the house to catch more sleep.
Chapter Eighteen
Ria's POV
Ok. Breathe.
My very first College class.
Sabi ng Form 5 ko: Econ 11 = 8:30-10am = SE Audi
Shucks. Ang laki ng auditorium. (Kaya nga auditorium eh! ENGOT!) Marami na ring
tao- bakit ba ang iingay nila? Puros Taglish-speaking pa!
At bakit ganun? Parang magkakakilala na silang lahat. Ang badtrip naman oh.
Oh well. Mas ok naman yung mag-isa ako rito kaysa naman nakiki-Taglish ako doon.
KADIRI.
"Hey."
I looked up. Buti na lang, iba yung boses. Kungdi, iisipin ko na naman ehNever mind. Pause. Delete.
"Wow! Classmate!" he said, offering a high five. I took it, relieved na may kasa
ma na ako. (though I'm trying not to stare too much- for obvious reasons.)
"Good thing we didn't choose the other class," he continued. "Si Monsod ang prof
dun eh."
"Bakit? Anong meron kay Monsod? Diba sikat nga yun?"
"Hindi nagbibigay ng uno yun. ang GC eh noh?"
"Ano yung GC?" I'm feeling stupider and stupider by the minute.
"Grade-conscious."
Grabe. Mukhang talagang alam na alam niya yung mga bagay-bagay rito.
"Marami kasi akong kilalang Econ people rin na upperclassmen so I got tips," he
explained, as though he had read my mind. "I know some profs as well... and... w
ait, can I see your Form 5?"
"Sure," sabi ko, then binigay ko sa kanya.
"Cool, pareho tayo ng discussion class pati Math 17. HAY! At least," he said, lo
oking oddly relieved. "Are you good at math?"
Ang dami naman niyang tanong. Mga ganung tanong pa.
"Ehrm... I'm not sure."
Kainis. Ipamukha ko kaya sa Intsik na to na Valedictorian ako? TSS!
Talaga bang lahat ng Intsik mayabang? OO NA! Sila na magaling sa Math!
HAH. Ang stupid ng tanong ko. Sabi ng Ate ko pati ni Kuya Toff basta dating Xavi
er, mahangin.
May naaalala tuloy akong mahangin na Intsik"Pwede paturo sa Trigo if ever? Soooobrang hirap ako dun eh. TAKTE."
Ok. Erase. Erase.
"Well, hindi rin ako ganun ka-ok sa Trigo."
"At least I have someone friendly around. Tulungan na lang tayo ha?"
Taenang buhay to.
________________________________________
"Paano ba yan? Kopyahan tayo ah?"
________________________________________
SH!T RIA!
GET A FCUKING GRIP!
"Oh, here they are."
Lingon naman ako sa likod sa tinuro niya. I saw a pretty girl about our age appr
oaching. She was wearing an expensive-looking minidress (I think I saw it in Zar
a) and nice flats. I suddenly got reminded of Blair Waldorf. (Only, this one loo
ked like a worse nightmare. And mas maganda si Blair noh, no contest. )
She caught me staring, and one of her brows suddenly shot up, in danger of disap
pearing into her hair.
BLIMEY. I hate her.
And behind her was"Hey guys. O, Karissa, babaeng babae ka ata ngayon ah? Ano nakain mo? "
"Wanna die an early death?"
Ang sungit naman nito. Hmm. Bakit kaya niya kasama si-"What're you looking at?" she shot at me, seeing that I had instead turned my ey
es on the person beside her.
"Nothing."
"Manners, Kai. We haven't even started our first class."
"Yes, dear bro... di pa tayo nakakapag start ng unang class nakahanap ka na agad
ng chick."
Chick?! EXCUSE ME?
Kalbuhin ko tong bruhang to eh!
"Easy, Kai. You're not making a very good impression anymore."
I saw her look furtively beside her, and her eyes widened as though she had only
just realized that he was actually there.
"Oh, I was kidding," she told me, then she flashed me the most plastic smile, EV
ER.
EEEEEEEEEEH! Ang puti! SOBRANG PANTAY!
IN SHORT,
"You ok?" he asked. Mukhang nasobrahan ang pag-iisip ko kay Pustiso girl ah?
"Of course! "
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Next class: Comm 3.
YES! Salamat Lord! Di ko kaklase rito si Pustiso girl!!!
Naknangtinapa. Ang TAAS naman nitong College of Arts and Letters.
Bakit ba sila naglalagay ng class sa 4th floor? Di na naawa!!!
Nasaan na ba ako? At nasaan yung Room 403?
Shomai. Naliligaw na yata ako.
I need to breathe. Naubusan ako ng hininga.
*BREATHE. BREATHE.*
"WHAT THE-?!"
Chapter Nineteen
Lance's POV
"WHAT THE-?!..."
HAH. Nahuli ko rin. Lagot ka saken ngayon.
Yan kase. Patanga-tanga sa new building.
"HEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!"
"SHUT UP!"
Tss.
"What the fcuk are you doing?!"
"Kinakaladkad ka, di mo ba kita?"
"Let go of me!"
"Naliligaw ka diba? Dadalhin kita sa classroom niyo!"
"Paano mo nalamang dito ako? ARE YOU STALKING ME?!"
"STUPID! Classmate kita dito!"
"Paano mo nalaman?" she asked, her eyes widening. "Teka, you really ARE stalking
me!"
"Tange! Nakita ko sa Form 5 mo kanina noh! KAPAL MO AH!"
"Eh bakit mo tinitingnan kung di mo ko sinostalk?!"
"Sino ka naman para istalk ko? Tsaka hoy, hawak ni Rafa kanina yun! Malamang nak
ita ko!"
"Linaw ng mata mo ah!"
"Talaga!"
"Bakit ka nagagalit?"
Walang sagot.
"Teka, asaan nga pala si G-..."
"Bakit hindi si Rish ang tanungin mo?"
letown. Kung bakit kasi hindi nag-Xavier si Kevin? He should've been dealing wit
h us and not with people like... Ugh."
"Listen to me, young lady," I said sternly. "Mom and Dad didn't put us in establ
ished schools to make us look down on others. And if I didn't know better, selos
ka lang. "
"Eh ano naman?"
"Easy, girl! Masasakal na sayo yun agad, you're not even dating, and you're not
sure if he likes you back."
"Whatever, Rafa!If he doesn't like me, why else would he pick me up from our pad
? Tapos sinabay niya pa ako rito... see?"
"Sis, I think you're over-assuming. And besides, I heard you goading him into pi
cking you up for school."
"GOADING?!"
"Yup, that's what you call it."
She looked like she was about to reach boiling point.
"TSS! Kakabwisit ka talaga! HMF! Magsama kayo ni skinnyb!tch!"
"Sabi nang tumigil ka eh!"
"Bakit? Ayan ka na naman! She's Mishka all over again! You and your b!tch girls!
"
"YOU TAKE THAT BACK!"
I was standing up, without me even knowing that I have actually left my seat.
"What? You're gonna hit me? Like what Lola did just to stop me from calling your
Great Deceased Girlfriend names?!"
Every single pair of eyes in the cafeteria were now looking at us.
"SHE'S DEAD, FOR GOD'S SAKE!"
"You-..."
"Bakit ba?" she asked. "Ako buhay pa... ako nandito pa... bakit ba siya pa rin y
ung kinakampihan niyo?"
Never had I seen her like this; never had she voiced out how she felt...
"Ikaw... si Lola... si Ate Niki... lahat na lang..."
I slumped into my seat as I watched her storm out of the room.
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Rish's POV
Suddenly, the smile on the twisted, hauntingly handsome face of the killer vanis
hed. She closed her eyes, waiting... and then she heard footsteps...
"NIKI!"
She opened her eyes just in time to see the killer scampering away. On the other
end of the street, she saw Sam running towards her, she might have been saying
something, but Niki was in too much pain to comprehend it...
Sam stopped beside her. She took her into her arms, while the other two figures
she had brought with her ran away to pursue The Killer.
"Niki! NIKI! Sh!t!"
"Sam-..."
Her entire life seemed to flash in front of her eyes, and she could not see Sam'
s face which was swimming in tears...
"If- my family- comes," she said, her mouth spouting blood, "sabihin mo... it's
him... the same one who killed Mishka Tan... you do remember-..."
"Yes, Niki... let's go get help..."
"I don't think I'll make it-...
"No, Niki!"
"Listen to me... if they go and ask- tell them it's Ian... Ian Lau..."
And then, she saw their faces smile at her one by one...
Kai...
Lola Clara...
Mom, Dad...
Rafa...
"Tell them I'm sorry... and tell them- Rafa-..."
"Niki, no-..."
"Tell them I love them. Lalo na si- Lola... si Rafa... Sam, take care, okay?"
A bright, blinding light distracted her... and then, she gave up and surrendered
into unconsciousness.
Chapter Twenty
Elle's POV
Whoo. The Debut Gown fitting day.
Grabe. Ang daming tao rito sa bahay nila Rafa kaya maingay. Yung mga manunukat,
yung event planners, some of Dad's colleagues. Rafa was in a corner, socializing
with some politicians, looking crisp and relaxed in a polo shirt, denim jeans a
nd sneakers. Kai was in a corner, sulking, shooting me and Rafa some nasty glanc
es once in a while. I was trying my best to ignore her; since that day na nag-aw
ay kami, hindi pa kami nag-uusap. Si Lola naman, andito, pinapanood ako habang s
inusukat ko yung gown. Ang ganda! Grabe, to think draft pa lang to nung gown ko
at wala pa yung finishing touches.
I've finally met the designer, and he was a very pleasant man. Magaling siya, sa
totoo lang. He even talks to me in alternating English and Tagalog, kahit medyo
barok! Hehehe!
Ang bait pa, tinatanong kung anong gusto ko, and he even told me na magbibigay s
iya ng 50% discount dahil lang nagustuhan niya yung ginawa namin ni Lola na Chic
"Bakit naman?"
"Siya kasi. May bago akong friend. Ayaw niya dun sa new friend ko."
"Bakit?"
"Kasi naaalala niya si Mishka dun sa friend ko."
"Bakit? Kamukha niya si Mishka?"
"Hindi. Kaugali."
Michelle Katrina S. Tan, it read. Below it were words written in cursive: "And y
et, there is, and there always was, love beyond death..."
"Hah! Fooled you!" Rafa said ecstatically, looking fondly at Mishka's picture, w
hich stood on top of the granite niche. The girl in the picture was smiling, her
eyes warmly staring at me as though they were alive. I smiled back at the pictu
re.
"You thought she was Ate noh? Grabe, right? They would've been twins!"
Kakatuwa naman tong si Rafa.
"Anyway. Yung lokaret kong kapatid na isa inaway na naman ako..." he said, with
a tone na parang batang nagsusumbong sa nanay niya. "You can't blame me, you kno
w. I mean, come on. Iniwan mo na nga kami galit pa siya sayo... parang sira diba
?"
Rafa went on talking to her.
Something suddenly passed through my mind; something I haven't thought of in a w
hile: Aidan.
How is he doing na kaya?
I miss him so much. Ngayon ko lang na-feel, I tried not to think of it too much
nitong nakaraan kasi alam ko malulungkot lang ako.
Ganito na rin kaya siya? Para na rin kaya siyang siraulong kinakausap ang pictur
e ko?
Or... baka... may iba na siyang dinedate ngayon?
Wait. Mas gusto ko yatang isipin yung una... mas gusto ko yatang mukha na siyang
sintu-sinto na kumakausap sa picture ko kaysa isipin na may iba siyang kasamang
babae ngayon.
Ang tagal na rin ah. Two months na kaming hindi nagkikita...
"Sir Rafa?"
A deep, booming, unfamiliar voice issued from the doorway, interrupting my train
of thought.
A six-foot tall man with a scarily huge built was standing upon the mausoleum's
entrance. He was dressed elegantly in an all-black suit.
"How did you know I was here?"
"Nagpunta po ako sa bahay niyo... sabi nila, dito ko raw kayo makikita."
"Anything I can help you with?"
"We have a lead, Sir. May witness na tayo na nakakita nung nangyari nung gabing
may humabol sa inyo ni Miss Mishka."
"Give me that."
I glared at Denise.
"What the eff-?"
"Tigilan mo na nga yang kakabasa mo nito," she said as she looked at the cover o
f the book she had grabbed from me- New Moon.
"Bakit ba? It's not demonic literature or anything."
"I know, Liam and I have read it."
"Ganun naman pala eh! Eh bakit ba-...?"
"It's too close to home, Ria."
YUCK!
Ikumpara ba ako kay Bella?
"Hindi ah! JOKE KA BA?! GIVE ME THAT!"
"Bakit? Siguro gustong-gusto mo to kasi nakakarelate ka?"
"Gagu! How dare you suggest that!"
"Totoo naman ah!"
"Excuse me noh!"
She narrowed her eyes.
"I don't want you befriending werewolves, running into forests or jumping off cl
iffs, okay?"
"Ewan ko sayo!"
I stormed off, annoyed.
Badtrip naman eh. Eh ano naman kung similar nga yung story namin?
Hindi naman ako hopeless romantic na gagawa ng kung ano anong kalokohan para dun
. People here are just so damn paranoid!
Siguro si Aidan ang nagsumbong sa dalawang yun! BADTRIP!
Oo. Aaminin ko.
Nalulungkot ako.
Namimiss ko si Gelo.
And this is my way of coping- reading literature that's 'close to home', as Deni
se says.
But so what?!
DAMN. I should've read something that's less popular!
I'm not reading it to pity myself like what Bella does. Actually... I'm reading
it to know what I shouldn't do.
But on the other hand... I'm reading it to feel that I'm not alone... I want to
assure myself na hindi ako nag-iisa. I want to assure myself that I'm coping in
"SIGE PA!"
"Ayoko na. That would make me bitter. "
Next thing I knew, we were laughing boisterously, and then she was squealing.
"YAY! That's one step ahead, baby!"
She took my face into her hands.
"It won't be quick... but we're on the right track. Magsama sila diba? Habang ik
aw... andito... nag-eenjoy. And since that's an achievement," she said, taking m
y arm with hers, "let's go get you a good, fat slice of chocolate cake. They're
preparing merienda inside. "
"Don't tell them I was crying... and ranting... basta. Don't tell them anything,
okay?"
"Yeah, I kinda don't have to do that," she said, winking. "I think they might've
heard you. "
Chapter Twenty One
Ria's POV
"DARN!" Lance swore at the top of his lungs.
Okay, don't get too nervous. We're just playing a card game called Slapjack, and
guess what? He lost- for the fifth time in a row.
"Takte ka Intsik. Mag-Math ka na lang!"
"O kaya Soccer! HAHAHA!"
"Shut up!"
"Come on dude, you can't be good at every single thing!"
"Believe me, I thought I did."
Yeah, we believe that. Signal number four ka eh. Haven't you been telling the wh
ole world that you're a demigod thrown out of heaven for the past decade? LOL.
"Ria, I can smell the taco beef."
"Aright. I'll get it."
Tumayo muna ako dun sa table para pumunta doon sa kitchen. I'm making tacos toda
y!!!
"Hey you!"
I almost dropped the bowl of salsa.
"What the-..."
"Can we talk?"
he looks serious.
FINE.
uhh, privacy?
"Well, I don't think she thought she was the right person to tell you that."
"Tell me what?"
Lumabas kami ng building tas sumakay sa kotse niya. Ang init kasi kung lalakarin
namin. Malayo rin yung 7-Eleven ha.
"Do you like her?"
o_O
Ang sabaw naman ng usapan na to.
"Otan, umayos ka nga."
"Come on. You were hitting on her."
"Pati ba naman ikaw?"
"Dude, we've been buddies since preschool," he said exasperatedly. "I know when
you're hitting on a girl and when you're not. And that's with a hundred per cent
accuracy."
"Get to the point, will you?"
"We're talking about Ria, aren't we? She's as good as my sister and if you have
any"I don't think this is a good time to bring that up. I still have unfinished bus
iness with"Ooooh, let me guess, Irish?"
Wait a minute...
"She saw them. Out. Train station. Arm around the other's shoulder..."
"Paano mo nalaman?"
"Nakita ko nung isang araw! Yung buntot ng buntot kay Intsik sa Econ! Diba? Tinu
ro ko sayo?"
"AH! YUN! Yung aso ni Lance na leash na lang ang kulang!"
Gulong na yung dalawang kumag kakatawa. Si Denise naman sinesenyasan na lang ako
.
Bumukas bigla yung pinto, and a very bad-tempered Jonathan entered the room, car
rying two 1.5 liter bottles of Coke. Nilapag niya yun sa table tapos pumasok sa
kwarto.
"Otan! Di ka ba kakain?"
"Hinde. Mamaya na ko."
"Saan ka pupunta?"
"Kakausapin ko si Maffs."
"Hoy! Alas kwatro ng umaga ngayon dun!"
He slammed the door.
"Ano nangyari dun?"
"Ewan. Nag-LQ ata sila ni Intsik! "
"E asan si Lance?"
"Oo nga?"
The worried looks on the two boys' faces suddenly vanished, replaced by two evil
grins.
"Uuuy! HINAHANAP! HAHAHAHAHA!"
"You won't ever forget this, Karate Barbie!" he called at our retreating backs.
"NEVER!"
"Oh yeah? Well"Shut it!"
"WHATI pushed her inside my car. Hindi pwedeng makita ni Ian na may kotse si Ria...
"At all costs, you have to avoid him. You understand me? And if he's coming near
, or whatever-"
"Why are you all nervous?"
I put my face into my hands, feeling like the biggest idiot, ever.
"You shouldn't have done that."
"Bakit ba? Ano bang nangyayari sayo? Takot ka ba sa payatot na yun?"
"He's dangerous. He's a madman... he's this crazy lunatic who-..."
"Are you trying to make me laugh? Yung payatot na yun eh-?"
"He killed my girlfriend, okay?"
She went
None of us spoke for a very long while.
"How... what... when- where? WHY?"
Damn it.
I have such a knack for attracting trouble- and getting people involved...
Sh!t, Rafa.
Hindi ko siya dapat pinabayaan kanina... Dapat pagkalapit pa lang ni Ian"Tara sa Econ. Dun ko sasabihin. Ok? Bilisan mo ha."
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Las Vegas, Nevada
Two women sat upon the balcony of their hotel unit that was overlooking the magn
ificent view of Las Vegas. The famous Bellagio fountain was having another prese
ntation right before their very eyes, yet none of them seemed interested.
"Can you hand me that?" one of them asked.
The woman seated nearest to the table got the cigarette box and chucked it towar
ds her companion.
"That's your sixth stick in an hour."
"Sorry. I'll get you a new one later."
"It's not my Marlboros I'm concerned about- it's you, Stella."
Stella's mouth curled into an ugly frown.
"You're so like my son," she said, laughing mirthlessly. Blowing a huge cloud of
smoke, she shook her head, staring into empty air as though trying to remember
something.
"How old is he again?"
"Turning 18 this October."
"He's the one who graduated Athlete of the Year, wasn't he?"
"Yes," she said casually. There was not a trace of concern in her voice. The oth
er woman shook her head, seemingly appalled by the fact that her friend was tota
lly indifferent towards her own son.
"I would've been really proud of him if he was my kid."
For a while, no other sound was audible except for the splashing sounds made by
the fountain outside.
"I am. But I have been expecting much more. Much, much more," she crooned. "When
he came into the world, I believed he was a miracle... katangahan. Malaking kat
angahan, Lucille."
Stella blew another puff.
"That's horrid."
There was a chink of glass on wood as Lucille had put down her scotch glass.
"I expected him to change everything between me and his father. And it didn't. H
e had not served his purpose at all. Had I known that earlier..."
"Yun lang ba ang tingin mo sa bata? Instrumento para makuha kung ano yung gusto
mo?" said Lucille, her voice sounding very much like a whiplash.
"You do not understand, Lucille. I was fresh out of college when I had him. My f
amily was telling me to abort the kid. And I did not protest at all, I was twent
y; what on earth do I know about having a son? After all, I knew I'm bound to be
a big failure when it comes to parenting; I've never been good at anything..."
Lucille cringed in disgust. It was like a stranger was speaking to her. She did
not at all know this woman; she seemed very different from the Stella Fontanilla
she once knew... the compassionate, fun-loving, family-oriented Stella.
"I was about to say yes when this brilliant idea came into my head. Ricks was no
t the type who ran from his responsibilities... and I knew I could use it to my
advantage.
I could use the kid to get him away from Julia. I knew I could trick him into ma
rrying me... and blimey, who knew that I'd succeed?"
She gave a cold, hard laugh that totally didn't suit her. Lucille was listening
more intently now.
"So you're saying you would have killed Angelo in your womb, had you known that
he would not succeed in making Ricks fall in love with you?"
Stella crushed her cigarette against its tray as her friend watched her.
"What about your son, Stella? What about him? What if he's starving- or sleeping
in the streets?"
"He's with his father, and it is Ricks' responsibility to take care of him. Hind
i ko na problema yun."
*SLAP*
Stella swayed on her spot, cowering, while Lucille stood in front of her, shakin
g in fury.
"Shame on you. Malas ng anak mo. Sa lahat ng pwedeng nanay niya, sayo pa siya na
punta..."
She went and zipped up her suitcase, which she stuffed with whatever she could r
each.
"Where do you think you're going?"
"Somewhere. Anywhere, any place away from you."
"So you can't stand me now?"
"Sorry, Stella. But I really can't handle having someone like you in the same ro
om..."
Stella sank onto the feather mattress as Lucille wrapped herself up with a coat.
"Pull yourself together, will you?
Before it's too late."
And Lucille had slammed the door with an ominous, breathtaking finality, leaving
Stella all the time and space in the world to think about what she had said.
Chapter Twenty Three
Elle's POV
"Is there anything else I can help you with, Miss Niki?"
"No, ok na ako, Ate."
"Ok, just call us if you need anything."
"Thank you."
The uniformed maid left the room. Andito kasi ako ngayon sa bahay nila Rafa sa Q
C. Exagg din sa laki, pero hindi ka-level nung nasa Pangasinan. Mamaw yun eh.
Aww. Miss ko na si Lola. Bukas pa siya dadating eh.
Grabe. Malapit na kasi yung debut ko (Oops, debut ni Niki pala! ) kaya lumipat n
a kami rito. Ang dami kasing aayusin... venue, gown, food, etc. Ay! Ang hirap ma
ging anak ng politician! (Charot!)
Pero may perks din ah. Saan ka nakakita ng ref na may isang shelf na dedicated l
ang sa Haagen Dazs?
Naku nga naman. T_T Tumataba tuloy ako. Paano na lang pag nakita ako ulit ni Aid
an?
Susginoo. Ayoko yatang mag mukhang lumba lumba pag nagkita kami ulit. I mean, ho
w far is QC from Las Pinas? I might be lucky enough to run into him one of these
days...
Sige mangarap lang. One day, nanakawin ko yung kotse ni Rafa tapos*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
It opened a tiny bit, just enough for me to see Karissa's face peeking in throug
h the door.
"Mind if I come in?"
Ano pang magagawa ko eh andyan ka nang bruha ka?
Ay, joke lang. Bad Ellie. BAAAAAAAAD ELLIE!!!
"Not at all."
She came in and carefully closed the door behind her. Looking everywhere but at
me, she went and tried to make herself comfortable on the sofa located at the fo
ot of my new bed.
"I was invited by a friend who's on that list but I kinda left my invitation"Your ID, sir."
"What? But"No ID, no entry."
Jeez, he was scary. Perfectly suitable to guard the foot of the stairs.
Naku, talagang hiningi yung ID nung mama, dahil naiwan yung invitation... GULP.
The man was dressed to the nines and he looked decent enough to be the country's
president... and he's being asked for his ID? How much more ako? Ako na naka je
ans and chucks?!
"Your name please?"
"Ehrm, I just have to being this to someone... I'm not on that guest"Well, I'll have to get your ID."
FINE
"Here," I said, and then dumeretso na ako sa stairs.
"HEY MISS!"
"What?"
He was handing me my ID back.
"You're on the list, Miss. I'm sorry. Please proceed to the function room."
WHAT?
Okay. Looks like Rafael Yutanco has got some explaining to do.
Anong kagagahan na naman kaya to?! How did I manage to end up on a private party
's guest list?
"Ria!"
I sharply turned and saw a familiar figure emerging from the comfort roomMy eyes must be tricking me.
"What're you doing here?"
"What're you doing here?"
"Well, I did get an invitation from this woman who's an agent... daw... for mode
ls... and..."
"So this... is a party for models?"
"Yeah, wait, you have an invitation as well... how come you don't know? Ay-"
"Well sis, I guess we should go ask someone who knows."
I pulled her by the arm and pumasok kami ng function room.
Nahiya tuloy ako. Lahat ng tao dito maaayos ang bihis.
"Ria! There you are "
"Anong there you are?!"
*WHAPAK*
"Aray!" he said, rubbing his arm on the place where I had hit him.
"What on earth is going on? Would you mind telling me?"
He looked close to laughing, which was incredibly infuriating.
"Well, we're going to have a modeling stint in Puerto Galera this weekend and"WHAT?! WHO SAID I WANTED TO GO TO GALERA?!"
"I'm sorry. Nakita ka kasi nung agent ko and sabi niya, dalhin raw kita rito- OR
ELSE."
"Anak naman ng- may exam tayo bukas tapos dadalhin mo ko rito... puteeeeeeeeeeek
! PAANO AKO MAG-AARAL?! Paano kung bumagsak ako?! ANAK KA NAMAN TALAGA NGHe covered my mouth with his hand and I was forced to shut up.
"Look, this isn't as bad as it looks, the trip is free and"DAMN IT! The plane ticket won't"Teka! Patapusin mo muna ako!"
Tumawa si Denise.
AY BADTREEEEEEEEEEEEP.
"Okay, one of the organizers of this event is a famous agent... see that guy on
the stage?"
"What's he got to do with it?"
"He's our math prof's boyfriend."
"What?! But our math prof is a BOY!"
"Would you care not to sound so homophobic?"
Ok. Sorry naman.
Hindi naman ako homophobic eh. Ngayon lang talaga ako nakaencounter ng ganun.
"Well, I talked to him, he talked to our prof, and we're exempted for tomorrow's
exam"WHAT?! OMGGGGGGGGGG!!! "
YES! Di na ako mag-aaral ng logarithms!
This has to be too good to be true!
"Hi there."
Standing before me was one of the most elegant women I've ever seen in my entire
life.
"Guys, this is my agent, Marjorie Lagdameo."
"Tita Marj would do."
"This is Denise Lopez, and that's Ria Antonio."
"Hello there Denise. And Ria. Sorry for kind of forcing Rafa to bring you here."
"KIND OF?!" Rafa whispered mutinously. Takte, muntik na kong matawa
"Nga pala girls, if you ever want to take modeling seriously, you can contact me
. I'll be honored to be your agent."
WHOA.
This is surreal. I must be dreaming.
"Oh, there's my other prodigy- HEY LANCE!"
PRODIGY?!
Kaya lumalaki ulo nun eh. TSS.
Lumapit siya.
Oops, may kasama pala.
Who else did it have to be but my worst nightmare?
Sabi na eh. This was too good to be true.
I looked at Rafa beside me... his smile was gone, and he was shaking his head mi
ldly, as though torn between amusement and exasperation.
"Hey Lance, we've got some guests, care to do some socializing?" Tita Marj asked
the moment he reached us. He merely frowned and rolled his eyes a bit.
"You were invited?" Kai asked me venomously, her eyes on me, blazing with loathi
ng.
"Easy on the tone, honey," said Tita Marj, smiling a dangerous smirk. "You don't
own the place."
OHMYGOSH.
Karissa Yutanco- flustered.
I should've gotten a camera, the look on her face was PRICELESS!
"Wait, funny of someone like you to ask... Being one of this event's organizers,
I do not happen to know who you are."
SIGE PA TITA, GO! RUB SOME MORE SALT IN THAT WOUND!!!
"Let me guess... from where did you get in? The window?"
"Well, if you are planning to get yourself on the plane to Galera with us, I sug
gest you go get yourself an agent, for I wouldn't be bothered to... um, well. Se
e you guys later."
OH YEAH.
This is surely one of the best days of my life.
"Well, I hope you guys don't mind us going," said Rafa, then he suddenly pulled
my hand, leading me away. Denise followed in a strut behind us, her face smug an
d her smile wide.
I almost forgot my pleasure about Kai getting stumped as I realized my fingers w
ere intertwined with Rafa's.
"What're you doing?"
For another couple of seconds, he just kept walking and didn't answer me. Denise
kept looking over her shoulder, as though trying to catch something.
As soon as we reached the drinks table, he let go of me.
"Den?"
What?
They're on nickname terms? I am obviously missing something.
"Effective?"
"With a capital E!"
Their hands joined in a loud high five.
WTF?!
"What in the"Sorry Ria. Top-secret."
"Under strict orders. I suggest you go with the flow."
"How come he's in on the secret and I'm not?!"
"I'm sorry. Can't tell you."
"Sock that."
"Punch?"
Rafa and Denise exchanged meaningful glances, as though they knew something I di
dn't.
AY. BADTREEP.
But oh well.
Maganda pa rin ang araw ko.
KARISSA YUTANCO... getting through a window...
I wanna paste that in my memory, forever.
Chapter Twenty Four
Kai's POV
"You're unusually quiet," I said. We were on the beach, taking a walk while watc
hing the sun setting.
It's true: Puerto Galera truly is a paradise; it's like you were in heaven itsel
f. I squiggled my toes on the fine white sand as I discreetly watched him, not w
anting to be told off. He hates being stared at.
"Unusually? Bakit, usually ba maingay ako?"
"No. Wala lang. You're a lot more talkative when you're with me."
"Am I?" he asked, staring at the water. I blushed.
Ay naku Kai. Nadulas ka na naman; what if isipin niyang feeling ka?
NAKU NAMAN... bakit ko ba naisipang sabihin yun? STUPID. STUPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IIIIID.
"Wala. I mean... I've told you. Haven't I?"
"Yeah, you have."
He got all worked up about his best buds not telling him about his girlfriend's
whereabouts. I didn't think he could get like that, for he hadn't been in touch
with any of them for an entire week.
That had been, of course... unfortunate... but not for me.
His brooding only got him more time to spend with me... and that's why I'm not c
omplaining.
That doesn't erase the fact that he's still not quite over his girlfriend, but t
hen, I'm in a perfect position to steal her place in his life.
And no one will be able to stop me.
"I'm sorry for being so boring," he said, smiling a bit as he looked at me. "You
deserve so much better."
"No, silly. What are friends for?"
"Yeah. Friends. Wish they'd take a leaf out of your book. If you were in their p
lace, I'm sure you'd do the right thing."
"Course I will," I told him, smiling my sweetest.
Yeah, I'd do the right thing: I won't tell him either.
Mwahahaha.
I mean, he doesn't have to know. Not with ME around.
"What time are we supposed to go back there?"
"Bout thirty minutes?"
"I think we'd better go," he said, turning his back on me. "Tita Marj would kill
us if we're late."
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"Who's that?"
My new supermodel friend jerked her head towards skinnyb!tch's direction.
"She's my schoolmate. Rafa's latest stalker."
"Your brother seems to like her."
"No he doesn't. Naaawa lang siya dyan. Mukha na kasing tanga kakahabol. Pathetic
. "
"Well I can't blame her for going after your brother. He's hot," she said, eyein
g my twin brother with a glint in her eye. "I mean, who wouldn't want to be a fu
ture politician's wife?"
I rolled my eyes.
Here we are again. Kailan kaya darating yung babaeng magkakagusto kay Rafs na hi
ndi lang yung apelyido namin yung habol?
