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.kav mqjka' kuq;a taflka y jegySula ,efnkafka
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thska uq ixidr .uk u olskak mqjka' ish u i;Hh
wjfndaO lr .kak mqjka'
i;H wjfndaO lr .kakjd lshkafka fudllao@
p;=rdhH_ i;Hh h' p;=rdhH_ i;Hh ;=<ska ta .uk wmg
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f uqo,d,s tfyu lsf keye' udj yq`.la fj,d
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b;ska fuhd tal ysf;a ;shdf.k b|,d" miafia

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lsh,d' ta f.d,af,da okakjd uf.a ye" fjk wh jf.a
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lrk ye uu n,df.k yshd' wiaila uq,a,la kEr uu
iel we;s ;eka Tlafldau nejd' .kav lsisu fohla
keye' fl ;uhs kshu ud.h' kuq;a uu okafka keye
Ouh'
lsis u fohlg ,CI flda .Kka jia;=j fokjd
lSj;a" ug tajd tmd fjkjd' ys; lshkafka f.oka msg
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fjhka" WT hka;ka j;a fjhka lsh,d ta we;s ug'

oeka fjk flfkla k wkd.f;a fjkqfjka f.j,a
fodrj,a yokak kE" bvlv .kak kE" tajdg ug
lsisu fm<Uula keye' wks;a tl fndre jereoaola y
wrf.k uu f.oka mkskakuhs yokafka'
b;ska ojila fyd`o jevla jqKd' uu mqx ldf,a
wud lsjd" f orejkaf.a flakoa r n,jkak kE lsh,d'
b;ska ;d;a;d lSjd mqx uy;a;hd lsh,d uu ykk
flfkla ynrdfj bkakjd" uu tlal tkak lsh,d'
Wfoa mdkaor u tlalr f.k wdjd' f ukqii
a hd Tlafldau
flakaor n,,d wka;sug wud uf.a flakaorh kakd"
fukak fl;a n,kak lsh,d' fl w;g .;a; .uka u
f ukqiaihd lSjd f <uhd ljodj;a f.or bkafka
keye" w;awer,d hkjd lsh,d'
uu weyqjd fldhs m<d;g o hkafka lsh,d@' niakdysr
s
m<d;g lSjd' b;ska niakdyssrfka wo f bkafka" tal;a
y' ta .uka uf.a wef.a WIaKh .ek weyqjd' wka;sug
lSjd f <uhd ksl mqka f.dvla jf.a lSjd' lsisu
flfkl=g nrla keye lsjd' wyfia mdfjk mqka lla
jf.a lSjd' tal ug u;l ;snqKd" yq`.la mqx ldf,a lSj;a'
ta jf.A u uu f.or Tlafldgu wdofrhs' wdof
jqKdg ne|sula keye' mek,d hkafka fldhs fj,dfjo
lsh,d bkafka' lla f,dl= jqKdg miafia ug tl ojila
ys;=Kd" ug fl kE" talg fjkajqKdu y' wfka f
flfy,au,a f;a /|s,d bkakjg jvd fyd`ohs f.oka
fjka fjkak uu fudlla y lrkak kE lsh,d' ug
8

ys;=Kd fndre jrola y lr,d .syska lfl fg

jevla lrkjd k g jvd fyd`ohs lsh,d' ys;K
= d ;rhs
uu .sfha keye' ug oeka ysf;a jev lrkafka f.oka
fjka u' Tkak uu w;werf.k wdmq ye' wfka fohshfka"
wr we;=f<a ;snqK Yla;sh u;=jqKd f ksiairK jkhg
wdjyu'
b;ska ug ;j f,dl= Yla;shla we;s jqKd' fudllao
okakj o@ yd mqrd lsh,d f f,dl= iajdka jykafia
^ud;r Ys% {dkdrdu iajdka jykafia& bia-biairfj,d
u j|skak .sh ojfia" ^uu t;fldg Wmdil" is,a wrf.k
ysfha&' uu .sy,
s ,
a d je|f.k bkakjd' Wkajykafia wef|a
jdfj,d" .uka u,a,la ilia lr lr bkakjd" fldfyao
hkak' tl mdrg u l:d lf<a keye' l f,djla
ksy`vj b`o,d" tl mdrg u jf.a me;af;ka weye
fldfkka nejd uf.a yd'
fudlo f Wmdil wdf lsh,d weyqjd'
uu lSjd' wfka iajdka jykai" uu me fjkak
wdihs" w; fokak flfkla keye' uu fkdfhla fokd
yn fjkak .shd' y .sfha keye' iqiafila yn jqfKa
keye lsh,d'
wd talg ;uhs wms bkafka" ixidf wms Tlafldu
tlg wdmq lh lsh,d lSjd'
ug b;ska nq wfuda ;snK
q i;=g lsh,d ksu lrkak
neye' ,g neiai .uka uu ys;=jd" fu;k ;uhs ;ek
lsh,d' b;ska tod mgka f,dl= iajdka jykafia uf.a
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.=re;ud' ier lrkafk;a keye" wdof fjkafk;a keye'

uOHia:j ;shdf.k ysfha' lsis ojil ug neK,d keye"
ier lr,d jpkhla lsh,d keye' b;ska uf.a fyd`o
krl lshkafka odhlhskag' b;ska ta ;r wfma ixidf
inkaOlu thska fmakjfka@ wks;a tl Wkajykafia
wmg kEfhd;a fjkjd we;s' wehs b;ska ;syf.dvhs" wfma
.uhs" tl lsgqjfka' iajdka jykafiaf.a uf.a .u
wfma .ug w,a,mq .u'
Tkak Tfydu hkfldg ;uhs ug fuf;kag tkav
,enqfKa' we,a,d ug kshu oshg .=rejrhd ynjqKd'
meoao ,enqjd' .g u Ndjkdj lrf.k .shd' l-iem
`o `o tafla ;;a;ajh fydh fydhd .shd' hkfldg b;ska
ug f fyd`o me;a; kshu oshg jegyqKd' fkdlvjd
.g u Ndjkd lrf.k hkfldg ;uhs" fukak f
ixidr .uk ug oel .kav ,enqfKa' b;ska uu uf.a u
woyig wkq j l,a mkd lr,d nejd" nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a foAYkdjg wkqj uu jev lr,d ;sfhkjd'
l .ek wjfndaO lr .;a;d' lg fya;=j wjfndaO
lr .;a;d' ud.fha jev l<d' ta ,efnk m%;sM,hla uu
,enqjd lsh,d ug Yajdihla we;s jqKd' b;ska nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafk;a tfyufka' uu lSjg
fkdfjhs" fmd;mf;a ;snqKg fkdfjhs" ;udg u i;H
jYfhka u fl wjfndaO fj,d i;Hh oel .;af;d;a"
wkak t;k hs kshu i;Hh ;sfhkafka lsh,d' Ouh
jegfyk ;ek t;k h lsh,d nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
l<d'

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b;ska uu wka;u
s jdf" fuydg we,a,d me jqKd'
1971 jIfha uu me fj,d idufKar ldf,a u lSjd"
ug oekau u Wmimod fjkak wjYH keye" ug wjYH
Ndjkd lrkak hs lsh,d' b;ska f,dl= iajdka jykafia
talg leue;s jqKd' uq,a ldf,a fyd`og Ndjkd lr,d"
lla l,a .shdg miafia mqjka Wmimod fjkak lsh,d
lSjd' b;ska uu idufKar ldf,a u ta lshmq oshg u
Wkkafjka Ndjkd l<d' f,dl= iajdka jykafia talg
Wo l<d' Tfydu lrf.k hkfldg wjqre ;=klska
ug m%;sM,hla olskak mqjka jqKd'
1971 uyK jqKd' 1973 Ndjkdf hqKqjla
oelald' b;ska f,dl= iajdka jykafia i;=gq fj,d lSjd"
oeka lla kj;ajkak lsh,d' uu fndfydu la kaod'
fkdfhl=;a f,v yeKd' oeka b;ska lla fyd`og fl
wrf.k wdfhu;a mgka .kak lsh,d f,dl= iajdka
jykafia lSjd' i;=g we;s fj,d u ;uhs" ojila f,dl=
iajdka jykafia j|skak .shd u msi bfha lsf
f ku f,dl= igkla lr,d ch .;a; flfkla" uu
Bfha ? oelald f Oudjdi ku msyk
s df.k msyk
s df.k
.sys,a,d id.rfhka tf.dv fjkjd lsh,d ug mqu
i;=gla oekqKd" nqrcdKka jykafia kak Wmfoila
ms,smeoaod lsh,d' ^Y%oaOdj ksid ixfoS fjhs&
ug wr Y%oaOdj je lug" f .uk .ek lshk
fldg l:d lr.kak nerej hkjd' ta lshkafka f
.uk oelafla uu fka' uu la kaod" uu iem kaod"
b;ska fl lshk fldg ug Wyq, .kak nerej hkjd'
^Y%oaOdj ksid kej; ixfoS fjhss&'
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tl ojila uu f ia;r lshkak ys;df.k f,dl=

iajdka jykafia j`kak .shd' uu ll=,a fol w,a,
.;a;d ;rhs j`kak" uu .g u w~kjd' Tfydu b;ska
kd oyhla-myf,djla ;r u yshd' f,dl= iajdka
jykafia lSjd" jeh lshkak tmd" tl jpkhla lshkak
lsh,d' uu b;ska fndfydu wudrefjka l:d lr.kak
nerej" tl jpkhla lSjd' whsfhda" fyd`og u we;s ug
f;afrkjd lSjd' b;ska f,dl= iajdka jykafia odhlhskg
a
uf.a .ek ia;r lshkjd' Tkak Th oshg ;ud uu f
Ndjkd jev lrf.k wdf'
wks;a tl b;ska fmd;m; .ek uf.a jeh oekqula
keye' uu jeh lshj,;a keye' Th Ndjkdj bjr fj,d"
Tkak ta .uk mqi;
a ld,hg .sy,
s ,
a d fmd;a lla f.k,a,d
nejd' tpr hs ug ;sfhkafka' b;ska miafia f,dl=
iajdka jykafia ug lSjd" tajd ke;=jg lula keye"
;uqka Ouh oelald k" ta oelmq foaj,a lla tl;=
lr,d lSjd k we;s lsh,d' yenehs fmd;g .e<fmk
oshg lshkak kE lsh,d lSjd' b;ska fmd;g .e<fmk
osh fudllao@ p;=rdhH_ i;Hhg .e<fmkak lSjd k
yfka' f,dl= iajdka jykafia lSjd" uf.a osh yh
lsh,d' ug b;ska talg y i;=gqhs'
b;ska miafi ug wikSm fj,d" fmd;am;a n,kak;a
neye' Ndjkd lrkak;a neye' ug iu:h lrkak .sys,a,d
;uhs yq`.la wikSm jqfKa' kuq;a taflkau hs uu mdr
oek.;af;a' miafia oYkdj lrk fldg yhg ud.h
mEKd'

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wjirhs iajdka jykai" iu: Ndjkdj lr,d

bjr fj,d o ia j dka jyka f ia oYkd
Ndjkdj lf<a@ ke;=j Ndjkd fol u tlg
l<d o@

kE kE kE" uu wdmqod ug lSf fufyuhs' tal;a

lshkak tmdhe" uq, b|ka u' uu fudkj;a u okafka
keye' leue;a; ;sfhkjd" ksjka oelSug' Ndjkd lsug
Pkaoh ;sfhkjd" ishhg ishhla u' ksjka oelSu me;a;lska
;shuqfld" Ndjkd lsug leue;a; ;sfhkjd" lr.kav
neye' wr ixidf mqreoao ksid taluhs u;la fjkafka'
b;ska f,dl= iajdka jykafia ug lSjd nqka je`o,d"
nqoaOdkqiauD;sh jvkak lsh,d' ug lrkav lSf tl
oji hs' tal b;ska uu okak yehg l<d' Bg miafia ug
lSjd oeka we;s" ffu;%S Ndjkdj lrkak lsh,d' Bg
miafia lSjd oeka we;s" ms<sl=,a Ndjkdj lrkak lsh,d'
uu okafk;a keye" yhg lrkak' tal;a ojihs lf<a
oeka we;s we;s lsjd' B<`.g y;r fjks ojfia
urKdkqiai;s Ndjkdj l<d'
uu bkafka Wv l=fha" m;a keye' tal ksl
lkafoa ,E,s .y,d" ta ldf,a h; yo,d ;snqfKa' yhg
fodrj;a keye' yhg cfka,;a keye' miafi tajd od,d
kakd' ta ojiaj, Wkajykafiag wekak mqjka"
yerhl=;a ke;=j' kslka wekjd lkafoa' b;ska ojila
odfk j<|,d" l fj,djlg miafia udj n,kak wdjd'
ljodj;a l= j,g tkafka keye' uu b;ska oelal .uka
jf.k wdjd' ,g we,a,d" fukak hdfjd fokakd
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wjir ia j dka jyka i " t;fldg f l,s k a

ls h mq i;r wdrla I l Ndjkd j,s k a mia f ia
msu- yels,Su Njkdjo lf<A@'

jf.a l;d lr lr bkakjd' mehlg jeh l:d lr lr

yshd' f uu fjkqfjka u we,a,d" fjk lsiu
s ;eklg
hkafka keye'

oeka f,a weo weo uf.ka wykjd' f ojiaj,

fudlo lrkafka lsh,d' uu lSjd f iqooa m;% lrkjd'
uu , jf w;= .d,d ;Kfld< .,j,d tajd fjd
lrkjd lSjd' T tfyu ;ud lrkak kE lsh,d ug
yok ye Wmfoia ,d .shd' mehlg jeh l:d l<d'

