The Book of Truth

By: Serge Jerkezian

Chapter -1- God

God’s existence:

I do believe that God exists, but it’s not the typical God you have in your
mind. No He doesn’t have angels, no He isn’t holding a book and writing
down what right and wrong things you are doing, no He didn’t do that
miracle, no He didn’t… How did we come to this world? That where God
comes in play. I found this really nice theory that states that God came into
existence by himself since he is omnipresent omnipotent… So God could
perceive anything except his own destruction, He couldn’t perceive what
will happen after his destruction. Yeah God committed suicide, or better
known as the “ Big Bang”. What is left of God is the pieces those pieces
are us. We are God. Yet I find that theory quite fascinating I don’t believe
it’s the one holding the truth. I do believe if God exist than for sure we
existe because God was overflowing with love that overflow of love is us.
With his all loving characteristic God created humans to reflect his love on
us, Because he loves us so much he gave us a body so that our souls can
live in and he gave us a brain so we can think and over come everything.

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Whether God created us from “Evolution” or just created humans out of
nothing doesn’t make a difference. Evil is not a quality of God but quality of
men. Evil comes from jealousy, greed, etc… Since God is pure love, than
God couldn’t have created Evil, but men in his imperfection created evil.

Satan , Heaven , Hell :

Our God is the God of love. He is a perfect being of love and energy. No
evil in God. Satan or hell or heaven doesn’t exist. Could God the one who
created us judge us? Our God is the God of love, the God of forever
forgiveness. I can tell you no matter what you have done in life God loves
you and he wont judge you. God doesn’t need angels to keep track of
things, God is God. He can do everything at one time. God is not human.
So basically you wont burn in hell if you sin or kill somebody. I know that I
wont be rewarded by men or by God if I do good either, but I decided to do
good because I’m unselfish enough to put peoples problem in front of my
own. I know that am lucky more than most people on this planet so the
least I can do is help people with there suffering. As I hope one day the
people that I may help physically and mentally will one day help others,
maybe one day this world would be good to live in and this world can be
like more good and less evil as I hope people will learn to be unselfish and

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not be self centered one day etc… (am going to leave that for the next
chapter )

Ghosts and Evil Spirit:

They say ghost and evil spirits are people who have been murdered and
their soul doesn’t rest in peace for there spirit become stuck between
judgment and death. Hence they stay on earth. Let us think about how
many people have been murdered for these several thousand years, yeah
that’s a huge number, now calculate how many ghost spirit are there? So I
ask where are they? They should be all over the planet they wouldn’t even
fit in really. So I ask again where are they?

Death:

I know one thing for sure. Death is betrayed big time. Death shouldn’t be
feared. Death makes food taste so good, it give everything meaning from
friendship to relationship to family etc… if death didn’t exist nor would one
of those ever exist. Death makes this world so beautiful without it life is
pointless. When we die, will we live on? Will our spirit live on? Well I do
believe that when our body dies, our soul will go from our body and the soul
will go to where God is existing and forever existing.

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Worship, Pray to God :

Some days ago I was thinking, let’s say am God. Some human is drowning
in the sea. If I go like wait let me see if he will call for Me , if he does I will
help him and if he doesn’t I will leave him there to die. Does that sound like
God of love to you, well it doesn’t to me. So what is wrong with God and
why doesn’t he help us when we call for Him and when we need Him. Well
it is quite simple God gave you everything that you will ever need to live
happy and conquer this world he gave you a brain to think. Now if you don’t
think enough that is your problem.

Me and God:

God gave me a life, soul, and a body. God gave me everything and I love
Him because He gave me all of this for free. God wants to see me conquer
the evilness of men and live happy in life. I know if am making the best out
of what life throws at me, I would be returning little of the favor.

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Fate and/or Christians :

If you are Christian then you should believe in fate or better known as
God’s plan. If you believe in fate than you don’t have free will and you are
just a dummy in God’s hand. Since Jesus predicted many things that will
happen in his future and it did come true, such as the betrayal, the denial,
crucifixion, and resurrection etc… If you believe in Jesus, then you believe
there is such thing as fate, since Jesus predicted all that and all came true.
It’s not like he hit 2 out of 3 or something but he hit every prediction he
spoke. For example the betrayer of Judas, the good old argument is that
God can see the heart of a man and predict his actions. Well sorry to
inform you but Jesus predicting the denial by Peter breaks that argument
into pieces Jesus not only predicted the denial but how many time and
when will that happen so this is a clear evidence that Jesus didn’t only look
to the so called heart but knew exactly what will happen, this means that
the future is constant and that fate exist. Then it means there is no free will.
We are just a doll in God’s hand. If you are a Christian and don’t believe in
fate it means you are not Christian.