Well, if skinnyb!tch could prove to me that she's not after that, then maybe I c
ould get myself to like her.
Hmm. Then again... maybe not
"So, where's your almost-boyfriend?" she asked me. I blushed.
"Who are you talking about?"
"Duh? Yung kasama mo kanina?"
"Ehrm... I don't know. Hahaha. Almost-boyfriend ka dyan."
"Come on, you've liked him since kindergarten."
"Yeah. But he hasn't made a move yet."
"Yet. That means you think he will?"
"Well, honestly, I don't know. He doesn't seem to be over his last gf."
"Come on. Past is PAST. Are you telling me you're scared of some random girl fro
m his past?"
"No, of course not."
"Then go get him!"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't be silly. You're in Galera... a resort... a place away from home. This is
the perfect place to hook up!"
"Hello?"
"Ria? Ok ka lang?"
I didn't answer him; tumigil muna ako sa pagtakbo. I saw a huge rock and doon ak
o umupo.
"Nakausap mo ba?"
"Oo."
"How did it go?"
"Disastrous."
Silence.
There was a sigh at the other end of the line. Huminga ako ng malalim.
DAMMIT.
Why am I crying?
That motherfugging sonovabetch.
"Sorry Ria. You must be upset... Lance can be nasty at times."
"You bet," I said, gritting my teeth.
"I should've done it myself."
"Don't. He's not worth it, Jon."
"Ria, are you crying? "
"Course not. I gotta go. The show's gonna start."
"But"Bye, Jon. I'll call you later."
I buried my face in my hands.
What's happening to me?
Why am I so affected?
Every single thing he said had hit a nerve.
I don't get it. Why was he angry at ME?
It wasn't my fault! GODDAMMIT!
That slap was not enough, and the things I had said to hurt him would not do it
justice.
I fcuking hope he rots in hell.
*BEEP BEEP*
1 message received
Rafa Yutanco
Wer u? 15 mins nlng, cmula n nung show. Wud u mind going to the pool 4 a sec? Ne
ed 2 talk. C u.
I quickly sank onto the bottom, my feet barely hitting the cold tiled floor of t
he pool. The icy temperature clashed with my skin and it felt more like fire as
every nerve in my body protested, and then I was fighting to float, all the whil
e gasping for airMy head broke the surface of the water, and I opened my mouth to breathe...
I found myself swallowing a mouthful of water as the water sucked me right back
within its depths, and wildly thrashed my arms in a futile attempt to get myself
back onto the surface.
Panicking, I realized I had completely no idea how to swim...
My brain screamed for oxygen and I kicked wildly, hoping to reach the surface th
at was about three feet away from the top of my head...
Looking sideways, I saw a little sign that flashed big, black and bold letters:
10 FEET
With all the strength I had remaining, I had managed to get onto the surface, ca
tching a glimpse of Karissa's shocked face.
"HE- HELP!!!!!"
She did not move. I was already using the very last of the air left in my lungs.
..
"KA- RISSA!
HE- HELP ME!"
And then I felt my arms go limp, right at the same moment that my legs had given
up.
There was the last fleeting glimpse of Kai's hair, the last strands fluttering l
ightly as she vanished at the door, and the rush of the water that overwhelmed m
y earsFinally, I closed my eyes and knew no more.
hapter Twenty Five
Lance's POV
I blindly went back to the party venue, my thoughts unfocused. The part of my fa
ce where Ria's hand came in contact with still stung, as though it was reminding
me of what had just happened.
As if I still needed that.
Never had I seen her lose control like that. Yes, I've watched her beat up guys
twice her size but that was different. Completely different.
She said considered me a friend.
And that's what I give her in return.
Congratulations, Lance. You have just reached the apex of your stupidity.
Just when I thought I couldn't get any stupider.
She was the only one I have left. Well, not really. There's my other friends, wh
o have welcomed me in their group without question.
Yes, Kai's there too, pero iba pa rin sila Ria. With them, I could always let my
guard down. I don't have to be afraid of looking stupid because we just laugh i
t all off, perhaps over coffee or a bowl of nachos.
"Naiintindihan ko na ngayon kung bakit mas pinili ni Rish si Gelo kaysa sayo..."
Those words rang over and over in my head, as though playing from some wrecked p
honograph. It sounded distant, cold, full of hurt. Hearing it was a dull blow.
Being the loser that I am now, I guess I'll have to agree. After everything I've
done, he looks much better off by contrast.
Maybe that's why I was never good enough for Rish.
And then again, maybe that's also why I will never be good enough for Ria.
"Bro?"
Rafa jerked me out of my reverie.
"Have you seen Ria?"
"No," I lied.
Teka lang.
Isn't he supposed to be her date?
Hindi ka rin patapon eh noh? Date mo yun tas sa akin mo hahanapin?
TSS.
"I've been looking for her during the past half hour. Jeeeez, pare. Tita Marj is
screaming her head off na, pumunta na raw tayo sa may beach kasi malapit na yun
g show. Andun na yata si Den..."
He was searching his pockets.
"Naknangtinapa. Nakay Karissa nga pala yung phone ko... kaya hindi ko macontact
si Ria eh, pakshet. Sige bro, pag nakita mo na lang si Kai pakisabi balik niya p
hone ko asap. Thanks!"
Ayos ah. Pinaghahanapan na nga ng nawawala, magiging messenger pa. T_T Customer
service? O_o
Ay, si Tita Marj pa.
Makaalis na nga. Ayokong malintikan.
With a lot of effort, I managed to get myself out of the room. And then there wa
s Kai, running out of a door and not appearing to notice me"-HELP ME!"
I sharply turned. No one else appeared to have heard it...
I looked at Kai again, who was squeezing herself with the throng of people who w
ere blocking the entrance. She looked panicky.
Wait a minute...
WhatWithout thinking, I found myself running towards the place where Kai had materia
lized- the exclusive, VIP-only pool.
I was getting a very shrewd idea of who could it be, and panic welled up at my i
nsides at the very thought.
No, maybe I'm just being overly paranoid.
Jeez, God. Please let me be wrong.
I barged into the complex, seeing bubbles on the surface of what I knew to be te
n feet deep.
Fully clothed, I went and dived headlong into the water.
I was right.
Slowly, she was sinking into the depths of the pool, her hair floating dreamily
around her face like thin, dark clouds. Her hands were outstretched, eyes closed
, her mouth slightly agape with no sign of air coming out of itI cursed under my breath as I fought to reach her as soon as I can.
She was not breathing.
Another splash came out of nowhere and I didn't bother to look as I pulled her t
owards me securely. She was immobile and cold, her face chalk white and lifeless
.
In a frenzied race to the water's surface, I fought and kicked as hard as I can,
not minding the icy temperature that was numbing my muscles.
Having no idea of whether it was magic, luck, or a sheer rush of adrenaline, it
only took me seconds to lay her limp figure on the concrete bank... and then I w
as beside her, scooping her into my arms, watching her head bob unresponsively f
rom side to side.
I shook her in a vain attempt to wake her up.
And then I noticed that another figure was swimming towards us"RAFA! DALIAN MO!" I shouted. I didn't care if my voice echoed off the walls, or
if it was freezing cold and I was sopping wet.
At this moment, there is simply nothing else in the world that mattered.
"Goddammit, Ria! Cut it out! BREATHE!"
Rafa came out of the water and rushed to our side. I could not help but watch as
he expertly tried to revive her...
I prayed to the heavens like I've never prayed before.
Lord, please.
Don't let me lose another reason to live.
Si Mommy...
Si Rish...
There was something about Mom's tone that made me temporarily forget about the f
ile. Getting my car keys, I went and did as I was told.
I wonder what's going on. Mom never really summoned me into her office till now.
GAH. I HATE driving to Ortigas.
________________________________________
"Come in, Sir."
"Thank you, Abigail. You may leave."
The secretary gave a curt nod before closing the door behind her. I went straigh
t to the chairs in front of his desk, where a nice, shiny plaque was sitting. Wr
itten on it were the words Selina Yutanco, Chief Executive Officer.
I felt a strange lurch in my stomach as I realized I would shortly be occupying
this desk. After a few years, perhaps?
Dad and Mom, who were standing side by side behind the desk, did not appear to n
otice that I had just barged into the room. They seemed to absorbed by a piece o
f paper that Dad was holding uptight in his right hand. The grave look on their
faces puzzled me... is that the company balance sheet?
I cleared my throat, and for the first time, they became quite aware of my prese
nce.
Presuming that their facial expressions did not bode well, I made myself ready f
or whatever it was.
"What's that you're holding?"
Dad angrily threw the file he was holding.
"That's what we wanted to ask you."
I looked at the file and almost cursed aloud.
At the very top of the page, clearly visible in red, was the logo of my Private
Investigator's agency.
"How could you not tell us?"
My mom wasn't talking in an angry voice, but the disappointment that emanated fr
om her was more than enough to make me cringe.
"Explain," my dad ordered, his tone hard and cold.
I'm screwed.
________________________________________
No one spoke much on the way back to QC. Dad let the driver go home, not wanting
anyone outside the family to know anything about the problem at hand. Fortunate
ly, they had (though reluctantly) let me read the file.
It said Ate Niki was admitted in Asian Hospital and Medical Center in Alabang fo
r a couple of (quite serious) gunshot wounds. Whoever had done it isn't clear ye
t.
Jeez, I really could have used a little more time. I was about to get the real N
iki and let Elle go but hey, did it have to get so messed up at the very last mi
nute?
DAMMIT.
*RING RING*
Karissa Yutanco Calling
This must be something. She hadn't talked to me in weeks.
"Hello?"
"Rafa?! Where are you?" she asked, her voice hysterical.
"Stop yelling! What is it? I'm with mom and dad!" I asked, miffed as my parents
threw me a curious look.
"I tried calling their office, but- go, godammit! You idiots! THEY'RE STILL INSI
DE THE HOUSE!" she screamed.
"Karissa, what's going on?!"
"Rafs, the house is burning down!"
My mind went blank and I tried to keep my focus as I saw Mom and Dad look over a
t me curiously from the front seats.
"Dad, please drive faster... Kai, are you inside the house?"
"No... pero si Lola... si Ate... Umuwi ka na, please!"
"We're nearly there. Don't go back inside, I'll tell Mom and- calm down, Karissa
, okay? Keep a cool head- you've got to... And don't do anything stupid!"
"I won't! Just get back here!"
"ARIGHT! Dad, the house isBefore I could complete my incoherent sentence, he had stepped on the gas. Mom e
gged Dad on as she grabbed her phone and began dialing.
The house was no problem...
But Elle and Lola...
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We turned the last corner and saw the massive puffs of smoke that was emanating
from what was left of the house.
The once-welcoming faade of our decades-old house had, in a span of mere hours, t
urned into a red, nightmarish representation of a flame-infested inferno.
I could not believe my eyes.
A lot of our neighbors ran in and out of the house, saving the furniture. Here a
nd there were the occasional ones who carried half-filled pails of water, trying
to put out the flames. The firefighters have miraculously arrived in time and t
hey appeared to be in control, but they could not go in just yet as the front po
rch was completely destroyed and engulfed in the fire, and then, out of the corn
er of my eye, I saw one of them make his way towards what I recognized as the ki
tchen-
"Don't worry, kids," sabi bigla ni Daddy. Kahapon pa rin kasi kami nagtatanong k
ung anong mangyayari sa amin ngayong wala na kaming bahay. Ang natira lang yung
kotse ko pati yung kina Mom.
Oh well. Buti na lang may bahay pa kami sa LP.
Pero ang ipinagtataka ko lang eh yung fact na tinatawag pa ring Niki ng parents
ko si Elle.
LABO HA. To think galit daw sila kahapon.
"Rafa, let's go talk to your grandmother in the other room."
Sunod naman ako. Ang mabuting bata.
"Hijo," Dad said as soon as we were out of Elle' s room. "I don't want your sisI mean, Elle, knowing that we know about her already, okay?"
Knowing that we know aboutANOH?!
Nabading na naman ako.
"Err..."
"Just promise."
"Aright. So the party will push through?"
"Of course it will."
"Elle will be in it?"
"Yes. Then after the party... we can let her go. That's our gift to her, disguis
ed as a debut. I want to celebrate. She was a good girl."
"So... what about the real Niki?"
"Well, she can go out in a huge, flowery princessy dress after we let Elle go, t
hat's her punishment for running away. Then she can go to the studio, as our gif
t for her 18th birthday."
"What studio?" I asked, feeling stupider and stupider by the minute.
"Well, we've arranged a recording contract. We found some demos in her room"You know what demos are?"
"Course I do, Rafa. Where was I- oh, right. We gave some demos and BMG agreed to
give them a shot. I seriously didn't expect we would have a cool rocker in the
family..."
"But I thought you were against it?"
"Well, your Mom and I finally realized how blinded we were by conventional achie
vements... so... well, this is the best way we think would work. I hope your sis
ter wouldn't have any plans of going away after that..."
"Is there any chance that you guys know my daughter Adrianna?"
Chapter Twenty Seven
Ria's POV
*
"Are you nervous?"
I threw him a quick look.
"Hindi naman."
"Wala lang. You look kinda fidgety."
"Ano ka ba. EDSA to. Katakot kaya. "
He laughed a bit.
"Don't you like the way I drive?"
"Not really."
"I don't think it would have an effect on him whatsoever. Kung ako yun, I'll fee
l smug, kasi kamukha ko. Iisipin ko ako pa rin yung hinahanap, gets? "
"Eh makapal rin pala mukha mo eh "
Tawa ulit.
"Haha. Well, Ria. Gusto ko lang mag thank you sayo ulit for agreeing to be my da
te for my Ate's debut. I'm excited na nga na ipakilala siya sayo eh. Feel ko mag
kakasundo kayo."
"Talaga?" I said with false excitement.
"Well, okay, alam kong hindi mo gusto yung isang kapatid ko... but then, they're
really nothing alike. Trust me. You'll like my other sister."
"Okay. "
"Thanks again."
"Ano ka ba. Kulang pa nga to. I owe you, bro. Remember?"
He smirked a bit.
"Well... in a sense..."
"Huh?"
"Wala. " he said, then hinila niya na yung handbreak. "Tara na."
Ano kaya yun? Di ko nagets. SABAW.
Umikot siya ng car then he opened the door for me. Ang bagal ko pala, distracted
kasi ako.
"Take my arm. "
"Huh?"
"Take my arm nga. BILIS."
"Bakit?"
"Ang patapon neto oh. Para full effect."
"Full effect ka dyan."
He leaned in and whispered something.
"Andyan stalker ko. Dali!"
Tinuro niya saken si Kelly, who was standing nearby, her eyes fixed in our direc
tion. Masunurin naman akong bata, so I got his arm.
"Stalker mo si Kelly?"
"Well, yeah. Haven't I told you before?"
"Di ka pa nasanay. Celebrity ka kaya, noh Kuya?"
"Cheh. Basta. Pag ako nainis papamultuhin ko talaga yan kay Mishka."
Ah, si Mishka. Nakwento niya saken yun. Maswerte sila sa isa't isa. Kung hindi l
ang siguro sumingit yung asungot na si Ian...
"Landiin mo nga ako."
"HALA! Lul! AYOKO!"
"Dali! Tinutulungan na nga kita eh!"
"Okay, you saving my life was a biggie, but"Come on, Ria, please?" he asked, pleading. "I just need her to leave me alone.
She hasn't stopped texting me since Galera..."
"GEEZ. Ok. Ngayon lang to ha. Emphasis on NGAYON LANG."
"Deal, I owe you na. Let's go."
Aynako. AYNAKO TALAGA.
Kahit kamukha niya pa boyf- este ex- (?) ano na nga ba? Eh hindi pa rin talaga a
ko sanay.
Pumasok na kami dun sa lobby. Grabe ang daming tao. May mga photographer din na
nagsilapit sa amin pagkapasok pa lang. Kakahiya. Di pa naman ako sobrang nag-ayo
s. T_T
Nagmadali na kaming umakyat ng stairs. Grabe. Ang daming photographer, picture n
g picture. WALA NAMANG DAPAT PICTUREAN eh. EPAL.
"Psst. Magsi-CR muna ko. Kelangan natin maghiwalay para lubayan tayo ng photogra
phers!"
"Huh? Eh"Sige na! Susundan kita dun!"
"Sigurado ka?"
"Oo!"
Ang kulit naman oh.
Kita nang kaya lang ako pinipicture-an eh dahil sa kanya. Badtrip naman oh. Kung
wala lang talaga akong utang na loob sa kanya, haysus!
"-grabe naman tong damit na to! Ang laki-laki! Kung bakit naman ganito yung gina
wa ni Pierre"Hija, pagtiyagaan mo na, ilang oras mo lang namang isusuot yan."
"Lola naman! Kita mo nang hindi ako magkasya halos dito sa cubicle eh!"
May nag-aargue sa loob.
I saw a beautiful, elegantly dressed old woman standing in front of a closed cub
icle. She smiled at me when our eyes met, then lumapit siya sakin.
"Hello, hija. Thanks for coming to my granddaughter's debut."
"Thanks po."
"Kaibigan ka ba ng apo ko?"
"Ah... hindi po nung debutante... ako po yung"Lola, who are you talking to?"
The voice inside the cubicle sounded shocked.
"This young lady right here... Are you Rafa's date?"
Shocks. Si Lola naman oh.
"Opo. Friendly date."
"Wow. I always approved of my grandson's taste."
"Ah... LolaThe cubicle door swung open.
"OHMYGOD! I KNEW IT!"
My jaw dropped open as I saw who was inside-"ELLE!"
She dragged herself and the humungous, princessy dress out of the narrow doorway
.
Next thing I knew, she had thrown herself at me, and I was howling with glee, hu
gging her. The old woman simply stared as we wrestled like monkeys.
"Where have you been?! Lechugas ka, dito lang pala kita makikita sa Makati, kung
saan saan kami naghanap sa Pangasinan, alam mo bang kulang na lang masiraan ng
bait si Aidan?! Kung"Calm down, okay! Let me explain!"
"You're such a b!tch, Elle, making us worry like that, and howShe shushed me with a loud shhhh sound and flashed an alarmed look at the old wo
man's direction, who was smiling.
"Don't worry, hija," she said, smiling at us. "I know."
"You know?"
"What?"
I fell silent as they looked at each other.
"Thanks? For what? For making that particular weekend the worst one ever?"
He stared at me for a while, as though thinking deeply, then a look of comprehen
sion dawned on his features.
"Wait, didn't Rafa tell you?"
"Rafa didn't tell me what?"
"RIA! There you are!"
I looked around and felt Rafa's hand in mine. Even as I was looking, I saw Kelly
within the vicinity, looking murderous.
FINE. Basta habang nandito lang si Kelly...
"Tara na sa loob," he said, then napatingin siya kay Lance. I felt his grip on m
y hand loosen. "Oh, hey Lance."
"Wow, you sure know a thing or two about TAKING CREDIT, don't you Rafs?"
With a last scowl he went and purposely bumped Rafa out of his way while walking
.
"STUPID JERK!"
"No, Ria. It's my fault."
"Fault? Teka"No, listen. I did forget to tell you something."
"HUH?"
He looked around and slowly let go of my hand.
"Ehrr... Wag ka magagalit ah?"
"Bakit nga ako magagalit?"
"Eh kasi... diba sumama ka lang saken dito kasi iniisip mo I saved your life?"
"Eh... di naman sa ganun..."
"Nope, really, it's okay. I know naman eh."
"Teka, anong connect?"
"Hindi naman kasi ako yung nagligtas sayo sa pool eh. Si Lance."
"Siya yung tumalon. Nagulat nga ako eh, nakita ko na lang, nasa lobby ako nun, t
umatakbo siya papunta dun sa pool. Na-curious naman ako kaya sumunod ako. Eh naa
lala ko hindi naman siya ganun kagaling lumangoy, kaya for a good measure, tumal
on na nga rin ako... imagine, hindi yun lumalangoy ah, pero dahil sayo sige lang
go, nagdive sa ten feet... ibang klase bahHe was still talking pero wala na akong maintindihan.
"- pag nga kasama namin yun sa resort, di talaga lumalangoy yun, hay nako, ang l
akas talaga ng tama nun... tapos, grabe, you should have seen his face, pare. Ta
kot na takot siya, akala mo ba..."
Okay.
My mind is in hibernate mode. Take note, HIBERNATE. Mas malala sa SCREEN SAVER.
HALA. What did I do?
Lagot. Sobrang LAGOT.
To naman kasing si Rafa eh. Di sinabi agad.
Kung hindi rin naman kasi panay ganun yung pinagsasasabi ni Lance nung isang ara
w edi hindi sanaAy lechugas na buhay naman to oo. T_T Nakakainis.
"O ano na gagawin mo? "
"Cheh. Kasalanan mo to eh."
"I know, I know."
"Wanna help me?" I asked sardonically.
"Naku, lalo kang malilintikan pag sinama mo pa ko. "
"Wow, you're such a fat LOT of help."
"Puntahan mo na nga!"
"LECHE. Kasalanan mo to. May utang ka sakin!"
He just winked and pushed me away.
________________________________________
"MissThe receptionist smiled at me, while I groped for something to say.
May nakita ka bang lalaking Chinese na matangkad saka gwapo?
Ay, mali.
May nakita ka bang Intsik Behong bipolar na sobrang nakakabwisit tas saksakan ng
sungit?
Hinde, hinde. Ang pangit pa rin.
The receptionist raised a brow at me. I must be looking so stupid right now.
"Err. Never mind. Thanks anyway."
________________________________________
Gelo's POV
The things that my sister said had hit a nerve.
Gag0 ba siya?
Taena naman oh. Ang dami dami na ngang dapat isipin, dinadagdagan pa.
Can't she at least try to think of herself- just this once?
I took a seat at a nearby caf, my thoughts still scattered. If my brain had a voi
ce, it'd scream. There was too much going on and I couldn't handle it. I meanSH1T!
Not again!
I groped my pockets and found what I was looking for.
For some reason, the migraine bouts were getting worse- and a hell lot more freq
uent. I popped three pills and tried to swallow them- with difficulty- I didn't
have money to get myself a bottle of water.
Damnit. Nakakahiya.
Of all the people who could have agreed to make us his charity case, why did it
have to be Ria's father?
GOD! How on earth are we going to pay him back?
"Hello."
I looked up.
"Here's your mocha. Splenda / nonfat."
"Ehrr... I'm sorry. I didn't order anything."
"Of course not. I ordered it for you," she snapped, then she took the seat besid
e me.
"Do I know you?"
"Guess not. The name's Sheen. You?"
"Angelo."
"Pinoy ka no?"
"How did you"Wala. It's the way you dressed. Anyhow. What brings you here?" she asked, light
ing a cigarette and blowing smoke in my face.
"My sister's confined."
"Oh, dyan sa hospital next block? Good luck sa bills. "
WOW. So much for rubbing it in, huh?
"She badly needs a bone marrow transplant. We'd have to get her one in a month."
"A MONTH?!"
"Yes."
"If not..."
"I'm sorry, Ricks... but without it, she has no chances of surviving."
My Dad swore.
"GAWD. How on earth can I"No worries, Ricks. I can operate on her myself, so the fees won't be a problem.
You can pay me back once you get hold of Stella. But there still is a problem,
Ricks. It's really difficult to get bone marrows. There is a long list and I can
't really help in putting Rish on top of it..."
My brains could not go anymore.
Rish, my sister... survive... bone marrow... long list...
A month...
"But I'll try my best."
"Thanks, bro. "
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"Oh my gosh!"
I saw her smile, which was glittering in stark contrast to the place's dark ambi
ence. She made a beeline for me as I approached her in my day clothes. I felt li
ke a total eyesore as I scanned the whole area, silently observing that everyone
had been dressed to the nines. A lot of glances were being thrown at me; whethe
r friendly or derisive I could not tell nor care. I turned my eyes back towards
Sheen.
"You're here! I can't believe it "
"Yeah. Happy birthday."
"Thank you! Come here, let's get you some food!"
She pulled me by the hand and over to a table full of teenagers, most of whom we
re boys. One could easily sort them in two groups: they're either drunk or high.
Even the smell was overpowering: it was more than enough to make anyone throw u
p.
"Everyone, this is my friend Angelo."
I seriously wondered who among the guests were REALLY her friends. You know, the
type she didn't just randomly flirt with in Madison Avenue?
I heard a loud clunk. There was a shotglass right in front of me, filled with wh
at looked like milkshake.
"What's this?"
"Basta drink it. Magugustuhan mo," she said with a wink.
Fine. What could a milkshake do?
I tipped the entire contents of the glass into my mouth and swallowed it all in
one gulp.
Well, it did taste like a typical milkshake except that there was something else
. It made my throbbing head go numb, erasing and easing up the fiasco within, an
d sh1t guess what. I liked that.
"Some more?"
"Hell yeah."
The glasses on the tables slowly and steadily grew in number, and the cycle went
on and on. I forgot everything. It seemed like I was in another world; a univer
se where I was with a happy family and good friends, a point in time and space w
here my sister was not dying of a terrible illness that lies out of my control"Sabi ko na eh. I knew you'd like it here."
"How old are you, Sheen?"
"Twenty-two. Easy, grandpa. I'm legal. You?"
"Seventeen."
She almost spat out the cocktail she was drinking.
"Are you kidding me?"
"No."
"BOOOOOOOOOO! You didn't tell me you were a LITTLE BOY! "
There was a boisterous burst of laughter.
"I'm not a little boy!" I said indignantly.
"Oh yeah?" she taunted. "We'll see about that."
The process continued. She went on alternating cigarettes with weed, laughing al
l the while, evidently having fun, while I finished shotglass after shotglass of
vodka-based chocolate mush. Oddly, I enjoyed it. I got reminded of how worry-fr
ee my life was before this. Cigarettes, beers, DoTA... it was all easy.
No Dad, no Mom, No Rish.
NO RIA...
Damn them all. Screw them for making my life miserable.
"Having fun, kid?"
"Yeah. But I'd have to ask you to stop calling me that."
"Okay."
She didn't take her eyes off my face. Batting her eyelashes, she coyly looked aw
ay and bit her lip.
"Fancy a dance?" I asked, feeling suddenly reckless. She smiled widely.
"Thought you'd never ask."
She pulled me off the chair, giggling with hardly suppressed delight. Her hand w
as rough, hard and unfamiliar in mine, her scent too musky and strong for my lik
ing. But still, I was with her.
And at this point in time, she was all I had.
She brought me to the middle of the dance floor, where she started to dance like
there's no tomorrow. As my inhibitions had been brought away by what she had gi
ven me, I followed her lead. We held hands while dancing, which felt really stra
nge. Eventually she got dissatisfied by just holding hands, so she went and put
her arms around my neck. Our faces were literally just millimeters away from eac
h other.
"Enjoying yourself, kiddo?" she whispered.
"Hell yeah."
"Bet your girlfriend doesn't do this a lot?"
"No. But I liked it that way."
"Like-d?"
"Yeah. By that I mean not anymore."
Her eyes widened excitedly.
"So, looks like the little boy is growing up."
"I told you I'm not a little boy!"
"Really now," she said, her voice dropping. "Why don't you prove it?"
Without thinking of any implications that my recklessness might bring, I went in
for the kill and kissed her.
She reeked of weed and nicotine, and the odd combination fueled my hormones into
gear.
I did not need to think nor worry.
I just have to enjoy myself.
It deepened. She responded more wildly than I had expected, and it could not get
any better than this.
It was then that she asked.
"My room is just two floors up. Want a nightcap?"
"Of course."
I kissed her again, then she broke off and led me away from the crowd, into the
dark hallway that was the way to where we are going.
A path, I knew, where there was no turning back.
I said, trying to fix my already-ruffled polo. "Kindly inform me when the old Ka
rissa Yutanco comes back."
I was at the doorway when she spoke.
"She's dead, and she's never coming back. DEAL WITH IT."
"Is that so?" I asked her, throwing her a derisive smirk. "Oh well, then that me
ans I have nothing else to do with you."
"No, honey," she said in a lofty voice. "Unfortunately, you do NOT have any othe
r choice."
I couldn't take having her in the same room anymore so I went out.
But then again, I knew that walking out would do no good.
She was right. I do NOT have a choice.
________________________________________
Ria's POV
SCREW IT.
Leche. Punyeta. Anak ng pating!
Sa lahat ng kwartong pwede kong pasukin, bakit yun pa?
BAKIT YUN PA?!
Eh kung bakit naman kasi debut ng ate niya eh nandun siya't naglalandi?!
At kung bakit naman kasi kailangang yung bipolar na unggoy na singkit na yun pa
ang nilalandi niya?!
BWISIT! WHAT A SL*T!
ARRRRRRRGHHHHHHH!
*RING RING*
Aidan Lennox Calling
"Hello?"
"O, masama ata timplada mo?"
At nanggagatong pa tong bruhong to! AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!
"Pwede ba?! Kung wala kang magawa"TEKA TEKA TEKA NGA! Ikaw kaya yung tumawag sakin!"
SHET, oo nga pala.
Anak ng bullcrap naman oh. Nakalimutan ko tuloy. T_T
"Onga. Sorry. Nasaan ka na?"
"Nandito na ko sa bandang Buendia. Nagpapa-gas lang. Ano ba nangyari sayo? Taran
tang-taranta ka pa kanina nung tumawag ka, napatakbo tuloy ako nang naka lumang
tsinelas pati shorts, just because akala ko kung ano nan nangyari sayo. PURPLE S
HORTS! For pete's sake."
Nakonsensya naman ako.
"Sorry na. Basta pumunta ka rito ngayon na."
Karissa caught my eye again, and she smirked. I felt my blood reach boiling poin
t.
"So, how's the merger doing?" one man said. Rafa said he was a close friend of h
is Dad's.
"Well, it's okay. So far we're thinking it had been a very good decision."
"Yes. It's doing very good despite the current global slowdown."
"Is it a sign of how things will be between your families?"
"What do you mean?"
"Oh, you know," the man pressed on, an odd smile forming on his face.
"Non-business matters?" he said, throwing an obvious signal towards Kai and Lanc
e.
I dropped my fork so suddenly that it clanked loudly on the ceramic plate. The m
an gave me a patronizing stare that made even my ears go red. I could feel his d
islike for me even from a distance; it was spread around that I was dating Rafa
and clearly, he didn't approve of me, just because I didn't have Chinese blood.
ECHOSERONG KUMAG TO AH. Mukha lang namang magtatahong sumisipsip sa parents nila
Lance. CHEH.
"Well, it's a definite option, Tito," Kai said sweetly, her smile infuriating me
even more. "The merger has implied such ties between the families involved, and
we never know, it might end up there."
"Asa pa eh," said Rafa, chuckling derisively. No one except me appeared to have
heard him, so we shared a private laugh.
"And yeah, Tito. We're trying to keep the family pure. As tradition dictates," s
he said, shooting me a not-so-covert glance, "people like us shouldn't end up wi
th commoners."
EXCUSE ME?
Sipain kaya kitang babae ka dyan?
"Right, Lance?"
Sige Intsik. Subukan mong sumagot nang patapon.
"Right?" Kai asked again. Lance merely shrugged, and I almost laughed aloud.
BUTI NGA SAYONG BRUHA KA.
"Well, as I was saying, I think all families should still keep that custom. Fami
lies like us are getting rarer every day. So Lance, mind you. Be careful. You mi
ght end up getting yourself an unnecessary burden by marrying a timawa," she sai
d, casting a significant look in my direction.
ABA! SINO KA PARA MANGDIKTA?!
I found myself chewing my food with even more force than I intended, so hard tha
t I could hear my teeth clashing against each other.