T msu" yels,Su Ndjkdj l<d' uu Th .sys

ldf,a tl tl Ndjkd mka;s j,g .shd' kd myhs"
oyhhs Ndjkd lrkafka' yenehs nK lshkjd f,dl=
yduq rejre' ta nK ug yq ` .la m% f hda c kj;a jq K d'
m;affha ldYHm jf.a f,dl= yduqrejre nK lSjd'
weia fol mshd .kakjd' msu-yels,Sug ys; ;shd
.kakjd' tprhs lshd fokafka' kuq;a ug ta nK Wmld
jqKd' we;a; ;;a;Ajh fydh,d kafka uf.a .=rejrhd
;uhs" fufyu hs" fufyu hs lsh,d fyd`og'

ug ;j ojila we,a,d lshkjd' oeka Th jev

ls,a, kj;aj,d Ndjkdjla lrkak mgka .kak" oeka
lrkak ;sfhkafka oYkd Ndjkdj' flda fu;k
ilaukla keyefka lsh,d' uu lSjd m,af,yhska
ilaukla yod.kak lsh,d' T uu ,shk uy;a;hg
lshkakfld lsh,d f,dl= iajdka jykafia lSjd' uu
b;ska Th m,af,yd f,a ilauka lr lr yshd' tajf.ka
n,kjd" uf.a uki fldfyduo l%shd lrkafka lsh,d'
ta ldf, uu ffl l` u k.skjd' ish ierhla
;r k.skjd-nyskjd" Yla;sh ;sfhkjdfka' b;ska
wka;sug ug wikSm fj,d" mSkig jf.a wdjd' Bg miafia
uu m,af,yd l=hg wdjd" tfld<fya l=hg' T;k
b`of.k fnfy;a lrd' Tfydu Tfydu .sys,a,d ;uhs
wjqre folla hkfldg idufKar ldf,a u Ndjkdj y
.sfha'

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b;ska wr jdfhda Od;=j ms ms tkjd we;=<g'

fl ug uq,k
s a fudlla j;a u f;afrkafka keye yhg'
ta .uk uu fyd`og u l,n, fj,d' f,dl= iajdka
jykafia ug lSjd" fldfyj;a hkak tmd' l;d lrkak
tmd" msKavmd; hkak mqjka' ojia is tlla bkakjd
l=hg fj,d fudku jevla j;a lrkafka ke;=j" Ndjkd
lrkak lSjd'
uu b;ska ojia is tl mekakhska miafia .sys,a,d
lSjd jevla jqfKa keye lsh,d' T uu okakjd lrkak
ne nj lSjd' ;j;a ojia is tlla mgka .kak lSjd'
Tfydu Tfydu ;uhs udj Wkka lr,d .;af;a' miafia
f jdfhda Od;=j jevlrk ye ug u jegyqKd' we;su" ke;s-u" kdu-rEm lshk fol fudlla j;a uu
oekf.k ysfha keye' miafia fukak flhs rEmh
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lshkafka lsh,d ug u f;areKd' i;r uyd N+;fhda jev

lrk ye oelald' ys; oelald' b;ska nh keye' Tfydu
Tfydu lrf.k .sys,a,d ;uhs uq Yrh u jev lrk
ye fmkqfKa' tl mdrg u fkfjhs" Ndjkd lrf.k
hk fldg yjia ldf,g tfyu ysgmq .uka mmqf tfya
fufya o`.,kjd'
b;ska tl fj,djlg p,kh fmakafka idudkH
wdf,dalhla tlal hs' oeka fufyu ;sng p,khla
fmkafka keyefka' fl oefkkjd l l' ug b;ska
Tkak rih we;s jqKd' ta .uk Tkak .g u Ndjkd
lrf.k hkjd' ;j lla hqKq jqKd' Tfydu Tfydu
.sys,a,d ;uhs uq Yrh u oefkkak ysfha' p,k
Odrdjla ;rhs" Yrh lsh,d oefkkak fudlla j;a
keye' ta ;=<ska fmakjd ys;' Tkak uu w,a, .;a;d kdu
rEm fol'
oeka ug i;=gqhs' tl msgu uu lrf.k .shd' rd;%sh
lsh,d kj;ajkafka keye' oj,ah lsh,d kj;ajkafka
keye' wjqre .dkla l<d uu l u' ug wjqre .dk
k u;l keye' b;ska lrf.k hkfldg ;uhs wr
o`.,k .;sh u`. we,d tafla f.h wvqjf
q Ka' uu tfyu
.sys,a,d ;uhs wdhH_dIaGdx.sl ud._hg jegqfKA' ta ud._hg
jegqKdu- Wohnh
Wohnh' wkak t;k bfg u jegfykjdud._ h '

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ys; oeka msisj ;sfhkjd'

Ys, iqoah

;a; iqoah

iqoah
l%u l%ufhka jef.k tkjd' ta ;=<k
s a Tkak oY_kd
{dk;a fmakjd' f {dk ;=,ska fmkajkafka kdu-rEm
fol jev lrk ye' i;a;j
a fhla" fudl=;a keye' fukak
rEm l ke;s fj hkjd' rEmh lsh, fudllaj;a w,a,
.kak fohla keye' ksl ,s f.dvla we;s fjkjdke;s fjkjd jf.a' fmks,d-fmks,d" Tkak wr oYkd
{dk kjh u my< fjkjd' wkqf,dauj hklka hkjd'
b;ska ta yhg t;fldg y nhl=;a we;s fjkjd' ta
lshkafka f.h je hs' oeka ksjk hs-f,dafl hs w;frhs
ys; ;sfhkafka'
uu f fmd;g wkqj fkf lshkafka' ta fj,dfj
ys; ;sfhkafka f,daflg;a inkaO keye" ksjkg;a
inkaO keye jf.a" Th fol w;rg fj,d bkakjd'
lg ;ud lshkafka f.%da;%N+ lsh,d'
fmdf;a fldfydu ia;rhla o ;sfhkafka@ uu jd
jeh okafka keyefka' uu f;are .;a;d f,dalh hs"
ksjk hs w;f mj;sk ys;' ta ys; wuq;=fjka ys;kak
fohla keye' we;s u - ke;s u' Tfya ksl n,df.k
bkakjd ila" tafl wudrejla keye' b;ska ksjkg
inkaOhl=;a keye-f,dalhg inkaOhl=;a keye' wehs
fl Tlafldu l,ls,d w;wer,dfka bkafka' yenehs
ksjkg m;ajqfKa keye ;j u'
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wks;Hh" CL" wkd;au bfg u fmakjd' olskag

lsh,d fudl=;a u keye" fiaru ys;g tkjd Th woyia'
tfyu ys;,d-ys;,d ta fj,djg olsk oYkh k mqu
hs' ffl wudrelu uu f;are .;af;a fldfyduo@ uu
.sys ldf,a ldksj,a tllg .shd' ta ldksj,a tfla
fmkakqjd" ksfyla fudl=;a w,a,kafka ke;=j l=vhla
;rla wrka lhla f.a iunrj .uka lrk ye'
tal ug u;l ;snqKd' tal fudllao@ talg;a jefh
wudrefka fl@ lsh,d uu ys;d .;a;d' wr lfha
hk ksyd jf.a uu;a kshu ud.hg jegqKd' oeka Th
fmd;a m;a j,ska k Th ud.h fidhd .kakg neye'
tal uyd h we,a,la my<g jefgkjd jf.a" tl mdrg u
jefgkjd'
ud.hg jegqkyu fudk u fohla j;a keye' bfu
hkjd' .sys,a,d-.sys,a,d kshu M,hg m;afjkjd' M,hg
m;ajkafka fldfyduo@ iqoafha wka;su iqoafhka
fmkajkafka {dk oiaik iqoah hs' ta iqoafhka f
Tlafldu" Yajh u fmkajkjd'
i;a;j
a fhla" .yla" fld<la" mqo.
a ,fhla fudllaj;a
u keye" w,a,kav lsisu fohla keye lsh,d wks;Hh"
CL" wkd;auh ;uhs fmkajkafka' t;fldg u Tkak
tlmdrg u M,hg m;afjkjd' b;ska fyd`o''' iudhlska
ysgmq f,djg" f ud.fha hk flfkl=g ojia .Kka
tfyu bkak mqjka'

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ia j dka jyka i wjirhs " ta ud.fha hk

flfkl= M,hg m;a j q K dg mia f ia wdfh;a ta
wjia:djg ysf;ka m;afjkakg mqjkao@
kej; ta ud.h fmkakkj lsh, o wykafka@

tfyuhs iajdks"
Th ;r fyd| oshg nq isf;a .uka l<d k"
fudlo ud.h kej; fmakafka ke;af;a@' ys;k fldg u
.kak mqjka' oeka h lsis flfkla Th ud.fha .uka
lrk fldg" uq,ska u kdu-rEm fol jegfykjd' B<`.g
tal hqKq fj Tkak Wohnhg jegqKyu ;uhs
oYkd {dk ;=<ska ;uqka lrmq jev l fmakafka'
b;ska Tfydu .sys,a,d M,hg m;ajqKdg miafia"
M,fhka ke.sk g isoaO fjkafka f wdldrhghs' ta
fhda.djprhd tl mdrgu M,hg m;ajqKdu" fuu Yajh
;=< fudk u fohla j;a fmakafka keye" olskafk;a
keye' fldka u ls h kjd k bka f ka fldfya o "
ukqiaifhla o" fofhla o lsh,d tfyu j;a okafka
keye' oeka i;aa;ajfhla" mqoa.,fhla keyefka" ixialdr
f.dvla muKhs ;sfhkafka talhs b;ska fmdf;a fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka" h hg lskd jf.a" lkaola Wv f.ksys,a,d
;snd jf.a lsh,d kd kd m%ldr wdldrhg'
iudh ;sfnkl meh .dKla bkak mqjka' lla
fj,d bkak fldg lkg Yo wefykjd" l=re,a,kaf.a
jf.a' kuq;a oeka bkafka fldfyao" f.or o" mkaif,a o"

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wdrKHfha o lsh,d jegySula keye' iEfyk f,djla

.shd u l l wr l,ska ysgmq ;;a;ajhg m;a fjkjd'
Bg miafia Ndjkd lrk tl yu myiq hs' ksl
fufyu b`of.k bkakjd ;r hs' b;ska f,dl= iajdka
jykafia lsh,d ;sfhkafka ta wm Ndjkdfjka ,nk
hqKqj ljodj;a fjkia fjkafka keye" ysf;a /,d
;sfhkjd lsh,d' yenehs ;j flf<ia ;sfhkjdfka' tlla
lsjd" flf<ia ;snqKg tla;rd iSudjlghs tajd jev
lrkafka lsh,d' kej;;a ta ud.fha .shd u bf u tajd
ke;s fjkjd' Tkak Tfydu hs f ksjka ud.h'

wjir ia j dka jyka i " fida j dka ud.hg

m;afjk flfkl= ilDod.d M,hg m;afjk
fldg tl u wdldrhg o is o a O fjka f ka @ ta
mq o a . ,hdf.a oi ixfhda c k j,s k a uQ , s l
ixfhda c khka jk ila l dh h" iS , n;
mrdudi" lsPd leu fkao isoaO fjkafka@

