Jaeden placed candles on the table for a romantic supper and looked up as Rylee walked down the stairs.

She was wearing a black velvet robe and it took his breath away. It was emphasizing every curve of her luscious body. He prayed that she was wearing something underneath it or he wouldnt be able to swallow his own saliva, much less any of the food he was cooking. Rylee paused at the bottom of the staircase to draw his attention. When she stepped down, her robe slid open to flash a glimpse of her trim legs. Jaeden closed his eyes and prayed for the inner strength to keep his hands off of her. He leaned his strong forearms onto the tabletop and tried to regain his composure before looking at her again. Rylee sat down on the couch and curled up while allowing the robe fall open to expose her shapely thigh. She slowly leaned over to pick up a magazine and gave him a clear shot of the cleavage hidden by the edges of her robe. Jaeden softly groaned and began to harden like the Rock of Gibraltar. There was no way to hide the obvious bulge in the front of his tight-fitting jeans. He was a goner and they both knew it as their eyes briefly met. Blasted female knew exactly what she was doing to him! She was obviously not reading the magazine that she was flipping through. She had a hint of a smile on her lips. Something wrong, Jaeden? He wanted to yell that she was driving him totally insane with lust but he was going to play this game she had set into motion. Nope! Not a thing wrong, babe! Rylee smirked, Liar liar.pants on fire! He mumbled, Theyre hot enough to be on fire. Rylee smothered a giggle that threatened to escape. You look kinda antsy. like something is crawling around inside of your jeans. Only damned thing I want in my jeans is you. I like my dessert last. when its as delicious as you. She stuck her finger in her mouth before she slowly slid it out and teasingly licked her fingertip.

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This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the authors imagination or used fictiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales is coincidental.

Acknowledgments Thank you to my family and to those of you who have believed in me from the beginning. Megan Rylee, my granddaughter, whose middle name I chose for Rylee Thomas. TJ and Reno, you are my faithful four-legged fan club for the many nights you have kept me company! To my sisters-in-crime, TS, many hugs for your encouragement, the edits and suggestions but most of all, just for being here for me always; Karen, thanks for your help and suggestions also. Mandy, for all of the editing and encouragement when I have wanted to give up. Andrew Peedin and Jeremey Daughtry, thank you for your help with my endless questions and I hope I have it written as realistic as possible! This book is dedicated to my daddy, Thomas Rains, who passed away on July 24, 2004. I love and miss you, Daddy. It is also dedicated to our Fire Chief George Crocker, 32 years old, who passed away unexpectedly on June 22, 2008. George, youll always be missed and theres a special place in my heart for you. Last but not least, thank you, Pine Level Volunteer Firefighters and all firefighters for your endless dedication and love for fighting fires, saving lives and giving so much of your time away from your loved ones and friends. You are true heroes even though you wont call yourselves heroes. May God keep each of you safe and know that prayers are always being said. Never let go of your dreams.

I Wish You Could Author unknown I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what its like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wifes horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, knowing that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too familiar with. I wish you could understand how it feels to go to work in the morning after spending most of the night, hot and soaking wet at a multiple alarm fire. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire. Is this a false alarm or a working, breathing fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? Is anyone trapped? Or to an EMS call, What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life threatening? I wish you could know the frustration I feel in the cab engine, the driver with his foot pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging again and again at the air horn chain, as you fail to yield the right of way. I wish you could know my thoughts as I extricate a teenaged girl from the mangled remains of her automobile. What if this was my sister, my girlfriend, or a friend? What are her parents reactions going to be when they open the door to find a police officer with hat in hand? I wish you could know how it feels to walk in the back door and greet my family, not having the heart to tell them that I nearly didnt come back from the last call I was on. I wish you could know the brotherhood and self-satisfaction of helping save a life, or preserving someones property, of being there in time of crisis, or creating order from total chaos. I wish you could understand what it feels like to have a little boy tugging at your arm and asking. "Is Mommy okay?" Not being able to look in his eyes without tears from your own and not knowing what to say. Unless you have lived this kind of life, you will never truly understand or appreciate who I am, who we are, or what our job really means to us.I WISH YOU COULD.

Authors Bio I love to create adventurous, passionate and loving characters that I fall in love with, making them extended family. I also have a passion for NASCAR, pirates, vampires and firefighters our unsung heroes. I found that I love writing adventures after entering a writing contest for NANOWRIMO, the National Novel Writers Month, which entails writing a fifty thousand word novel in thirty days during the month of November. I live in a small town in North Carolina. I have two daughters and a beautiful granddaughter who never stops giving us the gift of love and laughter. My two faithful dogs, Reno and TJ, who keep me company late at night while I pound away on the keyboard.

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Chapter 1Where Theres SmokeTheres Fire Rylee Thomas shivered as a blast of cold air blew across the parking lot of the country club. She stumbled as she spied her ex-fianc sitting alone in his pickup truck. Time seemed to stand still as their eyes locked. She broke her gaze as her new fianc, Ryan Lee Jackson, placed his arm around her shoulders to keep her warm. Jaeden MacKenzie groaned as he watched his exfiance walk off with Ryan. She was wearing a black velvet top and matching pants that fit her petite body like a glove. As he tore his gaze away from hers, he slammed his fist into his steering wheel- resisting the urge to smash it through the window. He needed to feel something besides the agonizing pain of losing her and the anger of hiding the secret that Ryan had been cheating on her. He hadnt told Rylee about Ryan, knowing that if he did; it would shatter what happiness she had found. It was New Years Eve, traditionally one of the busiest nights for fire and rescue calls, but for Fire Station Number Three in Mooresville, North Carolina it was a night for celebrating the holidays. Two neighboring fire stations had agreed to cover Station Threes calls for the night so the firefighters, their wives and girlfriends could gather together for some much-needed relaxation and fun. Jaeden sat in his red Chevy pickup trying to gather the strength to walk into the building, knowing he'd see his Rylee in the arms of his best friend and fellow firefighter. He laid his head against the back of the seat and closed his eyes as the truck radio blared out 'The Flame' by Cheap Trick. He cursed Rylee's brother, Zane,
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who was the late night Disc Jockey at WLDS 108.3 for playing the song. His eyes stung as he held back the tears while the lyrics brought back memories of holding Rylee in his arms. Three years ago, he had fallen head-over-heels in love with Rylee Thomas the instant he had met her. He was working an accident scene when she hopped out of a rescue helicopter as a Life Flight nurse. The attraction between them had been spontaneous combustion, and from that moment on they had spent every waking moment they could grab together. Each one understood the dedication and hard work it took to do their respective jobs, saving lives. They were a perfect match until one night when a misunderstanding caused her to accuse him of cheating, and she walked out of his life. Ever since Rylee had left him a year ago, he had been a broken man; just living minute by minute, not really caring if he died when he entered a burning building. The pain of losing her had devastated Jaeden; especially when she had run straight into his best friends arms. Even after a year of living without her, the memories of her lingered in his townhouse. As the song ended, Jaeden sighed and gathered himself together to walk into the building to put on the act of his life- that of a happy-go-lucky man. And what an act it would be Rylee kept glancing nervously toward the front door while waiting for that one person to walk in who possessed the power to rip her heart in two. Jaeden MacKenzie had turned her life upside down when she had met him three years ago. Her training as a Life Flight nurse taught her to keep her composure at all times but nothing had prepared her for the sight of that gorgeous
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firefighter/paramedic on scene that day. Jaeden had instantly won her heart as he smiled at her. His blue eyes had sparkled with interest when he gave her the onceover while lifting the gurney to get the patient to the helicopter. For two wonderful years, Rylee had loved him so much and they were engaged to get married until she had caught him with another girl in a tavern. He had tried to deny that he hadnt been cheating but shed had no desire to listen to his lies and deceit. A week later, after coming to the conclusion that it would never work between them since the trust had been broken, she had packed her things and walked out. Shed had no intention of diving headfirst into another relationship but Jaedens best friend, Ryan Jackson, had asked her out. She had always enjoyed being with him and before she knew it, he had swept her off of her feet. Rylee was sorry that Jaeden got hurt and she had tried to avoid him whenever possible but the inevitable was about to happen. The front door opened and Jaeden walked inside; once again, took her breath away. If Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie had not become a firefighter, he couldve been a male dancer. He was sixfoot-one, broad-shouldered with a firmly-muscled chest and six-pack abs. His muscular arms came in handy during fire and rescue calls for carrying patients, lugging fire hoses and other equipment for excavations. His chocolate brown wavy hair curled at the ends, making it impossible for a girl to resist running her fingers through it. Jaedens Caribbean blue eyes sparkled unless he was mad and then the sparks would fly! Rylee knew,
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firsthand, how his eyes would grow darker than a sapphire when he was passionate. Jaeden paused for a moment as his eyes met Rylee's. She saw the corners of his mouth begin to curl up in a smile...but he caught himself and his mouth returned to a frown. Rylee Thomas was petite at five-footthree, possessing a delicate feminine figure with a slender waist and hips that caught more than one man's eyes. Her chestnut brown hair with wisps of blonde highlights fell in soft waves below her shoulders. Jaeden fought the urge to walk over and place his lips against Rylees soft pink kissable lips. He looked around to find someone to hang out with for the night; then walked away to grab a bottle of cold beer from a tub of ice. Ryan had tightened his arms around Rylee to send the message to Jaeden that she was at this party with him! He held her petite body against his muscular one as he took a long pull from his beer. Ryan remembered how he and Jaeden had been best friends since they were preschool age. Despite recent events, they were still the best of friends and there was nothing he wouldnt do for Jaeden except give up Rylee. Jaeden had been keeping a secret for the past few months which threatened Ryans future with Rylee. He had walked into their favorite tavern and saw Ryan with someone else while Rylee was on duty as a Life Flight nurse. It wasnt a simple case of having a casual beer with the girl but Ryan had been caught with one hand underneath her short skirt and his mouth on her exposed breast.
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Jaeden had given him a disgusted look and walked out. Ryan had panicked since he thought that Jaeden would go straight to Rylee and tell her until he realized that Jaeden didnt have the guts to follow through on it. Jaeden wouldnt hurt her by telling the truth so his secret was safe. That night had caused a small rift in their friendship which would never be healed. It was a ticking time-bomb waiting to explode and totally destroy Ryans carefully planned life. Why couldnt he have a fling on the side when things became a bit boring or he spent too many nights alone when Rylee was working? All he had to do was to keep Jaedens mouth shut and he had to keep the two of them apart as much as possible. Station Number Three was a brotherhood of firefighters and tonight was the chance to show some of the videos they had made. They laughed and remembered the pranks played to relieve the tension of going to a bad accident scene and reliving each one or choosing to block out the worst ones. They were there for one another through the good times as well as the bad. They enjoyed a catered meal of steaks, baked potatoes and salad along with homemade desserts that their wives had graciously made. The drinking was kept to a minimum so there wouldnt be any tragedies on the way home but a few had managed to sneak more than their share. Ryan was among those few since his jealousy of Jaeden had been rearing its ugly head more than once. Their wives and girlfriends had dragged them out onto the dance floor since a Disc Jockey had been hired. The fun immediately began when the Ohio Players song, Fire, began to blast through the sound system. The
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firefighters proved what kind of moves they were capable of making, besides climbing ladders and in and out of windows. Rylee and Ryan had been among those on the dance floor who hadnt stopped for more than a quick sip of cold refreshments. She begged for a break and a soft drink while once again, Ryans was another cold beer. He didnt give Rylee a chance to catch her breath before he dragged her onto the dance floor. Ryan knew that Jaeden was eating his heart out while he held Rylee tightly in his arms. The night was slowly heading toward the countdown of a new year. Jaeden slouched down in his chair and pretended to survey the room as his eyes followed every move Rylee made on the dance floor. His brain was screaming at him for being an idiot to endure such agonizing torture, while his heart was pushing him to go ask her for a dance. What would one dance hurt? Unless she turned him down, in front of buddies and even worse, in front of Ryan which would further humiliate him. But life was about taking risks and Jaeden didnt have anything to lose by asking. He took a deep breath and walked onto the dance floor to where Ryan was dancing with Rylee. Jaeden cut in and nudged him to the side. Mind if I have a turn for old times sake? Ryan playfully slapped him on the shoulder, Naahh.. As long as Rylee doesnt object; go ahead and have a dance. Jaeden looked questioningly as he held out his hand. He was holding his breath and praying that Rylee wouldnt turn him down. All he wanted was to hold her in
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his arms, one more time, before another new year began in two hours. Ryan whispered to her that it was fine if she shared a dance with Jaeden. He brushed his lips against hers before walking away to grab another cold beer. Jaeden patiently waited as Rylee looked up to see his blue eyes sparkling at her. She was hesitant to take his hand because of the past that they shared. Jaeden softly laughed, I promise I wont bite you. Cmon RyIm only askin for a dance. Rylee felt her heart skip a beat as he called her, Ry, the nickname that he had given to her. she allowed no one but him to call her. Ryan had teasingly called her, Ry, only once before she bit his head off and he had never dared to do it again. She looked away and murmured, Dont call me, Ry. Jaeden bit the inside of his cheek to keep from reminding her that she had belonged to him first and still would if she had only believed how much he loved her and how she could trust him. He sighed softly, Cmon, Rylee, its time to bury the hatchet and let go of the past. Rylee stared into his smoldering blue eyes and saw that despite his words, Jaeden MacKenzie still loved her. She held up her left hand that bore the sparkling engagement ring that Ryan had given to her on her birthday in July. Ive had no problem letting go so I think its time for you to do the same. I have. Jaedens eyes narrowed as he glanced at her left hand. It was just another stab in his heart that still ached every time he saw her.
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Have you, now? Rylee knew he was lying and couldve kicked herself for being insensitive and cruelly shoving Ryans ring in his face. She had never forgotten the pain in Jaedens eyes when she walked out of his life. Shed planned to forget men existed until the night that Ryan had taken her out for supper. Sparks flew between them and Jaeden became a part of her past. She had avoided any one-on-one contact with him until now. It was do-or-die time as Jaeden waited to see if she was brave enough to dance with him. Well, do I need to issue a challenge for you to dance with me? He raised an eyebrow and wiggled his fingers of his outstretched hand as if daring her to accept the challenge. Rylees eyes flashed fire as she rose to the bait. Are you daring me? Damn Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! He knew that she never turned down a dare! You betcha, sweet thang. Jaedens eyes darkened to a sapphire blue as he slowly gave her a smile which still had the power to make her melt like an ice cream cone in the middle of July. Rylee felt her knees weaken at the sight of his seductive smile. She took Jaedens hand as the DJ started to play Dierks Bentleys song, Come A Little Closer. The song had played on the radio when Jaeden made love to her the first time after he had patiently waited for a year. Their eyes met and in an instant they were lost in their past of sweet memories. No one else was even in existence in the room with them. Jaeden pulled Rylee into his arms and began a dance of smoldering love that shouldve died a year agoBut had those embers only
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been on a slow burn, biding the time to rekindle and bring them together again? Ryan took a long pull on his beer as he watched the former lovers barely moving on the dance floor. They were like two magnets, unable to break the irresistible force. He didnt like what his eyes were seeing while his heart was ignoring the words his brain whispered, stupid move, Ryan old buddy, givin JT a chance to steal Rylee away. What the hell was wrong with Rylee? She shouldve walked away and denied JT this dance of seduction! Well, if she wouldnt end it, he would! Ryan angrily threw his empty beer bottle into the recycling, before stalking onto the dance floor. He roughly grabbed Rylees arm, and snatched her away from Jaeden. Rylees temper flared as she yanked her arm away. Ryan, whats your problem? As his rage took over, Ryans voice rose above the music. My problem? The problem is with you dancin like a slut with him! Jaedens temper flared as he shoved Ryan. What the hell did you just call her? Ryan shoved him back, This is between me and Rylee so stay the hell out of it! Dont think so since you just involved me by callin her a slut! Jaeden fought to control his temper and balled up his fist, while he ached to smash it into Ryans face. They were drawing attention toward them like bees to a honeycomb and Rylee was dying of embarrassment. She begged, Cant we please forget this?
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Ryan snarled, Seems to me that someone hasnt forgotten you after all! Jaeden smirked, Jealous of a former flame that maybe hasnt died after all? Scared Im gonna steal her back? He shrugged, Whos to say that I wont, if you dont change your ways. Rylee frowned as she heard Jaedens words and she started to ask Jaeden about it but decided to wait until later. She had a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach that this night wasnt going to end on a happy note. Jaeden egged things on by motioning for Ryan to step closer. You want a piece of me? Ill kick your ass right here for stealin Rylee from me. He flexed his fist in anticipation of smashing it into Ryans face. The lines were about to be crossed as their friendship ended. Before Rylee could stop him, Ryan plowed his fist into Jaedens face, splitting his lip. Grabbing Rylee's hand, he dragged her to the door... making the unspoken statement that she was his woman. Rylee glanced toward Jaeden and saw a pleading look on his face which begged her not to go outside with Ryan. Jaeden knew there would be a confrontation between them and blamed himself for causing her any heartache. Ryans anger and jealousy rapidly took control. Rylee valiantly defended herself while she tried to make him understand that any feelings shed had for Jaeden were long gone. But, were they? A little voice inside of her head kept insisting, you still love Jaeden MacKenzie. As the beer increased Ryans blood pressure, their confrontation grew more intense. He angrily yelled that he was leaving and shed better be in the car by the time he
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put the key into the ignition. He held up the keys in his hand and jangled them to emphasize his point. Rylee snatched the keys out of his hand and muttered, Ill drive us home since youve had way too many beers. She stalked past him, almost slipping on the icy pavement and unlocked the car door before sliding behind the steering wheel. Ryan flopped into the passenger seat and immediately turned up the radio. The sound of Zane Camerons voice came blasting through the speakersHey you have Zany Zane here with you on WLDS 108.3. Make your New Years Eve plans to come out to LEGENDS and rock the night away with me and my band, Midnight Whispers! See ya from midnight until five a.m.! Ryan muttered, Shouldve made plans to have gone to see Zanes band instead of the fire department party. So much for the freakin brotherhood of firefighters. Rylee ignored his remark as she drove out of the country club parking lot onto the two-lane country road leading back into Mooresville. She, suddenly, wished she could talk to her younger brother and ask his advice on how to calm Ryans jealousy. She was lost in her thoughts and not paying attention to Ryan until he gripped her hand in his. Thinkin about JT, again? He hissed in a jealous rage. Rylee snapped at him, For your information, I was thinking about Zane and wishing I could talk to him.
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Ryan snorted in mock laughter. Sure you were! Anything you say, babycakes! For one second, Rylee took her eyes off of the road to glare at him. You know I hate being called babycakes! It sounds so insulting! He smirked as he stared at her. If it walks and quacks like a duckit must be a duck. Neither noticed the glaring headlights heading toward them. One moment that ripped them apart, changing lives forever. No time for prayers or to say Im sorry or I love you.

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Chapter 2 The small black pickup truck hit Ryans red Mustang head-on at fifty-five miles-per-hour. The impact was deafening but the silence that followed was even more horrendous. The drunk driver was killed instantly while the airbag deploying was the only thing saving Rylee Thomas. Ryan hadnt bothered to put his seatbelt on and died instantly when his head hit the windshield. The forceful impact was like a sledgehammer breaking a concrete cinderblock. After the car had stopped spinning, he was left slumped over onto the passenger door. The explosion of the impact caused more than one person to run to their windows. Only one had the sense to call 911 immediately while the rest were left stunned at the scene before them. One man ran outside to check on the victims and smelled the gas that was leaking from the pickup truck. He made a quick decision to check and see if the man inside was alive but found that he was already dead. Two people checked on the victims inside of the Mustang, only to find that Ryan was beyond help. Rylee was alive but unconscious and no one dared to move her, fearing that it would cause further injury. One woman grabbed a blanket to keep Rylee from going into shock. The accident had taken place only four miles from the nearest fire station so it wouldnt be long before help arrived. Back at the country club, every pager was activated and everyone paused when hearing it was an accident scene. After hearing the accident had happened on Hwy
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Number 3, an icy feeling overcame Jaeden and he knew it had to be Rylee and Ryan. His paramedic training kicked into gear as he started running toward the door when one of his buddies yelled, Hey JT, where you goin? Were not on duty so you cant respond! Jaeden yelled, Ryan and Rylee left fifteen minutes ago! I have a feelin they are involved in the accident! As his words resounded around the room, more than one firefighter glanced at one another before one was bold enough to ask, JT, how many beers have you had tonight? Just half of one! I dont need a designated driver but if anybody wants to ride with me, youd better get your butt inside of my truck! Jaeden paused long enough to put on his jacket and pull his keys out of his pocket. Brad Carter made his way toward the door. He knew how much Jaeden cared about Rylee and if she had been in that accident, somebody needed to keep him calm. Ill ride with ya, JT! Lets go, BC! Jaeden sprinted toward the door. Brad was nicknamed BC, because it was easier to yell during fires and accident scenes. He was also affectionately called BC since his brother firefighters said they needed a BC headache powder due to his obsession with pranks! Everyone at Station Number Three knew how dedicated JT was whether he was acting as a paramedic or fighting the fiercest of blazes. Brad made it to the truck just as Jaeden turned on the ignition and flipped on the red lights in the grill of his shiny red pickup truck.
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Jaeden drove cautiously on the slick two-lane road so he wouldnt cause another accident. Within five minutes, they came upon the scene and for a brief second, Jaeden literally felt his heart stop beating. He instantly recognized the red Mustang with the firefighter license plate on the front. The tremendous impact had spun the sports car around in the road like a top, leaving it facing the direction from which they had come. Jaeden cringed at the sight of the mangled car. Brad glanced at Jaeden to see that his face had paled white as a cotton ball. Since neither one knew what they would find, he wasnt sure what to say. JT, you dont have to respond to this call. Our backup from Station Two has been dispatched and theyll be here within minutes. Jaeden took his hands off of the steering wheel and swallowed hard. I have to see if Rylee is alive. You can check on Ryan and the other driver while we wait until backup arrives. Brad knew that Jaeden would fight to keep from doing what came naturally to him. helping people in distress. He opened the door and stepped out onto the icy pavement and lost his balance momentarily as his feet almost slid out from under him. Be careful, JT! Its like a sheet of ice out here! Jaeden got out of the truck and reached behind his seat to grab his medical gear bag. Forget waiting for backup to arrive. He was helping whoever he could to stay alive and if anyone had a problem with it, they could go straight to hell with a one-way ticket. He managed to keep his balance as he walked toward the drivers side of the Mustang, where an older woman was waiting.
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She asked in a panic-stricken voice, Are you a fireman? Yes, maam. Im also a paramedic. Jaeden saw Rylee was in the drivers seat and said a silent prayer of thanks that at least Ryan hadnt been driving. He fought a wave of panic when he saw the shattered windshield on the passenger side. Ryan was in either critical condition or tragically, hadnt made it. The young woman was alive the last time I checked. Do you know her? The woman remarked as she noticed his pale face. Yes, maam. Theyre very close friends. He paused for a minute to regain his composure. I dont mean to be rude but I need to assess them for any injuries so I can have the information ready when our backup arrives. Thank you for your help, maam, but we have things covered so you can go back inside out of the cold. Jaeden politely nudged her out of the way. Im sorry about one of your friends but I dont think there is much you can do for him. Brad backed out of the car and sadly shook his head to confirm what the woman had just said. Nothin we can do for Ryan. Jaeden stumbled back a step as the impact of Brads words hit him. Omigod, he had just lost his lifelong best friend! It was his fault since he had been reason for the argument between Ryan and Rylee while inadvertently causing this tragedy to happen! You okay, JT? Brad asked worriedly since Jaeden and Ryan had been best friends since pre-school. He saw the pain in Jaedens eyes and mentally kicked himself for being so insensitive to ask such a stupid question.
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Jaeden fought back the tears that threatened to overflow and just shook his head because frankly, he couldnt find any words to say. Nevermind. Brad mumbled as he walked away to check on the other victim. After checking the mans vital signs, he carefully pulled the lifeless body out of the pickup truck. Jaeden took a deep breath and shakily let it out as he looked at Rylee. Somehow he had to set his emotions aside and become a professional instead of gathering her into his arms and wiping away her pain. He said a silent prayer for Gods help to get him through the next few minutes. He opened the door and placed two fingers against Rylees carotid artery to feel for a pulse. When he felt a strong throbbing of her heartbeat against his fingertips, it was the most beautiful feeling in the world. He glanced toward Ryan and saw his face was covered in blood and that his seatbelt was not hooked. Dammit, Ryan, why didnt you put on your seatbelt? Jaeden slid his fingers over Rylees wrist to take her pulse as he studied her face for any signs of regaining consciousness. He noticed a lump on the side of her head and a trickle of blood from a cut that might require a few stitches. The airbag had saved her life but he was more concerned about how long she had been unconscious than for any other injuries she might have received. Even the smallest head injuries could be deadly from internal bleeding or brain swelling. Suddenly, the world around them became a war zone as the pickup truck exploded into flames. Jaeden
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banged his head as he jerked up to see where Brad was and he panicked for a moment when he couldnt see him. He temporarily forgot about Rylee as he took off running toward the burning truck, skidding to a stop when he saw Brad climb out of the ditch. Holy shit! Brad exclaimed as he stood in a daze while watching the truck burn. Jaeden instinctively grabbed him and pulled him back, not a moment too soon, when another round of explosions shook the ground. There were several barrels of gasoline in the bed of the pickup. They were to be used to keep a generator running during the ice storm that was forecast for the next two days. The second explosion knocked Jaeden and Brad to the ground and they covered their heads for protection. The sirens of the approaching fire trucks grew louder and it looked like a scene straight from hell as the firefighters arrived. Jaeden crawled on his hands and knees to get a safe distance away before he dared to stand up. He wiped his hands on his pants and shook his head in disbelief since another foot closer to the pickup; Station Number Three wouldve lost a second firefighter in a fiery accident. He looked at Brad who was still badly shaken from the experience. You okay, BC? Besides needin a drink to calm my nerves, yeah.Im okay. Brad crawled next to Jaeden and shook his head. Damned guy was drunker than a sailor on a three-day leave. Jaeden mumbled, Shit. Another idiot takin innocent lives. He glanced toward the approaching fire trucks before silently walking back to the Mustang. Now
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that he knew Brad was alive, Rylee became his main concern once again. He prayed that she had regained consciousness but when he stepped back to the drivers side, his heart fell to his feet. He saw that she was exactly the same as when he had left her. He opened the door and slid his fingers back over her wrist to begin taking her pulse. He counted the beats and scribbled it on the palm of his hand with a pen. He took the blood pressure cuff from his bag, strapped it around her slender arm and began to pump it up to take a reading. Jaeden placed the stethoscope in his ears before loosening the bulb to slowly release the air on the cuff. He was relieved to see that her blood pressure was within a safe range but she still hadnt moved one-quarter of an inch from the moment he had started assessing her earlier. He felt a hand tugging on his arm and looked up to see a familiar face of one of his sister station buddies. David Johnson spoke softly but firmly, Cmon JT, Ill take care of her, so you can go take a breather. Jaeden stubbornly shook his head, refusing to relinquish her care over to David. Ive got it, Johnson, so just back off. David stared at him to see the stubbornness in his eyes and knew he was going to have a fight on his hands. JT, quit bein stubborn! Youre not on duty and its my job to take care of her. I promise that you can stand here and watch me. Now, move the hell outta my way or theres gonna be a big problem.

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Jaeden couldnt force himself to move one muscle away from her. Rylee Thomas had owned his heart and soul from the second he had met her but for the last year she had belonged to Ryan. Fate had changed everything in the blink of an eye on this cold New Years Eve. David tugged on his arm a bit more forcefully. Cmon JT, if shes fightin for her life, were wastin valuable time that shes gonna need. Jaeden didnt want to cause any problems but how could he let someone else take care of her? He caressed Rylees cheek and willed her to wake up so he would know that she was really okay but her continued silence was her only response. The next voice he heard was Brads as he knelt beside of him. JT, you need to let these guys do their job. We cant do anything for Ryan or the other guy but hopefully, Rylees injuries arent life-threatenin. Cmon dude, we can watch so youll know everything that happens. Jaeden gently unstrapped the blood pressure cuff from her arm and folded it before standing up. He quietly gave Rylees vital signs to David before picking up his gear bag and slowly backing away. It was killing him to leave her side and he swore that it would be the last time hed let anyone else take his place. Brad made the mistake of laying his hand on Jaedens shoulder which completely undid Jaedens composure. Jaeden leaned against the front fender of the car and slowly slid to the ground. Ryan had died because of him and he had to deal with his pain and grief before he could even think of a way to tell Rylee.

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Jaedens shoulders shook as his grief overtook him. He cried like he hadnt done since the day Rylee walked out on him. This pain was just as intense as that day but in such a different way. He couldnt ever put these pieces back together and make Ryan whole again. He stood up and stumbled around to the passenger side of the car. Jaeden opened the door and caught Ryans body in his arms before cradling him like a baby. He cried inconsolably as the agony of losing his best friend hit him like a ton of bricks. He would never hear Ryans laughter or be able to tease him for the stupid mistakes he made. Hed never feel the embrace of his lifelong friend who had always been there. Ryans dancing blue eyes wouldnt be seen shining in mischief at the latest prank he had pulled at the station. They had never allowed the love that theyd shared for the same woman to come between them until tonight. Ryans last night on this earth. If Jaeden hadnt still been so much in love with her, none of this wouldve happened. They would be at the country club enjoying the festivities instead of on this dark icy country road with death staring him in the face. What the hell had he done when he had asked for that one dance with Rylee? Brad wasnt sure if he should say anything since Jaeden needed time alone with Ryan. He stood silently with tears running down his face watching his good friend dealing with one of the hardest moments in his short twenty-seven years of life.saying goodbye to someone he had loved like a brother. Jaeden eased Ryans body against the seat before sliding his hand over his face. He didnt care that he had Ryans blood on his hands since it was there in more
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ways than one. He bowed his head and softly whispered, Forgive me for causin your death. I swear that Ill take care of Rylee for the rest of my life. Shell never want for anything so rest in peace. I love you, Ryan. He kissed Ryan on the forehead and backed away from the car before softly closing the door. Jaeden placed his hand against the window and made the vow again to take care of Rylee until his last breath. Brad stepped over to him and gently placed his hand on his shoulder, JT, you didnt cause this accident. It was the drunk drivers fault.not yours or Rylees, either. Jaeden looked at him, Sorry but youre dead wrong. If not for me, they wouldnt have been out on the road. He slowly walked away and watched as Rylee was gently lifted out of the car and placed on the gurney to be rushed to the local hospital. He knew he wouldnt be allowed to ride along with her so he didnt bother to ask. David looked at him, JT, you can ride with us as long as you dont interfere with any procedures that we have to perform. Brad spoke quietly, Go with her. Ill be taggin along behind in your truck. Jaeden followed the gurney carrying Rylee toward the rescue unit. He climbed into the back and held her hand while praying as the wailing siren split the silence of the night. He thought of the beer consumed tonight that had taken his best friend and left Rylee fighting for her life as anger consumed him.

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Chapter 3 The rescue unit pulled into the bay at the local hospital close to Lake Norman in Mooresville. David Johnson adjusted the IV line running from the IV bag to Rylees arm before he stepped over to open the back door. Jaeden remained seated until David and the other paramedic gently pulled the gurney out and started walking toward the ER doors. He followed closely behind and squinted from the bright lights inside. Twenty minutes had passed but it seemed to be taking forever to get Rylee into a room to be examined. Jaeden was more than familiar with the protocol that had to be followed when bringing a patient in to the ER. He rocked back and forth on his feet, trying not to let his impatience show. He glanced at Rylee to see that she was still motionless except for the soft breaths she was taking through the oxygen mask covering her pale face. He gently wrapped his fingers around the top of her hand and softly caressed her thumb with his. Jaeden was to the point of a major meltdown when a nurse motioned for them to take her into a room down the hall. He wasnt letting Rylee out of his sight as he followed the paramedics into the room. Since it was obvious that Jaeden was not a paramedic, he was stopped by one of the trauma nurses. Im sorry, sir, but you will have to take a seat out in the waiting room. Jaeden bit his tongue to keep from lashing out at her. Excuse me, maam, but, Im a paramedic and firefighter with Station Number Three and was the first on the scene. I also personally know the patient and have all of the information that you need about her.
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Sir, you need to go talk to the registration clerk. He stubbornly stood his ground and glared at her. You want me to waste precious valuable time standin in line? All you have to do is get me a damned patient information sheet that I can fill out for the important medical history that you may need to save her life! David heard his protests and came to his defense, JTs right. Itll take another thirty minutes to take care of that and she needs attention now. The nurse stared at both of them before narrowing her eyes, The patient needs to be entered into the computer system before we can do anything for her. Jaeden hissed, Bullshit. Ive been in this ER more than once with barely more than the patients name and address and your staff has jumped to give them medical attention so dont even try that crap with me. He angrily stalked out of the room, walked over to the nurses station and leaned over to grab a clipboard with a patient information sheet on it. The nurse sitting behind the desk started to speak up until she saw the fire in his eyes and decided to just remain silent. Jaeden leaned against the desk and filled out the form, giving all of the vitally important information like Rylees deadly drug allergy to penicillin. He wrote down her blood type of O negative along with the other medications that he knew she was still taking for migraine headaches. He thumped the pen against the clipboard as he thought about her birth-control pills but left it off since he didnt know what she might be using. He walked back into the treatment room and saw an ER doctor examine Rylee for broken bones while taking a few extra minutes with her left wrist. The doctor
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ordered an x-ray to be taken since the swelling indicated a possible broken bone. Jaeden noticed the swelling and bruises that hadnt been evident at the accident scene. The nurse slid Rylees engagement ring off of her finger before it began to swell and handed the ring to Jaeden. He traded the clipboard for the ring and stared at the sparkling diamond that Ryan had given to her, with so much hope and love for a future that they would never have. He felt the tears stinging his eyes and turned his back to angrily wipe them away. The nurse watched sympathetically and stepped over to him to offer a few words of hope. Sir, your fiance will be fine. The doctor thinks she has a concussion which is why shes still unconscious. Jaeden choked back his tears and looked away. He couldnt bring himself to say that she wasnt his fiance or that her real one had been killed in the accident. Im sorry. The nurse took his silence as meaning that he was just overwhelmed by the whole ordeal. She placed her hand on his arm and gave it a gentle squeeze before walking back to help with the examination. Jaeden leaned against the wall, balled his fist up and felt the prongs on the ring cut into his palm. He welcomed each tiny dig into his skin but it would never be enough pain to take away the agony of losing Ryan. He sighed as he realized that he needed to call Rylees brother and let him know about the accident. He didnt have the phone number for her parents but had Zanes number programmed in his phone, along with their cousin, Zack Thomas.

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The ER doctor finished with the quick exam and emphasized the order to take x-rays of Rylees wrist and a complete CT scan of her body, including her head and an MRI if needed. He stepped over to talk to Jaeden and explained that she probably had a concussion and the main concern would be any brain swelling which was the reason he had ordered the scan. Rylee had a broken wrist which the orthopedist would set once the other tests had been done. The cut on her head would be stitched up afterwards. He asked Jaeden to stay close, in case he needed to sign any paperwork for further treatment. Jaeden didnt bother to tell him that he wasnt Rylees fianc or even close to it. If she needed emergency treatment, he would sign the paperwork authorizing anything concerning her and would deal with it later. He told the doctor he was stepping out to use his cell phone to call her family and then left the room to head outdoors. He breathed in the cold air to try to clear his head and get his thoughts together before finding Zanes number on his menu. He hit the send button and waited as the call went straight to the voicemail. Jaeden left a message for Zane to call him immediately when he got the message. He found Zacks phone number then hit the send button and heard a soft female voice answer. Hello? May I speak to Zack? Hold on a minute and Ill get him. Hey Jaeden, is that you? Yeah, Gracie, its me. He prayed that Zacks wife didnt ask any questions but put Zack on the phone instead but he shouldve known better since Gracie was a chatterbox.
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Gracie heard the pain in his voice and felt something bad mustve happened for Jaeden to call at one a.m.; plus he was a paramedic. Jaeden, whats wrong? Zacks twin brother, Shane, left ten minutes agooh god! Please tell me its not Shane! Jaeden interrupted her babbling, Gracie, chill. Its not Shane. Its Rylee. Rylee? Whats happened to her? Before Jaeden could give her an answer, he heard Zack asking in desperation, Jaeden, whats happened to Rylee? Jaeden took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Zack, she was in a head-on collision about two hours ago. Shes havin a CT scan done. Shes gonna be okay or at least I think so. Zack waited for him to continue but one minute led to the next and he was beginning to freak out. Jaeden, what arent you tellin me? They were hit by a drunk driver. Ryan was in the car with her but he died on impact. There was silence for a moment as Zack absorbed the information. Okay. so how bad are Rylees injuries? The doctor says he thinks she has a concussion, a broken wrist and god only knows what else the scan will show. She was wearin a seatbelt and the airbag saved her life. Jaeden heard Gracie demanding to be told what had happened and he waited while Zack filled her in. Have you called Zane? Zack asked.
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Yeah, but I left a message on his phone. Dunno when hell listen to it since Im sure he has a gig tonight. Zack sighed, Yeah, the band is playin in Charlotte. Look, do Gracie and I need to go to the hospital? No! Jaeden shouted since he didnt want another tragedy tonight. Sorry for yellin. Id rather know that yall are safe at home. The roads are a solid sheet of ice from the rain we had earlier and the temperature is below freezin. Im not leavin Rylee so Ill call you as soon as I hear something. Ill call Rylees parents. Zack hesitated before his next words. Jaeden, Im really sorry about Ryan. I know that yall were best friends. Thanks, Zack. Im gonna go back inside and see if I find a cup of coffee. I need to be in the room when they bring her back from the tests. Jaeden walked inside to the waiting room and found Brad waiting for him. He filled him in on what had happened so far while he got some coffee from a vending machine. Jaeden added some extra sugar and creamer before sitting down to rest. He desperately needed some down time before walking back into the room to be with Rylee. Thirty minutes passed while he and Brad talked about other things. Their thoughts kept returning to one thing. if Ryans family had been informed of his death. Jaeden was mentally exhausted from worrying about Rylee but couldnt sit still. He stood up and began to pace back and forth like a caged tiger. As he put his hand in his pocket, his fingers encountered Rylees ring and pulled it out to stare at it once again. The sparkling gem mesmerized him and all he
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could think of were the last moments that Rylee and Ryan had shared that night. They had been arguing instead of spending loving moments together waiting for the countdown for the New Year come in. So much for a Happy New Year since it would forever be one that none of them would ever forget. A night of fun and brotherhood turned into one of mourning and sadness. The pain of losing Ryan hadnt even begun and now, every single minute would be spent missing him. Jaedens pager would go off with the next fire callknowing that he would never see Ryan busting his butt as he tried to beat Jaeden in putting on their turnout gear to see who was the fastest. He sighed as he took off the gold chain with the Maltese Cross which Rylee had given to him and slid her ring onto it so he wouldnt lose it. The trauma nurse motioned for Jaeden so he and Brad walked over to hear the results of the tests. Miss Thomas has a concussion which will require hospitalization until she regains consciousness. Her left wrist is broken and she has bruised ribs from the force of the airbag deploying. Shes going to ICU as soon as the orthopedist puts her wrist in a soft cast. He wont be able to reset the bones until tomorrow when the swelling goes down. Ill come back and get you before we take her upstairs. Jaeden let the information sink into his head as he rocked back and forth on his feet. He softly asked, Can I stay with her? I dont want her to be alone when she wakes up. The nurse saw the love in his eyes and gave him a nod of consent. Jaeden looked at Brad and quietly told
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him to drive his truck home and hed get someone to pick him up when he knew that Rylee was going to be okay. Brad shrugged, Whatever, dude, but dont you want to go home and get some sleep, then come back in the mornin? Jaeden shook his head emphatically and threw away the empty coffee cup. Brad patted him on the shoulder and left. Jaeden opened the door to go back into the room to be by Rylees side until they took her to ICU. A few minutes later, he followed the nursing assistants as they pushed the gurney to the elevator. He held the door open to the elevator and stepped inside to press the button for the ICU floor. He didnt take his eyes off of Rylee as he said another prayer for her to wake up. Jaeden waited patiently for the nurses to get her settled in and hooked up to the monitors which would keep track of her vital signs. He was given ten minutes with her so he stood by her bed and took her right hand in his before bringing it up to his lips to softly kiss her fingertips. Rylees nurse, Julie Matthews, noticed the touching moment and thought how much shed like to be loved the way that he obviously loved her patient. She saw him wipe tears from his eyes and felt a moment of sympathy but she had been trained to hide her emotions. Working as an ICU nurse had taught Julie not to get close to her patients since it hurt to lose one if you became attached to them. She glanced at the chart in her hand and gasped when she recognized her name. Rylee Thomas! She was one of their Life Flight nurses who worked one night a week in ICU with them!

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Rylee was twenty-six years old and had gone to a four-year nursing school to get a Bachelor of Science degree. She had been a Life Flight nurse for the last two years but was now on the flipside with being the patient instead of the nurse. Things had been very busy with various accidents from the icy roads and Julie had been with another patient when Rylee was admitted. She frowned as she stared at the man standing next to Rylees bed. He was not her fianc, Ryan Jackson, so just who in the world was he? She quietly walked over to the room and whispered, Sir, may I have a word with you? Jaeden caressed Rylees cheek before he walked outside of her room. His eyes met the nurses questioning look and before she could ask, he answered, Im Jaeden MacKenzie. Im Julie Matthews and Rylee is my patient and also a co-worker when shes not on duty with the Life Flight crew. Wheres Ryan? Jaeden glanced away and tried desperately to think of a way to break the news since it was obvious that she knew him. He bowed his head and spoke so soft that she barely heard him, They were hit by a drunk driver and Ryan was dead on impact. He never had a chance since he wasnt wearin his seatbelt. Julie took a step back in disbelief. Omigod.Does Rylee know? Jaeden shook his head. I was the first on the scene and she was already unconscious. She hasnt come out of it yet.
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Her curiosity got the best of her as she listened. Just how do you know them? Jaeden looked down at the floor before murmuring, Rylee and I were in a serious relationship but we broke up last year. Ryan and I have been best friends since we were in pre-school and weve been with the same fire department for the last six years. Im sorry.Julie placed her hand on his arm. Thanks but we should be worryin about Rylee. Its takin too long for her to regain consciousness. Jaeden stared inside of the room and saw that she continued to lie as still as death itself. Im going to be here for the next five hours so Ill keep a close watch on her. Shes stabilized for now so maybe you can get some rest in the family waiting room. Ill come get you if she wakes up. Julie suggested. Jaeden looked at her pleadingly, Cant I sit with her for a little while longer? She quietly sighed, I wish I could let you but if youre caught, both of us would be in trouble. Jaeden ran his fingers through his dark curly hair. Well, when is the next time I can come in to see her? Technically not until nine a.m. He softly hissed between his teeth, Nine a.m.? I cant wait that long without knowin if shes okay! Julie saw that he obviously still loved Rylee so she made a split second decision. If youll get some rest for two hours, Ill let you back in at four a.m. but only for five minutes.

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Five minutes? Jaeden wanted to beg for more time but graciously gave in. Well, can I at least go give her a tiny kiss on the forehead? Sure, why not! Shes needs all of the love and care that we can provide for her in the next few hours and days. Jaeden softly whispered, Youve got that right. He walked back into the glassed-in room and gave Rylee a soft kiss on her forehead before slowly backing out of the room. With his head bowed, he walked toward the door leading to the waiting room. He sat down heavily on the cushioned chair and laid his head against the wall to begin the endless wait for Rylee to regain consciousness. He willed strength to her to wake up and let him know that she was okay so he could somehow begin to put her world back together one tiny piece at the time. The words to Dierks Bentleys song, Come A Little Closer kept playing over and over inside of his head as he thought back to a few short hours ago. It had felt so right to hold her against him as he had breathed in the magnolia-scented body spray she had been wearing. Jaeden felt the tears sliding down his face but didnt bother to wipe them away. He was lost in the world of Rylee Thomas and aching to have her back to complete his world. It would take a miracle for it to happen if shed even allow him anywhere near her again

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Chapter 4 Jaeden was allowed to go in to see Rylee at four a.m. and he had hoped for any glimmer of a sign that she was waking up. Sadly, not one tiny change had taken place as she lay silently like a peacefully sleeping angel. He spent the allowed five minutes holding her hand and willing her to wake up before he returned to the waiting room. Zane and his cousin, Seth, walked out of the elevator and started to walk past the waiting room when they saw him sitting with his head in his hands. Zane walked rapidly into the room and called out quietly to him, Jaeden, hows my sister? Jaeden raised his head and stared bleakly at him, No change at all when I went in to see her five minutes ago. Nothin at all? Zane asked in a panic-stricken voice. Jaeden shook his head. She hasnt budged an inch since I got to her on the accident scene. Well, what have the doctors said? Seth demanded. Its just a wait and see situation. Jaeden stood up and scrubbed his face with his hands in an effort to stay alert. He was exhausted but hadnt dared to close his eyes for even a minute for fear that the nurses wouldnt wake him. I want to see her. Zane started walking to the doorway. Ill verify that you are her brother or they might not allow you to go in. I cant go back in until nine a.m.

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Zane stated firmly, I will be damned if Im waitin until nine a.m. to see my sister! He stalked out of the room and down the short hallway to the ICU door and waited impatiently for Jaeden to get there. Seth tagged along in hopes that they would allow him to go inside since Rylee was like an older sister to him. Chill, dude, theyll let you in to see her. Jaeden pushed the button next to the door to alert the nurses that they were standing outside. Julie walked over to the door and cracked it open. Jaeden, I told you that you cant come back inside until nine a.m. He stepped back so she could see Zane and Seth. No problem but Rylees brother, Zane, and cousin are here to see her. Julie glanced at Zane and then softly squeaked, Omigod! Youre Zane Cameron! Zane automatically flashed his rock star smile before becoming subdued as he remembered just why he was there. Please let me see my sister. We were at a gig in Charlotte and couldnt get here until now. Julie stepped back to let them in and took pity on Jaeden. Lord, Jaeden, come on; youre giving me that sad puppy dog look. As they walked into the unit and Jaeden asked hesitantly, Has there been any change? Julie spoke softly so they wouldnt disturb any of the patients, I wish I had a different answer to give you but its still the same.

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Zane stopped dead in his tracks as he caught the first glimpse of his sister. Oh, shit. Jaeden and Julie noticed him slightly sway and grabbed him in case he started to pass out from the shock of seeing Rylee. Seth felt tears sting his eyes at seeing her hooked up to all of the monitors and lying so still. Jaeden glanced at him and spoke quietly, You okay, Seth? Seth nodded as he looked away to get his emotions under control. Take care of Zane. Julie whispered softly to Zane, Besides the concussion, the rest of her injuries arent serious. She has a broken left wrist, some bruised ribs and the bump on her head is from hitting her head inside of the car. Jaeden spoke up, The airbag cushioned the impact and kept her from gettin hurt worse. She was drivin but they were hit head-on by a drunk driver. The car was torn up pretty bad so Im takin a stab at sayin they were drivin about fifty-five miles-per-hour at time of the impact. Why was Rylee drivin? Zane grabbed Jaedens shirt after he didnt answer for several seconds and demanded, Why arent you answerin me? Jaeden looked him straight in the eyes, Ryan was a little too intoxicated and wasnt very happy about me dancin with your sister. He caused a scene, before draggin her out of the buildin and leavin. They must have been arguin, since something had to distract her, and she didnt see the pickup truck headin straight toward them.
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Zane leaned against the door and held his head in his hands. Omigod. Julie placed her hand on his shoulder to offer some comfort. Zane, lets be thankful for the miracle that shes alive. Jaeden softly murmured, Its truly a miracle. I wish that Ryan had put his seatbelt on so he wouldve made it. Zane gave a silent prayer of thanks for his sisters life being spared. Im sorry about Ryan since yall were best friends and he was Rylees fianc. He looked at Jaeden. How the hell are we gonna tell her? Jaeden shook his head and shrugged his shoulders. I havent figured that out yet, but I think it would be better if I told her unless you want to do it. Zane shook his head as he took a deep breath and slowly let it out. Ill leave it to you. If you dont mind, I need to be with my sister for a few minutes. He and Seth walked into the room and stood on each side of the bed. Tears stung Jaedens eyes as he watched Zane softly caress Rylees cheek. He felt a pain stab his heart at how close they had come to losing her. Jaeden slowly backed away and left them to have some privacy with the girl they loved in different ways. She had Zanes love as a brother, Seths love as a cousin and Jaedens undying love for the rest of her life. He walked back to the waiting room to lie down on the couch to rest his eyes for a moment. Fifteen minutes later, Zane and Seth walked into the waiting room and found Jaeden asleep. They saw the exhaustion showing plainly on his face and left him to
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rest while they went to grab a bite to eat in the coffee shop to pass the time. Three hours later, Denise Wilkins took over from Julie and was as shocked as Julie to find her patient was Rylee. When she checked on her, there was no change in her condition and noted it on the chart. She was concerned that Rylee remained unconscious since it had been eight hours from the approximate time of the accident. Denise decided it was time to page the doctor. When he returned her call, he referred her to a neurologist to evaluate Rylees condition. He felt that further tests were needed to see if any brain swelling had occurred. She paged the neurologist and waited for him to arrive. She walked back into Rylees room and leaned over to speak softly to her. Rylee sweetie, its Denise. Your brother is here to see you, again, so its time to wake up. Rylee didnt budge as the monitor continued to softly beep with the sound of her heartbeat. She was lost in a world of sweet dreams that were too lovely to leave and feel the intense pain she had endured before blacking out immediately following the accident. Denise tucked an extra blanket around her to keep her warm before leaving to check on another of her patients. She missed hearing the whisper of one mans name from Rylees lips. Rylee softly whispered, Jaeden before being lost once again in her dream world. Her dreams were of a dark-haired firefighter whose eyes smoldered sapphire blue in the heat of passion. The man who had loved her for the last three years and slept fitfully on the couch in the waiting room, while waiting for her to awaken from
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the endless silence enveloping her from the first two minutes following the accident. When the neurologist arrived at eight a.m., he examined her and decided they needed to perform another CT scan and MRI to cover all of the bases to determine why she was not waking up. Julie had told Denise that Rylees brother was in the waiting room so she went to tell him that she was being taken for further tests. Denise walked into the waiting room to find the three guys sleeping. They all had chocolate brown hair and even though two of them looked more alike, she wasnt sure which one was Zane. She asked quietly, Excuse me but which of you is Rylees brother? Jaeden woke up instantly since he was used to being awakened by calls when he was on duty at the fire station. He rubbed his eyes and yawned as he sat up and blinked in confusion to find himself in a different environment than his townhouse. He scrubbed his face with his hands and glanced around the room before spotting Zane and Seth asleep on the other couches. The events from the night before slapped Jaeden in the face as he realized where he was. He heard a soft voice asking, Sir, are you Rylees brother? Jaeden looked toward the doorway and saw a pretty blonde-haired nurse waiting patiently for his answer. He shook his head while attempting to hide the yawn that crept up on him. He pointed toward Zane. Hes her brother. Has Rylee regained consciousness? Denise asked hesitantly, Ummm, who are you?
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Jaeden yawned again before he could answer. Sorry, Im exhausted from bein here all night. Im Jaeden MacKenzie. Are you a family member? He shook his head as he replied, Im aware of the HIPPA laws but Im a close family friend. Julie kept me informed of what was goin on all night. Zane sat up and wiped his face as he tried to wake up. He was used to being asleep at this time of the morning since he was a late-night DJ on the radio station WLDS in Charlotte. He saw the nurse in the doorway and asked in a panic-stricken voice, Whats happened to Rylee? Denise shook her head but glanced toward Jaeden, Im only supposed to give out patient information to family members. Zane replied, Jaeden is a close family friend and can be told anything that concerns Rylee so make a note on her chart or whatever youre supposed to do. Denise nodded and cleared her throat. I came to tell you that shes been examined by a neurologist who has ordered another CT scan and MRI to see if theres any brain swelling. Im waiting for someone to take her to get the tests done. Ill let you know when we get the results. Zane panicked at her words, Whatcha mean by brain swellin? Jaeden yawned for the thousandth time before quietly replying, Dude, chill and Ill explain it to you. Its nothin unusual for a patient with a concussion to have some brain swellin. To put it simplywhen a concussion happens the brain is kinda bounced off of the inside of the skull. Most concussions are minor but the one like
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Rylees is the more severe and thats why they admitted her for observation, in case something went wrong and she had to have surgery. Zane jumped up and began to pace back and forth. Shes gonna have to have surgery? Denise spoke up, Only if there is swelling that needs to be relieved. Well, he just said she had to have it! Zane was experiencing a full-blown panic attack. He nervously tugged at his spiked-up hair that hed styled for his gig the night before. Jaeden protested, No, I didnt. I said they admitted her to watch for signs in case she had to have surgery. Dude, youre overreactin! Denise softly murmured, Boy, youre one to talk about overreacting. Jaeden turned his intense gaze toward her. Excuse me? Ive kept my cool the best that I could. He glanced toward Zane, Sorry, dude, I guess you didnt overreact since you misunderstood what I said. Zane mumbled, Its alright. Were all stressed right now. Denise saw two nursing assistants walk out of the elevator and one had paperwork in her hand. Theyre here to get Rylee so I need to get her unhooked from the monitors. You can wait here since theres no reason for you to go with them. Youll miss visiting hours but Ill let you in to see Rylee when they bring her back. Why dont you grab some breakfast in the cafeteria?

