Testimony

Prologue

You are about to take an awe inspiring supernatural journey with me that began in 1973 in a small manufacturing town named Suffolk in Virginia. Be warned, what you are about to read is real, this is not a dream, a book of fantasy. Neither is it a figment of my imagination. Every word that youll read in this book is true. This book contains encounters with the supernatural realm numbering in the thousands, but one that changed the very course of my life, Thank you Jesus. Here, is a true testimony of my life, as the Lord God Jesus Almighty spared it for this purpose, to minister to the lost. To encourage the saints. This is a true testimony. It has been a long road to this book, but I am ever so greatful for the opportunity and the mandate from the Lord Jesus to write of HIS WORLD. Id like to take a moment to Praise the Lord of Hosts for all of the people that the Lord put in my life to encourage me to write this book, thank you Lord Jesus. You are gracious beyond measure. The greatest encouragement I received was from the Lord himself. Thank you Lord Jesus for enabling, encouraging ,loving and blessing me to do your perfect will for my life. Be glorified forever and ever, without end. I would briefly like to give honor where honor is due: I want to thank my sister Debra Claude. At the age of 3 years old, she taught me how to read and write. Because of this, there are no words in the English language that I cannot correctly pronounce. When my brother Michael took me to school at Andrew J. Brown for the first time, I was tested to see what learning level I was on, I was skipped past Kindergarten and sent to the first grade. The school wanted to skip me to the second grade but my mother said no. I want to thank those in my family who never judged me but loved and encouraged me. I have a great deal of respect for Michael, steady as a rock, solid, a great dad and husband. He has always just listened to me, never judging, just listening to my heart. Michael, you will always be my hero. I want to thank my brother Sam, he is a comedian who has given me years of laughter to the point of tears. Without you knowing it, you have inspired me to be myself, to never accept what people say about me but to just be myself. I love you now and always. I want to thank you baby sister Jacque who I am just so proud of, that woman has inspired me to be the best at whatever I undertake. Thank you Jacque for your silent encouragement. Ive always wanted to be like you. I have watched you all of your life and am so blessed that you are my sister. I love you. Shirl, I have wanted so much to be like you, quiet, unassuming but extremely intelligent and staunch. I love you. I want to give honor to my brother Jeffrey Claude, the Lord used this man for the last thirteen years of my life to minister the Word of God to me day and night. I know the Word today like I do because the Lord used you so heavily in my life. Thank you for having patience with me. Thank you for teaching me the most awesome truths that exist, GODS HOLY WORD. If I left anyone out, please forgive me. I love you all, each and everyone of you and I am blessed and a better woman because of the contributions that you have deposited into my life.

Mom and Dad, I know that you are in Heaven shouting out my destiny. Thank you for all that you have taught me, I love and miss you terribly and look forward to being with you one day in Glory. Ephesians 6:10-15 (KJV 1611) 10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his
might. 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the

devil. 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints. He who hath an ear, let him hear what the spirit of the Lord is saying to the churches. Rev.2;29

Forward

Queen is one of my younger siblings. Ever since she was a very young child, Queen has had the ability to see and hear spirits. Because she had so many encounters, she was terrified to go to bed at night, she was also scared of the dark. I have so many memories of these instances in our lives. She also has the ability to know about things before they happen. She has prophesied many major family occurrences in her short time on this planet. She is anointed for this time to write this book. I believe she has these abilities given to her from God. I believe that she is writing this book to Glorify the Lord Jesus and not herself. I believe the Holy Spirit is leading her to write this book. Older Sister, Debra Claude

I've known Queen for almost three years now and must say that I truly value the day I met her. I contacted her via email after I seen her testimony on insightsofGOD.com. I felt I immediately needed to speak to her after reading her testimony on hell especially because, at that time, I believed in a false doctrine- Once Saved, Always Saved. Just only after a couple of minutes of speaking with her, I could tell this woman was on fire for GOD; She had this Holy passion for Him I have yet to see in other people. She'd always converse with The HOLY GHOST as you would with a best friend. And that Holy zeal has caused my faith to increase. Her Holy Fire spread out to me and set me ablaze in a way I had never experienced and still continues to do so. She never pointed to herself, though. She always exalted The LORD JESUS and made it clear that only through a Holy Relationship with The LORD could you ever go from faith to faith and glory to glory. She understands that The LORD is her Father and that He cares deeply for her. The way she carried on about Him made it seem as if she was His prized diamond and made sure you realized the same thing as well. Something else that amazed me was her testimonies; testimonies wrought out of special faith and trust in The Father, daring to believe He'd never fail her. Her Holy Relationship with The Father and her unmovable Faith in Him has motivated me to encounter GOD with a bigger faith. As you read Queen's testimonies, I hope you embark on the same. Lissa Santos

Index

Chapter 1: Biography Chapter 2: It has begun Chapter 3: How I was raised Chapter 4: My family has supernatural encounters Chapter 5: Demonic Attacks Increase

Chapter 6: Near Death Experience

Chapter 7: More Testimonies Chapter 8: Why Are You Telling Me This?

Chapter 9: Satan Wants Me Dead Chapter 10: Who Can I Tell Chapter 11: The Gates of Hell Chapter 12: Heaven Chapter 13: Transformed Chapter 14: Come Up Higher Chapter 15: Now I Know

Chapter One: Biography

I was born in Suffolk, Va to Frank Daniel Claude and Mary Frances Miller on July 17, 1970 in a family of 17 total siblings. My father was a minister and my mother was an evangelist. My parents raised us in the admonition and reverence of Jesus Christ. We spent several days a week in church. I have fond memories of those days in my young childhood I can remember waking up Sunday mornings with Gospel music floating upstairs where my bedroom was, smelling breakfast while my mom got us up to get dressed for church. My father usually cooked on Sunday mornings, probably to give my mom a break. Pops was a great cook, to this dayno one cooks fried potatoes and onions just the way he did. We would have family prayer, oh how I loved that! Mom would gather the young ones, myself included and we would all kneel in the den and living room. She would teach us scriptures, then we would pray and finally finish up with a song. Those were the good old days. The house we lived in had a great deal of demonic activity that was witnessed by everyone. Supposedly, the previous tenants were having a party and one of the party goers was reportedly shot and killed in the upstairs bedroom and then another was killed in the front yard. We dont know if these stories are true but it made for great story nights. There were 9 boys and 8 girls. Im number 14 from the first. All of my siblings have experienced the supernatural as I have. I was named Queen Esther after the famous Esther in the bible that saved the Jewish people from total annihilation. My mother was blessed with the gifts of healing, words of knowledge, and the ability to see and hear spirits as well. She was a

praying woman. My father was a godly man, an ordained minister and a business man. My mothers job was to raise us, and my father was blessed by the Lord to be the provider. We were well provided for. My father was a staunch Christian man who lived the Word of God. He taught us a great work ethic, how to value a dollar, how to raise a family and most importantly, how to have a relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ. My father loved people and was dedicated to the Lord, his family and his church. He had no tolerance for nonsense but had a great deal of compassion. Im so thankful today for my parents and the training I received.

Chapter Two: It Has Begun

Mommy, come back! Dont leave me! Mommy! I stood there as I watched my mother in a purple gown standing in a casket reaching for me, I ran towards her to jump into her arms but the casket just kept moving away! Then I awoke with a thud! A sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I jumped out of the bed, my little 2 year old feet hit the floor and took the stairs, two at a time.running to make sure mommy was still downstairs in the bed. I was screaming at the top of my lungs in the middle of the night, diving into the bed with my mom and dad. As they were waking, I was begging mommy not to leave me, crying my little heart out. Shrew! It was all just a nightmare. She said. I felt so much better. But this dream kept coming, night after night for what seemed like forever. I had no idea that the Lord was preparing me for my mothers death that would take place 27 years later. God is so good. The dreams were increasing. I asked my mom about the green paper with faces on it that rained down from the sky, she said it was money. I didnt know what it was at that young age. My mothers father was murdered in New Jersey. I had a fondness for playing in my mother clothesone night, I remember having this overwhelming feeling, this knowledge that seemingly came out of the blue. I grabbed my mommys stockings and dress bra from her drawer and went into the kitchen where she was. I told her that she had to get dressed because she had to be somewhere at 9:00pm. Mommy told me to put her clothes back. She said that daddy was not home yet, that she didnt know how to drive. I heard her telling me to put the clothes back but I had a knowing deep down inside that I didnt understand, she had to be somewhere at 9 pm sharp! Finally, after telling her repeatedly and seeing that she wasnt listening to me, I gave up. I fell asleep. 12 midnight struck, there was a knock on the door. I heard it and came to the top of the stairs. The police were telling my mom and dad that her father was murdered in Newark, New Jersey at 9 pm! My mom looked up at me and then back at the police. From that day forward, she believed me. My grandfather was renting a room in a boarding house. He had just retired and had just received his retirement check that day. My grandfather knew the owners son who was a drug addict. The son asked my grandfather for some money, he told him no. The son flipped out, my grandfather was cut up so badly that all of the of walls in his room were covered with blood. I was told that my mom was not allowed into the room where she would have gone into shock