^yskdfjka& uu Th fmdf;a ;sfhk k j,ska k

lshkak okafka keye' ta mqoa.,hdg u tal f;afrkak
kE ys; jev lrkafka fufyu hs" rEm lh jev lrkafka
fufyu hs" my< fjk ye`.S fufyuhs lsh,d' ljqrej;a
ls h mq ta j d fkdf' wka ; s u g fmka j ,d ;s f hka f ka
fldfyduo@ ;udg u Yajdi fjkak kE' Yajdi fjkak
kE fudllska o" n%yu
a phdfjka' wkak ;uqkg
a u Yajdi
fjkjd oeka" ;DIaKdfjka fldfyj;a w,a, .kak fohla
keye lsh,d' {dk oiaik iqoafhka fjd Tlafldu
fmkajkjd'
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wr ksjfka ksu ^mQcH lgql=rekafoa [Kdkkao

iajdka jykafia iska foaYkd l,& fmdf;a fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka fldfyduo" {dkx wksoiaikx lsh,d'
ta lshkafka" oeka flfkla l:d lrk fldg" wms thdj
ykkjd" fuhd .sysfhla o" meoafola o" fudkjo
lrka f ka ls h ,d wms oka k jd' idudkHhfhka Mhd
iudcfha yeisfrk ye okakjd' {dkx wksoiaikx
lSjyu ta {dkhg fmakafka keye fudllaj;a' fuhd
.eyeksfhla o" ksfyla o" ;sifkla o" fofhla o
fudllaj;a u fmakf
a ka keye' ixialdr f.dvla we;sfj,dke;sfj,d .shd ;rhs' b;ska uq Yajh u fmakafka
Od;= yg hs' {dkhg nejyu fmakak fohla keye"
w,a, .kak fohla keye' Tkak ksjfka ,CIKh' uq
Yajh ;=<u tal olskak kE' {dk oiaik iqoafhka
fmkajkafka tal ;uhs' mqu ,CIKhla ;uhs' tl mdrg
u uq Yajh u wdf,dalfhka ms,d hduhs" isoO
a fjkafka'
fudl=;a w,a,kak fohla keye' iar ;;a;ajhla keye'
B<`.g lsh,d ;sfhkjdfka {dkx wksoiaikx
- wkka;x inf;d mNx lsh,d' wkak inf;d
mNx lshkafka m%Ndiair wdf,dalh fmkajkjd' w,a,kak
lsisu fohla keye' Y=kH;dj-ksjk
k' fldfydu .ukla
o fl@ ixidr .ufka .g u wms tl;= lrmq flf<ia
Odrdj ke;s lrkak;a tmdhe'

tfyuhs iajdks" tfyuhs'

nK weyqjhs lsh,d" Ndjkd flrejhs lsh,d" fl

lrkak neye' l l ys; hqKq lrf.k .sys,a,d ;uhs
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Th ;;a;j
a hg tkak mqjka fjkafka' tfyu f,fyisfhka
mqjkalu ;sfhkjd k wo lS fofkl=g ksjka olskak
mqjka o@ tfyk b;ska wf;ka ksjka olskk
a flfkla
ke;=j hkjfka' ta ;r u wudre .ukla fl' ug f
Y%oaOdj je fjkafka talhs'

wjir iajdka jykai" oeka h fhda.djprfhla

Ndjkd lrka ud. M,hg m;a f jk
wjia : df nh ys f ;k oYk ols k jd o@
nhg m;a f jkjd o@ fudkjf.a nhla o
we;sfjkafka iajdka jykai@

l k fyd`o m%Yakhla" wymq tl fyd`ohs' wehs

Nh;= mGdk {dkh lsh,d ;sfhkafka" t;k ;ud
nh we;sfjkafka' oeka uu lshkafka uu lsh, flfkla
bkakjd lsh,fka' wfka t;fldg f we`.g ;=jd,hla
jqfKd;a" f,vla yefKd;a lsh,d y nhla ;sfhkjdfka"
t;fldg f we`.g ;Kaydj ;sfhkjfka'
uu Wmud j,ska lshkafka" oeka fufyu bkak
tlaflkd uu" iq<s Odrdjla jf.a is,d hkak mgka
.kakjd' wka;su ishq ;;a;ajhg fmakak mgka .kakjd'
t;fldg ;Kaydjla tkj o@ nhla tkj o@ yenehs nhla
tkjd' i;=gl=;a oefkkjd' nh tkafka fudlo@ fl
fkao uu ms<s wrf.k ysfha" fnda .yf.k ysfha uu
h lsh,d' ixidr .ufka ;ud oelafla keyefka wmdh
j, ye" krldfha ye" ;sika wmdh oelafla keyefka'
jH f,dal j, ysgmq ye oelafla keyefka' Tkak oel

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.kak mqjka oeka" t;k ;snqfK;a f kdu-rEm fol

we;s fj-ke;s fj hk tlfka' tal fyd`ofgda u fmak
;ek ;uhs f oYkd {dk ;=<ska oelSu' .g u jev
lrkafk;a Th hg' kdu-rEm wka;su ishq oshg
fjka fjkjd' fmks,d -fmks,d tl CIKhla keye
kej;s,d ;sfhk f,djla fmakafka"
b;ska ta ;r f.fhka hkjd-hkjd" w,a,kak
fohla keye' fl or lE,a,la o lsh,d lshkak neye'
j;=r .=,shla o lsh,d lshkak neye' fudfyd;lgj;a
iudk lrkak neye' we;s fjkjd-ke;s fjkjd' fudku
oshlgj;a w,a,kak fohla keye' ta ;r u f.fhka
we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd' wkak t;fldg nhla
ysf;kjd' wfka ;ud `o,d ;sfhkafka fl fkao lsh,d'
lla fkao lsh,d" f ;r f.fhka we;s fj-ke;s
fj hk ixialdrfhda f.dvla fkao" uu h lsh,d w,a,
.;af;a lsh,d' wkak iir nh olsk ;ek'
B<`.g ;udf.a u ie`.,d ;snqK i;H Ouhla
uu oelald lsh,d i;=gla we;s fjkjd' fl ug ;rla
fkdf" h;dla i;a;j
a fhda uq`M f,dal Od;=f u bkakjd
k fmd idOdrK Ouhla ;uhs f we;s u ke;s u'
wks;H" CL" we;s u-ke;s u ish u i;a;ajhskag"
l=rd l=yU
q j
q kag" fohkag" n%yu
a hkag Tlafldg u fmdhs'
B<`.g n,kjd mK ke;s jia;=" f .yla jqK;a
jev lrk ye fmakjd' ta f,djg rEm f.dv jev
lrk ye fmakjd .y we;=f<a' wr ;ud ;=< oelmq yehg
fma k jd fldf<a ;s f hka f k;a rEm f.dvla " lfoa
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;sfhkafk;a rEm f.dvla" lf|a" fmd;af;a" f." u,a f

yeu tll u f rEm l jev lrk ye fmakjd" ta
jq K dg wr ukq i a i hl= f .hs " .fyhs ;s f hk fjki
fudllao@ wmg k jkak mkskk
a mqjka" l:d lrkak
mqjka" kE fohla lrkak mqjka' kduh ;sfhkjd"
ys; ;sfhkjdfka tl;= fj,d" b;ska Tlafldu fmkakkak
mqjka'
b;ska f l lshkak mqjka o .ylg" fl
fufyuhs isoO
a fjkafka wrfyuhs isoO
a fjkafka lsh,d@'
ug f,dl= iajdka jykafiaf.ka wykak ,enqKd"
bkahdf ta ldf,a l:djla ;snK
q mK ke;s jia;k
= g
a ;a
l:d lrkak mqjka lsh,d' ta fkdokakd lu ksidfka
tfyu lshkafka'
f .uk yhg oelafld;a" mK ke;s jia;= jev
lrk ye fma k jd' wd;a u hla ke;s nj fma k jd'
i;a;a jhl=g ;sfhkafka talhs" kdu-rEm fol' tajd
Tlafldu ish
q oshg fmakjd' l b;sk
s a ,s f.dvlgj;a
iudk lrkak neye' ta ;r u ishq oshg f kdurEm fol we;sjqK .uka u ke;sfj,d hkjd' Tkak
t;k wjfndaO lr .eksu ;uhs" ksjka oelSu lshkafka'
kdu-rEm fofla we;s jqK .uka u ke;s u oelafld;a
;uhs ksjka olskakg mqjka' ke;ak neye" ta fudlo ta
;rug u kdu-rEm f.dv ishq fj uy f.hg hkjd'
oeka wdk-mdk lrkjd" msu-yels,Su lrkjd'
b;ska wfma iuyr wh lrkafka Tfya n,df.k bkakjd'
tal jeroshs" i;smGdk iq;%fha lshkafka fudllao@ ta
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foh l%u l%ufhka ishq fj hkjd' wr >khg ;sp

tl ishq fj,d fmakjd' fmks,d- fmks,d" tal kj;skav
u kE' ksfrdaOhg m;afjkjd lshkafka tal hs' f,ais
.uklaa fkdfjhs fl'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d ;sfhkafka"
fl ldg;a tlhs lsh,d' msu-yels,Su" wdkdmdkh
fol u lSjyu luia:dk f.dvla fjkjdfka" tal
megf,kjd' Wka jykafia i;smGdk iq;%fha fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka" fu;k ;rla ^kdih fmkajka&' f kdia
.ef jk g we;= fjk tl;a fmakjd" msg fjk
tl;a fmakjd' wkak iq`M jYfhka fl jkjd" ,d
hkjd fmakjd' uu tl tl Wmud lsjd msig" wyiska
jefgk jeys xjla .,lg jefgk g fmd fj,d
hkjd fkao@ wkak ta wdldrhg u f jdfhda Od;=j
,d hkjd" me;s,d hkjd' me;s,d-me;s,d .sys,a,d"
fyd`og u fl meye,sj fmakfldg mqr y`o mdhkjd
jdf.a' ;kslr iq<`." ishq iq<`.la jf.a" f ksl
iq<`.l=;a fkdf' l=Kdgqjla jdf.a" .ia je,a fmr,df.k
hk iq<`.la jf.a' oelalyu tafl;a we;s u-ke;s u
fmakjd' tpr ff.ka tk tafl;a we;s fj,d-ke;s
fj,d hk ye fmakAk kE' fmd jevla o fl@
Ndjkd lrf.k hkfldg Th yeu fohla u w;a
olskak mqjka' B<`.g fu;k n,kav fyd`o keye uq
lfha u isfjk tajd' fu;kuhs ^kdih ,& n,df.k
bkak kE' n,ka b`o,d-b`o,d fl imqK mqry`o
jf.a fmakjd' lr;a; frdaohla jf.a fmakjd' tl tl
wdldr j,g fmakjd' Ndjkdf Wiia ;;a;ajhlg hqKq
fjk ;=re fjd fmakafka keye' oeka Th hg .shd u
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fu;kg ^kdih <`. fmkajka& ys; ;shdf.k bkakfldg

f uq`M Yrh u jev lrk ye oefkkjd' ys;g
oefkkjd' h m;=<g fudkjd y fjkjd k tal
n,kak kE keye" fuf;kag fmakjd' Tf fudlla
y ;sfhkjd k tal;a fmakjd' ys; taydg hjkak kE
keye" fuf;kag fmakjd'
mq u ys ; la fl" ks h u hg yev .ia i
.;af;d;a wmsg lrkak ne fohla keye'
keye b;ska wr
nh we;sfjkafka wkak t;k" wr f.h oelalyu
Nx.h" Nx. {dkh olskjd' wms fjd fkdoel fkao
fupr l,a" l,am .Kka krldfha ysfha@' B<`.g
wmdh j, ysh ye" jH f,dal j," n%yau f,dal j,"
l,am .Kka ysfha" ^tajdf.a b;ska wms ysfha l l,hs"
jefhka ysfha krld j, ;uhs&' ukqiai wd;auhla
wmsg ,e,;a ne jqKdfka" fl fydhd .kak' ;uqka
<`. ;sfhk Ouhla fka fl' wks;Hh" CL" wkd;auh
fiaru kdu-rEm Ou" we;s u-ke;s u'
Bg miafia n,kak mqjka Tkak ialkaO my
jYfhka" rEm ialkaOh ;kslr u n,kjd' fl we;ss
fjkjd" ke;s fjkjd' fudlo rEmialkaOhla lshkak
fya ; = j @' wms ls h ka f ka uu ls h ,dfka " b;s k a rEm
ialkaOhla fjkjehe" f.dvla fjkjehe" uu lsjyu
tlaflkhs' i;r i;smGdkhg wkqj ^ldhdkqmiaikdjg
wkqj& f rEm lh n,k fldg" rEm f.dv hs' we;s
fjkjd-ke;s fjkjd fmakjd ' wkak rEm f.dv fmfkk
ye" ldhdkqmiaikdjg wkqj fmak ye'

