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Maine
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The issue
in which
we prove
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wasTed on
The young
Angel Aquino is a woman
of a certain age (and that
age is 42)
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Midlife Sentences
from three writers
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T H E P E R F E C T PA I R : S E E W H O W E A R S T H E PA N T S I N T H I S P R E V I E W X E S Q U I R E C O L L A B O R AT I O N
T H E P E R F ECT PA I R
Esquire and Preview partner on yet another style collabthis
time taking sartorial coupling to romantic lengths with real-life
model couple, John James Uy and Jessica Yang. Have a peek at
his-and-hers style featuring Uniqlos assortment of stylish
pantsperfect pairs, indeed.
C o n t e n ts
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ESQ&A
Margarita Fors, Asias
Best Female Chef 2016,
talks about nostalgic
food, Italian mothers,
and women in the
kitchen.
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MahB: Drinking
The most pleasant way
to end the day is with the
tranquility of scotch and
a cigar.
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MaHB: Tech
Fitness trackers
are all the rage, but
do you need it?
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MaHB: Cars
Meet the Jaguar XE, the
baddest cat on the road.
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The Case For
Fading Away
When the limelight
dims: Tirso Ripoll,
Manuel Legarda, Kevin
Roy, Jett Pangan,
and Zach Lucero find
peace in older age.
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MaHB: Art
The return of artists
Alfredo and Isabel
Aquilizan has the
local art world abuzz
with anticipation.
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MaHB: Books
This month, fall in love
with four female
heroines (who may be
unlucky in love).
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Style
Store openings
and expansions
accommodate the
growing tastes of men.
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Notes & Essays
Francis Joseph
A. Cruz on film,
Clinton Palanca on
friendships, and Kristine
Fonacier on forty.
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Woman We Love
Angel Aquino talks
about growing up
ugly, aging fearlessly,
and her favorite
four-letter word.
C o n t e n ts
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How Not To Die
Or your money
back. (Kidding.)
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In Dub We Trust
Maine, her men, and
the phenomenon
that is AlDub defy all
reasonable explanations.
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Snow
A fictional story about
things that are cold and
lonely, by Sarge Lacuesta.
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What Ive Learned
With Gregorio Honasan
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This Way Out
Esquire October 1972
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Lighten Up
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head with of-the-moment
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It may havE comE aS a Shock to hER, bUt bEIng namEd
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Drinking
The
Pleasurable
Quaff and
Draw
fInE bRown SpIRItS, fRagRant
cIgaRS, and chEERy nIbblES.
tImE SlowS down at 1824.
by NayNa katigbak
photographs by tammy david
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1824 IS a fIne place for a wee dram or two. pIck your drInk and cIgar
and SIt back for a SpecIal coze.
not Sure where to Start? flIghtS are a great way to enjoy 1824S wIde
whISky SelectIon. tour the beSt of the ISleS, one pour at a tIme.
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BOOTY CAMP
Do wE REally nEED fItnESS tRackERS?
by K ara Ortiga
illustratiOn by jaO san pedrO
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Rules of Engagement
aftER bEIng away foR yEaRS, aRtIStS alfREdo and ISabEl aQUIlIzan
aRE REady to Show US thEIR nEw woRkand wERE ExcItEd.
by devi de veyra
photographs by jl javier
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Taming
the beast
Jaguar Xe IS determIned
to be a bad cat
by Jason K. ang
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Femme Fatale
a look at foUR fEmalE hERoInES and thEIR UnUSUal boUtS wIth lovE.
by SaSha martinez
illuStrationS by alySSe aSilo
Th e Pu M Pki n e aTe r
Penelope Mortimer
Can Xue
haLf a LifeLong
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Magda
Meike Ziervogelfounder
of the independent
Peirene Press, which
specializes in short fiction
in translationhas written
her own novel, about the life
of Magda Goebbels. Blending
historical fact and poetic
license, we meet the wife of
the Nazi propaganda minister
Joseph Goebbels first as an
illegitimate child, then as a
woman desperate for home
and security, and then as a
woman prided as the Nazi
ideal of womanhoodwhose
fanatic devotion for the
Fhrer compels her to usher
her children into the bunker
for certain death.
eileen Chang
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M O D E L C A R L O K AT R E C O M O D E L S G R O O M I N G M U R I E L V E G A P E R E Z
G R O O M I N G A S S I S TA N T J E F F D E G U Z M A N I N T E R N A LYA N A C A B R A L
Style
FEBRUARY 2016
IN THIS SKIN
PHOTOGRAPHS BY PIA PUNO
ST YLING BY CLIFFORD OLANDAY
Make your way to the recently opened second level of Herms, where, amid the now-available furniture and homeware
(get your leather-trimmed portable lamp here), is a wider selection of clothing and accessories for men, including
various applications of leather; from loafers to briefcases, jackets to bracelets. The manipulation of animal hide is
the French houses expertise, so much so that if they could make everything with leather, they probably would. In
fact, they already do. A sweatshirt in croc? Did it. A double-zip hoodie in watersnake? Done that. A bicycle? A pink
elephant? A ball cap in buttery-soft lambskin? Yes, yes (its a decorative objective), and yes! Anything is possible in the
hands of their artisans, and now, you can start building a life surrounded by the most beautiful skins right here.
Lambskin leather cap, silk button-down shirt, and cotton crepe shorts. Jardin dOsier wallpaper.
Second floor, Herms, Greenbelt 4, Makati City.
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There is a good
possibility that with
care and a bit of
luck, a leather jacket
will outlive you,
your children, and
even your childrens
children. And when
made of calfskin,
which wears no
protective coating,
the garment will look
even better with use
as it gains patina
over time.
Natural calfskin leather
jacket, cotton jersey
T-shirt, flannel-and-wool
cashmere trousers, and
Steve bag. Sellier chair.
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TAKING STOCK
Three new shops accommodate the
expanding tastes of men.
BY MIGUEL ESCOBAR
PHOTOGRAPHS BY MAGIC LIWANAG
You dont often allow yourself to admit it, but you like to shop. Its easily half the fun of dressing well.
Theres the thrill of the chasein the quest for a sport coat, a white shirt, or a pair of shoes that no one
else has and which took ages to find. Thats what men look for in a retail establishmenta shop where
they can discover pieces that are difficult to come across or unlike most others. And because of this
thirst for shopping, options are expanding. More and more stores are keen to provide men with what
they seek, and youd be damned if you said you didnt enjoy it.
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M O D E L C R I ST I A N D AT R E C O M O D E L S G R O O M I N G J OA N T E OT I C O H A I R M A I CY G U T I E R R E Z
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TRYST STUDIO
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BangKoK: SSaP
Born in
New York and now based
in Bangkok, this cult brand
incorporates camo patterns
and Thai techniques in
fabric dying to create
streetwear, from graphic tees
to hoodies to track pants,
offered at friendly prices.
BesT BeTs The reversible
jacketcamo on one side
and black or olive on
the otheris on its way
to cult status.
exTras Denim track
pants, anyone?
Gin and Milk, Siam
Center; +66 2 658 1000.