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Seth sat up and yawned before shaking his head to wake up. Somebody mention food? Zane laughed, Dude, you always wake up the minute the subject of food comes up. Cmon Jaeden, lets go grab some grub. Jaeden shook his head, Not hungry. Look dude, were gonna eat breakfast and I need you to take care of Rylee so get your butt in that elevator. I need to call Shanna to give her an update since shes probably up with Cameron. Newborn babies have a way of not lettin anybody sleep when theyre hungry. Jaeden nodded his head in agreement. Oh, yeah, yall just had a baby, didnt you? Yep, lil rascal has a great set of vocals too! Man, he can scream bloody murder! Zane laughed as they walked toward the elevator to the cafeteria. Forty-five minutes later, they were back in the waiting room and continued to wait for Rylee to wake up. Around nine-thirty, Denise came to get them for visitation but only allowed two of them in at the time. Seth knew that Jaeden was dying to see her again so he stayed in the waiting room. They walked into Rylees room and took their place on each side of the bed. For what seemed like the millionth time, both were saying their own prayer for her to open her beautiful blue eyes that matched her brothers sapphire blue ones. If only it could be like the fairy tale of Sleeping Beauty and all it would take to wake her was a kiss that Jaeden would gladly place on her soft pink lips.

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Zane bent over her and spoke softly, Rylee Grace, its time to wake up. Youve been lazin around long enough so open those baby blues of yours. He stared intensely at her, praying to see one tiny movement but nothing happened. He felt tears welling up in his eyes as he gazed upon her pale face and noticed the bruises that had appeared since they had been in to see her at five a.m. Jaeden, where did all of these bruises come from? Jaeden stepped closer and let his professional gaze slide over her face. It takes a while for bruises to show up so its nothin to worry about. The airbag must have grazed her because she has some abrasions and there was no broken glass on her side of the car. I know when those airbags deploy its with so much force that its probably what caused her wrist to be broken by slammin it against the door. Zane mumbled, Man, shell have a hissy fit if she sees her face all scratched up. Sure hope it doesnt leave any scars because Ill have to hear her whine for the next million years. Jaeden softly laughed, Well, you know how girls are about their looks but thank god, Rylee has never been one to whine if she breaks a fingernail. He snickered despite the situation, Man, Ill never forget one call we were on and needed Life Flight for a transport. When Rylee tried to subdue this dude, he got nasty and she threatened to kick his ass if he didnt shut up. Zane snickered, Sounds like her. How many times has she threatened to kick ours for aggravatin her?

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Jaeden sobered in a hurry as he thought back on the two years he and Rylee had been together and his heart began to ache even more at the sweet memories. Zane, did Rylee ever tell you why she broke up with me? Zane bit his lip as he considered talking about it but chose not to pursue it. Dude, thats something that you and Rylee need to talk about. Id rather not get into it. I swear I never cheated on her like she thought I did. Jaeden ran his hands over his face and rubbed his temples to stop the headache that was beginning to bother him. He occasionally had a migraine but only if something stressful happened and the last twelve hours had been very stressful! Zane took his eyes off of his sister and stared at Jaeden. He saw the love the dude still had for her and it touched him; making him admit something he had only told to his wife, Shanna. Maybe I shouldnt say this but I wonder if she really loved Ryan or if it was on rebound if you catch my meanin. Jaeden slid his gaze back over her face and thought he saw her softly smile a tiny bit. Zane, did you see her smile or am I imaginin things? I dunno. I was lookin at you! Talk to her and see what happens. Zane leaned on the bed railing and stared intensely at his sisters face; like a mother bird waiting for her baby to fly away from the nest. Jaeden caressed her cheek with his fingertips. Ry baby, its time to wake up. I need to see those gorgeous blue eyes. I know you can hear me so cmon, shug, give me another smile.
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Rylee was sure she heard Jaedens sweet sexy voice calling her and she wanted to be with him so much. She saw him standing far away and she started to run toward him with a smile slowly forming on her lips. Jaeden was always there to hold her and make her feel so loved and safe in his arms. As she began to smile, Jaeden knew she had heard him. He caressed her cheek once again and softly coaxed her to wake up. Cmon babe, Im right here waitin for you. Just reach out for my hand, grab it and dont let go. Remember our favorite song and come a little closer. I love you, Ryalways and forever. Rylee reached out with her right hand and lightly tugged on his shirt. She cracked open her eyes before closing them tighter to shut out the bright lights. She whispered, Jaeden. Jaeden placed his hand over hers and gently squeezed it. Im right here, baby. She barely whispered, Love you. Jaeden was stunned by her words since they were not what he was expecting to hear. He lifted his eyes from her face to look at Zane and saw a satisfied look on his face. Told ya that she still loves you. Jaeden hesitantly asked, I didnt imagine hearin it? Zane snickered, No! Well, tell her you still love her, will ya? Shes waitin to hear you say it. Give her a kiss or something!

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Jaeden glanced at Rylee and saw her staring at him like he was the most gorgeous man shed ever seen. He bent his head and kissed her softly on the lips. Ive always loved you, Ry. I know its been a while since I said it. Ryan wouldve kicked my ass if I had told you again. Rylee looked at him in confusion and whispered, Whos Ryan? Jaeden lifted his eyes from her face to meet Zanes intense questioning stare. They realized at the same moment that Rylee had no idea that Ryan had been her fianc. Jaeden gave Zane a slight nod to play along with him as he more or less avoided telling her the truth. He softly replied, Ryan is my best friend and my partner at the fire station. Rylee was looking around and trying to figure out where she was. She rested her head against the pillow before softly replying, Oh. Where am I? Zane glanced at Jaeden and saw an alarmed look in his eyes. Sissy, youre in the hospital. Rylee looked away from Zane and asked Jaeden, Why am I in the hospital? Jaeden felt a chill slide down his spine as he softly questioned her, Dont you remember bein in a car accident? She shook her head and winced in pain before closing her eyes. I remember kissing you goodbye when you left for work this morning. Jaeden licked his lips and asked one simple question. Ry, what year is this? Rylee sighed, Its 2005, isnt it?

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Oh lord.Rylee Thomas was in worse shape than either Jaeden or her brother had hoped to see. She was alive and awake but thought she was living in the year 2005 when she and Jaeden had been a happy couple. She had wiped out the last three years and completely forgot Ryan Lee Jackson who she had promised to marry on Christmas Eve 2008.

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Chapter 5 The neurologist walked into the room and asked Zane and Jaeden to wait in the waiting room and he would be in to see them after he was finished. Zane started to protest but Jaeden ushered him out of the room. They walked to the waiting room before Zane turned his frustration onto Jaeden. His eyes flashed blue sparks, Just why the hell did you shove me out of the room? Why cant I be in there with Rylee? Calm down and let me explain it to you! Jaeden sat down on a softly padded chair and tented his fingers as he thought of how to explain it in simple terms. Well, make it snappy! Zane stalked over to another chair before wearily settling down to hear the explanation. Seth stared from one to the other before hesitantly asking, Has something else happened to Rylee? Zane pointed his finger toward Jaeden and exclaimed, Yeah, shes awake! But moron, over there, shoved me out of the room before I could talk to the doctor! Jaeden let the snide comment slide since Zane loved his sister and was upset. The doctor needs her undivided attention to see how she reacts to certain stimuli or questions that are asked and we wouldve been a distraction. Seth was trying to follow the conversation but was confused. Wait a minute. You mean that Rylee is awake and talkin?

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Zane answered before Jaeden could even form the first word. Yeah but she doesnt remember who Ryan is and thinks its still 2005! Oh, shit. Seth mumbled. Jaeden looked at them, Its nothin unusual for someone to have amnesia after havin a stage-three concussion, which is what Rylee has. Hopefully, its just temporary and within a day or so, shell remember everything. And if she doesnt? Zane jumped up and started pacing around the small room. Jaeden softly replied, Well just have to be patient and wait but if for some reason, it continues then she would need to see a psychiatrist. Zane stopped pacing, My sister doesnt need a shrink so get that outta your head! Jaeden sighed, Zane, I wasnt insinuatin that shes crazy. Psychiatrists have ways of helpin people get their memories back after accidents. Zane muttered, Im just worried about her. So am I but it doesnt surprise me that she has amnesia. Jaeden sat back and stretched his legs out in front of him. He closed his eyes to think about Rylee. Jaeden knew no boundaries to passion and seduction with his love for Rylee. He had fallen head-overheels in love with her from the beginning and treated her like a princess while going to the ends of the earth to give her anything that she desired. For two years, things had been great until the night he had come home from
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meeting an old high school buddy and his girlfriend in a local Mooresville bar. Rylee had accused him of cheating on her but never gave him the chance to explain that the girl sitting with him was his buddys fiance. A week later, after she had walked out of his life, Rylee went out on a date with Ryan as casual friends and the rest was history. Whenever he and Rylee had run into one another during rescue calls, they remained strictly professional. Otherwise, he had managed to avoid one-on-one contact with her since it was what she had wanted but it hadnt stopped him from being at the fire station for any gettogethers. He had loved her from afar and watched Ryan take his place as they planned a future together. Jaeden couldve had his choice of any female that he met but only one held his heart.Rylee Grace Thomas. Jaeden spoke softly, Just how am I supposed to act since Rylee thinks its 2005? Seth snorted, Well, youve wanted her back for the last year so heres your chance. Jaeden cracked one eye open and looked at him before he calmly replied, Dude, that was kinda insensitive since I just lost my best friend who happened to be her fianc, too. Seth shrugged, Hey, you asked our opinion and I offered mine. Whats that Bon Jovi song Rylee always liked? Jaeden murmured, Livin On A Prayer. Zane spoke softly, Jaeden, have you stopped to think that maybe fate has taken all of this out of your hands and given Rylee back to you?
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Jaeden thought about his words while Seth popped up with another remark. Look, maybe you should just win Rylee back and make your dreams come true. Firefighters spend too much time livin on prayers and life is too short. Jaeden jumped up and fought to keep his temper under control. Im not the one who left her or have yall forgotten that little fact? Zane stood up and glared at him. Maybe she had a damned good reason for leavin! Jaeden clenched his fist in anger. Oh yeah? Well, what none of you know is Im not the one who cheated on her! Ryan was bangin any girl who would let him for the last two months! Why the hell should I believe a word that comes out of your mouth? Zane shouted as he crossed his arms and glared at Jaeden. The air was thick with tension as Jaeden stepped closer to Zane. All it would take was one wrong word to be said before all hell broke loose as Rylees ex-boyfriend and brother stood toe-to-toe, glaring at one another. Seth recognized the warning signs with Zane and stepped between them. Back off, Zane, before you do something youll regret. Zane backed off before hissing between his teeth, Maybe you need to explain to her why the hell you were with some other chick a year ago! Jaeden looked at him in confusion. I tried to explain to her that an old high school buddy was in town with his fiance so she could meet his family. We met for
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a beer and Rylee walked in while he was gone to the bathroom! I havent been with any damned body since the day I met Rylee!! Freakin-A! If I wanted another girl, I could have any of them who throw themselves at firefighters because we look hot in our turnout gear! Zane scoffed at his answer, obviously not believing a word he said. No wonder she walked out on you! You aint even man enough to own up to cheatin on her! Jaeden grabbed hold of Zanes shirt and had his hand balled up into a tight fist ready to hit him. Zane snatched Jaedens arm in a grip that slowly grew tighter and coldly glared at him with an intense stare that chilled Jaeden to the bone marrow. Zanes eyes grew darker than midnight as he hissed softly, I wouldnt do that if I were you. Seth softly warned, Zane, back off before you start some big trouble. Maybe you need to go take a walk and cool off for a minute. Zane let go of Jaedens arm and backed away from him. He walked out of the room and stalked down the hallway to another waiting room where he could be alone with his thoughts. He was close to his sister and all of these events had torn him apart emotionally. A few minutes later the neurologist walked into the room and Seth murmured, Ill get Zane so he can hear what the doctor has to say. He took off out of the room to find his cousin, leaving Jaeden to discuss things with the doctor. Jaeden crossed his arms and looked at the neurologist. Would you mind givin me the straight facts before they get back? I need to know what Im up against with her amnesia.
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The doctor nodded, Ive done a thorough examination and even though, its only a temporary memory loss, Rylee thinks shes living in 2005. The test results were negative for further brain injuries but Im keeping her for another twenty-four hours to observe her. Once Seth returned with Zane, the doctor filled them in and then glanced at them. Which one of you is prepared to take care of Rylee for the next week or so? Seth mumbled, I have a one-bedroom apartment since I havent bothered to find a bigger one yet. Zane sighed, Ill take care of her but Ill be honest and say that with a newborn baby in our house, she wont get much rest. Jaeden stated firmly, Shes goin home with me. Zane narrowed his eyes as he looked at Jaeden, And just how the hell are you gonna keep your hands off of my sister? Ill figure it out! Jaedens temper briefly flared especially since hed seriously had enough of Zanes attitude. Hed thought that they were friends but apparently not! Seth placed his hand on Zanes shoulder and softly spoke, Didnt I tell you barely three minutes ago that what happens between Rylee and Jaeden is out of your control and its their destinynot yours? You have enough to deal with at home so let him take care of her. Zane mumbled, Whatever. Seth hissed, Zane, dont push your luck. You owe him an apology.
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Zane bit back his anger but did as Seth suggested. Sorry, Jaeden. Its just been a bit too much after walkin into ICU to see Rylee lookin like shes at deaths door and then she wakes up and thinks its 2005. I dont know how to handle all of this stuff. No problem, dude. I understand but just remember one thing. I love her and I never cheated on her, regardless of what she or any of you think. Jaeden crossed his arms and waited for a knock-down-drag-out fight if thats what it took to get his point across. If he was guilty of anything, it was covering up Ryans lies for the last two months and not telling Rylee the truth. Zane searched his eyes and saw that he was telling the truth. I think its past time to get that score settled between the two of you. When shes discharged, take her home and give her every ounce of love that you can. The love she had for you is still there. Jaeden softly replied, I hope so. She cant fake what I saw in her eyes when she looked at you. Im sorry I lost my temper. Zane held out his hand in apology. Jaeden shook hands and vowed, Ill take care of her until the day that I die if shell let me but I may have a fight on my hands once she regains her memory. You have an unbreakable bond so fight like hell to keep her. Wed just ended our gig when I got the message about Rylee so I need to go say goodbye to her and go home. Im dead on my feet from lack of sleep. Zane quietly walked out of the room to go back into ICU. Is he gonna be okay? Jaeden asked worriedly.

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Yeah, dont worry, Ill take him home to Shanna and tuck him into bed. J-Man, you need to get some sleep, too. Seth patted him on the shoulder. Im used to bein on duty for twenty-four hour shifts so this is no different. Ill get some sleep later but Im plannin to stay right here at the hospital, tonight. Seth insisted, Dude, you cant sleep in a waitin room so go home. Its gonna be rough once she goes home since no one knows when shell start to remember stuff again. And then all hell could break loose if she decides shes not stayin with you. Jaeden walked over to the window to look outside even though the scenery was of the parking lot. I dont know what to do about takin her to Ryans funeral if she doesnt remember anything. Im sure his parents are gonna want the service held no later than two days from now. Dont take her. Seth shrugged as he walked over to stand next to the doorway. The sunlight that was streaming in from outside began to give him a headache. He reached into his pocket to put on a pair of polarized sunglasses to protect his eyes. Gotta put these on to keep my migraine from gettin worse. Jaeden turned around to look at him. You get migraines, too? Man, theyre a killer especially out in the sunlight. It doesnt help to have one while fightin a fire either since the smoke can make it worse. It must be hereditary because there are more than a few of us in the family who have them. Seth remarked as he leaned against the wall behind him.
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Yeah, I know that Rylee takes prescription medication to prevent them. Jaeden nodded. Zane walked back into the room to announce that he was ready to go home. He told Jaeden that he had explicit orders from Rylee to get his butt in there to see her. Jaeden promised to give them an update later that afternoon after everyone had gotten some much-needed sleep. After they left, he headed toward ICU to spend the afternoon and night with Rylee. Jaeden left under protest when he was made to leave between visiting hours to get something to eat. He called Zane later that afternoon to give updates on her condition so he could call their parents. Spence and Carolyn Thomas wanted to come but Zane insisted that the weather was too bad to drive that far unless Rylee took a turn for the worse. It was a four-hour drive and the weather forecast was still predicted to bring an ice storm in their direction. Jaeden spent a restless night in the family room again since nothing that anyone said could convince him to be less than two minutes from Rylees side. He had made a vow to Ryan and to himself and it was one he intended to keep. He had to prove how much he still loved her and there were days ahead that would be rocky to say the least. He hadnt figured out how he was going to hide his grief of losing Ryan until Rylee was ready to be told the truth. For now, he had to take things one step at a time and help her get better. He didnt know how he was going to pretend it was still 2005. It was going to be hard to keep his emotions under control but he had no choice..no matter how hard it became to stay out of her bed.
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Those thoughts kept him awake for quite awhile until he finally fell into an exhausted sleep. He never knew when one of the nurses came to check on him for Rylee or that she had been told he was sleeping like a baby. Rylee smiled as she thought of how much she loved Jaeden and couldnt wait to marry him. She closed her eyes and dreamed of a gorgeous blue-eyed firefighter named Jaeden MacKenzie holding her in his arms.

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Chapter 6 After being discharged the next day before noon, Rylee begged Jaeden to take her to get some real food since the hospital food had been unappetizing. He cautiously drove to the local drive-in fast food restaurant and ordered cheeseburgers and Cokes. He really wasnt sure how to get her clothes from her apartment since it would bring up the subject of why they werent living together any longer. While he was pondering how to handle the situation, Rylee took matters out of his hands. She turned toward him and softly laughed. Youre fidgety so what have you done? He murmured while fidgeting with the keys hanging from the ignition, I havent done anything wrong. Rylee placed her right hand over his. Jaeden, you always fidget with things when youre nervous or have something to hide so why dont you just spit it out? Jaeden looked out of the window at the busy street and tried to think of a way to answer her. The more he delayed telling her about them not being together, the worse it would be but he didnt want to ruin these peaceful moments between them. Once he told her, all hell would break loose like a category four hurricane. He would be bombarded with questions that he wasnt ready to answer. Since obviously something was bothering him that he didnt want to share with her, Rylee patiently waited but chose not to push the issue. She decided to forget it and find out later what was bugging him. Im going to miss working for a few weeks while my wrist heals.
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Well, babe, you cant exactly lift patients onto gurneys with a broken wrist. Jaeden sighed in relief since she had changed the subject but his relief was short-lived by her next question..one that he had been dreading because he knew what was coming next. Rylee threw a fastball at him with no warning. Will you please tell me how the accident happened? Everyone has avoided answering me whenever Ive asked. He silently groaned and also tried to avoid giving her an answer. Ry, I would prefer to wait until we get home to explain it. She slapped her leg in frustration. For heavens sake, I was in a car accident! I have the right to know what happened! I thought you, of all people, would understand that its only upsetting me not to know! Jaeden softly patted her leg. Baby, calm down. Youre not supposed to get upset and stress over stuff. Dont pat me on the leg like Im a dog! She shoved his hand away with her left arm and winced as a pain shot through her wrist encased in the cast. Oww! Jaeden reached behind them, quickly grabbed his jacket and balled it up before placing it under her wrist. Baby, calm down. I will not calm down until I get the answers I deserve to know! Yes, you will or so help me, Ill force a sedative down your throat to make you calm down! Youre pissin me off with your attitude. Rylee muttered angrily, You can go straight to hell, Jaeden MacKenzie.
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He glared at her. For the past two days, Ive done nothin except worry about you and never left the hospital! They had to make me leave your side and I barely got any sleep! You couldve died in the accident and then I really would be livin in hell without you! His words stunned her and they stared at one another while trying to catch their breath. Jaeden could see that she was on the verge of tears and he felt like crap for yelling at her. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly, Rylee, Im sorry for yellin at you. I know you want answers but its not the time to discuss it so, please calm down. It was aggravating her that no one was giving her the answers she wanted but she wasnt up to war games with him either. She nodded and suddenly a pain shot through her head. She winced and laid her head against the back of the seat. She took a deep breath and tried to ignore the throbbing pain which was beginning to make her nauseous. Jaeden noticed the pain in her eyes and grabbed the bag of samples the nurse had given to her until he could get her prescriptions filled. He found the pain medication and opened the bottle to shake out one of the tablets. He handed it to her and opened a bottle of water he had bought earlier in the coffee shop. Sip some water and take this pill. The waters still cold so it wont taste cruddy. Rylee placed the tablet on her tongue before taking a few sips from the bottle he handed to her. It would take several minutes for the medication to work so she closed her eyes to block out the sunlight and whispered, Thank you for taking care of me.
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He softly murmured, Ill always take care of you as long as youll let me. She thought his answer was weird and rather confusing so she hesitantly asked, Why shouldnt I let you? When he didnt answer, she slowly opened her eyes to find him staring off into space. Jaeden, why wont you tell me whats bothering you? He turned toward her and noticed the drive-in server walking toward them. Ry, its not something that I can explain in less than a minute. Our lunch is already here and Im starvin and you must be hungry. He paid for their food and put the drinks in the holder before settling the bag on his lap to take out the burgers. He handed one to her but she refused to take it. She pushed his hand away from her. Im not hungry anymore. Jaeden frowned, Well, Rylee Grace, thats too bad because you have two choices. You can eat it or I can force-feed you. He wasnt taking no for an answer and shoved the cheeseburger into her hand. Rylee mumbled, You sure are being bossy, today. She laid the foil-wrapped burger in her lap and carefully opened it with one hand. When she found it was too big to handle, she burst into tears as the frustration of the past two days hit her and she wailed, I cant even pick up a stupid cheeseburger! He sighed and laid aside his still-wrapped burger before leaning over to give her a hug. He softly murmured, Its okay, Ry. Babe, theres no need for tears.
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She sniffled, I might as well be a baby again! I cant do anything with one hand! Jaeden spoke before he thought about his words, Rylee, if you had seen the damned car, youd realize just how lucky you are to be alive instead of bein dead like. She waited for him to continue and when he didnt, she asked, Being dead like.? Jaeden refused to answer as he picked up her cheeseburger and tore it in half. That should be easier to handle so, eat while its still hot. He turned back to his own cheeseburger and opened it, forced himself to eat even though he didnt have much of an appetite either. He watched out of the corner of his eye as Rylee picked up half of the burger and bit into it before wolfing it down like she had been deprived of food for several days. He softly snickered, I guess its safe to say that you didnt like the hospital food very much but, then again, you only picked at it. Rylee faked gagging sounds. Have you ever tried to eat that stuff they pass off as food? Jaeden shrugged his shoulder. Cant say that I have, but its been a few years ago when I was a patient after breakin my leg in two places while tryin to pretend I was Evel Knievel on a motorcycle. Rylee began to laugh but cried out as a wave of pain suddenly sliced through her head. She closed her eyes and then felt Jaedens warm fingers gently massaging her neck. Ummm that feels so good. Just relax, babe, youre too tense. He continued to gently work on the knots in her neck and thought about how he would love to massage other parts of her body with his hands.
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Rylee murmured, Stop thinking those bad boy thoughts. Jaeden whispered against her neck, Its not my fault that youre temptin me. She giggled, Nothing says that we cant continue this when we get home. He felt his stomach turning somersaults at the thought of lying naked in bed while making love to her and holding her warm body against his. He was temporarily lost in his thoughts for a minute as memories flashed through his head of the nights they had shared lying in bed together. He hadnt realized that his hand had stilled until Rylee complained, Why did you stop? It was so relaxing and I was ready to purr like a kitten. He would love to make her purr with the touch of his fingers trailing down her baby soft skin heading toward that hidden place, making her cry out his name. The temptation of having her in his townhouse again was going to be more than hed be able to bear but he had vowed to take care of her. She covered a yawn that suddenly sneaked up on her. Im getting a little tired again, so can we please go home? Sure thing, babe, but I need to make a stop on the way to get a few of your clothes. He crammed the last of his burger into his mouth and quickly chewed before taking a long drink of his Coke. Rylee looked at him in confusion. Why arent my clothes at our house?
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Jaeden turned on the ignition and backed out carefully before answering her question. We havent been livin together for the last few months. His answer completely stunned her since the last thing she remembered after waking up in the hospital was kissing him goodbye before they left for work. We havent? Did we have a fight or something? Jaeden softly mumbled, More like or something than a fight. She groaned in exasperation and balled up their trash to throw it into the paper bag. Are we going to play games with this question, too? Jaeden glanced at her and saw the frustration showing on her face again. Ry, just please be patient for a few more minutes and Ill tell you everything you need to know. She laid her head against the seat and turned toward him. Promise? Yes, maam. He gave her a small salute and pulled out onto the street after waiting for some cars to go past. He decided to go to the closest pharmacy on the corner of Main St. and Hwy Number 3 and go through the drivethru to leave her prescriptions. He gave the information to the pharmacy clerk and agreed on a time to come back later to pick them up. He headed toward the townhouse he had bought overlooking Lake Norman. Rylee remained quiet during the ride and watched the passing scenery as Jaeden drove through the traffic. It seemed that she had missed something vitally important that had happened in their lives. She had to figure out a way to make him give the answers she needed to hear but she didnt have a clue how she was
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going to accomplish it. Until he was ready to talk, Jaeden would stubbornly keep his thoughts to himself better than any bank vault securely guarded around the clock. A few minutes later, he drove up into the driveway and turned off the ignition before walking around to help Rylee out of the truck. They walked slowly to the porch where he opened the front door. Jaeden stepped back to let her walk past him into the home they used to share. It was bittersweet to watch her walk into the living room. He closed the door before he walked over to the loveseat next to the couch and eased himself down onto the oversized cushions. Rylee settled down onto the couch where they had spent many nights snuggling together only to end up making love. She watched every move he made as he looked everywhere but at her. Oh lord, what had happened between them to cause the pain in his eyes? Jaeden had no clue what her last memory was of them together but decided to ask. Whats the last thing you remember about us? Rylee looked around the room before gazing at him, I remember living here with you and being happy. Jaeden began speaking so softly that she barely heard him, Ry, before I begin to tell you everything that has happened, please remember one thing.I have loved you from the moment I met you and havent stopped for one second. I love you even more than I ever thought was possible. For the last year, Ive wondered why you wouldnt believe me when I tried to explain that I never cheated on you. I was not with the girl in the bar like you thought.
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Rylee studied him and saw the pain he was trying so hard to hide. Jaeden, Im sorry if I hurt you. I dont recall anything about seeing you in a bar and if I did, it had to be something drastic to make me walk out on you. I love you so much that I dont think Id want to survive without you in my life. He mumbled, Well, youve managed to do it for the last year. He waited for a few seconds to give her time to absorb what he had said. He stared into her blue eyes that were begging for forgiveness. She asked, Will you please forgive me? He slowly shook his head and softly replied, When you remember everything from the past year and still want my forgiveness, Ill give it to you but not until I know that you honestly mean it. What happened to make you feel this way? Dont you love me anymore? Her lips trembled as tears filled her eyes. He slapped his hand into the palm of his left hand. Baby, you walked out on me and wouldnt believe that I love you so much I would never touch another girl. You went out with my best friend, Ryan, who swept you off of your feet! Who is Ryan? Rylee demanded. You still dont remember Ryan at all? Rylee shook her head, I vaguely remember someone named Ryan but it doesnt ring any bells. Should it? Jaeden rubbed his hand over his face and looked at her. Rylee, you met him shortly after we started goin out three years ago.
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She stared at him with a vacant look on her face as if she still didnt understand. Well, just because he was your friend doesnt mean I knew him that well. He mumbled, Oh, you knew him pretty well. Well, quit beating around the bush and just tell me how well I knew him! He was my best friend and when you left me, you started goin out with him the very next week! Jaeden jumped up and walked over to the sliding door to stare out at the sparkling waters of Lake Norman. He was pissed off because he had let her push him and now he had snapped at her when she didnt deserve to be treated that way. He sighed and turned to see her staring at a picture of them that he had kept from a camping trip to the mountains. She whispered, Werent we happy when we lived together? Jaeden walked over to the couch and sat down next to her. I thought we were. I still dont know what you thought you saw in the bar that night. I came home after meetin Brandon and Lindsay for a quick get-together while they were back in town visitin his family. He met Lindsay in California when he went to San Jose State and decided to stay out there with her. Brandon came home to introduce her to his family since hed asked her to marry him. Whatever you thought you saw, there was nothin to it. Rylee defended herself, Maybe I wouldnt have left if you had explained it to me. Jaeden looked away from her. At first you wouldnt tell me why you were actin the way you were doin. I
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mean, you went from bein lovin and attentive to cold as ice and ignorin me. When you finally told me what you thought you saw, you wouldnt believe a word I said. A week later, you packed your stuff and left. Ryans girlfriend had broken up with him and he was down in the dumps so he said he asked you out as a friend. If Im supposed to be living with him, why isnt he here? Jaeden stood up and walked over to the fireplace and grabbed a few logs to build a fire. I dont want to talk about Ryan, anymore. Dont I have the right to be with him? Rylee demanded. He doesnt live in Mooresville, anymore. He stacked the logs and grabbed some kindling to add to it. Youre refusing to tell me where he is? Rylee couldnt believe that once again he was refusing to give her answers she deserved to know. She fell back against the cushions and winced as a pain shot through her ribs but bit her lip to keep from crying out. She carefully curled into a protective ball and crossed her arms while praying that Jaeden didnt pick up on the pain she was feeling. Jaeden lit the kindling and watched as it began to steadily burn and caught the log above it on fire. When he was satisfied that it was going to build into a nice cozy fire, he pulled the glass doors closed to keep the embers from sparking outside of the screen. He stood up and brushed his hands off before looking at the girl he loved so much. She had curled into a ball in the corner of the couch. Despite her concussion, he could tell from the stubborn way her arms were crossed that she was up for
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a fight to get the answers that she wanted. He didnt realize that she was holding her ribs to try and minimize the pain. It was going to be a long afternoon and he wondered how much damage it would cause if he told her plain and simple just what had happened to Ryan. He knew the basic medical treatment for concussions was rest but when it came to the lowdown on amnesia, he didnt have a clue how to proceed. He was afraid that the truth would be too much of a shock for her to handle on top of everything else. He walked over to the sound system underneath the TV and turned on the radio and his luck would have it that the Dierks Bentley song, Come A Little Closer happened to be playing. He turned toward Rylee and saw that her face had paled whiter than chalk and he knew that she had remembered something of New Years Eve. Rylee stared at Jaeden as a tiny picture flashed through her mind and she saw the two of them dancing to this song. He was wearing the same blue shirt hed had on when she opened her eyes in the hospital to see him standing beside of her bed. The flash lasted less than fifteen seconds but she knew that something terrible had happened that night. She whispered, What happened when we danced to this song? Jaeden crossed his arms and glared at her. Ive told ya that I dont want to talk about Ryan, anymore! He was there with us? Rylee waited for his answer but he refused to give her one. She was fed up with his avoidance of answering her questions. Dammit, Jaeden, answer me!
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He lost his temper without meaning to do so. Rylee, quit askin me all of these questions! Im not gonna tell you anything else, right now, so let it go! He stalked out of the townhouse and slammed the door, leaving her staring after him and wondering just what the hell had happened to throw him into a tizzy! She was tempted to call Zane but if he knew, he wouldnt tell her, either. She settled down to patiently wait for Jaeden to return and give her the answers she deserved to know. The warmth of the fireplace made her drowsy along with the pain medication she had taken earlier for her headache and before long; she had drifted off to sleep. Twenty minutes later, Jaeden walked back in and felt his heart melt at seeing her asleep on the couch. He walked quietly to the linen closet to get an extra blanket to cover her so she wouldnt become chilled. The temperature outside was dropping like a rock and the ice storm that was predicted for that night was approaching faster than they thought. Jaeden left a note, letting her know that he was gone to pick up her medications and clothes, along with a few groceries in case they were held captive inside by the storm. He stopped by the fire station to check in to see how they were faring without him but made it plain that he was not ready to talk about Ryan. He wanted to find out about Ryans funeral and the service was planned for two days later if the weather permitted. Jaeden assured them that Rylee would be fine once she regained her memory and healed from her other injuries. No one said a word when he told them that she was staying with him. Ryan had been their brother for six years and they would pay their respects to his family but
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Jaeden was very much alive and part of this same brotherhood. They owed him their friendship and loyalty and hed have each of them standing by his side helping him get through the funeral and every day, afterwards. Their friendships were made for a lifetime and if he and Rylee worked things out, then so be it. Life was too short to worry about anything except for saving lives and spending time with their families.

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Chapter 7 When Jaeden arrived home and found Rylee awake, he had a sinking feeling in his stomach when he saw that she had the newspaper scattered across her lap and onto the floor. He kicked the door closed to keep out the icy wind and headed toward the kitchen. His arms were loaded with enough groceries to feed them for three days. He set the bags onto the counter. Hey, babe, feelin better since youve had a nap? Rylee didnt make a sound so he shrugged and tried to ignore the icy glare she was giving him. I guess not! It seems to be as cold in here as it is outside. Rylee stood up with the front page of the newspaper in her right hand and walked into the kitchen. She seemed much taller than her petite height of five-footthree as she shook the newspaper in his face. When were you going to tell me that Ryan died in the accident I was in? Jaeden calmly looked at her, When I thought you were ready to hear it. And when was that going to be? Ten years from now? She threw the paper at him and the battle was on. Calm down, Ry. Dont tell me to calm down! You knew that I was driving the car and Ryan died but you deliberately kept it from me! Jaeden leaned against the counter and crossed his arms while gazing down at this tiny spitfire who was madder than a wet cat at the moment. You need to stay calm since youre dealin with a severe concussion.

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I could give a rip about a concussion! She glared up into his face only to see his eyes shoot blue sparks in her direction. Jaeden spoke very softly, indicating that his temper was ready to explode. Rylee, you may not give a rip but I do, so if youre smart, youd better go sit down. She stood her ground, leaving him no choice but to scoop her up into his muscular arms. Put me down this instant or so help me! He laughed and held her tightly against him while walking to the couch. Whatcha gonna do..kick my butt, babycakes? He felt Rylee stiffen in his arms before she yelled, What did you just call me? Jaeden looked down to see her face had paled whiter than a ghost. He gently set her down. I called you babycakes. Images of being inside of the Mustang with Ryan and hearing him call her by the same name flashed through her head. She fast-forwarded like a high-speed camera and felt the intense pain as the pickup truck slammed into them. She burst into tears as every single memory of New Years Eve rushed at her full-force and overwhelmed her. Rylee backed away and slapped at his hand as Jaeden reached out to touch her. She screamed, Why did you have to ask me to dance? Why couldnt you have just left me alone? He was stunned by her words since he hadnt expected her to regain her memory this soon. He
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cautiously asked, Ry, what do you remember from New Years? Everything! She fell into a heap on the couch and covered her face with a throw pillow. Her shoulders shook with heart-wrenching sobs while Jaeden longed to hold her but knew she would only rebuff him. Rylee baby, you dont know how many times Ive wished that I hadnt asked you to dance but Ill never regret holdin you in my arms again. Ill love you until I take my last breath. He knelt next to her and gently laid his hand on her arm. That might come sooner than you think if you dont leave me alone! She tried to shove his hand away but he held fast to her arm. They silently stared at one another and tried to get their emotions under control. Jaeden fought to keep from carrying her upstairs to the bedroom they used to share while Rylee was trying to block out the feelings that she still had for him. She closed her eyes and tried to concentrate on anything except the man kneeling in front of her but it was a task too hard to overcome. Jaeden had started the slow game of seduction two nights ago and Rylee knew exactly where it would lead if she allowed it to happen.straight into his bed. As Billy Curringtons song, Must Be Doin Somethin Right began to play on the radio, they looked at one another. There was too much chemistry between them and neither could break the trance which locked them together until the song was over. Rylee whispered, Why do you still love me? If youre lookin for an apology because I love you, you wont get it. The sooner you face that you still love
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me, the sooner we can work things out. Ive waited patiently for a year and life is passin us by so get it together before you lose me, too. I cant just turn off the feelings that Ive had for Ryan! Jaeden softly smiled, Ry, if you really loved him, you wouldnt have danced with me to our song. Im givin you six months to realize you still love me and well either be plannin our weddin or Im leavin Mooresville for good. I cant live the way that I have for the past year, knowin that I cant have you. He caressed her cheek before standing up to walk to the kitchen. He started taking the groceries out of the bags. Im bakin the teriyaki pineapple chicken that you used to like so much. Rylee murmured, I still do. Good and I assume that you still like wild rice and green bean casserole also. It might be close to seven p.m. before we eat since the chicken has to marinate for a couple of hours. Jaeden put the chicken into a baking dish and washed his hands before drying them. Then he opened the bottle of teriyaki sauce and mixed some brown sugar to sweeten it. He poured the sauce over the chicken and placed some foil over it before setting the dish into the refrigerator to marinate. He would add the pineapple later while baking it. Rylee sat down on a barstool to watch him work his magic. Jaeden had always been the better cook when they had lived together. She rested her left arm on the counter and flexed her fingertips to help ease the stiffness from being immobile.
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He noticed her flexing her fingers. You need any of your pain medication? Not right now. She paused for a few seconds before murmuring. Jaeden, Im sorry. He looked up from can of green beans he was holding in his hand. Sorry for what? Her soft blue eyes met his intense blue gaze and she saw the love smoldering for her. For breaking your heart and believing that you had cheated on me. Apology accepted if youll forgive me for causin the argument you had with Ryan. Rylee reached up to caress his cheek and murmured, Ryan was always jealous of you so you didnt directly cause the fight. She yearned to push his unruly curls out of his face but looked away from him as she felt tears burning her eyes. He was jealous of me? Rylee nodded and Jaeden took her face in his hands forcing her to look at him. Ry, we have a bond that refuses to be broken. The only way Ill walk away from you is if you tell me that you dont love me. Im not sure that I ever stopped loving you but Im confused because I love Ryan too. Answer two questions for me..did you ever let him call you, Ry? Only once but I bit his head off so he never did it again. Jaeden felt a wave of satisfaction wash over him at that tidbit since it had been his personal nickname for her. Question twowhy did you freak out when I called you babycakes?
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Ryan wanted to make me angry so he wouldnt feel guilty since hed caused a scene at the country club. He knew I hated being called babycakes. I told him it sounded insulting and he said If it walks and quacks like a duck, it must be a duck. Those were the last words he said to me. Jaeden muttered a few choice words under his breath. He wouldve put his fist into Ryans mouth if hed still been alive. Ill just keep my opinion to myself since what I have to say aint nice. He snatched up the can of cream of mushroom soup to see how much milk to use for green bean casserole. The sound of sleet pinging against the kitchen window distracted him from the frustration he was feeling. Good thing I took care of stuff ahead of time since it looks like the storm is already here. She softly laughed, Arent firefighters always prepared for the unexpected? Depends on what the unexpected is. He looked into her blue eyes and saw the hint of the same love he had glimpsed on New Years Eve. Jaeden.. The can of soup fell out of his hand, hit the counter and rolled onto the floor as he wrapped his arms around her. He pulled her tightly against him before he bent his head and whispered softly, Dont say anything to break this spell. Rylee opened her mouth and he put his fingers against her lips. Shhhh, not another word. He brushed his lips against hers, letting the kiss deepen for a brief moment before scooping her up into his arms. He headed toward the couch in front of the cozy
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inviting fire. They had more than enough time for working things out as the chicken marinated for two hours. Jaeden laid her on the couch and eased down on top of her. He didnt want to hurt her since she had bruised ribs and minor aches. He softly murmured, We wont go any further than you want to but I want you so much. There was only one way to find out if what she was feeling for him was still love or just sweet memories. Rylee whispered, Make love to me. Jaeden looked at her questioningly, Are you sure? She nodded and pulled his head down to capture another kiss, like he had given to her moments earlier. She entwined her fingers in his hair and grasped some of the wavy locks as their kiss deepened. Their clothes were the only barricade between the paradise Jaeden could give to her or saying no. She felt his hand sliding underneath her sweater creating an agonizing trail toward her breasts. As if on cue, their song, Come A Little Closer started playing over the radio. Jaedens hand cupped her breast and he slowly stroked her nipple with his thumb; the fire inside both of them slowly igniting from smoldering embers into a full-fledged inferno. Rylee softly moaned as he brushed his lips against hers. I love you, Ryan. Fury flowed through his veins as Jaeden yanked his hand from underneath her sweater. He sat up to stare at her in disbelief while trying to keep his temper under control. But the little green monster called jealousy was making it almost impossible.
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Go take a nap or a bubble bath but just get out of my sight! Rylee looked up into his furious blue eyes and wondered why he was so angry with her. What changed in less than five seconds? What did I do? Just what the hell is my name? She looked in confusion at him, Thats a stupid question, Jaeden! He shot daggers at her as he stood up and towered over her, Its stupid of me to think that you could still love me! What are you talking about? What did I do wrong? He shouted, You said I love you, Ryan! Not Jaeden.. but freakin Ryan! She covered her face with a throw pillow and whispered, Oh, dammit. Yeah oh, dammit! It was only natural to make the mistake of calling him by the wrong name but damn, it hurt like hell to be called by his best friends name! Common sense was telling him to shut up and back off since she had only remembered everything a few minutes ago. But this was a time when Jaeden MacKenzie did not use common sense! I shouldve known better than to ask for a miracle to be with you, again. I had to use up all of the miracles, just prayin for you to wake up. He mumbled as he stalked over to the fireplace, snatched the fire poker and opened the glass door to take his anger out on the burning logs.
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Rylee murmured, Im sorry I called you by the wrong name. He spun around and spoke before thinking about the words that escaped from his mouth. Right now, I really dont give a damn if youre sorry because I honestly dont believe one word of it. Jaeden turned back toward the fireplace and poked at the logs. He watched as the bottom one burned in two and the pieces fell into the glowing embers below. He took the hooked side of the poker to shuffle the remaining logs around. Once he had everything to his liking, he added another log to the blaze and closed the screen. He left the glass doors open to release the heat into the room. As the sweet loving moments slowly fizzled away, Jaeden stood watching the fire dancing around the logs like a ballerina. He shouldve let things slide and ignored being called Ryan but he had let his anger take control of the situation. He was madder at himself than he was at Rylee. He walked over to the French doors leading out onto the covered deck to get a couple of logs to bring back inside for later. When he stepped back inside, he stacked the logs on top of the others next to the fireplace before glancing around the room. He didnt see Rylee anywhere and it was definitely his fault if she had walked out on him again. Much to his relief, her luggage was still sitting on the floor and she wouldnt have left without it. He saw her tote bag was missing from the table where he had left it earlier. It was full of her necessities such as shampoo, makeup and the other stuff girls need to make an impression on the men in their lives.
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Jaeden quickly ran upstairs to check on her and skidded to a stop when he got to the top of the landing. He heard water running in the bathtub and remembered that Rylee always liked to take a bath when she was stressed. He tapped softly on the door and waited for her to open it. Rylee cracked the door open. If you want to rip me to shreds again, youll have to wait. Im going to take a bubble bath and I really dont feel like any interruptions. Jaeden cleared his throat and fidgeted with the pager on the side of his belt. Im sorry for losin my temper. I honestly dont believe one word of it. Rylee slammed the door in his face and left him with his mouth hanging open as his earlier words were thrown back at him. He grinned and shook his head as he took the stairs two at a time to put supper together. In case of a power outage, he could cook the chicken on the gas grill beneath the deck covering but there was no way to cook the green bean casserole or the wild rice He walked over to the sound system and loaded a few CDs that he knew Rylee liked. One of them being the Dierks Bentley Modern Day Drifter among other rocking country music CDs. Jaeden was the typical good ol Southern boy who loved wearing t-shirts and tight-fitting jeans. He loved listening to country music, having fun with his friends and being the proper gentleman when he had to be. He was set on winning Rylees heart again no matter what it took. It wasnt going to be an easy task to accomplish but
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he would have her back into his bed and his life before the week was out. He danced his way into the kitchen and sang along with the song playing on the CD. He tossed a can of green beans into the air, spun around in a circle and caught it before it hit the floor. He opened it and poured the green beans into a bowl when the lights flickered for a brief moment. Mother Nature, I dont need any power failures yet! He hurriedly mixed the soup with milk and poured it over the green beans before sprinkling the toasted onion bits over the top. He popped the dish into the oven and turned it on to begin baking. He poured the box of rice into a pot and added water to let it cook. The chicken still had an hour to marinate before he could begin to bake it. Jaeden walked over to the refrigerator and took out a bottle of beer. He twisted the lid off and took a few swallows. He tried to put himself into Rylees place to see how she had felt during the past year. Since he had spent the last year watching her with Ryan, he could truly understand the jealousy shed felt about seeing him sitting in a booth with another girl. He snorted as he thought of the times he wanted to kick Ryan for stealing Rylee away from him. Yep, that little green monster could sure ruin a lot of things in life if someone chose to believe what their head told them instead of their heart. He had never given up hope of winning Rylee back, even when he had heard about her engagement to Ryan. Life has a way of coming full circle if you only have the patience to wait for whats the most important.
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While soaking in the bubble bath, Rylee was considering Jaedens feelings. The guilt of knowing she had needlessly hurt him was overwhelming and the tears slid down her cheeks. She thought back on the night in the bar when she had seen him with another girl while laughing like a hyena at something she had said. She shouldve believed him when he tried to explain the girl was Brandons fiance. Instead, she let her jealousy win and lost the one guy who truly loved her. How was she ever going to convince him that she had been wrong and make it up to him? Jaeden placed candles on the table for a romantic supper and looked up as Rylee walked down the stairs. She was wearing a black velvet robe and it took his breath away. It was emphasizing every curve of her luscious body. He prayed that she was wearing something underneath it or he wouldnt be able to swallow his own saliva, much less any of the food he was cooking. Rylee paused at the bottom of the staircase to draw his attention. When she stepped down, her robe slid open to flash a glimpse of her trim legs. Jaeden closed his eyes and prayed for the inner strength to keep his hands off of her. He leaned his strong forearms onto the tabletop and tried to regain his composure before looking at her again. Rylee sat down on the couch and curled up while allowing the robe fall open to expose her shapely thigh. She slowly leaned over to pick up a magazine and gave him a clear shot of the cleavage hidden by the edges of her robe. Jaeden softly groaned and began to harden like the Rock of Gibraltar. There was no way to hide the obvious
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bulge in the front of his tight-fitting jeans. He was a goner and they both knew it as their eyes briefly met. Blasted female knew exactly what she was doing to him! She was obviously not reading the magazine that she was flipping through. She had a hint of a smile on her lips. Something wrong, Jaeden? He wanted to yell that she was driving him totally insane with lust but he was going to play this game she had set into motion. Nope! Not a thing wrong, babe! Rylee smirked, Liar liar.pants on fire! He mumbled, Theyre hot enough to be on fire. Rylee smothered a giggle that threatened to escape. You look kinda antsy. like something is crawling around inside of your jeans. Only damned thing I want in my jeans is you. I like my dessert last. when its as delicious as you. She stuck her finger in her mouth before she slowly slid it out and teasingly licked her fingertip. Ohhh babeee. Jaeden moaned in agony as he ran for the door leading outside to the deck.He was in desperate need of a cold shower but the icy temperatures would work just as well for the moment. Rylee leaned back against the cushions and softly snickered.Her plan to seduce Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie was falling into place! She would have her gorgeous firefighter back before the week was out. She had been totally insane to walk out of his life and think she could live without him. She softly whispered, I did love you, Ryan, but there will never be another like Jaeden MacKenzie so please forgive me and be happy for us.
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Rylee glanced toward the deck and saw Jaeden pacing furiously back and forth and knew that he was fighting a losing battle. She began to plan the rest of her seduction and prayed for a power outage. It would definitely drive them into one anothers arms to cuddle in front of the fire to stay warm. Thank you, Mother Nature, for the extra help! She giggled about the look on his face when she had begun to draw him into her web of seduction, like a black widow spider. She would spare his heart since she was reclaiming it, along with his gorgeous body for the rest of her life.