"Thanks for the advice, Kai, though I'm not really assuring you I'll follow it,"
he said, wiping sauce off his mouth. "But I'll make sure you'd be invited to th
e nuptials, so no worries."
Karissa's face lost all colour. I couldn't stop smiling, and out of the corner o
f my eye, I saw Lance give me a small smile.
Aba, ang lokong to, may nalalaman pang pagngiti. Sapukin ko to eh.
BWISIT. Ang cute ng mata niya. Sumisingkit na ewan.
"Ano sabi mo?"
"Ha?"
"You muttered something like cute and sumisingkit," Rafa said with a really anno
ying smile on his face.
"No I didn't."
"Never mind. Gets ko na. "
"Ewan ko sayo."
________________________________________
Gelo's POV
What the fu-?!
Where on earth am I?
Sh1t. My head is throbbing like hell, and it's fukcing cold. Where's my shirt?
ANAK NG"Good morning," said Sheen, who entered the room, scantily clad in a nightgown.
"Thought you'd never wake. Kanina pa ko gising eh."
"What time is it?"
"9 am, kiddo. Don't worry about your curfew, you broke it about twelve hours ago
so a few more minutes won't really do much harm anymore. Why are you covering y
our eyes?"
"Maybe because your nightgown doesn't really cover anything?"
"Come on," she said with a ridiculously fake laugh. "You saw it all last night,
didn't you?"
Sh1t.
"And oh, for a virgin, you're scarily good."
"Hoho. You drank them on your own, so don't go pointing your fingers on me. Coff
ee?"
"No thanks."
"Don't worry, it's not spiked. Besides, it helps with the hangover."
I didn't take the cup and she laid it down on the bedside table.
"So, this girlfriend of yours..."
A huge stab of guilt passed through me.
"Never mind, you're with me now."
I buried my face in my hands.
Sh1t. I'm so sorry, Ria...
"Get yourself dressed. Daddy's gonna look for his little boy."
"Shut up."
She laughed and sat with me on the bed. I got out of it and got dressed.
"Well, if you need me again, you know where to find me."
"No, but thanks for the offer."
"I won't be so sure."
GELO, YOU IDIOT. YOU STUPID, STUPID IDIOT!
Chapter Thirty One
Ria's POV
"What the flying eff-?"
I turned and saw Denise standing on the doorway, her arms full of groceries. Beh
ind her was Liam, who looked like he was going to explode from laughing.
"What do you think are you doing with the keyboard?!"
Fine, they had reason to laugh / freak out / (insert-everything-here). I was hol
ding the keyboard- Guitar Hero-style.
"Let it go. I paid for that!"
"NO! I'm not yet finished!"
"But"Den, sweetie, we have dinner to cook. Let it go. Ria, after that, magsaing ka n
a, ayt?"
"Alrighty... YES! 50 STREAK YO! WHO'S YOUR DADDY?"
"Jam Legend?"
T_T
Sapakin ko kaya to ngayon na?
"Umayos ka nga. Seryoso eh."
"HAHA. Sorry. Bakit ano bang meron?"
"Wala lang. Kasi naisip ko, sem-ender. Kahit road trip sa Tagaytay."
"Tagaytay?"
"Yep."
"Ehrrm... Parang hindi pwede e."
"Ah." I said, trying not to sound so disappointed. "Okay. Sige. Kami kami na lan
g."
"Sorry."
"Ano ka ba. Bakit ka nagsosorry? Labo mo."
"Wala. Hehe. Wala kasing mag-aalaga sayo."
Wait, what?
"AYUN YUN EH!"
Napatingin na ako sa monitor.
100%.
"Sh1t. Who's your Daddy now huh?"
T_T
"Paano ba yan. Panalo ako!!! "
"Fine. Ikaw na JAM LEGEND. Is there anything else you're not good at?"
"I dunno... expressing how I feel?" he asked.
As he said it, he drilled his eyes into mine in an intense stare.
"AYUN!"
Napatingin kami pareho sa door ulit.
There was Aidan and Jon, standing there for what looked like a long while now. T
hey looked very amused, their faces showing identical grins.
"Bilib na ko sayo Lance. SMOOTH!"
"Sapul na sapul eh."
"Not to mention effective."
"Onga! HAHA! APIR!"
"Who is it?"
"I don't know," I replied, even if I did have a hunch. His smile vanished.
"It's an overseas call."
Could it be?
"Tingnan mo nga. Baka si Maffy yan."
I looked at the phone for another minute.
Was I honestly expecting Maffy?
Or am I - subconsciously- hoping it was someone else?
"Oh give me that," he said, giving me no time to protest. "Hello? Maffy?"
I found myself staring at him hopefully with my mouth open.
"Yeah she's here."
He handed me the handset.
"It's Maffy. She wants to talk to you."
"Thanks. Hello?"
"What took you so long?"
Lance put the keyboard back in its place and went towards the kitchen.
"I- I was... in the bathroom. Sorry."
"Oh. And he was holding your phone?"
"Well, he was passing by and sinagot niya."
"Are you two alone?"
"No. Andito rin sila Den."
"Really?"
"Yeah they're cooking supper."
Dead air.
"Any more questions?" I asked sarcastically.
Ano raw?
"Do I WHAT?"
"I'm asking if you like him. That's only answerable by two words. Yes and No."
"Maffs!"
"Yes or no, Ria."
TANG INA ANO BA!!!
"Hoy! Ready na dinner!"
"Coming!"
"Come and get it Ria Banana!"
Ria banana raw? HAHAHA!
"Shet ka Maffy."
She laughed hysterically.
"Gag0 ka talaga. Sige na. Saka mo na sagutin."
"Sure kang ayaw mo nang ipasagot?"
"Hindi na kailangan. Alam ko na sagot."
O-kay?
"Nga pala. Kaya nga pala ako tumawag..."
"Oo nga. Bakit nga ba?"
"I'm coming home in a week or two."
"WHAT?!"
"Lakas ng boses mo gagu. "
"HAHA! YES! WOOHOO!"
"Osha, ikaw na magsabi sa kanila. Pati sabihin mo kay Jonathan tatawag ako mamay
a!"
"OKAY~! YEHEY! Thanks Maffs!"
"Bye!"
Suddenly, Den came running into the room.
Dumeretso siya ng silip doon sa window.
"Tingnan mo sila Mama pati si Dad. Ayun! Nagtatrabaho. Para may mapakain sayo, p
ara may pambayad rito. Kahit anytime pwede silang makulong dahil hindi naman leg
al. Nagwowork ng extra hours, naghihirap kasi below minimum wage yung pinapaswel
do... para lang hindi mahuli. Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi ikaw yung iniisip nila! P
aano pag di sila nagtrabaho... hindi ka na mapapagamot! Pag nahuli naman sila si
nong mag-aalaga sayo?"
"Sinabi ko bang gawin niyo yun? Hindi naman diba? Nagdadrama ka pa. Eh kung paba
yaan niyo na lang ako edi tapos na."
"Oo nga naman," I said with an ironic laugh. "Hindi ko naman kailangang mabulok
rito para maghintay kung kailan mo kailangan ng blood donor. Oo nga naman, hindi
ko naman kailangang itapon yung future ko para mag babysit dito, para lang may
pandagdag sa pampagamot mo... hindi ko lalo kailangang iwanan silang lahat doon,
lalo na si Ria, para lang sayo.
Ano? Yun ang gusto mong marinig diba? Yun yung gusto mong isipin?"
"Dahil yun yung totoo."
"You know what..."
I grabbed my jacket from the table and stood up.
"Bahala ka na sa buhay mo."
Crossing the room in three strides, I opened the door, got out, and slammed it s
hut.
"Hey Gelo."
I looked up and saw Sheen smiling at me, holding a bouquet of what looked like M
alaysian mums. Even as I looked at her, I noticed something different about the
way she smiled.
"Um... is this a bad time?" she asked, taking a quick glance at the door. "I was
about to surprise you."
"Me?"
"Yeah. And I brought stuff for your sister too."
"Sorry, Sheen, but I don't think this is the right time for you to meet my siste
r."
"Why do you look so upset? Did you have a row or something?"
"Well," I said with an annoyed snort. "Basta. Gusto ko lang lumayo dito."
"What do you have in mind?"
"Ewan. Kahit saan. Ikaw bahala."
"Sinong magbabantay sa kapatid mo?"
"Dad's arriving in thirty minutes. She'll be fine."
"Sigurado ka?"
"Oo. Basta bahala na siya," I said, pulling her by the hand. "I just badly need
someone to talk to. I need my space too, you know. Kung ganyan rin lang na hindi
naman niya naaappreciate yung mga ginagawa ko..."
"Baka naman bad mood lang siya. Intindihin mo na lang. Total Kuya ka naman eh."
"Wala na akong pake dun."
"Gelo..."
"Sige na, pagbigyan mo na ko. Ikaw na nga lang nakakaintindi sakin..."
She gave me a reassuring smile.
"Okay. If you say so."
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Panalo ang acting ni Sheen ha. comments naman dyan! Yehey!!!
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pe ye liked it
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cure ako hahaha hoy ana umayos ka ah.
johnny_madrid: thanks kuya ken! i'm using the stuff you sent me. it's a lot of h
elp!
Chapter Thirty Two
Gelo's POV
"You're drunk. That's enough."
"POTA. Pakialam mo?! Ako kaya nagbayad nyan! TAENA!"
Binigay ko yung baso ni Sheen dun sa waiter na dumadaan, pero hindi na rin siya
nakapalag, hindi na niya makuha yung hawak ko dahil sa kalasingan. Kanina pa nga
tong nakasubsob eh. Pinagtitinginan na rin kami ng mga tao.
"Umuwi na nga tayo."
"Parang alam mo kung saan ako iuuwi ah."
"Oo alam ko."
"Daya mo. Kaya kita dinala dito kasi sabi mo gusto mo makalimot. Tas di ka naman
uminom."
"Hindi naman porket sabi kong ganun gusto ko nang uminom."
"Kunyari ka pa. Eh nung una kitang nilasing..." she gave a weak smile. "Aminin m
o. Nalibang ka."
"Sheen, hindi na pwedeng maulit yun."
"Bakit hinde? Sabi mo ayaw mo na sa girlfriend mo?"
"Ano ka ba, lasing ako nun."
"E diba pag lasing dun daw nasasabi lahat?"
"Hindi totoo yun. Mahal ko girlfriend ko noh."
"DRAMA MO. Kadiri ka."
She picked on what was left of our onion rings.
"Tell me. What's so special about her? Ang naiimagine ko eh boring na nakasalami
n tas nakabraces. You know. Parang librarian na kinky rin. HAHA "
"Hindi noh," I said, an involuntary smile forming on my face. "Maganda yun. Medy
o payat, tas medyo malapad rin yung noo. Pero ok lang kasi may bangs naman. Tawa
g ko nga dun noon blackboard eh. Tapos cheerleader, magaling sumayaw, magaling u
marte. May pagkaiyakin nga lang. Tapos saksakan ng selosa. Kakatuwa. Feeling ko
tuloy ang gwapo ko pag nagseselos yun "
"In short, mas maganda ako."
"Sige na nga. Para lang matahimik ka na."
A small, almost inaudible laugh escaped her mouth.
Ano raw?
"Yesterday?"
"Yeah, haven't I told you? Sh1t nahahalata ka. Di ka nakikinig sa mga kwento ko.
"
"Teka lang, paano mo napuntahan si Rish kahapon? Bakit hindi kita nakita?"
"Wala ka nun. Sabi ng kapatid mo bumalik ka daw sa bahay niyo para kumuha ng dam
it niya."
"Talaga?"
"Oo. Grabe siya. Kakapasok ko pa lang, sinungitan na ako. I don't think she like
s me. She called me slut twice. Or was the word she used wh0re?"
O_O
"Aba, syempre hindi naman ako nagpaapi. Sinungitan ko rin. Maldita eh, hahaha! "
"Anong sinabi mo sa kanya?"
"Eh ano pa, edi yung mga problema mo. Ayun siya nagpapakabratinela. Habang ikaw.
.. ayan. Tinapon ang future... lahat. Naku akala mo ba. Pinagdukdukan ko sa kany
a yun. Nung iniwan ko nga umiiyak eh! HAHA SH1T! KAKATAWA. Sabi niya pa nga..."
she gulped and changed her voice to make it sound higher. "YOU'RE LYING~! MY KUY
A LOVES ME... YOU'RE LYING! HAHAHA! Stupid spoiled b1tch!"
I found myself on my feet, shaking with hardly suppressed anger.
"So that's why..."
"Yeah. Since you couldn't say it to her face, well, I took the liberty of tellin
g her. You don't have to thank me, honeybunch."
"You~...!"
Without thinking about it, I had grabbed her by the arm and dragged her up to a
standing position. She swayed in place, laughing hysterically. She was too smash
ed to see the fact that I, at that moment, was already feeling murderous.
"You should've seen her face! Served her right... Sh1t you're hurting me! Wag mo
nga akong pwersahin, alam mo namang sasama ako diba?"
I pushed her back onto her chair.
"Don't go near me or my sister again, you understand?"
"What? Gelo, I thought we're going to"You stay there or I'll kill you."
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I almost got lost on my way back to the hospital. Takte kasi, naka cab kami ni S
heen kanina nung papunta sa resto na yun. Ngayon dahil wala akong pera at iniwan
ko ang tinamaan ng kidlat na babaeng yun, eh kailangan kong lakarin.
Goodluck naman sa akin diba?
Napatingin ako sa relo ko. Taena, alas nwebe na pala. Kumain na kaya si Rish?
Putragis na buhay naman to oo. Ako na talaga ang pinakatanga at pinakabobong Kuy
a sa buong mundo! Bakit ko ba siya iniwan dun? !@#$ kasalanan ni Sheen to eh. Ku
ng bakit kasi sumasama pa ako dun sa anak ng demonyong babaeng yun? Alam ko nama
n simula pa lang na wala siyang mabuting idudulot sa akin eh sumama pa ako ng su
mama?! P*TA talaga.
Bakit niya ginawa yun?! Bakit niya sinabi yun sa kapatid ko? Ang kapal naman ng
mukha niya! Hindi ko naman siya kilala! Wala siyang pakialam sakin or sa kahit k
anino sa amin! Screw her!
At sinasabi niya pang papalitan niya si Ria? Tang ina pag nangyari yun ako na pi
nakagago sa lahat ng gag0 sa mundo!
Tumakbo lang ako ng tumakbo. Bahala na. Basta kelangan kong makarating ng ospita
l. Kailangan makapagsorry na ako kay Rish. Kailangan kong bawiin lahat ng sinabi
ko, para gumaan na loob niya. Kailangan kong bumawi. I have to make up for bein
g a jerky brother.
I'm coming, Rish. Wait for me.
I reached the hospital sooner than I had expected.
What I didn't expect was the thing I saw upon entering my sister's roomAn empty bed.
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Elle's POV
"Naknangteteng naman oo. Pumunta punta ka pa rito hindi ka naman nagsasalita."
Ria stopped through her umpteenth mouthful of chips. Badtrip naman kasi tong bab
aeng to eh. Nag-ayang mag hangout dito sa amin, nag-insist pang kaming dalawa la
ng kasi kailangan daw niya akong makausap. She said she needs my straight-forwar
d, no-sh1t opinion. Pero tingnan mo ang ginagawa. Gusto yatang ubusin yung isang
balot ng nachos na binili ko pa kanina.
"Ay naku Ria, nakakainis ka. Alam mo bang ang dami kong homework? BOO. Kung alam
ko lang na kakain ka lang pala nang kakain, edi dinalahan na lang kita sa bahay
niyo ng isang truck ng nachos."
"Eeeeeh. Ikaw naman eh. Gusto ko lang kasi ipunin yung guts to tell you. Alam mo
kasi it's all pent up inside and I have absolutely no idea how you're going to
take it..."
O_o
"You sound really scary. Are you going to propose to me or something?"
She got one of the throw pillows and threw it squarely on my face- and it hit me
. HARD.
"Anakngteteng ka rin pala eh. Akala ko ba seryoso na?"
"Oo nga. Ikaw kasi yung intro mo pauso. Gusto mo ulitin ko para malaman mo?"
"Badtrip ka! Hmph," sabi niya sabay nagpout. "Ganyan ka. Porke marami kang homew
ork. Samantalang ako hindi na nga tayo nag-uusap kasi magkaiba tayo ng school pa
ti nagboboard na ako sa Katips, tapos eh"Teka nga, mamaya ka na nga magdrama. Ano ba yun?"
"Eeeh. Kasi eh. Nitong nakaraan, nakakausap ko si Maffy. Tapos may sinasabi siya
saka tinatanong. Wala naman akong idea kung paano siya naka come up ng mga pina
g-iiisip niya. Hanggang bigla na lang nung isang araw kinausap rin ako ni Den. P
ati ni Liam, ni Jon, ni Aidan. Ewan ko nga kung ginagago lang nila ako eh; kaya
ikaw agad kinausap ko. Alam ko kasi pag ikaw mas maliit yung probability na mang
gagago ka lang..."
"Okay, skip the long-winded part. Fine, ako na magtatanong. Is this about Lance?
"
Her already wide eyes went O_O
"Pakshet, don't tell me... T_T"
"No, no. For the record, hindi... I mean hindi ako yung nakapansin, okay? Si Aid
an. Syempre napapagkwentuhan ka rin namin. Pwede ba namang hinde eh maid of hono
r ka sa wedding namin, but anyway," I said, cutting it up since I might give awa
y too much of our cheesy couple-y stuff. "kasi alam mo... concerned sila sayo. S
yempre gusto nila masaya ka "
"GAAAH. T_T"
"Anong gaaah? Labo mo."
"Ewan. Nalalabuan nga kasi talaga ako sa sarili ko eh."
"Okay. I suggest you start from the basics."
"Fine. Alam mo kasi... wait lalayo lang ako ha? Baka kasi batukan mo ako eh."
T_T
Ay friend. Ang drama mo talaga!
"Feel ko noon pa to eh. Simula nung nagkaka issues na kami kay Rish."
"Tapos?"
"Ewan ko. Parang... kasi naman eh. Kung bakit kasi siya pa yung nagbuhat sakin n
ung nahulog ako sa pyramid. Tas yung sinet up pa kami ni Jonathan."
"So you're saying they actually worked?"
"Oo."
"Eh nung prom?"
"Eh... hahaha."
"Anong hahaha? T_T"
"Well. Kaya ko siya iniwan sa dance floor eh kasi nagiguilty ako."
"Natural magiguilty ka."
"Hinde. Kasi nga. Parang nag-eenjoy na kong kasayaw siya. Gets mo?"
"Parang defense mechanism?"
"Oo.Naknampota ang weird talaga!"
"Tapos ngayon... dahil wala si Gelo, napapaisip ka."
"Eh. Ganun na nga."
"Alam mo naman siguro ang sasabihin ko?"
"Pupunta ba ko dito at magdadrama kung alam ko?"
Susginoo. Sa lahat naman ng valedictorian, ikaw ang slow.
"HELLO? GO GET HIM!"
Suddenly, the door burst open.
On the doorway stood Aidan, looking flabbergasted as he only just noticed that I
wasn't alone.
Oh-kay.
Is that a long-stemmed rose he's holding between his teeth?!
"AMPOTA! Anong kalokohan na naman yan?!" Ria asked, letting out a huge snort of
laughter.
"What are you doing here?" asked Aidan, looking extremely embarrassed. "At ikaw!
Bakit hindi ka pa bihis?!"
HOLE-Y CRAAAAP.
"Ohmygoooooooooooooood. I completely forgot! I'm so sorry!"
"Ano pa hinihintay mo?! Magbihis ka na late na tayo!"
Ria's POV
Kainis naman tong si Aidan. Ready na yung sagot ko kay Elle eh. T_T
Mamamatay ata ako kakatawa. Nakakagat sa rose? KINKY MUCH?!
"Ayan! Pahamak ka kasi, kita mo nang date namin ngayon chinismis mo nang chinism
is." T_T
"Saan ba kayo pupunta?"
"Sa mini-fair. Inorganize nung family nila Rafa. Charity thing for kids sa orpha
nage. Sama ka na."
"Oo ba. Sino sino pa nandun?"
"Ah, wala. Ay meron pala. Si Karissa saka si LANCE. "
"Anastasia po. May nagpapabigay sayo o," sabi niya, sabay abot sakin nung isang
lollipop.
"Huh?"
"Opo. Kunin mo na dali. Magagalit sakin yun."
"Kanino galing?"
"Hindi ko daw pwede sabihin. Pero sabi niya sabihin ko daw sayo na crush ka niya
and you're sooooooooooo pretty."
O_o
"Ah... eh. Salamat."
"Sino nagpasabi?"
"Hindi nga po pwede eh," sabi nung bata.
"Dali pag tinuro mo samin, bibigyan kita ng limang lollipop pati ng ticket dun s
a carousel."
Tama bang suhulan yung bata?
"Di po pwede. I made a pinky promise."
"Anak naman ng-! SINO NGA KASI?!"
The kid looked at him with wide eyes. She stopped licking her lollipop and befor
e I knew it"HUWAAAAAAAAAAAH! HUHUHUHU *sniff* WAAAAAH!"
"HOY! SSSHHH! WAG KA UMIYAK!"
"HUWAAAAH! YOU YELLED AT ME! YOU'RE BAD! BOO! HUWAAAH!"
"Hindi ako bad! Ikaw kasi ayaw mo sabihin!"
"LANCE! Pati ba naman bata inaaway mo?! Hindi ka rin adik noh?"o_o
"Hindi ko naman inaaway eh!"
"Ang intrigero mo naman kasi!"
"Heh! Whatever ka! Inaalam ko na nga para malaman mo na rin e! TSS! Bahala ka ng
a dyan! Anastasia, tahan na, halika tara dun sa stuff toys... mabait yan, sasama
yan kay Kuya Lance..."
The kid stopped bawling, then sniffed. May uhog pa siyang konti.
"St- stuffed- t-toys?"
"Oo! Kukunin natin yung piiiiiiiinakamalaking teddy bear. Ano game?"
*SNIFF*
"Yung pinakamalaki?"
"Oo! Kukunin ko para sayo! Tara na dali!"
"Yehey!"
At yung bata na yung humila kay Lance papunta dun sa stall na may stuffed toys.
TSS. Lakas manuhol, palibhasa maraming pera. May future to sa pulitika! HAHAHA!
"Psst oy."
"Anong psst oy. Ikaw ha, hindi ka nag-iimbita. Si Aidan at Elle lang sinabihan m
o. HMF."
"Ano ka ba, mom ko nag-invite kay Elle. Alam mo naman, Niki-Elle ekek chorva. Hi
nahanap na rin kasi siya ni Lola eh. Teka bakit umiyak yung bata?" he asked, loo
king like he was on the verge of laughing.
"Ang engot kasi ni Lance eh. Sinigawan ba naman."
"Bakit sinigawan?"
"Dahil dito, may nagpabigay. Ayaw sabihin nung bata, ayun! Sinigawan nung ugok.
TSS. Immature talaga kahit kelan."
"Ah, so effective naman pala. Edi ok lang."
"Anong effective? O_o"
"GOK. Ako nagpadala nun. HAHAHA! Nagwork diba?"
"TAE KA! Akala ko kung sino."
"Akala mo si Gelo noh? Hahaha!"
"ASA KA!"
"So si Lance na nga gusto mo, hindi na si Gelo?"
"TSS. Whatever."
"Kaw kasi, di ka na nagkukwento. BOOOOOOO."
"Saka na ko magkukwento. Pag hindi ka na madaldal. Baka ibenta mo pa ko."
"Kelan kita binenta?"
"Kung ieenumerate ko, bukas pa tayo matatapos. Kaya wag na lang. "
"Corny mo. O ayan na si Lance. Umayos ka."
"Ikaw umayos! CHEH."
Kinindatan ako ni Rafa tapos umalis na.
Ang bilis naman nilang nagkasundo. T_T Ngayon naka piggy back pa yung bata sa ka
nya. Close na talaga sila ha? (Mukhang nakuha nga yung higanteng teddy bear.
Hmm. Bakit parang may kamukha yung teddy bear na yun?)
"Hoy. Psst."
"Anong psst? UGOK!"
"Ugok ka rin!"
"Ang sweet niyo! HAHAHA! YEHEY!"
"Anong sweet? KADIRI!"
Inirapan ko siya ulit.
"Tara sa carousel Ate!"
"Ha?"
"Dun o! Sa merry go round. Samahan niyo ko."
"Okay."
"Laro tayo ha?" sabi niya. "Si Kuya Lance Daddy, ikaw Mommy! YEHEY!"
"WHAT?!"
"NO!"
"Sige pag di kayo pumayag, iiyak ulit ako!"
"O SIGE NA SIGE NA SIGE NA!"
Anastasia giggled.
"Yehey! Baba mo na ko Daddy."
Masunuring Lance. Pwede nang aso! Hahaha! GOOD BOY!
"Mommy, Daddy, diba dapat holding hands kayo? "
Anak ng tinapang AGGGGHHHHHH!
Malanding bata!
"Dali na! Ang tagal naman eh."
"O wag na maarte," sabi ni Lance, sabay inextend niya yung kamay niya sakin.
Feeling naman ng kumag na to gusto kong hawakan yung kamay niya. CHOS. If I know
pasmado yun. YUCK!
"Dali! Ang bagal eh! ARTE!"
"Eto na nga eh! Ugok!"
"Mas ugok ka!"
"YIIIIIIII!!! Pet name nila ugok! "
"Hinde!"
T_T
"Yey! Tara na Mommy, Daddy!"
For the first time, I became conscious of his hand that was enclosed in mine.
Badtrip. Kinikilig ako. <3
Chapter Thirty Three
Gelo's POV
I looked around the place, hoping the scenery was fooling me. It was empty excep
t for a couple of empty fruit baskets.
The door creaked open- an agitated nurse came in. She looked at me apprehensivel
y.
"Your sister was brought to the ICU. She had a bad seizure about thirty minutes
after you left. I suggest youI did not need her to finish that.
In mere seconds I found myself getting off the elevator. Looking around, I saw t
he usual chaos surrounding the emergency room, and I couldn't find what I was lo
oking for.
SH1T.
I messed up.
AGAIN.
"Excuse me, where's the ICU?"
"Turn left over there and you'll find it."
I ran again, almost toppling a stretcher and a doctor in my haste to reach it in
time.
It was then that I sawINTENSIVE CARE UNIT
Bumping into a couple more of doctors along the way, I crossed the corridor in t
hree strides in my haste to reach the room.
I'm coming, Rish.
The double doors burst open as I came in, and miraculously, I saw them.
My sister was, thankfully, alive and well. She gave me a weak smile as soon as s
he saw me.
"Where on earth have you been?! "
"Chill, Dad. I told him to get me some chocolates. Didn't I, Kuya?"
Why was she covering up for me?
"I was badly craving for Snickers. I told him to get me some."
"I'm so sorry. Muntik na kong mawala nung pabalik rito..."
"Your sister had a seizure. The nurse said"I'm okay, guys, come on. Don't mind what the nurse said."
"She said you would have lapsed into coma if"But I'm not in a coma."
She laughed.
"Ang OA niyo naman. Hindi pa ko mamamatay. No worries, guys. Masama akong damo."
"Rish!"
"Haha! Just kidding Ma. Would you guys mind? I want to talk to Kuya privately."
Our parents nodded, then left. I immediately went and hugged her.
"Rish, I'm so sorry. Sorry talaga. Di na mauulit yun. Magpapakabait na ko. Hindi
na babalik si Sheen."
"Sorry din Kuya... Nadala kasi ako sa mga sinabi niya."
"Forget about it, okay?" I told her, then I let go and took the chair beside her
bed. "I don't care about anything else. Pwede pa rin akong mag-aral sa UP kahit
gurang na ko. Or kahit saan. Wag mo na isipin yun. Kayang kaya kong ayusin yun,
basta magpagaling ka na, ha?"
She smiled again.
"Geez, I'm lucky I have you as a brother," she said.
The doors flew open again.
"Angelo! Rish!"
Dad, nakakahiya ka. T_T
"A package just came in from Vegas!"
VEGAS?
He was carrying a medium sized box and a small note.
"It's your mother. I think she just came to her senses," he said, handing me the
note.
Quote
Ricks and Gelo,
I'm sorry for everything.
The box contains all the stuff I think you'll need: passports, phones and all th
e money (You can check; I didn't touch a cent).
I'm coming to New York in a short while. Hope it's not too late yet.
Wish you're all well. Send my regards (and apologies) to Irish and Julia.
Stella
"WOW!"
"Great. I'll talk to Gerard so we can start her treatment right away."
Without another word, our Dad left us.
Ecstatically, I turned to Rish.
"YES!"
She didn't look too happy. Instead, she was staring into empty space.
"Have I told you, Kuya? I kept dreaming of this angel these past few days."
"Rish"Yeah, it's true. And when I dream of her, everytime I wake up, I feel better."
"Don't sh1t me, okay? Natatakot na ko."
"Bakit ka matatakot? Ang bait nga nung angel eh. Sabi niya"No, stop."
I took her hand and gripped it tightly.
"You tell the angel to get away. We're going home soon."
"How can you say that?"
"You're going to get well. I think the operation is in the bag, and in weeks you
'll be recovering fully. We're gonna be okay. I'll bring you everywhere- we'll b
e shopping for pasalubong... Disneyland, Niagara"No."
"Rish... what?"
She looked away and drew a long, deep breath.
"Kuya, the medications they're giving me... they're not working. Dati they relie
ve the pain... but now..."
"Don't say that. Syempre... basta. May pera na tayo ngayon. Magagamot ka na, oka
y?"
"You don't understand. Pag sinusumpong ako... you don't know what it's like. It'
s torture. It's HELL. Ayoko na..."
I slowly let go of her hand.
"You... you wait here and rest. Pagod ka lang. Babalik ako rito... Tatawagan ko
lang sina Ria."
I left her, my hands still shaking.
She just needs rest, that's all.
Everything will be okay.
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Ian's POV
TSS. Bo-ring.
Emba was not the usual paradise I knew.
Where are all the good-looking party girls? It's like I know everyone here alrea
dy.
"Ian, are you listening? You keep looking around."
"Oh, yeah. I'm just bored."
"Bored? EXCUSE ME?" she said, standing up. "Are you saying I'm boring?"
"Hindi ako nagsabi niyan."
"SCREW YOU!"
"I don't need to screw myself. I can screw anyone I want," I said with a smirk.
"Oh yeah?"
"Akala ko ba aalis ka? Umalis ka na. Humanap ka ng magtitiyaga sayo."
"HMPH!"
All them wh0res. They all want me for my money.
Gold-digging, sex-crazed, modernized and metropolitan wannabe socialites. They'r
e everywhere.
"Hey, you're here."
Oh God no. You can't be serious.
"You're quite a Ladies' Man, aren't you?" she asked. "That gaggle of girls surro
unding you since 10pm..."
"No, no, no. They're just my friends, really."
"Whatever."
"Can I get you a drink?"
"Vodka, please."
Karissa took a seat beside me, looking smashed. Her eyes were swollen.
"You look drunk."
"Do I?"
"A bit."
"Haha. Well, well. The last time I saw you was prom night. You've changed."
"So have you."
"You're beautiful."
She looked amused.
"Then why am I not good enough for you?"
"I never said you weren't good enough for me."
"I've loved you forever. Haven't you noticed?"
I looked at her.
"Ever since we've been kids. You're so dense."
"What?"
"Yeah."
"But"No but's. Do you like me or not?"
I must be dreaming.
This is too good to be true.