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B<`.g n,kjd f lfha iajNdjh" fokdjfokdkqmiaikdj i;r i;smGdkhg wkqj n,k

ye' uu ta ldf,a fudllaj;a okafka keye" uu fmd;am;a
n,,d keye' uf.a u jegyS u uu ls h ka f ka '
fokdkqmiaikdj nejyu ta f,djg fyd`og fokdj
fmakjd' fyd`og iudh ;sfhk f,djg ug fokdj
tkafka fu;ku hs ^oKysi fmkajka& kjdf.k ysh
ksid' meh y;f tajd lShla o ojilg@ b;ska fokdj
tk tl wykak kehe@ t<sfjklka" wehs uq`M ojfi u
kdk fldg hs" msKavmdf;a hk fldg hs wereKu"
Tlafldu meh y;f tajd' b;ska ta f,djg lsisu
wdudrejla keye' fokdj oekqKd fu;k u" fu;kska
uhs uu fokdj we,af' Ma fokdj ord.kav neye'
kuq;a ug fuf;k fokdj oefkkjd' rEm l jevlrk
ye fmakjd' we;s fj -ke;s fj hk rEm l
lKaKdhlska jf.a ishq hg fmakjd' t;k u ys;
;shd.kak n,kjd" uerek;a ke.skafka keye lsh,d
uu ys
s fha' fukak n,kfldg odh odkjd" bkak neye'
t;k uu we,af l" lA fokdj nejd' fyd`og u
we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d hk ye nejd'
B,`.g nejd iem fokdj' wrfy u odh od,d"
fokdj,a |,d-|,d ysgmq yefha wyfia .sy,
s ,
a d ;snd
jf.a y ikSmhla oekqKd' ta iem k b;ska fuf,dj
lsisu flfkl=g ,nkak neye" ta ;r u ishq iem;la'
odh ks,d" yq<x yukjd jf.a lkaola Wv .sys,a,d
;snd jf.a" fyd`o i;=ka bkakjd'

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wjir iajdks" tal wr ksrdi iqjh lshkjd

jf.a fohla o@

T" ta jf.a iqjhla ;uhs' B<`.g tal imqKfhka

u bjrhs' ;snK
q g jvd .sks .;a;d jf.a" fokdjla tkjd'
l fokdj Tfyduhs uu nef' oeka l nejd" iem
nejd" wdfhu;a l nejd' b;ska wr wiafia u n,
n,d ys
s hd" meh .Kkla' oeka ug wjYH fj,d ;sfhkafka
uOHia: fokdj w,a,kakhs' oeka f fol yhg f;are
.;ak ksid" oeka t;k;a w,a,kak kE lsh, uu weia
fol ms h df.k nejd' ta l ;a wyq j q K d' oeka
fokdkqmiaikdj f;are .;a;d uu'
oeka n,kak ;sfhkafka ;a;dkqmiaikdj
kdj' Th
ldrKd ;=k u w,a, .;a;yu y' ys; .ek nejd" fl
hkjd yu mqu f.hlska' w,a,kak lsisu hlska
neye" we;sjqKq .uka u ke;sfj,d hkjd' tal w,a,kak
kE j;udk ysf;ka' tal;a we,ajd' tal w,a,k fldg
;uhs" Ouh fmakafka fudllao lsh,d' fudllao@ f
Ouh" Oudkqmiaikdj bfg u jegys,d' Oudkq
miaikdfjk
kdfjka fmkajk Ouh fudllao@
wks ; Hh
CL
wkd;a u

f uq Yrfha iEu fldgila u fjkia fjkjd k

CIKhla- CIKhla mdid u" l fkao fmkajkafka@ b;ska
wmsg tajd fkdfmkqk ksid wms fupr l,a wmdfh la
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kaod" krldfha la kaod" jHf,dafl iem kaod'

n%yau f,dafl iem `o,d ;sfhkjd" ukqiai f,dafl iem
`o,d ;sfhkjd" ;sika f,dafl la `o,d ;sfhkjd"
tlla j;a keye iarj mj;skafka' Oufha yehg
fmkajkafka f yeu fohla u fjkiafjk ye' wkak
wks;H
H" laL wkd;au jegfyk wdldrh'
ta yskaod b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka fudllao" i;r i;smGdkfhka ksjka olskk
a
mqjka wdldrh' f Tlafldu Ouh" ysfia mgka h
m;= < ola j du" f fjkia u ols k a f ka Oudkq
miaikdfjka' l%u l%ufhka lrf.k .shd u" tl u
Ou iuqyhla' Ou iuQyfha iajNdjh fudlla o@ we;suke;su ;rhs' w,a,kav fudk u fohlaj;a keye'
oeka wms f kd myla l:d l<d k" flda
j,ska lshkak mqjkafka fupr is;=,s my< jqKd
lsh,d' rEm fldgia k wvq hs' we;s jqKd-ke;s jqKd
;r hs' b;ska fldfyduo uu lshkafka mam;a flfkla
lsh,d@ ys`.kafkla lsh,d@ Okjf;la lsh,d@ Tlafldu
we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjd' talhs uu uE;l mgka
lshkafkA" wms Tlafldu tl mjq,l wh lsh,d' krldfha
ysfh;a wms" wmdfha ysfh;a wms" fofhda" n%yaufhda"
hCIfhda" N+;fhda lshkafk;a wmsg uhs' wuq;= flfkla
fkfjhs ' ms , a udre lrk tl ;ruhs fjkA f k'
wn,fuka wn,ug hkjd'

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b;ska wms uyd f,dl=jg ys;d.kakjd" uu uyd

f,dlaflla lsh,d' tfyu ke;s k mam;a wh lshkafka
fldfyduo@ wfka ug lkak-fndkak w`kak keye"
uu mam;a lsh,d thd tfyka w`vkjd' th;a tl hs"
uu;a tl hs' Tkak Th hg f iir .uk fyd`og u
meye,sj fmfkk ;ekla ;uhs" nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a
Ouh' ta ;=<ska wks;H;dj" l" wkd;auh ^wd;auhla
ke;s nj& fyd`og u fmakjd'
B<`.g fmkajkjd"
if ixLdrd wks pd
if ixLdrd CLd
if Oud wk;a;d
d lsh,d'
Tkak T;k ;uhs Ouh wyqfjk ;ek' tal;a
n,kak kE" fudllao f Ouh lsh,d fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka lsh,d' uy fmd<f ;sfhk je,s leghla
mjd Ou fldgila' fl;a Ouhla ^hula fmkajkA&"
fjd Tlafldu Ou fldgia' b;ska if Oud
wk;a;d -tllaj;a iar ;;a;ajhla keye' ta lshkafka
f .ia" je,a" je,s leghla lSjyu" b;ska wmg wykak
fohla keyefka' br-y`o" uyfmd<j" we<-fod<" .x.did.r" Th yeu fohla u Ou fldgia' tajd fiaru
fjkia fjkjd' wkak wka;sug Th fjkia u oelSu
;uhs Oudkqmiaikdj ;=<ska olskafka'

.ufka yehg n,k fldg" tal fmakjd' fmkqkyu

f,dl= nhla we;s fjkjd" wr ldksj,a tfla ksyd jh
tl f.a hkjd jf.a" ^yskd fjka& wehs f;r Nhdkl
ixidr .ukl fkao uu .sys,a,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d@'
uf.a fudavlu ug oeka f;afrkjd' b;ska uf.a {dkjka;
lu oeka fmakjd" nq oyug ms%h lr,d Bg wkqj jev
lr,d" fl f;a r e fre lr .;a ; tl uu
{dkjka;fhla lsh,d'
ys`.kafkla fjkak mqjka" uy rc mjq,l flfkla
fjkak mqjka' ys`.kafkd uy mdf hkfldg nqrcdKka
jykafia <`.g .sys,a,d me fj,d" iq ldf,l ry;a
fj,d ;sfhkafka' ta jf.a mdr mqr,d ;snqKd k fldhs
ldg jqK;a mqjka ksjka olskak' b;ska yefudag u tl
mdrg u k ksjka olskak wudrehs' ^yskdfjka&

wjir iajdka jykai' fuhg n,j;a hH_hla

wjYHhs fkao@

T" n,j;a hH_hla wjYHhs ;uhs' Tkak Th uf.a

fmd fmdf;a i`oyka lr,d ;snqKd' ^oeka ug u;l
keye&' uu lsh,d ;snqKd f ud.hg we;= fjk ye'
ioaOd" hH_h" i;s" iud" m%{d lsh,d' ta l jevqKyu
;uhs f ud.hg we;=<;a fjkak mqjka' flg fyd`o
l:djla ug u;la jqKd'

f uu" flfkla lsh,d ysgmq tlaflkd yd n,k

fldg" iq<x Odrdjla jf.a we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjd'
b;ska ixidf wms lr,d ;sfhk jev j, yehg" wdmq

ix>hd jykafia,d nqrcdKka jykafia j`kak wdmq

fj,djl nqrcdKka jykafia iehq;a uy ry;ka
jykafiaf.ka weyqjd" iehq;a" f ioaOd" hH_h" i;s"
iud" m%{d jvkafka ke;=j flfkl=g ksjka olskak

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mqjka o@ lsh,d' b;ska wks;a wh;a f m%Yakh f;are

.;a;d'
tg iehq;a uy ry;ka jykafia W;a;r kakd'
wfka iajdka jykai" Tn jykafia lshkjg fkfjhs'
uu;a f tajd lr,d n,,d" w;aoelSfuka u f;are
.;a;d tajd fkdjvd neye lsh,d'
ffl ;sfhkafka tajd fkdjvd neye ksjka olskk
a '
tajd jvkak u kE'
b;ska Th nK fmd;a lsfhjg lula keye' tal;a
wjYHhs' tajd m%fhdack hs' lshjd lshjd yshg jevla
keyefka' uki u fhdojkak kE fka' b;ska ug
f;arefka" ug fudk fohlgj;a ielh lsh,d fohlg
fhduq fj,d jevla lrkak neye' oeka Th hdfjd"
fkdaodxY ;sfhkjdfka' ta ldf,a ug fmkakkak neye
jd' ta wh ug nKskjd" yskdfjkjd" fudllao Th
lrkafka lsh,d@'
uu f flfhka i`oyka lrkafka hH_fha ;ru'
Ndjkd lrk fhda.sfhla m<uq jrg ksjka olskak" ta
lshkafka fidajdka M,hg m;afjkak fldpr mdr
mqrkak kE o@ ^wms wry;a ;;a;ajh me;a;l ;shuqfld&'
fmdf;a ;sfhk yehg wms ys;,d n,uq" nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd'

nq jrekag idr wixL l,am ,CIh hs'

mfia nqjrekag oa wixL l,am ,CIh hs'
uy ry;ka jykafia,dg tala wixL l,am ,CIh hs'
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b;ska l,am lShla wm bkak weoao@ f ixidf

mdr mqrdf.k" la of.k' b;ska Th ry;a fjp
Woh" nqjre ynfj,d nK Ndjkd lr,d wdmq whfka'

tfyuhs iajdks"

fl tfyu f,fyisfhka lrkak mqjka lula

keye hH_hla ke;=j' yenehs fkdlr ysfhd;a kslu
;uhs' yeuodu bm-bm" ue-ue Tfya hkjd" lr;af;a
ne`omq f.dkd jf.a' lla f;are wrf.k mdr msfrkak"
ksjka olskak <xfjkak k oeka u ysgka u uykais
fjkak wjYHhs' b;ska wr ix{dj" iuq;s `of.k
hkfldg ;uhs" ffl jkdlu fmakafka' iuq;sh
;uhs wmsj yeuodu j<lajkafka'
wo Ouh .ek kshu ye`.Sula ke;s ksid ;uhs" f
ukqiaifhda m%udohg je,d bkafka' t;fldg i;Hh
ols k a k ;a tmdhe" ks j fka jkdlu oek.ka k "
f,da l fha ;s f hk Nhdkl lu oek.ka k ' uu
fmkajkafka Th fol ;uhs' Th fol oelaldhska miafia
;uhs Tkak nq rcdKka jykafia olskak mqjkalu
;sfhkafka' Ouh fudk jf.a fohla o lsh,d fmakjd
t;fldg" wka;sug nqrcdKka jykafia Th Ouh
oel,fka" nq jqfKa lsh,d jegfykjd' B<`.g fmakjd
ta fjkqfjka jev lrmq whfka" ix>hd jykafia,d
lshkafka lsh,d' Tkak ;=Kqrejka meye,sj fmakjd"
;uqka biairyd bkakjd jf.a' ta fj,djg mqu i;=gla
oefkkjd" lsisu nhla keye' b;ska talfka" wr nqoaO mq;%
lsh,d lshkafka'
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b;ska Th fmd;aj, oekqfuka tajd w;aolskk

