Yropar, 13. cenrerra6ap 1932.

roguue,
KaSe Caera, llaplrs
Beonra opi4rnHairHo, a 3a MeHe H BeoMa rryAHo [oAyAapabe HeKoJrHKo cacBEM pa3nxqurrx Qar.ropa, [por4cTeKJrr4X H3 MOr qAAAU nOBe3aHr,rX C AaHarxrsr{M AaHoM, He

caMo Aa Me rrpucaJbaeajy reh Me H Ha,qaxlLyjy aa oraj

Aan o6e,rexaM oBaKo: uehy aurue qeKarx Aa Hacrylu rroroAaH TpeHyrarc, seh hy yupaao AaHac 3anoqerr4 ttJrararle cBoI'rlpBor oA yryflHo ceAaM [o3HBa rcoje cata, rasnrefy ocra,ror, ToKoM cBor cnucareJbcKor paAa oAJr)^{Ho Aa
yrryTr4M caBpeMeHoM qoBer{aHcTBy.

llouehy o4 o6jarurrema noce6nor KapaKrepa re .{ytrHe noayAapHocrH.

flpe crera, Kao [rro caM To Lr Ao ca1a paAr,ro I,Bnax<yhu ra uohy ra AaBy, r{HTaBHx AeceraK roAHHa Hajpa:nN.rnrlrje SparuleHre H3 onrrrre naace unSoplraqrEja roje
HMaM HaMepy aa o6jaruM, TeK AaHac caM ycrreo, raxoje,
eTo, Hcrraflo, Aa 3aBpixHM [peJr[rMHHapHy xolrnznaqujy
vrareprajala npegnnleHor y

ry cBpxy.
Ocuu rora, flocne cBera, AaHarrr]6r.r gaH je trocne-

c rblrM acruqe pox xojr.r cau ce6a Aao ilpe,{BaAecer je4uy roAHHy - poK, ToKoM rojer cau, y cKJraAy ca
.qaroM 3aKJrerBoM, csojoj caBecrr4 o6ehao Aa hy y r.rsBecArbr4 H

Hoj rraepu BoAHTT{ Belrrrar{Kr{ x(HBor ca3AaH Ha nporpaMy

roja je cMlrruJr,eH y cKnaAy c ogpelenarra rrpr,rHrufir4Ma.

llpe Hero rrrro caM oAlyru4o 4a pasomprajeM cynrruHy cBor npBor no3lrBa caBpeMeHoM qoBeqaHcTBy, cMa-

Maxap upuS:ruxuo H3JtoxHI't

Tpao caM cBojI'{M A.vroM Aa
cae
r'a HaroBapuM Ha ce6e
rvrorl4Be r<ojr'r cy Me npI{cHirI4JII{

TepeT TOI BeIITaqKOT x(I',IBOTa'

HeilpupoAaH
Taj 4yrorpaj aH 14 3a MeHe lrorrryHo
og oco6nua rcoje cy y Mol\4

xli-

ill--:]t3
Bor, sornyHo oAyAapa
spenocTH' a Ilpo]lcTeKao Je
npe
yKoperbeHe
Tepy
qH'lroje
nu p*=y"u'I'IMa flpoyqaBa*a
voje o4ryre 3asHoBaHe
raBor H I{3a HcropHJ cKprx npt""Au'-u 1:,no"uu*xoAHl4l\4
nenpl4poAHoM
ulrrbeM Aa, 3axBarbyJyhrl

ureecnoj

;r1eR1

ce6e' cnoeqilM Aa ce y
.no-*no* npojae'ruraeaFby caMora
[o3HaTO"'Heru'ro"' ttoie
r,reun dlopntllpa oHo, OA .UU"t'nU
a
j" ,;r;*; co:totrttoH, qap Jyaeje' uazzao -lfoapHoxapHa'
nyreM
crBapa
ilpeqfi'
ce, KaKo cy noKa3&rII4 Hamu
rcoje

xI/tBoT-Y' Kao pe3yn-

[pupoAHor rlpoUeca Y ApyrureeHoM

raKo3BaHHx "o6l4'trar cje4uu,aau*u pguu^ flocrynaKa
cBaKora Ko

Ka yHI{IIITaBaIry
Htrx JbyALI", r{ BOAH He caMO
oII[ITe ibyAcKo go6po'
uacrojr Aa nocrulHe Hex'ITo 3a qra'r'y reh ocrBapllo'
je oH y roM
eeh Ia cBera oHola ruro
crylrao y

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xaxo 6ux

*ta *ya' c rojnua

ca*{

re og'rnre' 6y6uro xaKse oAHoce cnpeql4o Hcrlo"baBaH']e

oHaKBy
ycsojura
seh 6l'ura
jy je nyacru
ffi; ;;jecre,
qI'IJbeBa E
"""u
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Te Je oMeraila ocrBapelbe
xarea
Malbe I'IcraKy r,op"5"*y c ApyrI4M' BHilre I4JII,I
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ocehama nopoS;seHyrtrM JbyAI'IMa, kr3zr3ltBara reJloBarl,e

rlrxoBy cnoco6socr 3a rloHocrll roje salteex [apaJII4II]e
rlpeKc)
unuryljarune - MeHn y To BpeMe
Ka3r4Ball,e

norpe6ue.
".-''rro:

ruqHe

je y ro BpeN'Ie 6uo ycpegcpelen ua crsa*oi'-6' o"ooryh':"' Aa ce HclrpnHo o?ia:Y

ularb

pu*"yiiJu
aciIeKT uurarba' KoJeJe
je4aH cloxeH H TeurKo o6jauimus

xl4Bora flocrojour :agyro npe fioqerra Mol Beurar{Kor

6

j-o y iuou 6nhy, Kao H Ha rrorpe6y

AoHorrrema KoHaLIHe

Ta og:ryra -je, creje4rio Aa nr4 BoJboM Cya6une

)icneA i{ecxBafJrbplBt x 3aKoHa HacneAHocTK, IIocTtu-Ia,

oAJryKe.
HnH

H V TOM TpeHyTKy H3lneAiUIa, KaO OCHOtsHI4 LluJ'b qI4TaBoI]

Mor )KHBora p{ Kao cr{Jra xoja noAcrnue n,toj pag.

Ciuarpau cnojoivr o6ase:oM 4a y osoj, Aa raKo Kaxeu, 4eSxuraruauoj iasjasu - roja ra:uefy ocraJror rpeda
Aa rrocJry-xlr rao "uporpaM" 3a nory $a:y Mor paAa 3a
gc6po6ar uojux 6rrx<sux - AaM je4au xparax npernerx
HacraHKa ra pa:noja oriirx 4orafaja ra yspoxa xojlr cy oAroBopHlr rrlTo ce y nrojoj vt4krBu4yutHocrpt poAl4"ua He),ToJbr4Ba )KeJ'ba Aa pemxM To trr,irarr,e r<oje je, na xpajy
xpajena, 3a MeHe nocrarro oHo rrlTo ce y rlcuxonorujra rragu aa

"HecasraAHBoM iuaua-i ol,r".

Ta rraaHra-la je nouena Aa ce

rtuloxu y

MoM 6uhy

ro-

IIepHoAy Ca3peBaH,a 3a OATOBOpHI4 -V3pacr, vt cacroia,ra ce y oHoMe urro 6ux caAa ria3Bao "HecaBnaAHBoM MaHujoM", a urro je sHauulo norpe6y aa
KoM I\4naAOcTH,

cxBaT!{M TatIaH cMHCaO XHBOTHO| npOUeOa CBHX Cr{OJ'bHux $opruN 6nha rcoje AHrtre Ha 3eMJblr u, uoce6Ho - uHJb
Jby,Il,cKof x(HBoTa y cBeTJroc'rH Tor ryMaqe]ba.
llaxo je BeJTHKH 6poj cueua$r4rrHux Saxropa, ycloBJr,eHr4X naojum BacrrfiTalbeM ra o6paeonameM, IlocJryxHo
Kao ocHoBHH pa3nor Aa ce y iraou 6rahy $opurapajy ocrione r<oje cy oApeAune [oLreraK Te xeJbe, neo6lrqne 3a caBpeMeHof r{oBeKa, xacunje caM cxBarr.to, nottrro caM pa3MHcJrr4o o AaroM rruTarby,4a je ocHoeun pa3Jror, ua xpajy
xpajena, rpe6a-no nplrnucarlr oHHM cacBurr.r cryraiHurir
oKoJIHocrHMa y Moru xsBory rcoje cy ce rar{Ho rox;rorrr{Jre c HaBeAeHr.rM npenacKoM H3 flpHilpeMHor y oAroBopHH
y3pacr, a i<oje a[conyrHo naory 6uru cBeAeHe Ha ro Aa

HCKJbyqliBO Ca ococaM -v'TO BpeMe KoliraKre HMao cKopo

o'1 ce6e' Te oco6e
6ar*na ruojrax loAHHa llnv cacrapnjraua
caMe o'4
.y ro*o*, ceoje er:llcreuqraje $opr'tnllane I4xH
y
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y
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,ru cy-"ficIIxH'{KH $oprvnlpai{e

"a6*.
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THil"
BpeMe .Iect
"byAfi,

nocrojarba

KaKo caM crarllcTu"IKli .vrBpAHO TOKOM

qo*eKor xttpl4oHuuax paseoi
6ase * Ihtcmunlynta 30

MO'Je

yc'npegcraaHtallvl Tor'"Tlalta"
-rroBibeHo ruMe urlo 6yayhrz
CTBapHO0TH' HH y
CXBaTaLba
peaJIHOl
HHKaAa, HH y UHJby
TOKOM cBor
nepuoliy fipl{ilpeMHol y3pacTa' HHTLI' oileT'
o6:upa ua
6es
HfiKaAa'
oAroBopHcr xl4Bora,
'nto'yt*o
c[peMHI4
6utn
wvcy
o-rrrr"ony norpe6y raKBol- Kopaxa,
cy ce 3aAoBoibaBarll'l $aura:rajarraa
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"*hcy KoA mr'lx rfopruupaJlfi llny3opHe
Koju
JbyItH
Ipyrux
nlj*ora, H I4croBpeMeHo orpaHl'IqaBar, cede ouurren'eu
Ao re
c ibyAHMa cJIHr{HHM ce6r'1, re cy ce awoMaru3oBan[I
pasHa
Mepe Aa cy crynan?I y ayropnrarl4BHe Al'IcKycuje

reMe'
He. Haa3r'JIeA HayqHe, aIH yrnaBHOM ailcTpaKTHe
Ha
lIHa{I'Io
x(HBora
cBor
nepi{oAy
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crloJbHol H3paxaBaBa' ilolllr0 caM

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*uo ,, o,r, 6no npogyrcr jeaHux re Hc'rl4x HeHopl\IuuIHHx
tl]ro
\croBa oKpyxeH,a, I4fIaK caM, saxea-rryjyhl'I TOMe
cyrenpoMl4txJbeHl'rx
can rpeva ceojoj rlpupoAl4, ycJIeA
rrocmja vora oua H Mor npBor yqlmeJba, oA.AerurbcrBa
pa3ce
."o'ouuo oapeleHy 6asy noja unje omoryhvr,a Ea
enjarr y ceojoj HHAHBHAyanHocrl{ u ilpe cBol'on'roBopHor
I4N{ao
y3pacra: nopeA ocruull4x opHfHHanHHx u ypoleullx'
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Lu* o*ry oco6euy oAnLIKy ueu:6exHor l{MrIyJIca
xaiu 6u
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Kol
6ano
Aa cxBarHM
"y*t'ny
"ury
Mt{cilu}la'
je.
y
iuojuna
npruy*uo naojy naxmy. :6orrera
cBecr' nonocreneHo H qaK He[pHMerHo :a rr,,ojy 6"varv
rbH\

qeno Aa ce
$opnrapa "He[rro", ruroje nocra;iojacHc y6p3o rocne BeJrHKe ,4yxoBHe ryre xojy nau je rianela cil{pr

6nucxor Apyra,

H Ta ia3HoBa $opnrupaua KapanTepricl-r4xa

Mor yMa [GqeJraje og ra4a y KoHTaKTy c npoAyKToM qecror noHaBJ.barla arvroMarcKltx acoqujarlwiz ga paf,a y
csojoj uenoKyrlLrocrH oHo rxro caM Ha jeanor,a ApytoM
Mecry Ha3Bao "HeyracusoM xygrbona".
Y nouerry je rtraHa$ecroBalbe ror qyAHor "[cHXH.lrcor $axropa" yruqa,ro caMo Ha naoj ynurz paA, ai'rr.{ Me
uuje uersano y r{eJ}HHr4, ro jecr yrrqaj rz ror ,vauu$ecroBarLa HHCy oMeraJiu rrpaMapHo $ynrcquoHacaH,e Hr4 Mor
E;1r'a, v -ia cant h,rorao, qaK
CHZDKHO H3paXeFrOr- OTn0pa fipOTr.{B yTH-

$N:u.rnor oprat{H3Ma, Hrr Mor

H

[epHoAHMa

qaja ror nrauu$ecronarba, nyreM Halopa BoJbe r.{JrH BeuTaqKoI cTHM)',nHCaH,a MI{CaOHHX il eMOIiI{OHaJIHIIX aCOunjaqaja, Aa cBe ro KoHTponurrreNr Lr raKO cfipequM "rdcxpaFry" ror ulaHu$ecroBarba H ca[,rit\{ Tt M cnpequM Ia ce
y uojoj qenoKynHocrrz $opuupajy rano HexeJEeHH HM-

y ,llojl.rnr nrucnama noja"He[ITo", Kao or{HrreAHa IrocneAI{IIa qecrux

cycpera ra pa3Marparba re "Surcc a4eje" c MHofr,rM Jby4lz,ua o nojnua cau y cnojoj, y ro BpeMejom "He cy6jexrusu:onaHoj " cBecrlr, saxearyjyhu parlapeHoM MnrxJberty
HeKHx BeJIHKI{x ayropnTera y raKo3BaHHM "3aMpilreHuM"
nHTatLhMa, eetr $opnaapao H3tsecHe raqHe yrHCKe, rcoju
cy ayroMarcKu yrrqanH Ha nlojy ncuxy. H rrorrrro ce roxona gracrcycnja c rHM ayropureruMa, KaKo MH ce ca.4a qHHH, y MeHr4 poAr4no ocehae,e rpajrre o:6u,'ruocra u gynyncr4. Heruro racnaje, KaAa ce
BHJIo oHo

6nue

rux

[r4TaH,a, nocneAuue H peairaH "cMucao" npojacnojcrrenux roj Heo6nuHoj xe,na, cBe ro Me

cse BHme npuMopaBano Aa AoxHBHM ce6e y cBHM Ae-

Br'bHBaFLa.

je

quja ce cBeyKynnocr nor;IanaJla c uojr'lu Enherrn'

H Aa iloBpeMeHo, qaK, yTHqel'{ Ha }LI{XOBO OnilTe Sy*i*'
"go
uronrau*", ro jecr, yxparKo peqeuo, ,4a npo'4pen
caMe cpxH".
Crenen cje4r'rmaearsa c utljNu 6raheM i{ 'aolliuHaH6uo
raH yrHqaj ,oi c*oj"upcror Saxropa Ha rnlojy ncraxy
ocerlro
je raxaa Aa oaM ilocJle r{erupu HJIE ner roAHHa
TaAa je ou'
KaKo caM ilorl-lyHo y *+,eroeoj Brlacrl'I' 14 oA
NIeHe'
norryt "goca4Hor cBpa6elxa", cranHo npHcI'LIbaBao

JroBHMa

rro cBalrnu nojeguHe AeJIoBe utoje uHguanAyarHocru' Aa

sa
je
norpe6Ho
ttrTo
cBe
ga
pa-:jacHuM
*V u-ny nacrojuu
cuBHaBarbe

oHola rrrro Moxe ilocnyxuTu rao geSvunru-

peulelbe

rrx,

flourro

caM

[I4Ta]ba'

3a rueHe, KapAI4HZTJIHI4X
cBoM yH)'rpalriseN'I xldBory' y rryHoM
xojra je oqlzrJle*
cMHcJry Te pequ, flocrao po6 ror "uxlua",
yner Borou CyA6lrue' oA Tol'a
gno y raojy

BHO

uenoKynHocr
npHcHJEaBaH caMo rLoN{e, a ycropo noAcrnnajnpe
4o6a,
concrBeHoM cseurhy, )KllBeo caur o6yse'r
uu" ,

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ao 1892. loAurle'
caMora ce6e nyre*t
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je
Tora [ITo caM y qHycle4
HacraJlo
concrBeHe cBecrn
Taao\t

cnorr.r

ENhy npexHBeo ocehame MeIITaBHHe "caMo-

"a-foBoJbcrBa"

14

"ropAoctH", xoje ce jan'rsalo cBaKI{ IIyr

caM ToKoM ceojux Hcrparlo4Barba I{Mao cnyraJHe

tIHH'eHHIra o JbyAHrH npeABnfeHe uorapAe yBeK.HoBHx
cxou ,{MBory, r{HILeHHIIa o uujeu ilocroJarby HUCaM Ha-

lala

oHoMe

xuBory,
npoqrrao cKopo cBe uITo caM
xao n
Ha r!'relr)' Haulao y caBpeMeHoj nrareparypn, 6au
cas uarepujatl H3 npou-llocrH, caLIyBaH Ao Hailrux AaHa ,*ptq;'p-*: xoja urz je 6wra AocrynHa:axea'rryjyhra ca-

;rarno a1:raje

HI4

cBaKoAHeBHoM

IIrTO Ca\l qHTao, I4aKO CaM

10

HH

crunr c,ryuajHHM oKo.rrnocrur\{a

MoM )Ifl4Bory, a xoje

je

6uno y KorrHr{HHaMa 3HarHo H3HaA uoryhnocru o6aquor

qoBeKa.