"Yes. I do."
"Then prove it."
She pulled me towards her and kissed me.
It was surreal. I never thought she was this intense. She was an animal in the w
ild.
"My God," she hissed. "You're better than I thought, Lance."
I stopped.
"What?"
"Why are you stopping?" she asked. "You're always like that. Lagi mo kong iniiwa
n..."
Her grip on me loosened.
"I'm tired of it, Lance. Lagi ka na lang ganyan. Ikaw ba, hindi napapagod? Andit
o naman ako ah. Hindi mo ko pinapansin..."
Next thing I knew, she was crying.
"I wonder why you enjoy hurting me so much. Hindi ka na ba naaawa sakin, ha? Kun
g sabagay. Ikaw nga, hindi napapagod kakahabol kay bwisit na Ria... Bwisit kayon
g dalawa."
"Sshhh. I'll take care of it."
"You'll never end up with each other," she said, her eyes glinting with unsuppre
ssed malice. "Not if I can help it."
"Of course not."
"Goodnight, Lance."
She had passed out.
Strike 2, Karate Barbie.
You have a lot to pay for.
"Hello, Sir, what do you need?"
"Leigh. Remember the file I threw away the other day?"
"Yes, sir."
"Get it back to the folder. Label it in red."
"What should I put on the label, Sir?"
"Target Number Two."
Chapter Thirty Four
First of Two Parts
Lance's POV
"Wow, very nice work. Such... meaning."
"Thank you."
"Is Rish a name?"
"Yes."
"Someone from school, I presume?"
I merely smiled.
My Dad's CFO is pushing his luck.
Can't he see he's asking SUCH personal questions?
"Hello, Marcus, I didn't see you there."
"Oh, Sir. Such pleasure to see you."
Sus, sipsip.
Go lick my father's shoes, kissass.
"Why don't you go over there? The Board will be thrilled to see you. They're tal
king about a glitch in our credit portfolio."
The CFO's eyes widened.
"Yes, yes. I'll talk to them, thank you, Sir."
He hurriedly went away. I let out a sigh of relief.
"Thank you, Dad. You have no idea how"Believe me, anak. I do. Seeing that guy everyday..."
My Dad patted me on the back, and turned to look at my painting- yes, of Rish.
Painting Number 1
"That's a pretty good one. One of your best, I'd say. What's Marj telling me you
're unfolding a big one at noon?"
"Ehrm, yes. My masterpiece."
"Wow. You mean you still have something better than this?"
"Yes, actually."
"Good job, son. You're keeping everyone on their toes. They all keep gushing and
saying you're a Van Gogh or Da Vinci of some sorts. I insisted you're more of a
Picasso, though."
I gave a little laugh.
"Either way, I'm proud of you."
"Thanks Dad."
"She would have loved it," he said, bowing his head. I looked at my father, tryi
ng to understand what I had jusr heard. Has the world gone mental?
"Who are you talking about?"
Is he finally going to talk about Mom?
"Your mother would have gone nuts."
"How am I supposed to know?" I replied bitterly. "She's"Hijo," he said, putting a hand on my shoulder. "Didn't you know? You got it fro
m her."
I loooked at him incredulously, hardly daring to believe it.
"She was a great artist, though she never got to show it properly. Her parents w
ere against it, she wanted Fine Arts, but was pushed into Accountancy. But then
again... if she took up FA I wouldn't have met her."
My hand clutching the champagne glass, I clung on to his every word. I tried to
imagine my mother, the coldest woman I have ever known- holding a brush.
"Have you ever wondered why I keep hanging around when you paint?" he asked. I s
hook my head as he gave a little laugh.
"When you're immersed in work, you remind me so much of her. You both have this.
.. fire. It's weird, in some way."
"Wow. I never thought we ever had anything in common."
"Are you still mad at your mother?"
Choosing not to reply, I busied myself with melting what was left of the ice in
my drink. I don't think I should say anything.
"All she did was try to protect you, you know?" he said, sounding a bit distant.
"You were young. She didn't want you to get hurt."
"Yeah! Of course!" I said, gritting my teeth. "And it prevented the inevitable,
didn't it?"
My father heaved a deep sigh. Taking something from his pocket, he turned to fac
e me.
"There is a room in our house," he said, staring at something in his hand, "that
your mother had forbidden you to enter at all costs."
He handed me a key.
"Wha-?
"I want you to go there."
"Bakit pa? Hindi na ako interesado. Wala na kong pakialam sa kung ano mang bagay
yung nandoon. I do not need to find and weep over memories of someone who had n
ever even-"
He turned his back on me.
"That room contains all the proof you will need. If you still feel any kind of r
esentment towards your mother after you go there, then there's nothing else I co
uld do for you."
"Why are you doing this?"
He did not bother to face me.
"It's for you to realize that no matter how much she tried to hide it, your moth
er had loved you more than anything in this world, and that hating her is a very
poor way for you to repay that."
"Thanks. But..." she cut off, tilting her head like an innocent kid on the brink
of asking a forbidden question. For an instant, I was reminded of the old her.
"Why does she look so sad and distant?"
"It's how I remember her when she was with me."
"I'm sure it was your fault."
I smiled as she turned to laugh at me, her eyes twinkling. Wondering where this
was actually coming from, I took a good look at how she carried herself. It wasn
't the same. She was still warm and affectionate, but I felt this restraint that
was holding her back. For the first time in our lives, she had set up an invisi
ble, protective wall around her that I knew would be difficult to destroy.
"It was," I assured her. "It's always my fault. "
"Don't be too hard on yourself. I'm just kidding."
"Oh, trust me. I should know. Where's Rafa?"
"No idea. I came here alone. Mom and Dad are coming in a short while."
"Darn, I almost forgot. They're in Tagaytay."
"Right."
"So... see anything you like?"
"Well, to be completely honest," she started, looking doubtful. "I'm not here fo
r the paintings."
"Oh. Okay." O_o
"No, it's not what you think either," she said, laughing. "I just want to say I
quit."
"You... what?" I asked, completely lost.
"I just thought... I don't wanna do this anymore. It's kinda hard to be the b!tc
h everyone hates, you know?"
"What are you"Let's skip the long part, aright? Ang gusto ko lang namang sabihin e titigilan
na kita. Hindi lang ikaw, kayong lahat. I wanna get off all your backs. All this
plotting and b!tching around is driving me insane already. I mean, honestly! "
Tawa siya ng tawa.
Mukhang insane na nga.
"Ayun. Yun lang naman eh. Sana we could put this all behind us."
"Of course."
She extended her hand for me to shake.
"Silly."
I shrugged her hand off and hugged her.
"I'm about to unveil my most treasured work. I wanted to put two but then..."
I stopped, remembering how I had argued with Tita Marj kung pwedeng dalawa yung
ilagay kong masterpiece.
"The other one is in there, near the entrance."
Lumapit na yung emcee at tumayo dun sa isang side nung painting.
Naisip ko bigla si Rish. I found myself wishing she was here, watching me. I wis
hed she didn't have to go, so she would have seen my work. If she was here, it w
ould be her portrait I'd be uncovering now.
But she wouldn't have cared. She never did.
I should've seen it from the start. She wanted Gelo, not me. Everything had just
been a complete farce, and I had unwittingly fooled myself into buying her act.
What a total waste.
I really did love her.
"One, two, three..."
Painting Number 2
Everyone burst into polite, appreciative applause. I stood there, trying to look
proud and thankful.
My mind was in complete limbo as the brief process went on, and before I knew it
, the crowd has dispersed. I went to gaze into her haughty eyes, carefully and p
ainstakingly crafted onto the canvas. I found myself getting lost within them.
Maybe I'm ready.
"Good job, hijo," I felt a hand on my shoulder, and when I turned to look, it wa
s one of my Dad's biggest stockholders. "This painting is for how much?"
"Oh," I said, weighing what I wanted to say. "I'm awfully sorry but this one isn
't for sale."
"Really?"
"Yes, tito. I'm sorry."
"It's all right. I'll check the others na lang. Congratulations, hijo. You reall
y are your mother's son."
Tumango na lang ako tas umalis na siya.
"Aherrrm."
Lumingon ako.
"Anong ginagawa niyo dito? Akala ko ba nasa Tagaytay kayo? "
"Nauna na sila. Naisipan ko dito na lang pumunta."
"Bakit dito?!"
"Sige, maiwan ko muna kayo."
At umalis na nga si kumag.
Tingnan mo ugali nun. Pang-asar eh.
"... di ko alam. Artist ka pala."
"I didn't want anyone to find out."
A long silence hung between us.
"Bakit ayaw mo ibenta? Diba dapat-"Hindi ka na dapat pumunta rito."
"Teka langI turned my back on her.
"Umalis ka na."
Rish's POV
"Tinawag mo daw ako?"
Kuya entered the room, looking sleep-deprived pero ok lang. He was smiling.
"How are you?"
In pain. In terrible pain.
"I'm fine."
"Good."
"Nakausap mo na si Ria?"
"Hindi pa nga eh. Laging subscriber cannot be reached. Baka nakaoff yun o lowbat
t."
"Ah ok. KUYA! Gutom ako."
"Ano gusto mo?"
"Chocolates. Maraming chocolates. Gusto ko pumunta ka sa M&Ms na store. Alam mo
kung nasan yun diba? Gamitin mo yung machine na nagbubuhos ng chocolate. Gusto k
o puro pink ha. Yung lahat ng shade ng pink dun, kunin mo..."
"Okay. Teka bakit pink? Diba purple favorite mo?"
"BASTA GUSTO KO PINK!"
"Ok, little girl. Don't be a brat "
"Dali! Gusto ko ngayon na."
"Ha? Teka lang-
I pouted, hoping it would work. She sat beside me and squeezed my hand.
"Konting hintay na lang, anak. Gerard is trying his best to get you on top of th
e priority list."
"Kawawa naman si Tito. Baka sumama image niya sa colleagues niya kasi namumuliti
ka siya dahil sakin."
"Hindi naman namumulitika yun. Medyo gumagamit lang siya ng influence, since ang
tagal niya na rito. Plus factor din yung kilala ng ibang doctors dito yung Dadd
y mo."
"How long will it take?"
She sighed, and I knew what that meant.
"Tell Gerard not to be so bothered. Nakakahiya na, Ma."
"It's all right, anak. Baka lang medyo matagalan."
Medyo matagalan...
"Ma, may ipapatago pala ako sayo."
I took something out of my pillow. It was a thick envelope containing the letter
I had written for Lance before I was rushed here.
Inabot ko yung letter sa Mama ko.
"Baka po kasi maiwala ko eh."
Baka hindi ko na rin mabigay nang personal...
"Sige. Ako na bahala."
"Thanks, Ma."
Chapter Thirty Four
Last of Two Parts
Elle's POV
"Saan nga nagpunta sila Ria?"
Ang kulit naman ni Aidan eh. TSS.
"Hindi nga sinabi sakin!"
"Nako. Ang tagal naman nila."
Nasa Tagaytay kami. Umupa lang kami ng resthouse. Three days kami rito, babalik
lang kami just in time for enrollment. Sabi nila Rafa susunod daw sila ni Ria, m
ay pupuntahan lang daw na importante.
Hindi naman sinabi kung saan.
Nako Rafa ha, baka naman mamaya...
"Hon, is that my phone?"
Nakita ko yung phone ko, nagvavibrate pati nagriring.
"Teka lang! MAY"POTA KUNG GUSTO MO PANG MABUHAY WAG KA NANG MAGPAPAKITA RITO!"
"Aidan, pleaseInend niya yung call tas pinatay niya cellphone ko.
"Yan! Yan ang bagay sayo!"
"Bakit mo naman binaba!!! KKN!!!"
"Anong KKN? "
"Kamusta Ka Naman!!!"
"Anong-..." he looked like he was trying very hard not to laugh. "Wag mo nga ako
patawanin! BADTRIP KA!"
"Bakit mo nga kasi binaba?"
"Gag0 ka ba? Malamang! Kapal ng mukha nun ah! Hahanapin pa si Ria e pinangangala
ndakan sayong magkasama sila nung isa! BASTOS DIN EH! POTA! Wag siyang magpapaki
ta rito, talagang NAKU! Manghihiram siya ng mukha sa aso!"
"Aidan naman. T_T You're really scaring me. Ba't ba laki ng galit mo dun?"
"Malamang! Tingnan mo ginawa nun kay Ria! Tapos ngayon na medyo ok na yung isa g
uguluhin na naman niya? Hindi pwede yun!" he said, giving a sigh. "Tsaka ex mo y
un kaya banas ako!"
SUSGINOO NAMAN.
"KNY." "-_"Ano na naman yun? "
"Kamusta Naman Yon. Aidan Lennox. Kaya nga ex eh. Pati ang tagal na nun!"
"Basta!!!"
"Fine."
"Wag na wag mo sasabihin kay Ria na tumawag yun ah!"
"Bakit hindi?"
"Eh basta! Ayokong mag hysterical na naman yung bruhang yun. Pinilit na nga nami
n nila Otan at Liam na ibalik yun sa dati tas ganyan na naman. Basta. Promise me
"Hindi pa po."
May nagbukas na ng pinto.
"Osige. I'll be out in 2 hours, max."
"Ok Sir."
Rafa's POV
My phone rang.
I've been waiting for this call all day.
"Hello?"
"Sir Rafa."
Leigh, the spy from the agency. He's a useful asset; Ian trusts him.
"Any updates?"
"Sir, i-trace niyo tong call. Andito kami sa tinataguan ni Mr. Chan."
"Wow," I said, impressed. "All right. Kelan daw kayo aalis dyan?"
"2 hours."
"All right. Ako na bahala mag-tip sa police,. That guy owes the Laus a lot. I do
n't care if he kills Ian off, honestly... but justice should be given where it i
s due," I said, thinking of how they had initially persecuted my Dad for being a
ccused of Chan's crime. "And as for the reward, I'll ask them to deposit the mon
ey in your account."
"But Sir..." he stuttered.
"Stop being noble, Leigh. You need the money," I said firmly. "And besides, you'
re doing the right thing."
"Opo Sir. Thank you."
"Ok. Text me if you're leaving early so I can be sure you won't be traced anywhe
re."
"Thank you Sir."
"Update me if something comes up, lalo na dun sa dalawang target niya na sinabi
ko sayo. Bye."
Tinago ko na phone ko. Tumingin ako sa kalapit na table, then balik sa counter.
Grabe naman makatingin tong cashier. Parang gusto akong kainin. Mukha ba kong le
chon?
"Sir, here's your order."
"Thank you."
"May free po pala kayong sundae. "
WHAT.
"Isa lang?" I asked, feeling sick of myself for taking advantage. Pero alangan n
aman kasing ako lang kumakain ng sundae
Nilagyan ulit ako ng isa pa. AYOS!
"Thanks! " I said, winking. The cashier looked ready to faint.
ANG HOT KO TALAGA.
Pumunta na ko sa table kung saan nakaupo si Ria. Nakahalumbaba siya habang tulal
a. Kawawa naman to. Kasalanan ko kasi. HAY!
Kaya eto. Nanlilibre ako ng di oras.
"Tagal mo naman. Akin na nga yan."
Kinuha niya yung nasa tray na steakhouse mushroom burger saka yung dalawang larg
e na onion rings. Well in fairness, pareho naman kami ng order.
Akalain mong ganyan kapayat kayang kumain ng ganun karami.
"Sigurado kang kaya mong ubusin yan?"
"Oo naman!" she said, her mouth already full of burger. "Dati nga nakadalawa pa
ko eh."
"O dahan dahan," I said, getting a tissue and casually wiping catsup off the sid
e of her mouth. "Baka mabulunan ka."
"Ang sweet mo naman. TSS. Buti ka pa."
Kinuha niya yung tissue sa kamay ko tapos siya na mismo nagwipe. Mukhang naiinis
pa rin siya.
"Salamat sa paglibre ah?"
"Alam ko naman yan lang kaligayahan mo pag nabubwisit ka eh. Kumain ng marami."
"Babawi ako. Next time ako naman taya."
"Ok lang sakin yun. Sige kumain ka na lang. May sundae pa tayo o, libre."
"WAW! Sarap!!! YAY~!"
"Ang cute mo. Grabe. "
"I knowwww!"
"May nagsabi na ba sayo nun?"
"Oo. Si Gelo."
"Si Lance?"
"Sus, asa ka sa singkit na unggoy na yun. No offense," she said. "Alam ko singki
t ka rin pero tao ka naman eh."
"Bobo talaga nun."
"Ay oo. Sinabi mo. Bwisit nga eh. TSS."
Gelo's POV
I was having another bad bout of migraine.
Reaching the hospital, I immediately took a lift to the floor where Gerard's off
ice was. Masama na ata to. Uminom na ko ng gamot kanina pa pero wala pa ring epe
kto.
I couldn't stop thinking kung bakit ganun na lang kung makasigaw si Aidan habang
kausap ako.
Sh!t. Sana pala nasabi ko agad na kapatid ko si Rish.
All this time pala, iniisip nilang nagcheat ako kay Ria- with my own sister.
Ang stupid diba?
Don't be so holy, said a nagging voice inside my head. You still cheated on herhindi nga lang nila kilala kung kanino.
Bumaba ako ng elevator, tapos nakita ko agad yung pinto ni Tito Gerard.
Sana pala, noon ko pa siya kinausap, para nalaman na agad nila Ria lahat.
I knocked three times.
"Come in!"
I rudely burst inside, as the throbbing in my head had worsened. Nahilo ako lalo
kasi iba yung amoy ng hospital.
"Angelo! Is there something wrong? How is your sister?"
"She's ok..."
"Ok ka lang, hijo?"
"No. I thought it was migraine but..."
"Nag paracetamol ka na?"
"Opo. Tito, I need your help..."
"HijoGerard's room was suddenly spinning, and his face was a blur.
I felt the plastic bags sliding off my fingers, and with a dull thud, I had hit
the cold tiled floor and knew no more.
Chapter Thirty Six
Ria's POV
"Is this the line for prerog people?"
I looked behind me and saw Karissa Yutanco holding a piece of white paper in her
hand. She was very unlike herself as she stood calmly without a trace of haught
iness, and none of her usual I'm-so-superior-so-don't-talk-to-me aura. Himala, s
he doesn't look so evil. Hindi niyo naman siguro ako masisisi kung ganito ako ma
g-isip; if I remember correctly the last time I had been this close to her, I al
most died.
Siguro siya ang dakilang tagadala ng kamalasan sa buhay ko. ;D
"Yup."
"What class are you trying to get?"
"GODDAMN IT!" >:( I yelled, scooping her up. I saw her car, opened it and got he
r inside with immense difficulty. I saw her keys on the ground and started drivi
ng.
"I'm- sorry..."
"SINO BA MAY SABI SAYONG BUMALIK?! SABI KO TAWAGIN MO YUNG GUARD DIBA? SAKA SINA
BI KO BA SAYONG"You've saved my skin countless times- oh JEEZUS!" she had pulled the dagger by
the hilt, and I saw that the blade was a staggering four inches long. "I just...
thought... it's about time I returned the favor..."
"KAHIT KELAN ANG TIGAS NG ULO MO! NAKAKABWISIT KA!"
She was silent, clutching her wound with both hands. She was bleeding badly.
"Wag ka nga umiyak... di bagay- sayo..."
"POTA! SINO UMIIYAK?! KASALANAN MO YAN!"
BEEEP! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
Punyetang traffic to!!!
"ANG BOBO MO TALAGA! PAG IKAWI heard a thud. Her hand had fallen on her seat...
"Ria?" :o
For the first time that day, I noticed my face was wet. Gusto ko siyang tingnan
pero natatakot ako... paano kung"Ano ba! Kausapin mo na ko... Hindi na ko galit..." :-\
"DAMN IT! >:( HINDI KITA NILIGTAS SA GALERA JUST TO DIE HERE!" :'(
I had pulled over the emergency lane, almost knocking over another vehicle in th
e process.
May agad lumapit na nurse.
"Sir, anong "Mamaya na! JUST SAVE HER!"
Rafa's POV
"Where are you?"
"Nasa Makati po kami. Sa building ng condo niya."
"All right. Thank you, Leigh."
Leigh had just informed me that Ria had been injured, and that Lance had been th
e one whom they had left her with.
May plano na kong naisip, pero kailangan ko munang pumunta ng hospital. Kailanga
n ko siya makita, pati kailangan ko ring kausapin si Lance. Baka kasi masiraan n
g ulo.
Buti malapit lang itong St. Luke's, at hindi gaanong naging matraffic.
Darn it. Ito yung lugar kung saan unang dinala si Mishka.
Sana hindi maulit yun.
"Dude?"
Lance turned to face me. He was standing outside the operating room. I gave him
an abrupt hug just to reassure him, and noticed that his shirt had blood all ove
r it.
"Where is the knife? We need some evidence."
"It's in her car."
"Good. The fingerprints would be there. I'll get him this time."
"Give him a good beating for me, dude."
"Right. Have they said anything yet?"
"No."
Umupo siya dun sa malapit na bench, covering his hands with his face. Ako naman,
pumunta dun sa tapat ng pinto para silipin kung ano nangyayari sa loob, which w
as no good as everything was covered in curtains.
Come on, Ria. You're better than this. Mind over matter.
"She'll be okay, won't she?" Lance asked me, staring at the potted plant in fron
t of him. "She's tough. She's always been... diba? She'll even want to beat the
crap out of Ian once she gets up."
"Syempre."
"Now I know how you felt," he told me. I simply nodded.
My phone rang.
"Saan ka pupunta?"
t the cold, hard sensation of concrete on my back. The mobile phone I had been h
olding lay, inches from me, just as immobile.
I tried to reach for it.
"Irish!" my mother exclaimed, her face wet with sudden tears. She had me in her
arms, trying to raise me up into a sitting position. I weakly turned my head to
look at her; even in sorrow, she looked beautiful.
Funny how I never noticed how beautiful my own mother was...
"Mom"HELP!"
"Mom, si Daddy... tell him I love him..."
She tried to lift me off the ground, but I was too heavy.
"Ma... I love you... I'm sorry..."
"Anak, hold on, they're comingI had been ready for this.
Or so I thought.
A sudden flash was going on inside my head; as though there was a film being pla
yed fast forward. Faces. A number of faces...
Gelo...
I gripped my mother's hand tightly.
"Si Kuya... bring me to him, pleaseThe looming darkness was becoming worse. I fought to focus on my mother's face;
I did not know whether it was nightfall, or if it was the Enemy itself that was
keeping me from doing it...
I was crying. After all the hard effort of preparing myself for this, I was fail
ing miserably.
Kuya...
"Ma dalhin mo ko kay Kuya..."
I clutched her arm tighter.
"Tell him I'm sorry..."
"Hold on, they're here!"
I could not see what she was saying.
"Irish? Anak? Please talk to mommy... the others are here to save you...
Please do forgive me for being weak...
She pulled me to her. I inhaled her scent; breathed in as much air as I could...
"IRISH!"
That was the very last.
Gelo's POV
The lights were bright and blinding.
I turned my head and saw a nurse hastily making notes on her clipboard. She look
ed very anxious.
"Where am I?"
"You're in the hospital," she said, looking scared, as though I might run amok a
ny minute. "You're under Dr. Fitzgerald."
"Did you people find anything wrong with me?"
"No. Not yet, at least."
"Then there's no reason for me to be here..." I said, attempting to break my han
d free of the stuff that were attached to it.
"We're still waiting for the result of the tests. Until they come out, it is rec
ommended that you stay here and rest."
"Bull crap. >:( I'm perfectly healthy. Where is my family?"
An abrupt flicker of what looked like panic was suddenly visible in her eyes. I
sensed something was wrong. She tried to regain her composure but her efforts pr
oved futile.
"They're with... your sister... they um, ISomething suddenly clicked into place. Terror flooded my insides for some unknow
n reason. I glared at the nurse, waiting for her to speak.
But she didn't. She simply stood, frozen and positively terrified.
It was all I needed. My fears jumped at me from left and right, swamping my brai
ns, rendering me incapable of thinking straightI tore the needle off my hand, not even feeling the pain as it started bleeding.
"How many times do I have to tell you? Bawal sayo yan!" >:(
"Anak naman, wag ka naman madamot. You know I loved Cheerios as a kid."
"Masyado nga matamis eh! Buti kung wala kayong diabetes!"
I grabbed his cereal bowl and there was nothing he could do as I put it away.
"Fine. I'll get the oats. :( The boring, tasteless oats"That are good for you." I reminded him. "Good boy, Daddy. :P"
He slouched away, stowing the paper onto the dining table as he passed me. I gra
bbed the coffee he had prepared for me (which he always did in the morning) and
took a look at the paper he was reading.
When I saw what was in there, I almost spit the entire mouthful I had just sippe
d.
Coughing and retching as the hot liquid burned my throat, I scooped up the newsp
aper and made sure that my eyes were not fooling me.
It was the obituaries.
On top of the page, in huge, bold black letters were the words:
IRISH CHRISTINE BELTRAN FONTANILLA
Joined our Creator on the 16th of October at the age of 17.
Interment is scheduled on Sunday, October 19,
to be held at the Trinity Church Cemetery, New York City, NY.
"Anak, are you okay?"
My Dad had come running into the room. Eyes watering, I set the cup down on the
table and sat. My mind went in limbo as I processed what I had just read.
Rish was dead. :o
And there could only be one reason why she had his surname.
"I can't believe this," I muttered to myself. "Oh my god. I really can't believe
this."
"Eto nak. Inom ka muna ng tubig."
"No, thanks, Dad. I need to go and get dressed."
When I got off the cab, I easily saw them.
A number of people dressed in black were huddled around a spot. Only the rustle
of the leaves could be heard as the minister read the necessary passages. No one
appeared to be listening.
I froze.
Through a gap in the circle of people gathered, I saw the side of the casket. A
gripping sense of realism washed over me like a bucket of cold water. Covering m
y face with a handkerchief, I watched as one of the attendees shook on her spot,
unable to control her sobs.
There was a hand on my shoulder.
"Are you joining us?"
A very elegantly-dressed woman stood before me, looking composed.
With a jolt, I realized it was Gelo's mother.
Of course. She had to be here. It was her son who"Would you mind coming with me?"
I shook my head. She beckoned me to fall into step beside her, keeping her head
down and her expression solemn. The haughty manner with which she carried hersel
f before was gone.
"-the Father, the Son, and the Holy SpiritI stopped once more. My feet seemed no longer able to carry me forward.
What's wrong with me?
This was Rish. I was never close to her, and after what she's done, how could I>:(
"YOU!"
Everyone had turned to look.
I was able to recognize the voice, but not the person who had come forward to me
et us.
Seeing Gelo for the first time in months was strange. I could hardly recognize h
im.
He looked broken. A piercing kind of anguish filled every corner of his face; an
d his eyes proved too much to look at. There was no trace of the old him. I coul
d feel the rage radiating from him, even from a number of meters away. There was
nothing else I could see but his fury. Even his fists were clenched.
I have never seen him like this.
"THE NERVE OF YOU, STELLA!" he yelled, and someone whom I recognized to be his f
ather came forward to pull him right back. "WHAT? COME TO GET A GOOD GLOAT?!"
The crowd behind him had started to converse in whispers. The woman who had been
shaking earlier was suddenly standing upright, her eyes wide and focused on my
companion. There was undeniable tension among us; and some of the attendees had
started to leave.
"HOW DARE YOU SHOW UP?!"
"Anak"Don't call me that!" he replied, his voice ringing with an incredible sense of
displeasure. "YOU WERE NEVER A DECENT MOTHER!"
"Stop it, son. Please," said the other woman, taking his other arm.
"Why not?" he asked. "WHY NOT? DON'T YOU FEEL ANY PLEASURE AT ALL, TORTURING HER
LIKE THIS?!"
"It's no good."
Stella started crying.
"You're not seriously thinking I'd buy that, are you?!" Gelo called out to her,
letting out a maniacal, derisive laugh that did not suit him. "Are the acting cl
asses that bad in Vegas? You didn't seem to learn anything!"
"Stop it, Angelo," said his father. "She still IS your mother."
"THIS WOMAN IS THE REASON WHY MY SISTER IS DEAD! >:("
:o
WHAT DID HE SAY?
"You killed her, and you know it."
"Yes. I admit that," Stella said feebly. "I'm here to make amends. If you would
let meGelo crossed the distance between them in three strides.
"The answer is no," he hissed venomously, loud enough for everyone to hear. "Now
fcuk off and go to hell."
Before anyone can stop him, he had rushed off to the gates and disappeared.
"Angelo!" Rish's mother called, following him. "Anak! Bumalik ka rito please!"
"JuliaRish's mom stopped and gave Stella a head-to-toe look. Her eyes were cold and me
nacing.
"Hindi mo ba narinig yung anak mo?"
"I- I..."
Stella stuttered lamely. Rish's mom wiped a tear off her face and held her head
up high.
"Mabuti pa, umalis ka na. Baka kung ano pa magawa ko sayo."
She had dashed off after Gelo. I saw someone familiar in the vicinity.
"Tito Gerard?"
"Francesca! Anong ginagawa mo rito?"
"I- saw her name in the obits, she was from my high school, and then"Ricks, please not you too...
Tito Gerard and I turned towards the direction of Stella Fontanilla's pleading v
oice.
"Terribly sorry, Stella, but I don't have time for this little farce right now,"
Gelo's Dad said. "Julia, Gelo and I are going to catch a flight back to Manila
in five hours, and we're in quite a hurry. You can follow us if you like. But fo
r now, please just let us have a moment of grief."
Umalis na rin siya. Stella was left, dazed. I turned to look at Tito Gerard.
"Tito, wait, how...? Did you know that"That they were siblings? That Rish was an illegitimate child, and that she was
diagnosed with Aplastic Anemia? Yes, I knew. Everything. Ricks and I were friend
s in Med School, and he asked me to be Rish's attending physician... Only, I had
been a huge failure..."
Ok. My head is a little too full already that I don't think I can absorb any mor
e.
Tito Gerard looked just as appalled, and I knew this wasn't the moment for him t
-aalala?
Pati panaginip ko, puro siya. Andun siya pero kung hindi naghihingalo, nalulunod
... o kung hindi naman, nahagip ng bus, nasa hospital... lahat na yata...
OH GOD. Ano na ba nangyayari kay Rish?
Mababaliw na yata ako.
The doorbell rang.
DING! DONG!
I looked at the clock- it was eight in the morning.
DING! DONG!
DING! DONG!
Pucha naman. Hindi rin makulit e.
Ang aga pa. Hindi kaya sila Otan na naman to?
"NANAY SHE! PAKITINGNAN NAMAN KUDING! DONG!
DING! DONG!
DING! DONG!
DING! DONG!
Ok. Patience, Lance.
It's a MOTHERFCUKING VIRTUE.
"Coming!"
I ran to get it, and was completely taken aback upon seeing who it was.
"T- Tita Julia?" :o
She gave me a small smile.
"Hello, hijo," sabi niya, tapos niyakap niya ako. Mahigpit. "Kamusta ka na? Mata
gal din tayong hindi nagkita."
"Pasok po."
Buti na lang andito si Nanay She para magligpit, kung hindi napahiya siguro ako.
"Kelan pa po kayo dumating?"
"Kanina lang. Dito ako dumeretso galing airport eh."
I went and got her a bottle of Minute Maid. Puro yun kasi ang laman ng ref ko.
"Gusto niyo po bang kumain? Nanay She!"
"Wag na anak. I'm okay."
"Si Rish po? Kasama niyo ba?"
She looked at me with wide, bewildered eyes, as though I had just said something
mortally offensive.
"H- hindi mo ba alam?" :-[
"Ang alin po?"