a wudrehs'
uu flfkl=g fodia lshkjd fkdfjhs' wo Th yq`.la
fofkla wykjd wNsOuh wjYHhso Ndjkdj lrkak
lsh,d'

wjir" iajdka jykai wo yq`.la fofkla wyk

m% Y a k hla ;uhs wNs O uh bf.k .ka k
wjYHhs o ls h ,d Ndjkdjg' ta .ek meye,s
lf<d;a @ '

uu fld<U bkak ldf,a" .sys ldf,a" wNsOuh

lla bf.k .kak kE lsh,d ys;=jd' uu okafka keye
fudlla j;a' ta .uk b;ska fnd/,af,a jhs' t' ' ta
tlg .shd' tafl lshdf.k" lshdf.k hkjd fudku
fohla j;a f;afrkafka keye' idufKar yduqrejre;a
tkjd' b;ska wka;su ojfia lSjd" oeka f W.kakmq tajd
Tlafldu fmd;lg wrf.k ;sfhkjd .=Kfiak tfla'
wrf.k hkak" wvq ,g fohs lsh,d' uu thskq;a tlla
.;a;d' wrf.k ;uhs fufya wdf' uu Bg l,ska fjk
mka;shlg .shd' ojila .sys,a,d uu lSjd uy;a;fhdA"
ug wNsOuh lla bf.k .kak wdihs lsh,d' b;ska
uf.ka weyqjd l,ska bf.k f.k keoao@ lsh,d' uu
lSjd keye wjia:djla ,enqfKa keye lsh,d' tfyk
neye" wfma f.da, msi yq`.la r .sys,a,d bkafka" ta
w;rg od,d W.kajkak neye lsh,d lSjd'
b;ska uu fkd.syska w;Er,d oeud' wNsOuh
bf.k .kak wjYH u keye" Ndjkdj mgka .kak'

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oek.;a;d lsh,d wyl hkafka keye' kuq;a uki hqKq

lsu uhs wjYH'
uu b;ska Tfya md fj wdjd' kuq;a uu rc lrmq
ye okakjd' rc lrd fkdf" ixialdr f.dvla t;k
;snqfKa' krldfha ysgmq ye okakjd l,am .Kka' uu
h lsh,d flfkla ysfha keye" ixialdr f.dvla t;k
ysfha' h f,dafla l,am .Kka yshd' ixialdr f.dvla
t;k ysfha" ukqii
a f,dafl rcl l<;a" t;k;a rfcla
keye" ixialdr f.dvla ;r hs' ys`.d lEjd" ukqiaifhla
hg' Th lsiu
s ;ekl" lsiu
s fohla keye" t;k ysfh;a
ixialdr f.dvla ;rhs' wmg tl ;eklj;a jKkdjla
lrkak fohla keye' fiaru we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjd
muKhs'
b;sx Th l w,a,kak kE" j;udk ysf;ka' f
j;udk ysf;ka" kdu-rEm we;sjqKq yefha" ke;s fjk
ye oelald k" uq w;S;h u fmakjd f ixialdr
f.dv jev lr,d ;sfhk ye' j;udkh;a fmakjd'
B<`.g ys; wkqj n,kak mqjka" h;dla rg wms
ixidr .ufka wdjd k" fukak f kdu-rEm l ;uhs
we;s fj,d" ke;s fj,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d' b;ska ;ud
leue;so@ ;j rg;a tal mj;ajkak' meje;a jQ ;rug u
;uhs l'

Tkak CL i;H wjfndaO jqKd'

B<.g fmakjd l we;sjqfKa fudlo lsh,d' fjd
fkdoek" we;a; we;s iefhka fkdoekSu ksidfka"
uu lsh,d-udf.a wd;auh hs lsh,d w,a,d .;af;a'
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t;fldg w,a,kak fohla ke;s jqKdu kslu

;DIaKdj f. f. hkjd' .uk fl fjkjd'
wka;sug ksjk me;a;g fhduq fjkjd' b;ska wudre
u foa f ud.hg fhduq u- fidajdka ud.hg
m;a u'

wjir ia j dks " ila l dh h lvkjd

lshkafka b;d wudre fohla fkdf o@ iajdka
jyka i '

T" tal b;ska wudre jqK;a hH_h wrf.k lrkak

kE' Bg miafia fldfydu y fl<jr fjkjdfka' fl
oeka wmsg fl<jrla keyefka'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka" uq,
fydhkav tmd ixidr .ufka" fydhkav neye" kuq;a uu
fmkajkak fl<jr lsh,d' wdhH_ wIagdx.sl ud.fh
ud.fha
jev l<du" ;ukag u oel .kak mqjka fl<jr' ta
;r u W;= Ouhla fl' wms Wkka jqfKd;a fldfydu
y ch .kak mqjka'

Ou foaYkd

oeka fldpr fj,d .sys,a, o@ iji ;=kg;a <`.hs'

ug wr Y%oaOdj je jqKdu lshd .kak wudrehs' ye`vq
tkjd' ke;ak uu ys;df.k ysfha ia;r lshkak hs'
wms lshjk whg fokg" f;are .kak mqjka hg"
meye,sj" msisj fokak kEfkA'
b;ska f;rejka irKska Tn ieug iifrka tf;r
ug hH_h ,efjd hs" uu wdYsjdo lrkjd'
id id id
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37

m<uqfjks Ou foaYkdj

oYkdjg wkqj ne,Su

kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

wms fYaIfhka u f;are wrf.k ;sfhkag kE"

nqrcdKkaa jykafiaf.a Oufhka wmg ,enqK hym;
fudlla o ls h ,d' hym; ;uhs " Wka j yka f ia >
ixidrfha .uka lrf.k wdmq ye ;ukaf.a u kqjKska
oel,d" ffla lsisu yrhla keye" jkdlula keye
lsh, ;ukaf.a u kqjKska wjfndaO lrf.k" wmg f
Ouh foaYkd lsu' b;ska f Ouhg wkqj i;Hh
wjfnda O jka k tmdhe' ta i;Hh wjfnda O jka f ka
fldfydu o" kslu wjfndaO jkafka keyefka' wkak
talg ;uhs f oYkd Ndjkdjla fmkak, ,d
;sfhkafka ;ud .ek n,kav lsh,' ;ud .ek n,kafka
fldfydu o" wr mgka .ekaf isg .ska .g u Ndjkd
lrf.k hkag kE' kdu rEm fol fjka lr, n,,"
B<`.g t;ek we;s ;;a;ajh ;j;a meye,sj oel .kav
;uhs" f oYkd Ndjkdj fmkak, ,d ;sfhkafka'
Bg;a biair, wms l,amkd lr, n,kag kE" to;a
ukqIHfhda yshd" wo;a ukqIHfhda bkakjd" bfh;a
we;s fjkjd' kuq;a ukqIHhkag yer" i;a;ajhkag
mqjkalula keyefka" f fyd| krl f;are .kag'
ukqIHfhda fudlo f;r Oufhka wE;afj,d ld,h
.; lrkafka@ wkak talhs f,dl= m%Yf
a ka' taflka fmakjd
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ksjka oelSf ;sfhk wudrelu' wr mrK mqreoaog u

ys; hkjd' tal u jOkh lrf.k iir la lr.kag
n,kj ila" fl fl lr.kag jqjukdjla keye'
taflka fmfkkafka fmr;a fudav lka jev lr,d lg
m;ajqKd" oekq;a ta fudav lka jev lrkjd" lg m;a
fjkjd' bhg;a ta hg u hs jev lrkafka" fudlo
wr kqjK ke;slu ksihs' kqjK mdod .ekSug k
lrkak ;sfhkafka" f oYkdjg wkqj we;=<; ne,Suhs
uu lshk flkd ljqo lsh,d olskak" biair fj,d
kdu rEm fol n,kak ke' wka;sug ishq fj
hkfldg Ouh lsh,d ffla fmfkkafka fudllao@'
fu;ek fudl=;au kE" Ouh lsh, fmkajkafka
fukak f wks;H" CL" wkd;au lshk ;%s,CIKh
muK hs '
t;fldg f wks;H" CL" wkd;au ;%s,CIKh
olskfldg fudkjo ysf;kafka@

ufula keye lsh,fka ys;kafka"

udf.a lsh, fohla keye lsh, ysf;kafka"
wd;auhla keye lsh,fka jegfykafka"

Tkak Th l f;are .ekSug ;uhs nqrcdKka

jykafia iS," iud" m%{d fmkak,d ;sfhkafka' t;fldg
Bg;a biafi,a,d wms ys;, n,kak kE" nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka fldfydu o" f
f,dalfha lsisjla iar meje;aula kE" wks;Hh hs" l
hs" wkd;au hs lsh,' i;a;ajfhd;a tfyuhs" mK ke;s
iEu jia;+kq;a tfyuhs' b;ska tfyu k wkak ta mru
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i;Hh wjfndaO lr .kav wks;H ,CIKh oel.kav

kE' wkak ta wks;H ,CIKh oel .ekSug ;uhs" wms
oYkd lrf.k hkafka' t;fldg wr uQ,sl jYfhka
fmkajkafka" kdu rEm foflka mgkaf.k" ta kdu rEm
fol we;s fj-ke;s fj hk ye' iar meje;aula
fld;klj;a keye" kdfu;a keye-rEfm;a keye' Tkak
Th hg fydog u ;udf.a kdu lh;a" rEm lh;a"
oelal u ;ukag u jegfykjd" fl fndrejla" udhdjla"
/jula lsh,'
iar fohla ;s, tmdhe wms iem n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkak' wkak Ma oYkdfjka fmkakq lrk i;H;dj"
rEmf.dv ishq fj,d-ishq fj,d .sys,a,d wka;sug
fmakafka fldfydu o" we;sfj,d kdY fj,d hkjd'
iar meje;aula tl fudfyd;lj;a keye' tal b;ska wr
p,kh ;=<ska n,kak mqjks' B<`.g tal oelafla ljqo
lsh,d ys; yd n,k fldg" Tkak ys;;a fmakjd' ysf;a
iar ;;a;ajhla ke;s nj fmakjd" ks;frda u f.fhka
we;s fjkjd-ke;s fjkjd" we;s fjkjd-ke;s fjkjd'
t;fldg ta ;=<k
s a fmakjd is;
= ,s Odrdj' fokd is;
= ,a,"
ix{d is;=,a," ixialdr is;=,a, fjd mqu f.hlska
we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd' fldpr o lshkjd k
w,a,kak fudk u fohlaj;a keye iarj' wfka ug tl
fudfyd;la j;a iem kag we;ak lsh, w,a,kag
fudk u fohlaj;a keye" tlla miafia tlla we;s fjke;s fj hkjd' t;fldg fukak f ys;;a ks;r u
p,kh fjkqhs ;sfhkafka' is;
= ,s;a p,kfhka hql;
a hs'
rEm f.dv;a p,kfhka hqla;hs'

