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`yM©v , wke , KvwZ©K , mi¯^wZ, jw² I M‡Yk Ges GKwU ‡jvK
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we. GBP. B. Gj. KvjPvivj nj, †fvcvj, 2005
Awfb‡q
`yM©v : ¯^w¯ÍKv PµewZ©
wke : mv_©K Mv½ywj
KvwZ©K : KvRj miKvi
mi¯^wZ : gûqv PvUvRx©
Amyi : Zvcm wmsn ivq
GKwU ‡jvK : kvšÍby †mb
bvUK Ges cwiPvjbv
`xc y`vm
Av‡jv
Abyc †Rvkx
msMxZ
wmœ»v miKvi, wKmvb gnvivR
cÖ†hvRbv
bv›`xwbK, ‡fvcvj

wKQz K_v : GKwU †jvK Pwi‡Î Ggb GK e¨w³i bvg e¨envi Kiv DwPr
whwb †h ¯’v‡b bvUKwUi gÂY n‡”Q, †mB ¯’v‡bi PwP©Z Ges
ÔB‡›U‡jK&P¨yqvjÕ e¨w³ nIqv cÖ‡qvRb| GLv‡b †hgb, GKwU †jv‡Ki
Pwi‡Î mv_©K bv‡gi e¨envi n‡q‡Q| ¯’vb-Kvj †`‡L Pwi‡Îi bvg
e`j Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i|
-bvU¨Kvi
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(‰Kjvk ce©Z, ei‡d XvKv ¯^M©xq evZveiY | wke ev†Ni Qvj wewQ‡q a¨v‡b
Avmxb,ci‡b ev†Ni Qvj, eo eo RUv, mviv kix†i f¯g | ‡e`xi cv‡k
KgÛjy, wÎïj, Wgiz evuav Ñ AvKv†k evZv‡k wk‡ei RqMvb | KvwZ©†Ki
cª‡ek, ci‡b wRÝ&, wU-kvU©, gv_vq jvj wd‡Z‡Z gqy‡ii cvjK evuav|)

KvwZ©K W¨vW, W¨vW, I W¨vW, gvB wWqvi cc&, G kvjv MvuRvi †bkvq wSgz†”Q,GZ Kg
AvIqvR wK Kv‡b †cuŠQ‡e, (Kv‡Q wM‡q ‡Rv‡i P¨vuPvq) W¨v...W,I W¨vW|
wke (Pg†K ‡bkvi ‡Nv‡i) †K Avgvi ¯^wcœj gv`KZvq fiv wb`ªv f½ Kivi †Póv
Ki‡Q ?
KvwZ©K I‡i kvjv, ‡bkvi ‡Nv‡i e‡jB d‡j‡Q GUv wb`ªv,Avi RMZ Rv‡b, Dwb
a¨v‡b gMœ| G†Kev†i ‡UvUvj Svày,Avi KZw`b Ggwb K†i Pvjv†eb
`v`v?ÑW¨vÑW|
wke †K Avevi a¨v†b e¨vNvZ NUv‡”Q?
KvwZ©K hvtkvjv, GB ej†jv wb`ªv, Avevi e‡j a¨vb | Avgvq Pvu`y †f†e†Qv, k v-jv
`vuovb, †`Lvw”Q gRv, GB †h Pvu` e`b, Avcwb Avcbvi wb`ªv wgwkªZ a¨vbUv
f½ Kiyb †Zv !
wke Zywg †K ‡n erm?
KvwZ©K G †Zv kvjv P¨vjvKvV!
wke (†Pv‡Li cvZv Ly‡j) †Zvgvi gyLUv eÇ ‡Pbv ‡Pbv jvM‡Q|
KvwZ©K evwZK ‡`‡LQ, wb†Ri ‡Q‡ji gyL bvwK ‡Pbv ‡Pbv jvM‡Q| GB ‡h ïbzb,Avwg
Avcbvi ‡Pbv ‡Pbv bq, Avmj cyÎ | gv†b, Avcbvi wØZxq cyÎ|
wke †Kb gmKiv KiQ fvqv, Avgvi cyÎiv mf¨; Iiv mevB aywZ c‡i, †Zvgvi
gZ cvRvgv Avi eøvDR c‡i bv| I‡`i kix‡i _v‡K DËixq|
KvwZ©K hvt kvjv ! Bwb †Zv wjfvB‡mi wRÝ&Uvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q w`†jb| GB †h
gkvB, kybyb, IUv cvRvgv bq| IUv me†P‡q `vwg GKUv c¨vÈ | IUv ‡K wRÝ
e‡j, wjfvB‡mi wRÝ|
wke evev, GB †h ‡PvOv cvRvgvUv Zywg c‡i‡Qv, G‡Z ‡Zvgvi ‡Kvb Kó nqbv?
KvwZ©K Kó, ejQ Kx W¨vW ...Avm‡j wK Rv‡bv...
wke _vK evev _vK, Ime K_v _vK IUv ci†jB wK Zywg Avgvi cyÎ n‡e evev ?
KvwZ©K hv”P‡j, wb†Ri cy·K wPb‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wjmb Iìg¨vb, AvB G¨vg BIi
‡m‡KÛ mb&, gv†b Avwg Avcbvi wØZxq cyÎ|
wke (KvwZ©K‡K fvj K†i ‡`†L wPb†Z cv‡i) ZvB †Zv, Zywg †Zv Avgvi wØZxq
cyÎ, wKš‘ G Kx i~c ?
KvwZ©K i~†ci K_v Qvoyb †Zv, wKQz gvj wXjv Kiyb |
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wke cyÎ G Kx fvlv, wcZvkªx, cªfz,fMevb kã ¸†jv ‡Mj ‡Kv_vq ?
KvwZ©K wK‡mi gkvB wcZvkªx, cªfz, fMevb? Ime Rgvbv ‡M‡Q, H k㸆jv
AvRKvj kã‡Kv‡lB cvIqv hvq| gvj Qvozb gvj Ñ(nv†Zi Bkviv K†i)
wke (nv†Zi Bkviv K†i) GUv Avevi Kx ?
KvwZ©K Gg&gv, gvj gv†b Rv†b bv ... GB Rb¨B evievi ewj, AZ MvuRv †LI bv|
kzb†e ‡m K_v? Av†i gvj gv†b ...nj wM†q...gvj nj...gvj nj...Av†i `yi
QvZv Ñ ‡Zvgvi Avw`¨Kv‡ji fvlvq IUv†K Kx e†j ‡hb, Kx e‡j, Kx e‡j,
n¨vu, g†b c†o‡Q Ñ gy`«v|
wke Kv-wË©-†K-q ...(wPrKvi K‡i)Ñ
KvwZ©K wPrKvi Ki‡Qv ‡Kb Myiz, ZLb ‡_†K Lvwj KvwË©‡Kq KvwË©†Kq KiQ ! Avwg
KvwË©‡Kq bB|
wke GB ‡h ej†j, Zzwg Avgvi wØZxq cyÎ KvwË©†Kq !
KvwZ©K KvwË©‡Kq ewjwb, e†jwQ wØZxq cyÎ|
wke Zv n†j Avgvi GB m`¨ cªmweZ wØZxq cy†Îi bvg Kx?
KvwZ©K (Lywk†Z wb†Ri ‡Nv†i) Iìg¨vb, AvB G¨vg K¨vZy| wK IqvÛvidzj, bv ?
wke G bv†gi DrcwËi Drm?
KvwZ©K W¨vW, †mB w`bUv Avgvi Rxe†bi GK ¯giYxq w`b | Ggb w`b wK ‡fvjv
hvq? (fvebvq nvwi†q hvq) MZevi c~‡Rvi mgq, Av†iiv K†jvbxi cy‡Rv
c¨v†Ûj | ...†eva†bi wVK Av†Mi ivZ, ga¨ivZ, cvuP wWwMª VvÛv...Avi Avwg
Avav b¨vs‡Uv n‡q `vuwo‡q Avwg VK& VK K‡i KvucwQ| nVvr GK f`ª‡jv‡Ki
Avwf©fve | wVK †`e`y‡Zi gZ| ej‡jb, ÒK‡iQ Kx KvwË©†Kq, GB VvÛvq
Gfv‡e b¨vs‡Uv `vwo†q ? eªsKvBwUm& n†j ‡Zvgvi m‡¹i ew`¨I evuPv‡Z
cvi‡e bvÓ| Kvuczwb fiv ‡Pv†L ZvKvjzg| ej‡jb, ÒbvI, `z ‡XvK Ki PzK
PzK, †`L†e VvÛv dy-i i-i, ÑAvi Zzwg nvIqvq fvm‡Qv !Ó
wke PzK PzK K‡i Kx `y ‡XvK LvIqvj?
KvwZ©K ‡Zvgv†`i H ‡mvgi‡mi widvBÛ ‡KvqvwjwU, Òeø¨vK ivg&Ó It Kx ¯^v` !
wke g†Z¨© AvRKvj Ime cvIqv hv†”Q eywS, Avgvq ‡KD KLbI e†jwb †Zv Ñ
†LvuR wb‡Z n‡e|
KvwZ©K †LvuR ‡bIqvi Kx `iKvi, iv¯Zvq ‡e†iv‡jB ‡`L‡e, eo eo ‡`vKv†b me
mvwR‡q wewµ n‡”Q, ‡PvL avuav‡bv me Av†jv Ñ
wke (fxlY ‡KŠZynj) Zvici, Zvici ?