.{o re roAnHe caM ycileo Aa ca3HaM IIoHeLIrro, }IJII,I

oA IIoHeKor.E{oBeKa, ruro -je N{orJro rofutrHo H xapMoHt4qno Aa 6aqa ceerrocr MaKap uaje4Hy crpaHy oBor rlura-

rla, 6e3 o6:rapa Ha ro tllro je, rao rpBo. y3HeMupy-jyhu

$amrop xoju nae je ayronrarcnn noAcehao Ha uI4J-r, urro
caM ra ce6u nocrasua,Sno cra6nlgo aKTHEaH y rtom Ealiy crcopo y cBaKoM MoM rrcnxnqKoM craFby; Kao ,4pyro,
Bernxa llpupo4a je 6narouarc'loHo cua6Ae,ra riuraBy
nrojy nopo4arly, H uene noce6Ho - LIITo uraje cauo uoje
MurrrJberLe, seh u N.{Hru},eH,e aehune ,rsyAn c rcojnnaa caul
Aona3ho y AoAHp

- uajauruau creneHoM pa3yMeBarba Kovonercy AocryrraH; xao rpehe, oA rerl4i6crBa caM rropeA ocranux cnoco6socrn, je4Hy nr,Iao noce6uo pa:rujeay -- cnoco6Hocr Aa ca3HaM oA JI'yAH rLlrxoBe Hajceeruje
rIHJ.beBe H HaMepe; H, Kao LIeTBpTO, HMaO CaM, y CK'.IaAy- Ca

jra

je

noce6uun ycnoBuMa cBor xHBora, naoryhuocr [pLrcryrra

TaKo3BaHHM "cBerI4E,aMa" cKopo CBHX xepMerl,Irlxr4x op-

rauusaqHja, Kao urro cy peJrarHo3Ha, Suloco$cKa, oKyJrTHa, noJrlrrur{Ka H MHCTaqKa Apy[rrBa, Ko]irperarruje, naprrEje, ygpyxe*,a, ,ir4., HeAocrynHa o6uqsou qoBeKy,
rcao lr uoryhHocr pasroBopa H pa3MeHe craBoBa ca MHo*
rHM JbyAraMa xoju cy y nopefe*,y c ocraJrlrMa zaucra 6unH rrpaBfl a)"ropr4TeTr{.
I4axo .qo raAa HHcaM fiocrurao 6n.iro xaxae ycflex y
o6jarurremy 6uro qera, HHcaM ry6rao HaAy Aa hy uer4e,

jeguor.r, aajzaa cpecru JbyAe c[oco6He Aa

uu o6jacHe,
ycMepe
hnu MaKap Aa
naoje A,vLueeHo crame Ka oAroBapajytrurra Mr4cJrHMa 14 Ha3opr4Ma r<ojn he uu nouohn na jacHo
11

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pa3roBopa, yBepr{o Aa r{Bp-

H Ha 3aAOBO.fi,aBajyhH Frar{HH pe[ir4ivl oBo, 3a MeHe d]aTajr-

IrIe caM ce, rroA ),rarIaJeM

HO nHT'albe.

cro rpe6a Aa ce Apxr4M caoje o4rryxe

Xasehp{ TaKo, cBe Ao re roAHHe, ro jecr, ynnjajyhu

cBe cno-ri,rre yruUaje H [pe)KHB.r],aeajyhlr ux y ce6N cKopo
HcK;byr{r.{Bo y Be3H c ro:r,l ruojou nlauu.jonr, ja ca*r ce ctro.'ra 6asno pa3HHN{ 3aHHMaH,HMa pr 3aHarul,ra y 4.{-rby Aa, c
je,aue crpane, o5e:6eAuM cpeAcrBa 3a xaBor, a c Apyte
crpaHe - TpyAr{o caM ce, y cKqary ca cnoco6nourhy roja
vn je 6Nria cnojcmeHa oA AerHrLcrBa, Aa oBJraAaM HeKoM
Bpcroi\.r Jbyr{cKe BeurrxHe roja rulr je ueno:uara, am.r
yrnaBHoM 3aro ,i{a 6ux ce BHrrIe r{JrH MarLe aAeKBarHo
rrpH.rraroAr4o cnojenpcuHna ycJroBHMa rpeHyrKa, ycnoBllMa
roje calr qecro Nrel*ao KaKo 6nx ocrsapuo raj cnoj.ynyrpauH,i4 utrJr,; H TaAa, noMelryTe roAuHe, Aolrao caM Ao

CTHM rroBoJ'L'Hy rrpprnr4Ky

3aKJb)^{Ka aa

je ruely

lrojana caBpeMeHuqrrN{a cacBnr!, He-

:uoryhe nponaha oHo rrrro rprDr(r{M, Te caM 3a'ro peruxo

Ja ce cBera oApeKHeM Ir Aa ce na ogpelexo BpeMe noBVqeM y no'rnyHy ycaNlJbeHOcT, rrrTo Atu-be o.( cBHx nojaaa cno-mnor cBera, r;1e hy fioKyrltarh Aa [yre[4 aKTHBHor pa3N{HrxJba}ba ycrleM ga ua}eu oHo ilrro rpaxr4M H.ir}i
,la ao xpaja pasMucJrr.rM o HeKHM HoBrrM nyreBHMa 3a cBoja Ncrpaxanarra.
To ce 4oroguJro 3a BpeMe naor Sopaera y I-{eurpa.lHoj A:raju, KaAa caM Ha flpenopyKy yrrnqHor $pr.r:lepa,
Kora caM clyuajuo cpeo H c rcojuu caM nocrao BeJrr,rKH
npujare,,r, ycreo ga yfervr y je4an MaHacrup, 4o6po lo:Har lraefy HcTpaxHBarrHr\{a MyxaMeAaHcKe penurwje, y
xojelr cau yxuBao rocronpr4Mcreo 4o6pe 5pahe.
Je4uou npuJrruKoN.t, nocJre pa3roBopa c -iegHrana o4
\raHacrlrpcKe 6paie o npupoAr ra cnojcroy JbyAcKe Bepe,
Kao H o rrocJleAuuaMa rteHor AeJloBarba ua uorera, jour nu-

t2

pl Ea oAMax vcKopr4-

ynpaBo ry, y ToM MaHacTrrpy.

I,lcre re.repu caM ce noByKao y cauohy, AoBeo caM
ce6e y norpe6Ho crar{,e H rroqeo BeoMa o:6urno ila prcMHrrrJ'baM o cnojoj c*ffya\uju H o cBoM 6y.qyhervr nouauralby.
CneAehr.r rpDr(eHH H MeHH reh go6po rro3Har MeroA,
no3Har cBHMa rcoju cy nocseheuu y o6lacr,upeBHe Hayxe, a xoju ce Ha3HBa "3aKoHoM KoHTeM[naI{uje", N noju
ce y AaroNr cnyvajy yrnaBHoM cacrojrz y npuceharry h ca-

rneAaBa*y crax nocrojehsx xareropar{Kux y6elema no

TOM

[MTarby, noqeo caM .{a ilopeAl{M pa3iIHr{HTe rIHrLeHLi-

qe xoje cau go6po pa3yMeo, ca pa3Hr4M xrrnore3aMa H

flpernocraBKanra rcoje caM r{yo oA pa3Hux ayropr{Tera,
nojra cy y uopefemy ca Aplrr{M lbyAHMa 3aucra rroceAoBzL[r,I BeJIHKa 3Hatba, Te caM IE cAM cxsarno cra]r,e llthay
cKnaAy c TprM 3HarLeM.
flocre rpr.rMeHe ror MeroAa, y rpajalby oA rpr,r AaHa,
HaKo HHcaM Aorxao Ao HeKHx o4peleHux 3arJbyr{axa,
HnaK caM ce jacno yBepuo Aa oAroBopu - roje caM TpaxHo H roju cy y ceojoj cBeyKyrrHocru MorJrr4 ga 6aqe
cBerJrocr Ha uoje flr.rra]be - Mory 6urrz uafeHrr, yKoJrHKo

cy yon[rre AocrynHu qoBeKy, y o6,racrn "qoBeKosornoACBec

HOI-[poqeOa-MHIIIJbH,a".

Ta4a cau ce rarole r{Bpcro yBepuo Aa MLt je za raj

uurs norpe6Ho Aa ycaBpruuu cnoje 3Harbe o csran nojeAI4HocrHMa $oprranpama H H3paKaBalra oflrrrre JbyAcKe
ficHxe.

fiouranuu Ao ror 3axJbyr{Ka, rroHoBo caM ToKoM

KOJIHKO AaHa

He-

noqeo Aa pa3MI4IIIJbaM, H pa3MHrlrJbao caM

13

cKopo HenpeKHAHo o roMe IxTa Tpe6a YTHHkrrr4 KaKO 6H

ce crBopr{nH HeonxoAHLI H 3aAoBoJbaBajyhn cruroBHl4 ycronu xoju 6u otr.toryhunn Aa ce n:yrarajy raKBH HeoqeKHBaHH npo6:reura.
Eygyha Aa cau 14 Aaibe nornyHo 6lro y macru cBojrrx pasruuluralba, Hanycrno caM uaHacrvp A oner Kpe-

Hyo Ha rD/roBalta, oBora rr)ira 6es HraKeor ogpefenor

poiu" 3a Hajpa:mauulEje 6onecrra H noqeo Aa pe3ynrare

csojux reopnjcrux HCTpzDKHBaBa rpurvlemyjeM Ha JbyAe,
npy:xajyhn HM ycnlr pezurHy nouoh.
To je 6rzno vroje Ncx-il,ytlplBo 3aHlaMalbe I{ Har{I{H Mor
l{3ptl}KaBaFla TOKOM II}ITaBHX qeTHpl4 }IJIH IIeT fOAHHa' y
cKiraAy c os6rusuoiu 3aKJrerBoM rcojy r,au je ua n-xeha uaToBapHo uoj sa4arax, a urro ce cBoAI4no Ha caBecHo rtpy-

maHa.
Toxom rlrx HenpeKI4AHlrx rryToBalba H3 Mecra y MecTo, Kao r.l cKopo HerIpeKHAHol- H HHTeH3UBHOT pa3MI4IIrtbalba, Haj:a4 caM y rnaBu rmaoje4aH [pHBrarIaH nnaH.
fionpurneuru cee caoje nocJloBe, nao6rmlrcao cant
cee ceoje laareprajalue I,I Apyrc uoryhnocrs I{ rloqeo Aa
rpr4KyrJbaM najpasmzuzrujy uncany JII,ITeparypy H ycMe-

xlarre noMohn crpa4aruu:lirua a xopraruheme concrBe-

uu$opuaquje cavynaHe y IIeKIIM asujcrur* HapoALIMa

o ouoj o6racru HayKe xojaje 6nra sucoxo pasrrajeua y
crapa BpeMeHa, a 3Bara ce "MexKeHec", urro 3Haql'l "cKI,lAar+e oAroBopHoctlt". 04 re nayxe caBpeMeHa quBuxlt3arlnja sna caMo IteH He3HaraH Aeo no.E HMeHoM "xH[HoTH3aM", aorc je cBa nl4Tepar)?a xoja je o oaona nLITaH,y
nocrojala, rilenu 6ula rro3Hara rao uoj concrBeHu nilaH.
flpurynxrruld cBe Ixro caM Mol'ao, KpeHyo caM y
repBr,rrxKrr MaHacrlap, cMeIrIreH y L{eurpa.nHoj Asrljra, r4e
cana eeh 6opacuo u patuje, u, cMecrl{Buru ce raMo, flo-

\rorirH Aa MH noMorHy y pe[raBa]by oHor Hcrol lnaBHof

[HTarLa, Kao H MHorr4x ApyrocreneHux crBapI,I o uzjerr,r
nocrojarsy HHCaM HH cnyrao.
I,lcronpeneHo, yBepuo caM ce ga joru Bl4ure Ast.aJba
norpe6uux 3a KoHaqHo pemelbe oBor III4TalLa rpe6a rpa-

He

cBerHo caM ce LByaIaBalLy rtaareprajala rcoju

carr,r

HMao Ha

pacfionaral6y.
flocle .qBoroAzlrrmer 6pnx;raeor reopujcKor r'l3yqaBarba're o6lacru HayKe, KaAa ce nojaerala uoryhuocr
nparcruqHe flpoBepe HeKHx .qera,'ba MexaHH3Ma $yuxquoHHcaBa noAcBecHe qoBeKoBe c$epe, rojejoru HHcaM AoBoJL,Ho

14

o6jacHuo

y reopujn, fipornacfio cau ce6e "reKa-

HOf 3HaI{,a H npaKTHt{FIe CHale CaMO 3a HCTp0)KHBa}La, a

HlrKaAa 3a JlHr{He Ir eroncrar{Ke uHJbeBe; na taj naur.ru, He
ca:v{o Aa caM Aorxao Ao npaKTHr{H}rx pe3ynTaTa 6es npeceAaHa, KaKBHMa y Hame BpeMe HeMa paBlilrx, eeh cant
o6jacur.ro cKopo cBe rrrro ulr je Szno no'rpe6uo.
3a xparro BpeMe caM orKpl4o MHore AeraJbe rojn cy

xHTH

y c$epa

rroAcBecHor ilpoueca Ml4rlrJberba, anr4 H

pa3nHqHTHM acneKTr{Ma H3pa}KaBa}ba 6yane cBecru.

KoHaqHor yrsplunarra cBera rora, y MoM

)T"{y Cy orleT, Kao u Ilpe MHO|O IOAIIHa, IIOqeJIe 4a Ce "apruajy" Mnclrvr, [oHeKaA ayroMarcKu, [oHeKaA KoHTpoJIHcaHe caeuhy, o cpeAcrBuMa coflcrBeHor npunarofanarra
vcJroBHMa o6nqHor xflEBora y uary 4e$uHrarirnuor y Henorperxr4Bor pa:jarurrel*,afivrauba roje je oqlrrreAHo rtocrano qBpcr n HeAeJbr4B Aeo uora Euha.
Oeora rDrra cy ce moja pa3MxlxJbarba, rloBpeMeHo
o6Han,'rasa roKoM Mor EBoroAnrrrrLer nyra[La A:ujorvr,
Eeponorr,r a A$puxorvr, 3aBpuIHJIa oAnyKoM 4a cnoje, :a

flocle

15

caBpeMeHot- r{oBeKa H3y3eTHo [o3HaBarbe TaKG3BaHlrx

HaTrrprrpoAHltx HayKa, Kao H yMe[rHocT r,i3Bobersa pa3Hux
"TpHKoBa", npHMeHHM y rHM ncey.qoHa)rqHnM o6racTnMa
ru :ia ce6e irporJracr4M "npo$ecopoM -HlrcrpyKTopoM ".
Tpe6a pehu 4a je ocrtoBHu pa3xor :a ry ogilyxy 6ra-ro ro urro catr{ cxBaruo 4a je y ro Bper\{e nle[y myanrr,ra
6u;ra mupoxo pacnpocrparbeHa cnequ$u.lHa [cr4xo3a Ko-

-r-ia" 1'uapcrBy oHocrpaHor, xoje cau I-I3BprraBao y rIpH:]r.-TB)' BeJrHKor 6poja ulaHora je.4ne og 6pojHrax, TaAa)
(m H ca(a, BeoMa parxupeHm( "pa4Nonraqa-34-ycaBplla-

ja. raxojejom oAaBHo yrapleHo, nocraje BeoMa u3pa3wTa H HcrroJbaBa ce y BilAy fipenyruTalba cnarcojarzu "npo-

xlITe.

L,1err4M" unejama y o6raarHN{a JruDKHor JbyAcKor 3narla

xoje je y pa3nHqHTHM erroxaMa HocHJro pa3nr4qr4Te Ha3HBe. a y Harue BpeMe ce Ha3IIBa "oKyJrrH3MoM", "Teo3o$uj otl", "cnHpHTyaJIH3MoM", *rrg.

ttao conHAaH ayropr4TeT nrefy unanoBuMa rpl4 TaKBe He3aBHcHe "pa4aouuqe", :axea,ryjyhll rojrarr.ta cau u Ao6Iao
vHoro rraarepnjana :a caoja ilocMarpaH,a, 6es o6supa ua
TO IIITO CAM HX MOTAO I.dI,IATU OHOJII'IKO KOJIHKO CAM }I(E.reo. Mopao caM Aa r,x ce oApeKHeM I4 4a opraun:yjenr
cnoj concrreriu "Kpyr" Ha cacBHM 4pyraurEjr.ru IpLIHIIHnH\ra H ca cneqnjaruo oga6pauuM rrepcoHaJloM.
OarDnrao caM Aa raKo nocrynl{M 3aro rtrro caM Tala-.qoK carvr ce cperao c JbyAHMa roju uuHe raKBe KpyroBe. )'rBpAr{o Aa ce y raKBr4M aajegniaqaua oxyn-rsajy rsy-

04 rpeuyrxa AoHottrelba

oAnyKe, cne ceoje cnoco6y KOHTaKT C,ByAH-

HOCTH CaM yCMepHO Ha TO Aa CTynHM

:na ro,ia cy [purraAarria jeanoj oA BeJrHKlrx opranusaqNja

xojraua cy ce JbyAH cperzrnfi, Hacrojehl.r Aa rrocrurHy
o.lpefene pe3yJrrare q/TeM r,ByqaBalba HeKe oA noMeHy.rltx "HayKa".
I4cnocrasnro ce Aa cy rcacHuje oKoJrHocru Mor-a xHeora 6ure roJ'urKo noBoJbHe Aa caM 3a iloJIa roAI4He ycrteo He caMo Aa ce yrro3Haur c BeJrr4Kr,rM 6pojeu rt{x JbyAH,
eeh u 4a rrpHnHKoM rr3a3ilBalba raKO3BaHKx "oHocrpaHux

5ai-be-ncuxoflaraje", KaKo ]rx caAa orBopeHo Ha3HBaM,

fr,r{eo caM Ia rrocMarpaM H H3yqaBaN,r pa3He uauu$ecra;rie ncuxe rNx o6y.reuux H rroKperuux "orue4Hl{x Kyruha". roje nn je Cyg6rEna noAapuna :a uoje eKcnepa-

Haro

caria

rroqerroM rpehe ro4uue raKBor paAa cre-

ogpeleHa"Tnila",4ox je ueHu 6u-ro norpa1u

npahersa
rraauuSecraqraja JbyAcKe ncl4xe y
EeHoM 6yAHorvr crarLy - Aa Ha pacrroJlaralby HMaM rlpeA-

-lH Tpu-qerlrplr

pe6no

craBHHKe

cewx28 "xateropujarH[oBa", KaKo cy w6utw

nojaea" 6yaernr cMarpaH "crpyvmaront" u so!o*t, 14 To,

roeopehu rLr4xoBHM jeaHroru, y BeoMa "BHcoKHM Kpyro-

lrepleHr.r y ApeBHa BpeMeHa,

llpaxuarnaurr4 ce c orpoMHHM, cKopo

BH\{a".

Ha[opHMa, ocTBapeBa

Iloruro caM ce "axruMarl43onao" y cBoM HoBoM no3BaBy, ycneo caM Aa *re!y u,rauoBr4Ma rroMelr),Tr.rx "xpyroBa", xao u nnefy lLprxoBurvr flopoAuqaMa, creKHeM pe[yrauujy BenHKor "Majc'ropa" y cBeMy ruroje noBe3aHo ca
Har[pHpoAHLIM 3Ha]bHMa. foxou cB]rx rrrx "MaHuillrra-

TporrrKoBe, opraHH3oBao caM

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HaAJbyAcKHM

rora finaHa,

HapaBHo, y3 BenlrKe
HeKoJII,IK0 rpaAoBa TpH

Marbe rpyne JbyAH Hajpa3tuuvrrujwx rllnoBa

caM Morao Aa cKynHM ToKoM Te Tpu roAHHe.

onrrx roje

flonrro caM ToKoM Apyrc roAHHe roc'rojama rl4x

rpyila cxBarno Aa y nocrojehuir.r ycJroBHMa u 6es r'aoryht7

HOCT?r

Aa AOBOJbHO AyrO I4MaM Ha pacflonala]by rlpeAcra-

ja

BHlrKe oBI4X THTIOBa, pyKoBoAeh*\ H AaJbe THM rpyllaMa,

caM, c je4He crpane, fiparl4o H npo1,.laBao neh 4ocryuaH
uarepujar, a c Apyre crpaHe caM caBecHo 1I lrrro cau 6o-

Jbe Morao, KoA oHl,rx

y uujoj je ncrxn 6mla.ry6oxo ylto-

peBeHa cTpacT 3a 3HabeM, ycfieBao Aa 3aAoBoibHM Ty

crpacr, a KoA oHI,Ix, KoA rojrax jom *rr.lje arpo$upuru
cBLrM JbyALIMa CBOJCTBeHa CKJIOHOCT 3a CTHIIalbe peirJlHor

"Br4ha", HerlpucrpacHo caM yHHruTaBao cBe ILuxoBe Irpefaruu,e urry:uje Id norperrlHe HAerlJIe, u uarlaj na'IEH ce6u
rrpuilpeMaq ua rcpajy xpajena, nloryhe nonaohnraxe. 3arurvt
caM oneT noqeo noBpeMeHo Aa pa3MHlxJbaM o roMe KaKo

4a Halena Har{}IH Aa crBopHM TaKBe ycJIoBe nojn 6u rvm

ouoryhuru Aa 3a.[,oBoJburnl coojy Heo6uuxy, cnyuajHo Hacrarry norpe6y.
Ta nonpelreHa pa3MHIIrJbar+,a cy Me npuMopaJla Aa
HanocnerKy ocHyjeu I,IucrNryr roju he racuuje nocrojaTH noA nMeHoM l4ucmumym sa xapmoHuuau paseoj uo6eKano cucmeuy f. lyppuieea.
"fllaH" rcojxje, Aa raKo KalKeMo, [peAcraBJLao no-

ga6uxy oKBHjarne
oprauu:aqNje xoja 6n
py raKo IJrHpoKo 3aMI,nIrJbeHe
o6yxnanara cKopo cse cSepe caBpeMeHor xl{Bora, no
cnoj npuruql4 caKyrluo - ocI{M TI,InoBa xoje cau seh cycperao - H cBe Apyre rHnoBe rsyAra xojra cy y vrojurvr npe-

AJrory 3a raKBo perueme, 6usn je noMl,{cao

fioAHHM HcrpDK4BarbI{Ma HeAocr ajanu.

I4sroxueuru y roj 6poruypn MorHBe ceoje o.4rryxe,

3acHoBaHe Ha yHyTpaIrrBuM, IrcKpeHI,IM lI HenpHcTpacHHM
no6yAaua, cMarpaM HeoIIxoAHHM Aa KzDKelvl rloHelllro o
MHCaoHraM I,I eMoI{HoHaJIHI4M acoqtljaqrajarraa xoje cy npoTHrIare Kpo3 rruraBo vroje 6ahe u rcoje cy na rcpajy AoBene
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]D E$ttl(e roja je

6wna

y norrryuoj xapNtoHuju c uojou

rrnrfi)'.