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fukak f hg ;uqka .ek u oelalyu" h;dla

i;a;ajfhda bkakjd k f wks;H ;;a;ajh ;udf.a
kqjKska u oel.kag mqjka' ta fldfydu o olskafka"
rEm lh ie,d ;sfhkafka i;r uyd N+;hskf
a .ka' tfyu
ieKd k tafla iajNdjh fudllao@ we;s fjkjd" ke;s
fjkjd" wks;H" CL" wkd;au' t;fldg tajd olsk kdu
lh zys;Z tal;a we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd' ys;;a tlal
we;sjk is;=,s Odrdj;a we;s fj" ke;s fj hkjd'
fudllao ffla uu hs lsh, .kag fohla ;sfhkj o
lsh, ;ukaf. u oYkd kqjKska oel.kag mqjka"
Th we;=<; flfrk jev l oelalyu'
B<`.g flf<ia my< fjk ye' flf<ia my<
fjkafk rd." oafI" fuday uQ,sl lrf.k hs' ;j
fldpr flf<ia Odrdjla ysf;a mj;skj o@ fldpr o
lshkj k ys;g ks;frda u wruqKla we;sjhs bkak
kE' ta wruqKq iuyrg rd. fjkak mqjka" oafI
fjkak mqjka" fuday fjkak mqjka'
b;ska Th hg ;Kaydj" udkh" h fudk
;r ys;g my< fjkj o@ j fiaru wks;H jYfhka
olskak kE' wks;H jYfhka olskfldg ;DIaKdjla
we;s lr .kag fohla keyefka' Wmdodkhla lr.kag
fohla keyefka' wkak t;k l,amkd fjkjd" f
;r we;s fj" ke;s fj hk kdu rEm fofla l=ulg
o@ uu ;DIaKdjla we;s lr.kafka lsh,' ;DIaKdjla
we;s lr.kag fohla wyqfjkafka keye' ta ;r CIKslj
fl we;sfj" ke;s fj hkjd' t;fldg ;DIaKdjg
bv ke;sfuka fudlo fjkafka@' Wmdodkhg bv ke;sj
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hkjd' w,a,.kag fohla ke;sj hkjd' oeka tfyu u

ksy`v fjkjd' fl fndrejla" udhdjla lsh, ;ukaf.a
u kqjKska oel.kav mqjka fjkjd' t;fldg ta i;a;aj
fldgifka' B<`.g mK ke;s h;dlaa jia;= ;sfhkjd
k" ta yeu fohla u ye,d ;sfhkafka i;r uyd
N+;hkaf.kafka' i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka iEfKd;a we;s
fj" ke;s fj hkjd' wks;H hs" l hs" wkd;au hs' Th
Tlafldu i;a;aj fldgi hs" wr mK ke;s jia;= fldgi
hs" tlg wrf.k nej u fmakafka fudllao@' iar
;;a;ajhla fld;klj;a keye" wiar ;;a;ajh uhs
;sfnkafka'
fukak f,dal iajNdj" lsh, ;ukaf.a u kqjKska
oel.kak mqjka' ffl ;DIaKdjla we;slr .kag
fohla keye" w,a,.kag lsis u fohla keye lsh,
jegfyk fldg" Tkak f,dalfha i;H;dj jegfykak
mgka.kakj" flhs nqrcdKka jykafia wmg Oufhka
fmkak, ;sfhkafka lsh,' f iEu fohla u wks;Hh
hs' fjkia fjkjd' l hs' l k f uf.a wd;auh
fkfjhs' uf.a wd;auhla k ug jqjukd hg iemj;aj
mj;ajd .kag mqjkalu ;sfhkag kEfka'
wkak ta i;H;dj oel .ekSughs" wms f oYkdj
lrkafka' Th l Tlafldu fmakfldg wmg fudlo@
fjkafka' f,dalfha fudk u fohla j;a keye" iar
;;a;ajhla' fflka fjkafjkag kE lsh, l<lsu
we;s fjkjd' l<lsreKyu fldydgo@ hkafka' ys;g
b;ska fl w; yk g ;j ;ekla ;sfhkag;a tmdhe'
Tkak ksjk fmakj" l l ksjfka ,CIK fmakjd'
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fj fiaru we;s fj" ke;s fj hkj k ksjk lshk

tl iar ;;a;ajhl ;sfhkak kE fka' fjd lefvk
f|k kdY jk iq ks i dfka " wks ; H jYfhka
fmkakqfha' fjdfhka fjka jk g imQKfhka
ks;H;djla ;sfhkjd" iar;djhla' tfyk f,dalh
wiar k ksjk iar ;;a;j
a hla' wr fiaru ;DIaKdfjka
whska jqKdfka' whska jqKdu Tkak oeka ksjk fmakjd'
Tkak Th hg uu f idudkH ia;rhla lsf'
f,dal i;a;ajhdf.a is; ksjkg keUqre jkafka
ke;af;a fudlo@ ish leu;a;la we;s jkafka ke;af;a
fudlo@ fufya w,a,f.k bkak ksid' w,a,kag fohla
ke;s ;ek w,a,df.k bkakjd' w,a,f.k bkak bkak
fjkafka fudlo" wr ks;H jYfhka u hs n,kafka' iem
jYfhka u hs n,kafka' wd;au jYfhka u hs n,kafka'
tajd ke;sfjk ye imQKfhka jegyqKd u w;
ykjd' w;yehd u fjkafka fudllao@ ks;H" iqL"
wd;ah lshk ;;a;ajhla ksjfka ;sfhkjd' oeka Th wms
ms<s.kak wd;auh fkfjhs' t;ek ;sfhkafka f lska
fjka jqK" iir .ukska fjka jqK" iar ;;a;ajhla'
tal ljodj;a fjkiajkafka keye' oeka ixidr .ufka
uu hs" udf.a wd;auhhs lsh, keye' wr ixialdr f.dv
muK hs we;s fj ke;s fj .sfha' wkak ta ixialdr
f.df meje;a u keje;a u ;uhs " ks j fka ;s f hk
i;H;dj' ixialdr f.dv ;sfhk l" .ska .g u
iir .uk lafjkjd" lg m;afjkjd'
wr ixialdr f.dv wk.;a;dyu" wkf.k taflka
fjkajqKyu" imQKfhka u kej; ug bmoSula kE
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lsh,d ys;kfldg" wkak t;ek nqrcdKka jykafia

fmkak, ;sfhk foa fjkjd' kej; ug bmula keye"
bmula ke;sjqKdu ksjkg iar jYfhka u m;afjkjd'
t;ek keye fudk u ixialdr f.dvlaj;a" lla Wmk
fohla" iar ;;a;ajhla ;sfhkafka kuq;a oeka fu;ek
wiar ksid l hs'
b;ska fu;kska ;j tlla fmkajkak ;sfhkafka'
oeka nqjre foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka ishu ixialdrfhda
wks ; H hs " l hs " wkd;a u hs ls s h ,' t;fldg wr
oYkdjg wkqj" f ;r ishq rEm fldgila we;s
fj-ke;s fj hk ye" tal weiqre lrf.k mj;sk
wrEms Ou jQ f kdu fldgi;a we;s fj-ke;s f
hkjd k" f f,dafla ;sfhkafka fudllao@ ;DIaKdjla
we;s lr .kak' w,a,.kag lsisu fohla keye' fl
`.=jla lsh, talfka nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d
;sfhkafka we;sfjkjd ke;sfjkjd" t;ek l u hs
;sfhkafka' wd;auhla lsh, .kafka fldfydu o@ Tkak
Th l fyd|g fmakfldg" f Yajfha fudkj o b;sj
;sfhkafka@ fudk u fohlaj;a keyefka' ysia njhs
fmfkkak ;sfhkafka' Tkak talg ;uhs nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkak, ;sfhkafka Y=kH;dj lsh,d'
t;ek wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda" mG lshk i;r
uyd N+;hkaf.ka iEK" fya;=jlska iEK lsisu fohla
keye' tl u ysia wyi muK hs b;sjkafka' ,s
fmdolaj;a" mGj;a" f;afcdaj;a lsiu
s fohla t;ek keye'
imQK ysia jQ Y=kH ;;a;j
a hla t;ek ;sfhkafka' wkak
talhs nqrcdKka jykafia lSf" Ndjkd lr,d" f
kqjK my< lrf.k" we;a; we;s iefhka n,kak lsh,'
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ta Ndjkdf imQKfhka u ;udf.a ;;a;j

a h oel.kag
mqjka' we;=<; flfrk jevj,ska ffla wks;H;dj
oel.kav mqjka' wkd;au;dj" wd;auhla ke;s nj" ;udg
oel.kag mqjka' l oel.kag mqjka' b;ska f wmg
u fjfyis,d wmg u hs f Ouh u;=lr.ekSug nqjre
f Ouh foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka' t;fldg tafl f,dl=
Yajdihla meyeula we;s fjkjd mru i;Hh lsh,'
t;fldg Tkak T;k ;uhs ;=Kqrejka flfrys
Yajdihla" mqu Y%oaOdjla we;sjkafka'
wog Th we;sfka' wks;a tl ;j jpk folla
lshkak' oeka T;k fyd|g Yajdihla we;s fjkjd"
;=Kr
q ejka flfrys' fudlo ta Yajdih we;sjkafka@ zfl
;uhs mru i;Hh uf.a kqjKska u oel.;a;dZ lsh,d
i;=gq fjkak;a mqjks' fuhska f;dr f fya i;Hhla
u;= l r .ekS u g" iekiS u la ,nd.ekS u g" fudk u
wd.ulskj
a ;a" Ouhlskj
a ;a" Ydia;Djrfhl=f.kaj;a bvla
keye lshk tl meye,sj jegfykjd'
t;fldg wo f msi nqoaO jkaokd lr," nK
Ndjkd lr," f lrf.k hkafka fudkjg o" wkak ta
W;= jQ ksjk w;am;a lr .ekSf ;;a;ajhg m;aug hs'
t;fldg f yeu flfkl=g u" ;=Kqrejkaf.a wkka;
.=K n,fhka ksla ksfrda.Snj iys;j lrf.k hk
jevlghq;= l%u l%ufhka hqKq fj,d' fl<jr wud uy
ksjkska iEysug yels fjd lshd uu m%d:kd lrkjd'
id id id

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fofjks Ou foaYkdj

ixialdrhka kso lSu

kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

fYaIfhka u nq oyug wkqj wms ks;r u ys;kak

kE wmsg f ,e,d ;sfnk ,dNh' fudllao f ,dNh@'
ksu, nqoaO idikhla ,ep fj,dj' f ksu, nqoaO
idikfhka m%fhdack .kak" Ouh lla f;are .kak
kE' wkak ta Ouh f;are wrf.k Ouh wy,d" ys;
fhduq lr,d" kej; kej; n,kfldg ;uhs f nq
oyf ;s f hk jkdlu" nq o a O idikhl ;s f hk
jkdlu f;afrkafka'
yq fofkl=g f jkdlu fkdfmfkkafka
fudlo@ wr ixidrfha mqreoaog u hs fka ys; hkafka'
iir mqreoao lshkAfkA fudllao" iir .uk mj;ajkak"
l mj;ajkak" mqre lrf.k wdj h' b;ska fl
wkkA; ld,hla ;siafia mqre lrf.k wdmq foa ksid
lvkak fndfydu wudrehs' f,dl= Wkkajlska ys;
fhduqlr,d" Ouh wy,d ;uhs" f nq oyf ;sfhk
jkdlu f;afrkafka' b;ska fyd|g u jegfykafka
fukAk f yg Ndjkdjl fhfok fldg ;uhs'
Ndjkdfjka ;uhs imQrKfhka u f nq oyf ;sfhk
jkdlu" idikfha ;sfhk jkdlu f;afrkafka' ta
;rla o" fkd;snqKq ,dNhla ,e,d m%fhdack .kak
k ukqiaifhla fj,d Wmkak;a tmdhe" ukqiaifhla
jqK;a wkaOfhla" f.dfjla" frla" f,fvla jqfKd;a
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;fha mqrd u f,v la' fldfydfuka mskla oyula

lrkav o@ odkhla fokav o@ iS,hla rlskv
a o@ Ndjkdjla
lrkav o@ f,dalfha fyd|-krl fudk u fohlaj;a
f;are .kav o @
b;ska f ldrKd fyd|g f;are .kav mqjka
ukqiaifhlaj;a f .ek Wkka ke;af;a fudl=;a
fkdfjhs" wr iir mqreoaog u .e;s fj,d" iir .uk
mj;ajkaku hs l,amkdj' l mj;ajkaku hs l,amkdj'
l f;afrkafka keye' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d
;sfhkafka" f f,dalfha l re lsf ud.hhs' kuq;a
f,dal i;aa;ajhdg l re lsu lshk tl fmakafka
fldfydu o@ fl iefmka ms .sh f,dalhla lsh,hs
ys;kafka' b;ska fjd tlska tl ;udf.a kqjKska u
olskak ;uhs" f Ndjkdfjka wmsj mqre lrkafka'
oYkd Ndjkdj
Ndjkdj- oYkd Ndjkdfjka
flfrkafka fudllao@ f ixialdrhka ykd .ekSu'
b;ska f ixidr .ufka mqre lf<a ixialdr f.dvla
;uhs Maflka fjd jer hghs f;are lrkafka' jer
hg lshkafka iuq;shg wkqj ne,Su' iuq;shg wkqj
n,kfldg fudllao@ fmakf
a ka" >khfka' yeu jia;j
= lau"
^mK ke;s jia;j
= la fjd" mK ;sfhk i;a;j
a fhla fjd&
>khg wkqj n,kfldg" iuq;shg wkqj n,kfldg"
t;k we;sjkafka w,a,d .ekSu' olsk olsk jia;=j
w,a,d .ekSug reoaO jk g" .e we;s fjkjd' B<g
f yefudau lrkafka fudavlulau hs' fudavlfuka
fjkafka fudllao@" wr ixialdrfhda we;a; we;s iefhka
wk.kak nerej hkjd'
f Ndjkdfjka" oYkd Ndjkdfjka lrkafka"
wr ixialdrfhda fyd|g meye,sj lSuhs' meye,sj
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olsk fldg fudlo fjkaafka" wr >kh ;=kSuhs' >kh

