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- Bm&-m&| †`wi n‡q †Mj| e‡j Uzwm †h KvM‡R ÷‡ci Kv‡Q †jvKbv_ evevi GKUv eomo gw›`i
fvM¸‡jv K‡i G‡bwQj Zv I‡K †`L‡Z w`‡q ZwoNwo Av‡Q bv, ILv‡b P‡j †hZvg| mviv w`b ILv‡b e‡mB
K‡i P‡j †Mj| coZvg eBUv| mKvj m‡Ü¨ jvBU R¦‡j, ZvB iv‡ZI
covi Amywe‡a nZ bv| wKš‘ ivwÎ bÕUv †cwi‡q †M‡j
iv‡Î G‡m Uzwm wRÁvmv K‡i, †Zvgvi N‡i wV‡K- Lye fq jvMZ| ZLb P‡j AvmZvg| iv‡Î N‡i G‡mI
Kv‡Ri †h †eŠUv mKvj we‡Kj Av‡m, I‡K cªwZgv‡m c‡owQ| mevB Nywg‡q co‡j, Zvi ci|
KZ K‡i `vI †Zvgiv? mbvZb Ii K_v hZ ïb‡Q, ZZB wew¯§Z
- mv‡o wZbÕk| n‡PQ| ïavq, mviv w`b ILv‡b _vKwZm †Zv †LwZm
- mv‡o wZb‡kv? GBUzKz Kv‡Ri Rb¨ GZ UvKv †bq? Kx?
- †Zv‡K Iiv Kv‡Ri Zzjbvq eÇ Kg UvKv †`q, ZvB - c~‡Rvi ci A‡bKUv K‡i cªmv` †`q †Zv| †jvKbv_
†Zvi GUv GZ †ewk g‡b n‡PQ| evevi gw›`‡ii evgyb-VvKzi GK evi †W‡K Avgv‡K
Zv ï‡b Uzwm Pzc K‡i hvq| mbvZb I‡K A‡bK wKQz wR‡Ám K‡iwQj| Avwg evwo bv-wM‡q
mKv‡j †`Lv fv‡Mi KvMR Ges Ôc‡_i cvuPvjxÕ eBUv gw›`‡ii ILv‡b mKvj-we‡Kj GKUv eB wb‡q e‡m
†`q| KvMRUv †`‡L wb‡q, eBUv Ii w`‡K wcQb AvwQ Zv j¶¨ K‡iwQj| Avwg cªmv` PvB‡Z †M‡j ZvB
wd‡i, d«‡Ki wfZi XzwK‡q jywK‡q wb‡q P‡j †Mj| GKUz †ewk K‡i w`‡q w`Z| Kx fvj †Zvgvi eBUv!
Avgvi GZ fvj †j‡M‡Q bv, co‡Z co‡Z LvIqvi
Gi ci w`b Uzwm †L‡Z w`‡Z Gj bv| GKUv †Q‡j K_vB f‚‡j †hZvg| Avgvi Lvwj g‡b nZ, Avwg †hb
G‡m Ii Lvevi w`‡q †Mj| Zvi Kv‡Q mbvZb Rvbj eBUvi Ô`~Mv© Õw`w`| Avi ÔAcyÕ†K Avgvi fvB ÔjvjUzÕi
†h, Uzwm mKv‡j G‡m ÔLye †cU e¨v_v Ki‡QÕ e‡j †mB g‡Zv g‡b nwPQj| Zzwg Kx K‡i eyS‡j, GB eBUv
†h P‡j †M‡Q, GLbI Av‡mwb| co‡Z Avgvi GZ fvj jvM‡e?
mbvZ‡bi gy‡L g„`y nvwm|
mKvj, ivwÎ, Zvi ciw`b mKvjI †K‡U †Mj| - †Zvgvi Kv‡Q G iKg AviI eB Av‡Q?