Ha xpajy ceax uojux pa3MHIxJbalLa, ycleg rojllx

naj:ae qBpcro oAJr) {uo na oprar+N:yjeu jasnu 14rratrtlr. KaAa ce y Morv{ 6uhy, rao [ITo ce yrer 4orala-ro y
G-nrxu ilprrJrfiKaMA, nojaruo oHaj uygnm arrnync nojrz
i cmjcmeu nojoj nHAIdBLt.{yanHocrH u rojra Me ayroEIEXH npHCHJbaBa.{,a CBaKH HOBI4 3ar'XaTaK y CBOM XHBOB lrocMarpaM ca craHoBrlrlrra "o6jerruaHe npan4e'.'. mo!r pa:*rxrx,.rall,a ca caMHM coSou cy ornpI,IJIHxe 6u.ua

c:eha:

"Kopraruhe* JijyAH, noce6uo 3auHTepecoBaHllx 3a

ttrrrryr xoju carnl ocHoBao HcKJbf{}rBo paAH rl{tlHtlx IIH-Ba, EyAr{ }r3 Mor oKpyxe}ba 6l,t, 6e: cyMrbe, cxBarl4Jti{
Erc H3pa3 Mor'oerou3Ma", aJtt4 cy, HcroBpeMeHo, )mpaBo
-r1:n xoju cy uManu Be3e c ruu l4Hcuaryrou, oHu rcoje

sau eeh floMurbao H KoA xo.iux cnunaa cnojcraeua cKJIorrrr - cKJroHocr sa crnqarse 6a-:e roja KoA TtIx 6uha nprarpeMa rno 3a HMnyJIc "o6jeicrnnne caBecrn", xao It sa Sopuuparbe raxo3BaHe "yrqrrparume flaMsrta" - joln Hzje ca*
curra arpodrvpaila, rh il,ylir cy MoruIIr, u ro je4uuo rutr
nt'reM, Aa Kopucre rrJroAoBe 3Harba roje carra npl,rKylrllo 3axraryjyhr.r H3y3erHIrM oKoJIHocr[Ma Mora )KHBora, a xoje
oe rauairo cKopo cBHx acneKara peirJlHocrla ll o6jer<rueHe
xcTHHe, H TO Aa ra HCKOpt CTe 3a COflCTBeUy XOpUCr."
Lllro ce rl,Iqe ceAl,Iltra l,lHcruryra, fiolrrro cai\{ Ayto
pa3MurxJbao H y3eo y o6:rap nocrojehe ycnoBe cBa(oAHeBHor xr,rBora u raxohy onlllTelba c ApyrIaM iraqnjanla, urro
je aa meHe 6uro seoN{a 6utuo, peruHo caM Aa 6ra najnoronHraje Mecro ea ro 6n;ra Pycuja, y ro BpeMe rr,tapna, 6otatav cnorcojHa 3eMJba.
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l{oueaum'r'amBy oAnyry, o.4Max caM fioLreo Ea ilpv^

caoje'texyhe" nocroBe, pacyre rro pa3.
HHM 3eM-rbaMa A:nje n, ca6parrua cee caoje 6olarc.reo,
npr.rKyn-ry,aHo ToKoM BnrxetoAHrxrbef, rrpeMa MepHJrHMa
BoAHM rcpajy cne

caBpeMeHor' r{oBeKa., u3y3eTHO TeUlKOr XHBOTa, CTI{raO CaNI

y Pycujy lr HacraHuo ce y

caMoM l*,eHorvr cpqy,

y rpaAy

Mocrceu.

To ce AoroAI4Jro ABe rcAr.{He rrpe raKo3BaHor "BerHKor-Cserci(or-Para".

V oaoj 6pourypu aehy eume Hurrrra roBopr{Tr4 o ror\{
I4ucruryry roju cau ocHoBao yPycmju, rAe cy ra Heoqe-

lr xaracrpo$anuu 4oralaj v y*HruTr4nt4 Ha HajnniIIeM CTy[]ty H]eroBe noqeTHe .qenaTHocTH, a c ]f,I4M t4 CBe
pe3ynrare go6ujeHe.qo'ror BpeMeHa. Hehy onucraBarx Hra
.4a,'re "ilepfineruj e" u noxyiraje opraHr{3oBarb a l4ucrvrry ra , ApyruM rpaAoBHMa Pycnje, 6am xao Hr.r y ApyrHM
3eMJbaMa, norcyrua.ie r<ojra ma Ao r{era HHCy AoBenr4 ycneA
coaxojarux noc,rreAuua para, s6or a{era cy ce yBeK 3aBpruaBzt.llt "KpaxoM", ro jecr orpoMnaM uarepujatHuta u
ApyrraM ry6uqanra, Kao Hn o rLeroBoM ycnemHoiu ocHHBalLy cegaM roAuHa rcacriuje y 6laropo4r.roj @paHr_1ycxo-j
r4eje HeonaeraHo nocrojao cBe Ao cBot rror[yHor HecraHKa, frocJre os6raJbHe ayrouo6nlcxe uecpehe r<ojy carra
KHBaHH

]iKeluu Aa HaBeAeM Te ,{3Bo.4e yrnaBHo[,I 3aro Ir]To

raj
npocneKT, KaKo caM cxBarizo racuuje, KaAa caM ce
_e
'.str3Hiro ca xr{BoroM Eepon:raNa, ruayia o6jae,'len y re-rirxoM THpaxy, MHoTHM Enpon"rsanuMa fiIraK ocrao He:.].--rynaH. Hexn nucy HMajlLI uoryhuocru .4a ce c rLI'IM

'.rc,:HajY, BepoBarHo 3aro ulro cy noj pa4 ra rtloje n4eje

rpe cBera 3auHrepecoBanr.I JbyAe rcojra y uajeehoj uepu
-rocegyjy noMeH).ry "cnequ$nvny rc[xo3y", Te cy 3aro
-. cnojoj oKoJTHHH 6urrE nogHarll Kao JLyATI rojn ce 6ane
fa3HHM "rlynocrHnaa", Io3HarHM rIoA Ha3HBHMa "oKyJItl{3ail,t", "reosodrr.tja", "[cuxoaHaJlLi3a", vtr1., lt xa1a 6u
1r1IreKa.A HeKo O.4 0Hr.rx xOju cy 6utm clo60AHu oA yrH-iaia rarcenx "rrynocru" Aouao y AoAIzp c nojrau paAoM
il orKplro Aa cy raKBa H TaKBa focrloAa 3a rbera r<pajrre
laHHrepecoB a:r,a, y n eronoj ilcl4xu 6u ce oAIuax nojanuno
..Fro "Heuro", ulro je cnojcraeHo uoseronoj ncHxr{ y rbe:oBoM KOJTeKTHBHOM xr.rBory A rUTO Cy AaBHO perHoTpoBarlr Haruu npeuu Ha3BaBlrr4 ra "6y$ep-6yfeu,e".

Haaeurhy ouaj Aeo rpocreKra rcoju, a:r,Iefy ocra-ror, oqenyje qoBeKoBo Baciraralbe y caBpeMeHoj uanu.rx:aqnjn. Ou r,.Iacu: "Ca4atuu,n qoBeK, :axnzusyjyhz
ycJIoBI{Ma caBpeMeHol
'-rlpebeHHM, cKopo HenpHMerHHM
xHBOTa, qBpCTO yKOperLeHHx u raropehu'HeH36exHHx'

caepeueHoj qurulusaquju, rrocreneHo je ogcrynuo og

cBor npr4poAHor rarra - p%ynrara yraqaja Mecra I{ oKo-rHHe y rcojurr.ra je poleH u ograjan y HopManHI4M 1lcJIoBrIl

AO)I(HBeO.

1'

Hehy ronopuTn o rHM goraf ajuua, HWt4 o cBHM rrocneAHrfaMa roje cy oHH H3a3BaJIH, rrorrrro caM lrx rrpanaqHo AeraJbHo onr4cao y rpehoj KH,lr3H apyre cepnje cBojrax pa4ona, Kao H y nproj rcmrasz rpehe ceplrje.
Og N{arepr.rjana xoju ce oAHoct na ilHcrur1,r, uaseurhy caMo HeKe H3BoAe H3 "[pocneKTa" xojlt otrarr]aBa

rra u 6e: HKaKBr4x BeruraqKr4x cMerlru, a roju 6n uomu

eeh caMuN{ cnojurrr KapaKTepoM Aa yKDKy Ha 3aKoHrIT
nyr pa:roja cBaKe HHAHBr.rAye y oHaj KoHar{HH TH[, Kaxae 6a ou rpe6aro Aa nocraHe reh y cro*r [pt{npeMHoM

rLeroBo oTBapaBe.
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)'3pacry.

2l

uarue BpeMe, queunu:aqaja r<oja

HeorpaHl.Iqe-

HHM 3aMaxoM rrrupu croj yrNuaj, nruuynara je qoBeKa lI3

HopMaJrHHx ycJroBa y rcojr-trraa on rpe6a Aa xHBI,I.

Hapaeno, TaErHo je aa je caBpeMeHa 4rnnnu:aqltja

orBoplrna HoBe xopH3oHTe y TexHHqKHM, MexaHuqKI4M H
MHoTHM ApyrIdM "HayKaMa", nosehaemu Ha raj Har{HH
cBer qoBeKosux onaxaja, uefyruu, yMecro usdatascptpaHor ycrroHa Ka BHureM crerreHy pa:noja, oHaje pa3Blana
caMo HeKe noce6ue crpaHe lberoBor 6uhar-.a IIrrer-v Apy-

rrx, AoK cy a6or nenocroja*a xapMoHr-rqHor BacnHTalLa

HeKe, r{oBeKy ceojcreeHe cnoco6Hocru, ilortryHo yHpllIIreHe, JrnrraBajyhura ua raj uauuH HopMuIxHIrx rrpnBl4nentja rreroaor rlrrla. Ap)rruu per{HMa, aKo ce MJIa.Ida reHepauraja He BacnHTaBa xapMoHmHo, oBa qmaa,ln:aquja,

ga ItM.r,A Ha
je
roj reuepaqujla oHo urro je 6uro6py rrrajxy, orxa:ala
xoja

cKJraAy ca 3.{paBrrM pa3yMoM rpe6a

AyxHa Aa joj rp1o{ta; oua jy je ouurueguo .Jrr.rrrrarra

uoryhnoc'ru nporpeclrBHor H ypaBHorex(eHor pa:noja HoBor rprila, xojra 6ra ce Hens6exHo nojanuo, MaKap BpeMeHOM 14 y CKJraAy Ca 3aKOHOM OnUTe,'byACKOr fiporpeca.
Oryaa cneAa Heoc[opHa r{HrLeHHua 4a je, yurecro

.:ra

AoBpueHor HHAr.rBrrAyirnHor rrna, nanas je npeMa cBe.qoqelby r-rcroprajcxnx uareprfala r{oBeK 6uo npe HeKoJIr{Ko

BeKoBa, rca4a je Hzrlra3pro Hop.My y cBoM o[rrre]by c flpupoAoM n oKoJrrrHoM xoja raje crropuna, Hacralro 6Nhe c
KopeHoM Hrx-r{ylaHr4M Lr3 Tr,a, necnoco6no 3a xrrBor H ry-

!e cauu

HopMaJTHHM ycnoBnMa er:ucreuquje.

JeAas oA Hajxo6nujr,rx pe3ynrara je4nocrpaHor ra-

crruTaBama jecre ro uro onaxaju

MeHor r{oBeKa, roja ce KoHar{Ho

w3paor.aBart,e caBpe-

Sopruupa y cBoM oAroBo-

pHoM y3pacry, Hucy cBecrau H3pa3 [beroror Enha rao

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-loBprreHe ueJrlrHe, aeh npe4cranrajy caMo pesynrar ayroMarcKxx pedrnexca oBe r,rira oHe rberoBe crpaHe.
flcuxa caBpeMeHor r{oBeKa je pacno.nyheHa Ha rpLI,

raxo Ka)KeMo, norr]-yi{o He3aBHcHa "6r4ha", rcoja nuuajegHo c ApyrHM, eeh cy rloAeJbena Karo y cnojuu $yurcuujanaa, TaKo pr y crloM H3paN(aBally, AoK

.f,a

.-Io HI4cy noBe3aHa

c)', [peMa ucroplrjcxa*r iloAau!4lr'{a, Ta 'tpr] Haqena KoA

eehlrHe Jby.qn, qax u y BpeMe BaBltroHcKe queu;laaauuje,
unur.r;la jegny HepacKrzAHBy uenuHv roja, ouuue4Ho, npe-lcraB,.ba u :aje4rul.rxo cKrIaAHIJrre cBI,Ix lbtlxoBlx onaxaja
H orrrpeMHn fieHrap EJHxoBor rcporaBama.
3axezu'r-vj yh H ToM j egu ocrpaHo M Bac rtnTalby caBpe-

\reHof'r{oBeKa ra rpH He3aBr4cHa fi3Bopa HnI4 UeHTpa }beroBor x(HBora, ro jecr. Kao ripBo, I43aop "l.IHTeJIeK'tya[-

Hor" xuBora, Kao Apyro, H3Bop "eMoqaoHarHor" xuBora

[I. Kao rpehe, I4HcrxHKT H;tH "MotopHH" qeHTap, yN{ecro
yHyrpa[uber cjegumaaarba ca norolr,HM yo6rauajeuxrr.r
cIIolbHHM H3poKaBaH,eu, noceGuo y nocileArLe BpeMe,
nocrajy, KaAa oH flocraHe r]yHolleraH, flornyHo He3aBHCHe cfloJLHe $yHxuuje, a KBaJrHTer llrlxoBor HcnoJ;aBalila
noquu,y aa ogpelyjy cneqr$uvul{ crorbHn y'cJIoBH.
I.Ipeua H3BoAr{Ma 3acHoBaHuN{ Ha AeraJbHHM eKCrIepHMeHTr4Ma rocnoArrHa

MHorlrx Apyrux

fypuujesa, Kao H Ha 3arJbyqui4Ma

,,rylu rojra cy o oBoM npo6rernry o:6u.m-

Ho pa3MnrxJbzurH, cBaKLr cBecraH onarcaj u cBaKa Jby.u,cKa

uaHu$ecraqzja nornuy oA l-rcroBpeMeHor H KoopAHHH-

rpn noMeHyra rcBopa rcoju ynpano a

qoBeKoBy
HHAr4BHAyanHocr, npl4 r{eMy cBaKh
$opunpajy
oA 'r'rrx H3Bopa rpe6a Aa hrpa corcrBeHy yrol), ro jecr
caHor paAa cBa

Aa rrppra caoj

leo acoqrljaquja

u 4o>xan"raja.

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flornyHo nocru3albe norpe6Hor H HopManHor rcpaxaBalr,a y cBaKoM noce6nou cnyuajy trocrHxe ce jeguuo
xoopguuauujoM paAa cBa rpu H3Bopa.
Ko4 caepelreHor rroBeKa, AeJIHMHaIHo g6or lberoBor
HeHOpMairHor Bac[HTa]La ToKoM npHilpeMHor IrepHoAa,
Aen Muq Ho sSor seotuIa pacnpocrpaFbeHax HeHopl\,{anHux
ycnoBa caBpeMeHor xllBora, paA [cuxnqxr:r qeurapa je
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roKoM oAroBopHor y3pac'ra cKopo cacBHM pa:4aojeu ra

3aTO rberoBa HHTeJIeKTaJIHa, eMOIIHOHILIIHa H HHCTHHKrHBHo-MoropHa $ynrcura.ja ue aonym-vjy v He ropraryjy
rrpHpoAI{I4M IryreM, neh, uanporuB, HAy pa3-

.ieaua apyry
rrlrr{firnM rryreBuMa xoju ce perKo rlpeceuajy H 3aro Henrajy rrroryhHocr Aa ao6rzjy oHo ulro rpe6a nogpa:yMeBaTH noA peujy'"cnec'r", y Be3H rcoje caapeneHu JbyAH x(HBe
y rora,ruoj zaltrylu.

36or HegocrarKa KoopAHHHCaHor rnrelyco6nor yruqaja ra rp-u noce6no $oprvrnpana H He3aBLIcHo BacnttraHa
Ae.ira ncHxe, caBpeMeHH rtoBeK apeAcTaBJEa TpH pa3nHrri4Ta qoBeKa y JeAHoJ HHAHBr4AyanHocTrI: npBH oA ILHX MHcrrn y norrrynoj u:oraquju o.q ocrzlJlt4x cnojux AeJIoBa,
.qpyrH cauo oceha, a rpehu rrocryrla ayroMarcKu, npeMa
ycnocraBJbeHnM HJrrr cnyuaj ur.ru pe$rexcurraa cnoj rax opraHcKHx Syuxquja.
Ta rpn r{oBeKa y je4nona rraopajy, y cKnaAy c oHI,IM
je
r-uro
ilpeABHAeJra Be-uuxa flpnpo.{a, Aa y oAroBopHoM
Fpacry cru:aje4uo npegcranrajy jegxor qoBeKa, oHaK-

Bor r(aKaB 6u oH rpe6a-rro 4a 6yae

HHKa", ro

jecr, pezrnHor

qoBeKa.

"qoBeKa 6e: uasoA-

Ta rpn qeHTpa, cBecHo $oprr.lr,rpaHa og crpaue Bernxe flpupoAe y uaJby o6pa:onama AoBpneHe ueJIHHe,
g6or rora mro y norpe6Ho BpeMe ycneA norpetrtHI{x Ha24

-"-'Da ,:byAI4, Kao 14 F6HXOBOT

:',

Ia)r(HoI BacnaTalba' uuje 6u-

u yzajar',ruy
y nepl4oAy oAroBopHor rcoHH He caMo Aa He rioM&I(y je4au gpyrolr,

HaBHKe 3a rbuxoBo y:ajanruo pa3yMeBaH,e

-': rroh, AoBeira cy Ao rora Aa

:"r-lxaBarl,a

ayroMarcxu peuere jeAaH ApyroNI rIJIaHoi\= H HaMepe; ocHM Tora, cBaKH oA lbux, eralajyhn Hal
::1. rHMa y MoMeHTHMa cBof HHTeH3r4BHor gejcroa, no::s_ie rocnoAap curyauaje r4 nzDKHo sa ce6e upxceaja o4i*=5. uanporuB?

-r

BopHocr pea-nHor'Ja".

Ta ceecr o pasjegameHocru u xon$narcrHoM pa.(y

qHHe Jb-yAcKy ncltxy,
-HTapa unlr HsBopa xojra rpe6a Aa
..
r ucroBpeMeHo ancoJryTHo llenocrojarue uax ra reopuj:\e [peAcraBe o norpe6u BacnI{Ta}La xoje 6ra oAtoBapalo
:-,irr noce6maM, peJraTVBHo He3aBUCHHM AenOBHMa, a Aakl

j. roBopuMo o Hecrroco6uocru Aa ce oHo npHMeHI4 y

]I'3KCH, HCN:6EXSO MOPA AOBECTH AO 3AKJtsYIIKA IA I{OBEK
-rrie capr ce6u rocno4ap.

OH ae Mo>xe Aa rrocraH ce6m rocnoAap, jep He caMo

irro unje y crar+,y Aa KoHTponr4ue iIeHTpe xoja rpe6a ga
:'\ HKrrHoHHruy Kao nor[yno nogpeleuu rreroeoj cBecrlr,
oH qaK H He sua rcojx oA ueHTapa yfipanJba cBHMa

=h
-$llNta.