KvwZ©K Zvici Avi Kx, Avgvi GZ j¾v jvMwQj,Ñ ej†jb, ÒH ey†ov gqyiUvi
Dci ‡Kwj‡q e‡m bv ‡_‡K GKUv ‡gvUi mvB‡Kj wK‡b d¨v‡jv | Avi bvgUv
KvwË©‡Kq ‡_‡K K¨vZy K‡i bvI |Ó
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wke f`ª†jv†Ki bvgUv wRÁvmv Ki†j bv ?
KvwZ©K Kijvg| ej‡jb, ÒAvwg f~Zbv‡_i ‡Pjv, mv©_KÓ e‡jB DavI n†q ‡M‡jb|
‡mw`b Rvb†Z cvijvg Rxe†bi Avmj inm¨, wb†Ri cy†iv ‡fvj cv‡ë
‡djjvg|
wke Zv Avgvi GLb Kx KË©e¨ ?
KvwZ©K KË©e¨ Avi Kx, ‡ek LvwbKUv gvj Qvozb, GKUv ‡gvUi mvB†Kj wKb†Z n‡e|
kvjv H ey†ov gqziUvi Ici e‡m e‡m cvQvq ‡dv¯‹v c‡o ‡M‡Q, Ñ ‡gvUi
mvB‡KjUv wK†b mevB†K ZvK jvwM†q w`†Z n†e !
wke cyÎ †Zvgvi fvlvi G Kx Ae¯’v !
KvwZ©K †`Lyb m¨vi, evsjvi KweMyiz e‡j‡Qb Ñ fve cªKvk ‡c‡jB fvlv|
wke Av†i evev eq¯‹ gvbylUv†K Avevi Gi g‡a¨ UvbQ ‡Kb?
KvwZ©K wVK Av‡Q, mv©_K`vI ZvB e‡jb|
wke †Zvgvi gw¯Í‡®‹ mv_©K`v P‡o e‡m‡Qb cyÎ !
KvwZ©K mv_©K`v P‡o e‡m bv, Pwo‡q ‡`q| kyay `z-‡XvK PzKPzK|
wke g‡b n‡”Q, gw`iv cv‡b ‡m Avgvi wcZv, ZvB bv cyÎ ?
KvwZ©K wcZv bq Ñ VvKyi`v ! W¨vW, VvKyi`v|
wke wQt cyÎ |
KvwZ©K Kx ZLb ‡_‡K cyÎ cyÎ e‡j hv”Q, ej gvB mvb&|
wke Kx ? (û¼vi) Ñ `vuovI ‡`Lvw”Q gRv| `~M©v, Avgvi wcª†q ...`~‡M© -‡M ...
(`~Mv©i cª†ek,ci‡b wRbm Ges wcª†ÈW KzZv©)
`~Mv© B‡qm Wvwj©s, KzBK& - KzBK& ! ZvovZvwo ej, Avwg GKUz ‡e†iv‡ev|
wke I ... gv ... †Mv Ñ (`~Mv©i bZzb izc ‡`‡L wke wfiwg ‡L‡q c‡o hvq)
`~Mv© hvt evev, Gi Avevi Kx nj ? hZ evi ewj, GZ MvuRv †LI bv, kzb‡e ‡m
K_v?
KvwZ©K bv †Mv | G MvuRvi ‡bkv bq ! (`~Mv©‡K ‡`wL‡q) ‡Zvgvi GB †j‡Uó ÷vBjUv
‡`‡L wfiwg ‡L‡q‡Q !
`~Mv© †m Avi bZzb Kx ? AvRKvj †Zv ‡Q‡j ‡QvK&iviv Avgvq ‡`L‡jB wfiwg
Lvq| ZvB e‡j Ñ Bwb ‡mB Avw`¨ Kv‡ji ewÏVvKyi, Gi Avevi †`Lvi bRi
Av‡Q bvwK, Ñ hv hv, gy‡L GKUy R‡ji wQ†U † ` , GL y w b aogwo‡q D‡V
em‡e|
(KvwZ©K KgÛjz ‡_‡K Rj wb‡q wQ‡U ‡`q, wke aogwo‡q D‡V e‡m)
wke Avwg †Kv_vq?
`~Mv© Zzwg ei†d XvKv ˆKjv‡m, ‡hLv†b ‡cŠuQq bv AvR‡Ki hz‡Mi iwOb
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evZvm,Av‡jvi QUv, AvazwbKZvi is, ‡mB AÜKv‡i XvKv ae&a†e mv`v
‰Kjvm ce©†Z|
wke †Zvgv‡`i Kx n†q‡Q ejZ ? ‡Zvgv‡`i fvlv, ‡Zvgv‡`i i~c, wKQzB Avgvi
‡evaMg¨ n‡”Qbv|
`~Mv© †kvb gvB wWqvi ÒwkÓ Ñ (wke gyL weK„Z K‡i) Zywg ‡h hy‡Mi cªvYx, G fvlv
†Zvgvi †evaMg¨ nIqvi K_v bq|
wke wcª†q Ñ
`~Mv© ÷c BU, †nvqvU wcª‡q ? Avwg ‡Zvgvi wcª‡q bB| Kj wg Ô`yÕ ! GB bv‡gB
AvRKvj me gy†S AvIqvR ‡`Zv n¨vq,AvÛvi÷¨vÛ ! (wk‡ei _yZbx a‡i
bvwo‡q ‡`q)|
wke ‡m Kx ‡Mv ! KvwË©‡Kq K¨vZy Avi Zywg...
`~Mv© `y !
wke Zvn†j j²x Kx?
`~M©v jy |
wke Avi Z‡e mi¯^wZ ?
`~Mv© my !
wke Avi Avwg wk ! Zywg `y, j²x jy , mi¯^wZ my ! Zvn†j ... M‡bk nj
wM‡q...(gyL weK„Z K‡i) wQt wQt MÜ Avm‡Q, bv‡gi G Kx weaŸsmx Ae¯’v |
`~M©v weaŸsmx bq, Gme ‡cª‡gi ‡`Iqv bvg, mevB Avgvq ‡cªg K‡i | Avgvq wN‡i
kyiy nq I‡`i me‡P‡q eo Drme ! ZvB AvR Avwg ‡Zvgvi GKvi bB|
wke ‡m ‡Zv Avw`¨Kvj ‡_‡K P‡j Avm‡Q, G Avi bZzb Kx ?
`~Mv wbðqB A‡bK wKQz bZzb | AvR‡Ki c~‡Rv n‡”Q nvB-†UK | ‡m Kv‡ji
cy†Rv Avi AvR‡Ki cy†Rvi g‡a¨ Zdvr A‡bK| Av‡M cy‡Rv nZ XvK ‡Xvj
evwR‡q, Avi AvR nq wmwW Pvwj‡q, AviwZ nq wW‡¯‹v bvwP‡q ! Wv‡Ki
mv‡Ri RvqMvq ¯’vb ‡c‡q‡Q gwjKv ‡mive‡Zi ‡cvlvK| fR‡bi RvqMv
wb‡q‡Q Òwewo R¡vjvB‡j, wRMi ‡m wcqv---Ó (MvbUv MvB‡Z MvB‡Z `zMv©
bvP‡Z kziz K‡i, mv‡_ KvwZ©KI bv‡P, wke e‡m e‡mB bv‡Pi Zv‡j Zvj
wgwj‡q †Kvgi †`vjvq)...wK eyS‡j ÒwkÓ, ZdvrUv ‡Kv_vq ?
wke ...Avgvi K‡éUv ‡Kv_vq ?
`yMv© Avevi K‡é ! ‡Zvgvi GB GK ‡`vl, bZzb wKQy kyb‡Z PvB‡e bv, ‡`L‡Z
PvB‡e bv| ZvB‡Zv ‡Zvgv‡`i gZ KÆi ÒcwZ‡`iÓ Rb¨ GB ‡`kUvi wKQy
n‡”Q bv| Av‡i evev GUv cwieZ©‡bi hyM|
wke ZvB e‡j Ggb cwieZ©b ? GB wb‡R‡KB ‡`L wcª‡q, ‡Kv_vq ‡Mj ‡Zvgvi
‡mB gv-gv iƒc ?
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`yMv© wbKywP K‡i‡Q ‡Zvgvi gv gv iy‡ci | ‡kvb, GB wRÝ Uv A·v‡b wK‡bwQ Ñ GUv
‡Rwbdvi ‡jv‡cR Ii me ‡_‡K wnU& wdj‡g& c‡iwQj! Avi KyZv©Uv
wKD‡Uvb‡mi, Gi gg© ‡evSvi ¶gZv ‡Zvgvi ‡bB| Wvv©wjs, bvI, Gevi
K‡éUv bvI|
wke Ggb ÿgZv bv _vKvB fv‡jv| hvi Rb¨ ‡W‡KwQjvg ‡mUv Av‡M ‡kvb, wcª‡q
(`yMv© KUgwU‡q ZvKvq)! bv _vK, cyÎ KvwË©‡Kqi K_v ky‡bQ ?
