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A VISION OF THE FUTURE

Sarah Menet’s Vision of the Last Days
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A VISION OF THE FUTURE

Sarah Menet’s Vision of the Last Days
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S arah menet had a near-death experience

that she describes in her book, “There Is No
Death.” Besides seeing the spirit world she was
shown what could happen in the future back on
earth. A dark, terrifying place, the future.
Later she joined The Church of Jesus Christ of
Latter-day Saints and gave a number of firesides
about her vision of the future. A transcript from
one of those firesides begins on page 11. While
her remarks are directed mainly to her Mormon
audience, they may be of interest to anyone want-
ing to make the best of a coming bad situation.
A s i tried to look away from my black surroundings, a
small light started to shine in front of me, and the darkness,
sounds and feelings that had so completely oppressed me started
to fade into the background. The light grew bigger, and a window
opened up much the same as when I had witnessed my life’s
review. This time however, a panoramic view of the entire earth
lay before me. It came closer and closer as if I had been out in
space and was flying toward it.
I knew what was happening was intended to help me make
my decision about going back to the earth and my terrible life.
A part of me wanted to go back to the beautiful spirit world,
or paradise, that I had seen, and another part of me felt the
need to be reunited with my body so I could change my life. It
was a tug-of-war, and what I was about to see was to help me
understand what I would be going through if I chose to go back
to my ‘body of clay.’
Again the view before me played out like a videotape in fast
forward motion, and yet I could see the scene in perfect clarity
and was able to comprehend everything that transpired. As the
earth zoomed up into my view, I first saw the whole world, and
then various countries. It was made clear to me that in the future
there would be wars and troubles, including nuclear attacks in
various places of the world, and a view of how it would start
was given.
I am not familiar with the geography of the world, but as I
looked at the various lands before my view I instinctively knew
what countries they were. Looking at the Middle East, I watched
as a missile flew from Libya and hit Israel. The mushroom
cloud that resulted from the blast was visible, and I knew that
the missile contained a nuclear bomb. I was aware that those
responsible for the missile were Iranian, but the missile had been
hidden and fired from within the borders of Libya.