Cucreu, xopuurheu y lrlucmumymy 3a qoseKoe xapy War.y rrocMarparba trcl4xaqKe aKTI{BHo;nr, jacHo noxa":yje Aa caBpeMeHH r{oBeK HHKaAa He IIo:T\'ra npeMa concrBeHoM Haxofemy, neh je4nuo ocrBaplje pagrbe noAcrarr{yre cno;bHoM no6yAona.
CaspeueHu qoBeK He MHcJIu, reh geruro MI,IcJIrI 3a
voHuuaH pct3eoj

rbera; oH He r{uHH, eeh ce He[ITo .{I4HI4 Kpo3 rbera; oH He

.'rBapa, seh ce Herrrro crBapa Kpo3 fbera; oH He nocr[DKe,
seh ce Heruro rrocl,rlKe Kpo3 n,era.
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Ko4 nosopoleHl{era ce ra rpn Aena ncprxe Mory

ynopeAr.rrpr ca cucreMoM r{}rcrprx rpauoSoncx[x BzubaKa
xa rcojuua o,q AaHa AoJracKa Ha cBer rlor{H}be Aa ce sarlrcyje cnorsno 3Har{e}be flpeAMera ra cy6jexrunHo pa3yMeBalre rLuxoBor yuyrpaurH,er cMI4cJIa, urlE ocehaj peynTaraparte,v xoje ce ogsujajy KaKo y crIoJbaIIIBeM, TaKo H
y ylryrpamrbeM cBery rcoju je y rbetry eeh $opruupaH; cBe
ce ro 6elexu y cKnaAy c xoperaql.rjorr.r u:rtefy KapaKTepa

rrx

paAlbu H KapaKTepa piBrI4t{HTHx cucreMa xoju ce y

r{oBeKv

$opurapajy.

Cee npcre rprx sa6erexeHlrx pesyJlTara AenoBalba

Ipyry
]T?lcq}l,

xareropr.rjy $opunpajy cBecHo npuMrbeHla

PIJIH )'THCLIII lIaCTZLitLl H3

CIIOJbaUIrtef CBeTa, ,IJIH

rpHCTaJrHsoBaHr4 y yH)T paulrbeM qoBe(oBoM cBery nyreM

ICYIHMHqHOT aKTI{BHOI MU{lIJ-},e}La 14 IIOHMa]ta peanHO..TH.

Tpeha rcareropuja ruoruqe HclcrrftuBo

I43 npotl.eca

"rparic$opuucaue cBecrvt", Ta jecr u: nopehema racroponHux yrHCaKa SIa"rlo xojer rtopexJia, rojx cy
eeh 6urra $urccupaHa, AoK ce ra:uefy ltfixoBux yry.rpaTaKo3BaHe

:rrrbux

noce6uNx I{eHTapa oApxaBa He[peKL{AHH KorI-

TAKI.

ocrajy roKoM xllBora HeripoMemeHe Ha cBaKoM

og "BaJraKa-cxJla,qrfirrra" tl To y HcroM peAocJle4y I4 y
racroj xoperaquju rcao u rperxoAHo sa6erexeHn yrucIII4
y rcojraua cy oHH 6mn uepuurrr4paHu.
CsH yruerlu, sa6erexeHu y ra rpl{ peJIarHBHo He3aBHcHa Aera, qnnehv qoBeKoBy ncuxy, xacnuje, ToKoM
oAr-oBopHor y3pacra, [poH3BoAe cBe Bpcre acoryrjauuja y

Ogralarre y uorexo*oj lreJloKyfiHocrl4 oBe rpll pa3-'rHrrl4re, neh Ha6pojane xareropllje yrl4caKa, pa.{il nocre-

pa3nut{r,rr[M xolr6raHaqzj aua.

Ouo uffo ce Ha3I,IBa "1rMoM" Ko.{ rroBena, I4cro Kao H

Ibe Aa yrBpAH .qa ce qoBeKoBa cnec'r cacTojH H3 TpI{ oApe[eHe croco6Hocru l,t:parraBarba, H Te cfloco6xocru $opvnpajy m oapefyjy acoqujarluje yrucaKa r<oje unrajy ceoje

oKoJlHHe

KoA cBlrx Apyr-lrx o6luxa x]rBora, uuje Hnurra Apyro Ao

ycpe4cpeluBalLe pe3yJrrara yrucaKa pa3nuquTor KBzL[t4Tera, [pHMJbeHnx pauuje; lbuxoBo no6yfraearse H rloHaBJbaBe uzazwzajy KoA qoBeKa pa3He Bpcre acoqr.rjaquja.
3a6elexerua yrucrrr uwajy rpu H3Bopa as xojnx noTH.{y H nomplyjy }rx rpkt 3aKoHoMepHa yrruaja.

neH

lrx

rr.raHra

$ecraquj a JLyAcKe [cr4xe, no'replyj e, namely

rxraJror, peaniry pa3JII4Ky IaerUely rpra yrepfeHa cTalr,a

syAcKe cBecra u oapelyje H,prxoB KBaJIpITeT I{ 3Ha}*,e.
MeroAl.{Iula l4ucmumynta sa \oce*oB xapMoHuuaH p{iNoj caaxo Mo)Ke cacBr4M cnrypHo u 6es u Hajltame cyu-

jeauoj oA TpE rloMelr1,'re xareropuje.

y o6jexrraauorra
cuncny 3a rroBeKa cMarpa uajerruuu u uajnoxe;ruujnu,
6azupa ce HcruByquno na paHraje npHMJbeHaM )'rHcqHMa
nopeKrro y

JeAuo oA TpI{ crama cBecrl,{, roje ce

rpehe rcareropuje.

Jeguy xareropujy acoqula\uja $oprraupajy yrHcqLI

Apyro crar*,e cBecru ce cacroju ue acoqujaqwjayruApyror pega, neh noMeuytor HarpeA, rojecr rc yri4-

npHMJLeHH HeXOTHqe H HenOCpeAHO H3 CnOJbHOT CBeTa,

Kao H oHH roju nacrajy y yHyrparrrrbeM r{oBeKoBoM cBery
ycneA H3BecHprx cTeLrrHlD( H ayToMaTcKH rIoHaBJbaHI,tx

caKa

acour.rjaunja.

oHa Bpcra cBecru sa

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caKa rrpHMJbeHKx cBecHo.

Y rpelre cra]r,e JbyAcr{e cBecrH Molxe ce cBpcraru

xojy

caBpeMeHH r{oBeK, Hacrojehu ga

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Harutacill rteH noce6aH 3Haqaj u HflMaJIo He cyMrbajyhu

ficrrpaBHocr cBor oApebelta, KopucrH l8pa3 "6yAHO

CTa-

cBecTlI."
Oeo craH,e cBecru, xoje caepeueHl'I tIoBeK xealu$urcyje xao uajraure, fioxa3ano ce, y cK;Ia.4Y c HayqHo opra-

I-be

6pux,n ueo cnpoBeAeHHM HcrpzDKLIBalbeM,

KaO [pOH3BOA CTtrnHo nOHaBJbaHI/tx, HeXoTHUe u crryuaj-

HH3oBaHI4M

HO npHMJbeHux, lcao

H Be[ITaqKH CTBOpeHI',lx u l'HailaMeT

Halrugg[x" yrficalrla..

je ycneA HerpeKr'IrHo rloroprlaBaHux

er:ucrenu,uje HaBHKJIa Aa [peAHocr aaje ouoj

Behnna rsyger
ycJroBa

cBecrx, rcoja ce ao6llja ylpaBo [oMeHyrHM yrHcIrI4Ma, To

jec.tl "uanatter Ha) {eHI4M" Hexorx.{uranr upujeuoM cnyuajurax yrl.rcaKa, ilpHMJbeHI4x !I3 Halrer oKpyxelba.
KoA qosera rcojn nocruxe Hajenruu creileH cBecrn
n),,reM acoqajaqraja caqxeeHux o.{ }'rncaKa [pBe Bpcre,
[pOqeCH 3aMH[Liba]La, yC[OMeHa, CyAOBa, rIOHMarLa H MH[IJbe]La He npeAcTaBJba HI4IIITa Apyro AO a]'ToMaTCKy KpH-

crara:aqNjy rcoja xorlrue ta3 TaKo3BaHrx "ycpe4cpefeunx

Hanopa", rcojurraa on npra4aje 3ByqHo HMe "raxrba", goK,
y crBapu, eeh rcpucralu3oBaHl{ L ayroMarcKn npHMJ},eHIl
yrHcrll4.r, roMeHyTe rraauasecraquje ancy HHUTa Apyfo
Heronr p$yrITaT nperxorHo noHaBJbaHLrx N cnyuajwux
yrHcaKa. fipyrtau per{HMa, CBI'I npoqecH Tof IIoBeKOBOT
yHyrparff5er cBfla jecy ayroMarcK]r nperneA pa3nHqHTKx
r<orr,r6ruraqraja qecro IroHaBJbaHI{x 4oxue-ir,aja, raxopehu,
":acrapelnx" yffi4caKa. ?Ispaxaearse rot qoBeKa y o6uuHOM )Kr{BOTy, CBII }LerOBLl l4%lly[lcLl, MI{CJILI, OCeharra,

pe-

vu, y6efema, BepoBalLa I4 nocrynql4, cacroje ce [Icr-lbyrrHBo oA Uarepuja.na raKBpIx yrl4caKa y pa3nHrrHTHM KOM6uua\vlJawa, KpHcraJIl.I3oBaHHM y rseroeoj qenoKylHocru.
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Te rcou6uHaunje ce Sopnaupajy nog yraqajeM cnyuajur,rx no4crauaja rcoju eaue IIJIH Malbe I4HTeH3HBHo
crae,'sajy y noKper oBy HnI4 oHy rpyrry pauraje rpHMJbeHHx ylucaKa, xoju y AaroM cnyuajy uocrajy ueHrap acounjauHja.
Ceaxpr HoBH rroAcrragaj, unu no4cruqaj pa3rlzr{HTor
creneHa HHTeH3HTera, :a3ar3r4Ba joru jeany acoqujaqujy a,
npeMa roMe, Apyraunjn pe4ocreA MI{cnfi, ocehama u no-

cryfiaKa, uTA., Yt HHKaKaB r{eHTap KO.{ HMaoqa TaKBe cBecra He Moxe Aa AoAa Herrrro cnoje, ulu HeIIrTo HoBo,
xortr6uuaqrEjana rcoje cy eeh $opurapane Ha raj Har{HH, To
jecr, HuraxaB r{eHTap He Moxe, r{aK H aKo Aerryje y rr,ro-

veHry ceor nqieeher lrHTeH3lrrera,

Ia u3Byqe rraarepujan

$opr'arapau y ApyrHM r{eHTpHMa.

Oryga cneAH Aa yKonHKo nepqeilryda cBera KoA
HMaOqa raKBe cBecrH yBeK Aona3r,I c JeAHe ILefoBe crpaHe
ruIH, ApyrHM peqHMa, [orrrTo HMaJIaII TaKBe CBeCTI4 BpIrII4
TpH pa3nur{r4Ta rrpoueca o[iDKa]La xojr unrajy ua-no saje4HHLrKor, Hnpr acollupajy c"uyuajno u AenuMHuHo, oHqa je
cBaKLr rberoB cyA, Kao [poH3BoA caMo je4ue crpaHe ne-

roBe ficHxe H caMo Aena Marepr.rjala rcoju My ce Hana3u

Ha pacnonararby, cBaKaro je4nocrpaH r4, npeMa roMe,

fiorpeuaH.
PIs onora ruroje aeh peueuo, cBaKo Ko JIorHqHo pa3MHrIrJba Moxe BHAeTH 4a je :a lIcrHHcKo tIoBeKoBo o[alttalbe [orpe6Ho Aa ce y cBaKoM noce6Ho $opnrupanon
ueHrpy pasnr.rja npupoAHa norpe6a 4a ce Syuxqraje je4ue
crpaHe rvreruajy ca ApyrHMa, KaKo 6u rvranra$ecToBaI{,e'
rpr,r Aena, $oplrupaHa y JbyAcKoj ncllxl{ .noce6Ho, y
cruraAy ca 3aKoHHMa rrpr{poAe, a xoju ueng6eNHo 3axrenaj y noce6uo Bacrrr4Tarb e, 6uta xapMoHr.rqHo o6j e4urrena
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H ToKorvr
cso.f

zu

oAroBopHor xrl{Bora saje4Ho pa4rr,a y crnaAy ca

HopManHlrM cnoco6Hocruua.

Tex raras oAHoc npeMa uoeercosoj flpuflpeMx 3a o.4roBopaH xraBor Moxe pa3nuqlrre u3Bope xoja $oprrarzpajy

lrctrxy Aa AoBeAe 4o norpe6nor Hl{Boa HcnoJbaBalba, [orrrro he rex y rorra crryuajy rpu rnaBHa roilxa rr,y-

,rbyACKy

AcKe MamHHe payvrcv rJIarKo, ne cnaerajyhu je4an 4pyroM, r4 ,lasahe uajnehy [poAyKTHBHoc'r y cnojutt noce6HNna $yurcr1ujarv,a,

nocru3amy oHor HH3a qoBeKa moryhe, a.nu xoje qoBeK y

a Hcro raKo

I.t

Boa cBecrr4 rcoje je

o6rqurn,,l ycnoBHMa He nocrn)Ke.

Y:unaajyhu y o6sup Aa ce KoA cBaKe HHAHBHAye

creileH pa:noja cBaKor.qera rLeHe vTt1lz,Bla4ya[tHocru pa3rurcyje v Aa ce rr'eHe acoqnjaqnje tanofe pa-:nuryjy, rpuHyleHN cMo Aa 3aKJbftHMo Aa paA Ha BacnlITaBaEy u [peBacnuTaBalr,y uopa 6ulu crporo rlHAI.{BHAyaJIaH H Aa He

cue 6uru apyra.lajra.

CsH He.qocraqn y $yHKlrurolnilcarr,y Jl,yAcKe MaITIHHe, u3a3BaHH yCnOBI4Ma CBaKOAHeBHOI X(HBOTa, BpeMeHoM ce noeehaeajy, a cBe no[paBKe y paAy MaurHHe 3axrenajy craJrry H oAnyqHy 6op6y ca cBaM HacraJIHM Ae+eKThMa. Ha 6asra raKo3BaHor "eKc[epilMeHTzutHor Marepmjara", ao6ujeuor H3 npomnocru:ajegno ca rrauoro6pojunu ucrpa:rr4BanHMa xoja cy y Hattle BpeMe Il3BpIneHa y
I4rucmumymy sa qoaeKor xap-MoHu\aH pasaoi, Karetopu.rxra je yrepleno Aa qoBeK Huje y craH,y Aa noN'Ieuyry
6op6y BoAH caMocraJlHo. C gpyre crpaHe, y paAy mace6u
H,eMy He rroMiDl(e HIIKaKaB MeTOA ayT0TpeHilHra HflTH pa-

aa aa ce6u, rcoju cy y nocneArbe BpeMe mLIpoKo paruI4peHH y cBery rE r<oju npenopyuyjy ogpefeHe HaqHHe H npouece Kao [rro cy pa:ne Su:raqxe eex6e H ue4uraquje,
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aeN6e KoHueHTpaIIuje, gucaiae eex6e, pa3HH cacreMi{

.Iujera, u c:r.
ce rH Me'roAh trpxMe[bl4aaxv Ha cBaKoMe, a
la ce npn ToMe He y3My )' o6:up vtHAt4BwAyaJtHe norpe6e
u oco6enocru, To 6u 5ra.lro rie caMo HeKopI'{cHo eeh H

Axo

orracHo,

lcKe

6rE

jep uenemra noryruajtt trprlnaKoM peMoHTa Jbyo6anrajy HeKaKBe rIpoNIeHe, Hers6e-

MarIrHHe, HaKo

xHo H3a3HBajy apyre Henorpedue npoMeHe xoje uencrcycua u ueo6yreHa oco6a uuje y cralby ':tr4 Aa IIpeABHAI4,
Hn Aa u:6erse.
Tpe6a rraMTr4TI4 Aa ce $yAcKa MaIrIHHa, 6e: o6:npa
:a rra (ryHr<rrnoHLltlIe npaBunHo HnH He[paBHJlHo, caMa
no ce6u Harra3v y N{exaHnqKoj paeuorex<H H, [peMaroMe,
cBaKa [poMeHa y jeAHon npaBuy Il:a:sahe [poMeHy y
]pyroM npaBlry, :6or uera je Beol\{a BarKHo Aa ce ro rlpeAAa Ce ToMe rIpylKI4 OTnOp.
flaGu ce ng6emn HexeJbeHH

BL'|AV V

p$ynraru

H HeoqeKH-

Ha ce6lt, norpe6Ho je IIoT.IHHI'ITH

ce AHcuHIInuHn cnerlujzlltHux H crporo nHAHBIaAyanHi4x

BaHe rrocJleAl4ue

y paAy

IleroAa, ycMepeHl4x ua pa:soj HoBHx cnoco6Hocru n noce6uux "cnra vHepul4je", nvreM rcojrlr nog nofcrsona ucKycHor yqt{TeJba crape ciloco6socru nlory 6mtl perynl'IcaHe lr npoMerbeHe, Apytnil,I petILIMa,'rpe6a pasnujaru Ho-

roje cy HeAocrl4xHe y o6uuuoM xuBory

qoBeK
He Moxe ga pa:nuja 6eg noN{ohfi, Ltttt4 y3
rcoje

ne cnoco6socru

nonoh HeKaKBor o6uqHor MeroAa.

Yuparo y rorvle u jecy tJIaBHe oco6eHoc'ru MeroAa Kopumheaor y tr4ucmumymy 3a xapMoHuuau paseoi uoleKo
npetla cucmet4y f. fypTtujeaa,jep ou BoAH Ka pa3orKpuBatby y qoBeKy,qo raAa HeorKpHBeHax cnoco6uocru rcoje cy

6arse sa t+'eroB oAroBopaH I'I peJIarI4BHo

HopMarIaH )KI4Bor.

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Y rou ELr6y, vMa)yhv y

B:aAy corrcrBeHe npoBepeHe

uoryhHocru, npotpaM llucmumyma 3a tto7eKo? xaptvroHuuan paseoj caApxu npaKTr.{rrHy npr.{MeHy cnequjalHe 'lnawje paga", u: rcoje ce 3a cBaKy oco6y dpraxosueo 6upa
o4pefeHra

rm
-

co6uocrnua

paqa upeMa r-beHuM HHAWBT4AyanHHM crropa1a r<ojrz o4rorapa oHlrM AenoBHMa rbeHe

HopMzrnHo KoHcrpyr.rcaHe ncflxe, uuja ayrouarcra AenaTHocr Mopa 6zru noj auau a vttu ocna6.rbeHa.

I4s Hcror

ror

Mely pyxosoAaorruMa l4rucmumyma 3a qoBeKoB xap)roHwaH paseoj HaJra3e ce crplqlLaqn u: o6lacru ue.rHIrr4He,

qtirx

ncnxoloruj e, $ueuo"uoraj e, $usuu no-MareMarlru cBHx npcra $rasuqKr/rx il rrcuxuq-

Hayxa) 3auara

xnx eex6u.

OcNll rrro cy o6yleHn y ceojuna AHcrIHrrnuHaMa,Tyl

y ouy o6riacr uayrce vu.ju
cy SparueHra oAyBeK 6luu nogsaru qoBeqaHcray, a xojy
pvKoBoAuoulr cy nocseheHH H

pa3Jrora, flporpaM caApxr,r MeAHrrr.rHunorxrra JbyAHMa norpe6Ho Aa rrpe Hero mro rroqHy passoj flp]rpoAHtrx ciloco6Hocrr{, flperxoA-

je y Harxe

Ho nonpaBe fiocrojehe $yuxqraoualue nopelrehaje, 6e:

veraje Heuoryhe nocruhu npoAyKTHBaH paA, ycMepeH Ha
xeJbeHH xapMoHHr{an pa:eoj.
Wrr'ajyhn y BHAy ro turo je ynpano peqeHo, rpe6a

Hucruryry cnyxu Kao ocHoBa.

I4ucrury'r rrpr4Ma oApacne ryAe o6a noJra, crapocru
Jo 60 rogunav Aelu'y crapujy oA r{erupa roAr4He.
Jbylu [ppr]\4JbeHr.r y I,lHcrraryr Aene ce Ha rpr,r Kare-

cKH Aeo norrrro

je

Har.[acHTH 4aje cearcu uocao Ha qoBeKoBoM caMoycaBpuraBarby KopusraH TeK oHAa KaAa ce pyxoaolen e 3acHr4Ba Ha cBecTpaHoM no3HaBarsy r{oBeKoBe rrpHpoAe Lr KaAa
je y crporoj carJracHocrll ca HHAHBltAyanHrrM o4peleruerta

$n:nvrcux H [c]rxarrKr4x cnojcraea 4are oco6e, Kao H

oKoJrHocru H ycnoBa rbeHor crroJr,arrrber >xuBora y 6yryhnocna, yKonprKo ce oHH Mory npeABr.rAerr.r.