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Chapter 8 The storm intensified outside like a maniac going mad with an ice crushing machine as the sleet continued to fall. Jaeden was glad it was his four-day break but he was worried about his brother firefighters on duty and prayed that no one was out on the roads. The electricity finally gave up the fight to remain on as one ice-coated tree limb after another brought down the power lines. Luckily, the green bean casserole and rice were cooked so all Jaeden had to do was cook the chicken on the gas grill. Only problem was enduring the bone-chilling temperature but better to be an icicle than continuing to be driven insane by looking at Rylee wearing that soft velvet covering her luscious body. He leaned against the counter and looked outside at the icy wonderland. He shivered as he felt Rylees arms slide around his waist; either from her touch or anticipating the icy temperature hed have to endure while cooking the chicken. He was sure it was Rylee since the slightest touch of her hand drove him wild with wanting her back in his arms. Rylee snuggled against him. Mmmm youre nice and warm. Lord, the girl was intent on driving him out of his mind! Jaeden softly groaned as he turned to face her. She gave him a mischievous smile implying that she knew what she was doing to him since she had to be naked underneath that robe! Rylee drove the point home as she moved between his legs and purposely rubbed against the bulge in his jeans. Oh babyhe felt himself growing harder by the second! She slid her eyes from his groin all the way to his
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face and saw the smoldering look in his eyes. It seems that we have a little problem developing but then again there is nothing little about you. The corners of his mouth turned up as he gave her a hint of a wicked grin. Rylee, youre such a naughty girl. Am I going to be punished for being such a naughty girl? She ran her hand over his chest, where his tight t-shirt only emphasized his abs underneath. Jaeden softly laughed, What I have in mind is far from bein punished. And just what would that be? She licked her lips in anticipation of his answer. Cant tell ya because its a surprise and I know how much you like surprises. He gave her a quick kiss. Now, if you want to eat, I need to go outside and put this chicken on the grill. Rylee glanced over at the stove, Why dont you cook it on the Jenn Air grill? Its too messy to clean up afterwards and I need a distraction outside because if I stay in here with you, our supper will never be cooked. And whats wrong with that? She traced his lips with her fingertips and slid her arms around his waist to hold him close. Ry, as much as I want you for a three-course meal, I need some actual food to keep up my strength. So, anything romantic is gonna have to wait. He caressed her cheek before gently removing her arms from his waist. He stepped around her to pick up the dish of chicken,
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grabbed a battery-powered lantern and walked out onto the deck. Rylee shivered as the blast of cold air rushed inside. She fought the urge to drag Jaeden back inside and over to the couch to pounce on him. She walked slowly to the couch to sort through her feelings about both guys. She wanted him so much even as Ryans face kept flashing through her head. Had she really loved Ryan or had her feelings been on rebound? She knew that she had never gotten over Jaeden MacKenzie. It was why she had refused to have any contact with him except during rescue calls. She wouldnt hesitate for one instant to be with Jaeden like it had been before shed seen him in the bar. Jaeden walked inside to wash the raw chicken juice from the dish so it wouldnt cause food poisoning later. He noticed that Rylee appeared to be lost in her thoughts so he gave her the space that she needed. He knew she was confused by all of the events that had happened. One minute she had been engaged to Ryan and the next, she had awakened from an accident and thought it was 2005. Jaeden knew without a doubt that Ryan had loved Rylee but what about her true feelings for Ryan? He thought back to something Zane had mentioned. had Rylee really loved Ryan or had it been on rebound? How could she jump back into a relationship with him after losing Ryan barely two days ago? Could she even make a decision on any relationship at this point? The firelight wasnt helping the situation since it was only setting a romantic scene to the room. Rylee looked even more beautiful as the firelight flickered across her face and body with mysterious shadows emphasizing the hidden places he wanted to place his
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mouth and hands. He ached to lay her down on the rug in front of the fireplace and make love to her like he used to do on cold winter nights. Jaeden was lost in his thoughts and didnt notice that Rylee was gazing wistfully at him. She saw the longing on his face that was evident on hers also. A magnetic force was slowly drawing them closer than ever and would only end in an earth-shattering explosion when they finally gave into their feelings for one another. Rylee walked over to the bookcase and thumbed through his CD collection to find Bon Jovis Lost Highway CD. She picked up a portable CD player and walked back to the couch. She put the CD into the player and found the track of Make A Memory and pushed the play button. She really liked this CD for the songs that reminded her of Jaeden and the memories she thought she had left behind. until New Years Eve. Jaeden leaned against the counter and watched her struggling with her feelings and memories of the two of them. He could make it so easy by taking her into his arms and rekindling the love they had. But she had to realize on her own that the love was still there or it would never work between them. Watching her walk out of his life was the worst thing he had been through except for losing Ryan. Now, he had her back in his house but not quite the way it should be. He listened as the next song Til Were Not Strangers Anymore began to play. He saw her wipe tears away from her face and fought to keep from running to her but gave up. Oh hell, he couldnt ever watch her cry without it tearing him in two!
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Jaeden walked over to the couch and vaulted across it to land next to her. He looked at her and grinned, Wassup sweet thang? He had the ability to make her laugh no matter what and Rylee giggled, despite the tears running down her face. Youve always had perfect timing, you big goof ball! Jaeden took her face in his hands and softly kissed the tears away. You know how it affects me to see you cry when youre havin a hard time dealin with everything. Its my job to be here for you, no matter how long it takes to get us back to where we need to be. You can make things a lot better. He softly sighed, Ry, when I make love to you, I want to know that Im who youre thinkin about and not Ryan. I refuse to play second fiddle to any of his memories. Rylee whispered, Do you really love me or just want me back because Ryan had me? Jaeden slowly shook his head, You just dont get it, do you? Rylee, I have never stopped lovin you. Even if things dont work out between us, Ill love you until I take my last breath. He placed her hand over his heart. I know this is gonna sound like some sappy Hallmark card but my heart beats only for you and no one will ever take your place. He lowered his head to place soft kisses over her cheeks and brushed his lips against hers. Rylee felt her heart melting as he deepened the kiss between them. His pager chose that moment to go off with a rescue call and broke the spell between them.
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Great timin for that blasted thing to go off! Jaeden yanked the pager off of his belt before turning it off and tossing it on the coffee table. He fell back against the cushions and ran his fingers through his dark wavy hair. He wasnt sure if he should be annoyed by the interruption or thankful that it had stopped things from going further. Rylee softly sighed as she leaned back beside of him and rested her head against his arm. She knew this was a lot harder on Jaeden that it was on her and maybe she should just go back to her own place to stay. She softly said, I can take care of myself so I think it would be best if I leave tomorrow. He looked down at her to see the confusion in her eyes. Ry, I wont let you walk away from me again. Well work through all of this but we just have to be patient with one another. Besides, you still have to be watched carefully for a couple of days because of the concussion. She sat up and glared at him. And just whose orders are those? Yours or the doctors? Both. So, you want to argue with me some more? He arched an eyebrow at her and watched as she shook her head. Didnt think so. Now, sit back, behave yourself and rest. He gently pulled her back. She looked up at him and murmured, Thank you. Youre more than welcome. He kissed her softly on the forehead and placed a throw pillow underneath her left arm. Lets keep it elevated so your fingers wont swell up. He put his arm around her, nestling her against his shoulder.
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A couple of minutes passed before Rylee broke the silence. Maybe this isnt the best time to bring this up but will you please tell me how Ryan died? Jaeden felt a pain shoot through his heart at the memory of seeing his best friend inside of the Mustang. How could he tell Rylee anything except for the plain and simple truth? He swallowed hard and softly replied, He wasnt wearin his seatbelt and his head hit the windshield. He was dead on impact from a broken neck and the blunt force of his brain hittin the inside of his skull. She burst into tears and he slid his right arm around her and held her close, letting her cry until there were no tears left to shed. Baby, if its any comfort, he never knew what happened. For once in her life, Rylee couldnt find one word to say. The last memories she had shared with Ryan were so ugly between them. They hadnt been given time to say Im sorry and she would have to live with knowing Ryan would still be alive if she had only turned down Jaedens request to dance. She pushed away from Jaeden and curled into a ball in the corner of the couch. She needed some time to be alone so Jaeden walked outside to check on the chicken. It was bitterly cold but he needed time also to shed his own tears. Once again, the memories overwhelmed him of the last night spent with his best friend. A night turned so nasty between them before fate stepped in, ripping Ryan away from all of them. How would he ever be able to look at Rylee and know for sure that she didnt hate him for his part in the tragedy? Jaeden went back inside after the chicken was finally done, and fixed their plates. He lit the candles on
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the table before opening a bottle of wine and pouring some into each glass. He helped Rylee get settled in her chair across from his and for a moment, it seemed as if it was still 2005 when they had eaten supper by candlelight on more than one occasion. While they ate, they chatted about things in general. After supper, Jaeden made her go sit on the couch where she would be comfy while he washed the dishes since the dishwasher wouldnt work due to the power outage. Rylees thoughts wandered back to Ryan. If she had been engaged to Ryan, just where was the ring he had given to her? Jaeden, what happened to the engagement ring that Ryan gave to me? Jaeden dried his hands and walked over to where she was curled up on the couch. He pulled the chain from underneath his t-shirt and slid it over his head before unhooking it. Her ring fell into the palm of his hand. Silently, he gave it to her before adding another log to the fire and turned around to see her holding the symbol of Ryans love between her thumb and forefinger. She looked up at him and softly asked, Youve been wearing this ring on your necklace for the last two days? Jaeden shrugged, I didnt want it to get lost. She softly sighed, leaned over and laid the ring on the coffee table. Jaeden, we need to talk about us. Until you figure out which one you really loveme or Ryan, theres not much to talk about when it comes to us. He leaned down to move the logs around to add a second one to the fire to keep the room warm. Were
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probably gonna have to sleep down here tonight since theres no heat upstairs. Ive been doing a lot of thinking since you told me about Ryan. Even though Im still confused about how I feel about him, I know that I love you. Jaeden whipped around and lashed out at her, What kinda freakin game are you tryin to play with me, Ry? How the hell can you sit there and say you still love me when youve spent the last year tryin to forget me? What do you want from me? Tears filled her eyes as she struggled to her feet and winced as the pain from her bruised ribs took her breath away. I shouldve known better than to think youd be willing to listen to me. Rylee, for the last two days, youve thought it was 2005 when we were still together. To be honest with you, I was kinda hopin you wouldnt remember anything except bein with me! Then you found the newspaper with the truth starin us in the face. Do you think its been easy for me to watch you with Ryan for the last year? Ive watched him take my place, lovin you while my heart has shattered every single freakin time he has touched you! She cried out, Has the thought crossed your mind that maybe I was dying on the inside with wanting to be with you too? It hurt like hell when I thought you had cheated, Jaeden! So it was much easier for you to just walk outta my life and jump into a relationship with my best friend? Ryan offered me what you couldnt at the time! He took a step closer to her. Oh, yeah and what was that?
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She whispered, He offered me security and trust. And we saw where that security and trust ended on New Years Eve didnt we? Rylee slapped him and burst into tears as she realized what she had done. She wailed, Im sorry, Jaeden! I didnt mean to slap you! It seemed that her world crumbled as she sank onto the floor at Jaedens feet. He couldve kicked himself for letting his mouth take control while his brain was left on second base. He sat down on the floor, pulled her into his arms and softly rubbed her back. He murmured, My mouth needs some duct tape and Im sorry for the things I said. She sniffled, It wasnt your fault that I broke up with you. I shouldve believed you but I chose to believe the deceit my eyes saw! My heart was screaming that you wouldnt ever cheat. Jaeden tipped her chin up so her eyes met his. Ry, my heart has belonged to you ever since the day that we met. I havent touched another girl in the last year, either. I just wish that you had believed me about that night and we wouldnt have spent the last year apart and Ryan would still be alive. I dont know why he chose to pick a fight with both of us on New Years. Maybe he saw the same thing lurkin in those beautiful blue eyes of yours that I did. You still love me as much as I love you. He caressed her cheek with his fingertips before lowering his mouth to capture hers in a smoldering kiss that was guaranteed to take away any doubts that Rylee had left of which man she loved.
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Jaeden lowered her onto the floor before easing himself between her legs. He put his weight on his elbows as he slowly smiled at her. I love you, baby, always and forever. Ill be here for you no matter what life brings our way. Just believe in me and give me a chance to show that you can trust me. Rylee saw the love shining in his eyes and knew that he meant every word he said. How could she ignore her heart and head since it was the first time in over a year they were screaming in sync to give him another chance? She whispered, Do with me as you wish. Im all yours, JT MacKenzie. Those were the words he had longed to hear for more than a year but he had to be sure that it was what she really wanted. He searched her eyes and the love that he saw left no doubts but he still had to ask, Are you sure? She nodded, Ive never been surer of anything in my life. I want tonight to be a new beginning for us, just like the night I gave you the most precious gift a girl can give to a man when we made love the first time. Jaeden had been the first man to ever make love to her and shouldve been the only one but they had to let go of the past. Fate had stepped in and changed their lives forever and gave them a second chance to make things right. Rylee Thomas intended to make up for every second she had caused Jaedens heartache and pain. As her favorite Bon Jovi song said, they were livin on a prayer with every rescue call that Jaeden went out on, never knowing if he would come back home to her. Enough verbal talking. Let your lips and fingers do the rest. She pulled his head down for a lip-lock that took his breath away. Any iciness left in his heart toward
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the past year, slowly melted away as she took his hand and placed it inside of her robe against her bare skin. Jaeden cupped her breast in his hand and softly caressed her, only driving the passion closer to the point of no return. He slid his hand down and untied her robe to reveal that not one stitch of clothing covered her except for the robe left on her arms. He licked his lips as he slid his gaze slowly down every inch of her delectable body. He closed his eyes for a few seconds and felt Rylees fingers caressing his face. She whispered, Jaeden, whats wrong? He opened his eyes and smiled at her. Not a thing babe. Just makin sure that Im not dreamin that Im lyin here with you like this. He brushed his lips against hers before making a trail of soft kisses across her cheek, down her neck and straight to her breasts as he gave each one a few seconds of attention. He slid his hand down and softly caressed around the edge of her belly button, which only fanned the flame burning inside of her. She softly moaned as his hand crept lower and lower before finding the hidden spot that drove her wild with wanting more from him. He caressed her softly with his fingertips while planting tiny kisses on the inside of each thigh. He flicked his tongue lightly across her and she cried out softly, Jaeden.dont stopplease dont stop. He raised his head long enough to whisper, Shhhh. just go with it baby cuz Im not stoppin until I make you beg for mercy.
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He lowered his head after interlacing his fingers with her right hand. He began where he left off and flicked his tongue over her repeatedly before placing his mouth against her and doing just what he had promised .making her beg for mercy. She moaned, Jaeden please.I want you.all of you inside of me He barely shook his head and never took his mouth off of her until he had her writhing on the floor and begging for more than he chose to give to her. He had waited patiently over a year for this moment and Rylee was just gonna have to wait to get the hot passionate release she was begging for. He would give it to her when he was damned ready; meanwhile he would make sure she enjoyed every second he was touching her. As if on cue, Dierks Bentley sang their song as it played over the radio. They couldnt get much closer than what they already were until Jaeden joined their bodies as one. He slid two fingers inside of her and began to move them in and out with a slow steady rhythm. It was only driving her more insane as she arched upwards with each stroke of his tongue and fingers. She softly begged, Jaeden, please baby please. Jaeden took his mouth off of her and planted tiny kisses on the inside of each thigh before sitting up to pull his t-shirt over his head. Rylee watched as his muscles rippled across his chest and licked her lips in anticipation of what was to come. He began teasing her as he stood up to take his jeans off, letting them slide down inch by inch, exposing his rock hard body until he stood before her in all of his
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naked glory. The firelight flickered across his skin making him look like a bronzed god. Jaeden knelt down and nudged her legs further apart before easing between her thighs. He leaned over and kissed her soft pink mouth before slowly sliding inside of her. He watched her facial expressions as he slid deep inside, then reached between them and began to caress her in that sweet sensual place that drove her wild once again. Technically, she was supposed to be resting from the concussion so he knew he couldnt let her be on top to let go with all of the passion she was feeling. He began to move in and out of her with a sweet and slow rhythm and lost himself in her hot passionate love. Rylee wrapped her legs around his waist, drawing him further inside to completely make them one again. Nothing had ever seemed as sweet as this moment between them; not even the very first time that they had made love. It was entirely different this time, being lost and finding their way back home to the one they were supposed to be with forever. Fate smiled down in more ways than one on this cold January night as Jaeden MacKenzie found his way back to the one true love of his lifeRylee Thomas. He brought her to the edge of hot flowing passion but refused to let her fall over into it until he had made her cry out his name more than once. When they finally lost themselves together into that smoldering love that had been steadily burning for three years, they knew their destiny was in each others arms forever. They would allow nothing or no one to break them apart again. They made love until the sun came up and then wearily climbed the stairs to a chilly bedroom. Jaeden
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quickly warmed things up with his body heat by enveloping her with his taut muscular body. He proved that he could be a firefighter, not only putting out fires but by starting them with sweet kisses and loving touches of his hands on her bare skin.

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Chapter 9 The morning of Ryans funeral dawned bright with sunshine across a clear Carolina blue sky with bitterly cold temperatures hovering in the low twenties. Rylee was snuggled under the downy fire engine red comforter of the king-sized bed she shared with Jaeden. The last two days had been pure heaven as their love was rekindled by the passionate night spent in front of the fireplace during the power outage. Jaeden walked out of the adjoining bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his trim waist. He had just come home from his first day back on duty since Ryans death and the last twenty-four hours had been emotionally rough on him. He had been given the option not to go back on duty for a week but chose to honor Ryans memory by doing his job. He and Ryan had made vows years before to carry on as firefighters if fate suddenly claimed one of them. He and Ryan had their schedules worked out for the same days on duty and off, which had only driven the point home yesterday when he walked inside of the fire station that he wouldnt see Ryan there ever again. The flag outside the station had been lowered to half-mast and would remain so until a week had passed from the date of his death. Jaeden sat down on the side of the bed and softly sighed. The funeral was set for eleven a.m. and he had a couple of hours that he could catch a catnap but knew there was no way he could close his eyes and try to sleep. Sleep had eluded him the night before and most definitely had done so when the tones came screeching through the fire station for a house fire at two a.m.
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Rylee raised her head and saw the weary look on Jaedens face. She was worried about getting him through Ryans funeral but more so on bringing back the happygo-lucky JT, who everyone at the fire station loved. The last thing that any of them needed was a distracted firefighter since one mistake could cost a life. It was like the spark of life had gone out of him when Ryan died and she was the only one who could coax it back to life. Bad night, babe? Jaeden fell back onto the bed and propped his arm underneath his head. Couldnt sleep at all and then some idiot decided to fry chicken at two a.m. Just tell me why on earth anyone would be up and leave a pan of chicken fryin while watchin a movie on pay-per-view at that time of the night? Its beyond me but there are some strange people in this world and firefighters, along with the police, certainly see our share of them. Rylee could sympathize with him since she had seen her share of strange people during Life Flight calls. I guess its similar to people fighting us in the helicopters while were trying to save their lives. She sighed, Its gonna be a long seven and a half weeks before I get back on with my crew. I hope theyll hold my job for me. Ry, youre too good at bein a Life Flight nurse for them to let you go, so dont even worry your pretty little head about it. He took her hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze. Thanks for the vote of confidence. She rubbed her thumb over the back of his hand. He grinned, Hey sweet thang, Ive seen you in action more than once and babe, you could take on the Jolly Green Giant and win.
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Rylee giggled, Well, green is not one of my better colors even though I have to wear green scrubs. Sure wish theyd change the color of them. He teased, And what color would you prefer? You know my favorite is purple.doesnt matter what shade it is as long as its purple! Jaeden busted out laughing, Yeah, I can see you lookin like Barney the Dinosaur up in the sky in the helicopter singin I love you. you love me and Im gonna kick your ass if you dont behave! Rylee sat up and hit him with a pillow. Jaeden started to loudly protest until he caught a glimpse of her naked body with the sheet draped around her waist. Hey, you slept naked without me bein here? Rylee decided to play dumb and looked around the room. Well, duhhh! I dont see anyone else here, do you? Jaeden narrowed his eyes as his jealousy suddenly flared, Better not be any damned body else near you again, understand me? She saluted him, Aye, Captain MacKenzie! He mumbled, Aint made Captain yet. Just barely hangin on to bein a Lieutenant and wont be much longer if I cant get some sleep. Rylee murmured, Let me see if I can help you sleep. She started to massage his shoulders with her right hand, which put him in the direct line of fire with her naked breasts staring him in the face. Temptation overcame his weariness as he cupped her firm breasts in his hands and softly caressed each one.
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Jaeden MacKenzie! You need to get some sleep before we go to Ryans funeral. He quietly mumbled, Dont wanna go to his funeral. Rylee pushed his hands away from her body before grasping them in her hands. Jaeden, look at me. He softly snickered, I am lookin at you. I meant for you to look at my face and not my breasts! Jaeden slid his gaze up to her face; even though it was too much of a temptation to just place his mouth over each deliciously sweet breast and start the day off in a very sensual way. Okay, you have my attention so hurry up, baby, before the bad boy in me takes over again. Rylee had to stifle a giggle since he was a very bad boy when he wanted to be. Sweetie, you have to go to Ryans funeral. Its the last thing you can do for him and Ill be standing right beside of you, holding your hand and helping you get through it. How are you gonna face his family now that were back together? She raised her chin up a notch. Ill cross that bridge when I come to it. I hope that theyll understand that I was with you first and our love never died. Better find a different way of sayin it because thats the wrong choice of words, babe. Im not afraid to admit that I made a huge mistake by getting involved with Ryan. I love you, Jaeden MacKenzie, and I double-dog-dare anyone who tries to
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badmouth our relationship. She placed her hand on her hip and looked defiantly at him. You might have a battle on your hands when it comes to Ryans mama since shes worse than a freakin grizzly bear. Shes the reason why I havent been to see them. Just cant face her knowin that I helped cause the accident. Rylee exclaimed, Jaeden, for the thousandth time, you did not cause the accident! If I had been paying attention to the road instead of letting Ryans comments get to me, I wouldve seen the truck heading toward us. You wouldnt have been distracted if I hadnt Rylee put her hand over his mouth to smother his words. JT MacKenzie, stop blaming yourself for something you had no control over! You didnt make Ryan drink a six-pack of beer or act like a total jerk and you sure as hell didnt get the other driver drunk as a skunk, so knock it off, you hear me? Jaeden wisely nodded his head even though deep in his heart he still carried part of the blame and would never forgive himself for it. But he had made a vow to Ryan to take care of her for the rest of her life and he intended to do so. He would fight like hell to keep her in his life, especially when the last couple of days had only intensified their love. He was planning to ask Rylee to marry him when the time was right but it was not on todays agenda. He glanced at the clock and saw that it was close to nine-thirty. He was still wide awake even though he was so drained and weary that he could barely hold his head up. He yearned for just one hour of sleep and looked
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pleadingly at her. Will you wake me in an hour if I manage to doze off? All I have to do is put on my uniform. Rylees heart softened like a ball of wax inside of a lit candle. Her expression changed from a ferocious drill instructor to a softer, gentle loving Rylee. Of course I will. I need to take a bath so playtime will have to wait until later tonight. He asked hopefully, Need some help to wash your hair? She mussed up his wavy hair, making it fell into soft curls across his forehead. You just want to get naked with me in the tub but you need a catnap. Close those gorgeous blue eyes and go to sleep. Id rather get naked with you. He poked out his bottom lip giving him a pouty look, which earned him a quick kiss. Rylee whispered softly against his lips, In case you havent realized it yet, you are naked with me but your times up. She giggled as she rolled out of his reach onto the opposite side of the bed while being careful of her bruised ribs and the cast on her left wrist. She ran into the bathroom and locked the door before he could even find the energy to roll out of bed. After twisting her hair into a lopsided ponytail, Rylee carefully took a bubble bath. She thought about how Jaden had been right in assessing Ryans mama since she had been so overly protective of her son. Rylee knew that Helen Jackson hadnt been fond of her since she had also been Jaedens girlfriend. She desperately
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needed a few minutes alone to get her emotions under control to face Ryans parents. After soaking in the tub and crying an ocean of tears, Rylee dried off before softly padding back into the bedroom to see that Jaeden had managed to fall asleep. He looked like he had been through a tug-of-war and in a sense, he had. He had lost his best friend but, also regained her as his girlfriend. It was going to be a bit awkward to face everyone at the funeral, knowing that the last time they had come together was to celebrate the holidays and to bring in the New Year. She had been engaged to Ryan and now she was with Jaeden. He had tried to assure her that no one thought any less of her for them being together again, especially considering she had been his girlfriend, first. They were a huge family who backed one another with loyalty and support, unless it was a life-threatening issue. Then, it became a problem to be solved by Fire Chief Johnstone. While she was attempting to get dressed, Rylee got her arm awkwardly stuck inside of the sleeve. She couldnt move it one way or the other due to the pain shooting through her ribs. She was tugging on the dark blue velvet top when she felt Jaedens warm hand reach through the wrist portion of the sleeve. He had his left hand underneath her shirt and pulled her against his chest as he gently pulled her arm through the sleeve. When his hand pressed against her ribs, she cried out. Owww! Let go!

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Jaeden immediately let go and quickly stepped around to assess her. Let me check your ribs and see if theres any swellin. Rylee raised her top and he gently rubbed his fingers across the bruises which were still evident from the accident. When he barely pressed against one, she winced in pain and bit her lip to keep from crying out again. He frowned when he noticed her reaction. Have you bumped against anything this mornin? She shook her head because technically she hadnt done anything this morning but shed tripped over the bottom step on the staircase the night before. Jaeden narrowed his eyes as he studied her face, Okay, since you didnt do it this mornin; you mustve done it last night so spill it, babe. What did you do? It was nothing! She tried to step away from him but he gently held onto her arm. Rylee Grace Thomas, that was not the correct answer to the question. What did you do last night that you werent supposed to do? He crossed his arms and frowned at her. Well, I wasnt pole-dancing if thats what you mean! He rolled his eyes and took a deep breath before blowing it out. You have one more chance to give me the right answer. She was exasperated by being questioned like a child and yelled, Okay okay! I tripped over the stupid step at the bottom of the staircase and hit my ribs against

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the step. I couldnt break my fall since I obviously cant bang my wrist or itll just delay it healing up! What was wrong with your right arm that you couldnt break your fall with it? I. ummm had my arms full of laundry. She backed away from him and waited for the explosion of his temper which didnt take long. Laundry? Have you lost your marbles or what? He saw the scared look in her eyes and immediately calmed down to a low roar. Rylee, youre not supposed to be doin anything except restin! Tuggin on laundry aint good for your ribs, either! I was bored out of my mind and somebody had to do it! It was on the agenda for me to do this afternoon. Now, youve hurt yourself and didnt bother to even tell me about it! He placed his hands on his hips and glared at her. For heavens sake, Jaeden, its just sore from being banged up! Its no big deal! Jaeden mumbled a few choice words under his breath before sighing. Ry, you have to be careful for the next few weeks. What if you had hit your head instead of your ribs? Youre supposed to be restin and lettin your brain heal from the concussion but obviously youre not usin your brain the way that you should. What the heck does that mean? She demanded and put her hand on her hip before glaring at him. He lifted his hand and softly caressed her cheek before issuing his final warning. It means, sweet thang,
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if you dont start cooperatin and followin doctors orders, then Im gonna take a leave of absence to stay home and babysit you. You wouldnt dare! They stared at one another before Jaeden arched his eyebrow and asked, Oh no? Well, the other alternative is to call Zane and let him deal with you. Heaven forbid, dont call him! Id rather deal with five of you than one of him! Well, behave yourself and be a lazy little bum around here for the next few weeks, understand me? Sir yes sir! She gave him a prompt little salute and stood as still as a statue. Ha ha, thats very funny babe. He gently swatted her behind before bending his head to give her a quick kiss. He glanced at the clock to see it was almost twenty after ten. I might as well get dressed since were supposed to meet at the fire station to go to the church as one group. Rylee found her soft suede boots to wear with her dark blue velvet pants and top. Would you help me put on these boots since theres no zipper? Sure thing, babe. He knelt down, tugged her boots on her feet and fought the urge to slide his hands beneath her pants legs to feel her baby soft skin. He softly groaned and stood up to grab his dress uniform out of the closet. Rylee watched as he carefully got dressed and tied the black tie perfectly against the white shirt. He was required to wear a solid black dress uniform. He looked so gorgeous and professional, especially when he placed the white hat on his head. He slowly tugged the white gloves
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over his hands and pulled them snugly over his fingers so there were no creases. She barely kept from drooling while looking at him in all of his glory since he literally took her breath away. She was so proud of Jaeden for becoming a firefighter and paramedic. She knew that he would carry Ryan with him in his heart on every call that he went on. There was no doubt in her mind that somehow she would have ended full-circle with Jaeden, even if fate had not stepped in and done it for them. They arrived at the fire station in plenty of time to meet with the other firefighters and families. They traveled in their own separate cars as one large group to lend their support and love to Ryans family. The funeral service at the church was hard to get through with all of the tears and memories but it was watching Ryans casket being loaded onto Fire Engine Number One and draped with the black ribbons that almost broke each firefighters composure. After one short blast from the air horns giving a final salute to a fallen firefighter, the fire engine silently left the church. Its red lights were flashing as Engine Number One slowly made its way down the street. Following the family limousine, everyone drove in a long procession of fire trucks and cars toward the cemetery. Each intersection was blocked off with fire engines and firefighters standing perfectly still in a final salute. The burial ceremony was more heart-wrenching. It nearly broke all of their composure as the bagpipers played Amazing Grace and the firefighters of Station Number Three, along with firefighters from across the state, stood at perfection attention as Ryans casket was
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laid upon the stand that would lower it into the ground, after the family left. The chaplain said a few more moving words about the bravery of Ryan Lee Jackson for being a firefighter and then read A Firemans Prayer from an unknown author. After the flag from Ryans casket had been folded, it was presented to his father. The firefighters raised their hands in a final salute as Fire Chief Johnstone presented Ryans helmet to his mother, who broke down in heartwrenching sobs. The final reality hit her that her son would no longer be walking through the back door playfully demanding her to fix him something to eat. She would no longer have to say a prayer for his safety whenever she heard the sirens of the passing fire trucks. Today was the final goodbye to her dark-haired, blue-eyed baby boy who she had cherished since the moment she knew she was expecting him. The condolences were said to each family member by the fire station officials. All at once, every firefighters pager was set to go off three times with a final call, Central to Mooresville Fire Station Number Three Car Five. The pagers were set to go off one heart-wrenching final time as the call was made, Lieutenant Ryan Lee Jackson out of service December Thirty-one. Rylee felt herself slowly begin to sink toward the ground before Jaeden grabbed her. They lost their composure and the tears flowed while they held on to one another. The silence was broken as emotions overwhelmed every person at the gravesite and sorrowful heartbreaking cries were heard. One by one, the wives and girlfriends dropped a single white rose on top of Ryans casket. They made their way along the line to patiently wait to give their words of
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comfort that they dreaded hearing one day themselves. It was time for everyone to say their final goodbyes to Ryan and give their heart-felt condolences to his family. Rylee waited until all of the firefighters were called to be at ease and were free to make their way past Ryans casket and to speak to his family. She saw how pale Jaedens face was as he stepped toward Ryans casket. She knew that he wasnt going to make it without falling apart. She took his hand in hers and gave squeeze, in hopes that somehow it would Carter was standing in line behind them placed his hands on their shoulders, letting he was there to help support them. it a gentle help. Brad and gently them know

Jaeden was next in line to walk past Ryans casket and he was trying desperately to keep his composure. He lost the battle before he had even made it two feet and fell to the ground on his knees. He held on to the casket and bent his head as the tears flowed down his face like a runaway tidal wave. He leaned his head against the casket and cried out, Please forgive me, Ryan but I loved her too much to keep standin by. You died before I had the chance to tell you Im sorry for causin the argument between you. Firefighter Greg Anderson and Brad wiped the tears from their eyes. It took a minute before they could regain their composure to help Jaeden to his feet. Rylee was crying uncontrollably and Jaeden gently pulled her into his arms.

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He begged her, Rylee, please forgive me. I never meant to cause any problems between the two of you. Oh god, how can I live with myself? Thats a question that I hope that both of you ask yourselves every single day for the rest of your lives! How dare you even bother to show your faces here today! Helen Jackson screamed at them. Jaeden slowly turned his attention toward Ryans mother, only to see the anger in her tear-filled eyes. Helen, please. I beg of you to forgive me! She screamed, You can beg until the cows come home, Jaeden MacKenzie, but youll never receive my forgiveness! If not for you and this little tramp, my son would still be alive! There were several gasps as the vile hateful words flew out of Helen Jacksons mouth. Every firefighter and family member present at the New Years Eve party knew that Jaeden had not started the argument which led to Ryans death. It had clearly been Ryan who had caused the scene and left the building, dragging Rylee behind him like a helpless rag doll. Ryan had been a member of their brotherhood and would always remain so which meant they had too much loyalty and respect to bring it to Helens attention. The only thing they could do was to let Jaeden and Rylee know they supported them, together as a couple, once again. No one had felt that Rylee had made the right decision by ending things with Jaeden and jumping into a relationship with Ryan. Rylee was the only one brave enough to speak the truth. Mrs. Jackson, it was not Jaedens fault the accident happened! Ryan and I had an argument when
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we went outside to leave and he had been drinking too much so I decided to drive. Jaeden had nothing to do with it! Helen Jackson turned her attention to Rylee and gave her a disdainful glare before hissing between her teeth. I know all about the dance you shared with Jaeden and how you acted like a tramp! Since my son was stupid enough to ask you to marry him, maybe he is better off dead than to be with the likes of you! Jaeden gently pushed Rylee behind him before confronting the woman he had always considered a second mother. Helen, I understand that youre upset and hurtin like hell but to make those accusations against Rylee is unforgivable. I demand you apologize to her. Helen slapped him across the cheek before giving him a condemning death wish. It shouldve been you inside of that car and inside of that casket instead of Ryan! I hope neither of you have one minutes peace for the rest of your lives! Charles Jackson put his arm around his wifes shoulder and gave Jaeden a pleading look to forgive his wife for her outburst. He gave an apologetic nod to let him know that he had no hard feelings toward Jaeden or Rylee. Fate chose to take their son and leave Jaeden to pick up the pieces left behind. Jaeden ignored everyone as he consoled Rylee as she wept in his arms. One by one, his brother firefighters walked past to give him pats on the shoulder to show their support and whispered words of love and friendship to Rylee.
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The hardest day of their lives had come to an end, in a brutal way with the harsh words of Helen Jackson. They knew that Ryan wouldve forgiven them and been happy for them. They went home and tried to put this day behind them and gave one another the comfort they desperately needed.

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Chapter 10 The next night, around nine p.m., Jaeden was on duty for twenty-four hours when the tones sounded as a call came through for a house fire. They arrived on the scene minutes later with a pumper truck and a ladder truck to find smoke billowing from the upstairs of a twostory house. Flames were evident through one bedroom window and were spreading rapidly to the adjoining rooms. Brad Carter had been teamed together with Jaeden and they quickly donned their Nomex hoods and put on their SCBA masks to protect their faces from the intense heat and flames. As Jaeden was assessing the scene, they placed the helmets on their heads. He pulled on his gloves and made sure his radio and PASS device were clipped on to his turnout coat. He grabbed an axe in one hand and clipped his flashlight to his belt as he followed Brad up the incline to the front of the house. They were on the heels of a team of firefighters carrying a one and three-fourths-inch hose line to fight the blaze inside of the house. Jaeden prayed that all of the occupants had gotten out safely. Suddenly, a young mother ran toward them and screamed in hysterics that her children were still inside. He felt his heart sink as she pointed toward the upper windows. He knew they had only a matter of minutes to get inside and attempt a safe rescue. As he fired rapid questions at her, Jaeden bent his head toward her to hear her answers. He found out the ages of the children trapped inside were a six-year-old girl and her four-year-old brother. It was going to be harder to
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find them since most small children were terrified of fires and would hide instead of finding a way out of the house. Two firefighters were already on the roof next to two windows of the bonus room. They were hammering axes against the windows to break them to allow ventilation to allow ventilation to release the smoke, gases and fire from the upper floor. A second crew climbed a ladder extending from the ladder truck and jumped down to chop a hole through the roof allowing the flames to have an escape route instead of consuming the contents of the house. Jaeden quickly asked for a layout of the upper floor and was told there were three bedrooms on the front of the house with a bathroom connecting two of them. The southwest side of the house over the garage consisted of a bonus playroom for the children. He nodded and reassured the mother that they would do everything possible to bring her children out safely. He took off after Brad and waited for the teams order to charge the fire hose before they entered the house. The downstairs was rapidly filling with an acrid smoke but they could still see clearly as they made their way toward the staircase. Suddenly, the ceiling gave way over the dining room to their left and burning pieces of ceiling tile fell to the floor and onto the furniture setting it ablaze. The firefighters ahead of Jaeden and Brad aimed the hose toward the blaze and put it out before it started consuming everything in its path. They didnt have time to put the fire out in the ceiling since they had to move fast to get upstairs before smoke inhalation took the childrens precious lives. Jaeden quickly radioed for a second team to be sent in for backup to extinguish any other fires that blazed up from falling debris.
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The four firefighters hustled up the staircase as the dense smoke continued to billow down making it harder to see. Flames shot across the landing at the top of the stairs and Jaeden knew their time was running out in a hurry. He looked at Brad and pointed to his right toward the bedroom closest to the inferno and back to himself. BC, you go left and check out the bedroom on the end and well meet in the middle! Ten-four, JT! Brad waited for the firefighters ahead to extinguish the fire across the landing before pushing his way past to start the search and rescue. Jaeden said a prayer and headed toward the bedroom closest to the blaze while the team behind him directed a steady stream of ninety gallons of water per minute onto the inferno. He entered the room filled with dense smoke and intense heat and did a quick assessment to find the room empty. He spied a door, adjoining the bathroom, and hurried toward it only to discover the door was locked. He glanced back to see a ball of fire erupting across the doorway and knew he was trapped inside with only two ways out.the window or chopping a hole through the bathroom door where he could reach inside and unlock the door. The two children were inside of the house with only BC and himself to search for them so escaping through the window was not an option. Before he could raise his axe to chop his way through the door; it opened to reveal Brad holding the four-year-old boy in his arms. Brad glanced toward the doorway and saw it was blocked by the raging inferno. He quickly backed into the
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safety of the bathroom. Jaeden followed him and rapidly closed the door to block the smoke and fire from entering the room. JT, I couldnt find the girl! Jaeden nodded and pushed his way past into the bedroom before quickly assessing the room to see that it appeared empty. He heard a faint noise to his right and saw the dust ruffle on the bottom of the bed had been pushed to the side. He made a quick decision to see if the six-year-old was hiding underneath the bed. He dropped to his knees and raised the ruffle and found her, huddled in the middle of the floor. He took off his helmet, tossing it onto the bed and raised his mask so he wouldnt scare the child anymore than she already was. He reached his hand out for her to grab so he could pull her to safety. Jaeden spoke calmly to her. Hey sweetheart, we need to get you away from the fire. Just take my hand and Ill pull you outta there. The little girl shook her head because her mama had told her to never go anywhere with strangers. She was terrified from the crackling sounds of the fire; plus she didnt know where her little brother was and she began to cry! Jaeden instinctively knew the thoughts going through her little mind. Even though time was running out, he lay flat on the floor to talk softly to her. Whats your name sweetheart? Mine is JT. He ignored the intense heat he felt through his bunker pants which was from the burning room beneath him. Her voice trembled, Melissa but my mama calls me, Missy.
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Do you mind if I call you, Missy? The little girl shook her head and Jaeden smiled back at her. My buddy, Brad, found your little brother and hes safe inside of the bathroom right next to us. As smoke crept underneath the hallway door into her bedroom, Missy began to cough. Jaeden knew he had to make a quick decision to get them out of there before the fire broke through into the rooms. They needed time to get the ladders to the window so they werent forced to jump to the ground. It wouldnt be the first time hed make that decision if it meant saving the childrens lives. Missy, your mama is waitin outside so we need to hurry and let her know that you and your brother are safe. Just take my hand and let me help you out from under the bed. She thought about how mad her mama was going to be when she found out that she had been playing with matches and she stubbornly shook her head. My mama is gonna hate me! Jaeden coughed to expel the smoke he was breathing but he was waiting to use the compressed air in his air-pack on Missy when he got her from underneath the bed. Sweetheart, your mama loves you. Tears filled her eyes. I didnt mean to start the fire! He felt a moment of anger knowing that this fire couldve been prevented if measures had been taken to keep the matches or a lighter out of the reach of the children but he quickly pushed those feelings to the side. Missy, accidents happen and Im sure that your mama
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will be so happy to see you that it wont matter how the fire started. Brad stepped into the room and closed the bathroom door. He was holding his mask against the little boys face and murmured in an urgent voice, JT, were runnin outta time! The flames are engulfin the other bedroom and its becomin more hazardous for our guys to get us out safely! Jaeden reached underneath the bed and managed to wrap his hand around Missys ankle. He gently but quickly pulled her toward him as he backed away from the bed. Once he had her out, he grabbed his mask and gave her a few seconds of air before placing it over his face and throwing his helmet on top of his head. He stood up and picked her up in his arms before walking quickly to the bedroom door. He laid his hand against the door and felt the intense heat. He realized there was no way he could open the door without causing the raging inferno to follow inside. He pressed his radio button and yelled, Battalion Chief Number Three, this is JT! Pull our team out on the second floor! We cannot leave the way we came in! Requestin a ladder to the front northeast corner! Repeat..a ladder to the front northeast corner! The Battalion Chief radioed back, Ten-four on the request! Have you located the children? Jaeden radioed, Ten-four! Kids are fine! Things are gettin intense up here so make it snappy! Brad glanced out of the window to see a second ladder truck had arrived while they had been searching for the children. The ladder was swinging toward them with an extra firefighter onboard with an axe in his hand.
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Jaeden noticed the puffs of smoke curling around the doorframe of the bathroom door and around the hallway door. They were trapped inside with a raging inferno just waiting to erupt at any second on the both sides of the room. He settled Missy in his arms before taking off his mask and placing it over her face to give her clean air. Brad set the small boy on the floor and tried to open the window but found it had been painted shut. He picked up the child again and made a motion for the firefighter outside to break the glass. As the ladder stopped in front of the window, the firefighter motioned them away as he raised his axe to completely demolish the glass in the window. Jaeden and Brad covered the childrens bodies with blankets from the bed to prevent them from being cut with the flying glass and turned their backs to the window. It took three swings of the axe before the window shattered and the firefighter cleared the window frame so no shards of glass would injure them. Jaeden motioned for Brad to go out of the window first. Since the little boy was smaller, his lungs would fill with smoke faster than his sister. Brad stepped through the window and climbed carefully onto the ladder to make his way down. He talked softly to the small boy while the child fearfully clung to him with all of the strength in his tiny body. The hallway door burst into flames the minute that Brad was a few steps down the ladder and it was considered safe for Jaeden to go through the window. Missy screamed bloody murder and dropped Jaedens mask between them before hiding her face against his
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chest. She continued to scream while clinging to him like a cat climbing a tree. Jaeden tightly wrapped his arms around her small body to comfort her. Lord, help him if he ever had any kids of his own because this small child was tearing his heart in two. He could handle most anything, except for kids being in danger or hurt! As he stepped onto the ladder he softly murmured, Its okay, sweetheart. Youre safe and were goin down the ladder to see your mama. Hold tightly to me and well be on the ground in a minute or two. I want my mama! I know you do, sweetie and were almost down on the ground. Jaeden took a quick glimpse behind them to see the fire had immediately flashed over the entire room. Thick smoke was billowing from the bedroom window. He climbed down the ladder as fast as he dared while constantly coughing the entire way to the ground. He wouldnt stop long enough to pull his mask from between them. He hadnt inhaled that much smoke so a few gulps of fresh air would clear his lungs out sufficiently until they reached the ground. Once his feet touched the ground, Missys mama rushed over to pull Missy from his arms. She looked up into his sweaty soot-covered face, burst into tears and could only silently mouth to him, Thank you Jaeden gave her a hug before smoothing Missys hair with his gloved hand. He felt his eyes stinging from either the smoke or tears of happiness with their success in saving the childrens lives.
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They did everything possible but couldnt save the house as it continued to burn out of control. The family had just completed renovations on the older house so it had fresh paint on the walls and new carpet on the floors which only fueled the flames higher into the night air. Material things could be replaced but human lives couldnt, as every man of Station Number Three knew from the loss of Ryan days earlier. The media was ecstatic over the heroism of JT and BC and clamored to be the first to interview them for live TV coverage of the fire. Jaeden and Brad held their hands up to hold off the reporters while they held their masks to their faces to gulp clean air into their lungs. They had only been inside of the house for roughly fifteen to twenty minutes but it seemed like a lifetime. They watched as the pumper truck pulled closer to force more water onto the blaze and brought it under control within an hour. The team on the truck had been waiting for all occupants to be evacuated out of the house before using the extra force of water to douse the fire. Jaeden overheard one reporter remark how some people would be unhappy at having a local college basketball game interrupted for the fire coverage. He hadnt been aware that the news stations had been carrying a live TV feed of the fire over the airways. He didnt carry his cell phone with him on calls and he knew the moment he set foot in the fire station hed have to call Rylee to reassure her that he was okay. While they had been together two years prior she had remained relatively calm, unless it happened to be a spectacular fire or rescue call. Things had changed on New Years Eve and he had been awakened more than
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once by her nightmares as she cried out in her sleep. Rylee would never admit that she worried about him constantly but she had forgotten that he could read her body language and knew she was afraid that something would happen to him. The Battalion Chief brought Jaeden and Brad bottles of cold Gatorade. He stood by to watch them drink the entire contents before he was satisfied that they had replenished any bodily fluids they had sweated out in the inferno. They had taken gulps of compressed air from their masks but he insisted that they needed to be assessed by the paramedics on the scene. Jaeden grumbled the entire time about how unnecessary it was until Brad reminded him that if Rylee was on the scene, she would kick his ass to make him walk the line and be assessed. After they were given a clean bill of health, they stepped down from the rescue unit to see the teams going in to check for hot spots with the thermal imaging cameras. Fire crews would remain on the scene until every ember was extinguished to prevent any flare-ups from rekindling and setting a neighbors house on fire also. Missy admitted that she had been playing with matches to light the rest of the pretty sparklers her daddy had let her hold on New Years Eve, so the fire had been determined an accident. The Battalion Chief gave her parents a stern lecture about the dangers of leaving matches, lighters and fireworks of any kind within the reach of children no matter their age. It was two more hours before they were allowed to return to the fire station to take showers and try to grab a few hours of sleep. Jaeden picked up his cell phone to call
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Rylee after he had taken a shower and made his way to the kitchen to fix a sandwich. He propped his feet on the edge of the table as he waited for her to answer the phone. Bobby Hudgins walked past and playfully popped him on the back of the head with a balled up piece of newspaper. Boy, didnt your mama teach you better than to put your feet on a table we eat from? Jaeden glanced around the room, Who are you talkin to? I know it aint me cuz I sure as hell aint a boy! Bobby snickered, Dont look like youve had a sex change to me! Open your eyes, dude, and Ill show you what an M-A-N looks like! Jaeden stood up and unzipped his jeans and proceeded to drop them to show off his manly body parts. Bobby covered his eyes and exclaimed, Damn, dude! Cover yourself! Now, just remember that you have officially seen a lethal weapon! Jaeden laughed. Rylee softly laughed, And just who are you exposing yourself to, JT? Oh, hey baby! Heh heh Bobby called me a boy and of course I had to show him that Im a one-hundred percent red-blooded American M-A-N! Ooooo and you can spell it too, huh? Rylee teased. Sweet thang, if I was there with you, you wouldnt need to hear me spell it. Jaeden laughed and gave Bobby a smug look of confidence.
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Hey Rylee, train him not to put his feet on the table! Bobby yelled. She aint trainin me to do anything! Jaeden fired back. Mmmm, baby, I have one thing that would make you crawl on your hands and knees to receive it. Rylee softly laughed. Babe, I would jump through a hoop of fire for you and you know it. Jaeden bit off a hunk of his sandwich and almost choked on it as he looked up to see his buddies laughing like a bunch of hyenas! Oooooo. Rylee, JT loooves you! yelled. Nick Andrews

Trey Edwards snatched Jaedens cell phone out of his hand and danced out of his reach. Hey Rylee, come perform a pole-dance down our fire pole for JT! Ill guarantee you; well have to put out a three-alarm fire on him! Rylee dissolved into laughter as she heard Jaeden threatening to kick all of their asses for aggravating him. Trey, tell Jaeden Ill be there in ten minutes and wearing a red silk teddy so hed better be ready! Uhhh. are you serious? Trey almost choked at the thought of seeing Rylee dressed in a red silk teddy. Jaeden snatched his phone away from Trey as Rylee answered the question Trey had asked. Are you crazy? Hed lock me inside of this house forever if I did something like that! And may I ask just what the hell you are plannin on doin?

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Not a thing that you have to worry about except privately between us! Luckily for Rylee, one of Jaedens buddies brought in a blowup doll that they used for training and proceeded to put on an act as if it was Jaeden talking to Rylee. Ohhhh Rylee, youre makin me soooo hot that I need to be doused with a fire hose. After those words were uttered, Trey picked up the sprayer from the sink and proceeded to spray Jaeden from head to toe with ice cold water. Jaeden stood up and spoke quickly into the phone, Ry, I have to go take care of some business! I just wanted to let you know that Im okay from the fire and I love you. See you in the mornin around eight a.m. so keep the bed warm for me. Love you too, Jaeden. Jaeden turned the phone off before tossing it onto the table. The war games were on for the next several minutes as balloons were filled with water to create a water balloon fight! They were all soaking wet and the floor looked like Lake Norman by the time they had run out of balloons. Fire Chief Johnstone walked in to see what all of the commotion was about but only laughed before walking back to his office. He knew the floor would be mopped and things put back in an orderly fashion once they were finished having their bit of fun. Things had been stressful for the last few days and besides, boys will be boys no matter their ages!

