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et Ug mEgt
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$ c.nt. K. guh# mafh
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jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gh.m.
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K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
et Ug mEgt
(U. K. guh# B.A,. B.L,.)
njhWth
iwt
IJ
iyf
Ugjhf
bgnahf TWt. mjhtJ, guk gjny UF

U, ghfl g bfhoUgJ, uhk
UZzh mtjhuf, vyh Mkhf cS
kiwJ F iy, moah kdf njhW
tonthL mjj a njrfny dhdh
tzF nrhahf nfh bfhoUF iy
vgd. tiw Kiwna, gut, A, gt,
mjaht, mir vW TWt Mnwh.
t eh o aEgF iy mirjh. j
mrhtjhu UnknahL vbgUkh n[it
[hF Ugf Mthfsh kfshrh[d
brabgw Ugf bwL, mtW xgJ
Ugfns etUgf vW nr bga bgW.
j Kt t bgha kiy wJ
nuhL j bgUF bghUizah UkUY
mikjd bthgJ UgfS. bthgJ
Ugfis kfshrhr[d brjt uge#d
Tljuhd ekhth jh. Mthfny ekhth
jh Phd fu vW nghwgLgt. ntjf
cbghj Phd miuFiwahf ntj gogt
if , bj fy, W ekhth

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vw PhdkL nj bjJ jD kiwJs

mt bghUfis bayh fhoW vW
bghUgl tU,
kzhod [a#y njhjt rf
Jiwny J tz bjuh mjij
fhLkh nghy mgUj fyd U e PhdJiw
nrJ bjW MbghUis mjJ
(MUja 1.7.1)
(kzhod-fyd,
Aa#y-bgha
kiyj, rf Jiw - UrfJiw vw
Mth UefYs Jiw, mjij cUgtiw, mgUj - Fiwj nfait
cilat, U - kiw.)
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kjFaJ.
ekhth
FUT
mtjjt. FUT vw C mth Uef, bghUif
M
bjfiu
UbentUJ
Uuiyth brY t eL mikJsJ.
nkny Ta etUgf UFUT KakhdJ.
kwit, Jiy kfy (uil Ug)
UFo, Ungiu, $itFj, tuFz kif
(ej) UFsij (bgUFs) Unfhq vgd.
j xgJ jyfS ekhth th f
VwKilad vg mP.
cy vbgUkh xUtnd U. Vida
Mkhf midJ bgailad vgJ
rhuf fl cik.
[ Vt th[&njnth b[s [hh U canj
uha ju[t #f uk u[u
vdnt Mkhf tju kwit. iwt
mdJF cglit vgJ jhnd nghjU.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
vbghGJ xU cjk uz iyia xU

Mkh milwnjh mbghGJjh mJ
iwtid,
iwtDF
jdF
cs
bjhlig mJ bfhljhF. mtnt Mkh
bgw ntoa jiyaha ngW. ngW, vnghJ xU
Mkh y khW bghUf Js
mkhdij fnlhL Lwnjh mnghJ L.
jifa cjk eha ghtij bgwh jh xU
Mkh iwtid csgo mJ mDgf Ko
vgJ ekht thif rjW ydhF.
mrjK mtuJ ugjfnw bgw ilF.
thth Phd th j xgJ jyfS
vgo VwKwd vgJ d eF sf bgW.
vD RUf T bthgJ jyf
UFo, tuFzkif, $itFj _W
jyfY cs _f, PhdgFt bgW
bfhoUj ekhthiu jh mDgf iuj
lf vW Mrha Uja TW. vdnt kw MW
jyfS mj mth ehaFa xbthU
Fzf ufhj lf vg. mtiw d
sFnth.
Kj _W jyfis iwt ehaia
bgw U iu iuit sF jyfshf
Mrha Uja FjJ vgij nkny Tndh.
go TWtJ jhf njhwyh. Mdh
ik v sfToaJ. iwt j is
ahlhf cyfij cfis njhWwh.
myfnjhL cfis izF khia
clhFwh. cf mkhia fil mWJ
jid L tjilwdth vW ghwh.
mt jhnd F gyiyf jid btgL

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
bfhs brwh. VnjD xU Mkh mtid

mila KgLkhdh mJ mtid mil K mt mij thwh. mjid Mu mtDF.
Vbd khiayfgl cf mny ka
mtid kwwd. myJ Mkh Phd bgW mj
mDnyna jid HJ Lwd.
m mt mUa f midJ X,
fkf midJ brJ, mt gyf bgW
mj mffhuny jidna iwtdhf v
mwd. Ffisbayh j j cik
tot vd vgij xU Mkh czJ, jh vW
iwt moik vw iyik HthJ fhgh
bfhtJ f Jygkhifahny mgo xU Mkh
gFtkhdh mij iwt nk GJ gWwh
vgJ ekhth fhL cik.
thbfhL cid GFt fh vW
Mw vid xa v Kd
ghJ jh vid Kw gUdh
fhbuhF fhfiu ag foand
(Uth bkh - 1-6-0)
(ghJ-g bfhL.)
vgJ khw kiw. gUFwh vw gjnk thkh
iwtid mil be vj glkh
fiuJ wJ vgij fhL. go iwt
Mkhit gw iu iyia jh Thompson vw
My f vGa The Hound of Heaven vD fij
sFwJ. go Mthiu gw iwt
lfshf m _W jyfS Ff bgWwd.
Mrha Uja Nu TWtbjd vgij
Muhnth;
gh.m.
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K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
ngha ghftiu bjj rijF K

_Y ufl
MthF
gukgahw
cz
jiybaLFks iwtDFlhd Mu
bjj bt ij vd tU ghRuthFF K
brhygl FolJ, tuFz kif
UJ itFjJ W vw lnj brhygl
_W Ugfshd UFo, tuFzkif,
$itFj vw _lfY mt lJ UJ
w _W iyfY bj vgJ j bghU.
ga xUt nrhWriklij fhwh
rW bghWjh mij Jfyh vW mnf
rhwh. mt Mu bghwhk ilia L
cfhUwh rW mJ bghwhk Mu
nkL vGJ wh. _W iyfisnk m
_W jy _f iy sF vgJ a.
_W lfS Mthuha ehaF guk
gaha cjk ght gFt bgw lf
vgjh j _W gf nghf, ghs MW
jyfS vij FJ vw dh vGkyth? mj
eha jdFa MW Ka Fzfis
btgLa lfshf bgnah gg.
mFzfshtd :- mdanrt, mda
ruzt, mdanghat, [ny j,
ny jahik, jijf thAt vgd.
mjhtJ wbthUtDF moasyhik, wiu
ruzkhf gwhik, w mDgf bghwhik, mtndhL ToUif th, mt
bghwhik, j bra ah mtl tHfhif. nkny
brhd j MW jyf MW FzfS

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
btahwd vgJ mP TW. Kj _W jy

bgUikia, MW Fzf vgo vF
njhWwd vw tuij mjj jyf jy
tuyhW nrfis j jna
mDgngh.
bthgJ UgfY cs nfhf
fhy ekh tiuaWJ Tw ayhJ. nfh vW
TW bghGJ fg Ufij kL eh Fnw.
nfhf vGjij g mjj Ugf jy
uhzf y afis jUwd. Mdh mit
fhyij FLtd my. bthgJ Ugf
gatiu ekhth ne fL mDgj jyf.
it vW, ekhth mtjhuF btF fhyF
Kng mit u bgUjd vW kL eh
Xus Twyh. jyf ga uhz tuyhWf
jfhy gFjthfSF ntoifahf,
aghf Tl Ufyh. mj jyf ga
tuyhWf vdbtgij eifila eh rW
ghngh.
uhz tuyhW
1. $itFl
t ierhua Ktf ToU

if Njkh Kt mF vGjUdh. mtl
Ktf, wj ZQjyfis g mUSkhW
nff, Njkh Kt mUdjhf xU tuyhW
fhzgLwJ. mJ tUkhW:nrhKf vD mRudh ntjPhd gnghf
ehKf fl, jt brajf lij njo,
jbghUiz ahwfiu xU mHa lij
njJ mF itFjehjid neh jt brjh.
itFjehjD mtUF u[dkh Hj
Phdij mjh. itFjehj totHif mDgj
uk, jh bgw ngW j gil bgw ntL
vW gfthid ntl mnfna itFjehj vw
UbgaUl vbgUkh mrh%gkhf nfh
bfhlUdh. mj fhuzkhfnt mjyK U
itFj vD bga bgwJ.
dh u jy kikia ehuj Kt
_y nfW, jyJF tJ, Ukhiy tz
mjyYs fyr vD j uho, gy
bgwh.
thW njtijfsh f bgw tuyhW xU
w Uf, uk ntLnfhgo guk
10

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
kjF yfhdh vW xU tuyhW

fhwJ. fhy f vgt, fsitna
bjhyhf bfhlt. vD iwa
nklt. Mfnt dK j bjhYF
wgLK, jh btnahL Udh mW
ilj bfhis bghU ghia iwtDF
fhifahf mJ Ltjhf rgj brJ, mthnw
brJ, btfukhf bjh el tjh. xU rka,
mt j njhHfSl m mur nfhiy
bfhisaof nghUj nghJ ilna
fhtyhf J bfhlhf. fhyD,
yU j l, xU y fhtyhfl
bfhld. mtf thyhf mur fhyfid
g mJ, mtid oJ tUgo gahfis
Vdh. jidaj fhyf, itFjehj
nfhYF brW, jid j MgW mt
jh fhf ntLbkW kdKU ntodh.
iwtD mt kd cUfF u, mtDF
mga mJ, ehnd fhyf to mur
gahfl , mur Kiy bfhL
tuglh. mur mtid neh V Uodh vd
dt, murl iwa, jJt rhu brjh.
mij al nfl mur, t rhjhuz ft
my, iwar bghUat vgij zJ
mtDila
cik
cUit
fhLkhW
gJntl, iwtD mtznk j cik
Uit mtDF fho, jh mUbfhl
tuyhiw T, fhyfid murDF
egdh kiwjh. j, ft jiytid
fhf
ft
jiytdhf
njhaik,
bgUkhDF fsuh vw fhuz bga
gh.m.
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mturdh NlglJ. Jjh jyij

ga tuyhW JQFf. D y tuyhWf
Uf ntLbkW njhWwJ. bgUkh UJ
rutF uaB Mdh vW xU F
TWwJ. Mdh mj KG tuyhW ma
ilfiy. uk jt brjjhf tuyhW TW.
Mdh ukDF uaBkhdjhf F
Twgliy. vdnt it JQFf nrifna.
KG tuyhW my vgij mayh.
(iwt Uehk, fsuh, itFjehj;
nj: itFjt, jhug, UJjf; Hnf
UKfkly; w Unfhy uDF
UJrutF uaB.)
2. tuFz kif
$itFjijaLJ Hnf jy csJ.
bghGJ ej vW miHfgLwJ. $
itFjny w tz fhaF bgUkh
moah yhw mitFj UgJngh,
Uj Unfhy fhawh. jy ga
uhz tuyhW urkhdJ. xU mjz gfth W
fhaF UitFj bjhiyny W,
mt mUsh U rfujh, mfR eyD
Ush idbfl jnfh brY UF
UnghL jdF fhaf nto fLjt
jh. mt ntLnfhSF u iwtD
UF
Unfhyny
fhajh.
mtjz ntl miy mrh cUny
D fhawh. mjz jt brJ
ngWbgw lkhj mjyJnf xU kik
VglJ. btF fhyJF , nyhkr vD
12

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Kt j l xUtDl jyJF tJ jt
brJ bfhoUjh. mnghJ xU ntl mU
cs iy tiy Vuhskhf id ojh.
nguhirdh L tiyr mt brif xU
bfhoa gh mtid oaJ. ntl ka
mlnyna GJ c Jwjh. mtdJ
ciu fjUtf khd V miHJ
brwd. ijaidij fl nyhkr KtUila
l, j FUl ngh, cfis bfhiy brJ
cL C tsF ntlDila ciu, fjUt
khd V bry fhuz ahJ? vW
nflh. nuhkrU J jy kik. vjifa
ghahdhY j a njrny c abgwh
m ghg , ef bgW vW Tdh.
(vbgUkh Uehk: #ah[d: jhah
tuFzt, #anfho khd, njtZf, m
j, Hnf UKfkly, Uj Unfhy.)
F tuyhW KGtJy. j m
bgauhyhd tuyhW ilfiy. j ny
gfth mrh%ahf U thG jyf g
TWkhW nff tuyhiw trf vD
murDF ref Kt Tdjhf uhz TWwJ.
nkbrhd mrakhd fijia trf
f g uijl nfgij ftj ref
nkY brhdh.
3. UFo
j tuFzkif jyF tlnf rW
u Kfhy xU ukakhd kz L
nrhiyUjJ.
mj
mH
<LgL
gh.m.
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xblhoah UkfSl itFjehj Vfhjkhf

mnf nfifahUjh. mj bjf jgf
cyhr isahil fL gujhk kbwhU
njahd uho nuh bfhlh. gogoahf
mj bghwhik V, jh brtdbjW
mahk, cyfidij jhahf W jfntoa
mt, ia ufJ, ghjhs brW lh.
mjdh vyh cyffS twL, cf f RHW
JoJojd.
njtf
gfthl
brW
Kiwlhf. gujhkD fhuzijzJ
KWtbrJ ghjhs brwh. mt kLky.
UkfS brwh. - mt fhuzkhf jhnd nj
j nuh bfhs nelJ! -UtU ngh
ghjhsbkF njo fil njia fL
rkhjhdgLdhf. nj Us
mj ukakhd jy mHF FobfhL lij
czJ gfth $ nj njUtUlD L
mj nrhiynf vGjU mnf ghjhsbkF
miyj mYu raUjh. U njaU
mtdJ Utofis tUo uk gfhu brjhf.
j nraHif nrj njtU KtU j
nrit akhf nrit rhwh. mj lK
mUYs
jK
f
Ka
a
jyfshd. njF mUa jykhjyh mjF
ghydnBubkW iwtDF ghy
vW bga VglJ.
xUfh, karhu u, uhl
mrhu mHif uJ bfhoUif,
khto uJ bfhoUj xU jgf
nk t{uhjjh mof mjgf MzhdJ
Uf
ntL vW uhf gfthE
14

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
njaUl mnfna mrh _ahf akhf

ah H flh. clnd JoJoJ
ukAah ofgltdh mght bjhiya
teho, fil j nBu tJ fnshL
bga nt bahidah mj j
mtUjehd brJ ght fbgwh.
goahf iBUj uid y
muff tJ eafhf. iBUj
u, jh nghtJ BhgfkhFkhjyh
xW brahUf, mJ fl gfth muf nk
dJ j fijia flhf, mbfsnkhj
moah muf midtU mjhf. mtf
xUt K #k gy ahf brJ gy bgw
ntoa jUz FUF ahf jiz mf kwj
Fwjh muf w bgwt. mt mghg f
bgwJ, K brj ght a gydhf tf
Fjh. j jy kj fhuzdh mt
muf w khjJ. ts bgUikilaJ j
nBu vW ref Tw murD mtiu tz
jy vbgUkhDF nrkhf Ugf gy
brJ akiljh.
ghyd nBu vW tlbkhah bga
bgw
j
nBu
a
jbga
UFo vgJ. FUTUgJ nghW xU
ujkhd aku xW F xU eh
UUj TL.
(vbgUkh bga. fhntj, nja, ky
kf ehah, aFo tjhah: tUzj,
U j; Hnf Ukf kly; gbfhl
Unfhy; tUzDF UF uaB.)
gh.m.
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ghy vw tlbkh bga fhntj

vd jHhUwJ. Mdh Mth ghRu
fhdntJ vgJjh iwt Uehkkhf
fhzgLwJ. uLnk bghUjyh. uho
fUdik fhntjdhdh. iBUjjjh
xW bra Koahj uid ej, mufiu
fhj dijilatdhj fhd ntjhdh.
jf uL tUz, U vw
ghyf bgauhyikjj fhuzK, mUtUF
gfth
uaBkhd
tuyhW
bghGJ
ilJs Ff ilfiy.
it jh _W jyfis g ah
Kaw tiu ilJs uhz tuyhWf. nj ngh
kiwa MW jyf tuyhWfis Xus bjJ
bfhL mgh Mth Mk th jyf
vthW bjhl bgwd btgij bjhFJ
Muhnth.
4. bjFsij (bgUFs)
Rtrf Mt bgU tUtij fl rdf
nkY TWth. mufnd! c g ghuhLjFaJ.
D nf! ghy nBuF (Fo) tl
Hnf, bjFsij vw bga bgw nBu
UwJ. mFs bga jlhfij itJ mj
nBu mbga bgwJ. m Kdh
ntjrhu vw mjz kidl thJ
tjh. mt wj itzt- btF fhy
kfngyhk thoa mtjzD, mtdJ
kid flis ntl flsUsh mtfSF
fkyht vw bg FHij wjJ. Ukf ngh
16

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
mHFila mbg bfhoia mtf f

brtkhf tsjhf. mtS j tsnahL
gfthl m tsu ca gUt vdh. kz
bfhS gUtkilj kfis, ca fzt xUtDF
kz brf ntLbkW jfh xUtid njl
jiygld, jh jija. ijaj fkyht kd
Gdh. mtSila cs khjtid
kzhsdhf tJ, miljh mtidna fztdhf
bgw ntL. iyna kzna c JwgJ
vW cW bfhoUjh. j cslifia
mahj jh jijal xU eh JJ
khltbfW ngRgo thH ny vW
btl brjh. Mdh mtf J
sis btWbkh vW mril brJ
jf Kanyna <Lglhf. mJ kLky,
kfSF mt cW Vyh jikia g
cgnjf jiyglhf. jdh kd btJa
fkyht mt cwit mWJ bfhL, j cWgo
gybgw nto, bfhoa nehadh. mt
cWia fL aj mRj, mt Knd njh,
V thW jt brwh vW ddh.
msbfho, jDila kd cWia,
fjtiw iwtl Tdh. iwtD
gythwhf mt cWghil nrhJ bjJ
bfhL, mkifia mtDl izJ jDila
khny sF bfsJg knahL mk
bfhlh.
ij jj njtf, ky brhJ th,
mjyF ghfhtd vW bga No
brwhf. tuyhiw mj fkyht
gh.m.
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bgnwhf, mF tJ iwt Ukh jf

kf sFtij fL bgUk vd.
j kbta mbgnwhf mF
vbgUkhid ehnjhW ky , mJ, mj
gydhf gy u bgsufis bgW Fiw
thG eh xU eh mtjz kidahd
FKjtahdt Fs uhl brUjh. t
mRkrhu vw X muf mtis tJ g
tna brW ka rhu xU Fif mtis iw
itJ lh. ij nfw ntjrhu iwt
gh brW fyr jjh, Ukrd brJ, j
kidF
nej
fia,
vbgUkhl
zJ vbgUkhnd! kidyhjt
xUj ebraYF ca mynd! eh v
ehfis vthW fgJ? njt jh mtis L
ju ntL vW uhjh. iwtD clnd
mUj fUl J V ka brwh. mRkrhu
btna brUjh. Fif iwUj FKjtia
vbgUkh
bfhL
brW,
ntjrhul
xjh. muf Ug tJ, Fif
FKjtia fhzhk eljij Phddh bjJ
nenu ghfhtd tJ vbgUkhDl ngh
jh. iwtD isahlhf mtndhL nghuho
mgh mtid jiu miwJ fha
jiy eldkhoaJnghy mtuf jiy
eldkhodh. ij fl ztf vbgUkh
Utofis ffh #ydh mnf brJ
tzdhf. Vfdnt bgjhf Uj jlhf nkY
guJ bgUbfLJ bgUFs vW bga
bgwJ. kha brj muf jiy eld brj
18

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
iwtDF njtf khaTj vW bgaNo

kjhf. mUJ mjy bjFsij vd
bga bgwJ.
(vbgUkh bga-khaTj; jhah
Uehk-Fsjt; bgUFs j; Mdjiya
khd; w Unfhy; uAgF uaB.)
F uAgF uaBkhd tuyhW vd
vgJ bjaiy.
5-6. Jiykfy-uil Ug
UFoF Hnf Rkh 3 f u
Jiykfy vw nBu UwJ. jid
uil Ug vd TWt. uL lf
iwtDF nfh csikah uil Ug
vW bga. M jy nfjhu iya vD
bgaiu cilajh UjJ. KbdhU fhy
Mnua Rug vgt mnf xU ntrhiyia
W, m UJFfSl mj nt rhiyia
nrhjd brnghJ, mF x kakhd xU juhR,
Y ilf fld. Rug f Mra
Kilatuh Y, Jiy vkhDilanjh
vW IWFj gagnahL mtiw vLf
brwh. mt ifgl ms mjuhR xU
vf kifahf khaJ. Rug a nkL
iy bjhlY mJ xU mHa M kfdhf
khaJ. mF ToUnjh mUtiu ghJ
f ah? vjdh jifa iyia milf?
vW dd. mj Mkf mtfis tz,
bgnahfns! ehf iraf. t v mUik
kid. ehD tS nfifahf UFbghGJ
mt tj Fnguid vf g ka ftahJ
gh.m.
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UJnlh. Fngu nfhgbfhL vid,

v
kidia
Y
juhRkhFgo
rJlh. ehf gj ngh vf iHia
bghWjU rhg f, t TwntL vW
ntondh. Fngu j jlid cfSF
jfnj vwhY, nfjhuiya nBu xU
ntrhiy mjz ifl bgWf vd
mUnghdh. mW Kj ws ehf f
JgKW, W cf mUsh L v to
bgnwh. vfSF nghf ilaUs ntL vW
mtfis tz j l brwd. mj
mra _d mtjzf Jiy,
Ykhf njh vnyhiu kjgoah
mlF, Jiykfy vdbga Nod.
mgh mtf bjhlf Uj ntia Fiwtw
eldhf. njtijf xbthUtU jf
mia bgW bry, Ko njha njtehjid
mtjzf majynyna athr
brgo ntl, m njtehjD mntLnfhis
VW, mnfna mrahf vGjUdh.
jyF tlnf gkhfu jlhf vw xU
jhkiu bghif UjJ. ntrhiy vG
jUa gfthid Fuhl Rug vGjU
jh. mnf gfthid cgrhu g mtid
neh bghif brjhkiufis njt
Uf jhkiufis xL mHF ghJ
nrFgo F akh vGjUs ntL
bkW ntodh. vbgUkhD mtjzdJ
gia, uridia ghuho mt Uggo
mujnyhrd vD UehknjhL mF nfh
bfhlUdh. gfth akdng mj
20

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Rug ehnjhW jhkiu kyfsh vbgUkhid

mUJ tjh.
K Rug brj nt mR
njtijfSF mR bfhLfgliy. mtf
ehKfid e, jfSF nt mzh
ilFgo mUsntL vW ntodhf.
ehKf, cfis ngh uilauhf vbgUkh
nfh bfhoUF bjhiy kfygF
brW, mF vGjUUF njtuhid
mujnyhrdid neh jt brfshdh
cf vz <nlW vW Tdh. mR
njtf mgona jyF tJ brjhkiu
bghif uho, U nfhfY cs
vbgUkhfis
bjhGJ
jt
bra
jiygld. W vbgUkh mtf K
njhdh. mtl mR njtf jf
Fiwia T mij f ntLbkW vbgUkhid
ntod. mtf jtKoit fhznjtU,
KtU, mjzU ToUjd, vbgUkh
mtfsJ giabk, kiwa njtfis nghynt
mR njtfSF, nt mzh mUsgl
ntLbkW cW brjh. ju mtf d uho
gy bgw mjhkiu jlhfF mR j
vW bga sFf vW mU iwt kiwjh.
mR njtfS kdiw bgwtfsh jl
brwd.
kaF bj, fif efiu
mfsf vW X C UjJ. m ray vw
xU mjz Ujh. mtDF trhu,
RtznfJ jf vw _W isf wjd.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
21
mtf thfkh yw f ray

kuzkhdh. m_W isfS xUtUbfhUt
f nerKilatfsh thJ tjd. mtf
jfDF vgonah FZlnuhf VglJ.
mtDila kw U rnfhjfS vtsnth ir
brj nghY jfDila neh J Fiwahk,
khwhf ehSF eh mfJ tjJ. rnfhjuf
f tU ifaW if ehuj Kt mtf
K njhdh. mU nrhjuU mtiu cgrJ
tz jfDila neh bfhLikia mtUF
ciuJ, mJ U cgha Tw ntL vW
ntod. ehuj j Phdfzh neh, t
Kw mjzdhfnt wjh. UJ
FUDila gRit mgfjh. FU rhgdh
mj nehia mDgwh. jF kUJ ilahJ.
Mdh xnu xU fGthjh cL. mtid
vgoahtJ bjir bghUieah fiu
cs Jiykfy bfhL brW mFs
mR j dnjhW uho, mF nfh
bfhoUF njtuh, mujnyhrd vw U
vbgUkhfis tgl brjh neh
gogoahf F vW T kiwjh. rnfhjuf
UtU J kd rfhk kaUJ
bjnfhoF
tUt
cs
ukij
bghUgLjhk jfid mR j
uho, nfh vbgUkhid nrf gd.
gona yeh elf mt neh KW J
mt j gila toit bgwh.
(uil Ug vbgUkh U
_f Uehkf njtuh, mujnyhrd;
Ujhah Uehk-fUjlf; Fjkhd;
22