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 Almost immediately after this, other missiles began flying
from one country to another, quickly spreading war around the
world. I also saw that many nuclear explosions did not come from
missiles but from bombs of some kind on the ground.
My focus then changed from the Middle East to the United
States, and I understood that I was about to see some of the
things that would lead up to the nuclear holocaust that I had
just witnessed.
As I looked upon the continent of North America, I zeroed
in on the eastern coast and then on New York specifically. I
saw New York City with all of its people and buildings. I then
saw some tall buildings crashing to the earth surrounded by
tremendous amounts of smoke, dust, and debris.
I zoomed in closer into the smoke and dust, and I saw a
woman holding a little girl’s hand and running from the crashing
buildings. The woman had long dark hair, hanging past her
shoulders and curled inward slightly. She wore a beige business
suit, heels of a slightly darker color, perhaps tan, and she was not
wearing glasses. The little girl appeared to be about 6 or 7 years
old with short brown hair reaching below the chin and cut in
a type of pageboy look. They ran together, holding hands and
trying to escape from the falling buildings. As they ran through
the heavy smoke and dust, they were forced to let go of their
hands and became separated. The child was terrified, and I could
hear her screaming, “Mommy, Mommy!” over and over again.
I don’t know their outcome, if they lived or died, but I can
still see the face of the woman clearly and could easily identify
her from a photo or describe her to a sketch artist. I asked if an
earthquake had caused the buildings to fall and felt impressed
that the answer was no. However, I was not given any indication
as to the cause of the destruction. (Incidentally, I told this story
many, many times before September 11, 2001. When I did see
on television the World Trade Center towers collapsing, I knew
that this was what I had seen.
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 The next thing that came to me was more felt than seen.
It was the understanding that shortly after the crashing of the
buildings in New York City, commerce ceased. Shopping and
buying seemed to stop, and the economy failed throughout
the world. Few had any money at all, and those who did have
it could not buy anything of worth with it. Gold and silver and
other commodities had value and could be traded. 
I then saw a man walk into a middle of a crowd of people
and drop what seemed like a quart jar full of liquid. The jar
broke and the liquid spread. I understood that people nearby
had become infected with a disease from the liquid, and they
didn’t even know it. A day or two later the people became sick
and started dying. I saw that this would happen in four particular
cities: New York, Los Angeles, San Francisco and Salt Lake City.
The disease started with white blisters, some the size of a dime,
appearing the hands, arms and face of the victims. The blisters
quickly developed into white puffy sores. Those with the disease
would stumble around and fall over dead. Many died within a
short time, perhaps 24 hours.
I also saw other people with a flu-like virus that spread more
quickly than the first disease. The victims had blood coming
from their nose, mouth, eyes, and ears. These people died even
faster of this disease than the ones who had the first sickness.
These diseases became wide-spread across the United States
with hundreds of thousands infected.
As the people were fleeing the cities in the hope of saving
their lives, gangs were attacking them and killing them. In the
towns that were struck with disease there was chaos, with looting,
rioting and murders involved in a complete breakdown of society.
Many people seemed to go crazy. I sensed that the electricity had
failed everywhere and that nothing was running throughout the
country, including any of the communication systems. I watched
people throw rocks through windows to steal tv’s that would
not work and thought it was very strange. 
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 While I watched all this happening in the United States, my
view instantly jumped back to the Middle East, and I saw the
same thing taking place in Israel. The same sores and the same
types of sickness and disease that were plaguing the u.s. had also
been unleashed in Israel.
The switch in view only lasted an instant, and I was back in
the United States. There was a tremendously long winter that
caught everyone by surprise following the siege of sickness. It
started early and lasted into the summer months. A famine had
begun over the few years leading up to the long winter because
of storms, droughts, floods and other plagues that had taken
place; and the abnormally long cold period seemed to cause the
famine to suddenly increase to its full measure.
In the period of time following the disease, which was quickly
followed by the long winter, things started going down hill very
quickly. Events piled up one on top of another without any
breaks. My sense of timing was not very clear at this moment;
however because I was seeing several things happening all at the
same time or very close together.
During and after the long winter, the disease spread
everywhere and increased in severity. The economy and the
electricity were completely gone. Chaos and anarchy reigned
over the entire United States. Without any government there
was a total breakdown, and I saw people panicking everywhere.
They were trying in vain to find food. There was none. I saw
people even digging in the ground for worms to eat because
they were so hungry from the lack of food.
Also, during this time I became aware that there was very
little drinking water, and the remaining water had become
contaminated, so that if a person drank it they would contract
the disease and die. Because of their great thirst many people
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 I mentioned earlier the gangs that killed people trying to
escape the cities. It seemed that some of the people had lost their
minds and went around in these gangs killing people just for the
sake of killing; others killed for food or to gain some material
possessions from their victims. Those that were killing for no
reason were like beasts: animals completely out of control, as
they raped, looted, burned and butchered people. I saw these
gangs go into the homes of those who were hiding. They would
drag them out of their hiding places, rape and dismember them.
For many there was an unnatural fear and hatred that came
over the people. Family ties that once existed between husbands
and wives, parents and children no longer mattered. The only
thing that mattered was individual survival. Men would kill
their wives and children for food or water. Mothers would kill
their children. For me, the events that then lay before me were
horrible beyond description and almost unbearable to watch. 
The air everywhere was filled with smoke as many buildings
and cities burned with no attempt to control the fires. As I looked
upon this scene of chaos, smoke and destruction I noticed that
there were small pockets of light scattered over the United States.
There were, I would guess, about twenty or thirty of them that
I saw. I noticed that most of the locations of light were in the
western part of the United States, with only three or four of
them being in the east. These places of light seemed to shine
brightly through the darkness and were such a contrast to the
rest of the scene that they caught my attention. I focused on
them for a moment and asked, ‘What are these things?’
I was then able to see that these points of light were people
who had gathered together and were kneeling in prayer. The
light was actually coming from the people, and I understood
that the light was showing forth their goodness and love. I
further understood that they gathered together for safety and
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more for each other than for themselves. Some of the groups
were small with only a hundred people or so, but other groups
consisted of what seemed to be thousands.
I realized that many, if not all, of these places of light, or
cities of light as I began to think of them, had somehow been
established just before the biological attack, and that they were
very organized. It was as if they had known what was coming
and had prepared for it. I did not see who or what had organized
them, but I did see many people struggling to reach them with
nothing but what they could carry.
The cities of light had food that others outside of those
groups did not have, and within the cities of light food was
readily shared with those who joined their groups. In these
places there was peace and safety. The inhabitants were living
in tents of all kinds, many of which were no more than blankets
held up by poles. I noticed that the gangs made no threats on
these groups and left them completely alone, choosing to pick
on other targets and unprotected people, as many of the people
in those cities had guns that they would use for self-defense. The
gangs also preyed upon the people who were traveling, trying
to reach the cities of light.
As I looked upon them, I realized that these cities of light
were temporary and that in a short time the people living within
them would go to another place. I do not know where they were
to go but seemed to think that they gathered in the mountains,
to higher places.
As I was viewing the cities of light, my focus changed, and I
became aware of missiles being launched and hitting U.S. cities.
I watched as mushroom clouds started forming over many areas
of the United States. Some of the clouds came from missiles
that I knew were fired from Russia, and others were not from
missiles at all, but from bombs that were already in the United
States. These latter bombs had been hidden in trucks and in cars
driven to certain locations and then detonated. 
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 I specifically saw Los Angeles, Las Vegas, and New York City
hit with bombs. New York City was hit with a missile, but I think
that Los Angeles was hit by at least one truck bomb, if not several,
because I didn’t see any missile. I also saw a mushroom cloud
from north of Salt Lake City, but without the aid of a missile.
In the darkness I also saw little fireballs. I’m not sure if this
happened just before or during the mushroom clouds. The balls
fell from the sky, were of different sizes –most being the size
of golf balls–and were very hot. There were millions of them.
As they fell from the sky they left streaks of flame and smoke
behind them. Everything they touched started on fire: people,
buildings, trees, or grass. Everything burned. I didn’t ask what
they were or where they had come from because by this time
I was sick because of the scene before me, and so I observed
without asking many questions.
At almost the same time and in the same locations as the
mushroom clouds, I saw Russian and Chinese troops invading
the United States. The Russians were parachuting at many spots
along the Eastern Coast; I also saw them parachuting in Utah.
Chinese troops were invading from the West Coast near Los
Angeles. They were met with resistance from those who had
survived the disease and bombs. I did not see any United States
military there at that time.
The invasion was part of the nuclear war that I had seen
earlier, and I knew that similar events were taking place all over
the world as I had seen previously. I did not see much of this war,
but was impressed that it was short in duration and the Russian
and Chinese armies lost and left. No explanation regarding how
or why was received.
Now the smoke became very heavy, dark and thick. Just as
things appeared to be as bad as they could get, the earth began
to quake. This occurred during a winter, seemingly the winter
that followed the very long one I had seen earlier. The chaos