The lowdown
Hong Kong:
new CreatIonS
CuStom taIlorS
The lowdown Its sartorial
staples with impeccable
fit will make it hard for
Prints Please
You can never say that Riccardo Tisci
of Givenchy is afraid of prints when
much his work has been powered
by iconography, whether it was a
snarling Rottweiler, a collage of
Bambi and a nude female form, or
the passion of Jesus imprinted like a
ghost on the sweatshirts and overalls
in his latest spring collection. More
than just a punch of graphic, these
visuals are statements of whatever
question Tisci may be exploring. Can
you be provocative? Are you a sinner
or a saint? Are we all prisoners (like
JC)? Heavy, right?
For men who might not be ready to
wear such statements emblazoned on
their chests, Tisci extends a helping
hand, releasing a one-off collection
inspired by the more elegant jacquard
motif of a club tie. Tisci reworked
the idea into something more
abstract and applied it on wearable
pieces like, for example, a reversible
bomber jacket, with the micro pattern
on its wool side and a clean wash
of black on its nylon half, plus
accompanying accessories.
If you are still on the fence about
putting on a print, even with such
a quiet design (from afar, it would
appear that you are covered in a
flourish of dots), we fully support
the compromise of breaking the suit.
Wear just the jacket or just the trouser.
Or wear your workday uniform but
carry the printed briefcase.
And what does this pattern say
about you? That you are playful,
adventurous, whimsical, or funto an
extent? Or that you are just trying this
for now? Whatever it may be, this is a
fine way to dive into the fearlessness
of prints.
Greenbelt 4, Makati City and ShangriLa Plaza East Wing, Mandaluyong City.
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TO INFINITY
More than the mere measurement of the
hours, Vacheron Constantin is in the
practice of sculpting time.
By Johanna PoBlete
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The Art of Bulgari: 130 Years of Italian
Masterpieces is staged at the Tokyo
National Museum. With approximately
250 pieces on exhibit, it is the first
retrospective of this scale to be held
in the country.
A Note on Emotion
It is all about feelings. at least, thats what Lucia Silvestri looks for when figuring out what to do with each and every stone she encounters as the creative director of bulgari
Jewellery. Its something that you have to feel. It has to have great passion inside, she muses. and so Silvestri spends hours and hours playing with gems, often talking
to them (I ask, What are you doing here?), until, say, a 125-carat sapphire inspires her to mount it on a geometric garland that moves like a waters cascade. Sometimes
the gem speaks. Other times it is unclear. I can see that the gem is talking to me, but its not in the right way, and so we re-cut it. It is something like a love affair, she explains.
I hope you can feel that behind the jewelry is a passion for our gems. We do.
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Throughout their tempestuous love affair, Richard Burton lavished Bulgari jewelry upon Elizabeth Taylor. The
actress wore this yellow chiffon dress, together with a brooch of emeralds and diamonds, on her wedding
day in 1964. Top right: A limited edition digital watch, inscribed with Bulgari Roma on its bezel, was a
Christmas gift to the jewelers top 100 clients in 1975.
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A Note on Luxury
a bulgari watch is a luxury watch,
points out fabrizio buonamassa
Stigliani, director of the bulgari
Watches Design Center, and for this
very reason, it must be timeless. you
have to manage in a very careful way
all the details in terms of materials and
design, he says. Exhibit Number One:
bulgari Octo Mono Retrogradi. Though
its elements are unconventionala
single hand that sweeps across the
minutes in a 210-degree arc and a tiny
aperture that reveals the hourthe
watch remains very much elegant
and, maybe most important, not
at all confusing to read. I love this
watch because it recalls a dashboard,
Stigliani adds. I am a former car
designer so I have these elements in
my mind. It would be interesting to
develop these kinds of things.
These kinds of things also
include Exhibit Number Two: bulgari
Magnesium, the intelligent watch
that keeps sensitive information safe
in an underground bunker somewhere
in the Swiss alps. Pretty cool. but
if youre not interested in data
management, you still have ...a beautiful
mechanical watchunique with the
bulgari taste [and] bulgari materials.
and if you prefer something
stripped down, here is Exhibit Number
Three: bulgari Roma finissimo.
The commemorative edition, which
celebrates the 40th anniversary of the
original Roma, translates the mastery
of volume inherent in all bulgari jewelry
into a dizzying slenderness. Well let
Stigliani describe this, his favorite
watch, in his own words: Works very
well. Perfect on the wrist. and its for
me. That, my friend, is a true luxury.
Style
The culture that has been
established in the basketball world
in the last five years has been the
love for sneakers, says former PBA
player Jeffrey Cariaso.
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basketball was the sport I grew up loving, and
shoes were just part of that culture, he says.
I still remember my visit to local courts as a
young kid. I experienced all of that. Basketball
isnt just a game for Filipinos. Its something
that galvanizes a community. Erick used his
childhood experience as inspiration for his
designs. He is responsible for the Philippine
flag-inspired Lebron 12 Low, as well as the
Kobe 9 EM Philippines idiosyncratic elements,
which were influenced by hand-painted local
courts, banig weaving, and the tsinelas.
But back to Jordan: when His Airness shook
the basketball world as an unparalleled player
(and starred in an animated Looney Tunes film
to boot), Nike jumped at the opportunity to etch
his silhouette onto a pair of kicks.
Kids looked up to him like a superhero, and
religiously kept up with new releases every year.
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Grooming
FEBRUARY 2016
There isnt a dictionary entry for barberdashery, a term that describes the barber shop-slash-haberdashery that is
Felipe and Sons. And perhaps thats a good thing, as its given the partners behind the grooming establishment the
freedom to run free with their idea of what a barbershop should be.
Opened in 2013, Felipe and Sons kickstarted a renewed interest in revolutionizing grooming for men, elevating the
no-frills cut and shave to an art form. Gone are the days when the definition of the modern gentleman equaled offhand
selections of hairstyles and clothing as the grooming industry continues to thrive and in turn fuel an appreciation
for better services in more refined surroundings. Dark and masculine, Felipe and Sons feels luxurious and inviting at
once, a comfortable place to linger with a cup of freshly brewed coffeeor a glass of whisky, wine, or beer, if you
pleasewhile waiting for your appointment.
Buoyed by the success of their first store, located along a side street in Makati, partners Marco Katigbak, Paolo
Canivel, and Martin Warner recently set up shop in Ortigas. We never knew that we would open a barbershop,
shares Katigbak. It was just always a topic of conversation. Small details like just having updated magazines in
the storethese were things we noticed and talked about. I guess we always thought [barbershops] could be done
differently. Canivel suggested integrating a haberdashery into the concept after they had found the space. It was
big, so we thought about what else we could do with it that would work with a barbershop. Tailoring had potential,
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so we spent about a year ingraining that idea in our minds.
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Buzz or Snip?
A barber and a stylist weigh in on
the techniques and trends in the
art of cutting hair.
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From top: Maintain your shave and haircut at home with specialized grooming tools and products.
The second floor is dedicated to Felipes made-to-measure tailoring service.
Grooming
GOOD VIBES
the glory of the sun calls for scents
that lift you up.
With the rise of temperature comes an upward shift: to citrus and herb-y notes that offer relief in the day
and complex florals or woods that set the stage for (maybe) lucky nights. Thats the magic of perfume.