;=kS fjk fldg" fuf;la l,a w,a,f.k ysh tajg
bvla ke;s ff.k hkjd' yenehs tl mdrg u fkdfjhs"
yqla rg f rEm fldgia olskak kE' wkak ta rEm
fldgia f.fhka jev lrk ye" ishq hg olsk
fldg ;uhs" wr ixialdrfhda fyd| ye ykd.kak
mqjkalu ,efnkafka' fldfyduo wms tajd ykd .kafka@'
nqrcdKka jykafia flg fkdje uq,a ;ek ,d
;sfhkafka wks;H;dj lsh,' wkak tfyu fyd|g
is;=rej olsk fldg ;uhs" rEm lfha wks;H;dj
fmfkkafka fl ixialdr f.dvla" rEm f.dvla lsh,'
wr iuq;shg wkqj >khg wkqj" n,kfldg k
wmg fmAkjd wfka fldhs;r iem .=ydjla o f
;sfhkafka lsh,d' b;ska mqjka ;r fjfyfikjd
iem kak' ta iem kak W;aidy lrkak-lrkak
fudlo fjkafka" ;j ;j;a l je fjkjd' bhg;a
ta l mj;skak lu /ia fjkjd' fukak flhs
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=<ska meye,sj olskakg
;sfhk foa' imQKfhka u lsisu iar ;;a;ajhla
ke;=j" wks;H ,laIKh olskak kE' wks;H ,laIKh
olsk fldg ;uhs" wr ixialdrfhda fyd|g meye,sj
fmakAfka' fl uf.a ;rla fkdfjhs" mK we;s ish
f,dal i;ajhdf.a m%Yak ;sfhkjd k" ta ish,a, u
ixialdr f.dvj,a'
f >khla lsh,d yod.;af;a ;u ;uqka u hs jer
hg" jer ud.fha .uka lr,d' ks j ka ud.h
mdodf.k hkfldg wr jer ah lefmkjd l l'
iud h
t;k we;a; h tkjd -iud
h' iud
fhka hqla;j" wdh wIagdx.sl ud.fha .uka
lrf.k hkfldg ;uhs" f ishu ixialdr f.dv
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b;d u ishq hg f.fhka we;s fj" ke;s fj hk

nj fmakAfkA' ta ;=<ska ;uhs wks;H ,laIKh l .kak
,efnkafka' b;ska f Ouh mqu hg fmkaj,d
;sfhkjfka" mp iuqmamdoh yehg'
Bfha uu ia;r lf<a fudllao" f wdh;k fod<y
ms<sn|j hs' wdOHd;al wdh;k yhhs" ndysr wdh;k yh
hs" fod<yhs' f fol tlg tl;= fj,d jer u;hla
f.dv ke.=fKd;a" l fka we;sfjkafka" tfyu ys;kak
ne o@ f wdOHd;al-ndysr wdh;k j,ska fupr
l,a flrefka fudllao" je/oao ;uhs' wr iuq;shg
wkqj" >khg wkqj weye yd nefjd;a" fl jkd
jia;=jla ug Wmam;a;sfhka u ,e,d ;sfhkjd" fflka
mq mqjka ;r iem kak kE lsh, ysf;kjd' iem
kakg k ndysr jia;=jl=;a ;sfhkak tmd he' ndysr
rEmhla wruqKq fjkav kE' ka tal;a ,enqK yu f
fol u ykkafka ke;sj fka" f ;DIaKdj my< fjkafka'
wr lfka iajNdjh;a tfyu hs' lk;a >khg wkqj
nefjd;a" ke;ak talg wyqfjk Yohla' >kfhka
hqla;j nefjd;a" tal Yohla 'tal lk;a tlal iem
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' t;fldg f keyeh;a tfyufka'
keyeh;a tlla yehgfka .kafka' .| iqj|;a tlla
yehghs .kafka' Tkak jerKq ;ek" wmg f;are
.kak ne jqKd' b;ska wr keyeh lsj;a" ixialdrfhda
;uhs' keyehg wyqfjk .|;a iqj|;a fol u ixialdrfhda
;uhs' ish
q rEm jYfhka fjd jev lrk ye" we;=<;ska
lafla keye' wkak talfka uq,djg jegqfKa' f
Oufhka fmkajkafk;a wr we;=<; jev lrk ishq
;;a;ajh hs ' t;fldg ;uhs wks;H ,laIKh fmakafka'

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B<g j" j;a .;af;a tlla yehgfka' jg

yuqfjk ri rEm( ta ri rEm" tajd;a tlla yehg fka
.;af;a' f fol u inkaO fj,dfka" wjq,a cd,hg
m;ajqfKa' B<g lh" tal lhla fkdf uf.a' lh-uu
fkdf' B<.g talg yuqfjkjd wr ndysr Miaih' Miaih
we;s jqKdu Tkak b;ska t;k;a yg.kakjd laf,aY Ou'
f iir mj;ajk yehs' B<g ys;g wruqKq wyqfjkjdOu wruqKq' tal;a wr >khg wkqj nefjd;a ila"
ishq jYfhka olskag ,enqfKa keye' t;fldg wr >
ixidrfha" fukak f hg wdOHd;al yd ndysr
jYfhka wdh;k ;=<ska ;ukag fiaru flf<ia my<
fjkjd' lg fya;= jqfK;a tajd ;uhs" iir .uk la
lr.kak" wjqf<ka wjq<g m;a fjkak fya;= jqfKa tajd
;uhs'
b;ska f wjq< f,yd.kak;a tmdhE fldfydu y'
wkak ta wjq< ,sydf.k bjr fj,d" i;Hh k .ekSug
;uhs wms f W;aidy lrkafka' wms ;rla fkfjhs" h
lsis flfkla ksjka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd k" oka
fokak" is,a rlskak" Ndjkd lrkak" fkdfhl=;a l=i,a
/ia lrkak fukak f wjia:djg tkak ke i;H l
.kak k' b;ska fu;k i;H l .kak fldg"
fld;klj;a keye w,a,kav fohla' ;DIaKdjla we;s
lr .ka v fohla ke;= j hkjd' fldfyduo th
fmkajkafka" wr wks;H ,laIKhg u wkqj

ye' fldfydug j;a ks;a;la .kav fohla keyewks;a;' tfyu k" wkd.; m%d:kdjla lrkak
fohla keyefka' ks;a;la ;s, tmdhE" wms wkd.;
m%d:kdjla we;s lr.kak' ue,d .sys,a,d jH f,dalfha
WmkAkg;a" ukqiai f,dafla kej;;a bm,d" fyd|g
rc im;a" isgq im;a" Wiia iem im;a kak;a"
m%d:kd lrk wh bkakjfka' wkak ta ks;s jYfhka
.;a;= whhs'
ks;a;la ke;s yehg lafla Ndjkdfjka ;uhs"
Ndjkdfjka flfrkafka fudllao" oYkd Ndjkdfjka
wr fiaru ish
q ;;a;j
a fhka n,k fldg" tl u ;eklj;a
keye ks;a;la .kak fohla' fl we;s fj" ke;s
fj hkjfka laIKslj u' fudkjo" rEm f.dvhs" kdu
f.dvhs' b;ska f kdu fldgi nejyu uy mqu hg
ia;r fj,d ;sfhkafka mp iuqmamdoh wkqj' wr
f.dvj,a fol" wOHd;al-ndysr fol tl;= jqKdufka
Th [a[dKhla my< fjkafka' B<g [a[dKh
wr lmq rEm .ek Miaih fjkjd ^.sys,a,d yefmkjd&'
ta yemSfuka fudlo fjkafka" fokdjla we;s fjkjd'
ta fokdj we;s jqKdu ;Kaydj Wmkjd' wkak ta
mp iuqmamdofhka fmkajkafka fokd mphd
;Kayd lsh,d' t;k ta hg fmkajkjd" kuq;a tal
;j;a ia;r lr,d n,k fldg ;j;a is;=rej fmakjd'

ish u foaj,a ;sfhkjd ixialdrfhda jYfhka"

tal wr CIKsl f.hg wkqj we;s fj" ke;s fj
hkjd' fuu rEm f.dv" is;=,s f.dv" ys;a mrmrdj
we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hk f.h lalyu" w,a,.kak
fudk u fohlaj;a keye' tal fka wr fmdf;a fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka wka;sug w,a,kak fohla ke;s nj olsk

iehq;a uy ry;ka jykafia fmkajmq yehg Miai"

fokd ix{d" f;kd" ukisldr jYfhka tajd b;ska
myqfj,d n,kak mqjka' wmsg uQ,sl jYfhka n,kav
;sfhkafka" fukak f kdu rEm fofla ;sfhk ixialdr
f.dv' biair fj,d u i;smGdkhg ys; fhduq lr,d"
lh yd n,kfldg lfha iajNdjh fmakjd" we;s fj
ke;s fj hk ye' wkak ta ixialdr l l .ekSu

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51

;uhs wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafka' f ixialdr l

l .kafka fldfyduo@ f Yrfha p,kh l,d ishq
hg'
ka j;udkfha Ndjkdjg jdfj,d ys; ;shdf.k
bkakfldg" luia:dkfhka wms n,kafka rEm lh
yd' wdkdmdkfhka fyda msu - yels,Sfuka fyda
n,kafka f rEm lh yd' t;fldg ta rEm lhg whs;s
fohla fka f jdfhda Od;= j ' ms u-yels , S f uka
fmakf
a k;a fudllao@ n,kfldg t;k;a fmakf
a ka jdfhdaa
Od;=j' fukak fl ;uhs uQ,sl wjia:dj' t;fldg ta
jdfhda .=K lhg inkaOhsfka' fldfyduo th lhg
inkaO nj k.kafka" wr i;r uyd N+;fhda ;=<ska'
jdfhda j,g ;kshu jev lrkak neye' kuq;a fu;k
wr ishqj olskak mqjka jdfhda f,aisfhka' ta
f,aisfhka lalg fudlo" ta ishqj jev lrk jdfhda
Od;=j we;=<;;a ;sfhkjd" mG fldgi" wdfmda fldgi"
f;afcda fldgi' fukak f hg wr i;r uyd N+;fhda
tlg tl;= fj,d jev lrk ye fmakjd' b;ska wr l
l p,kh fmkqkyu" imQKfhka u uq Yrfha u
p,kh l .kakl,a u ys; fhdoj,d lh yd n,kak
kE' ta lh yd n,,d jegfykak-jegfykak" n,kak
kE fl f;are .;af;a ljqo@ lsh,d' wkak t;fldg
;uhs ys; wyqfjkafka' b;ska fyd|g iudfha ysfhd;a
tfyu ys; fyd|g u meye,sj fmakjd' ka uQ,sl
jYfhka n,kak ;sfhkafka" fukak f rEm lh hs- ys;
hs ' f fol fyd|g jegfyk fldg ;uhs " wr
wOHd;al-ndysr wdh;k jevlr.kakd ye fmakafka'
ka fokd mphd ;Kayd lsh,d ;sfhkjd'
B<g wr iehq ; a uyry;ka jyka f ia fmka j ,d
;sfhkjd" Miai" fokd" ix{d" f;kd" ukisldr lsh,d'
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t;kska nejyu;a wr Miaih" ^[a[dKh Miaih

lr.;a;yu fokdj we;s fjkjd&' fokdj we;s jqKyu
fudlo flfrkafka" ix{dj we;s fjkjd' fldfyduo
f ix{dj we;s jkafka" wkak wr >khg wkqj hs'
iuq;shg wkqj f ukqiaifhla" f ;sifkla lsh,hs
nefj' >khg wkqj n,kfldg u we;s fjkjd
ix{djla' ta ix{dfjka ;uhs ykd .kafka fl mK
ke;s jia;=jla" f mK ;sfhk i;a;ajfhla" yevhs rejhs" ms%h ukdm hs lsh,d w,a,d .kakjd fjd'
B<g flg my< fjkafka fudkjdo @

fokdjg wkqj ix{dj my< fjkjd'