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had existed for almost a full year by this time. The earthquakes
began in the west, around Idaho and Wyoming, and then quickly
spread in every direction. I saw a huge earthquake hit Utah, and
then California. There were earthquakes all over California, but
they were especially devastating in the Los Angeles and San
Francisco areas. San Francisco appeared to turn upside down. 
The multiple earthquakes triggered volcanoes all over the
west, and they started spewing a tremendous amount of ash and
smoke into the air, causing it to become very dark and dirty and
blocking much of what was left of the sunlight.
There were also huge waves of water that swept over the
west coast, and as I saw them I realized that this same thing was
happening to coastal cities all over the world. The waves were
so huge that Los Angeles was nearly swept away.
I saw a wall of water taller than some of the buildings, perhaps
as high as fifteen or twenty feet, sweep through Salt Lake City. I
thought this was strange because of its location so far from the
ocean, and wondered how a wave could travel all the way to Salt
Lake City. I was impressed that the wave had not originated at
the ocean, but was from under ground. I quickly noticed great
cracks in the earth around Salt Lake City opened up and saw
water shooting up out of the ground. I felt that deep under the
ground was a huge amount of water and that the earthquakes had
forced it up to the surface. Most of the buildings were swept away
or destroyed when the water swept over the city. In fact there
had been tremendous destruction, with only a few buildings left
standing. The water coming from underground stretched from
Idaho down to near Cedar City, Utah, and was very destructive.
As I looked, I could see that cities all over the country had
been devastated, and there was rubble everywhere. Most of the
buildings were destroyed. However, I realized that even though
there was tremendous destruction from earthquakes, disease,
floods, volcanoes, and tidal waves, the majority of the deaths were
caused by the gangs of roving marauders that killed for pleasure.
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 As I studied the scene for a moment, the thought occurred to
me that the earth itself had become sickened at the terrible acts
of cruelty that were happening upon it and was finally reacting
through these natural disasters. The earth was attempting to
cleanse itself of the chaos and evil that had engulfed the people.
The ash and smoke from the volcanoes had increased, and there
was now almost complete darkness everywhere upon the earth. 
The diseases also increased in devastation, and I saw people
literally dying on their feet. I saw another particular disease
that started with red blotches, and then the victims would start
to bleed from every opening in their bodies. Then the people
literally disintegrated, or melted into unrecognizable masses
of flesh and bone. The sight was horrendous, as death and the
dead were everywhere.
After this second terrible winter, I saw the survivors pile up
the dead into huge piles to burn them. The stench was sickening.
Some of the bodies had been burned during the time of chaos,
but because people were more concerned with their survival
they had mostly ignored the dead around them.
A huge earthquake occurred in the middle of the United
States. It was tremendous and seemed to split the United States
in half about where the Mississippi River is. The crack in the
earth that resulted was huge, miles wide, and as it opened up the
earth seemed to swallow everything. Water flowed in from the
Gulf of Mexico all the way up to the Great Lakes. The Great
Lakes did not exist any longer, however, as they became part of
a large inland sea.
Then I saw another series of tremendous earthquakes all
over the world. But they were not many, separate earthquakes,
rather it was all part of one gigantic earthquake that shook the
entire earth. Because of this earthquake waters overflowed their
boundaries onto land all over the world. There were again huge
walls of water along all of the coastal regions. This earthquake

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and the walls of water made the earlier ones seem small by
comparison. I am not sure if the earthquake that split the United
States in two was a part of this worldwide quake or not.
Next I saw a mighty wind come upon the earth. As the wind
hit, I saw people go into caves and into the cracks of rocks to try
to escape its fury. It appeared to be stronger than any hurricane
or tornado. It seemed that everything that had been left was
now blown away.
I understood, without asking, that the great worldwide
earthquake and the mighty wind were somehow caused by a
huge planet-like object, that had come very close to the earth
and had disrupted everything. It was also made clear to me that
it was very near the “end” when this happened.
Now my perspective changed: I once again viewed the entire
earth from a distance. I then saw a huge fireball, much larger
than the earth, approaching our planet. It was extremely bright
red and gold in color, and it engulfed the whole earth. When
I witnessed this event I could not help but feel the difference
between it and everything else that had occurred, and so I asked
what this was that I saw. I was impressed that it was the burning
of the earth that is described in the Bible. I understood that just
before the fireball’s appearance Jesus had appeared, and the good
people I had seen earlier had left with Him and were no longer
on the earth. The few people left behind were those wicked who
had survived the earlier devastations.
The picture of the earth engulfed by this huge ball of red
and gold fire slowly faded away into blackness. I was thinking
that I have to go down and take care of my children so that they
could be protected from the terrible things that were going to
happen and then I don’t remember any more until I woke up
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Fireside
Transcript of one of the several firesides
that Sarah Menet has given

P art of the significance of what happens in Utah is because you

live in Utah. Salt Lake City was hit with a nuclear weapon.
Utah was also struck with biological warfare.
We had a great, great earthquake 8.5 or bigger.
There was a tidal wave that hit Utah and when I saw this in
a vision, I thought how could a tidal wave hit Utah? Did it come
all the way from California?
What I did not realize is that this tidal wave comes from
the earthquake. It will be so great that it pushes water up from
underneath the ground and sweeps over the land with a tsunami
effect, with a 30 foot or higher wall of water that sweeps from
Salt Lake City clear down to Cedar City.
Now there is going to be massive destruction in Utah.
I am going to give you the reasons why there is going to
be massive destruction in Utah. We have the prophet of God
who walks and talks with Jesus Christ and he has seen him
personally, I know that. I am a witness. I know that he has seen
him personally and talks with him personally as you and I would
speak to each other. He is right here in Salt Lake City.
We have 12 apostles of God and they have seen Jesus Christ. I
know they have. I was at a fireside at the Marriott Center several
years ago and one of the apostles spoke and I do not remember