had she seen the blood covered walls and might have miscarried my younger sister Sandy whom my mother was pregnant with. I would know of events that were going to take place before they actually occurred. I felt so different from my other siblings. I couldnt tell anyone except my mother because no one understood but her. I would dream of spirit beings, wake in the middle night and see them standing there in my room beside my bed. I spent a lot of time screaming and running as a child. As I got older, I would be attacked by demon spirits, Id be pinned down on the bed not being able to breathe, speak or move. I would have nightmares of falling into this endless black pit, constantly falling and would wake right before I would hit the bottom. I remember being whipped because mommy thought I was being disobedient. She called me to get up for school and I did not answer. She did not know that I was being held in the bed by an unseen force. I told her afterwards, the next time it happened she came upstairs and witnessed my body pinned down on the bed, eyes wide open with pure fear, not being able to speak, or move. She would rebuke that evil, unseen force and then I could move again. I did not know what it was that was doing this to me, I did not understand. It was not explained to me but she would rebuke it and there would be peace for a while. I remember how the bed would tremble violently as if a train was coming thru the room or an an earthquake was taking place. These events continued every single night. I became terrified of sleeping alone or in the dark because of what was coming to attack me, night after night after night. No one could explain to me what was happening to me or why. I lived silently like this for a long time. Again, I would ask my mother tons of questions but she could not answer the majority of them like why me? She finally told me they were demons attacking me. I wanted to know what I did that would cause these things to spend so much time attacking me. It was really starting to get to me. I wanted the attacks to stop but no one could tell me how to get these things to leave me alone.

Chapter Three: How I Was Raised

My parents were serious, dedicated Christians from as far back as I could remember. My father was an ordained minister and my mother was an Evangelist. We were raised in the Holiness denomination. We were in church as much as possible, those were all day services. Our church had a dining hall and Sister Lamb would fix us lunch which we would eat right there in the church dining hall. Once lunch was done, we would go right back into service. It was awesome! I enjoyed seeing and hearing my father sing in church and watching my mother praise the Lord. Our parents taught us about Jesus Christ from birth. They lived the Word of God in front of us the best they could. I think back and I never once heard either of my parents use curse words and they didnt argue much either. A family that prays together, stays together. My parents were married for over 30 years having raised 17 healthy children. My parents sheltered us from the outside world as much as they could. I didnt know anything about divorce until I was 18 years old. I believed everyone had a mother and father living in the same house. My parents believed and practiced spiritual warfare. One night, a few of us were sitting in the den watching tv

together. All of a sudden, there was a loud noise coming from upstairs! It sounded like a large dresser had been picked up and thrown in the floor! I was terrified because everyone in the house was downstairs! Who could be in our house making loud noises like that? My father jumped up from the couch, went towards the stairs in the hallway, and told the devil to show himself, to come downstairs and if not, to leave! What ever made that loud, scary noise left that instant! Our house was constantly attacked by demon spirits for one reason or another. So much demonic activity! I remember dreaming of a demon in a pen striped prison jumper and when I woke up, that same demon was standing beside my bedI took two steps at a time and hit the wall downstairs running so hard and fast to get away from that thing! I always felt like I was different from my siblings because even as a small child, I would know future events before they took place, I would have dreams of future events before they took place and each event would happen. I would see spirits and I could not tell anyone but my mother. I felt so alone, alienated. My mother and father would pray for me but I never knew anything about spiritual gifts until I left home. My gifts were in operation my entire life, I just did not know it. Then the demonic attacks started and became very frequent. I would wake up with claw marks on different parts of my body, Id have dreams of falling into an endless pitch black pit and would wake right before I got to the no return zone. I would lay in bed and cry for hours, asking God why was all of this happening to me? What did I do to deserve these constant attacks? Why was I constantly dreaming of future events that would come to pass? What did it all mean? Why could I see, hear and sense the presence of demons? Was I crazy? I now know that the enemy had me believing that I wasthat God was picking on me..I actually believed this lie from hell. Thank you Jesus for your salvation and saving power!

Chapter Four: My Family Has Supernatural Encounters

I couldnt write in this book of all of the encounters that all of my family members had, that would take at least ten books but I am going to write of a few memorable events as I given to me. There were three bedrooms on the second floor of the house that I grew up in. Michael, Kevin and Sam slept in the bedroom at the end of the hall closest to the bathroom. One night, one of them was awakened by a train coming right thru the bedroom! A full sized train! Mind boggling. But the incident that stands out the most in my mind was when my sister in law Joyce stayed at the house for a few days. She slept in the bedroom at the other end of the hall by the closet door. As it happened, she went to the bathroom and on returning to the bedroom, was followed by an unseen force that she could feel and hear but not see. As she entered the bedroom, she saw red piercing eyes on the wall and blood running down the wall. I have never wanted to sleep in that house after I moved out but I did once, sleeping in the same room. Something was pulling on my feet which woke me up, we all know what it was. I can remember smelling a sweet odor in the air, like nothing I had smelled in my life. My mother later told me that I was like years. I had become terrified of sleeping alone and in the dark. My sister Connie would smelling roses, but there were no roses within 50 feet of our house or near my bedroom window. I would

lay in the bed in that middle room upstairs and it would start to tremble as if a train was coming thru the house but we didnt live near any train tracks. This happened every night for what seemed like forever. My brother was shot in the head on January 10, 1983, 30 minutes from Washington D.C. headed to Brooklyn, New York. The series of events took place dealing with his destiny, his life and his future. He was riding in a vehicle at 2:00AM when a police officer pulled the driver over to the side of the road. When the driver went to hit the break pedal, the driver hit the gas pedal by mistake. The car sped up and hit an embankment. The police took this occurrence as an act of aggression. The police thought that the driver was attempting to evade questioning but this was not the case. A simple mistake led to the foregoing events. The police officers in the front vehicle jumped out of the vehicle using profane language and being extremely violent towards the occupants of the vehicle that my brother was currently in. My brother was sitting in the front passenger compartment of the vehicle, visably shaken. The police officers in the vehicle behind the car that my brother was in opened fire on the occupants of the vehicle without provoke or warning. The police falsely accused the driver of firing on them. The police officer that was shooting at the vehicle, shot through the back window of the vehicle where my brother was sitting. My brother felt blood on the back of his neck, shock set in at this point. His injuries were unknown to him. The police walked up to the car when they heard my brother scream out that he was shot, they approached the vehicle and asked my brother where was his gun, he told them that he did not have a gun and that he had to get to the hospital. The police then took him to the hospital where he was admitted. The doctor removed the cap that my brother was wearing and three bullets fell out of his cap onto the table where my brother was laying. My brother was incoherent but the police and the nurses were asking him questions. The nurses were using the tube that they inserted into my brothers private area as a form of torture to retrieve information. They were saying, Talk nigger, nigger talk! His attention was focused on the two nurses, but he did not feel anything. He passed out shortly after. They used smelling salt to revive him as they told the police that he was good because there was no response from his physical body, it had become like stone. My brother passed out for the last time. He was told they scanned his brain but couldnt find any damage. When his hair was cut, there was three horizontal indentures in the base of his cranium where the bullets had made a significant and permanent mark still seen to this day. It was by the hand of God Almighty that my brother did not feel the bullets nor the torture of the nurses, nor the revival attempts with smelling salt. The doctors said that my brother was a miracle because he was shot in the head three times in a delicate part of the skull where damage from one bullet let alone three would have meant sure death but my brother is alive today to testify of the awesome wonder of the Great God Jehovah Jesus. There were several newspaper articles written about my brothers harrowing ordeal and his subsequent supernatural healing. December 1977, on a cool Saturday night in Franklin, Virginia at Apostle Halls Church, my brother Jeffrey received Jesus as Lord but with a supernatural twist. There was a minister that was the guest speaker who did an alter call, my brother ran to the front for prayer, he said yes to the Lord Jesus Christ. He prayed the prayer of repentance and he believed in his heart and confessed with his mouth according to Romans 10;9-10. The day before, my brother and his friend, Aaron Scales were travelling towards Suffolk, Virginia on US 54. My brother was driving a green Satellite Plymouth, two door sports model. My brother and his friend were consuming illegal drugs while in motion in the vehicle, while this was happening, the tail end of the car hit an ice patch on the freeway. The car