mbvZb m¤§wZm~PK gv_v bv‡o|
Uzwm Gj ci w`b ivw·ejv| we‡Kj †_‡K †gN - Bm&| Zzwg hw` AviI wKQz w`b gvwmi Kv‡Q †L‡Z,
K‡iwQj| mܨv †_‡K Zv wSiwS‡i e„wói iƒc wb‡q‡Q| Zv n‡j †m¸‡jvI Avwg c‡o wb‡Z cviZvg|
Zvi-B g‡a¨ Pzwo`v‡ii Iobv gv_vq Rwo‡q Uzwm Gj|
mbvZb †Zv AevK! G K_vi ci nVvr-B Uzwm G‡Kev‡i Pzc K‡i hvq|
- Kx e¨vcvi †i Uzwm| G‡Kev‡i nvwcm n‡q †MQwj? Kvj‡Ki ci GB Avmv hvIqv, UzK‡iv-UzK‡iv K_v,
†c‡Ui e¨v_v †m‡i‡Q? nvwm, DPQ¡vm, Avi _vK‡Q bv| †mB wPš—v Ii K_vi
- †cU e¨v_v bv nvwZ| ¯^vfvweK Q›`‡K Mªvm K‡i †bq|
- nvwZ! ewjm Kx †i? †Uwe‡j Lvevi †e‡o w`j PzcPvc|
- Zzwg Gfv‡e K_v ej‡e bv †Zv| Avgvi Lye gb mbvZb ejj, KLbI †KvbI Amyweavq co‡j, Avwmm
Lvivc! wKš‘|
mbvZ‡bi g‡b nj, Uzwmi K_vevZ©v nVvr K‡iB
cwiYZ gwnjvi g‡Zv jvM‡Q| I ejj, wVK Av‡Q| Kx Uzwm eBUv Kvwg‡Ri wfZi †_‡K evi K‡i Ii
n‡q‡Q Ly‡j ej bv Avgv‡K| nv‡Z w`‡q, ÔAvmwQ KvKzÕ e‡j gyû‡Z© evwoi mvg‡bi
- AvR‡K mvZ ZvwiL| Gi ci Zzwg Avi Lv‡e bv AÜKv‡i wgwj‡q †Mj|
Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q| Zzwg †h eBUv co‡Z w`‡qwQ‡j, †mUv
Avgv‡K cov †kl K‡i Zv n‡j AvR‡Ki g‡a¨B Qq
†diZ w`‡Z nq|
ZvB ‡Zv! mbvZb G-w`KUv †f‡e †`‡Lwb| †eŠ, †Q‡j‡g‡q P‡j Avmvi ci mbvZb ax‡i ax‡i
wRÁvmv K‡i, c‡owQm cy‡iv eBUv? f‚‡jB †M‡Q Uzwmi K_v| gvaex G‡m LvIqv-`vIqvi
- n¨vu| AvR we‡K‡j †kl K‡iwQ| gvwm‡K †c‡U e¨v_v K_v wRÁvmv Ki‡j, Ii Kv‡Q K_v cªm‡½ GK evi
n‡PQ e‡j Kv‡R Avwmwb| evwo‡ZI wQjvg bv| †ivR G‡mwQj Ô†nv‡WKvmÕ-Gi Lvev‡ii †KvqvwjwU-i mv‡_
mKv‡j †hgb Kv‡R †ewi‡q hvB †m iKg †ewi‡q ÔUzwmÕ bv‡g GKUv †g‡qi mg‡q Lvevi wb‡q Avmvi
†hZvg| evev Rv‡b Avwg Kv‡RB hvwPQ| Avwg evwo K_v|
†_‡K †ewi‡q A‡bK `~‡i IB †h Ôey‡ov eUZjvÕ evm
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gv‡S Ô†nv‡WKvmÕ-Gi gvwmi mv‡_ evRv‡i GK mbvZ‡bi Kv‡Q A‡b‡K KvMRcÎ A¨v‡U‡÷k‡bi
evi †`Lv n‡Z K_vq K_vq †R‡bwQj †h Uzwm Ibvi Rb¨ Av‡m| †mB iKgB †KD n‡e †f‡e I e‡j,
KvR †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q, ZvI cªvq `yÕgv‡mi Ici nj| Av‡Qb| †fZ‡i G‡mv|
Ô†Kb †Q‡o w`j?Õ ïav‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb, Ômy‡L mbvZb I-N‡i †Q‡j‡g‡qi mv‡_ LybmywU
_vK‡Z KvD‡K hw` f‚‡Z wK‡jvq, Zv n‡j Avcwb KiwQj| `iRvi Kv‡Q Uzwm‡K †`‡LB wP‡š— cv‡i|
Avwg Kx-B ev Ki‡Z cvwi ejybÕ| gvaexi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Q †`‡L I D‡V Av‡m| wK‡kvix
Ô†Kv_vq _v‡K Rv‡bb wK bvÕ wRÁvmv Kiv‡Z †g‡qiv †Kb †h jvDWMvi g‡Zv Ggb ûogywo‡q eo
e‡jwQ‡jb, ÔIB K¨v‡bj-Gi avi †Nu‡m †h me ew¯— n‡q hvq! GK eQi n‡q‡Q Kx nqwb, GiB g‡a¨
MwR‡q D‡V‡Q, Zv‡`i-B †KvbI GKUv‡Z n‡e| I‡`i Uzwm‡K KZ eo eo jvM‡Q! gvaexi wcQ‡b mbvZb‡K
Av¯—vbvi Kx †KvbI wVK Av‡Q bvwK? AvR GLv‡b, †Zv Avm‡Z †`‡L Uzwm DPQ¡vm †P‡c ivL‡Z cv‡i bv|
ew¯— D‡PQ` n‡q †M‡j Kvj †mLv‡bÕ| gvaexi cvk KvwU‡q evwo‡Z Xz‡K Ii cv‡q nvZ Qzu‡q
eQi Ny‡i †Mj| bZzb eQ‡i ¯^vfvweK Q‡›` cªYvg K‡i|
G‡Ki ci GK gvm¸‡jv G‡m †K‡U hvwPQj| - Av‡i _vK _vK| Kx e¨vcvi ‡i Uzwm? cªYvg †Kb?
mbvZ‡bi †Q‡j‡g‡q evàv I gvš‘ c‡ii K¬v‡m DVj GZ w`b †Kv_vq nvwi‡q †MwQwj?