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who it was. I was so in awe. He was talking about how when he
became an apostle they took him up to the Holy of Holies in
the Salt Lake Temple and then he stopped and for five minutes,
literally he did not say a word and you could drop a pin in the
Marriott Center. Tears came down his eyes and he said, “If you
knew what I saw there, you would know that God lives.”
We all knew what he was talking about, that he had seen the
Lord. These great men, who run this Church of God for the
entire world, not just for Utah, live right here.
We have been blessed with this beautiful state. As far as I am
concerned, it is beautiful far above many of the others. We have
been blessed up until recent years with peace and tranquility
here, with very little crime.
It is like living in a small city with Moses right there and
yet we take it for granted that we have a prophet of God right
here in our city, just a few miles away from us. Do we care? We
take it for granted because we see him on tv a couple of times a
year and that is great. It is wonderful to see the prophet but do
you know that 50% of the Church in the last days will totally
apostatize and fall away from the Church? That is half. So if
we have 10 million members now, at least 5 million will not be
greeting the Savior when he comes and of that percentage that
is left, few of those will be left to greet the Savior. (Do not raise
your hands.) How many of you consider yourself to be Christ-
like people, not good members of the Church- but Christ-like
people, righteous people? I am not a righteous person. I am a
good person, a really good person but I do not think that I am
righteous. We have been given so much and we have a prophet
right here in our valley!
We have Saints that go shopping every single Sunday. They
run to the store or run to Smith’s. Do you know that the reason
why the malls, the shops, the markets are open is because the lds
people shop on Sunday? I am going to tell you tonight a secret

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for saving your life in the latter days from these calamities that
are coming. We do not have time for me to tell you all of the
things that I saw. It will be in my book.
It is being set up so that the proceeds of my book are going
to go to the lds missionary fund so I am not making one dime
on the book, just to let you know. It will be sold for the cost
of printing and a little above so that the money can go to the
missionary fund. You will get more of the details of the disasters
that are coming.
I am going to tell you how to protect yourself against the
calamities that are coming. We as members of the Church have
been told to pay an honest tithing, now that is not when you
can afford to or when you have an abundance, that means if
somebody gives you $.50, you pay tithing on it.
Literally every penny that you get, not just because you have
more but out of every amount of money that is given to you,
give 10% to the Lord. That is going to protect you completely
and if you have not done it in the past.
Today is a new day. I am one for saying: “Every day is a fresh
clean piece of paper.” You can start your life over today. It does
not matter what you did yesterday, last week, or last month.
Today is a new day!
Tomorrow they can be up there looking at your crystals and
blotting out what you have done. If you have hurt someone, I
do not care if you feel like you were in the right or not, you
go to that person. They have to pay for what they have done.
Believe me, no one gets out of this life without paying for what
they have done. You are responsible only for your salvation, for
how you live your life, how you treat your fellow man. I have
had people, even recently, do things to me. I think I am in the
right. I did not do it but I still will go to that person and say, “If
I have done something to you to offend you, I hope you will
forgive me, and I am sorry.” I will say this even if I just think
you are the one.
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 It does not matter. You do not have to be proven right or
anything else. You are in control of your own life, what you
choose to do with it. You pay your honest tithing. That protects
you. What have we been told?
What do you think is going to be the great burning in the last
days? You will not burn in the nuclear war if you pay an honest
tithing. If you have not paid an honest tithing in the past–that
is past. Today is a new day – Sunday is a new week. Commit to
yourself that! You give the Lord your tenth and you will pay
an honest tithing. I promise you that you will not burn when
a nuclear warhead hits and it is going to hit in many different
places in the United States and worldwide.
The next thing is biological warfare, germ warfare. There
are over 300 terrorist groups that have biological warfare that
are threatening to use it against the United States. It is going to
begin in this next year, biological warfare. It is going to happen
in Utah. It is going to happen worldwide. I am going to tell
you how to protect yourself and your families from biological
warfare. Have you ever heard the term, the destroying angel in
the latter-days; the destroying angel will pass you by? Do you
know what the destroying angel is? It is biological warfare. It is a
destroying angel. It is the plagues. It is the biological warfare that
is going to be unleashed. The anthrax, the Ebola virus (which I
also saw long before doctors of scientific educations found out
about), I saw what it did to the body. It is terrible!!!! Within one
day you die of the Ebola virus. You bleed from every opening of
your body and your skin totally disintegrates. If any of you want
to rent the movie, Outbreak (I do not believe it is R rated.), it is
worth seeing because it is all about the Ebola virus.
You will be protected from the plagues and the biological
warfare if you keep the Sabbath day holy. Now I am telling you
this is one of the biggest reasons why Utah is going to have the
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how good they are, they do not keep the Sabbath holy. You
know they do not. How many people do you know who keep
the Sabbath holy? No it is not just shopping on Sunday. That is
a big one to me. I do not care if my child had no milk and was
hungry. He would have to wait to eat until the next day. I will not
spend a dime on Sunday for anything. I will not go near a store.
Part of keeping the Sabbath holy is, of course, attending our
meetings. That takes about three hours in a day. The other thing
that I advocate for people to do in keeping the Sabbath holy
is giving your time to the Lord. That is not watching a great
movie. I had a sweet lady who said, “What about Touched by
an Angel - that is a good show.” Touched by an Angel may be
okay, not for me but ok for you. That means restricting yourself
from the pleasures of this world on Sunday. That is keeping the
Sabbath. In Old Testament times they were executed for breaking
the Sabbath. That is how important it was to keep the Sabbath
day holy. It is God’s day.
It is giving that day to the Lord. That is going to the hospital
or calling your stake president or bishop and asking if there is
anyone sick in the ward or lonely or elderly. Bake cookies, buy a
little $4 arrangement, get a $1 card if you cannot afford that, do
something, and show up at strangers. I go to the hospital every
Sunday and I just say, “Is there anyone in the terminally ill ward
that does not have family or would like to have a visitor.” I take
my little boy with me. It has been a neat experience for him.
He remembers the names of these people. We pray for them at
night after we have come from the hospital. How many of you
say you do not have time to read your scriptures?
You do not have time to keep a journal. You should be writing
down every spiritual experience starting tonight with this fireside.
Go home, write in your journal. If you do not have one, go to
Deseret Book or get a $.50 notebook and on Sunday spend an
hour and write. We all have spiritual experiences in our lives