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Chapter 11 Early the next morning, Jaeden quietly walked into the townhouse and found Rylee in the kitchen singing along to a Dierks Bentley song. He shouldve been annoyed since she wasnt following doctors orders or his, about resting but it looked so right to have her in the kitchen cooking breakfast. Since she was lost in a world of her own, he softly closed the door and leaned against it to watch her in action. Rylee wanted to surprise Jaeden and have everything cooked to perfection before he got home. He had a weakness for French toast with lots of maple syrup and cinnamon sprinkled on the top with a dab of whipped cream. The hash browns were nice and crispy, the way he liked them and the bacon was almost done. Hot grease splattered onto her hand while she was turning a piece of bacon in the pan. A string of very unladylike words flew out of her mouth and Jaeden covered his mouth with his hand to keep from laughing aloud. Rylee glanced at the clock on the microwave and realized that Jaeden would be walking in the door at any minute. She wanted to greet him with a kiss so he wouldnt fuss at her for cooking. She hurriedly scooped the bacon onto a plate with paper towels to drain the grease. As she picked up the skillet to move it, she accidentally spilled some bacon grease onto the stovetop. Damn.double damn! Jaeden took pity on her, walked over to the sink and picked up the roll of paper towels. He reached around her to wipe up the mess and almost lost his hearing as she shrieked bloody murder. He winced before patting her on the butt. Damn baby, we could use that shriek for the fire trucks instead of the sirens!
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Jaeden, you scared me half to death! How long have you been standing behind me? He shrugged, I dunno.maybe ten seconds but Ive been home for at least five minutes. Rylee scowled something? at him. Why didnt you say

He grinned at her, You were so danged cute singin while you were cookin and well, I couldnt ruin the moment. He picked up a piece of bacon and bit off a small piece before sharing the rest with her. She hurriedly chewed and swallowed, You ruined everything by coming home early! I wanted to surprise you! Jaeden slid one hand possessively around her tiny waist and his other hand firmly cupped her butt. He bent his head to softly murmur against her ear, Sweet thang, I am surprised but Im a lot more aroused by seein you wearin one of my t-shirts, knowin youre practically naked underneath it. Rylee slid her arm around his waist and pulled his head down with her right hand. She whispered against his lips, If you prefer, we can have breakfast in bed, but theres just one rule. He groaned, I have a feelin Im not gonna like this rule but throw it at me. She kept her mouth half of an inch from his before wetting his lips with the tip of her tongue. First, we have to eat breakfast. Jaeden gave her a wicked grin, Oh, I intend to eat breakfast, babe.one slow luscious taste at the time.
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Rylee giggled, JT MacKenzie, youre such a bad boy! I was referring to the food that Ive cooked while slaving over this hot stove just for you. Sweetheart, if you wanna be a slave; I can tie one of your hands to the bed and show you just what a master I am at lovin you. He slid his hand slowly over her butt, knowing it would drive her insane just to feel his touch. She tilted her head back and saw the sparkle in his eyes. She was going to be in sweet serious trouble in just a matter of minutes. What in the world has gotten into you this morning? Nothin. but I sure want to get into you. He bent his head and claimed her lips while pulling her against him so shed feel just what effect she had on him. It was barely past seven-thirty a.m. and he was already hot and bothered with aching for her. Much to his frustration, she squirmed out of his arms and stepped away from him. Rylee wanted him to take her upstairs but the food she had cooked would be cold if they didnt eat now. She carefully picked up two eggs from the carton and looked from her hand to the bowl sitting on the counter. Well, this is just great! Jaeden muttered, My feelin exactly. Rylees shoulders shook as she began to laugh which only made him scowl. She laid the eggs on the counter and dissolved into a round of giggles. She finally managed to stop laughing long enough to speak. Im sorry, baby. She began to giggle again. Jaeden crossed his arms and leaned against the counter while he continued to scowl at her. He rolled his eyes and waited for her to get herself under control. You
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should be sorry since you have me all hot and bothered but wont do a blasted thing to give me what I need to ease this ache in my balls. Rylees mouth fell open at his raw words. Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! He realized just how bad his words sounded and hung his head down before mumbling an apology. Im sorry, Ry. He sighed, I couldnt get to sleep last night from missin you and then I walked in this mornin and found you lookin so beautiful. I just cant control myself at times but I shouldnt have said what I did. Her voice trembled, I just wanted to cook breakfast like I used to do for us. Im sorry that Ive made things so hard for you. He looked up to see the mischievous smile that she was trying to hide. He lost his heart to her all over again. Rylee Grace, you are a naughty girl. Help me make the French toast and Ill show you just how naughty I can be with the whipped cream and the syrup. She slid her hand down the front of her tshirt, knowing that his eyes would follow the path as her fingers trailed to the hem of her shirt. Youve got yourself a deal, darlin. He picked up the two eggs, tapped them against the bowl and expertly broke the shells. He didnt even get a speck of the shell in the bowl before he picked up the whisk and beat the eggs frothy before adding some milk to the mixture. Rylee was staring in awe at his expertise and he grinned at her. You need to get the griddle hot so itll be ready by the time I dip the bread into this mixture.
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Rylee murmured, The griddle isnt the only thing thats gonna be hot. Jaeden threw his head back and laughed, Well, sweetheart, youre just gonna have to wait until we eat because Im slavin over this hot stove to make the French toast. Rylee pointed her finger at him with the intentions of making a smart remark until he bent his head and took her finger into his hot wet mouth. As he applied suction and swirled his tongue around her finger, her mouth formed a small oh and her knees grew weak. Oh my lord, the things he could do to her without saying a word.. She tried to pull her finger from his mouth but his hand gripped her wrist, holding it firmly in place. She looked into his eyes and saw that they had become a smoldering dark sapphire bluean indication of the passion he was feeling. Once again, she was lost to Jaeden MacKenzie. Jaeden was playing a dangerous game since he was to the point of exploding with the need to bury himself inside of her sweet succulent body. He applied more suction around her finger and began to slide it in and out of his mouth while watching her face. He never took his eyes from hers and saw that the flame between them was about to erupt into a rip roaring wildfire. He slid her finger from his mouth and scooped her into his arms before walking out of the kitchen. Rylee looked at him and murmured, What about breakfast? Oh, hell, baby, we have a microwave that will warm the bacon again; but I have other things that are
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more important to take care of besides fillin my stomach. He bent his head and nudged her lips apart because he wanted to taste her sweet kisses. He walked carefully toward the stairs and took one step at a time, never breaking the kiss that they shared. Jaeden walked over to the bed and gently laid her down before pulling his shirt over his head. He unbuckled his belt, unzipped his jeans and let them slide to the floor. While he had been on duty, he had to be ready to jump into his turnout gear so he had on boxers underneath his jeans. He quickly stepped out of them and leaned down on the edge of the bed. He slowly trailed his fingers from her lips to her breasts and down to the hem of his t-shirt she was wearing. Rylee sucked in her breath as his fingers continued on the path toward the top of her silky bikini panties. She watched his eyes as they smoldered to an even darker sapphire blue. He didnt take his fingers away from her as he leaned over to get a condom out of the drawer of the nightstand. He tossed the foil-wrapped packet onto the bed next to them before turning his attention back to Rylee. He knelt on the bed with one leg and bent his head down to claim her mouth in a passionate kiss. Jaeden eased down between her legs and slid his fingers underneath the edge of her panties to slide them down. He slid his hand down her leg so he could slide her panties off, one leg at a time. He glanced up to see Rylees face blushing as his fingers touched her most intimate places. Oh yeahhe was only beginning to serve her breakfast in bed that didnt involve one bite of food. He slid her panties off and let them fall from his fingertips onto the floor in a soft whisper. Jaeden knew
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just how to touch her to set her on fire for only his touch while he intended to exorcise Ryan from her mind completely every time he made love to her. He wanted no reminders of the past year to cloud her memories as he touched her. Jaeden slowly slid one finger before adding a second one inside of her and heard her soft murmurs. He softly blew over her heated skin and began to softly caress her with his thumb while his fingers continued to slide in and out of her with a slow steady rhythm. Rylee slid her fingers through his wavy hair and murmured, Jaeden.please. He barely kissed the soft flesh of her stomach and whispered against her skin, Mmmmm.tell me what you want me to do and its all yours. He blew over her again as he continued to slowly move his thumb over her. She whispered so soft he barely heard her, I want you inside of me.please. Sorry no can do. He softly kissed the inside of each of her thighs and softly caressed his left hand over her breasts. Jaeden was only allowing her small doses of the passion that was building steadily between them. He raised his head to see the frustration on her face and softly laughed. Dont be in such a hurry, Ry. Ill give you what you want but itll be in my own sweet time. Damn you, Jaeden.thats not fair! Rylee softly hissed before moaning loudly as his tongue licked around her belly button. He placed his mouth over her stomach and placed soft gentle kisses on her skin. She ran her fingers through his hair and held his head firmly against her while his fingers brought her to the edge as hot molten lava started flowing through her intimate places.
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Rylee started to raise her hips up to meet the thrusts of his fingers but his forearms held her firmly to the bed. She was completely at his mercy and he was granting no quarter as his he gently ravished her aroused flesh. Jaeden never took his fingers from her as he rose up on his knees and gently pulled her toward him with one hand. He wanted her ready for him as soon as he gave her the pleasure she craved and he could put on a condom. He withdrew his fingers and Rylee begged him to stop torturing her and give himself to her. Jaeden slid two fingers back inside of her and moved them in and out quickly while caressing her most intimate place with his thumb. He felt a moment of satisfaction to know that he could give her so much pleasure. Rylee clenched the sheet in the fingers of her right hand and begged, Jaeden , please..I want to you inside of me, now. She cried out as he slid his fingers out away from her skin that was begging for his touch. Baby, dontplease dont stop! Jaeden softly murmured, Im not stoppin except for one crucial detail. He picked up the condom in one hand while continuing to caress her softly with the lightest touch of his fingertips. He placed the edge of the foil-wrapped packet into his mouth while he tore it open. He took his fingers away from the silkiness of her skin long enough to put on the condom. He was taking no chances on getting her pregnant before theyd had a chance to work things out. He loved her and would stand by her side but he would much rather wait for a while before they had a baby. He didnt feel like sharing Rylee with anyone else for quite a while.
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Jaeden gently pulled her toward him and slid inside of her one slow inch at a time. He fought to stay in control as she sucked him into the warmth of her sweet hot body. Oh god she did this to him every time he buried himself inside of her luscious flesh. Jaeden was in control as far as when he let things progress but secretly, Rylee was the one in control of making love every time. She drove him totally wild as he drove into her with deep quick steady thrusts and he gritted his teeth when she wrapped her legs around his waist. He softly hissed between his teeth, Damn it, Ry.Im not gonna last long. Rylee pulled him in deeper as she wrapped her legs tighter around him. She murmured, As long as Im getting all of your luscious body, I dont care how long it lasts. Jaeden stopped moving for a minute as he softly laughed, Rylee baby, dont say that to me again because you almost blow my concentration. She mumbled a naughty idea and softly giggled as he mouth fell open. You are a naughty girl. Im your naughty girl, good girl or any way that you want me. Rylee pulled his head down and gave him a sizzling hot kiss and murmured against his lips. Now, get back to work, sweet JT. He whispered, Yes, maam. He began to move his hips slow and steady, building the passion between them again until neither could control the raging fire burning between them. He moved in and out of her and slid his hand between them to caress her, sending her for a ride on the runaway roller coaster of Jaeden MacKenzie.
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She cried out as his fingers nudged her to the top of the highest incline of passionate love before she fell headfirst into a wild downward ride toward the ultimate ending. Since Jaeden was riding the same runaway roller coaster, he thrust into her several times before the final moment of ecstasy claimed him. Rylee clung to him while he held onto her, both gasping for breath and she heard some soft satisfied moans escape from him. She smiled as his eyes met her and they both softly laughed. She pushed back the stubborn curls from his forehead and murmured, Lieutenant MacKenzie, I think youve just extinguished a three-alarm fire. Jaeden softly laughed, Only a three-alarm? Hell, it felt more like a county-wide alarm for a wildfire burnin out of control. He sweetly kissed her and whispered, Thanks for the extra special breakfast in bed. Hmmmm I had something else planned that included whipped cream. Save it for later after weve had some real food for breakfast and a shower. He caressed her lips with his fingertips. Rylee gave him a tiny pout. Not fair to mention a shower since I cant take one. Jaeden groaned, Sweetheart, dont give me a pout like that because you know itll fire me up to make love to you, again. And what is so wrong with that? Rylee looked at him in all innocence. He grinned, Youre insatiable, arent ya?
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Its not my fault youre everything I want in a man. She saw his eyes narrow a bit and knew he felt a stab of pain since her words only reminded him of how she had chosen Ryan over him a year ago. Jaeden, I promise to make it all up to you if you will just give me time. He sighed, Its over and done so let it go, Ry . Theres nothin we can do to change what happened a year ago. As he eased out of her, Rylee grabbed his arm and he looked down at her. Everythings okay, sweetheart. Im just going to go clean up. She whispered, Im sorry. Jaeden caressed her cheek with his fingers. Dont sweat it, babe. As I said, its over and done. Just lie here and rest while I clean up, then Ill go cook the French toast so we can have another version of breakfast in bed. Rylee watched as he climbed out of bed and walked to the bathroom. He could try to hide his feelings but she had seen the hurt and pain still in his eyes as the memories of her leaving him threatened to erase the loving moments they had just shared. If she could relive the past of leaving Jaeden, shed change things to wipe out one year ago. She wouldve believed every word that hed said in his defense at being accused of cheating and Ryan would be alive. She and Jaeden wouldve already been married, possibly with a baby on the way. Little did she know that fate had already planned her future with Jaeden and they had no control over it. A few minutes later, Jaeden returned with a tray filled with the bacon and hash browns she had cooked and the French toast he had made for them. He had
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added scrambled eggs to the menu and had freshly squeezed some orange juice. He insisted that she had to eat at least half of everything since she needed her strength. After they finished eating, Jaeden ran a bath for her that was full of bubbles while he took the tray downstairs and cleaned the kitchen. When he returned, he helped her out of the tub, dried her off and helped her put on a clean t-shirt bearing the name of his fire station. Rylee climbed back into bed to wait while he took a shower before he joined her for a few hours of muchneeded sleep. She spooned into a perfect fit against his tightly-muscled body and dreamed of being loved by Jaeden, the only man who rocked her world. Jaeden held her against him and breathed in the sweet fragrance of the magnolia-scented bath gel she had used. It took a while for him to fall asleep, since he yearned to make wild passionate love to her again. His sweet dreams soon turned into a nightmare. Ryan was taunting him by saying Jaeden would never have Rylee completely as his own. She had belonged to him for one year and nothing Jaeden could do would wipe his memory away. Jaeden jerked awake and softly cursed, Damn you, Ryan, for rippin her away from me. I was accused of cheatin; yet I paid the price for the same lies you were guilty of makin me cover up for you. Rylee woke up when he had awakened but continued lying quietly next to him. She bit her lip and wondered what he meant by his words. She started to ask what lies Jaeden had hidden for Ryan but knew that he
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wouldnt tell her, even if she begged him. She wasnt sure if she really wanted to find out the answer.

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Chapter 12 Two months passed by quickly as Rylee and Jaeden grew closer and she finally moved into his townhouse. She slowly recovered from her injuries while Jaeden continued to go out on rescue calls. Rylee was in the mood for a night of fun as she changed into a red silk blouse and a pair of black jeans. Shed had the cast removed from her arm earlier and she and Jaeden agreed to meet at the Brewin Time tavern to celebrate. Rylee arrived at the tavern and parked behind Jaedens truck, then quickly walked inside. She saw him sitting with a group of his buddies from the fire station and sneaked up behind him. Rylee slid her arms around his neck and slid one hand underneath his shirt. She bent her head down and whispered, Hows my sexy hot firefighter? Jaeden grinned as he pulled her into his lap. Hey sweet thang! Im fine, so hows my girl? Rylee giggled, You are most definitely F-I-N-E. She pulled his head down for a long sensual kiss while the guys hooted like they were fifteen-years old. Ooooo do we need to get out a fire hose to cool things off? Nick laughed. Jaeden flipped him off while continuing to enjoy the sweet taste of Rylees kiss. That how many times youre hopin to get lucky, today? Brad teased. Rylee pulled her lips away from Jaedens and smiled impishly, Now, BC, you know we dont kiss and tell. Shawn Phillips mumbled, Thats not what JT said. Rylee raised her eyebrows and looked at Jaeden, And just what has JT said?
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Jaeden shrugged, I dunno what hes talkin about but damn you look hot today! Sweet-talker, are we? Jeremy Davis laughed. Whatever works, aint that right, babe? Jaeden laughed as he winked at Rylee. If you say so! Rylee laid her head against his chest and interlaced her fingers with his. Brad exclaimed, Hey, you got the cast off of your arm! She raised her head and winked at him. Very observant! Its one of the reasons why Jaeden and I are celebratin tonight! Brad smirked, Whats the other reason? Rylee laughed as she jumped up and tugged on Jaedens hand. Ill never kiss and tell! Cmon Jaeden.its karaoke time so lets go pick a song. Jaeden protested, Noooo way, babe! I aint gettin up to sing! Awww, cmon baby! I have the perfect song for us! Rylee begged and gave him a sexy little pout. Ill sing karaoke with ya if JT wont be man enough to do it! Nick offered. Jaeden frowned as he stood up, Dont think so, dude! Cmon Ry, lets give em a show they wont soon forget. They walked to the stage and picked out two songs from The Doors to sing. The first one was Touch Me and Jaeden took Rylees hand in his while he seductively sang three lines and caused her heart to skip a beat as he caressed her cheek with his fingertips. She completely forgot to sing the next line as she stared into his blue eyes and saw the love he was feeling for her.

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Jaeden brushed his lips against hers and held her tightly in his embrace much to the delight of the crowd, especially the firefighters of Station Three. All four guys stood up and cheered, Wooooo way to go, JT! Rylee blushed as red as a fire truck. Jaeden gave her a squeeze and a quick kiss before the next song, which of course was a favorite of any firefighter Light My Fire! Jaeden leaned over and whispered, You can light my fire anytime, sweet thang. Rylee rubbed against him as she began to sing which made everyone in the room stand up and clap to the beat of the music. She looked out into the crowd to see everyone was having a good time. Rylee wasnt as talented as her brother, Zane, but it was clearly evident that she could carry a tune with no problem. Jaeden was amused by the show she was performing for the crowd. He was ecstatic to hear her laughter and to see her eyes sparkling like diamonds. It had been tough for both of them after tragically losing Ryan. She still suffered from nightmares and he had to be observant for any signs of severe headaches from the concussion. Once their song was over, Rylee went to the ladies room to freshen up. Jaeden made his way through the crowd to the bartender and asked for a beer and a glass of Coke for Rylee. While he was waiting for the beverages, he noticed two young women sitting at the bar laughing and eating cheese-fries when one of them began gasping for breath. When he realized that she was choking, his paramedic training kicked in. He wrapped his arms around her and began the Heimlich maneuver to dislodge the trapped food.

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Rylee walked out of the ladies room to see Jaedens arms wrapped around the woman. Since it appeared to be more than a friendly embrace, she didnt stop to ask any questions. She stalked over to the table and snatched up her purse. She began digging through it to find her car keys while desperately fighting back the sudden tears which threatened to overwhelm her. Rylee wasnt paying attention when Jaeden stepped away from the bar. She didnt see the pats on the back that he received from everyone around him for his act of heroism. He walked over to the table and held out the glass of Coke to her. Rylee glared at him before snatching the glass from his hand as he sat down in the chair. He muttered, Gee whiz, youre welcome! She fought the urge to choke him as she hissed, Youre a jerk and I hadnt thanked you for the Coke! He sighed, What have I done now? She spat hatefully, Like you dont know! He threw his hands upward, Well, obviously, I dont since I asked! Rylee proceeded to pour the contents of the glass over his head before slamming it onto the table. She quickly pushed her way through the crowd and stalked out of the building. Jaeden and his friends were left in a stunned silence as the music continued to blast through the sound system. Neither Jaeden nor Rylee noticed her brothers band-mates, Kevin Jameson and Jake Riley capturing the moment on Kevins cell phone. Jaeden grabbed a handful of napkins and wiped the soft drink from his face. He grabbed more napkins to wipe his hair as he looked around the table and asked, What the hell is wrong with her? What did I do? Brad pointed toward the door. You need to go explain why you had your arms wrapped around another girl.
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Jaeden yelled defensively, I was doin the damned Heimlich to save her life! Look, dude, I know what you were doin but apparently Rylee didnt see that part so get your butt out there before she leaves! Brad gave him a shove to get him out of the chair. Jaeden quickly made his way to the door and walked outside. He saw Rylee fumbling with her keys at the exact moment they fell out of her hand and hit the asphalt. Before she could retrieve them, Jaeden snatched the keys up and quickly tucked them inside of his jeans pocket. Rylee held out her hand, Give me the keys, JT! He emphatically shook his head, No, maam. There wont be a repeat of New Years Eve. Now, I wanna know what upset you just a minute ago. She pointed her finger in his face and yelled loud enough to wake the dead. Dont act so damned innocent, Jaeden MacKenzie! This makes the second time I have caught you with another woman! Well, let me inform you Ive been innocent both times when you thought youve caught me with somebody else! I thought we had finally settled the fact it was Brandons fiance that I was talkin to the first time. I dont know what you thought you saw today but I happened to notice that the girl was chokin on cheesefries! If you had taken the time to pay attention, I was only performin the Heimlich to save her freakin life! She placed her hands on both of her hips and stubbornly raised her chin. Well, it sure didnt look that way to me! Jaeden fired back at her, I dont give a damn what it looked like! I wanna know when the hell youre ever gonna freakin trust me! Why cant you get it through
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your head that I love you, Rylee? Do I have to drop dead to make you realize that there is no other girl in my life? Before she realized what she had done, Rylee slapped him across the face as she backed away from him in total disbelief. I cant believe you just said that! I shouldve known that you blame me for Ryan dying! Jaeden rubbed his cheek where she had left her handprint and thought about what a helluva punch shed given to him. He shook his head before he reached out and pulled her toward him. He tightly wrapped his arms around her as she tried to get away. I dont care if we have to stand here all day but youre gonna listen to me. Let me go! It didnt matter when she stomped her foot on his steel-toed boots since he couldnt feel a thing. Stop strugglin! Jaeden continued to hold her in his arms. By the way youre only gonna waste your energy by stompin on my feet because I have on steeltoed boots. I demand that you let me go! Youre just making me angrier! She was mad enough to hit him again if he didnt let go of her. He bent his knees to be on eye-level with her. You think I like bein accused of cheatin when I havent looked at another girl in three years? He gently squeezed her arms and pleaded with her as the pain of losing her again shot through his heart. Youve gotta learn to trust me or its never gonna work for us! Rylee saw the hurt plainly showing in his gorgeous blue eyes and all of the anger drained out of her. Maybe he was telling her the truth and if so, she didnt dare to risk losing him for the second time. You really saved her life? If you dont believe me, you can ask anyone in the tavern since they were witnesses. He nodded his head toward the tavern while his eyes were begging her to believe him.
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Rylee felt ashamed of herself for the way she had treated him. Once again, she had come to the wrong conclusion without asking him. Im sorry I slapped you and accused you of cheating. I dont blame you if you never speak to me again. He leaned against the front bumper of her car and pulled her between his legs. He softly sighed, Ive missed you so much for the past year, especially since I wasnt allowed to talk to you or hold you. There is no way in hell Im gonna go back to that point again. Ry, I love you and Im not gonna cheat on you. Will you please start believin me so we can get on with our lives? Weve wasted so much time for this same reason, right here. Ive messed things up again between us. Aint nothin that our love and trust cant fix, babe, but we have to learn to talk about things instead of overreactin. He brushed his lips against hers and softly whispered, Love you, sweet thang. I love you, too. Rylee smothered a giggle as she looked at him. He rolled his eyes, Whats so funny? She laughed, Your hair is sticking up like you stuck your finger in a wall socket. Jaeden ran his fingers through his hair to feel the sticky Coke she had poured over his head. Hmmm, I think a certain little girl had something to do with it. He scooped her up and threw her across his shoulder in a firemans carry with her head hanging over his back. He walked inside of the bar with long strides and straight to the table where they had been sitting before putting her down on the floor. Ill be right back. He walked to the bartender to get her another Coke and came back to sit down next to her. He noticed none of his buddies were saying a word but had amused looks on their faces as they looked back and forth at the two of
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them. Jaeden calmly took a sip of beer and leaned back in his chair. Yall have a problem or something? They shook their heads and snickered as Rylee walked to the stage to pick out a song. The instant the music started, Jaeden knew he was in big trouble since it was one of her favorite Def Leppard songs, Pour Some Sugar on Me. She knew the words by heart and gave a show that got Jaeden hot and bothered and rock-hard. He watched as she performed her version of a pole-dance with the microphone stand. She wiggled her cute butt in her tightfitting jeans and he felt like bashing in every guys face who was drooling over her luscious body. But hed let em drool and eat their hearts out when she left to go home with him later! As she made her way toward Jaeden, Rylee danced between the tables before she quickly straddled him. He normally didnt let things affect him but this was one time his face was redder than her shirt. She pressed her body against his, driving him wild with the temptation to lay her down and make love to her on the tabletop, without caring if everyone watched them. She dragged him up onto the stage where they sang another Def Leppard song Rock Of Ages. The lyrics made reference to watching the night go poof into a cloud of smoke. The firefighters from Stations Three and Two were quickly riled up while Jaeden and Rylee put on a show. Jaeden and Rylee were dripping wet with sweat by the time they made it back to their table. As he sat down, Jaeden slapped high-fives with his buddies and had a huge grin on his face. He hugged Rylee and gave her a long hot smoldering kiss. This was the Rylee he had fallen in love with and now that he had her back in his life; he was finally at peace for the first time in over a year. He met each of his buddies eyes and saw that they understood exactly how he felt.
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There were no questions asked about them being together but only speculations of when a wedding was going to take place. A turn of events was about to put things in motion toward a marriage proposal sooner than they had planned.. Rylee stood up to go to the ladies room and had barely walked past three tables when she suddenly passed out, hitting her head as she slumped to the floor. Jaeden jumped up and pushed everyone aside as he made his way to her. He knelt down and spoke softly to her but he got no response in return. He felt the panic building up inside but forced himself to remain calm and professional. Brad asked Jaeden for his keys and ran outside to grab the medical gear bag out of his truck. He had to push his way back through the crowd to get to them. He knelt on the opposite side of Rylee and waited until Jaeden had finished taking her pulse before handing the blood pressure cuff and stethoscope to him. Jaeden looked at him, Call 911 and request a rescue unit. Im not takin any chances on missin anything, since she banged her head when she hit the floor. Brad nodded and quickly pulled out his cell phone to call for help. It scared him to see Rylee lying so still like she had after the accident two months prior. He said a silent prayer that it wouldnt be anything serious. Jaeden wrapped the blood pressure cuff around her arm and pumped it up before placing the stethoscope in his ears. He slowly released the air on the cuff as he checked her blood pressure. It was higher than normal and he wasnt very happy about it. He took the cuff off of her arm before scribbling down her vital signs. He gently felt of her head for any swelling and was relieved when he couldnt feel anything out of the ordinary. Rylee softly moaned as Jaeden gently lifted her
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head to place a folded towel underneath it. She briefly opened her eyes and shut them as a pain shot through her head. She knew that Jaeden was taking care of her but she didnt feel like talking since the intense pain was making her nauseous. Jaeden leaned closer to her and softly asked, Ry, are you in pain? She barely whispered, My head hurts. He hated to ask more questions but it was necessary. Can you show me where it hurts? She slowly moved her head to point to the left side. The slight movement made the nausea rise which caused her to get sick onto the floor. She moaned again as Jaeden eased her back onto the folded towel. Brad grabbed another towel and tossed it over the mess on the floor. He grabbed an icepack and popped it to make it cold. He wrapped it in a towel before gently laying it against Rylees forehead to help her feel better. Jaeden looked up and gave him a nod of thanks. They managed to keep her calm by reassuring her that she had only become overheated from singing and dancing. She tried to argue with Jaeden about going to the ER but quickly found out that she wasnt going to win the battle. He called in to the ER and was given permission to start an IV and to give her some medication for the nausea. Jaeden put on a pair of latex gloves and clenched his jaw as he carefully inserted the needle into her arm but Rylee barely flinched. He taped it down before starting the fluids which would keep her from becoming dehydrated. Rylee whispered, You did that so gentle. He smiled apologetically before softly replying, Sorry, baby, but I have to shoot the meds for the nausea through the IV line and its gonna burn like fire for a minute or so.
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She watched as he picked up the filled syringe, thumped it and pushed the plunger to get the air out before inserting it into the IV line. She had experience with giving medications to know that it would be over in a few seconds but it still didnt help that she had to go through it. Jaeden inserted the syringe into the IV line. Ry, Im gonna slowly push the meds into the line on the count of three- one two three. He slowly pushed the plunger to let the medication flow through the line. Rylee dug her fingernails into his arm and even though it felt like he was being attacked by bear claws, he never made a sound. He finally took pity on her and quickly pushed the plunger to empty the syringe. He softly asked, Rylee baby, you okay? I will be once the room stops spinning around. Brad held up the IV bag as Jaeden leaned over and checked the lines to make sure the fluids were flowing at the rate he had set. Jaeden reached into the gear bag, pulled out a digital thermometer and put a plastic cover over it. Where is that going? Rylee asked warily. Where do you think? Jaeden teased. Baby, Im just kiddin so open your mouth. He slid the thermometer into her mouth and waited for it to beep. Her temperature was normal, which was a good sign. He made a note of it on his notepad along with the medications he had given to her. She whispered, Youre such a good paramedic. Thanks, babe and right now, youre bein a good patient, so dont act up once we get to the ER. The doctor will order tests that you will have done with no arguments. Within five minutes, they heard the sirens of the rescue unit as it pulled up in front of the tavern. The
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paramedics from Station Three walked briskly inside with a gurney to transport Rylee to the ER. She looked at Jaeden with her big blue eyes, begging him to ride along with them but he had to ride shotgun. Brad followed in Jaedens truck to take them back home. Inside of the ER, the doctor asked several questions about her accident from two months prior and he decided it would be a good idea for her to have a CT scan. When Rylee was asked if there was a possibility of being pregnant, at first she replied no. Then she suddenly remembered that it had been at least eight weeks since her last period. Jaedens eyes met hers as they realized that she could be pregnant. He bent his head and asked softly, Ry, have you been takin your birth-control pills? Her frightened look gave him the answer before he heard her answer. Jaeden, I was in the hospital overnight and once we got home, I forgot about it for a couple of days. It was too late to make up the ones I had missed so I waited until last month to start back on them. Jaeden took a deep breath and slowly let it out. Sooo theres the possibility of a baby. Well, my next question is this.when was the last time you and Ryan . December thirtieth the night before he died and I was in a hurry and forgot to take my pill. Jaeden scrubbed his face with his hands and softly murmured, Well, we know that we didnt use any protection the night of the ice storm. The scan was negative for further head injuries and when the lab results came back, the doctor left after handing it to Rylee. Her eyes met Jaedens and no words were necessary. He held her tightly against him while an unanswered question remained-who was the father of Rylees baby.Ryan or Jaeden?
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Chapter 13 It was a quiet ride home from the hospital as Jaeden and Rylee tried to absorb the reality of a baby being added to their lives. They were keeping the news to themselves as long as possible and told Brad that she hadnt suffered any further injuries from passing out. Once they got home, Jaeden told her that Brad was taking him to pick up her car and hed be home shortly. Rylee thanked Brad for his help before she went to sit on the back deck to think things through. She wasnt sure how Jaeden would react if the baby turned out to be Ryans but she was keeping it even if she had to do it alone. She was still sitting outside in the warm spring afternoon when Jaeden came home. He walked over to where she was sitting on the deck railing staring across Lake Norman. He slid his arms around her and kissed her softly on the nape of her neck. He breathed in the sweet smell of her magnolia-scented body spray as she leaned back against his chest. You okay, baby? She softly replied, Im still in shock about the baby. Makes two of us but its not like we dont want any kids. He slid one hand protectively over her stomach and left it there. Rylee turned sideways to face him, Jaeden, we havent even worked things out between us and now, were going to have a baby in approximately seven months. Jaeden slid one hand from around her waist and caressed her cheek. Ry, were in this together so its not like youre gonna be a single parent. She glanced away for a brief moment before looking at him. And what if it turns out to be Ryans baby?
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Jaeden stared into her blue answered her question, Both of us was like a brother to me, as well Theres no way that I wouldnt love turns out to be his.

eyes as he softly loved Ryan and he as my best friend. this baby even if it

Rylee softly mumbled, Thats easy to say since we dont know who the father is. Jaeden leaned against the deck railing and pulled her between his legs. Rylee, it takes more to be a father than just bein the biological parent. Im plannin to be here beside of you every step of the way. Ill always love you and the baby so whats the problem? What about Ryans parents? You saw how nasty his mama acted toward me at the funeral. I can only imagine how its going to be when they find out Im pregnant. What if the baby is Ryans and they fight me for custody? She grasped his shirt tightly in her hands and stared into his eyes. He placed his hand over hers. Well, theres one way to prevent that from happenin. Rylee saw a fierce look in his eyes, like a lion protecting his mate and cubs. He would be a force to be reckoned with if anyone dared to harm her in any way. And just what way is that? Marry me, Rylee. Jaeden was dead serious and didnt have one trace of a teasing smile on his face while he waited for an answer. Even though it didnt surprise her to hear his proposal; what shocked her was how quickly he had asked her. She wasnt sure whether to scream with joy or tell him that he was crazy! She didnt doubt that Jaeden loved her but this was not the way that she had envisioned being proposed to. Was their love even enough to build a marriage on? Jaeden continued to wait patiently for her answer. He knew that she had doubts if they were ready to get
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married. Theyd spent the first month trying to put their lives back together while dealing with their individual guilt of losing Ryan. Then they had been getting reacquainted with one another but, had too much time passed being apart to ever make things work again? Even though their love had been strong at one point, could it withstand the obstacles that they would face? Jaeden knew that Rylee loved him and hed never stopped loving her for one second, even when hed thought he had lost her to Ryan. He would fight anyone who tried to break them apart but knew that their marriage would last only if they were both dedicated to making it work. They wouldnt have much time to wait before making a decision about their future. Rylee, I need an answer. She took a deep breath and let it out. Jaeden, I cant give you a definite answer right now because I need time to think. What is there to think about? You know that I love you, so why shouldnt you marry me? He hesitated before murmuring, Unless you really dont love me. She threw her hands into the air like he was the stupidest man on the earth. I cant think straight! I just found out that Im having a baby and I dont know which one of you is the father! Youre proposing to me out of pity and you expect an answer from me, right this second? Jaeden put two fingers against her lips. Hush for a minute. Im not proposing out of pity so get that outta your head! I love you, Rylee, and Ill be here for you no matter what you decide but theres one thing guaranteed. Ryan cant be ever here. I can be a father to this baby, regardless of who the biological parent is. I can give you all of the love that youll ever hope for if youll take time to realize it! You have to see that it only makes sense to marry me.
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I need time to think things through. Jaeden backed away from her and shoved his hands in his pockets. Ill give you the time that you want but dont keep me danglin on a string forever. What the hell does that mean? Rylee fought to keep her temper from flaring. Ive been danglin on a string for the last year, waitin to catch you if you fell and babe, Im still standin here with my arms outstretched and my feet braced to make the catch. Its up to you whether you want me to love you and take care of you or if youre gonna walk out of my life again. He held his hands out in front of him and waited patiently for her reply. time. I need a few hours if youll give me that much

Jaeden silently watched as she walked inside of the townhouse. He leaned on the deck railing and held his head down to pray for some divine intervention. God, if you will just let her agree to marry me; I promise Ill never hurt her. I will love this baby even if its Ryans. Just please give me a second chance. He raised his head to look across Lake Norman and blinked back the tears that were burning his eyes. He loved Rylee too much to let her walk away but if she chose to leave; he would have to abide by her wishes. Jaeden prayed that she would realize that they belonged together since she held their future in her hands. Rylee needed her brothers advice even though he would tell her to follow her heart. She went upstairs to call Zane and hit the send button, and then waited for him to answer. It was late afternoon and he should be awake from his midnight to five a.m. job as a disc jockey. She was lost in her thoughts and didnt hear when he answered the phone Zane demanded, Rylee, talk to me or Im goin to Mooresville!
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The sound of Zanes voice startled her and she squeaked, Hey, Zane! You didnt answer me the first two times I spoke so whats wrong? Rylee hesitantly asked, Do you have a few minutes? I need to talk. The sound of her voice caught his attention in a hurry. Sweetheart, I always have time for you so spill it. Zane got comfortable on the couch to listen to her. Rylee didnt answer him immediately since she was trying to find the courage to tell him her news. She was sitting in the middle of the bed clutching a pillow against her for comfort. Zane threatened, Rylee, talk to me or Im leavin in two minutes to go over there! Rylee panicked at the thought of her brother showing up and hearing the news from Jaeden face-toface! She shuddered as a vision flashed through her mind of them fighting with one another. Im trying to find the right words to say so just give me a minute! Zane demanded, What the hell has Jaeden done? Ill kick his ass if hes hurt you again! Rylee murmured, He hasnt done anything except possibly making a baby with me. There was a moment of silence before Zane muttered a few choice words and then he let his temper fly. Im gonna kick his ass! Why the hell didnt he use protection? Hed better hope hes ready to get married because Ill be damned if youre gonna raise this baby by yourself! Rylee shouted, Zane, shut up! He asked me to marry him! Oh! He laughed, Well, whats the problem?
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Rylee burst into tears, I dont want a marriage proposal because Im pregnant! I want one because he loves me! Oh, for cryin out loud, Rylee, a blind man can see that he loves you! Give the guy a break and marry him! Who cares if theres a baby on the way? She sniffled, I dont know if the baby is Jaedens! Zane groaned, Ohhh, please dont tell me that youve had unprotected sex with two guys! You know better than to take stupid chances like that! Rylee tried to defend herself. I didnt remember to I took my birth-control pill the last night with Ryan and when Jaeden and I made love, we didnt use protection either. Her brother shouted in disbelief, What the hell were you thinkin? She wailed, We got caught up in the moment! Zane began to lecture his sister. Well, obviously neither of you was thinkin! How many times have you preached to me about not havin unprotected sex no matter how swept away I am in the moment? She threw his baby-making experience back in his face. Well, you got Shanna pregnant before you planned it! So, little brother, you really have room to be yapping at me! Zane snickered sheepishly, Okay, Im busted but Cameron was conceived on the exact day that Shanna and I got married. Hah! But you still had unprotected sex so dont lecture me, Zane Cameron! Okay, okay.Im wavin a white flag. Rylee giggled, Youre totally insane! Zane laughed, Tell me something I dont already know. Okay, here are your optionsraise the baby alone
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or use your brain, marry Jaeden and live happily ever after. She exclaimed in exasperation, Zane, its not that simple! This isnt a fairy tale life and life isnt pictureperfect like your songs. No, but you can try to make it perfect as possible. Zane sighed. Look, you love Jaeden so marry him. Ill even sing for the ceremony and have Midnight Whispers play at the reception for free. Rylee teased, Who says I want you to sing at my wedding? Not gonna find anyone better than me to sing Light My Fire so just do it. Who says I want you to sing that song? Zane busted out laughing, Cell phones produce great videos and you and Jaeden did a great rendition of it earlier today. Rylee tried to think who on earth wouldve known Zanes phone number. Okay, I give up! Who did it? Ill never tell! She threatened, Zane Cameron Thomas! Youd better tell me or Im gonna blab your secret to the tabloids! be? Zane carefully asked, And what secret would that

Rylee laughed. Just how cute you were at four years old singing Achy Breaky Heart by Billy Ray Cyrus! Zane laughed Heh heh well theres nothin wrong with country music but its just not my forte anymore. So, tell me who sent you the video of us! It was Kevin and Jake.my bassist and drummer. They were hangin out with Kevins cousin, Cam Jameson,
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who drives a racecar. Kevin videoed it on his phone and brought it by to show me while ago. She softly groaned as she rolled onto her stomach. Oh lord. Ill be blackmailed for the rest of my life. He teased, Nahhh, but if I ever need a backup singer, Ill know who to call! Rylee yelped, No way! I couldnt sing in front of a huge crowd like you do! You didnt have a problem singin in front of everyone at Brewin Time but once you get over the stage fright, its cool. But seriously, Rylee, please marry Jaeden because its the right thing to do. Rylee softly sighed, You really think so? I wouldnt tell you to do it if I thought otherwise, now would I? Smart-assed brat! She wished she was talking to him face-to-face so she could mess up his hair which drove him insane. Thats what baby brothers are for! So, whatcha gonna do? I guess Ill marry him. Zane exclaimed, Well, geez dont sound so freakin enthused! Im just scared it wont last if we rush into it! Everyone in our family has rushed into marriages so youre not the Lone Ranger. Gracie and Zack knew each other less than a year. I knew Shanna barely a month and Emily knew Jonathan for three months before they got married. You and Jaeden have known each other the longest so just marry him! Maybe youre right. He laughed, Im always right! Look sweetie, Shanna needs a break and I want to take care of
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Cameron but call me after my gig tonight, if you want to talk. I love you! Love you, Zany Zane. Give Shanna and Cameron kisses for me. Rylee made her way downstairs and saw that Jaeden was still outside, leaning on the deck railing. He looked so alone and her heart melted as she thought of how much she loved him. She was scared of making a commitment so fast without knowing if it would work but she had to take a chance. She walked outside and stood next to him, I talked to Zane. Jaeden looked down at her, So, whats it gonna be? Rylee took a deep breath and let it out slowly. I love you, Jaeden, and Ill marry you whenever you want to set a date. Jaeden let out a rebel yell as he swept her into his arms and spun them around on the deck while kissing her passionately. Ry baby, I love you! I promise youll never regret marryin me! Rylee blinked back the tears welling up in her eyes as she watched him kneel down. He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a black velvet ring box and took out a familiar looking engagement ring. He slid the ring onto her finger and softly kissed it. Ive been waitin for over a year to place that ring back on your finger and its finally where it belongs. Rylee looked at the sparkling diamond that she had worn as his fiance. When he placed it on her finger, it felt like she had finally come home. Jaeden stood and pulled her close before kissing her to seal their engagement. Rylee knew that this time things would work out for them. They went inside and found a calendar before choosing a wedding date of April 26. Jaeden wanted to
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celebrate their engagement by taking her out for supper. As they ran upstairs, Rylee pleaded that she needed to take a shower first since it would take her longer to get ready. Jaeden gave in, knowing that he would join her for an intimate appetizer before she finished washing her hair. She had her hair lathered with suds and couldnt open her eyes so he opened the shower stall door and stepped inside. Rylee felt his hands slowly sliding over her wet body and she softly laughed, It took you long enough. Jaeden laughed, Well, sweet thang, I wasnt sure if youd throw me out since you wanted to be first to get in here. Rylee giggled, I needed to be ready to fire you up. He slid his hand over her skin. You want to be naughty? Just fire me up, baby. She murmured, Ill show you how naughty I can be, after you help me rinse these suds. Jaeden laughed as he began to rinse away the pile of suds from her hair. I could do this faster if I had a fire hose. Rylee slid her hand down his chest to his stomach and even lower before grasping his erection in her hand. This is the only fire hose that we need but Im in command at the moment, Lieutenant JT MacKenzie. She slowly slid her fingertips across his skin and Jaeden braced his hands against the wall to steady himself. He softly moaned as she slid her hand slowly up and down him. He almost came unglued as she reached between his legs to cup him and gave him a gentle squeeze with her other hand. He licked his lips, Ry.. She whispered, Shhhh. I want to ride you like the wild stallion that you are.

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He murmured, Damn.I know Im a stud but never been called a stallion before. Rylee fell against him as she dissolved into giggles. Oh, shut up, JT! You almost ruined the moment. Heh..well Id better start doin something right so wrap your arms around my neck and ride me til you make us explode. He picked her up and waited until she slid her legs around his waist before lowering her onto him. He held her hips tightly in his hands and watched the expression on her face as she slid down taking him deep inside of her. Damn.he was ready to explode already and she had just captured him within her heat! Rylee stared into his smoldering blue eyes and watched him fight the same battle she was fighting. How were they going to last for more than five minutes if they even managed to hold on that long? Jaeden backed her against the wall and reached between them to caress her which ignited a wild passionate ride of a lifetime. Neither noticed as the warm water continued to pour over their heated bodies while Rylee rode him hard and fast. He kept his fingers dancing over her aroused flesh which only drove her into a frenzy to reach the ultimate goal he was urging her toward. He seductively whispered, Cmon baby..get wild on me..just let go. Rylee moaned as she felt his fingers stroking her faster and when his thumb ground against her; she exploded into a wild frenzy. Taking Jaeden along with her, she rode him like they were being chased by the hounds of hell. He kept softly whispering seductive words in her ear and within a matter of seconds; they were riding the wave as it rose higher and higher before Rylee began to explode. Her muscles tightening around him was all it
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took to set him off like the Fourth of July fireworks. Jaeden gave one final thrust while she clung to him and pulled his head down. She kissed him passionately as he slid one arm underneath to hold her while their world swirled around them wrapping them tightly together. An hour and a half later, they were seated in a restaurant overlooking the skyline of Charlotte. Jaeden was wearing a dark blue shirt with the first three buttons undone to show the gold chain with the firefighter Maltese Cross. He had never taken it off since Rylee had given it to him two years ago. His shirt stretched across his broad shoulders emphasizing his muscular physique and his pair of black pants which fit him snugly around his hips and butt. Rylee had noticed more than one female staring at him when they walked to their table. She felt a stab of jealousy but knew that his heart belonged only to her. Jaeden narrowed his eyes at more than one guy who dared to look at Rylee. He would punch out a few of them if any dared to give her more than a passing glance. For this special occasion, Rylee was wearing a red velvet dress with spaghetti straps and a ruby and diamond necklace that Jaeden had given to her. It had been a gift for their second Valentines Day, barely three months before they broke up. The small ruby was surrounded with sparkling diamonds and lay nestled at her cleavage. Jaeden watched as Rylee placed her fingers over the twinkling red gem. He was so mesmerized by her cleavage that he didnt hear their server approach to take their dinner selections. Jaeden heard the young man clear his throat which broke his trance. As he looked up to see an amused look on the servers face, Jaeden grinned, Sorry, dude, but the lady has me under her spell. Rylee couldnt resist sliding off her shoe to rub her foot against his thigh. She smothered a giggle as he almost jumped out of his chair and she innocently smiled
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when his eyes met hers. Rylee saw a mischievous sparkle that told her there would be payback later. She picked up the menu to study it for one last decision. Jaeden took a sip of water to give her time to choose her dinner selection. He studied her face and saw that she wasnt concentrating on the menu a bit more than he was. She was only using it as a shield to hide another bit of mischief since he felt her foot slide up his leg again. He accidentally dropped his menu onto the floor which gave him an excuse to reach underneath the table. He quickly grasped her slender foot into his hand to keep it from wandering. Their server was waiting patiently but decided that maybe he needed to hurry things along. Sir, are you ready to order? As a matter of fact, yes, we are. The lady and I will have the Alaskan King Crab Legs and steaks cooked medium-well. Well also have stuffed baked potatoes and for dessert well have cheesecake with chocolate sauce. Jaeden made sure he emphasized chocolate and saw a hint of mischief in Rylees eyes. After the server left, they quietly discussed wedding plans until their food was brought to them. Jaeden helped Rylee break the crab legs and ended up feeding the tasty meat to her. Their steaks were done to perfection just the way that they liked them. They were too full to eat the cheesecake and took it home to share later. When they walked out of the restaurant, Jaeden suggested that they go to see Zanes band, Midnight Whispers, since they had a late gig at the nearby club, LEGENDS. Rylee hadnt been to hear her brother sing in a few months so she welcomed the chance to see him. She worried that she was overdressed for the Friday night crowd but Jaeden assured her that she would fit in anywhere. She looked beautiful and he wouldnt change
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one thing about her. She was glowing with happiness and it was more than he had hoped to see, again.