While it allows you to smell good, it also makes you feel better. And those that are composed particularly
well can event transport you to a specific moment. The kiss of a cool breeze on the beach. Running down a
mountain trail. The sunset. Its time to shut the door on the doldrums of months past. Here are the scents
that can lead you in the right direction.
RefReshed
Imagine walking through a
hiking trail surrounded by
evergreens or rolling on a bed
covered in pine leaves and
citrus peels. Now, imagine that
in a bottle.
eneRgized
One pump delivers a blast of
squeaky-clean freshness that
later on develops into a smooth
aromatic scent (lavender and
orange blossom punched up by
vetiver). Expect a lot
of compliments.
Salvatore Ferragamo Acqua
Essenziale Colonia (P4,750 for 100ml
and P3,750 for 50ml)
ChaRismatiC
Is it really surprising that the
shoe company responsible for
setting off a womans shapely
legs would create a seductive
scent such as thisfor men?
Hondeydew melon, pineapple
leaf, and suede make for a
potion that turns heads. This is
a crowd-pleaser.
Jimmy Choo Man
inspiRed
Its the smell of your hands
after tearing up a bunch of
green things, more specifically
neroli and mate leaves. It is
also apparently the smell of
the Silk Road, which was the
inspiration for the unusual
fragrance. One more thing to
like: This comes with a blessing
of longevity and wealth.
Shanghai tang Mandarin tea
(P5,850 for 100ml)
continued
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continued
Playful
This will give you a toothache
in a good waylike a plate of
milk cake with fresh cream
(coconut and vanilla bookend
the scent) served on the
beach. Enjoy.
Pleasant
If we consider The Scent as the
spirit of Hugo Boss (that name
is a lot to live up to), then you
could say that Boss, together
with its suits and ties plus this
fragrance, is a dependable,
everyday staple. Nothing
wrong with that.
Boss The Scent (P5,950 for 100ml
and P4,350 for 50ml)
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Irreverent
At the core of Paul Smith
is spontaneity, so naturally
his fragrance blurs the line
between sweet and spicy. This
was built for cooler months,
but whos to say you cant
enjoy it now?
Paul Smith The Essential (P4,258 for
100ml and P3,038 for 50ml)
Bold
The limited edition celebrates
the number one rugby team
in the world, the All Blacks
of New Zealand. Which is a
fitting tribute since the juice
embodies a most virile man,
someone who can strike down
a tree with the single swing of
his ax.
february 2016
NOTES &
ESSAYS
FRANCIS JOSEPH A. CRUZ
ON FILM
CLINTON PALANCA
ON FRIENDSHIPS
KRISTINE FONACIER
ON FORTY
arTWOrK by edric gO
images cOurTesy Of WesT gallery
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Notes &
essays
Of MOvIes and
MIdlIves: 2015
fIlMs wIth
CharaCters
In CrIsIs
Cinema, our last bastion for hope, is intent
on celebrating youth and depicting old age
as a grave misfortune.
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Ernesto (2014)
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II
On FrIendshIp
clinton palanca
In the year 44 BC, Marcus Tullius Cicero
wrote a portmanteau treatise on Friendship
and Old Age. When the time comes, I will
be able to address the topic of old age, but
for the moment I can comfortably write
about friendship and middle age, especially
how middle age changes our friendships.
Cicero addressed the two topics separately
in his conversation; but there is a reason
why the two topics are bound together.
Friendships, like bones, grow more fragile
as one grows older, when they are brittle
as old china, just as friendships are elastic
and pliant in ones youth. In middle age
they are somewhere in the middle, like a
doughy pizza crust that has been left in the
box overnight.
Forty is the great pivot point. Its the year
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III
In the MIddle
Kristine Fonacier
1. F*ck Forty
The dread of the big four-oh set in just a
few years after I passed the big three-oh.
I began counting down to 40 on my 34th
birthday, mainly because I was so far away
from home (I was literally in the jungle, in
the deep rainforests of South America) and
because the lovely Amerindian people who
were our hosts decided to celebrate the
foreigners birthday with a cake upon which
they placed as many candles as they could
findwhich, surprisingly considering our
remote location, was a lot of candles. If I
could pinpoint a time when it dawned on me
that I could no longer qualified as young,
being in the middle of nowhere and blowing
out the worlds best-lit birthday cake was it.
And so there began the terrifying
countdown to midlife, which seemed like a
second, and far less fun, adolescence, as my
body began to undergo sudden and alarming
changes that I didnt understand. Like the
growth spurts and body odor of our teens,
the body likes to surprise you with overnight
changes as you approach your 40s: you
wake up one morning to notice that your
temples are graying, that your gums have
receded, that your face has begun to migrate
towards the floor. Or at least youd notice it
if you hadnt also become half-blind between
bedtime and breakfast. (No ones exempt:
See, for example, Leonardo DiCaprio, who
had kept the face and figure of his 12-yearold self for three decades, take on a midlife
bloat these past couple of years.)
There are a couple of things you should
know about the loss of your youth, an older
friend had once cautioned me. The first thing
is that you dont feel any different inside, she
said, which really sucks when you recognize
the way that your brain is still happily
hovering around age 27, but your body has
kept marching militantly towards the future.
The second thing, she said, is how fast it all
happens. You kind of think of age as something
that creeps up stealthily and clumsily on you,
like traditional zombies; when its more like
the new-model rage zombies that appear one
day on the far horizon and then bear down
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2. In Defense of Contentment
The initial panic passes.
Is that panic what they call the midlife
crisis? When you get over it, you may
realize that the banality of it all is perhaps
the most difficult thing to take about the
so-called crisis. Everything is survivable.
The classic midlife-crisis epiphany is that
half your life has passed, and that you have
more yesterdays than tomorrows (midlife
is a great time for clichs); its the catalyst
for all that panic. But that epiphany soon
enough turns on its head.
I was thinking back over the mess
that my life had been so far, counting the
lost decades, the lost friends, the broken
relationships; I was taking inventory of all
the mistakes Id made that had led me so far
astray from the path I thought I was going
to take. Where the hell had I ended up?
How could I have gotten so lost?
And then I looked around and thought:
Thank god.
Life is the sum total of all your choices,
and by the time you hit 40, youve made most
of the big ones: career, marriage and children
(or not), where to live, where to entrust your
loyalties, who to be. Not all of these choices
are painless or wise, which to a younger self
may feel like failure. But perhaps thats part
of the reason for all this anxiety surrounding
midlifeits that our expectations are set by
our younger selves. We look into the future
as nave apprentice humans, and we have
certain ideas about where were going to end
up and how were going to get there. But, as
creatures who only know pain as an abstract
concept, we actively thought to avoid any
real experience of pain.
Time ticks by; we grow older. Before
we know it, too much time has passed and
weve missed the chance to have other
people hurt us, wrote Douglas Coupland,
who remains my favorite Gen-X chronicler,
20 years after he popularized the term. To
a younger me this sounded like luck; to an
older me this sounds like quite a tragedy.
The singular kind of contentment that can
only come from age is born partly out of
being able to look back into a long and notparticularly-well-lived life; to think about
how youve managed to create a glorious
mess, and how youve survived it.