`yMv© ‡Kb Kx K‡i‡Q Avgvi K¨vZy ?
wke Kx me Av‡evj Zv‡evj ej‡Q ‡Mv...
`zMv© Kx ej‡Q ?
wke wcZv‡K ej‡Q W¨vW&, gz`ªv‡K ej‡Q gvj, ...hZme b”Qvi fvlv|
`zM©v I ‡Zv Avi ‡Zvgvi gZ ‡m‡K‡j bq, ‡h ‡Zvgvi fvlvq K_v ej‡e ! I ‡hUv
ej‡Q, ‡mUv ‡j‡Uó fvlv |
wke ZvB e‡j ¯^‡M©i ‡Kvb wbqg Kvbyb gvb‡e bv ?
KvwZ©K wK‡mi gkvB wbqg Kvbyb ?
wke `¨v‡Lv-`¨v‡Lv ...
`zMv© Zv ‡Q‡j ‡QvKiv‡`i Rb¨ GKUv bZzb wbqg evbv‡jB j¨vUv Pz‡K hv‡e|
wke (gzL ‡fs‡P) j¨vUv Pz‡K hv‡e ! Zvici H ‡Mv‡`i Ici wel ‡dvuovi gZ
i‡q‡Q mv_©K| czÎ KvwË©‡Kq‡K Kx me wkwL‡q‡Q ‡Mv, PyK& PyK& hZ me e`
‡bkv|
`yMv© ‡Kb, wb‡R ‡L‡j ‡mvgim, Avi Iiv hw` IUv mL K‡i ‡L‡q GKUz Av`i
K‡i e†j PyK& PyK& , Zvn‡j n‡q ‡Mj e`&‡bkv ! ev‡i Avgvi ¯^‡M©i wbqg
Kvbyb! Avi mv_©K, mv_©K, mv_©K Avgvi mv_©K...RxebUv Avgvi mv_©K K‡i
w`‡q‡Q|
wke ‡Pb I‡K ?
`yMv© ejQ Kx ? Avwg Avgvi kvZz‡K wPbe bv ? kvZz, kvZz Avgvi Av`‡ii kvZz, I
wVK Kx iKg Rvb ...‡hgb wkwki ‡fRv iv‡Z wbtk‡ã eq kxZj nvIqv, ‡hb
giyfywgi gwiwPKv ...nvq ‡gix PyK& PyK& Ñ
wke Avgvi K‡éUv ‡Kv_vq ? `y‡Uv K‡é Av†bv|
`yMv© Avevi ‡mB K‡é ! hvK& , `y‡Uv ‡Kb, Zywg `kUv K‡é LvI | ev‡R K_v ivL
‡Zv ! Avgvq ‡Kb ‡W‡KwQ‡j ?
wke ‡n wcZv ci‡gk¦i, Avgvq Zy‡j bvI, bv ÑbvÑ, Avgvq kvjv AvR Zy‡jB
bvI, Av‡i evev, GZ¶Y Zvn‡j ‡Zvgvq Kx ‡kvbvw”Qjvg ?
`yMv© It K¨vZyi K_v ejwQ‡j, Zv eqm n‡jB me wVK n‡q hv‡e|
wke Avi K‡e eqm n‡e ? AZ jvB w`‡q gv_vq PwoI bv e‡j w`w”Q ...
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KvwZ©K Avgvi gv‡ji Kx n‡e ? c~‡Rv ‡Zv G‡m ‡Mj!
`yMv© G¨vB wk, ‡kvb, I‡K GK _wj gvj ... mwi gz`ªv w`‡q `vI|
(wke KvwZ©K‡K GK _wj gy`ªv w`‡q ‡`q)
wke ‡g‡q `y‡Uv ‡Kv_vq ?
`yMv© hv‡e ‡Kv_vq, jy-Uv n‡q‡Q GK`g ‡Zvgvi gZ ‡bkvevR|
wke wQt Kx fvlv ‡Zvgvi !
`‚Mv© Pyc K†iv ‡Zv, cqkvi ‡bkv | ‡g‡qUv mviv¶Y GKB cqmv evi evi Myb‡Q
‡Zv Myb‡QB ...
wke fvjB ‡Zv ! wKQy †Zv GKUv Ki†Q, Zv mi¯^wZ ‡Kv_vq ?
`‚Mv© mz ? Avgvi Av`‡ii my,cv©jv‡i ‡M‡Q|
wke A¨vB, evi evi my my †Kv‡iv bv †Zv ! GK evi ev‡Ni Qvj wf‡R ‡M‡j
wZbw`‡bI kz‡Kv‡e bv|
`‚Mv© wQt Kx ‡bvsiv ‡Mv Zzwg|
wke mwZ¨ K_vUv ejjvg,Av‡i evev GUv ‡Zv n‡ZB cv‡i, hv my my
KiwQ‡j...hvK ‡m K_v, Zv ‡Zvgvi my ...my .....
`‚Mv© Kx ej‡j ?
wke bv - bvÑ gv‡b Agv‡`i mi¯^wZ ‡Kv_vq ‡M‡Q ej‡j ? Òcv©jv‡iÓ ? ‡m
Avevi Kx wRwbm ?
`‚Mv© G¤gv, Kx ‡m‡K‡j‡i evvev, cv©jvi gv‡b Rv‡b bv! Av‡i cv©jvi nj wM‡q
mvRy MyRy Kivi RvqMv| eyS‡j `v`y ?
wke G¨vB `v`y ejQ ‡Kb ? ‡kv†bv, ev”Pviv wK covky‡bv ‡Q‡o w`‡q‡Q ?
`‚Mv© wK‡mi cov‡kvbv, AvRKvj ‡Q‡j‡g‡qiv ez‡S ‡M‡Q, evevi cªwZcwË
_vK‡j cov‡kvbvi `iKvi ‡bB| Avi I‡`i evev ‡Zv fMevb!
wke cov†kvbv bv Ki‡j c„w_exi mgš^q eRvq ivLv `vq n‡e ‡h! fwel¨‡Z
¯^‡M©i miKvi ‡K Pvjv‡e ? mg¯Í mgvR e¨e¯’v ‡Mvjvq hv‡e ‡h !
`‚Mv© ‡K e‡j‡Q ‡Zvgvq ? Mixe ‡kªYxi GK`j ‡jvK Av‡Q, Zviv cov†kvbv Ki‡e
Avi mvgjv‡e ¯^‡Mii wn‡me wb‡Kk | Avi cÖkœ ‡hLv‡b cªkvm‡bi, ‡mLv‡b
KvR ‡bB cov†kvbvi, KviY cÖkvm‡bi aviK n‡jb ivRbxwZwe`&, Avi KÕ
Rb ivRbxwZwe` Gi Av‡M cov†kvbv K‡i‡Q kzwb ? ‡hgb GB ¯^‡M© Zywg,
Bš`ª, eªþv, weòz Ñ ‡Zvgiv KLbI cov†kvbv K‡iQ ?
(mi¯^wZi cª‡ek | ci‡Y wRÝ, Qvcv Rvgv, gv_vq Kvijvi jvMv‡bv| wke
d¨vj d¨vj K‡i ZvKvq )
mi¯^wZ gg& ! Avgvi n‡q ‡M‡Q| gvwb AvwÈ ‡Zvgvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
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wke G gvwb AvwÈ Avevi ‡K ?
`‚Mv© ‡Kb, ‡Zvgvi Av`‡ii Aáiv ‡gbKv, ‡gbKv ‡_‡K gvwb Ñ
wke A‡bK w`b ‡`Lv mv¶vr ‡bB, Zv Kx Ki‡Qb wZwb AvRKvj ?
`‚Mv© ¯^M©-`zqv‡i cv©Ubviwk‡c GKUv weDwU cv©jvi Ly‡j‡Q|
wke ‡Kb, wZwb wK AvRKvj ivRbZ©Kx ‡bB?