"Nung... Wednesday... Thursday noon rito... diba kausap mo siya?"
"Opo... hindi ko na nga po kayo nacontact ulit, nag-alala nga po ako, sinumpong
na naman po ba s"Lance..." she said, drawing a deep breath. "My daughter is dead."
:o
"Tita, you're joking right?" I asked.
She shook her head and gave me a bitter smile. Huminga ako ng malalim tapos nara
mdaman kong may nakabara sa lalamunan ko. I felt hollow. Empty. Like I've just b
een hit by a speeding truck.
"I know. It's unfair. I mean, my daughter was seventeen..."
She sniffed, and I simply lost control.
I ceased to be aware of everything else except...
"Pero hinintay ko siya..." :-\
"Alam ko, hijo. I know how much you loved my daughter."
My knees gave way and I found myself sitting on the couch, one hand on my face.
"When I heard what she was telling you, akala ko she was just breaking up with y
ou... hindi ko akalain na ganun. Alam mo kasi, matagal kaming walang pera... mah
abang storya, pero nung bumalik na lahat ng gamit namin, yun ang una niyang hini
ngi, yung makausap ka.
Hindi na ako nagtaka na ikaw yung una niyang inisip... pero napaisip ako habang
nakikinig sa inyo. Tapos habang nag-uusap kayo, sinumpong siya... nakita ko na l
ang nakabulagta na yung anak ko..."
My imagination went into overdrive, letting me see Rish, sprawled on a concrete
floor... gasping and fighting for air while I was shouting into the phone she wa
s holding...
"But why? How?" :'(
I ran a hand through my hair tapos tumayo ako. Pacing around the living room, I
swore over and over just to make the lump in my throat disappear.
"Tita hindi pwede eh, sabi ko hihintayin ko siya, bakit naman ganun?! Ang unfair
niya naman eh..." :-[
"Pasensya ka na hijo. Hindi na niya kinaya eh..."
I stuffed a fist into my mouth to control myself pero walang nangyari.
Rish bakit ganyan ka? Palagi mo na lang ako pinaghihintay sa wala... palagi ka n
a lang may tinatago...
"Sana kaya mo patawarin yung anak ko sa mga pinaggagawa niya ha... Alam mo naman
siguro... alam ko rin... if there was anything she wanted to tell you in that p
hone call, it's that she loved you more than anything and anyone in this world."
She pulled something out of her pocket.
"Nakita ko ito sa ilalim ng unan niya sa kwarto. Andun yung pangalan mo. Naisip
ko gusto niyang ibigay yan sayo, and with that in mind, dito ako dumeretso, sabi
kasi ng tao sa bahay niyo sa Las Pinas andito ka raw..."
Kinuha ko sa kanya yung hawak niya.
"I know she would have wanted to give that to you in person. Seeing it's no long
er possible... I did the next best thing."
Tumayo na siya.
"Hindi na ko magtatagal. Siguro gusto mo na ring basahin yan, kaya sige. Iiwanan
na muna kita."
"Tita... I'm sorry." :-\
Niyakap niya ako ulit.
"Dumalaw ka naman sa bahay ha? Para hindi ako malulungkot."
"Opo."
"Mag-ingat ka."
Mabilis siyang umalis. Natulala ako dun sa kinauupuan ko, staring blankly at the
envelope in my hand. Gusto kong buksan, kasi maririnig ko siya ulit. Gusto ko s
iyang makita, marinig, makausap... yakapin...
Pero ayoko rin. Kasi alam ko ito na yung huli... ito na yung huling beses na mar
aramdaman kong nandyan siya... ito na yung huling beses na mararamdaman kong may
halaga pa ako sa kanya...
But andito na to eh.
It consumed me- the fact that there was nothing I could do.
Binuksan ko yung envelope. Pagkakita ko pa lang nung handwriting niya, nawalan n
a ko ng control. Mag-isa na lang ako kaya wala na akong pakialam. Walang makakak
ita sakin na mahina ako... na nasasaktan ako...
Tiningnan ko yung nakatuping papel. Dun sa harap nakasulat yung pangalan ko, tap
os may pangit na drawing ng baboy. Lahat ng letters na ginawa niya para sakin, m
ay nakadrawing na ganun.
Hi Lance!!! >_<
HAHAHA! SH1T MISS NA KITA! PANGET!!! XD ANG PANGET PANGET MO!
Natawa ako. Siguro masaya siya nung ginagawa nya to. Naiimagine ko na...
Ano? Natawa ka na? AYAN! Good! Lagi ka kasi nakasimangot! Kaasar ka. Nagiging ma
s gwapo tuloy si Kuya Gelo kaysa sayo! Haha! O wag magselos ha? Ayun na nilagay
ko na - KUYA! Kapatid ko siya, ok? Mahabang storya pero siguro gets mo na no? O
ngayong alam mo na wala ka nang rason para awayin ako ah? Pag inaway mo ko ulit
sasapukin kita! BEHLAT!
Ok Rish. Hindi na kita aawayin... makikipagbati na ko sa Kuya mo... kahit ano pa
sabihin mo gagawin ko.
Pag ba ginawa ko yun babalik ka?
Grabe dito sa States. Ang boring. Malamig pa. Minsan gutom pa kami, wala kasi ka
ming pera eh. Nagalit kasi yung mommy ni Gelo sa amin! Di niya alam, anak pala a
ko sa labas ng asawa niya! Haha! Ang labo ng pamilya namin noh? Parang teleserye
lang eh! ANG ALAT! Ayun, tinakbo lahat ng pera namin na pampagamot ko. Ayos! Na
kalusot ako sa mabantot na hospital. Ayoko dun eh. Alam mo naman ako. Matigas ul
o! HAHA! Ikaw musta? Siguro mas matigas pa rin ulo mo sakin? Siguro kain ka pa r
"Ayan ka na naman. Nagbibiro lang kaya ako! ::) Ano ba tingin mo, mag-aaksaya ak
o ng pagod na bumalik para manumbat? Siraulo ka rin eh, Alam mo naman ayokong ay
oko na naririnig yang mga sorry sorry mo. TSS. ::) Hehe. Ok lang naman eh." :P
Sumeryoso yung mukha niya.
"Alam mo gusto ko sana makapagpaalam sayo ng maayos, kaso, I botched that phone
call. Kaya eto. Badtrip kasi, yung sumpong ko wrong timing. Marami pa naman ako
sasabihin. :P Hehehe."
"Gaya ng?"
"Well, gaya ng okay lang ako, kaya wag ka malungkot para sakin. Na wag ka makons
ensya, kasi wala ka namang naging kasalanan, pati naiintindihan kita. Na mamimis
s kita. ;) Saka gusto ko, mag-aral ka ng mabuti... maging masaya ka, at wag kang
tumigil sa buhay dahil lang sakin. Gets?"
"Oo. Gets ko."
"Hindi mo naman gets eh. Ang alat nito!" >:( she said, pouting. "What I mean is
that I'm setting you free, Lance."
"Rish..."
"Teka, patapusin mo nga muna ako. Kainis ka naman singit ka ng singit eh. Alam m
o kasi, I figured out... the moment I had set off to US without letting you know
, nawalan na ko ng right sayo, kasi noon pa lang, bumitaw na ko..."
"Hindi. Mali yun, ok?"
"And come on, Lance. We both know that this," she said, forcing a smile as she p
ointed to my chest, "has long been beating for someone else."
I was taken aback.
"Rish, will you listen to me for just one minute?" :-\
"It's all right. I've known that long ago. ;) Alam ko rin naman na once, there h
ad been a time na ako yung gusto mo eh. Ok na sakin yun, na nalaman kong naging
ako rin... ako rin pala... well, at least diba? :P I have something good to look
back to. Pero ngayon... gusto ko maging masaya ka, and if Ria's the only way...
"
"You do know what you're talking about, don't you?" I asked her. "Siguro naman h
indi mo nakakalimutan yung Kuya mo?"
"My Kuya's been a very wild bad boy. He needs to learn a lesson. Kaya ikaw, umay
os ka. :-X Kung di mo maagaw si Ria, eh pahirapan mo man lang si Kuya. Ok ba yun
?"
"Talagang nababaliw ka na noh?" :o
"Siguro nga." ;D
"But I do love you." :(
"I believe that, ok? And as I told you, that's enough. Now what I need you to wo
rry about is not me but yourself. Stop feeling guilty, ok? You have a full life
ahead of you. If pursuing her and being with her is what makes you happy, then g
o for it! Don't be a coward like me. Repeating my mistakes would honestly be the
biggest stupidity you'd ever make in your life. Trust me. The consequences aren
't pretty."
Tiningnan ko lang siya. I've never seen anything quite like her. Her eyes were g
listening. Again, she stroked my face with her hand.
"Sige, pag nalungkot ka, malulungkot rin ako. Gusto mo ba yun?" ;)
"Ayaw."
"Edi good. Nagkakaintindihan tayo. Basta tandaan mo yung sinabi ko ha?"
"Oo. Always." :)
"Naku, paano ba to?" she asked, her eyes now considerably wet. "Tapos na daw ext
ension ko. Binubulong na ni Guardian Angel."
"Sabihin mo 5 minutes. Huling hirit na lang, please?" :-\
"Hirit ba kamo?" she repeated, laughing, as though hearing something I don't. "G
usto mo daw ba sumama na sakin para hindi lang five minutes? HEHE! Joke lang. ;D
"
Binitawan niya na ako.
"Wag na matigas ulo, ha? Saka wala nang iyakan. Ok? Magiging ok na ko. Aalagaan
ako ni Bro. Ikaw, alagaan mo sarili mo ah?"
"Wait lang."
I pulled her right back towards me and kissed her for what I knew to be the very
last time...
"I love you." :)
"Wo ye ai ni." ;)
With a last smile, she turned away and waved goodbye.
Aidan's POV
"WOOYEAAAH!" :D :D :D
Haha. Ang wild ni Otan. Tsk tsk.
Kakarating lang kasi ng binili naming Rockband Set. Nag chip in kami, yung mga n
agsshare sa room para may libangan nga naman kami sa pasukan. Pangit naman nga k
ung bibili kami tig iisa, eh kailangan pala ang naglalaro apat! 8) O diba? Sulit
! Woot. Kaso mukhang kailangan namin siyang itago pag midterms at finals. LOL.
"O? Bakit tatlo lang tayo? ???"
"Wala si Den. Si Elle at Ria aalis daw."
"Saan pupunta?"
"Tanong mo. Nagbibihis pa sila eh."
"Eh si Den?"
"Malay ko. Baka nanglalalake." ::)
"Beep beep. Excuse me lang Liam ah," said Jon coldly. "Pwede ba kung tatawagin m
ong malandi at nanglalalake yung pinsan ko e wag mo nang iparinig saken? Bastusa
n eh. >:("
Namutla si Liam.
Haha. Yan kasi.
"Sorry bro." :(
"Kelan ba matatapos yang away na yan?"
"Hindi ko alam. Siya kasi. :-\"
"Alam mo ganyan din sinabi ni Den sakin. Hindi ba kayo nahihiya sa amin? Bah. Et
ong bahay na to lagi na lang may tensyon pag andyan kayo. Para kaming mga tuod d
i makakilos eh. Kung turuan kayo ng turuan dyan... ay ewan. Bahala kayo sa buhay
niyo."
"Naranasan mo nang mawala sayo yung pinsan ko diba?"
"Ah. Eh. Oo."
"Gusto mo maulit yun? Na tuloy tuloy?"
"Syempre hindi."
"Eh gagu ka pala eh." ::)
"Bakit na naman?" :o
"Ayaw mo palang mawala, di mo pa lapitan? O!" tinapon ni Otan sa kanya yung cell
phone niya. "Sigurado pag yan gamit mo hindi ka bababaan nun ng telepono. Ano pa
hinihintay mo?! LABAS! DOON MAY SIGNAL!"
Natawa na lang ako sa itsura ng WTF face ni Liam. Panalo pare. ALAT KUNG ALAT. ;
D
Sakto naman lumabas ng kwarto sila Elle pati si Ria.
I'm worried about Ria. Simula pa nung sinundo namin siya sa hospital, ganyan na.
Ayaw naman sabihin kung bakit. Basta pagkapasok namin nung room, may kausap sa
cellphone. Hindi naman sinasabi sa amin kung sino yun. Nagtataka na nga kami, an
o na naman kaya nangyari? Basta kasi pagkasakay na pagkasakay niya ng kotse, si
Elle yung tinawagan niya agad para pumunta sa condo namin.
"Hi insan!" sigaw ni Otan. "Tumawag na ba si Maffy? Ha? Sabi niya kasi sa email
this week daw siya uuwi! Sinabi niya ba kung kelan pati saang airport, kasi diba
may 1 2 3 na yung NAIA? Sabihin mo kahit ako na muna sundo!!! :D"
Sus. HYPER eh. HAHAHA.
"Hindi pa siya tumatawag. Siguro sayo yun dederetso."
"Oo nga naman! Di naman siya boypren eh. Engs ka talaga Master Otan. TSK. ;D"
Natawa sila, pero yung dalawang girls parang napilitan lang.
Hmmm. Something's fishy.
Hinila ko sandali si Elle.
"Meron ka ba di sinasabi sakin?" ???
"Ganun ba kahalata? :o"
T_T
"Ok. Fine. I can't tell you."
"That figures." ::)
nassume ko agad na mang-aagaw siya... pati yung kay Lance pa, syempre diba..."
She heaved a sigh.
"Pero babawi ako. Sa kanya... saka kay Gelo..."
Natahimik kami ulit pagkapasok namin ng BF. Pakiramdam ko kinakabahan na siya. S
yempre. After seven months na walang communication, ngayon lang sila magkikita u
lit. Their issues seemed to solve themselves on their own pero parang may mali p
a rin. Ewan ko ba. Feeling ko yun yung iniisip niya.
"Alam mo ba yung unang time na pumunta ako dyan sa bahay nila?" she asked with a
weak smile. "Maysakit siya nun. Pinahiram niya ako ng payong, siya nabasa. Ang
bobo noh? Pero syempre nakunsensiya ako... dinalhan ko siya ng pagkain... nag-aw
ay pa nga kami ni Liam nun e! HAHAHA! Ang labo ng kwento ko."
"Parang ang dami niyo talaga dinaanan noh?"
"Oo nga eh."
"Yuck. Tapos ex ko siya na binuhusan ko ng mantika..."
"Kaya kami naging close..."
"Tapos tayo mortal enemies... tae ang pangit! Haha! Looking back, never ko naima
gine we would end up like this."
"Ay naku oo. Kulang na lang noon magpatayan tayo sa corridors! HAHA!"
Tumawa kami ng tumawa hanggang makita na namin yung silhouette ng bahay nila Gel
o. Paano ba naming hindi makikita agad eh yun yung pinakamalaking bahay dun. Jos
ko.
Tinigil ni Ria yung kotse sa tapat ng gate. Nung bumaba kami nakita na namin yun
g mga maid na mukhang may inaantay. Grabe, parang nakaformation pa sila. Nag-ala
ngan pa kami kasi hindi namin alam yung gagawin, kung sasama ba kami sa kanila o
maghihintay na lang rin.
At that precise moment, Gelo's black Toyota Camry had appeared and pulled over.
Bumukas yung gate nung bahay, tapos nakita namin yung Daddy saka Mommy niya, mag
kasama lumabas para salubungin yung anak nila pero nauna yung isa. Nakasimangot
yung Dad niya, pero nung nakita niya pero nung napatingin siya sa amin ni Ria tu
mango siya na may kasamang tipid na ngiti. Gelo's mom, on the contrary, looked v
ulnerable and shaky as she approached us, careful not to look into anyone's face
. Her lip was trembling.
Bumukas yung pinto ng kotse, at lumabas si Maffy. We rushed to give her a hug ea
ch, tapos binati rin siya ng parents ni Gelo.
"Maffs, si-...?
Tumingin ulit si Maffy sa kotse, tapos wala. She rolled her eyes tapos lumapit.
"Gelo. Andito na tayo. Bumaba ka na."
"Angelo? Anak?"
Lumapit na rin yung Mom ni Gelo. Ibang iba siya sa pagkakakilala ko sa kanya. Nu
ng pinakilala ko sa kanila ni Gelo dati, napakacomposed niya. Yung tipo ng babae
na magwawala sa konting mantsa sa damit niya sa sobrang pagkametikulosa.
Pero ngayon...
"Gelo, please."
Sumilip si Maffy sa loob ng kotse and a cold voice came out of it.
"Ibalik niyo ko sa New York. Ngayon na."
A very disheveled figure dragged himself out of the car, looking disoriented.
Halos di ko siya nakilala. Pumayat siya. Bagay pa rin, pero iba eh. Pati itsura
ng mukha niya nag iba. Mukha rin siyang ilang araw na hindi nakapag-ahit, lukot
yung damit, magulo yung buhok...
"Oh god. Gelo..."
Napatingin ako kay Ria- the expression on her face was too much for anyone to be
ar. Her heart went out to him. She looked close to tears as she approached him.
"Bakit niyo ba ko dinala dito?! Don't you realize? Naiwan dun si Rish mag-isa!"
He stood up to full height- I couldn't help but notice he's also grown taller. H
e looked completely menacing as he frowned at the house, looking like he was sta
ring at something disgusting. His eyes found Ria. I half-expected him to at leas
t smile.
"What are you staring at?" he snapped. Ria looked completely devastated as she q
uietly stared at him, her eyes wide and afraid. He continued to look at her like
she was vermin.
"Kaya mo mag-isa?"
"Oo naman. Dalhin ko na lang kotse."
"Hatid kita. Madilim."
"WAG NA KUYA! Dyan na kayo. Istorbo pa ko. Kaya ko naman eh. ;D"
I left as quickly as I could, holding my wallet in one hand and my Econ 101 book
in another.
Hindi na nila ko kailangang makitang nag-eemote habang umiinom ng kape.
Sa totoo lang, nakakafrustrate. Ang sakit sa ulo. Ewan ko ba, pero hindi ko maga
wang magalit. Nakakaasar na nga eh. Feeling ko tuloy ang tanga-tanga ko. Pero ok
lang yun. Lilipas din naman to eh. Kailangan lang ng pasensya.
Kaya to. KAYANG-KAYA. Ako pa. ;D
Mabilis lang ako nakarating ng Starbucks. Wala gaanong traffic sa Katipunan (mal
aking himala, no?) kaya okay. May parking din kaya masaya. Weehee. :D
Pagkaamoy ko pa lang ng coffee beans sa pagpasok ng shop, masaya na ko. Nakalimu
tan ko nang may problema ko. ;D haha. I love you Starbucks.
"Good evening!" :D
"I'll have a hot grande white chocolate mocha, non fat and no whip with 1 splend
a... saka isang caramel waffle."
HAHA. Shoot. Tataba ako nito. ;D
"Are you Ria?"
Huh? ???
"Um. Yeah."
"Your exact order has been taken care of," sabi nung barista with a smile, gestu
ring towards a tall figure that was standing near the condiments counter.
Mukhang kilala ko to ah.
"Hi."
He turned to face me and smiled. Kumuha ako ng tissue saka stirrer.
"Hello." :)
"I didn't know, manghuhula ka pala."
"Hindi naman. I wasn't really expecting you to come, but when I saw you enter th
e room, I ordered na rin for you."
"How come you know my favorite?"
"Paanong hindi eh pag pumupunta ako rito saktong dumadating ka rin? ;D" he asked
, chuckling. "Naririnig ko na rin order mo. Eh yun nang yun din naman so it's no
t really hard."
"HAHA. Stalker." ;D
"Ikaw naman feeler." :P
"One double venti nonfat caramel macchiato for Lance... one grande nonfat nowhip
white chocolate mocha with 1 splenda and a caramel waffle for Ria."
Ok. Kamusta naman yung barista. ;D Buti di nabubulol.
"Shall I pick a table?"
"Sure." :)
We chose a secluded corner for privacy. Chos, privacy daw? Wala lang. Ayoko ng m
aingay, plano ko pa naman mag-aral. ;D Eh may dala rin naman siyang libro so...
hahaha.
Teka, hindi ba masama tong ginagawa ko?
Hmm. Nakishare lang naman ng table eh. ::) Pati ang bastos ko naman kung hindi.
Siya pa naman nagbayad ng pagkain ko. HAHA. Pati hindi naman to date. Joke lang
to. ;D
"Musta Math 100?"
"Ayos lang."
"Nag-advance ka pala ng Econ 101."
"Oo. Cool nga ng prof ko. Imagine. Summa Cum Laude siya noon, she graduated with
an average of 1.08. Sobrang amazed ako. Idol ko na siya. :D"
"Inggit ka naman?"
"Oo eh."
"NERD." ;D
"Whatever."
"HAHA. Labo. So..."
"Yeah. Hahaha."
Den and I exhcanged glum looks as Aidan opened the door of the unit- where we sa
w Jon and Maffy sitting side by side on the couch. I perfectly understand how he
felt; he and Gelo were never close. The latter's behavior during the past few d
ays had not helped either. Aidan's been like this for weeks; he's become quite p
rotective of Ria recently, as Elle had asked him to (being in a different school
gave her the jitters and excessive worries). Well, to be completely honest, Aid
an has enough reasons to be such a douchebag; Gelo's recent treatment of Ria was
more than enough to drive anyone up the wall.
"Where's Ria?"
"Ah, nag Starbucks sandali. Mag-aaral lang daw. Gusto niyo itext ko?"
"Wag na. Tatawagan ko na lang," sabi ni Jonathan, then he dialled.
A phone rang off somewhere nearby, and as though on cue, the door burst open, re
vealing Ria's tall figure standing on the doorway.
"O bakit ka tumatawag?" she asked, looking confused. She looked up at every face
in the room. "At bakit nandito kayong lahat?"
"Serial sleepover. ;D"
"Ria, what time is Gelo's first class?"
"Ah... 8 am, bakit?"
Nagkatinginan kami ni Aidan.
"That figures," Aidan muttered.
"Ano meron?"
"Hindi siya sumabay sayo kanina diba?"
"Pinauna niya ko, 7 yung first class ko eh, bakit ba?"
"Well, wala lang. We just find it funny na when we left at 8:05 this morning, na
tutulog pa rin siya."
"Ha?" :o
"Den has something to ask din."
"Ano yun?"
"Does he have a 1 o clock class?"
"Kanina? Oo. Math 17 niya nga yun eh."
"Talaga? Eh kasi, nakita ko siya sa parking lot... naninigarilyo. 1 to 2:30 clas
s ko yun, katabi ko yung bintana, kaya nakita ko siya sa Math building rin. The
whole time nakatayo lang siya dun sa tabi ng kotse niya."
Umupo si Ria dun sa pinakamalapit na chair, running a hand through her hair. She
looked so agitated.
"Akala ko ba pumapasok na siya? ANO BA TO." :-\
She threw her textbook on the table and seemed to have completely forgotten abou
t studying.
"What should I do?" :-\
"Who said you had to do anything? Honestly. You shouldn't worry about it. It's h
is life."
"Eh"Bakit ano ba plano niyang gawin? Magluksa habangbuhay?" Aidan asked heatedly. "
Di mo na siguro kasalanan na pinipili niya yung ganyang buhay diba?"
"But I promised to take responsibility. Kung papabayaan ko siya, eh..."
"Eh ano? Makokonsensya ka na naman? Kasalanan mo na naman? Iiyakan mo na naman?
Can't you please just STOP taking charge of things that are out of your hands? >
:( Buti sana kungSiniko ko si Aidan. Masyado na yatang magulo utak ni Ria para pagalitan niya pa.
Kawawa rin naman kasi. Mabuti naman yung intention eh.
"Wag ka nang magalit o. Please lang."
Aidan's stern manner quickly vanished.
"Ria naman kasi..."
"Kakausapin ko na lang siya, ok? Just give him some space and time."
"Ok lang sana Ria... kaso..."
"I think we've given him enough of both. More than enough, actually."
"For weeks, we endured and believed your excuses for him. We actually gave him a
chance, not because we believed he can change but because of you."
"Because of me? Guys"Yes, for who else would we do it? ::) I mean come on."
Pare. Akalain mo. May limitasyon din pala ang pasensya ko.
"Masyado ka kasing makulit."
I restrained myself from rolling my eyes with difficulty.
"Fine. >:( Ikaw bahala, if you'd really rather burn your lungs than do something
productiveI stopped, seeing the angry look on his face.
"What did you say?" he asked defiantly.
"Why, did it hurt?" I snapped. He pulled me by the elbow to make me face him.
"How did you know?"
"Is that important? It's not like you care about me knowing it, right?"
An awful, unfamiliar smile curled on his lips.
It wasn't the one I remember seeing...
"Buti alam mo."
"You do know what you're doing, don't you?"
"Yeah. I know exactly what I'm doing, so don't even dare put your nose in it."
"Look"You have no right to interfere, Ria. Stop playing the nagging wife."
Binitiwan niya ako at tumalikod siya sakin. Pulling a white stick out of his poc
ket, he went and blew another puff in the air, leaving me behind.
I simply stared after him, confused. Was the decision to leave my friends for hi
m a big mistake?
Oh well. Ok na rin siguro tong galit sa akin ang mundo. Marami akong oras mag-ar
al.
Naiwan ko sa kotse ni Gelo yung ID ko and I had no plans of retrieving it, so th
e library was not a good choice as they won't let me in without it.
LECHE. Sa tambayan na nga lang. Sigurado tahimik. Wala naman laging tao doon.
Pag-akyat ko, may naririnig akong ingay. Mukhang may org na nagcecelebrate. Wish
ko lang malayo tambayan nila sa amin. Ano na naman kayang pauso yun? TSS.
I slapped my forehead the moment I reached the room.
How could I have forgotten? TAMBAY WEEK NGAYON! STOOOOPID.
So the noisy org I was thinking about turned out to be... this.
GREAT. Saan na ko mag-aaral?!
Anak ng"RIA?"
I turned and saw Rafa, smiling at me while holding a bunch of newspapers.
"YAY you're here!" he exclaimed, looking like he wanted to hug me. ;D "Event ko
to eh! ASTIG!"
Inakbayan niya ko then he led me to the tambayan, giving me no time to escape.
Well, it's a welcome change, considering I haven't been able to talk to a decent
human being during the past week.
"May guardian ka na?"
"Wala pa. Pwede ikaw?" ;D
"So you wanna be in SPR din?"
"What's SPR?"
"Nge, nahahalata ka di ka nakikinig nung orsem. Pero ok lang yan. Kung ako guard
ian mo... you'll get to know everything you have to know. ;)"
It felt great. Tagal ko na rin hindi nakakabonding itong unggoy na to eh.
"HELLO!"
Lumingon naman ako dun sa bagong dating. Paano, ang lakas kasi ng boses. Pinangi
babawan yung ingay ng tambayan. SOLID eh.
"Hey Ria, you're applying din?"
Jusko. Si Karissa Yutanco pala yung malaking bunganga na yun. ::)
"Yeah... ikaw?"
"No, I'm a mem na. Internals yo! HEHE. I meant pareho pala kayo ni Lance."
"Ah. Oo. Hindi lang ako. Sila Aidan rin."
"COOL! Are they going?"
"I... don't know." :(
She gave me a strange look, as though I was being weird or something. Rafa clear
ed his throat.
"Hey Sis."
"Kai, andito na ice crNapatingin uli ako sa pinto, andun si Lance, may hawak na dalawang ice cream.
"Err. Hi."
Ngumiti na lang ako para di masabing bastos tas inalis ko na yung tingin ko sa k
anila. Naiinis ako eh. Ewan ko ba.
"EVERYONE!!!"
One of the officers was standing on a chair, para makita at marinig siya ng laha
t. Syempre masunurin kami, lumingon kami dun.
"We're playing a game. Newspaper dance. Sounds old-school but oh well! Get a par
tner!"
Palingon na sana ko kay Lance pero magkaakbay na sila ni Karissa, nakataas pareh
o yung kamay.
"Ok! Lance and Kai pair number one! Get your newspaper na!"
"Rafa and Ria pair number two!!!" Rafa shouted beside me, holding his arm around
my shoulder.
"Sige sabi ng SPRINT officer eh! ;D GAME!"
Nagpair up na rin yung mga tao, tipong one mem is to one app. Hinila na ako ni R
afa papunta dun sa corner nung tambayan na may newspaper. Buti na lang. Mas may
hangin doon eh.
"You okay?" he said, leaning to whisper in my ear. "You look... jealous." ;D
"Kamusta na kayo ni Gellie?"
He looked at me with a frown.
"You're changing the subject. T_T"
"Di ka pa rin sinasagot? WEAK mo. FAIL!!!" ;D
"Adrianna Elizabeth. Sasakalin kita eh."
"Oo na oo na."
"Oo na oo na? Edi oo nagseselos ka nga?" :D
"Bwisit ka." ::)
Inirapan ko siya then I folded my arms.
"Ok lang naman eh. Ako lang to."
Tiningnan ko na lang siya without speaking. He nodded.
"Okay. Gets."
"Hindi naman eh. I mean what's the point of being jealous? I'm in a"Turbulent relationship?"
"Rafael." >:(
"Well let me ask you something... what's the POINT of staying with someone who d
oesn't even treat you properly?"
"Pati ba naman ikaw?"
"I'm sorry. Concerned lang ako. Alam mo na. ;)"
I sighed.
"Ok. Salamat."
"I know you're not okay. Want a big bear hug?" ;)
I felt my frown vanish. Lumapit ako, tapos niyakap ko siya, without caring that
we are in full view of everyone. Who cares? I mean I DO need the bear hug. :( Ka
wawa naman kasi ako.
"Kaw kasi. Inaaway mo silang lahat. Pinagpalit mo sa isang siraulo't kalahati. P
alibhasa alam mo andito ko. :P"
"Adik ka talaga."
"Bakit totoo naman."
"Naku. Muntik ko na nga makalimutan na andyan ka. ;D"
"Yan ang wag mong gagawin. Sasapukin kita eh."
"O, tama na. Machismis pa tayo rito."
Bumitaw na ako. Nakatingin sakin yung ibang babae.
HAHA. Iba talaga itong si Rafael. Hanggang dito ba naman!
"My hugs are free. Available anytime."
"Haha. Sige. 24 hours yan ah?"
"Tae ka ginawa mo naman akong Mini Stop."
"Sabi mo anytime eh! HAHA!"
"Fine, couz. Kung di ka lang namin alagain nila Aidan, naku... pasalamat ka. ;D"
"APPS AND MEMS! READY?"
Tumugtog na. Nakailang rounds din kami hanggang tatlong pairs na lang natira. Na
eliminate na nga agad sila Lance at Kai eh.
HAHA. Di siguro mabuhat si Karissa. BIGAT KASI. >:D
"O, bubuhatin na talaga kita sa next ah?"
"Ok."
"Kakapit ka, ok?"
"OK!"
Tumigil na yung tugtog, tapos he scooped me up in one sweeping motion. Takte ang
bilis eh. Parang unan lang ako. Ganun ba ko kapayat?
Tawa pa kami ng tawa ni Rafa kasi nagtatry siya magbalance on one foot. HAHA. EF
FORT!
Biglang natahimik yung mga tao. Nung una, hindi ko gets, pero pagtingin ko, a ta
ll figure was making his way through the crowd, looking upset, his eyes focused
on me.
"BABA." >:(
His voice was low but icy. I could feel his rage from a few meters away. Hindi n
a maganda yung pakiramdam ko pero hindi naman ako makakilos.
Nakakahiya. Kita kami ng buong org. Kahit kelan yata talaga, hindi na niya ko bi
nigyan ng kahihiyan... sa mga kaibigan ko... hanggang rito ba naman?