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or things that are life changing that we could pass down to our
children that will change their lives and help our children or
grandchildren to have a better life because they read something
that you wrote 10 or 20 years ago. We do not have that long
but whatever is a good experience that you could pass down to
your children.
Fill your day with things that are of the Lord. It is a little
hard at first but I have a nine-year-old boy who does not play
outside on Sunday. I do let him watch the Book of Mormon
video tapes because that is the same as a spiritual experience for
him but there is no regular tv. There is no picnicking. Some
people say why can’t we just drive up in the canyon and enjoy
the beauty of the canyon on Sunday. That is not breaking the
Sabbath. I tell them, “You do what you want, but wouldn’t it be
far better to spending that time in service of our fellow man
than entertaining yourselves by even enjoying God’s beauty on
the Sabbath?” That is what Saturday is for and the evenings in
the summer. To keep the Lord’s Sabbath day holy is to spend it
in service of him. How are we in service of our God? When we
are in the service of our fellow being we are only in the service
of our God.
So you will be protected from the biological warfare and the
plagues by keeping the Sabbath day holy, your whole family. No
one should enter into your home or be a part of your home that
is not keeping the Sabbath holy. It should be a family situation.
When I have guests or anyone else come from out of town, I tell
them the same thing. If they do not choose to be there, they can
stay at a motel or they can do something else but they will not
stay in my home and break the Sabbath. That is how adamant
I am about keeping the Sabbath holy.
The other greatest thing, of course, is to be as close to the
Savior as we can be, to pray day and night that we are becoming
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have is to love your fellow man, to love them unconditionally.
That is probably the hardest thing that I would ask you to do
but to try and have a unconditional love for every being that you
come in contact with. After awhile of practicing it you do not
even have to try, you do not even have to try, it is second nature,
it comes naturally, you become a Christ-like person.
The other thing is food storage. We have been told and told
and told to have food storage. There is a great famine that is
coming in this world, not just United States, not just Utah. It is
coming world wide and it is coming this next year. It is almost
too late at this point to gather the food and the reason why I say
it is too late is because these disasters are going to start mounting
this next year. Once one of the major disasters begin to happen,
you may not be able to get food. Crops are being destroyed.
There are famines happening all over the world at this point.
Natural disasters, hurricanes, floods. We are going to see more
and more of that. Our crops are literally being destroyed.
I just heard a little thing on the news a couple of weeks ago
which I had not heard before. Very few people heard this. They
have said nothing more about it. As it becomes more disastrous,
we will hear more about it. There are fire ants that they have
found back East that they said last year alone destroyed over
$1 billion worth of crops. They cannot find any pesticide to
stop them. They are talking about bringing flies over. I did not
hear whether it was South Africa or South America, some place.
They will eat them. That is the only way they think they can
get rid of them but then they are in danger of destroying all of
our food crops so it is a Catch 22, which is worse. The ants will
kill a small child if they come upon a child, cover them, and
kill them. They are called fire ants. They cannot destroy them.
They are moving west.
This is one of the plagues that is beginning this year. You will
hear more about it. There are going to be many more. So if you