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Hilda (2014)
BREW CODE
THE TASTEMAKER
There is no greater power than
inuenceand this man has it in spades.
Hes imbued with an inexplicable charisma
and an uncanny knack for foresight for
trends and culture. Hes sharp, intelligent,
and magnetic. He is a man of ideas, of
concepts, of creativitya connoissseur of
everything. Hes your popular friend, who
right now is across the bar, talking to a
beautiful woman. Hes the guy with more
followers on Instagram than anyone else
you know personallyand yet who doesnt
seem to care about social media at all. Hes
the tastemaker: an inuencer, an opinion
leader who always nishes his bottle of
San Miguel Super Dry before discretely
excusing himself from the party.
EXAMINE WHAT
YOURE DRINKING,
AND YOU MIGHT
LEARN MORE
ABOUT YOURSELF
THAN YOU WOULD
EXPECT
A special drying process
makes San Miguel Super Dry a
brilliant light amber lager with
strong, aromatic hop notes and
avors that give off a dry taste
and an elegant, quick nish.
Its clean, crisp hoppy avors
instantly make this brew the
absolute beer of choice for beer
connoisseurs and those who
simply want to sit back and
relax after a fullling day.
THE VOYAGER
Cerveza Negra is
a full-bodied dark
lager with rich
caramel tones made
from roasted pilsen
malt and other top
quality ingredients.
The right balance
of bitterness and
sweetness, and a
creamy, frothy head
entice drinkers to
bask in its unique
avors. This bold,
dark brew brims
with the sweet taste
of roasted malt, and
invites only those
who are as bold
and daring.
THE PURIST
Dont fix what isnt broken. It isnt a
new addage, but it holds true for many
things. No one knows this better than
the Purist. Hes the kind of man who
puts tradition, heritage, and originality
on a pedestal. He is driven not by an
aversion to the contemporary, but
rather a resistance to mediocrity. His
tastes are keen to distill everything
down to its purest form, its original
formwhether its his preference for
vinyl over streaming, his distaste for
quartz movements, or his penchant for
selvedge denim. While he is certainly
prone to sentiment and nostalgia, the
Purist is always on vigilant watch for
quality and true value. He nds that in
Kirin Ichiban.
SAN MIGUEL LIFESTYLE BREWS ARE SAN MIGUELS FINEST BEERS, CRAFTED
WITH THE FINEST INGREDIENTS AND BREWED IN SMALL BATCHES.
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How
Not to
Fun fact number one: Half of all men who die in this country this year
will be killed by heart disease, stroke, or cancer.
Fun fact number two: Half of all doctors seem to have different ideas
about how to prevent the biggest killers of men. We spoke to the best of
them, and over the following pages, we simplify, clarify, and prioritize
their advice on minimizing the risks of dying before your time.
illustration by paul sahre
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tHe
Supplemented life
There are the 65,000 vitamins and supplements that cost Americans billions of dollars
every year, most of which science tells us we dont really need. Then there are these eight pills, which,
if taken every day, help combat the biggest killers of men.
the
kiLLerS
heart disease
stroke
Lung cancer
p r o s tat e c a n c e r
tHe
multivitamin
CalCium
and magnesium
coLon cancer
some Fiber
Why: Lowers cholesterol and blood sugar, low-
prevents:
prevents:
W h at
to
Skip
prevents:
vitamin d 3
Why: Twenty to 50 percent of Americans have
baby
aspirin
Why: Thins the blood, prevents clotting, and
protects against arterial disease and strokes.
Also decreases risk of six cancers, including
colon and prostate.
daily dose: Two tablets, at night, with warm
water. There can be risksaspirin can affect the
bodys platelet function, making your bleeding
time longer; it can also irritate your stomach
so as an alternative, consider lumbrokinase,
an all-natural supplement that prevents clots
without many of aspirins side effects.
prevents:
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suboptimal levels of vitamin D, with those deficiencies linked to increased overall mortality.
daily dose: One pill that contains 1,000 IUs.
prevents:
C o M M o nS e n S e L i f e S av e r
More sex.
The more orgasms a man
hasthrough either
intercourse or masturbationthe lower his risk
of prostate cancer,
says Roizen.
Heavy-dose
antioxidant
supplements
Vitamin E in large doses may be associated
with increased cardiovascular mortality, says
Hensrud. Beta-carotene in large doses is tied
to an increased risk of lung cancer. The trick is
that foods that contain these antioxidants are
beneficial, but not large-dose supplements.
FisH-oil pills
New data on fish-oil and omega-3 supplements
show they dont give any substantial benefits
to health, says Hensrud. To get omega-3 fatty acids and help protect against heart disease,
add two servings a week of fish to your diet.
You cant just pop a pill to get what you need.
25/25/50:
The Just-Enough
Guide to
Death-Defying
Fitness
exeRCISe pROTeCTS AgAInST
CARdIOvASCulAR dISeASe, SAYS
HenSRud. IT HelpS lOWeR YOuR
BlOOd pReSSuRe, WHICH IS RelATed
TO STROke. And STudIeS HAve SHOWn
peOple WHO exeRCISe HAve A lOWeR
RATe Of COlOn CAnCeR. HeReS THe
BARe MInIMuM TO ReAp THe BenefITS.
25%
25%
Resistance
traininganything
from push-ups to
free weights to
bands. Twenty
minutes, twice
a week.
Cardioranging
from sports
(basketball, racket
sports) to running,
biking, etc. Twenty
minutes, three
times a week.
whAT To e AT
t h i s pa g e : i l l u s t r at i o n b y pa u l s a h r e ; o p p o s i t e : i l l u s t r at i o n s b y h o l ly e x l e y
50%
Half of the health benefits from exercise
come from doing any physical activity,
says Roizen. Walk 10,000 steps daily8,000
doesnt give as many good benefits, while
12,000 doesnt give any more benefits.
Plus: Forty jumps a day, which can be jump
rope or jumping jacks.
your tissues, usually in hopes of getting rid of a foreign invader, explains roizen. it diverts
your immune system from dealing with serious invaders like cancer, and inflammation in your
existing arterial plaque can lead to a stroke or heart attack. inflammation is the enemy, and
when you eat to prevent inflammation, youre eating to restore your bodys natural diseasefighting mechanisms.
an anti-inflammation diet is basically veganno milk, no eggs, no butter or cheeseexcept
youre allowed salmon, ocean trout, and a little chicken a few times a week. (red meat is
especially prohibited because it alters the bacteria in your body to produce inflammation, says
roizen.) its heavy on fruits and vegetables, as much and as often as you can, with bonus points
for colorful ones (greens, reds, yellows) that are loaded with cancer-fighting antioxidants;
a couple servings a day of whole grains like whole-wheat bread, brown rice, and oatmeal;
and a handful of nuts, for an afternoon snack, since they decrease the risk of heart disease.
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The
Streamlined
Checkup
5
2
4
recommended
daily
allowances
We know, we know: everything
in moderation.
But how much of the below can we have
without causing damage?
1
BuTTer
eggS
Cholesterol
Blood pressure
Blood glucose
Colonoscopy
PSA
(prostate-specific
antigen) and DRE
(digital rectal
exam)
Marijuana
red MeaT
RDA: You shouldnt be eating red meat every day; instead, limit yourself to 18 ounces of lean, unprocessed
red meat a week. (Processed meats like sausage, bacon,
and salami have been linked to all kinds of ailments and
should be avoided.)