`‚Mv© I Rxe‡bi mvi ey‡S ‡M‡Q| ey‡S ‡M‡Q, GB ey‡ov fv‡g‡`i Rb¨ kyay gzaz bv
‡b‡P wb‡R‡`i Av‡Li ‡MvQvI|
wke Zvn‡j Avgv‡`i m‡Ü¨Uv KvU‡e Kx K‡i?
mi¯^wZ gvwb AvwÈi cvj©v‡i hvI !
wke ‡mLv‡b wM‡q Avwg Kx Kie ?
mi¯^wZ g¨vmvR Kiv‡e ! Ggwb‡ZI ‡Zvgvi ‡cªvdvBjUv eÇ cy‡iv‡bv n‡q ‡M‡Q,
cc&, GKUy AvcwjÞ Kiv `iKvi|
wke (‡PvL eo eo K‡i) ‡hgb ?
mi¯^wZ GB ‡hgb ai ‡Zgvi ‡bswUUv cv‡ë, Dwe© Avw›U‡K w`‡q GKUv wWRvBbvi
K¬_ evwb‡q bvI|
wke Dwe© Avevi ‡K?
mi¯^wZ EeŸ©kx AvwÈ,bvgUv k©U K‡i ‡d‡j‡Qb Ñ gvwb AvwÈi cv©Ubvi|
wke ‡m Kx ‡Mv?
mi¯^wZ n¨vu‡Mv ...GB QvB f¯§ az†q ‡d‡j cvj©v‡i wM‡q dzjewW g¨vmvR Kwi‡q
PzjUv‡K GKUz cªcviwj ‡Qu‡U ‡d†j wVK g½j cv‡Ûi gZ ... GUvB ‡j‡Uó,
bv n‡j ‡Zvgvq Avgv‡`i evev e‡j cwiPq w`‡Z j¾v jv‡M !...
wke evevi cwiP‡q j¾v?
mi¯^wZ j¾v e‡j j¾v ? Zywg hgy Avs‡Kj ‡K ‡`‡LQ ? cvj©v‡i wM‡q wM‡q Kx ewW
evwb‡q‡Q ÑG‡Kev‡i Kv‡jv Rb G¨veivng& |
wke hgy Avevi ‡K?
`‚Mv© Avgv‡‡`i hgivR, Avm‡j Kx Rv‡bv, ¯^‡M©I cyiæl‡`i we‡bv`‡bi ¯^iƒcUv
cv‡ë ‡M‡Q| ...Pwj, bv n‡j Avevi wfo ‡e‡o hv‡e|
(cÖ¯’vb)
mi¯^wZ G¨vB K¨vZy ! Kvg& wnqvi, DB DBj WvÝ !... (bvP Ki‡Z kziy K‡i)
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ms ‡m‡R ‡g‡Z _vK
KvwZ©K Zziz... Zz...- Zziz...Zziz...D-D-D-
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mi¯^wZ Zzwg Avwg, Avwg Zzwg,
Iiv kzaz ‡`‡L hvK
‡Pv‡L ‡PvL, ivL ZvK
KvwZ©K nvwk Lzwk, Kqjv R‡j ‡Mj,
mi¯^wZ LvI Svjgzwo, LoLwo, `iv`wi,
gzLUv‡K wLj ‡g‡i,
KvwZ©K c¨v c¨v c¨v c¨v c¨v c¨v c¨v
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wke GUv Kx n‡”Q gv ?
mi¯^wZ GUv mvjkv ...
wke mvjkv bv ¸‡qi gvjkv|
mi¯^wZ cc &, GUv Iqv©ì †dgvm WvÝ !...
wke Zv KvwZ©K gv‡S gv‡S nuv‡mi gZ c¨v c¨v K‡i Kx KiwQj?
mi¯^wZ GUvB ‡Zv myi, GUvB ‡Zv wi`g&...
KvwZ©K myi e‡j myi ? gb ‡gRvR GK`g nvjKv n‡q hvq Ñ Zv wmm, _vg‡j ‡Kb,
‡ek ‡Zv PjwQj ? ‡Zvgvi WvÝ wUPviUv `viyb, ZvB bv wmm ?
mi¯^wZ ‡m Avi ej‡Z, ¯‹zjUvI `vizb, ‡mw`b ¯‹z‡j ‡K G‡mwQj Rvwbm ?
KvwZ©K ‡K?
mi¯^wZ wW‡bv ‡gvwiqv ... I gvB MW ! Kx n¨vÛmvg ...B‡”Q KiwQj...B‡”Q KiwQj...
bv _vK.... Iìg¨vbUv Avevi Kvb Lvov K‡i kzb‡Q|
KvwZ©K wVK e‡j‡Qv, GB ‡n‡f‡b cªvB‡fwm e‡j wKQy ‡bB ! mewKQz G‡Kev‡i
‡Lvjv ‡Lvjv ...hv‡”QZvB... wjÛvI ZvB e‡j | fvewQ Gevi Avevi hw`
Av‡gwiKv ‡h‡Z cvwi, ILv‡bB ‡mU&j n‡q hve| Rv‡bv ILv‡b me AvRv`
cwÃ, ‡hLv‡b Lzwk D‡o ‡eovI...
wke AvRv` cwÃ,bv KPz ! I‡`i H ivóª‡bZvUvi bvg Kx ‡hb?
mi¯^wZ RR© ezk|
wke ezk bv czk ! mviv¶Y A‡b¨i ‡cvu‡` ‡LvuPv gvi‡Q...
KvwZ©K ZvI ‡Zv wKQz Ki‡Q ! ‡Zvgiv ‡Zv mviv¶Y wb‡R‡`i ‡cvu`B Pzj‡K †M‡j-
mgqB ‡c‡j bv A‡b¨i Rb¨ wKQz Kivi...
wke gzL mvg‡j K_v ej, ‡eqv`e ‡Kv_vKvi...
KvwZ©K ‡Kv_vKvi bB, GLv‡biB| ZvB ‡Zv ‡PvL Lzj‡Z mgq jv‡Mwb ...
hZme gkKivi `j...eøvwW cvifv‡U©W wµPvi...
wke we‡`wk fvlv...evc‡K we‡`wk fvlvq MvjvMvwj w`‡”Qv ? D”Q‡bœ ‡MQ czÎ-
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E”Q‡bœ...
KvwZ©K A¨uv ! mzÎ a‡i czÎ Lz‡R ‡eov”Q, ej gvB mvb&-
wke gvB mvb bv Avgvi GUv...
mi¯^wZ (wPrKvi K‡i) wjk&b cc&, eÇ evovevwo n‡”Q wKš‘ ...
wke G me Kx n‡”Q ej‡Zv gv; Zzwg ‡Zv cov†kvbv Rvbv ‡g‡q, Avi ZzwgI Ggb
e¨envi KiQ ?
mi¯^wZ ‡`L, GUv nj hyM cwieZ©b, mgv‡Ri mv‡_ Zvj wgwj‡q bv Pj‡j cz‡iv‡bv
n‡q hvq, wcwQ‡q co‡Z nq |
wke ZvB e‡j Ggb Avgzj cwieË©b ...
mi¯^wZ cz‡iv e¨e¯’vUv cv‡ë bv ‡dj‡j bZz‡bi m„wó n‡e Kx K‡i ?
wke gv‡b Avwg hw` bv cvëvB,Zvn‡j Kx Avgv‡`iB cv‡ë ‡`‡e ?
mi¯^wZ `iKvi n‡j ZvB Ki‡Z n‡e !...
wke cyÎx, Avwg ‡Zvgvi wcZv |
mi¯^wZ mgv‡Ri EÌv‡b gvZv, wcZv, fvB, ‡evb ‡KDB ZZ cªvavb¨ cv‡e bv |
wke Zzwg ‡Kvb hz†Mi jjbv gv‡Zt ?
mi¯^wZ ‡h_vq ‡Zvgvq ‡`Iqv hv‡e bv cv‡Z...
wke gv‡b, ‡Zvgiv, ‡Zvgiv, ‡f‡eQ Kx, Avwg, Avwg wK g`b ? (D‡ËwRZ n‡q)
û-û-jv-jv-jv-wns-wes-wZwos-----
mi¯^wZ D‡ËwRZ n‡qv bv... ‡Zvgvi we wc ‡e‡o hv‡e cc& !
wke bv, Gi GKUv wewnZ Ki‡ZB n‡e |
mi¯^wZ ‡m me bv K‡i wb‡R‡K cv‡ë ‡dj, fvj wdj Ki‡e|
wke cv‡ë ‡dj... fvj wdj Ki‡e... GB `¨vLbv, wb‡R‡KB `¨vL, gv_vq KZ
Mz‡jv MuvRvi K‡é jvwM‡qQ !
mi¯^wZ cc&, w`m BR bU B‡qvi MuvRvi K‡é, w`m BR Kv©jvi, Pyj ‡KuvKov Kivi
Rb¨|
wke ‡m wK ‡Mv, webzbx evua‡jB ‡Zv Pzj ‡KvuKov nq ...‡Zvgvi, w`w`gv, gv...
mi¯^wZ gv I AvRKvj GMz‡jvB e¨envi Ki‡Q|
wke ‡Zvgvi ‡mB ‡gNjv AvKv‡ki gZ Kv‡jv Pzj, ‡Mj ‡Kv_vq ? wewPÎ
me is|
mi¯^wZ gvB MW&, GUv jwiqvj, ‡hgb PvB‡e ‡Zgwb is !
wke cªfz, Avgvq kw³ `vI, G Rxe‡b Avi KZ i½ ‡`Lv‡e ?
mi¯^wZ Zzwg Avi ‡`L ‡Kv_vq ? ¯^‡M© _vK‡j MvuRvi ‡bkvq Wy‡e _vK, Avi c~†Rv
c¨v‡Û‡j gvi ‡cQ‡b d‡Uv n‡q jU‡K _vK, ZvB cwieZ©‡bi wKQyB ‡Ui
cvIbv|
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wke Kx Kwi ej‡Zv ? cy‡Rvi bv‡g hv n‡”Q AvRKvj, c~Rvix cy‡Rv Ki‡Q bv
PvKix Ki‡Q ‡evSv `vq,Avi ‡mUv ‡`Lvi ev Z`viwK Kivi ‡KD ‡bB|
AviwZi bv‡g ‡Q‡j ‡g‡q Mz‡jv Ggb fv‡e ‡Kvgi ‡`vjvq Ñ ‡`L‡j wcwË
R¡‡j hvq ! G Qvov hzewZ ‡g‡q‡`i mv‡_ cvjv w`‡q ga¨eqmx gwnjviv ‡hme
RvgvKvco ci‡Q, ‡mLv‡b Kx K‡i ‡PvL ‡Lvjv ‡i‡L ewm ej ?