Lye fvj †iRvë K‡i| `yÕgvm K¬vm nevi ci - GB †`L gvK©kxU| Avgvi ¯‹z‡ji Ônvd-Bqvwj©Õ
†Q‡j‡g‡qi ¯‹z‡j Mªx‡®§i QzwU coj| gvaex Avevi GK cix¶vi †iRvë †ewi‡q‡Q| As‡K Avwg cuPvwk
gv‡mi Dci cyÎ-Kb¨v mn ev‡ci evwo‡Z iBj| †mB †c‡qwQ|
mgqI mbvZ‡bi Pzw³ nj Ô†nv‡WKvm&Õ-Gi mv‡_| Uzwmi mbvZb mwZ¨B AevK! gvaex AevK nq Ab¨
e`‡j †h †Q‡jwU †`o-w`b Lvevi w`‡q wM‡qwQj, Kvi‡Y|
Gev‡i cy‡iv gvm †m-B †cŠu‡Q w`j Ii Lvevi mKvj, - ZzB ¯‹z‡j cowQm? evn, evn! Lye fvj K_v|
mܨv, mwVK mg‡q| mbvZ‡bi gb †_‡KI cy‡ivcywi mbvZb gvK©kxU †`L‡Z †`L‡Z e‡j, KZ fvj
gy‡Q †Mj Uzwmi ¯§…wZ| †iRvë K‡iwQm †i ZzB! †Kvb K¬vm †hb? GB †Zv
w`b Av‡m, w`b hvq| VvÛv fvjB c‡o †Mj| K¬vm †m‡fb †jLv Av‡Q| Kx K‡i GZ KvÛ NUvwj
QzwUi w`b e‡j †`wi K‡i Nyg †_‡K D‡V‡Q mbvZb| ms‡¶‡c ej †Zv GKUz ïwb|
cªvZtK…Z¨ †m‡i Pv`i gywo w`‡q e‡m Mig Pv‡q PzgKy Uzwm hv ejj Zvi mvigg© G iKg:
w`‡Z w`‡Z †ccv‡ii Dci †PvL eyjvwPQj| gvaex mbvZ‡bi Kv‡Q Lvevi †`Iqv †kl nIqvi `yÕnßv c‡iB
I‡K, Ônvd-Bqvwj©Õ cix¶vq evàvi K¬vm Iqvb I gvš‘i Uzwm †nv‡WKv‡mi KvR †Q‡o w`‡q ¯‹z‡j Avevi fwZ©
†jvqvi †K.wR.-i wi‡cvU© KvW© †`LvwPQj| †`Lv n‡q nevi wm×vš— †bq| ¯‹z‡j fwZ© n‡Z †M‡j, ZLb
†M‡j MvwW©qvb wn‡m‡e I wb‡P wbw`©ó ¯’v‡b mB K‡i †mk‡bi ga¨eZ©x mgq nIqvq, Ges cov‡kvbv
gvaexi nv‡Z w`‡q w`j| Ônvd-Bqvwj©Õ cix¶v n‡q‡Q `yÕeQ‡ii Dci †Q‡o †`Iqvq I‡K fwZ© †bq bv| gvP©
†Zv Kx n‡q‡Q, evàv I gvš‘ Zv‡Z fvj dj Kivi gvm ch©š— A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡j| †m mgq G›U«vÝ †U÷
Rb¨ I‡`i‡K Uwd wK‡b †`evi Aby‡iva K‡i n‡e| Zv‡Z cvk Ki‡j Z‡eB fwZ© †bIqv n‡e| IB
mbvZ‡bi Kv‡Q| †U÷-Gi Rb¨ eBcËi Ly‡u R evwo‡Z evevi Pzovš—
ÔwKwos wKwosÕ K‡i Kwjs †ej evR‡Z gvaex eKvwb m‡Ë¡I cov‡kvbv K‡i‡Q| Zvi ci †U÷-G cvk
gqjvevjv gqjv wb‡Z G‡m‡Q †f‡e Wv÷web evi K‡i Ki‡Z ¯‹z‡j fwZ© n‡q †M‡Q|
w`‡Z hvq| Kwjs †ej Nb Nb evR‡ZB _v‡K| GZUv GK bvMv‡o e‡j Uzwm _v‡g| mbvZb
†ej †Ucvi AvIqv‡R gvaex wei³ n‡q e‡j, e‡j, `vuwo‡q _vKwj †Kb, †evm| GB †mvdvUv‡Z
Id&! †K ‡i G iKg Am‡f¨i gZ †ej wUc‡Q| hvwPQ †evm|
`vuov- Uzwm em‡j, mbvZbI †mvdvq e‡m e‡j, †Zvi
DMª †gRv‡R wM‡q `iRv Lyj‡ZB †`‡L, dzUdz‡U †ivRvë †`‡L, †Zvi G me K_v ï‡b Avgvi †h Kx
GKwU †g‡q `vuwo‡q| nv‡Z Zvi Kx‡mi GKUv KvMR Avb›` n‡PQ bv! GB gvaex, Uzwm GZ cwikªg K‡i
aiv| GZ fvj †iRvë K‡i‡Q, I‡K GKUz wgwó gyL KivI|
hZUv ivM I weiw³ wb‡q G‡mwQj Zvi †_‡K †m K_v ï‡b gvaexi iv‡M Mv wii-wii K‡i