began to fishtail, my brother cut the wheel to the left to keep from going over the guard rail on his right. A police officer had been travelling in traffic three cars behind my brothers car. The car slid over the medium over to the opposite side of the road into the path of a tractor trailer truck. The driver jackknifed the truck to keep from hitting my brothers car head on. The car hit the tractors rear wheel and broke the steering section of the vehicle, all control of the vehicle was then lost. The car bounced off of the wheel of the truck into major traffic on the opposite side of the freeway. The car was headed towards the guard rail downward off of the interstate in mid air with nothing to stop the fall. The drop was 100 feet down onto the highway from the expressway above where the car originally fell from. While the car was in mid air, his insides felt like they were coming out of him and he saw pure daylight turn into pitch black darkness. He met death face to face and he knew he was a goner. He could hear his mother telling him in the back of his mind to call on the Lord and he began to call on the Lord God Jesus. Jesus entered into that time zone, he saw the hand of God reach into his time zone and take that car literally out of midair and set it off the highway on the opposite side facing the exit off of the expressway. Minutes later, the police officer that was travelling behind them came over to the car, trembling and shaking, not because of cold weather but because he saw the accident first hand. The police officer saw the car being taken out of midair and sat down on the other side of the expressway. The officer said, Young man, I dont know you but I know there is a God somewhere! At that moment, he believed on the Lord Jesus, the one who created the Heaven and Earth, the one who saved my brother and Aaron Scales from sure death. My brother and Aaron got rid of the drugs, never having a desire to any type of drugs again. They praised God and thanked him for sparing their lives. That night, my brother went to a church to give his life to the Lord but it did not happen until the next night at Apostle Halls church in Franklin, Va. Today, my brother is now attending Pastoral school at Rhema Bible College Tulsa, Oklahoma. This same brother, Jeffrey Claude and his wife were taking their son to school. His wife,Cathy was driving the vehicle. They thought that they had hit a patch of water but they drove into a lake. The water got into the motor and shut it off. They were sitting in the car in the water. The daylight started to shine, and they were able to see that the car was covered with water up to the hood of the car. The car was surrounded by water. Jeffs spirit started praying in the Holy Spirit, then they turned the ignition. There was supposed to be no power in this car as it was covered with water. When Cathy turned the ignition, the dashboard lit up! Then Jeff told Cathy to start the car and it started! Cathy then backed the car out of the water while under water! There was a long line of cars, the Fire Department, and police cars. Cathy and Jeff just waved at them as they drove backwards out of the lake! At that moment, Father God spoke to Jeff and said, Son, you are operating in the law of faith. Romans 3.

Chapter 5: Demonic Attacks Increase

I left home and took a door to door sales job in 1989 which required me to travel. The demonic attacks intensified and became daily occurrences during this time. I would lie down to sleep, I would feel an unseen presence on me, stopping my ability to breathe. I would call on the name of Jesus, the spirit would leave and as soon as I would fall back to sleep, the spirit would come right back and start the torment all over again. I would wake with claw marks on my legs, back, arms and shoulders. Id be exhausted. I was terrified of the dark and sleeping alone. But the lights nor the company of another kept the demons from the constant attacks. Night after night,

month after month, the attacks continued. I would rebuke them in the name of Jesus. They would leave and come right back. Depression set in. I could not tell anyone except my mother and I got tired of telling her. I felt like I was going crazy, I did not want to live anymore. The demon spirits would sit on the bed, I would actually feel the bed go down but again, there was nothing there. I started to believe that maybe I was crazy. I started thinking of ways to commit suicide. One day, while working, I knocked on the door of this really nice older woman. She had a walkie talkie in her hand and I stood there and just broke down crying at this strangers door. She told the guys on her walkie talkie to take an hour break, then she invited me into her home. She asked me why I was crying and I told about the constant attacks. This sweet woman taught me the prayer of serenity and she told me that the Lord was preparing me for something great. She gave me great comfort and she suggested that I should write about my experiences. I thanked her and left her home. I was thankful for the comfort but the demonic attacks did not stop. Night after night, the attacks would happen. Sometimes, 2 to 3 times per day. It had become draining. I just wanted peace but could never find it. The demon spirits would use the most fowl language threatening to kill me, telling me that I would not live to see my 30th birthday. This went on daily from 1989 to 1996. I gave my life to Christ in 1996, and the attacks became less frequent but still occurred. I started to understand why I was being attacked. At that time, my pastor was teaching me about spiritual warfare. I was intrigued but still weary of the attacks but the closer that I got to the Lord, the bolder that I became but I still had the fear of sleeping alone and in the dark. No one could explain to me why I was attacked for such a prolonged period of time. No one could explain to me why I would have knowledge of events before hand, why I would know things about people that I couldnt possibly know on my own. No one could tell me why I was able to see angels and demons. This situation was getting more and more intriguing but I felt abnormal because I couldnt tell anyone because they either did not understand or became jealous. I wanted so bad to be a normal female, marry, have 2.5 kids, a house with a white picket fence and 2.5 cars. That elusive life was a fairy tale to me.

Chapter 6: Near Death Experience

In 1986, I was staying with my sister Debra. One night, I laid down to go to sleep but was instantly seized by an unseen force that held me down on the bed. I had experienced this type of attack so many times before but this time was different. I was calling on the name of Jesus but this spirit did not leave. Suddenly, I had the knowledge that I was going to die and that I needed to repent. As I was repenting, a screen appeared in mid air in front of me. On this screen were scenes of my life going backwards in age. Some of the scenes were grayed out but other scenes were me at different times sinning against the Lord. I was shown the pain I caused others. The screen disappeared! Suddenly, as I lay on my back, my chin was pulled up so I could see what was behind me. There was an angel dressed in battle gear like the Roman soldiers wore with a drawn sword! To my left, laying beside me was another angel with a white

gown on. Then, I heard the loudest, most powerful voice Id ever heard. It was deep and masculine. He said, LET HER GO! That unseen force let me go, and I sat up trying desperately to catch my breath. After getting my lungs filled with lifesaving air, I ran into my sisters bedroom and shook her until she woke up. I was asking her where was the bible that mama had given her that same day? She told me, and I grabbed it. I read that bible until daybreak. I made a promise to the Lord that if he would protect me from the spirit of death, I would never forget to say my prayers. The Lord has been faithful and protected me ever since.

Chapter 7: More Testimonies

While I was going door to door, at the same time that the demonic attacks were taking place, I was meeting some very interesting people. I knocked on the door of a man that asked me into his home. He had 5 computers sitting on a table running a very large amount of numbers. I walked into the house and he asked me to sit down. He began to explain to me about the mark of the beast, the UPC code. He told me that the 666 mark of the beast, the antichrists mark is embedded in the Universal Product Code. At the time, I was thinking to myself, Im here just to sell some magazines, I dont understand all of this that you are saying! He saw the bewildered look on my face so he continued to explain to me about the New World Order, the Anti Christ and mark of beast. I became intrigued. I started listening to him and started asking questions. After about 15 minutes, he asked me why I was there at his home, and he did buy several subscriptions from me. For the next 2 years, I went to the doors of people just like that man. I met a guy who says that he came up with the correct test for the aids virus. He said that he was threatened by the federal government and told that if he told anyone that his family would be killed. He said that the government was telling people wrong information because they wanted to cut the population. I wanted to know if that was the case then why was he telling me? He told me that he felt like I needed to know and he did not care about their threats. I met another guy who showed me a book that was banned in America. This book contained information so volatile that he was blackballed from the military. The book cover was red, written across the front cover in very large, bold letters: BANNED IN AMERICA. Understand this, I was going to door all across the country, selling books and magazines for a legitimate company. I was meeting so many influential people. Im sure all of you remember the movie Amittyville Horror right? Well, as a little kid I saw that movie and said several times that I wanted to go to that house. Please listen, according to the bible, you have what you say. At one point, I was working in a town in New York named Amityville. I was training a new agent. We asked someone where the house was that was shown in the movie, and we were told where to go. The neighborhood is gorgeous. Every house has a boat house because every other street is a canal or mini lake. The house looks just like it does in the movie except now, there is a locked, six foot, chain link fence around the entire property because of all of the publicity. As we approached the house and I was gazing in awe because I had wanted to come to this house since I was a child. All of a sudden, two red eyes came out of the upstairs part of the house right at me. I was petrified. I left the young lady there and immediately walked away from that house but there was something

walking beside me because I could hear chains and I could feel the evil near me. I was so scared at that time. I went to a bar that was in the area called my field manager to pick me up because I was not going to work any more that day. Later on that night as I prepared for bed, that evil spirit sat down on the other side of the bed. You could feel and see the bed sunk in as if someone else were sitting there but you could not see anyone. I was frozen in pure fear. Finally, the spirit left, for a while. The very next morning as I was on my way to the morning meeting, I took the stairs. As I was coming the next flight around a wall, I heard these loud footsteps coming towards me but when I got to the top of the landing, no one was there. I ran as If I were on fire! I saw my managers wife at the soda machine. I ran to her, fell to the floor to see what type of shoes she had on, hoping that it was her that I heard on the stairs but she had on soft soled shoes. It couldnt have been her! She asked me what was wrong, I told her. She told me to stop watching so many crazy movies. She had no idea that the things that I was hearing and seeing at the time did not come from me watching any movies, or at least that is what I believed at the time. One night while fasting, I woke up and saw that the dividing wall between my living room and my bedroom had disappeared. I saw right into my kitchen from my bed. I saw a man with a blue jean jumper on like a farmer would wear standing in front of my fridge with his nose touching the door. He was totally covered in dirt and dust. He was the same height as my fridge. He turned his head very slowly towards me and gave me the most evil, hate filled stare. Then he slowly turned his head back towards the fridge. I knew by the spirit of God that this was a demon spirit of gluttony. I have since been working on the foods that I consume and taking better care of my health. Another time, the Holy Spirit asked me to pray for a friend and her husband who lived above at the time. I had no idea they were involved in witchcraft until the Lord showed me the rings on their fingers and the meaning of each design on the rings. I was shocked. I prayed for this couple for 30 days straight and every single night I was attacked by demon spirits. I was working two full time jobs at the time and was exhausted because I was awakened in the middle of the night, every night and physically attacked. I asked a friend for a sleeping pill, not realizing that it was a setup for my death. She gave me a prescription sleeping pill and on the last night of my prayer vigil, I took the pill. While falling asleep, something big jumped on me, and started to shut off my air supply. I was intoxicated from the sleeping pill, and very weak. I could barely get the name Jesus out of my mouth. As I was held down, I heard male voices in the room saying, Queen, call on him! Hes coming Queen, call on him! Queen, dont stop calling him, hes coming! Call on him Queen! As the unseen, friendly male voices encouraged me to call on Jesus, my physical strength increased. As I looked up, there was a great angel that came and pulled that demon off of me. I was then able to sit up in the bed. I was so weak from the effects of the sleeping pill. While sitting up on my bed with my eyes half open, I saw the spirit of death standing in my doorway. A full black robe with a very old book in its right arm. I only saw a black robe shaped like a human but no physical features. I immediately got rid of those sleeping pills. A few years later, I was taking a trip to Birmingham, Alabama to visit a friend. I had to take two planes there and two planes back from Tacoma, Wa. The first plane headed to Birmingham was attacked by satan. We were 36,000 feet in the air when all of the sudden, the plane just started dropping like a brick. There were screams coming from everyone on the plane. The man sitting next to me grabbed my arm in sheer fear. I know how this sounds but its the truth, I got excited because I knew in the next second that I would be home in Glory with Jesus. I heard the Holy Spirit tell me that there are people on the plane