Christians & Hell :

We just basically proved that fate exists with relative to Christianity, if fate
exists than Judgment Day can’t exist. Since you don’t have free will and

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fate is in control of everything than Judgment sounds stupid. How will I be
judged if God planned all this and am just a doll in God’s hand?
Second reason why hell or heaven doesn’t exist due to Bible. Mathew 18
21Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I
forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"

22Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times”

If Jesus is asking us to forgive to people seventy-seven times which

represents infinite number, than how much more will God forgive us?

The true religion by birth :

Well it’s really funny how come everybody think they are right and
everybody else is gone. Wait a sec, what a chance you are born in the true
religion. Don’t people go like “ Wait there are like so many religions out
there but weird enough I was born in the correct one…” Seriously don’t
people question that?

Why Religion:

I must admit the greatest human invention is religion without it, this world
would be in chaos… I guess religion must stay as long as people are dumb
enough to understand the world, which in turn looks like a very long time.
The core of the problem is the solution itself, religion is the problem and the
solution at the same time, ironic isn’t it. Without religion stealing would be
ok, killing as well, etc… Drugs would have been taken by most if not all, I
guess this life is stronger than most of us. So we need a reason to be

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alive, a purpose to live. We are promised a reward if we are good in this
world. Doesn’t that sound to you like when you talk to a child and tell him ,
if you eat your dinner I will get you a PlayStation 2, funny it seem people
never grown up I guess.

Real purpose of life:

In my eyes there is only one logical purpose for my existence. I exist to

affect the world, it’s that simple. If I didn’t exist this world wouldn’t be what it
is. So the world needs me to affect it. Whether I decide to affect the world
in a good or bad way, that totally remains for me.

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 Chapter -2- People

Looks :

Whether people tell you that only the inside matters, or anything close to
that. The matter of fact remains, look does matter. When you first see
somebody new, looks matter about 80% and the other 20% goes to your
opinion or chemistry. So you are wondering where does the inner beauty
stand. You see when somebody sets their eyes on you, they give you a
name, personality, and even a life style. They do all that even before they
start talking with you. When the process of talking starts, that value goes
from 80% down to 50% and the inner comes into existence for like 30%
and the usual chemistry still exists. As you come close and spent more
time together the outer beauty starts to even drop lower and lower. It
usually go to about 20% but in some rare cases the outer beauty may
vanish and not have any meaning in the relationship.
In summary out beauty helps you to get into relationships but doesn’t help
much to stay in the relationship. Inner beauty makes it hard to get into a
relationship but once you start one, most likely it will not end quickly.

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Media:

Sorry to rain on the parade, but no such thing as living happily ever after.
There is no happy ever after potion. Whether it’s being with the one you
love or having a lot of money etc… life has it’s ups and downs. Some
people fall when they hit a little bump on the road while others teach
themselves how to ignore and walk on the bump without any difficulty. If
the road becomes too sloppy we all fall, but one gets up quickly , but others
may take longer. No, one is not supernatural or have super powers. Some
people reflect on themselves and realize where did they go wrong and
learn from there mistakes, while others are too busy with themselves or
afraid of the reflection. So they never reflect on themselves, so they never
learn and every time a small bump comes in their way they fall and start
blaming others. While we all fall on some slope one has a better mentality
and equipped better. Since one has reflected and know some facts about
falling. He knows the mind is a very powerful tool, used against itself will
lead to self destruction (self pity), but used wisely can heal your wound.
Hence standing faster

Blindness:

The hunger of power, the hunger of self centerness blinds people to the
empty truth of their pursuit. It’s pitiful to see men seek such empty thing.
An illusion dressed as happiness. People are fooled, people are fools.

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Anger:

Truth be told, when you see somebody angry most of the time. You find
yourself getting yelled at. They are not angry at you. They are angry at
themselves but getting the anger out on you. So next time you get yelled at
remember it’s not you, but them.

Grow Up:

When I was a child I use to look at this world and wonder why the hell are
the grown ups sad and look sad. I promised myself I wont let anything get
me down. When we are born, we are born pure and human, this world
stains us. It looks like as we grow up, we really don’t grow up. Our body
grow larger, our minds shrinks down. We become what the world wants us
to become. We become a reflection of our environment. So I wonder
where does my mind and my free will come into existence? We must break
free, out of this sick society. As I grew up I faced problem, I became sad,
so much has been taken from me. I lost so much. I became sad. I became
what I promised myself I would never be. I decided to seek, I decided not to
stop until I find what am seeking. I wasn’t seeking happiness or money, I
was seeking the truth, and am seeking the truth. Instead of love, fairness,
and money Give me truth. We are born humans at first than are bounded to
become animals. From here on you have two choices you either decide to
become a human again or decide to be ignorant and continue your path
you have taken to become an animal.