wKQzUv big n‡q I wRÁvmv K‡i, †K Zzwg? Kv‡K I‡V| gyL Svg‡U e‡j, †Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i-I †iRvë
PvB? †ewi‡q‡Q| I‡`i‡K wKQz wK‡b †`evi K_v g‡b
- In&! KvwKgv Avcwb! KvKz †bB evwo‡Z? c‡o‡Q †Zvgvi? †iRvë †`‡L MvwW©qv‡bi mB K‡iB
`vwqZ¡ Lvjvm| Avi †Kv_v †_‡K †K GKUv Kv‡Ri
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†g‡q Avm‡ZB Ibvi `vwqZ¡Ávb G‡Kev‡i D_‡j wQj Avgvi Kzwo‡q cvIqv gv| †m Avgv‡K Lye
DVj| wgwó LvIqvI! †Zvgv‡K cªYvg K‡i‡Q, Zzwg †QvU‡ejvq Kzwo‡q †c‡qwQj, iv¯—vi av‡i Wv÷we‡b|
LvIqvI| Avgvi Kx `vq c‡o‡Q? Zvi †KvbI †Q‡jcy‡j wQj bv| ZvB †m Avgv‡K wb‡q
†m K_v ï‡b Uzwm gvaex‡K cªYvg Ki‡Z †M‡j, Lye Lywk wQj| wKš‘ Avgvi †mB Kzwo‡q cvIqv gv-I
gvaex SU&Kv †g‡i `~‡i m‡i hvq| Avgvi hLb QÕeQi e‡qm, ZLb GK e„wó ev`jvi
- _vK, Avi cªYvg K‡i KvR †bB| hZ me DU&‡Kv iv‡Z KÔw`b R¦‡i †fvMvi ci UzK& K‡i g‡i †Mj|
Sv‡gjv| †mB gv g‡i hvevi ci eQi Nyi‡Z bv-Nyi‡ZB Avgvi
wKQz bv-w`‡qB I N‡ii wfZi †Q‡j‡g‡qi evev Avevi we‡q Kij| Zvi GK ‡Q‡j, jvjUz|
Kv‡Q P‡j hvq| wKš‘ mRvM `„wó I Kvb Lvov n‡q jvjUz‡K Avwg fvB-Gi g‡Zv fvjevwm, jvjUzI
_v‡K emvi N‡ii Av‡jvPbvi cªwZ| Avgv‡K w`w`i g‡ZvB fvjev‡m| wKš‘ jvjUzi gv
Uzwm gvaexi iƒp e¨envi Mv‡q gv‡L bv| Ii-B Avgv‡K †g‡qi g‡Zv fvjev‡m bv| jvjUz Avi evev‡K
†Zv f‚j| Xz‡KB KvKz‡K cªYvg K‡i‡Q, KvwKgv Vvq wb‡q jvjUzi gv GKUv N‡i †kvq| evuk, LocvZv I
GZ ¶Y `vuwo‡q _vKv m‡Ë¡I Ii GK ev‡ii Rb¨ †Kb gvwU w`‡q †ek k³‡cv³ K‡i MZ eQi IB NiUv
†Lqvj coj bv cªYvg Kivi K_v? evwb‡q‡Q| Avgv‡K †m N‡ii †fZi ï‡Z †`q bv|
mbvZb‡K ejj, Avgvi Lye f‚j n‡q †M‡Q| Avwg I‡`i N‡ii evB‡i `yqv‡i, PU gv`yi w`‡q †N‡i
KvwKgvi †i‡M hvIqv GK`g wVK| wb‡R GKUv †QvÆ gZ Ni evwb‡q †mLv‡b ïB| IB
mbvZb D‡V hvwPQj gvaexi Kv‡Q, G K_v N‡iB Avwg jç ev jÚb R¦vwj‡q m‡Ü¨‡ejv cwo|
Rvbv‡Z †h Uzwm AbyZß| G me AvPiY‡ev‡a I KvR bv-K‡i cwo e‡j, Avgv‡K Iiv †L‡Z w`‡Z
GLbI moMo nqwb| f‚jUv Ii B‡PQK…Z bq| I‡K cvi‡e bv e‡j|
†hb f‚j bv †ev‡S| Zi-Zi GZUv ejvi ci Uzwm _vgj| GZ me
Uzwm fv‡e KvwKgv P‡j †h‡Z G evi KvKzI P‡j K_v hLb ejwQj, ZLb †KvbI wPš—vi Qvc wQj bv
hv‡PQ| I gwiqv n‡q Wv‡K, KvKz Avcwb emyb bv Avi Ii †Pv‡L gy‡L| G evi GKUz wPš—vMª¯— n‡q ejj,
GKUz| Avgvi †h A‡bK wKQz ejvi Av‡Q Avcbv‡K| wUDkb cov hw` Avwg ev`-B w`B, LvIqv-`vIqv, ¯‹z‡j
mbvZb Ii AvKzj wgbwZgvLv Wv‡K I-N‡i bv- Avmv-hvIqv, eB cÎ †Kbv me wKQzi-B LiPv Av‡Q|
wM‡q Avevi e‡m c‡o| Uzwm Mo Mo K‡i ej‡Z ïiy mbvZb e‡j, ZzB Zv n‡j Kx Kiwe fvewQm?
