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Cnn's nina dos santos says her father advised her to take a job in a christian order. She says the scheme was rejected for doctrinal reasons but was gradually pushed aside. She writes that the zest for life called forth an aspiration against which no worldly zest could stand.
Cnn's nina dos santos says her father advised her to take a job in a christian order. She says the scheme was rejected for doctrinal reasons but was gradually pushed aside. She writes that the zest for life called forth an aspiration against which no worldly zest could stand.
Cnn's nina dos santos says her father advised her to take a job in a christian order. She says the scheme was rejected for doctrinal reasons but was gradually pushed aside. She writes that the zest for life called forth an aspiration against which no worldly zest could stand.
made the decision, I should find the Benedictine order most
suited to my temperament. I went for a number of doctrinal talks with him. The thing I found hardest to swallow was Adams apple. I was told that I must believe that it was the sin of physical greed over a physical apple that caused the Fall. Even though I knew nothing yet of religious symbolism, I felt intuitively that this was a sterile parody of a profound truth. However, the scheme was not rejected for this or any other doctrinal reason but was gradually pushed aside during the months that followed by the zest for life in me which means simply that the spiritual impetus was too weak, for when the real doorway opened several years later it called forth an aspiration against which no worldly zest could stand. Within a year I had to give up my job on account of illness. When I recovered the Oxford University Appointments Board informed me of two possibilities one at an Italian Archaeological College in Palestine, and the other as a private tutor in a Polish country family. I applied for both and both accepted me. The former was a chance to retrieve my position in an academic career; the latter was a dead end. However, the former refused to advance my passage money. They were willing to refund it when I arrived but I had not got it. I was no longer on good terms with my father, so instead of asking him for it straight out I asked his advice which job to take. He advised the Polish one. He was a practical, level-headed person, so I could only wonder what his motive was in advising what he must have known to be the wrong choice: whether it was because of the passage money or because the college was Catholic and knowing my leaning in that direction, he feared that I might be lost forever to a religion he abominated.