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Talk:

To talk and understand a baby you have to think like a baby and try to talk
with him in a certain language that he may understand. That’s how you
should talk with everybody else with this same analogy. If you want to
explain something that a person wont most likely understand, you start
from a point where he can understand from there on you guide him to your
point. Like when you talk with a kid and want to tell him how much you like
your car. You may tell him you like the car just as much he likes he’s toys…

Mistakes:

You shouldn’t grudge that you have done a mistake or have a problem that
you can’t fix or something. Without mistakes we would never learn, we
would never really grow up. Mistakes for us are like water to a plant,
without them we are bound to wither and die. Don’t hold a grudge on a
past or a future mistake remember these are the things that will make you
really grow up and become a better you.

Good:

This world perceives good people as weak people. It’s sad you must be
considered weak if you care for somebody or try to do good with
somebody. This world is not worthy of having good people in it. I hope
good people never give up on being good, even though every time they do

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good they are miss understood. Remember you aren’t good with people
because you want them to be good with you as well. You are good with
people because you know life is hard and people need a hand to guide
them threw. To give them hope. Hope is never fading.

Self pity am sick:

Seriously am fucking sick of seeing people go with self pity. Looking to the
ground as they walk. Having a sad face every time. Seeing them grudging
on life and everything. Blaming others for everything, blaming life on the
rest. Thinking their life is the most hard life in this world and that nobody
knows what it likes to be them. Get a hold of yourself there are over million
of people in the world do you really think nobody understands you. Maybe
you want to think that nobody understand your pain and nobody had your
pain before just to make the self pity part easier for you. Do you want me
to say “oh your life is hard” so you can go self pity some more? Stop
nagging about life being a bitch the way I see it, the only bitch is you. Life
most of the times give you decisions to make, you are to blame if you did
something wrong so take the blame. Move on, what is done is done, the
past should only be present in your life just to learn from it, not more not
less. Life is not perfect, seek and you will find… keep the same track and
you will find sorrow and blue… good luck…

Seek:

First you should seek yourself. Everything else comes later, Such as
seeking God. How could you try to understand God if you can’t understand

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yourself? Don’t even pursuit happiness. How can you find happiness, if
you don’t even know what makes you happy? Don’t even seek money, for
if you don’t find yourself first, money can easily ruin any chance of finding
anything in life.

Power :

Power is just an illusion, but ironically people are addicted to it. People just
love being in control and to have power over others. That is one of the
reasons humans will never have peace. For the same reason people will
never learn to really love one the other.

Civilization:

I really would enjoy having a true civilization but let’s admit the facts, we
are not even close to being civilized. The lessons of this world is to be
greedy , take, take, take, push people back, push… They make us believe
that the center of the world turns around our axis. That life is really easy in
its’ general form, than you think if you are sad then it means something is
wrong with you. Which in turn it is really the opposite. Advertising got us
chasing sex, cars, watches, etc… We spend all our lives working to buy
shit we don’t need. What could be a reason to get a 100,000$ car rather
than 20,000$ car? other then the examples mentioned before.

The right question is what and why:

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What you do in life doesn’t matter and it shouldn’t. Let’s not complicate the
subject it’s really simple. We all know the story of Robin Hood. He used to
steal from the rich to give money to the poor. Let’s examine the story.
What did Robin Hood steal? He stole money. The first thing that comes
into mind that stealing is wrong so the guy was clearly a fool and a bad
guy. Let’s ask why. Why did Robin Hood steal money? To help the poor,
it’s funny how a criminal can turn into a hero in just a simple reverse of a
question. The judgment should always be on the why not the what. Let’s
say am in the red cross, most people will think. What a man he is giving
back to society, he helps people for free and saves lives. We need more
people like him. The real reason why I do it is for sex. The truth is I saw
this girl once in the red cross and now I want to get in her pants. That
shifts things doesn’t it?
Btw not a true story :P, I just have this endless imagination power ^_^

People’s Truth:

If people really think we would have never reached to this level. Reaching
this level means people don’t think or don’t want to think and prefer to go
with the flow and not ask whether what they are doing is right or wrong.
Most people choose the path of ignorance, believing ignorance is bliss.