that are not ready to meet him and that I needed to open my mouth and rebuke satan off of the plane attack. I was sad because I was ready to go but obedience is always better so I rebuked the devil and the plane leveled off and started to climb back to 36,000. Even though I was ready to go home to Heaven, others on that plane were not and I asked the Lord to forgive me for my selfishness. On the return flight, I was sitting in the exit row of the plane alone. At 36,000 feet, all of the stewards came over to the exit door and started to push on the door as they whispered amongst themselves. They had fear in their eyes. As this was happening, a seat appeared in the middle of the floor. I saw a pale man with a black airline steward outfit on, just like the uniforms that the stewards had on, except their uniforms were blue. He had a book in his hand and was looking directly at me with a cold, lifeless stare. I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to rebuke the devil off of this plane and I did. The plane stopped shaking and the Holy Spirit told me that I had a Heavenly escort. I wept tears of thanksgiving and joy that the Lord loves us so much. I was able to minister to several of the women on that flight and lead them to Jesus. It was awesome. There is a powerful man of God by the name of Pastor Young Doo Kim. He has written 5 very powerful books of his supernatural experiences. When I read about him, I asked the Lord to bless him to come to America so I could attend one of his revivals. 4 months later, the Lord answered my prayer and he ran a revival in Federal Way and Fife, Wa. I attended this revival. Pastor asked people to stand for prayer. He prayed for me, never touching me. The power of the Holy Spirit hit that place like a bomb! I fell to my knees and could barely lift my head but when I did, I saw Jesus himself standing right beside Pastor on the platform. He had on two purple robes. One dark purple and a lighter colored purple on top of the first robe. It was awesome. When his wife invited us onstage to do the Holy Spirit dance, I actually experienced the manifested presence of the Holy Spirit moving my arms and legs in the dance. It was awesome I was praying one day with a sister in Christ. I had my eyes closed and felt something heavy on my head. While still praying, I reached up to touch my head and I felt nothing but my hair. Then I saw Jesus standing in front of me. He put a golden crown with 7 points on it, each point having a little golden ball on top of it. Across the crown, written in cursive, was the words FAITHFUL and across the sash that was on Jesuss Chest from left shoulder to right waste were the words, AND TRUE. He had his hand over the crown that he had placed on my head, anointing me faithful. He gave me a golden crown of faithfulness. Then he told me that I was a living epistle to the world. Another time, I was praying at night and I asked the Lord if he could turn off my tv and lights if I fell asleep and sure enough, the next morning, all of the lights and the tv were off. Another time, I was awakened by a beautiful male angel flying in the ceiling. He had gold hair and his skin was totally flawless and he had the most gorgeous, burgundy tunic. He was smiling at me with pure love in his eyes, I was waving at him while coming out of a deep sleep, as soon as I waved at him, I fell back into a deep sleep. One Saturday, I told the Holy Spirit that I was going to get some pralines and cream ice cream from Baskin and Robbins, but the Holy Spirit told me to go to McDonalds. I told him they did not have that kind of ice cream there but I would obey and just get vanilla. As I pulled into the parking lot of the McDonalds, I saw a man that looked very dirty and unkempt, but my heart immediately went out to this man. I let the window down and asked him was he hungry. He had already been walking towards my vehicle before this. He said he was hungry so I asked him to walk up to the ordering board and to tell me what he wanted. I got his food and drove over to where he went to sit down while I ordered. As I got out of the car, his eyes looked as if he was rich. He looked at

me and told that I had saved a life that day. I stood there and wept uncontrollably, right out In public. I got in the car to pull off, when I looked at him again, he was gone. I went to drive to look for him but there was no sign of him. A few months later, I went to Jack and the Box to get my favorite sausage and cheese croissant, as I was leaving, there was a really handsome, well groomed Caucasian man in a farmers jumper walking towards my car. I let the window down and he proceeded to tell me how he needed gas for him and his wife to get home. I had some money in the armrest of my car and I was moved by the spirit to give it to him, he thanked me with a twinkle in his eye, took two steps past the tree and disappeared! I knew that I had just entertained another angel. Later on that week, I was asleep in my bed and supernaturally, as my body lay forward, I saw, thru the back of my head, a demon spirit standing by my bed watching me intently with pure anger and hatred that I cannot describe. My physical body was then turned over, I opened my eyes and I looked into the eyes of this evil being. He was about 3 feet tall, lime green with a black cape that was an actual part of his body. He had no neck, had a fat nose and eyes that were uneven in spacing. He had marks all over his face. He looked like a giant green pencil with a black cape. After a few moments of staring into the eyes of this demon spirit, my body was turned back over and I immediately fell back into a deep slumber. I awoke the next morning alarmed and immediately started to pray and plead the blood of Jesus. Id come home from work and see the same two demon spirits dressed in matching jean outfits standing in front of the neighbors apartment and they would glare at me with such evil as I entered my apartment. I would rebuke them in Jesus name and they would leave but they would come right back. I was in my Dr.s office and while talking to him, I immediately saw into his stomach. I saw a black mass of flesh in a circular shape with tentacle like attachments going out to other organs in his body. I said, What is that? as I pointed to his stomach. He dropped his pen, took his glasses and stared. I said it again, then he told me that had stomach cancer. I told him that I could see the cancer and I asked him if he wanted the Lord to heal him, he said yes so I prayed for him. I have not been back to see him but I will. While managing the apartments that I lived in at that time, I had two older ladies viewing my apartment because I had no other apartments prepared. I was sitting in the bedroom while they looked in my closet and bathroom. I heard the Holy Spirit tell me that one of the ladies had a hole in her heart. I told her and she denied it. The other lady hit her with her elbow telling her that she was lying and she looked at me and started to cry asking me how I knew. I told her the Holy Spirit of God told me. She fell into my arms and wept. I prayed for her and led her to the Lord Jesus. There was a tenant who I was talking to one day and the Holy Spirit told me that he had cancer. I told him what the Holy Spirit said to me. A week later, he came back crying and thanking me because he went to the doctor and he got there just in time because had he waited, the cancer would have been untreatable. I told him to glorify God and not me. One day, I was sitting in the car with a good friend of mine and we discussing issues about our church. There was no other cars parked in the parking lot near us. While conversing about our pastor, there was a very loud, audible knock on the left side of the vehicles exterior. The bang rocked the car. We both froze in place. I started to pray profusely, begging the Lord for his forgiveness. I asked my friend did she hear the bang and she said yes. I learned a very valuable lesson. Touch my anointed, do my prophets no harm! In 1999 while attending truck driving school in Medway, Ohio in the womens dorm, I had two distinct warning visions. The first vision was about my brother Sam, I saw him bound in huge chains by two huge demons that had mouse heads, bear bodies and mouse feet.

He was screaming and they kept dragging him into hell. I was told by the Lord after the vision was over to warn my brother. At that time, I was afraid of Sam, and did not want him cursing at me so I told the Lord that if he would control Sams mouth that I would warn him as I was shown. I called my sister Debra that same moment, around 2:00 AM in the morning asking her if she knew where Sam was, she told me he was at Annes house, his girlfriend at the time. She gave me the number and I called. As the Lord promised, Sam answered the phone. I told him that I had a warning for him from the Lord. He said not a word and listened. I told him that he was going to die soon if he did not repent and that he was going to hell. He said thank you and hung up. My brother eventually gave his life to Christ. The next night, I saw my sisters Shirl, Connie and Deb all in a car, this car had no engine compartment or hood, only two doors and two seats. This car was on a conveyer belt and at the end of the belt were horrible flames. Inside the car were my three sisters, screaming and scratching at the windows trying to get out but to no avail. That car was going to keep going to those hot flames. They had sheer terror in the eyes. Their faces were all contorted and twisted as they yelled to get out of that car but the car just kept on moving. The Lord told me to warn them. I told Connie and Deb and had to write my sis Shirl a letter but I obeyed the spirit of God. I was awakened one night by the Holy Spirit who told me to call Sam and warn him to wear his seatbelt because the devil was going to try to kill him in a car accident, when I called and spoke to his wife she said that she had been warning him as well. Sam eventually started wearing his seatbelt. Another time, while in prayer, I saw my sister in a destructive car accident that left her to look as if she had become a part of the car. I immediately started to intercede on her behalf. Today, my precious sister is a daughter of the most High God as is Shirl. Thank you Lord Jesus for your saving power.