mi¯^wZ ‡Zvgvi ‡Pv‡L kzaz ‡m¸‡jvB co‡Q ‡hUv cov DwPr wQj bv, wKš‘ ZvB e‡j
Zywg ‡PvL ez‡R _vK‡e Kvcziz‡li gZ !
wke GUv KvczizlZv bq, Avwg e¨vcviUv wVK ‡g‡b wb‡Z cviwQbv|
mi¯^wZ A‡bK¸‡jv fvj cwieZ©‡bi mv‡_ wbðB wKQz Lvivc NUbvI NU‡e, ZvB
e‡j wK me wKQz ‡Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e ? GBRb¨B ‡Rbv‡ikb M¨vcUv ‡e‡o hv‡”Q !
e„‡Ëi evB‡i `vuwo‡q ‡_‡K Zvgvmv ‡`Lvi ‡KvbI gv‡b nq bv, e„‡Ëi g‡a¨
‡_‡KB fvj g‡›`i wePvi K‡i cwieZ©‡bi ¯^iƒcUv‡K e`jv‡bvi ‡Póv Kiv
‡h‡Z cv‡i | kzaz mgv‡jvPbv K‡i A_ev ‡PvL ezu‡R ‡_‡K bq ! ‡hgb mv_©K H
ej‡qi g‡a¨ ‡_‡KB GKUv ‡PÄ Avbvi ‡Póv Ki‡Q !
wke Avevi ‡mB mv_©K ?
mi¯^wZ ‡Zvgvi mv_©K ‡dvweqv n‡q ‡M‡Q...
wke g‡b n‡”Q ‡Zvgv‡`i H mv_©‡Ki mv‡_ GKevi ‡`Lv Ki‡ZB n‡e|
KvwZ©K cvi‡e bv Mziz, mv_©K`vi ‡`Lv Zzwg cv‡e bv|
wke gv‡b,Avwg...Avwg fMevb...,
mi¯^wZ Zv‡Z Kx nj ?
KvwZ©K `vuovI wmm&, Avwg G·‡cøb KiwQ ! ‡`†Lv, ‡Zvgv‡`i Rb¨ hw` ‡KD Zcm¨v
K‡i, Zvn‡j ‡Zv ‡Zvgiv M`M` n‡q `k©b w`‡q `vI ! mv_©K`v wKš‘y Ab¨
gvj, Mziz hw` bv Pvq, Zvn‡j ‡Zvgvi w`e¨-`„wó w`‡qI Zywg Mziz‡K Lzu‡R cv‡e
bv !
wke I‡i kvjv,GZ fMev‡bi evev !...
KvwZ©K evev bq, evev bq Ñ `v`z ...
wke KvwZ©K, f`ª fv‡e K_v ej|
mi¯^wZ ‡Kb, Zywg MvjvMvj w`‡j wKQz bv, Avi K¨vZy wKQz ej‡jB hZ ‡`vl ?
wke Kx e¨vcvi ejZ ? ‡Zvgiv Avgvi me K_v‡ZB AvcwË Rvbv”Q, Avwg wKQz
ej‡j kyb‡Z PvBQ bv, gvb‡Z PvBQ bv !
KvwZ©K mv©_K`v‡K wb‡q wKQz ejv Pj‡e bv, e¨vm|
wke ev‡i, I Avgvi eD, ‡g‡qi ‡fvj Avgzj cv‡ë w`‡q wK me Av‡evj Zv‡evj
Rvgv Kvco cwi‡q w`‡q‡Q, kvjv ‡KvbUv †K ‡mUvB ezS‡Z cviwQ bv|
wb‡Ri †g‡q †eŠ †K ‡`L‡j A‡b¨i eD ‡f‡e g‡b me †bvsiv fvebv
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Rv‡M..... ‡bkvi wcwÛ PU‡K ‡Mj, Avi ejQ wKQy eje bv! ‡ek K‡iwQ
e‡jwQ Ñ AviI eje | eje, mv_©K Bu`zi, mv_©K euv`i, mv_©K Iivs-IUvs,
mv_©K RR© eyk ...(ixwZgZ ‡i‡M wM‡q)
KvwZ©K W¨vW, GUv ‡Kgb fvlv ?
wke GUv iv‡Mi fvlv...kvjv, wRÝ cwi‡q‡Q !
mi¯^wZ cc&, wRÝ A‡bK Kgdi‡Uej ‡Wªm|
KvwZ©K wbðqB, G‡Z A‡bK mzwe‡a, †avIqvi †KvbI evjvB †bB... g¯Í& gvBix !
mi¯^wZ wVK e‡jwQm, Av‡M Avwg hLb kvwo ciZvg, ZLb i‡Ki ‡Q‡jMz‡jv ejZ,
ÒGB m‡i hvÑ m‡i hv iv¯Ív ‡Q‡o ‡` ‡i, w`w`gwb Avm‡Qb !Ó Ñ Kx j¾v, Kx
j¾v ! Avi GLb K_vi ‡fvjB cv‡ë ‡M‡Q Ñ nvq-q, K¨vZy, ‡Zv‡K Kx
eje, wb†Ri Ici Kb&wd‡WÝ GZ ‡e‡o ‡M‡Q
KvwZ©K GB ‡cªvdvB‡j wjÛv ‡Zv Avgvq ‡`‡LB cvMj ...
wke GB wjÛv Avevi ‡K ?
mi¯^wZ I K¨vZyi A¨v‡gwiKvb Mvj© ‡dÛ !
wke nvq ‡i Avgvi cwievi ! cªfz, Avgvq Zy‡j bvI, G fze‡b Avwg Avi evm
Ki‡Z PvB bv | G me ‡`L‡j Zzwg AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z ! G cxov Avgvi Avi mn¨
n‡”Q bv, Avwg Avi evuP‡Z PvB bv, G jxjv Avi KZ w`b ‡`Lv‡e ! Zzwg Avgvq
gzw³ `vI, gzw³ `vIÑGevi mwZ¨ mwZ¨B Avgvq Zz‡j bvI ... û-û-jv ... jv-
jv-wns-wes-wZwis ... QU&ÑcU&ÑdUKv-NviUv-gUKv
(wke ZvÛe b„Z¨ ïiæ K‡i, KgÛjy Quy‡o ‡d‡j, RUv wQuo‡Z ïiz K‡i| Gi gv‡S
`‚Mv©i cª‡ek)
`yMv© e¨vcvi Kx, GZ wPrKvi ‡PuPv‡gwP ‡Kb ? Zzwg Avevi GUv Kx KiQ ? _vg ejwQ
_vg ! Av‡i evev, ¯^M©, gZ¨© imvZ‡j hv‡e ‡h ! BwZnvm fz‡j ‡MQ? kvšÍ nI |
ejwQ bv, kvšÍ nI Ñ
wke bv, Avwg wKQz‡ZB kvšÍ ne bv ... ÑjvÑwnsÑwesÑwZwisÑQU ...
`yMv© Z‡e ‡i, I‡i, Avq ‡Zv ‡Zviv mevB ! ‡Zvi W¨vW ‡K ‡P‡c ai Ñ Gevi
‡gv¶g `vevB Uv ‡`Iqv ‡nvK !
KvwZ©K ‡mUv Avevi Kx ?
`yMv© K¨vZyKzZy ! ...
(mevB wg‡j wke-evev ‡K K¨vZyKzZy w`‡Z kziy K‡i| wk‡ei nvwm kziz nq,
mv‡_ nv‡m | Amz‡ii cª‡ek | ci‡b nvd c¨vÈ, PKiv eKiv ‡MwÄ, gv_vq
jvj ‡dwÆ)
Amzi evÑevÑev ! Kx Avb›`, Kx dzwZ ! kvjv, cy‡iv cwievi bvPvbvwP Ki‡Q, Avi
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Avgvq ‡`Lvi Zv‡`i mgqB ‡bB !
(‡_‡g wM‡q mevB Amzi‡K ‡`‡L)
`yMv© ‡Kb ‡i evev, jvj is ez‡K ‡g‡L, ‡gv‡li Dci kz‡q _vwKm, ‡Zvi Avevi Kx
nj ?
Amzi ‡Zvgv‡`i ZvB g‡b nq ! H U¨vuiv-e¨vuKv n‡q cvuP w`b c‡o _vKv Ñ IUv‡K
†kvIqv e‡j ?
mi¯^wZ wg‡_¨ K_v †ev‡jv bv, iv‡Z c¨v‡Ûj Lvwj n‡q ‡M‡j Zywg K¤^j gywo w`‡q
Ny‡gvI !