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jhutUe mR tUz jf, Hnf

UKfkly Kiwna w, Uj Unfhyf;
u, tUz, th tfSF uaB)
u, tUz, th tfSF
uaBkhd tuyhW, tUzj tj tuyhW
ilf bgwiy.
7. Unfhq
Jiy kfyF bjnf J nkF
ir, jbghUizah bj fiu jy
mikJsJ. tlbkh bga mjk
Rd vW TwgLwJ. mjhtJ ku bgw
l vW bghU. jy f csftU
Niy mikJsJ. RY njh, Ju
mtiw NH befH mikJ ey tsnjhL
sFwJ. Ciuflhny, xUt csY
clY cs nrh F. Fjh vbgUkh
kw lf nghy ewhf o J j
Uafis nkny koJ U iffis
jiy itJ ma f lF gh
g bfhoUwh. Fo lif
nghWjh F. uL jyfY mt
ljnjh lif uh lif nghytW,
mufnj mutid ljJ nghyW, J nrh
f, jf Fj ukakhd Niys l njo
cl rhjgo vW jh Mth fUUf
ntL. mj fhuzkhfnt Mth Uth,
bfhoah khlnfhS ufJ Fo
koahnd J nk kJjh
moahuy jj mirnth mnw
gojh Ljha mirnth gahna
(Uth bkh 8- 3- 5)
vw thbkh bt tjJ.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
23
jyjh Mrha Zil fu nja $

kJuf Mthiu njhWjJ. tFshguz
ghfnuhjaij tlUnj jJ mbthia
g tJ rlnfhgid fL, bjJ jid
mtDF moikaha bgah mt. mkfh
mtjj jy ekhthiu F <LgLaJ.
jy tuyhW rW R RH fhzgLwJ.
mJ tUkhW:ifiyny cik, jid v yf m
brJ bfhL tbgUkhDl jJ Ujh.
mW cikaikah njhw aig clhF
tz mikUjJ. tbgUkh c
egdhd Fngu ifiyF tjh. FnguDF
tbgUkh nfhDbry vWnk mDk
njitiy. j any cs f Fngu,
bgUkhD, cik jUj lnf tJ
lh. Kj cikia kL ghj Fngu
mtSila myfhudh mtis milahs
fL bfhshk, ngbu giljt ah vW
TJ nehdh. mij fl ght dJ
mFnguid brt midJ Hjtdhf,
flh btWF toilatdhf xU f
Hjtdhf MFkhW rjh. rhg gaJ
Fngu jd bgwtdh, j braYF f tU,
tbgUkhl fjij zjh. eljij
czj <rD, j egid neh, ciklnk
brW, k nfhu ntL vW Tlh.
Fngu cikaikia FJ jt bra brwh.
mik rhgjh msnfrid L mfw
xgJ fS bghUizah bj fiuYs
24

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vbgUkhid neh jt lJ jfis

itJ fhghw ntL vW ntod.
vbgUkh mt K njh, dtY, mit
cik, Fnguid rjij jfSila Mjutw
iyia T, jfis fhf ntL vd ntod.
vbgUkh mtl u, mitfis neh,
mFs j uhodh vyh idfS
F, vdnt j uho, Fs td
thr brfshf vW mDujh. mfS
mjnk brJ mnfna jd. mjdh mj
j vW, mtd td vW bga
bgwd. mfis bayh nrJ ghJfhj
fhuzjh, itj kh vd bga bgwh
vbgUkh.
K fhy mwkhdJ, kwjh ea bgW,
jf l bgwhk, td vGjUa
vbgUkhid ru milJ nyna xJ
Ujd. kw k tUtij fl njtf, mij
Fiyf Ud. jUkij vF eho, W
jy Ugij mjd. clnd jUkij
mJljhf khjoa mjkl, njtf
jk F Ugij czd. mJ nfL mjk
MuthunjhL, UF tjJ, jk mjkij
btwJ. mjdh mjkRd (kw w
l) vdbga bgW UjJ.
Fngu btF fhy jt brj ckhnj
mtDF uarkhdh. Fngu mtis tz
JJ j tot Kngh Mf ntL vW,
jh Hj brtkidJ L jid tjila
ntL vW, mj rhgf mUSkhW
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
25
ntodh. ght mtgh mU ghJ

mtid neh, itutznd kdJ f khRl,
mW vid c filfzh nehdh. eh
jh vW cdF bjahk Ufyh. vD c
Fw kf KoahjJjh. vdnt c xU f
nghdJjh. cl Fiw neh gaJ ganj. mJ
khwhJ. Mdh c brt ilf xU t cL.
mit midJ bghUiz fiuny cs
kiwW g f vGjUs bgUkhl
milfy Uwd. mF brW
mbgUkhid eaJ, mtiw bgw Kathahf,
vdT, nkY brhth, D nf Fngund,
nkbrhd bghUie eahdJ v clUJ
njhaJ. thw fiu gfth cDila
etf nk, mtWF fhghf raUwh.
mjy nrlkhdJ. mF ngh gy clh vd
Iw ntlh. KbghU fhy ahr gugiu
cj RUj vw mjzDF jUkjj vw
ikj Ujh. mt UFtrYj xU
bgiz kzJ vL jtfis uL
bgfis bgwh. Mdh ybyd fyfbyd
kfis bgw mt mtfis fhf t
ifl kdkW, j tWikia v behjh.
kid
kfSnk
jid
gFiy
VgLl TLnkh vW matdh ekij
efiu jtkhW guJthr Ktiu o
tz, j iyia ciuJ mjF xU fGth
TWkhW ntodh mguj K j Phd
fzh mtid neh mt iy fhuzij
flh. mtid neh, mgh! Kw
mjzdhfnt Ujh. mnghJ cl brt
26

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
27
bfhUjJ.
Mdh
mbrtij
btfhlhJ kiwJ ijUjh, c cwh
JWfhyJ mtfSF xWbfhlhJ tWik
ntl nghlh. c brtij g nfw
mur cid miHJ cl vts
brtKsJ vW dt cl ahJ
ilahbjW ifia jh. ahtJ ewhf
cLLJ mbrtij Jjhah? mJiy.
fllbkyh J nkY bghULt
KidjJk c cliy w nrhwhnyna
tsjh. iy kiwJ itUj
bghUisbayh ft jo bfhLngh
ld. tY thY moJ bfhL
ydh. c Rw cid fjJ. mgona
bfhr eh miyJ khlh, y fhy
eufntjid
milJ
L
mjzdhf
wUwh ikY Jwh. xU t
TWnw. bjnf mjk Rd vbdhU
jyUwJ. mF FnguDila etfS gfth
Uto fhUwd. mbgUkhid nrjh
cdF VnjD gy ilfhk nghfhJ vW
Tdh. jkjjD mgona j jyij milJ
itjkhia tz mnf moik bjh L
lf, mbgUkhdUsh mtDF L brt
bgUW. giHa jtiw idJ mt gyjkhd
mw brJ fbgwh. Mifah mnf brW,
ntodh gy bgWth vW ghtnj T
kiwjh.
c gh tuhJ. xU ghf jh cdF ilF

vW T kiwjh. mjgo gHbrt xU ghf
kL bgW Fngu j efiu miljh.
FnguDF itjkhK njha eh kh f
tsiw JthjahF. Fngu uho ngbwa
fhuzjh m j Fngu j vW bga
bgwJ. mW mFs m a j uho
vbgUkhid tzFgt bghUnshL iwaUS
bgWt.
mj Mizia unkny FnguD

jyJF tJ j uho gfthid
mndfjkhf ntlY gfth c jd ah
8. bj Ungiu
jyuhz tuyh jF mjk

RdnBu vW bga fhwJ. beiy khtl
nfh tuyhW vw xU bgafhuz
g nfh-bfhif, wTw. wT gif
bfhoUj nrunrhH ghoa, xWgL thtnj
wj bfhif vW xWTo tbgUkhid tgl
l J. mjdh nfh C vd U bga bgwJ.
tf bgUkh bga nru nrhH ghOr
vd UgJ ikia ygLJ vW
TWwJ. Mdh ght rhgjh Fnguid L
jh nBkkhf Uf l njo miyj a
(U) bfhsgl Unfhq vW bfhtJ
bghUJ.
(vbgUkh bga-itj kh, jhah
nfhqt, $ fukhd, Fnguj; jhug
e Hnf UKfkly; mutiz g
Unfhy; FnguDF, $ kJuf ahthUF
uaB.)
J UnfhqUF uL ik Hnf
bghUizah bjfiuny cs jy. Fs
28

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nfh uhjdkhdJ. C jytfhu mjz iwjJ.

bga Ungiuah, Ungbuyh vgJ
g mPilna D xU Ko Vgliy.
Mdh Hf Ungiu vWjh tHf
bgWwJ.
Ukf nftDF xU rka xU mt
nahrid njhaJ. ekF vnghJ Ukf
nft vW, Ukh vW yia nl
bga sFwJ. mtis nghy nj Uf
mt bgaiu L eik xUtU mf
miHgiy. mfny iw vW y
jh eiklhJ gUwh. Mdh jh e
UnknahL
xoa
wKilat.
Mfnt
ng eh bfhr nr g fhl
ntoaJjh. mnghJ y vd brwh.
jh e nr mig vgo uwh
ghnghnk vgJ jh mj vz. mjgo
yia bfhr cjhd brJ bgUkh
njl mfkhf ToFyt jiyglh.
yF bghwhik aJ. ehafid nfgJ
. vdnt cnsna bghU tjh. btFfhykhf
jidbahJ.
miHF fUflny btoiu
ifbfhL ngh myth
kiHf klij mutiz
Vw kkhj
th miHJ y
Kiykiynk W MWfsh
kiHfz
mUbrah
wtshj
bgwhngW
oanghJ nj mjid K^whf mDgjh.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
29
bgUkhS Ut kdiyia cns czJ

uJ tjh.
Ukf bghUk viy aJ, clnd mt
Jthrl brW j Fiwia Tdh. JthrUF
yl g mf. mt khiy xiw ahid
mya brJlikfhf u brt
flDf brjtuyth mt. mt j
fhuzij Muhjh. btFeh j bghl
Unwh. v wnjhoUwh. mtis
bfhr nr flhB bra ntLbkW
idUghnuh
vW
njhaJ.
mij
yl brhdh mtSF j ehafDF
j wbkhfjh fhuzkhUfyh vW bjjJ,
vdnt mt Jthrl mtis vwkhL
vW Tdh. JthrU wgL nj
nfh fh. mt f fhiy nj j fa
nfhy gfthid kaajh ka brUFW,
j ehaf konjUjh. Jthr tjJ j
ka wfhUfnt nfhgjh bga gilj
Kt c rfs w bgWthahf vd
rjh. clnd nj kf nghy bghw
bgwh. clnd kd eL mt Ktl eh
mahikah brj iHia bgjhf
bfhsTlhJ. v w ahbgw xU cgha nu
mUsntL vW ntodh. mtU w
yfhy Unj U. bghUie fiu cs
mgj nBu cs e uho bgUkhid
tzdh, c giHa fUikaHF cdF tU vW
T brwh. jh brjij ylK
Tnghdh. mutizny bgUkh ra
Uif mt Utofis U njaU
30

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
UkUFUJ oif jidngh

w bgUgij fl Ukf j cns kJ
Jthriu fjh.
go y fhy brwJ. xU eh
nj Kt thif cbfhL j giHa w
bgw ehaf mig bgU bfhs v
Jthr Kt cgnjj UbtblGij crJ
ngiu vw bga L gF f kiw
edh mgj nBnu, e jgz bra
KawnghJ totkhd U fhjfis flh.
mtiw ifbyLJ, mt mHif aJ, it
e ehafDnf jF vW vz, fKtz vw bgaUl m vGjU
UF vbgUkh mt K njh vdnf
tiw rk vW Tdh. mtS f kbt
mtU
kfuFiHfis
vbgUkhDF
mjh. mnghJ mju JJ KHaJ.
thdt mFiHfnshL iwtid tz kykh
bghjd. mFiHfis mj fhuzjh
iwt kfubeLFiH fhj vd bga bgwh.
mit lj j kfuj vd bga bgwJ.
ykf ngiu vW bgaUl ga bgw
lkhj mU Ungiu vdbga bgwJ.
kkfS j w bgwh.
K xU fhy udh Kaofgl
mRuf nkir tUzl j nfhgij
fho mtid mt efiu nl uo ld.
tUz njhaila fhuz Knd FUthd
tZl
rhgjh
mtDila
ghrgilia
HjJjh. fztdJ gjhg iyia fl tUz
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
31
kid mtid L FUit gJ gfhu bgw

Tdh. tUzD tZl Utof
tz j Fiwia brhdh. FU c
bfLkah ts glh. c ghrK efuK
ilf t brhnw nf. bjnf bghUie
fiuny ngiu vW xU jyUwJ. mnf
njl vbgUkh vGjUUwh. kfu
j uho vblGjh vbgUkhid
Vdh c ftiy x vW cgnjjh.
mjnk tUzD j kidl UgF
tJ uho bgUkhid tG gF bgsz
mbgUkhDF Ukrd brJ tgl gfthD
mkrd bfhr ifbyLJ l mJnt
ghrkhW. tUz mij bgW ngh mj
gyjh mRuiu btW jefiu bgwh.
xbthuhL gF uiz tUz tJ
gfthDF Ukrd brJ nghwh.
bghUfh jg njr kiH
tw Vglnt mur nrhliu bfhL
fhuzij Muha Fjh. nrhl MuhJ J
bjt nfhg. jF gfhu Ungiu vbgUkh
Us cfg gJ jh vW Td. murD
mj jyJF tJ j gthufSl kfu
beLFiHfhjid gFjkhf Muhjd bra mj
gadh mt ehblyh f Kkh
bgJ brt bfhjJ.
(vbgUkh
Uehkf-kfu
beL
FiHfhj,
f
Ktz;
jhah
FiHfhjt ehah; gukhd; RuZfu;
Hnf UKf kly; Uj Unfhy;
32

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
RuDF, ukDF uaB; <rha UuDF

uaB;) Zfu bga fhuz bjaiy.
_tUF vnghJ vF vthW uaBkhdh vw
tuK ilfiy.
nkny brhd m mjkhd fijia nfl
Rtrf rdfiu tz Rth! vL Ugf
kikia sf. xgjhtJ jy
ughtij mU bra ntQ vW
uhjh. rdfU KWtnyhL murnd! c
Ug f eynj. j et Ugf f
wjjha jy tuyhW f thdJ,
RitsJ; ftdkhf nf vW Tw bjhldh.
9. UFUT (Mth Uef)

K brhd UnfhqgF rW nknf
bghUid bjfiuny csJ xgjhtJ
Ugaha FUT vD jy. KbdhU fhy
ahr gfthid tz mt Fkhu vW TwgL
Rfuk Kt FUT kikia g TwntL
vd uhf ahr TWth:gujhkDF f uL. xW nghfJF,
kbwhW iyF. KidaJ u#heF
mwKsJ. idaJ meF ghglJ.
KidaJ akhdJ. ehuhaz j myyh
isahlhf j yh ia UoJ, Mk
tJfis mny isahl L ghJ
vyhtiw rfJ jDns xL
bfhwh. go K xUfh ah mtDns
xLf mgh mt mtiw L UZof
Us g jDns ehKfid _j
Uybfyh gil vW Kj giljh. mj
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
33
ehKfD
mgilF
t
mfkhf
ehuhazid FJ jt bra gfthD mtDF
K njhdh. uk mtiu tz bgUkhnd!
njtiu tzFnw. vjidnah ff fgf
gona elJ fjd. j yh Ys
ghftjf vbwW jfis fL jf
thghf njt Mfhnf mrhtjhu brjU
a thr bra ntQ vW ntodh.
bgUkhS, uknd! c cslif ekF
kia mwJ. ml UZoF cid
gilF K eh nehndh. r
gujfl bj nfho jhgutU vw e
XLwJ. mj bjgh ekF kduakhd xU
lij ghnjh. mnf eh a thr
brnwh. Mny eh Mirgl lkhj
mjF M nBu vW bganlh. j
ml UZo fhyJF eh mnfna j
mUnj e fhj bjhiy elJnth.
mtjhufis brnth. tJ ekF ehnjhW
ir brthahf vwU brjh.
uk L gJ Rth! mona
ngWbgnw. monaDF Diu tHFnghJ
FUfhu bjrd vW mU brifah
mgF FUif vW bga sf mDkf
ntL vW ntodh.
gfthD mgona MfL mand!
mjg RwY xU nahrid uJF gRj
ahUF. vtif ghtK mQfhJ. mnf
vyh jfY nkyhd j UF. j
nuj rhRf mQfhJ. F tJ eik mf
34

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
flth. c Ug <nlw bdhUfh xU

gjidL mnf mrhtjhudh vW
Ungh. cDila gf Ko VgL usa
mjgia ghfhJ. L UZoFnghJ
g mgona UF. go c Kj guhj
ngh ulh guhj VHhtJ kD mju
UgbjlhtJ rJf f wj ehgJ
_wheh eKila gj toth ehnk mtjhu
brJ ntjf cik bghUis gyU ma
btl rfJnsh. mjid czJ mj
gjid tgL mt cgnjrgo xGFgtfis
feakhlhJ. mtf ekF auh F
thJ a ny e bga Unthyfij
ailthf vW mU kiwjh. ukD f
kd
rh
k
bgwtdh
mj
MnBukhd FUTUF tJ mnf j
ehuhazid MuhJ ranyhf nghdh.
ahr thW T Kof Rf mtiu L
tz Iand! jy tj tuyhW f
MrakhdJ. mjF vjid ff fJ
ldnt. tWil vjidnah fbgw,
mra ff mnf fUFnk. mt
bfhrnkD mona ma mUs ntL vW
ujh. ahr TWth:Kfhy
Ktf
midtU
jyahiuahf wgL xnthlkhf uho
kyid tgL tJ bfhoUjtf j
Ugia miljhf. mnf jhgutU xU
Jiwny uho iwtid tz y eh
jdhf. mnghJ xUeh gyhu rff
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
35
Nj tyrbfhW e tna tJ
mJiwny V mHfhf ty Kdh mtFJ
Mehjntia ujrz brJ tz L
mJiw tna e w kiwjd.
kbwhU eh xU ahid ntlD jkF
nghl ahid kojJ; ntlD khlh. mU
Mkhis ZQ jf tJ mHa
khdnj brtij Ktf fld.
ZQj brw yehof mnf Ktf
Mra UKng u jfS akglfS
tjhf. xUtiu xUt dt akglf TWt:j ahid K w khldhf thJ
fzyh ght UwJ. mj ght
gydhfnt yfh wjJ. D va
ghtfSfhf vjidna wf vLf ntL.
ntldhf tjtndh ctijna bghGJnghfhf
thJ ght brjt. mjFa euf thit mt
thJ u ntL. mtf Utiu bfhzu
ehf tnjh. f?
u jf mJnfL uL ngU
Nufsh
W
ngh
brJ
ngh
gltfshjyhny mtfis u brhf bfhL
bry ah tnjh. nghnj eUtiu f
itJ ZQ jf mtfis bfhL ngh
lhf vW Td. Ktf nkY
MrailJ if thbdh bahW vGJ
Ktfns! gil eh bjhL j Ug $k
ehuhaz Us ctj jykhjyh j
kny cliyL Mkhf L ngW bgW
vdTaJ. mJ nfL u, akjf j tna
36

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nghdhf. Ktf nkY a _ f

mnf tZl Kt tjh. Ktiu cgrJ
tz m jhf fl mrafis (ty
Kdh rFf m tFjJ, yF ntlD
khdnj brwJ) mtl T mUg
kikfis Tw ntL vW ujd. tZl
TWth:mnBukhd rhsuhk kiy rny xU
mjz
mndf
khztUF
kiwnah
bfhoUjh. mkhztU xUt jid
kiwfis X ga vd vW idjh.
vjidna jlit FU brh, joJ nfshk
mt j Iaij liy. FU nfhJ kW
#k ntj ff ayhj Fy wghahf
vW rhg lh. mkhztndh mij g
bfhrK kd fiywhk mUJ ngh
beLbjhiy miyJ xU ZQ jyij nrjh.
mnf nfhiy R tsUj iy bto
gRkhL itUnghF W thjh. tid
iwt nr flhr brJ ekF iffa
gdh vW kJ mt bgUj rhgij
v, kWw FU rhgl Fy wjhY
gug, guPhd, gukgfSlh Kjdhth
vW mU brjh. mtD j theh u
kWw ehfh tUzny wjh. vD
wj mwzl tsJ, rhJfSF iffa
brJ thJtjh. jhj vgJ mt bga.
mt jahiuahf tjt a kiy xU
bga kuH y fhy j isgh mgh
bjir tJ FUfhny tJ kd kf
iwjtdhd. mt mUif xUeh
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
37
mrbahW vGJ nfna athr brJ

ntny kiw t iwtid Muhjd br. c
FyijL yf ntlh. cdF nkhr
ilF
vW
TaJ.
jhjD
mj
thbdhgona ehnjhW gfthid MuhJ
tjh.
mndfkhf nj rka mRufsh egl
u Kja njtf ukid ruziljhf.
uk mtfis neh ny FUfh
ntny kiwJ thr brw Mehjid
Muhf. mt mUsh f mRuiu mfty
tik bgWf vW Tdh. njtfS
FUifF tJ Mehjid kyuh mUJ nghw
mt mUsh kd t cl t bgW
kjd. mrkany mnj iwtid f
jhj tufL njtf mt FyijL mtid
fJ ghftjhgrhuglhf. jhj mtfis
xW brhyhk jh bfhzj kyfSl
iwtUj nt <rhd xU TL u
ngh mnf xU izia g mny ma
njtijia (fij?) uZoJ ir brjh.
clnd mt jany rfrfu fijl
UkfSlD gfth njhdh. mnj neu
njtijf j ghitHjd. clnd mtf eh
mjlid bgw vd ght brnjhbkW
makhlhjtuh Mehjid tz ntl mnf
xU fhzhFu gukgjdhd jhjid f
FyijL
ff.
mt
ehfh
tUzjtdhdhY ZQg kikah mt
fS tzfjft. mtl k
nfSf vW TaJ. njtijf jhj ghbrW
38

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
mtid tz eljij T jfis fhghw

ntL vW Fiwujd. jhjD iwt
mUisaJ njtfis fFu neh Mehjid
kdnj idJ mtf ghitbgw mtSkhW
nto njtf fbgW thDyf brW mRuiu
bt bfhld, J fhy brW ahdny
xUj jhj Knd, Mehj a NfSl
njh j ghjgfaij jhj jiyfah
mJ mtDF rhaij mUdh. thndh
ky kh d.
thW tZl gfth Tw Ktf
f a kkilJ tZliu neh
Rth! jy kw kikfis brhy
ntL. tyrF tgLwj bghU vd?
vW nfld.
tl TWth:r re u rf vw xU Uo
ma jt J bfhoUjh. mt ehuhazndhL
w njtijfis rkkhf fU mjt brjh.
mjt nfhuija njtijf undhL
fyJ Mnyhrid brjhf. vj bjtl
vgy fU mjt brjh vW ahk
mtfS uD jaF neu ehuj gfth
ciugh.
njtfns! cf Ia vdF sW.
vD rf ah vgJ bja ntlhkh?
nfSf. t Kwny kjhj vD
bgaUila xU ntl. a kiyrhuny
cbfhiyna bghGJ nghfhf thJ tj
bfhoat. t xU eh kfh ghjff gy J
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
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39
cl nrhW xU My UBjony lJ
Jwh. mgo Jw l nkikia mt
mjtdW. mkujo jh K nfOfns,
jhj vw gj, mt ghj J nrkhf
goJ lj l. marh ghj J nkny
lj xnu fhuzjh kjhj kWw mjz
w bgwh. vD Kida ght gydh mt
ehuhaz gubjt vw cik aahk tnj
jt wh. btz ghtfbyyh
jiyahaJ vW mjzdh mt czuiy,
ght mtid cz UJthU iy. eh
ngh ghnw.
thW T ehuj r e u cs
rfDila FoYF tjh. rfD mtiu tz,
VW cgrJ wh. ehuj mtid neh rfh
jt gQwhna. vbjtij neh? vgy
FJ? vd nflh. rfD, Rth! vyh
bjtfis neh jh vwh. ehuj mgo
brhdh? bjtf ahit xWnghtdth?
vW nff, M. eh mgojh fUJnw.
ZQ Kj vyh bjtfS rknk. v Fnfh
xU irfhtydhf ntL vgJ vW Tdh.
ij nfl ehujUF nfhg wjJ. mJl
rfh ctflny ty rfhf wf
flth vw rhgK wjJ. nfl rf eLeL
mt fhf J Rth eh vd Fw brnj
vid rJ Ofns vW gl nff
ehuj rfh! eh Nrfkhf FJ nfL jiHj
jJsndh njt jiyt vW czuhk
mtid w bjtfnshL rkkh ngdh, J
c jttth tj mya. Mdh nghJ
40

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
kd tU nfgjh J f t TWnw.
Kwny ntldh mndf ghtfis
gdh. nghJ ehuhazid wbjtnjhL
rkkh ght njodh. w brj
jtgadh t #k PhdJl xU rF
#kbkLgh. m ghtf gfthDila
kikia zth. mw jhug
bjfiu fhQjfadh. a thr br
gfthid jJ mtdUshny mtid Mu
tUl gfbyyh tz tglhahdh mtnd
ne njh cdF nkhBkgh. mfhy c
ntLnfhSu mrh_ah fQy
fhth. Kng Kj Ujtuhj m_F
Mehj vW Uehk VgL. dK bghUie
e tahf flUJ nkny tJ gfbyyh
gfthid tz me metahfnt
flngh nrJ L. Va Jiwahj mj
FUfhJiwF
rfJiw
vW
UbgaUlhF. mJiw ght F a
Jiwah bga bgW vW T kiwJ lh.
rfD J nfL abgdh. j jtiw
czjh. j nahf gyjhny ruij lh.
flny ty rfhf wjh. ehujK
Uigahny mtDF t#k PhdKlh j
jtWF tU K ciujgo FUifF tJ
gfthid tgl c etna gyhu rFf
ilNH tJ fiunadh. Vat tlfiuny xU
njhig fL mJjh jynkh vW Iwh.
K bjfiu vW TaJ idF tu L xU
TL u nknf ngh fiuna mJjh jykh
vwa ehujiu idjh. K mt K njh
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
41
rfh K tlfiu fl njh jhj gft

ahdUJ bgwl mFjh gfth
mtDF nenu fhajh. Mdh iwt
ciwlbkW eh brhdJ bjfiu. lny
bjwKs l tuhfnBu vW bgaUilaJ.
mjF tlnf tFsUB rgkh akufSF
jiyik jh xU wnj mJ Mnr
mrkhdJ. mjdony dh gfthnd rlnfhg
vw xU gj to Uttjhu bra nghwh.
vdnt _W jyfis dK ty tJ
tzF vd T kiwjh.
mJKj rfuh# gthu rffnshL dK
e tna tJ iwtid tgL tjh. mj
gydhf ciy, iwiy, jfbe, Cid,
th t jikaJ jndhblhj kw
rffSF mij nghjh. gRj #kkhd
mrffS mijzJ iwtid ruzilJ
mtid tz tUwd. D uL khjf
fjh t uj Kotil. mit
nkhBkil itgtij fS n[J kGf
vW T tZl kiwjh.
j mj tuyhiw nfl Ktf
ntif a bfhltfsh miwa gf
fa u iu nghdhf. u fd
Mtuhf bgUkh njia kony itjtuh
mtfSF n[it rhJ gonajh nf
Mfhy bjhl tnwh. Unyjh K
F Phdcgnjr brnjh. jy thG
vtUF nj mUsh Phndhja clhF
vW mU kiwjh. Ktf gft Uigia
42