Chapter 8: Why Are You Telling Me This?

Beginning at the age of 16 years old, I started to meet many different people from around the world. All of the people had one thing in common, telling me about the New World Order and the second coming of Christ and the rapture of the church. At the time, I was in sin. Even though I was taught about Jesus Christ from my parents and raised in the church, I had one thing on my mind, making money and I was good at it. I had dreams like every other female, find the man of my dreams, get married and have a few kids. The Lords plan for my life was much different. As I look back over those years, I kept asking the same question, Why are you telling me this? Over and over again, I heard the same answer from so many, because I feel like I am supposed to tell you. I did not realize at that time that the Lord was preparing me for my ministry as an Evangelist. I was blind but I am so thankful I had praying parents. Thru their prayers, I was led to Christ by the Holy Spirit and into my divine destiny. I was hearing about the second coming and the new world order so much that I started to read about it. I was supernaturally led to read certain books and my first and most mind bending book on the subject was Behold a Pale Horse by William Cooper. I was scared out of my wits! I called my mom and told her about it because I

became so overwhelmed. The life that I was trying to live was just a fairy tale. The real world was much different. There are demon forces sent from hell to destroy us in every way and to get us to go to hell! I learned that very quickly. As I read that book, I have never been the same. I began a qwest to find the truth. I forgot about making money and wanted to learn more about this Jesus that I was taught about as a child. As I started to learn about Heaven and Hell, boy oh boy did my world come crashing in. I realized I was headed to hell if I had died in my sins and I realized that that is what the devil wanted, to stop my destiny and out right kill me! He wanted me in hell then and he still does now. But to God be the everlasting Glory! The next book that opened my eyes to the real reality of hell was A Revelation of Hell by Mary K. Baxter! Next to the bible, that was the book of all books! I was in sin and using that book to preach! Can you believe it, I became an instant evangelist. Something was stirred in my soul. I felt an intense desire to preach! To evangelize, to warn others about hell. I gave my life to Christ and started to do just that, evangelize. I started telling people about Jesus. Every time I purchased that book by Mary K .Baxter, someone wanted to read it and never gave it back. I do not know how many copies I purchased and gave away but I pray that the persons reading that book repented, Glory to the Lord Jesus God Almighty! My hunger for the things of God increased with a fervency I had never known. I started to devour the Word of God, I started asking lots of questions and the Lord sent my brother Jeff as my spiritual advisor. The Lord has used this man in my life for over 13 years to teach me the Word of God, how blessed is the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit? At this time, my dreams started to increase as well. I would have knowledge about people and places that I could not know on my own. I did not understand this because no one taught me about the gifts of the spirit until my brother Jeff taught me, then I began to understand. The pieces of the puzzle all started to fit together. Hallelujah! People were constantly telling me that I was anointed, that I was going to do a great work for the Lord, that I was going to write books for the Lord. As I said before, I did not understand all of this and I did not know why all of these people, that did not know each other ,were telling me these things but I know now.

Chapter 9: Satan Wants Me Dead

From the time that I was born, the devil has tried to kill me in 10 different car accidents. He has outright attacked me while sleeping. I can remember, every night for over 10 years, unseen forces would hold me down and pull the air out of my lungs. Id rebuke them in Jesus name but they always came right back. My brother Sam and I were coming from the grocery store where I had just gone to put in a job application. We were coming off the over pass in Suffolk and it was raining that day. There were two Mercedes sitting at the light and my brother could not stop the vehicle. We were headed right into the back of those cars at a high rate of speed. My brother put his right arm across my chest to try to hold me in the seat and with his left hand, he turned the wheels hard to the left. We started to spend out of control and landed right on top of the fire hydrant a few inches from the bank window that sits on the corner of Main Street. I can remember sitting in the car with my heart pounding in my ears and seeing the fear in the eyes of the bank employees as they stared out the window at me. Sam got out of the car to go call our

dad. We could have died that day or killed someone else but the hands of the Lord were on us. Another time, Sam and I were in his light tan Chevy nova, speeding as always. We were on our way home on an arterial road. Traffic was stopped and there was a semi tractor trailer sitting in front of us. We were going so fast that my brother ended up stopping two inches from the trucks rear bumper. Again, we would have been killed instantly had we went under that truck. The Lord was with us. Another time, I was in the car with a friend sitting at the red light. A car came out of nowhere and hit us in the back, this car was going 50 miles an hour! I remember the impact and the pain in my neck, but again, to God be all the Glory! Another time, while driving in Norfolk, Va, I was hit from behind while I was sitting at a red light. That vehicle was travelling over 70 miles an hour. It was a hit and run. I walked away with no bruises and no scratches, but the vehicle I was driving was completely totaled. I was driving a van with 15 others, we were following a car with two people and another van with 15 more people. We were headed to California thru Iowa. It was a sunny day and I got hungry and decided to stop for refreshments. I guess I was taking too long because everyone else started to complain so I decided against getting food and got back on the freeway. The van that we were following was on its head, all the windows were broken out. There were white sheets layed out all over the grassy median and the highway. There were helicopters, fire trucks, and news cameras every where. I could not believe my eyes but in fact, it was true. Everyone in that van, except the driver, died that day. It could have been me but the Lord again spared my life from certain death. Another time, I was driving a van with 15 people in it headed to Boston, MA. It was late at night and everyone in the van was sleep but me. I was getting sleepy so I rolled the window down hoping the cool air would wake me up. All of a sudden, there was a warm hand gently touching my right arm. I was pleasantly startled as I looked around to see who was touching me but there was no one awake. I was no longer sleepy and I said, Thank you Jesus! In 1998, I was team driving for US Xpress. We had a candy apple red 1999 Class C Auto shift Freightliner. Our gross vehicle weight was 80,000 lbs full of paper. We were coming down a mountain named Three Sisters in Utah. It was raining heavy and my partner was sleep in the back. I turned off my jake breaks and started shifting manually to have better control of the truck. On either side of us were mountains. The average passenger vehicle traveling at 55 mph can stop within 400 feet. However, a large truck traveling at the same speed can take almost 800 feet to stop, and that is if the truck is empty. I was turning a blind curve in the road and 100 feet in front of me was a black pick up truck that was straddling both lanes on the freeway. He had blown a tire. I saw the fear in his eyes as he looked right into mine. He and I both knew that I was too close to stop. I knew that I was either going to kill him or kill us. I closed my eyes, gripped the steering wheel and yelled out, Jesus, help me, I am going to kill someone today! Help me, I cant stop this truck! When I opened my eyes, I was sitting on the side of the road with my feet on the gas! There was no way this could have happened but the Lord God Jesus saved us both that day! TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY,DOMINION AND POWER. Another time, I was on my way back to work from lunch. I was at a red light, I looked both ways then I looked left again as the light turned green and started to proceed thru the intersection and right out of no where, was this speeding truck! I was a goner, but the hand of the Lord touched that truck causing that truck to zip around the front of my vehicle! That truck was inches from my side of the vehicle but again the Lord stepped in saved my life. TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY AND HONOR AND DOMINION AND POWER FOREVER. Another time, was driving 45 miles an hour down Pacific

Highway in Federal Way, WA. There was a car not paying attention and pulled right out into traffic and ran right into me, destroying the left side of my vehicle. No one was hurt. TO GOD BE THE GLORY. I was sleep one early morning and was awakened at exactly 3:00AM in the morning. The Lord told me to pray, I asked what to pray for and he told me to just pray. I complied and got up to eat a bowl of corn flakes. Right after taking the last bite, I heard what sounded like a bomb detonating outside of my window. I grabbed my bath robe and cell phone and ran outside. Parking for the apartment complex was setup where the cars would be parked head in on the sides of each building. My vehicle was parked at the beginning of the building and was the biggest of all of the vehicles on that side of the building. As I went outside I saw that all of the cars, except mine, were hit and the car that hit them crashed into the trash dumpster that sat in end of the parking lot with the doors open and the engine revved up with white smoke coming from the car. People came out of there apartments to see what was going on, I directed everyone back into the building. It turns out that the police were chasing a stolen car, and the driver came into the parking lot speeding at 90 mph thinking there was an exit at the other end of the parking lot. The police came and had everyone go back into the building as the helicopters hovered above the building. We all went back in while they let the police dogs loose to help in the search. After 30 minutes, we were told we could come back outside. The hand of the Lord protected my vehicle and kept the driver from hitting it and pushing it thru my bedroom window where I could have been killed. The news cameras came and interviewed me on camera. The news anchorman asked me how was it that my vehicle was not hit and everybody elses was? A state trooper who was standing by responded saying, God did it, it is the only explanation! Later that day, my brother Gregory told me the Lord had awakened him at the same time in Virginia and asked him to pray for me. TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