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do not have your food supply, you had better start working on it.
I have sold almost everything that I have in my home in order
to get more food storage. I have a few pieces of furniture left. I
sold my car. Of course I cannot see anymore to drive anyway but
I have done whatever I could do and I am still doing whatever I
can do. I live on disability. If I can do it, you can do it, even if it
is just one little thing a week. I am a great source for getting food.
I became connected with the Future Foods Company over a year
ago. I became a distributor deliberately so that I could sell food
storage at distributor’s cost. I do no make money off it. I sell it at
distributor’s cost. So a year’s supply of food, rather than costing
$1600 is $995. That is what the distributor’s commission is, about
$500 or $600. Anyone who is interested in getting the food, in
cases, cans, whatever, that is what I do. I have connections for
powdered milk.
I have connections for rice. If any of you are interested in it
you can connect me through Dave. He has my number and I am
happy to help you with whatever I can help you get as quickly
as you can get it. Our prophet told us this last conference. He
started out in Priesthood by telling the story of Joseph in Egypt,
the seven years of famine. Our prophet was prophesying to the
people. When he said, “I am not saying a disaster is coming, I
hope it is not,” he was still prophesying unto you. In the 1929
crash the only people that did not stand in long food lines to get
a basket of apples or powdered sugar or whatever were the lds
people who had their food storage. The Church did not come
out before the crash of 1929 and say, “There is going to be a
crash and you had better have your food storage.” How many
years have they told us to be prepared? How many years have
they told us to be out of debt, to have our food supply, to have
our houses in order?
The prophet of God has spoken to us as a people and has
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 everything we need to do. He does not need to tell us anything
else. We have been warned and we need to follow our prophet
and do what he has asked us to do, which also includes abstaining
from R-rated movies. That is painful for me. I grew up in
Hollywood. I have movie star friends. I like to go see movies
that they are in. It has been a really tough one for me. I gave
away about 200 movies that were R-rated movies for that very
reason. It was very difficult. Then all PG13 movies are not good
either. You may say that is a tough one.
Keeping the Word of Wisdom. I will just throw this out.
People do not like it but I will just throw it out. As far as I am
concerned, drinking a Coca Cola is the same as drinking a cup
of coffee. Now this is your own personal choice. You can say,
“That is going a little too far or whatever.” You have the free
agency as we all do to choose in your life however you want but
if you really want to do what the Lord wants us to do as a people,
we should fast and pray about it and really use wisdom. That is
why it is called the Word of Wisdom. Anything that we take into
our bodies that is unhealthful is against the Word of Wisdom.
Is Coca Cola good for your body? Is tea good for our body? Is
overeating or candy good for our body? No. Start thinking!!
You are going to need a healthy, strong body for the things that
are coming. The Lord will bless you with strength, marrow in
your bones, how does it go? You know better than I do.
Today is the day to turn your life around, to prepare for the
Second Coming of Christ which is not far off. A lot of people
say, “How do you know it is not 10 or 20 years away? There
are all of these prophecies that are to be fulfilled before the
Second Coming of Christ.” I will tell you that they are being
fulfilled and we do not even know that they are being fulfilled.
The missionaries have gone into countries they are not even
supposed to be in. They are sending missionaries into these
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even have a mission there. They are in countries that the world
is not aware of. I just heard three days ago on the news that the
Jews are rebuilding the temple in Jerusalem. That is one of the
biggest prophecies that is supposed to be fulfilled before the
Second Coming of Christ. He is coming soon. These disasters
are coming soon. There is no more time to procrastinate your
repentance and become a Christ-like people.
I am not doing this for fame or fortune. It is to warn the
people. I am not a prophetess. I am not a psychic. I am not
any more special than any of you in this room. I had a special
experience that changed my life and has had a profound effect
on many people’s lives. I was told four years ago when I almost
died again, I would not leave the hospital alive without a kidney
transplant. I had a very special blessing, several actually, from
Bishop ___________, in Orem. In his priesthood blessing, he
told me that the Lord spared my life so that people would hear
my voice and that is why I am talking to you tonight. That is
why I am still alive to talk to you. It is not for any other reason
other than that. I was told that I would find my words listened
to and that the Lord spared my life so that I could talk to the
people. There are other voices. I am not telling you anything
that our prophets have not already told you. I share this with
and my love in the name of Jesus Christ, amen

QUESTIONS
Q: The born again Christians think that is before the
destruction and the war happens that God is going to lift all
of the good people off the Earth and they are not going to be
here for that.
A: That is a very sad misconception. We are all going to
be here for that. The lifting up of the Saints is at the very last,
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destroyed and made a new. They will be lifted off before that
takes place.
Q: Before the millennium?
A: Yes.
Q: Is that what they refer to as the rapture?
A: Yes. It will be wonderful.
Q: I have always wondered if people who have died, can they
look back and see us?
A: Yes they can. In fact, there are many times where they will
visit you and you are not aware or you can feel their presence
and know that they are there. Another thing that I learned is that
every funeral service, they are right there at their own funeral
service and can see everyone and are aware of everything that
takes place there. So I said when I die, I do not want to see
anyone with any tears or anything at my service because I am
going to be right there. There is no reason to shed a tear other
than you terribly miss the person until you are with them again
but they are so happy and thrilled to cross over. They will come
back and visit on occasion but it is a short period for them, a
short time for them.
Q: So if we talk to somebody that has passed on, do you
think that they hear us?
A: They are aware of what you are doing and how you are
living your life. It is not like they see every act and everything
that you are doing, but they are generally aware. I have heard
of people who have passed on and someone else has passed
and come back to mortality and they have said, “Please tell my
brother to turn his life around.” So they are aware of how we
are living our life. It is not like they see every act but they are

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aware. Since the Spirit World is only a second away, it really is
just in a different dimension. It is of this world but in a different
dimension. If the veil were lifted, we would see these spirits all
around us, very close. It only takes a second to get here.
Q: Are you saying that the plagues and nuclear war and all
are going to happen this year?
A: I said the beginning of the plagues and the nuclear wars
and earthquakes are starting this next year. People think that the
year 2000 is the opening of the seventh seal and the destruction.
We are already in the year 2000 because the calendar is off. The
seventh seal has already been opened. The plagues have already
been released on the earth.
Q: So Y2K is not what we are supposed to be worrying about?
A: No I would be worried about that. There are 17 different
things that can bring massive destruction to this world. Y2K is
one of them. It could be terribly destructive. If you have studied
any of the Hopi prophecies, the Hopis are a very righteous seed
of Lamanites. They are going to help rebuild the New Jerusalem.
In their prophecies that were given to them by Jesus Christ, at
one point over a 100 years ago, they said that the white man
would touch the walls of their house and they would light up,
meaning electricity. Then they said the time would come when
that light would go out and it would bring down the destruction
of America.
There are 17 different things that will cause our electricity to
be shut off. No refrigerators. No washers. No lights. No gas at
the gas stations. No food coming in on railways to the cities. This
is where the writings and possible war throughout the United
States. Y2K can bring that on as early as March or April of this
next year it can begin. It can be a missile blowing out one of our
satellites. Everything is run by computer. You figure you cannot