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
aJ mnf j mtid MuhJ tjd. yeh

bry xU gf rfuh# Muhjd KojJ gfth
fUlh%ldh $ is rj njh nrit rhf
rfD, rffS KtfS Mdj TL
mtid tzd. rfuh# j csny gfth
nyhf nBkfhf mgona mir mnf a
thr bra ntQbkW nto bfhlh.
iwtD rfuh#id neh, rfh, c tghil
ctnjh. cdF cid g F kw
rffSF nkhB jnjh. c kndhZlgo
nf mrhtjhukh vW jFnwh. Va
Jiw rfJiw vW bga bgWtjhf vW
mUs rfuh#D, kw rffS jf rufis
L nrh %gkh iwtidailjd.
jy wgh ZQg Fs
tuhUghf. Jiw f aJ. vjifa
ghtij gfftyJ vd ntj ahrgfth Rf
uk F mU brjh.
trnd! D nf vW rdf Twyhdh.
KbdhUfh u j gl kJghd
kaf FjtdhUf fhagU mnj mnf
tjd. u kJka mtfis cgrahk
Uf fhag thgij brtij Hgh
vd dJ T brwd. clnd u
Htdhdh. kd eLatdh mt fhagiu
tz j iHia bghWJ rhg nkhrd
mUSkhW ntodh. mnj uDF
gJ Tdh. fhag kd u, jhugu
u FUfh Mehjiu n[J tjh y
fhy c Hjd nghF. c brtK S
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
43
vW mUdh. u mtznk j
nBuJF tJ Mtuhf edhl j Fiwia
zJ mt mDkbgW Urf Jiw
uho khyoia kyL mUJtu xU iu
tsk gulh eh Mehj mt K
njh mtid j ifah jlt udJ Hjd
lJ. mt brtK Kngh mtid
miljJ. u gfthid gyjkhf JJ kd
fl jDyf brwh.
bdhU
mra
tuyhW
cL.
uhtztj uhkuh y fhy M
J, ijia tdF mDa yfhy
mgh, j VfhjUif btny
uhkDjuth thiy fhjh ykz.
mnghJ Jth[ cns tu ykz ghL f
fZlkh fil mt uhknfhgJfhshf
nejJ. nfhg bfhl uhk ykzid
jhtukhFf vdTw ykz tz
uhjh. bgUkh ykzid neh,
tUjhnj! jhu gue u tuhf nBu
akukhf Mth. ehK rlnfhg vW bga
jh c Hny xJ cyFa j kiwia
mUSnth. njh nkhuij mJ bfh. J
vnf c uUJ eG Gwnjh mnf
Uahth vW Tw ykzD jikaDF
L iffa bra nghnwh vw
kdiwnthL brwh. mt rrF eh xU
eh nkhu fhzhk nghf mnf akukhdh.
m W csJ. vW UF. jdo
jh dh rlnfhg mkJ j kiw mUdh.
j bgUik eh brhY jW. K brhd
44

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
rf Jiw j f ghtdkhdJ,
Kjatwh fyFl breh xW f tU
Jiw uUW. clnd xU njtdh Rtf
kiljJ.
(bgUkh Uehkf M ehj bgUkh,
bghJ wuh; jhah Mehjt; nfhj
khd-jhug e; ukj UrfJiw,
w Unfhy; ukDF ekhthUF
uaB.)etUgfis g Mthf ghoa
ghRuf mEgt
et Ugf jy tuyhWfis xUthW
ghnjh. mit uhzfnshL xoadth mwh
vgJ ekF aky. Mdh mtuyhWf vj
mogil vGjd vgij eh fhzntQ.
tuyhWf
sh
fgidf
vW
bfhlhYnk vjifa cznthL mfgidf
vGjd vgJ eh J kjFaJ.
bthgJ
UgfS
ekhth
xUtuhnyna ghl bgwit vgJ Kdnk
TwglJ. ekhthiu ugd#d Tlj vW
itzt cyf nghW. kiwa Mthfisfho
ekhthgh vbgUkh ntwhf adh
mtUF nr flhr gdh. jid mt
thfhnyna eh mnwh.
bgUnf Hyh j bgUf
ky lf enk
(UUj
(UUj- 45)
xUnf wH itjh
vW mtnu jh ngW bgwij TWwh. ekhth
mtjjJ UFUTny, mJ tuhf nBu vW
bga bgW tuhf _gh ekhthUFs
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
45
<LghL brhY jukW, viuita KW

VdJUth lj uhid. Mth Phduh
vnw TWt. mj Phduh r ljgl
nghJ mt j L guj Uf kyfis kyu
J tiu nehf mj Phduh rB& iB
katw k ey bgwh Mth. go ngWbgw
mt gf ifKjyhf nehw nehiy,
Eziy. ehL khlkiw FHijf
ngh vj nrZojK xWkahJ c kL
Cryho bfhoUj khr l nghUj
jirny fhQ tiu mt nehaJ,
mjdhnyjh mt tfhy vW Tdh.
nAJfkhW mt flhjJ. iwa
kL cyft yhj fhyny mUdh.
mah fhyJns mahj khkhaJ monaid
moikf m brJ itjh vW Mth
j e njhw TWwh. bgw m mf
Phyj kLky; katWkey. mngW bgw
kny jh bgw ngiw jhnk rkJ xUt
engh tUnfgtUsnuh bjhiy tha
Nw tUnf tubgWnk brhY th kl
bernk vW j kdnjhL crhwh. nfHhyh
nehfh jh bgw ngW J vW j kdnjhL
TWtJ nghy cyfjhF T, jnghy cf
ah eik bgw ntL vW fUJwh. j
mDgtK wf H fL mt Jau
j kdnj cWj mtfis neh viu ita
KW
VdJUth
lj
uhiza
thdjtF kbwyhatF Phduh iy.
J eh fl eyJ, fS eikia fL
gydilf vW giw rhWwh.
46

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
go katw key bgw Mth iwtid

bthgJ UgfY nrJ mDgj
mDgtf vd? go tiu nrflhB
g jgf xU ikaiy clh mtiu
iwt mDgjJ vgo? tiw e Mrhaf
vgo mDgjhf? tDgtfisbayh
fhQ e mDgt vd vgdnt ekF nghJ
a.
mah fhyJns moikf m brJ
mahj khkhaJ monaid itjhah
(Uth 2 -3 -3)
vw Mth mofis nkny ghnjh.
myh fhynj mt mtjh. mtjJ
mt jid Kj mJ bfhS j jh
vnd! katw keykhifahny jid moik
bghUshfnt fhwh Mth. khkhaJ vid
vdhk khkhaJ monaid vW Mth
TaJ gg kjFaJ. Phd ka
fjh Mkh j brh%g Rjjuky vgij
czU vgJ F. j brh%g moik vgJ
flh. ahUF vw nf wwJ. Mkh
th Fnfh vd vgJ mLj nf.
mijaila cgha vd, mjF jilahsJ. vJ?
itJ ga mjh mjgrf vdgLtJ.
Mth mUa
ghRuny itJ
brwh.
Uthbkh Kj
mjfis mU
catw caeyK ilat at mt

katw key mU dat mt
ma tW mkuf mg at mt
JauW Rluo bjhGJ vG v kdnd
(Uth 1 -1 -1)
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
47
vw ghRuny nk brhd IJ bghUS

bghUgij fhzyh. Mkh vGJ mtid
DtJ Uhj. mgo vHntLkhdh
Mkh bjhGnj vHntL. mjdh j
jh[Jt fhlbgwJ mgo vH cghakhf
gwntoaJ mt Utofns. J Ja mWRluo
vgjh fhlglJ. jF jilahfsd
waoahf tU gJgf. J Ja vw
gjjh fhl bgwJ. iwt mj fahzFz
Kilat. mt iknahug. J catw ca ey
Kilat. mkuf mg vgjh fhlbgwJ.
itbghUfis czJlh Mkh j
thif ghijia Fnfhis bjJ
bfhljhwJ.
r, key iwt xUt cL vgij
mjJ. mt caeyKilat. mg vW
fhoaJ. mt ah? key gaF ntj
vjidnah bgafis iwtnghy TWwJ. vJ
cik vd Muhjh. tf ehuz fH
nrnu vd Kojh. mtg jh iwt. mt
jh Uhj vwh. eJaiu mWF Rluo
vW K brhdhnu mJ ehuzDila fH
vwh, V ehuhaz iwt! Vbd mt jh
eik cyffis Ma Kjfhuz, eik
itJfhgt. Mk nfhof jl. mit
cy njhW K, cybfyh mj D
mt jlkhf Ugt. mJ kLky vyh
Mk tJfis jdF jlkhf bfhlt.
bghU mj gjnyna lwJ. (ehuMktJf, mad-jl, J Utifahf
bghU gL ehufSF madkhUgt, ehufis
madkhf cilat vW)
48

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gubrh%g ehuhaz vwh V y

mtid
tzfhk
ntW
bjtfis
tzFwd? v mJ mtut m msit
fhLwdJ. ah ahiu gubjt vW mtf
m fhLwnjh mtiu mj mghf
tzFwd. ntjf mj bjt vd gy
bfhLF vW wnjh mgyid mtf
bgWthf vd Kojh.
mtut jk jk j m tif tif
mtut iwat vd mo miltf
mtut iwat Fiwy iwat
mtut t mila wdnu
(Uth 1 -1 -5)
r, Zl ngh tz mggy bgW
nghfL.
Mdh
gubjtij
fH
brwhfns. mgo fJ bfhoa ghtij V
rghwhf.
FWy
kd
FofSF
mkdjh ah vwhY, mtDF nk xU
rut
cblgij
czuhkUfyhkh
kf vW mtf gf udh. mj
gydhf mtfSF ntj, uhz thyhfnt
cikzj KgLwh. Kana xW nj
vw FUTgf.
1) xW nj cyF cU kW ahJ yh
mWehKfjndhLnjtUynfhLcgiljh
Fwngh k khl L UFUTujD
w Muh f kiw bjt ehLnu.
(Uth 4 -10 -1)
ehuhaznd gubjt vw cikia Knd
uolf iy ehodh. catw ca ey
vw gf mtdJ gukgj iyia T mt
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
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guJtij jhjh. z L vw Uth

bkh mt gt iyahd mtjhufis fho
mt guJtij fhodh. mt nkikia
fhodh. cyf czjhiy. mnkikia
kwJ mt jid jhHlij fhodh.
e cyf mtid eajhiy. miyfbsyh
fhyjt yt Efu Tlhjjh ld. vdnt
jid csdhf vW fhL tif mirahf
wh nghJ. ij flhtJ bj bgWf
vW mir _y mt guJtijgy
jililf _y sFwh Mth.
Vnfh Ait ehuhaz M euk nerhd:
(ehuhaz xUtnd Ujh ukhnth <rhdndh
iy) vw ntjthaij itJ bjhlFwh.
UZoF K, njtU, kjU cfS
bghUfS cyFahJ yhj fhyJ iwt
Ujh jadhf. L cyif gilf c
gA&ah vW rfg brjh. cyif gilf
btnw ehKfid j bfhny njhWjh.
mtid cyif gil vd jh. akhd Mk
tJfis mgogilfgl bghUfny
flh. Ko mta bghUfW
LgL
Mkh
jidaila
nto
mbghUfis rkhu bra xU _ia
ukhit bfhnl giljh. mthkhf
cyny tonthL tisatUgtiw fhF
bjhiyjhnd Vwh. vdnt iwt cyif
gilJ, fhJ, mwh. mtnd jiyt.
vtdh it bragLwdnth mt jh
jiytdhf Ko. mt ehuhaz vW ntj
TWwnj. j va aij J bfhshJ
50

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
kaFfns vW bjhlFwh. mj cyfij

gilj ehKfid mt _ykhf junjtijf,
kj, cyf tiw gilJ mtW jhD
aFw mj ehuhaz, Muh
vFsh vW njl ntlh. njh FUTny
Mehj vw UbganuhL mrhtjhudh
wh. e Cd fQF ydhF tz
mHa cUnthL wh. cajkhl khiff
Nj Uefny ebdL Fw w bjhf
wh. cf ffSF bjaiyah? FW
bjahj FUlhOfsh? mgo w mirf
Koahjgo ntj ukhzfshny adh
F Muhid L kiw bjtij
njLfns? vd ngijik vW gnthL
awh.
ulh ghL
go cyf fKnd mtf tgLifF
<lhf Rj [hfdhd vbgUkh mir tony
vGjUUJ khl un#hFz jnkhFz
tajuh vbgUkhid bjJ bfhshk
kaFwd. mkany jf FzfSF
mDFzkhd njtijfis njLwhf. mJ
kLky. mgo njo oj bjtijna
gubghU vW giw rhw brwd. Inah
mtf xiw kwJ lhf. mgo mtf ntj
ukhz fhl njL bjtfS mehuhaz
gilng vw cikia vnj kwJ Lwdnu!
vW mfyhwh Mth. mj bjtf
fG gils msnt MF. iyahdjW.
go cs xU kafij ahY L
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
51
cfis
f
njo
fL
ow
bjtfis cynfhL gilj m ila
Kjfhuz bghU cfis cf UTny
U nfh bfhoUwh. naD
ikia czJ mt fgho Mo gu
vW nghwh. gYy vgJ Mth .
cy
un#hFz
jnkhFztagltnu
bgUghiknah vgJ F.
_wh ghL
go gYynfh j j FzfSF
mEruizahf njooj bjtf vjidnah!
guj bjtK vwh Mth. mtfis neh r
f cfSF njitahd bjtij fL
of.
Mdh
mj
bjtf
brafUjhtJ mit gubjtky vgJ bja
ntlhkh! cf bjtfns FUTnka M
uhid jiyrhJ tzFwdnt! ntjf
mth uh w bjtfsh tzfgLwh
vW TWwdnt. mJngh mthuhiz
ufhahf cila xU njtij cL vW
ukhzKlh v Knd TWf vW rth
Lwh Mth.
ehfh ghL
#fehuzdhd ehuhaz jhnd K_f
xU _ahf W mtndhL itJ ngrgLw
ukh t UtUF mtnd ehafdh wh.
IaJF VJiy. uk jijbagij
kwJ mt jiyia mWjh kfdhd t. mWj
jiy fghy ifny xo bfhlJ. mj rhg
u
moah
kilna
wkid
52

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jJz nejJ. vF ngh fil

ehKfF jhijahd ehuhaz j myf kh
FUah mfghyij iwJ fghy ifia
L W. jiyaWjh xUt
jiyaWlh
kwt.
mWljiy
mWjt ifny xobfhs mrhgij
nghdh _whkt. guJt ah ghyJ
vgJ Tah bja ntL. fns fL ff
vwh Mth. mgo mtf liu at
mHajh xR Uef ciwwh. Inah!
jhf tzF bjt bfhoa rhgij
atgh eia kwJ mtid g
Fiwthf ng vd ga bgWwhfnsh y?
vW mtf gh gwh Mth. rhnwh
flD mJjhnd!
Ijh ghL
cik goUJ mjid bjJ
bfhshjJk, mjid kWf fhuzhjkhf vGj
y ujfis itJ, mit ukhzf vW T
thj brgtfis neh uFwh Mth.
Njbgsuhflny fJF Vw TW xU
uhzij brhyntQ vW nflj ng
wjJ f uhz.
fhuzjkhf wj fsbgh rha.
ukhznjhL Toa jf btW tuL
thjij, mogilahf bfhlJ MAj. go
vGj fis ukhzkhf bfhL gutij
rhf aYkh? go rhf tJ thj br
cfis, cf thjfdh rhfgL
bjtfis kiwJ W aFw xUt
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
53
FUTny bghJ F Muhnd. eh TWtJ

rank.
bghiy.
vid
ef.
mthuhid nghWf vW wkjjhiu
mWJwh.
Mwh ghL
mgoah cy gy bjt Ugjhf
njhWghnd?
mtnd
jid
baha
wbjtK csngh fhLthnd? vw dhit
jdFnsna vG il TWwh Mth:j isaholkhf cyif clh m e
id idfis clh, gFjit
MkhF mJ Uwh iwt.
cikia gFJ mJ yUJ Lgl
Kawjh? myJ khwhdtiw g y
Jf RH lgl Kidwjh? vW
ffhwh. vbgUkh. iwtdJ bra xU
jhadh istij nghwnj.
t[iyahd khjh is ngfahk k
d L ubasjLkh nghny vF
jhUF tzkhd tD Ulhf gjK gj
kWgnjh kUJ fhLnw vdw Mrha Uja
tha Mrha 1-14 ikiana bjs bja
mwJ.
go
Utif
gf
iyah eik ik vw ghFghL mW,
a ghgf gyfis g TW
rhuf kahijf Fiy. thW
gRitgl gntW rkaKkh guJ F
ajF Mw thjtDila khaij mf.
Jtiu cikF khwhdtiw g mtid L
ya cf Hu iuJ brW mt fhiy
54

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fooJ yf fhfil mWJ bfhs

ghUf. mj [trj jh UFUTny
vGjUUwh vW fhLwh Mth.
VHh ghL
jhf
Jtiu
XoXo
vjidnah
bjtfis tzfjh brf. mj njtijfis
rhuf TW tna f. mgo brj
rid (btW ntkW) fuz RnahL
brf. m njtijfS jf MwysFa
gyfis m jh d. Mdh ilj ga
ahJ? ilawhJ r bjhl nghw wfis
jhnd bgf. ij f fTlhf fL
Uf. mUjhtJ akhd Mkh m
bjhligL K bgw ntL vwh, Jtiu
brJ tjJ tay vgij bghGjhtJ
czfsh? czJ bfhOf vwh
f bra ntoaij TWnw. njh FUT
efny mnjh nfwnj x; vd bjwjh? f
tzF bjtfS, w njtfS xwhf To
Muhid VJ xjh mJ.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
55
bfhsiyah? vW bgsuhf Mthiu

nfwh. Mth KWtnyhL g TWwh. XnAh
mJth. uhzij rW ewhf ghU. khfl
Kj ntoa nghJ akga yfgliy.
mt fij nrJ g GjJ j
gjdF tj Mgij f ehuhaz mU ghf
mjdh tik bgW fhyid fojh. mj
mU brjt njh UFUTny Muhdh
njh f wbjtfis TWfns.
xgjh ghL
cfis
Mbfhs
bfhobaLJ
tUwh mt. f bra ntoaJ wghf
xWiy. eh vdJ vw mffhuijL f
mtDFat vW cfis mgJ bfhtJ
xWjh ntoaJ. kuz ga xa ntLkhdh
mj M_F moik FtJ xWjh t.
go TWnu. zfW mWtif

rkaK beiuj vW nu brhUnu
vW y nfwhf. M. cy kjf vWs
vyhnk xU tifahf ghjh mtdh
brhyglitna. Mdh K eh brhndnd
mtut gho; mJ nghynt mtut m
FztsnfwthW mjj kj mikjJ
mtsnt. mtwh msJ fhgtdy
vbgUkh. mjj kjf gy iyawJ. vdnt
cf Mkh eikia f fUdh,
mthkh filnjw f ciknyna
Ufshdh mHa taf Nj FUT
vD Ugia cf kdny id TWf.
FUTiu
idjhny
mFUTny
mkj
vbgUkh cs kdny mkUf fhf
vW gUwh Mth.
vlh ghL
gjh ghL
mJ vgo brhyyh khfl

tbgUkhid tgL ak gaij
Mfnt bra ntoabjd vgij JfhW

eh TatUJ bghUj neh fhQf,
vyh bjtfS, vyh cyffS j tony
56

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vj FiwghL sFgo vGjU

Uwh vbgUkh. mtnd vyhF
nkyhdt: gubghU. j cikia kd
bfhL nehf bjfbswh mtdhnyna
xbthU fhuzhjkhf vGj xbthU kj
cik jik jhnd bjatU. mnghJ cf
Phd ms cfSF sF. mgoUJ
nknyw tia f fil of VJthF. mtid
kwJ mjj kjfns nkbyd jtwhf g
mny cHfshdh mjj njtijfsh mf
rila gyf vJnth mijjh bgWf.
Mdh Mkh gjUJ Ljiy (nkhB) bgw
ntL vgJ cf Fnfh Mdh mJ
ehuhaz xUtdhjh Ko. mjifa
Mwfh, VGyf jnfh bry UF
uh#huh# cf ffSF akhgo njh
FUTny mir tony vGjUUwh.
_ia ghJ tdh? vW vzhf!
abdfJ lhf. a cU bgUikia
khtl bjJ bfhSf. mt jh K
brj
ahjtnrny
FlTjhoat.
btWFlTjh mJ? ctif L Tjyth.
Mifah
cWtJ
vJ?
vW
nf
mTjDfhbrtJ jh vW bjhFJiuJ
cgnjwh Mth.
gndhuh ghL
brhdgo mTjDF Mbrtjh gy
bgwyh vgJ vd ra? vghF gyhf
TWwh Mth. mgo MbrJ eh mtid
bgnw. gybgw mUfijaw eh! ifKjyw eh
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
57
bgnw. mjifa ts mt. mtDF Mbra

bguh (m cfSF uknk iy) j yh
, njf fij fnghJ itFj ththd
a cf mfifny mlsd.
ts bfhLfbtnw FUT vGjUUwh.
mjifa thif bgWtJ HgJ cf ir
vW cynfhF czJwh Mth.
V czj ntL? cynfh vnyhUila
Mk btg MthF RLwJ. mbtg u,
mt bgw ngW cynfh bgw ntif Tdh. y
frj cik Ufyh. vwhY mJ w H
fhzbgwhk vGj mU is. guJf
fhzbghwhikanwh itZztyBz. tU
shynwh mona br zg vW
bjhl bghw PhdK bghyh xGF
mGFl, w ik ah Kwhik vwh.
ahDwhik vdhJ ahKwhik vwj fUnj
ehLfhf jh kwhLtJjhnd?
vbgUkhDF thkhF cs rgj
xgJ tifgL vgJ bgnah. mbthg
Mlh moik (nr nr ght) vgJ xW.
mjhtJ vbgUkh e eikiana fU
MbfhS Mlh. mthlh iy mt
ekh br braf e gyidF cajW.
mtDila mbraf eKila mnghija
iyW eik nkgl brtjfhf jh vw
eif ekF ntL. mbraf ekF
mnghijF Jg isgjhf fhzgoD
mit ekJ eiknf vw eifnahL
mbrafSfhf mtgh e ntL. j
bjhljh
58

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
thsh mWJRoD kUJtgh

khshj fhj nehahsngh khajh
shJafD Jt nfhlkh
Msh cdjUns ghgd monand
(bgUkh U 5 -4 )
vw Fynrfu bgUkh ghRu tWj
bgWwJ. fUJ jh K Ta xW nj
vw ekhth gf Knd TwglJ vgJ
bgnah nfhghL. kUJt nehah neh
F
fh
mtid
mfddhdhY
mkUJtgh nehah btW bfhtiy.
mJkLk mtl khwhj e cilatdh
nkY j neh f mtidna ehLwh. e neh
f eik eh xgilF kUJt e neh
Utiu ekJ Mlhnd, eh mtl tH f
ntoa moikfns. mJnghy e gtneh
kUJt vbgUkh. kUJtdh w kh
ktzh vW bgahthU gjh.
y Mkhf g rka nehny F
cHwit. mnehu mtid e mtDF
moikah MbrtJjh mthkh jikF
mHF vW cikia gf czJ vgJ
mthnwhf muha.
bghw PhdK bghyh xGF
mGFl w iknahL ezhjh
KWtg eYwh fiunjf vzhuhJa
isF. it vd cyaif? vW u
Vdh Mth. iyik cwhikfhf mtdona
gJ j Fiwia zjh. mtdUsh
key bgwh. th Mkh mDgF
gK, mjdh mDgfgL bghUfS
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
59
iyawit, thdit vgij flh.

jifik iyahd th bgw tif vJ vW
Muhjh. iyahd th Mkh iwtidna
JfgL bghUshf bfhL mtid Jgnj vd
czjh. mgo JFnghJ jDila jik
(Mkh brh%g) bflhk mDggJ vgo
vW Muhjh. mjikF vuhf Ugit jh,
jdJ vw vzfS, jdF Rju csjhf
vQ mir vW bjjh. bky bky
mtiw fjh. mit fant mt iwtgh
bfhl g iwtgh fhjyhf khWw
jikia czwh. Mth j jik bfL xU
cjk kndhght mtUF VgLwJ.
Mth guhFr ehaahwh.
fj
fjh
[tF
ehzh
cjikila mtij tu fltjhUF vgJ
$ trdz tha. (2-139)Mk brh%gij
csgo xlhjgo mdhfhy mDgJ
ngj tnjahd mir Kja njh
iwaUshny
nt
Kjkhkhdh
vyh
MkhfS bgey vyhtwhY FiwtW
bgf jiyikahd bga uhoahUila iy
jdilnt tufltjhUF vgJ j
bghU.
bjFsij (bgUFs)
j iy Mth kdny ftJ, mJ
Kj gyua njhWyJ. cjkeha
iyahjyh wF kiwahf mJ cnsna ml
wJ. FlJ sF nghy ah cUJ fhQ
iwt ij flh. miyia btgLj
llh. fUlh%ldhf Mth kdf Knd
fhajh. cns ml w fhj fLaJ.
60