Amzi Zv Kx Ki‡ev, GK Vv‡q e‡m _vKv, VvÛvq GKev‡i R‡g iy`ªv¶ ! Zvici
mv‡_ ‡KvbI ‡hvwMbx ‡bB, g‡i hvIqvi ‡RvMvo !
`yMv© _vg& _vg& ! GZMz‡jv cªkœ GKmv‡_ Ki‡j DËi ‡`e Kx K‡i ? ZzB ejwQm
VvÛv| Zv wKQz cibv ‡Kb evQv ?
Amzi Xs ‡`LQ ? ...Zv wKQz cibv ‡Kb evQv (‡fs‡P) ... b¨vKv lôx ! Zywg Rvb bv,
‡Kb ?
`yMv© ‡Kb †i ! Avwg ‡Zv ‡`‡LwQ ‡Zv‡K Kx me ‡jvnvi eg©-kg© civq, Zvi wb‡P
wbðqB wKQz GKUv cwim !
Amzi ‡gv‡UB bv, Avi IMz‡jv ‡jvnvi bq wU‡bi VvÛvq Mv‡q KuvUv ‡`q| Gevi
‡_‡K mv_©K`vi....
wke Avevi mv_©K....
Amzi GKk evi mv_©K.... nvRvi evi mv_©K....I Kx fvj ‡Q‡j ‡Mv evev, Ñ I
e‡j‡Q, Gevi ¯úvBWvi g¨v‡bi ‡WªmUv c‡i Avm‡Z, IUv Avgvi Pv-B-B
(Av`‡ii mz‡i)...
wke ‡m wK ‡i evev, IUv ‡Zv Avgv‡`i weav‡b ‡bB !
Amyi wbKzwP K‡i‡Q Avcbvi weav‡bi| kvjv VvÛvq R‡g iy`ªvÿ, Avi Dwb Avgvq
weavb †`Lv‡”Qb !
Amzi wbKzwP K‡i‡Q Avcbvi weav‡bi, kvjv VvÛvq iæ`ªvÿ, Avi Dwb Avgvq weavb
†`Lv‡”Qb !
wke Amyi...
Amyi Av”Qv, GKUv K_v ejyb †ZvÑAvcbvi †mB weav‡b wK Gme Av‡Q (`yMv©‡K
†`wL‡q) ?
M‡Yk evu nv‡Z GKUv nvwZi ïuo wb‡q Ges j²x _wji cqmv ¸b‡Z ¸b‡Z
cÖ‡ek K‡i)
M‡Yk gv¤§v, Avgvi ïuoUv †Kv_vq †Mj ? mKvj †_‡K Luy‡R cvw”Q bv !
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`yMv© Zv evQv, †Zvgvi nv‡Z IUv Kx ?
M‡Yk nv‡Z ? †Kvb nv‡Z gv¤§v ?
`yMv© ‡Zvgvi evu nv‡Z evQv !
M‡Yk I gv ! ZvB †Zv ! ïuo Uv †Zv Avgvi nv‡ZB i‡q‡Q, Avi `¨v‡Lv, †mB mKvj
†_‡K...
`yMv© Zv evQv, ïuoUv nv‡Z wb‡q Nyi‡Qv †Kb ?
M‡Yk evevi mv‡_ GKevi †`Lv Kivi wQjÑDwb ïuoUv bv †`L‡Z †c‡j †i‡M hvb
hw`...
`yMv© wcZ…-`k©‡bi Kvib evQv ?
KvwZ©K weM eªv`vi Kx Sv¤úy GKUv KzZv© c‡i‡Q gvBwi ! †Kv_vq †c‡j ?
M‡Yk GB Rb¨B †Zv wcZv `k©‡bi cÖ‡qvRb n‡q c‡o‡Q, wKQz gy`ªv PvB !
KvwZ©K ‡ZvgviI gv‡ji cÖ‡qvRb ?
M‡Yk mv_©K`v e‡j‡Qb|
wke Avevi †mB KxZ©b ?
M‡Yk mv_©K`v KxZ©b bq, cy‡iv GKUv wmçwb !
wke GB e¨vUv mv_©‡Ki gb®‹vgbvUv Avgvi Rvbv `iKvi| Avgvi cwiev‡ii
KvI‡K Qv‡owb !
j²x Zvnv mZ¨ b‡n wcZvkªx| Avcbvi G aviYv fzj ! Avwg Avcbvi ˆRô¨v cyÎx
j²x, AvRI †mB D™¢U cÖvYxi AvKl©Y †_‡K AQzZv !
wke GB, GB n‡jv Avgvi Avmj cyÎx, Avq ‡Zv gv, Avgvi Kv‡Q Avq|
`yM©v jy, Avevi †mB cqmvi _wj...
j²x gv‡Z, gy`ªv ej| Avi Avgvi bvg weK…Z †Kvi bv|
mi¯^wZ Rv‡bv gg &, mv_©K`vi m‡½ wgwU‡Oi mgq w`w` bv cqmvi _wj nv‡Z Nywg‡q
c‡owQj|
`yM©v ZvB‡Zv fvwe, A¨v‡Zv eo e¨wZµg n‡jv Kx K‡i !
M‡Yk Avgvi wKQz gy`ªv PvB wcZvkªx !
wke H †h, Kx †hb e‡j Iiv, Ñ n¨vu, W¨vW & ev cc & e‡j m‡¤^vab Ki‡Qv bv †h eo !
gy`ª‡K gvj ej‡j bv ...
M‡Yk Avcwb hw` †i‡M hvbÑ
wke Zv cyÎ, gy`ªvi cÖ‡qvRb wK‡m ?
M‡Yk Avgvi GKUv evnb PvB|
wke ‡Kb, g~wlK gnviv‡Ri Kx n‡jv ?
M‡Yk Avgvi GKUv hvwš¿K evnb PvB ! KvwË©‡Kq, bvgUv e‡jv !
KvwZ©K myRywK nvqveymvÑ, †gvUi evBK|
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M‡Yk wVK e‡j‡Qv åv‡Z !
j²x †Zvgvi Rb¨ GKwU fvwi evn‡bi cÖ‡qvRb|
M‡Yk Avcwb wK g¯‹iv Ki‡Qb w`w` ?
`yM©v evQv, Zzwg wPšÍv †Kv‡iv bv, jy Uv †Zv Ii evevi g‡ZvB, ZvB G e¨vcviUv I
wVK eyS‡e bv !
Amyi Avcwb hLb †ev‡Sb, Zv Avgvi e¨vcviUvi wKQz mgvavb Kiæb|
j²x Avcbvi c~R¨-Rb‡`i m¤§y‡L Ggb †cvlv‡K weivR Kwi‡Z j¾v K‡i bv ?
wke evt evt evt evt evt, Avgvi cyÎx !
Amyi G †Zv wneªæ ‡Z K_v ej‡Q gvBwi !
mi¯^wZ wneªæ bq, w`w` HwZnvwmK fvlvq K_v ej‡Qb|
j²x flvwU‡K †Zvgiv BwZnv‡m iƒcvšÍwiZ Kwiqv‡Qv|
wke evt evt evt evt evt, Avgvi cyÎx !
`yM©v ‡kv‡bv jy, AvaywbKZv‡K †Zvgvi GZ AcQ›` †Kb ?
j²x GUv AvaywbKZv bq, †e‡j‡jøcbv !
wke evt evt evt evt evt, Avgvi cyÎx !
`yM©v ‡m Zzwg hvB e‡jv, GUvi bvg hyM cwieZ©b|
j²x GK†RvU †evKv †jv‡K‡`i KíbvÑ
wke evt evt evt evt evt, Avgvi cyÎx !
`yMv© Kx ZLb †_‡K ÔAvgvi cyÎx Avgvi cyÎxÕ K‡i hv‡”Qv...
wke ej‡ev, nvRvi evi ej‡ev| Avgvi c¨vqv‡i j²x...I Avgvi c¨vqv‡i
j²x...†g‡i cwievi wK bBqv weP ågi †g †Mv‡Z Lvq...SU cU cvi jvMv
†`...Avgvi c¨vqv‡i j²x...
M‡Yk Avgvi hvwš¿K evn‡bi Kx n‡e ? c~Rv †Zv G‡m †M‡jv !
`yMv© ‡Kvgi †`vjv‡bv †Q‡o w`‡q evQvi mgm¨vi mgvavb K‡i d¨v‡jv| wKQz gy`ªv
`vI|
wke gy`ªv `vIÑgy`ªv wK Mv‡Q d‡j ? ÑKvgv‡Z nq !
`yMv© ‡Q‡j-†g‡q‡`i weKv‡ki Rb¨ Gme AvaywbK wRwbm c‡Îi cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q
eB Kx !
Amyi AvgviI weKv‡ki cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q|
KvwZ©K Zzwg wK Avgv‡`i mgKÿ ? Avgv‡`i mv‡_ Zv‡j Zvj wgwj‡q Pjvi ‡Póv
Ki‡Qv !
Amyi ‡Zvgv‡`i mgKÿ bv n‡Z cvwi, ZvB e‡j wK weKv‡ki AwaKvi _vK‡e bv ?