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Chapter 14 A week later, Rylee had gone with Shanna and her cousins to be fitted for their dresses for the wedding. When Rylee and Shanna got home, they were exhausted but looking forward to being with Jaeden, Zane and Cameron. They walked inside to find it as quiet as a tomb. Shanna looked toward the outside deck but didnt see them anywhere. Where are Jaeden and Zane? Rylee set her shopping bags onto the loveseat and kicked off her shoes. Theyre probably on Jaedens computer. Help yourself to something to drink while I go to the bathroom. Shanna sat down on the couch and kicked off her shoes. Get used to it for the next few months! She sighed, I just want to enjoy the peace and quiet because when Zane sees that were back, hell bug me to find out if I bought any sexy lingerie. Rylee giggled, My baby brothers a sex fiend, huh? Shanna softly laughed, Oh, he cant keep his hands to himself but neither can I! Rylee shook her head in amusement. Hes my brother but he does have sex appeal! Too much for his own good but heyIm not complaining! Shanna fell back against the cushions and giggled. He keeps me more than satisfied! Thats too much info! Rylee exclaimed and headed toward the downstairs bathroom. She heard Zanes voice coming from Jaedens guest room where he kept the computer. Zane warned Jaeden in a quiet but firm voice. Jaeden, I know my sister and she will raise holy hell if she finds out about Ryan. You need to tell her the truth.
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Rylee stopped at the bathroom doorway as overheard her brothers words. What was Zane talking about.the truth about Ryan? Suddenly, she remembered the words Jaeden had mumbled after a bad dream two months ago. He had cursed about covering up lies for Ryan. She had planned to ask Jaeden about it later but had forgotten. It looked like now was the time! She started to step into the guest room but she was stopped cold by Jaedens words. Zane, shell hate me for not tellin her and I cant risk losin her again! Jaeden slapped his hand on top of the computer desk and groaned in frustration. Why the hell didnt I just tell her the truth six months ago? Maybe you thought she wouldnt believe you. Zane sighed. But you cant start a marriage with this bein covered up. I cant tell her since Ryan aint here to admit the truth. Jaeden laid his head in his hands and groaned again. Zane protested, Look, dude, she was madder than a grizzly bear when she thought you lied to her about that girl. Youve gotta tell her before yall get married at the end of the month! Jaeden jumped up and ran his fingers through his hair. Its not that damned simple! How can I tell her that Ryan was nailin every female in sight? Rylee gasped and both guys spun around to face her. Zane mumbled, Oh, shit. Jaeden felt his heart sink like a boulder tossed into Lake Norman before he started walking toward her. Hey, baby! When did you get home? He reached out to give her a hug. She slapped his hand away. Ive been back long enough to hear that youve been hiding some godforsaken secrets about Ryan!
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Double oh, shit. Zane mumbled as he looked around for somewhere to hide from her temper. He knew how mad his sister could get when her temper was riled up and plus she was pregnant with all of those hormones raging through her! Dont you even say a freaking word, Zane Cameron! Youre just as damned guilty since you knew about it, too! Rylee glared at her brother before turning back toward Jaeden. Well, arent you gonna say anything? Jaeden licked his lips and spoke softly, hoping to defuse things. Ry, calm down and well talk about it. He placed his hand on her arm before she slapped it away in a fit of anger. She let her Southern Rebel temper loose as rage filled her petite body. Dont tell me to calm down! Ive been waiting for two months to hear what Ryan supposedly did to me so youd better open your mouth and spill it! Jaedens mouth fell open, How the hell did you find out? Dont worry about it! Rylee pointed toward her watch. Im getting tired of waiting so youd better make it snappy! Zane walked over and put his hand on her arm. Rylee, youre gettin too upset so just calm down. Rylee pushed him away from her. Touch me again and Ill put your sorry butt in ICU! Okay, okay.I wont touch you! But, at least calm down for the babys sake! Zane exclaimed as he backed away from his sister. For the last time, Ill calm down when Im damned good and ready! Rylees chest was heaving from restraining herself for not slapping her brother and Jaeden. She was furious with both of them for keeping
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Ryans lies from her, whatever they happened to be! She glared at Jaeden, Your time is running out in a hurry! Jaeden gently pushed her against the wall and held her wrists in his hands. He put his leg between hers as she started to raise her knee towards his groin. Dont even think about it. Stop actin like a lunatic, Rylee, and I mean it! Rylee spat, Kiss off, Jaeden MacKenzie! He smirked, Ill gladly kiss every single inch of you so dont even issue that as a threat. Shanna heard their raised voices and came to investigate what kind of trouble the guys had gotten themselves into. She saw Jaeden holding Rylees wrists while keeping her confined to one spot aganst the wall. She looked toward Zane, Before I get into the middle of this, where is Cameron? Zane pointed toward the ceiling, Hes asleep on Rylees bed. Shanna looked at him in exasperation. What? Hes surrounded by pillows so he cant fall off! I checked on him ten minutes ago and hes fine! Shanna rolled her eyes, Have I accused you of anything, yet? Zane shook his head. Noooo but I feel it comin so lemme have it! Shanna looked toward Jaeden and Rylee before she looked back at her husband. What the heck is going on? Why does Jaeden have her pinned against the wall? What have you done? Which question do you want answered, first? Zane snickered but quickly sobered after receiving threatening looks of bodily harm from Shanna and Rylee. He mumbled, Sorry, Sha. This is between Rylee and Jaeden and really has nothin to do with me. Bullshit, little brother! Rylee hissed and sparks of anger flew from her eyes as she glared at him. Both of you have kept secrets that I shouldve obviously been told
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six months ago! She turned her glare back toward Jaeden. And Im still waiting to hear from one of you! If youll stop yappin long enough, Ill explain things to you! Jaeden snapped. While you were workin your ass off, Ryan was cheatin on you with every girl he could crawl into bed with! I caught him red-handed in Brewin Time with his hand up the girls shirt and his mouth latched on to her breast like he was a starvin baby! Rylee gasped, Ryan wouldnt cheat on me after going through that heartbreak with his ex-girlfriend! Jaeden cruelly laughed, Why the hell do you think Candace broke up with him? It sure wasnt because he told her she could lick his candy cane! He cheated on her the same way I caught him cheatin red-handed on you or did you fail to hear that part? Youre lying! Rylee shook her head in denial and flinched as she saw the anger raging in his eyes. Oh freakin-A, Rylee! This is exactly why I didnt tell you! I knew you wouldnt believe a word I said. Jaeden let go of her wrists and slammed his fist into the wall beside of her head. Rylee was stunned to a complete silence by his actions. This was not sweet Jaeden who never lost his temper and hit things! She was so confused but what if he was telling the truth? Had Ryan really cheated on her? Jaeden flexed his fingers and was relieved that he hadnt broken anything. His hand hurt like hell but at least he had released some frustration since he had pictured Ryans face when his fist made contact with the wall. Too bad Ryan wasnt still alive for his fist to have messed up his pretty face! He felt the anger drain slowly out of him as he glanced at Rylee and saw her staring at him with confusion showing in her eyes. He sighed, Ry, I shouldve
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told you but I didnt want to add any more pain to your life. I thought that Ryan would get his act together and realize what a jewel he had in you. She whispered, How long had he been cheating? Jaeden looked away from her and met Zanes eyes to see him nod his head, giving him the encouragement to tell her the complete truth. He softly sighed knowing that his words were going to hurt her. He was screwin around for the last two months that yall were together. Rylee shook her head in disbelief and backed away from him. Everybody knows you were jealous of him so how do I know youre not just making this up? Jaeden closed his eyes as he felt a pain stabbing his heart and he took a deep breath before saying his next words. How can you think that I would deliberately hurt you this way? Maybe my love for you isnt enough to make things work out for us after all. What the hell does that mean? Rylee asked angrily. Maybe you need more time to think about just who you want to live with..me or the memories of Ryan. Jaeden pushed his way past her but was stopped as she grabbed his arm. He looked down at her, Let go of me, Rylee. No! We need to talk! Rylee was panicking at the thought of him leaving. The pain showed in his eyes as Jaeden spat, Why? This is becomin a habit with you callin me a liar! He pushed her hand away from his arm. Ill be back later, if youre lucky. He started walking down the hall toward the front door and Rylee ran after him. She managed to get between him and the front door before placing her back against it blocking the closest exit out of the room. She saw the anger building up in his eyes and knew she had
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to do something to keep him from leaving. Jaeden, Im sorry! I really want to believe you! He shook his head, No, you dont. If you really wanted to believe me, you wouldnt have accused me of lyin. Now, move out of the way or Im movin you. Rylee refused to budge an inch so he gently moved her out of his way before he opened the door, walked out and slammed it behind him. She waited for him to come back and tell her hed forgiven her but she heard the sound of his pickup truck being cranked up and backed out of the driveway. She fell against the door as tears ran down her face and blinded her. Rylee felt Zanes arms wrap around her as he pulled her up and held her against his chest. She clung to him and sobbed, Oh god, Zane, Ive lost him again! Zane softly crooned, Shhhh, its gonna be okay, sweetheart. He just needs time to cool off and then hell be back. Rylee wailed, Noooo hes not coming back! Zane kissed her on the forehead before taking her face in his hands. Rylee, look at me. She shook her head and refused. Quit bein stubborn and look at me. She raised her head and looked at him with tearfilled eyes which matched his sapphire blue ones. She sobbed, How can I be so stupid to risk losing him again? Zane sighed, You might not like my answer but you were kinda stupid not to believe him. He wiped her tears away with his thumbs. Sissy, when you were fightin for your life in the hospital, I accused Jaeden of cheatin on you. He told me about the lyin, cheatin scumbag, but he didnt want to hurt you so he kept his mouth shut. Rylee hiccupped, Why didnt you tell me?
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He shrugged, Maybe I should have. Things started happenin so fast with you and Jaeden and I thought it was best to let sleepin dogs lie. Shanna muttered, Well, somebody shouldve told her while Ryan was still alive and maybe New Years Eve wouldnt have turned out like it did. Zane gave a short laugh, Believe me; Jaeden has lived with it along with the guilt of bein the cause of the argument on New Years. Rylee looked in surprise at her brother, How do you know all of this? He patted her cheek affectionately, Jaeden and I have talked about a lot of stuff in the past three months. And Im tellin you one more time, forget about Ryan and concentrate on the man who really loves you. Rylee fought back tears which threatened to fill her eyes again and her voice trembled, Its too late to take back the words that I just flung in his face. Sweetheart, hell be back. You need to seriously chill, so why dont you fix a bubble bath? Shanna and I will stay with you if you want us to. Rylee shook her head, Ive caused enough problems. You need to enjoy being with your sweet son since I know you have to be at the club for a gig at nine p.m. Zane thought for a moment and then suggested, Wanna go with us? Itll be better than stayin here and waitin for Jaeden to come home. Ill leave him a note while you go take a bath and put on something sexy. Rylee murmured, I dont know if thats a good idea or not. Zane looked at Shanna with a silent plea for help so she quickly added, I need a female to talk to since the guys in Zanes band drive me insane. I have a babysitter for Cameron so cmon and go with us.
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Rylee bit her lip, Well.okay. She slowly walked up the stairs to get ready. Shanna waited for a minute before turning toward Zane. Just what are you up to? He shrugged, Nothin. Im gonna give Jaeden a little reason to think twice about walkin out on her. He found a piece of paper and a pen, then hurriedly scrawled a note to Jaeden telling him that Rylee was gone clubbing with them. He smirked as he added a hint that his drummer, Jake, wanted to give Rylee a special congratulations on her engagement. That should be enough to fire up Jaedens jealousy to go to LEGENDS and stake his claim on Rylee. He looked at Shanna with a devilish sparkle in his eyes, Nothin like addin a bit of fuel to the fire and since Jaedens a firefighter; he can come extinguish the crush that Jake has on Rylee. Shannas mouth fell open, But Jake doesnt have a crush on Rylee! Zane gave her a wicked grin, Well, he will after I clue him in on my plan. Shanna waggled her finger at him, Zane Cameron, you are a bad boy! He took her finger and playfully bit the end of it, Dont you know that Im a hopeless romantic? After all, I didnt stop until I won your heart. He bent his head and kissed his beautiful wife to remind her that he would love the ground she walked on for eternity. A few hours later at LEGENDS, Zane quickly filled Jake in on his plan to remind Jaeden that hed better watch his ps and qs or in the blink of an eye, Rylee could belong to another. It took a bit of bribing to get Jake to go along with it since he had met Jaeden. The blonde curlyhaired drummer knew Jaeden would be a force to be reckoned with since jealous guys were always pissed off!
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Zane waited for everyone to clear out of the dressing room before he picked up his cell phone and punched in Jaedens number. He didnt have to wait long for him to answer. Jaeden answered warily, Wassup, Zane? Zane spoke hurriedly, Hey dude! You gotta come to LEGENDS before things get outta control around here. Im goin home to talk to Rylee so whatevers happenin with you, will have to wait. Zane exclaimed impatiently, Rylee aint home! Jaeden yelled, Whatcha mean she aint home? Where the hell is she? Zane smothered his laughter, Shes here with me and Shanna. Dude, Jake is puttin the moves on her! Ill be there in twenty-five minutes! Make damned sure your bouncers let me in and that theyre on standby while I kick his damned friggin ass! Jaeden flung his cell phone onto the truck seat next to him before changing lanes to head toward I-77. Damned if he was gonna let anyone else put their hands on Rylee again! Zane tossed his cell phone onto the table and did a little victory dance. Yes! His plan was going to work. He went to alert security to be on standby to interfere only if Jaeden started a throw-down fist fight with Jake. He didnt want to find a replacement drummer if Jaeden actually kicked Jakes ass! Zane and Midnight Whispers rocked the night away for the first set before taking a break thirty minutes later. Shanna and Rylee followed the band members into the dressing room and found a pissed off Jaeden MacKenzie pacing the floor like a caged tiger who had been denied his dinner. Zanes cousin, Seth and Kevin Jameson took one look at Jaedens face. They took two steps backwards since trouble was brewing like a category four hurricane sweeping through the Atlantic Ocean! Kevin was the
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bassist and Seth played rhythm guitar and the keyboards so neither one needed any fingers or hands broken. Jaeden had his sights set on Jake Riley and totally ignored Rylee for the moment. He stalked over to Jake and shoved him against the wall. Youd better think twice before makin any moves on my fiance. Understand me? Jake was big enough to take Jaeden on but not when the dude was this pissed off! He gulped and nodded his blonde curly head. Sorry, man! Its just too bad shes Zanes sister and engaged to you or Id steal her away! Jaeden clenched his fist and drew it back to hit him as Rylee shrieked. Ryan, stop it! It was deathly quiet as Jaeden spun around toward her and everyone held their breath waiting to for an explosion from him. He was stunned by being called Ryan again! What the hell did you call me? Rylee whispered, Im sorry.Im didnt mean to call you Ryan again. She collapsed onto the couch behind her. This is just like reliving New Years Eve! Zane mumbled a few choice words as he realized the scene hed plotted, had re-enacted New Years with Ryan and Jaeden. His eyes met Shannas stormy glare and knew he had to confess the truth. He blurted, Jakes innocent, Jaeden! I set this up to make you jealous so youd take Rylee home and make up with her! Rylee stood up and walked over to her brother. She slapped him across his cheekbone, leaving her hand imprint. Jaeden and I have been through enough hell because of that night! I understand what you did but you stepped over the line. Interfere in my life again and so help me, Zane, youll hate it for the rest of your life! Zane rubbed his cheek while mumbling, Thats a helluva long time.
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Rylee smacked him on the arm. That depends on if youd rather die tonight! Seth wasnt sure where all of this was going but he wasnt crazy about Jake and Kevin being witnesses to a family feud. Hey dudes. Go see if you can find a hot babe for me! He shoved Kevin and Jake out of the room, slammed the door and locked it behind them. He turned around and saw that Jaeden was trying to calm down and Rylee was glaring at her brother. It looks like this is a night for family feuds. Zane stared at his sister and muttered, Shit. Youve never hit me my whole life. I cant believe you hit me that hard. Rylee glared and pointed her finger at him. Thats what you get for being a brat so stop whining! You had no right to interfere in my life! Zane backed away and held up his hands to shield himself from any more blows coming from her. Dont worry I wont! Geeesh! I was only tryin to keep the two of you together! I can fend for myself, thank you! Rylee plopped back onto the couch. She was slightly out of breath from being upset and the exertion of a mini-brawl with her brother. Jaeden sat down next to her and placed his fingers against her wrist to check her pulse. He frowned at her as she tried to yank her arm away. Behave yourself, lil Miss Oscar De La Hoya, and let me check your pulse. Youre out of breath and you need to calm down. Rylee muttered, Im okay. Jaeden placed his hand underneath her chin and lifted it slightly which forced her to look him in the eyes. Ill tell you if youre okay so sit there and be quiet. Zane wanted to congratulate him for his bravery but knew that Shanna would make him pay later by
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denying him the love he craved from her. He wisely remained silent as he watched Jaeden take care of Rylee and it was obvious that Jaeden really loved her. Jake pounded on the dressing room door and yelled, Zany Zane! Its show time, dude! Zane yelled, Well be out in a minute! He looked at Jaeden and Rylee. So, are you gettin married or what? Jaeden looked at Rylee, It depends on if she forgives me. Rylee pursed her lips, Are there any more secrets that I need to be told? Jaeden shook his head. Well, I guess were getting married on April 26.

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Chapter 15 Rylees bachelorette party was held at the Brewin Time tavern on the weekend before the wedding. Shanna, Gracie and Emily were the hostesses for the girls only event and had given strict orders that no guys were allowed, not even Jaeden. He was having a bachelor party on the same night to keep them occupied. The music was cranked up and much to Rylees embarrassment; three male exotic dancers began a dance routine which didnt leave much to anyones imagination. After their third routine, the sounds of fire sirens sounded and three more delicious male dancers strutted out to the beat of the Ohio Players song Fire. Rylees mouth fell open as her eyes met Jaedens sparkling blue eyes. He was dressed in his turnout gear with no shirt underneath his jacket. He strutted his way directly in front of her and moved his hips provocatively before sliding down the arms of his jacket and letting it drop onto the floor. He bent down to pick his jacket up, swung it over his shoulder and danced a few steps before spinning his body around in a circle on his bare feet. Jaeden gave Rylee a wicked grin before flinging his jacket behind him. He tossed his arms above his head and slowly moved his hips to the music. Rylee melted into a puddle and was ready to call in a three-alarm fire call when Jaeden kicked things up even hotter. He teasingly slid down the straps that were holding up his bunker pants before sliding his hand slowly down to the snap at the waist. Rylee licked her lips in anticipation and he didnt keep her waiting for what going to happen next. He unsnapped his pants and let them fall to the floor, exposing his muscular body, clad in only a pair of black low-cut briefs. He kicked off his bunker pants and gave a little thrust of his hips toward Rylee which made her blush redder than his fire truck.
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Rylees friends in the room were clapping and giving Jaeden more encouragement than he needed to continue with his routine. Rylee received envious looks from more than one since this hot delicious firefighter was all hers. Jaeden had proven hands down that he couldve been a male dancer and they wouldve stuffed dollar bills into his briefs anytime! Jaeden pulled Rylee onto the stage with him before giving her a wink. He knew how he affected her so he kept his hands firmly on her hips. He slid down her body like it was a firemans pole until the song came to an end. Zane tossed his firemans helmet to him to place on Rylees head. Jaeden bent his head and gave her a passionate kiss before whispering, Dont forget about me while youre havin fun tonight, babe. Rylee softly laughed, How could I forget about you? She pulled his head down for another kiss amidst the catcalls from her friends and Jaedens fellow firefighters whod come to witness his little routine. She whispered, Youve won every female heart in here but Im not so sure I like them seeing your hot, luscious body. Jaeden grinned, But just think, baby, all of my lusciousness will belong to you in exactly one week. What worries me are the days in between. Rylee gave him a little pout. Sweet thang, no one else is touchin me except for you. He bent his head and gave her a long passionate kiss. Zane yelled, Hey, thats enough for tonight! Weve got our own party to start! Rylee shook her finger at him, Youd better take care of Jaeden or youre in big trouble, little brother! Zane protested, If you cant trust him with me, then who can you trust him with?
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Rylee narrowed her eyes, No strippers and I mean it, Zane! Zane slapped his hand against his chest, Strippers? Us? Now, would I get strippers for my future brother-in-laws bachelor party? Jaeden interrupted, Wait a minute..Shanna got male dancers for Rylee! Shanna burst out laughing, But look what the cat dragged in! Jaeden was busted and could only shake his head and grin at the females staring at him. Okay, okay! But Rylee told me that I shouldve been a male dancer so I couldnt pass up the chance for an audition! So, whatcha think, ladies? He held his arms above his head and spun around in a circle to present his luscious body once more. Rylees nursing friend, Julie Matthews, shouted, Cmon Rylee! You can share him! Rylee scowled, I dont think so! She bent down, snatched up his bunker pants and shoved them into his hands. Put them on please! Brad hooted in laughter, I bet thats the first time youve ever begged him to put on his clothes! Rylee glared at Brad before laughing. You are sooo correct on that one! Usually I cant get him out of his clothes fast enough! She saw a frown on Zanes face and muttered, Oops! I guess my little brother doesnt want to hear the details of his sisters sex life. Zane started to say, Rylee Grace. before Shanna placed her hand over his mouth! He walked away muttering to himself about how females always made the rules and were forever changing them. Jaeden slid on his pants and grabbed his jacket from the floor before Rylee shoved his helmet into his hands. Gotta go, babe, Ill see ya when I get home. Have fun but watch yourself especially since I got you all hot
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and bothered. He gave her a wink before lowering his head for another quick kiss. Rylee whispered, Youre the only one who makes me all hot and bothered. Jaeden gazed at her long and hard and bit back the words that almost slipped from his lips. A couple of weeks ago, they had agreed that Ryan was permanently a part of their past, especially since it was where he belonged. Jaeden was smart enough to know that Rylee wasnt marrying him if she didnt want it that way. Everybody knew shed had him from hello three years ago! Brad urged him, Cmon, JT! Weve gotta go since this is your last blow-out party! Zack freedom! laughed, Yeah.that last weekend of

Gracie gave him a look of death before sweetly smiling, Zachary, if you want some hot romance later tonight, youd better be careful how you word things. Zack thought for a moment and muttered, Nothin wrong with gettin married, Jaeden, especially when its to a girl who owns your heart. He smiled at Gracie and gave her a wink. She blew him a kiss, letting him know that he was still in her good graces as long as he behaved himself at the bachelor party. Yall do have a designated driver, dont you? All of the guys pointed toward Zane, who flashed his killer rock star smile and assured the girls that he would safely drive everyone home. After the guys left, the music was cranked up much to the amusement of the ladies since the male dancers were not finished with their routine. Those delicious men danced and pranced among them for several more songs before calling it a night. It was time for Rylee to open her gifts which consisted of a few gag gifts and some handcuffs to use on
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Jaeden! Luckily, she had not begun to show her pregnancy yet so she would be able to wear most of the sexy lingerie for at least another month or so. Shanna had selected a short red silk negligee that was loose so she would be able to wear it for a while. She had given birth to Cameron four months earlier and knew how important it was to still feel sexy even while being pregnant. They enjoyed themselves for another hour before everyone left. Rylees eyes met those of her cousins, Gracie, Emily and Shannas to see a bit of mischief. She knew they had planned something else but wasnt sure what it entailed. She placed her hands on her hips and raised her eyebrows, Okay, you three scallywags! What have you planned for the rest of the night? The three girls looked innocently at one another before meeting Rylees gaze. Shanna spoke up, What makes you think weve planned anything else? Rylee giggled, Oh, cmon! If its crossed my mind to crash Jaedens bachelor party, then its definitely crossed yours! She gave them a mischievous smile to prove her point. The three girls immediately started laughing as they gathered up Rylees gifts and made their way out to the parking lot. They followed Rylee back to Jaedens townhouse and left their cars so they could ride together to the fire station. The bachelor party was being held there so all of the firefighters could participate. Rylee parked behind the fire station where they wouldnt be noticed. Before they got out of the car, Shanna quickly shoved a gift bag into her hand. Rylee looked at her sister-in-law and asked, Whats this for? Go find a bathroom and youll see. Jaeden will have a hot sweet little surprise tonight. Shanna giggled as they got out of the car.

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Shanna, I cant wear something provocative in front of a fire station full of guys! Rylee tried to shove the bag back into Shannas hand. Rylee, I promise that youll be covered up in the places that need to be hidden! If Jaeden doesnt kill me, Zane will! Rylee protested as Gracie, Emily and Shanna gathered around her, pushing her closer to the back door. Let me handle Zanes attitude and all you have to do is just smile at Jaeden. Shanna promised as she gave her a little nudge toward the back door of the fire station. Rylee muttered, I have the feeling that Im getting into some big trouble and its going to be your fault. She quietly opened the back door and peeked around inside but didnt see anyone downstairs. She quickly ran across to the bathroom and locked the door behind her. She opened the gift bag and pulled out a red silk teddy. She covered her mouth as a giggle threatened to escape. Oh lord, Lieutenant Jaeden MacKenzie will blow a fuse when he sees this outfit but its the perfect payback for his little dance routine he pulled earlier. She quickly changed into the red silky lingerie and opened the bathroom door and saw that the coast was still clear. Rylee made her way over to Jaedens locker and slipped on his turnout jacket which covered her body, completely hiding the teddy. She placed his firemans helmet on her head and motioned for the girls to come inside and hide beside of the fire truck. She walked over to the fire alarm and pulled the lever, setting off the piercing alarm. She calmly walked over to the fire truck and leaned back with one leg propped up against it while she held onto the railing. Within a matter of seconds, the party going on above came to a halt and the sound of running feet came thundering overhead. One by one, the firefighters came
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sliding down the fireman poles to see a sight that they were not used to seeing; a gorgeous young lady who appeared to be dressed in only a turnout jacket with a firemans helmet perched jauntily atop her head. Rylee took their breath away as they stood in awe while gazing at her petite body with only her slender legs showing beneath Jaedens turnout jacket. His jacket had been left open and no one dared to wonder if she was naked underneath. Before one word could be uttered, Gracie pressed the button on a portable CD player and the Red Hot Chilli Peppers version of Love Roller Coaster began to play. It was Rylees cue, if she dared to drop Jaedens turnout jacket in front of all of his buddies, her brother and cousins but especially in front of Jaeden! She licked her lips and let his jacket slide from her shoulders onto the concrete floor, revealing her slender body clad in the red silky teddy. There was more than one oh, shit uttered and not just from Jaedens lips or from her brothers. Rylee began a dance of seduction for Jaeden, much like the one she had performed for him in Brewin Time a month earlier. But this time she had an actual firemans pole to twirl her petite body around. She gripped the pole tightly in her hands as she leaned back and let her feelings flow through her body. She wasnt ashamed of the passion she felt for Jaeden and everyone present knew how much they loved one another. Jaeden knew he should put a stop to her act but he was mesmerized and well, hell, he had to admit he was proud of being the man who was marrying her in a week! His buddies could drool over her for a few minutes. He fought the urge to scoop her into his arms, rip the silky lingerie from her body and make love to her. Man, he needed a fire hose turned on him full-blast to cool off this raging inferno he was feeling inside for her! Rylees eyes met his and she gave him a wink, letting him know that she understood the feelings he was
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fighting. Jaeden groaned as he realized that she was giving him the ultimate payback. He grinned and shook his head while knowing that life with Rylee Thomas was never going to be dull. She would always keep him on his toes. As the song came to an end, Zane marched over to his sister and hissed, Just what kinda act was that supposed to be? And whose idea was it? Shanna tugged him away from Rylee and murmured, It was my idea and dont ruin this for either one of them. If you dont behave yourself, youll regret it, when you get home, understand? She gave him a look that said he wouldnt be getting any sweet hot loving if he didnt zip his mouth shut. Zane muttered, Jaeden shouldve put a stop to it. Shanna nudged him with her hand to look at his sister. She hissed, Maybe he enjoyed it, you idiot. Theyre in love and theyre happy. Jaeden was obviously proud of her and besides, she was covered up so behave. Zane stared at his sister and saw that Shanna was right. Rylee was glowing like a Fourth of July fireworks display and it seemed that Jaeden was the only man who could make her that happy. He sighed, Im sorry, Sha. Shes my sister and I just dont like other guys leerin at her. Shanna rolled her eyes, They mightve been drooling but they werent leering at her. Still doesnt mean I have to like it. Zane muttered. Rylees a big girl and she can handle things but if she cant, she has Jaeden. Shanna patted Zane softly on the arm. You dont need to worry about her, Zane. He loves her and hell always protect her with his life just the way you protect me.

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Zane softly sighed, Yeah, youre right as usual. And dont you forget it. Shanna giggled. I could use a kiss so please give me one. Anything your little heart desires, Sha. Zane whispered as he lowered his head to give his wife a passionate kiss to remind her of how much he loved her. He glanced around at Jaeden and winked, Hey, Jaeden, this is how you keep your woman happy after you marry her. Jaeden smirked, Thanks for the advice, but I dont think Ill need any tips on how to keep your sister happy. He picked Rylee up in his arms and she wrapped her legs tightly around his waist before burying her face against his neck. Brad groaned, I guess all of our fun is over for the night seein as how youre occupied. Jaeden laughed, Nope! Im just gonna take my bride-to-be out to the car and send her home where she belongs. Rylee picked her head up and sputtered, Where I belong? Calm down, lil spitfire! Jaeden chuckled as he walked toward the back door. He glanced back and called out to her accomplices, Gimme a couple of minutes to calm things down with Rylee. Shes like a wildfire; you have to let her burn out when her temper kicks up. I am not a wildfire! Rylee protested as Jaeden pushed the door open and stepped outside with her in his arms. He kicked the door closed, leaned against it and whispered against her lips, Oh, no? Well, tell me why you set me on fire with this uncontrollable urge to rip your clothes off and make wild passionate love to you in front of everybody. He stood her down on the ground between his legs and pulled her against him so she could feel just
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how aroused he was. Cant you feel what you do to me every time youre near? Rylee knew that he was at the breaking point of doing exactly what he had hinted. She backed up a step before he grabbed her a bit roughly, pulling her against his hard muscular body clad in a tight light blue t-shirt and even tighter jeans. She stared up into his smoldering sapphire blue eyes and saw the dangerous look before his lips claimed hers in a hot passionate out-of-control kiss. She didnt try to stop his hands as they slid over her shoulders pushing the thin straps of the silky teddy out of his way as he slid his lips lower and lower. Jaeden was ignoring the little voice inside his head that was telling him he needed to stop before he carried things too far. One vital body part was pushing him toward tasting every inch of her that he was craving. He impatiently pushed the top of the teddy out of his way with his mouth as he lips searched for the rosy tip of her breast. Like a starving baby, he latched onto her and laved her with his tongue. Rylee wrapped her fingers around the silky curls in his hair while holding his head possessively against her breast. Oh lord, she had been craving his touch ever since she had watched him dance for her earlier! The hell with being out in public where they could be seen by anyone until the back door opened. Her brother walked out with several of Jaedens buddies and caught them in the act! Zane yelled, Oh, for cryin out loud, Rylee! He smacked the crap out of the back of Jaedens head. What the hell is wrong with you? Do yall have to act like dogs in heat out here? Rylee yanked up the top of the teddy and hid her face against Jaedens chest. Im gonna die right here.

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Jaeden murmured, Its okay, babe. They really didnt see as much as your brother would like to make it out to be. Zane exclaimed, Excuse me? She was half-naked! Jaeden narrowed his eyes and said quietly, Were also behind the fire station and not out in front so shut the hell up before I put my fist in your mouth! He nodded toward his buddies, They know that she didnt get pregnant by herself. Rylee murmured, Dont fight with him, Jaeden. Its not worth the words being said or actions that we might regret and personally, I cant take the two of you fighting with one another. Jaeden softly embarrassed you. hissed, He shouldnt have

Rylee stood on her tiptoes and kissed him softly before murmuring, I know but I dont have to win any friends here tonight because Im already a part of this brotherhood or I hope I am. She glanced around at the firefighters standing behind Jaeden, who immediately nodded their heads. Trey Edwards popped up and remarked, Rylee, youve been a part of this brotherhood from the very beginning with JT. For your brothers information, theres been more hanky panky going on here than just what happened out here and its no big deal to us. When you live on the edge of dyin every day, you grab a bit of lovin every chance you can get so lighten up, Zane! He playfully whacked Zane with the back of his hand. Shanna suggested, Cmon girls, lets go back to Rylees and make Jello-Shooters! Gracie laughed, Sounds like a good idea to me! Rylee exclaimed, I havent had any Jello-Shooters in ages! Jaeden glared, And its gonna be a while before you have any so you can forget it tonight! Rylee started
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to protest and he placed his fingers against her lips. Shhhh.no arguments, Ry. Theres vodka in em and our baby aint gonna be floatin around inside of you, half-whacked on alcohol, understand? Rylee nodded, Sorry. for a second, I forgot about the baby. He searched her eyes and saw that she had honestly forgotten. He bent his head and kissed her softly, Go home and make some virgin Pina Coladas. I left some frozen Pina Colada mix up in the freezer for you so you can at least have a sweet treat without the rum. Rylees heart melted at his thoughtfulness. I love you, JT MacKenzie. Love you too, Ry. He scooped her up in his arms and walked over to the car to open the door. He placed her gently into the driver seat before pulling his t-shirt over his head. He slipped it over her head and pulled her arms through the sleeves. Dont want you to get caught drivin while dressed indecently because. whoa baby.Id hate to leave you in jail overnight. You wouldnt dare! Rylee sputtered before he lowered his head and captured her sweet luscious lips with his own. Shanna, Gracie and Emily quietly slid into the passenger side of the car and waited for their kiss to end. They had made bets to see how quick Jaeden would show up at the townhouse. He and Rylee were too much in love to stay apart any longer than necessary. The girls went back to Jaedens townhouse and made two versions of Pina Coladas.one with rum and one without. They settled down to watch a chick flick they had been dying to see.The girls won their bets as Jaeden came stumbling in the door within an hour, a bit tipsy but nevertheless, he was home with his Rylee where he wanted to be.
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Jaeden barely managed to make it to the loveseat and collapsed next to her, nestling his head against her breast where he gave a sigh of contentment. Rylee poked him with her finger, Jaeden. He slurred, Whaaa sweeeet thaaaang? She sighed and rolled her eyes. Never mind. She glared at her brother and cousins before issuing a warning. All of you are on my bad list. Zack held up his hands, What did we do? You let him get drunk and I had plans for him when he got home! Rylee wailed. The guys busted out laughing and Seth managed to mumble, You didnt say we couldnt get him drunk! You just said no strippers! Oh, shut up, Seth! Rylee shot daggers at them. Well, somebody can walk him up those stairs because theres no way I can get him up there by myself! Damn them for letting him get drunk! Zane and Zack walked around the loveseat and slowly pulled Jaeden to his feet. They helped him upstairs before leaving him on the bed for Rylee to deal with after she sent them home. Rylee grumbled the whole way upstairs about her ruined plans but at least Jaeden was home safe which was the most important. She walked into the bedroom and her heart melted at the sight of him. Even when he was zonked out dead to the world in the middle of their bed, he was so gorgeous and he belonged to her. She thanked her lucky stars she was given a second chance and shuddered to think of how close she had come to losing him forever. She walked over to the bed and started untying his tennis shoes as her eyes slid up his long legs and thought about how he danced earlier that night. Shed see just how intoxicated he was by his reaction to the touch of her hand. Her hand slid up his leg until she got to his belt
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buckle, which she undid before slowly unsnapping his jeans. Jaeden softly mumbled as she started to unzip his jeans and she stilled her hand, waiting to see if he woke up. He didnt make another sound so she continued to unzip his jeans before sliding her hand inside and barely touching his low-cut briefs. She had been so intent on the task that she failed to notice he had a grin on his face until he grabbed her hand. Rylee yelped in fright as Jaeden murmured, Just couldnt control yourself, could you? Rylee slapped his hand and glared at him, You lied about being drunk! Id prefer to say that I outwitted you, sweet Ry. He gently pulled her on top of him and slid his hands over her slender body. Ive had a cravin for more than a taste of you all night so please give this poor firefighter want he desires. Rylee whispered, How can I refuse?

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Chapter 16 Their wedding day dawned filled with bright sunshine and Carolina blue skies. Rylee was a bundle of nerves even as Zane assured her that Jaeden loved her and she was making the right decision by marrying him. He softly kissed her on the cheek and left her with their mama and Shanna to put the finishing touches on her makeup. Rylees dress was white taffeta with a strapless sweetheart neckline and a chapel-length train. The bodice was covered with tiny seed pearls and embroidery. The skirt was pleated with appliqus and crystal beads. Her parents and Zane had given her a pair of diamond earrings and bracelet. It matched Jaedens gift, the slender diamond choker she was wearing which was the birthstone for their wedding date, April twenty-sixth. Her wedding bouquet consisted of white tea roses and greenery tied with white ribbons. Carolyn Thomas adjusted the veil covering the back of Rylees head. She fought back tears of happiness as she saw the smile on her daughters face. She and Spence had been saddened about Ryans death but they could see the love that bonded Jaeden and Rylee together. Carolyn took one last glance in the mirror at her lavender dress with an off-the-shoulder lace bodice. Purple was Rylees favorite color and her wedding colors. Rylees matron-of-honor was her sister-in-law, Shanna. Her bridesmaids were her cousin Zacks wife, Gracie Hart-Thomas and Seths sister, Emily Thomas Grayson. They were wearing identical floor-length strapless dresses of lavender chiffon clenched with a rhinestone pin. They wore a crystal beaded necklace which was a wedding gift from Rylee. Their bouquets consisted of lavender roses, greenery and babies breath. The stems were wrapped with the same lavender ribbon that was used for the wedding programs.

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Jaeden was dressed in a solid white tux with a matching vest, white shirt and tie and white shoes. His boutonniere consisted of two lavender roses and greenery. His father, Logan, and Zane were his best men, with Zack and Seth Thomas as his groomsmen. Jonathan Grayson and Brad Carter were the ushers. They were dressed identical to Jaeden except for their boutonnieres, which consisted of one lavender rose. Rylee and Jaeden chose the country club for their wedding since they wanted to bring their lives full-circle, starting with a new beginning at their wedding. The ceremony was taking place next to the pool area with the vows spoken inside of the white gazebo. Jaeden and his father walked over to the gazebo and took their place while Zack, Jonathan and Brad stood next to them. Recorded music played softly over the sound system as Emily, Gracie and Shanna walked slowly toward the white gazebo. It had been decorated with white and lavender roses with white ribbons. There was a candle lit in memory of Ryan, who was still very much a part of their lives. Zane and Seth were standing next to the gazebo on a small platform where their band was set up so they wouldnt be a distraction. Zane saw his father place Rylees arm through his and softly began singing the Big and Rich song, Lost in This Moment as they walked down the path to Jaeden. Tears were stinging Zanes eyes and he could barely get the words out when he saw how beautiful his sister looked. He gave her a tiny nod acknowledging how he loved her. As Rylee walked toward Jaeden, he focused on her smiling face and the words Zane was singing. For a moment, he felt his knees weaken as Rylees eyes met his. He said a silent prayer of thanks to God for bringing them back together. Rylee would be his for the rest of their lives
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if they could get through the ceremony without any interruptions. Spence Thomas kissed Rylee softly on the cheek before placing her hand into the hand of the man who loved her more than he did. Carolyn and Spence had been upset when Rylee broke up with Jaeden a year ago so to have him back with another grandchild on the way was almost too joyful. Carolyn wiped a tear away as she watched her daughter glowing with so much happiness. The minister began the ceremony by welcoming everyone to the special day for Jaeden and Rylee. He asked for Gods blessing with a prayer before asking the one of the two important questions, Who gives this woman and man in marriage? Spence, Carolyn and Zane looked at one another before beaming with huge smiles and replying, We do. Logan and Paige MacKenzie smiled as they replied together, We give Jaeden to Rylee. The minister looked at Rylee and Jaeden. The two of you have overcome many hurdles down the path to this special day. You have rekindled a love which was briefly lost but given back to you. If there is anyone here, who can find just cause for these two not to be joined in marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace. No one was counting on the uninvited guest who was waiting to bring her wrath down on their heads. A voice broke the silence as Helen Jackson shrieked, They should burn in hell since they were responsible for taking Ryan from me and my husband! Why should they be allowed any happiness while my son lies in a cemetery? Everyone turned to stare in disbelief at Ryans mother and waited with bated breath to see what Jaeden was going to do. He squeezed Rylees hand gently and saw the love reflecting in her eyes as she gazed at him with tear-filled eyes. He softly whispered, I love you, Ry

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Jaeden held tightly to her hand as he cleared his throat, Helen, Rylee and I did nothin to cause Ryans death. We really would appreciate it if you would quietly leave. How dare you talk to me that way! Helen Jackson screeched as she stumbled up the walkway toward the gazebo. It was apparent to everyone that she was intoxicated. Logan MacKenzie spoke softly but firmly, Helen, youve apparently been drinking so you need to call someone to come get you. Otherwise, Ill have no choice except to call the police. He stepped around Jaeden and Rylee to block Helen Jackson from getting to them. You cant call the police! Helen swayed unsteadily as she stared at Jaedens father. Yes, I can and I will. You are interfering with this wedding so its best if you have someone call your husband to come get you. Zane stepped around Jaeden and Rylee to stand beside of Logan. He crossed his arms and looked at Helen with fury showing plainly in his eyes. If Jaedens dad doesnt make you leave, I will. Youve hurt my sister more than once but you wont ruin this day for her and Jaeden. Rylee felt a rush of love for her younger brother as Zane took her left hand in his and squeezed it gently to show his love and support. He fought to keep his temper under control while giving Ryans mother another two minutes before he escorted her out. He caught the attention of an employee who came to their rescue. As Helen glanced around at the small gathering, she saw only looks of pity. Not one person made the effort to back her plans to stop the marriage from taking place. She muttered a few choice words as she stalked
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unsteadily toward the club house with the help of an employee. Zane kissed Rylee softly on the cheek before he and Logan stepped back to their places next to Jaeden. A small uproar arose among the guests as everyone began to discuss the audacity of Helen Jackson. Things quickly calmed down as the minister asked for a moment of silence before beginning the ceremony again. Jaeden bent his head close to Rylees and softly whispered, You okay, sweet thang? Rylee whispered, As long as I have you, Ill always be okay. Jaedens eyes sparkled, I love you. Rylee smiled, Love you. They were lost in their own world for a moment before Zane softly sang, Theyre lost in this moment but can we please get them married before I gag! The tension eased as everyone softly laughed. Rylee stuck out the tip of her tongue at her brother which made him grin back at her. Jaeden could only shake his head at their antics. The minister cleared his throat and spoke loud enough to be heard. Jaeden and Rylee have a few words they would like to say to one another. Jaeden turned toward her and smiled softly, Ry, you captured my heart from the moment that we met. There has never been anyone for me except for you. You will never be alone as long as Im alive because Ill be by your side for the rest of our lives. Im makin this vow before our family and friends that no one will ever come between us for any reasons at all. I love you, Rylee. Rylee smiled through the tears shimmering in her eyes as she looked into his smoldering gaze. Jaeden, you have owned my heart from the first glance we shared. Despite the time weve been apart, I never stopped loving you. You refused to leave my side while I was in the
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hospital and my world was complete when I saw you standing next to me. Ill always be waiting for you to come home from the rescue calls that will come first. You have a gift to save lives which makes me so proud of you. I love you, Jaeden. The minister took Rylees ring from Zane and held it up. The wedding ring has no beginning or end such as God has intended for a husband and wifes love to be. Jaeden, do you give this ring to Rylee with the love a husband has for a wife and will you be true to her until death separates the two of you? Jaeden softly replied, I do. The minister handed Rylees ring to him. Place this ring on the third finger of her left hand and repeat after me. With this ring, I thee wed in the name of the Father, The Son and The Holy Ghost. Jaeden slid the ring onto Rylees finger and repeated the vows. The minister took Jaedens ring from Shanna and gave it to Rylee. Rylee, do you give this ring to Jaeden with the love a wife has for a husband and will you be true to him until death separates the two of you? I do. Rylee softly answered and repeated the vows that Jaeden had made to her as she slid the ring onto his finger. With the authority invested in me by the state of North Carolina, I pronounce you are husband and wife and let no man put asunder. Jaeden, you may kiss your bride. Jaeden pulled Rylee into his arms and bent his head to give her a short sweet kiss. He whispered, I love you, Rylee MacKenzie. Zane gave a small nod to his band and they immediately started playing Light My Fire. There were cheers as all the firefighters of Station Number Three
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quickly lined up along the walkway and gave Jaeden and Rylee a formal salute as they walked past toward the club house. A small ray of sunshine beamed down onto their heads as they reached the entry to the clubhouse. Jaeden smiled down at Rylee and knew that Ryan had given them his blessing. Once everyone was seated, they dined on sliced roast beef or roasted chicken along with an array of vegetables and a buffet of sweet desserts. After dinner, Jaeden placed his hand over Rylees as they cut the fourlayered wedding cake made of yellow layers with white butter crme icing topped with pale yellow and lavender roses. They laughingly crammed bites of cake into one anothers mouths before sharing a kiss. As Jaeden pulled Rylee into his arms for their first dance as husband and wife, Zane seductively sang their song, Come A Little Closer. They were barely moving to the music while locked into their private world. Jaeden lowered his lips and claimed hers for the last chorus of the lyrics. When the song was over, Zane Cameron and Midnight Whispers rocked the afternoon away to the sounds of classic rock. There were a few karaoke moments when some insisted they could sing better than the band and Zane graciously gave them a moment in the spotlight! Before six p.m. Jaeden whispered to Rylee that it was time to make their getaway to Atlantic Beach, North Carolina. They were spending a few days at Gracie and Caris beach house which Gracies parents bought before their death two years ago. Jaeden carefully helped Rylee climb on the back of Fire Engine Number One before they left the country club with the sirens wailing. He protectively wrapped his arms around her as they braced themselves for the ride to their townhouse to change clothes.

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Five hours later, Jaeden pulled into the driveway at the beach house. He took their luggage inside before going back to help Rylee down from his red Chevy pickup. It had been decorated with balloons and streamers and Just Married Firefighters Like It Hot written with shoe polish on the back window. Rylee wrapped her arms around his neck as he scooped her into his tightly muscled arms and carried her inside. He kicked the door closed behind them before leaning against it and giving her a passionate kiss. He slowly pulled his lips away and grinned at her. I love you, Rylee MacKenzie. She laughed, Thats good because I love you, JT MacKenzie. They began to undress one another and barely made it upstairs before Jaeden backed her against the edge of the bed. He fell gently on top of her onto the mattress and they burst into laughter as the waterbed sloshed back and forth as if they were on a boat out on the ocean. Jaeden grinned, Hmmm something tells me that Gracie and Zack have christened this bed more than once. Rylee softly laughed, Well, I think its time for us to christen it, again. Oh, you think so, huh? Cmon baby, light my fire. He teased and began to plant tiny kisses along her neck and down to her breasts. He took her nipple into his mouth and teased it with the tip of his tongue before suckling it and turning his attention to the other one. Rylee entwined her fingers in his dark curly hair and held his head close as he began to kiss his way down to her stomach. He ran his tongue around the edge of her belly button before leaving a trail of tiny kisses and settling between her legs. He kissed her inner thighs and
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began to caress her with his fingertips, igniting the smoldering embers into a raging inferno of passion that only he could extinguish. Jaeden had been her first and after today, he would be the last. He flicked his tongue over her and Rylee cried out his name as he continued to drive her wild with his fingers and tongue. She begged for the touch of his mouth over her most sensitive flesh, which he only had to flick his tongue over to arouse her. He began to move his fingers in a slow steady rhythm, teasing her by bringing her to the edge of a hot passionate release only to deny her. She softly begged, Jaeden, please baby.dont stop! He raised his head and leaned over to kiss her sweet delectable lips before leaving a trail of kisses back to her aroused flesh where she was craving his touch. He interlaced their fingers as he lowered his mouth to take her completely. Rylee arched her back toward his mouth as he gently held her legs down with his arms. He slowly brought her to the edge of hot passion while she begged him to release her. He pleasured her in every way possible with his tongue and she cried out his name as he flipped over onto the mattress and eased her down onto him. He began to caress her and she rode him hard and fast while his fingers worked their magic to bring her back to the height of passion. She was burning up inside with an intense heat building between them as if it was a three-alarm fire. Jaeden slowly caressed her breasts with the fingertips of one hand while he continued to caress her between her legs. He softly hissed between his teeth as she slowed things down, I burn for you, Rylee baby, so bring it on! Still encased in the warmth of her body, he lowered her onto the bed and slowly caressed her flesh with his fingers while kissing her sweet delectable lips. He carefully moved to a kneeling position and began to move
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slowly in and out of her with a steady rhythm. He was allowing the passion to slowly build between them, while patiently restraining himself until he brought her to the sweet point of no return. Rylee clutched the sheet in her fingers as Jaeden bent his head to suckle each of her breasts, sending red hot flames of desire shooting through her body. He was driving her totally insane with the slow rhythm of his hips. She pulled his head down to kiss him passionately while silently pleading for more than he was giving to her. She wrapped her legs around his waist drawing him deeper inside of her. She slowly pulled her lips away and whispered, Its time to give me what I want. He teasingly ran his tongue over her lips before murmuring, What is it that you want so much, sweet thang? Jaeden, you know I want you completely so give me what Ive waited for this last year. He stared into her eyes before daring to ask, So Ryan couldnt satisfy you the way that I can? Rylee softly whispered, Youre the only one who can give me what I want the most.your heart, body and souljust you, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie. You want me. youve got me. Jaeden murmured before passionately claiming her mouth, permanently, for his own. He began to move in and out of her with harder and faster strokes to bring them closer to the passionate ending that every madly-in-love couple crave from one another. He caressed her with his fingers and didnt stop for an instant until he brought them together as husband and wife, igniting a flame that would burn between them for the rest of their lives. He gave her everything she craved as she cried out his name over and over, proving to him once and for all, it was only his touch she wanted to possess her. Jaeden
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sucked in a deep breath as the last shuddering spasm hit him. After loving her for three years, Rylee was completely his wife. He gathered her into his arms and held her possessively against his chest. While murmuring how much he loved her, he felt teardrops fall onto his chest. Jaeden gently raised her head, forcing her to look at him and softly asked, Why the tears, babe? Rylee quietly sobbed, Ive been such a fool to think that I could ever live without you. Please forgive me, Jaeden. He gently kissed her tears away before murmuring, I forgave you a long time ago so theres no need for any more tears. Its in the past and our future is all that matters. I never gave up hope that you would come back to me.The love I have for you has only grown deeper. I love you, Ry. He laid his hand against her slightly swollen stomach and wrote the words, my baby across her skin with his fingertips. Regardless of whos the biological father of this baby, I am the father and he or she will have my name only. If its proven to be Ryans, I will fight heaven and hell to keep anyone from takin this precious baby away from us. Rylee murmured, Im so lucky to have you. Jaeden snickered, Well, sweet thang, I consider myself lucky since I claimed you for my own three years ago and today I made it official. They spent the next three days in total seclusion except for picnics on the beach and taking quick dips into the ocean after finding the temperature was too cold. They played games on the game system in the living room and made bets and to see who could remain dressed the longest. The loser had to take off a piece of clothing and the prize was the sweet reward of making love. They found a private place in the sand dunes to make love underneath the stars, which led to Jaeden keeping her warm. They spent some time in Beaufort with
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Rylees cousin, Emily and Jonathan where they enjoyed an afternoon on Jonathans sailboat with a trip to Cape Lookout Lighthouse. The couples sunbathed and walked on the beach before returning to Beaufort and a supper grilled by Jonathan and Jaeden. They returned home sooner than they wished but Jaeden was scheduled to be on duty for twenty-four hours on Wednesday, April 30. Rylee started to work part-time in ICU in May. Once the baby was born she hoped to return to duty as a Life Flight nurse on a limited basis but Jaeden wouldnt give her a definite answer until he had given it serious thought. But first, they would soon face the reality of a life-threatening emergency where Jaedens life would be on the line and Rylee would learn what it truly meant to be a firefighters wife.

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Chapter 17 A month later things quickly settled into a routine for Jaeden and Rylee. He worked three days of twentyfour hour shifts at the fire station with four days off and one weekend out of the month, he worked at the local racetrack in Concord as a paramedic. Rylee worked only three eight-hour days part-time in ICU. She wanted to be back with her Life Flight crew but Jaeden had nipped it in the bud in a hurry. While things were quiet in ICU, Rylee signed online to check her email. A smile crossed her face when she saw one from Jaeden. He was working a twenty-four hour shift and things must be slow if he had been online. She clicked onto it to find a graphic with a single red rose and a message telling her how much he loved her. She heard soft laughter behind her as she quickly typed a reply letting him know she missed him. Rylee turned around to see her co-workers smiling at her. She tried to glare at them but failed miserably before softly laughing, Well, I cant help it if Im madly in love with my hot firefighter. Julie Matthews shook her head in amusement. Rylee honey, we saw him at your bachelorette party when he did his little dance routine. All I can say is that youre one lucky girl so youd better guard him with your life. April Leighton nodded her head vigorously. I think its so sweet that Jaeden adores the ground you walk on. I wish I had a man who loved me like that. Rylee stared at them for a moment. Well, lemme tell you .the man is not always Prince Charming and does have a temper when he doesnt get his way. Well, I guess Prince Charmin wont be takin Cinderella out for lunch then, will he?