K‡i: - fvewQ Avevi KvR ïiy Kie| mKv‡j ¯‹z‡j hvevi
- Rv‡bv ‡Zv KvKz, KvR K‡i Avwg hv cqmv Rwg‡q Av‡M bÕUvi g‡a¨ hw` wZb‡U evwoi wV‡K wSÕi KvR
wQjvg, Zv cªvq †kl n‡q Gj| Ônvd-Bqvwj©Õ ch©š— †Zv Kwi, Zv n‡j we‡K‡j ¯‹zj †_‡K Ny‡i G‡m cvuPUv
nj, Gi ci Kx K‡i Uvbe eyS‡Z cviwQ bv| Avgvi †_‡K QÕUvi g‡a¨ IB wZb‡U evwoi KvR Kiv †KvbI
evev Avgv‡K cªwZw`b iv‡Î‡ejv e‡K| e‡j, Lvevi e¨vcvi n‡e bv|
cqmv †bB, †g‡q w`w`gwb n‡Z Pjj| gvwmi Kv‡Q mbvZ‡bi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q e‡j, †Zvgvi
KvR K‡i hv †cZvg Zvi †ewki fvMUvB evev wb‡q g‡Zv wZbÕk-mv‡o wZbÕk K‡i hw` wZb Rb †`q Zv
wbZ| GLb Zv cv‡PQ bv e‡j †ivR iv‡Z gv‡i| n‡j nvRvi UvKv g‡Zv n‡q hv‡e| †mLvb †_‡K
- Kx K‡i †Zvi evev? evev‡K LvIqv-`vIqv eve` cªwZ gv‡m GKUv evwo
- ¯‹z‡ji f¨vb Pvjvq| †_‡K cvIqv-UvKv w`‡q w`‡jI, AviI hv _vK‡e Zv‡Z
mbvZb eyS‡Z bv-†c‡i e‡j, f¨vb Pvjvq gv‡b? Avgvi cov‡kvbvi me LiPvcvwZ n‡q hv‡e|
- B¯‹z‡ji †QvU-†QvU evPPv‡`i wb‡q hvevi R‡b¨ wiKkv mbvZb‡K wRÁvmv K‡i, n‡e bv e‡jv? Avwg
f¨vb Av‡Q bv, †mUv Pvjvq| wVK †f‡ewQ, KvKz?
mbvZb fv‡e, AevK c„w_ex! †h gvbylUv mevi mbvZb Av‡M fveZ wk¶v gvbyl‡K cwiYZ
†Q‡j ‡g‡q‡`i †ivR mKv‡j ¯‹z‡j †cŠu‡Q †`q, Zvi K‡i| Uzwm‡K †`‡L eyS‡Z cv‡i Afve AbUb-I
wb‡Ri †g‡q‡K ¯‹z‡j cvVv‡bvi B‡PQ Rv‡M bv KLbI? gvbyl‡K h‡_ó cwiYZ K‡i, mwVK wPš—v-fvebv Ki‡Z
Dj‡U Avevi ¯‹z‡j hvq e‡j gvi‡avi K‡i? †kLvq|
- Zzwg wR‡Ám Ki‡jI Avwg ewjwb| AvR‡K Avgvi I e‡j, GK`g wVK †f‡ewQm ZzB| kZ
†KvbI j¾v †bB, †Zvgv‡K me K_v eje e‡jB †Zv cªwZK‚j cwiw¯’wZ‡ZI cov‡kvbv Qvwom bv|
G‡mwQ| †g‡qUvi K_v †kl nevi †KvbI j¶Y bv
GKUz †_‡g e‡j, Avgvi mwZ¨Kv‡ii evev gv †`L‡Z †c‡q gvaex I Ni †_‡K ivbœv N‡i G‡m KvR
†K, Avwg Rvwb bv| Avgvi GLb †h evev, Zvi †eŠ
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Ki‡Z ïiy Kij| evàv I gvš‘ G N‡i G‡m GKUz mv‡_ †Lj‡j, Avwg †mUv †Zvgv‡KI †`e| Zzwg ZLb
`~‡i `vuwo‡q Uzwm‡K †`LwQj| hv‡K B‡PQ hv‡e ¸wj Ki‡Z cvi‡e|
Uzwm mbvZb‡K ejj, Avgv‡K Avcbvi evwo‡Z gvš‘ `v`vi Kv‡Q wcwQ‡q co‡Q †`‡L ZwoNwo
