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Table of Contents Title Page Copyright Page Dedication Acknowledgements chapter one chapter two chapter three chapter four chapter five chapter six chap ter seven chapter eight chapter nine chapter ten chapter eleven chapter twelve c hapter thirteen chapter fourteen chapter fifteen chapter sixteen chapter sevente en chapter eighteen chapter nineteen chapter twenty chapter twenty-one chapter t wenty-two chapter twenty-three chapter twenty-four chapter twenty-five chapter t wenty-six chapter twenty-seven chapter twenty-eight chapter twenty-nine chapter thirty chapter thirty-one

chapter thirty-two chapter thirty-three chapter thirty-four chapter thirty-five chapter thirty-six chapter thirty-seven chapter thirty-eight chapter thirty-nine chapter forty chapter forty-one chapter forty-two chapter forty-three

Dedicated to the memory of Kate Jones, who mentored both book and author.

thanks To Gordon and Joanne Shaw, Sarah Bailey and Kate Hodges for all their long-suffe ring support. My aunt, Lesley Lawson, for shared writerly woes. And Pavel Zoubok of the Pavel Zoubok Gallery in New Y for allowing his brains to ork be picked. My agent, Karolina Sutton, Laura Sampson and all at Curtis Brown. Catherine Coba in, Harriet Evans and Sara Porter at Headline.

I seem fated to pass through the world without colliding with it or moving it - a nd Im sure I cant tell you whether the fates good or evil. I dont die - I dont fall i n love. And if other people die or fall in love they always do it when Im just no t there. Where Angels Fear to Tread, E. M. Forster

chapter one I just dont love you, he said. It was the most brutal dumping Grace had ever had. A nd shed had a few. But if Grace was being honest with herself, which didnt happen often, then it wasnt a complete surprise. Shed seen the light gradually dim in Lia ms eyes like a torch with dying batteries. Hed begun to look at her in this bemuse d way, as if the actual dating was a major letdown after the months theyd spent s kirting around each other and snogging furiously as they waited for the night bu s. Hed even stopped holding her hand when they crossed the street, so Grace didnt need to be a cartographer to read