1538. 6/16/96 As for me, I have no complsion t tell anyone what to do, nor instruct or control.

Just respect and protect my freedom and yours and everyone elses. Ive heard the justifications before. They say that there cannot be unlimited freedom because when freedom is unlimited, people will feel free to compromise the freedom of others. Its little more than an excuse for those who are obseesed with power and control to impose their will on others and compel others to act in accord with their greed and lust and fear. It all comes down to an illusion of knowing what is right as opposed to knowing that we dont know and each individual knows best. Yet even this sounds like rules. And there really are no rules. There is just what there is and it is quite divine. A perfect purpose. Teleological as Aristotle taught. How convoluting. The limitations of words. Contradictions arise. Because of the very nature of words and language. We know what they are. Yet we tend to forget that langiage began as grunts and other sounds that eventually became systematized. Yet at its essence language is still no more than vibrations patterns in the air. Part of our training as young humans is to learn a correspondence between the vibration patterns of language and our own direct and personal experience. Via temporal proximities between pneumatic vibration patterns and aspect of personal experience we eventually learn to experience articifical experience. Experience that results from the stimulation of memories of past experiences in response to language. Thats why langage begins to exhibit its inadequacies when its applied to the realms of rare experience. We are each quite unique and our experience is individual and unique. Language cannot achieve the embrace of all our experience. It can never be more than a type of abstract symbolic representation. Not the experience itself. This is why we run into difficulties and feel frustration when we attempt to render very personal and rare experiences into language. The impetus for the attempt to render experience into language is the desire to share consciouness by empathetic expansion. It is the fundamental nature of consciousness to undergo expansion. Awareness grows. Language has a role in the growth of awareness. However it also has limitations that make themselves obvious at a particular stage in the growth of awareness. This stage might be considered as the realization and understanding of our true nature. The awakening of awareness that we are not just a physical/material entity but are actually pure consciousness and that our physical/material entity is part of our conscious totality. Furthermore this stage of development of awareness also brings with it the knowledge that whatever we do know, the totality of our being is vast and mysterious, divine and perfect and that we dont really know very much compared to what remains mysteriously concealed. At this point in the development of consciousness, we find that we are very skeptical of all attempts to use language because of the illusiory deceptive nature of greedy ego based embryonic forms of consciousness in which it is very common for larval forms of consciousness to use language to manipulate the awareness of others with language and other sensory impressions with the intention of deception, power, greed and the satisfaction of individual physical appetites. Yet there are those beings whove evolved beyond the illusion that we get what we need by amassing power and possessions. Although such beings are often very forceful in their condemnation of language and may even demonstrate this by refusing to engage in linguistic interactions, they are far beyond the illusions that underly the stupid use of language to manipulate for personal gain at the expense of others. They have evolved to the point at which they have become pure consciousness and even though that consciousness may include a focal point in the physical being it is no longer confined there and in fact includes all living beings and everything else. It is the totality of all things past present and future. Infinite and eternal. Such beings are endowed with infinite cosmic compassion and actually experience the suffering of all beings and as such could never use language or any other act to cause suffering to other beings to gain possessions. Such beings are beyond the illusions that anuything material can cause peace and satisfaction or anything really good. Such beings have awoken to the divine and mystical truth of the perfecion of all things just as they are, complete and whole in all time and space and consciousness. So there are quite severe limitations involved in the use of language to communicate the truth about our ultimate nature. Whats much more important is for use to experience our ultimate nature for ourselves. To do this requires

much more than a linguistic description since the real experience of our ultimate nature is not about words and cannor be awakened by words alone. One of the most essential requirements for the awakening of awareness of our true nature is the personal experience of paradox - the total and utter defeat of our rational belief system. Doing so is usually preceded by contradiction of our will and desires. So long as we continue to embrace the illusion that we know how to get what we want we remain under the control og the ego illusion and the truth is kept from us.