Chapter 10: Who Can I Tell

At this time, my ability to see angels and demons in living color was increasing. I started telling everyone that I knew that demons were setting people up to die and go to hell. I started telling people how demons watch people to gain opportunities to attack them. My supernatural sight increased. The first time that I saw an angel of the Lord was in 1996 in Tracy, CA. I was sitting on a beach with my husband and two of his cousins. There was a huge tree on the shore of the beach, as I looked to my left, I saw an angel the actual size of the tree. He was suspended over the water right beside the tree. He was huge because the tree had to be well over 100 feet in height. The angel had on a white robe and his right wing was the length of a wing on a 747 jet plane! His curls were the size a volkswagon. He looked like a huge statue. He was magnificent and beautiful beyond words. From then on, I had frequent views of angels and demons. I would tell these stories to some people, some believed and some didnt. There was a time in my life that I was afraid to tell people about my supernatural encounters, but the Lord took that fear away and I testified to what I saw. I was sitting in church one day when I saw an angel that was about 5 feet 8 inches tall. He was extremely muscular and had on the most beautiful knickers and a gorgeous shirt. He was standing in the doorway with his arms folded with a very serious

look on his face with his arms folded. I was amazed, I told my pastor at the time but he did not believe me. One day, I told my sister on the phone that I missed Jesus. I wanted him to come see me, just for a few minutes. That was on a Wensday. That next Saturday, I was sleeping and then, not knowing if it was a dream or if I was out of my body, I got up to go to the bathroom. As I was coming back to my bedroom, Jesus was standing in the middle of floor in my bedroom! I was dumbstruck! I thought to myself, what are you doing here? As I was about to say those words out of my mouth, he looked at me while shrugging his shoulders and said, I live here, with you! I was numb and lost all of my sense. I turned around and went to grab clean sheets because I was going to give him my bedroom, but he told me that he didnt need that and to come and just stand with him for a few minutes. I remember I didnt have on shoes and I was looking up at Jesus. Im 5 feet 11 inches tall. He is taller than me. He had on a beautiful linen robe with long, hanging sleeves and long, thick, curly light brownish hair parted down the middle. I stared into his eyes, and he told me, in his eyes, ten thousand times, I love you! I was totally captivated having lost all train of thought. I awoke at exactly 6:00 AM. As I opened my eyes, I started to cry uncontrollably. I was so excited but yet so sad. I wanted to be with him for all eternity. I was very glad that he heard me and came to see me. Before this happened, I was about to have an alarm installed on the rental house where I was living but after the encounter with Jesus, I was never afraid to live alone again because I knew in my heart that he was always with me. I asked him that same morning if he would bless my hair to grow like his and he said that he would. It was awesome. I was so spoiled by the Lord! Later on that year, one night I was l awakened by a male voice that called out to me saying, Hey Queen! I heard that male voice very clearly. I looked at the clock and jumped up to get dressed. Had that angel not called my name, I would have been late for work. The very next night, I was gently but firmly pushed and my body rocked over to the right, as I was opening my eyes, I touched the area where the unseen hand pushed me to wake me, I could still feel the heat and the size of the hand was huge. I felt the presence of someone very large standing right next to my bed but could see no one, I said, I know that you are there, thank you for waking me. Again, I would have been late if the angel had not pushed me. One month before the Lord God took me out of my body and took me to the gates of hell, I was dating a guy who had the uncanny ability to take complete control of me. I knew that there was something evil and wrong about him because I would gain composure of myself whenever he left and lose composure whenever he walked thru my door. During a time of compromise, I saw two demon spirits standing on either side of him. They were grey in color and were exact replicas of each other. They looked like gargoyles.They both had staffs in their hands, had out spread wings with mini horns on their heads. They had no male or female genetalia in that area. There was one standing on either side of him. They were looking up at him with a smurk, like a half fake smile. I was terrified, I immediately got down on my knees and repented. Another time, I saw a scribe angel with a quill and a book cupped in his right arm area. He was a small frame angel with no wings. He had on a white robe with the most beautiful tear drop sized precious stones hanging all over the robe. There were colors that do not exist in this world and some colors that did. He was staring right into my eyes as he wrote what he saw me doing. Seeing the demons didnt scare me as much as seeing this scribe angel because I knew he was going to take that record of my sin to Heaven and God would see it and I would be judged from it. When I first saw the angel, I immediately had complete knowledge of what type of angel he was, what type of pen he was holding and what he was doing while he

was watching me. It was awesome but scary because we dont realize that everything that we think, say and do is recorded by the angels of God and taken back to Heaven.

Chapter Eleven: The Gates of Hell

March 25th, 2007,on a sunny Saturday afternoon at 2:35 PM, I came home from helping a friend and lay down to take a nap. All of a sudden, the right side of my bed started to roll like a wave of water as I lay on the left side of my bed. I did not feel the bed moving, I only saw it moving. Well, I am a born again Christian and I know to call on the name of Jesus when these things happen. So I started pleading the blood of Jesus over my bed then bam! I was standing up on the floor in front of my bed. I remember standing there and thinking to myself, how did I get up here without remembering and who is this woman laying in my bed?!? My exact words were. Who is that fat woman in my bed and why is my bed rolling?! You will understand why I said this in the next sentence. Then I looked down at my body. I was slim again. I specifically remember that time had stopped. We are governed by time in this reality but in the spirit realm, there is no time governance. I remember standing there for a short time just looking around my bedroom. I saw the furniture, the sun was shining outside, but again, I had the sensation that time just stood still. I was completely perplexed as to what was going on, not knowing how I ended up standing on the floor when I was just laying down and who that woman was in my bed. Then all of a sudden, I was then taken from my apartment and I appeared in this massive room where the walls were covered with diamonds as if someone painted the diamonds on the wall. There, standing in front of me, were people of every color and shape and size from every nationality and culture, all dressed in clothes cut out of diamonds! I thought to myself, Im in Heaven! I looked to my right and there was a small, wooden window and I saw the clearest blue skies and white clouds that Id ever seen in my life. The spirit of God was standing right beside me. Right after I thought to myself that I was in Heaven, the Lord said to me in my mind, NO!, There appearance looks perfect outwardly but their hearts are evil continuously and every last one of them is on their way to hell! I looked back at them, I saw Bishops, Pastors, Lay people. I saw a 12 year old boy with a bowtie and his bible in his hand. There were millions of people standing in front of me. There was no end to this hall. There was a small framed African American woman, 57 inches tall. She stepped forward towards me. She had an awesome short hair style that was cut asymmetrical and had on a mini skirt suit cut out of diamonds. The skin on her right arm from her elbow down to the tips of her fingers melted right off of her onto the floor like chocolate melting in the sun. Then I was taken up into eternity, this is what took place. I was up in the air somewhere in eternity and I was looking down on this scene. I saw a huge male silhouette and a fair skinned female with shreds of black and white clothing hanging around her neck. The top of the platform was round and there was a funnel attached to the bottom of the platform. There was a whirlwind inside the funnel, and I understood that was the power of the Holy Spirit. As I was suspended in midair, I remember looking down at the platform and saying, He has all power! There was a fair skinned female on her back raised up on her elbows with shreds of black and white clothing

hanging around her neck. As I spoke, I immediately switched places with this female and I was now laying on my back on this platform in the presence of the ALMIGHTY GOD OF HEAVEN AND EARTH. A small dot appeared in front of me. This dot grew to the size of a house but it became a large, perfectly shaped circle. The surface of the circle turned brown and letters appeared on the surface. The letters were raised from the surface but attached and were in Hebrew or Latin. I could not read the words but I understood what the words said. THE GATES TO HELL! The gates started to open, one on top of the other. There were four gates. Once all of gates opened, I saw pitch black darkness and flames like I had never seen before. God started to speak to me, he said, Do you see these flames? They are 20,000 times hotter than the fire on earth. They are fed with brimstone night and day and will never go out! Then I looked at the darkness. God said, I created the two great lights on earth. The Sun to light the day and the Moon to light the night. There is nowhere on earth where you can go where your eyes wont adjust to the darkness but in hell, there is no light. The darkness is alive and is its own separate, evil entity. With that said, the platform tilted downwards I began to slide into those horrible, eternal flames. I tried to scoot backwards but it was no use. Right when my feet were almost in the flames, I was back in my body in my bed. I had no idea how I got back to my bed when I was just about to go to hell but then a heard a loud, audible voice in my bedroom, it was God but this time when he spoke, he was angry with me. He said, You serve me with your whole heart or you serve me not all, because if you dont, Ill use you. Others will be saved thru you but youll die and go to hell! You tell them thatTithing and offererings are a commandment. This is how my churches are taken care of and how my Word is preached! You tell them I said it! Then, there was silence. I was broken like never before in my life. I felt real hopelessness. I cried for what seemed like a long time, I cannot ever remember crying that hard. I kept saying how can I escape that place? What do I have to do? Then, I heard the voice of the Holy Spirit of God. He said, Queen, follow me, Ill teach you how to walk right! Queen, follow me, Ill teach you how to talk right, Ill teach you how to love! I was living half holy before this experience but not anymore. I am on my way to Heaven. I do not ever want to go back to this disgusting place. The Lord has also told me that he is going to use me to preach the unadulterated truth of his word..NO SUGAR COATING...NO EASINESS...JUST HOLY GHOST BOLDNESS. This is why I was born. He gave me a boldness to tell people things that they do not want to hear...It is ALL OR NOTHING WITH JESUS CHRIST....NOTHING ELSE WILL SUFFICE.....ALL OR NOTHING...ALL OF YOU OR NONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As Jesus Christ is my lord, my God and my king, this record is true and real and is my personal beginning of wisdom. The word of God says in Proverbs, "The fear of God is the beginning of wisdom." I fear him now and have an utter reverence for the God of ages that I never had before.