wV‡K wS-Gi KvRUv Ki‡Z w`b bv KvKz? evwK `y‡Uv K‡i e‡j, Avgvi ivbœv Kivi †Ljbv Av‡Q| Zv‡Z
evwo Avwg Ly‡u R †be| Avgviv ivbœv-Kiv †Lje|
mbvZb GB iKgB GKUv wKQz wb‡Ri g‡bI evàv e‡j, Avgvi GKUv mvc Av‡Q| nv‡Z
fvewQj| Ii gy‡L ï‡b gnv Avbw›`Z nq| ai‡jB †mUv b‡o| Z‡e mwZ¨ bq| Zzwg ai‡j fq
- n¨vu n¨vu, †Kb bq? Avgv‡`i Kv‡Ri †eŠUvi hv cv‡e bv| Avwg mwZ¨Kv‡ii nvi‡gvwbqvg evwR‡q Mvb
Kv‡Ri wQwi, cvi‡j I‡K Avwg Kvj-B Qvwo‡q w`B| wkwL| gvš‘‡K e‡j, ZzB wkwLm? Uzwm‡K e‡j, Avgvi
`vuov, †Zvi KvwKgv‡K ewj| m‡½ †Lj‡j †Zvgv‡K Avwg nvi‡gvwbqv‡g mv-†i-Mv-gv-
- gvaex, GB gvaex- wkwL‡q †`e|
- Kx nj Avevi? †`ewkïi g‡Zv `yÕ fvB-†ev‡bi K_v ïb‡Z
- GKUz †kv‡bv bv G w`‡K| ïb‡Z Uzwmi gb f‡i hvwPQj| Av‡M I‡`i d‡Uv
gvaex G‡m `vuov‡j ejj, Zzwg †Zv GKUz Av‡M †`‡L‡Q, AvR †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †`‡L, K_v ï‡b I‡`i‡K
ïb‡j, †`L‡jI, Uzwmi cov‡kvbvq KZ †gwi‡Uvwiqvm&| Rwo‡q a‡i fxlY Av`i Ki‡Z B‡PQ K‡i Ii| wKš‘
g¨v_&‡m webv wUDk‡b-B GBwÆ dvBf †c‡q‡Q| KvwKgvi †Pv‡L c‡o †M‡j Zv Avevi Kx fv‡e †b‡e,
- GiKg c‡b‡iv-†lvj eQ‡ii GKUv avwo-†g‡q K¬vm †mB †f‡e ïay nvZ w`‡q I‡`i gv_vq, Mv‡j, _yZwb‡Z
†m‡f‡bi cix¶vq g¨v_&‡m GBwÆ dvBf †c‡q‡Q, Zv‡Z ¯ck© K‡i my›`‡ii †Qvuqvq wb‡R‡K ab¨ Kij|
GZ DPQ¡wmZ n‡q †d‡U covi Kx _vK‡Z cv‡i, Avwg G N‡i evàv I gvš‘ hLb G me K_v ejwQj,
†Zv eyS‡Z cviwQ bv| I‡K wb‡q wfZ‡ii N‡i ZLb m¤c~Y© wecixZ
- Av‡i bv, bv; †kv‡bv bv| Ii †Zv cov‡kvbvi LiPv Av‡jvPbv PjwQj| †m me K_vI cwi¯‹vi Kv‡b
†RvMvo Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv e‡j gv‡S `yÕ-wZb eQi M¨vc AvmwQj Uzwmi|
c‡o †MwQj| ZvB Avevi hLb bZzb D`¨‡g ïiy gvaexi ivMZ wRÁvmv, nvD †Wqvi wm BR!
K‡i‡Q, ZLb I‡K DrmvwnZ-B Kiv DwPZ Avgv‡`i| Kv‡Ri †g‡q evwo‡Z G‡m †mvdvq em‡Q, †Zvgvi
- Kx fv‡e Ki‡Z PvI ïwb| cv‡k e‡m wgwó-wgwó K_v ej‡Q| Zv‡K Avevi Rjwgwó
- I hv ejwQj, †mB c−¨vb †Zv Zzwg ïb‡j| wZb‡U w`‡q LvwZi Af_©bv Ki| Avgv‡K GKUv K_vi Reve
evwo‡Z mKvj we‡Kj KvR Ki‡e... `vI †`wL, †Zvgv‡K ÔZzwgÕ ÔZzwgÕ K‡i K_v ejvi
- n¨vu, I me ï‡bwQ| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z GLb mvnm I †cj †Kv‡Ì‡K?