5
C o m m o nS E n S E L i f E S Av E R
Chill the f*ck out.
Unmanaged stress increases your
risk of heart disease, stroke, all
cancers, and type-two diabetes,
says Roizen. Ten minutes of
meditation every day via apps like
Headspace and Calm; acupuncture;
sex. Anything that clears your head
and takes the edge off will help lower
your blood pressure and reduce
inflammation.
Coffee
The Thing We All Worry About But Probably Wont Die From
he brain aneurysm has a reputation as lethal, stealthy, and ubiquitous, and yet it is not really any
of those things. only 30,000 americans each year have a brain aneurysm rupture (compare that
with 735,000 heart attacks each year), and 35 percent of them survive it beyond six months. a
brain aneurysm is caused by an abnormality in a blood vessel that someone may have had since birth,
says gudzune. and since doctors cant really prevent them from originating, they can only diagnose
and treat them. if you have a connective-tissue disorder, circulatory problems, or a history of head
trauma, talk to your doctor about whether you should be screened. otherwise, worry not.
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It wa sn t
j ust t h e
music .
I t wa s n e v e r j u s t t h e m u s I C .
away
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Th e in ev iTa ble
h a p p e n s
a n d e v e ry b ody, e v e n ou r ic ons ,
grow u p a n d
grow ol der .
(What does that mean for the rest of us?) Bowie died still cool and still making music,
but he was one of the lucky ones. The classic rock-star trajectory always just seemed to
end in flaming out early (Cobain) or aging ungracefully (Axl Rose).
But somewhere along the way, a third option: even as each of its members got
haircuts, Pearl Jam became the elder statesmen of rock. Anthony Kiedis allowed
himself to be photographed horsing around with his children, and it was good. The
singular contentment that comes from being able to look back at a long career suits
rock stars, it turns out. Having families, settling down, finding day jobs: Sometimes its
good for music. Its certainly good for some musicians.
This is where we found them, in the peaceful plateau of midlife. Marriage and
children are a recurring theme; the coincident downturn of the music industry after
the early 2000s might have also forced their hand, as even rock stars found that there
was no shame in a sensible day job.
It may not sounded so rock n roll of them to settle down, but being grounded has turned out
to be surprisingly liberating. When you dont depend on the music to make a living, youre
free to do what you want, says Tirso Ripoll with a small laugh.
As it happens, with age comes settling down, coming to terms with demons, making
peace with oneself, finding compromise and balance: Sometimes getting older isnt
such a bad thing.
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Tirso ripoll,
guItarISt for
razorback and
general manager
for tabaQuerIa
de PIlIPInaS, Inc.;
the band IS In
the ProceSS of
releaSIng an
acouStIc album
to mark theIr 25 th
annIverSary
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[oppoSIte page] Zach Lucero, guItarISt for Imago, drummer for humanfolk, programmIng dIrector of radIo republIc.
Jett Pangan, vocalISt for the dawn, Stage and televISIon actor, hoSt of myxlIve (photographed wIth hIS daughter, erIka)
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P l a i n
A n g e l
Sarge Lacuesta talks to Angel Aquino
about growing up ugly, aging fearlessly,
and her favorite four-letter word.
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At that time, she was living in Baguio with her husband and
two children. She had gotten married while attending college, the
consequence of a teenage pregnancy. The marriage ended 10 years
later. She singlehandedly brought up two daughters with modeling
money and showbiz money.
I never make long-term plans, she saysits a de rigeur
statement in these parts and just as wellbut she has dreams: one
of them is to live in Europe, to go to market on a bike, in a summer
dress. Perhaps this is a connection to her youth, and at the same
time an escape from itwhen she was young she tagged along to
Farmers Market every Sunday with her father, where he would
pick the ingredients for the weekend family meal. He would
choose the chickens with eggs inside thempregnant chickens!
Both are ordinary instances, to be sure, but look at her: picture
this particular woman pedalling hard in a dress, imagine the
threateningly beautiful gamine in the kitchen, degutting an animal.
She is 42 now, and perches comfortably in the middle of
effortless and composed, accomplished and promising. She looks
easily 20 years younger, but wears a grownup luxury watch on her
wrist; shes won serious awards for her acting, but wont say no to
non-studio films.
By now shes unguarded enough to confide a particularly
hair-raising personal tragedy. She gives gravid detailsparang
comics, na horror story, na parang pelikula!and attempts to give
the episode some perspective, as though shed been watching a
teleserye herself, with its own kontrabida, and is thankful for the
time that has passed that now allows her to make light of it.
Theres no trace of darkness in her humor, no remorse coming
from her end of the table. She is 42, after all. What comes is the
St y l I n g r i a c a s c o H a I r c at s d e l r o s a r i o m a k e u p a p p l e fa r ao n S H ot o n lo c at I o n at a r t e d e a z i lo n
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in dub
we
trust
How a split-screen love story aroused a nation, broke global
social media records, and beat Manny Pacquiaos TV ratings
heres our attempt at a cogent explanation of the indelible force
that is AlDub.
by kara ortiga
PhotograPhs by francisco guerrero
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have you
ever heard of
a love team
who could
dictate
the
storyboards
of
advertisers?
In the episode where the two come
face-to-face in the studio, Eat Bulagas
Mega Manila TV ratings would surge from
20 percent to 39.5 percent, according
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shes the
most wanted
girl in the
philippines,
the
lonesome
antithesis
to the
formulaic
it-girl.
in a massive event called Tamang Panahon,
which filled the Philippine Arena with
55,000 paying audiences, and aired live on
TV via a three-hour nonstop telecastno
commercial breaks. Even Manny Pacquiao
couldnt offer such a thing to us without
pay-per-view. Tamang Panahon would
break Twitter world records by reaping
41 million tweets, beating the 2014 World
Cup buzz of Brazil versus Germany, and
it would earn the highest Mega Manila
TV rating for 2015 with 50.80 percent,
trampling
Pacquiaos
highest-viewed
match (versus Timothy Bradley), and
earn 10 times more viewers than their
competitor, Its Showtime, which clocked
in a mere 5.4 percent. It was the climax to
their love story, and that of Maines as well.
On this day, the nameless, voiceless girl
was finally allowed to speak.
Her first word was: Alden But
this was all it took to fill the arena with
shrieking, tearful, hands-over-mouthswith-disbelief hysteria. The air filled with
unexplained adulation. On stage, even
the characters themselves couldnt escape
the overwhelming cult-like nature of it
all: Wally Bayona would get sentimental.
Alden would cry. And Maine stammered
in disbelief and gratitude. This event
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by A n g e lo R . l Ac u e s tA
A R t by M i c A e l A b e n e d i c to
to put all that stuff in there, knowing I would never see it again. At
the burial someone tried to comfort me with the idea that it would
all probably be there longer than he would.
Over the last All Saints and Souls weekend we were all somewhere
else again, somewhere else but there, and we all probably separately
shuddered and thought that nobody again, for another year, had
bothered to clean out the flowers and the weeds. Or for that matter
and for another interesting factrepaired the letters on his marker.