Chapter 12: Heaven

October 21, 2007 at 10:00 AM in the morning, I was taken out of my body straight into Heaven. I was about to call my brother Jeff, I had my phone in my hand then all of a sudden, I cannot explain this, I saw myself being translated from this realm to Heaven. I remember saying to myself, Man. Im tall! I found myself in an all white gown that covered my feet and had long sleeves with no seams! I was standing in a brown row boat with a solid gold bottom but the inside and top of the boat was regular wood. With me in the boat, (I knew the exact dimensions of this angel) was a 64 450lb male angel with huge biceps and a short white gown, v neck and short sleeves. He had on roman sandals that strapped up his ankles. He looked like a muscular statue. I saw blinding light and a mist that covered everything from my view. My eyes easily adjusted. 10 miles in front of me, I saw the rooftops of two 250 feet tall mansions. The mist obscured my total view of these beautiful structures, but I can tell you with an asurety, these buildings were alive! These two mansions sat side by side and were extremely similar in design. I had never seen such beauty! While pondering these megamansions, I felt four arms come out of the mist near me and hug me, I instantly knew who these arms belonged to before ever seeing their faces! The mist moved back just enough for me to see that my boat was docked at one of the 12 entry gates into Heaven. My mother and father were hugging meI was happy to see them, yes I was, but I struggled to get free because I wanted nothing more at that moment then to see my Jesus! I said, Where is he? My mother turned to her right and as she pointed, she said.There he is! Im looking and I dont see anyone. I said again, Where is he? My father turned to his left, while pointing and said, There he is! Then, my world stopped! I saw these two bare feet walking towards me, not just any feet! These feet had open holes with fresh, red blood around the edges of the opening of the holes! I needed to see nothing else. I took one step out of the boat, by the time my other foot got out of the boat, I was laying on the ground of Heaven with my right check on top of the feet of Jesus with my arms wrapped around his ankles! I experienced ecstasy beyond words! Let me add this, there were two things that stood out to me about my parents. First, they were not old like they were right before they passed away but they were young, around 28 years. Second, they had teeth that looked like pearls! Lastly, they were smiling so hard! I have never experienced that type of joy on this earth, with any human being. I was awestruck. Back to the feet of Jesus, I laid there for a few moments, then I was back in my body in my apartment on earth. It was answered prayer. When I gave my life to Christ a few years before this OBE(Out of Body Experience), I constantly prayed four separate prayers. I would ask the Lord to tell my parents that I had in fact turned my life over to the Lord, I asked the Lord to let me lay at his feet like a dead woman in pure worship, I asked the Lord to let me get a glimpse of Heaven and I asked the Lord to let me know where my younger brother went after his death. He answered all four prayers in that one experience. (ESV) Luke 11:5-13 And he said to them, Which of you who has a friend will go to him at midnight and say to him, Friend, lend me three loaves, 6 for a friend of mine has arrived on a journey, and I have nothing to set before him; 7 and he will answer from within, Do not bother me; the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed. I cannot get up and give

you anything? 8 I tell you, though he will not get up and give him anything because he is his friend, yet because of his impudence3 he will rise and give him whatever he needs. 9 And I tell you, rask, and sit will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. 11 What father among you, if his son asks for4 a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent; 12 or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him! (ESV) JOHN 15:7 If you abide in me and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish and it shall be done for you.
The Lord God Jesus Almighty is not slack in any of his promises. Have faith and go after the Lord for your hearts desire. He will grant it because of your diligence in seeking him. My Lord has spoiled and pampered me with Himself! Thank you Daddy God Lord Jesus!

(ESV)Hebrews 11:6 6 And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.

Chapter 13: Transformed

October 1993, my life was forever transformed. The dead body of my youngest brother was found wrapped in a carpet by a three year old in her back yard. 1992, I was home visiting my mother. I was in the car with my two younger sisters and my mother. Kevin, affectionately called KC and the sunshine band, started cursing in the car in front of my mother. We got into a fight because of this. My mother put me out of the car on the side of the road but the Lord sent a state trooper immediately to pick me up, an immediate transfer. I stayed mad at my brother for a full year and wanted to have nothing to do with him. One day, I was prompted to go visit KC. I kept hearing from my family that he was involved in drugs. I called home and found out that KC was living in Landover, Maryland. Myself and a friend drove to see him. I can remember knocking on the door of the place where he was staying. I heard this deep male voice asking who it was knocking at the door. Of course I responded back that it was me, Queen. That door flew open and this giant ran out the door and grabbed me in a bear hug! My little brother had shot up like a tree with a mustache and a very light beard. Wow! I had missed him so much! He was my favorite brother! That hard, manly voice became child like when he realized who was knocking at his door! Our embrace was endless. He invited me into the house where all of the furniture was either packed away or covered in plastic as he told me that he and his girlfriend were moving. I was so happy to see my little brother. I told him that I came to get him, that he was leaving with me that day. I was going to take him with me to live. I was going to provide for him until he could provide for himself. We talked a great deal. He showed me an official Washington DC state letter from a drug program where KC was a part time counselor and was going to go full time at his 18th birthday. I read the letter with my own two eyes. I was so proud of him. We went to the closest gas station and got a roll of quarters to call our mom. I took him to the payphone, we called home to let mom know that I was with him. KC couldnt leave that

day with me because he had a court date the next week because hed shot his friend in the foot by mistake while playing around with a gun. He told me that he would come with me once the court issue was resolved, I was satisfied with that decision. He decided to take his girlfriend and her daughter to DC by train, my little brother loved trains. I offered to drive them to DC but he wanted to ride that train. I gave him money which he said he didnt need, that was the last time I saw my baby brother alive in this realm. A few weeks passed so I called home to find out where KC was. Mom told me that she had not heard from him and asked me when was the last time that I had spoke to him. I told her that if he called I would have him call home. A few months went by. My baby sister was in the military at that time and the company I worked for was in the city where she was stationed so we set up a visit. We got a hotel room, later on that evening, we prepared for bed. I can remember Sandy falling asleep immediately. The TV was on but I muted the sound. As I lay in the bed on my back, I was held down by an unseen force. I called on the name of Jesus for help but the unseen force holding me down would not let me go. Then I heard a voice that sounded like KC coming from the outside of the hotel saying, Queen, help me! Where are you? You got to help me, Queen! Help me! Then, I heard a great deal of voices in the room talking but I could not understand any of their words. All of the sudden, the room went black. Standing in front me, suspended in mid air over me in the bed was KC! He had on the same clothes he had on the last time I saw him. His shoes were missing, his chin was on his chest and he had a hole in the right side of his head the size of a baseball. A river of blood poured from this wound. After viewing this scene in full detail, the darkness left, the room came back into view, I was released. I sat up in the bed screaming, Sandy, hes gone! Hes gone, hes gone! KC is dead! They beat him to death! They put a hole in the right side of his head! Sandy, hes gone! She jumped from her bed to mine, trying to console me. I told her that I had to call mama. She told me that I couldnt call upset like I was, that I needed to calm down. She finally got me to calm down enough where I could be understood. I called mama, I asked her to sit up because I had to talk to her. She asked me was Sandy alright, I told her yes. She asked me what was wrong? I told her that KC was dead. She asked me how I knew, I told her what I had saw. She got really quiet and started to pray. Finally, I was able to go to sleep early that morning. A few more months went by and I had forgotten all about that horrible live vision. I came in from work and was told that I had a phone call from my brother. I got excited because I thought it was KC calling me but it was my brother, Michael. He asked me to sit down and went on to tell me that a body was found. I passed out. When I woke, I was again told that I needed to call home. I called my brother back but his wife, Joette, told me that a body was indeed found but that Maryland was ordering dental records from Virginia. As it turned out, a three year old girl found my brothers badly decomposed body wrapped in a carpet in her back yard. He was killed by blunt force trauma to the head. He was beaten to death and the wound was in the exact spot that I saw in my vision. We were later told that the guy who killed my brother walked because the two witnesses that were going to testify on my brothers behalf had their heads completely severed from their bodies. My life was forever transformed. I never understood why God would allow me to see something so gruesome, I now know that it was gift at work. I can see into the spirit realm, very clearly. I can see death on people, I can clearly sense the presence of spirits, angels and demons. The Lord God Jesus blessed me with all of these gifts for HIS GLORY. Amen.