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get gas in your car, you tell me what is going to happen about
three days after the city figures out that no food is coming into
the city, the shelves have been wiped clean. You cannot get gas
in your car. You have no heat in your home if it is winter. You
can imagine without me telling you what is going to happen.
Q: Now you mention that you are on disability. I am too. I
am concerned about this, with the computer problems. Do you
have any concern about that?
A: I do not because I have a ten-year food storage and I have
a two-year supply of insulin and medicine. If you have any life
saving medicines, you need to figure out a way of getting that.
Q: How do you though?
A: I have an lds doctor that is a friend of mine who has given
me a larger prescription. The other thing that I am counting
on is that when evil is unleashed upon the Earth, gross evil, the
priesthood will become more magnified too. I believe that many
of us that are ill will be blessed at that time also. I rely whole
heartedly on the priesthood more than anything.
It is hard to view them all with a spirit of hope and confidence
in the Lord and not a spirit of panic and despair and hopelessness.
A lot of people, this is so new to them that they think there is
no hope for them so why even try.
I have had people call into the radio station and say, “I just
feel like hanging myself now because all these things are coming.”
Usually what I will do is spend some time saying, “Yes, there is
going to be a period of destruction, about three-and-a-half to
four years of war, famine, destruction, so the Lord has told us
to prepare for that as best we can.”
Even during that time the New Jerusalem will be being built.
The elders will be called back to build that up. They will be
doing miracles and signs and wonders, just like they did in the

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days of Moses. I used to think it would be so neat to live in the
time of Moses and see him part the sea and do all of those things.
Our priesthood brothers who honor their priesthood will
be able to do fabulous things. I met with a Navajo Indian the
other day who lives here in Orem. His patriarchal blessing said
that through his priesthood he would help raise the Saints from
the dead who had been killed by some of the destruction that
would happen and that is before the resurrection, before the
Second Coming. Through priesthood blessings our lives would
actually be restored, miracles beyond belief. The powers that
the brothers have with the priesthood are the exact same power
that God has. The power Heavenly Father has is the same power
these brothers have. It is the same power that Moses had. They
have different keys. It is so wonderful to have the priesthood in
your home. It is better than Tom Cruise. It is better than a chest
of bowls. I say that because I love Tom Cruise. My earthly part
loves Tom Cruise. It is better than any possession that you can
have, to have a priesthood holder who honors his priesthood.
It will be so valuable in the last days. You think of these simple
brethren that have this gift. They will seal off the mountains.
They will push back plagues. They will push back water. They
will do miraculous things. It is so neat. The healings that will
take place at this time will be wonderful. The building of the
New Jerusalem. These elders will be called back. I can see this
great highway and thousands of these elders were walking on this
spiritual highway back east to build the New Jerusalem. Now I
saw this huge number of, I guess they were gangs or marauders,
about 300 of them, that tried to step onto the path to attack them
and they were electrocuted. They could not even step onto the
path where they were walking back to build the New Jerusalem.
The Lord will protect his people. Yes, there is going to be
destruction and people will lose their lives but the Lord needs
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and to build the New Jerusalem. Believe me, he is going to do
everything in his power to protect his people. We just need to
do our part and then the protection is there for us.
Then we usher into the era, into the millennium, 1000 years
of peace where our children can roam the streets and playing
and not be molested or murdered, no hate or crime. There will
be 1000 years of this beautiful world to live here before the
end comes, before we inherit our kingdom. It is a pretty neat
time to be alive. So you are really just thinking of a few years of
destruction and it is really a lot to look forward to it. I, myself,
I hope to live. I want to live through it and see it.
Q: Isn’t there supposed to be a place of refuge?
A: Utah is a place of refuge. It was designed from the
beginning of time as a place of refuge. The Saints will come
from all over the world. The destruction that is going to take
place here is to wipe out the wicked and the Saints that are not
righteous out of this valley so that this is a place. Those who are
righteous and are already here, we will be protected. The Lord
needs his people to survive, to build the kingdom and to usher
in the millennium so not everybody is going to be destroyed.
Q: If we go through this for three or four years, how will
we even survive? We cannot store food for three or four years.
A: Well the original commandment of the Church was for a
seven-year food storage and people are shocked at that, seven
years. Look how many years we have had to build up our storage.
We really could have that but we have procrastinated basically.
Sure there are young married couples that have not had that time
but parents, grandparents, we have had time. We have been told
for 150 years to be prepared and even if we did not use it. Even
if we had not had the 1929 crash or wwii or whatever, we are
still blessed for keeping that commandment and our families will

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not go hungry. We need to do as much as we can now. I know
you cannot store seven years now probably or maybe not even a
year, I do not know, but you do the very best you can from here
on out. You need to start putting away and saving and preparing.
You will be blessed for that. You do the best that you can.
Q: I remember reading one of the prophets, from years ago.
They said that we needed to not only store for ourselves but if
we are wise we will have food to feed all those who come.
A: That is right. I saw Los Angeles. It was completely
annihilated and destroyed and the Saints walked from California
to here and all they could bring was their children and whatever
they could get out of there with. Las Vegas is going to be hit
with a nuclear weapon also and the Saints will come. They will
come from all over. How sad it is for us to look into their faces
and say, “We do not even have enough for our own family, much
less you.” I think the Lord is really disappointed in his people.
That is another reason why there is going to be destruction in
this valley. We have not listened to the words of the prophet.
If you only have six months food supply and you see people
out there dying of starvation, do you just go out there and give
it to them anyway and help them out and have faith that God
will multiple your food and bless you for that?
I think there will be a lot of multiplying like the fishes and
the bread. There will be a lot of that.
I do not see any way around it.
I know a lot of people are leaving the city. I am one of those
people. It is not because I do not want to share my food or there
is not enough. Actually I have more than what I need for my
family and I am storing more for other people because I know
I will come across people. I have 600 pounds of powdered milk
because I know there are going to be babies who will need food.
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 I think that you will have the spirit of discernment. You
will know who to share with and who not to share with. Now
if gang bangers come up to my house with guns or whatever
and they want to take food away, I do not feel like sharing with
those kinds of people. We do have a right to defend ourselves,
just like the early Saints. Unfortunately, there will be a lot of
that going on too and a lot of miraculous savings. The Lord
will protect his people through miraculous means. There will
be people that will stumble across you who are hungry and yes
I would give them everything that I have, to share with those
people. What is the point of holding onto our lives? We all die.
We are all going to die.
Some of us are going to be lucky to usher in the millennium
where we are changed in a twinkling. That would be really neat.
There are people in this room that I promise you will have that
happen to them. They will change with a twinkling of an eye. I
have a couple of very close friends. My former boss’ sister said
that she will be living in mortality and will help build the New
Jerusalem in mortality and then her husband is going to be one of
the captains that will lead the brothers back to New Jerusalem in
mortality. He is 50 and she is 49. It is not that far off believe me.
I even tell people I am not afraid of these things that are
coming. The Lord tells us in the scriptures that if we are
prepared we have no need to fear. If we are living like we are
supposed, even if our lives are taken, what is to be afraid of? I
am not afraid of death. None of us need to be afraid of death.
We need to do what we are supposed to do. If we have to hold
onto our lives so strongly that we cannot share a morsel of food
with someone who is starving, we do not deserve to live anyway.
Do you know what I am saying? We are here to help each other.
You will know who to share with and who not.
I think the Lord will make the food go further. Just this
last week I paid my tithing. I have been trying to pay an honest