Someone had stolen the first letter of his last nameand so every
one of our last names, come to think of itso that he became, at his
most permanent place on earth, Ariston L. etrero.
So it still works, and its a bit funny. Whats funnier is I dont
know how someone could have needed that letter L so badly. So his
name, or more appropriately, this name, this chop-chop version of
it, remains, and strangely enough remains true to the flesh that lies
beneath, validated by our highly infrequent, often meandering visits,
through the confusing layout of roads and gardens of tranquility
spread across the vast memorial park, to his grave.
There is something that my mother calls benign neglect, proudly,
and again and again, to describe a kind of situation, as though she
herself had come up with the term, and had first thought up of
such an elegant measure, or, as it were, half-measure, instead of the
quasi-political policy it really was, as it was taught in my classes in
history and economics. It became sort of our domestic policy. Dust
gathered. Fruit was allowed to turn overripe. Pets died from parasitic
infestations, only to be quickly replaced by new dogs and cats coming
in from the street attracted by the smell of uneaten scraps of food.
There was also that yellow pickup in the garage that none of us
could remember moving an inch since the day my father bought it
third-hand and parked it in its parking spot, vowing one day to drive
itadding the terrifying promise that we would be stowed in the
rearall the way from Luzon to Mindanao, thereby transforming
our archipelago into a single seamless landmass through the
employment of chartered ferries and the network of underutilized
bridges accumulated throughout the just-ended Marcos regime.
That thing had stayed parked there so long that we did not even
feel the relief over my father having forgotten the mission. Plus, we
heard that many of the bridges had gone into disrepair. My father
had finally been prevailed upon to let go of the thing, and he came
home one day with an old friend who had a thing about old trucks
and who had apparently purchased ours that eveningfor a song,
we all realized, because when he boarded it and tried to start it, the
engine turned over with little coaxing and revved with startling
briskness, and the next thing we knew we were watching the yellow
thing drive off with its new master, toward points unknown.
They were hard times, as you can imagine, even with my father
around. Everyone knows the story about how hed given up a
promising corporate career for a suicide mission writing movie
scripts. With only one battered means of transportation left in the
garage and little hope of any financial windfall, there really was only
one thing left to happen, and that was his death, from his first and
only stroke, in the summer of 1992.
We were too old to ride a pickup but too young to know exactly
what a stroke really was. After we buried him we took my mother
back to the province, the old hometown, and my sister and I gave
the old gate and the old yard that wed only really ever seen once or
twice a kind of wary look as we ushered her into her folks home,
kind of holding her up by both arms and walking her slow. Not her
folks home anymore reallycousins and other old-timers now lived
there. Someone had actually thought to take photos of my dead
father in his coffin at the funeral and passed them around, and all
of them acted like they recognized or even knew him in some way,
this poor man with his head on the pillow, who took my mother away
from the town, who returned her many years later, looking spiffy and
citified in her black dress and her new shoes.
Superstitious relatives helpfully supplied stories of graver
deaths. There was one of our grand-uncles suddenly expiring upon
bottoming-up a refreshing glass of water right after a thirty-minute
bicycle ride in the heat of noon. Another unclewhat was it about
uncles, anyway?was pinned to death as he was trying to replace
the flat tire on his delivery truck. There were more unfortunate
ones, and by the end of the visit we were thankful enough that my
fathers death had joined the ranks of the other kind, the quiet, dyingpeacefully-in-their-sleep kind, a death so wished for that it became
something magical: nobody could have witnessed it, and his body was
presumed to exhale his spirit right up into heaven.
I was quite grown then, but those death stories and the unsullied
Mindanao sky made me imagine any two random starsout of
clusters of millionsclose enough together as eyes, and I dreamt
about them that night and began to imagine other things as eyesthe
twin headlights of the bus narrowly missing us on the dark road back
to Davao City, the reading lights on the overhead console on the plane
ride back to Manila.
I really saw Kate only when she crossed the University Avenue one
late night after exams. I really didnt know her because we were from
different sections. I only knew her by name, and maybe by glimpses
of her face in the school crowd. But as she passed that night under
the yellow flares of two streetlamps I saw her face, and her body, lit
quickly and fully from two sides.
The world was already well into the Internet age when I finally
took her to my apartment. We had gone on to the same college, and
I wondered for the longest time whether we had done it separately
on purpose. She took a business course and I chose something called
Interdisciplinary Studies, which many jokingly called Interplanetary
Studies, which is really a way of saying I didnt know what to do with
my life.
We both didnt know what to do then, that night, either. There were
four hours of fumbling and two hours of sleep, which commenced
right when my roommates arrived. I couldnt afford the kind of place
she had, which was a one-bedroom unit all to herself, with a balcony
and a maids quarters, except her mother came in at odd hours to
deliver fresh groceries, clean clothes and back-issues of Hollywood
magazines. The maids quarters would have come in handy as a
temporary hiding place, except that was where her mother liked to
deposit all her canned goods and fresh laundry.
Kate asked me about my mother on one of our early dates and I
didnt know what to tell her because I honestly didnt know what my
mother was doing, or in fact where she was. I just gave her the answer
I always gave those who asked, that she had decided to stay firmly
behind in the province, and to me there was always some residual
truth to this.
And this is where my sister figures because though I was never
really in touch with her we had met once, in my early college days,
quite by accident. I was walking the mall looking for something to eat
and I saw her, quite grown since I had last seen her what, two or three
years before? I didnt know how I recognized her so quickly and from
without even seeing her face, but of course you shake off that initial
feeling and settle in quite comfortably. We found ourselves, weirdly
enough, at a Jollibee, ordering the same thing we always got when
we were in a kind of limbo after my father died but hated to order
because it was Jollibee Chicken Joy and you cant really say that out
loud if theres nothing much to be happy about.
It turned out there was no Jollibee and nothing to be happy about
where my mother was either, and come to think of it, it did make us
realize that the city is really good for bumping into people you know.
We found ourselves unconsciously doing the same things with our
bodies and our hands, the weird things you never notice when youre
around each other all the time. It was as if we were mimicking each
other, shrugging our shoulders too much when we laughed, uttering
the same non-words on the way to saying something crucial, even
having to pee before leaving the restaurant.
The next time I bumped into my sister I was already about to
graduate and was thinking about what to do for a living. But I did
something brash and told her about Kate and how I didnt really
know what would happen between us. But I described Kate to her,
about what she was like and what she liked. My sister told me about
her apartment and her work and then we talked about what we really
wanted to not talk about but what we also wanted to talk about,
which was our mother.
At first I was full of pity and remorse and then I realized that I
had actually hated her from the very beginning. That was a strong
word but it felt right to hear it repeated by my sister. It was my
mother whom I had heard complain one day about that one old car
out of many that was left in the garage, that my father had not even
bothered to insure, or register at the Land Transportation Office.
It was she who had forced my father to give up that yellow pickup
and his dream of driving us to Mindanao. Whats in Mindanao,
anyway? she would say. That paint job, I suddenly remembered, was
so that the New Peoples Army wouldnt mistake us for a military
vehicle and fire at us as we passed through Samar or Leyte, or
wherever, because my father told me they were everywhere and we
must be careful on the ride.