3aro cy cnerlujalHt't KypceBH [By3err4 tr3 rrpeAMera

y flporpaM klwcruryra r.r npranlerryjy ce 3a

yrJbyqeHux

ilH&nrlaAy a:l.ue norpe6e cBaKor- yrteHr,rKa.

Y nporpana HHcruryra ynasv yqelre npeMa crreunja,ruxna MeroAaMa pa3Hux npo$eclrja, 3aHara, yMerHocru
u Aouahux HayKa.
Hanope4o c raM, Bprrru ce rrornyHo reopujcrco u:yr{aBarbe r{oBeKa H cBera y cBr.rM }blrxoBaM iuelyco6nrau
oAHOCHMa u y CrijraAy He caMo ca eBpo[cKoM HayKOM,
seh H ca ApeBHHM asrajcxur.l 3Har6eM.
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HOCTHMa

BpeMe pa3paAuo r-ocrroAl4H

fypuujea ca

cBHM

ycualeHuu ca noce6sr{M oKoJrKprrcTzurH3oBaHr4M y caBpeMeHoM xr.rBoTy, Te y

E3MeHaMa

ropaje.

flpsa

14

AonyHaMa,

To cy oco6e xoje rexe canropa:rujamy y

cKnaAy c [porpaMoM caqr4r6eHr4M cneqr.l-ia.nno 3a [bnx.

Apyra - ro cy oco6e xoje clege MeroAe klacrvrryta

(u,rsy H3yqaBarLa oBof HJrH oHor ilpeAMeTa rro corrcTBeHorra u:6opy, Kao r{ oco6e xoje xene Aa ce H3Jreqe KopHcrehu naeroge PlHcruryra.
Tpeha rcareropuja - To cy oco6e r<oje Aona3e Ha onulra rpeAaBarba H npoyqaaajyje4aH cnequjanHN [peAMer
xoju uru oApeAu I4Hcrraryr.
hyp., rpBe Kareropraje he xacur,rje 6zru nogersena

Ha

rpr{ tpyne rtoA clegehuna

Ha3]rBr4Ma:

l.

eesomepuuKaepyna,
2. uesomepuqKa zpyna,
j. ezomepuuKa zpyna.
Cnu rionoupnMJbeHu yrleHurlH [pBe Kareropuje npra-

naaajy Hajnpe."ersorepauroj" rpynu; oHn xacurzje, y

55

cKJraAy c JrHrrHr4M oco6uHaMa, Tpe6a Aa npeby y ,,Me3o_

repnurcy" fpyfly, asarr4ur oner y cKJraAy ca cnojnna splrE_
HaMav creneHoM "roHMaH,a", rpe6a aa npefy y..e3ore_
prqKy" rpyrry.
Terc noruro

rpoby cBe re rpa tpyne, oHn uory 6aru

uocseheua, najnpe reopujcxra, a 3arr.rM 14 rrpaKTr{rrHo, y

cBa [rrrar$a roja cy Helo3Hara o6uqHau JbyAr{Ma, a roja
je rononr crojux cneqraja,rHrx ucrpaxr4Barba y nepr{oAy
oA cKopo [oJ]a BeKa, yrBpAHo rocnoAuH fypgnjee, nao a

rpy[a JbyAH BeJ]rzKe caBpeMeHe KyJrrype, noceefieur4x ]ac_

TpaKr4Barf, y o6j ercnnHe HcrHHe.

hyt,

rpBe Kareropraje, crynajyhw y klnc.ruryr, Ao1wjajy o4peleHe AHpeKrHBe r4 HHcrpyxrruje rerc rourro
ilo rryHe "u u4uru4ya.il :att rt4crfih" .
Marepaj a-n, HaeegeH y "un4lrsr4Aya[HoM .[Hcrnhy,',

je

ca gera,sHuM rrocMarparbuMa rnanHrx $yHrrlrzja opraH?Bua v cnequ$uuHuM oAnHKaMa cBaKor cy[oBe3aH

6jexra, KpHcraJrH3oBaHHM y meronoj ul1ztBilAyanHocrr4,

6aur xao H y rreroBoM. HHBoy rliDxrre, naruherra, toBopa,

y $oprraaMa r*,eroBr.rx Svsravxrx

pe$lexca, Mupuca, yKyca, c:ryxa, BHAa, pe_

ocehaja, TeMrrepaMeHra,
H rrcr4xurrKrx

axqaje na 6oje, oco6esocrN euauaqrEje, u.rg.

Pe:ylrarn rlrx [ocMarpana,:aje4lro ca pa3HHM rro_

yrnplenutr roKoM Hcrot ror neplroAa, o cnoco6nocraua rt cKJ]oHocrwMa 1are vrH;tvrBu1ye, yHerHM y
"utgwzugyalnu twcrsh",6uhe 3a pyKoBoAr.roqa, Aa raro
Aat\vMa,

KaxeMo, "nora3Ha raqKa" npI4"[LIKoM yr:epfnaan a uiero_

Aa npo,4yKTHBHot canaopa:nujana. Ha ocHoBy Hcrr4x rr4x
noAaraKa Srahe oapeleHu rrpeAMe.rv 3a v3ynBa]Le, Kao H
rrpena3Ha [raH 3a cneqzja,rHu rrclrxaqrH paA, oAtoBapa_
jyhw aauua xHBora 3a BpeMe 6opanxa y l4ucrvryry, a y

cnyvajy 6olecru
34

-:a

norpe6ro

rir"*..

ata

lH-

floce6sa ttzDKrba he ce nomarsaru oHHM HHEuIBLTEyKoA r<ojux cy yorreHu o4pelenu HaroJrorrlKr,r cuMrrroKao mro cy cla6ocr BoJbe, TBpAouraBocr. Jrelbocr,

SeepasloxnH crpaxoBpr, oceharre criurHor yMopa, afiurt4-

!r

pa:apaxrlrBocr, He[paBr4nHa

Irocr

lrJrrz npeKoMepHa

pa3MeHa

uarepilja, roja-

MprrraBocr, sroynorpe6a rurKoxo-

-Ia" HapKoTr4Ka. r,rTA.

Y r-rrasHor4 oAeJIelLy Ylawnryra nocraBJr,eHi4 cy

najcanpeiueuwju anaparu H rrHcrpyr\{eHTr, - uaj6oraraja
rolexqnja, aKo ce Ha IL,y rneAa Kao ua:aje4Ho ca6paue

-ncrxzjarpajcre", "xeuujcro-aua.ilaru.{Ke" H "flcrlxo-

rcoj ra o4rorapaj y saxreeuua

ce Kopr{cre pi 3a He3aBHcHa HCTpzI}KilEaBa caMHx yr{eHHKa - oHH y }bHMa Mory.4a rrpoBepe cBe

e[clepuMeHTa,'r He" rca6 lruere

onllrTer rv7fia,

atv

reopuje r{ TBpArLe H3JroxeHe Ha ornul4M [peAaBarbnMa,

xoje rzu ce Mory yr{HHurH cyr\{rbr4Br4M H rrpou3BoJbHHM.

Bpahajyhn ce Ha rraBr{r4 rrpeAMer one 6poruype, rpe
cBera )I(eJri4M ga u:jaeun Aa caM llucruryr [ocJre MHorr4x
noryruaja najsa4 ocHoBao y Opauqyu<aj 1921. roAHHe Ha
npHHIIHrrHMa HaBeAeHr4M y npocfieKTy. A,nu, Ha u,rqiy ae-lHKy xurrrocr u ua uecpehy cBHx -r4r4u xoju Mncrre, urro
he, no ceoj npmliqu, cxBarv"rv 14 Apyru, oH je nocrojao
xparKo. Jep, aarcoje rvroj pag y noqerKy yrnaBHoM cneAuo
ouo uno je MorJIo r43rne.qaril xao lloj JIpIr{HlI qu:r, ja canr
3Hao KaKBy 6ir xopucr oH AoHeo rtnraBoM r{oBeqaHcrBy H
pa.:nrajao caM ra raxo Aa yruby.{H t4HTepece u o6yxearu
caB TaKo3BaHlt ":gparoiuuclehlr cBer".

Y jercy pa4a I4ucruryra,

;rcrce uecpehe

y xojoj

rrocJre xzurocHe

ayrouo6u-

yMano laureau HacrpaAao, 6uo cau

npIaHyleH Aa yracr4M He caMo 18 noellx oAeJrerba klucruryTa, ocHoBaHrlx y pa3HI4M 3eMJbaMa, seh u cee ruro je
6ulo ueuocpeAHo noBe3aHo c rJraBHlrM oAeJrerbeM.
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Hehy y oaoj 6poruypv onvcvBarpr xoju cy gorabaju

6uru nosesanu c uecpehona xoja naeje sa4ecu.qa, u KaKBe
cy Heor{eKHBaHe oKoJrHocrH H3 cBera Tom ycJreAr.rre - oKoJIHocrH xoje cy Me [pHCHnr4ile Aa, HaKoH IrITo caM ce norrryHo BpaTHo cBecrH, rrpeAy3MeM Mepe 3a [pecraHaK paAa
cBera oHora iltTo caM c orpoMHHM Hanop[Ma cTBopHo, H

o qeMy ro4po6Ho roBopHM yjeauoj oA Klbura rpehe cepHje.

OA csera urro caM rarr,lo o6jaeno, nonoeuhy yrcpaTKo caMo rJraBHe pa3nore xoju cy Me npr4HyAr{ilu !,aralla
[oqHeM Aa flHIrIeM Lt,.e,aK, aa ua r<pajy rpajeea, [ocraHeM

rtue

naojr.lx ugeja, ra:nrely ocrillror u flyreM K]r,lrxeBHo--ru, a xoja uuje nna,ra ycilexa:6or uenoysAaHocru H nolJr{He Jre}bocrr4 iby4rl rcoje carr roKoM Burrre roAHHa cneuirja,ruo npunpeMao sa raj ua-rs o4je4norra ua je nalo
!{a [aMeT Ea MV HArrrTa He cMeTa Aa HcKopr{cTr.{M HacTarD/
:rrryaqrajy u ga c6ivr fror{HeM .qa.{HKTapaM rr,rareprajan.

Ll zaro, ue npecrajyhu Aa pa3Mr,rur,tsaM, perrprx Aa,

;a rpajy rpajera, raKo H ypaAnM.
C,qeAefre Ber{epa caM 3aMoJrHo jeany oA naeHa 6rn-

:rux

Flajnpe caM HaMepaBao Aa o6:sauuu pa3nr.{qr.rre ac-

"ctau4ap4Hr rl4car.I".

Hexoruro Mecequ flocJ]e [oMeHyre ayroMo6rlrlctce

uecpehe, naga canl ja - a v cBV roj a cy vu 6u:m 6rucxu rrocrao curypaH 4a hy xuneru, v KaEa cy cBe nperxo,AHo
KpucraJrlr3onaHe $yrt qraj e r,r yrrpf eHH pLIraM IIHTeH3HBHor paAa Mor Ayxa fioqeJru Aa ce H3 g1a*ay AaH o6HasJba-

jy, 4ox je uoje $rz:uuKo reJlo vr Aafi>e 6xro 6ecnouohuo,

re je raxo nocrojara 4ucxapuouuja uzwe\y Mor reJla H
Mor Ayxa, npucursanajyhu rr.re.qa rptruM MoparlHe narl6e,
oAn) rr4o caM Aa naferra ce6a saHHNaame rcoje 6u ruoje nrracnn ycMepHJro Ha Apyry crpaHy H raKo orarualo uoje
IuryKe.

Je4He uohu, AoK caM Jlexao y rrocreJbu a [aruo oA

je raqa3a neHe 6s,ra HeIrIro yo6uuajeuo,
roAcraKHyr je4Horta acoqrajaqujoM H cerI4BrrIH ce rageja
cBor rr;raHa rojanla caM nocJreArbrlx Mecequ 6uo o6y:er n
rcoju je, Haj:a4, roqeo Aa Me nporarba
a rpe6ano je .qa
ja
car{Hrr,aBao omxry cxeMy cpe6yAe ocrrapeH AoK can
HecaHuqe, rcoja

rroMeHyror TJIaBHOT IIHJba CBOr )KHeora, yrusyryjyhu u narvrepy rxzpoKor llpoflarl4parba cyru-

ACTaBa 3a nOCTV3arse

1r)

oco6a Aa y3Me onoBKy H cBecKy H Aa rarrHo sa6e"qe-

xlr oHo ruro 6ygeu Ar{KTHpao.

rexre caojnx vgejay BHAy KparKr.rx cqenapuja, noroAHrrx

il rro3opnrxre Hru $uru, r,r Ar,rKTrapao caM Ta cqeHapuja

roia 6rax "ucfleKao" 6yxsa.nno aa je,4au 4an.
llonreriyhy caMo qerupu oA MHor[rx cueuapr.rja rcoje

ie\r

H3Ar.rKTHpao:

Rorcantruucmu

Xupoxaumt$a 6epse
Heceecuu y6uqa
Tpu 6pama

ffa6wx npyxro Maxap npra6nuxrry rpeAcraBy o Ka:ahrepy rux, Aa raKo KzDKeM, MzuILrx "KlLfl;tceBHltx KoM:i.)3nqlrja" roje calr TaAa Ar4KTHpao a xoje he, nag 4o!e
:sH-vraK, ilocrarr,I rro3Hare rry6riuqz - Te reMe cy MH
r-cro rraAiure Ha fraN{er ycne.4 oBor prJIH onor yruqaja Ha
rtoje opraue nepqenuaje xoju cy y ro BpeMe 6uln noceiro ocerrsuBu - MHcJrHrra ga je AoBoJbHo Aa oBAe KaxeM
-trrro o 4oralajy rojn vre je Hagaxnyo Aa H3pa3HM HKe
ul{cjlH, H3ByqeHe na rvrojrx ugeja y nocneArleM oA sefr
rrtr\rHyrlrx cqeuapuja, y Tpu 6pama.
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Hexoluxo

HeAeJT,a

nomro caM floqeo Aa

AHKTI,IpaM,

raga-ie oBo HCrBo 3aHuMarbe He caMo yqHHHJIo xpaj uojoj

ycpegcpefeHocrn Ha ruoje 6esHarex;{o crarre H Ha c}rryaqrzjy r,re rcoje Hucau Br.rAeo H3;Ia3, neh je ycKopo Ao6u.rto
H onJru(e eH'rysuja:ir,ra "c-rojHi,t-ueMa-Iilare" u, na xpajy
rpai ena. AoBe.no .{o ycfiocraBJL'a]ta AHcxapMon[i3oBaH]r,x
SyHxrIHja naor $nauuror reJla, 6yxyhra ga je ono joru 6uno .v BeoMa ycnopeHoM reM[y, peu]ro caM, HaKo joru ulrcaM Morao 4a nyryjeira caM, Aa Kpel{e\{ ayrol,rodu:rona y
llapa:, y npariLa uenu 6lncxux JLyAH, xaxo 6ux ce oAMOpHO O.q aKTrrBHOr MHrrr.]}eH,a H, yOfIIUTe, XarO 6nX npoMeHr{o yTHCKe.

Ceaehpr je4He eeuepu y Ka$ey Caera, rlo3naroM y

To BpeMe rtrely c'rpanrlHrv{a, HeKoJIu]qJ.1lHa ruojrx npnjare-

rl,a u ja cMo pa3MarpanupL3Ha rrl,ITarra.

I4:ue!y ocraJror, fioj\ireuyr je u 'raga BeoMa notr-vnapaH $unr'a Tpu 6pama, ra .jegan og r'rojrax 4pyrapa je npeAJrolr(Ho ga noleuo H lrorreAaMo raj nosnarn $ranrra xojr.l
je npurca:iaaaH y ABopaHaua cneqajarHo npuJlarofeuuna
3a TO.

Pemucruo ga noleuo cnn noruro je 6plocxon 6uo cacnnu 6lNsy, re nolox ra ja, uaxo c BeJIHKovI MyKoM.
V 6nocxony je 6rana HeBepoBarHa ryxBa, 6uno je
reurKo Aohu Ao Kapara, arur jegaH og rvrojrx upujare.rsa ce
Aoceruo Aa ro peirrn TaKo rrrro je, ouumegHo, nJIarI,Io

''acrpoHoMcxy" ueHy.
Cnrarpau HeonxoAHHM Aa oBAe noHoBHM ca4pxaj re

je "ra\a 6uxa "4orafaj" ce3oHe, aJII{ MoAa caM, ceAehra y roj ABopaHra rryuoj Jr'yAr{, Ko-

urlirocrr-r, xoja
pau peha

jri

cy s6or pfase aeHrulaqraje 6unu npucwtsenla AayAAury rexaK Ba3Ay4 6yayhu Aa HHcaM 6rao y cramy Eala3aJ6

raj Sunvr rz ro
Mor
BrIAa joru nuje
la rneAaM c HarropoM, norrrro Soxyc
'luo vcnocraBrbeH, Te caM 3aro Mopao Aa rneAaM pa3nl4-rxre o6jexre uac jeguuira, qac Apyrl4rvl oKoM, H HeupeKulHo Me je y:pyjarao raj 6ecuracreHl4 "nonroAuu 6,'ie$",

her.r, 6uo Hanpocro npuHyfeir Aa rneAaM

lnja je fioilynapHocr 6una ycnoBJ],eHa HHcrI{HKror\,I craAa

xoju gauac npeomafyje uely ry4rarrla.
llo :aapmerKy oBor, xaxo 6rx peKao, "xuilHort4.{xor npoqeca", Bparr4o cal{ ce y Ka$e Cneta, rcojuje noToM rlocrao naoja napacra "rcaltqerapvrja",kr, no[ITo cai\{ no-'Te[eHo noBparxo caoj rrrup, rtoqeo oaM Aa cM]IUrJr-1,?\r v
..-raBH

corrcrBeHu crreHapuo, racuuje Ha3BaH Tpu 6pt*nct.

()
OA raAa na cBe Ao AaHau*er AaHa 6aano caM ce
IrcKJbyt{LIBo rIHcarLeM H r{ecro canr s6or HoBr{x rIJIaHoBa,
Hacruurprx roKoM ruojlrx ue4uraqlrja, Me*,ao reKCT H Koflaqny Sop*y y rojoj he 6urm o6jan,'reno oHo trlro HanH[IeM.

fra 6wr, quraoqy oee 6ponrype Aao

npeAcraBy o

.-ruoi Sopupt caojux reKcroBa? xojy caril Ha rcpajy xpajena

..'-ra6pao, a Aa He HarrpexeM ripeBrrfire croj jaAuu, ilponu-

;Ho

H3MopeH Mo3aK, Hanerutry npBLIx mecr crpaHi4lra

caoje npne Kr+ilre xojaje [ornyHo 3aBpueHa H ilpeAara y
[rTaMny.

I.Iypuujen
CBE I,I CBJA

lecer

Kn,ura y rpra cepurje

IIapns

t933
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Opurufiran je Hanucan Ha pycKoM ra jeprraencrorr,r je:arcy. Ha nexe je:uxe cy KlLHre eeh npene4eFre H noA JlH-

ftrpna cepnja
y rpr.r KlLHre no4 sajegnuqKuM HacJroBoM

r{HHM pyKOBOACTBOM ayropa Aajbe r{x [peBoAH i-pyna

rrpeBoAuraqa, cnequja,tuo o6yreru,rx n oga6paHrx y cKJraAy c rir4xoBr4M HHAktBHAyuurHoCTHMa, KaO H y CKJraAy C
rrlrxoBaM pa3yMeBarr,eM TeKgra u Sunonorururx oco6eso-

OBJEKTIIBHO-IIEIPTIC TPACHA
KPTITIIKA JSyACKOT )KIIBOTA

c'rn cearor je3r4Ka.

Cne je H3noxeHo

cKnaAy c HoBHM Hpr4Hrlr4nr{Ma

Jror[qKof piBvMeBarba y uursy pe[raBarLa TpH KapAHHaJr-

l4xu
EEJI3EEYBOBE TIPIII[IE YFTYKY

Ha 3aAaTKa.

3aAarax
npne cepnje
HervrurocpAuo, 6e:

a Hajuaner KoM[poMHca, c Ko-

peHoM r4rx{ynaTr4 rc fipoqeca qoBeKoBor MErxJbe[ba H

ocehama cBe rrperxoAHe, BeKoBHMa yKoperbr4BaHe norJreAe 14 BepoBalr,a o cBeMy ruro uocrojn y cBery.