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gft fhk vD kj ga MthUila kd

vD kjahid j bfL iw vD mFrij
J wnghJ mtUila cslifia
gyua itjJ. iwt gjDila g fhjiy
btgLdh. xU khajh mj trgL mt
gLghil fL Tjhodh.
FlJ snfngh bfhgdh fhk
wglh jh tG-wgo
MFkhiy mkiy nangh
ehl fit jU
vW Kbjhshu ngR. mJ nghy if
Uthkhf ctz nj kha njhw Mth
fhj gyua btglJ.
tjkha whdh? wh kha vw bga
bghUswjhLnk. mt Mth kdijL
nghwh. MthU khdfkhfnt mtid
bjhlwh. fil Fsij mtid
oJLwh. mF mtid fL mtdHny
<LgL j cilikahd bgey ah
gbfhLwh. ah HJ tauh W j
Mthiu mtUila njhaU jhahU NH W
dwhf. mtfSF ilWgJ nghW
vGjJ.
Tlbrnw. v bfhLnf?
nfhtis ber bjhlfbkyh
ghlbwha HJ itf
gtisah K grnj
khlbfho k bjFsij
tFlgh w kha Tj
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
61
Mlgwit cajj btngh

Mtytid Mjnj (Uth 8 -2 -4)
vw ghRu.
njha dwhf. vfO nghdh? X!
vijbayh bfhLJlh. ahl go
ggtglhaO? vW nfFnghnj iffis
oJ fho nfwhf. mnghJ K if iwa
mtf mJs tisaf FY Xwd.
Mth j btWiffis neh bfhwh.
bky gWwh. M! mJth? gwitbah
nk tjh mt. gwit gwfiy. Mobfhnl
tjJ. v kdbtny itah tjJ. tyifny
xU tisa itUjh. mJ mt ifF xU
mnghy sW. mt gh <Lgnl. Tl
Kanw. ngh lh. Motj gwit gwjJ.
nldh! v kndhntf K mj ntf
vkL. Tlnt brnw. Fsij oJ nl.
mHfhd C. khl khiff iwjJ. khlf
J bfhof gwwd. mnf C nkwnj
wh. ond. mjF v beR, ehQ,
iw it vidlfwd. if xUtis Tl
iy. ah vidL mtgh nrjd. ah
Hj vij bfhLf vdnt xWkwtash
Fzizfshd cf Knd iwtis ifawhd
cf Knd grJ nw. m bfhof
gwwdnt mit vyh vidngh mtid
MjJ tjtfis mt grj bt bfhof
jhnghY, eh ahHJ grJ w iyia
fL TjhLwh. khaTj vw bgajh
vts bghUj! ah Hnj. cik jh.
mjdh vd? mj khaTjid MjJ brW
62

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
D vijjh bfhLfkhnl! vij

bfhLng. ctnghL bfhLng vW gbghU
gl g TWwh Mth.
go kha brJ Mjhu bgUf itJ
grJ
mbtfilahskhf
bfho
gwflh. mtf grjik fL Tjhodh.
vdnt khaTjdhdh vW bghU glnt.
[hjuiu grF nrZoj Mra
Fsnj bfhoL
vW Mrha Uja (3 -2 -3) ngR.
MjhunjhL Todhiu bgfSaghd
ehz Kjatiw mF Mrafukhd nrZoj
UFsijny khl bfhofshny ufhF
vgJ bghU.
jid fhf tyt fhf cat <tund.
mj mtnd fh vW mtid ruzilj
nghJ mt Kf bfhlhnj eKilikia gJ
gLdhY mt jh ekF f vw iy
khwhJ. eik ehnk uJ bfhtJ vgJ
cjkehaF
vLjjy.
D
vij
ntLkhdhY mt gh Hf Tnrh vW
ghRu TW. ijnajh, jh nehfhJ vJau
broD jhntj nfh neh thG
FonghW,
Jt
nfhlkh!
vgh
nehfhahoD gwyh gny vW
Fynru (bgUkh Ubkh 5.3) TWt. uL
iwtDF MkhF ilna cs ua uBf
[gjijna TWtd vgJ y bgnahf
muha.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
63
UFo
Mth vw gj guhFr ehaah j bg
eybkyh gy fhz HJ UFsij
vbgUkhl
jdFs
Muhj
fhjiy
btlikia fnlh. tiu go grJ
mbt njhw bfhobaLj guk cs
FfykilwJ. vfhuzJhf trhtjhu
vLjhndh mJ gjkhwJ vw cf mtDF,
r! eh vghj gy ekF XlyhtJ L
nghUwJ. eik csgo maToa xU
Mkhit njo miynjhnk, mJ nghJ
Uefny cUthwJ. mW mthkh
FsijYs eto ka j eybkyh
HjJ. vD nrhyhJ v bfhLnf?
vwyth TW mthkh? mj Mkh vgo
cUthwJ. iu gFtilkh vW ghf
ntLnk vw vznjhL FsijUJ tJ
ghwhdh iwt. tjt mHa nrhiy Nj
UFoia mQaJ elh u nfna
rW gLJ meha vgo gFtkhwh.
ghnghnk vW rawhdh. bfhrfhy
fa mradij blGJ rW bjhiyth
tuFzkif vw jyny UJ ftwhdh.
L yfhy nghf vGJ $ itFj vD jy
ngh guhFrehaia Jf catsh
gFtkhdJ nkGJ gww Majkh
whdh. _W jyfYs _W iyfS
guk guhFreha cUth tUtij fhz Mu
miljij fhL vgJ thrhfaf fUJ.
mjid jh MrhaUja.
ngha ghftiu bjj rijF
K _Y ufld (Mrha 3 -2 -8)
64

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
65
vW TW. gfdjt md gFtkht

jF Knd gjwjhny mjF mjjhf tJ
lgJ UgJ gjhkhnghny nghajuhd
MthUF gukg vw ghf wFks
mtDFlhd gjw bjj vw rijF
Kbrhd FolJ tuFzkif UJ
itFjJ W vW lgJ UgJ gjhd
UFo, U tuFzkif, $ itFj Ma
_W UgfY bj vgJ mj bghU.
MthUF czdh vW, mjyfYs

_fis Mth mDgjij sFtJ jh
gil ehshny vD gf vW Knd
fnlh. mgo mt fhl Mth flfhy
vJ? MthuJ mnghija kdiy vd? vD
mit bjjh jyf Mth bgw
mDgtfis eh eF J bfhs aY.
jh Jf iHj bghU vj
gFtkhwJ vW ghf tjt jh mj
ghf tjij MthFcsny czu
fhLwh. mgo mt bfhl iH iunk
Mth gft fhk czF czthf W
tsjd. J mt ghRuUnj bjwJ vgij
nkny ghnjh. _W jyfY vbgUkh
bfhl _W iyfS xnu bkgho (mjhtJ
bghU gFt fhzJoF iy) fjik
_W iyfis xU nru itJ gil
ehshny vw gfny Mth vbgUkhid
nghWwh. gFt KJ j ehafndhL neW
ngr kd cW bgW j eha iybflhk
ehafl jdF wFkhf FiwuF Kiw
mikj gf fnwh goJff ntoa
bjhW, gjfnsh ghofiua ntoabjhW
gfij fhngh.
bfhl bgo kf cwh Rwjt wU

flnjhL gljyh fhj kWahJ iy
vir GnkY Kw cluh
bjhlnuhkh cayyh iy fO Jizna
MthuJ eha jik gFtij fhz

vbgUkh bfhl iH iu njhW
lf
jh
UFo,
tuFzkif,
$itFl vW Ugf vW, mgo jh
bfhl iHit iuit vbgUkh jhnd
Mth Uth gf njha fhynj

mtUila Us
(Uth 9 -1 -1)
vW mtida y cs midJw
iyawit, MkhF vbgUkh xUtnd
cikahd iyj cwd vw cikia jh
czJ, mjid cyF czJ ca ntL vW
cyFF cgnjj iyUjJ. bfhlbgo
vW bjhl Jiz, bghUS, muQ, rU,
gK, ruQ mt fHiya ntiy vW
T Ko fzdyh iy fO ru, E
cilik cnl mtdo nrJ cndh, j
nk vz ntoaJ xWiy; mt xUtnd
Ughf gJ vw cikia guf ng Koj
iy, iyny fhQ vbgUkh j
UFoah mt[uij Mth UsJF
akhaJ.
vyh mtnd vW bfhl Mth mtnd
t gFtJF gJ tJ lj lkhd
66

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
UFo nghJ mtid o wh.

Mdh mt th wf iy. t Uj gf
U nehf iy. mj iy cs
MHny bghF FKwnyhL, jh eha vw
J Vgl X ciknahL vGj gf jh
gil ehshny vW bjhlF Uthbkh.
gf ghlf bghUis xbthwhf
nehFnth.
gil ehshny......... ljhnd
bjj iu v bghUidfiuny
nrhiyf
Nj
UFo
rad
bfhltnd! lfhykhf fj c UtUis,
uho UtUis JizbfhL
nfhny gria (UtyLj Kjyhd iffa
fis) g gtifY FoFoahf MbrJ
mJnt bghGJ nghfhf thG bjhlfSF
mU c x bghUa Uth wJ xU thij
mU bra ntQ. c jhkiu ffis ky
J flhf ntQ vgJ ghl
gUbghU.
bjoiu........ ljhnd
vd cwfkh? kafkh! nrhiy uka
M
ljh?
nrhiynf
jikaUS
bghUid FaDgtkh? myJ bja iu
bka XirnahL vwnj miy-mj ehj
yakh.
gil ehshny............... bfhL
neW Kdh tj cwtynt f beL
gilfhy Kj mU bgwtfshnw. c mU
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
67
bgwtUF Kf bfhlhUfyhkh? cdU

kLkh? gfajh mUSkyth? gfJizah
UwJ. mnjh c ghjjUnf mkUwhns
mtisna nf! mtsU vfSFlh iyah
vW? mtsU Jizahf jhnd cdU oW.
U mUS bgWkh c nehf bgwhkgJ?
vW nfwh Mth. iwt mUSF
moggil uho mU nehf vgJ, mj
mogil mtid gdh ra gyL
vgJ itzt rka bfhif. xUfh vbgUkh
jh vw Kiw e jtWF eik xWf Kgo
jhahd uho KW ekF gJ ng
ugh vgJ rka J. gouho
Kdhf gWif Uhfhu vdgL. F uL
mUS cL vwh.
nfh J..... bjhlnuhfU
tU cL vW J jtiy.
bghGJnghbfyh nfhny iffa
brifna vW bfhltf. UtyLj Kjyhf
gogoahf iffa brjtf. nghJ
kLky, gL bjhnl Mbrgt. Fo xUt
Ut kLky. FoFoahf Mbrgt nfh
bghahny
xJL
W
FoFoah
brwtf, monaDfhf myhoD
bjhlfSfhf ntQ mU ghJ J
nehfhah? vd dwh Mth.
nrhthwJ........ nehfh
c Uth bra nrh c mjufny
LwJ. vD mj brky Kif eF
J cns xU gts x fhz c
68

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
UlW xU mKjbkh nff, c

KWtiy fhz Jonwh, c nfhy eW
gts brJt thil nfhks bt
Kisngh y g yF mHif ehf n[f
ntQ. mjF nkyhf c mU nehf fhz
VFwd v ff. mj nehfyth vfSF
jhuf. th wJ xU thij mU brantQ.
thij TwKoahj bghUfis Fghf c
U ffshny cz jiyfl ntQ vW
uhwh Mth. ehaayth. thbrhf
gayth fnzhdh czgtshnw.
vbgUkh U fnzhf bgwDgjt mJ
bgwhjnghJ gL Vf brhyta bjhW. uhk
mnahiaL
tdff
fhynj
mbrnfL tUa m kf iya
tUF f brjhkiu jlf braU
nehf mnjh Jnkh! M! na! X! vgh vW
mtf Vfij tUgh. uhk it
fhoY mt jhkiuf mUnzhf
fhQ mtfSF bghWf mjhW. iwt
U f neh jik J. thth jhnk
mnehif bgW mkny bgUnfHyh
j bgUf kylf enk xUnf
wHitjh tfhy vW gu fjij
Knd fnlhkyth?
UFo ljhnd: go monahf
nto xW nfshjh nghny btWknd
lwtnd. j Mj ehj fh Hiyah
vW dwh Mth.
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gh.m.
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69
Ufzkif Mlh vw xU gj. t

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vW tadbkyh lt. mt xUeh gfth
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70

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et Ug
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gfth csK ehgLghL jhnd nghJ gL.

go t FiwgLgo bgUkh tUF vd
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nehfh vW ghLnu! vW Tdhuh. fij
ugjfis gjf vgo mDgjhf vgij
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vF bfhof flbgw mHa kfsh
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nrhiyfis cilaJkhd UFony
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moik vj bfhijyhnj cid
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jiyny NoaUsntQ vgJ bghU.
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FoF f bgUf brktfns m Fo f
khRQgo xU nghJ elthjtf. cdnf
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
71
mW jtf. j moat vD bgaF

yakhUgt. c Uto iffa vW xU
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c bghdo........ moanuh
fhyh d tiu jhlhnj W moat,
j kndhujJF nekhwhD c monfhL
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72

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
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vnyhU mij mahf Nl jF bgwtfsh?

cndhL vu nfhjt, cid fjt, cid
xa ntW gubjt cblW bfhlt,
vyhtF nkyhf <tnuhA ehnd gubghU
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vW fU moanuh vW wiu To
bfhwh.
lny tdf uhkuhid s
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kh mGjtdth kdtid khdnt
(ef F gly fg - mnah - 102)
vgJ uhk tdf nghwh vdnfl
aFf jhtuf iy TW f fg thF.
lj eh ljh.......... ljhnd
mHa
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vD
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gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
73
jhkiu nghw c Uffis J, c

lifW vGJ cndhL fhJ ciw
gfa br khf. guj _yF fL
bjhGkhW UJ UtUkhf nrj nrny
nrit rhfntQ vgJ bghU.
ljeh......... mira
bgUkh mirahJ gbfhoUjij
fhQ Mth Us mt Unk tUJnk
vW fiuwJ. lwh! vUJ? vW
ndh ghwh Mth. vnwh? vtndh
ntodh vW gbfhoUf ntL.
(jyuhz tuyhW Mth csnj XoUwnjh
vdnth.) vgonah UfL. Mdh lehshf
nf go xnu ilahf ljh Unk
vdthF! vW gwh Mth. gj myth?
mtf ffSF jhnd iwt Unk iy
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mt Unk mir bgwjhf fhwJ. go
cl myRgo vjideh lgJ. xU gj
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ntLkh? ntLnfh kL jh fhuzkh?
UnfhqY ljh. F lwh. go
bfhoah khlnfhqufJ Fo
koahnd Jnk mkjJjh
moahuy jj mirnth mnw
gojh Ljha mirnth gahna
(Uth 8 -3 -5)
74

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
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vW Kng mona rJ dUnwnd. mJ

nghy ukgfhukhf radkh?
jlbfh jhkiu......... mUsh
vd bra ntL vW bgUkh
dtjhf bfhL nkny j cs lifia
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vwh. $ k ehuhaz rubzs ruz ugna vw
ta bghUS xUthW ghony njW.
ehfh ghL
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UFony f tsJ, tuFz
kifny UJ, $ itFlny W id
nj bjj v ij W mfyhnj W
vid jJ Mbfhltnd! vdF nr
Uig brJ c Fj y Fzij _WyF
fL aFgo c moahuhd ehf kJ
ehtL Tjhl vf kia fL
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
75
bjj iu cl fhsnkf gtsbfho

gljhnghw c brth KWtyhnynkY
tFgo KWtnyhnl tJ eyf fhz nrit
rhfntQ.
ghl jh vbgUkhDF guhFr
ehaaha Mth gFtkht clhd
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Us gUwd vW Kdnk ghnjh.
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Fo............. vdfU
c kdnj vGj k njhw
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eh ntoah brjh? v kzf Knd
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c toit xJbfhlh mij jhF
tilnadh eh? vdnt v mfijL fhJ
vid Mbfhs ntQ. mJkLy, go c
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neh cid bgw eh mnaha (jFawt)
vW y lhjgo mU bra ntQ. vid
btFthf nrhJ lTlhJ. eh jhfkhnl
vwh Mth. lny ahahd gl
thif fbahW Iakhf fhl
bgWwJ.
76

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
77
Uehuhazu $ gl vGjUUF
nghJ vghuhj y bjt nrhjidfsh bgJ
Us tUdh. mtUjkoahf njha
mnghija
btWny
vbgUkhid
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gG VwntL. aj vfis neh c eilaHF
njhw bky vGjUsntQ, khL c
fhfSira ehf Tjhl ntL. Jnt
mona uhjid vwh Mth. lY
ahahd xU Ia fhlgLwJ. xUeh
is mHa kzths bgUkh miua
ghRuij n[f bga bgUkh miuaiu
mUs ghoL eh nd elnwh. mJlhf
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eh mnaha vW mfyhjgo c
thwhikah Koahjgo vid Jtiu
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vkF td l ntL.
fhdfgoyh yhfU WfFH CdnghJ

nkdifbahL nyhjik auig cUgaut bt
ka
thdfgo thw Ml ghlyit
khdjhnk.
ej.............. fhzthuhna
vid vd brantLbkwh vW
bgUkh
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kia fL c Unkny tJ njhW
mju nkY tJ njhw bky monk
moitJ kjf# nghw cdJ fukhd eilia
(bgahth 3 -6 -4)
vwgo njtUila FHnyhir nflthnw ghl
jjhf. njtUila thghfkhd eilF
jfSila BhgyjhYlhd Ml jjhf.
FuFifbfhL T JHh mona njt UKnd
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Ijh ghL
gtsngh...... Cjhnd
eF brJ glj gts rFf
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bghUis
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78

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
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UaFony f tsjUdtnd! fts

cifia aifahf cila bga ahid Jau
Fgoahf mJ w bghifF, bfhoa nfhgij
cila
ctzis
CJ
brwtnd!
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syh fr KWt brJ bfhL ehf
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sFgo wUsntL.
gtsngh fth t
mth, mehj vwgo xWF khWglhj
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wny mJ khwhLgo c moahfshd vfis
fljhny cns vGj iw vD mfntWghL
c Kfny KWtyh njhw fntQ,
mKWt sy xlntL. vy
bthay, mybth c Uth cslfhnj
wng jtH ntL.
c Uf...... wUsh
c mHa ffsha jhkiu xl iga
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eil njhf ntQ.
gtseh gl........ ljh
c KWt vgo UfntL bjkh?
njh g bfhoUF UFo Jiwny
brJ glj gtsny rFf iuah
gh.m.
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$ c.nt.
79
mtFUwij gh! mit nghW Uf

ntL. g bfhS jynk c KWtiyfho
wnj, mjifa jy g bfhltnd.
ftskhf............ Cjhnd
vnghJ
fts
bfhifny
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cz lUwJ. mj liu f Uj
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kdcW cl cW UjJ ahidF eh
vbaYg ltu jhftnydny.
Mwh ghL
fhdgwit............. fothnd
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bghkiy nk nkf gojJnghy fh jJ
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nghny bfnlhLgo mtKnd W
80

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
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gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
81
mjdh fhdntJ vD Uehkij

bgwtnd! xL UKoia jjtnd! brj
fHfisila UFo a thr
brgtnd! fh dijila Uth Kja
cDila grhjfSlnd vl fotjfhf
vf KtJ Uf jhkiu jaf wUs
ntL.
cjufhl
ghoa
f,
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bgUkhis
ghL Kida ghl bjhl vW

bfhs ntQ. K ghoYs wUsh vwnj
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khdkh........ ntnj
fhdgwit........... fhK ngh

c
gjuBzny
cdF
Knd
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nuhfl bfhF nfhg bfhgtdhd
itdnja, mtid CJ bghnkadhd mt
njh njt Mnuhfjh mJ nkUkiyny
fhsnkf gojJ nghw ukakhd xU
fhayth. mgo fhju ntQ. fh
dgwit jhnd! vwh KghRu. clnd
mt SW fh mt kdiuny HyhoW.
mfhia tUwh ghRuny.
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uhf guf zjtFj gzt
mtf K njhaij
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URl Uwnj Vl
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tUtngh fYH nktJ njhdh
(fg. ghy. Uttjhu - 12)
vW tUFnghJ fg Usny ghRu
jhnd XoUf ntL.
bghbdL nkUc bghUiy nahLTl

bdhL jG W Ffhnkf nghwh
vW tUjh.
bga nfhgij cila Rkh, khath vw

muffsJ taJ ifJ nghFgo mtf
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td rutna!
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fhd M......... fothnd
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ntLtJ. K xU fh kQ Q kH
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vW
uhUnj. mJ nghjhJ. grhjfis
82

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jJ cKo nrhsf mthj m

nrhignahL ehf nrFgo vf Knd
wUs ntQ.
VHh ghL
vlfoJ.......... Kfng
wgoahf vkF tU vyh Jgfis
ngh yny vik moik bfhSwtnd!
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kl jhkiufisila iy iwj
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bfhltnd!
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moahf Muthuij fL ehf kJ
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gh.m.
KDrh
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83
sF
mt
ny,
vliu
F
aUaJnghynt mt Jaiu mnf
mtiu vngh Mbfhgtnd. Mf gykw
tnuhL, gyKstuhf ugykhf ngrgLtnuhL
thaw vnyhiu Jg JilJ moik
bfhgtnd!
brkl............. ljh
ga Unkny f, if, fh, th it
tJ njhw ljJ nghW jhkiu kyfis
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iyfisila
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gbfhltnd.
..... ...... f if fh
a bra kyfsh nrh brth KHjh
rha rhkUnk j ghrilah jhkiu
thrjl ngh tUthnd
meh fhykhf nrj ghgkoahf tj vf

Jg Faf.
vwJ thth mDgt jhnd.
cDila moatf cid KfKfkhf

fhzbgw mrany Muthu bra mJnfL
ehf kH,
cid ehf mabthlhnj vf mit

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vik Mthnd
eKil........... Tu
klyf............. Kfng
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bksank iwj yfjh fhz, Pha

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tlny xUeh jfkhlhah? jf Tlhjh?
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vfisl nkyhdt vW ugyuhUw
ukUuh njtf liu, nkYybfW bga
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ynfh fhz F xU ehshY UJ nrit
rhfyhfhjh?
c mUSF rW ghuuyhj vfSila

Jgfis xJ vik Mbfhgtnd.
84

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vlh ghL
vf fKfng.... bfhnl thdJ
ru
nrUgo
caj
khlfisila
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wUatnd, ahtF iwtnd, vf f
tlhuny cyfJsh midtU c
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jf m njhw jfshaw brhfshny
xUtiu xUt Rgo cid JFgo guj
wj j kQyfnj j lY c W
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vf fKfng
jhf cdFfj moahfsha ehf
fhQgo vf fKng vnfh vnwh ah
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cyff vyh
cyf kf mlfY xUt ghna
vf Fiwuig nfL vGjUdh vwh
ita KWnk aJ TotJ lhjh. mgo
vnyhU tUgo.
izao....... iw
cf cga Utofis nrJ vGJ
tzfnjhL c rny J gnuh? f
Konkh? izao nrjh cljh tisnk.
jf ........... g
jf njhw, m bgh bgha
mbghFj
mtf
thF_y
kfsh
rhrdfshf bttu jjhfw msnfg vj
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
85
brh jf a tJit nghWthfnsh mj

m bkhfsidij bfhL l lkhf
jhf w UjlUnj; xUtiu xUt
Rgo cid Jf; cdF gyhL ghl.
f.......... Foah
caj khlfis cila UFony
ciwgtnd. khlf ca rhkhakh.
ruklyjs Xa khl. thdbtny
RW ru cl js Vglh rW j
isghw mikjJ nghw caj khlf.
mjifa khlf iwj Fo rhjtnd.
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mLJ $itFjny wUdtnd.
njth
vkF ukh njtUF njtnd.
f...... bfhnl
c njtdhd U gukgjny vwhY
mnj nghw c td rutJt njhWgo
W
njhWgo
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kQyfny
UjUsntQ. mjlJF bgUik
Ujyh jhnd. yhj nghJ mj mHF
HjJjhnd! kQyf xW thdjy.
F mFngh vGjU UfntQ, mF
fhybkyh UjhY F xU ehshY UJ
nrit rhfyhfhjh. ehf fLfFgo xU
ehshY vf ftlhuny UfntQ.
jfsghu vwlnj ahahd xU
urkhd Ia TwgLwJ.
86

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
tuJ e vw $ itZzt bgUkh

nrf tjh. mnf Tlkhf vnyhU nrJ
bfhoUjhf. e jdjh w lij
L RY nehdh. Xl ilf
nrJ bfhoUjhf. e mFngh
mtfnshL
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bgUkhis
nrJ
bfhoUjh. ij Mlh vw $ itZzt
fL
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$
itZztuhd
ehfbsnyhU UF lijL mF
nghdj kkbkdnth? vW ddh. e, eh
bfhr
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bfhnwhkyth? mj msF gfthid
jujh GJl Kanth. mtf xW
mahjtfshifahny gfthDila flhB
mtflnj gskilahUFknwh mjdh
mnf nghnd vwh. Mlh r! mF nghnu?
mtf bgUkhis neh vd brhdhf. njt
vd mU br vW nflh. mjF ef
mtf bgUkhis ghY, gHK,
bghdhny QL. Wuha F! mGj
uilL vwhf. eh #at! #pgt!
vW thnd vwh. nfl Mlh th!
mnf ngh KUL [Uj Oiyna.
vnfUjhY eh eh fhQ vwhuh.
xgjh ghL
lbfhL......... tyhnd
brbenyhL sthisf nrny cfS
brGikahd fHfisila UFo
tFktdh, mRuF akdh W mt Fyij
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
87
KW fWtWj bfhoa braiy brj Mjfis

jjtnd, moatuhd vf thF ilawhJ cdF
kfsh rh[d gz vf ff Fu c
totHif gUFgo guj lijila j
Y UjUs ntQ.
lbfhL....... Ulh
Kgho nto bfhlij j Mwhik
Fahny L zwh. vd j
cyfyh viwt dtjhf itJ Mkh
j
PhyJS
UjUs
ntQ.
gukgjUF Uig nghynt F Uf
ntQ. uolJ xnu Ughf fhagJ
cdF fodkynt. ntLbkwh mF
nfhynjhL Uf aYnk ckF. wJ c
fiH mfkh bfhlJ j , vdnt
Y Ufyh. Uf ntQ.
mjdh ckbfd unah#d vuh.
monah ngh Xthnj
fizFu Jky Mfij gUf
c Unk totHif bfhYUF mHif
c W njhw UF U nrhigia vf
U ffS th gUf, c mHF btskhf
njl vf ff Kfitahf ehf bkhL
bfhL cL ff, c mHF kyuh kyuh v
ff tlh mj kJit gUf, goL
fQ kdK FJ c totHFF fbz
glhjgo gyhL ghLnth. c mHif uJ
thJnth. ijl vd unah#d vfSF
ntL. cdFjh j nkyhf vd ntLnkh?
vf f
88