So where was mother now, I asked my sister, and she said she
probably was where she had always been since we last talked about
her. It was easy to imagine how anyone can make a home of it in
Davaobut no, it wasnt even Davao, which has malls and movie
theatres and five-star hotels and discos now, just like any big city in
the Philippinesit was one of those small dark towns on the fringes,
lining the sides of the national highway, houses shoulder-to-shoulder
with karaoke joints, sari-sari stores, cockfighting pits, interrupted
only by unpaved farm-to-market roads and god knows what.
Directly after graduating, Kate left for the United States for her
masters degree. That had been the plan anyway, and my sister, who
had kept in touch enough for a while, treated us to the last Filipino
meal she would be having for a long time.
Kate asked us again about our mother, if she even knew about my
graduating. I suspected that if my mother knew she would come,
whether or not I was the one who let her know or not, but before I
could say anything my sister saved usor just me, perhapsby saying
things were most likely not good on the home front and it would have
been a bit of a drain on resources if she had booked a flight. That
was a good save, I suppose, and made very little difference anyway
to Kate, who had never met my mother or my father or never even
knew what either looked like.
My sister had just picked up a subcompact Toyota under her firms
car plan and she dutifully drove us to the airport, where I hugged
Kate goodbye and gave her a peck on the lips before she entered the
gate beyond which only ticketed passengers were allowed, her fall
coat slung like a stiff dark weight over her shoulder bag, her jeans as
carefully pressed as dress pants.
After Kate disappeared my sister dropped me off at my apartment
building. She had never gone in, and it wasnt really a good time then
because it was five in the morning and she would have to park and
my unit was all the way up on the 12th floor. So we said our goodbyes
and I really havent seen her since, and theres really been quite a bit
to talk about the next time we bump into each other.
It might be a good time to talk about money now, since I had
gotten a job shortly after and that was a reason to rejoice. Money
was something I always almost had quite a bit of, thanks to the odd
we found ourselves
unconsciously doing the saMe
things with our bodies and our
hands, the weird things you never
notice when youre around each
other all the tiMe.
not telling me about, but it was an abstract anxiety and I could not
pinpoint what it was that I really wanted to hear.
Has it snowed yet? I asked her.
No, she said, and she reminded me about how much she couldnt
wait, and neither could her other friends, the new friends she had
made, from Thailand and Vietnam and Korea, and she told me what
they were like, and I might have fallen asleep if she hadnt asked me
to describe myself. I looked around me and thought about where to
start and I made the room a bit bigger than it really was. I added
a few details and I surprised myself with the non-existent things I
could deliver so easily: a new suit hanging from a closet handle that
I was planning to wear to work that morning, a coffee maker from
the day earlier whose coffee I could smell all the way from my bed, a
box full of calling cards I had obtained from all the contacts Id been
making in my work.
She then asked me to described myself like she did, and that proved
more difficult, as if I were making myself up for her out of thin air. I
described the texture of my unshaven cheek to her, knowing it was
something she told me she always liked to feel against her skin. But
I was cheatingit was something to feel her with, not something the
skin of her hands could touch and remember, or remark about how
different it was now, how she had never realized how rough whatever
it was really was, or how wrinkled, or how round. I offered the back
of my hands, my hairline, the protuberance of my kneecap. But I
knew it was all the same old me she had known before she left.
I tried hard to tell her something new or something fresh, but it
was taking me a long time to think because I was getting sleepy. I
looked at my curtains and they were yellow, so I told her about our
yellow pickup, wondering at the same time why Id never told her
about it. I told her about our trip from Luzon to Mindanao and It
would have taken all of 24 hours, give or take, and my father had
planned out all that we would need to bring: two spare tires, an extra
battery, one of those long-range floodlights from the surplus shop, a
five gallon container of gas, ice chests, sleeping bags, folding chairs,
a camping cooker and a map, not any old map that you can get at
National Bookstore, but a map of the entire Philippines that you can
fold out large enough, with enough detail to show the major roads.
The stops we would be making and the points of interest circled
clearly. We never discussed how we would fit into the rear with all
that cargo.
That was when I thought about paying a visit to my mother.
Maybe that weekend or the next, unannounced. How hard could it
be? Id always known she never moved, and it shouldnt be an ordeal
to find out how to get to her town. But it was also difficult to do at the
good. And the suit itself, well, it felt shockproof. He did not put it on
as much as enter it, like it was an airplane or a submarine.
He wore it like a second skin. Sometimes he felt himself smiling
as he waved and did his little dance, and he knew he couldnt help it
that way. He sort of knew, he told me, that when he wasnt smiling
his wave was slightly different and he felt the difference in the
cheers and waves of the children in front of him. And though he
couldnt speak, he had soon devised a language with what he could
do with an arm and a hand, a pair of flapping eyelids, his feet and
his big fat white hairy body.
The door opens and white fluffy clouds appear in front of his
eyes. Somewhere 12,500 feet below theyre playing Ice Ice Baby
again. His lifts his left hand so he can see it, a white paw thrust into
the wind. His right hand is firmly hooked around the parachute
strap dangling from his shoulder.
He walks forward a few steps and waits for his handlers to give
him a push. He steps out into the air and falls face down into the
city. He can see the roads and the mountains and the sea. He sees
the buildings and the parking lots and finds the schoolyard where
hundreds of kids are waiting for him.
The cold lets go and the costume starts filling up with heat. He
lands with a roll and a tumble, and his handlers on the ground take
his parachute away and stand him up on two legs. Hes right on target.
He hears the kids shouting his name: Polly! Polly! Polly! He
lifts a heavy hand and waves to the exultant crowd and they wave
back, their skinny arms matching him beat for beat. He feels himself
smiling. The music seems louder now, and faster. Maybe its because
his arm is tired. He lets his right arm drop and he lifts his left arm
and waves it. He sees the crowd do the same. He swings his hips and
the crowd does the same. So its left arm, left arm, left arm, right
arm with a swing to make one bar. Where are his handlers? Theyre
probably back in the van opening up the crates and getting out all
the ice cream. Theyre probably going to toss all those icedrops at
the crowd. The crowd roars. Hes so close to them it feels like hes
at the edge of the stage. He feels himself settling back against the
frame of his costume and he feels himself dropping back. He knows
he is fainting but he is still smiling, because fainting is better than
the heat.
My grandfather survived the death march by filling his pockets
with salt. It was one of those stories they like to tell whenever we
go to the province. When I was a kid I wondered why he didnt fill
his pocket with sandwiches or bananas instead. Anyway he survived,
but thankfully, not long enough to see his own son suffer under the
same masters.
Papa spent a weekend in a nice hospital room and got a little bonus
on his paycheck. They never hired him again, though we would go
on to see Polly the Polar Bear breakdance, do cartwheels and skydive
again and again into school fairs.
I borrowed a friends Rolex to wear to the visa interview. It was
heavier than I thought. Now I am in a coat, a scarf and boots. Ive
never worn any of these things before and they look so strange
on me that I wanted to describe what I am wearing to myself.
Everything is just as she described it to me. Lake Michigan looks
like its an ocean. The big smooth metal buses have scrolling LED
displays that clearly tell you where youre going.