Chapter 14: Come Up Higher

The Lord Jesus desires for all of his children to come up higher. He desires that we all come to a closeness with him. He desires a relationship with his creation. Not everyone is going to make it into the Kingdom of Heaven. Only those who do the will of God. God did not save you so that you could just warm a pew bench on Sundays. Oh no, dear friend. He saved you to have intimacy with Him and to work with Him in the beauty of His holiness. When He said, "Be ye holy" it was not a request, it was a command. And God doesn't command us to do anything that He won't empower us to do. Is your life counting for Jesus Christ? Is anybody impacted by your life? Have you led someone to Christ, or offered an encouraging word in the name of Jesus? Are you exercising your spiritual gifts? Is your lifestyle above reproach? How much time are you spending in front of the television versus reading your Bible? Read the Bible Everyday This is the most important piece of advice I can give. When a person tells me that their walk is not going good, I know for a fact that they are not reading God's word. It is our spiritual bread. Without it, our Christian lives are barren. It is also the seed which we sow in other people as we tell them about Christ Jesus. Isaiah 55:10-11, For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater: So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. The Bible can be a challenge to read because the devil and his minions will do their best to keep you from it. Why is the devil so concerned about the Bible? It is the only offensive weapon listed in the armour of God (see Ephesians 6:10-20) . The Word of God is powerful and it will change your life inside out. Read it everyday no matter what. It must be a part of your life. Forget about self-help books and pity-party meetings, tune into Jesus through the Bible and do what He says. Hebrews 4:12, For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. You've Got to Be Serious About Jesus Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Matthew 7:21 And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me. Matthew 10:38

Jesus was serious about you and His true disciples are serious about Him. He left His glory in heaven and was born as an infant in this cruel and wicked world. Herod tried to kill Him in His childhood, but it was not yet His time. After He had shared the good news of the kingdom and healed all manner of sickness and disease, He gave His life a ransom for many. Think about all the evil of this world--He suffered and died for all of it! Oh yes beloved, He was very serious about us and He expects us to be serious about Him. Do you really believe that the Son of God died for your sins and rose from the dead? If you do, then you CANNOT be satisfied living just any old kind of way. Dear friend, it's an impossibility because God lives inside of you. If you feel comfortable sinning and you name the name of Christ you need to-Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? (2 Corinthians 13:5) What Kind of Fruit Do You Bear? Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Matthew 7:20 Jesus talked about two different types of fruit in Matthew 7:16-27--good fruit and bad fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit any more than an apple tree can bring forth pears. If you are a true believer in Jesus Christ, your life should show forth good fruit. GOOD FRUIT, I.E. GOOD WORKS, DO NOT SAVE YOU, BELIEF IN JESUS CHRIST DOES. But good works are the external result of knowing Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour. Below, there are two types of lifestyles--Spirit-filled and flesh-filled. When you examine your everyday lifestyle, which category do you operate in? THE SPIRIT-FILLED 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, 5:23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. 5:24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. THE FLESH-FILLED 5:19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, 5:20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, 5:21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. If you call yourself a Christian, I sincerely hope that you are in the first category. If you are in the second category and you claim to be a Christian, here's some counsel from the Bible:

Galatians 6:7, Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. If you are NOT a Christian and you feel that you are in the first category, you are still on your way to hell because you don't have forgiveness for your sins. No amount of good works will get you into heaven. God will only accept those who accept His Son and He will reject all who reject Jesus. John 3:36, He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him. Look at what God says about the good works of the natural man who tries to earn his way into heaven. Isaiah 64:6, But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away. Call to Holiness Dear friend, where are you at today? Is your life a sweet-smelling savour in the nostrils of God or is it a pungent odor? If you are a Christian, your life should mirror the characteristics of God Himself. II Peter 1:4 says that you are to be partaker of the divine nature. That's incredible! I oftentimes hear preachers and lay-people say, "I'm only a sinner saved by grace." After you are saved, God no longer calls you sinner. Look it up in the Bible--He calls you righteous. I hear people say, "If you're normal, you sin everyday." What a thing to say! When you read I John, the apostle admonishes us to sin not. If we do, we have an advocate with the Father, Christ Jesus. Instead of being woe-begone about sin, we need to be avoiding and resisting it with all that we have. We need to seek out holiness. There is nothing wrong. The world uses the phrase, "holier-than-thou" with contempt. I say, "Praise the Lord somebody is trying to live like Jesus!" I was a big-time sinner when Jesus cleaned me up and made me brand new. When I look back, I know I lived the way I did, but I still have trouble understanding how I was so blind. The reading of God's word, the Bible, has continually washed my mind and given me a deadly weapon that Satan hates. I've been commanded to "cast down all imaginations and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God". And by God's grace and goodness, I will strive to do it until He calls me home to glory. I see myself as a living miracle. I have taken a 180 degree turn. Lord Jesus, Thou art good and worthy of all praise, honor and glory. He took the life of a world world-class sinner like me and made me a vessel fit for the Master's use. Thank you, Jesus! I'm not unique, but the God that I serve is. He didn't save you to "chill out" and do what you want to. "Ye are bought with a price" the Bible says. That price was the blood of Jesus Christ. He saved you to do good works in the furtherance of His kingdom. Though you wouldn't know it based on the level of crime and lawlessness in America, most people in the U.S. claim to be Christians. I believe that many of these people have a false hope.

Most people want to go to heaven, but they are unwilling to do it God's way. They won't make it in. Remember what Jesus said, Matthew 7:21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven... Christ in You, the Hope of Glory When a person gets saved, the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost come to live inside of them. As a result, a Christian will bear Christ-like fruits. That's what Christ meant when He said that by their fruits shall ye know them. When you plant an apple seed, you get a tree that bears apples. When you plant Jesus Christ you get Christ-like fruits. Corinthians 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 1 John 1:6-7, If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth: But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. Conversely, when a person is not saved, they bear Satan's fruit e.g., addiction, pride, idolworship (of money, academic credentials, television, nature etc.), lust of the flesh, humanism, bad language, etc. Through Christ, we have been reconciled to God. II Corinthians 5:18 And all things are of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation. If then, we have been reconciled unto God, we should be bringing forth God-like fruits: II Peter 1:4 Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust. The Bible says to "give diligence to make your calling and election sure" (II Peter 1:10) and to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. (Phillipians 2:12) You say that you believe? That's good, but according to James 2:19 "the devils also believe and tremble." The question is, "Have you been born again?" What Must I Do to Work the Works of God? 1. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ John 6:28-29, Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him [Jesus] whom he hath sent.

2. Read God's word, the Bible. Joshua 1:8, This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. 3. Do what God commands you to do. James 1:22-25, But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves. For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was. But whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed. As a church worker and servant for Jesus Christ, a number of people have asked me for advice on problems, fears and other things like how to live. I try to answer based on the Word of God and many (perhaps most) are turned off by what the Bible says about purity and holiness. There's no shortcut to having a thriving relationship with God. You've got to seek holiness to be near Him, for He will not fellowship with sin. I Timothy 4:7 says to exercise thyself unto godliness. The only way to do this is to: -read His Word and do what it says (that includes praying, cleaning your house, etc. The Bible addresses everything) You also need to learn what your spiritual gift is. The Bible says that every single believer has one because the Holy Ghost gives it to us. I'm not talking about natural ability, but a supernatural ability used for the edification of the body of Christ. Examples of gifts include teaching, preaching, exhortation, and ministry (helping people). There are other gifts too--ask your preacher about them, or better yet, research the gifts for yourself in the Bible. Lord willing, The Conclusion of the Matter ...work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. Philippians 2:12-13

Chapter 15: Now I Know

I know for sure that the Lord God has purposed in his heart for me to evangelize to many. I would not have these gifts if not for the up building of his kingdom. I know that there is a Heaven to gain and a hell to shun. I know for a fact that the Holy Bible is a just a small piece of Gods Word but it is in fact, the infallible, indisputable Word of the Most High Supreme God Jehovah Jesus. Ive learned a great deal of knowledge and education in my short life on this planet but nothing that I know compares with the eternal knowledge of my Lord, Master and Savior, King Jesus. I know that my life was spared because of the prayers of the saints for me and the divine purpose of my existence. If I know nothing else, it is this one thing, that God Almighty sent his only begotten son, Jesus Christ, a perfect sacrifice to die for the sins of the world. That he was dead, his body was in the grave for three days while his spirit went into hades and preached to the captives and moved paradise to Heaven. I know for a fact that he was raised from the dead by his own power three days later and that he ascended on high with the saints behind him. I know for a fact that he sits on the right hand of God the Father, and has been given all power in Heaven and Earth. I know for a fact that you cannot get to Heaven unless you go thru the door, JESUS CHRIST. If you are reading this book, you are reading it by divine decree. You do not know when you will breathe your last breath. Make sure that you heart is right with Jesus because hell does exist and there are millions of people right now being tormented for all eternity and they will never, ever get out. Kings, dictators, movie stars, singers, actors, athletes, family, friends. Any human being that denies Christ and lives and dies in sin without repenting will spend an eternity away from love himself with no relief but continual torment of fire, worms and other torments by the devil himself. The fear of God is the beginning of Wisdom according to scripture, heed the Word of God, this may be your last chance.

Follow me in this prayer: Lord Jesus, I have sinned against you. I ask you to forgive me and wash me in your precious blood that you shed on Calvary over two thousand years ago. I thank you by faith and believe with my heart that you were raised from the dead and that you are the living Son of the Most High God. I receive you by faith into my heart as Lord and Savior. I give you my life today for your divine purpose. Thank you Lord Jesus.