"HINDI KA BABABA?"
Rafa and I looked at each other. Sinenyasan ko siya tapos dahan dahan niya akong
binaba.
The moment my feet had touched the floor, Gelo grabbed my arm and dragged me acr
oss the room, like a pet about to get a beating.
I felt scared, wanting to let go of his strong grip... but I couldn't. He was to
o strong.
Binitiwan niya ko pagkarating namin sa back lobby.
"Kaya ka pala nagmamadaling bumalik ng tambayan, ha?" he said, sharply poking me
on the side of the head, once... twice. "Kelan ka pa natutong lumandi, ha?"
"It was just a game, nothing more. Ano ka ba? Event ng SPR-"
"A GAME? You think I'll believe you? WHAT ARE YOU TAKING ME FOR, AN IDIOT?!"
He poked my temple again with his index finger.
"You know what I think? You're a silly, half-witted flirt who doesn't have an id
ea on how to handle a freaking relationship!"
I stared at him, hardly able to believe what I just heard.
"Ulitin mo nga yung sinabi mo."
"Ulitin ba kamo? Sabi ko malandi ka!" >:(
Stunned, I stood there, looking at him and waiting...
I've never felt so insulted in my entire life.
"Ano, ha? Yun ba pinagmamalaki mo? Yung hinayupak na anak ng pulitiko na yun? An
o habol mo? Ha? Maraming pera? Sikat? Iba na siguro standards mo no? Nakailan ka
ng katulad niya habang wala ako ha?"
"Marami," I said.
"Anong sabi mo?" >:(
"Sabi ko marami. Maraming katulad niya. Gwapo, mayaman, may direksyon. Hindi pat
apon. Hindi lasenggerong palaging naghahanap ng away, hindi sunogbaga na laging
absent sa klase. Ewan ko nga kung bakit pinagtyatyagaan kita, sa dami nilang nak
apila? Aba! Akala moHe pushed me against the wall, his hands tight on my shoulders.
The smell of alcohol and cigarettes was overwhelming.
"Tumigil ka."
"Hindi."
Tinulak ko rin siya at nagsimulang maglakad palayo.
Tama na to. Hindi ko na kaya eh.
Marunong din akong mapuno. Hindi ko planong ma-beatify na santo para lang sa ugo
k na to.
Aba'y sino ba siya? Kung sasaktan ko rin lang ang sarili ko, dun na sa deserving
ano!
"ANO?! TALAGANG IIWAN MO KO?!"
"Siguro."
"Anong siguro?"
"Siguro nga dapat kitang palitan... Siguro nga tama silang lahat. Si Aidan, si M
affy, si Otan... si Elle. Siguro nga patapon ka, wala kang pupuntahan. Siguro ng
a wala ka na talagang pag-asa... hindi na kita dapat binalikan... alam mo kung b
akit? Kasi hopeless ka na. Kasi wala kang kwenta, alam mo ba yun? WALA KANG KWEN
TA!" >:(
He slapped me. HARD. The part that came into contact with his hand stung like ma
d.
I looked at his face, praying and hoping that it may betray even a sliver of rem
orse, but yet again, I was disappointed. There was nothing but shock.
"Ria..."
"Wag na."
"Sorry. Hindi... hindi ko"Sinadya?" >:(
"Patawarin mo ko... Ria please..."
He tried to hug me. Once more, I saw a shadow of the old him, which was giving m
e hopes- false hopes.
Kung kinaya niyang gawin yun...
"Don't touch me."
Binitiwan niya ako.
He looked shaken.
"I'm sorry... Ria, please."
"Stay away from me."
"Wag mo kong iwan..." :-\
I turned to face him.
"We're done."
I left him alone in the lobby, grabbing my phone along the way. Bumaba na ako sa
ground floor.
GAAAH. Stop crying, Ria. Di siya dapat iyakan.
Bwisit.
"Hello?"
"Aidan?" I said into the line, unable to control myself from crying. "Kasama mo
ba sila Otan? Nasaan ka?"
"Problema mo?"
I sniffed and sobbed at the same moment, realizing I fully deserved this treatme
nt.
"O ano, ba't di ka... Teka nga! Adrianna umiiyak ka ba?":o
"Hi- hindi..."
"Gagu sumisinghot ka tas sasabihin mo hindi? Ano ko maniniwala?"
"Sorry na... engot kasi ako... wag na kayo magalit..."
"Bakit sino ba may kasalanan? Naku mamaya na nga ako magsesermon... Nasa BA ka l
ang diba? Sige! Andyan na kami!"
He hung up, tapos may narinig akong bumaba ng stairs.
"Ria? You all right?"
Liningon ko si Rafa.
"Anong nangyari? Anong ginawa niya sayo?" :o
"Wala. Bumalik ka na sa taas."
"Hindi pwede. Magagalit si Lance. Pinapunta niya ako eh."
"Bakit di siya yung pumunta? Ang stupid talaga." >:(
"Ayaw daw niya magkagulo, pag siya lalo yung nakita ni Gelo..."
"Ang sabihin niya hindi niya maiwan si Karissa. Sabihin mo salamat na lang, di k
o kelangan ng awa niya."
"Ria naman..."
"Ba't ka umiiyak?"
Another figure was descending the stairway, wearing an angry frown.
"Pakialam mo?"
"Bakit ka may pasa?"
"Anong pasI looked down on my arm. True enough, there was a purple bruise there, marking t
he spot where Gelo's hand had been.
dami ngang nagtatanong sa amin sa org na guys tungkol sa kanya. Lalo ngang dumam
i yung mga 'curious' nung nalaman na single na siya ulit. ;D Hindi nga namin ala
m kung saan takot eh, sa mukhang psycho niyang ex na si Gelo o kay Lance.
Alam yata nilang wala silang panama kay Signal Number Four. ;D
Dami kasing nakapansin. Iba sila. Kahit 'friends' lang daw sila, eh parang hinde
. May something na hindi mapaliwanag. Chemistry ba yun? O sparks?
AH HINDI PALA!
TAMA! MAGIC!
Haha. Napakwento ako habang tumatakbo kay Aling Fishball sa Math Building.
"Dalawang kwek kwek saka dalawang cheese sticks. Pati isang C2 Apple saka isang
minute maid."
"AY!"
Lumingon ako.
"TAKTE KA DENISE!!!" >:(
;D
"Sorry na! Bakit ka kasi tumakbo!"
"Gags! Iniwan mo ko dun eh!!! Malamang!"
"HAHA!"
Binayaran ko na yung pagkain namin para hindi na siya makapalag.
"Nakakainis ka. TSS."
"Hahaha. Bagay pala sayo naaasar. Namiss ko yan a! Dati kasi puro kaemohan nakik
ita ko sayo!" ;D
"Pwes tapos na yun! Maganda na ko ulit!!! ;D"
"Haha! Syempre mana ako sayo eh! LOL."
"Bakit ang dami mo namang binili?!" she asked pagkaabot sa amin nung pagkain. "L
ahat yan ipakakain mo sakin?"
"Ang payat payat mo e, tas di ka pa kakain? Tigilan mo nga ako. CHEH."
"FINE! Lalafang na me. ;D"
"Good girl."
At kumain na nga si insan. Ang cute. Ang sosyal sosyal ng suot, naka high heels
pa, tapos andito sa kwek kwek stand, kumakain ng kwek kwek at sarap na sarap pa.
Teka. May naalala ako ah.
"Haha. I got reminded of something."
"Me too."
"Namiss ko bigla si Elle! ;D"
Natawa si Ria habang ngumunguya. HAHA.
"May naalala akong isa pang tao."
"Dalawa pa kaya sila. Si Maffy saka si Angelo. Tapos dumating kayong tatlo ni El
le at Rish. OHA! Tanda ko pa! HAHAHA!"
"Ngek! Yigee."
"Yigee ka dyan. ;D Wala na."
"Alam ko! ;)"
"Ewan ko ba. Abnormal ko nga daw eh. Ni hindi man lang daw ako bitter. Amp, I me
an bakit pa?"
"I get you. Parang napakalaking nabunot na tinik sayo nun ano. HAHA!"
"Oo. Ang naramdaman ko nung nagbreak kami, hindi sakit. Fine, meron rin konti. P
ero more like relief? Nakakasakal kasi siya. Ewan. Mahirap. Parang gusto kong ku
mawala pero di ko magawa noon, kasi I felt like he needed me. Oo nga totoo yun.
Pero kawawa naman kasi ako! HAHA!"
"Buti nga nangyari yun. akala ko di ka na matatauhan!"
"Akala ko rin."
"Pero... wala na bang possibility? Hindi ko sinasabing gusto ko pa rin siya para
sayo ha, kasi sa totoo lang hinde... pero tagal niyo rin ah. Muntik na kayo mag
one year."
"OA mo, layo pa. December 1 pa lang eh. Three weeks pa!"
"Tanda mo pa talaga ha!"
"Oo naman. HAHA."
"Pero hindi nga. Pag bumalik siya...?"
"Siguro."
"Siguro...?"
f the plane, and there I was, carrying him to the couch for he was too drunk to
sit up.
Now, it was completely different. All the lights were lit, and their family was
standing side by side, with Gelo in the middle. Today, he looked clean.
I wonder if his parents knew.
"Gerard," said Gelo's father, taking my father's hand and shaking it. Stella and
my mother casually exchanged hellos, ceremoniously bumping their cheeks against
each other.
He simply stood there, watching me, his eyes wider than usual. Looking afraid, h
e looked at the floor then focused back on me.
"Nga pala this is our son, Angelo."
"Good to see you again, Tito Gerard."
My father shook his hand, and I watched, disgusted.
If my Dad knew...
"Hello, hija," said his Dad. I smiled tentatively. "You must have met my son..."
"Yes, she"Hi. I'm Ria," I said, staring at him full in the face. I held out my hand for h
im to shake. "What's your name again?"
Looking shocked, he simply stood there watching me with his mouth slightly open.
"I... ah. Gelo. Call me Gelo."
"Pleased to meet you." :)
"Shall we?"
He led the way to another large room, one which I have been familiar with. The p
ictures I had asked him about were still there. Gelo had his head bowed the whol
e time.
Umupo na kaming lahat. The maids served the food platter after platter. I felt u
neasy. Our parents were conversing casually, while we awkwardly sat facing each
other, unable to look each other in the face.
Stella, who was sitting beside me, recited the blessing aloud for all of us. Onc
e we finished, she got a plate of what looked like crab sticks and offered it to
me.
"Want some?"
I was about to open my mouth when"No," he said clearly and audibly. "Put it away, mom."
Everyone looked at Gelo. I raised a brow.
"Excuse me?"
"She's fatally allergic to crab. A single bite would kill her."
My jaw dropped, and I wasn't the only one.
How could he have remembered? Isang beses ko lang sinabi yun ah.
"Wow, you really did know my daughter, didn't you?" my father asked, smiling. "I
'm sorry I hadn't informed you. I almost forgot too. You can imagine how hard it
is. Sometimes we can't help but be paranoid. If she ingests even a small amount
of it she could die in twenty four hours if left untreated."
"Don't exaggerate, Dad. ::) I'm fine. Thank you, Tita."
"O, marami naman dyan. Ikaw na nga lang ang mamili hija, baka magkamali na naman
ako ng abot. Hehe."
"This is a lot of food, mind you."
"Yes. Why don't you try this tinola pala, hija? It was my son who suggested this
."
"Thank you po."
Habang kumukuha ako ng ulam, tumayo si Gelo at umalis. We simply carried on eati
ng.
"O hijo ano yan?"
"Asin," he replied, going back to his seat and handing me the saucer full of roc
k salt. "Ria doesn't eat tinola without it."
Our parents exchanged looks once more. They looked like they were sensing it.
I stood up, unable to handle the tension.
"Um. Can I excuse myself for a while? I forgot my mobile in the car and I'm wait
ing for an important call." :)
"Of course, go right ahead."
I went out of the room as quickly as I could, cursing under my breath all the wh
ile.
What is he on about?! What's he doing playing the lovesick, psycho ex-boyfriend?
>:(
"Ria."
I turned around.
"Bumalik ka dun. Mahahalata tayo."
"Look, naiintindihan kita kung galit ka sakin. I don't blame you at all. But ple
ase listen to me."
He walked towards me and held me by the arms.
I felt something again, a shadow of what I've felt in the past... and hated myse
lf for it.
I'm falling for his old tricks again.
"I'm sorry. I've been out of control. I've been really depressed... losing my si
ster was not easy, and"I get it."
"Ria, please. Just give me another chance. I'll make it up to you."
"Did you plan all this?" >:(
"No."
"Don't sh1t me."
"I'm telling the truth. I just found out this morning. But that's not important,
" he said. "I love you. I really do. I know that saying that won't erase the fac
t that I've been a total jerk for hitting you. Pinagsisisihan ko yun. I feel rea
lly guilty and horrible. I can't stop thinking about it... about you. I promise
to make it up. Hindi na maaulit yun."
I looked into his eyes and saw the sincerity in them.
"Look, I've quit smoking, and I haven't been drinking for weeks. And it's all fo
r you, Ria."
I found myself unable to repress a smirk. All for me pala, ha?
"Kaya pala may kasama kang babae sa math building kanina." ::)
"Kanina? Si Gayle yun. Pinsan ko. Talagang sumasabay sakin yun. Kahit tanungin m
o pa sila Dad ngayon din."
He lowered his hands, tightly enclosing my fingers in them. I looked up again an
d our gazes locked.
Darn. How come I'm forgetting everything? :-\
"I know I don't deserve you anymore. But please. Just one more chance. One more,
and it'll be back to how it all was before."
I pressed his hand back, smiling.
"Ria?" >:(
I quickly let go of him.
It was my Dad, standing on the doorway, watching us. He looked livid.
"What's going on?" ??? >:(
Wow. Very timely, Dad.
I never thought getting caught would be this nerve-wracking.
"Daddy. I told you I had a boyfriend. It's a long story... but"Him?" >:(
"Please calm down." :-\
"We're going home, Adrianna," he said, and then he turned to Gelo. "And you, sta
y away from my daughter. Understand?" >:(
My father dragged me by the hand. I've never seen him this angry.
"What-?!"
"Sir, please..."
"Dad, we've been on for almost a year, and he's your friends' son. What's wrong
with him?!" ???
"A year? You've been his girlfriend for a year? Well then how come I saw him sno
gging someone else in New York?" he said angrily. "Oh, let me guess. ::) He didn
't tell you?"
"He's what?" :o
I turned to look at Gelo. The expression on his face gave him away, but I still
took the chance, hoping he would deny it and save what was left of us.
"Is it true?"
"I... let me..."
"I asked you a simple question. Yes or no, Gelo."
It took him a long while to answer me.
"YES."
I ran a hand through my hair.
"Thank you. That's all I need, :-\" I said and I turned my back on him. "Dad, I'
m going with you."
I resisted the urge to cry, having almost fallen for his trick. Kahit kailan, hi
ndi ko naimagine na kaya akong gaguhin ng isang tao ng ganito kagrabe.
It's one thing to break a person's heart... but to lose their trust altogether i
s a different story.
Today, I found out that it really is kind of hard to decide which hurts worse.
"Ria..." :-\
My Dad stopped in his tracks. I tried to drag him away but he wouldn't budge. He
was staring at Gelo, looking murderous.
"Talk to my daughter again and I'll kill you."
Chapter Forty Five
Ria's POV
"Go get a room, you silly lovebirds!" I yelled at the top of my voice. "Can't yo
u at least have the decency of not doing IT in front of me?"
"Who told you to watch?!" ;D
"Langya! If I knew I would have brought my own car. Psh."
"Cover your eyes, Ria. This isn't for virgins."
Aidan, who was sitting on the driver's seat, was now leaning in towards Elle...
"EEEEWWWW!" I said, covering my eyes with my toiletries bag.
We were on our way to Rafa's resort. The others were doing their last minute sho
pping dito sa Select, Shell gas station, somewhere in Laguna. Unfortunately, bec
ause I was kuripot and I had prepared everything already, I was forced to stay w
ith these nutheads who couldn't get themselves off each other.
Kung bakit kasi dito ako nakisakay. T_T Napagkasunduan kasi naming lahat na yung
dalawang pinakamalalaking sasakyan na lang yung dalhin dahil limited ang parkin
g at puro pa niyog yung puno. Baka magkabasagan. Literal na basagan ng windshiel
d pag nahulog yung mga buko. ;D Nakisakay ako sa CR-V ni Aidan together with Ell
e, Den, and Liam. While Maffy, Lance, and pusti-- este Karissa were in Otan's F1
50. Ibang level talaga kalandian nun. Talagang dun pa nagpumilit eh may kotse na
man yung kapatid niya ::)
Pero kungsabagay, wala nga naman sa aming gustong gumambala sa kaligayahan ni Ra
fa. For some reason unknown to us, nakagawa siya ng paraan para mapapayag si Nur
se Gellie na sumama sa amin. Hahaha. Sigurado ako, kung hindi blackmail yun, san
tong paspasan. Eto naman kasing si Rafa, nuknukan ng kabaduyan. Paano nga naman
yun papatulan ni Gellie eh saksakan nga ng cheesy? ;D
But I'm so excited to see her! Siya kasi nag-alaga sakin nung sinuwerte akong ta
maan ng lumilipad na kutsilyo. ;D I haven't seen her since then.
Naku! Update galore ito~
Kamusta kaya sila ni Rafs? Pag kasi magkasama yun di mo maintindihan kung ganun
talaga mag away o ganun lang talaga maglambingan eh! HAHAHA!
"Wala pa nga eh! Epal ka! ;D"
I was jerked back to reality as I heard Aidan and Elle laughing their heads off
in the front seats.
"Ganyan ba pag walang lovelife Ri? Nagagalit sa slightest sign of affection? ;D"
"Excuse me! That wasn't SLIGHT!"
"Nako, mas ok na yang ganyang walang lovelife... kaysa... *cough*"
"Maliban na lang kung dun sa boto natin... diba teddy bear? Kaya sana yung iba d
yan matauhan na, kasi pag naunahan ng babaeng nakapustiso iiyak na naman... naku
sige lang."
"Wag nga kayong gayot. Kainis eh."
"What's gayot?" ???
"Wag mo na alamin teddy bear. ;D"
"Dapat pala kay Otan ka na sumakay eh. Haha! Aware ka bang ikaw lang ang single
To tell the truth, I have never seen him this happy or this noisy.
Good for them. At least Gellie will surely knock some sense into him. He could g
et too non-serious at times, and having someone like her around would be perfect
.
"Tomorrow? It's not my birthday anymore..."
"Karissa," I told her exasperatedly. "Technically, it's Sunday already. Hindi mo
na talaga birthday. See? 2 in the morning. And it's way past bedtime."
"But I haven't seen my gifts... that's unfair," she said, pouting. "Rafs? Come o
n. Join me..."
He hoisted Gellie up in his arms and looked at Karissa with a little smile.
"Sis, antok na ko. Bukas na. Puro lango na kasama mo, o. Bukas na, okay?"
"See? Listen to your brother."
"Pasalamat ka nga wala dito si Ate Niki, kungdi, kanina pa siguro tayo pinatulog
nun."
"Weh, whatever, isa pa ring lasenggera yun. Naman. Edi sige. Lance?"
"Yeah?"
"Birthday kiss ko?" ^-^
O_o
Everyone turned to look at her.
"Naku, patay. Lumala."
"Teddy bear, shut up..." Aidan scolded her groggily.
"Haha, nice joke, Kai. Tara..."
"I'm not joking," she said, smiling. "I want one. Right here."
She pointed to her lips.
"Not here!" sabi ko, para masabing sinasakyan ko yung joke. Nauna na palabas sil
a Den at Liam.
"Ria banana... gising na..."
I saw Ria give me a small smile, but a force had pulled me in the opposite direc
tion.
"Look, I'm the birthday girl. Araw ko to, 'kay? Ako masusunod, kaya sa ayaw mo't
sa gustoShe pulled me by the collar with such force that we both lost balance, and we en
ded up on the floor, with me on top of her.
"Oops," she said, giggling. "Looks like you got carried away..."
The hands she had put around my neck fell on the floor beside her. She had passe
d out.
"Urghkk..."
I sat up and turned to see Ria, whose face was tinged with green.
"Excuse me... Oh god... I think I've had too muchShe stood up and ran as fast as she can towards the door, her hands covering her
whole face.
Everyone else turned to look at me.
"You know why she ran off, right?" Rafa asked me with a serious face.
"Look, will you just go and follow her?" Elle told me, seemingly losing all trac
es of drunkenness. "Malalim pa naman yung pool... tapos lasing siya, hindi magan
dang combination yun... Sige na, kami na bahala kay Karissa..."
"Aright..."
I went and did as I was told.
Pero bakit ba siya tumakbo?
Ano bang ibig sabihin ni Rafa dun? Sure, I'd like to think it meant that one thi
ng, but I can never be too sure...
"Ria?" I yelled into the night. "Ria, where are you?"
I heard a tinkle of bottles somewhere.
"FCUK YOU ALL!"
OH GEEZUS.
"SCREW MY LIFE! IT'S ALL SO FCUKING MESSED UP!!! P*TA!!!"
"Ria!"
She was on one of the cottages, facing the sky, her face angry and tear-streaked
. She was swaying left and right, and as I watched, she took a huge sip off the
vodka bottle she was holding.
"Rafs?"
"Umayos ka ha. Baka may mauna sayo. Code G."
"Code G?"
"Lintek. Slow mo, gag0. Puntahan mo na nga lang!"
"Sige, thanks a million, bro!"
I quickly went into the direction that he had pointed out. There, I saw someone
in a strapless red dress, sitting alone on one of the garden benches.
She looked so damned beautiful.
I stopped right in front of her, but she didn't move. She didn't seem to notice
I was there.
"Merry Christmas." :)
Looking up, I saw her blank expression change. The anger in her eyes were eviden
t and strong enough to make me retreat several steps behind.
"Merry Christmas your face, a$shole."
She stood up and quickly went away. Catching her arm, I was able to make her sto
p.
"Don't you think you've avoided me enough?"
"Stop screwing me over, will you? Save it for the coming year. I've had about en
ough."
"Look, I'm sorry."
"Whatfcukingever."
I ran a hand through my hair, losing it.
"Trust me, there's a good reason why. If you just give me a chance..."
She studied me in a long, hard look. I had the weird feeling of being x-rayed.
"Five minutes."
"Let's go somewhere private."
Hinila ko siya dun sa isang corner ng garden, sa tabi ng fountain. Medyo tago si
ya kaya walang tao.
I slowly let go of her hand.
"My gift."
I handed her the small box I was holding.
She raised a brow.
"You said you'd explain, not bribe." ???
"I'm not bribing you. I know you're much more than that. But please."
Shrugging indifferently, she opened it slowly.
"Necklace, huh?" she said with a mirthless grin. "Got it free from Kai's gift, I
presume?"
"I didn't get Kai anything."
"Of course you didn't." ::)
I heaved a deep sigh.
"Can't accept this. Sorry."
"I... I'm not forcing you to. I just want you to think."
"What do you mean?"
"Gusto ko, itago mo yan. If you reach a decision"A decision?" she repeated incredulously. "Diba you've taken that into your own
hands?"
"No, I didn't. and I'm sorry if it appeared that way. I just wanted you to be su
re..."
"Did I look like I had doubts?"
"You were drunk."
"Bullsh"Look, I love you, okay?" I said, cutting her off completely, putting my hands o
n her shoulders. "And I want you to be happy. If you're not sure that your happi
ness would include me in it, then don't go putting yourself in a situation na hi
ndi mo plinano. I mean, think it over. A few times, a hundred... I don't know. J
ust promise me you'd think of no one else but yourself."
"You know I can't do that. I'm not the only one involved."
"Then that's your fatal flaw. You're way too selfless for your own sake."
"You think by saying that, you'd look understanding enough to win me over?"
"That's not the point," I told her sternly. "If you're not sure, then maybe you
should... I don't know, get back with him or something? Like go and see if it wo
rks? I mean, if it does, then good for you guys, right? If it does work out betw
een you, then you can give that thing back to me. Not that I still have anything
to do with it other than chuck it in the nearest river... but... haha sh1t I'm
blabbing."
She looked deep in thought as she stared intently at the box, her frown crease s
till slightly visible.
"And if it doesn't?"
"Then wear it and show me. I'm sure I'll get the gist."
Grudgingly, she gave a little smile.
"All right."
She closed the box and turned it over and over in her fingers.
"I'm sorry I didn't get you anything." she said. "I got a barrel of cobras ready
for wrapping but I never quite made it through the shop..."
"Well thanks, I guess. It's still the thought that really counts."
"RIA?" a voice from the megaphone boomed into the entire place. "PAGING RIA ANTO
NIO..."
"Ano na naman kaya ginawa ko?" ???
"I... guess we should go and see?"
Well, I didn't have to guess.
Moment I saw him, I just knew exactly what was going on.
"Are... you going with me or not?"
I forced a smile.
"After you." :)
She ran off, still holding the box, while I stayed behind. I was not sure if I w
anted to see what was coming.
Denise's POV
"Darn. We can't let her come here," Elle told me. "Baka mauto na naman siya."
"Hindi yan."
"What makes you so sure?"
"Magkausap sila ni Lance kanina, nakita ko."
"E diba magkagalit yun?"
"Yun nga ang gusto ko, magkabati. Nang hindi na makalapit si Angelo."
"You have a point."
"Anong kalokohan na naman kaya naisip nitong bangus na to? Nagpatulong pa sa off
icers eh. Walangya."
"Well, goodluck sa kanya."
"Hello? *tap tap*" Gelo whispered into the mic.
HELLO MO MUKHA MO. TSS
"Guys! Hinahanap daw ako? Pinage pa! AMP! ;D"
"O, bakit ka pumunta? Balik dun! Balik!"
"Bakit ba?"
"Ayun o!"
"May monster."
She looked at him once and laughed.
"You think I give a sh"Hi everyone."
I watched as Ria turned to look, one of her eyebrows raised.
BOOOOOO. Corny mo tisoy.
Uwi ka na. ::)
"Look at those silly girls in the corner," Ria whispered, shaking her head. "Kil
ig na kilig. Kala mo gwapo. Sus."
"For those who don't know, I'm Gelo. The hottest app ever," the cheering increas
ed. I saw Aidan and Liam pretending to vomit on the nearby koi pond.
"Oh, wait. One of the hottest, if you count my girlfriend. HI RIA!"
"Aba't-!
"Elle! Maghunos dili ka!" :o
We practically had to wrestle Elle into the nearest chair. Paano ba naman, hinub
ad yung sapatos niya, pareho niyang hawak at aktong ibabato sa stage.
Naku, mahirap na. Baka paskong pasko eh may kaibigan kaming nasa kulungan. Ang t
A split second more and she would have been"I have a lot more up my sleeve," said the voice. "Screw Amanda some more and it
'll be more than chandeliers. Org Party next Saturday, huh? I wonder how a falli
ng ceiling would look like..."
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?!"
"That's not important. Just do what I say and you get to stay alive. Understand?
"
"YOUThe line went dead.
I immediately ran towards Ria, who was brushing shards of glass off her dress.
"Jeez..."
"Are you all right?"
"Yes, yes... don't worry."
"Sh1t, your face is bleeding. Come on," I said, grabbing her by the hand. "Let's
get out of here."
"Hindi ka rin talaga bad luck magnet, no?" Ate Danna shot at me as she cleaned u
p Ria's face. "Even in one of the safest districts of Makati, you still manage t
o bring misfortune to my sister."
"Don't be ridiculous, Ate. He didn't ask the chandelier to fall on me."
"I'm sorry, Ate. I won't let it happen again."
"Narinig ko na yan."
She stood up and threw away the towel she was using.
"Tomorrow we'll get you checked, just to be sure."
"Ate, please don't tell Dad."
"Of course I won't," she said angrily. "I don't want him to skin you alive just
because you went on dating this pathetic excuse for a-"
"Stop, Ate."
"I always told you this was a bad idea," she went on. "Now you have to hide stuf
f from Dad and ask us to cover up for you..."
"ATE!"
"Fine, I'll shut up."
Ria stared at the floor as Ate Danna walked towards the door.
"Sige. Marami pa kong gagawin."
Binagsak nya yung pinto.
"I didn't know it was this bad," I said, burying my face in my hands. "Your frie
nds hate me, and your family practically wants to wipe me out of your life."
"They'll come around," she told me, but the tone of her voice suggested otherwis
e. "You just have to prove to them that you're not who they think you are."
"But how?" I asked her. With that psycho tailing us on top of everything else, i
t was hard to think straight.
"No idea," she said, taking her shoes off. "Shouldn't you be home by now?"
"Yeah, but"I'm tired already. :-\ Maybe we should call it a day."
"Of course. I understand."
I stood up and she followed suit.
"See you at school."
"Good night, Ri."
I went to give her a good night kiss, but when she saw me at it, she mildly push
ed me away, as though on reflex.
"Ano ba?"
Shocked, I stared at her, at a loss for words. She looked guilty.
"Wh"Sorry. I'm just really stressed," :-\ she told me. "Please. Not now, okay?"
"Aright."
"Galit ka?" :(
"Hindi."
"Text me when you get home."
"Sure."
"Good night, Gelo."
I managed a wave and a weak smile as I closed the door, my mind filled with endl
ess questions.
Chapter Forty Nine
Ria's POV
"WHAT?!" I yelled into my cellphone, causing everyone in the vicinity to look my
way. "How"They're backing out. We need a new venue."
"This isn't my mess anymore," I said firmly. "You started this. I'm not going to
fix this for you again."
"But"Look, I have three exams coming up, and a whole lot of other stuff I should be
dealing with. I did my job as one of the logistics officers, now it's time for y
ou to do your part. I don't think that's too much to ask."
"Ria, it's two weeks away. It's not easy, and"You should've thought of that before you blew the fricking thing up. Now if the
whole fcuking app event fizzles up, there will be no one else to blame but YOU.
Kthanksbye."
No venue.
Two weeks away.
ANG SH1T NUN.
I dialled Gelo, having been unable to talk to him for days now for his sched was
so busy. Lagi ring nakaoff, or kung hindi naman, ang kausap ko e yung operator.
It rang and rang... then came the operator's voice, telling me he was out of the
coverage area... again.
Thank you Miss Operator.
Nasaan na naman ba yung hinayupak na yun at laging out of coverage area?
"Hey."
"What now?!"
I turned and saw Lance.
"Sorry. I'm just really pissed right now."
"Yeah I noticed," he said with a small smile. "Bukas na exam natin sa Comm ah, n
ag-aral ka na?"
"WHAT?" :o
Exam? Ano? Kelan saka saan?
"Yeah. You were absent last meeting, diba? Dun siya inannounce. I texted you."
"Ah. Um. Sorry."
Patay. Deads.
Nagpalit kasi ako ng number. Tapos di ko siya sinabihan. Mahirap kasi... baka ma
gkasala lang ako.
Lalo na ngayon...
"You changed your number?"
"Yeah." :-X
"Clearly, I'm the only one you hadn't informed. On purpose."
The look on his face made me feel guilty.
Ayoko na rin naman kasi ng gulo eh. Mahirap din kasing iresist yung urge na itex
t siya... na kamustahin siya...
"I'm sorry."
"I understand, Ria. No worries."
"Lance"I gotta go."
"Den!"
"Ano?"
"Tingnan mo ginawa ni Guppy!!!" I exclaimed. "Ginawang meryenda yung tsinelas ko
!!!" >:(
"OMG!!! Sorry, Ria. Guppy! BAD!"