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
go Ujiy kbtj F xU
ehshY UfntQ.
iwt mHif mDgF gjf
ffis tlhf iwt mHif nja
kJthf tj ffa.
jruj brhng kuhnyhrid rigF
uhkid miHf brw Rku fl fhia,
fg
bg dKjdt jndhl ah
tz btiy FY kUUg
mzyh oUjh mHF mUew btdj
fQ csK tbld fw fzh
(fg. mnah - ku - 52)
vd tUjh.
ahfrhiy tj s Fkuuhd
ykzf mH <Lgl #df,
uhk
Uj FyFkujik Uf KfJ
mHFgUf neh (fg. ghy - iy - 157)
vd mHFw Tdh.
monah ngh Xthnj
ehf illhJ kfsh rh[d gz,
a Nf kny UF U nghynt
kQyfJ vGjU Uf c a kfs
ufJF moatfsha ehf gir tJ
gyhL gho thJgo.
nrs........ Foah
gizfny thisf thgf nghW
flD LFlD J isahl jfSF
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
89
ntoait jo;d iljyhny ftiyaW

thisf fJ tdthW. J mjy nr.
mjifa UFony tF
vfSF njitahdtiw aU vf Mirfis
jiyfl ntlhnkh.
Twkh....... tynd
njtf uhf mtf ntLnfh
iwntw nto bfhoa braiy br
Mjfsidij bfhL mRuF vkdh
njhwiyah. mtf mkj jiyfodJ
nghW vf Fiwia iwntwntQ. F
gilf bfhLid braTl njitiy. ckF
mah sdh nghJ. c brsfa fhl
ntoaiy.
c
b[syaij
jhnd
Fiwunwh.
xgjh ghL
bfhLidgilf...... brahna
giftufis af, bfhoa bjhYiljhd
Mjfis ifahs tytnd! mgo Mjfis
jJ njtfSF Jg Ugo mRuF Jg
brw bfhoa nghwtnd. vdF
mKjhdtnd,
brj
taf
Nj
UFony vGjUUgnt.d totHFF
izna yhjgo mHFila y nj. mJ
nghwJ
vW
brhyyhgo
toila
uho oFgoahd bkikahd c
Utofis bfhoa ghtij gdtdhd ehD
oFgo vid mnf cdUnf miHJ
bfhsnth myJ nf tjUsnth bra ntQ.
90

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
bfhLidgilf tiyah......
vtU addhdtjh . vD ntW
t nghdh bfhoa Mjfis vLJ
Mstyh. c vikia kha brgo
mguhj brjnghJ gilbaLgh. Ko kL
ghJ id ntW t Us
fwnyhnl fQ fz Ukhanwh Mj
nuhfis mgJ. zDF yif
brt dnj jnj vW thfj
mnwh mfjid uhtzl jDaJ?
ufa mguhj gdtl jDaJ jh
fUiz iyakhd jhynwh? c Us
vjid fwUjJ vgij isat mJ
Tdhdnwh?
mwjUjtij M mdhtiw KW
kwjid vD k yif tsikneh
wJ nghjJ v uidvD v
wjJ nghnu vwh nrtf KWt brjh
(fg - j -mfj- 7)
vwh fg. ahl udh?
njia iw itjh njtiu Lf brjh
Ru fyfjh kD ilJ wh
Mir msbkyh cyfK jhnd Mth
thrt U bfhlh tyh tnk brwh
(4)
thah cid mWtu gW Ja itf
Nyh kha brJ njia Njh
ViHgh ufneh xUj fnk brw
CfhF thzhs cijia cgLlh.
(5)
J uhtz Fwgugiu. rhjhuz Fwkh?
njia jh. mjF nkyhf e jh #lhit
Kojh. jnk mt bra ntoa mguhj
clh? mzh!
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
91
mdt jdF khijLf vW mUSthna

vDil ehk Fms btyh yif _
kdt na vW tjiljhF thah
brhdbrh vdh KdNSw btdh njhwh!
(6)
vW ykz mLa D mfjid
mDdh.
Kjeh ngh uhtzid jadh c
tw flhna! ngh! eF Mnyhrid br.
nghF ehisth vwDdh. ruzhfahdh
ijia miHJ bfhL nw nghnj th
vgJ F.
mJnghnw
FgfUzid
TLnk
TobfhL wJJ vWjhnd zid
mDdh. nghd z tJ bgw
bdyhbgJ ngd bgaUjik bry
FyJ khd y J, vWTw bgUkh
bfhw ril fiw bfhjs nfhybfhl
beh Js br w ntWnlh ia
ah
fghyh
vW
fwnyhlnwh
FgfUztij kd itjh.
mkulbfl........... br
eikghgl njtfsJ Jg f
mRuF
l
br.
njtF
Jg
brahUjh mRuF l t brah. vdnt
jdfhftW mRuF lbrjJ.
fLid enr vDila aKnj
id brthF a eR nghwtnd mtF
ery idF mUeR.
vnghwhF mKJ nghwtnd, njtUila
crhW nghytW vgJ ahahd.
92

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
njtfsJ mKjJF fl filantQ, ntl

bryntQ. vDila mKjnkh
fta UFoah
brj taNj UFonyna l
ToaJ.
to izyh kykf
jtoF ctikawt. <L vLyh
mHif cilat. j mHFF gft jJtK
xyhjJ vW brhyjf mHFgiljt
ynj.
eia fhz eifF Mu ead ntL
bfhid fhQnjhW FF mdnjah
(fg - ghyh -fhKf- 43)
vwyth fg Tdh! bgUkhis fhz
jhuhoF Mu fntL vwh, mJiz
mHfhUjJ bgUkh kzgjYbfGjUS
nghija nfhy, Udh f, ijia ghjh.
bgUkh mHF LgoahUjJ uho
brsja. bfhid fhQnjhW F F
mdnj vwh. uho mHif mDgf Mu
fkL nghjhJ Jjhf Mu Mukhf
ff ntL. xUju ghJ gHd f
giHajha
nghf
ntW
f
njitgL
msUF uho mHF vwh.
j mH bt njhw f wj
jhkiuia lkhf cila y,
kiwy kf
mJnghW mHFilat vW brhyyh
go mHFila nj, bghw mH bgh
y nghW w mH bgh uho,
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
93
oF bkyoia
nja
UtU
mUnf
Uto
UkUYUJ bky ow Uto.
rhaf UnjkhU bkyoF Uto
mtfsJ bkkahd jnghw fuf mGj
ojh fL nghW mtfS T
bjhlntLgoahd bkikahd ghjf.
mts behikia a cila ghjf.
khtia uJ _to kbgW Xuoah
cyif, kbwhwh Rig fhL Xil
xahk msJ bfhL, _whkoah khtia
ghjhsjG L j fjykhd ghfl
g nkdh iwt. fzt fhf gobayh
L jhajh mirUF vW fU Ukf
UtoaUUJ mij bky ojhsh. clnd
rlbfd if thdhsh. mt if glJ
FFkkhf tjjh bgUkh Uto. mjid
Rfkha UtofSF. fg mjid vjid
u[idnahL mDgwh!
ca ubfd cyf <J ngh
iu ghfl g nkdh
fat cybfyh flj jhiz
Ukf fubjhl tJ fhonw
(fg - ghyh -nt -38)
tl rlhsnuhL thaw, kiy kuD
kW bghUfS oasFnghJ tfiy
Uto. mnghJ mit xU braiy nkbfhl
ik, ghfl gbfhlnghJ
mUtof j aghd iyia bgwd. Ukf
jfu l jhfbgwhJ tjd.
94

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
mgogl beha Utofis

bfhLid naDof
kAhghahd monaD of, mtfS
[juh
uh
clhUf
eh
fUgnj vW ghna vghiu nghny
bfhLidna vwh vgJ ahahd.
xUeh
xU ehshY mtf beLfhy c Uto
owhf. ehD mtfnshblhf ehzh
cjkkhtJ, vwJ nghW cdF eha vw jirF
nahakh gFtkhnd vW jhnd mUdh.
mgoUJ xUehshtJ mtbgw ngW bgwtUs
ntlhkh.
Tj tUj brah
xW vid mnf g bfhl lnj
ehfgafnj Tbfhs ntQ. myJ nf
eh c Utofis oFgo [&ygdhf
vGjUsntQ.
Tj tUj brlh..... Xthnu
xw fliy filjtdhd bgUkhis
xW vid mnf T bfhs ntQ myJ
nf tjUs ntQ. uobyhW brantQ
vW uhJ muhjid brjjdhny
UUjauh
jid
kJ
ynj
bghUatU, guj guigila jhug
fiuYs UtG tsehilila Mth
Ueh gwUa ghlfshuJ gf
tyuhth ilawhJ j kdnj cyfsj
bgUkhDila Utoia idf bgWthf.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
95
ghl gfga TWwh.

Tj tUj brlh
vid cgh Tbfhs ntQ. Kfng
T gbfhns vW Kng ntond. mJ
brjhiy. m fhtJ vGJtJ n[it
[hf ntQ. mFij Uigah fhzntQ
KidaJ Kiw nflhF. idaJ KiwahF.
cilatdhd cilikia tJ g brhyjhnd
Kiw. vgo bra ntLbkwhY mJ c
Us. vgo mona cid nrf ntQ.
Fiufl filjt jid
ghfliy filjtid jndhL vu
nfhghUF,
<tnuhA
vUghF
eytUF cgff ghfliy filjtid,
mgogltd v gf ufkhlhah.
nk efkj
go mtid o j uhjidia
[kJ eh bra ntoaij brJ nlh.
mUStJ mUshjJ mt bghW vW
guuh jiuny fh ghd.
ad bghUe
guJ bgUF jhug nuhL Phdij
mY bjj Phdij L bghUe.
eha ghl
Mth eh jtj ghl, mt ehKj tJ
FJ gjF brhygl ghlf.
96

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Xj x fhykyh.
cyf
_wsjh
moiz:
ukDila Utofis mtid ahjhny
ilF gy g ghj gfank
kUbjhG kdnk jjh vgjyth. nkY
mUtof jhnk jF nehfhJ vnyhUila
uir myfjJ.
mj Uto kuiz vW csny
XlbgWtf gf fwtf vW ga T
Kowh Mth. b[hghf gJfis L
Ughf gJthd bgUkhidgw ntQbkw kd
iyny vGjJ gf. Mth gyj
kndhujfis fhnwh. ij fghF j
mth vG vgJ Mth J. M Tl.
jyij ga tuyhny tj bria
eh ido bfhnlhkhdh gf
W brshd bfhLid gilf vw
ghRu u[ D mfkhF. fkiynahL uf
ukakhd l njod gfth j jyij
njJ $ njnahL fUf kzkhJ bghwhik
bfhL, ghjy fh. mtis nj gfth
ynahL ndf brJitJ UtnuhL m
Fo jyny jd vgJ jyuhz
fl tuyhW. njia njo miyj uk u
mt raf gfth Utofis nja UtU
ojd. mgo toizyh kykfS iw
ykfS oF Utoia jhD of
ntodh Mth. nfhj ehaia rhj brJ
mt of Utoia oat . j jy c
bgUik mJ, mgogl ehff cs vdF
mngwf ntL. eh nfhj ehaay. eh
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
97
ehaahf gFtkht Mu fho tJ jdh

. mgogl vdF cid njotj vdF
nfhJ brY ehaF L ngWl
ntlhkh vgJ t.
$ itFl, $ tuFzkif, UFo
_W jyfS iwtdJ ngha ghftiuia
sF jyf vgJ Kng fnlh. vdnt
gf KGtJ gfthdJ xU kdiyia
gbaGjJ vgJ sF.
gf
nrjdDF
<tuDF
ilnas etj rgjf cilah cilik,
Mjhu Mnja, nghjh ngha vw _W
TwgLtjhf y kAafsJ nah#id. _W
rgjfS FynrfuuJ idna jh nto,
btfo fwljh, vjid th kwj
vw _W ghlfS TWwd. mj ght
gfJ fhnwh vgJ muha.
m_W iyfis ghngh.
1. th t
cilah cilik
cyfidJ iwt mdkhj mt
eik cilat. eh mt cilik bghU.
cilik bghU cilatid miltJjh a.
milikia cilahtJ ifbfhtJ Kiw.
mij
cilah
cilikia
cngjh
cilikjh nrl ilfiyna vW V
cilat jid ifbfhs ntL vw
ijnyna aFwJ. gubghUis nto
brtij xUt cjhd brwh. Mdh
98

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
brtnkh jdF cilat mt vgij czJ

lh mt cngiBia ya brahk
mtidna nru KawJ. mJnghy vdF cilah
vgij eh czJbfhnl. ghnaid gy
fho goD, befho D cdh
MsgLtijna nto g eh vgJ
Fynrfu idnajh nto vw ghl
gUbghUS cbghUS. Jjh cilah
cilik rgj xUgfkh cilik jik
czW. j kbwhU gfkhd cilah
iyia gf Tj tUj brah
vwlnj fhlgLwJ. c cilikahd vid
tJ ifoJ miHj Kiw. mj Kiwgo
vid tJ ifbfhwhiy. iy,
Kiwnflhf vid MliHwidnah c
gfny vwh mJiy, vdnt c cilik
bghU cidaila ntL vW V gij
ju ntW tiy. thW monaid
cngFgo mona jfhj bghUsh nldh?
myJ <t X bghUnsh vD fnth. m
Mbfhsjf bghUf nfhoW
wghnl vw vzkh. vid mgo
cjhd brJlhk vdF mUbrJ vid
c cilikahf VW Mbfhs ntQ
vgbjyh vid Mth vw lny Nrf.
Mjhu Mnja gfny vF
TwgLwJ vgij nehFnth. K Fjgo
FynrfuJ btf fwljh vw ghl j
rgjij TwwbjgJ `vdfU vw gf
thny mJ fhlgLw bjgJ y mP
bfhif.`btf vw ghl vFngh cnf
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
99
c izaona milayyh vFngh

fiufhzhJ vfl th nl, tf
TngW khgwit nghnwnd vwh Fynrfu.
fg ghku Kidny jdhnghJ.
fg jid fliy fl bfhL nghL
vW m jW bga gwit xW. bfhru
brwJjhnd jhnd gwJ brW fiuia
milayhnk ghku vjF vw gj vz
clhfnt ghkuijL gwjJ. gwjJ! gwjJ!
fiuia fhziy. guj fljh vF
fhajJ. gwj fhy gyjlit flny
GJ nkbyH khlhk lhoaJ. mj ga
cl, mJ mGj VJthdnj xa mJ fliy flf
cjtiy. j Ka gfhk wiff XJ
Ko giHa ghkunk f vW mjnf LtJ
nrjJ mgwit. mJnghy j wfl
k FL jF eh vKaah
mfliy flf Kokh, eh fw f vid eF
wfl mGjnt cgnahfkhW. v
fahjhnd jiyt vW bfhLLnwdyth.
vdnt vdF X ntLkhdh c Utoia
nrjh m w fliy f Kokh? c
Utona jr vdwh Fynrfu. ik vdF
mU vw gjny lgjhf mP TWwd.
UFony tJ nrit rhjJ eh
ufnth brjJ? c ilaHif fho,
cUgHif fho. iyaHif fho vid
bjJ c Fzf id vw nghhfhny
vid ayth jJ bfhL nghjh.
cidayh vdF ntW Mjhu VJ? vW Mth
Us vgJ bgnah J.
100

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nghjh ngha
gfny TwgLwJ.
vw
[gjK
vgh Fynrfu vjid thkwj

fhyJ vw ghRuny tj bghU nf v
mf fahnk vid Mth vwlnj
TwgLwJ vgJ mtf muha.
mfJiwny thL giu ehaahf
jiya mF ehafdhf khia (nkfij)
TWtJL. btFeh J yeh tJ
ehal j L aD ehafid neh
TajhftU,
kh fhW thL beF MF
MuhJtiy ajJ nghY
Xah blhUfh tu
( - ftU gUtJs beg; XahLxU tUlJF)
vgJ fbjhif. mKiwny Fynrfu
Twwh. nkf vts jh giu kwjhY g
nkfij kwFnkh, kwfjh Kokh. g vts
jh ukhf idjhY nkfij tubra
aYkh, nkf jhdhf jhnd tu ntL. mJ
mJ Zlgl nghJ, mJnghy vid
vtsjh kwjhY c Kffhz ntojhnd
eh jnw. cid eh kwf Kokh? tJ
Kf fhLtJ ZlglnghJ jhnd. ah
ntLbghGJ tUtJ vgJnlh. vdnt
gf nkf tuit neh fhUgJngh
monaD c tuit vneh v jij
cghny U itUnw. mij ju ntW
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
101
vd bra Ko. v ij nrhW tholhjgo

jh gy jlit fhghUwh. v ijia
bjjt anwh. eh ntoah tjh. ahf
jhnd tjh. nkf g thlhk fhf jhnd tUtJ
ngh vW Fynrfu ghRufis ghliy
izJ bghU fhg.
mLJs Jiykfy
uil Ug mDgtij fhngh.
vw
bjhiykfy
ekhth guhFrehaah iwtid
ehafdhf bfhL ghoa gff gy. mnjnghy
j jikia kbwhUt thyhf btL
gffS gy. j jikia jh ngRtJ nghy
njh ngRtJ nghy miktd gff. mgo
Mth j jikia jhahUF njh Twhf
TWtJ Jt khk khl vw gf.
bjhiykfy vw uil UgYs
U bgUkhfis n[J mnj nkhfkh ka
lF kf jikia g jhkhf eha
njhl T gfhu dt njh mtfSF
ilWgjhf mikjJ gf.
gfJF KidaJ Fuit Ma
vD gf. mgfny Mth UZzht
jhu vbgUkh brj Mid bjhfis
Mra nrZojfis kdny idJ
mDgwh. mtDila Uisahlfisna
idJ ng bghGJ ngha vdF FiwnaJ
f vyfJL, nehntJ, ntLtnjJ, f VJ,
kdg VJ, y f VJ, fyfnkJ,
kirkhW VJ vW jid jhnd awhnuh
102

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vW brhy jf Kiw j kd bgw k

iwit btL filahf
kir bgUghu u Xghujkh bgUngh
g khaf brJ nridia ghgl
L ngh
irjd jhknkf nka nrh jjh
e eh tzf bgnw vdfh w ehafnu
(Uth 6 -4 -10)
vW mj n#h brh%gdhd UZzDila
Utofis
o
gbr
iffa
rhuh{aij bgW Uw vdF ntW vt
ehaf? vW Kojh. mj mDgt uh
khdfkhfntUjJ. mJ gwhnj btgo
mtid o g brJ mDgfntQ vw
mt wjJ. mj mthnt idth JoF
ehaia (Mthiu) mt jhkhf jfnshL
bjhiykfyJF miHJ brW bgUkh
n[it gitjh UbkW bfhL mtis
bjhiykfy bfhLngh njt uhid,
mujnyhrdid n[f gdhf.
mtf bra cns fJ bfhoUF
beUFnkny bethjJ nghyth mt neh
KW mJtiu thwthUjt mt bgaiu
T yg Mujh. jhkhf gaJ
brtjahuh eha njhiaT jh
bgiz vfisl ewhf mjt.
bgQF tj nehF kUJjh VJ? j
jirUJ tis r t vd? vW
ddhf. njh tSila ikanehia fns
cf brayh tsJOf. Kng mJ
uhahahUjJ. nghJ D KlJ.
j jir mtis f idgJ Koahj fha.
mt cUF jhuf j mDgt jh. Mfnt
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
103
cf kfshf L tUth vw Miria Lf.

fS j fhuzkhf mtis btWfhk mt
Mir iwntw cj brJ mtis thf
vwh kf iyik mt jhahUF njh
brhYwh. jF fhuzkhf ykz
jikia gujDF FfbgUkh brhdij
Mrhaf fhLt.
miyahl ikjnk aHfD mtS Jr
iy aif nahL btJnghL u
fiyah likj njhsh ff brhafF
viyfhgs wh iky ead
(fg -mnah -Ff-42)
vW ykzndhL xwh wJ tsj
gujDF ykzid XuL eh kLnk mj
Ff Tdhdyth?
khdfkhf mDgj UZzhDgt KW
isj mtijia Mth njhngrhf TW
gfij g UZz FzhEgtij gzh
f brnj, Fow j mJjhnd
ghutaij isFkh nghny mtEgtjhnd
u[hjunj Kl jkF wj mt[hjij mahg
njrjhny ngRwh vW <Lahahd TW.
gfij nehFnth
Jtkh kkhl nkhF bjhiy
kfy bjhG
tis mid! ckF
Miriy Lndh
jts x rF rfubkD
jhkiu jlf vW
104

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Ftis xky ff kf
U. 6-5-1)
WW FKWnk (
Fwkw bga khff bfhL %f
bgw khlf caUw bjhiyiykfy
nBuij tz F j ehaia, X!
jhkhfns f LLf. mtgf
Mir itif iy. Vbd t
btikahd rF vW, rfu vW jhkiu
jlf vW nyhgy nghw j ff
bgUfTw thah brhy KaW Koahk
cnsna FKbfhoUwh.
Jt......... bjhiykfy
Fwkw khff. khff kLnknah
CulfY Fwkw glfns. iwtid
FwkQfhJ. mYshl jt VnjD
FwUD bgUkhsDufjhny F. vdnt
cUsJ yJ m Fwkwitfshd.
XF
khlf
caj,
khlf
HL
Uefas tJ fhQUgJ vgJ <L. ehaf
ehaia khif mUnyna Jnghdh.
khlij, khfij ghJ itj f
thfhnj Ujh eha.
bjhG
miuna bjhG, bjhGifna Rghtkhf
cila JU Tlhf miuanwh t cfjJ
mjhtJ m jfJ jfhJ vd x C
vnyhiu bjhG.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
105
tis
bjhGJbfhnl UF tis. mJnt
njfahiuahW tSF.
t jikaJ bjhiykfy bfhL

nghj .
mid
ey jhkh f. mt cs beUny be
thF jhkhf.
j jiria mt milj .
Mir iy L
fyh vw Mir ilahJ. mj
Miria fnlhL Lf. mt fhj KWFtj
KdkhD xUfh oUfyh. Koahj
fha. f bra D braY nejW. f
bgwtfnsahdhY t wnj bra
jfhjtiw bra ayhnkh?
ckfhiriy
t gUt ug bgwh. vdnt t gf
bgwtF vd L. mt Flij eho
bfhlh. mJjh jfhjlkh? iljfa
lkyth njo bfhlh. mtis bgwKiw
bfhL fth! KoahJ. Tl TlhJ vwh.
clnghd jiyia g v kf xU
w kf xUtD jKns zj jhk za
mdh Uiu fhnuh bgU vW vgl
106

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Knfh gft xUtiu dt gft rjd, KJ, ah

it wjlJF g gwthJ. c kfS
mjikans. Mfnt wj fdhF vt
glu
wjhid
tgO
brwd
mwjiyah MW kwJnt vW tU
fbjhif
mof
ikia
jhnd
tWW.
L
cf Mirialh kLnghjhJ,
mtis mt ngh Lf. f ntW xW
bra ntlh. tSila mEgtJF j
JUghfhnj ij fL bfhLf mik vgJ
<L.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
107
bgUFwd. Ftis nghw w kLky

m jik cila ff. Ftis
nkfij flh bgUFkh. vdnt fzt
id f bgUF fhifah ffSF
Ftisia ctikfhl f ku. tnf Rid
khy fh vgitngh iznehFf
yhnt vgJ fbjhif. F rF, rfu
jhkiuf
vd
th
btUtnt
mt
fhnkfUnk mt kd iuny HyhLwJ.
fhfl Ftisngh mt f bgUFwJ.
W W FKW
jts XrF
Kjny, rF rfu vW th btUt, mJ

W f nrhu, brayW beR jLkh FK
wh.
cyfsjh thaKf cnl tsU $

ghr#a. jh U ngid bgwrF.
go mt trnkah w tisah f
idf. mlhJ Lnfh vwh.
rfu
nf
<ony
xU
f
Ff
bgUwJ. W FKW vgij ghl
`FW v tUtij itJ W FW vd
bfhL mij W cF W vW bkhghFghL
gdhdh xUt uh#rigny, mUj
ukf vgh xUt `fwth klehFj
fWdhngh vw ghliy csbfhL
mdy, fiw flf fo itjh Kiyf
fLJgR mykJgLkh nghny cnshLw nyr
thlkhlhnj nehgLw tSF J
thijna vwhdh.
gj
ffSF
mah
rUf
ffSF Twh njhW rfu. nrz njl
ntlhj mHFila Uth.
jhkiu jlf
mwyj gfanghy mHajh j
fky.
j
Mjfis
ffis
fhoanwh tis mt mfgLaJ.
Ftis........ kf
fUbej nghw t ff bgUf.
cik t ffL mt jhkiu ff
kfntQ. Mdh t ff iu
ghL
fuzfshY
meha
bjhiykfy iwtidna bjhGJ, ng,
108