3agaram
APYre cePuje
O6es6eanrpr rraarepNjan norpe6an 3a HoBo crBapaflaIIITBO H nOKa3aTH E eroBy [Oy3AaHOCT H KBaIHTeTHOCT.

3aAararc

rpehe cepuje
.{onpNHerra Aa ce y flpoqecy qoBeKoBor Mur]rJ],erba
u ocehau,a nojane [paBr.{JrHe rrpeAcraBe o pearHorrl CaeTy, a He o oHoM HJry3opHoM xoja, npeua oHoMe ruro je

ayrop yrBpAHo H noKa3ao, JbyAH onaxrajy.

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Apyra cepnja
y rpr4 KlLHre no4:aje4HurrKuM HacnoBoM

cvcPETrr c BEJITIKIIM Jbv.ry{MA

Tpeha cepuja
y qeTHpH KrLHre rroA 3aJeAHmKr4M HacJroBoM

XI,IBOT JE PEANAH
CAMO KAAA *JA JECAM'
Tpu xrrure npre cepuje

OEJEKTI4BHO-IIETIPIICTPACHA
KPI{TIIKA JEyACKOT XI,IB OTA
klrl,u

BEN3EBYEOBE fIPHIIE YITYKY

Caapxaj rpBe Klbr.rre
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1. Hacranax Mr{cJrpr.

2. 3aru'ro ce Eense6y6 Harrrao y Cynuesolr cucrerlq/.

3. Y:por ycropaBanla KperarLa
TpaHcrpocro puor 6po ga Kapru ar.
4.3axou na4a.
5. Cscrem Apxaufe;ra XapuroHa.
6. Beqso Kperarle.
7. Craqarre 3HaH,a o acrHHCKoM Euhy-ayry.
8. fipcra o6eure*arc Xaceju, Een:e6y6on vHyK, ce

flocJrar Ha 3eursy O4osro.

26. Jleroruonusau, xoja ce oAHou{
Ha pzBMurxJbama Haj cneraj er Arrj are I I Isy61113,
IIoA HacJloBonor "'Vxrac curyaqnje".
27.Tur' opraHusaryrje 3a rbyAcKy er:ncreHqujy, rojra
crBopeH AeJIIIMa Hajcnerujer Auljare Llluuarrra.
28. fnaeHra BHHoBHuK yHurrraBalba fiena
Arujate lIlurraarua.
29. Ilnoaosu ApeBHr,rx quaulusaquja r4 rlBeroBr{

ycyAuo Aa Hac Ha3oBe "ueryurquua".

9. V:pox HacraHKa Meceqa.

10. 3arirro "Iby1*t" * Hr4cy rbyilr4.

I 1. IlurcaHrua oAnHKa rrcr,rxe caBpeMeHor qoBeKa.
12. flpsa rpMJr,aBr{Ha.
13. 3aurro JbyAcKH yrvr Ha cnoje Saura,:raje rre4a Kao Ha
cTBapHocT.
14. Oreaparre nepcfiexrr,rea rcoje ue,o6ehanajy Hr.trrra
Ao6Po.
15.

Ilpno Eense6y6oro cnyrxralre Ha flnaHery "3eMJby".

16. PeraflasHocr uojua rfeuena
17. Cynepugeja! Ee-rae6y6 rapAn .qa Cyirue

HlrrLr cBerJrH Hraru rpeje.

18. Cynep$aHra:mja.
19. Ee-rrse6y6one upaue o rLeroBoM ApyroN{ cny._rurau,y
Ha ilnaHery "3eMJby".
20. Tpehu Eeme6y6on Jrer Ha [JlaHery "3eFtft,y".

2l . llpya 6en:e6y6oea rocera l4wgujv.

22.Benze6y6je rpan nyr Ha Ta6ery.
23. Hernptu Eelse6y6oe 6opaearc Ha rlnaHeru "3eMrr,u".

24.[Ieru Ben:e6y6on rer

Ha mraHery "3eMJby".

25. Hajcnernjz Anrjara lfluuaur,

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je

caBpeMeHe qusr.{rr.{aaquj e.

30. Yuersoc'r.

Caapxaj Apyrc Krbnre

31.

IIIectr

H rrocJreAlbn Bense6y6on 6opasar

..3EMJbI4". .
HA NJIAHETI,I

32. XranHorasau.
33. Bense6y6 xao npo$ecr4oHzrnHu xunHoru3ep.

34.Pycuja.
35. flponrena upe4eufenor Kypca
TpaHcrpocro pwor 6po ga Kcp ruax.
36. "Heuno" BHme o Heuutrua.
37. (Dpanqycxa.
38. Pelnrraja.
39. Csera ruIaHera "9ucrarullTe".
40. Eense6y6ona npu.ra o roMe KaKo JbyAr,r yqe u
sa6oparLlajy ocHoBHr,r KocMrrr{Kr4 zaxos XenmanapsnaputuHox.
41. fiepsuru ns Eyxape - Xaura Aenas Tpyn.
Caapxcaj rpehe Krbrare

42. Eetlae6y6 y Ar',repnqn.

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43. Ee-rse6y6 o npoqecy rroBpeMeHor

u ysaj auuor yHnrxraBarba qoBeqaHcrBa.
44. llpeva Eel:e6y6oeo M Murrrrbemy, yo6uuaj e Ho
JtyAcKo cxBarame "[paBge" y o6jer<rasHoM cMr{cny

Kopucre

carLa.

Tex raAa here uiraaru Henpr4crpacaH cy,4 o MoM trr4calr,y H TeK TaAa nocroju HaEa Ea here, yxorurKo ce Apxure oHora rxro cre cxBaruJrlr, nanyhn Kopncr', nyreM
,{o6po.rr4Hcrea r<oje y3}rMaM ua ce6e r xoje BaM xeJIIzM

ra:a caoje norpe6e -je4aaje

oA yspoKa
crcpahlrnarra JbyAcxor xuBora.
46. Eel:e6y6 o6jarru6asa cBoM ynyKy 3Haqerue $opnle
Be3H ca u3JraralLeM nojuosa o qoBery.

csuu

47 . Hews5or<Hu pe3yirrar

48. Ayrop qHTaorIHMa.

flpujare"rrcxu caBer nojuje a1,rop 6es nperxoAHe ilpufipeMe Hanacao flpurrrzroM npeaaje oBe Krbure y r[TaMrry.

flpeua

3arcrbyqr-MMa 4o

xojnx

exclrepiaMeHara

caM Aorlao roKoM cBoc rhM KaKo JbyAr,t

Be3H

Aoxvnrsaeajy HoBe )THCKe oA oHora ruro uyjy HrH [po,.r4rajy, rcao a cle4ehu cMlrcao je4ue rasperce u: $oH4a uapo4He MyApocrn, roje cau ce yrpaBo ceruo, a noja gona3v Lr3 ApeBHrrx BpeMeHa y clegehoj $opuylauajw:,,CaaKy MonHTBy Hajaxure cane Mory Aa ycJrurxe H EcnyHe
je4uuo yKoJrHKo je oua H3roBopeHa rpu nyra: npBr,r nyr,

uru norcoj Ayrxe poAureJba; ApyrH rryr, sa cpehy

cuojrax 6.ruxmrx; u rex rpehu ryr, 3a concrBery cpehy,'
cMarpaM HeorrxoAHHM 4a na nproj crpaHuur{ oBe rrpBe
Krblre, cnpeMHe sa o6jan-rruaame, .qaM cleAehu caBer:
t{ra'raj're cnaxy uojy KriHry TpH nyra:
npBH nyr - MaKap oHaKo Kao rrrTo MexaHHr{KH r{HTaTe CaBpeMeHe Kl.br{re
sa cpehy

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cnojurr.r

6raherra.

Ayrop

HenpHcTpacHor npoueca MurxJrerba.

jrx nocle4rsax

- Kao Aa qr,rTaTe HeKoMe Harnac; Ii

rerrpehu rryr - rroKyrxajre ga ),noBure cyurrrrHy Mor nfi-

rrpeAcraBJba cauo'"nporcllery o6lraHy".

45. flperraa Een:e6y6onoM MurrrJbelsy,
To rrrro Jbyp.u w3Bilaue as llpupoAe eJreKTpHrIHTsr
H

qaconHce; ApyfH nyT

Tex ca4a, nomro caM, KaKo ja rracrr,rrr, y: nonaoh

cBem peqeHor y onoj 6poruypl.r, npunpeMr4o o4ronapajyhN "@yu4aneHT" KaKo 6r.rx yrryrparrlueM oKy qnTaoqa
[peAcraBno KoHType oHora trrro q]rHH cyrrrrerHy ruoje 6pourype noA Hzr3r,rBoM llpau nosue ca6peMeHoi4 qoaeuaHcmsy, cuarpaM HcnpaBHHM Aa, ilpe cBera, o6jaeurr,r Ha caB
rrrac Aa caM, r,raKo Hajea,q 3ailot{urbgM o6jasrsuaame cBojrx rexcroea, oArr5rquo Aa rL[rxoBoM rxupe]Ly He AonpHHocrrM yo6uuajennM ryreM, neh y cxnagy c ogpefeHr.lrvr
NJIAHOM.

Taj nrau, roju carra HeAaBHo flpnrrpeMuo, cac'rojN ce

y [peAy3HMarby cBr.rx rvroryhrrx Mepa KaKo MojH TeKcToBH, H3y3eB upne cepuje, He 6u oAMax nocrutrla "cBHMa
4ocrynua" cnojuua.
Ty o4ryr<y caM AoHeo [ocne.4]Lr{x roAHHa, ToKoM
rrocMarparba oco6a xoje cy cJry/rlane uoje rerccroBe; oHa
je nno4 rtaojrax Ayrux pa3Mr4rrubama, rrorrryHo cyflporHr4x
npso6raruoj HaAr,r y BeJTHKH, onrxreAocrynHr4 Ao[pr,rHoc
neqelby JbyAcKe frcrdxe, rcoja 'roxolvr rocJreAlrlrx BeKoBa
nocraje nornyHo HeHopMrurHa.
Y cxnaAy c
oAJg/KoM, HaMepaBaM Aa rry6nrlqu
"oM
yr{HHr.rM AocrynHHM
TpH K}Lr{re rEs rrpBe cepnje. (...)
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OI

cairaor rroqerKa, KaAa caM najsag oi[rr].^{Ho Aa op-

raHlr:yjelr l4Hcruryr Ha ilpuHuanuMa seh noMeH,vruM y

oroj 6poruypn, H KaAa caM'rpaNuo 3eMJby noroAHy 3a ro,
npeAB[iAeo carvl o4peleHe r,r3MeHe r{ 3aTo caM oArr}4{Ho Aa
3a cBaKr.t crryuaj, H y noBepemy, o crojuna nauepaua o6aBecrHM "6parcrBo" (uaHacrup, xoja nocroju y caMoM cp-

uy A:uje), xaro 6rx ce6n o6es6eAuo rbnxoBy nomoh y

6yayhHocra

Ilocne Aytor pa:lMarparra najpa:lnuuurrlj rx oKoJrHocru noje cy ee, mro ce MeHe ruqe, yulaBHoM 3acHHBa.qe
ua rraojuu 6y4yhr.ru penHrHo3HlrM H MopaJrHHM rrocrynulrMal a rlrro ce rlr.rx rur{e * r-ra pyrconoleny, H To y ilornyuoj camacHocrr,r ca cpeAcrBuua r<oja caM HaBeo, yHyTparrrlbr.rM cBeroM

;ly.uu

r<oje caM xeJreo Aa rEM noBepraM,

nocrarnr.r cnro ogpef enu clopa3yM.

OA raAa, oa 1911. rogune, KaAa caM crr.rrao y 3eM,,ry xoja ce ra4a. 3aa.na "Pycru Typrecrau", KpeHyo caM
Aa v3 tpa4a y rpaA r,rAeM Ka Mocrcepr H Aa ce ApyxHM c
pa3Hl4M JbyAHMa rojra cy oAroBapirJrn MoM rIHJby, npunpervrajyhr.r vcroBpeMeHo cBe utro je norpe6Ho 3a ocrBa-

pene rvrojux HaMepa, H yBeK xaga6u Mr,r ce loroAxno Aa

cperHeM Jl,yAe noroAue :a raj Moj rIH$, [oBe3aH AoHeKne
n c naojoira norpe6ona 3a lbrrMa y 6y4yhHocru, yno3HaBao
caM ce c H,HMa H flocrlrraBmu norpe6au aaje4Hauxu goroBop, caa64eerun lrx cBnM ruro je norpe6Ho, cJrao caM
HX

[ON{eHyTpr MaHacTHp.

Torcou quraBot

ror

rlepptoAa 14 cBe go ayronao6u;lcxe uecpehe, rryroBao caM rro uuranoj Pycr,rju, Kanxasy,
Typcrcoj, Henaaurcoj u EHmecrcoj, Ka Mecry r4e hy ce ua
xpajy rcpajesa HacraHurr.t - y rocroJby6rasoj @paHuycrcoj,
caKynHBmH Ha ocHoBy caojux ageja croruHe JbyAu cKopo

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curx uaqnja A:raje ra Eepone; oA cBrx rbl,rx caM o4a6pao

27 oco6a o6a nona rcoje cy oAroBapaJle MoM ulrJby I{ trocirao prx y noMeH)'rH MaHacTHp.
Ocuu rpa oco6e, o4 rojmr je jegHa, noKasaBrlu ce

HeAorHtrHoM, rpaheua nourro je Haa IboM H3BeAeHo clreqajalHo "6aja*e" 4a hy'm, KaKo He 6rl uor.na Aa oAa ono
urro je raMo BHAeJI a kr rtyila, a ABe oA rf,L{x yMpne - jegHa
Kao xprBa HacJIeAHe 6orecru, a Apyra ycneA necpehuor
cnyraja 4orc je rpa:Kana neKoBI,IT)' 6u,rxy Caumuuruyx
cBe ocTilJre cy ToKoM r{I4TaBor rof flepl{oAa, ocHM I43Bp-

uerra cBlrx 3axreBa yrspfeHrx y MaHacrupy rIoA pyKoBoAcrBoM uraprzje 6pahe ra naojax 6usrurx nouohuara,
roju cy Me noHeKaA nocehlrsanu "'rpa;Nehu ncrHuy", cBtl
oHr4 cy ycneJIH ga reopujcxu cxBare rraoje r,r4eje w Ea vx
[paKrHrrHO ycnoje y cBoMe Euhy, paAIa caoje concrneue,
o6jemunuo 3acnyxeHe nopucrn. (...)
Kaaa je rrpe ocaM roAHHa HeKoJtIrKo AereHepl{Ka, Koju ce Ha cpaMory Hailre l-eHepaqr.tje ua:usajy ",'byAI,IMa",
H3BprrruJro rrpornB MeHe qHH rcoju je rocrao "anoreo3a"
rLHxoBLrx 6es6pojHrax "Ao6pux geila", ro jecr rIocJIe 036u.mHe ayrouo6ra.ncrce Hecpetre, il KaAa, raxra.:r,yjyhra pa:y3poquMa, oqurJleAHo [oBe3aHlIM c o6jerrulrHrarra go6puu geruua rvrojrrx nperxoAHllKa lt uojuu rLIrlHo, yflpKOC CB[{M OqeKr4BaEr4Ma, HpICaM yrrapo, y6pso caM lloqeo
Aa racuM I,Inc'rnryr rojn carr.l ocHoBao, Kao H cBe ruro je c
HLIM

ILHM noBe3aHo; ca3HaBuIH racnraje o cnporoBil]Ly Jby!.*l,

roju cy BHIIIe roAHHa xI4BeJII,I o MoM TpourKy y HIaBHoM
oAeJrelLy lIncrxrlrra, 6aru xao H Ha ApyrI,IM MecrI,IMa rAe
caM HaMepaBao Aa orBopI{M HoBe $wujane, peruuo caM
Aa 3a HeKe oA ILr.D( r,r lbuxoBe rlopoAilqe oprauusyjeu Nr,r-

sor y :ajegnkrr\r4, y Heroj oa

3eMzlrba I{errpa.rrue Eepoue,

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rAe ce Mouro )KHBerH penaruBHo je$rraHo u r<ojaje nume

Malbe 6ula noroAHa 3a raKaB x<lrBor.

HJII,T

OpraHvsonao caM xuBor y :aje4naqn 3a re cr4poMacy ce, nala:ehn ce y uojoj 6,rusnuu, no-

rrrHe JbyAe rcojn

HaillaJl,j CaBeCHO H, y IIeIHHH, nOXBaJIHO; rSHMa CaM I]pH_

KJbyqHo oHe rcoje caM cperao Ha

[yry a: TyprecraHa y

llaprz: ra xoje cau a6or Br,rxoBot HeAoBoJbHor HHBoa

cMarpao reK KaHAr{Axtrltua sa rcacHuje yny'hraearre y ua_
Hacrr.rp y I{eHrparHoj A:irja.
OA ra1a, cBH oHH raMo xHBe n, peuaeajyhN pa:He
Hegao6u:ra^:He xHBorHe 3aAarKe, u AaJbe, c jegne crpar{e,
y rrpaKcH ocraapyjy oHo rrJTo cy ca3HaJrr4 oA MeHe roKoM

caor 6oparxay Llncruryry, a, c Apyfe crpaHe, yno:uajy

ce ca qenorcynnnu uojuu rexyhuu paAoM, o HoMe lrM
peAoBHo ruaJbeM asneuraj e.

Iornro cy MHorH JbyAr,r, ua xoje caM ToKoM flocJreAlLe ABe 4eqegraje Havrra3r4o) xeJreJrH 4a sHajy riaMe caM
ce pyKoBoAHO [pHJrr.rKoM oAJryarHBarba o ToMe Aa JrE HeKH
r{oBeK oAroBapa MoM r{H.rby, H [orrrro
6s ro ca:uarbeT r{H_
Hyr MV ce, 3a HeKe oA rLHx Morjro ga 6yge no4cruqajxn

$arrop xojra 6r lrx Harepao pa, uajzag, MaKap fi pa1tl

cnoje eroucrnqHe Kopr4crr.r. ycaoje ucrLrly rojy cy oa **He ca3Hzlrru, cMarpaM yMecHr,rM Aa oBAe usjaouu KaKo cy
oA MHortlx rroAaraxa xojn cy norrpfuaa,rn noroAHocr

Tr4x JByAr,r :a uoj qfilb, 3a MeHe rnaBHu.6uru cregehr,rx

neT:
1) Yxonurco 6ax uocle cBecrpaHot Lrsyqar;arbaycraHoBr4o Aa

y rbrxoBoj

au4Nru4yzrrrHocrur joru o4 rtpxrrpe_

MHor y3pacra nocroje ogpefeue [oJra3He ra.rxe sa ao!e[Le BHrrre wrut Mar+e noxBnJrHor xHBoTa y oAroBopHoM
y3pacTy.
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ri,IrxoBoM 6llhy uuje nor[yHo arpoI4HAHBI'{AyaJIHI'rX

$upa-rra HacreAHa cxJtoHocr sa pa-:soj
rlanropa rcojn palajy l{Mrrynce "opraHcxor crl{44", "peJrHrfi o3Hocrr4", "ilurplliapxaJlHocrrl", "cBecrH o collcrBe-

2)

Vr<o:rrarco

cuprHocrH", HT4.
3) Yxo,urxo je nocroja.na HacJIeAHa cKJIoHocr KoJa
onoryhyje Aa ce y *,uxoeoj wH uBvIxyarlHocrlI p{cKope-

uo"l

nyjy c;ra6ocru Hacrarle ycneA HeHopMaJIHor oxpyxerba'

4) Yno.:rrarco 6a ce scnocraBuJlo .qa cy I'IMaJII4 oAroeapajyhe ycJIoBe a rraoryhuoc"tv Aay cKJIaAy c o4pefenran'l
HMa AocrHlHy 6yayhe [epcneKTl4Be.
5) Yro.r-rrzito c5, 6ap AoHeKJIe 6rilH ceecnu concrBe-

HarreJ-r

He "Hum.rasHocru" ra uoryhuocrl'I ocrBapema norpe6e u

xeJbe Aa ce rpancrlopMlamy H3 Tor HnrnraBnilay oApebeHo "Heurro", xoje rpe6a Aa nocrany, I'I To y cruIaAy ca coICTB9HHM, MHpHO [pOMHIIIJb8HHM CXBaTa*['eM'
pexnll cnu,{,arute, flolxro caM Ha raj HauuH, KaKo 6H
cylxrHo6pl4ce
onIUTe
caM
Haoaqao
no.Ilflofy,
HaHeo
Kapr4,
He cBor no3uBa vcaAa)KeJIHM AaBaM caoururuujeAaH.oA
MHOTHX 3ArubYI{AKA AO KOJ}IX CAM AOUIAO TOKOM CBOJI{X

lyrorpajanx HenpHcrpacHHx tlocMarparLa ayroMarcKor,

a rroBpeMeHo H penarHBHo cBecHor H3poKaBalba JbyALt
najpaenra.*,rrujer coqujaluor flonoxaja,.ypobeHor rIoHMarLa, BacflHTalr,a, pace H BepoBalba, ro jecr o4pefene saKJbyqKe xojrz ce

iny,

ru'ry uajurrvrnujer

ra Hajuenoxersnujer

orIIrITeM, TaKo I{ y cy6jenrurHoM cMI'{(raxropa rojra ce c roce6HoM cHaroM rraann$ecryje y

$anropa KaKo

qoBeKoBoj ncaxauxoj cQePN.