"Itali mo na kaya yan?" I said, infuriated. "Kung hindi gagawin kong azucena yan
!"
"EEEK! :o Oo, sige..."
Den hoisted the dog up in her arms, but it somehow slipped off, ending up on my
study table.
"DEN! PAG YUNG LAPTOPBut Guppy didn't go for the laptop. He ran, barking, and in a quick motion he ha
d scooped up a black box in his mouthIt was the black box that Lance had given to me last Christmas.
In mere seconds, he was out of the room, and I mindlessly tore after him, with n
othing on my mind but the necklace.
"GUPPY!" >:(
I literally flew down the stairs in my haste to reach him, but he was way too fa
st. The front door was wide open, and he got through it very easily. Slipping, I
fell flat on my face in the living room floor. My nose felt broken, and it star
ted oozing blood. I didn't mind. The necklace was all that mattered.
The dog made its way across the street, and in horror, I saw it dive headfirst i
nto the neighborhood dumpster"NO! GUPPY!" :o
I heard a screech of brakes and a deafening blast of horns as I crossed the stre
et. I didn't bother to look as I jumped straight into the stinky mess that was o
ur neighbors' trash.
"Sh1t! >:( Nasaan na?!"
Clawing through the mound of garbage with my bare hands, I knew the search was i
n vain. The dog was rolling on its back beside me, looking like it was enjoying
itself.
"Punyeta kang aso ka!" I yelled. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kaimportante sakin yung
kwintas na yun?! :'( T*ng*na naman e!"
I noticed I was crying uncontrollably as I ravaged every bag that was scattered
all around me"What the hell were you thinking?!"
Not bothering to look back, I continued my search... hoping with every fiber of
my being that a little black box might actually appear andWith a howl of mixed fury and relief, I found it and held it close to my chest,
holding it towards me as though my life had completely depended on it. I was a l
iteral mess as I sat there smelling like sh1t, but I really couldn't care any le
ss...
"Ano?!Tuluyan na bang nasira yang ulo mo?"
I turned to look at the rude intruder- it was Karissa, who looked angry enough t
o kill me. Beside her was Lance, who was holding her by the arms, probably keepi
ng her from doing me any sort of damage.
"Alam mo ba kung anong problema sayo?!" she said, her eyes blazing. "Masyado kan
g papansin!"
"I'm sorry... masyado kasing importante tong laman ng kahon na to kaya hindi ko
basta pwedeng pabayaang itapon lang ng aso ko sa basurahan..."
"Is that... what I think it is?"
It took a long while before I was able to phrase my answer properly.
"Tingin mo ba kung hindi ito yun, kakalkalin ko pa sa basurahan?"
He opened his mouth to speak, but thought better of it.
Sinamahan niya na lang si Kai papuntang passenger seat, tapos nung pasakay na si
ya ng driver's seat, tumigil siya tapos lumapit sakin.
"Sira ka talaga kahit kelan," he said, tapos pinat nya yung ulo ko. "Wag ka nang
pasaway kasi! Ha?"
"Okay."
"Sige, itago mo lang," sabi nya, sabay tingin dun sa hawak ko. "Kaya kong maghin
tay hanggang next life. And the life after that. I'm in no hurry."
Natulala ako matapos nyang sabihin yun. Ngumiti na lang siya tapos sumakay ng ko
tse. I watched them until they vanished around the corner, my thoughts more jumb
led than ever.
Gellie's POV
Darn.
Stress. Hunger. The prospect of a sleepless night ahead.
Now I'm seriously starting to regret re-scheduling my hospital shift... just to
avoid going to Ad Hoc (which will start exactly 24 hours from now).
I checked my phone. 7 missed calls, 16 new messages - all from Rafa Yutanco.
e me want to scream, but I was too weak to do so. Half of me wanted to run away.
.. the other half ached to hold him for what I know to be the last time.
It was just too much for me to handle.
"I'll just be outside if... if you need me."
I simply nodded. Hearing the curtains drawn, I slowly walked towards him, with t
ears falling like boulders down my face. I clasped his hand tightly... he was st
ill warm.
"Ang tindi mo," I said. "I wanted you to come for me... But not this way! Ang fa
il mo naman talaga e no? When are you ever going to learn!?"
He was handsome, even in death.
I seem to have forgotten how cute he was, and how he had made me fall for him...
.
It was all coming back. The first time I met him... the day he relentlessly pest
ered me to come to his birthday...
"Don't leave me, Rafs," I whispered, choking in between sobs. "Ni bu yao li kai
wo..."
Sinubsob ko yung mukha ko sa balikat nya. Dun ako nag-iiyak.
And then I heard him laugh.
WAIT.
Laugh?!
I literally jumped backwards and landed on my butt as he sat up, laughing hard.
"GOODNESS! I'm a terrible actor. ;D ;D ;D"
My eyes went as wide as space shuttles as I watched him wipe the blood off his f
ace.
"This thing's itchy. And you just spoke in Mandarin! Good gracious. This day was
wild ;D"
>:( >:(
"ANAK KA NG-!"
I got one of the steel instrument trays, and was about to bonk it over his head
when I was restrained by a number of hands from truly murdering Rafael Yutanco.
"HIJA! MAGHUNOS DILI KA!" :o
Dra. Canlas successfully got the tray off my hands. The other nurses were nervou
sly looking at me, as though I was a deranged lunatic.
"You were all in the plan, weren't you?!" >:(
"Sorry, hija. Inaanak ko sa binyag yang batang yan, hindi ako makatanggi... lalo
na, nagmanikluhod sa opisina ko. Naku Gellie, pagbigyan mo na, please? Tingnan
mo! Nagpakadesperado at nagkunwaring patay! Susginoo!"
Inalis nung ibang co-nurses ko yung mga gamit sa paligid, even the heavy oxygen
tank.
"You need to talk.We're leaving you here."
Sinara na ulit yung curtains.
Shoot. Wala akong choice. EDI SIGE. MABULOK NA KAMI RITO, HINDI KO PA RIN SIYA K
AKAUSAPIN.
But on second thought"Alam mo ba kung anong ginawa mo, ha?" sabi ko, sabay suntok ng sunod sunod sa c
hest nya. "Akala mo nakakatawa ka?! HINDI! NAKAKABWISIT KA! NAKAKAIRITA! ARGH! Y
OU'RE SO STUPID!"
"Punch me all you want."
I stopped, furious. He looked perfectly calm as he stared at me, his face still
stained crimson.
Infairview, his corny tactic worked. AGAIN.
"Why did you have to do that?!"
"Hindi ka sumasagot sa phone eh. Naisip ko, I have to find a way to talk to you.
Kasi naisip ko kung pupuntahan kita rito, pwede ka pa rin magtago... so eto. Si
nigurado kong kakausapin mo ko! :D"
Touching my face with both hands, he turned my face to be able to look at him di
rectly.
"Wag ka na magalit. Please?"
"Wag mo na uulitin yun a," I replied, frowning. "Pag inulit mo ipapadala talaga
kita sa embalsamador! Naintindihan mo?!"
"Kaw kasi. Selosa ka. Magseselos ka na lang, kay Ria pa. ;D Eh mas lalake pa sak
in yun!"
"Malamang, nakakainis kaya, kung nakita mo kung paano ka magkwento tungkol sa ka
nya..."
"Kaw nga din, pag binabanggit mo si"Ay naku! Binabalik mo yung blame sakin!"
"Look," he said, his face now serious. "The mere fact that you're Angeli Fandino
makes you worth more than a thousand Rias to me. Okay?"
"Weh. ;D"
"Oo nga! I'm serious!"
I looked at him, checking for any signs of a smirk.
"See? You believe me. You're blushing o." ;D
"Who's blushing?" I replied, lightly slapping him on the arm. He laughed, then h
ugged me. I couldn't resist smiling.
"Gellie?"
"Yep?"
"Wo ai ni..."
"Wo ye ai ni."
Natawa ako.
"So... tuloy na tayo tomorrow?"
"Oo. Pero maliligo muna ako. ;D"
26 hours later...
Ria's POV
"Psst. Tahimik mo."
"Ah. Sorry."
"Wag ka na mabadtrip. Sayang make up mo! ;D"
Paano ba kong hindi mababadtrip, eh andito ko kina Elle at Aidan nakisakay.
Tanong niyo bakit?
Kasi ayun ang date ko. MISSING IN ACTION. Hinintay ko simula kaninang alas otso.
Buti na lang, dumaan sila Aidan at Elle sa bahay namin. 10pm na yun.
Sabi ko na nga ba, mangyayari to e.
Inabot ni Elle yung kamay ko.
"Don't fret. Aidan and I will take care of him when we get there. Ok? For now, I
want us to have fun. Pwede ba yun?"
"Sige."
"Free flowing drinks! WOOOOT" :D
"Hoy. Di ka pwede uminom ng marami a."
"Yes Sir!"
"Hoy little sis ikaw din. Kahit may rason ka pa para uminom, hindi pwede."
"Yes Kuya."
"Don't worry, andun si Lance. Hindi ka papabayaan nun." ;) said Aidan, flashing
me a knowing smile.
Naisip ko na naman tuloy si Lance.
Nalito ako. Katangahan talaga tong ginagawa ko e. :-\
Pagkadating namin ng venue, nakita ko na kung gaano kaganda. Sa labas pa lang, k
ita mo na yung mga ilaw. Pumunta muna kami dun sa Pose N Print. Nakakahiya pa ri
n, mukha tuloy akong tanga, paningit sa kanila. Naaappreciate ko naman yung effo
rt nila, syempre... pero kasi nakakahiya.
Naku Angelo. >:(
Pag nakita talaga kita...
Hinila ako bigla ni Elle palayo.
"Are you okay?"
"Oo naman. Thanks sa inyo ni Aidan."
"Don't worry too much, okay?"
"Do you mind if I go and look for Gelo?"
"Ok lang. Pero..."
"Kailangan na talaga naming mag-usap..."
"Sigurado ka?"
"I should have done this a long time ago..."
"Here," he said, wrapping me with it. "Stay awake for me, Ria. Please."
"I will," I muttered weakly.
And then I heard footsteps and voices...
"Ria!"
"Is she okay?" :o
"What happened to her blouse?"
"Sh1t! Did he"Let's go!" he shouted to the others. "LIAM! THAT'S ENOUGH! SHE'S BLEEDING!"
I opened my eyes for a fraction of an inch, seeing all of my guy friends- Liam,
Aidan, Jon and Rafa, surrounding Gelo, who was on the ground clutching his stoma
ch.
I felt no remorse as I watched him cringe in pain.
"Come on! We have to get her to the hospital!"
"What's going on here?"
One of the bouncers had come.
"Way to go," Liam told the bouncer. "A girl was almost raped and none of you wer
e here to prevent it..."
"HELP..." Gelo muttered. "Help me..."
Liam was about to aim another kick but Aidan and the bouncer had pulled him back
.
"Enough, Liam. Sir, kayo na po bahala magdala nyan sa hospital. Guys tara na."
Binuhat ako ni Lance, and in a while nakasakay na kami. Having no idea where I w
as or where we were heading, I had my head on his chest the whole time, half-con
scious.
"I never should have let you do this," Lance whispered. His voice broke. "I'm so
sorry..."
I felt a heavy drop on my face.
Chapter Fifty One
Elle's POV
"Psst," said someone.
I looked up and saw Aidan on my door, looking like he had just fallen out of hea
ven.
Okay. Jokelang. ;D
"Bihis ka."
"Bakit?" I asked. "I have an exam tomorrow."
"Ipagpapalit mo ako sa exam mo?"
"Hun," I pleaded. "This is for my future."
"But that's not your future," he snapped. "I am." ^-^
"Kapal mo. ;D"
"Dali," he said, looking at his watch. "Hatid kita dito by 4pm."
"3 pm."
"No. 4pm. Take it or leave it."
"Leche."
"You love me, right?"
I closed my sketchpad loudly.
"Utot mo."
"I'll take that as a yes. Five minutes ka lang a!"
"Minadali pa ko amp!"
"Wait!"
"Ano na naman? Ambagal bagal mo!" >:( I snapped. Pinababa nya ko rito sa park fo
r some reason. Gusto lang daw magswing. Tama ba yun? Pinatigil ako mag aral for
my FINALS tapos eto. Gusto lang magbata-bataan ulit!
Pasalamat siya... ::)
Out of nowhere, pinatalikod niya ako tapos tinakpan nya yung mata ko.
"Aidan Mikhail, pag hindi"Pag hindi mo alam kung bakit kita dinala dito, FAIL ka."
OOOPS.
Ano ibig nya sabihin?
"See. Fail ka nga."
"Patay ako neto."
"Ang sama mo! Hehe. Wait lang. Gusto mo ba ng sample exam ng Math 100 finals?"
My eyes went 0_0
Sorry. Nerd much.
"Meron ka? WEH?
"Oo ako pa. Magaling ako. 8)"
"Puts! Pa-photocopy ako? Please?"
"Okay sige. Kaso nasa bahay e, pwede mo kunin dun mamaya."
"Ahhh. Mmm. Pwede bukas?" I asked. "May pupuntahan kasi ako after this."
"Ah, saan? Gusto mo samahan kita?"
"Wag na. Okay lang naman ako."
"Sigurado ka?" he asked, looking at the bandage on my forehead. "Have you had yo
ur check-up?"
"Yup. Okay na. Hindi naman masyadong nakalog yung utak ko, no worries. ;D"
"Sus, matagal naman nang kalog yung utak mo no. ;D"
"Ang shet mo a. HAHA."
"But seriously, okay ka na?"
"Oo nga," I said, tas tinap ko yung buhok niya. "No need to worry."
"Good," he said, then he folded his paper plate and threw it into the trash bin.
"After ng Math 100 finals, free ka na?"
"Oo. Bakit?"
"Mmm. Summer class, meron ka?"
"Wala. Ikaw ba?"
"Wala rin. Eh..."
Napatulala siya bigla.
"Anong meron ba?" I asked, amused at his hesitant manner.
"Wala lang. Kasi may ano... may gagawin ako sa Milan, fashion week... ah eh..."
He scratched his head.
"Parehas kami ni Rafa nagraramp, alam mo yun diba? Tatanungin niya rin si Gellie
... eh kasi may go-see next week, naisip namin, isama kayo, para makaramp din ka
yo for Benetton... tapos 2 weeks free accomodation dun. Sayang kasi e, malaki ri
n pay, and matutuwa si Tita Marj..."
"So... you're asking me to go to Milan with you?"
"Parang ganun. Haha. Oo."
"Eh paano kung wala pala akong visa? ;D"
"Madali lang yun, si Tita Marj pa! Chicken lang yun sa kanya!"
"Edi sige. Tanungin ko lang parents ko."
"Gusto mo ipagpaalam kita?"
"Hindi wag na. Kaya na yun! :)"
"Kung sabagay, ako naman yung kasama mo. Papayag na yun! HAHA!"
"Kapal ng fez forever :P" I replied, tapos sinapok ko siya. "Sige na. Aalis muna
ako."
"Hatid kita?" :)
"Wag na! Punta na lang ako sa inyo bukas."
"Ano oras?"
"Bahala na. Tatawagan na lang kita. Kabilang street ka lang naman e. Sige babay
na! :D"
With a hug, I bid him and my friends good-bye.
DING! DONG!
A uniformed maid went to meet me.
"Pasok po," she said, opening the gate.
"No need," I replied. "Andyan ba si Gelo?"
"Wala po."
"Okay. Pwede mo ba akong tulungan?"
"Saan po?"
I led her to my car's compartment. Binuksan ko yun at kinuha yung pagkalaki-laki
ng laman nun, tapos inabot ko sa kanya.
"A- Ano pong gagawin ko rito?" ??? :o
Halos natabunan na nung teddy bear yung buong mukha niya. While she was at it, i
binaba ko na rin sa may paa niya yung box ng sapatos na kahit kelan hindi ko nag
amit.
"Masyado nang puno yung kwarto ko, wala nang space para diyan," I told her while
closing my compartment. "Sabihin mo sa amo mo, sorry. Hindi ko na kamo kailanga
n ng excess baggage."
"Pero Ma'am..."
"Ikaw na bahala. Siguro dun mo na lang ibigay sa bago niya pagdating nila dito m
amaya."
"Ma'am, pagagalitan po ako ni Sir..."
I threw her a cold look.
"Hindi ko na problema yun."
Lance's POV
ACK!
Naknampota! MY EYES!
"Nanay She!" I yelled, hiding myself under the blankets for she had opened the c
urtains and too much sunlight was flooding in. "It's too early!"
"Says who? It's eight na oh!" :D
I immediately shook the blanket off upon recognizing that voice.
"What on EARTH"Breakfast in bed!!!" she shouted happily, putting a tray right in front of me.
My mouth watered at the very sight of it.
CARAMEL WAFFLES. :o O0
I must be in heaven.
"Made it myself," she said proudly, taking a seat beside me. "Yuck. What's that
on your-?
HOLYCRAP.
May muta pa yata ako. :o
"I'll wash my face nga. Tabi dyan," I said jokingly, then I went to the bathroom
to clean up. Nakakahiya kasi. HAHA. Tama ba naman kasing pumunta dito ng ganito
ng oras?! ;D
"Bagay pala sayo bed hair!" she shouted from outside. "Ganyan ka na lagi ah!"
"Sus! Kahit ano naman bagay sakin eh. 8)"
She laughed.
"Tagal mo ah! Nagmemake up ka ba? ;D" she asked at the top of her voice. "Di mo
na kailangan magpagwapo! Masyado ka nang gwapo para sakin! HAHAHA LABO."
Anak ng. Kinilig ako amputs. ;D
"Andyan na! Atat ka e!"
Lumabas ako while wiping my face with a towel. She was playing with the flower n
a nandun kasama nung breakfast ko sa tray.
"Okay yang waffles ah," I commented. "Anong nakain mo? ;D"
"Yabang mo a! Ano ayaw mo no?" ::)
"Hinde ah! Akin na nga yan!"
Kinuha ko yung tray tas nilagay ko sa bedside table para maligpit yung kama ko.
Ang hassle kaya nung nakakalat yung kumot saka mga unan. Nakakahiya. Isipin pa n
ito messy ako. :P Mahirap naaaa. ^-^
"Bakit mo tinabi yung luto ko? ALAT!"
"Teka lang kasi! Magliligpit ako!" ;D
"Ayoko nga."
Umupo siya dun sa bed bigla. Hindi ko tuloy mahila yung kumot.
ANG KULIT AH.
"Tabi kasi dyan!"
She folded her arms and pouted, shooting me an 'I-hate-you' glance.
I pulled the blanket again, but she wouldn't budge.
"Ano ba? >:( Wag na kasi makulit!"
Her frown vanished and then she pulled my hand instead.
"Halika nga."
"What're you doing?"
"Come here."
She pulled me even closer to her, forcing me to sit. Lying down, she stretched h
er arms out wide, then seductively propped her head on one arm, looking at me wi
th this little impish grin on her face.
"Mmm..."
She bit her lip and toyed with the scarf on her neck.
"Maybe this one's supposed to go first."
I gulped.
"What?" :o
"It's getting a bit hot, isn't it?" she asked, smiling. "No need for a scarf..."
"Ehhrr..."
"Can you take it off for me?" she whispered, putting her other hand on mine, lea
ding it closer to her.
I obliged, feeling the blood come up to my face. Using both hands, I untied the
knot, and was not ready for what came next.
Chapter 52
click me!
Ria's POV
"HOY!" I shouted, snapping my fingers right in his face.
He stared, his mouth slightly agape.
Bless him. The guy couldn't even speak.
I laughed out loud, sat up properly and took a peek at the necklace that was now
sitting on my neck. He was looking at it too, his face half-apprehensive, halfhopeful.
"I thought you said you'd get the gist?" ;D
"Yeah. But- I dunno... it's too good to be true."
I resisted the urge to slap him, to get him back to reality.
He seems to be LPU today. ;D
"You prat, d'you think I'd joke around with stuff like this?"
"No... of course not!"
His lips broke into a wide smile, and then he hugged me.
"Baliw! I actually thought you were being wild or something. ;D"
"Haha! Do I look like the type who'd do that?" I shot at him as I broke off.
"Not really."
"What if I do get wild?" I asked him, coming closer and grabbing his collar.
"I'd really like to see you try." ^-^
"Pun intended?"
"I... guess it depends?"
He was still laughing when I went for the kill and kissed him full on the mouth.
Before I knew it, I was losing control while he kissed me back intensely, my ha
nd resting on the side of his faceAnd then he broke off.
"What"You girls aren't the ones who's supposed to initiate it."
"And you're bringing this up NOW?" I asked incredulously.
"Fine, I'll bring it up later," he said, then this time he started it. I felt al
l of my inhibitions slip away as he pulled me closer towards him, and then our f
aces moved sideways, wanting to try it from the other endBut then the other hand I was using for balance was slipping off the bed"OUCH!"
We fell down in a heap as I instinctively pulled him down with me. I landed with
my back on the floor, with him ending up on topUsing his free hand, he slightly pulled himself away.
"Ang clumsy mo kahit kelan! ;D"
"If there's anyone to blame, it's you," I told him. "Cuz you make me fall for yo
u over and over." ^-^
"Ang corny mo!"
"I love you," I said, looking him in the eye and meaning every single word. Carr
essing his cheek, I saw him smile.
"I love you too."
"I love you more!"
He laughed, and then we kissed again, and again...
And again.
DARN. I AM SO LOSING COUNT OF THIS.
"Aray... teka lang nga..."
He stopped and helped me sit up, then I went to look for the sharp thing that wa
s going against my back.
"What's that?"
It was a key.
"Ano naman to?" I asked him, holding it up against the light. "The key to Kariss
a's condo?"
"Course not," he said, his smile vanishing. "It's for my mom's art room. Don't b
e jealous."
He kissed the tip of my nose.
"Talaga? Can we go there?"
His smile gradually faded.
"Wag na."
"Bakit?"
"Wag na kasiii. Mas masosolo mo ko dito."
AY NAUGHTY. ;D
Sinapak ko nga. Pero mahina lang.
"Come on," I said, standing up. I pulled him by the hand. "Ano ba meron dun?"
"No idea. Hindi pa ako nakapasok dun eh."
"Bakit?"
"Basta."
I stared at him, lost.
"Galit ka pa ba sa mommy mo?"
"Let's not talk about her, okay?"
"Lance"Next time na lang, please?" he asked, pouting.
PACUTE.
Almost worked, though. ;D
"No. Now na."
"Ria... I've always wanted to go there when I was a kid, but she kept me out at
all times. I see no point in trying to do that now- even if she isn't here anymo
re. She would want me out."
He went and helped me stand up, but busied himself with the beddings with his ba
ck turned on me.
"Bakit pa yan ibibigay sayo ng Daddy mo kung ganun nga?"
"How should I know?" he asked. "Don't ask me to fathom the way my father's mind
works. He's quite an insane douchebag."
"Lance!" I said exasperatedly. "Don't be like that!"
"Look, I hate her. I don't give a damn"To hell you don't," I snapped. "You long for her, for a mother's love."
"Which she never cared to give."
"Don't you get it?" I asked him exasperatedly. "That room might have all the ans
wers."
"When she died, I swore I'd forget everything and shun every single memory I had
of her," he told me sternly. "I'm doing quite a good job at it, so I must ask y
ou to please try not to ruin all that."
"It's been eight years! Can't you find it in yourself to forget your stupid ego
and finally face it?"
"Exactly my point, Ria!" he said, his voice a bit raised as he turned to face me
. His eyes were filled with anger. "Eight years worth of pain and a whole lot of
bull sh1t! It's difficult enough to put it all behind me, and to ask me to go b
ack there and bring everything back in full measure... I must say it's a bit too
much."
I've never seen him this angry, but I was not intimidated at the very least.
Looking him straight in the eye, I went and put my hands on his face.
"Who said you're taking it all by yourself?" I asked him, smiling. "I'm here."
"What are you talking about?" he asked angrily.
"I'm going with you."
"No," he replied, taking my hands off him. "I can't."
"Yes you can, and you will."
We stared at each other, fighting a battle of wills. He was first to look away.
w hours.
"Ria!" Gellie exclaimed, running towards her. "What happened to you?"
"What are you talking about?" Ria replied in a deadpan croak.
"Ba't di ka sumasagot sa phone?"
"Naiwan ko sa kotse."
"Saan ka ba nagpunta?" Aidan demanded. "Diba may usapan kayo ni Lance? Nagmukha
kaming tanga kakahintay dun! Akala namin kung ano nang nangyari sayo!"
She merely looked at him, looking like she had no intention of replying whatsoev
er.
"Ano ba nangyari?"
"Nagtext ako diba?" she said, walking past us that we had to follow her into the
living room. "Di ba niya sinabi?"
"He didn't, but we know," Aidan replied, although the look on his face frightene
d me. "Nakalimutan niya nang kunin yung cellphone niya because he was in such a
rush to find you... quite understandable given that you didn't show up after thr
ee hours. What's up with that, anyway?"
"Bukas na lang tayo mag-usap. Pagod ako."
Hinila siya ni Aidan.
"Ikaw lang ba pagod? Ano bang akala mo sa amin? Ano bang akala mo kay Lance? Han
ggang ngayon nasa labas pa siya, naghahanap sayo!"
Ria gave a mirthless laugh.
"Sinabi ko bang sumama kayo sa kagaguhan niya? Saka sinabi ko bang maghanap siya
? Bakit, bata ba ako para hanapin? Hindi naman diba? Di ko naman na siguro kasal
anan yun."
She threw her handbag on the couch.
"Sabihin mo nga sa amin," asked Rafa. "Saan ka ba galing?"
"Kelan pa kita naging tatay?"
"Sumagot ka nga ng maayos!" >:(
"Ano ba gusto nyong marinig?" Ria snapped. "Pwede ba. Kung ayaw nyo matulog, aba
magpatulog kayo."
"Si Gelo na naman ba to?"
"Eh ano naman?" Ria asked, smirking again. "We were just catching up for lost ti
me, you know what I mean?"
"Ano ba pinagsasasabi mo!?"
"Wala. Narealize ko lang kung anong tama."
"Teka, ano nangyari sa -? :o"
"What are you babbling about, Elle?"
She rolled her eyes.
"Look, you all know what was in the text diba? How come you're still asking me t
hese questions?" she said, turning angrily towards us. "Di nyo ba naintindihan y
un? Are you actually as stupid as you look?"
"Aba"Shush," Aidan told me, raising a hand. "What're you up to, Ria? Do you actually
realize"Yeah, I know what I'm doing so put your large nose out of it."
"So you're making a decision, huh?" Aidan asked. "How does deciding between him
and us sound like?"
"Sounds easy," Ria replied, smiling again. "Come on, Aidan. Did you really have
to ask?"
"Us or him?"
"Him, of course," Ria said, without batting an eyelash.
For a moment, everyone was quiet.
I couldn't believe my ears.
"What?"
"You never should've made me choose," she spat.
I glared at her, then turned to Aidan.
"We all heard her," I said, pulling his hand. "Let's not waste our time, shall w
e? We've wasted more than enough."
Aidan silently followed my lead, and then Rafa followed suit. Gellie stayed glue
ig.
"Is this your idea of a joke?" >:( I spat, and only then did she turn to face me
.
I was aghast upon seeing her state- her eyes were bloodshot, her face and lips d
evoid of color.
Tangina bakit siya umiiyak?!
Hindi na ko nagisip. Basta lumapit na lang ako tapos niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit
... nawala lahat, yung pagod ko, yung galit ko na hindi niya ko sinipot...
"Saan ka ba nagpunta?" sabi ko, then kumalas ako sa kanya. Hindi niya ako mating
nan. Hinawakan ko yung mukha niya pero dun pa rin siya nakatingin sa sahig.
"Sorry kung sumigaw ako... Kasi naman e... Natraffic ka ba? Taena kasi may OrtiOrtigas pa kong nalalaman...
Hinawakan ko yung isa niyang kamay. Malamig yun. Hindi pa rin siya nagsalita.
"Sige ok lang... maniniwala naman ako eh..."
"LanceBumitaw siya sakin tapos inalis niya yung kamay ko sa mukha niya. Tumayo siya ta
pos pumunta dun sa may table sa malapit. Nakita ko siyang nagpahid ng mukha, na
para bang pwede niya pa ring itago yun...
"Ok na yun... basta ok na ko kasi ligtas ka... wag ka na umiyak."
Humarap siya sakin.
"Hindi mo ko naiintindihan."
I looked at her, confused. She had this determined look on her face na hindi ko
maintindihan, as though she was steeling herself for something.
Nagulat na lang ako nang nilagay niya yung dalawang kamay niya sa batok niya.
Hinubad niya yung kwintas na suot niya...
Yun yung regalo ko sa kanya nung pasko...
Inabot niya sakin yun.
"Umuwi ka na. mag aalas tres na."
"Ria teka lang..."
Tumalikod na siya sakin. Hinabol ko siya.
"Nabasa mo yung text ko diba?"
Natigilan ako.
"Teka lang, ano na naman ba to?!" I said, unable to hold it in any longer.
"Umuwi ka na please."
"Ria pwede ba kung tatarantaduhin mo na rin lang ako gawin mo na ng maayos?!"
"Ano bang gusto mo? Ipagdukdukan ko pa sayo?"
Tinitigan ko siya sa mata. Wala akong ibang makita doon.
Iba yung pakiramdam... iba yung tingin niya sa akin.
Tears were flowing down her face again- and I knew what they were made of...
PITY.
"You always knew, Lance," she said, her voice broken, slightly more audible than
a mere whisper. "You knew it's been him all along."
The words that were spilling out of her mouth were knives, white hot... the kind
that induced pain beyond my wildest nightmares.
"You said it yourself," she continued. "You're just my safety net, remember? Pam
alit. Panakip butas...
I clenched my fist, and the necklace felt cold against my hand.
I held on to it like mad... like my life had depended on it.
It was the only thing left to remind me of what had been there, or what I though
t had been there...
"You should have known better than to believe me," she went on. "Because that's
all you'll ever be."
In spite of myself, I noticed I was laughing.
"Pu tangina," I said. "How... dare you."
My fingernails were digging deep into my palms as my fists clenched more tightly
.
"Kapal talaga ng mukha mo no?" I asked, smirking. "Ano naenjoy mo ba? Siguro taw
a kayo ng tawang dalawa habang ako etong si gag0 naniniwala sa lahat ng pinagsas
abi mo"Lance please..." :'(
skin.
I didn't answer her.
"Let's go upstairs."
I nodded weakly, blindly obeying her lead as she helped me up and walked me thro
ugh the hall and the stairs. Her hand was warm and strong in mine, and I knew I
could trust her... even now, when everyone else had left me...
I found myself in my bed, staring at the wall. Ate sat down beside me and hugged
me tightly. I couldn't help but break down. It was only now that it was startin
g to sink in.
"I was pretty convincing, wasn't I?" I asked her. "I saw it all... :-\
Ate broke off from me and looked me in the eye. She got my hair off my face and
simply stared at me, waiting for me to continue.
I shook my head, unable to think of anything else to say.
"You do love him, right?"
I chuckled.
"Hindi..."
It was her turn to laugh.
"Ri, you make out with him in the kitchen and risk being seen by Mom and Dad. Di
mo pa siya mahal nun?"
WHUT. ;D
Ate Danna equals baliw.
"Tangeks. Di pa kasi ako tapos eh," I said. "Hindi... hindi niya yata napansin y
un..."
"Sis, that's one talent of yours I've always been jealous of," sabi niya, smilin
g mirthlessly. "Ang galing mong umarte." ;D
"Well, it does come in handy sometimes..."