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
idJ thodh vg. `bjhG vwjdh fha

bra TW. rF rfubkW vwjh th
bra TW FKW vwjh kd bra TW
vW fhlgLwJ.
FWnkhir Hbth bjhiykfy
bfhL F
mKjbk bkhahis ckfhir
mf
bfhlh byhJF kat njtnjt
uhbdnw
thbahL ff kf bebfhJ
fiunk.
(Uth 6 -5 -2)
(KHFw gtif xf ua UHh
rjoila bjhiy kfyny mKj nghw
brhfisila ehaia bfhL ngh
mj_y mtl ckF Mir cwkW
nghFgo brJOf. mtnsh bfaywtsh
wh m njtf ehj vW Tw thbaLJ
cjil beJ ff tu cl FiyJ jsJ
uh fiuah wh.)
FW Xir Hbth bjhiykfy
gtifahd nfhf xF Hhila
C, xiwbahW K bahf xiw
cUbja Koahjgo fyj nfh.
tagy njsd thKd gh
gagubkF d gig gd ggiw
bgha gyfwd uf ygbt
ra bfhgyd rhkj ugnt.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
109
(fg. mnah - ifnf N- 60)

vW Hhtwh mnahia fg Tdh. mJ
nghW vW Hhbth khwhj bjhiykfy
xJ brhYth. [jd gQth, ghLth
a zg brthuh vGJ brhY
bghUS bjahjgo u bfhblGw
tiaila Ueh Muthu.
bfhL
j Hhbth nfllndna tis mnf
bfhLnghfhnk UUf ntlhnkh. t go
mJitJ f tis mF bfhL
nghf.
F
bfhLjh nghf. mnf CF wnj
j
voW
Hhit
fLL
UUfyh. mgo brfiy. tis
CFns bfhL .
mt nghfntlhbkW wglhsh?
iy, jhnk mtis bfhL ngh.
mKjbk bkhahis
mKda brhYila tis, xF
mKjij brhyyhnka t bkhF mJ
ctikaW,
FY fU bgUnjD FHY ahG bfhG
ghF
mY mKj Rit jbkh
vW uho bkhia f Tdh. eha
110

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
m ehzh cjik Rghtij jhnd cilat!

ckfhir af
mgogl
bkbkhahis
cf
thijF kWthij Twhjtis nghJ cf
tglhjgo yOf. gy.
bfhlh byhJF
xW
ngrhk
thjKwtngh
brayW wh.
kW
myJ Kiyia L rW khWj
bjwjh
njtnjt uh vnw
ma tWkkf mg vW Tw thbaLjt
thbahL
mthijia TWKng mJiz
bgat. go vadhtnj vW aJ
many ngr tjJ brh jiyflkhlhnj
cjil beJ
ff kf
mt yij mkny ff
njl
beF
clFiyJ, xJ - jsJ, fiu mfnyna jid fiuJ bfhS
goahdh. bgUbtsny Mfiu igaiga
cilJ ny GJ fiukh nghy.
go iyF tis fns bfhL
tJL nghJ tis jirUJ f
Kafns, aYkh vwh njh.
fiubfh igbgh jgid
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
111
bjhiykfy bfhL F
ciubfh bkh ahis
ckfhir af
iubfh bgstJ nrjJ
irPhy jhasjJ
iuf nkjJ nkj
Uth 6 -5 -3)
beLf kf Fnk.
(
UwKKs fiuia jknf cjh
bfhl ganrhiyf NjJ, Fj fHfis
cilaJkhd bjhiykfyJF gftFzhD
gtny bga bgw abkhila tis
bfhLngh mU F mbra gydhf
mt gf ckF MiriybaW
brhYgoahd msF mtis mfy bry
LOf. gy? mt mt Ugh flny
gbfhlUdgoia, bfyh mfgl
ia
msJbfhlij,
mt
gRTlfis nkjij idJ mnj jwyh
l j ff bgUf wh.
fiufh bgh
fiu afgl lbkyh kuK
brokh ahJ bfhl bgh. mgo
jdnf Vfkh fiuia bfhl njhw gRik
sf njhW nrhiyf.
jgiz
bghUid F aidij fJ
bfhl taf.
ciubfh bkhahis
t a W ObuW njhajynt.
gft FzhDgtny tSFlhd <LghL jh
cyfa ujknwh. mtis bjhiy
112

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
kfyJF bfhL nghthfsh, m

bghf fiuia fHf jikia jknf
cjh bfhlitahnw. mjik flh
tS gft Fzfsidij jdnfahf
bfhLLthns vW cfSF bjUf
ntlhnkh,
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
113
Mjh. Kj Mjehj brgl mt j

nkikahd UigL rgkhf uh
(ghfl)ny tJ rhj jik <LgLwh.
irPhy jhasjJ
any
kJukhd
bkhilatis
nfhjhY bkh fod bgwhj ailah.
mLJ uDfhf thkddh tJ ukdh

tsJ my tdfis ifbfhS
ah#jhny Uto g[ vyh cfSF
ilFgo moah cyfsj jia mt beir
mSwJ.
ckfhir afW
iuf nkjJnk
cik mtl ckF Miriy.

Ujh go brUuh. bra bra
Vfdnt cfis bky bky csW
mf bfhoUj mt nghJ btFu
mfW nghft br. mt j cfisL
mfy ttFj f cik mtis
cfisL mffns, ahf.
mjF nkyhf j nkikia bayh Nf

gho guthf mij cj j Phd eilahj
Fy mtjJ aFfis nkJw mtdJ
b[sya (vik) mt beir UFwJ.
bkhahis
mufiu Tl Tlkhf mD khU

ifF gaha uhtzid neh uJ
bfhwh mtnuh bfhiy Nbfd bfhLjh
vwh.
khU
iftir
bjj
vnghthiu mDghk rhjhuz mufiu
mD gl cikny mtfis
bfhiyFgLat jhnd vwh uJ.
mJnghy fS mtagJ mtis
bfhL
fjdh
mtis
cflUJ
mfdtf jhnd.
iubfh bgstJ nrjJ
mj gy? mt mt FzhEgtfny
j........ Fnk
go mtDila j Fzfisna
kdidf mFzf njhw mt brj
brafis mt th g g jWwJ.
mt cs fiuJ ff thyhf f cU
bgUbfLJ twJ. fiuj cs fKo
btgl fhuzkhfnt mt ff bgjh
ld vwh njh.
ehfh ghL
F ehkiw thzth
bjhiy kfy fl
mf xW mwwh kjh
fO t mid
fF fbayh fUfl
114

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
tz fzuh vnw
xf xWy cfJfJ
ckJ FiHnk.
(
Uth 6 -5 -4)
jhkhfns! iyJ F ehY ntjfis
fwtfshd kiwat thG bjhiy
kfyij ghj mlf vgij t mwnt
Llh. enghth nj jf
Koahjgo mfhj FJ fhzgLwh.
brhY brh vyh mtDila UbgafS
mt fahz FzfSkh mtiwna rjhfhyK
m ng m isgW cs kJ
mkny csK clY FiHJ JtL
nghdh.
F ehkiw
Fiw.. fhyjJtKs tiu fyf
iyJ F eh ntjf, cyf jhkahjd
mf xW mwwh:- KY mlf vw
FzhEgtijna bgwhjtshdh. d brayh,
bra TlhbjW jhTw mt thij fl
Ujt nghJ jh th brhnfsh
jtshdh. jh kLky mid v brhby
Cbu brhby njh vwyth TWwh.
kjh
mtgh fhj FJ bgU wh. fhj
fl fbgjh vDksF wJ.
mt cns fLL ml F msyy mJ.
fF..... uh vnw
brhY ngbryh mt totHif
g mt ikia vikia gathnw
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
115
Uwd. fltj kdtHFgoahd

jrakhd mt flw tzK, fo
aoFgoF jid jhHl mt vik
mtis Mbfhs mtiw ngRtnj mt
fhynBgkhW.
xf bkhWy
mgo mtiw ngRtjh xUnghnjD
xU r fnlhkh. mJjh iy!
cfJ.... kJ
xbthU jlit brhYnghJ cf F
fhzgLwh. mt ruhtij mij fhLwJ.
csK gogo k nkL tUwJ, mij
mt ngR btgLJwJ.
FiH
go kdK cfny MJ fiuant ru
j ta JtL nghwh.
Ijh ghL
FiH thKf njiHia
bjhiy kfy bfhLF
iHbfh nrh brjhkiu
fuh Ujik fho
kiH bgjhbyhF fzndhL
mWbjhL ikahJ t
EiH ija mid bjhG
U 2 -3 -3)
mir cW nehna. (
mt id fhuzkhf kdK clY
Fiygtsha xbghUa UKfijilatU
sa kdKstSkhd tis bjhiy
116

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
kfy bfhL mHa mfyfis jJ,

jhkiufzdh, n#hl sF mtSila
thahd vbgUkh Uj Uig f
fhof. mj gydhf bg khK ngh
f bgUf mWKj kaf bfhltngh
Kf gru, mt mHny EiHJ <LgL
ijasha t mtUj iria TJ neh
bjllh ghshdh.
Fiw
K brhdJngh mt Fzijny
jidaJ JtS.
thKfJ ViHia
xbghUa
KfijilatshUj
jfKoahj rgyKilatis jid mt
<LghoW gJ ifthf rawtis.
iHbfh nrhbrjhkiufuh
rfyjkhd
Mguzfis
mJ
any jdFs n#hnahL thguz n#h
fyf #h{takhf ufhFkt. Mguznrh
t Kfnj u gjjh, t n#h
Mguzfny ugjjh vd bjaKoahjgo
xLktid Konrhah cdJ Kf nrh
kyjJnth vW Knd IaKlhUwjyth
tSF.
tj jhkiunghY fizilat.
tSila jiyt. [tthahdhY t gf
ms fhj isj jiyt.
Ujik fho
j mHfh tis Mbfhl W njhw
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
117
UFkt.
mtUjl
tis
bfhLnghdnj jtW. mgoUf fnsh mtis
T mt UF U mHif mtSF Ro
fhof.
kiHbgjh....... bdhL
mj gydhf, bgakhKngh tzdhd
mtid n[jj gydhf t ff kiH nkf
ngh fiu brhah wd.
mW bjhL ikaJ: mtid milahik
ahny, mt ny cs ka mt thKfny
xU gr glu MujJ. nghJ mt Kf
giHa xnahlh sFwJ. Kf grJ
kayth fhwJ.
ehaf jid guhKf brjh v khj
x Kffny ru nkny nkf gltJ nghW
grbghW guj a.
na, bridkU bryta ahH
ifid PhQs na
tnf brWk oyik ahgJngh
ik thKf grUnk
vw ghiyf ghLS jF jahuhF
ehaf brafL jiy Kf grjikia
njh TaJ fhf.
EiH ija
TJ Muh kdKilat. mtDila
b[sjafny jid bryL mEgF
beRilah.
bjhGkir cWnehna
mgo
ijia
brY
mtU
118

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
flt nghy mtUF iria neh

bjhGJbfhnlUwh. Jnt mtSF
nghija fhf ahghukhW vwh njh.
Mwh ghL
nehF gfbkyh fUbghL
brbenyhL brjhkiu
thF jbghUe tlfiu
tbjhiy kfy
nehFnk mirayh kWnehy
itf ehblhW
thbfh thrfK kz ehknk
U. 6 -5 -6)
t mid!
(
f U lbkyh fU beY
jhkiunk ah njhWgo fHfis brgh
isF aila jhug tlkU
nys bjhiy kfy Ugia f
flh mj iria L kWgf ghfnt
khnlbdwh. nghbjyh ehnjhW t
th Tw ngbryh mj yk wjt
Uehkfns a ntwy.
nehF....... bghUe
fiuaUnf W fiz Xodh vF xnu
fU beY jhkiukhW fhgJ. mJ xU
gf kLky. vw nehY mnj fh jh
bjgL mgo UwK Ukf ciwsh
gQw ailaJ bghUe jiH tsgJ
kLky brtK bfhf itgJ e.
mj tlfiuny mikjJ bjhiy
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
119
kfyg.
nehFnk...... nehy
mtid idJ RW ghwh. mgo R
nehFnghJ
bjhiykfy
f
gLlh nghJ. mF
itj f
thfkhlhnj ghit mjynyna C
LwJ EiH ija! cW nehFwhsh!
mtid fhwhnsh vdnth. fiz mF
W gF Cw bgy. ghJ
bfhnolUwh.
thbfh.... ehknk
ghwhsh. mtidjh foUf ntL.
vgo brhnw vfsh? f ghJ
bfhnlUwjh! ghJ bfhoUF nghnj
thF Vnjh brhwh. mU brW nflh
vyh mktz Uehkf. ntW xU
thij ilahJ v mtid mt f
fLbfhnl jhndUf ntL!
itf ehblhW
J xU ehsy. U ehsy. ehnjhW
go jh. ehY ntis vwy. rjhrt
fhyK Jnt t thF ahghukh fwJ
nghJ vwh njh.
mid mkhk Wkht
eik iftJ
vd thij nfwh
bjhiykfy vwyh
Kd nehw bfhnyh?
Ktz kha bfhnyh mt
dK UehkK t
120

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
thadf Ujnt.
(
U. 6 -5 -7)
jhkhfns! mHa knghw rhaY, a

kh nghw fQ Jo cs t vnghJ
bjhiy kfy vW jWwhns xa eh
brh v thijia nfwhsy.
Kw mt brj jtnkh? fhnkftz
khankh mna. mt dfS ehkfS t
thUJ tUnghJ a mHnfhL tUwd.
mid!
tisbgw jhkhfns! vd Mra
ghfsh!
mkhk Wkht
t gUtbkd, abgd s khfW
nghy kUl nehFilat. sik njhw J
FnjhL kh Fonghy vfnshL isaho
tjt runk k nghw rhaY bkik
bfhlJ. gogl t,
eik iftJ
j gUtJnfg cfSF vdF goJ
e brhnfL tsuntoat mgonajh
tsjtSTl. Mdh nghJ vgoUwh.
e fLF mlfhjt Mdh v w
Hlfh bgiz bgnw vW f
mfyhFgo fLdh.
vd thij nfwh
jh th brhnfwh vW f
brhUf Kdnk. mJ nghfL Mdh
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
121
mngh bjyhkhtJ vid mjufkhf bfhL

j ufafis vDl brh MWth. ehD
mtnghJ nahrid TWnt. mij g elJ
tjh. Mdh nghnjh vDila thijia
Tltyth cj jSwh.
bjhiykfy vwyh
vJ nflhY bjhiyiy kfy vw
xnu g jh mtlUJ ilwJ. mt
mfuh ntW thijna iy nghUwJ.
Kd nehw bfhnyh?
ehD Muhnj. at mEgtkwt. eh
tsf tsJ eh ff fwt. Mdh eik
vts lh. ehKjh bjhiy
kfy nghndh. vbgUkh ehkfis
brhnwh. goah j trHJ nrndh.
mJ
kF
V
tuiy.
eikl
fwtiyna mt. mDgtK Fiwjt.
mt go igakhf ntLbkwhy K
#k brj jtkhfjhUf ntL vW
vdFgLwJ.
mj
lFiw
nghJ
bjhiykfy fl g bfhoUf
ntL.
Ktz kha bfhnyh
myJ
mj
khauh
Mra
nrZilf J xwhUf ntL. mt jh
kha bfhfykhnw, xwh? ulh? mt
khabraf. eh bgwKoahj mEgtij mtSF
mt jhnd bfhLJ mtis go nrUf
122

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
ntL. j uo xWjh, tSila j

iyF fhuz.
mt dK..... Ujnt
nkY xU mj fOfsh? mt
dfis mt Ubgafis ehKjh gy
jlit T mtid tzUnwh. w
TWtij nfoUnwh. Mdh t mHa
thUJ mdf bgaU mt UehkK
btgLnghJ mit jaHF bgwyth
tUwd. mt jts xrF rfu vW
TWnghJ mrF M KY mHF bgW
tUtjhf eh cznwhnk. mJnghy mt muj
nyhrd njtuh vW TWnghJ mit e
fhJf vWyh gnjhL bghUnshL
kyth xwd. c thah vid TW vW
mt
dfS,
mt
bgafS
ngholyth mt thUJ Jf
bgW tUwd! j mraij f vngh
czUfsh vW nfwh njh.
vlh ghL
UJ ntjK nt
Ukh kfU jhk
UJth bghUe tlfiu
t bjhiy kfy
fUjl f ifbjhGj
meh bjhl ehbjhW
UUJ muj nyhrd
U. 6 -5 -8)
vbwnw ieuFnk.
(
UjKila ntjK, nt, UkfS
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
123
jhDkhf rJZolnd mt akh thGw

bghUeYF tlfiuYs tsf bjhiy
kfyij fa rhykhd fizila t if
bjhGj ehbjhl Wtiu Ujl
bgauhnj,
vnghJ
mt
Uehkkha
mujnyhrdh! vnw T ieJ mj <Lghony
jidHjtshdh.
UJ ntjK
bjhiy kyJsh gifahny
Kid l U sF ntj gy gy
UJtjhW mJ. gth cik bghU
bjJ bghU sf RtunjhL Xj Xj
KijY U U sF ntjK.
nt
cikahd aPK, If gyfis U
bragL rhjhuz mRtnk ahfh fsnf
gft
fDFzkhdJ
ghftjfD
TykhdJkhd Muhjdf.
UkhkfU
go Ud ntjK, cik ntaha
gftghftj MuhjdK fnt Ukf kJ
tf JlFwh. mjifa ntjnfhK
MuhjdK akh Fiw iwntWgo
bfhF brtK.
jh
_W brF brig fhQjh. v
bgUkh.
kUJth
124

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
mtiw fL fJ mt xnuUghf
ath[ brw j csJF nghakhf
bfhL mt thr br. nfhnd thG
FUdnk vwh nghy, mFij mthjhnd
ngha %gkhUif gukgj cbtJ nghny
ahfhnj UgJ vgJ <L. mY F
cknthnl fhQ thtJ.
bghUe tlfiu tbjhiy kfy
ui#F mfiuglbjW gukgjij
brhYkhnghny bghUeYF mfiu vwh.
guhFr eha tF unjrkhd FUif
bghUeYF bjfiuahjyhny. nkny fl
tsf jykhd bjhiy kfy.
fUjlf
fth rhykhd ffisila t ika
fzhY nkyhd ikjlf. mt
mHif mEgnj kyu kyu J mjdhny
rhykhd ffisilat. khu midij
msF fnw frdsnwD flY
bga ff vW uhk b[sjaij mEgnj
j ffisila ijia kfhf fg TdJ
nghy
ifbjhGj....bjhW
vW bfhL ngh fhl mt ifT
tzdhnsh mj fhy Kj Jfhy tiu. jh
[ij bgw fhy Kj jh mPhdny mG
lj
UUJ
vGj
fhyKj.
bjhGjikjhnd
vGF
fhuzkhW.
bjhGbjbH kdnd vwJ t jhnd.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
125
UUJ
xnuUgh UJ ntW ahghunf
UJ.
mujnyhrd!
nA mujnyhrd! jhkiufzh vW.
vbwnw
mgo xUfh Ufhyy. vnghJ Jnt
T FuyhW.
ieuFnk
go th Xahk T clY csK ieJ
nghW. mgo u mLghony jidHJ
_Uwh.
xgjh ghL
u ehbjhW thbt
t fzf myku
kufS uF tif
ktznth! vW Tkh
Juf thsjh ciw
bjhiy kfy vWj
fuf TbjhG m
U. 6 -5 -9)
Uehkfwj idna. (
go <LgL cbeJ dnjhW
thL j ff bgUf nfF mnrjdfS
ufgLgo ktzh vW myWwh.
m bga bjj nfia th sjt thr
br bjhiy kfy vW ifT
126

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
bjhGwh.
u
go mt any berJ.
thbt
mt bgaiu KQKQwhiy. ewhf
ahtU nff th L,
ff myku
th mbgaiu TWnghnj ff jhiu
jhiuahf iu bgUfh wd.
kufS uFtif
mTL jh nflJ eh kLnkh. go
myWwhns vW mt gf uFtJ ehnknah.
kuf Kjyhd nrjd bghUfSkyth tghL
fL uFwd. tsJ miy fl
mtF nghF o t jgJ fL
kyfsha j ffis mfy J kJ jhiuaha
fiu bghwd kuf. kw mnrjd
bghUfS mthnw mt To jik
mtiw fiuwJ.
miy ahut vgdngh
kuf mykyf uU
mfKilJ t
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
127
jhG vwh bgahth. lny <o xU

Ia fhwJ. nrjdh nrjd ghfkw mgo
fhQ t thL TLtJ. vghiu xUt
kufS uf TLnkh? vW nff, J mU
brj mW bjhl vjid ght Ryhjh
thny fbjW bjahJ. ndUf brnj,
akakh ukjhny gjbra ghjhY Rfh
gUifnghny beHhnjUw beR W mw
go flh [k fhy kuf uf brhy
ntQnkh vwU brjh.
ktznth vW Tkh
X
ktzh
vW
iraidJ
nfFgoahW
TlJ.
fLjfuh
fhfJtifbaLJ bkfy cLiraidD
brW xbfhs mynw xU thuz. mJ Ta
bgauhny Twh ehuhazh X ktzh!
vwyth myW. ehuhazh vW TL
thuhiknah vdnth X ktzh vW mJ
myW.
Jufth...... kfy
mW nfia bfhW cyFF cgrjt
W vdF cgfhu brth vW mt bgaiu
idj mt tJ athr br bjhiy
kfy vW.
vwh xU f.
fuf TbjhF
uhkny guj glgo fL jhtu

rfk vD jika ahit ul vW fg
Tdh. bgUkh UFHnyhir nfL kuf W
kJjhiuf gh; kyf G; ts bfhf
m bgaiuth brhY nghnj iff

jhnd jiyJ Fwd.
mUehk fwjidna
128

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jF fhuz fjh. mtis mnf

bfhL nghf. CUF bfhL nghf.
mtUjik fhof. vyhtWF nkyhf
m bgaiu brhf. mj is t
mbga bjj fhy Kj bjhiy kfy
bjhiy kfy vwh. if T bjhGwh.
mbgaiu jh brhdh mt brhYnghJs
ikiyahifahny m vwh njh.
gjh ghL
idbfh? ykhkf bfh?
Ukf bfh wlh
vd khabfhnyh? t
`beLkh vnw W Tkh
K tjt brW
Wiw bjhiy kfy
brah tzF mUehk
U. 6 -5 -10)
nfgJ ijna.
(
xUntis eidjh tshf nghJ
mtjUwhnsh? m njnah? iy
Ukfns tjhnsh, vwyth vdF Ia vGwJ.
vd kha mkh J? t vnghJ
beLkh vW Twh. mt Kghldh tJ
a thr br bjhiy kfy neh
jiyjhJ tzFwh. mt csK mbganu
nff iHwJ. ntW vd fhuz?
idbfh
xUfh eidjh Kida f
ilj mEgt nghjhJ nghJ ehaahf
mtjUwhsh.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
129
ykhkf bfh
mnf uhojh K Vdkh
yltW oa mEgt L bgw
tjhnsh.
Ukf bfh
myhJ
bgauhona
Kida
mtjhuf nghy tirny mtid
mDgf go tJ wjhnsh vW yrka
njhWwJ. Mdh y rkaf tSila Mir
Fia nehFnghJ mtf _tUjh tSF
[kkhtnuh vW Tl idf brwJ.
<ony U, , id _tiu FJ xU
u[khd F fhwJ [nttuDila
[gjhUFkt
wlhnsh
(JU)
m[gJ is ah UF kt wjhns!
(J ykif) mis Dila gy (ga)
%gkhUFkt wjhnsh (J eid)
wlh
nghJ mtjUFkt idbfh?
ykf bfh? Ukf bfh? mynt my.
mtfS tSF xghtuh, t jik
xbthU rka xUtifF ntLkhdh mtf
xghfyh. tis ntLkh wF xghfyh.
xUtU tSF neuhfh.
vd khankh
vd Mra? xU ntis J VnjD
khakhUfyhnkh. mt gilny fH TlhjJ
vW xWnlh, xU ntis mt khanknah?
130

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
beLkh vnw W Tkh

f khiyila. vdF mt ghYs
ika fho v gf mf ikaiy ilatnd
vW Twh.
KtJ
mjdhnyna vdF Kj jh F tJ, eh
wjUF v Kfny tJ
Wiu
xbuhUfhkL njh kiwahnj vW v
fQyfhgo athr gzh w.
brah tzF
Kfuf T bjhGJ bfhoUjh.
nghJ
cl
ieJifia
Tg
rawtshdh. Mfnt jiyia kL tz
miu neh bjhGwh.
m-ijna
mt csnkh vnghJ m bgaiu
nfgijna Ugh wJ. jhkL brhdh
nghjhjh. wthyhf mUbgaiu nfL
kH ntL vW mth wJ mt cs.
gndhuh ghL
ijahY brhyhY
brifdhY njtuhidna
jijjh vwilj
tFUTut rlnfhg
Kij MuJ itbjhiy
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
kfyij brhd
brj gJ tyh
moik brth UkhYnf
131
(
U. 6 -5 -11)
nkny brhd jkhf j kdjhY,

thfhY, brafdhY mny kbwhU
nfh vGjUs njtuhidna jh
jijkhfbfhL mtid milj ts f
UFUTytjjtuhd $ rlnfhg mU brj
giHa kiw bghUshd Mu ghlfny bjhiy
kfy vw Ug akhf Twgl
brj ghRuf gjij fW tyh Ukh
Uto iffa br ngW bgWtf vW
gf ga TwgLwJ.
ijahY.... brifdhY
xjhkiuah nft xUtidna nehF
cz vwgo csK th mtidayJ
thjhJ vwgo thF, ifyf jhatidayJ
jh bjhHh! vwgo mt kndhthF fhaf
mtlny C gdth
njtuhid..... milj
mbyGjU UF njtuhidna
bgw jh na wj jij vW bfhL
miljJ. jhkh vw gWl mtl
ng gaiy, ckF Miriy Lndh
cfis jhahf kjhyyth mt cf brh
nff nghwh. mtnd midah mjdh
mtis ML bfhlh.
Kij Mu
Kij bghUis TW Mu ghf.
132

