TEACHER--YOUR BODY MY KABBALAH...

Teacher--your body my Kabbalah

Rahamim--Compassion
Tiferete--Beauty
The aroma of Mr. Rochesters cigars
among the flowers
Bursting through
I am trying to choke you
Delicate thought
Posed
Frankenstein of delicate grace
posed by my fear
And you
Graciously
Take me by the throat
The body hungers before the soul
And after thrusts for its own memory
Why not afraid to hurt elig-couldn't hurt me except in wit, in funny
I couldn't, wouldn't art in relation
but with a rose or rather skunk cabbage
Just--Mere come I break through grey paper
room
Your
Frankenstein
What is the word from
Deberoux Babtiste
the Funambule
I
Desnuelu (who's he?)
to choke you
Duhamel
and you
De brouille
Graciously
Deberaux
Take me by the throat
Decraux
Barrault
Deberaux
Delicate
French logic
Black daisy chain of nuns
Nous sommes tous assasins
Keith's jumping old man in the waves
methadrine
morning dance of delicacy
"I want you to pick me up
when I fall down"
I wouldn't and fell
not even death
I waited for
stinking
with the room
like cat shit
would take me
Donald's first bed wherein this fantasy
shame changing him to you
And you talking of plum blossom scrolls
and green automobiles
Shame making body thought
a game

Cat's cradle & imaginary

lattices of knowledge & Bach
system
Fearing making guilt making shame
making fantasy & logic & game &
elegance of covering splendour
emptying memory of the event
covering splendour with mere elegance
covering
sneer between the angels
Wouldn't couldn't
Fear of the killer
dwarf with the bag of tricks & colonels picture
To do my killing for me
God is hidden
And not for picture postcards.

EMILY...
Emily white witch of Amherst
The shy white witch of Amherst
Killed her teachers
With her love
I'll rather mine entomb
my mind
Or best that soft grey dove.