Kv‡Ri †jv‡Ki †KvbI `iKvi †bB| `y‡Uv evwo‡Z I gvaexi K_vi Kx DËi †`‡e PU K‡i Zv †f‡e
KvR Ly‡u R wb‡Z cvi‡j Avi GKUv evwo‡ZI †c‡q DV‡Z cv‡i bv mbvZb| I ejj, wVK Av‡Q, Avgv‡`i
hv‡e| evwo‡Z hLb KvR Kiv ïiy Ki‡e ZLb G¸‡jv ïa‡i
- †kv‡bv, †kv‡bv, G w`‡K G‡mv- †b‡e|
mbvZb †mvdv †_‡K D‡V gvaex‡K nv‡Z a‡i - Kx K‡i KvR Ki‡e Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z ïwb| †KvbI
†U‡b wb‡q I-N‡i hvq| cªYvg bv-Kivq †gRvRUv P‡U SzU Sv‡gjv †bB| kvwš—i gv GLb kvwš—‡Z KvR
Av‡Q| Uzwmi mvg‡b Kx ej‡Z Kx e‡j em‡e| Ki‡Q| I‡K Kx K‡i ûU K‡i Qvwo‡q w`B| †Zvgvi
evàv I gvš‘ GZ ¶Y A‡c¶v Kivi ci Uzwm‡K g‡b †bB, MZ eQi c~‡Rvi GK gvm Av‡M †Zvgvi
emvi N‡i GKjv †c‡q Ii mvg‡b GwM‡q Av‡m| c¨v‡›Ui cvm© †_‡K `yÕk UvKv †ei K‡i wb‡qwQj; †m
gvš‘ e‡j, Zzwg †K †Mv? Rb¨ Qvwo‡q †`e e‡jwQjvg e‡j Kx Sv‡gjvi m„wó
evàv e‡j, Av‡i eyS‡Z cviwQm bv, w`w`| K‡iwQj? Avgv‡`i‡K agwK w`‡qwQj, I‡`i-I
- Zzwg w`w`? Avgv‡`i N‡i KwÏb _vK‡e? Avwg BDwbqvb Av‡Q e‡j| me Kv‡Ri †g‡q‡K e‡j †`‡e,
†Zvgvi mv‡_ ZvÕ†j cyZj z †Lje| Zzwg Avgvi m‡½ †Pvi e`bvg w`‡q KvR †_‡K Qvwo‡q w`‡q‡Q| I‡K
†Lj‡e, `v`vi m‡½ †Lj‡e bv wKš‘| bv-ivL‡j, †KD Avi KvR Ki‡e bv I‡`i evwo‡Z|
ZvB ï‡b evàv Uzwm‡K e‡j I‡V, Ii †_‡K mbvZ‡bi g‡b c‡o †m me K_v| G iKg
Avgvi fvj fvj †Ljbv Av‡Q| gvš‘‡K e‡j, †Zvi nvIqv GKevi kvwš—i gv Zz‡jwQj e‡U|
†U‡ib& Mvwo Av‡Q? Uzwm‡K e‡j, Avgvi Av‡Q| G‡Ëv mbvZb e‡j, wVK Av‡Q, Ii †Zv †nv‡WKv‡m
eo GKUv †evb&aK y Av‡Q Avgvi| Zv‡Z K¨vc dU&Kv ivbœvevbœv Kivi AwfÁZv Av‡Q| I‡K ivbœvi Rb¨
f‡i Ô`yg `ygÕ K‡i †evby‡K ¸wj K‡i w`B| Avgvi iv‡Lv|
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gvaexi G evi ˆa‡h©i evua †f‡½ hvq, I‡K n‡j ev AvU‡K †M‡j Avcbv‡`i evwo‡Z hLb KvR
†`‡L GLb ejQ Zzwg ivbœv Kivi Rb¨ iv‡Lv| A_P Ki‡Z AvmZvg, wR‡Ám K‡i wbZvg| Avcwb fvMUv
wVK QÕgvm Av‡M Avwg hLb GB cª¯v— e w`‡qwQjvg †h, †hfv‡e eywS‡q w`‡qwQ‡jb, †mB fv‡e ey‡S wbZvg|
evàv K¬vm Iqv‡b DVj, gvš‘-I cov‡kvbv ïiy K‡i‡Q, Zv‡Z Avgvi wUDkb covi LiP †Zv evuPZB, wUDkb
I‡`i‡K cov‡bvi Rb¨ fvj mgq P‡j hv‡PQ, mKvj- co‡Z hvevi R‡b¨ †h mgq jvMZ †mUvI †eu‡P †hZ|
m‡Ü¨ ivbœvevbœv Kivi ZvB GKUv †jvK ivL‡j fvj †mB †eu‡P hvIqv mg‡q Ab¨ `y‡Uv evwoi KvR †m‡i
nq| ZLb Zzwg Kx e‡jwQ‡j Avgv‡K g‡b c‡o? wb‡Z cviZvg| GKUz `g wb‡q e‡j, Avcbvi gZ
wb‡Ri K_vi dvu‡` mbvZb wb‡RB Rwo‡q hvq| Ggb fv‡e covi K_v †KD †Zv e‡j bv KvKz| Avcwb
I kvïwo‡K GLv‡b wb‡q G‡m ivL‡Z e‡jwQj| gvaex †Pv‡Li mvg‡b _vK‡j Avwg cov‡kvbv Ki‡Z Drmvn
Zv‡Z ivwR nqwb| †cZvg| †Uwe‡j ivLv UvKvi w`‡K †P‡q gvaex‡K e‡j,
gvaex AvR e‡j, †m iKg `iKvi co‡j gv-B Avgv‡K wf‡¶ PvIqvi j¾v †`‡eb bv| †KvbI KvR
G‡m _vK‡e GLv‡b| wKš‘ `ya-Kjv w`‡q Kvjmvc bv-K‡i Avwg UvKv wb‡Z Avwg cvie bv|
cyl‡Z ivwR bB Avwg evwo‡Z| †K †Kv_vKvi iv¯—vi gvaex gyL Svg‡U e‡j I‡V, hZ me b¨vKv‡gv!
GKUv †g‡qi g½j Ki‡Z wM‡q, wb‡Ri msmv‡i G me †g‡qi †PvLgyL †`L‡jB gZje †evSv hvq!
