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Introduction
I entered into Surgery Ward and met a man whose name is JA. He was lying down
on the bed and reading the New Testament Bible. Actually, I was afraid of talking
to him at the first time of visiting him because he seemed very angry himself for
the experience that he is going through. I prayed and asked the angel of the Lord
to watch over me and the Holy Spirit to give me discernment. Then, I visited and
talked with him. We had a great time. However, I was not able to talk with him
much on the first visit because I discerned him that he needs to take a rest for the
recent medication he has taken. I say a word of thanks and good bye, and asked
him to visit again.
Now, it was the third time of visiting him. It was Tuesday. I could sense that he is
recovered from the pain of operation that he took last Friday. As soon as he saw
me, he raised his hands and welcomed me. We had a great time of talking and it
was the time that he opened up his feeling that burdened him. I could hear his
earnest speech and see the tear which shows his brokenness; the brokenness so as
to sincerely repent from his past failures. I personally experienced that Holy Spirit
is moving in the two of us because we can understand each other in spites of
language barrier.
I encouraged and prayed for him at the last moment of our conversation. I was
very touched and blessed through this visit.
The Conversation
C= Chaplin P= Patient
C1: Hello Sir Good Moring. How are you feeling today?
P1: I am OK today. Take a sit brother. I thought you will come in the afternoon.
(He was smiling and gave me a chair to sit)
C2: Yes, Suppose to be. But I have class this afternoon. As you have told me
you will be leaving this afternoon, that’s why I come here to see you.
P2: Thank you very much brother. (He is sitting on his bed and looking at me into
my eyes.)
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C5: Every time I come here and visit you, I see you reading the Bible. I observe
you that you are really a good Christian uncle.
P5: (He is smiling) I read it because it helps me. It makes me free.
C6: (I make my voice very gentle and soft) Uncle, you are saying that when you
read the Bible it helps you and makes you free, is there anything that you
want to share about your life that makes you fear or burdening. I really want
to hear about that if you would allow me.
(He bows down his head and says nothing. But I just wait for him to
response on what I have said.)
P6: I feel God’s forgiveness. (His tears are coming out and pause) I read Bible
because I feel very lonely. When my health is good, I have many friends but
now I am like this, no more friends. Every time I feel lonely in my home also
I read Bible as a medicine and it helps me.
C8: How does its help you when you read the Bible, what kind of help? May I
know?
P8: No problem. I was very materialistic. I wanted to be rich and I had pride. I
despised poor. I didn’t care about religious things. And I didn’t care about my
relatives when they came to see me for help. At that time I had money and
many friends. But suddenly, I had this same sickness. I took operation and
they cut my right leg. Because of my sickness and conditions, I was rejected
by my friends little by little; they did not visit me anymore. I texted them but
no reply. Even I felt that I am very far away from my relatives and even from
some of my family members. My life really started bored. I blamed myself
that I deserved for what I have Done especially not for treating my relatives
and family members well. I started to hate people and stopped
communicating people. And no choice I often read my Bible which is the
only friend I had to read it. And little by little, I started to find happiness and
understand God’s forgiveness. That makes me free from being blaming
myself for not treating people well especially my relatives and friends for
being poor. Actually, this is the second time of my operation and they cut my
other leg last week.
(full of tear are in his eyes)
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C9: I see, I see, I hear you uncle. So now, you feel that you’re free from blaming
yourself not for treating your relatives and family members well and at the
same time you overcome of rejection and being bored because of reading the
Bible, the Word of God.
P9: Yes it is, brother. Oh, I feel more freedom when I share to you these things. I
feel that I am really earnest to God. I believe he knows my heart and forgive
me.
C10: Surely, He knows your heart and your feeling. He knows your sincere
repentance and He forgives you. Do you want me to read the Scripture for
you.
P10: Yes, brother.
C11: 1John1:9. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us
our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. This is the word of the Lord.
No matter what we did in the past, if we confess our sins sincere to God, he
will forgive us, and not just forgiveness but also purify us from all
unrighteousness as a new person in his sight because he is a faithful and just
God that He will do as he promise.
P11: Thank you very much brother.
C12: And you’re never alone, there is someone who is always with you.
P12: God.
C13: Yes, God is always with you. And he is our father who always understand us
and care for us.
P13: Thank you. And I know the song that (He sings) I have a father, he calls me
his own, he’ll never leave me, no matter where I go, he knows my name, he
knows my every thought, he sees each tear that fall and hears me when I
call. ( He is about to cry)
C14: That’s very good song and that’s true that he knows us well. Have you
watched about father’s love letter. If not, do you like it?
P14: Not yet. Yes, I like it brother.
C15: Ok. I’ll give you later. It’s a very inspirational presentation about father’s
love. I’ll give you. This is my number: +630159726345
P15: Thank you very much brother. I will never forget to day April 07 for being
with you and let me share about my life that I kept it in my heart and that’s
always burdened me. I feel release today after I share it to you. Thank you
brother. (He shakes my hands)
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C16: Thank you very much for giving me your time too uncle. I will always pray
for you too. Oh, its lunch time. Would you like me to pray for you now
before I leave?
P16: Yes brother, continually pray for my perfect recovery and to be a good
person from now on.
Our heavenly father, we come to you, our rock and salvation, asking for
your peace and perfect recovery for my uncle. Thank you so much for your
care and love. Thank you so much for the healing and also the family,
nurses and doctor who care for him. Continually, guide him with your Holy
Spirit to be a good person to whom he encounters with. Grand him the
desire he has in his heart. Always be closed with him in time need. In Christ
name we pray. Amen.
P17: Thank you very much brother.
Evaluation of Ministry
Focus on the Person’s Story: My patient was undergoing operation for Diabetic
and he was under the situation of losing his left leg after losing his right leg some
years ago. He felt rejection and he blames himself that God punishes him because
of the sins that he committed which I have mentioned in P8.
Focus on the Person’s Psychological Concern: The first and second day of my
visit to my patient, he seemed very angry about himself or to someone. He even
did not talk well to me. He even did not give a chair to me. Later, I discern that
my patient felt rejection. However, he did not open up to me because he feels
guilty about himself that he does not want other knows. But I discerned that he
still has a great hope for the future.
Looking back on my patient story, he blamed himself for the things what is
happening to him which means he believe his suffering is cause by his sins. The
central problem what he has experienced was “REJECTION.”