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Rylee spun around in her chair and saw Jaedens sparkling blue eyes staring back at her. Uhhh hi, Jaeden baby! So, now Im Jaeden baby? He laughed as he leaned on the counter and winked at her co-workers. Whatcha think ladies.does Cinderella deserve to be taken out for lunch or. He rubbed his chin with two fingers. Should she eat the lunch she packed this mornin? Julie laughed, You can take us out for lunch instead! Jaeden pondered the suggestion and saw Rylee raise her eyebrow at him as she waited for his answer. I think Prince Charmin better keep his princess happy and take her out for lunch. Rylee muttered, Smart man. She looked at him and narrowed her eyes, How did you get in here since the doors are locked. Jaeden slowly smiled, I know the code to get in here now. Julie and April thought about how yummy Jaeden looked in his firefighter uniform. His dark blue t-shirt was tucked neatly into a pair of black pants that fit snugly around his butt. He was one delicious hunk of a man who could perform mouth-to-mouth on them any day! They glanced at him and saw the amused look in his eyes and knew they had been caught red-handed, practically drooling over him. April murmured, I need to check on one of my patients. She grabbed a chart from the rack and hurried toward one of the glassed-in rooms. Julie continued to meet Jaedens amused stare and dared to speak her mind. Yes, we all think youre a hunk but that doesnt mean you can screw up anytime, bucko!
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Youd better walk the line when it comes to Rylee Thomas. Jaeden crossed his arms and nodded. Ill make a note of that but one small correction. her name is Rylee MacKenzie. It took three long years to get her to marry me so I wont be screwin up anything, Miss Julie. Rylee slowly stood up and glanced at Julie, If its okay, Im taking my lunch break. She walked around the counter toward Jaeden. Since you wont see one another tonight, take an hour. Ill page you if I need you. Julie looked at Jaeden. Sorry, but Im just protective over Rylee. Jaeden nodded his head. I appreciate it but you dont have to worry because my intentions are to make her happy for the rest of our lives. Julie smiled softly, Well, youve made a great start because shes been very happy for the last few months. Glad to hear it. He smiled and interlaced his fingers with Rylees as they walked toward the door. Once they were inside the elevator, Jaeden pulled her into his arms for a long sweet kiss. He reluctantly pulled his lips slowly from hers and whispered, Damn, its barely lunchtime and Im already missing you so much. Rylee snuggled against him and listened to the sound of his steady heartbeat. I hate being away from you for twenty-four hours. Well, technically, we have nineteen hours left since Ive been on duty at seven a.m. He slid his hands down her back to gently cup her butt in his hands. I like the countdown and I cant wait for you to get home in the morning. Rylee pulled his head down for another kiss. The elevator stopped on the second floor and the door opened to admit some visitors. An older woman
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stared in disapproval at their behavior. Rylee stepped closer to Jaeden and felt her face redden. The woman stared at Jaeden for a moment before asking, Arent you Jaeden MacKenzie? Jaeden nodded his head, Yes, maam. I thought so! The woman laughed and laid her hand on his arm. I havent seen you since you were a little boy when I lived beside of your grandmother. You used to terrorize her poor cat whenever youd visit her. Jaeden thought for a moment before he remembered her. Miss Delilah! You used to bake the best chocolate chip cookies in the world! Her laughter echoed in the elevator, Well, you sure ate your share of them! Lord, let me look at you! She gave him a glance-over and nodded her head. Youve certainly grown up to be a handsome young man! Jaeden bowed his head and murmured, Thank you, maam. Miss Delilah asked, How is your younger brother James? Jaeden quietly replied, Jamie is travelin around the country and takin in the sights before he settles down to find a job. Hes due to come home most anytime. Miss Delilah noticed his nametag attached to his tshirt along with the writing Mooresville Fire Station Number Three emblazoned on the upper right corner of the shirt. Are you a firefighter? Yes, maam. Ive been with Station Three for the last six years. Did you know Ryan Jackson? It was a crying shame for Helen to lose her only child in such a horrible car accident. I heard that he had been involved in a fight earlier that night over some little floozie! Can you imagine
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that? Miss Delilah clucked her tongue against the roof of her mouth. Jaeden heard Rylees soft gasp and pulled her tightly against him. He counted to five before his patience ran out and he quietly replied, Miss Delilah, with all due respect, I would appreciate it if you dont spread gossip when you dont have a clue about the truth. My wife, Rylee, was with Ryan that night. She gasped in embarrassment as she met his eyes, Oh, Jaeden! I honestly didnt know. He lost his temper and snapped, Exactly, my point! I guess Helen Jacksons runnin her mouth, again! Damned woman needs to keep it shut. it go. Rylee tugged on his shirt sleeve, Jaeden, please let

Jaeden fumed in exasperation, Rylee, I didnt back off when Ryan called you a slut and I sure as hell aint gonna allow this gossip to continue! Rylee placed her fingers against his lips and gave him a pleading look. This isnt the time or place for it. Our love is whats most important, not other peoples opinions of us so please let it go. She had him wrapped around her little finger and if he pursued it he would only risk making her mad. He refused to upset her so he gave in to her wishes. Okay, Ry, but this is the last time that I back down. He caressed her cheek with his fingertips. Miss Delilah softly said, Jaeden, forgive me. I feel terrible for saying those things. Jaeden politely replied, Im not the one you need to apologize to but its up to Rylee, if she chooses to accept it. Miss Delilah looked at Rylee and quietly asked, Will you please forgive me, my dear?

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Rylee softly replied, If I hadnt broken up with Jaeden last year he wouldnt have lost his best friend. Ryan would still be alive and no one would be going through this heartache right now. Jaeden placed a kiss against her forehead and murmured, You dont owe anyone any explanations, babe. The elevator doors opened to the lobby floor and Jaeden held the door for Miss Delilah and her friends to exit. Rylee closed her eyes and bit her lip to hold back the tears that were stinging her eyes. Jaeden stabbed the button with his finger for the ground floor. He was seething with anger and slammed the palm of his hand against the wall. Jaeden glanced down and saw how upset Rylee was and pulled her into his arms. He softly rubbed her back and murmured, Maybe we should move where no one knows us and you wont have to deal with this bullshit. Rylee bravely smiled as she wiped her eyes and stubbornly declared, The busybodies will find someone else to talk about sooner or later. You love your job and I refuse to let Helen make me move. Damnyoure one tough lil cookie. Jaeden slowly grinned. As long as I have you, I can face anything. Rylee lifted her chin a notch higher before Jaeden lowered his head to give her a quick kiss. Her scrubs stretched across her softly swelling stomach as she lifted her arms to wrap them around his neck. Jaeden slid one hand against the small bulge and raised an eyebrow as he looked into her beautiful eyes. We need to go shoppin for some new scrubs for my gorgeous pregnant wife.

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Rylee looked down at her stomach and tried to pull her top away from her body but it was no use. Im getting fat! Jaeden softly laughed, Sweetheart, youre gorgeous and its just the baby! Rylee pouted, Youre only saying that to make me feel better. He held up his left hand with his first two fingers and his thumb across his ring and pinkie fingers. Scouts honor.its all baby. She couldnt decide whether to laugh or roll her eyes. JT MacKenzie, when were you in the Boy Scouts? He laughed, Okay, so Im busted but I swear its the baby. Well, remind me that its just the baby when I go through the cafeteria line! I feel like I could eat a horse! Jaeden snickered, Ride em cowgirl. Ohhhh, Id love to ride you. Rylee licked her lips and grabbed his butt in her hands. He playfully grabbed her by the butt as the elevator doors opened on the ground floor. This time they were caught in the act by a two nursing students, who could only giggle as Jaeden and Rylee walked past. Jaeden glanced back and winked which made them giggle even more. Rylee muttered, Youre going to get me into trouble before this day is over. Jaeden yelped, Me? You grabbed me, first! She gave him a lustful look and whispered, And just think.we cant act on it until you get home in the morning. Jaeden softly groaned, Thanks for the reminder. Rylee laughed as she took his hand and walked toward the cafeteria. She chose spaghetti and salad while
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Jaeden got a sub sandwich and chips. They found a table in the corner and managed to have a few minutes of privacy to eat and talk. In their line of work, every minute they spent together was precious. Jaeden was three-fourths of the way finished with his sandwich when his pager went off. He saw that it was an EMS call which meant he couldnt waste time. Hed have to call Brad to grab his turnout gear so he could meet the rescue unit at the scene of the accident. He quickly stood up, bent his head and gave Rylee a quick kiss. Sorry, babe, its EMS and I gotta go! Ill call you later. Love you. Rylee barely had time to say I love you, too before he ran toward the elevator. She said a prayer for his safety as he went to save a life. Thirty seconds later, her pager startled her as it went off. She saw that it was coming from ICU so she stood up and walked over to a phone. She quickly punched in the number to the unit. Julie answered the phone, Rylee, theres an urgent call from Life Flight. Theyre in desperate need of a trained nurse and theyre asking for you. Rylee quickly replied, I cant go because Jaeden doesnt want me working on any Life Flight assignments until I have the baby. Julie replied, I told them that but theyve begged me to ask you, anyway. Theres been a huge accident on I-77 and theyve called in every available medical helicopter crew from the Charlotte area. You and Darren are the only trained Life Flight crew for Mooresville. Rylee, they really need you. Rylee sighed, Ill be on the roof in five minutes. Lord, help me because Jaeden will have a fit when he sees me on the scene. She hung up the phone and walked to the table to gather their trays.

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Ten minutes later, Rylee was safely buckled inside of the Life Flight helicopter as it took off from the roof of the hospital. She was nervous since it had been almost six months from the last accident scene that she had worked. The chopper hit an air pocket and her stomach felt queasy as she clutched the edge of her seat. Her partner, Darren Phillips, glanced over and saw that she looked a little green around the gills. You okay, Rylee? She softly spoke into the microphone, Im just a little queasy from the baby. Darren pregnant? looked at her in surprise, Youre

Rylee nodded and hung on to the rail next to her head as the chopper took a hard right turn toward I-77. She closed her eyes for a second while swallowing hard to fight back the nausea and regretted that she had accepted this assignment. Rylee felt Darren gently push her head down between her knees so she wouldnt pass out onto the floor. Darren lectured, You shouldve turned down this assignment since youre pregnant! Rylee muttered, Its too late to change things, now! Today was just a temporary assignment until the baby is born. Darren patted her on the leg and noticed her wedding band. You got married? Rylee raised her head and smiled, Yeah, to Jaeden. Darrens mouth fell open, Jaeden MacKenzie? I thought you hated him! She shrugged before flashing a beautiful smile, Things changed.

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His eyes dropped to the bulge in her stomach and laughed. Hell, yeah, Ill say something changed since youre obviously pregnant! Oh, kiss my butt, Darren! Rylee laughed. His eyes twinkled, No, maam! Ill leave that up to Jaeden! He noticed her cheeks had become rosy which was a good indication that she felt a little better. Feeling better? She nodded, I just have little bouts of nausea every now and then. this? Darren raised an eyebrow, Is Jaeden aware of

Rylee rolled her eyes, Nothing gets past that man! She glared at him when he laughed. Its not funny! For heavens sake, I cant even get a sniffle without him giving me an exam! He teased, I bet you like it when he plays doctor! She laughingly flipped him off but the smile abruptly slid from her face when she saw the accident scene below on I-77. She felt her stomach churning and wasnt so sure she could deal with what awaited them. She closed her eyes before saying a quick prayer and vowed that she wouldnt accept any more assignments until shed had the baby. The pilot landed the helicopter on the four-lane highway, a few yards away from the accident scene. A tour bus filled with high school kids going home from a senior trip had been cut off in traffic and hit a car driven by a group of teens racing down the Interstate. A tractortrailer had slammed into a guard rail while trying to avoid hitting the tour bus. An RV had rear-ended an SUV, slamming it into the back of a sports car, which careened into the tractor-trailer. The car was sandwiched between the SUV and tractor-trailer.
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Darren unbuckled his seatbelt and opened the side door before climbing out. He held out his hand to help Rylee down and grabbed their gear bags. They ran toward the accident scene where it was total chaos! They chose the closest victims to assess for the worst injuries. Rylee ran toward the RV since ninety percent of the time the passengers inside were never wearing seatbelts. She was relieved to see the driver only had superficial cuts from flying glass when a side window shattered. His wife had minor bumps and abrasions from falling during the impact. After checking their vital signs and bandaging the mans cuts, Rylee gave his wife some acetaminophen for her bruised shoulder and knee. She assured them that they would be fine but explained that they could go to the ER if it would make them feel better to be sure that she hadnt missed anything. She went to check on the victim in the front passenger seat of the SUV while Darren was taking care of the driver. The passenger had struck the windshield and her forehead was lacerated with a nasty gash, oozing blood down her face. Rylee swallowed hard as the nausea began to rise again in the back of her throat. She set her gear bag down on the ground before pulling on a fresh pair of latex gloves. Rylee normally didnt perform the initial assessments of victims at the scenes. Her job was to take control once the patients had been assessed and then placed them on the gurneys. She took care of them on the flight to the hospital but today was a different ballgame. Every pair of hands was needed so she was going to have to suck it up and do her job. She grabbed a handful of gauze pads and began to dab at the gash to staunch the flow of blood. It seemed the more she dabbed, the faster the blood oozed out. Things began to spin around her like she was on a carousel horse. Rylee shook her head and closed her eyes
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for a second as her legs trembled. She prayed everything would stop spinning when she opened her eyes but no such luck! She called out, Darren, I dont feel so good. Darren glanced over and was instantly alarmed to see that she was greener than the scrubs she was wearing. Rylee, sit on the ground now! Put your head between your knees! Rylee stepped away from her patient and started to strip off her latex gloves when her world went blacker than midnight. She lightly hit her head on the door which broke her fall as she slid to the ground in a heap. Her gear bag cushioned her head and prevented it from being slammed into the asphalt beneath her. Darren instructed his patient to hold the towel against his head while he checked on his pregnant coworker. He ran around the SUV and knelt down before placing his fingers against Rylees neck. Relief swept over him when he felt a strong pulse but he had to get her away from the accident scene. He pulled his two-way radio from his belt and thumbed the button on the side, Hey, does anybody know where JT MacKenzie is out here? A quick reply came back over the airway, This is JT! Darren replied, JT, this is Darren Phillips. Where are you? Jaeden answered, Im with the tour bus full of high school kids. Whatcha need, dude? Darren answered cautiously, You need to come to the SUV half a mile behind you. Dude, cant you handle the situation cuz Im busy as hell right now! Wheres your partner? Jaeden was swamped with trying to assess hysterical high school girls as quickly as possible.
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Thats a negative on handlin this one alone since my partner is lyin on the asphalt! Darren waited to see how long it was going to take Jaeden to connect the dots. Jaeden was frustrated by not getting a straight answer. What the hell happened? He waited for a response he wasnt getting before looking at his radio and shaking it. Damned radio! Darren, answer me! I cant walk away from the scene up here! You have to! Darren yelled. Since Rylee isnt available just who is your partner? Jaeden shouted at the exact moment it hit him just who was on the scene with Darren. Dammit! Its Rylee, aint it? She blacked out so get down here, will ya? Darren yelled at him. Im on my way so dont move her! Jaeden looked at Brad next to him. I guess you heard all of that! Rylee is one stubborn female! I meant it when I told her to not to go on Life Flight assignments! Brad looked up to see the worry in Jaedens eyes. I can handle things here since there arent any lifethreatening emergencies with our patients. Go take care of Rylee and make sure that everythings okay. Thanks, BC! Jaeden grabbed his gear bag and made his way through the crowd of firefighters and paramedics who were still assessing the kids. He jogged half a mile down to the SUV. His heart was pounding from the anxiety rather than the exertion of the jog. Jaeden nudged Darren out of the way to get to Rylee and immediately placed his fingers on her wrist to take her pulse. He noticed how pale she looked and shook his head about her defying the only rule he had enforced since they had been married. He glanced at Darren and quietly asked, What the hell happened? Darren shrugged, I honestly dont know. Rylee was assessin the people in the RV so I ran over here to check
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on these patients. She came to help the passenger and next thing I knew; she was mumbling about not feelin good. I told her to sit on the ground and put her head between her knees. Before she could sit down, she blacked out and scared the crap out of me. Jaeden opened his gear bag and took out a tiny vial of ammonia. He popped it to activate the contents before slowly waving it under her nose which caused her to cough. He waved it underneath her nose again before tossing it to the side. Rylee opened her eyes and immediately closed them. Jaeden asked, Rylee, can you hear me? She faintly mumbled, Yes. You think you can sit up? Jaeden put his hand underneath her shoulder and held on to her before glancing up at Darren. Ill make sure shes okay while you take care of your patients. Then Ill help you get them ready for transport. I want Rylee on the first chopper out of here to the hospital where shes gonna stay. Understand me, Rylee MacKenzie? Rylee muttered, Believe me; there wont be any arguments. I probably wont be allowed to return as a Life Flight nurse after I have the baby, since I couldnt manage to do my job. Tears filled her eyes as she glanced away. Jaeden felt his heart soften at the sight of her tears. Ry, youre pregnant and they shouldnt have pressured you into takin the assignment. There will be serious hell to pay if they write you up for it. But, thats beside the point right now, since my main concern is makin sure youre okay. Ill be okay in a minute. She shuddered, I couldnt handle the sight of blood so just what kind of nurse, am I?

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Jaeden hid a smile before kissing her forehead. A pregnant one. Go sit on the grass and chill while I help Darren with these patients. We have to get them loaded in the chopper and then get you outta here, too. I meant what I said about goin to the hospital and stayin there until your shift is over. Ill be checkin on you when you get home. She gave a tiny salute. Yes sir, Lieutenant MacKenzie. Jaeden stood up and rolled his eyes as he helped her to her feet. He walked her to the grassy embankment and eased her down before caressing her cheek. He turned toward the SUV to survey the scene and for a moment, he was ambushed as the New Years Eve scenes came rushing toward him like an out-of-control freight train. The memories of Ryans bloodied face blinded him and he glanced back at Rylee. Would they ever get past that night or relive it at each accident scene they worked? He shook his head and quickly became a professional paramedic doing what he loved bestsaving lives. Jaeden helped Darren load the female patient into the chopper. Once again he ordered Rylee to stay at the hospital and not leave until her shift was over. He kissed her and watched the chopper lift off with the most precious cargo of his life onboard. He quickly ran back to the busload of high school kids and began the process of assessing them to see who needed help first. He stayed on the scene for three hours before every patient was taken care of and either air-lifted or transported by rescue units to the hospitals in the area. He called ICU to check on Rylee to make sure she was okay and was told she had left at three p.m. to go home. Once he called home and heard her voice and knew she was okay, he could breathe a sigh of relief. Rylee was as dedicated to her job but for the next few months she needed plenty of rest. Jaeden had to
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constantly remind her to behave herself and he had his hands full with his little spitfire!

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Chapter 18 For the next few weeks, Jaeden kept a close watch on Rylee which finally got on her last nerve after supper one night in the middle of June. She had complained about being tired after working a twelve-hour shift to fill in for a nursing shortage that day in ICU. Her feet and back hurt and she really wanted a backrub but hated to ask since he had cleaned the house and cooked supper, too. As they stood in the kitchen cleaning things up, Jaeden gently lectured her. Ry, dont push yourself so hard. You have to get extra rest for the next few months. She exploded in a fit of anger, For heavens sake, JT! Im just tired from being on my feet all day! Jaeden patiently replied, You should sit down more. There cant be that many patients in the unit. We had an overload of twelve admissions today, making it four per nurse and I couldnt sit down! Rylee rinsed the dish in her hand and slammed it into the dishwasher rack. I cant sit around like you do when youre not on a call! He leaned against the cabinet, crossed his arms and watched as she rinsed another dish. She slammed it into the dishwasher like the first one. Oooo baby, she was so adorable even in a fit of temper! He tried to hide a smile but was caught as she glared at him. Rylee pointed a knife in his direction and snapped, Whats so funny? Jaeden held up his hands and backed away from her. Not a thing, especially when youre wavin around a knife like youre Jack the Ripper! His remark made her angrier and she flung the knife across the countertop.
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Rylee grabbed a plastic cup and threw it at his head. The cup barely missed hitting him as he ducked his head. I shouldve thrown the knife at you instead and then, youd see how funny itd be! He took a step toward her and replied soothingly, Cmon baby, calm down. Dont tell me to calm down, you moron! All I wanted was a backrub after having a horrible day but instead I get stupid lectures and comedy-ville! Youre such a typical man! Didnt know there was any other way to be. Jaeden muttered before making the mistake of uttering the one thing a man never says to his pregnant wife, Geez! Its obviously the pregnancy hormones that are makin you so moody. Rylee shrieked, It has nothing to do with being pregnant, you idiot! Much to his dismay, she burst into tears as she ran from the kitchen across the living room and up the stairs. He heard the bedroom door slam and muttered to himself, Well, JT, you sure used your head on that one. He wasnt sure whether to go upstairs or give her a few minutes alone. He wisely chose to finish rinsing the dishes and loading the dishwasher. At least that task would be done so they wouldnt have to face it later. Ten minutes later Jaeden was in the middle of scrubbing the casserole dish when Rylee walked downstairs and grabbed her purse. She was still dressed in her scrubs which surprised him since he figured she wouldve changed into something more comfortable.
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Where are you goin, babe? He waited to see if she would even speak to him after his bone-headed remark a few minutes earlier. I cant wear these scrubs anymore because theyre too tight. Im going to buy some new ones. She picked up her keys and headed toward the door. Wait a minute and Ill ride with you. Jaeden rinsed the dish and left it in the dish drainer to dry while they were gone. He grabbed a paper towel and dried his hands, then noticed she was glaring at him. He sighed, What have I done, now? Rylee placed one hand on her hip and fumed. I cant go shopping by myself? Are you gonna follow me to the bathroom and wipe my butt, too? Jaeden lost the battle to hold back his anger at her irrational behavior. Rylee Grace, thats enough! Im sorry for laughin at you while ago but thats no reason to bite my head off, fifteen minutes later! I thought wed get some ice cream since its like a freakin sauna outside but if you dont want to be with me, then go to the damned store by yourself! He turned his back to her, grabbed the dishrag and began to scrub the sink as if he was trying to scrub a hole to China! Hed never understand women as long as he lived! One minute they were sweet as sugar and the next thing you knew, they were like a nest of vipers waiting to strike out at you the second you got too close! Hed used his day off to clean the house and make a chicken casserole, complete with three vegetables, so Rylee wouldnt have to lift a finger when she came home. Hed wanted to have a nice supper and then some cuddle time. Hell, hed rather cuddle with a three-balled wildcat
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than to even dare to touch her for the rest of the night! He heard a muffled giggle and he turned to glare at her, Whats so funny to you? Rylee laughed, How many times are you going to scrub the sink? He fumed, Damned if I know! However many times it takes to keep me from breakin something! Suddenly, the entire situation became funny and he started to laugh. Maybe Brad needs to bring a fire truck over and spray us off with a hose. Im sorry for getting mad at you. Rylee snuggled as close to him as she could with her little baby belly. Its not so funny when the shoe is on the other foot, is it? Jaeden leaned back against the cabinet and took her face in his hands. No, maam. He brushed his lips against hers. Im sorry for lecturin you. Can we call a truce? Only if youll buy me some ice cream. Rylees eyes twinkled as she twirled her hair around her finger which drove him insane with some very lustful thoughts. He softly muttered, I think I can manage that, among other things. He gave her a wicked grin before stealing a kiss and leading her outside to his pickup truck. He watched as she hooked her seatbelt around her expanding waistline before reaching over to tuck it underneath her belly. Its not safe to have the seatbelt across your belly. He caressed her cheek with the back of his hand to soften his words so she wouldnt get annoyed with him.

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Rylee knew he was used to seeing so many injuries and deaths that couldve been prevented if people had properly hooked a seatbelt or even worn one. Ryans life wouldve been saved if he hadnt been so stubborn and had worn his seatbelt that night. Jaeden placed his hand over hers and gently squeezed her fingers. Ry, you need to stop blamin yourself. He was too intoxicated to listen to reason no matter what was said. Rylee looked up and saw the concern and love in his eyes. How did you know I was thinking about him? He softly laughed, Sweetheart, I know you better than you know yourself. Besides, Ryan is never far from my thoughts. I miss him every single day and I dont know if the ache in my heart will ever completely go away. He put the truck in reverse and looked behind them as he started backing out. She softly murmured, If I had trusted you, this past year wouldnt have happened and Ryan would still be alive. I shouldnt have believed the subtle hints that he was making about you cheating on me. Jaeden was only partially listening until her last words hit him like a bolt of lightning. He was stunned by her words and wasnt sure he had heard them correctly. The blaring of a car horn brought him to his senses and he hit the brakes which jarred them forward but thankfully their seat belts held them in place. It scared him when he realized that he had nearly backed into a car passing behind them and had endangered their lives. Rylee shouted, Jaeden, what the hells wrong with you? You almost hit that car!
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He was trying to process what he thought hed heard her say a moment earlier. What did you just say? I asked you whats wrong with you! She pointed toward the car in the parking lot. Didnt you see that car? Have you been drinking any beer? She didnt like for him to drink very often and wondered if hed had a few beers since it always made him moody. He had been acting weird ever since she got home from work. Jaeden impatiently pushed her hand away. Hell, no I havent had a single beer and forget that damned car! I want to hear Ryans insinuations that I was cheatin on you! Rylee wasnt sure she wanted to have this discussion since he was already upset. Her hesitation only flared his temper and made him shout, Rylee, what the hell did he tell you? She shrank away from him. Youre scaring me! He slammed the gearshift into park, leaving them partially blocking the parking lot and smack dab in the middle of two spaces reserved for the townhouse guests. He unhooked his seatbelt and turned toward her. For the last time, tell me what Ryan said! Rylee licked her lips and swallowed hard, He said that you had been seeing your old high school girlfriend on the nights that I was working. Jaeden clenched his fingers into a tight fist. Rylee, I was always at the fire station or at home alone when you were workin! You shouldnt have believed a word he said!

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She protested, I didnt want to but it looked like that he had been telling the truth after the night I saw you in the bar with Brandons girlfriend, Lindsay! And you felt you couldnt trust me? Do you trust me now or do I have to worry that youll have a hissy fit every time I speak to another female? He pounded the steering wheel with his fist twice before Rylee grabbed his arm. JT, stop it before you break your hand! If I was gonna break it, it wouldve happened on New Years Eve! I beat the crap out of the steerin wheel after I watched you walk into the country club with that asshole. He flexed his fingers to take the sting out before he looked at her and saw a smirk on her face. What? She muttered, Your hand oughta hurt. Jaeden glared, Well, it does so are you satisfied? She bit her lip. You were really jealous, werent you? I was greener than the Jolly Green Giant every time I watched Ryan touch you, knowin that he was takin my place. Jaeden sighed. Ya know the really sad thing is that even though Im madder than hell at him for tellin you those lies, I still love him like a brother. I just cant believe he stabbed me in the back. Rylee took his hand and interlaced their fingers. JT, Im sorry for everything and especially for hurting you. Itll take me a lifetime to make it up to you. He brought their hands to his lips and softly kissed the back of her hand. Youve already made it up by marryin me. He sighed, But we cant keep rippin each

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other to shreds. Once and for all, we have to get past Ryans betrayal of us. Rylee looked away from him before revealing one last thing. Ryan was jealous and had been lusting after me from the day when you introduced us. Jaeden snorted, Well, hell, it explains why he followed us around like a trained puppy on a leash. I thought all along it was because we were such good friends. Now, I find out that my best friend was lustin after my girlfriend! Thats a real kicker! Rylee unhooked her seatbelt and turned toward him, taking his face in her hands. Ill tell you a secret that will make you feel better. We made love three times the entire time I was with him. He softly mumbled, Dont make up something to make me feel better, Ry. You big idiot..every time he looked at me, all I could see was your face. I tried to imagine that every touch of his hand was your hand caressing me but my body knew the difference in the gentle touch of your hands and the roughness of his. I couldnt stand to feel his hands on me. Jaedens eyes lit up with anger. Rylee, tell me that he didnt hurt you or so help me, Ill dig up his sorry carcass and kick it all over North Carolina! She shook her head. He never hit me but he liked to have rough sex. Youve always treated me like a princess. Tears filled her eyes. I was so stupid, Jaeden! I called you so many nights to listen to your voice on the answering machine and on your voice mail.
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He whispered brokenly as tears filled his eyes, Thanks to caller ID, I knew every single time you called. I sat there and waited for you to ask me to let you come back. Rylee sobbed, Weve wasted so much time. Jaeden pulled her into his arms and held her tightly against him. Shhhh baby, we cant change the past but we are makin new memories. He bent his head and kissed her softly, I love you, sweet thang. A tapping sound against the driver window broke the spell. He looked over to see an impatient neighbor gesturing for him to put the window down. Jaeden pushed the power window button and grinned sheepishly, Sorry for blockin the roadway. Toby Petersen shook his head and laughed, Hey, Jaeden! If I had paid attention to the firefighter license plate, I wouldve known it was you! He looked past Jaeden and grinned at Rylee, Hey, Rylee! Hows the baby? He pointed toward her baby belly. Rylee patted her belly. Hey, Toby! The baby is fine! How are you? Toby laughed, Ill be a lot better after Jaeden moves this truck and I get home to my wife! Go home and take care of business, dude! Jaeden laughingly slapped hands with Toby. He put the truck into drive and they left to head to the shopping center by I-77. They found a parking space and went inside of the uniform store. Jaeden patiently waited as Rylee took her time looking at the selection of maternity scrubs. She picked out a purple top with matching pants before choosing a pastel pink one with teddy bears on it and a
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solid pink pair of pants. She couldnt decide between a yellow outfit with angels on it or a peach one which had tiny flowers. She held up both outfits and asked Jaeden, Which one do you like the best? He teasingly replied, The yellow one will look too dainty on me and the peach one wont do a thing for my hair or eyes. Ill just look like a sweet juicy Georgia peach. He licked his lips seductively and gave her a wicked grin. Rylee stuck her tongue out at him. You are a bad boy! Jaeden raised an eyebrow and murmured, If you want a bad boy, I can give you one. He slowly slid his hand over her butt. She swatted his hand away and softly laughed, Behave yourself. You can be bad when we get home. He whispered seductively, Complete with whipped cream? His hot breath against her ear was melting her into a puddle. He placed his hands on her hips and drew her back against him so she could feel just what she was doing to him. Those scrubs look soooo hot on your cute butt..I know you want me as much as I want you. She was saved by the bell when a salesclerk cleared her throat. The high school girl had an amused look on her face as Rylee looked up and met her eyes. Rylee was a bit embarrassed but laughed, Hes helping me decide which outfit to buythe yellow or the peach one. Jaeden reached past her to pull out a pretty sapphire blue one and hastily replied, I really like this one better than the yellow. It matches your eyes since itll make them even bluer when you wear it.
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What about the peach one? Rylee asked in amusement. Oh hell, baby, get it because itll make you look like a sweet Georgia peach. Jaeden gave her a wink as he reached into his pocket to get his credit card from his wallet. Ill even pay for all four of em for you. Big spender, huh? The clerk was eyeing him with lustful glances that were way too seductive for a kid her age. Jaeden flashed a smile, Cant ever spend too much money on my wife. He bent his head and gave Rylee a quick kiss on the lips before nudging her toward the check-out counter. I have a sudden urge for some peach ice cream. Rylee almost choked as she smothered the laughter that threatened to erupt from her mouth. Lord, Jaeden could be such a tease when he wanted to be! Theres an ice cream shop a couple of stores down from here. Umm, sounds good to me. He waited for the clerk to tally up the total so they could leave. The kid had only reminded him of how many times he had been propositioned by females just because he had a muscular physique. Hed had one woman in his heart since the day that they had met and had never been tempted to cheat on her. He was lost in his thoughts and didnt hear the girl mention the total price. Rylee nudged him with her elbow. Jaeden, give her your credit card. He jumped at the touch of her elbow in his side. Huh? He grinned sheepishly, Sorry, baby, I was just thinkin about some stuff. He gave his credit card to the
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girl and signed his name on the receipt when she handed it to him. They walked out of the store and down the sidewalk to the ice cream shop. Once they were inside, Jaeden swung the clothes bag in his right hand and placed his hand on Rylees shoulder as he studied the menu board. There were forty-five flavors listed but no peach! He scowled. Theres no peach ice cream. What freakin flavor can I choose to make my taste buds happy? Rylee giggled, You can always get an ice cream sundae with chocolate syrup, whipped cream, nuts and a cherry on top. Jaeden busted out laughing but managed to get his laughter under control before exclaiming, If Im gonna get that sweet treat, Id rather be at home where I can eat every delicious bite off of your sweet body. Suddenly, he heard a hateful voice behind him, You should watch your mouth, young man! There are children in here listening to that filth! Excuse me? What freakin business is this of yours? Jaeden turned around and came face-to-face with Helen Jackson. Oh, hell.. Helens eyes narrowed as she stared into Jaedens face and then her eyes slid over Rylees obviously pregnant belly. She gasped, Youre pregnant? Jaeden gently pushed Rylee behind him and lowered his voice before hissing, This is not the place or the time for you to start actin like a ravin lunatic..after all there are children present so be quiet and go home before you regret it, Helen.
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Helen ignored his veiled threat and continued to glare at Rylee. So, there was a reason for your quickie wedding! Do you even know whose baby it is, you little tramp? Rylee clung to Jaedens arm and wished the floor would open up and swallow her whole. Of all people to run into, why did it have to be Ryans mama? She softly replied, Mrs. Jackson, this is none of your business. Helen shrieked as she lost control of her emotions, Dont you dare tell me that its none of my business! I want to know whose baby youre having; Ryans or his backstabbing best friend! She pointed her finger in Jaedens direction. Jaeden grasped her hand in his and hissed, Shut up. Youre makin a spectacle of yourself. Do you think Ryan would want you actin this way? Helen snatched her hand away and slapped him as fast as a rattlesnake strikes out at its prey in the middle of the desert. Dont you ever speak Ryans name to me again! Youre a backstabbing bastard! She turned her glaring hate-filled eyes toward Rylee. And as for you, my dear.its a good thing that Ryan never married a slut like you! How many others at the fire station have you slept with? There were audible gasps echoing throughout the ice cream shop! Rylee ran toward the door and burst through them to get away from the hellacious woman! Jaeden was seething with rage as he looked down at Helen Jackson. He clenched his fist while fighting every urge that was pushing him to plow his fist into her hateful face!

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He took one step toward her, which made her quickly retreat in fright as she realized she had pushed his temper to the limit. He raised his hand with his forefinger pointed in her direction. I have only three things to say to you.number one, stay the hell away from me and Rylee. Second, keep your mouth shut about my wife. Third and most important, youll never know if this baby is Ryans because, lady, you just blew the last chance that you ever had of reconcilin things with us! Helen viciously spat, You cant keep us away if its Ryans child! Jaeden laughed coldly, Watch me! Youre forgettin one thing..Rylee is my wife and that makes me legally the babys father. Nada damned thing you can do about fightin us for custody so if you wanna waste Ryans life insurance money to pursue a custody battle, go right ahead. Ill fight you every step of the way! He pushed past her and walked toward the door when Helens screeching voice resounded inside of the room once more. Hell will freeze over first before I let you raise Ryans child! Jaeden stopped long enough to cruelly laugh. Well, youd better go buy some winter clothes. As long as Im alive, Ill be with Rylee raisin that baby and any others that we have together. Game over, Helen, and guess what; you lost! He pushed the door open and walked out, leaving her mouth gaping open like a fish hanging on the end of a fishing pole. Hook, line and sinker..Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie was in control of his life, Rylees and their

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babys..regardless of whether he was the biological father or Ryan. Helen knew there was nothing she could do, except pray for a miracle that Ryan was the father. Somehow, she and Charles would be allowed to see the child one day and then they would tell him or her about the father they would never know. It took at least five minutes for Jaedens temper to cool down but even less to have it riled up again when he saw Rylees tears running down her face. He helped her get into the truck and drove home in a seething rage. He really wanted to smack Helen for hurting Rylee once again. He fixed a bubble bath for her and knelt beside of the tub to tenderly wash her back. The sight of her wet naked body was tempting him to join her. But he knew that Rylee needed some personal TLC that didnt include anything sexual no matter how sweet and loving he would be. Rylee whispered, Why does she hate me so much? Jaedens hand came to a complete stop as her words stunned him. Ry, I dont think she hates you. She believes Ive betrayed Ryan and she wont stop to realize that we loved him; maybe in different ways but we still loved him. She cant face the reality that Ryan died that night because it was his time to leave this earth. Rylee looked up at him, Whats changed you from feeling guilty? Ry, the guilt will remain with me always but Ive been talkin to the chaplain at the station and he told me that when were born, our time is set for us to die also.
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Theres nothin we couldve done to have prevented it from happenin that night. Her voice trembled, But what if she fights us for custody of the baby? He answered confidently, Ive already talked to a lawyer and have been assured that they wont have a snowballs chance in hell of winnin a custody battle. Rylee protested, She can still make our lives miserable! He dropped the sponge into the water and took her face in his hands, raising it upwards to meet his comforting gaze. Sweetheart, I wont let her hurt you, again. Just give up and believe in me. I love you, so please close your eyes, relax and lemme take care of you. Rylee saw the love and compassion in his eyes and closed her eyes as he bent his head down to claim her lips with his. He eased her back against the tub in front of him before he finished bathing her. Once he was done, he helped her out of the tub, dried her off and picked up a bottle of lotion. He led her into the bedroom where he insisted that he was giving her a complete massage that was guaranteed to ease away all of her worries. He knelt beside of her on the bed and poured some lotion into his hands and began a slow soothing massage. He slid his hands over her tender breasts with a soft touch that felt like a butterflys kiss on a flower. His hands slid down to the bulge concealing the baby nestled inside of her and picked up the lotion bottle. He held the bottle over her belly and wrote my baby in a sloppy handwriting.
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Jaeden bent his head to whisper softly against her belly and made Rylee giggle from his soft breaths. She softly asked, What are you saying to our baby? Just tellin her how much I love her. Her? And how do you know were havin a daughter? Jaeden shrugged before he began to gently rub the lotion over her skin. Just a gut feelin. Shes gonna be beautiful just like her mama. Hmmm, if you say so. He scowled, Well, I do say so. He slid his hands down over her legs and continued his massage down to her feet before making his way back to the top of her thighs. He gently pulled her up and began to massage her shoulders and back before easing her down onto the bed again. He stood up and pulled his shirt over his head before unzipping his jeans and letting them drop to the floor. He turned the lights out, slid into the bed next to her and pulled her into his arms. Within minutes, he felt her body begin to relax, then heard her soft sigh and knew she had fallen asleep. He lay awake for quite awhile before he managed to fall into a troubled sleep. An hour later, Rylee softly cried out as the nightmares of New Years Eve disturbed her restful sleep. She heard Ryans mocking words, If it walks and quacks like a duckit must be a duck. The memory of a blinding pain ripped through her body as the impact of the pickup truck plowed into Ryans Mustang.ripping them apart forever..leaving one man dead, ending another life way too soon while leaving two others behind to deal with the guilt, hurt and
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pain for a lifetime. When Jaeden tried to wake her, Rylee screamed and fought like a wildcat. Get me outta here! I dont want to die! Jaedens heart pounded after hearing her screaming in her sleep even though he had expected another nightmare after the incident with Helen. He rubbed her back and spoke softly in a soothing voice, Rylee, wake up, sweetheart. Youre safe, baby. No, no, no! Get me out! Rylee beat her fists against his chest like she was trying to break the window inside of the car. Fire..were gonna die! Jaeden gently shook her, Ry, listen to my voiceits Jaeden. Youre here with me and not inside of the car. Rylee whimpered, god..please save me. Jaeden..save me..oh

He softly murmured, Sweet thang, open your eyes and youll see me right here in front of you. She slowly opened her eyes and Jaeden? Are you real or am I dreaming? whispered,

He whispered, Yeah, Im real and keepin you safe, sweetheart. Thank god, its you. Jaeden vowed, Itll always be me.

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Chapter 19 On a hot humid July night, Rylee thrashed around in her sleep and kicked the sheet from her sweaty body. She was lost in a recurring nightmare of the accident but things had drastically changed. Jaeden was stuck inside of Ryans Mustang while she desperately yanked on the door handle trying to open it when the car suddenly burst into flames. She watched helplessly as an inferno of flames trapped him within its grasp while Ryan stood laughing at his fate. Jaeden was startled awake as she screamed out his name, Jaeden, noooo! When he awakened her, Rylee clung to him and he could feel her trembling as if the flames of hell had followed on her heels to claim them. He could sense that this nightmare had really spooked her and she needed to calm down as quickly as possible. Shhhh baby, its okay. It was just a dream. Jaeden softly crooned in an effort to calm her. It scared him to be jerked awake by another of her nightmares which had become their nightly routine for the last few weeks. Tonights episode seemed to be the worst so far. Rylee frantically shook her head. It was different this time! Jaeden placed two fingers against her wrist to check her pulse and continued to speak softly to her. Calm down, sweetheart. Its not good for you or the baby to be upset. Just take some deep breaths and let them out slowly. After her pulse rate had slowed, Jaeden was satisfied and took her face into his hands. He caressed her cheeks with his thumbs and brushed his lips across hers. He took a couple of deep breaths and let them out slowly while coaxing her to do the same. Cmon sweetheart, breathe with me.

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Rylee took a deep breath, let it out slowly and tried to concentrate on his face to block out the hellish nightmare. She started to shiver as the air-conditioning chilled her heated body. Jaeden noticed that her t-shirt was soaked with sweat from her over-heated skin. Let me get you a dry shirt so you wont be chilled. As he started to get up, Rylee clung to him like she was drowning in the middle of the ocean. Jaeden, please dont leave me! Jaeden placed his hands over hers. Ry, Im just takin three steps to the dresser to grab a shirt for you. It took more strength than he thought possible to pry her fingers from his shirt. He quickly stepped to the dresser and grabbed the first t-shirt that he saw before walking back to the bed. The sound of thunder rumbled across the lake as Jaeden sat down next to her. Lightning flashed through the windows and Rylee grabbed him and hid her face against his chest. He reached down to grab the batterypowered lantern and set it on the nightstand before turning his attention back to her. He kissed her forehead and whispered against her skin, Im right here, so dont be afraid of the storm. He gently pulled the damp t-shirt over her head and caressed her swelling belly. Love you, sweet thang. She saw the love he felt for her, shining in his blue eyes. I love you, too. Jaeden slid the clean t-shirt over her head and smoothed it down with his hands. Are you calm enough to tell me what was different about this nightmare? Rylee shook her head and whimpered, I dont want to talk about it. He softly prodded her, It might help if you tell me.
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Rylee pushed away from him and snapped, I said I dont want to talk about it! He held his hands up defensively, Okay, I wont make you! She drew her legs up as close as her belly would allow. She placed her arms across her knees before laying her forehead against them. She softly murmured, It was too horrible! When Jaeden glanced at the clock, he saw that it was three a.m. He had to be up by five-thirty to take a shower and have breakfast before heading to the fire station. He would be on duty for the next twenty-four hours. Even though he needed it, there was no way he could go back to sleep so he softly rubbed Rylees back. It didnt take long for her to start talking about the nightmare. You were inside of Ryans car and I yanked on the door handle but it wouldnt open. I was beating on the windows when the car exploded into flames. You were trapped inside while Ryan stood by and laughed because you died instead of him! She began to cry, Oh god, Jaeden, I cant lose you! Jaeden felt a cold shiver run down his spine but pushed aside the fear that threatened to overcome him. Keeping her calm was the most important thing so he softly rubbed her leg as he spoke, Sweetheart, the doctor said you would have nightmares for a long time. We just have to shake it off, regardless of what changed within it tonight. Rylee stared at him as if he had grown two heads in the past few minutes. You dont get it, do you? Its a sign that something bad is going to happen! Jaeden, its no longer just me and you! We have the baby to think about, too! She was six months pregnant and there were still three long months before finding out the paternity of the baby. He stared in disbelief at what he was hearing. What do you want me to do? Quit bein a firefighter
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because of a nightmare youve had? Sorry, but I cant do it! Rylee tried to take his hand but he pushed it away and she heard herself whining but was unable to stop. Why cant you just be a paramedic? Jaeden snapped, You know that my job requires me to be a firefighter, too! He saw the fear in her eyes and he softly sighed. Ry, nothin is gonna happen to me. I wear turnout gear that protects me when Im fightin fires. She exclaimed, So did the guy in Ladder 49 and look what happened to him! Baby, the movie was written to end that way. He patted her on the leg to comfort her but she was having none of it. Jaeden, dont humor me! I know firefighters die every single day! I want this baby to grow up and know she has you for her daddy! Rylee wanted to punch him in the stomach but threw a pillow at his head, instead. Jaeden caught the pillow in mid-air even though it wouldnt have done any damage. He tossed it behind her and laid his hand on her leg. And how do you know for sure that its a girl? I wont until I have another ultrasound this afternoon since she wouldnt cooperate last time. And quit changing the subject! Rylee slapped his hand as he tried to caress her leg. He scowled at her while stubbornly crossing his arms. Rylee, Im not givin up a job that I love and thats final. Not even for our baby? She gave him a tiny pout, hoping to change his mind but it wasnt working. Jaeden shook his head firmly. Dont do this to me. We have discussed this scenario more than once and like
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it or not, I chose to be a firefighter so come to terms with it, babe. Rylee turned onto her side away from him and placed her hands protectively over her swelling belly. When she felt the babys tiny kicks, she reached over and placed his hand on her belly so he could feel the babys movements. She looked up into his smoldering blue eyes and murmured, Tell our baby that you refuse to remain alive each day by having a safer job. Jaedens temper flared since she had backed him against a proverbial wall, And I could die walkin down the street if a drunk driver hit me! He watched as tears filled her eyes and slowly ran down her face. Rylee baby, Im sorry. I didnt mean to say it like that. She bit her tongue to keep from telling him how much his words had pierced her heart. Rylee turned her back toward him and felt completely alone for the first time since she had walked away from him a year ago. Was she destined to raise this baby alone without a father? Jaeden fell back against the pillows and stared at the ceiling. He could kick himself for the careless words he had flung in anger at her. How could he have been so stupid to remind her of being hit by a drunk driver who ended Ryans life? Rylees continued silence was enough punishment to endure but he wouldnt blame her if she made him sleep on the couch for the rest of his life. Jaeden heard her soft sighs and knew that she had fallen asleep. Sleep stubbornly evaded him and the sound of raindrops hitting the window only reminded him of how tired he would be for the next twenty-four hours. He watched as the lightning flashed across the sky and heard the answering rumbles of thunder. He thought about how he loved Rylee more than life itself but he stubbornly refused to give up a job he loved. He had wanted to be a firefighter since he was a kid and realized how important firefighting was in the
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everyday world of saving lives. He only hoped that his guardian angel would continue to protect him on each fire call and that he wouldnt have to face an out-of-control inferno like the one in Ladder 49. If he had known what was to come later that day, he wouldve reassured Rylee that he loved her and nothing would break their bond. Only time would tell if he would be a survivor or if he would be another victim trapped inside the blazing inferno that would soon erupt. The hot sultry July day began as others before it with a chance of thunderstorms to ease the humid conditions that had plagued the southeast much as the year before. Jaedens twenty-four hour shift had begun too early for him at seven a.m. He was consumed with thoughts of the stupid spat hed had with Rylee during the night. He had left her asleep in their bed and regretted that he hadnt made another attempt at making up with her. He was distracted from his thoughts as the tones sounded for a fire call. The emergency dispatchers voice blasted over the sound system, Engine One, Engine Two, Truck Thirtythree, Truck Twelve, Paramedics One and Two, Battalion Chief Number Three.Respond to Maddox Racing Corporation, 2911 Industrial Park Blvd. The dispatchers voice continued, Highly flammable paints and solvents involved! Possible victims trapped inside! Units use extreme caution! The firefighters slid down the pole and hurriedly jumped into their turnout gear. They grabbed their helmets before climbing aboard the fire engines. It took Jaeden a minute longer to jump into the rescue unit and follow the trucks across the busy highway. Brad was riding shotgun with him and pulled on the cord to sound the blaring horns to accompany the wailing sirens, warning vehicles to move out of the way. Where the heck is Maddox Racin? Brad asked.
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Its beside of RJ Motorsports. Rylees cousin, Zack, is married to Gracie, who co-owns his racin team and RJ Motorsports. Brad asked in a surprised voice, Gracie owns a racin company? Jaeden laughed, Yeah, she and her twin sister, Cari, have been co-owners for the last year and a half. Theyre hopin to stay in the RAACE series if Zack keeps winnin races and makes his sponsors happy. What series is the RAACE? Racing Across America Club Elite. Zacks doin great which is a good thing since its his dream to be a racecar driver. Brad replied, Hey, thats cool! Yeah, I think so too. I dont know how cool its gonna be to fight a fire with the paints and solvents in the body shop. Jaeden concentrated as he drove the rescue unit through the traffic. Hit the horn again since were approachin this intersection. I just want to make sure everybody sees and hears us comin. Brad pulled the cord to blast the air horn again and frowned, Youd think the idiots would get out of our way! Suddenly, Jaeden was hit by the coincidence of Rylees nightmare and this fire. He tried not to freak out since he had to keep his wits about him, especially while he was on duty. Brad glanced over at his partner and saw the concern on his face, Whats wrong, JT? Rylee had a nightmare this mornin at three a.m. and I couldnt get back to sleep. Brad frowned, Shes been havin quite a few of those lately, hasnt she? Yeah, but this one really freaked her out! She dreamed that I was trapped in a fire and couldnt escape.
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Its nothin to worry about since it was only a dream. Jaeden nervously laughed it off. Brad wasnt so sure it was something to laugh about but wisely kept his thoughts to himself. He made a mental note to keep track of every move that Jaeden made inside of the building they were about to enter. Five minutes later, Jaeden parked behind Engine One and surveyed the scene of the raging inferno as they climbed out. Flames were shooting through the roof in the middle of the building. It was a nightmare straight from hell as a ball of fire shot skyward as one explosion after another rocked the ground they stood on. Fire Station Two arrived on the scene with two additional engines and two pumper trucks. The two battalion chiefs coordinated which teams would head into the building. Jaeden and Brad were quickly assigned the task of rescuing three victims trapped inside of the body shop office. Jaeden put on the Nomex hood and his SCBA mask before donning his helmet and grabbed his medical gear bag. He made sure his PASS device was secured to his turnout jacket and that he had a flashlight. Dense smoke billowed from the open doors and windows and it was going to be hell inside to find the victims and get them out safely. Fire Station Three Battalion Chief, Frank Johnstone, approached them. JT and BC, I hesitate to send you into that inferno until we have a foam truck on site but every second counts in the lives of those victims. Just use extreme caution and keep your radios on but if you get in trouble, call for help immediately, understand? Jaeden and Brad nodded their heads before walking over to an employee of Maddox Racing, who was directing the crews into the building. The man had the only map of the building and knew which departments to avoid in the blazing inferno. When the fire started, the
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water sprinkler system had kicked in and spread the flames in a fiery path as the paint and solvents flowed along with the water. The only solution to extinguishing the flames was to coat everything in a layer of foam and dry chemicals. Unfortunately, the foam truck belonged to Fire Station One which was located on the other side of Mooresville. Even if the traffic allowed, it would take fifteen minutes to arrive. The nearest airport was located a few miles away in Statesville, where they had a helicopter equipped to drop dry chemicals onto the blaze. A call had been made for it to be dispatched to the scene as soon as possible. Jaeden and Brad would be on their own once they reached the body shop. They had no choice except to follow a team of firefighters inside who were equipped with fire hoses to extinguish the smaller fires. They prayed that the foam truck would arrive by the time they made their way through the dense smoke. Jaeden motioned for Brad to remain as close to him as possible while they snaked their way through the dancing flames across the reception area. All of the employees had been evacuated when the fire broke out except for three unlucky ones who had been in the wind tunnel area. They had barely escaped to the body shop office before being trapped by the blaze. The only escape route was through the showroom but flames surrounded the area with a narrow twenty-foot opening between the body shop and the showroom. Once the flames reached that destination, the finished racecars would explode from the racing fuel and there would be no hope to rescue anyone trapped. Brad and Jaeden continued to follow the firefighters as they made their way past smaller fires which had spread in the ventilation system throughout the building. It was hopeless to try to save the building but there were families who depended on them to make every effort to rescue their loved ones. It was the thought of those three
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lives trapped inside that propelled them forward with each step that they took. It was almost impossible to see more than a foot ahead of them since the heat and smoke was growing intense the closer they came to the body shop. Their air packs would last thirty minutes max, making it a desperate attempt to save lives and then to get out safely. The smaller fires were slowly being extinguished as if Heavens angels were helping with their own attempts in the rescue. They paused to watch as smoke billowed out and was sucked back around the edges of the doors leading into the body shop. Once those doors opened, a backdraft was destined to happen but if the firefighters didnt attempt a rescue, the trapped victims would perish. Their lives depended solely on the heroism of the men who placed their lives on the line. It was suddenly do-or-die time.