"Do you mind telling me what the hell is up?"
I stared at her, wondering what I should do.
Well. She is the only one I have left...
Maybe I do need to tell her.
"It can get long."
"Gag0," she quipped. "You're my sister. Ilang beses mo na ba akong hindi pinatul
og nung bata pa tayo sa kakakwento mo tungkol kay Liam?"
I laughed, took a deep breath, vividly remembering everything that had happened
the previous night...
"Bye 'Ma! Love you!" I yelled as I went out of the gate. Opening the door, I thr
ew my purse into the passenger seat and turned the ignition.
Just as I pulled my car door shut"Lock it."
"What the-?
"I'm warning you, dearie."
"I demand you get the hell out of myThe words got caught up in my throat as I watched her raise a gun and point it s
traight at my chest.
"Make one wrong move and I'll pull the trigger."
I blankly stared at the gun, then back at her.
Her eyes had no trace of remorse whatsoever.
"What do you want?"
"Lock the car and drive."
"Drive where?"
She didn't answer.
"Where are we going?"
"Just do what I say and we're good."
She kept the gun pointed at me as I changed gears and revved the engine. I could
n't even concentrate as I tried to keep the steering wheel steady with my shakin
g hands.
"Ayala Alabang," she said suddenly. "Know where it is?"
"Yes," I said. "Of course."
"Good. Keep going."
"What do you want from me, Stella?" I shot at her.
"Please, hija."
Those two words moved me beyond anything she had done tonight. I never thought I
would hear her like this, imploring, as though I was her only hope.
I stood there, thinking hard.
What could she possibly have in store for me?
I could only imagine wh
"STOP IT!"
:o
Stella's eyes widened, and she almost fell over in her haste to get upstairsI had a choice... but then...
My feet went on their own. I followed her.
The second floor was much dimmer. I followed her figure down the desolate hall,
and then"Let me die! LET ME DIE!"
I froze in my tracks.
Stella's sobs echoed throughout the corridor as I stood there, unable to compreh
end.
No... it can't be...
Slowly, I was able to walk again. I dreaded every step I took, but something tol
d me I had to keep going.
She stopped at the corridor's dead end. She covered her mouth and shook on the s
pot, apparently staring at a blank wall, at something I couldn't seeI reached her, and then my world came to a screeching halt.
"AAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHH! I SAID STOP IT! LET ME DIE! JUST LET ME DIE!"
The mere sight made me crumble to pieces.
Gelo was sitting on a bed, surrounded by tubes attached to his head, resisting f
our male nurses who were trying to keep him at bay, one of them inserting a need
le into his armHis face was wet, anguished, and I then I just knew it was beyond pain...
I pressed myself against the glass, hardly able to take it all in as the tears f
lowed freely...
"Gelo..." :'(
I can only watch as he flailed, struggling to get free...
"NO... Please... Don't prolong this. I can't take this anymore," he pleaded. "Hi
ndi ko na kaya..."
"What's going on?" I demanded. Stella was still standing, immobile. "How come"He's dying."
"Don't sh1t me, OKAY?!" >:( I shouted at her. "TELL THE TRUTH!"
"Brain cancer," she muttered almost incomprehensibly. "We didn't know. At first
he kept having headaches... he kept throwing up and having bouts of fever that h
e had to miss school..."
Everything he had done in the past semester came to mind.
Suddenly, almost everything was making sense...
"We thought it was just because of stress... Because it all started when his sis
ter died. All his smoking and drinking and partying with different girls every s
ingle night didn't help..."
I stared into nothingness, carefully absorbing every single word.
"He was diagnosed with cancer right before Irish succumbed to leukemia. He told
no one, thinking it would just make things worse. "
Not even me... when I was trying to fix it all up...
"Sinubukan niyang idistansya yung sarili niya sa lahat. He didn't want anyone to
know, to see that he was weak. He sank into depression and it took time before
he regained his senses.
And it came to a point na hindi na niya macontrol. There was a time na one week
siyang hindi umuwi. Tapos isang beses, nabalitaan na lang naming napaaway siya..
."
Stella went and grabbed me by the shoulders.
"You must help us, hija. I know you've had enough and marami ka nang binigay par
a sa anak ko... pero kailangan ka niya."
She dropped to her knees in front of me.
"Stella"Let me, hija," she said, still not letting go of my hands. "Nagmamakaawa ako. W
ag mo nang iwan yung anak ko..."
She shook on the spot, sobbing.
"Marami akong pagkukulang sa kanya... at sa ganitong paraan ko lang pwedeng bawi
in lahat ng yun. Please, hija. I'm begging you. Do not leave my son."
I stared at her, unsure of what to do.
"Tama na... Ayoko na..."
We both turned to look at Gelo, who was now a little calmer. He seemed to have b
een tranquilized.
"Ma?" he asked, sounding like a child. "Ma? Are you here?"
Stella stood up and hurriedly entered the room.
"I'm here, hijo. Please calm down. You'll be better soon."
He grabbed his mother's hand.
"Tell them to stop, Ma..." he pleaded. "Ayoko na..."
"You have to live, anak," Stella said, frantically wiping her face. "You have a
full life ahead of you."
"Suko na ako..." :-\
I clenched my fist, trying to stiffen my resolve. My phone was ringing in my poc
ket.
Clearly, there was a choice to make.
"Let me die, ma...
I have nothing left to live for."
The words rang over and over in my head.
Slowly, I opened the door and entered the room.
I hesitated as he looked straight at me, his expression infathomable.
"Yes, you do," I said. "You have me."
He stared at me, his eyes glinting. A shadow of the old him was suddenly visible
again.
"Ria..." he muttered, smiling as he reached for me. I took his hand and held it
tightly. "You're... you're here"Yes. I need you to do me a favor, aright?" I told him, stroking his forehead wi
th my other hand, which shook as I did so...it felt unfamiliar against his skin.
"I want you to live for me, you understand?"
He was silent.
"Yes."
"Now go to sleep," :) I told him, sitting on his bed. "Don't worry. I'll stay he
re."
He smiled and closed his eyes, leaning his head on my lap.
"I'm leaving you here," Stella said, and she did, along with the four nurses.
I closed my eyes, trying not to think of Lance.
Silently, I wept, wishing I was with him instead... and then I felt sick of myse
lf.
I got my phone from my pocket and punched it all in.
Quote
I don't think I can do this. I'm sorry. -Ria
The weirdest silence I've ever experienced in my life ensued the moment I stoppe
d speaking.
My sister stared at me.
I dropped my head on her shoulder, feeling the exhaustion finally come up to me.
She hugged me tightly.
"That's the bravest decision I've heard in my life," she told me, rubbing my bac
k. "People double your age would never have been able to do that."
"Don't worry, Ate," I said. "Kaya ko to... kaya ko siyang mahalin ulit... kaya k
ong ibalik yung dati."
"Whatever happens, I'm here. Remember that."
"Ate?"
"Yep?" ;)
I smiled at her.
"Thank you...."
I listened.
"Ako kaya? Hanggang kelan pa?" :-\
"Don't say that!" :(
He looked at me with lonely eyes.
"Siya yung kadamay ko nun. Wala siyang ibang makapitan kundi ako. Kaya hindi ko
siya maitaboy. Nung AdHoc dapat susunduin na kita nun kaso tumawag siya... hindi
kaya ng konsensya kong iwan siya... pero maniwala ka man o hindi ikaw yung gust
o kong puntahan nun."
"Gelo, ok na yun. Hindi mo na kailangang"Nalasing ako kaya ko siya nahalikan. Pero noon pa kasi ang laki na ng problema
ko kaya lagi na kong lasing... yung nakita ng Daddy mo na kasama ko sa New York.
.. wala yun. Akala ko mabait siya. Pero hindi. Nung nagkagulo kami ni Rish, siya
yung tinakbuhan ko dahil wala naman yung mommy ko at masyado nang magulo isip n
i Dad..."
I put a hand on his shoulder.
"Pero maniwala ka sakin. Kahit may nangyari sa amin wala lang siya. Wala lang ta
laga. Ikaw lang Ri..."
"I believe you."
"Sorry kung nasaktan kita. Pinagsisisihan ko lahat yun."
"I know. And let's just put it behind us, okay?" I asked, carressing his cheek.
"I'm ready to forget it all and face the present with you. Kalimutan na natin yu
n."
Hinawakan niya yung kamay kong nasa mukha niya.
"Can you do that for me?"
"Anything for you, Ri."
I hugged him and felt his sincerity.
"Anak? Are you guys okay?"
"Yup," I told Stella.
"I'll get you some coffee."
Umalis si Gelo. Tiningnan ako ni Stella.
"Hija, salamat."
"Wala po yun," I said. "CR po muna ako."
The moment I entered the CR, I felt like I would've given anything to turn aroun
d and get the hell out, but I was split seconds too late.
"Ria!"
The moment she saw me, she went wild and threw her arms around me like we were f
riends.
AS IF!
The nerve of this b1tch! >:(
"OMG. I so didn't know you were leaving today din!"
"Oh. I noticed." ::)
"Yeah. Kuya and Gellie are following us tomorrow pa. Plane slots are selling lik
e pancakes this season, and our plane was already full when kuya got his renewed
Visa. So there. You're heading to New York, if I heard it right?"
"Right."
"Oh my god. I... I need to tell you something."
"What?"
"Thank you." she said, and then she hugged me. AGAIN.
She broke off and smiled at me.
I stared back, revolted.
This thing just makes me SICK.
"Thank you. If it weren't for you, Lance wouldn't have given us a chance."
Us? :o
Did I hear that right?"
"He invited me to go to Milan with him, just the two of us for now, and he menti
oned he wanted to start over. I'm feeling hopeful it would be working this time.
"
:o
My jaw dropped.
"So there. Thank you. :) I hope it works out between you and Gelo as well," she
went on. "So paano. See you nalang in school next sem, I guess."
She left the room, and I stood there feeling like sh1t.
So it was true. And Lance...
Lance...
I went to the corner, unable to control myself it all dawned on me.
But what right do I have to even question that?
Didn't I just ask him to back the f-ck off?
What am I doing here crying over something I had thrown away myself?!
"Ssshhh. Wag ka na umiyak."
I looked up and saw someone offering me a handkerchief. Taking a great sniff, I
took it and muttered an incomprehensible thank you. She sat beside me.
"I couldn't help overhearing, sorry," she went on.
Familiar siya eh, hindi ko lang maalala.
"Naniwala ka naman dun," she said, laughing. "Barbero yun eh."
Huh?
"You know her?"
"Well, let's say I love her as much as you do," she said jokingly.
"She's quite a pain in the ass." she whispered, and I got into a fit of giggles.
"Oh. Hindi kita kokontrahin dun." :P
"Come on, why are you still crying?" she said exasperatedly. "Can't you tell? Na
gbabluff lang siya!"
"WEH."
"Hello?" she said, rolling her eyes. "Number one - her eyes. They were too brigh
t. Number two - her tone, parang she's trying to convince herself more than she'
s trying to convince you! Number three, and the biggest thing I thought you woul
d've noticed"Ano yun?"
"Number three. She's Karissa Yutanco. Dakilang sinungaling. DUH. Ano ka beh! ;D"
"HAHA! ;D"
Natawa ako ng bonggang bongga. ;D Ano ba naman tong kausap ko.
"Yuck," she said. "Hindi ko akalaing ganyan ka. Ang alam ko tahimik ka saka masu
ngit, pag pala tumatawa ka nagssnort ka na parang baboy =))"
"Sorry, hindi ko talaga mapigilan eh. ;D"
"Anyhoo. I don't think you recognize me. I'm Cza. JMAer. :D"
"Haha. Sorry. I did think you were familiar, though. Sabi ko na nga-"
Bigla niya akong binatukan.
"Maging active ka kasi sa org! Di ka nagpapakita e! ;D"
"Nga pala, saan ka papunta?"
"Sa New York din. May dance tournament kasi dun yung boyfriend ko. Hihi."
"Wow! Galing!"
"If ever, magkita tayo ha? Feeling ko kailangan mo ng kausap."
"Oo nga eh. Hehehe."
"Same flight tayo. Puntahan mo na lang ako. Dun ako sa bandang likod, malapit sa
CR."
"Okay. Thanks, Cza."
"Tara. Malapit na mag board yun."
She offered me her hand and I gladly took it. Sabay kaming lumabas.
Napatigil kaming pareho nang may marinig kaming voices.
"I saw it," the voice said. "Don't deny it. I know what I saw." >:(
"I honestly have no idea what you're talking about."
"Tangina naman Lance eh. Nakita ko kung paano ka tumingin sa kanya!"
"Mei shi," he hissed in a low voice. "Tara na."
"NO."
We came closer and saw Kai holding Lance's arm.
"Ano ba?! Ginago ka niya! Hanggang kailan ba"Stop it."
"May pakialam ka pa diba? Sabihin mo!"
"Wo bu guan le."
I heard Cza gasp.
"Wh- what?"
*
"What are you gonna play?"
"Secret." :P
"Playing it for me?"
Di sumagot si Lance. instead, he started playing. CLICK!
"Smile for me please?"
He obliged as the first few notes played.
The song was familiar...
"Mornings after...
Still lingers
Just waking up I see a shadow of you... making breakfast for two..."
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by... I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish she was you."
I wish you were him too... :(
"I'm not gonna tell you
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay..."
:'(
"I'm trying to get over
Trying to get far away from our mistakes..."
It was mainly mine...
Ako lang... akin lang...
"But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you reminding me
Of how we were, of how it was...
I see shadows... everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough
Of your shadows..."
Four months gone
I cant feel you
I don't understand it
But where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know..."
He stopped playing.
[pause]
"Lance bakit?"
"Wala."
"Are... you okay?"
"Oo naman."
"Let's do a different song."
"Hindi ok lang."
"Sure ka?"
He started playing again.
"I'm not gonna tell you... I'm not gonna say that I'm ok, no...
Trying to get over...
Trying to get far away from our mistakes..."
Malayo ka naman na...
Ok na siguro...
Andyan na siya diba...
Magiging ok ka na...
"I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you reminding me
Of how we were, of how it was...
I see shadows... everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough
Of your shadows..."
"You couldn't love me so why won't you leave me?
Alone is the only place I want to be..."
The door burst open.
"Waw kurdaps, Westlife yun diba?"
I quickly shut the laptop lid.
"Ah. Yeah."
"Ba't mo sinara?"
"Ehh- naalala ko, di pa ko nagsasaing..."
"WEH, nanonood ka ng porn no." ^-^
"ULUL! Deins kaya!"
"JOKELANG. :P
"What is pakialamero." T_T I snapped, pretending to fumble with my desk so he wo
uldn't see my face- I must be so pale right now. Nilalamig yung kamay ko eh.
DEFINE CAUGHT IN THE ACT.
"May kukunin lang pala ako. HEHE."
"Ano yun? Tulungan kita maghanap?"
"Nahanap ko na," sabi niya, tas may kinuha siyang kahon sa ilalim ng bed.
"Okay."
"Ako na magsasaing."
"Talaga?"
"Yup. Ako na bahala."
"Sige pero ako maghuhugas."
"Sure :) I'll just be outside if you need me."
"Thanks, kurdaps. :D"
Gelo's POV
995... 996...
I watched as the colored paper shriveled up and got consumed by flame.
Nagsimula ako gumawa ng 1000 Paper cranes nung una kaming pumunta ng New York pa
ra kay Rish. Last year yun. Sabi kasi nila pag gumawa ka, makakagrant ka ng isan
g wish.
Pero kasi, nasa 529 pa lang ako... wala na yung wish ko. Hindi na pwede.
Tumigil na ko nun.
Nawala lahat sakin- pati magdasal, tinigilan ko. Sumama yung loob ko eh. Inisip
ko, yun na nga lang yung hinihiling at dinadasal ko araw-araw tapos hindi pa rin
binigay sakin.
Looking back, naiisip ko ngayon... parang ang sama sama ko na. Sa totoo lang, hi
ndi na yata tamang gamitin yung 'parang'... sa dami ng nagawa ko noon, siguro hi
ndi na ako dapat kaawaan o patawarin.
997...
Pero bumalik sakin si Ria. Milagro kung milagro- kulang na nga yung mga daliri k
o sa kamay at paa para bilangin lahat ng katarantaduhang ginawa ko sa kanya... p
ero eto ulit siya.
Dun ako nagsimulang maniwala uli.
She brought everything back with her. Faith... hope. Everything else.
998...
Para bang bumalik na lahat sa dati.
I don't think I'd ever know what I've done to deserve this.
Lord, salamat. Sa lahat lahat. Salamat kasi hindi niyo ko pinabayaan... kahit na
gpakatarantado ako.
Salamat kasi binalik niyo siya sakin...
Isa na lang po talaga yung pwede kong hingin...
999...
"KURDAPS!" >:(
Lumingon ako kay Ria, who was looking deathly upset.
"ANAK KA NAMAN TALAGA NG TATAY MO! Sinong nagsabi sayong magsiga ka?!"
Natawa ako sa itsura niya. Ang kulit.
Freak out queen. ;D
*
Ria's POV
*background music*
Naalimpungatan ako. I sat up on the bed with a start, feeling disoriented.
It felt wrong, though. Parang...
Parang may kulang...
"Gelo?" :o
Kinabahan ako.
I got off the bed, then saw the curtains covering the veranda fluttering in the
wind.
Scratching my eyes, I went to check. Andun nga siya.
He was leaning on the railings.
"Ikaw naman, pinakaba mo ako."
It was as if he didn't hear me.
Buong araw niya nga akong di kinibo eh.
Hindi ko naman maintindihan kung bakit bigla na lang siyang nagalit. I was merel
y being sweet.
Tutuparin ko naman yun kung sakali eh...
Gusto ko lang talagang isipin niya na may rason pa siyang natitira...
Masama pa ba yun?
"Galit ka pa?"
Lumingon siya sakin, tapos nagsmile.
He signaled me to come over, and laid his arms out wide.
I hugged him.
Like I've never hugged anyone before.
"I'm sorry. I didn't"Ssshhh. Ako dapat magsorry."
He let go of me, then he held my hand and led me towards the hammock.
Ang ganda ng view dito sa may veranda nila.
Malayo kasi tong lugar nila sa Manhattan, pero part pa rin ng New York state. So
kita pa rin namin yung silhouette nung skyscrapers.
Sabay kaming humiga dun sa duyan. I had my head on his chest. He felt warm... an
d then he put a protective arm around me.
"Mahal kita."
I smiled up at him.
"Ako rin."
Tumawa siya.
"Sinungaling."
"Ano?"
"Narinig kita kanina eh. Hinahanap mo si Lance." :P
"Uluuul."
"Nananaginip ka kaya. Kaya ako bumangon eh. Ouch kasi." :P
"WAAA. Bangungot yun. Don't worry."
"Joker ka rin talaga no?"
"Hindi kasi ako nagjojoke!"
"Hindi rin ako nagjojoke. Masakit talaga."
He was smiling.
"Gelo naman..."
"Anong Gelo naman? Okay lang, Ri. Alam ko naman eh."
"Wag ka ganyan."
Niyakap niya ako ng mas mahigpit.
"Ok lang. Ako naman pinili mo eh. Ako naman kasama mo. So parang ganun na rin si
guro yun..."
Tumulo yung luha ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit... pero pakiramdam ko ang sama ko.
Kulang pa siguro...
"Sorry..."
"Bakit ka ba nagsosorry?" he asked, laughing. "Ako kaya yung may atraso sayo."
"Wala."
"Meron."
"No."
"Tama na," he said again. "Mas lalo lang tayo mahihirapan eh."
"Itaboy mo ko hanggang gusto mo... I'm not going anywhere."
He sighed deeply. Nagpakiramdaman kami.
Completely closing the distance between us, I felt his lips on mine.
Nagulat ako kasi iba...
There was no restraint on his part, but it was not like how he was the last time
...
For some reason, we ended up on the bed, with him on top of me, but our hands st
ayed put on each other's faces.
Wild, oo.
Pero ramdam ko siya... lahat ng nararamdaman niya ramdam ko rin...
Matagal rin bago kami tumigil. Weird nga eh. Ilang minuto rin yun.
"Promise me something."
"Anything."
"Pag nagkita tayo ulit sa next lifetime... bibigyan mo pa rin ako ng chance ha?"
I ran my thumb over his lips - it was only now that I noticed how pale they were
...
"At sa oras na yun, hinding hindi na kita papakawalan..."
He tried to smile, but at that precise moment, I felt a heavy drop on my face.
"But for now... I'm going to have to set you free."
Kissing my forehead, he gently got my hands off him and walked away.
"Go to sleep," he told me. "And whatever happens, I want you to remember that I
love you."
"Where are you going?"
He didn't answer me. Instead, he switched the lights off and closed the door.
I stayed in the dark, wondering how
THUD!
"Oh sh1tI ran out of the room as fast as I can.
He was on the floor, sprawled, his face screwed up in pain"TITA STELLA!"
I scooped him up in my arms.
"Gelo, stand up, please... kunin natin yung gamot mo..."
He could hardly move.
"Wait, dito ka lang, kukunin koI moved to go but he caught my arm.
"Stay..." he said. "Don't leave me just yet..."
"Gelo"Please, Ria."
Fortunately, Tita Stella's door had flown open"Tita, yung gamot niya, nasa tabi ng thermos sa baba..."
"Ako na bahala, sige..."
I heard her sprinting down the stairs and somehow felt relieved.
"Sandali lang ha?" I said, trying to reassure him that everything will be okay..
.
His grip on my arm tightened.
"Ria?"
"Yup?"
"Dito ka lang..."
"Oo," I said, staring at him. "Dito lang ako..."
I pulled him close to me...
But then his eyes gazed back at me without seeing"Gelo?"
They have gone blank...
Lifeless...
"Kurdaps?"
My breath got caught in my throat.
He did not move nor speak.
"Gelo wag naman ganito o," I pleaded. "Wag ganito..."
"I wish I've been as brave for the other things I loved..."
Sorry, Ria.
I know it's my fault.
"Pero don't worry. I'm not blaming you one bit. It's my own stupidity that's at
fault."
Laughing at herself, she caressed my headstone again, tracing circles on the smo
oth surface.
"It's been ten years, and wala pa rin akong lakas ng loob na harapin siya. Buti
pa nga yung iba. WAIT! Have I told you? Maffy's two months pregnant!"
She looked genuinely happy as she said that.
"Galing nga eh. Sabi ko nga, sa wakas! Magtwo- two years na rin kasi silang kasa
l eh! Grabe. May inaanak na tayo! :D"
She laughed, and I stared like there was no tomorrow.
"Oh, and Aidan is the Bar Topnotcher. Yep, number one. You can imagine how wild
Elle went! Atty. Aidan Lennox. SURREAL. :)"
From what she told me, Aidan practiced accountancy for about a year before final
ly deciding to go to Law School. Ibang klase yung taong yun. CPA na lawyer pa.
Naknangteteng talaga. Fiance ng ex ko, CPA Lawyer lang naman. Sorry na Elle, sor
ry na ;D
"Nag-usap na nga yung dalawa sa telepono nung isang araw. Masyado pang masaya sa
ka kinikilig sa mga nangyayari. Nakalimutan yatang engaged na sila at kailangan
nilang magdecide kung saan sila titira kung sakali. Syempre, marami na rin napun
dar si Elle dito eh."
Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi may sarili nang boutique si Elle, tapos may sideline pa d
un sa Wedding Boutique na tinayo nung pinsan ni Maffy. Ang alam ko, si Elle yung
taga design nung gowns, si Maffy bahala sa cake, tas si Ria yung general planne
r saka in charge ng Logistics issues. Ewan ko ba sa mga to, pinagsasabay sabay l
ahat, masyadong nagmamadaling yumaman. ;D
"Si Denise... ayun. Mumomowdel na ng bonggang bongga. ;D Hindi nga! Seryoso. Nap
ansin siya nung dating boss ni Elle eh. Rarampa na yata sa Fashion Week. Kaloka
yung babaeng yun. Hangbilis."
Well... let's face it. Yun lang naman talaga meron si Den eh, looks pati height.
HOY. Nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo.
One and a half year siyang nadelay bago grumaduate, sabi ni Ria. Ewan ko ba dun.
Ba't nag Broadcast Communication eh pilipit naman yung dila. Oo. Fine, marunong
sumulat. Pero gusto daw niya mag newscaster... takte. Pag ganun ang newscaster,
imu-mute ko na lang. Para di na ko makunsumi. ;D
"Si Liam pati si Otan, naghiwalay na ng team. Pareho kasing naofferan eh, at wag
ka, di sa reserve team. Takte yung mga kumpare mong yun, magwo-World Cup na. Mu
khang mapapalipad ako ng South Africa ng di oras. ;D"
HUWAW.
Dream ko yun noon ah. Mag-World Cup. T_T
"Syempre, laging nasa training si Liam, si Denise kung saan saan may go-see, hir
ap mag adjust. Tinanong ko na pareho kung anong plano, eh ayun. Di pa daw sila s
ure sa isa't isa. Ni hindi nga daw nila alam kung sila pa rin. Ayun, tingnan mo.
Lumalandi yung isa, kumakalantari yung kabila. Ang saya ng buhay ng mga hinayup
ak. ;D"
Kamusta naman yung tagalog mo Ria. Dinugo ako ;D
Kumakalantari?! Ano kaya yun. ;D
"Si Gellie, ok naman. Nagrereview for boards sa med. Hindi nga lang halos mahagi
lap, busy talaga eh. Medyo hirap sila ni Rafael, kasi syempre itong isa CEO in t
he making. Kung saan saan pinapadala ni Father Dear. Syempre. Si Ahia pa, di mak
atanggi."
Ahia... older brother ata yun.
Ano ba kanina malalim na tagalog ngayon ini-Intsik ako. T_T
Ano ba talaga Ria.
Wait. INTSIK?
UUUUUUUUUUUYYYYYYY. ^-^
"Si Lance naman... wala akong balita. Last thing I heard, na-offeran siya ng cam
paign for Benetton, but he turned it down kasi he wanted to work in a bank. Ewan
Ria's POV
"Hello?"
"Ria naman, kanina pa ko tawag ng tawag, asaan ka ba?" Marie, our boss, said on
the other line. "Anong oras na o!"
"Teka, sorry"May pupuntahan kang client ngayon sa Plaza Hotel. Imi-meet nyo yung parang mana
ger dun, pre-planning na din. You have ten minutes to get there"TEN MINUTES?! JOKE KA BA?!"
"Ikaw kasi hindi ka sumasagot ng phone! Edi sana marami ka pang oras!"
"Fine! Tatakbo na!"
"Hoy be nice!"
"Oo na sige bye!"
Sus. Si Marie. She's a good friend, pero when it's work... it's work. ;)
Mabuti rin yun. Alam nyo naman ako. Masyadong kulang ng discipline sa oras pamin
san. XD Kelangan ng magcocontrol! ;D
Sino naman kayang client yun? Ang yaman ah! Plaza Hotel ba naman?! :o
Buti dala ko kotse ko. Kundi, deads na naman. T_T
Syempre kumaripas ang lola nyo ng bonggang bongga diba. Ayan tuloy. Haggard.
Ni hindi ko na na-appreciate yung ganda ng Hotel. Wild ng takbo eh.
TekaDalawa yung pintuan sa Hall... alin ba dito?
Diyoskopo.
FACEPALM!
Bahala na. Pag walang tao sa kaliwa edi sa kananI pushed the left door open.
Someone was standing at the far end of the hall, holding a folder that had our W
edding Boutique's logo on it"Hi, I'm so sorry I'm late..."
Imagine my shock when she turned and"Ria?"
Karissa's face broke into a smile (a genuine one, waw bihira to ah) and then she
walked towards me to give me a small hug.
Siya?
Siya yung client ko?
Ano ba to. T_T
"Wow. I mean, WOW."
"Good-wow, or bad-wow?"
She gave a hearty (but not fake) laugh.
"Haha! Di ka pa rin nagbabago. Sabaw ka pa rin ;D"
Nakitawa na rin ako.
As usual, ayoko pa ring masabihan na bastos. HEHEHE.
"So..." she began, her eyes widening and roving the whole room. "You'll really b
e handling it?"
"Ah, oo naman."
Naglakad lakad ako to check the stuff-may mga gamit, samples ng champagne glass
saka nung scented paper para sa invitations...
"Grabe. Ang cute lang."
I smiled at her.
"Yeah"But won't that be weird?"
I gave her a puzzled look.
"Anong weird?" ???
She stared at me weirdly, as though I was being stupid on purpose.
"Eh"Ano?"
"Won't it be weird considering you're I dropped the champagne glass I was holding when I suddenly thought of what she
actually meant"Are you okay?" :o
Lumapit sakin si Karissa, tapos hinila niya ako palayo dun sa nabasag...
"Tingin mo ok sa kanya?"
"Naman. Nagdecide na rin ba kayo ng motif?"
Tumawa siya ng malakas na para bang nakakatawa yung sinabi ko.
"May sinabi ba ko?"
"Wala. Natatawa lang ako sayo."
Natahimik.
"Nagpasukat na ba si Karissa kay Elle?"
"Bakit?"
"Marami kasing ginagawa si Elle ngayon, baka hindi na niya maasikaso kung sakali
."
Tumawa si Lance.
"Bakit, kukunin ba natin siyang abay?"
Teka lang.
Natanga ako dun ah.
"Anong sabi mo?"
He laughed hysterically.
"Joke ka ba?!"
"Joke ka rin ba?!" he quipped, now holding his stomach from too much laughing. "
Ako saka si Kai? BALIW KA RIN EH!" ;D
Lance's POV
Tae. Mamamatay na ko kakatawa.
She stared at me with her mouth hanging open.
"How could you have even thought it was possible?" I told her. "Gusto mong sakal
in ako ni Gelo?"
She looked, if possible, even more shocked.
Her eyes suddenly went misty.
"Ni Gelo?"
"Binilin ka niya sakin."
*
April 2010...
"Welcome home, anak!" Nanay Shirley said as she approached me. I gave her a hug
and smiled.
"O, pumayat ata kayo 'Nay?"
"Hindi naman. Kamusta ang Milan?"
"Malamig po. Hehe."
"Gusto mong kumain?"
"Ok lang ako 'Nay. May naghanap ba sakin?"
"Wala naman. Pero may dumating na package."
"Ha?"
"Nagulat nga ako eh. Galing US daw."
US?
"Ayun o, nasa ibabaw ng table."
"Salamat 'Nay."
Umalis siya, tapos tiningnan ko yung box.
Wow. Ang labo ata.
Kay Gelo galing, sabi dun sa box.
Binuksan ko.
May laman siyang isang paper crane, tapos isang nakatuping papel.
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Pare, first of all wag kang mag-alala. Walang anthrax to. May dalawang bagay lan
g akong ipapaalam sayo. Importante.
First, it's that Ria loves you. YUP. She does. She only left you to be with me b
ecause I was sick. May cancer ako, and medyo delikado yung condition kaya she th
ought mas kailangan ko siya. Sorry dude ah. Kupal eh! HAHA!
Second, ayon. Nakikita mo yang paper crane? Gumawa ako ng 1000 nyan. Kasi makaka
tupad daw ng isang wish kapag gumawa ng 1000. At yung wish ko, maging masaya si
Ria kahit mawala ako. Since tingin ko naman eh ikaw makakagawa nun (buhay man ak
o o hinde) eh sayo ko na binigay yang pang 1000. Nga pala, ang rinig ko kailanga
n sunugin yung paper cranes eh. So ikaw na bahala dyan.
O umayos ka pare a. Deads ka sakin pag hindi naging ok si Kurdapya.