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Happiness ?

it’s really funny how everybody thinks they have the worst life possible and
that their life is the worst of all and nobody else knows what it’s like to be
themselves and how hard is it to just live. Am sorry to inform you this self
pity mind of yours is not even close to the truth. Life is hard, no arguing
there. Happiness is a choice, no matter what happened in your life and no
matter what is happening now, happiness is a choice you can make. You
deserve to be happy everybody those, believe it or not we are afraid of
being happy, we would rather drown ourselves in self pity and watch others
try to help us and pity us pointlessly. I learned this the hard way, “ Time
moves happy or sad, why choose sadness when you can be happy? “ Am
not saying fake a smile, am saying be happy because you have a body, be
happy because the wind is moving the trees. Be amazed when you see
the trees and the ocean waves crashing gently apone the chore… The
beauty of this world is endless, I love it so much.
This is a quote from a poet which I find really nice
“There is a pleasure in the pathless woods;
There is a rapture on the lonely shores;
There is a society, where none intrudes;
By the deep sea, and music in its roar;
I love not man less, but Nature more;”
Lord Byron

And this is a poem written by me it’s about happiness

Letter To The World

Dear people of earth ;

My sincere apologize ;

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I know I have been immature ;
But no more ;

I may have wasted so many years of my life ;

Feeling sad for myself ;
Feeling empty inside ;
Feeling , not feeling really ;

Whatever I felt in those days ;

Whether I was happy or sad ;
Relative to time it didn’t matter ;
Relative to the present it made all the difference ;

Happiness isn’t about owning or having anything;

Happiness is about that right state of mind ;
Happiness is about being free from the chains of ;
Society and everything that puts bounds to you;

Whenever you wanted to scream and you didn’t

It means you are bounded ;
Whenever you wanted to do something and you didn’t;
It means you are chained ;

You can and you are everything you want to be ;

Seeking perfection is a waste of precious time ;
Seeking fame or money is the same waste;
Seeking acceptance is even worst ;

You be who you want to be ;

Let nothing or no one stand in your way;
Everybody that stands in your way is against you ;
You just tell them one thing _|_;

If God created me without a purpose ;

I make myself a purpose;
If God created me without a goal;
I make myself a goal ;

Maybe my heart is broken;

But I have no grudge on love;
I decide to love with my broken heart;
Can you stop me?;

Maybe I will never have somebody to hold;

But even then I still have one very important person ;
A person I wont trade for the world;

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I will always have Myself;

Even when I loose everything in life ;

Hope is never fading ;
Hope is myself ;
I’m my forever hope;

So I will end this where I began;

I apologize for every person I have hurt;
I apologize for every person I lied on;
I apologize for every person I wasn’t near when they where down;

I apologize for not being good to myself ;

I apologize for taking so long ;
I apologize ;
I sincerely apologize;”

Where is Happiness :

- Don't compare yourself with other

Because you are unique

- Don't be self centered

Everybody is as important as you

- Never Self Pity

There is always somebody who has it worst

- Never Forget the free gifts that you have

body , soul etc...

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- Learn to enjoy the beauty of this world
Trees , leaves , mountains , ocean etc...

- Know that life is not fair , accept that

That is the truth

- Some problem will never fade away

Learn to accept that

- A plan never goes as planed

Expect that

- Learn to be content even if you have very little

For some don’t even have that little

- Fear not yourself

For that is the source of your truth

- Money can only buy food and water

Everything else that it buys is useless

- We are body and soul

Not body alone nor soul alone

- We are ment to make mistakes

Don’t let it get you down

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- You are not perfect
And you will never be

- Remember every new problem

Is a new opportunity to learn

- The past is dead and the future may never exist

You only have the present

- Time passes , sad or happy

Why choose sadness

- When everybody is gone and you are alone

You are not lonely you have yourself

- Don’t expect anybody to come and pull you up

But learn to push yourself up the whole

- Instead of complaining
Decided to do something about it

- A tear will never change anything

But it sure helps only in the first few minutes

- Your dreams may never come true

So dream again

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Beyond (Poem):

Beyond thousands of years

Of myth and lies
I lie confused in a world
That doesn’t make sense

So I go beyond our logic

Seeking answers that where
Once buried
And others, never discovered

So I sail on the
Endless sea of mysteries
Where nothing is what it seems
Where land never existed
Nor will it ever

I drop anchor from time to time

Just to remember
That I’m in motion
And once the motion stops

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It means I still am existing

Where look and emotions are deceiving

I’m not deceived
Once you know the truth
Looks are the least that matter

Sadly as we grow
We are taught everything wrong
This world is really a bad teacher to learn from
And if not questioned
Are slave for that teacher

Everybody learn
For the simple reason
Nobody wants to be alone
So we sell ourselves
Not to be lonely

They make us fear the unknown

And to never question them
So our thoughts become bounded
By their teachings

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As we become more
Dependent on them
We become a slave
Of these things they call society and the world

So we seek relationships
To fill the void we feel inside
A reason to live for
And a goal to look forward too

So we do everything in our power

To attract the other gender
Whether its acting stupid
Or talking about subjects we don’t care about

So we loose our identity

As we try to impress
As we get more attention
We seek it more

An endless spiral of self destruction

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