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Chapter 20 Jaeden braced himself against one wall while Brad did the same on the opposite side. The two-man firefighting team crouched down with their hoses charged to aim a small stream of water overhead to help battle the fire. It was a risk they had to take and prayed the foam truck would be on their heels. Jaeden nodded his head at Brad and they placed their hands on the door handles. Their eyes met and saw the trust and brotherhood they shared before they slowly pulled open the doors of hell. Just as they suspected, a backdraft occurred as the doors opened. The ceiling overhead was immediately engulfed with flames. The two firefighters aimed their hoses upward and managed to extinguish the flames before it could travel far. They started to turn their hoses toward the raging inferno in an attempt to keep the fire from spreading the residue from the paints and solvents but stopped when Jaeden waved them off. He and Brad needed every drop of water to blanket them as they came out with the victims. Like the Calvary charging across a Texas range, the team from Fire Station One suddenly arrived with their foam-filled hoses. They sprayed the foam onto the inferno, extinguishing the flames closest to the doorway and advanced into the room with Jaeden and Brad on their heels. Jaeden pointed toward the office area and the firefighters sprayed the foam onto the flames, making a path for their desperate rescue attempt. Jaeden and Brad ran across the floor toward the office and were relieved to see the flames had not reached it. The office was filled with smoke and they took off their masks and placed over each victims face. They gave them clean air to breathe for one minute before they took two of the victims to make a run for it back the way they had come in. Jaeden promised the last victim that he would be back to get her since she had sprained an ankle while trying to get into the office.
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Once they got the victims safely outside, Brad followed Jaeden back inside since no firefighter was ever allowed to go into a burning structure alone. They reached the doorway of the body shop office when the ceiling suddenly caved in scattering burning debris across the room. Jaeden ran into the room, grabbed the woman into his arms and turned to run out when he tripped over a chair and fell to the floor. Brad ran to him and took the woman into his arms and Jaeden motioned that hed be right behind him. Jaeden stood up and winced as pain shot through his ankle when he took a step forward. Brad noticed that Jaeden was limping and hesitated for a second but Jaeden waved him on ahead. As Brad ran toward the doorway, an explosion suddenly rocked the room. He turned to see the body shop was a blazing inferno again and flames were heading straight for the showroom. Jaeden was limping but close on his heels as they ran toward the only available exit. As Brad reached the safety of the outer hallway two more explosions shook the building. The force propelled Jaeden forward and his ankle gave way beneath him. His helmet fell off before his head slammed into the floor, knocking him unconscious with only eight minutes of air remaining in his tank. Flames engulfed the room less than thirty feet from his motionless body. As explosions continued from the body shop and showroom no one realized right away that Jaeden hadnt escaped. Both teams thought he was safely behind Brad so they continued on their way out of the building. When Jaeden hadnt moved within thirty seconds, his PASS device was activated and transmitted a piercing signal that a firefighter was down. Brad emerged from the burning building with the woman in his arms and took her to a waiting team of paramedics. He turned to check on Jaeden and didnt see
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his partner anywhere. Once he had taken off his mask, he realized that Jaeden was still inside. Brad immediately ran to his Battalion Chief, demanding that he radio Jaeden to find out his whereabouts. Battalion Chief Johnstone quickly radioed Jaeden but received no response. He waited for fifteen seconds and tried to make radio contact with him again but there was still no response. He saw Brad running toward the equipment truck to grab another air pack and a backboard. Johnstone motioned for Bobby Hudgins to follow him back inside to find Jaeden. They ran into the building which was rapidly becoming engulfed with flames as one explosion after another occurred while the flames were overtaking the showroom. They refused to lose another one of their own and were determined to make every desperate attempt to find Jaeden. Less than three miles away, Rylee showed the nurses a picture of the babys ultrasound after she checked out from her doctors appointment. She was ecstatic to find out that she and Jaeden were having a daughter! She secretly wanted a little girl with his dark wavy curls and blue eyes. Breaking news flashed onto the TV screen in the waiting room and caught her attention. Rylee was transfixed with fear while she listened to the report of an out-of-control fire at a racing corporation. She remained calm as she put the ultrasound picture inside of her checkbook and walked out to her car. She slid behind the steering wheel, inserted the key and turned the radio up. The news reporter was talking excitedly about receiving news of a firefighter who was trapped inside with every attempt being made to rescue him. Rylee instinctively knew that it was Jaeden. She was less than five minutes from the fire scene and she was going to him. come hell or high water!
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She backed out of the parking space and headed toward the address of the fire when the thought occurred to her that Gracie and Caris racing company was on that same street. Jaeden could be trying to rescue Zack and either Gracie or Cari. When she finally arrived at the scene, she felt relieved to see it was not RJ Motorsports but she knew that Jaeden was on the scene somewhere. Rylee parked haphazardly and managed to get out of the car before being stopped by a police officer. She explained that her husband was a firefighter and she wanted to know that he was okay. It took some begging and pleading before she was allowed to go to Battalion Chief Johnstone. Once she saw his face, she knew that her nightmare had become the worst reality of any firefighters wife and family. Johnstone had to forcibly hold her back to keep her from running toward the building. He promised that if she remained by his side, he would tell her immediately when he heard that Jaeden was safe. Back inside of the building, Brad and Bobby Hudgins met up with a fresh team from Station One with additional hoses containing more foam to extinguish the flames. They were behind another team of firefighters from Station Two, who were busy putting out the smaller fires which had flared up. Station Ones team reached the showroom and slammed on their brakes at the sight of the inferno blazing ahead of them. They could see the entire body shop was engulfed with flames which were quickly overtaking the show room. The fiery beast was consuming everything in its path that hadnt been eaten by the earlier flames. Firefighters treat a fire as if it was a living breathing creature and this one was dead-set on total devastation.
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Time was of the essence to find Jaeden MacKenzie and not one second could be wasted. Brad and Bobby were desperate to find Jaeden and escape this inferno. The firefighters slowly advanced into the raging beast and turned their foam-filled hoses toward the flames and fought to extinguish them. Station Ones team sprayed the foam in a wide arch while criss-crossing one another in hopes of killing the monster flames so Station Three firefighters could find their fallen brother. Then they would let this beast burn itself out while making every attempt to keep it from spreading to RJ Motorsports next door. It was apparent that any attempt to save this racing corporation was a lost cause. Brad and Bobby crouched low to the floor and shone their flashlights through the dense smoke and prayed they would find Jaeden in time. Neither wanted to look at Rylee and tell her that they had been too late to save him. Brad knew that Jaeden would be running out of air in less than two minutes. It had taken him two minutes prior to escape from the building only to find that Jaeden was missing. Grabbing a fresh air pack and running back into the building behind another team had taken at least four minutes. Brad took off his mask and yelled, Jaeden, can you hear me? At first, all he could hear was the crackle and popping of the flames as they consumed everything in their path but as he crawled forward to his right, he heard the PASS device emitting the piercing wail. Brad shone his flashlight through the smoke and to his relief, he saw Jaeden lying inert on the floor. He motioned for Bobby to follow him as he scrambled over fallen debris toward his partner. Brad gently turned Jaeden over onto his back and ripped off his glove to feel Jaedens weak but steady pulse. Relief flooded his body as he pulled off Jaedens
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mask and placed his mask over Jaedens face for thirty seconds to give him fresh air. Bobby motioned to Station Ones team that they had found Jaeden so they would aim a blanket of foam to protect them from the flames that were less than ten feet away. Brad took the mask away from Jaedens face and took a cleansing gulp of air before replacing it over Jaedens face. He hit the transmitter button on his radio, Battalion Chief Three, weve found JT! We are in the process of bringin him out! Repeat, we have JT and bringin him out! Over! Battalion Chief Johnstone had a huge grin on his face as he heard the words he had been praying for. Tenfour! Relaying message to all teams to evacuate the building immediately! Bring him out, BC, but Im forewarning you that Rylee is on the scene. Brad replied, Ten-four! Relay message to her that JT is alive but possible smoke inhalation so to be prepared for an immediate helo transport! He and Bobby quickly placed Jaeden onto the backboard and strapped him down to carry him out. Johnstone wrapped his arm around Rylee as he replied, Ten-four, BC! If you have any problems, radio immediately and well send in additional teams! He looked down at Rylee, I guess you heard that info. Hes gonna be okay so take a couple of deep breaths and sit down in the back of the rescue unit so you can see JT when they bring him out. Rylee was overwhelmed and could only nod her head. She carefully climbed into the rescue unit with help from the paramedics to wait for Jaeden. She missed seeing the glances passed from Johnstone to the paramedics to keep a close eye on her. Lieutenant Jaeden MacKenzie would kick their asses if anything happened to her and the baby.
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Three minutes later, Brad and Bobby emerged from the building with the teams from Stations One and Two on their heels. Additional teams had been sent inside to fight the minor fires to give them time to evacuate and all lives had been saved. Three consecutive explosions rocked the ground as if an earthquake had occurred. All teams had made it out safely in the nick of time before the entire roof collapsed inside of the building. Twenty firefighters, including Jaeden, wouldve been lost in the inferno that ensued, if not for the grace of God and prayers. Brad and Bobby waited a moment to give Rylee time to see that Jaeden was alive even though he was still unconscious. Tears flowed down her cheeks as she softly brushed her lips across his before he was carefully loaded onto a gurney inside of a Life Flight helicopter and flown to a Charlotte hospital, twenty miles away. She wasnt allowed to go with them since there was limited room onboard the chopper. Gracie and Zack ran next door from RJ Motorsports after being informed that Jaeden had been trapped inside of Maddox Racing. They were finally allowed to go to Rylee, who begged them to take her to Jaeden at the hospital in Charlotte. Zack tossed her car keys to his twin brother, Shane, who would make sure that her car was taken home. They arrived at the hospital and were told that no one was allowed to see Jaeden while the doctor was assessing his condition. Gracie and Zack had their hands full trying to keep Rylee calm while they waited. They were unsure of the extent of injuries Jaeden had received in the explosion but at least he was alive..for now. After all the tests had been completed and what seemed like an eternity, Rylee was allowed to see Jaeden. He had been given a CT scan to rule out any head trauma and an x-ray of his ankle. His only injuries were an excruciating headache from a mild concussion resulting
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from hitting his head and a sprained ankle which required being on crutches and a day or two of rest. He had received little smoke inhalation due to Brad finding him before his air supply ran out. Rylee fought to keep her tears from spilling over onto his gorgeous soot-covered face as she covered it with kisses. Jaeden had refused to let the nurses clean him up until he had seen Rylee and told her how much he loved her. Since he had blacked out, he didnt know how close he had come to dying until Rylee told him. Jaeden interlaced their fingers and kissed the back of her hand. I love you and Im sorry for fightin with you this mornin. Ill give up firefightin if its what you want me to do. His voice was raspy from the smoke. Rylee brushed his hair out of his eyes and whispered, Jaeden, youre a hero and you helped to save three lives today. Theres no way I can ask you to give up what you love so much. He caressed her cheek with his left hand. I cant put you through this again. You dont need to deal with this stress every day. Rylee placed her fingers against his lips. JT MacKenzie, zip it and listen to me. Its your destiny to be a firefighter and a hero so Ill just pray for your safety every time you go on a call. hero. Jaeden shook his head and insisted, Im not a

Brad stepped into the room, Wrong answer bro. Were a team who brought out two survivors at the beginnin. The last one wouldve still been inside if not for you goin back in. I ended up bringin her out because of your ankle but you saved her life. If I had been alone, she wouldve still been trapped inside when the roof collapsed right after Bobby and I brought you outta the buildin.
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Jaeden shrugged while stating emphatically, Call it what you want but Im not a hero. Brad looked at Rylee and asked, Is he always this stubborn? Rylee smothered a laugh after receiving a frown from Jaeden. He can be even more stubborn when he wants to be. Jaeden rolled his eyes. The only damned thing Ive ever been stubborn about is not givin up on you. And look what you wouldve been missin. Rylee kissed him softly. When can I get outta here and go home? Jaeden murmured as he softly caressed her cheek with his fingers. It depends on if they want to keep you overnight for observation and if they do, Im staying with you. Rylee stated firmly as she folded her arms across her swollen belly. The nurse walked into the room and explained that Jaeden was being discharged since Rylee was an ICU nurse and knew how to observe him for any signs of distress. He was given instructions to keep his foot elevated for the next twenty-four hours and to apply ice to keep the swelling down. She handed Rylee a bottle with some pain medication for his headache. When Jaeden stood up, Brad placed the crutches under his arms and helped him regain his balance. They slowly walked out to the waiting room to let Gracie and Zack know that he was okay. He thanked them for taking Rylee to the hospital and they left together to go home to Mooresville. Once they got back to Mooresville, Jaeden wanted to stop by the fire station to let everyone know that he was okay. He would return to work in four days since he had to rest his ankle for two days. His schedule was twenty-four hours on and one day off until he had
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completed three twenty-four hour days in a week. His battalion chief told him to take care of himself so he would be recovered by his scheduled shift on Friday. Rylee firmly stated that she would make sure he followed orders. She received a frown from Jaeden before she smiled sweetly at him, not saying another word and folded her hands over her belly. Jaedens eyes traveled down to her belly. So, how did your doctors appointment go? Everythings just fine. She was about to explode with excitement to tell him about their baby but she wanted to drag it out to make it that much sweeter. He raised his eyebrows, Just fine? Not gonna tell me if the baby cooperated this time? Brad started to walk away to give them some privacy but Rylee grabbed his arm. She looked at him, And where are you going? Brad Carter, youre my hero for saving Jaedens life and since youre part of this family, you can hear the news about our baby. She reached into her purse, brought out the ultrasound picture and handed it to Jaeden. Rylee held her breath and waited for his response. His sensuous lips slowly formed into a smile that lit up the room as their eyes met. Wed better go buy some pink paint if this picture shows what I think it does. Rylee nodded her head and Jaeden let out a whoop and almost lost his balance as he let go of the crutches to pull her into his arms. He let out another whoop, Oh, hell yeah! Were gonna have a girl! His buddies swarmed around them giving Jaeden high-fives and placing kisses on Rylees cheek along with gentle hugs. Whoops of excitement echoed throughout the fire station. It was the happiest moment that theyd had since Jaeden had married her. The guys began to tease about how hard it would be to raise a daughter who
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looked like her mama and Jaeden had better be prepared to lose his heart to a miniature Rylee. It was a double celebration of life since they had almost lost Jaeden and then to hear the happy news of their daughter to be born in three more months. Little did anyone realize that baby MacKenzie had her own plans and she wasnt waiting for her October due date.

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Chapter 21 Gracie and Zack pulled into the driveway right after Jaeden and Rylee returned from the fire station. They had picked up Chinese takeout for supper before going to Rylee and Jaedens townhouse. Shane stopped by to bring Rylees car to her and showed up as Zane and Shanna came over with Seth. They celebrated Jaedens survival and the happy news of their baby being a girl. Rylee insisted on holding her little nephew since she hadnt spent a lot of time with him. Cameron Zane Thomas was a charmer and instantly wrapped his Aunt Rylee around his little finger. He was the splitting image of his daddy with Zanes killer smile, chocolate brown wavy hair and sparkling sapphire blue eyes. Rylee cooed to him, Yes, you are already a lady killer just like your daddy. You have to promise Aunt Rylee to take care of your little cousin Jada. Jaeden stared at her in astonishment. Jada? And when did you decide on this name? Rylee looked at him and smiled sweetly, I thought of it while Brad was trying to find you in that inferno. She stated firmly, Shes going to be named after you and thats final so get used to it. He slowly replied, But what if I dont want her named after me? Zane loudly groaned, Wrong answer, dude! Seth and Zack rolled their eyes and shook their heads slowly as Jaeden looked at each of them before he shrugged, Maybe I dont want the baby named after me. Zack exclaimed, Jaeden, are you stupid or has your brain been affected too many times by smoke inhalation?

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Gracie patted Zacks arm, Maybe he hasnt learned yet that whatever we girls want, we get, especially when were pregnant. Zack stared at her before licking his lips, Oh, shit! Are you pregnant, too? Gracie narrowed her eyes and glared at him, And what if I am? Zack held up his hands in self-defense, No problem, babe! If you wanna have a baby, well have one! Gracie smiled sweetly, Good answer because I want a baby and Cameron and Jada will need a playmate next year. Zack was dumbfounded as he heard the words coming out of her mouth. They had been married for sixteen months and he knew that Gracie wanted to have a baby but he thought those plans were on hold until his racing career was more stable. Shane busted out laughing, Looks like youre gonna be busy doin something besides just racin! He looked at Gracie and snickered, As Zacks crew chief, my only request is to make sure that you dont wear him out the night before a race. I need an alert driver behind the wheel of the car! Gracie reached across Zack and playfully smacked her brother-in-law. You take care of the racecar and Ill take care of the driver! She patted Zack affectionately on the cheek. Ill make sure I dont wear him out too much. Rylee, Gracie and Shanna giggled as Zacks face turned redder than a fire truck but he still hadnt said one word. Seth and Zane snickered since it wasnt often that Zack Thomas was at a loss for words. He was in a state of shock to find out that his wife had been busy making plans to expand their family. Gracie hadnt even bothered to ask him about it before broadcasting it in front of his twin brother and cousins. He wasnt all that sure he liked being backed
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into a corner and expected to perform on demand. Maybe it was okay out on the racetrack but not in the bedroom! Zane got up to get the guys a cold beer since Jaeden wasnt able to stand up without his crutches. Zack was still in a daze and barely paid attention when Zane shoved a cold beer into his hand. Shane nudged him, Drink up, dude, but then, again, maybe you dont need to be intoxicated if youre gonna be makin some little Zacks. Zack fiercely glared at him. Touch this beer and Ill kick your ass! Rylee laughed, Ooooo hes found his voice again! She bounced Cameron on her lap, making the baby gurgle with laughter. Cousin Zack is so silly! Hell change his mind about babies when he has one of his own, wont he, Cameron? Zane groaned loudly, Wait until you get up at all hours of the day and night to take care of the little rug rats! Shannas mouth fell open, Excuse me, but you work from midnight until five a.m. Mr. Rock Star and DJ! You fall into bed after being home for an hour and then sleep the day away! Im the one who gets up all hours of the night to take care of our little rock star wannabe! Jaeden shook his head and laughed, A baby rock star wannabe? Shanna laughed, Cameron happily babbles along when he hears his daddy sing, whether its during practice sessions or on the CD. Seth popped up with his two cents worth, Well, wait until we teach lil Cameron how to play a guitar and the drums! They all laughed before quietly settling down for the guys to talk shop about racecars, rock bands and fire
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rescue calls. Gracie got the girls some soft drinks before they began to discuss girl stuff. Shanna and Gracie were thrilled about Rylee having a girl and were chattering like magpies while making plans for a baby shower. If they had their way about it, Jada would have everything a sweet little princess desired. Rylee mentioned she wanted lavender walls and white furniture in the nursery but wasnt sure about a theme for the room just yet. They were busy discussing babies when she made a face and rubbed her belly as she felt a sharp twinge. Shanna whispered, Are you okay? Rylee nodded and cuddled seven-month-old Cameron closer to place a soft kiss on his head. The baby gave her an angelic smile which melted her heart. She squirmed around to get into a more comfortable position when another twinge hit harder and she bit her lip to keep from crying out. Jaeden watched as she cuddled Cameron and saw her bite her lip. Ry, whats wrong? She quickly replied, The baby kicked a bit harder than she should have. A thought went through his head that she could be having contractions but it was too soon for that to happen. He glanced at his watch to note the time, in case she had another one. She could fool most people but there was no way she could fake things with him for long. Jaeden kept a close watch as the minutes ticked past but nothing else seemed to happen. He passed it off as being a kick from their baby like she had said. Little did Jaeden know, Rylee was having more twinges but chose to ignore them since she still had three months to go before her due date. Since it was getting close to Camerons bedtime, Shanna took him to the guest room to breastfeed him. She came back a few minutes later and walked over to
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Zane before placing his sleeping son into his outstretched arms. Despite what Zane had portrayed to everyone, he enjoyed every minute he could spend with Cameron. There was a heated discussion over what to rent on pay-per-view since the girls wanted to watch a chick flick, which made the guys groan. They graciously gave in to keep the girls happy! Shanna and Gracie insisted that Rylee needed to relax while they gathered a few snacks and some drinks to enjoy during the movie. A couple of hours later after everyone went home, Jaeden and Rylee slowly walked upstairs to go to bed. They were exhausted from the days events and were looking forward to getting some sleep. Rylee went to the bathroom to change into a loose t-shirt and doubled over as a contraction hit. Her water broke as she leaned against the counter and held onto the wall for support. Jaeden! Help me! When he heard her panic-stricken cry, Jaeden quickly jumped up from the bed where he had just sat down. He forgot to grab the crutches as he limped painfully across the floor. He thrust the door open and knew Rylee was in trouble the minute he saw her. Youre in labor, arent you? We need to go to the hospital, right now! Her voice trembled as fear washed over her. His mouth fell open as he stupidly asked, Are you sure? Rylee pointed toward the floor and rolled her eyes like he was as dumb as a rock. JT, look at me! Im standing in a puddle since my water just broke, you idiot! He looked down to see the puddle of amniotic fluid. For the first time in his life, Jaeden MacKenzie completely lost his composure. Oh, shit! Its too early for the baby to be born! How the hell are we gonna get to the hospital? I
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cant drive since my ankle is sprained and you obviously cant drive! Jaeden, shut up babbling! Call 911 or this baby is gonna be born in the bathroom! He reached for his cell phone and realized that it was lying on the nightstand where he had placed it three minutes ago. Uh stay right here while I get the phone. Rylee screeched, For heavens sake, JT! Its not like I can go anywhere! She looked around the bathroom counter for something to throw at him if he didnt move his ass toward a phone! Jaeden gulped and thought Oh, shit! When she loudly screeched, JT, she was more than a little upset! He quickly backed out of the bathroom, totally ignored the pain in his ankle as he sprinted across the room and grabbed his phone. He punched in the phone number to the fire station instead of calling 911. Fire Station Three, Brad Carter. Jaeden was relieved to hear Brads voice but shouted, BC, thank god youre still on duty! Youve gotta get over here with the rescue unit! Brad was surprised to hear Jaedens voice on the phone. He was supposed to be resting so something drastic mustve happened. JT? Whats wrong? Rylees in labor! Jaeden mentally blocked out the pain throbbing in his ankle. He ran his fingers through his hair while pacing back and forth like a caged animal. Even though he felt his heart jump at Jadens words, Brad remained calm. Dude, you know the rules, I cant leave until the call goes through 911. Jaeden panicked and shouted, Screw 911! Im tellin you shes in labor and its way too early for the baby to be born! Brad heard the panic rising in Jaedens voice and he needed to take control of the situation. JT, you have
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to become that professional paramedic because you cant help Rylee if youre panickin! Hang up and call 911, right now! Ill be ready to hit the road as soon as the call comes through. Jaeden clenched his fist and threatened, Dammit, BC, Im your Lieutenant and Im givin you a direct order to get over here or so help me, Ill write your ass up for it tomorrow! Brad flung his words at his friend and Lieutenant. So write me up! Ill be in more trouble if I leave without an official call bein made! Fine! Jaeden hit the end button and immediately punched in 911. Iredell County 911. How may I help you? Jaeden shouted, You can send a rescue unit from Fire Station Three to my house at 3088 Trailwood Drive, Mooresville and I need it STAT! Sir, I need to document your name. What the hell does my name have to do with it? Jaeden knew they were following protocol but they were wasting time. Sorry.I know youre only doin your job. Im Lieutenant Jaeden MacKenzie with Station Three so please get a call issued for them to get here! What is the problem, sir? My wife is in labor and the baby is three months early. I sprained my ankle and cant drive us to the hospital. How far apart are the contractions? I dunno!. He called out to Rylee, How far apart are the contractions? About five minutes. Rylee managed to get the words out as another contraction began. She gripped the edge of the counter and bit her lip to keep from crying
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out. She was scared beyond belief, knowing that little Jada needed every minute to remain tucked inside of her. She was fighting the panic that threatening to take control. Oh god, this couldnt be happening.not on top of almost losing Jaeden today! Wasnt losing him for a year and then Ryans death more than enough? Did she have to lose Jada too? The contractions are five minutes apart so please dispatch the rescue unit now! If you need to document it, my wifes name is Rylee. Jaeden limped back into the bathroom as fast as he could and saw the pain on her face from another contraction. Sir, calm down and stay on the line while I contact the correct paramedics to send out to your address. Alert Station Three since theyre the closest to us. Jaeden watched as Rylee doubled over in pain and he yelled, Ive gotta go! Shes havin another contraction! Sir, I need for you to stay on the line so I can help if you need to deliver the baby. I told you Im a firefighter and I know how to deliver a baby! Jaeden hit the end button and laid the phone on the counter. He limped over to the linen closet and got an armful of towels and grabbed the extra medical gear bag he kept for emergencies. He laid everything on the counter before crouching down beside of Rylee. Sweetheart, do you think you can make it to the bed? She cried out as another contraction hit and grabbed his hand to squeeze it. Every contraction was bringing their baby into this world and she was in big trouble if they couldnt make it to the hospital in time. Jaeden mumbled, Ill take that as a no. He made a pallet on the floor as comfortable for her as possible before easing her down onto it. He unzipped the gear bag and pulled out his stethoscope and blood pressure cuff. He wrapped it around her arm and took her blood
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pressure, then jotted it onto the notepad he had tossed out of the bag. He rummaged around inside the bag and got out a package of latex gloves. Ry, I have to check to see how far youve dilated and let me know if I hurt you but Ill be gentle. He masked his own panic after checking her before he calmly replied, Youre about seven centimeters so, just how long have you been havin contractions? She bit her bottom lip and glanced away from him. They started after we got home from the hospital. Jaeden wanted to throttle her for not telling him but he softly sighed, Why didnt you tell me? Rylee felt a bit defensive for several reasons. Ive never been pregnant before and didnt know they were contractions! Im scared and dont need to hear a lecture from you! Im not lecturin you but youre a nurse and know the signs of labor. You shouldve said something so we couldve gone to the hospital and maybe the doctor couldve stopped your labor from continuin. She burst into tears, Dont be mad at me! I was worried about you and then it scared me when I started having pains! Jaeden leaned over and kissed her softly, Baby, Im not mad at you. I just hope that Brad gets here before I have to deliver the baby. Shes gonna need immediate care to keep her warmer than wrappin her in a bunch of towels. Rylee wailed, Jaeden, Im sorry! He took her face in his hands and spoke softly, Ry, you have to calm down. The more upset you are, the harder its gonna be for you and the baby. She sobbed, I shouldve said something sooner!
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Jaeden calmly replied, Theres nothin we can do except deliver the baby and get both of you to the hospital. She sniffled, We havent fixed her room or bought anything for her. He gently squeezed her hand. Ill paint the room whatever color that you want while youre recuperatin in the hospital. Well finish the rest when you and the baby come home. Her tears started to flow again. Shell be too little to come home with me. Sweetheart, preemies are born every single day and doctors work miracles to save them. We need focus on gettin Jada here safely and shes gonna be a fighter just like you. Rylee sniffled, I thought you didnt want her named after you. Well, I changed my mind. Jaeden fought to remain calm even though his stomach was in knots. His hands were shaking as he searched his gear bag for a pair of surgical scissors and gauze pads to wipe the babys face after she was born. He was prepared to deliver his own baby if Brad didnt get there in time. And where in the hell was Brad?

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Chapter 22 Rylee panicked as another contraction began. She grabbed Jaedens hand and squeezed it hard enough to break the bones in his fingers. She fought the uncontrollable urge to push the baby out with this contraction. Jaeden glanced at his watch and noted the time was eleven-forty-five p.m. He spoke in a calm steady voice. Ry, its not time push so you have to pant like weve practiced. She clenched her teeth as the pain intensified. Jaeden, I cant do this! Yes, you can. You just need to calm down and deliver this baby. Jaeden wiped her face with a damp cool cloth. Rylee was getting annoyed with his attitude because she had every right to be panicky! And just how many babies have you had? Ive delivered three so I know a little of what Im talkin about. Our babys life depends on us gettin her safely into the world so please listen to me. We have to work together as a team. He was used to dealing with difficult patients and didnt allow her words get to him even though it was hard to ignore it. Her bottom lip trembled, Ill try, but Im scared! Jaeden tried to stay professional but she was his wife and he loved her more than anything on earth. His heart softened when he saw the fear in her eyes. Ry, if youve never trusted me before, trust me now. Everythings gonna be okay so have faith that I wont let anything happen to you or the baby. She looked into his eyes to see a reassuring smile. I do have faith in you.

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Good girl. Durin the next few contractions, wait until I tell you that its okay to push. I need to get an IV started so if you need any meds, I can go ahead and give em to you. I promise Ill be gentle. He picked up an IV bag in one hand and grabbed an alcohol swab in the other one. Rylee whispered, Jaeden? He looked at her as she whispered, I love you. His blue eyes sparkled as a smile slid across his face. Love you too, sweet thang. These are our last few minutes of bein just me and you so lets make em good memories, babe. If you need any pain meds, ask and Ill give em to you to help ease things. She vehemently shook her head, Ill do it without pain meds. Jaeden shook his head. Youre braver than me because Id be yellin for the good drugs with the first pain. Rylee managed to squeeze out a tiny laugh before another contraction began. Jaeden took her hand in his and began to softly count, One,two,three,four,fivetake a deep breath, baby, and let it out slowly. Itll help as the contraction eases. As the seconds ticked by, it felt like the contraction was never going to end. Rylee screamed, I cant do this! Yes, you can. He hung the IV bag on the towel rack above her head and took her hand in his. Look at me and do the same thing I do. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Cmon, Ry, you can do it. She locked her eyes onto his face, took a deep breath and slowly let it out as the contraction began to ease. She saw a tiny smug grin of satisfaction on Jaedens face and it slightly grated on her nerves that he had been right. But he deserved credit for helping her so she reached up and caressed his cheek. You were right so thank you.
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Jaeden picked up the alcohol swab and tore it open before looking at her. Rylee, were in this together. Its not a case of who is right but more of doin what it takes to help you through the contractions. She gave a small snort. Well, since were sharing this experience, its your turn to have a few of these godforsaken contractions. He swabbed her arm to clean it before he picked up the IV line to insert the needle into her arm. Sweet thang, if I could trade places with you; Id do it in a heartbeat but I want the good mind-blowin drugs to kill any pain. Youre such a wuss! Rylee rolled her eyes. Wusses dont run into burnin buildins or rescue their damsels in distress so lets see you try to top that one, babe. He took her arm in his hand and tied a small tourniquet around her arm, then held the plastic-encased needle in his right hand. I dont think I can top it. Didnt think so. He grinned and became serious again. Sorry to do this but better me than someone who doesnt care if it hurts. He gently inserted the needle into her vein and grabbed the roll of tape, tore off a small piece with his teeth and taped the catheter and IV line down on her arm, before pulling the needle out. As she watched him in action, she felt her heart swell with pride. He never ceased to amaze her with the compassion that he had for others. She softly murmured, Youre gonna be an awesome daddy. Jaeden looked into her eyes and softly replied, Ry, this baby is mine regardless if Ryan is the biological father. Ill fight anyone who tries to take her from us because you and Jada are my life. As another contraction began Jaeden coached her through it. Rylee depended on him to help her and until
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Brad got there, it was up to him to handle all aspects of bringing this tiny life into the world. He set the IV drip to run slow and asked again, Ry, are you sure you dont want any meds to take the edge off of the pain? She snapped, JT, if you ask me that stupid question one more time, youre gonna need the pain meds for yourself! He grinned, Well, Id say to bring it on, babe, but youre liable to kick my ass. Dont tempt me! Rylees eyes flashed blue warning sparks that if he was smart, hed just shut up! Where the hell is Brad Carter? Im gonna kick his ass for being so damned slow when he does get here! Even though he knew she was in a lot of pain, Jaeden bent his head to hide the grin on his face and he mumbled, My sentiments exactly! Oh, shut up, Jaeden MacKenzie! Its your fault that Im hurting like hell! She grabbed his shirt in her hand and yanked him down. If you touch me again in the next hundred years, Ill make you wish to heaven above youd never asked for sex! Jaeden saw that she was dead serious, for the moment anyway, and he swallowed hard. Yes, maam..I mean, no, maam. I wont touch you again unless you beg me. She dug her fingernails into his hand as she gripped it when another contraction began to build. Ohhh, pleeeease just kill me! Jaeden wrapped the blood pressure cuff around her arm again and took her blood pressure. It was dangerously high and she was going to be in serious trouble if he didnt get it down. He made a quick decision and grabbed a syringe already pre-filled with Demerol. He placed the cap of the syringe into his mouth and pulled the syringe free and inserted it into the IV line. He began
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to slowly push the plunger forcing the medication into the IV line. Rylee screamed, What the hell are you doing? He ignored her and pushed the plunger until all of the medication had been forced into the IV line. Ry, I only gave you twenty-five mg. of Demerol. Its enough to take the edge off of the pain but it wont hurt the baby. She burst into tears, I told you I didnt want any pain meds! Well, sue me because your blood pressure shot up like a rocket bein launched into space and I overruled your request! He glared at her before breaking the needle off into the plastic box he carried for that purpose. You cant give meds against a patients wishes! He took a deep breath and let it out. Ordinarily, hell no, I cant but Im your husband and can make medical decisions for you and the baby. I did what I thought was best so hate me for it, divorce me after the baby is born but Ill stand by my decision if I had to do it again. A couple of minutes later, he took her blood pressure again and nodded his head slightly as he made a notation on the notepad. He looked at her and sighed, Rylee, your blood pressure was in the danger zone. The meds are flowin through your system and its back down in a safe range so try to relax and let the meds work. He caressed her cheek and was surprised she didnt slap his hand away. Jaeden checked his watch again to see that it was close to twelve-fifteen a.m. He could handle the delivery but he would prefer if the baby waited until they got to the hospital with a doctor standing by. It seemed like an eternity before they heard the wailing siren approaching their townhouse. Jaeden didnt bother to get up since Brad knew where the key was hidden for emergencies.
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They heard pounding of feet as Brad and Dennis West ran up the stairs hauling the backboard between them. They rushed into the bathroom and saw Rylee lying on the floor with an IV already in place. Brad and Dennis gulped as they realized that she really was in labor and more than likely, Brad would be delivering the baby en route to the hospital. Jaeden stepped back as they gently lifted her onto the backboard and took her downstairs to the gurney. He ignored the pain shooting through his ankle as he followed them downstairs and slammed the door before climbing into the back of the rescue unit with Brad. Brad calmly contractions? asked, How far apart are the

Rylee bit her lip and grabbed Jaedens hand when another pain began. He replied, Theyre two minutes apart and she just had one before we heard the siren. Brad nodded his head while pulling on a pair of latex gloves and pulled back the sheet to check her. Jaeden grabbed his arm and hissed, What the hell do you think youre doin? Brad looked at his partner, Im gonna check to see how far shes dilated. Jaeden protested vehemently, Like hell you are! Shes my wife and Ill be damned if youre lookin at her! Brad calmly replied, JT, Im not sexually lookin at her! Im on duty and may be deliverin your baby so back off and just shut the hell up! Jaeden clenched his fist and angrily spat, Ill deliver my own baby so you back off! Brad stared at him before replying, You cant deliver the baby since youre officially on medical leave and not on duty. ass!
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Rylee shouted, For gods sake both of yall shut up! Im having a baby and the two of you wanna fight over whos gonna deliver her! You act like youre playing football and deciding whos gonna be the quarterback and who is gonna be the receiver! She cried out as another pain hit harder than the rest which quickly got their attention. Jaeden didnt give Brad much of a choice as he shoved him out of the way and checked her after she had the contraction. He looked at Brad and the message was passed that the baby wasnt waiting for their arrival at the hospital! Jaeden licked his lips and tried to remain calm. Rylee, I can see the babys head so with the next contraction, I want you to push. He held his hand out for a fresh pair of gloves which Brad slapped into his palm. He quickly pulled them on and arranged the sheet to keep her covered but so he could see to guide the baby as she emerged. Brad quietly called out to Dennis, Hey, dude, this baby isnt waitin for us to get to the hospital! Find somewhere to pull over so we dont jostle Rylee around! Dennis quickly found a shopping center and radioed in to the hospital that they would be delayed since Rylee was giving birth in the rescue unit. He wisely stayed upfront to be out of the line of fire from Rylee and his partners in the back. Things quickly started to happen as another contraction began and Jaeden told Rylee that she could push the baby out. She grabbed Brads hand and squeezed with inhumane strength making him wince in pain. She pushed with all of her inner strength until Jaeden told her to stop and take a breath. With another contraction less than a minute later, the babys head emerged and Jaeden quickly cleared Jadas nose and throat so she could breathe easier.
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Ry, rest for a minute. The babys head is out so the next contraction will be the one to push her out. All of your hard work and pain is gonna be over soon, babe. Another contraction began and Rylee screamed as she pushed with her remaining strength while Jaeden gently guided the babys shoulders out. Within a matter of seconds, he was holding a perfect little angel who was a replica of her mama. Brad handed him a towel and Jaeden quickly cleaned the babys face and swaddled her securely in a towel. His eyes met Brads and they broke out in huge grins. Jada gave a tiny cry at being thrust from the warmth of her mama into the air-conditioning of the rescue unit. Well, are you gonna hold her all night? Rylee demanded before smiling at the look on Jaedens face as he held the baby tenderly in his arms. It was plain as the full moon outside in the sky that Jada MacKenzie already had her daddy wrapped around her finger. Rylee prayed for her to be his and not Ryans but knew without a doubt that Jaeden would be a fantastic daddy regardless of who her biological father was. Jaeden carefully laid the baby in Rylees arms and kissed them tenderly before turning his attention back to taking care of Rylee. He gently cleaned her and made her comfortable as possible before calling out to Dennis to take them to the hospital. Once they arrived, Rylee and Jada were quickly taken to the birthing center to be admitted while Jaeden apologized to Brad for his behavior. After he made a few phone calls to their families to tell them about the babys surprise birth, it hit him that Jada had been born on her mamas birthday . July 15! Brad and Dennis hung around to see the newest member of Station Threes family. Jaeden dragged them to NICU and proudly pointed toward his tiny daughter
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lying in the warming bed. She was quietly allowing the nurses to attend to her needs as they bathed her and put an extra small diaper on her to protect her modesty! Brad slapped Jaeden on the shoulder and grinned, Damn, dude! You did good! Shes a beautiful baby! Jaedens eyes suddenly felt misty as he looked at the tiny replica of Rylee. Jada had chocolate brown wavy hair and from what he had seen, her eyes were dark sapphire blue-the Thomas family trait. He softly murmured to Brad and Dennis, Just between us..theres the chance she might be Ryans. Brad looked at him in shock. Oh, shit. Dennis was too stunned to say a word but patted Jaeden on the shoulder. The three brother firefighters stood looking at the tiny miracle and wondered what Ryans mama was going to do once it was known that Jada MacKenzie had been born. Brads eyes met Denniss and they slightly nodded as the message was passed that they would protect Jaeden, Rylee and Jada no matter what took place. Let Helen Jackson try to take Jada from them and all hell would break loose like a pack of wild animals. Jaeden was in a state of euphoria and unaware of the pact that had been made between his buddies. He glanced at the clock inside of the nursery and saw that it was almost two a.m. He turned toward Brad, I want to apologize again for being a jerk, earlier. He softly laughed in embarrassment, Everythings different with Rylee and I know you wouldve kept it strictly professional but .. Brad placed his hand on Jaedens shoulder. JT, weve been through hell and back this year and I totally understand how you feel about Rylee. Personally, if she was my wife, Id kick your ass too, so no hard feelings, bro. He held his hand out and they clasped hands in brotherhood.
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They hugged briefly before Jaeden laughed, Get the hell outta here and go back to the station! Youve goofed off enough for one night! And thats a direct order since you need to keep an eye on this probie! He pointed toward Dennis and slapped him on the shoulder. Im just givin ya a hard time, kid! Dennis had been hired shortly before Ryans death. Brad had replaced Ryan as Jaedens partner so Dennis was partnered with someone else on the team. Technically, he wasnt a Probie since he had been off of probation for over a month but he was still the low man on the totem pole. He laughed and patted Jaeden on the shoulder, No harm. no foul! Jaeden shoved them toward the elevator before slowly limping down the hallway to Rylees room. She was resting comfortably in bed but anxiously waiting to hear how their daughter was doing. He bent his head and kissed her long and sweet before whispering, Happy Birthday, sweet thang! You and Jada have the same birthday, which makes it easy for me to remember each year. Rylees eyes filled with happy tears as she looked lovingly into her husbands sparkling blue ones. What would I do without you? He softly replied, I think we know the answer to that and dont want to repeat it. He took her hand and kissed her fingertips. No, we dont. I love you. She softly smiled and patted the bed where he thankfully sat down. She watched him wince as he rubbed his ankle. Jaeden, you need to go home and get some rest. He emphatically shook his head. Nope, Im not leavin you. Weve spent too many nights apart in the last year and Im not makin this one of em. I love you more than I can ever possibly show you. Jaeden gave her another tender kiss which fired things up inside of him, despite the fact that she had just
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given birth. He would always ache to hold her and make love to her the way that she deserved.sweet and gentle while bringing out her passionate wild side. He wouldnt ever change a thing about the woman who owned his heart. Rylee asked him to check on Jada so he went back to NICU. Jadas nurse told him that the baby weighed three lbs. five oz. which was a healthy weight for a threemonth preemie. Jada was holding her own in the warming bed where she had monitors attached to keep track of her vital signs. The nurse reassured him that she was in no danger and was a fighter with each breath that she took. He begged for a picture so Rylee could see Jadas face. The baby had to remain in NICU until she was at least five lbs. and could be taken home. The nurse took a picture, handed it to him before assuring him that Rylee could visit the baby in the morning after she had some rest. Jaeden slowly made his way to Rylees room while ignoring the pain in his ankle. He wanted to show her the picture of their precious daughter. He spent the night since he couldnt stand to be away from Rylee. They were in seventh heaven and the thought never occurred to either about the battle that theyd face once Ryans parents heard of Jadas birth.

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Chapter 23 The first day of Jada MacKenzies life started off as a potential war zone when Ryans parents made their presence known in the NICU and were denied access to see the tiny baby. Jadas nurse, Andrea, called Rylees room for permission to allow them to see Jada. Rylee was napping and Jaeden answered the phone when it rang. Hello? Mr. MacKenzie, this is Andrea in NICU. Charles and Helen Jackson are demanding to see your daughter. What do you want me to do? Dont let them anywhere near the baby. Im on my way there. Jaeden quietly hung up the phone and stood up to get his balance on the crutches. Zane had brought them with Rylees suitcase when he and Shanna visited earlier. Rylee asked sleepily, Who was that? She yawned and stretched when she noticed the crutches under his armpits. She frowned, Where are you going? Damn! He was hoping Rylee was still asleep so she wouldnt have to know about the phone call. Its nothin to worry about, sweet thang. Ill be back in a couple of minutes. Just gonna see our beautiful daughter. He bent his head down to kiss her softly and caressed her cheek. Rylee sat up in the bed and grabbed a hold of his shirt. She stared into his eyes and confronted him, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! Youre keeping something from me so tell me what it is or Im getting out of this bed to find out for myself. you. Jaeden mumbled, Never could get anything past

And dont you forget it, so spill it. She crossed her arms and gazed at him intensely while drumming her fingers on her arm. She would kick his ass if he lied to her so hello here comes the truthlike it or not! He sighed, It was
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Andrea in NICU. Ryans parents are raisin hell because they cant see Jada so Im gonna go settle this once and for all. Sparks shot from her blue eyes as she glared at him. Dont you think I should be involved in this discussion with them? He shrugged, Maybe later, but right now you need to rest and not be stressed. Rylee quietly hissed as she grasped the blanket in her hands. Well, Im already stressing about it! Jaeden, this is between me and them. Jaeden carefully chose his words before speaking, Theres a fifty percent chance that Jada is my biological daughter, so dont tell me this is just between you and Ryans parents. Rylee let go of the blanket and clenched her hands into small fists. She exclaimed defensively, I didnt mean it that way! He leaned down and took her chin in his hand, Maybe not but just remember who has loved you for three years and has taken care of you for the last seven months. Ryan couldnt be here to do it but I didnt have to do it either, Rylee. He turned away from her and slowly made his way on crutches toward the doorway. He looked back at her and paused. Im takin care of this because I am legally Jadas father so try not to worry. Rylee watched as he slowly walked out of her room. He was right about the chance Jada could be his child and it would take a lot of courage to have a DNA test done. Jaeden deserved the peace of mind to know if he was the father. But what if the tests showed that Jada was Ryans baby? Could she destroy the happiness that Jaeden had known for the last seven months?
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Jaeden took his time getting to NICU for more reasons than one. First, he didnt need to lose his balance with the crutches and hurt his ankle worse. But most of all, he needed a couple of minutes to gather his thoughts and keep his temper under control. He and Ryan had grown up like brothers and Ryans parents had liked him until New Years Eve changed everyones life. He walked to NICU where Jada was being watched around the clock for respiratory distress. She was so small and her lungs were under-developed. Ryans parents were standing in the hallway and Jaeden could tell before he even got close to them that it was going to be a showdown. He stopped four feet from them and true to his observation, Helen Jackson started in on him like a Rottweiler on a three-inch steak. How dare you deny us visitation with our granddaughter! Im her legal father and I can deny access to anyone that I choose. If youre smart, youll calm down and well discuss this in the waitin room and not in the hallway. Jaeden leaned his weight on the crutches to rest his ankle while giving Ryans mama a chance to get herself together. He normally had plenty of patience and Ryan had been the one to go off half-cocked with his temper. But Jaeden had heard enough from Helen Jackson in the past seven months to last him the rest of his life. He looked from Ryans dad back to his mother, Well, are we gonna have a calm discussion or do I need to get security to ask yall to leave? Were willing to listen to you. Charles Jackson took his wifes arm and motioned for Jaeden to lead them to the waiting room. Good but let me warn you, Im in no mood for a showdown with either of you. Jaeden led them down the hallway to the NICU waiting room and was relieved to see that it was empty. He allowed them to pass by before
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closing the door. He sat down and dragged a chair in front of him to rest his ankle. He leaned the crutches against the chair within easy reach in case he needed to leave if his temper rose too much. Charles Jackson politely asked, How did you injure your ankle? I sprained it yesterday savin a lady in the fire at Maddox Racin. Jaeden casually shrugged his shoulders as if it was no big deal. Charles nodded, I saw the report on the news last night and it looked pretty bad. Yeah, it was one of the worst fires Ive been in. The racecars were filled with racin fuel and when they exploded, the impact knocked me unconscious. Brad saved my life when he and Bobby went back in to drag me out. alive. Charles softly replied, Were glad you made it out

Jaeden looked him straight in the face and raised his eyebrows, Really? Well, I had the impression that the sooner I died, the better it would be for the two of you. Helen exclaimed, Jaeden, how can you say that? Youve been like a son to us! Jaeden turned his gaze onto the woman he had considered a second mom. You slapped me at Ryans funeral and told me that Im the one who shouldve died. Then at my weddin, you showed up and yelled that Rylee and I should burn in hell for bein alive when Ryan wouldve been happy for us! He held up his hand to stop Helen from butting in and he continued, You confronted Rylee in public and made her feel like a slut just like your son did the night he died! You have the gall to waltz into this hospital and raise hell when you cant see Jada! And you expect me to forgive your behavior? I dont think so.
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You tried to steal Rylee away from Ryan! How do you think it made us feel after he died and she crawled back into your bed? Helen raised her voice in her own defense. Jaedens temper rose faster than an out-of-control wildfire. I couldnt steal someone who already belonged with me! If Rylee hadnt left me a year ago none of us would be in this freakin mess! You had no right to treat her the way that you have and I wont stand for it any longer. Maybe we were wrong in our judgment about her. Charles spoke softly. Jaeden turned his gaze toward him and studied the sorrowful expression on the mans face. He could see that maybe Charles Jackson did regret his wifes actions. He held up his hand with his forefinger pointed toward the ceiling. I believe that youre sorry but as for her Jaeden pointed toward Ryans mama. Hell might have a better chance of freezin over first, before I believe one word of regret. Not that Ill ever hear one. Helen fought a mixed bag of emotions from the pain of losing her son and seeing the anger on Jaedens face. It would be a double whammy if they lost Jaeden, also, since he had been Ryans best friend for years. How can you keep us from seeing the baby if theres a chance that shes Ryans daughter? Jaeden tried to control the anger flowing through his veins and looked at her straight in the eyes. I wont allow you to hurt my daughter or Rylee any longer. Itll be Rylees decision if she wants a DNA test done and if Ryan is the father, I will fight you every step of the way if you try to take Jada away from us. I made a vow to Ryan to always love Rylee and take care of her and that includes our daughter so if you want a custody battle, Ill give you one! Were just asking for the right to see the baby, Jaeden! Helen cried out as she felt every chance slipping
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away of having a relationship with Jada. Jaeden was in control and she saw that he knew it when she stared into his angry smoldering eyes. Please let us see her. No! You made your choice to alienate me and Rylee from your life so Ive made mine! He crossed his arms over his chest and stubbornly raised his chin to show he was not backing down from his decision. To his surprise, he saw defeat overcome the older couple sitting in front of him. Helen looked at him with tear-filled eyes, Dont you understand that my heart has been broken with losing my son? Jaeden leaned forward and rested his arms on his knees. Helen, I understand a lot more than you have given me or Rylee credit for. He was a brother to me and despite the fact that Rylee chose him over me, we never allowed it to come between us until New Years Eve. Ryan had too much to drink and things wouldve ended entirely different between us if he had been sober. I made the mistake of askin Rylee to dance with me but I didnt put a gun to his head and make him act like a jealous fool. He continued, Rylee chose to leave with him and he was verbally abusive to her. He caused her to be distracted from drivin which ended tragically and shouldnt have happened for two reasons. The drunk driver was in the wrong lane and Ryan died because it was his time to die. Rylee and I have to live with the choices we made that night. I wish I could change things to bring Ryan back but I still wouldve fought to win Rylee back. Charles took his wifes hand in his. How can we resolve this? Jaeden ran his fingers through his hair before answering, Right now my main concerns are Jada receivin the care she needs and keepin Rylee from bein more stressed. Its stressful enough to worry about the
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baby without these theatrical antics every time we turn around. Helen, its past time to get it together and forgive us. Helen whispered, Every time I look at you, I see Ryan and I miss him so much. Jaeden reached over and took her hand in his. It kills me when I think about him not bein here so youre not the only one who misses him. All of us miss seein his face light up with excitement when we go on emergency calls. We say a prayer every day and it keeps him close to us. Yesterday, Ryan was my guardian angel and watched over me until Brad and Bobby dragged me out of that buildin. I felt him with me in my heart so hes with us all of the time. Helen quietly asked, What have you and Rylee decided to name the baby? Rylee quietly stepped into the room and softly replied, Weve named her Jada Rianna. That way she is named after both Jaeden and Ryan. Jaeden frowned at Rylee, Why arent you restin in bed, like I asked you to do? Rylee slowly walked over and eased down in a chair next to him. JT, you need to realize that I have a mind of my own and Im not anyones puppet, not even yours. Even though, I think the sun sets and rises on you. She leaned over and kissed him softly, turning his frown into a tiny smile. He took her hand in his and gently squeezed it. I wouldnt change one thing about you, sweet thang. But you need to rest as much as you can. Rylee rolled her eyes and sighed, Ive been resting since Jada was born. No one came to get me and I want to see my baby. I left orders with the nurses to ignore your pleas until I take you to see her. Since youve taken matters
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into your own hands, I guess we can scrub up and put gowns on before goin to see our little princess. Rylee pulled his head close to her and whispered for several minutes before he finally nodded his head. She spoke softly as they looked at Ryans parents, If youll give us a few minutes with Jada, you can see her as long as the nurses give you permission. Jaeden stood up, put the crutches underneath his arms. He waited for Rylee to stand up and led her down the hall to NICU. They scrubbed their hands with disinfecting soap and donned gowns before going in to see their tiny daughter. Andrea led them over to the warming bed where Jada was sleeping. She told them they could hold her since she wasnt on a respirator. Rylee sat down in the rocking chair next to the bed as Andrea carefully picked up the tiny baby. She placed Jada into her mamas arms and walked away to give them some privacy. Rylee stared at their tiny perfect baby and couldnt decide who she looked like. Both men had chocolate brown hair and blue eyes and Jada had characteristics of their facial features. She also had her mamas pink rosebud lips. Rylee cuddled the infant and talked softly to her for a few minutes before kissing her softly on the forehead. She carefully stood up and let Jaeden sit in the rocking chair before she placed the baby in his arms. Jada looked even smaller as he lovingly cradled her against him. An instant bond had formed between Jaeden and the baby when hed held her in his hands the second she was born. But it was even more evident how much he loved her as he gazed at her while she slept. Rylee wanted to discuss having a DNA test done and there was no time like the present to bring it up. Jaeden, I think we need to have a paternity test done.
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Theres no need for one. Shes so beautiful, just like you. Jaeden softly caressed Jadas cheek and looked at her so lovingly that it nearly broke Rylees heart. It would kill him if he wasnt Jadas biological father but she knew he would still love her. Rylee placed her hand on his shoulder. We need to know for sure. Jaeden looked up at her, Whats it gonna change, Ry? Ryan wont magically appear if the results show hes the father. She softly asked, Dont you want to know? He shrugged his shoulders, Like I said, its not gonna change a thing. This baby is still my daughter so forget it. He took Jadas tiny hand in his and caressed her delicate skin with his fingertips. She persisted, Im her mama and I can request one without your consent. He stubbornly shook his head. Youll need my DNA and I wont do it. Rylee slightly raised her voice. Why are you being so stubborn? She could have medical problems that we need to know about. Jaeden softly hissed, I dont want to look at her and remember that Ryan made love to you so just drop it. He stood up and gently placed the baby back into her arms, grabbed his crutches and silently left. Rylee stared in disbelief at his retreating figure. How could he refuse to have a paternity test done and walk out on her? She sank down into the rocking chair as tears silently dropped onto her tiny daughter and wondered what had radically changed his mind. Ryans parents waited patiently for Jaeden and Rylee to return from seeing Jada. Jaeden stopped by the waiting room and snippily told them they could go see the baby. He left them to also wonder what had happened in the last few minutes.
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They walked to NICU to scrub up and don gowns before entering the unit. Andrea led them over to Rylee and she carefully placed her daughter into Helens arms. Rylee struggled to keep her emotions under control and somehow managed not to fall apart. Ryans parents exclaimed how pretty the baby was and stayed for a few minutes before leaving Rylee to tuck the baby back into her bed. Despondently, Rylee walked back to her room and climbed into bed before asking the nurse for something to help her sleep. She wanted to drift away into oblivion and forget that she had ever heard of Ryan or Jaeden for a little while. She took the medication and curled into a ball and tucked her hand underneath her cheek as she waited for it to work. Rylee smiled softly as she felt Jaedens fingers softly caress her cheek. At first, she thought she was dreaming until he murmured an apology. She opened her eyes to find him leaning on the crutches beside of the bed. Jaeden? He whispered softly, Shhhh.go to sleep, babe. Ill be right here when you wake up. She murmured, Love you, JT. Jaeden bent his head and kissed her softly. Not half as much as I love you. Im sorry for upsettin you while ago. She struggled to keep her eyes open as she yawned. We dont have to do the test. Well talk about it later. Just close your eyes and rest. He kissed her softly before sitting down in the chair next to the bed. He closed his eyes and fell asleep, only to dream of holding Rylee in his arms and telling her how much he loved her. Ryan suddenly appeared and yanked Rylee from Jaedens arms. Ryan cruelly laughed that it had all been
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a joke and he hadnt died on New Years Eve. He was back to claim his daughter and to take Rylee away from him. Jaeden jerked awake and looked anxiously around the room, He wondered if his dream had somehow become a reality. He quietly called Andrea in NICU to see if Jada was okay and she assured him that the baby was sleeping peacefully. He softly sighed when he realized it had only been a horrible nightmare. He looked at Rylee, sleeping so peaceful, and knew that hed die protecting her and Jada if anyone dared to harm them. Jaeden decided that they had to get the paternity test done for Jadas sake because she deserved to know who her father was. He could only pray that the results would prove it was him and not Ryan. Late the next morning, DNA samples had been taken from the three of them for the test to be performed. It would take ten long days to get the results back but the wait would either be worth it or would result in a heartwrenching ending. Either way, Jaeden would love Jada as his daughter and would always be there for her. Two days later, Rylee was released from the hospital and a routine was set up for visits to see Jada. She was thriving very well for a three-month preemie with no complications which amazed the nurses and doctors. If she continued to progress, Jada would be discharged in a month if not sooner.