3a caAa try ce orpaurtlwtt4 caMo Ha ro Aa HanoMeuerr,r raj cBHMa cnojcrneu IIcpIxI4r{KI'I sarrop, rojra cav npoBepaBao rz yrnplnaao Ha cBe nloryhe Har{I'lHe, a noja rr're je
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H3HeHaAr,ro, uaKo MH Je y l-toqerKy r43rneAao 6e:nava-iau.

KacHnje hy o merray roBopHTH no4po6uo, Hcro Kao H o
cpeAcrBaMa rcoja caira yrBpAHo roKoM eKcrrepuMeHara) a
roja he Merbaru Qoprry, rra rraK H cacBr4M eJrr4M]rHHcarH
raj uex<ereuu $altrop :ajegno ca cBlrM rr,eroBuM nocJre-

HnSecraqlje csoje npupoAe, ceejeguo ce y MeHIa nocreneHo Soprtaupao, u:ur'lvyha ruoj oj KoHTpoJIH, ayroMarcKll
yrrauaj Ha JbyAe w: caoje oKorIHHe, KaKo roKoM rbuxoBol
6y4Hor, TaKo H ToKoM H,LIxoBof xt{fiHoratlKof crar+,a.
Y6p:o je rr,roje 6yaHo cralle ilor{ero peaJIHo ,4a AoxHBJbaBa pa3nnqnTe Li c uojoru npflpoAoM Hecnojttee nocJreAHrIe ror a),roMarcrcor yrNqaja Ha Jbyne, uno je y neHU qecTo H3a3HBZIIO fpHllry CaBecTH, Te Je 3aTO y tz3pa4u
npojerra Mor xuBora, ruoju je rpe6a-rro 4a nocrarre uoj
pyxono4ehu rpLIHuHrI y 6y4yhHocra, y r<ojoj je rnamro
6ulo ro rlrro oaM yBeK ToKoM oan-vuyjyher [epuoAa, y

AHIIAMA.

llurxuqxu $axrop, rcojra rrae je sanamuo s6or cnoje

arrconyrHe cyrporHocrr4 yBepelLaMa xoja cy uu ycatleaa
y.4err{rbcrBy, Kao a penaruo3Hu H MopzurHr.r nojuonra, xoju cy sajeguuqKr4 cBaM JbyAaMa Harrrer go6a, nparuo cau
racnuje, ToKoM 21 rogme cBor Berrrrar{Kor xuBora, [oMeHyror y onoj 6pourypu, u pazjacuuo caM ra y cBr,rM acneKrHMa :axaa;s1,jyhu je4Horr.r ilplrHunrry roju carrl npu-

yHyTpaullbl4M CTaH,HMa CBol opraHl43Ma Mopao II3nyrpa Aa'oKyrrLtBH[reM" H cBaKoMe Kora cperHeM rloKasyjervr ocehame ry6aau, caocehama, cuunaruje, IIoBeperba, HTA., ja cau o4[yr{I4o Aa yKJbyrHM raj eeh noMeHyru
flprdHrrun, nouJTo je *,erosa np[rMeHa y xfl{Bory, uaxo je
yuraBHoM 6rma rvroj cnequjarun qaJb, [peAcraBJbuIJIa, no
MOrVl MHIIrJberLy, CaCTaBHrr Aeo Mor yH),'Tpalxlber oAHoca
CBKM

MEII,IZBAO HA CBE.

Taj npuurryn, jegaH oA HexonvulrHe oHHx xoje carl

[pHMersHBaO TOKOM TOr- [epHOAa, cBoIHO Ce Ha TO Aa Hr4
y KaKBr,rM oKoJrHocrHMa KoA Jby.{[ c xojntra caM AoJra3uo

Ao.4r4p HHcaM o4o6parao jeAaH r4Mrrync xojra ce ueug6e-

xuo

$oprraapa >/ vrt1t4Bu1yan*ocru caBpeMeHor qoBeKa,

npeMa Jl'yAHMa.

a rcoju ce uanrz$ecryje rroA Ha3rrBlrMa Kao urro cy .,cyjera", "yo6pa)KeHocr", neh catr, Hanporl,tB, cMarpao Aa

Ha raj HaqI,IH, jauajyhra cnojy cnecr, rcoja je crI'IL(aHa

y cralHoj 6op6ra ca c"ra6ocruua, csojcrsennur naojoj nprzpo4r.r, ja caM cKopo yBeK LI ilpeMa cBuMa 3aAp)I(aBao Ao6poHartepaH HMnyJIc; nonax<yhu, Ha rIpHMep, KopHcHI{M

IIpeMa merrry rpe6a Aa ce oAHocHM Kpr4Tsr{KH.

Kaxo 6ax ra yranuo jacHHM r{ Hauracr{o }beroB 3Hauaj, cuarpaM HeorrxoAHHM Aa HaBeAeM pa3Jrore 3a npuMeHy HaBeAeHot npHHrIHIIa y TOM flepHOAy CBor Xr4BOTa.

caBeruMa, HoBrIeM H crBapI,IMa norpe6uuu 3a )I(l4Bor, Kao

rrrTo cy xpaHa, flpefiopyKe, HTA.; I,InaK, Ha ocHoBy cBor
nocMarparLa H r{3yqaBama ge$nnraruBHo caM }'rBpAI'Io Aa
cna rr,roja 4o6pa.qena HI4cy KoA rLllx Paa3]g.Bafia [pI43HaBaire rr,roje 4o6pore, eeh cy, HarIporHB, u3a3vBa]ila ocehaBe
HenputjarerscrBa, [poy3poKoBaHo rHMe IrITo y cKnaAy c
noMeHyrHM rrpuHrrunoM HHcaM y3l,{Mao y o6sup kt Hl,IcaM
pearoBao Ha "pa3ru.rtlTo o6ojeue" I'IMrIynce Hacrarle KoA

3aAyro rrpe Hero rrrro caM cBecHo oAnyr{Ho, H qax ce

hy ce HeKo BpeMe u:jauurara.ru u pearoBaru
Ha rcpaxaBarbe JByAr4 ua o4pefen HaqHH, rrotrrro caM Br,rttre roAHHa, Kao rrrro caM eeh roBop]ro, paAr4o r<ao npoSecHoHztrrHr4 xr4nHoTH3ep, I{aKo caM ce rpyauo Aa KOJIHKO
ro4 je naoryhe Apxr4M noA KoHTpoJroM cBe HexeJbeHe MasaK;reo, ga

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51
I

rbr4x

360rjeAHot ncuxHqKor SaKTopa, cBojcTBeHor-

Ky HaIIIet.4o6a.

Y
soBe_

Y crenry rorre, najnehe gauutra*e, Eo MoM Mr.rrrrJr,e_

rr,y, H3a3vBaje4Ha 3aKOHHTO0T rojy carr,r yrBpAr4o
H npo_
Bepfio y cBHM TLeHHM acneKTr4Ma, a woja ce cacrojani
y
cle4ehenr: yKonHKo 6rx y ogHocy ,u
rco norajHt
rrpeMa lreHu oceha uelpujarerucrBo,""no.u,
HaMepuo
nojaiao

cnoj yuyrpaflrrr,H craB, noeehaaajyhn ilponoprluoHzurHo

H
rroMeHyre "ilputoBope", ro uenpujme.ro"ruo je yaex
rz
6e: u:y:erxa pacno u nperBapano ie yjaruo Henpujare_
Jt CTBO

npeMa MeHH.

fonopeha o roM rrrrerHoM Sarropy, ceojcrneHona

ncHxr{r{KoM crarcy caBpeMeHor qoBerca, lyayhu
4a je ue_
Konr4xo roArrHa 6wo jegaa oA ocHoBur,rx o6jercara
lraojux

nocMarpar6a, cMarpaM HeoilxoAHt{M

Aa fipe Soprvry,raca_
[La KoHaqHC -' "3ax-my.11i6" KaxeM c,re4ehe.

Y osol{ nep[oAy

cBor xuBora, Ha

r43MaKy

cnojax

AaHa 14 cHT CBeta rxTo XI{BOT MOX(e [oHyAI.tT]I r{oBeKy,

pa3oqapaH y cBe rra, [peMa roiue, noce4yjyhu
cne [oAar_
rce rcoju 6u tra ouoryhwr
La6y4eu r"^-pr"rpu"HH

cypLl-la caMoMe ce6a, npN:aeal{ He6o a 3ena,ry Kao cBeAoKe

MoJe Hcxpeuocrpr v, nolasehn oA yBepema, ycflocraBJbe_
ulrx y^uoj oj caecru, j aeno o6s uarryj enr
"rre4ehe,
OcHosHlr FpoK cKopo eBr{x HecropasyMa
4o xojux

AOnA3r.r y rroBeKoBoM yHyTpauBeM cBeTy, Kao H y

Apyru_
-noj,
TBeHoM )rfl4Bory, jecre onaj rcrxur{Kr4
a"
$ar<rop
$opir,rupa y qoBeKoBonr 6r.rhy roKoM *"io"o. rrpurrpeM_
Fior y3pacra HcK,'byqr4Bo :6or Henpaer4JrHot Bacrrr4Talba,
a.

roKoM xuBora oApacne je4urxe :6or csaKe no6yle

roja
y rbeYy pa\a ulrryrrce cyjeme u yo6pacreuocmu.

KareropuuHo rBpAr,rM 4a cpeha H caMocBecr, xoje

uopajy nocrojarz y peanHoM qoBeKy, Kao il y cBercKoM
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ApyuITBeHoM xuBory (caga ocrasJl,aM rro crpaHH H He

xeJrHM Aa aHaJIH3HpaN4 Apyre y3poKe KOJH y Harilelt ;+.HBory nocroje He HarIoM rpunuqou), y sehuHu cwvajeea

"cyjerHH".
I,lcxpeHo 6prx soreo Aa y roM ciryvajy cBaxr'l qoBeK
rojn xelu .{a rpeA Benuron llpupoqou onpanea csojy
cya6raHy ,orer,a, a He o6uque xfl'IBorHlbe, cyA6HHy Koja
nly je npeaoApebeHa uely apyruur 6uhurraa Ha 3eMEH I'{
ro.ja je raKBa KaKBa jecre, y cnou Hacrojalby Aa pa3or-

3aBr4ce HcK-rbyql4Bo oA TOra Aa JIH CTe

oHoMe mro caM HafIHCao, Kao H y HoBI4M

ycraHoBaMa noje Hauepanarra ga ocHyjeM, npe cBera rpe6a 5a yauyta uoryhuocr KaKo Aa y IbI{Ma npoNafe pa-:JrHqHTa cpe.(crBa nouohu 3a ucKopemaBarl,e y ceojoj ueJroKynHocru cBHx oHhx tloAaraKa rojn y mertay pa!aj1'
rcpuje cuucao

o'cYjere".
ocehame
I,I*rajyhra ro y BHAy,

xreo caM Aa, c JeAHe crpaHe'

"[ilopaAH
npHIIpeMe,
Aa TaKO Ka]I(eMo
oKapaKTepH[IeM
AHor rJra" rcoje he r{HTaoIrHMa ouoryhlrru 6ore cxsararue uojnx xacHnjux rIo3HBa - ceojy HerIpoMeHJbHBy, 1\{o-

xe ce uar pehu, o'uaHajaxalHy xelry"

3a peuaBalse\r

Apyt"
MpaqHHx "teaugpoJto IIKI'rx" [po6neMa,
:T:_
"
He, Aa noMofHeM cBoJHM tIHTaoqHMa Aa JacHHJe cxBaTe
peanHo 3Haqerue nocrojama oHIax $arropa y r{oBeKoBo\l
yHyrparlrbetu cBery Koju AolpnHoce cBecHoM HJIII qax
ayroMarcKorr,l pa:eojy HMnyJICa Ao6pa npeMa Apy'rHlt
JbyAHMa, a m Kojl4x [poucrHr{y cBe Moryhe nocne.{Hue
u,.

roje nporaspeue yo6uuajeHuM JbyAcKI'Itvl nojuoeuua - ro

jecr npoucrraqy Ias HMnynca roje u4ea-rrusyjy H HcnoBegajy csa peilHrao3Ha yqerba turo cy nocroja-na u jour nocroje ua 3eMJbH, Kao H H3 Mopana nojr'rje oAaBHo sa6opaqaK
BJbeH y JbyAcKoM xI4BOTy - cMarpaM KopHcHHM H
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HeorxoAHHM

Aa oBAe

[pr43Hatur KaKo

je y

uH-rby noA-

po6Hor o6jamnema pe3ynrara uaua$ecroaa:e;a

rby}-

ronryHHr<arlujH "rore" Be3e1 3acHoBaHe Ha ry6aerE.

caocehamv, noBeperby, cur,tnatnjn, rr4., oc,lo6ofeue 6uJro KaKBHx plarnx ycrroBHocrH, crroJ.ba HaMerH)"fHx y HailreM xnBory, pe3ynrara r<ojr.r cy panuje H3 HeKor- pa3nora

croj

r,r3MHUiUrH

nrojoi

naffi4

aA

AaHA KaAa CaM SalOUeO CnOj

paA Ha npBoM no3uBy, rra cBe Ao caAa, rojecr Ao 13. noeerr,r6pa 1933. roanse, ja cau c jegue crpaHe BeoN,ra ynopHO H qaK C H3BeCHOM carr,rONpOHiljoM [oqeo Aa r43paxG-

y rrpaKca jegau penHruo3Ho-$u.noco$crcH rrprHrrlttr,

rro3Har seh nnrue BeKoBa, flpeMa KoMe cy Harlrr fiperlu,
,rnn H HeKrr Hauru caBpeMeHHrrH, AocruraBrrru cnojnrrl 4o6purra xunorou o4pefeH creneH caMocBecrr4, rpehuHy
cBaKe roAr,rHe cBor xr,IBora nocsehnganu caMoycaBpruaBaH,y HJrH, KaKo cejour rcax<e, "c[acerLy cnoje 4yme"; raj
flpuHrlr4rt ce Mo)Ke Soprurynr.rcaru ua cleAehu Hatr]rH:
BaM

" E u mu - rnpn e rbul - np e M a-

ce

axon-

6 uhy - u - H e

amu- d a- c e - rcop uutte n, e n- p ac n o n o )tcul ux- u o zyltu o c mu-y muq e - H a-np o^,t e Hy -n o c n e duq a- p aeuxf
- d e n a - u autax - 6ntolc tb ux."
-

n o Kyruas

a, c Apyfe cTpaHe, npoBorlHpao caM H rroApxaBao H3paxaBarbe Tot npHHrlHrra [yTeM BerrrTaqKot AeJIoBa]La Ha
flcnxy rpn pa3nHqure oco6e, u nparno Ao Kpaja [ocneAHue rrpoHcTeKJre H3 TOra.
HaqraH Mor BeunaLrKor- AenoBarba 6uo je rpojax.
Kao npno, AeJroBao caM rryreM cKopo HenpeKHAHor
4o6poHanepnor y6efueatba Lr cnpyryJro3Hor HaroBaparba; Kao Apyro, AeJroBao caM flperlLaMa o 3acrpauryjyhoj

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6y.lyhHocrra, a Kao rpehe, [yTerv{ pa3Hr,rx xHfrHoTzr{Kr/rx

cyrectuja.
Toxorvr HcTor Tor nepnoAa, KoJrlrKo

rr,ru

je 40rryirra-

la uoja npuBpeMeHa $u:uuxa 4enpecuja (nocleguqa nerHKor yr',ropa), ja carr,r npeMa JbyAnMa c xojunaa caM Aona3r4o y AoAHp nojauao cBojy yH),rpaurlLy HaKJroHocr,
npaheny crporHM

H3Bpr"rraBarberra

cau ce6n nocraBno

o:6arHor :a4arxa rojn

H yBeK HMao Ha yMy, Te caM

y pa3ro-

BopHMa HaMepHo rroKa3uBao, rroA MacKoM os6u.rsne no6yAe, nocrynax xoju caM [paKTr{KoBao oA fior{erKa rroMeHyror flepuoAa, ToKoM 21 roAune Beurar{Kor xHBora, a
rcoju cau cyMr,rpao y c,re4ehoj perreHuqa:
" Cyp o e o - n o 6uj
-.n t

amu-

cee

ox u rP e c m at4uj e - rcoj e - my d un o-

- durcmup a- p fi ae a- cyj e ma-ruru o - 6 o p a e u -y - tb u x o B o.u - 6 ulty."

LIIro ce rr{qe qurreHr.rqa noje caM y ro BpeMe ycraHoBHo, cBecrpaHo caM flpoBepuo cBe oue rcoje caM H3ByKao H3 TaKo3BaHor'oKoHTaKTa yHyrpa[Jmrx cBeroBa" H o
hy joru roBopraru y HapeAHHM no3HBr.rMa, a 3a caAa )I(erHM Aa KDr(eM uorunajyha ce Ha cnoje nocre4me
3anaxrLe, y qr{Jby o6e:6efzsarLa Halrrax norolrarca SarcTHTIKHM uarepnjalonr 3a rrpaBuJrHo pa3yMeBarbe peaJrHor
H l,rcruHcKor 3Har{erba ncnxe IbHxoBe "6rux}Le" ca6pahe,
uecpehunx crBopelLa rcoja nare oA HeAocrarKa cHare BoJbe H peanHor o6jer<rnnHor yMa, TaKo Aa ouu, rj. Haurn
noroMun :uajy, sa pa3.rruKy oA Hac, xoju cuo, Kao JbyAH
caora go6a :6or" HenopuurJrHor oKpyxema rrocrzrnn npuruqHo roje4HocraaJbeHe x(HBorurre r<oje reK ayroMarcKH
rcojurvra

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xHBOTape, AOK, y CTBapH, MOXeMO yt4CTHHy nOCTaTr4 60_

roJruKa 6uha, cuocolua Aa cxBare nonoxaj Apyrux jbyAr4

a pasyuejy ta - AaKre, xreo 6ux Aa y roM sBoM npBoM

rro3aBy y onrxrt4M upraMa r4crrplrqaM o jegHorr,r opHrHHa_
rHoM "eKcnepHMeHTy" roju cant cilpoBeo roKoM rrocneArL,Hx Meceqa H Aa orBopeHo KzDr(eM o jour jeguoj Kareto_
pnuuoj oAnyrl{, noee:auoj c nocneAnuaMa ror ncuxoJrotr-tKor eKcnepuMeHTa, pa4u uajer H3BpruerLa HaMepaBaM
Aa xfiTHo 3aBpurHM caoje nacame.
Xereo 6lrx oa4e He[rro Aa KoKeM o roM eKcnepxMeHTy H, [oce6Ho, Aa orBopeHo r,r3HeceM ceojy xareropaLrHy oAJryKy

o oBoM nHTarLy, jep nroxe Aohll - y npoqecv

Mhrrr,rbema MHorr{x rsy4u rcoja cy ce ca MHoM cperanu
paAH pzBMarpa:e,a ugeja) arll Lt Aa.rbe ynopHo xuBorape

ua 3eM,rz,

a ua xoje cau uary6uo

orpoMHo apette 6e:

u uo ce6e, yrnaBHoM
:6or rruxose fperrrHe Jlelbocru - Moxe, AaKJre, lohra lo
uogcruqaja raKBe cHare roju he KoA rbr/rx, ua xpajy xpajeaa, uaxap ayroMarcKr4 crBopt4rn HeKaKBy Apyry
Sopry
"\{HurJr,erLa-oceharLa", xoje 6il 6rano csojcrneHnje voHKaKBe Koplrcru KaKo rro r6r.rx, TaKo

BeKy.