Ag½j †W‡K wb‡q Avm‡Z cvie bv, GB Avwg Uzwm P‡j hv‡PQ †`‡L gvš‘ Ii nvZ †U‡b e‡j,
cwi¯‹vi e‡j w`jvg| Zzwg P‡j hvPQ †Kb?
gvaex mbvZ‡bi mvg‡b bv-`vuwo‡q Avjgvwii evàv †`Š‡o G‡m Uzwmi w`‡K ZvK K‡i Ô`ygÕ&
w`‡K wM‡q Pvwe Ly‡u R Kx me evi Ki‡Z jvMj| K‡i cUKv dvwU‡q †`q Ii †Ljbv e›`yK †_‡K,
mbvZb I Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m †mvdvq e‡m| †Zvgv‡K ¸wj K‡i w`jvg Avwg| nv-nv-nv-
gvš‘ Pg‡K D‡V Uzwm‡K Rwo‡q a‡i|
Uzwm I‡`i Mv‡j, gv_vq nvZ ivL‡ZB gvš‘ I‡K gvaex ag‡K I‡V, evàv, gvš‘, I‡K †h‡Z `vI|
Rwo‡q a‡i| nvZ a‡i †U‡b e‡j, Zzwg G‡mv Avgvi †Zvgiv G N‡i G‡mv!
m‡½| †Zvgv‡K Avgvi †Ljbvi evm&‡KvUv †`Lve| Uzwm gvš‘i gv_vi Pzj nv‡Z †Nu‡U w`‡q e‡j,
evàv e‡j, Ii †Ljbv ivLvi GBUzKz GKUv hvI gvgwb| Ab¨ GK w`b G‡m †Zvgvi mv‡_ †Lje|
evK&‡mv Av‡Q| Avgvi †Ljbv Ii †P‡q A‡bK †ewk, gvš‘i nvZ Qvwo‡q `iRvi Kv‡Q G‡m ejj,
Avwg †m¸‡jv GB G‡Ëv eo GKUv †cjvm&wU‡Ki KvKz, Avcwb gb Lvivc Ki‡eb bv Avgvi R‡b¨|
Szwo‡Z ivwL| Zzwg †`L‡e P‡jv| evàv Uzwmi Ab¨ nvZ Avgvi KcvjUv Rb¥ †_‡KB †cvov, Avcwb Avi Kx
a‡i Uv‡b| Ki‡eb? Avcwb Avgvi Rb¨ hv K‡i‡Qb †m Fb Avwg
gvaex †ewi‡q G‡m Uzwm‡K wRÁvmv K‡i, KZ Rxe‡b †kva Ki‡Z cvie bv|... Avwg AvmwQ|....
UvKv w`‡j Zzwg Avi †KvbIw`b Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z cv evwoi evB‡i †ewi‡q Gj Uzwm| gvš‘ Ii Af¨vm
ivL‡e bv e‡jv ‡Zv? g‡Zv evwo †_‡K †KD †M‡j †hgb K‡i ÔUv- Uv-Õ K‡i
mbvZb Pg‡K I‡V gvaexi K_v ï‡b| Uzwm‡KI nvZ †b‡o †Zgb Kij| mn¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e
- GB bvI nvRvi UvKv| e‡j I‡K nv‡Z bv-w`‡q bv e‡j, mbvZb D‡V wM‡q †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvij bv Ii
†mvdvi mvg‡b †m›Uvi-†Uwe‡ji Ici †i‡L †`q GKÕk †mB P‡j hvIqv|
UvKvi GK¸PQ †bvU| Uzwm Pzwo`v‡ii Iobv‡Z Ii ‡PvL †P‡c aij|
Uzwm KiyY gy‡L mbvZ‡bi w`‡K †P‡q _v‡K| GZ ¶Y a‡i g‡bi wfZ‡i Acgvb, Kvbœv, fwel¨‡Zi
- bvI, GUv wb‡q Gevi we‡`q nI| †cªiYv nviv‡bvi †e`bv me †P‡c †i‡LwQj evwoi
evwo‡Z G ai‡bi bvUK †`L‡Z mbvZ‡bi wfZi| GLb Avi cvi‡Q bv| c_ Pj‡Z Pj‡Z `yÕ‡PvL
GK`g fvj jvMwQj bv| I-I PvBwQj Uzwm GLb P‡j †e‡q Dc‡P co‡Q me| c_, gvbylRb, evwo-Ni,
hvK| c‡i gvaexi gyW fvj n‡j, wKQz GKUv Dcvq MvQcvjv me wKQz Ii †Pv‡Li mvg‡b µgkt Svcmv
†f‡e evi Kiv hv‡e| n‡q AvmwQj|
Uzwm †mvdv †Q‡o D‡V `vuovq| ax‡i-my‡¯’ †_‡g
†_‡g mbvZb‡K ejj, KvwKgv wVK-B e‡j‡Qb| `y‡Uv
evwo‡Z KvR Ly‡u R †c‡j Avi GKUv evwo‡ZI †c‡q
hve| Z‡e ïay KvR PvB‡Z bq, Avcbvi Kv‡Q -----****------
G‡mwQjvg Ab¨ AviI A‡bK Kvi‡Y| me wKQz ¸wQ‡q
ejvi mgq †cjvg KB| Avgvi wKQz eyS‡Z Amywe‡a
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