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Chapter 24 The day arrived that Jaeden had dreaded worse than entering the raging inferno at Maddox Racing. Rylee tore open the envelope and they looked at the piece of paper with the DNA results which showed that Ryan was Jadas biological father. Rylee looked at Jaeden in stunned disbelief and saw the same reaction in his eyes. They had desperately wanted Jada to be his daughter instead of Ryans but fate had cruelly snatched away their wish. Jaeden walked over to the French doors and stepped out onto the deck. He stood looking at the sparkling water of Lake Norman and struggled to get his emotions under control. The nightmare hed had in the hospital flashed through his head as the reality had come true. Tears filled his eyes and ran down his face. His shoulders shook while his cried as the cruel, cold fact hit him.Jada was Ryans daughter and not his! He clenched his fist and pounded it against the deck railing and welcomed the pain that shot through his hand. Any pain was better than the agony ripping apart his heart! He hung his head down and sobbed until there were no more tears left. Even though it would never completely go away, the pain eased slightly. The only comfort he had was that Ryan couldnt come back to claim his daughter. Jaeden had to come to grips with the daily reminder that Jada was a part of Rylees past with Ryan. Somehow they would deal with Ryan being Jadas father which wouldnt change the love Jaeden had for the babyshe would always be his daughter. He was thankful that Jada was a healthy, thriving baby and that Rylee was his wife. Jaeden realized he had to tell Ryans parents that the miracle they had hoped for was a reality. But first, he needed to go to the cemetery and talk to Ryan about
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being a father to their daughter. No one knew the number of times hed gone to visit to the quiet peaceful place that had been Ryans home since he had been laid to rest that cold day in January. He closed his eyes and prayed for the strength to get through the tasks ahead of him. Before he opened his eyes, Jaden felt Rylees presence beside of him and pulled her into his arms. He whispered that he still loved Jada more than ever and she would always be considered his daughter. Rylee felt tears stinging her eyes and knew that she had made the right decision by marrying him. He explained to Rylee what he had to do alone and she hugged him tightly, then gave him a kiss of encouragement before watching him walk out of the house. She truly understood his heartbreak and felt the same pain he was going through. She prayed for the strength to help him get through all of it. Jaeden walked slowly toward Ryans grave and knelt down to place his hand against the grave marker. It bore the firefighters Maltese Cross, along with Ryans name, birth date and the date of his death. He laid a single red rose on the top of the marker before bowing his head and silently saying a prayer for his best friend. He wiped the tears from his eyes and looked up at the sky and spoke softly, Ryan, we have a beautiful daughter, who we named Jada Rianna after me and you. I need for you to always watch over her and be her guardian angel because our little princess needs us to protect her. Shes still so tiny but shes growin and hopefully shell soon weigh five pounds and we can bring her home. I know youd spoil her if you were here and youd love her as much as we do. She needs your protection more than I do but if you can spare the time to watch over me and Rylee, wed sure appreciate it. While he had been in the cemetery, the wind hadnt blown once until a gentle breeze blew across his face. Jaeden knew at that exact moment, Ryan was there with
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him. He softly smiled and rubbed his fingertips across Ryans name on the marker. Youre beside of me every single day, arent ya, bro? You go on every fire call with me, guidin me when I cant see through the smoke. He continued, You kept me safe in Maddox Racin until Brad found me. Youve never left me, just like Id never leave you. I love you, Ryan, and will never forget you, my brother. I love Rylee so much and Im takin care of her like I promised. I will always take care of your daughter and love her like my own. Shell never lack for anything as long as I live. He bowed his head as he felt tears escaping from his eyes. It was already a hot July day, but he felt warmth enveloping him like he was being held. He patted his own arm as if he were patting the back of Ryans hand. I miss you too, bro. Just help me carry on without you. Jaeden rubbed his fingers across Ryans name once more and wiped his eyes before standing up. He silently stared at the marker before he quietly walked away to deliver the happy news to Ryans parents. He hoped that the bridge they had started to rebuild after Jadas birth would finally be mended. He wanted them to accept him as Jadas father since hed once been considered like a son to them. A few minutes later, Jaden stood on their front porch and rang the doorbell while nervously waiting for someone to answer it. Charles Jackson opened the door and found Jaeden fidgeting with his pager. They stood a few feet apart; neither was prepared for the words that were to come. Charles stood to one side and allowed Jaeden to walk into the house that he hadnt visited in over a year. Jaeden looked around the living room and saw Helen staring anxiously at him. He cleared his throat and softly spoke, I wanted to let you know that we had a DNA test done and the results came back today.
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Helen stood up and walked over to her husband. She held her breath and tried to decipher the answer in Jaedens eyes as he looked at her. She saw a tenderness she hadnt seen in over a year and knew that the next few minutes were going to change everything between them. Jaeden blinked them back tears which filled his eyes. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly before speaking softly, The test results showed that Ryan is Jadas biological father. Before Charles or Jaeden could catch her, Helen collapsed onto the floor at her husbands feet. She dissolved into tears that shook her body and felt Jaedens hands on hers as he knelt in front of her. She looked at him with tears streaming down her face. Please tell me that I heard you correctly.Jada is Ryans baby? Jaeden nodded his head as his vision blurred with the tears that overwhelmed him. Charles knelt down next to his wife and they hugged Jaeden tightly. Jaedens shoulders shook as he felt two sets of arms wrapping around him. He hugged them before sitting back to give them a moment to embrace one another. It was a bittersweet moment for Ryans parents. Their tears were for the joy of finding out that Jada was their granddaughter but also for the loss of Ryans life, knowing he would never know his precious daughter. After a few minutes, Helen took Jaedens hand in hers and squeezed it gently. He looked into her eyes still swimming with tears and saw the forgiveness he had needed to see for over seven months. She whispered, Jaeden, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for treating you and Rylee the way that I have. Jaeden murmured, Ill forgive you, Helen, as long as you promise not to pursue a custody battle. I made a vow to Ryan while ago at the cemetery that I will love Jada like shes my own daughter. Ill take care of her and shell never lack for one thing as long as Im alive.
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Helen asked hesitantly, Will you allow us to be a part of Jadas life? He nodded his head, As long as you dont do anything to hurt her or Rylee. Charles spoke up, You have our promise. I know how much you wanted to be Jadas biological father but Jaeden, it takes much more to be a father than DNA. We know that youll take care of Jada and love her and Rylee. Jaedens blue eyes held a sparkle that Charles and Helen had seen more than once throughout the years. Theyre my life and the only reason that I came to tell you the truth. You two have been through hell since losin Ryan and I hope that somehow we can mend fences and build new bridges for Jadas sake. She deserves to know the same love that Ryan had while growin up in this house. Helen whispered, Thank you, Jaeden. You couldve kept the truth from us and let us believe that you are Jadas biological father. Jaeden looked at Ryans parents and hesitated before throwing one more curveball at them. Well, will you object if I adopt Jada? Legally, Im her father since Rylee is my wife but I want Jada to be my daughter completely. Helen and Charles looked at one another before Charles spoke softly, Will you give us a day or two to think about it? Jaeden nodded, Thats fair enough but let me say one last thing. Ill never stand in your way of seein Jada. Shell grow up knowin that Ryan is her biological father but I want her to know that I love her enough to make her my daughter, too.

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Helen reached over and caressed his cheek. Theres no reason to keep you waiting for an answer from us because Ryan would want you to adopt her. Thank you. Jaeden stood up, helped Helen to her feet and gave her a hug. He held his hand out to Charles and shook hands. I need to go home to Rylee so we can go see the baby. He grinned, Jadas beautiful and she has me wrapped around her little finger already. Helen smiled, Give her a kiss for us. I will but you can go see her and give her those kisses yourself. He smiled and walked toward the door, paused and gave them a little salute with his two fingers. He closed the door behind him and jauntily walked to his pickup to take Rylee to see their beautiful daughter. The next day, Jaeden and Rylee went to a lawyer to begin the process for Jaeden to adopt Jada Rianna MacKenzie as his legal daughter. They were told once the papers were filed; it would be a six-month wait for the adoption to become final as long as no one fought him for custody. They could only hope that Charles and Helen Jackson would keep their promise and allow him to become Jadas father in every way. On August 20, Rylee and Jaeden brought their daughter home from the hospital and for the first two days, they allowed no visitors. They were selfish but wanted to have the time completely alone with their precious baby. Jaeden had accrued some days off that he hadnt used and was granted a weeks vacation. He barely allowed Rylee to do much more than bathe and breastfeed Jada since all he wanted to do was hold her. He softly sang the one song to her that had brought her mama back to him, Come A Little Closer but had changed the lyrics to, Lemme cuddle you close, Jada, I cant put you down.Youre a sweet little princess for us to love. Rylee was amazed by the way that he insisted on doing everything for Jada, even changing diapers that
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were messy enough at times to make her gag. He tried to explain that after some of the calls he had been on, changing a diaper was a breeze! He loved every minute he could spend with the tiny replica of Rylee. She looked more like her mama but she had some of Ryans features even though Rylee insisted she looked more like Jaeden. From her first breath, Jada Rianna had wrapped him around her little finger and he had fallen hopelessly in love with her. Rylee assured him more than once, genetics didnt make a father. Jaeden had become a man who loved and accepted Jada as his own which made him a real father. She loved Jaeden more as each day passed and watched him lovingly take care of a baby that he had every right to resent. It took an exceptional love to accept another mans child as his own and to love her unconditionally. On August 31, there was a severe thunderstorm warning which hit the Mooresville area. Even though Jaeden was not on duty, he was advised to have his pager on in case he was needed. He tucked Jada into her crib after they had kissed her goodnight, when his pager went off with a message alerting all off-duty firefighters to report to the fire station immediately. He looked apologetically at Rylee as she stood on tiptoes to kiss him, whispering that they would be fine until he returned home. Only when someone else needed him in life-threatening situations would his job come before his family. Jaeden gave Jada another soft kiss before they left the nursery. He sprinted down the stairs before skidding to a stop at the door and blowing Rylee a kiss. Love you, sweet thang. Be back soon. Rylee watched as he left and said a prayer for his safety. She felt warmth wrapping around her and she whispered, Ryan, watch over him and keep him safe. Jada and I need him so much.
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She walked into their bedroom and watched as Jaeden backed out of the driveway with the red lights flashing on the grill of his truck. She was proud of him for being so dedicated in helping others in times of crisis. She waved from the window as Jaeden flashed his headlights twice to let her know that he was thinking of her. She closed the blinds and went to check on Jada, and found the baby sleeping peacefully while her daddy was gone to save lives. Jaeden had been accepted as Jadas father and they had decided when she was old enough to understand, they would tell her who her biological father was and what a hero Ryan had been as a firefighter, also. They had decided together that she would stay at home with Jada until she was old enough to go to preschool for half of a day and Ryans mother could take care of her in the afternoons. She hated to give up her job as a Life Flight nurse but she couldnt bear to be away from her precious baby. Rylee grabbed a book before snuggling underneath the covers. She tried to read but found it hard to concentrate on the words. She kept thinking about the movie Ladder 49 and how it had ended with Joaquin Phoenix dying in the inferno and his wife seeing the red Fire Chiefs car pull up before the house. She clenched her fists and told herself to stop worrying about Jaeden and he would walk back into their house when the emergency was over. She worried too much about his safety when he had the best guardian angel watching over him that anyone could ever wish to have. She heard the faint rumble of thunder and began to say a more intense prayer for all of the firefighters and rescue crews. They would be out in the hazardous weather with lightning flashing around them. She hated thunderstorms and made sure that the battery-powered lantern was next to the bed in case of a power failure. She
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considered putting Jada into the bed with her but hated to disrupt the babys sleep. Her nursery was across the hallway if anything happened. Rylee finally fell asleep only to dream of being trapped inside of an inferno and she couldnt get to Jada. She fitfully tossed and turned while lost in the nightmare and was awakened when a violent crack of thunder hit too close for her liking. She listened for sounds of Jada waking up but only heard the wind roaring in the trees outside of the window. She looked at the clock to see it was almost midnight and Jaeden had been gone for over three hours. She dozed off to sleep when she was suddenly jerked awake by the loud cries outside of her window. Rylee scrambled from the bed and glanced out of the window to see the night sky was emblazoned red by flames shooting skyward. Her nightmare was becoming a reality when she smelled the faint odor of smoke. The townhouse complex had been set ablaze from a lightning strike. Rylee wasnt sure how close the fire was but she couldnt risk her or Jadas life by waiting to find out. She grabbed the cordless phone and dialed 911 to report the fire while she pulled on a pair of jeans and slid her feet into some sneakers. She ran across the hallway to the nursery and grabbed the diaper bag before gently picking up Jada and wrapping her in a blanket. Rylee had just started down the stairs when Jaeden burst into the house in a panic. He saw that she was already prepared to leave the house and relief quickly took over. He had never looked as gorgeous to Rylee as he did that moment in his turnout gear. He explained that two buildings over from their townhouse were on fire but help was on the way. He had already left the fire station when this call came through so he had doubled back to grab his turnout gear.
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For their safety, he told Rylee to take Jada and go sit inside of his truck. He had left it safely across the parking lot to allow space for the fire trucks to be on scene. He took enough time to grab the lockbox containing all of their important documents before opening the door. Once they stepped outside, they could hear the wailing sirens as the fire trucks approached the scene. Jaeden escorted them across the parking lot while giving Rylee strict orders to remain inside of his truck, regardless of what took place. He gave her and Jada a quick kiss before gently closing the door and sprinting across the parking lot to help with the effort to save the complex from the engulfing blaze. Rylee watched in awe as the firefighters from Stations Three and Two worked diligently together to battle the blazing inferno. It had been a hot dry summer which didnt help the efforts to contain the flames as they jumped from one building to the next. The threat of rain continued to stubbornly hold off even as the thunder rumbled across the area and lightning flashed across the dark sky. Rylee watched as flames consumed everything in its path and she realized just how dangerous the fire could become at any given moment. It didnt have to be a racing corporation going up in a blaze to be life-threatening. Jada stirred in her arms and cried out as if sensing the danger her daddy was in. Rylee softly crooned and held her tightly against her chest so the baby could hear her heartbeat to soothe her. Jada quieted down at the sound of her mothers soft voice and touch of her hand caressing her tiny back. An explosion unexpectedly rocked the already turbulent night and the scene took a dramatic turn for the worst! Three small children were spotted in an upstairs window next to a burning townhouse. The
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downstairs area was already engulfed with flames making it impossible for a rescue attempt. The only way inside was the ladder truck and Rylee watched as three firefighters rapidly climbed the ladder to reach the trapped children. She could see that one of them was Jaeden and she fervently prayed most of all for the childrens lives, but for Jaedens safety and the two firefighters assisting him. Rylee held her breath as Jaeden grabbed a small child and handed him down to his partner behind him, who in turn passed the child to the third firefighter. The second child was passed down the same way and finally, the last child was safely rescued. Jaeden started down the ladder when flames shot out of the window as an explosion shook the building. As he made his way down the ladder last, Jaeden held tightly to the child in his arms until his feet touched the ground. At that instant, the skies opened with the downpour of rain they all had been praying for. It helped to douse the fire before it spread to the next building where he and Rylee lived. All three firefighters were surrounded and congratulated for their heroics in saving the children. Rylee was in tears as she hugged Jada tighter against her. She said a prayer of thanks for the safety of the children and the men who had saved them. Thirty minutes later, Jaeden wearily trudged across the parking lot looking like a drenched cat with his hair soaked to his head. He held his helmet in his hand before tossing it into the bed of his truck. He motioned for Rylee to put the window down so he could tell her that it was safe to go back home. Rylee gently laid Jada on the seat next to her before putting the window down. Jaeden didnt have a chance to utter a word before she took his face into her hands and smothered his soot-covered face with kisses. It was
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reminiscent of the night hed been rescued from the inferno. I love you, JT. Jaeden slowly smiled, Love you, too. We can go home since the fires been extinguished. Dont you have to stay to put out the hot spots? Jaeden shook his head. The on-duty guys will be here until there arent any tiny embers left alive. Im not on-duty so I can go home and see if I can find some sweet hot spots that I can fire up with my own hands. Mmmm maybe we can rekindle a few embers since you look so incredibly sexy in that turnout gear. Jaeden grinned, Thats my girl.always tryin to seduce me. Rylee giggled, Ill meetcha in the shower after I put Jada in her crib. Youve got yourself a date, sweet thang. Jaeden climbed into the truck, drove across the parking lot to take them home and to rekindle those smoldering embers which had never died. Two days later, Jaeden was promoted to Captain Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie for his heroic actions for the year. It was well-deserved and made more special with his wife and daughter by his side.

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Chapter 25 Rylee walked quietly into Jadas nursery and found her husband softly singing to their tiny daughter. Jaeden was rocking her while Jada stared intensely into his eyes as if searching for the answers to the secrets of her life. They had brought the three-month-preemie home a month ago and Rylee watched her thrive with the loving, gentle care that Jaeden gave her every single day. It was enough to win her heart for a lifetime. Jaeden sensed her presence and glanced up with a soft smile on his lips. I told you that she was goin to be beautiful just like her mama and no words have ever been truer. Rylee ran her fingers over the babys soft chocolate brown curls and smiled, I think she looks just like her daddy. Jaeden felt a stabbing pain shoot through his heart as once again, there was the reminder that Ryan was Jadas biological father. He bit his lip and stared at the precious life he held in his arms. She does look a lot like Ryan. Rylee placed her hand underneath his chin and tilted his head back. I said she looks like her daddy.and that happens to be you. She bent her head and gave him a searing kiss filled with enough passion to get her message across that only Jaeden MacKenzie owned her heart. Jada squirmed around in her daddys arms and waved her tiny fists in the air as she let out a cry of protest at her parents stolen moment of intimacy. Rylee pulled her lips away from Jaedens and placed a kiss on her daughters forehead before crooning softly, You dont like sharing your daddy, huh? Well, Mommie doesnt like to share him, either, but Ill make an exception when it comes to you.
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Jaeden softly laughed, Theres enough of me to go around so dont be so piggish. Rylee scowled at him, Are you saying that I look like a pig? She watched as Jaedens eyes slid over her slender body down to her feet and up again before meeting her eyes. Be very careful how you answer that question. A wicked grin slid over his face as a soft seductive laugh escaped. Well, all I was gonna say is that we can put a whole new meanin to the story of the three little pigs when the big bad wolf is huffin and puffin. If youll give me time to get Jada to sleep, babe, Ill huff and puff to gain entry to your luscious body. Rylee laughingly danced out of his reach as he tried to cop a feel of her firm butt. You are such a bad boy. You can huff and puff your way to our bed after we get our little princess down for a nap but first, I have to feed her. She held her hands out to take the baby from him so she could breastfeed her. Jaeden wistfully sighed, Lucky baby to get to nuzzle her mamas sweet, luscious breasts while I have to stand by and watch. Rylee rolled her eyes, Oh, good lord, JT, you know perfectly well that your turn is coming up as soon as I can feed her. Shell zonk right out within ten minutes like normal. Jaeden whispered to Jada, Make it five minutes, sweetheart, because Daddy wants some private time with Mommie. He softly kissed her on the forehead before standing up and stepping back from the rocking chair. He waited until Rylee was comfortable and had unbuttoned her shirt before placing Jada into her arms. He backed away and sat on the floor at the doorway to watch as Rylee nestled the baby against her breast and began feeding her. They were the two most important people in his life and he loved them more than life itself. He listened to the sounds of his daughter happily
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smacking away as she drank the nourishing milk from her mama. His thoughts immediately slid to Jadas biological father and it made him sad to know that Ryan would never know this beautiful gift he had left behind. He laid his head against the wall before closing his eyes and let his thought drift back to the fun times he had shared with his best friend. His earliest memories were of meeting three-yearold Ryan Lee Jackson at preschool when they had been left in the care of perfect strangers. The two tots had formed an instant friendship as they discovered two plastic firefighter helmets in the toy bin. They declared they were going to become firefighters when they grew up! They would drive the fire trucks and see who could blow the horns the loudest and put out the most fires! Jaeden thought about the intense training they had gone through after they had grown up to become those firefighters. He softly laughed about the pranks Ryan had pulled on numerous occasions when theyd almost been kicked out of the Fire Academy. Rylee looked over at him and saw the happiness on his face until it all changed in the blink of an eye. The sadness was reflected again when he opened his sapphire blue eyes to meet hers and she knew he had been thinking of Ryan. Memories were all they had left of him except for the daughter she was holding against her breast. She loved Jaeden more as each day passed and was so proud of him for being a loving and compassionate man. Not many guys could push through the pain of losing her to Ryan and face the past every time he looked into Jadas face. She softly murmured, I love you, Jaeden. He softly smiled and blew her a kiss before replying, Love you, sweet thang.
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Suddenly, the days date hit Rylee like a ton of bricks.it was September 30 and wouldve been Ryans twenty-eighth birthday. She caught her bottom lip between her teeth and gently gnawed on it while trying to decide whether or not to mention it after seeing the emotions Jaeden had just battled. Before she could decide, Jaeden softly spoke, Today is Ryans birthday. The weather is warm enough and I think we should take Jada to the cemetery with us. Its time she meets her father. Rylee softly exclaimed, Jaeden, Ive told you, more than once and not even ten minutes ago, you are Jadas daddy. Cmon Ry, we know that Ryan will always be her father. Rylee emphatically insisted, The DNA says that he is her biological father but you are her daddy. There is a huge difference when youre the one who sings to her and rocks her to sleep! You help with every little detail of her life including the diaper changes. So, dont sit there and tell me that youre not her daddy! Tears filled her eyes and she angrily wiped them away with one hand but one tear escaped onto Jadas tiny cheek. He asked quietly, And what decision would you have made if Ryan hadnt died? Would you have stayed with him or come back to me? Rylee gently wiped the teardrop off of Jadas cheek and cuddled her. She tried to remain calm while she continued to rock back and forth. I think you know the answer to that question. He whispered, Do I? I wouldve chosen you! on New Years Eve during our of what I had walked away torturing yourself and please you?
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Jaeden looked away from her and mumbled, Im just afraid. Of what? Ryan cant come back from the dead and snatch us away from you! Rylee stood up and Jada cried out as she lost her grip on her mamas breast. Rylee crooned softly to her as she quickly made adjustments so the baby could continue her feeding. Youre being stubborn and hardheaded, JT MacKenzie. Jaeden stood instead of looking up into her angry face. He raked his fingers through his wavy hair while pacing back and forth. What if I dont measure up to everybodys expectations of bein a father to her? Not only do I have my family watchin every move I make but theres yours and Ryans family, too. Rylee sighed as she cradled Jada against her breast. Baby, no one is judging you. If you would only stop to see things more clearly, youd realize that everyone is proud of youeven your buddies at the fire station. He muttered, What the hell do they know? Rylee raised an eyebrow before scowling at him. Ill tell you what they know.they know that we have loved one another from day one. They know that I made a stupid mistake last year by walking out on you. They only accepted me being with Ryan because yall are a brotherhood and plus, you big idiot, they were hoping that I would come to my senses and go back to you! I know that you were miserable without me and took too many chances going into burning buildings without caring if you lived or died! Jaeden crossed his arms and pursed his lips, And you know this information. how? She muttered, Brad told me. He snorted, Well, BC has a big mouth.
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Rylee looked up into his eyes to see the fire smoldering in them. She wasnt sure whether it was from anger or desire for her. Are you denying it? He slowly shook his head. Ive never denied lovin you. And I mightve taken a chance or two on makin darin rescues but its my job. Its not your job to be stupid and run into a blazing inferno without your backup.like you did on one occasion! Rylee exclaimed. Jada waved her tiny fists at the sound of her mamas raised voice. Jaeden immediately caressed the babys cheek to calm her. I didnt mean to upset you so please calm down. Were upsettin the baby and itll just make her gulp air and have a tummy-ache. Rylee saw the love shining in his eyes as he gazed down at their daughter. She sighed, It just bugs me to see you doubt yourself when youre a wonderful daddy. Youve certainly treated me better than I did to you in the past year. Jaeden stared at her intensely for a moment before speaking, I think its time that we bury the past, dont you? He caressed her cheek with the back of his hand. Were our own worst enemy. Im doubtin myself and you keep blamin yourself for whats happened for the last year. I love you, Ry, and nothin is gonna change it. He brushed his lips against hers. Rylee softly whispered, I love you, too and youre right.its time we bury the past. He nodded his head, Well, I think we need to take care of that when we go to the cemetery. He glanced down at Jada to see that she had closed her eyes. Shes down for the count so why dont we go take care of business? We need to get a blanket to wrap around her even though its warm outside. She searched his eyes before asking, Are you sure you want to go out there today?
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Yes, I have to. Jada will sleep a few more minutes on the way since I want to stop by the florist. He walked over to the crib and got a blanket to wrap around the baby who was snuggling in her mamas arms. Lemme button your shirt since you cant go runnin around halfnaked even though it would be fine with me. He grinned at that vision of her in his head. Rylee cuddled Jada in one arm and gazed at him, while he buttoned her shirt. She still hadnt figured out how she was so lucky to have him, not once but twice. He was an extraordinary man, not only as a husband and father, but also as a firefighter and paramedic. He had the magic touch of compassion and gentleness in his hands to comfort even the smallest accident victim while possessing the strength in those same arms and hands to haul fire hoses and other lifesaving equipment. Jaeden noticed the soft loving expression on her face which only made him smile. Wassup, sweet thang? Sweet thang is considering herself a lucky girl to have you. He softly laughed, Nahhhh. Im nothin special.. just an everyday guy. He gave her a soft pat on the butt as they started walking out of Jadas room. Rylee giggled, Well, Mr. Nothin Special.you must be doing something right because you have me! If Rylee hadnt been holding Jada in her arms, he wouldve scooped her up and proven just what she had done right to keep him despite all of the obstacles that had been thrown in their path. Instead, he pulled her into his arms and lowered his head to give her a passionate kiss which left her weak-kneed and longing for more. But anything more would have to wait until they came back from the cemetery. Forty-five minutes later, Jaeden helped Rylee out of the truck and carefully took Jada out of her infant car
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seat. He cradled her in his arms before reaching for the flowers he had bought at the florist. Rylee took the flowers from him and interlaced their fingers together. They silently walked to the gravesite to place the three red roses on Ryans grave. They stood for a moment to absorb the peacefulness of their surroundings. There were birds chirping and the rustling of the wind through the trees; the sounds of nature resounding throughout the cemetery. Someone else had been there ahead of them and left a bouquet of red and white carnations with a red ribbon. Rylee knelt down and tears filled her eyes as she read the card from the firefighters of Fire Station Number Three. She looked up at Jaeden and softly said, Theyre from the guys at your fire station. She placed the three red roses in the brass container at the head of the grave marker before standing up. Jaeden nodded his head before handing Jada to her. He knelt beside of the grave marker and reached out with his fingers and softly rubbed them across Ryans name. Tears blinded him and he whispered brokenly, Happy birthday, bro. Ill miss takin you out for a beer on your birthday tonight, like we used to do. Teardrops fell from his eyes onto the firefighter Maltese Cross carved into the grave marker. His shoulders shook as his emotions completely overwhelmed him and he crumpled to the ground to sit in a broken heap. Rylee was trying to remain strong for him but the sound of his broken sobs tore her heart in two. She cradled Jada tightly against her before sitting next to Jaeden. There were no words she could say that would help ease the pain he was feeling. She carefully laid the baby in her lap before sliding her hand over the top of his fingers. Jaeden grasped her fingers within his before wrapping his arm around her shoulder, drawing her
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closer to him. He choked back the tears as he softly spoke, Ryan, Im tryin to honor the vow I made to you about taking care of Rylee and our daughter. I hope I have your approval so far. Helen Jacksons soft voice was the next sound that they heard as she replied, Ryan would approve of the wonderful job youve done so far, Jaeden. Rylee and Jaeden looked up in surprise to see Ryans parents standing behind them, especially when they noticed the smiles on their faces. Jaeden started to stand up when Helen placed her hand on his shoulder and nudged him back down onto the grass. Helen patted him on the shoulder, Dont get up. Well join you and Rylee so we can sit and remember Ryan. He would want us to be together on his birthday. She sat down next to Jaeden and Charles sat on her left. Jaeden murmured, We wanted to bring some flowers and to introduce Ryan to his daughter. Helen gently corrected him, Jaeden, Jada is your daughter just as much as she is Ryans. You know if the situation had been reversed, he wouldve done the same for you to make sure that she would be raised with more than enough love. Charles added his own feelings as he reached around Helen and patted Jaeden on the back. You have earned the right to be called Jadas father and thats the way Ryan would want it. Were all proud of you, Jaeden. Jaeden murmured, Thanks, both of you. You dont know how much those words mean to me. He softly cleared his throat and murmured, Theres one other thing that Rylee and I came out here to do. He dug his fingers into the soft dirt around the edges of the grave marker and spoke softly, Ryan, we came to bury the past because its time that Rylee and I let go of the hurt and pain that weve been livin with for
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the past year. No one is to blame for any of the mistakes that we made. They were just obstacles gettin in our way that we chose to let overcome us. Jaeden softly continued, We love you, bro, but we have to let go of you. Were Jadas parents and we want to raise her in a happy lovin home. We cant allow the past to keep interferin. This isnt goodbye but only closin a chapter of our past. He pulled one petal from each red rose and placed them inside of the small hole, then kissed his fingertips and placed them against the rose petals. He gently pushed the dirt over the petals before wiping his hand on his jeans and whispered, I love you, my brother. Jaeden gently took Jada from Rylees lap and held her with one hand behind her head and the other hand was supporting her back. He looked at the grave marker and spoke softly, Ryan Lee Jackson, this is our daughter, Jada Rianna MacKenzie. I vow to you that she will never lack one moment of love as long as Im alive. Walk with me into every burnin buildin and bring me out alive to come home to protect her and Rylee and Ill make sure that they will have no regrets in life. A white butterfly chose that moment to flit through the air and surround Jadas head before landing softly on the grave marker. The tiny graceful creature barely moved its wings as if pausing for a reason. Jada opened her blue eyes and blinked in the bright sunshine as she focused on her daddys face. A tiny smile formed on her lips and she softly gurgled while waving her tiny fists into the air as if she was conducting an orchestra. The butterfly rose from the grave marker and once again, flitted around her head. It hovered for a second before landing on the blanket covering the baby. The chosen place of descent was directly over Jada MacKenzies heart. There was an audible gasp from her parents and grandparents as they sat transfixed, watching the delicate creature softly move its wings for a
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split second before gracefully taking off through the air to pursue another destination. Jaeden barely choked out his next words, Told ya that Ryan hasnt left us. Hes with us everywhere we go. Rylee whispered, Hes at peace since hes seen Jada and knows weve made peace with one another. Helen wiped her tear filled eyes, Thank you for giving us the chance to be a part of Jadas life. Jaeden softly smiled, It cant be any other way. Jada needs all of us as much as we need her. Shes Ryans last gift to us and shes a precious little angel. He cooed softly to the baby he held in his hands, Yes, you are an angel.just dont leave your halo behind. Rylees laughter tinkled across the cemetery. I have a feeling shes going to steal a lot of hearts when she grows up.just like her daddy. Jaeden slowly smiled, Well, I think Im the victim because I lost my heart to an angel named Rylee, when she climbed out of a Life Flight helicopter. Rylee teased, Since youre usually the rescuer, I guess I can let you be the victim for a change. She pulled his head down for a quick kiss as Jada let out a cry of protest the way she had done earlier at home. Jaeden laughed, Someone is puttin a damper on the passion her parents are feelin for one another and I think shes a tiny bit jealous! Rylee pulled his head down and whispered for a couple of minutes before Jaeden looked at her to be sure she really wanted to do what she had suggested. She nodded her head so he looked at Helen and softly asked, Would you like to spend some time with your granddaughter for a couple of hours?

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Helens eyes filled with tears of happiness as she nodded her head. You know wed love to have her for a little while especially since its Ryans birthday. Jaeden replied, Rylee and I could use a few hours alone so why dont you take Jada home with you? Rylee brought the diaper bag and we can pick her up before supper. Theres a bottle of breast milk inside of the bag since Rylee is always prepared for a hurricane when we go somewhere. He waited for Rylee to stand up before placing a tender kiss against Jadas forehead and murmured, I love you, Jada. He placed the baby into Rylees waiting arms and he stood up. Charles softly spoke, Thank you for loving her. Jaeden looked surprised at the older mans words. Of course, I love Jada! Shes a heaven-sent gift to each of us and we all love Ryan so why shouldnt I love her? Shes done the one thing that none of us seemed to be able to do. She has given us peace and love while bringin us together as a family. He took Jada from Rylee after she kissed her goodbye and placed her into Helens arms. Jada Rianna is the little piece of Ryan that well always have with us. He looked at Rylee, I love you. Lets go home. We can celebrate Ryan's birthday by havin supper together after we pick her up. Today should be spent rememberin the fun times with Ryan the way that hed want us to. The Jacksons followed them to Jaedens Chevy pickup to get the infant seat and diaper bag. Jaeden walked to their car and placed the car seat into the base unit that had been secured inside a month earlier, for days like this one. Rylee and Jaeden watched them drive off with their daughter tucked safely into her car seat before they left. They went home for a few hours of intimacy before they met Helen and Charles at Ryans favorite restaurant.
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They shared happy memories of the one man they missed and loved but knew he had never left them. His precious gift gurgled happily in her infant seat. She simply stole the show and reigned over the occasion as only a little princess could do.

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Epilogue On Halloween night, Rylee asked Gracie to babysit Jada for two hours while she went to pay her firefighter husband a surprise visit. She parked next to the fire station so her car wouldnt be in the way if they had a call. She walked quietly into the building and saw Jaeden standing next to the rescue unit. Rylee glanced around to see that they were completely alone downstairs. She crept over to him and slid her arms around his waist and softly murmured, I need to be rescued so do you think you can help me out? Jaeden grinned as he pulled her around to face him. Hmmm ..ESP really does work. Rylee gave him a puzzled look, ESP? Whatcha talking about? He slid his hands underneath her sweater and softly caressed her skin. Ive been missin you like crazy and tryin to figure out a way to sneak home. She softly giggled, Well, it seems that our minds were running together so how about if we use the rescue unit for something besides saving lives? Oh baby, if we can grab a few minutes alone, youll still be savin my life. Jaeden planted several little kisses on the side of her neck before gently sucking on her baby soft skin. JT MacKenzie, if you just gave me a hickey, youre in big trouble! Rylee gasped before his mouth claimed her lips in a passionate kiss. Jaeden pulled his lips away and grinned mischievously at her, Well, I guess Im in big trouble because Ive marked you for my own. She slowly slid her hand down his body to cup him and gave him a gentle squeeze. Ill say youre in big trouble in more than one way.

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Her eyes sparkled with laughter as she tried to dance away from him but he captured her in his arms. Not so fast, sweet thang. We have some unfinished business but first, I need to know if its safe for us to fool around. Rylee glanced around the bay and saw that they were alone. She knew full well what he meant but innocently replied, Were all alone so I guess its safe. Jaeden rolled his eyes, Ry, that was not what I was referrin to. I aint worried about gettin caught since everyone has fooled around in this fire station except for me. She laughed, Nice save, babe! But if you want to know if its safe for me, Ive been back on birth-control for over a month. His mouth dropped open, Youve made me wait for a month? Rylee patiently explained, It takes a month for the pills to become effective and right now, we dont need any additions to the family. We can always make a future firefighter. He pulled her against him and held her tight with his hands, allowing her to feel just how she was affecting him. She licked her lips in anticipation, I think I need to rescue this firefighter before things get much hotter in here. Jaeden softly laughed, Sweet thang, things are waaay past bein hot in here. Its gone straight to the point of a full-fledged inferno. He walked backwards while still holding her and opened the doors to the rescue unit before helping her inside. He stepped in and closed the door behind them, enclosing them in a world meant for saving lives but it quickly changed to one of heated passion that simply couldnt be denied.
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Rylee had waited as long as she could stand it before finally taking matters into her own hands. She planned these stolen moments of passion that would never end as long as she was alive. She loved Jaeden more as each day passed and had longed for his touch after giving birth to Jada but knew that he was afraid to touch her. She had tried to assure him that it would be fine to make love but he had refused until tonight. Jaeden pulled off his navy t-shirt emblazoned with MFD Station Number Three on it and slowly pulled her sweater over her head, then eased her down onto the gurney behind her. He pulled off her sneakers before unzipping her jeans to slowly slide them off of her trim legs. He sucked his breath in as he noticed that she was wearing red lacy lingerie. Rylee had lost the few pounds that shed gained in her six months of pregnancy and was back to her slender figure. He could barely keep from drooling like a fifteenyear-old boy who had just discovered what girls were all about. It drove him insane with the thoughts of touching her and feeling the warmth inside of her as they made love. Jaeden took off his boots and unzipped his pants while thinking back to three years earlier when he had met Rylee on a rescue call. He thought she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. Ryan had teased him for suddenly becoming too shy to ask for her phone number. He had finally summoned up the courage to ask before she climbed into the helicopter to take care of her patient. She had scribbled her number on a scrap of paper and stuck it inside of his turnout jacket before giving him a smile that melted him to the ground. Hed been lost in a daze as he watched the chopper take off and hadnt heard Ryan yell twice for him to get his butt on the rescue unit or he was gonna be left behind. He softly smiled at the sweet memory when it hit him that they had met on Halloween so tonight was
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technically their four-year anniversary. He let his pants fall to the floor and kicked them off before leaning down to whisper softly against her lips, Happy Anniversary, Ry. Rylee looked at him in confusion, Anniversary? He brushed his lips across hers, Uh huh. Tonight is Halloween and it should ring some bells. She thought for a few seconds before she realized what he was talking about, We met on Halloween! He slid his fingers slowly down her cheek and the side of her neck before letting them trail teasingly along the lacy edge of her bra. Mmmm and it was four years ago that you won my heart. You bewitched me with those beautiful eyes and smile that still melts me every time you flash it my way. Rylee looked into his smoldering blue eyes to see the fiery passion that he felt only for her. Wait a minute.I melt you? Jaeden bent his head and licked along the edge of her bra before giving her a slow seductive smile, Yes, maam. You melt me into a puddle even when youre madder than hell and loudly screeching, JT MacKenzie! at me. And, baby, I know you get fired up and slowly melt when all I have to do is just touch you like this Looking at her with his smoldering eyes and seductive smile was enough to make her melt but when he touched her; it caused a raging inferno to race through her. He unhooked her bra before lightly stroking her breasts with his fingertips. He lowered his mouth to claim each one and gently suckled her. He slid his hand down and caressed her silky skin as he made his way to the edge of her bikini panties. He trailed his fingers lightly across her, stopping only to caress her hidden flesh. Rylee softly moaned as his fingers worked their magic turning her into a fiery stream of molten lava on
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the inside. She ran her fingers through his hair as he trailed kisses on his destined path downward to meet his fingers. Luckily, the gurney was wedged in as Jaeden lay between her legs. Rylee entwined her fingers in his hair as he slowly stripped her panties away to expose her slender body before his hot, smoldering gaze. He kissed the inside of each of her thighs before laying his head against her stomach. He slowly caressed her inner thighs while working his way upward to the hidden place begging for his touch. He softly pleasured her with his fingertips and she arched her back toward him as he continued to caress her. He settled himself between her legs again to begin the slow motions of bringing her to the height of passion that she was begging for with her soft moans. Jaeden whispered against her skin before softly kissing her inner thigh, Tell me what you want me to do, baby, and Im all yours. Do you want it like this.... He softly caressed her aroused flesh with his fingertips. Or do you want it like this. He flicked his tongue over her and she cried out and held his head against her. He softly laughed, Ill take it you like the last one, best. He continued to give her pleasure the way she wanted it. He had been patient in allowing her time to heal from giving birth to Jada. They had managed to give one another pleasure but it was only appropriate for their first time together in several months to be tonight, since it was technically their anniversary. Rylee whispered, I want you, JT. He took his mouth away from loving her and softly blew over her heated flesh, Not yet, so have patience. Im tired of being patient. I want you! Rylee gently tugged on his hair. Jaeden looked up into her eyes and smirked, Babe, dont make me tie you down since we are in the right place for that to happen. He nodded toward the restraints they used to handle out-of-control patients.
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Rylee taunted, I double-dog-dare you if you think you can. Faster than she could blink her eyes, Jaeden reached up for the soft cotton restraints and had one wrist tied to the gurney and was reaching for the other one when she exclaimed, I was only kidding! He shrugged as he tied her other wrist to the gurney, Well, I wasnt since it seems that I have a patient who doesnt want to follow orders to lie still and play nice. Rylee protested, What happens if you get a call while Im tied up? He pursed his lips as if giving it some thought. I guess BC will have a big surprise when we get to the scene. JT MacKenzie! Untie me! Rylee tried to pull her arm loose to no avail. Mrs. MacKenzie, you need to calm down or Ill have to give you some happy drugs and then you wont care what I do to you. You wouldnt. Rylee bit her lip as the dare almost slipped past her lips. Oh, wouldnt I? Care to find out? Jaeden reached up to the cabinet above their heads where the drugs were kept locked away. Noooo! Ill behave! Thought so. He settled between her legs again. Now, where was I? Oh yeahright here and here. He caressed her until he had her aroused and squirming for his touch. He continued to caress her to slowly bring her closer to the climax she was begging for. Rylee whimpered softly, Jaeden, please dont stop. He softly whispered, Shhh, baby, just go with it. He continued to caress her until she met every thrust of
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his fingers. He knew she was close to the edge of final ecstasy so he moved up to kneel between her legs. Ry, Im gonna be as easy and gentle as I can be but let me know if I hurt you. He leaned over to softly kiss her while slowly and cautiously entering her. As he began to move in and out of her with slow easy motions of his hips, he reached up with one hand to untie her wrists, allowing her to wrap her arms around his neck. Rylee wrapped her legs around his waist, drawing him in deeper and holding him as close to her as she could. Jaeden continued to make love to her and was lost in the sweet world of Rylee. Each time they made love, she always made him feel like it was the first time he had taken her virginity. She had the magic touch of knowing just how to give him pleasure as well as receiving it from him. They were a perfect match for one another. All too soon, he couldnt hold back any longer as Rylee met each thrust of his hips with one of her own. She was driving him totally insane. His lips sought hers as he brought both of them to the final exploding ecstasy. It wouldve rocked the rescue unit out of the fire station if the brakes hadnt held them firmly in place. He slowly pulled his lips from hers and whispered, I love you, Ry. I love you, more. Dont know if thats possible or not. He brushed his lips against hers at the exact moment the tones sounded for a rescue call. Rylee exclaimed, Oh, crap! Jaeden looked at her and grinned, Sorry, baby, I have to get dressed and try to sneak you outta here but I honestly dont think were gonna be able to pull it off. Rylee giggled as he stood up and tossed her a towel to wipe herself off and he glared at her before bursting out laughing. He managed to catch his breath and snickered, You know this is your fault!
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My fault? Rylee stopped in the middle of getting dressed and gaped at him. Yes, maam! You sneaked in here and seduced me with your wicked ways. Jaeden grinned as he pulled on his pants and sat down to put on his steel-toed boots. Rylee pulled her sweater over her head and zipped her jeans. Humph! I didnt hear any complaints! Oh baby, youll never hear any complaints when it comes to lovin you. Jaeden playfully slapped her on the butt. Brad yelled loudly, JT! Where the hell are you? Weve gotta go! Rylee and Jaeden burst into laughter as Brad opened the back door and stared at them in astonishment. I cant believe this shit but, then again, with the two of youyeah, I think I can! Awww, cmon, BC! We were just havin a little fun! Jaeden grinned. Man, yall beat anything Ive ever seen in my life! Do you realize you delivered your own baby where youve just done the wild thing? Brad scowled at them. Yes, indeed, we do! Now, toss my turnout gear to me and Ill clean things up in here while you drive us to the scene! Jaeden smirked as if he was the cat who had licked the last drop of milk from the bowl. Brad walked away mumbling about being the responsible one while his Captain couldnt manage to keep his pants on long enough to act his age. He tossed Jaedens turnout gear and helmet to him, along with his gloves. He slammed the door before jumping into the front and took off with the siren wailing. Rylee looked at Jaeden and laughed. This is kinda reminiscent of four years ago when we met on a rescue call.
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Uh huh but you had on scrubs that made you look soooo hot and sexy. Jaeden grinned at her while hanging on and managing to steal another kiss from her. Seems like some things will never change because I fell in love with you that night and I still love you, my sexy hot firefighter. Jaeden looked at her in surprise. You fell in love with me that night? Rylee smiled with a hint of mischief in her eyes. Yes, I did and its a love that will last forever so youre stuck with me, Captain JT MacKenzie. Jaeden fell against her as Brad turned the corner. I like bein stuck with you. Good thing especially since we have a daughter who needs both of us. Rylee clung to his turnout jacket so she wouldnt fall off of the gurney. Jaeden suddenly asked, And just where is our baby? Jada is in good hands. Gracie needs a lot of practice since their twins are due around March to. Jaeden murmured, Boy, their life is about to change in a hurry with havin twins. Jaeden didnt know that their family had been expanded that Halloween night until six weeks later. The news became apparent when Rylee found out to her amazement that she was expecting another baby. Jadas adoption was finalized on January 27, 2009. Future firefighter Cayden Jade MacKenzie was born on July 10, 2009, five days before his older sister, Jada, turned a year old. Jaeden vowed that he would not touch Rylee ever again until he counted on his fingers a birth date that would not be in July. He wasnt on duty when Cayden was born and they made it safely to the hospital which was a relief to both of them and also to Brad. Watch for the beginning of Rylee and Jaedens love story, Spontaneous Love coming soon.
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