I stop before I ring the doorbell because I know she isnt there. A
friend of hers would have called as soon as the first flurries showed.
Maybe it was that guy friend Ive always been jealous about, trying
to hide the excitement in his voice, simply saying Well? and she
would have known exactly what he meant. They would have run
out their rooms, scrambled down their steps, flung open the doors
and rushed out into the air, wearing whatever they were wearing in
the freezing cold, and I wouldnt hold it against them.
Gregorio Honasan
Senator, vice-presidential candidate
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OCTOBER 1972
BY AudreY N. CArpio
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Previously on esquire...
Impotencecommonly
known as limp dick,
whisky dick, the old
Flacido Domingois now
nothing a couple of Cialises
cant handle. Back in 1972
however, it was a scourge on
the rise. Has it hit you yet?
the Esquire cover headline asks
a generation of men too young
to be turned off by sex with
middle-aged partners, arousing
a deep fear that its not them,
its us. Sexually liberated women
were coming into their own (and
perhaps on their own) during
this era, and the pressure was
on. No one else personified ubermasculinity than Burt Reynolds,
who only four months earlier,
PHILIPPINES
BEFORE WE BEGIN
A L E T T E R F RO M T H E FAS H I O N E D I TO R
Bottoms Up
We got to admit: There are days when trying to dress well can be trying, and thats why were all for
pieces that are uncomplicated, dependable, and, dare we say it, easy. These are the things that you reach
for on most days, the things that make you feel good, your most favorite pieces. Fun fact: You only wear
as little as 13 percent of the clothes in your closet.
So heres a proposition for the new year: How about we increase the odds of looking and
feeling good by stocking up on these fail-safe pieces? And how about we start from the bottom upas in
your pants? You know, the things that cover half of your body, that tricky region where shapes get weird.
Observe the pairs of pants in these pages. They get two crucial points right: the fit (pants should streamline your shape) and length (those ribbed cuffs provide a cleaner break). But the real magic of these
things is how they combine the world of suiting and sport so effortlessly. Check out the belt loops on the
elastic waistband. The idea sounds crazy and yet, in these pieces, it works. You get style and comfort in a
neat little package. Wear a belt and itll be your little secret. Its gonna be a good day.
CLIFFORD OLANDAY
Fashion Features Editor
Photographed by JEANNE YOUNG Creative Direction VINCE UY Words CHICA VILLARTA Stylist LORIS PEA
Art Direction POW SANTILLAN
Managing Editor ROANA CAPAQUE Copy Editor JAE DE VEYRA PICKRELL
Producer PEARL BACASMAS Makeup DON DE JESUS Hair RHOY CERVANTES Models JOHN JAMES UY and JESSICA YANG
PANTS ON FIRE
I T A I N T N O L I E M O D E L J O H N JA M E S U Y K N OWS H I S U N I Q LO B OT TO M S A L L TO O
W E L L . B U T T H I S T I M E , W E S H A K E T H I N G S U P BY AS K I N G H I S L A DY LOV E J E SS I CA
YA N G TO ST Y L E H E R M A N S DA P P E R T RO U S E RS.
O U T FO R A J O G
Waffle Henley Neck Long-Sleeved T-Shirt, P990; Jogger Pants, P1490; Comfort Jacket, P2990
Heres a hoodie
I wouldnt
mind stealing
from him.
Military prints
always scream
man to me.
Love it when
even his socks
are on point.
DAT E N I G H T:
P R I N T T H E TOW N R E D
G O N E T R AV E L I N G :
E ASY D O E S I T
JESSICA SAYS: John James is a stylish guy all on his ownthats one of the things that drew me to him.
But I wouldnt mind wearing the pants and dressing him up this time. How would I style him? I would
just build on the style hes used to, but add on some pieces Id want him to wear, or those I know Id like
seeing on him when were together. It should be a cinch.
When my boy
is in the crispest
white, I just cant
look away.
B OYS N I G H T O U T:
WHERE THE GOOD MEN ARE
ST R A I G H T O U T O F T H E GY M :
FRESH AND CLEAN
STARTED FROM
THE BOTTOM
U N I Q LO T RO U S E RS K I C K O F F C O U P L E D R E SS I N G I N T H I S ST Y L E STO RY. F RO M S I N G L E
B L E SS E D N E SS TO PA RT N E R E D B L I SS, T H I S PA I R S G OT T H E I R PA N T GA M E D OW N PAT.
E D S
N O T E
Fashions concocted so many new pant
styles to try and its no surprise that
this months fashion collaboration with
Uniqlo is centered on the Japanese
brands broad selection of trousers.
Our go-to pairs at Preview HQ include
basics that taper at the ankle, whether
in a staid gray or a printed weave.
Worn with a button-down for polish
or a light sweatshirt and sneakers on
more casual days, it has a versatility
that makes restyling a cinch. Then
there are those culottes weve come to
love both for its hip silhouette and the
breathing room it gives.
Consider this a little nudge for
you to step into a fresh pair
(or two) from Uniqlo and
style it your own way.
Isha Andaya-Valls,
Executive Editor
Creative Direction VINCE UY Words CHICA VILLARTA Fashion Editor LORIS PEA Art Direction KATRINA VELOSO
Copy Editor JAE DE VEYRA PICKRELL Producer PEARL BACASMAS Makeup DON DE JESUS Hair RHOY CERVANTES
Models JESSICA YANG and JOHN JAMES UY
T R O U S E R
T R I P P I N G
Crisp trousers are a must-check on your travel packing list.
Color coordination
always nails
easy travel chic.
HE
SAYS:
h
I love it when my
girl looks effortless
and stylish when we
travel.
Youre Coming
With
Make sure your luggage
is stacked with versatile
sweaters and knitwear
for sudden changes in
temperature (or a really
cold airplane).
THEYRE HIS
Middle
Gauge Cable
Crew Neck
Sweater,
P1290
When traveling
with the beau,
save luggage space
by borrowing his
trousers! Boyfriend
jeans, indeed.
Ultra Stretch
Chino Flat Front
Pants, P1990
A L L F O R
R OM A N C E
Oh, finally: date-night wear for fashion girls.
*Product
and color
availability may
vary per store.
HE
h
When she steps out
for date night wearing
something unexpected,
that always gets me.
SAYS:
T H I S G I R L S
O F F D U T Y
On blissful days when nothing matters,
wear casual pieces in tomboy chic.
Drape Gaucho Pants, P1490; Stretch
Pique Polo, P990; Canvas Tote Bag, P1490
*Product and color availability
may vary per store.
Throw on pinstripes
and structured polos
together to make your
two-minute outfit still
look put-together.
HE
SAYS:
h
Not gonna lie: When she
looks like she borrowed
from my closet instead of
being full-on girlythat
excites me!
Like I Care
Update off-duty staples,
such as a tank top and
gaucho pants, with pieces
that make it look like
you cared to dress up: a
statement hat and prepschool socks.
S TA R T E D
F R OM
T H E
B OT TOM
Uniqlo trousers kick off couple dressing in
this style story: From single blessedness to
partnered bliss, this pairs got their pant
game down pat.
AIRism Camisole,
P590; Drape WideLeg Cropped Pants
P1490; Soft Jersey
Jacket, P2990