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
giHikahd ntjf bjj cikia TW

Mu. jhnwhahf tjjy.
`bjhiy kfyij brhd
j bjhiy kfygbyGjU
UF mujnyhrd njtuh vw uL
Uehkf akhf Mth j mEgtij
brhdjha
brj gJ tyh
j ghRuf gJ, a ghiny
brhd gJ, KUL a ghiny brhd gJ
mY brikahd jny brhd gJ, jny
brhdjhny brhd bghUns j (aJ) MW.
mgo bgw gJ fW tyt.
moik brth UkhYnf.
xU thkh bgw ntoa ngW bgWt.
mJjh Ukh Uto a iffa. cnw
cfJ g brJ c ghj bgnw vwgo bgWt
c Uto Fnwt Kbra Kayhnj vw
Fiwu mt mony iffa brifaha $ia
bgWtf.
gf iwtDF MkhF ilna
cs etj rgjfS jh ugjij
PhUnP rgjij sF vgJ y
bgnahfSila muha. ijahY vw
ghRuK UJ ntjK vw ghRuK mtiw
Fgd
vg.
ijahY,
brhyhY,
brifdhY njt uhidna jij jh vwilj
tFUTut rlnfhg vW tUifah iwtnd
jij
jh
Kja
rfy
gJ
vgJ
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
133
FfgLwij fho J jhu rgjij

sFbkg. jh vgJ kw gJfSF
cgyBiz. nkY ghl FynrfuuJ jUJau
jlhna vw ghRunjhL xjJ vW TWt.
mdjh <w jh mfoD kwt j mU
idnj mG FHaJ nghUnjnd vw
ghRujhY nj rgj TwgLwij fhLt.
F jh vgJ jhF cgyBz.
mJnghy UJ ntjK vw ghl
fUjlf ifbjhGj meh bjhl
ehblhW UUjujnyhrd vbwnw
ieuFnk vw mof mw Mkh magL
bghUshd iwtid flJ mj Phd bgW,
mthW bgw is ntbwhW mahjh
mtidna rjh idJ jaikia fhL vg.
ghl FynrfuuJ brjHnytJ mHiy
broD brfky mju nr btfnuh
fyh myuhth vw ghRu njhblhF vW
TWt. UJ ntjK ghl tU fUjlf
vw gj Mkh Phdij FF vg. eha
ehaf ght tU bkhfny thgnjrny f
vgJ Phdij FF vg bgnah. vdnt
f vgJ mj Phd bgwtis fhLbkW
TWt. fQ jhkiu x bghUshifahny
FynrfuUila brfky Phdij FgjhF.
jhkiu ntbwjdhY ky bgwhk NabdhUt
rny fhr bgWkh nghny Mkh ky
bgWtJ iwt rnya kliy,
uL ghliy xWik fho brfky
mju nr btfnuh rny kL ky
bgWkh nghny fUjlf (Mkh) cs
134

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fhr bgwJ mujnyhrd rny vW

fhLt.
bjUngiu
gfJF Kd fFY gfY vw
gfny guhFreha mufehjid mth mt
idntah l fhlifash j trHJ
mtid idJ y ljik fl jhkh
tSF vd neUnkh vW m yaik
TwglJ. gf Ko moailahjh ngh
t mQailjd K tzdona vW
jhkh Tdhf. a $ufehjid gajhf
gfk mikjbjD jhkh K tzh
jFtnjh vD vW, ktzh vD
vW, fltzh fznd vD vW,
mrd tznd vD vW, ykf
nftnd vD vW meha thbtUajhf
Tdhf. gjh ghRuny moailahjhngh
t mQailjd K tz mona vW
Kojhf. jhkh ghRufis miufhjhf
nflh eha. fhif thY fLiu bfht
vW gHbkhanwh. vdnt jha thij
mtSF njaJ xU Ko. mtDila fa
Unk <Lghonyna yUwJ. mt kd.
mtjhnd U j Ubtdh lJ
mahjunjhL mizj uho ngny
kd brUwJ. midntah mt jiy
rhjJ K tz, mony tiw vyh
xUjkhf nrJ vdh. gbrW xU
cik btahW. cs xU bj wjJ.
mj bjny csnj xU cW VglJ. mj
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
135
cWia bgWL J clhlJ. mj

Jny
wjJjh
btis
RRbfhlhna
vw
bjUngiu
vbgUkh akhd gf.
gfJF
wFK
mgf
Ugia gtj jytuyhiw idTJ
bfhs
ntQ.
vbgUkh
jnghy
fWyahd
uhogh
nr
flhBgz, j fUikaH brUFw mtkhW,
Ukf ntLnfhng tj JUthr Kia
bfhr ftahUf mt rfnt m rhgjh
wHJ bghw bgW rhgnkhrdkhf
Ug vGjUUF f Ktz
rny ngiu vD Uehk L jtlJ
L j w bgwh vgJ jytuyhW. jhkh
mt fa tzij ykf nftnd vW
uhoia mt U brwij,
Ktz moia miljij brhdij
To vQwh eha. mUnfs jy fh
mt kdfnz njhWwJ. mllh vd jt
njh TL uUwJ. ij czuhnj ts
lgnlhnk vW jid behJ bfhwh.
vd nahrid. j khia grJ w
jhdJ f kUJifFshW. brW bgw
ntoaJ vW Jwh. mJ wjJ
mtilna fj ffis mt jhkh
njhkh mj fhuzkhfgl ghoid TWtJ
jh gf. gfij mQFnth.
KjghL
btisR rbfhlhna
jhkiufz vbe}nl
136

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
flhw Miwfh
vbrh brhYnf midfh
btsRfkt Uj
ntjbth Hhbth
isFHh isahblh
mwhUngbu nrt ehnd.
btik wij, tykhf Rj Ria
bfhl rnfhL rfuij cau V jhkiu nghw
ffisilat jh Va gwitia v
belny brYJw jij jhkhfns
f fhfiy. mij vd brh fsa
sFnt! ( vdF F brabyhWiy)
bfhis bfhisahf RfKila j Wnjhw
UgJ, ntjnfhfS, UHh KHF, W
FHijf isahblh vW fhjJkhd
bj Ungiu vD jyny eh ngh
nrUnt. J ra.
jhkh ng j kdJFfj thrff
ytiw nrJ jdFnsna jh. w
bfhLghdha f Ktz mUnyna
UgJ gbrW idF tUwJ. mtid mt
kd ukhf idfnt mt bel f mt
njhWwh. Mid bel f njhdh
nghny, mF njhagona bjhGfhj
fwgh SJ njhidna vW mt
njha jny ja gbfhLjtuyth? vdnt
F mt qJ njhWwh.
btis ...... V
mt vl tUnghnj mt iff RlU
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
137
rfK M mt fny gLwJ. mY

Kjny njhWtJ rfkhW. Xdkhifahny
cndhLlnd xU fl ththiu vwJ fhf.
btik R cila rF. gRjkhd mt
csnghy a btikahd wKila rF.
gfthid j tiyFgL RJ thF t
cs nghny Rfisila rF. mrnfhL v
mahf sF Rjrd uil cau V,
mt tUifia j fhahny mF rF
M.
jhkiufz
mnghjyj brjhkiu nghW guJ J
FJ tj ffisilat.
v be}nl
vnf tjh vwh nff? njh v
belny. M v clYns UF beR
Uwnj. mijna mufhf bfhL cns tjh.
is flhw Miw fh
tJ vd brwh? vf. Inah! vd
nf bjaiyah cfSF? njh mt fUl
thfdnk V v beny R R rhif
whnd. cfSF bjglntiyah? go
ghUf, ffis bja itJ fhQf.
v brh brhYnf
bjaiyah? Dkh? vd! vnfO.
vUwh. vd brwh? vgo rhif tu
KokO beny vwh nff. ml mgh
jhkhfns mij vgo brhtJ. vd brh
cfis eg itgJ. mjF thij VJ.
138

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
brhzU fhah mJ. wbrh nfL bgW

mDgtkh mJ. mllh, MAh....
nrnt ehnd
r, F jFt gaiy. mt tJ
jid fho v beny tyK lKkhf RHW
mj
gwit
v
beiraJlJ.
mtUFl
bjJ
bfhnl.
mtUFl ngh nru ntoaJ jh. ngh

tUnw mkh!
bjUngiu
vnfao nghf nghwh. igakh cdF
vW nff. btF uiy. njh
gfUw bjUngiuFjh.
ntj x....... mwh
vj C vwh nff L. gfjh
vW nfwnj ntjnfh; Mubjk
rhkfhd ghobfhnl Ughfns dK
mjh vW nah[tkhf brwnj
mjh. FHijf Kj mt ng brh mt
nfhyikJ mtDF Hhbfhlho FfJ
kG x vnghJ lhJ nfFnk m. mj
XirfS nffiyah cfSF? mJjh e_U
fUnfs bjUngiu.
bts Rfkt Uj
mF vd nr vnw bjahjh. mFjh
RfkidJ xUF ul tonthL Mdjka
Uwh. mt Rfbts RwJ ghwJ.
mthdjij
bgU
bfhL
mnf
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
139
Uwh.
mt
mthW
UF
bjUngiu ngh nrUtJ vW khJ
nl.
v be}nl is
flhw Miw fh
fhjF fhjy idntahdnghJ mt
tot mt be ahidnk gt tJ
Lwh fhjy. fl f tahf cFJ mt
beny lbfhwh. fhj bfofh.
fiz Wf _o bfhwh. jhkh tJ fL
vdO fiz bghUwh. ifia vLJ
fiz w vd,
jidaG nfhij jhanu M
fidD vfwJ fhnl-tisbfhLngh
tfz thkhw khahid jndhLngh
Kbjhshu
bjf Fjh uh
(Kbjhshu
Kbjhshu)
vd tU ghl mfhj kd iyia ekF
eF fhL. u KGJ ifia itJ fiz
_oUUwh mt.
fg fhL fhj D Joghdt.
mt ft EiHJ befh fhjy.
Kbjhshu fhjnghw mrly mt. f
flt njhYf fhjh gh. clnd
fizbghJwh. njh vW TLwh.
njh tuY, njh mtid milJnl.
fizwjh bttJ XoLth. vid
bky v gLif miHJ brW LL
fjit _obrWL vW Fny vd u[khd
gFf!
140

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fhjYsny mthuhF lnkJ.

mtf czF mtfns mfh. mtf cs
antLkhdh msghikia eh fJ
bfhlhy mzit ugJ Jygnk.
guhFr eha jhkhf ghLjh.
bjUngiu [hkfhdny <Lglh
iwt. mY nkyhf gjf cs kJ
gnahL vLF UHhfis ujh.
mtWbfyh nkyhf FHijf fs fglkw
jf Rsfny iwtid ngh j
isahLfny mtDF nfhbyLgJ,
Hh tatJkh vG Muthuny j beir
gbfhLjh vgJ F.
vbgUkhdh thif fj rgt
mgf id Tu ntL. iwtl kd
itf fntlh taJ ntlh. cilat xU
bjUtna bry mF Wtf y kzhny
J k, J nfhu th, J mjklg, J
fguA vbwyh Ttjij cilat fL
uJ gfny wh. fil xU Wt
Mjhdny xU brfiy th Jjh bga
bgUkh vW uZil gz cilat
rhZlhfkhf GJ nrjh vW tU rj
F idf jF.
mgo FHijf Kj mt FzghL C.
mFngh nrnt vwh eha.
Kbjhshu, fg, tf fhoa fhj
nghW mt beny isflh Fnghnj
t mtid mnf iwbra maJlh.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
141
vdnt mt tis berJ L ntf

gwitia D ntfkhf elh btna ngh
Lwh. ey ntisahf mt jid d fhl
mt fLbfhljh vid berj Wnjhw
mtUF
CUF
eh
nghnt
vW
khwh. nf nghj fOnu vW mt
nghd ir bjahnj d bryntoa
fZl UlkhtJ bjJ bfhlh.
ulh ghL
ehdfUFH njhfh!
midafh ma nrpfh
ehjber fhfkhnl
v trkJ uhgfngh
nj bkhj bgh jgidN
bjU ngbu Uj
thduh ktz fz
brf th wjJnt.
(eWkz f fz fj Kiljh fa
RHw Tjiyila njhkhfns! jhkhfns!
mayhfns! Rjju bgW vDila
berij ml Wj Koahjtshnd. mJ
nghJ v trkhd jW. ugf thaw
vidL nghLwJ. ngh, tLf
bkhF bghNj bj Ungiuny jW
njhw UF iknah jiyt, yktz,
fzDila tj bfhit f nghw
mjuf mHny <LgL gjhW.)
eh bjUngiu ngh nrnt vW
t brhyYnk jhkhf kd gjWwhf
142

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
Jtiu e w Ujh. nghJ m

mlfh nghUwnj mtSF mjufkhd
njha brhdhyhtJ nfghsh ghngh vW
njhaiu miHwhf. br gu mayhfS
tJ nrUwhf. vnyhUkhf nrJ ehaF
jtrd T, xU bgQF Uf ntoa
Fzfis vyh vLJiuJ go beir
mlf, miya LtJ bg FzJ bfhthJ
bjd kaf. kdij fLgLjntL.
mjfhd tfisgh vW cgnjf mtf
midtiu neh TWwh eha.
ehd fUFH njhfh
eh xW kaf iy. m
bjnthL jh Unw. njhfns! MAh cf
fa RUl Tj eWkz _if JiswJ.
Rzjh vd kz ghfsh v af
eF braglnt brwd. ka czHJ
brhyiy vgij f bjJ bfhSf.
cf FHY mj kzK mtDila iktz
eWFia ayth idLwJ!
midafh
mUik jhkhfns. f jh vid
Uwkhf tsf mJ bjahk ngriy.
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nghJ. Ko fhaijayth brayh. eh
vgo cfis l iyUnwndh
mnjngh vid lJ v ber. c
beR vnf nghW vwh nff.
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bghYs f mjdh tLf vnghJ
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kGgoahd
yk
nghw
mHa
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144

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
th brwhngh
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khjuh ffSnl
thtkh njbrth
ahD canjhjhnd
ahtF fzvnw
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cWbghU czlh
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fg. ghy -cyh-6 -5 -6)
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f W iyUgt vwh eha.
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mt rF. mJ mtid mDggJ mt
bfhitf th _ykhf v beR mJngh
mt UKng brW mtju mHny <LgL
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_wh ghL
brf th wjjh
brRl Ko jhjjh
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jhkiu ffSfW J
fS ehS Hh twhj
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145
njh ehQ iw HjJnt.

njh! tj fnghw mt mju nrhig
trgljh br bghRl nrh caj mt
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mt rF rfufis fL kJ, mt
jhkiu ff mHny midij HJ
btjh, nghd v beR ehnlhW UHh fhj
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lJ fh.
njh jhkhU mayhUkh tJ nj
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mlf ntlhkh? kfF iwfhF fhng
jiyahajnwh. thUgJ e FoF xFkh?
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brfth wjjh:- tj f
nghw mtSila mjuf mt Vnjh brhy
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brRl Ko jhjjjh:- fiz
FJ btF Rlnu ghj ff
FUgoahd brbghfh Rw UKo. mt
146

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nkik cait FJ F l Utnf.

mij flthnw mt bgUikzwJ beR.
mt bgUik czunt j jh Wikjhnd
bjwJ. bjant j anfg jhwJ.
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sF ghr#aij Rjrdij kh kh
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jhkiu ffSF mW J:- kyj

brjhkiu nghW guJ J fUizbahGF
U fzHny jdFstiwbayh HJ
mtDnf cajh- fath ilguJ J
brtnaho l mbgath ff vid
ngjik brjdnt vwh mtSila fzH
JtFl kbwht.
fS........... Uj:- eh jtwhk khj

jtwhk
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fG
bjUngiu vGjUUw mnf j
nkik njhw UF.
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eik
MbfhL
cgffnt go vGjUUF jiytDF. e
nghw ght b#kf filnjw tJ Kf
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KjF: A Kj uhaF; gt a
gdhF; mirahw U ghg gd
rrhfSF vgJ <L.
v ber :- vDila beR vdnf

gakhUj beR. Mdh nghJ Rju
bfhlhL v beR.
ehQ iw HjJnt:- ehzij

mlfij Hnj lJ.
bgt eybdhL
gh.m.
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147
wj ehbzhL
vt cz
eh vF fhny
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ij.
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tHa flvd ta Mdh
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vgJ fg thF.
mtid flj ga xbthUt jj
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148

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
midafh vidv Knj.

HJnghd v khik w bghUL
nghd v beR mnfna jlJ. nk
fZlgL ahiu crhJizahf bfhL vd
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ntjnfh fl nghy iyah W X xw
bj Ungiu j Wnjhw UJ KHF
rfiaila ifadJ Mra nrZojfny ehD
mG nghnd. jhkhfns vid f
nfhg gabdd?
Hj........ nghd!
Kng v w vidL ngh lJ.
mJ nghd jh ehQ iw nghd. khik
nghdJ Kjny bjahk ehQ iw Hj
jh j Hit zjJ beR. mtid
wbfhs UjJ nghf v wkhW HjJ.
mgo HJ nghd khikia L bgw nto
brwJ beR.
v bedhU mnf xjh.
nghd beR njhngh khikia L
bgW tUnw vW khjo uthjnjhL jh
nghW. mgonghd mkfhu v bedh
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ghoiy. bgwKoaiy vwh tjhuh. tu
uhiy. mnfna mt [nyna
jlh. nghd fha kwJ ngh j
tjuK HJ, jid vid kwJ
xJlJ. v beR jh. vdF gakhUj
beRjh. ljnjhL nghd beRjh vD
gh.m.
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149
mnf j bjhiyjJ vW J btW,

fyfK njhw TWwh eha.
klber bkW jkbjW
XfUkfU
lbeir wh lnth
mik mbghbganuh
jlber luhdh jkjo
l ngh
lberkhX vik J
WfhW wnj
(UUj 46)
vW K beirjhnd mtgh mD mJ
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nghJ TWwh K mJngh brj bra
bj. mjdh eh mij mDgiy. mJjhnd
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F.
mgo nghnw fha ifTl iyahdh
U tJlTlhjh. mnf flt ka
jid vid kwJ brayW mnf lwJ.
vd kaf mt mHnyjh <LgL mtndhL
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klberbkD
ghliy
Hj
btkhik vw ghliy cbfhL jhnd
itZzt fhkahd isbgUkh Iafh.
Uf klkif f
jhUf kJfubkyh
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150

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
iuahUf ciuahk eh
MUY v ber kybjhU
trkw Jiz iy vW
MjundhL Jl Fiw
ahlJ ciubrJ MWnt
UF kiwKo njla
Utufiu tzna
UJ Hhj Unah bfhL
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thUF Kiyku klijciw
khny bganjhny
ka wKa vid
kwJjid kwjnj.
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vW ghodh.
cHJ......... crhnfh!
vd ufakhd Fiwfis vyh Jtiu v
beRl T MUnj. vDl vnghJ
ciwJ v ftiyzJ v Fiw bkhF
nrhghk brrhJ vDl rghF xU
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bgWnt. K khik Hnj eh Hnj,
iwHnj. nghnjh mHitbayh
brhahWtjF
trkhUj
beir
HJnl. v ftiyia vDns ml
mny khantoatsh nl.
Xjflbyh........ XF
ntjnfhkhdJ xUfh UjJ. ynghiy
vdhnj akh ujukh iyJ xw
fl miynghy vW rw fl miy
XjhY j x Xahj.
gh.m.
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K. guh# mafh
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151
bjUngiu Uj
bj Ungiuny jid cila bfhs
va v khik, ehQ iw K gJ
nghJ v beir jfhny fo mow
W njhw Uw,
KHF rfifa
mgo vidjh bfhl btia
kiwthf itahnj v baF giwrhW
rfijilat.
khaJ Mnj
go v cilikia vyh Wf Wf
gJ isahL nrZo jfis cilatdJ
isahony vid eh gbfhLnj. mtdJ
mHF btsny eh KGnl.
midafh..... Knj
J any eljit. eh lL
brjitaynt
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go
elthJ
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nghJ uh#h nah z. vW Tajhf
thf Taij fhLt. fgD,
jh cyhk khg cjna
152

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nj cyhff uLjh
ng cyhts vj bgwd
cyh yif beLU
(fg -xWnf -61)
z uh#h vW, yif uh{a
z bgwh lJ vW mbthw
uhtzl Tdhfsh. mgo uhtz
nrhiwL mtf zid uh#h
vghbd v, vGJ cUtahnj ljhY
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uhtz busaij mJ itJ Trhnj
brhYth v v u FJnkh
vUjhf vgJ <L. VLf vGJnghJ xU
vGij
lntLbkwh
mij
moJ
vGjkhlhf. mj nH xU ia FJthf.
VL gongh thijia goF nghJ ia
fL mj vGJ moglhk VoUjhY
mijL goghf. mJnghy uhk
zDF
uh{ajhd
gdnghnj
uhtzDF FjglJ. vdnt cnuhL
uhtz UjhY mt blzgl
ntoa vGJ nghny Ujt nfhZo
vzgl ntoatdh lh. mt
nfty xU bghik. bghik fJkh vW v
mtl ga xw zid uh#h
vwhfsh. fgD fUij bfhnl
z yfhuh{a miljh lJ vW
xw thny wjfhy idiaL Tdh.
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KJ rflKijJ khang
gh.m.
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153
KiyL kUilngh
fj sF fbwj fzuh
Dbf bgik njhnw
K vbr midfh
K mttJ Uj
fj bgh Ungiunf fhy
bgw vid fhLnd.
nfhJ rflij cijJ khajh jh to
bfhL tj jid vD ng KiyghYL,
kUjkufila jtJngh gGj sfah
w mRuid FJ fwh tj mRuid Vj
UZzdha jiytDF v bg jikia
Hnj. jhkhfns vid nfhJ vd fha
brf? mt Kgl tJ vGjUUw ff
iwj bghiy ciljhd bj UngiuF
fhy jhjhk bfhLngh fhLf.
KJ rfl cijJ
jhgh ilf fhy jhjJ bghwhk
nfhJ mnfhgny RthUj wnfg
fhfis kl Lif gl rfl Jfshf
behWf mny f[ndtyhny tJ MnrUj
mRu koa, mRu tUwh vW Kaiy.
jbrayhf j mogL bghojh mRu.
khang KiyL
jhghYF fiu kfit jhtony tJ
eRgh bfhLJ khf khajh anrhijahfnt
tj ng jid. mkhafhia khajh
ghYQ ghtidny mt Kiyfh
thitJ ghnyhL ciu g clt.
kUilngh
jh btbz Uodh vW cunyhL mt
154

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jid fLgo jid jhHL mt

nghdthnw cuiy nrJ GJ jtJ znu
w kUilnajh EiHJ EiHahj cuiyGF
ghtid
mkufuil
rhJ
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fj sW fbwj
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fzdh nkW fWfnshL xU fwh
wh kwt. fiw fhiy thg
shnk vJ Utiu Kojt. khaty
UtU vd brwh vW vQKnd
fhaij Kojt.
fzuhDF
go
j
gf
tkKilahF
tkbrJ Mj gfny jid makh
j vik midij m brhj
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MjF vGbfhLjtDF mgo vG
bfhLjjdhnyna jiytdhdtid. nrahd
jid clh nrtDila viyny
vid Wdtid vW <L ij viyyh
mtjhuf
eh
vLnj
vwhnd
mttjhufsidij xU jo lhY
D mjL nknyna caUgo ahJ ghJ
UZzhtjhu vg. ttjhu nkflgo
mt Kj Kofbsyh gj gf
mtDFs git fhL Kf vg
eis. #heh Unhjk vW mtnd
brhdgo j MzHfidij fhoanwh
gh.m.
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155
vnyhUila csfis <jJ.

vbgik njhnw
mj MzHfDF v bgik njhwJ.
aiyna vwh, njhfhUjh a. xW
tSF bg jikiy m mtDF
Mik iwiy vW VgL. mt
Unhjk vwh, t ehzhKjik
vwh d bgnjhif aifjhnd.
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bggh itj
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vwh
uhtz
uhol.
Mdh
Muehkjh mdhnft brnt ehid
Untndh eh Jwjhe vW dh. mt
Unhjk K ehbad jFtknw fhkD
ehKbkyh vW uhtznd x bfhwh.
vdnt Unhjkl njhw bgik Knd
cikyh Mik khwJ.
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vid Llyhbkw vzkh?
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jhkhfns. jhkh vwh v jijayth eho
bragl ntL. brajf brJ F vid
Kf. brajfhjij brf. J cf
156

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jhikF mLFkh?
fhybgw vid fhL
eyf brtJ jfhjJ vwh c j
eho ehf brantLtbjd btwh vW
dwhf jhah. fhy jhjhk vid
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brJ fhyij ua brJ Of naD
fhysg ntlh. vF bfhLnghf vW
jhkh nff,
fjbgh Ungiunf
fhy vW xW ntlhnj vyh fhyK
ff iwj bghiyila nrhiyfis cila
bjUngiuF vid bfhL ngh fhLf
fj ku vwh mRu MntrKL vW mr
ntlhj nrhiy vW <L. V m vW
nffsh?
K mt tJ Uj
mt
KJw
Kd
vnghaF
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vGjUUwh.
Mwh ghL
fhybgw vid fhLf
fhj fl fbgjh
yK tz bjbgUkh
FKnd tJ vifF vjh
PhyJ mt tJ Uj eh
kiwahsU nt Xth
nfhy brbef ftR
gh.m.
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TLd Ungiu nf.