GUv MYZvwš¿K †`k, mevi AwaKvi mgvb !
wke I‡i kvjv, Avgvq msweavb †kLvevi †Póv Kiv n‡”QÑ
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Amyi ‡gv‡UB bv| ivRZš¿ Pvjv‡Z wM‡q msweav‡bi †h w`KUv Avcbviv fz‡j
wM‡qwQ‡jb, †mUv g‡b Kwi‡q †`evi †Póv KiwQ !
wke ‡kvb& e¨vUv, I me K_v Avgvq e‡j jvf †bB| I¸‡jv wbev©P‡bi fvl‡Yi
mgq Kv‡R Av‡m| Avevi hLb wbev©Pb n‡e, IUv †f‡e †`Lv hv‡e !
`yMv© Ggwb‡ZB RvgvKvc‡o A‡bKUv Avgv‡`i KvQvKvwQ P‡j G‡m‡QvÑAvi Kx
PvB !
Amyi evRv‡i wKb‡Z cvIqv hv‡”Q...ZvB wKbwQ Avi cowQ|
`yMv© Zv evev, Zzwg GLb †hUv c‡o‡Qv, †mUvi bvg Kx ?
Amyi GUvi bvg...R¨vs‡Mv| †MwÄ Avi Rvw½qvi wgkªY ! mjgvb Lvb big¨vwj
GUvB c‡i !
`yMv© Zv evev, Ggb wRwbmUv †Kv_vq †c‡j ?
Amyi mv_©K`v w`‡q‡Q|
wke kvjv mv_©K...
j²x ‡QvU‡jvK mv_©K...
mi¯^wZ evi evi mv_©K`v‡K MvjvMvwj w`I bv †Zv †Zvgiv !
wke ‡Kb, Zv‡Z †Zvgvi Kx n‡q‡Q ?
mi¯^wZ n‡q‡Q W¨vW& !
M‡Yk AvgviI wKQz wKQz n‡”Q...
KvwZ©K gy‡S wf KzQ KzQ †nvZv n¨vq !
Amyi Avcbv‡`i GB cvwievwiK SMov _vwg‡q Avgvi K_vUv GKUz gb w`‡q ïbyb|
H cvuPUv w`b...cÖwZw`b 10/12 N›Uv H wU‡bi wÎï‡ji †LvuPvUv Avgvi ey‡K
e¨_v RvMvq| Avi H nvowM‡j wms‡ni fvOv `vu‡Zi †LvuPvUvI Avgvi Avi
mn¨ n‡”Q bv ! Gi GKUv wewnZ bv Ki‡j Avwg Avi Gevi cy‡Rvq g‡Z¨© hvw”Q
bv...
mevB ‡m Kx †i ?...
Amyi B‡qm ! Rv‡bv, MZ KÕgvm a‡i Avgvi †Kvg‡ii e¨_vUv Avevi PvMvo
w`‡q‡Q| ZvB GKUv †Pqvi wK¤^v ‡e`xi e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e !
`yMv© evev, hy× †Zv †KD †Pqv‡i e‡m K‡i bvÑ
Amyi Kiv‡jB K‡i ! Avi cÖ‡Z¨Kevi AvwgB ev †Kb wÎk~‡ji †LvuPv Lv‡ev !
wke GUvB wewai weavb...
Amyi ivLyb †Zv gkvB Avcbvi wewa Avi Zvi weavb ! ...(wb‡Ri g‡b)...wb‡Ri
cwievi mvgjv‡Z cviwQ bv, Avi Avgvq weavb †`_v‡”Qb !
mi¯^wZ KvKy, W¨vW& ‡K MvjvMvj w`I bv...Ñ wcøR& !
Amzi ‡Pvc, GB mgm¨v Mz‡jvi mgvavb bv n‡j Avwg hvw”Q bv gv‡b hvw”Q bv,e¨vm Ñ
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`yMv© I gv, ZzB ‡Zv me fÛzj Kievi Zv‡j AvwQm ! K‡e ‡_‡K mevB ‰Zix n‡q
Av‡Q, Avi ZzB wKÕbv...
M‡Yk Avgvi KzZv©Uv...
mi¯^wZ gv, Avgvi ‡j‡U÷ ‡nqvi ÷vBjUv ‡KD ‡`L‡e bv, wcøR KvKy, Zywg Ggb
†Kv‡iv bv !
Amzi Zywg ej‡jB n‡e Av‡M Avgvi cvuP `dv wWgvÛ cz‡iv Kiv ‡nvK Zvici ‡f‡e
‡`Le|
`yMv© ZyB Qvov ‡Zv c~†RvB n‡e bv|
Amzi ‡Kb, kzaz ‡gvlUv‡K wb‡q hvI bv|
`yMv© ‡gv‡li mv‡_ Amzi PvB Z‡eB ‡Zv gywnlvmzi|
Amzi ‡Mvjøvq hvK ‡Zvgv‡`i jwRK, Avwg hve bv gv‡b hve bv, e¨vm|
`yMv©- hv Ggb K‡i ewjm bv| ‡Zvi ey‡K wÎkyj Mvu_vi hv Avb›`...Kx eje, g‡b
nq, g‡b nq mg¯Í cyizl mgvRUv‡K ‡Mu‡_ ‡d‡jwQ ! Ggb Avb›` ‡_‡K ZzB
Avgvq ewÂZ Kiwe ...I‡i cvlÛ, G Avwg n‡Z ‡`e bv |
Amzi hvt kvjv, G †Zv cy‡iv weavbUvB e`‡j w`jÑcy‡iv czizl mgvR, kzaz iv¶m
bq !
wke mwZ¨B ‡Zv, Amzi ‡Zv cyiyl, Ggb K‡i ‡Zv e¨vcviUv fvev nq wb !
`yMv© MvuRvi ‡bkvi ‡_‡K mgq ‡c‡j ‡Zv fve‡e|
KvwZ©K gv, GUv Ab¨vq, mg¯Í czizl mgvR gv‡b Zywg Kx ‡evSv‡Z PvBQ ?
`yMv© Z‡e ‡kvb evQv, Avgvi `yM©v iƒ‡ci ‡cQ‡b jzwK‡q Av‡Q ‡mB Avw`g B‡”QUv,
‡Zvgiv Rvb bv ¯Ÿ‡M© GZ My‡jv exi cyiæl _vKv m‡Ë¡I, H wflY Amzi Mz‡jvi
mv‡_ hz× Kivi Rb¨ ‡jwj‡q w`‡qwQj GK bvix‡K, cªwZ‡kvaUv wb‡Z n‡e
bv?
j²x Avmj D‡Ïk¨Uv Zvnv nB‡j Amyi msnvi b‡n, ïay ïay kw³i AcPq gvÎ !
wke Avgv‡`i kw³ w`‡qB ‡Zv ‡Zvgvq ‰Zix Kiv n‡q‡Q|
`yMv© Avi Avgvq mg¯Í kw³Mz‡jv w`‡q H wb‡¯ÍR czizl My‡jv wK KiwQj Rvwbm?
Aáiv‡`i mv‡_ dw÷bw÷, Avi Avwg GKv, Aejv bvix, bvIqv-LvIqv
fz‡j ivZ w`b GB cvlÛMz‡jvi mv‡_ hz× K‡i hvw”Qjvg| mg¯Í cyizl mgvR
GB loh‡š¿i Rb¨ `vqx|
mi¯^wZ AvRI cwiev‡i ‡Kvb wec` A_ev Kjn n‡j GwM‡q ‡`Iqv nq bvix‡K| GUv
KvczizlZv|
`yMv© wÎk~‡ji ‡LvuPv| GUv Avgvi cyiyl kvwmZ mgv‡Ri weiæ‡× ‡Rnv`|
Amzi Avi ‡mB cªwZ‡kva‡K Kvh©Kwi Ki‡Z Avcwb Avgvq e¨envi Ki‡jb|
`yMv© Zywg ‡Zv wbwgË gvÎ evQv, czizl mvgv‡Ri cªZxK gvÎ ! Rvwbm, my‡hvM ‡c‡j
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Avwg mg¯Í czizl mgvRUv‡K AviwWG· w`‡q Dwo‡q w`Zvg| Avi ZzB wR†Ýi
K_v ejwQwj, bv ? GUv ‡Zv ‡Rnv‡`i mzPbv gvÎ, Avwg ¯^‡M©i mg¯Í czizl‡`i
Rvwb‡q w`‡Z PvB †h, Avwg Avi Zv‡`i eva¨ bvix bB!
mi¯^wZ gwnjv gzw³ wR›`vev`, wR›`vev`, wR›`vev`, czizl mgvR gz`v©ev`, gz`v©ev`...
KvwZ©K gz`v©ev`, gz`v©ev` Ñ
M‡Yk NYcwZ evàv †gvwiqv...
`yMv© Amzi, ‡Zv‡K ZvB GKUv wi‡Kv‡q÷, ZzB g‡Z© bv wM‡q Avgvi GB mz‡Li gzûZ©
Uv bó K‡i w`m bv|
Amzi Zvi gv‡b Avgvi wWgvÛUv ‡g‡b ‡bIqv nj|
mi¯^wZ ‡mUv KLb ejv nj ?