Mopanr ga usjasuv, rrpe cBera, Aa caM) AoK caM rroCrleAlbl,Ix Mecequ paAI4O Ha CBOM npBOM rrO3HBy H HCTO,
BpeMeHo rrperJreAao npry ceprajy reKcroBa npr4npeMJbeHHx 3a rrrraMrry, Aolrao AO 3arubyr{Ka la je HeolxoAHo
o6jacnuru neh nonneHpe, o6rauuol,r nocMarparby HeAocr),nHe noje4anocru pa3Hr{x aJrrpyacrnqK}rx rex}Lu Ka
.tpyr-HM JbyAlrMa xoje nocroje y qoBeKoBoM yHyrpatrrbeM
cBery H saro, y:rauajyhu y o6sap xpajny craryarlujy ro
Jecr, qHlbeHuuy Aa [opeA ce6e cropo Aa HeMaM JbyAe
norpe6He sa o6aa,.barbe Mor eKc[epHMeHTa, :6or o4nyxe
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roje cau ce .{pxao roKoM rIHTaBor

HH3a roAHHa, s6or

orpaHHqeHocrr,r Kpyra,ByAr,I KojI{ uacroje Aa ca MHoM yc-

nocraBe KoHlaKT - npu6erao caM, KaKo 6nx sa pacilonaralby HMao norpe6as rcornugreHT pa3nut{HTHx runoBa
Jby,it4, To

jecr, ruro 6u ce peKIIo, rcaro 6zx

HMao "IIrHpo-

creAeheM KopaKy.
flouro caM oAlytlno Aa pailn rora 3aJIoxI,IM ABe
cnoje HexperHl{He KaKo He 6Iax, yromarco y rpenyrKy 3aBprrrerKa Mor nncarba uoja "npatehu r<orraepUnjarHn" noKO rroJbe 3a eKcnepHMeHTHcarbe",

ja

Ua:neaU, H3 HeKor pa3nora Aoby y

"crarbe noeehaHe uHeprHocru", [rro ce 3aHcra H Eecvlto,
cacBraM 3aBHcHo oA Apyrux IbyEH n Aa 6prx HMao IvloryIlHocr Aa HoBr.r,eM, peanH3oBaHHM Ha raj uaunu, o6jawrrta
H rroqHeM Aa urHpHM cBoje reKcroBe, [ITo caM cMarpao
cBpcHcxoAHHM, Te caM npHcryrll{o peaJl}I3aqnju ror :aJrora He oHaKo raro 6u ro yr{HHHo HeKo Ko je eulue nlltt
Marbe yno3Har c rrapLrcKuM MeroAaMa, ro jecrje1HocracJIOBH, KaKO HX

BHr.rM aHra)KoBaFbeM

no3HaTor rrpaBHHKa, seh

caN,I

crBapama aeh norraeuyror eKcnepI,IMeHTarHor

Y IInJby

nora, raj

3aAaraK rroBepr,Io r{HTaBoM tury cneqrajilJlHux KaHqeJIapr,rja, rao H rrpuBarHHu "uocpegHaquMa" H "noMohauqu-

ua nocpe4uuxa".

3axaaryjyhu roj, 4a raKo KaxeM, ceojoj nocnegrroj

y ulrJby 3aAoBoJbaBalf,a Hcre re
uauuje, yrBpAHo caM - yBepuBurll ce HcroBpeMeHo y HcnpaBHocr re seo6u.rse, craHAapAHHIu [peAcraBaMa cyflporHe z4eje, Kao H y ro Aa cHara H creneH yn]'rparrrme
HaKJroHocrH HeKor qoBeKa usasusajy flponoplruoHzrrlHu
creneH "3re BoJbe" KoA Apyrux rby4l'r- unoro6pojue, go

"eKcrpaBaraHTHocra",

ca4a necnyheHe H HoBe, uaxo cra6e, aJIIr HrIaK BeoMa 3Hauajue ul*seHuqe, H LraK caM, MoHIo 6u ce pehlt, noHoBo
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"Ha$HiroBao ce6e" rarcer4ira 6orarcrsoM r{Hcro rrcrxoJrotuKor Marepra.ia:ra ga.je, yflpKoc MOM yBepe*y, Kao r,r yBepeu,y cBrlx oHnx xoju cy 6ulu Baure nJrr,r MaBe yrro3Harlr

c nojuna reKcroBr4Ma - yBepemy Aa Br,rme HeMaM o qeMy

Aa rruxreM no[rro caM seh Hanr{cao o cBeruy rrrro ce caMo
Moxe 3aMHcJrHTH, Tor nra'reprEjana 6rro AoeoJbHo :a lrojy
Hosy npo$ecnjy nacqa 3a rtkffal flpeocrurJ]H xr,rBor, HapaBHo, yKoJIr.rKo 6wx caxri roxeJreo Ia ocraHeM rruoaq.

flocrao can 6oraruju 3a MaKcurvriuruy KorHqHHy Mareprzjara na Hajpa:-rru.rurnje reue roje y cnojoj qenoxynHocru ouoryhyjy Aa ce car{HHu 3HaraH KrbHrlceBHH paA,
BepoBaruo oduwuuju oa Eetse1y6osux pa3zo6opa c yHyrco.u, xoju 6ux, ua [puMep, Morao Aa Ha3oBeM Cuoeu n
Qaumasuie mydu XX aerca.

Y sesn c rrzu rpe6a noMeHyrr,r r,r ABe Aplre xzurocHe

nocneAxqe: npBo, To rxro caM y llaplr:y Mopao Aa HanycrHM Mecra Ha roja caM HaBaKao raKo Aa qecro [peKr.{-

raM peAoBaH rox cnojax MncJrr{, nocseheH AaroM 3aAarKv. flotrrro je o4 4aua KaAa caM ce o6pa.rrzo ga nouoh noyerryTHM rauqelapajaMa H [pHBarHI{M JrHrIr.rMa, rrpouu4pHBarbe Mor "eKcnepI.IMeHTiInHor floJba" [oqeJlo Aa ce
orruja roraKo 6pso, reponarHo g6or oilrrrre xpa:e, :6or
qera caM 6rlo npnuyfeH Aa ra npeKr4HeM H3 crpaxa
Aa He
6r'ge*r, Aa raKo KitlKeM, "HacyBo ycucaH"; Apyta [ocne:raua je 6unay roMe ilrro carr,r cnojy excrpaBaraHrHy r,rAeji'. Ha xpajy rpajera, rrJraruo BeoMa BeJrr{KoM cynaoru QpaHuycKrix $panaxa r{ HeMaqKHx MapaKa.
Ipyry oKoJrHocr se 6lrx Hzr3LIBao xzurosHoM, nolxro
carr seh HaBHKao Aa cHocr,tM BeJIHKe rporxKoBe roKoM pa-

:uux cnojm< acrpalrtlaBarf,a,

Hsre foAHHe HeOrleKHBaHO
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Aa ce uuje gorognno Aa caM Te

nOCTaO )r(pTBa

aMepuqKe Kpwe.

Ilpr,rcehajyhvl ce ca1a "aMeplauxe KpI{3e", o xojoj ce

ToJrHKo roBopHJIo, fl nor[yHo cBecraH Tola Aa he ue
MHorH npeKopeBarn, uehy KpI.ITI,I Aa caM ja ma'rHo He car\,ro 3aAoBoJbaH, Beh 6yxra,rno ocehau npaBo "3agoBoibcrBo" n 6rarocu-mau ry KpH3y xojaje rlorpecna, cnoJba
rureAaHo, cra6HJIaH H rlpoC[eplrreraH aMepI/FIKH )KHBOT.

Oeaj "uuny;ic aro6e" je Hacrao y uojoj HHAI'rBHryzuluocru u noja.rana ce pI AaJbe s6orrora LIITo caM TeK
rrocJre ror yrraqaja *ra rr,roj rrlarepaja,rHu noxoxaj, uuao
uoryhuoc'r Aa ce yBepHM y HcnpaBHocr cnojrx I{crpDKHBatba, H Ao[Iao caM Ao alrcoJr]THol y6eferra, xoje je 6llno H3pDKeHO y I{HTaBOIU tvtOU 6Uhy, a He caMo, Kao [pe, y
r,rojoj cnecra, Aa yKoJII4Ko cy nporl{BHo roj ,4oKyMeHroBaHo no'mpfeHoj quH,eHHIIH, xoja je nocrojala y ApyrrrrBeHoM xrlBory jour o4 [o3Hare "tpulto-pl'tlttcKe qHBHrru3arruje", ca1ay HalIeM ApytxrBeHoM xuBory cBH"yHyTpaurbu cTHMyJIaTHBHH HMnyrcI4 fipecranu Aa sa 6uto
roju Hauuu o4paxaaajy y rberoBoM yHyrpaullbeM cBsty
,'ry4e roju nac oxppnvjy, oHAa ce ro 4orafa ucKr,ytlnBo
ycJIeA Tora IrITo ce y jour ue$oprurzpalry cBecr Mna.qe renepaqr.rje yHoce pa3He ycJloBHocrz I4 HaBI4Ke 3a lbrlxoBo
BeurarlKo lEgptuKaBalbe, To jecr Kao [ocJIeAIruIa raxo3BaHor BacnuTarLa xojeje roqeJlo Aa Ao6uja norryHo AeOopMHcaHe Soprr.re 3a BpeMe rpqKo-pI,IMcKe IrHBHJIH3aupIje H
noce6as ilpoqBar Ao)KHBeno y e[oxl4 cpeA[LoBeKoBJba.
Henocpe4na nocJIeALIqa lroje noclegme "exclpaaaraHTHocrH" 6ruro je ro IIITo ca:vr, rufajyhl'I MHorc JLyAe

pa3nnr{HTor coquj a-nuor nonoxaj a 14 HacJIeAHLtx oco6xna,

rojn 4auac xLIBe y oHoM IreHTpy y KoMe y Halxe ao6a 6opaBe JbyAI{, a rojra ce qar a:aa3vna "upecrouulloM eBera"
H rAe, npeMa roMe,

y zso6ursy rpe6a ga nocrojra

caB, Aa

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TaKo KDKeMo, "caBp[reH

rouQop"

aa cpehau cBaKoAHeBHil

xaBor na roju

cBH Apyru ,ny4ra rpe6a 4a ce yrne4ajy r.r

npuuerryjy ra Ha cnojy Kopr.{cr Meby cBHM r}rM caBpreniarvr xou$opou rpe6a na 6yily na6pojanra H oHl4 yrpou-

Osge rpe6a AoAarH Aa rI,I flc]rxHurIa $axropu JIaKo

uory 6urn ycaferu JbyAlIMa rojn y npnnpeMHoM y3pacTy xaBe y ycJIoBHMa caBpeMeHe Kynrype, Nwr Ea 6n ocTaJIH He[pOMerbeHH TOKOM IIHTaBOT [epuoAa oAroBopHor

je aa y

uHJby tbHxoror javarra, rano

erccnepnMeHTa, 6y4y npahenl4 y trepu-

heHu uero4u nojutra ce y qoBery $oprrrupajy ogrorapajyhra $axropra 3a cBecHo Lt ayroMarcxo rrcpoKaBaFbe pa3na-

xHBora, norpe6uo

"o6jerrarHof MopzIJIa" - flotlro caM c rHM

JLyIItMa, o4 rojnx caM xeJreo 4a 4o6ujena HeBenr4Ky cyMy
HoBrIa:a o6es6elueame uoje cnojuHe, npoqerbeHe Ha HeKoJIIIKo MIrJIt4oHa, I4Mao pa3nHqylTe, ilaraKo KtDKeM, "nocnoBHe o4Hoce" a ocreap-vjyhu y flpaKcr{ rope noMeH},rH
"perraruo3Ho-$unoco$crra npuHqurr" 3a rrocrnsa]Le Mot
[cprxoJrorrrKor rIHJBa, ycreA cBera rora, yrBp.qzo cau 6ea

oAY OA ABe-TpH I-oAHHe rIocJIe rbuxoBof ca3peBarba, Kao

qHTKx acneKara

aKaKBe ceHKe CyMlbe, noTfryH HeAocTaTaK OHIrX nClD(OJrOruxrnx Sarropa y rr,HMa, xojz cy ce y cKJraAy c MHoTHM Hc-

roprajcxmvr noAarIHMa, no'rrpfeHau AoKlMeHTHMa, ueus6e-

xHo

y rleJroKy[Hocru JbyAH npotunt,rx enoxa.

OHu ncnxuqroa $arooprz, xoja cy $opvupanu y JbyAHMa TOKOM ri,I/IxoBot npl4npeMHot y3pacTa Aenr4MHrIHO
caMH oA ce6e, no4 yrraqajeur oKoJrlrHe, a AeJroM nyreM
HaMepHOr AenoBar*,a MyApHx HaCTaBHHKa TOKOM OATOBO$oprr,rrapaJru

pHor xuBora, MexaHuqKr,r AeJryjy na o6nuny onrrrry ncr4-

xy Ha raj Har{HH uITo rH JbyAr{ He Moty, rraK, 5es o6eupa

Ha cBe croje xere, Ia ce rpeMa ApyrHMa noHaruajy 4pyrauraje Ao y cKnaAy ca flcI,rxurrKraru $axropr.rMa yxope]beHHM y [5HMa OA AeTHTLCTBa.
Ja ronopzrvr o oHHM $axropuua xojN ce qaK H caAa
HzLJra3e y npoqecy Sopuupama, t4crvHa, nor[yHo ayro\{arcKr{, rco4 rehuue lryan xojz )rcuBe Ha cBr4M KoHTLTHeHTHMa Ha MOCTHMa BHIII9 ITUII4 Malte II3OJIOBaHT4M OA yTl{qaja raxosnaHe caBpeMeHe "Kyrrype".
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cy noKa3aJru uojn

lI

rc 6yty garuutheHu oA noce6so jaxax cnorHrax yruqaja

IIyTeM yCrIOCTaBJbarba coficrBeHol yTHqaJa Ha rLux.
Mely rurra rcuxHqKHM $arcoputua, je4au xojn je
uajouuueguraju u Hajpe,'re$Hujra Moxe ce Ha3Baru "3pHueM caBecrH" - H oH IIpHCl4JF,aBa CBO| BJIaCHI4Ka Aa nOcTyIIa HcKpeHo npeMa cBHMa KOJII My yKalKy noT[yHo noBeperbe, qaK H aKo ra }beroBa raKo3BaHa "6y\ua cBecr"
y6elyje.(a nocryra Ha cynporaH HaqI{H.
lonopehra o ron $arropy, cnojcrneHoM t{oBeKy, Koju je $opuupau u nocrojao je y BpeMe oAroBopHor xtrBora Harrrax [peAaKa, xoju neh oAaBHo 6opaae y Be'ruocrn, Hehe cMeraru aKo [oMeHeu 4aje oA neAecer Jb]'JH,
xoju xuee y [pecroHau]r cBera a xoju cy MI{ y ro Bpe}te.
HapaBHo HecBecHH Tora, [ocJIyxI4JIV Kao o6jemu r"rojm
fiocMarpar*a. @yHxquonvcaybe .v maHuSecronarbe ror cBojeepcnor rrcrtxuqKor Saxropa je nora:alo ga je oH xol
mrx je4aHaecr y rlornyHocrz rpaHc$opuucaH 14 LI3BHroflepeH, a 4a je y roMe orr4uao rottHKo AtuIeKo Aa ce rtpll
cnyvajuoj HJIH HaMepHoj no6yara HcnoJbaBa y qoBel!1
nyreM u3Bpuerba gt tjanaerpanHo cynporHor qHHa.
Lll.t:anarte, yBepr4o caM ce Aa KoAABe, oA oHlxje:anaecr oco6a, nocroje oqHfrIeAHH 3HaIIH OHOI HCTOI 3.'IOr
"Hr4[]Ta", roje cy [pBr4 rryr y qoBeKoBoj ueroKyrtHocr]l

yoqunu

BaBHJIoHoKI4 MyApaIrH

Ha3BaBIlH

Snsuuapu-xeMuqapl{.

ra noucuerciop, u rcoje npeMa o6jaur+,eny ru-x

6l

MyApaqa HMa oco6HHy .na ce noA oApebeHHM ycnoBHMa

cpeAHHe rpeTBapa y r.r3Bop 3apa3e.
Mory aa Ka)KeM KaKo HaMepaBaM Aa rro 3aBplrerKy

cnoje cnoco6socln u cne uoryhHocra, npaKynJbeHe roKOM rvror XHBOTa, paAr4 OHOfa lxTO CaAa MOry Aa npeAy3MeM.

pa4a Ha cBoM rrucalby, To "Hr4rrra" 1 1rrrr* o6jexrorr,r

ceojux HcrpaxuBarsa H norpyAHM ce Aa nalerra cpeAcrBa
norr,rohy

rojax ce r.r3 JbyAcKlrx )KHBora Moxe

HcKopeHHTH

ra Hecpeha r{oBer{aHcrBa.
Yneprzaurx ce Aa ocHoBHH y3pox Herocrojama SaKTopa, roju ce naKo Mory HarvrepHo Sopnaparu, ymaBHOM Jrexr4 y TOMe rxTo y npoqecy Bacnr,rTarba caBpeMeHe
renepaquje He noc'roje cnequja-nuo o6ylenra rrylu rojrz
cy Heu3ocranHo nocroja,'lu y xr,{Bory Ha[rux [peAaKa, a
rcoja cy Ha3r,rBaHr4 "4l,xoBHaM no!aMa", y ,lraiy je ocnoBHy AyxHocr crraAaJro Aa nyreM HenocpeAHor y'ruqaja na
yH),rpaulbn cBer Aeue, [oMorHy Aa ce y rrnvra $oprr,rrapajy 3a ApyrxrBeHu xuBor noce6su H Hyxffir,r rrcuxurrKu
$arcropu, 6ee uuoro pa3MurxJbalba caM oAryrrHo, yKoJrHKo Mlr nole sa pyKoM Aa, IIpe cBeta, cnojnrrl rrHcarbeM

no6e4uu cnequ$uuuy MacoBHy xurrHo3y uuju cy cBV ac-

nerra eeh
3BAHA

y ApeBHa BpeMeHa, a rojaje uav y cKraAy ca caBpeMeHHM rroHMalLeM

aHaJrH3HpaHH

xenepmw

uoxe 6uru cxeaheHa Kao "Heo6uqHo-noAcrarlarbe-yMoBa", a Kao Apyro, Aa 6e: cMerlLH H y aAeKBarHI,rM "pa3MepaMa-TeMrryr" opraHl6yjerr.l neh noMegyre xly6one noBor r[rra, cBaKaKo 6nx yueo ugejy laje.qHa oa HraBHHx

$yHxquja rrx xly6oea 6yae opraHz3oBame HHcrary.ra

uuju5u lqur. 6uta npnnpeMa ",{yxoBHr,tx ro!a" rojz 6n y
rrornyHocrlr oArcBapaJrr,r cBoM rro3BarLy. (...)
Karco 6r,rx ouoryhuo Aa ce cBe oBo ocrBapH, ja ynpay BeoMa qyAHoM c,ruqajy oKoJrHocrra, gajeu cno-

Bo AaHac,

jy

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peq rcoja urrla rpaBy TexHHy

Ynprcoc yrapleHoru
BaM Aa Ce OBa

- Aa hy wro6ulucaru cne

KlLHta, KaO

ir"rr*

He caMo Aa Ao3Bo-'aK}}Ure npBe Ceplr-

r,r CBe OCTUIJIe

je, nperura*r[aBa y 6ra,ro rojoj 3eMJbI4, seh caM, arco je ro

norpe6uo, c[peMaH Aa rIoMorHeM To rlpemraMnaBarue.
HapaBHo, noA ycJroBoM Aa ce car{yBa ancoJlyTHa raqHocr.