Ul fhsnkf nghw wij cilat
fQF yfhFgo njh Knd wh.
Mdh
ifffglhk
mnkf
nghny,
ujdhUwh, mjdh mt fl iua
isj fhj fliy l bgjhW. j
ny mt tJ W njhw UgJ,
rJntjK tyt mtDfhuhjdkhd ntia
illhk brJ bfhoUgJ mHa
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vid bfhL ngh fhLf;
fhybgw vid fhLf
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brJ fhy jhjFa nghjW. fLf bfhL
ngh fhLf. f jhkjgLdh nk
fgitF
eh
bghWgW.
mtjh
tjUsLnk vUf bthzhJ. mtdU
bgWks M yhJ mJ kLky.
fhj fl fbgjh!
v Mir irbayh flJ bgUW.
fliu fhjiy mt isjh. Mdh mJ
mnjhL yhk tsJbfhnl nghwJ.
yK........ Knd
mfhjiy isj fhuk nka,
nghJ v f Knd W nkY fhjiy
bgUFwh. MAh vd to uk fty
Fj Ul nkf nghw Unk. mJ Knd
Wbfhnl Ujh fhj tsuhk vd br.
158

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
vifF vjh!
Kndjhnd wh g bfhnthnk
vwh mt iffgL viyia jhoayth
wh. nkf nghwt mnkf fQF
akh if bflhJ Fkh nghny vl
wh.
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j nkikahd Unghy vlhu
na brW nrjF vjhUfnt, j ny
tUwh. ghg#kf kj ny. xUt
ntlhj jhnd j mnjhw mirah tJ,
gukgjUF nghJs nkdhF vts
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eh kiwahsU nt Xth
rJntf vnghJ Muhjd brw
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nfhy brbef ft R
mHa brbeff fhny mirJ
mtDF Uthytl iffa bra bgwjhd,
mFs jhtufS gft iffa <Lglgo.
TLd Ungiunf
brbef Mytl gkhwh f mit
thlhjgo mtWjhufkhf Fj vnghJ
bgU F bj Ungiuny, xU uy MW ,
CW , kiH KU To be tsF njr.
mt ghftj iffaUjgo
VHh ghL
ngbu Njl bjyif
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
159
brw uhtJ Uj
ngiunf Fv bereho
ngJ tuvF fhzkhnl
Miu F cil njhv
ber Tt tyhU iy
Miu bfhL v rhwJ
v ber flJnt fnlnd
bga kshny NHgL fl kny
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tJ vGjUUF bj Ungiu FJ
mtid ehoa v beR mF W UtU
braiy eh fhziy. vdF ntoat
vUgh ahiu eh ciladhnt. nghd v
beir Ug tuTttyh xUtU iy.
ahiu bfhL vd fha rhgJ? xWiy.
Mfnt v beir g mJ flijna ehD
fhzJnj.
ngbu Nfl bj yif
bga kiy ciljhd yif. fyf
fL ff J foJ Vf, myf m trfid
m vd mwh, yif k jid Vw
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(bj-mHF). mfjid jDg bgUkh jid
bra mJ TlhJ vW kWF isabgUkh
bgUkh Usny yif ef mHF gJ

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
160
mzny jid afhkUf tlh vW

bgUkh Muhtjhf vQwh.
k yif tsik neh
wJ nghj J
vW uid vD v
wjJ nghnu vwh
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vd yFt thfhf fg.
brw
myifia <lj.
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jiyt.
tJ UJ
jhnd vid fhz vGjU mUny
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Kfjuh vGjUUF.
ngiunf F v ber eho
bj Ungiu efny FJ vDila beR
mtiunjo. yifia nghy J mHa ef.
Mdh mJnghy brwntoa efuW. yifia
brwtnd kd U tF ef mefnyngh
mtid njLwJ v beR.
ngJtu btF fhzkhnl
nghd beR flh tJ vd FiuJ
vidanf miHJ bry ntL. fhzh
lh fhnzh vwhtJ tJ brhyntQ. v
benrh UgtU Rtnl fhzbgWny.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
161
Miu F cila njh

vdF Mjuhf eh ahiu cilna. njh
na brh. vdthdhY majhnd v
K mtDF khgtjhnd, v benr vid kwj
vdF ntoat M.
v ber Tt tyhU iy
ngh mnfna jl c beir nf
Ug tuTt tytiu fhny. fz
itFjndhL v bedhiu flh vid
brh mtil d brnuh Jnthjf
virfns vW A[fisna eh
uhJ mit Foik mdfsh
nghdik mna. mitna mgo Md v
beir Tttyhaht.
Miu.... rhwJ
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v ber flJnt fnlnd!
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flJnt bfhL vyhU To
fhfl tzndhL vwJ
bfhL my wJKjyh bfhl
vfhj ciu njh
k PhyK VflY R
162

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fa bgjh
bjiu Njt Uj bjU
ngiu nrt brnw.
vDila clny Vgl khWjfis
bfhL jhkhU CuhU ahtU xW nrJ fa
fl nghw wKilandhL vlKs
iyikia bfhL To gdhf. mj
giana if Kjyhf bfhL vid l bfhl
fhjiy brhy nghdh kbrj ,
VflY, thdK bfhshj ms fbgjhW.
mjdh mt UgJ, bja miy
NjJkhd bjUngiu ngh nruflnt.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
163
toilatndhL, vlnjgl khWjfis

bghU ghJ, uil KoJ.
my aJ
mj jhkh Cuh Tl v ng gia
guW. XL iy vdbtW bjjh
ngRwhf. Vnjh jfhjJ eljJnghy Fwhf.
v csnyhL vzfis J bfhS
czna yhj btW #lf.
mJ Kjyh
mgo mJf g w jiygldth
mgiana ifKjyh.
flJnt bfhL
bfhl vfhj
eh xW braiy. jtWjyhfgLgo
ngr iy. Cah cynfG Klh vy
gH fond Mfsh gHtz bknwF
vW brhygLtJnghy jwiy. c
csny mt nshL rhjh xUeh.
fjij csgo ciunj. mtsjh. v nk
vdnth wHJ gJ cik ij ghJ.
vid KY Mbfhl v fhj. v

csny xU _iyny gJ lj v fhj
tsu MujJ. mj tsia vgo ma
ciugJ.
vyhU To
njh!
v kdJFfj Jizayth . jh
CuhnuhL To gTw jiygl cid ju
ntW ah oatf.
jh MaK To btah VnjD

folh bjahjtf brh L
nghwhf vW mril brJlyh. vid
mJ itj v jhkhfS myth CuhUl
nrJ bfhlhf.
ciu
fhfl..... bfhL
kbrj yyfidJ, guj VG

flfS, f nghd irbayh fJ guJ
fhQ thdK l nghjhbjW brhYgo
tsJ bfhnl nghF ngusilajhW v
fUikahd flnghw kdJa nghF
v fhj tsia xUthW brhYnth

vW KaW ghjh
k.... bgjh
164

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fhj. mjdh,
bjoiu Njt Uj
bjU ngiu
bjj miyR d vQ NJ
FJ sF bjUngiuny, mt j
bt njhw UF Cny.
Nj vgij ntwh v fhjiy bgUf
tisjt vgJ guhugo. mgoah
vid j kany j lL v
csny nshL rhif J, m yny
fhjiy vid mahJ fl iua isj
Niailat, j N bt njhw
UF jy.
nrtbrnw
go
bgUF
fhjiy
jhF
tikilatsh eh, KoahJ. mt tjhY
tuyh vW fhUf bghWik ilahJ.
Mifah ehnd ngh mjyij nrtJ vW
rJ nl.
my wJ Kjyh
fhj gnu jgilaJ. w g Tw
Mujh mJ v vbz CaJ nghy
tsUnk xa FiwahJ. Cuh g mgUF vU
mida jLbkh tl. Cut fit
vUL midbrh kLJ <ube JKisj
ber bgU br nguk fhj fliua
(Uthbkh. 5 -3 -4)
isj.
vgJ thth ghRunk.
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
165
Cut fit vUthf midbrh

uhf S neh
vgJ Fw. j my (g) jh fhjyF jhuf.
myvH MU F mjid
gy mah ghajh
vwh tSt. J jiyt TW. C gah
lJ vW TW njhl mt TWtjhf tUtJ.
vf fhj vfSFnsna j UtU kzJ
thH ayhJ ngh Lnkh vW ganj. J
Cujj gadhf cu bgWlJ. mJ
iyF. Cuh ngnr mij iyeho L. ght
Cuh. jf gah vf fhj kh vW
idwhf. vf fhj mtf gah iyF
vgij mtf mahf. ght, vf gha
mJ. mjh W Lthf myth? vwh
jiyt.
guhFr eha fhjY mt aJ
fhuzkhfnt R RabgUFwJ.
xgjh ghL
nrt brW vDil njhfh!
midafh! vid njwntlh
f ciuwbj jF beR
iw vdF F iy
fhtz fhfl PhyKl
fzuhDF v bgik njhnw
Vts xfH gHd bj
Ung iu khefnu.
v njhkhfns! jhkhfns! f vid
166

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
njw ntlh. f vd brhYf. f

brhw go elgjF njitahd berK, iw
vdF nf iy. fankf nghw nkia
cilatD fUflyh NHgl ia mKJ
brjtDkha UZzDF v bgik njhwJ.
Mifah Vfshny ts bgw fHf f kUj
ykhd bj irF mHF brtJ bga k
NjJkhd mtDila efuhd Ungiu ngh
nrnt.
vDil..... ntlh
vDila iyia neh ngR v njhkhnu!
v jhkhfns! vid kwJ F vid
fhQfns xa vidna kwf brj mtid
fhQfiy. mtid flhyyth v cik
iy cfSF sF? vid cf cilikahf
ghF f vid njw Kgl ntlh.
gaiy.
f ciuwJ v
f vd brhYf. v cik kd
iyaJ brhdh eyJ mjF jhufkhf
VnjD branth brhynth iy. vd
btyhnkh ngRf. Vnjnjh, jfhJ wglh
g NG, FonflhF vbwyh TWfns.
jF beR iw vdF iy
tiwbayh nfL VW mjgo vid
elf bra v beR, f brhtJngh go
eh JtJ glkhF vW czu bra
aikahj mlfK nghJ vlny
iyna. Kdnkna brhndnd ehQ iw
HjJnt vW. mJnghy v beR v
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
167
fhtiyL uhgfyh mt brfth

wjjh mnf xjJ. cf brhgo nfL
vid
brY
itfToa
rhjdfns
vlyhjnghJ V nz flgo ng
vidnjw Kaf. ntLkh mFngh
v belK iwlK TWf.
fhtz....... njhnw
v bgik njhWlJ. beRngh
iw nghd bgik njhfhk vd br.
Mdh xW. v bgikahl njhwJ. mJ
bjahk
TrLf.
MAh,
fUiz
bfhGJL fhnkf nghw tzKilat.
MgJ fhynj fl Nj rfijbayh mKJ
brJ j Utny itJ fhjt.
mtjhdkh UZz. mtl bgik
njhfhk vd bra Ko? xwy uly
gdhU bgf jf csfis g
bfhLjhfns, mj mHf. mtfSilaijl v
bgik tajh? mJ njhwJ. Mifah
Vts.... ef nrt brW
Vfsh tsgLjglJ, mgo Vf
tsKw brantoa F, ey taf iwj
kUjitghdJ, bga k NJsJkhd efny
ngh nrnt. mef vJbtwh nff. mJ
jh bjirnf mHF brtjhd jy bj
Ungiu! mnf tJ mt jW njhw,
gdhuhu bgfis <lj bt njhw
Ujh. W v bgikia njhfoj
bt njhw Uwh.
168

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
mjdh zhf vid njWtjhf brh

jil brt gaiy eh snth, t
fnth bra nghtiy.
gjh ghL
efuK ehL w njnt
eh vdiy vnjh fh
fuk beLkhl Lbj
Ungiu Uj
kfubeL FiHfhj kha
Wtiu mWkf w
f K tz neah
vber ftJ vid Cahnd
v njhkhfns fufis cilajh, kf
gf bgwitahd khlf caJ sF bj
Ungiu vGjUUF l kfuFiH
fsJ mjdhny sF fhJfis cilatD
kha tytD, Jnahjdhaiu kFgo ghuj
nghiu
ela
xgw
nkftzD,
ruhjijilatDkhd v jiyt v beir
ftJ vjid fhyjt. mjdh mtid efY,
ehoY wlJ njo Muhnt. vdF
ehz vgJ iy.
v njhfh......
v e thY, v ebgaY nehFila
v njhkhfns.
fuk....... Uj
Cbuyh
khlf!
khlfS
xiwbahW nghoL caU khlf!
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
169
khlf njhW fuf. mfufY

khlfY iwa gf bgW xkakhfnt
fhaF udf. jifa khlf iwj
bjUngiuny j W njhw vGjU
UF.
kfubeL Fiwfhj kha
l kfuFiHf njhftiu jhJ
CryhL fhJfis cila Mra nrZojfis
cilat.
Wtiu mW kf w
ghlt egdh mW Jnahjd Kja
W ngU mt gilfS kbahgo
ghujnghiu elat ngh MugkhF Kng
mtf
khsrfjt;
gh
mRdh.
tfbsyh vdh Kng bfhygltf.
xfhf jh tfis bfhynghwh vW
tnd ij Tdhdyth?
f K tz
xghyhj, fhnkf
fawij cilat.
nghw
Fj
neah
moah gLJaiu ujukhf mf btnw j
if rfugilia Vat.
v ber ftJ vid Cah
mt v beir ftJ vjid fhyjh.
wh? newh? mt go ftJ mjdh vdF
mtDF Vgl cw neW W tj cwtyO
170

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jhf cwhfsh beL fhykhW. iwF

vnHwF mt jndhL eh cwthdtnd.
wbgyh mt v NH F vdnf mUf
brj Kdnk NUwjO! W jy.
Mifah
efuK ehL w njnt
mtUF l njo, efunkh, ehnlh, wnth
vyh nghF, mtid eh njLnt. njl
cikL.
eh vdiy
v cikUFnghJ, v cikia eh
czJl nghJ btfJF VjO l. eha j
ehaf UF lnjonghtJ btfkw brayh.
f nghW btfij g v ehafid
Hgjh. KoahJ. eh ngh njljh brnt
vwh.
ehlhU efujhU g brhwhfns?
vwhah? mJjh Kdnk brhndnd. mtf
my vH MU F vW mtf TW
gbrhny v cUF jhufkhf bfhL
njLnt.
gbdhwh ghL
C njh cU ngU brif
ntwt ita fhL
M tzid mRjid
mFU Trlnfhg brhd
nf mjh XuhuJ
it Ungiu nkagJ
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
171
Maifaid Vjtyh mt
moik wJ Mahnu.
xbthU CY jDila totK
bgaU btntwhf bfhL cyffis
fhgtdh, fl nghy wKiladh j
gilfis eGtlhjtdh Ugtid cyFnf
mHF br UFUT mtjj rlnfhg
mUa xyhj mjhahf tU Mu ghlf
bjU ngiu bghUd rfuhjid j
gJ ghRufis bfhL nghwtytf
mtdoah
vw
iy
Mjtfshf
bgWthf.
Cnjh.......... ntwt
fgf v. mfgf njhW
xbthU fgny xbthU bgU tot
bfhzltdh
ita fhF
mgo mj fgfSF ntW bgaU cU
bfhL j rfij fhF vd brnjD j
gilig fhjiy j ngwhf fUJkt.
M tz
fl nghy fUgRik wKilatid
jlKs iyaw bghUfis vyh
wFjtjhnd
bfhL
fiubyhJF
tikila fl nghw tznjhL mj
FzijKilat.
mRjid
jdoahfis j uBzFiwth eG
172

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
ngh lhnj fhgt. j w vW Fiwahjt.

m..... brhd
yFnf xU knghW sF
UFUT mUF cyFF ujukhd f
mJ tUgo mtjj rlnfhg. mt Uth
kyjUa.
nf..... gJ
xgw Mu mjhbjhilahw Uth
bkh. mtny bj Ungiu giag tU
gJ ghRufis cyFF mahd C
mtjj cynfhfahdt ciu Muny bj
irfahd Ungiuia g tU gJ
ghlfis; ghlfisna Jahf bfhL
Maifaid Vjtyh
rfu gilia ifny jjtid
ghltyt. bjUngiu K tzdh, kfu
beL FiHfhjdh fhaD MthUF
mUY cns njhWtJ Uthifahd.
Tuhuh btrnf bfhonagh thuh vw
Tol tuyth. j nuh aifF, jid
fhifF clyhUF UthnahL nrit
rhF vbgUkhnd Mth be vW
iynjhLkt. mtiu nghny Ungiu
FiHfhj cUny Mifaid fL ghl
tyh vt.
mt moikwJ Mahnu
mkdghikilat mtdoah vw
jikny,
ghftj
vw
kdgny,
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
173
MHfhgltuhth. gft iffany C

MJ Mth vnw brhyjftuhthf vW
gfga TWwh Mth.
jjy
bjUngiu
vnw
ahahdf
TwgLwJ.
Mdh
ahahdfis gj nr.UZzkhrhah
j g 9- ghRu bjUngbu khefnu
vd tUtjid, mj ahahdfis 5,6,7
ghRuf ngbunf vd tUtjid C
ghjh ekhth Ungbu vnw j a
njrij bfhL tHdh vgJ bjbwd
sFtjh Ungbu vnw gfyhW.
brh fhy Ungiu vd kU
tHfyhW vd mf vW xU F fhwJ.
KoN
mgh
Kjahutfsh
gnrhfgL $ fjhil UZzkhrhah
uzf
Uvq
$
$thruhf
thrhahuh ghitl bgW gfgl
ehyhu augj u vF Ungiu vw
ghlnk bfhsgofwJ. $ mzfuhrhah
g ngbunf vW ghl fhwJ. gy
ufis xneh gf bgw _nu uh#
mtf gY ngbunf vnw ghl fhwJ.
nr. UZzkhrhah gft a g:Kjgho
Mwhugo, xgjhugo, guhugo,
UgJ ehyhugo, <L vyhtY Ungiu
vnw Kj mtjhif fhwJ.
ahahd ciu Ungbu vW
174

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
fhlgLwJ.
ulh gho
6,9 Mugo mtjhiff bj Ungiu
fhwJ 12,24 Mu gofY <oY
mtjhif xU bgaU iy. ylf
ahahd ngbu vd fhlgLwJ.
_wh gho
6,9 ahahd ngiu vnwUfwJ.
guhu go Ungbu vd gj
fhlgL ciu Ungbu vnw fhwJ.
24 Mu go xU bgaU iy <oY iy.
ehyh gho
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
175
6,9
Mugo
ahahd
ngiu
guhugo ahahd bgbu vW
fhwJ. 24- bgaiy. <L mtjhsf ngiu
ahahd gj ngbunf ciu ngbu.
vlh ghL
6,9 ahahd 12 mtjhif ngiu 12
ahahd gjK ciu ngbu vd
fhlgLwJ. 24 mtjhif ngbu
ahahd bga iy. <L mtjhif
ngbu. ahahd ngiu.
xgjh ghL
6,9 ngbu vd fhwJ. 12,24, <L ngbu
6, Mwhugo ngiu jh. 9- bgaiy.

guhugo gj `ngbu vd fhlgoD
ngiu vnw ciu 24 Mugo bga iy.
<oY iy.
gjh ghL
Ijh gho
gbdhwh ghL
6,9 Mugo ahahd ngiu jh.

guhu go ngbu gj fhlgLwJ.
ciu iy. 24 MugoY <oY bga iy.
Mwhugo ngiu 9- bgaiy. 12- gj

ngbu ciuiy. 24- bgaiy. <o
gjiy. ciu ngiu
Mwh gho
nkny fhoatwh beLY thrhaf

bjUngiu vw bgaiuna bfhld vW
fhwJ. 9- gho bjUngbu khef
vgJ efUF milbkhahfnt tUfyh. ntW
xU lY efgj iy. ij itJ C
Ungbuyhfnt UUf ntL vd
TWwd. JrW MuhantonjahF.
Mwhu xgjhu ahahd ngiu 12-

ahahd ngbunf vd fhlglJ 2-
bgaiy. <L mtjhif ngiu ahahd
bgbu gj fhlgLwJ. ciu iy.
VHh gho
6,9 ngiu 12 mtjhif ngiu ahahd

gj `ngbu ciu `ngiu 21- bga iy <o
gj fhliy. ciu ngiu
176

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
jy vGjUUF v bgUkhDF
Ktz vW Uehk TwgLwJ. bga
Kida gf Twbgwik gfJF
njhWthahf UUfyh vW Kd
fhlglJ. jy uhzij rW eh ghf
ntL. uho j wHJ nguh vw
UehknjhL jy vGjU Jthr Tago
vbgUkhid tz tgl L j w
bgwh. F ghuFr eha mtid lhk j
wHJthl mt beR mtisL a mt
wij L bgWtu nghW vW Mthnu
TWwh. mgo nghd beR, xU uho Hj
wij L bgw tuyhiw idwJ. mj
lij brW nrwJ. nguh wbgw l
mt bgaiu L bga bgwJ. ngiu vW
`nguh vw tlbkh j Ì <WbgW ngiu
MW. wHj eha w bgwnt beR
nghdik iu ehoW. Hj v
khikwJ nghd v bedhU vw ghRu
jh cghL. vdnt beR wbgwnt
nghdbjwh, KbdhU jynj Hj j
w bgwh vwh, mt nguh vw Uehkjh
vwh mtisL bgabgw jy ngiu
vWjh UUf ntL vg Ia vH
VJiy. 9- ghl cs ngbu vgJ efUF
milbkh vW bfhlh xUj lghL
iy. tf Us ngiu vgnj. mJnt
gylfY fhwJ. v gj sh
Ia nk tjJ. mjdhny ahahdf
xUy lf ij fhnwh. kbwhW,
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
177
VblGJth gy uj fwtf Ì vgij `bb

vW uL bfhL VblGJ tHf
UUfyh.
vGJfh
xU
bfh
jtwhflgl j j t Rtof ngbu
vd
UfntoaJ
`ngbu
vd
vGjgoUfyh. Mdh tf Us
nghif, `Hjt vw ghRuij, jy
tuyhiw nehFlJ jy bga
`bjUngiu vgnj vdbfhSjny VilJ
vgJ monaDila muha. jid bgnah
FkhW uhnw.
j gf gUghah [gjij
fhL vg bgnah. gfK FynrfuUila
flh ftdnt vw ghRuK xU tif j
eha ehaf cwit fhL vg. jdJ ehaf
jgir vyh mJ jid w gfFgo
ifL nghdhY mtida ntbwhUtiu j
Jizahf bfhshj cjk ehaia nghy vid
ifbfhL Mshk nghdhY v Fiwu ntbwhU
tiu ehnl rw fHfsj c
Utofisna ehLnt vwh Fynrfu.
ththU VwFiwa mnj fUij gfny
sFwh. gf njhW K guhF eha
iy `fFYgfY vD gf jh
thijahf sf bgWwJ. ehaf tis
lfW nghf, mtnd idthf t ru jiria
nehdh mt tisgLs ghL bj
fFY gfY fJ iy; ifah
thiufyhgo f btsnlhLwJ;
j ia nehwh; thdij mzhJ
178

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
nehFwh; kaFwh; fhjny fZl vW

fhjiyna Xus gwh; nahrid Mwh;
ifia J mykUwh; L Mfhaij neh
iknfhlhJ wh; iffhf nghlJ
nghlgoahgo
brayWwh.
go
gyjY ieJ nghw ehaia fl jhkh
ehafid v tis go grwhnd J
jFkh. go xU ehaf brthdh vW mtid
f njhw ngRwhf. jhkh j
ehafid g jkFns nga ngir nfnl
lj eha mtf ng tj y thrffis
nfL mthrff mtSF xU tia czj
mjgo bjUngiu ngh nrtbjW
khwh. m khdij jhkh bjJ
tis jifa mtfis a t Jit
TWtJ gf. cjkkhd ehaahjyh jiy
neh jhkh ehafid gf, j Jit
jhkhf ehaf mlh bra fho wbfhL
jLf brJ mtfis vyh xJ mtidna
nrnt vW mt C neh wgl
Majkhwh. j kndhght FynrfuUila
`flh ftdnt vw ghRu Ffgl
kdiyia xUwJ vgJ mbgnahf
Us, Mrha Uja gfij g TW
nghJ `brW nrthF crhJiz mWF
b[sja khefny nfhF (Mrha. 3 -2 -1) vW
ngR. bjUngiu vGjUUF v
bgUkhdJ nguHF mF brW nru idghiu
gJf nghwh jifjhY mtf cwit
mWJ bfhnlD ef neh mtf <F
tikilaJ vW bfhlhL. j nguH
gh.m.
KDrh
K. guh# mafh
$ c.nt.
179
btia ghL ntjf ilawhJ xF ef

vW tUF. J xus nkny brhd Mth
iyia xoaJ. jkhd Kjaitbayh HJ
gtisah K gra brjtdhdhY, mtid
xa crh Jiziy vW bfhL cHJ
ahiu bfhL v crhnfh vW cfnshL ng
gy vd? vW mj jhkhnuhL crhJiz
aWwhsyth eha. vdnt Hj btkhik
vw ghl jh gf cghL. Mrha
Uja
trdgo,
ghRu
bghU
nehgo gf Fynrfu flh
ftdnt
vw
ghRunjhL
xWgL
fhwbjW ehaf eha cwitna gf ngR
vW mbgnahf TWt. Mrha Uja
_y khef vWjh FfgLsJ.
ahahdnl
khKf
kAhefukhd
bjUngiuny vW ciulh. khKf
fhyJ J bjUngiu vnw bgnahfsh
magoUjJ vgJ bjwJ. cgaf mgh
aa ekhth bwL Ug jhyhL
vW Ungiu vnw Fwh. mZlugj
MaU bjUngiu vnw TWt. rlnfhg a
rjK Ungiu vnw TW.
Unfhq
etUgf vL Ugfis ga
Mth ugjf bghUis mEgnjh.
xgjh gaha Unfhqiu ga gfij
ghngh.
gf vGK guhFr eha iy vd
vW ghf ntQ. ehaf idntah, mt
180

jidf
et Ug
mEgt
rKjha
tuhikahny kd f behJ m kndhah

fhuzkhf eha j cilik vyh HJ ey
wY btjhdtsh wh vW jh
thijahf khYF vw Kd gf ngR.
mgfny kf eyfis xbthwhf Hjij
VyFH HJ rnf vW, kif HjJ khik
wnk vW, HjJ nl vW, HjJ gng
vW, HjJ fng (kdik myJ Phd)
vW, njhwJ bkna vW, HjJ rhna vW,
HjJ khng vW njhwJ bghng vW
filahf HjJ fnl vW itbayh mt
fhuzkh fjJ vW gyjkhf jh ngRwh.
go vyhtiw HJ btWifash w
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189
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192

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tiw vyh Ukh Ubganl miHjh

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gh.m.
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196

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197
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198

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199
iyth bgLf
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202

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208

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210

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212

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nghnyUjJ t tu brj brafis

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216

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