Amzi Zvn‡j wVK Av‡Q, AvwgI g‡Z¨© hw”Qbv !
`yMv© Gevi ZyB eø¨vK&‡gj KiwQm|
M‡Yk eø¨vK‡gj e‡j eø¨vK‡gjÑG‡Kev‡i nvIov †g‡ji gZb eø¨vK‡gj|
Amzi ‡m Avcbviv hvB e‡jb ...
`yMv© Av”Qv, wVK Av‡Q | ‡gv‡li wc‡V fvj K‡i Mw` evwjk w`‡q w`‡Z eje|
wke GZ Av¯‹viv w`I bv, fwel¨‡Z †ZvgviB Amywe‡a n‡Z cv‡i !
Amzi Avi Avgvi Rvgv Kvco ?
`yMv© ¯úvBWvig¨vb...... G‡Kev‡i we‡`kx n‡q hv‡”Q bv ! Av‡M GKUz ‡f‡e
‡`wL....
Amzi Avgvi Lz-D-e B‡”Q (Av`z‡i fve )...
M‡Yk wVK Avgvi g‡Zv...
wke Avgvi Lze B‡”Q (‡fs‡P) ......
`yMv© †Zvgvi B‡”Q w`‡q ‡Zv Avi c„w_ex Pj‡e bv|
Amzi Avi ‡Zvgv‡`i B‡”Q w`‡q ezwS c„w_ex Pj‡e ? ..hZ me ey†Rv©qv fMev‡bi
`j... Avwg evev Av‡¤ŸWKv‡ii Kv‡Q hve, wZwbB Avgvi fimv|
wke G Avevi ‡Kgb d¨vuPv, ‡Zv‡`i ‡Zv me iKg wiRv©‡fkb ‡`Iqv n‡q‡Q|
Amzi ‡gv‡UB bv, ‡hUv ‡hUv ‡Zvgiv ‡P‡q†Qv, ‡mMz‡jvB kyaz w`‡qQ|
mi¯^wZ KvKz, ¯^‡M©i wbev©P‡bi GLbI wZb eQi evwK , ZvB ‡Zvgv‡`i GLb ‡KDB
Avi ‡Zj jvMv‡e bv| ZvB kzaz kzaz ‡cªmvi wµ‡qU ‡Kv‡iv bvчKvbI dj
cv‡e bv|
`yMv© ZvB ‡ekx MvuBMuyB bv K‡i ivwR n‡q hv|
Amzi Avevi `wj‡Zi Dci ‡cªmvi wµ‡qU Kiv n‡”Q ...fvj n‡e bv wKš‘ !
wke ‡Kb, Kx Kiwe ZzB ?
Amzi Av‡›`vjb Kie |
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`yMv© hvt ”P‡j ! GK Av‡›`vjb ‡kl bv n‡ZB Avi GK Av‡›`vj‡bi kziy, G c„w_exi
wK”Qy n‡e bv |
j²x Bnvi Rb¨ `vqx GKgvÎ †ZvgivB|
Amzi KieB ‡Zv ! Amzi GKZv wR›`vev`, ey‡R©vqv fMevb gz`v©ev`, gz`v©ev`...
`yMv© ‡kvb, H ‡h wÎk~‡ji bKj ‡LvuPv Uv gvwi bv, AvR‡K ‡mUv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ XzwK‡q
‡`e| ILv‡bB K¨vur K‡i c‡o _vKwe| KvK kKz‡bI Lv‡e bv !
Amzi ‡m Zzwg hvB Ki, Avgvi wWgvÛ cz‡iv bv n‡j Avwg hvw”Q bv, gv‡b hvw”Q bv
e¨vm Ñ|
KvwZ©K GUv GKUy ‡ekx n‡q hv‡Q bv ? eQ‡i ‡Zv gvÎ cvuPUv w`b mgq cvB Ab¨ `zwbqv
‡`Lvi, ZvI Zzwg n‡Z ‡`†e bv ?
mi¯^wZ ‡Kb KvKz Ggb KiQ ? ZzwgI ‡Zv ‡`‡LwQ ‡ek GbRq Ki !
Amzi ‡gv‡UB bv | g‡Z¨©i ‡jv‡Kiv ‡Zvgv‡`i bv‡g ‡fvM Povq, c~‡Rv ‡`q| Avwg
kvjv `wjZ e‡j Zviv Avgvq wKQzB ‡`q bv !
M‡Yk wb‡R‡KB MvjvMvj w`‡”Qv KvKz...
`yMv© Avnv, Ggb K‡i ewjm bv | g‡Z© ‡`Lv‡bv nq ZzB g‡i ‡MwQm, gv‡b gv `zMv©
‡Zv‡K ea K‡i‡Q| ZvB Avi Kx, giv gvbyl‡K ‡Zv Avi c~‡Rv ‡`Iqv hvq
bvÑ
Amzi ‡Zvgiv mvov w`b a‡i KZ Kx LvI, Avi Avwg Lvwj ‡c‡U n¨vsjvi gZ K¨vuZ
K‡i c‡o _vwK, GUv Ab¨vq ... GUv AZ¨vPvi !
`yMv© wVK Av‡Q evev, GLb ‡_‡K c~†Rvi ‡k‡l ‡Zv‡K ‡cU cy‡i LvB‡q ‡`e|
Amzi evwK wWgvÛ My‡jvi Kx n‡e ?
mi¯^wZ Avnv, gg& b¨vbf¨vs‡K w`‡q H ‡WªkUv w÷P& Kwi‡q `vI bv, ‡jVv Pz‡K hvq !
wke GB b¨vbf¨vsUv Avevi ‡K ‡i ?
mi¯^wZ ‡Zvgvi b›`x-wfwisMx| Iiv AvRKvj ‡Wªk wWRvBb Ki‡Q|
wke I‡i kvjv, ZvB ‡Zv fvweÑ e¨vUvMy‡jv gv‡S gv‡S ‡Kv_vq DavI n‡q hvq ?
`yMv© ¯úvBWvig¨vb..... Pj wVK Av‡Q, e‡j w`w”Q|
Amzi Avi Avgvi ‡Kvgi e¨v_vi Kx n‡e ?
`yMv© ‡m bv nq c~†Rvi Av‡M ‡hvwMbx‡`i w`‡q gvwjk Kwi‡q ‡`Iqv hv‡e !
Amzi bv bv, AvwgI GKevi gvwbi cvjv©‡i wM‡q gvmvR Kiv‡Z PvB|
wke I‡i kvjv, ‡Zv‡K AvR f¯§B K‡i ‡`e.....
Amzi ‡m Zzwg cvi‡e bv | GB ej‡j bv, Avgvq Qvov ‡Zvgv‡`i c~†RvB n‡ebv....
`yMv© Amzi, evu`ivwgi GKUv ‡kl Av‡Q, ZzB ‡Zv....
Amzi Avwg hve bv, hve bv, wKQz‡ZB hve bv|
`yMv© Z‡e ‡i| Avgiv ‡Zvi nvZ cv ‡f‡½ ‡`e, AvR Amziea GLv‡bB Kie |
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Avq ‡Zv, ‡Zviv ai e¨vUv‡K | Avgvi wÎïj Uv ‡` ‡Zv...
(a¯Ív-aw¯Í Ki‡Z Ki‡Z gwnlvmyi e‡ai fw½gvq mi¯^wZ, KvwZ©K, ‡cQ‡b
wke| mevB wdªRW& n‡q hvq| mv_©‡Ki cª‡ek)
mv_©K GUv Kx n‡”Q ejzb ‡Zv, mwZ¨B wK Avgiv Ggb ‡P‡q wQjvg ? hzM hzM a‡i P‡j
Avmv GKUv g‡nvrm‡ei G Kx `zive¯’v, Kx fv‡e wQwbwgwb ‡Ljv n‡”Q ag©
wb‡q, RvZ-cvZ wb‡q, ms¯‹vi, ms¯‹…wZ me fy‡j wM‡q G Kx ZvÛe ? c~†Rvi
bv‡g G Kx Zvgvmv ! GZ K`vPv‡ii wK `iKvi wQj ? ‡bB | ‡KvbI cÖkœ ‡bB|
‡bB ‡KvbI cªwZev`| KZw`b Pj‡e G me ? kzay mv_©K ‡K ‡`vl w`‡j Pj†e
bv| cª‡qvRb cwieZ©‡bi, eZ©gv‡bi mv‡_ AZx‡Zi m½‡g ˆZix ‡nvK GK
bZzb wPšÍv, cªevwnZ ‡nvK GK bZzb aviv, evRzK k•Lbv`, Avevi wdwi‡q
Avwb ‡mB HwZn¨‡K, AvR‡Ki mv_©K‡`i m‡½ wb‡q| cª_g c`‡¶c ‡K
‡b‡e ? Avcwb, Avwg bv Iiv ?
(c`v© co‡e | cðv‡Z ‡køvK ‡kvbv hvq...
hv ‡`ex me© fz‡Zlz kw³ iƒ‡cY msw¯’Zv
bg¯Ím¨B bg¯Ím¨B bgt bgt bgnt...)

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