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tithing for four years, a complete, total, honest tithing, on every
$.50 piece that I get, everything. I said to myself, “I have made
this food order for tvp, textured vegetable protein, and it is
almost $200. I do not know how I am going to get $200.” I
knew I had to pay my tithing, instead of trying to catch up on
it. I am not going to do that. I just got a check in the mail, an
anonymous check from someone for $200. I actually need $20
more to cover that order but it is like I am learning not to worry,
that the Lord provides for us. He will open the doors if your
heart is in the right place and that is what you are trying to do.
Even if we have our food, the Chinese army is going to attack
America and they will go from door to door and take away our
food. How can we protect it that way?
Let me tell you. I know that I saw the Russians. I saw them
parachuting into Utah. I know that the Chinese are going to
invade through Los Angeles and probably through different
various places in the United States. Those were two particular
places of interest for me. I am not worried about that either
because the Lord will take care of that.
Remember the three boys who were thrown into the fire and
the king was so angry because they were not burning up. He
ordered them to put more heat onto the fire and the soldiers
tried to put more heat on and were burned up instead. The three
boys were not burned. What does that tell you? The Lord can
do miraculous things. I even go so far as to say, “The Church
may even come out at some point and say brothers and sisters
we are giving you until Saturday (now I am not saying this is
how it is, I am giving you an idea). We are all to meet. We are all
going to Montana in this big field. Whoever has tents, sleeping
bags, food, bring it and we are all heading up there.” There is no
crisis or war going on. How many members of the Church do
you think are going to go? I am not leaving my business. I am
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may even warn us and tell us what to do. That is why you have
to stay close; you have to follow the prophet. We may even have
a warning of what to do.
What if they just do something simple like “Go into your
basement and everyone hang a pink sheet over your front door.”
How ridiculous did it sound to the Children of Israel when
they said to put the blessed lamb’s blood above their door and
the Destroying Angel would pass them by? Do you know how
many Children of Israel died because that sounded ridiculous
to them? They could not believe smearing blood on their front
door would have the Destroying Angel pass by. Would we believe
it would keep a nuclear bomb out of our house or a plague or
the Chinese or anything else? Do you see what I am telling you?
We were watching the news last night of the tornado that
hit Tennessee. You could see this town. It was just destroyed,
yet among this destruction there were still houses that were
still standing.
I have heard of that many times. The Lord will, through his
priesthood brothers, warn us of what to do if we are in tune with
the spirit, to listen to our leaders, to listen to our own spirit so
that we will know what to do. We will be protected. I do not
care if you have a ten-year food supply and you are not doing
what you are supposed to be doing, you will probably lose what
you have. The Lord will protect his people. He needs his people
to survive. He is not going to allow their lives to be destroyed.
Q: (was not heard)
A: I told you when you die you take hates and loves with you.
Now people think they pass through the Spirit World and they
are suddenly going to become a loving person. That is not true.
I was given a second chance to come back to life. The reason
I think I was allowed to go to the Spirit World was specifically
to see my father and see the pain. I was allowed to have that
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 This life is the time to forgive and to let go of the hate. We
need to forgive no matter what they have done to you. I know
that people have been molested, even in the Church. You still
need to forgive. It does not mean forget. It means that you
forgive and you let the Lord take care of that because he will.
They will pay for that. Nobody gets out scott free with anything
that they have done. They will pay for it and severely. The most
important thing is that you forgave and then let the Lord take
care of it. He will. He is merciful and he takes care of everything.
If there is someone in this life that you hate, that you have these
feelings toward, you need to start releasing that, pray for them.
Q: Did you feel that they will be released from Spirit Prison?
That they will redeem themselves?
A: Believe me, they feel such pain for whatever they did. It
is not like they go over there and say, “I am glad.” They are
really sorry.
Q: Could you share what you saw with the next war? What
things did you actually see here in Utah? The reason that I am
asking is that I once received a very strong witness that I would
be willing to defend the Constitutional, defend our country and
our freedom. I was wondering if you could just share some things
that you saw here in Utah and maybe help us to know what we
can do to prepare for when that does happen.
A: I will tell you. There is going to be foreign invasion into
our country, but our country is not going to be destroyed by
foreign invaders. In fact, the Russians will be cleaned out of
here fairly quickly. There are a lot of brethren in Utah with the
priesthood and a lot of them have weapons. A lot of our military
here are lds brothers too. That is why I would not live anywhere
else in this world but Utah. Even though there is going to be
destruction here, it will be all over the world but it is still the

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The biggest destruction is going to come from people within.

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