Mia i " fokd" ix{d"
Tkak B<g bm;a fjkjd f;kd"

f;kd(
f;kd(-fuhd ;uhs f lu /ia lrkafka fiaru'
f;kd bm;a fjkafka fldfydu o@ fl msh
% jia;j
= la
yehgfka w,a,.;af;a" fflka uu iem kak kE
lsh,d' t;fldg u fudlo fjkafka" ta Tlafldu f;kd
is;=,a, u kj;skav bv fkd ukisldrh ff.ka jev
lrkjd' tal y" tal ;ud lrkav kE lsh, ysf;kjd'
b;ska w;S;" wkd.;" j;udk jYfhka fkdfhla
fkdfhla hg n,,d-n,,d wr f.ka .g u f;kd
f.a .uka lrkjd' ka f ukisldrhg bv fkd" tal
t;kska u fufkys lr,d" f;kdjg;a bv fkd"
fkd;e jev lsu ;uhs" f Ndjkdfjka lrkafka'
talfka wms fufkys lrkjd lshkafka' tk tk wruqKq
fufkys lrkjd" wkak ta fufkys lrk fldg wr we;s
fj-ke;s fj hk rEm fldgia kdu fldgia" ke;ak
wms ys;uq rEm f.dvhs-kdu ^ys;& hs lsh,d' ta fofla
wks;H;dj fmakjd we;s fj-ke;s fj hk ye' fjd
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fyd|g meye,sj l .;a;g miafia ;uhs ;j;a is;=rej

ia;r lr,d ;sfhkafka kdu - rEm fol'
yenehs tajd l .kak k" Th uyd lpdhk uy
ry;ka jykafia ia;r lr,d ;sfhk hg" f uu
ke;s fjkak kE' udf.a lshk yeSu ke;s fjkak
kE' wd;auh ke;s fjkak kE' ke;s yehg i;Hh
jYfhka fmakak kE" f kdu rEm fol jev lrk
ye' wkak ta hg levqKg miafia ;uhs" uyd lpdhk
uy ry;ka jykafia fl lsf'
wks;H;dj fyd|g fmkaj,d ;sfhkjd wdOHd;alndysr jYfhka" t;fldg fudk u fohlaj;a keye
w,a,.kav' t;k ;uhs wkak ks;a;la .kak ke;s
nj fmakafka' ks;a;la .kak bvla ke;s fldg fudlo
fjkafka@ wkd.; m%d:kdj,a lrkak bvla keye' ta
lshkafka ka j;udkh wms n,df.k fka Ndjkd
lrkafka' j;udkfha ka wms rEm lh yd n,kjd"
t;fldg ta my< jqKq is; fhduq jkafka wr rEm lh
n,kakfka' ka t;khs is; ;sfhkafka' fyd|g i;sfhka
ysfhda;ska" iudfha ysfhda;ska" T;k rEm lh fmakak
mgka .kakjd' p,kh ;=<ska we;s fjka-ke;s fjka"
ta tlal u ys; we;s fj ke;s fj hk ye fmakjd'

,nkak" ukqiai f,dalfha bm,d iem im;a kak"

fldfydu o@ uu m%d:kdjla lrkafka fu;k ks;a;la
.kav j;udkfha fohla keyefka' ta;r u CIKslj
we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjfka f kdu rEm fol
fol'
t;fldg wkd.f;a wms m% d :kdj,a lr,d" lrk
m%d:kdj j;udkhg wdjyu fudlo fjkafka@' t;k;a
th we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjd' wkak f j;udkh
yhg lafld;ska we;s fj-ke;s fj hk ye" t;k
ks;a;la .kak fohla keye' ishqj rEm fldgia
fmakafka" tal;a we;s jqK .uka ke;s fj,d hkjd' ys;;a
tfyu hs' ys;=,s;a tfyu hs' we;sjqKq .uka u ke;s
fj,d hkjd' fldfyduo@ uu wkd.;hla m%d:kd
lrkafka' wkd.f;a iar ;;a;j
a hla ;sfhkj o keyefka@
tal l.kafka j;udkh ;=<ska'

fuka k j;udkfhka ;uhs " f Tla f ldu

w,a,.kak ;sfhk wjiaa:dj" wOHd;al-ndysr wdh;k
tl;= fj,d lrk jev fldgi fmakafka t;fldg' ka
f bmk ys;;a" we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d .shdfka' ta mdr
lal rEm f.dv;a" fiaru we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d .shd'
fl fufyu wks ; Hh k" bh .ek uu
n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka fldfydu o@' bhg jH
f,dalfha W;am;a;sh ,nkak" n%yau f,dalj, W;am;a;sh

fukak f hg w,a,kak fohla lsisjla keye'

nqnfKa foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka tfyufka' lsisjla
keye w,a,kak fohla f f,dafla' we,afjd;a fudlo
fjkafka@ l ;uhs my< fjkafka' kej; kej;;a lg
m;a lrug hs jev is fjkafka' Ma fldfydu o@'
fukak f wdOHd;al Ndjh fjkia fldg wdh;k
;=<ska my< fjk ixialdrfhda w,a,.kakjd uyd iem
kaokhla fjkqfjka' ljodj;a neye f flka ksoyia
jkakg' fukak f ;=<ska fmakjd" nq oyf ;sfhk
ksu,;ajh' ta tlalu .eUqr;a fmakjd' i;Hh lshkafka
ta l hs ' fndfydu wudrehs fl fydhd .ka k '
fydhd.;af;d;a" iodld,sl iem;g m;afjkak;a tal ;ud
msysg fjkafka' t;fldg ks;a;la .kav fohla keye"
wkd.; m%d:kdjla lr .kav fohla keye' tfyu k
fl we;=<; fudkjo ;sfhkafka" Y=kH;dj lsh,d
fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka Th l ;uhs'

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ka wr Od;= jYfhka nefjd;a" fl wyqfjkjd

fyd|g' rEm lh ye,d ;sfhkafka y;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka'
t;fldg Od;= y;rla fmkajkjdfka" mG" wdfmda"
f;afcda" jdfhda lsh,d' B<g flg inkaO fjkafka
fudllao@ [a[dKh - ys;" tal;a Od;=jla jYfhka
n,kjd' f i;r uyd N+ ; hka f .a Od;= y;r hs "
[a[dKh hs- my hs" B<g Od;= jYfhka yhla
fmkajkjdfka" wdldY Od;=j' fjdf.a iajNdjh
fudllao@ ysf;;a" wr rEm fldgfi;a tajd fiaru
CIKhla CIKhla mdid we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'
hula ;sfhkjd ;uhs" ffla ;snqKg jevla keye' we;s
jqKq .uka u ke;s fj,d hkjd' t;fldg f Yajfha
fudkjo@ b;=re fjkafka
ka f f,dalh ms ;sfhkafka flka lsh,d nqjre
fmkajkjd' ta jf.a u f mK we;s - ke;s iEu jia;j
= la
u wks;Hh jYfhka foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd' tfyu
k b;ska b;=re jkafka fudkjd o@' fudl=;a u keye"
ysia Y=kH l,dmhla Yajh we;=f<a ;sfhkafka' wr mK
we;s" ke;s jia;= fiaru w;ayeh u" we;=<; ;sfhkafka
Y=kH;dj' ^w;a ykav fjkjfka" ffl w,a,kav fohla
ke;s fjkfldg&' fukak fl ;uhs ksjkh lshkafka'
t;fldg fl f;are .kav" imQKfhka u ;DIaKdj
we;s fjk ye n,kav kE" .e we;s fjk ye n,kav
kE" fudavlu we;s fjk ye n,kav kE'
B<g tajdg ms<sh lrkak kE' wr >k ix{dj
fuka ;uhs" wks;H;dj l,d kej; kej;;a f
kdu rEm fol wks;H jYfhka n,df.k hkfldg" l
jYfhka fmakafka' B<g wd;auhla ke;s nj fmakafka'
f yg mqu Ouhlafka we;=<; ;sfhkafka' flda
b;s k a ixidrfha wms g wjia : djla ;s n q K eh fjd
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fydhkak@' ke;s ksidfka" fupr l,a wms f.ka .g

u wdf' ;j ;j;a flg bv ;sfnd;a" ljod nqjrfhla
yuqfjkav o@ ljod nqoaO idikhla ,nkav o@ ljod
ukqiaifhla fj,d Wmkav o@ fukak ixidr .ufka
;sfhk Nhdkllu' ka f fyd| wjia:djla ,e,d
;sfhkjd' {dkjka; wh thska l l m%fhdack
wrf.k" fldfydu y ksjka ud.h fydhdf.k" ksjkg
m;afjkakhs n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka' we;a; jYfhka u
l< hq;= tl u foa;a flhs' wudreu foa;a flhs' wudre
foa fjkqfjka fjfyiqfKd;a" la kafod;a" ljod fyda
wmg l wjfndaO lr.kak yels fjkjd' i;H jYfhka
u" thska fjka fjkak;a wjia:djla ie,fikjd' fukak
fl hs b;ska idudkH jYfhka lSfjd;a we;a; ;;a;ajh'
ixialdrfhda .ek lshk fldg mqu is;=re oYkhka
we;=<; ;sfhkjd' ta idudkHfhka lSfjd;a" uQ,sl
jYfhka f f,dalfh hs" ksjfk hs w;r ;sfhk mr;rh
f;are .ekSu'
t;fldg wo ojfi;a f mskaj;a msi nqoaO jkaokd
wdh lr,d" mqo mQcd foa l<d' nK Ndjkd wdfha
fh,d" f Oudkql,
+ jev lrf.k hkafka fudkjgo@'
ta n,dfmdfrd;a;=j k i;H;dj wjfndaO lrf.k
ksulg m;afjkak" f f,daflka fjka ug" iar
;;a;ajhlg m;a ug hs' b;ska f yeu flfkl=g u
;=Kqrejkaf.a wkka; .=K nf,ka ksla ksfrda.S im;a
>dhqI ,nd ; id:l fj,d p;=rdh i;Hh
wjfndaO lrf.k wud uy ksjfkka iekfikakg
yelsfjd lshd m%d:kd lrkjd'
id id id
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f;fjks Ou foaYkdj

;DIaKdfjka w,a,d .ekSu

kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

Ndjkdjlska uhs f f,dalfha h:d ;;a;j

a h f;are
.kak kE' nK weySfuka" fmd; m; ne,Sfuka talg
Wmldr fjkjd' kuq;a i;Hh jYfhka f,dal ;;a;ajh
oel .kak mqjka lu ,efnkafka Ndjkdjlska ;uhs'
ixidr mqreoao ;sfhk whg k hlsis Ou mdGhla
wykak ,enqKyu taflka jev lr.kak wjia:dj
ie,fikjd' ixidr mq r eoa o ;s n q K ;a fkd;s n q K ;a "
;=Kqrejka flfrys Yajdih ;shdf.k nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrmq ksjka ud.hg fhduq fj,d jev
lrf.k .sfhda;ska" ljod fyda ch.kak mqjka'

ixialdrfhda .ek ia;r lr,d ;sfhkafka fudlo@ wr

ixialdr f.dv we;s iefhka f;are .kak ne jqKdu
f,dal i;a;j
a hd uQ,d jqKd' uQ,d jqfKa fudlo wr iemfka
n,dfmdfrd;a ; = jq f Ka - wdYa j doh' t;fldg nq jre
fmka j ,d ;s f hka f ka fudlla o@ wdYa j do" wdoS k j"
ksiairK lsh,d' wdYajdo h;dla mj;skjd o" f,dalh
w;ykak neye" f,dalhg hs ne,d mj;skafka' wehs
b;ska ks;frdau is; lshkafka fl uyd iem f.dvla"
fflka mqjka ;r iem kak kE lsh,d' b;ska
iem kak hkafka fldfykao" wr wdh;k ;=<ska fka'
wdh;k j, flfrk jev okafka keye" flf<ia je
fj,d" ys; lsgq fj,d" lg m;afjk ye fmkajkjd'

iif mqreoao ;sfhkjd k blaukg lr.kak

mqjka" ke;s jqk;a ljod j;a wmf;a hkafka keye ta
lrk jev l' thska fyd|g mdr Ou ms,d" ljod
fyda imQ K fjkjd jev l' b;s k a f iEu
i;a;ajfhla u ixidrfha .uka lrkafka fudlo" f
f,dalh f;are .kak nerejfka' f,dalh f;are .kak
tl u l%uh ;uhs" nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d
;s f hka f ka " f ixia l drfhda ykd .ekS u ls h ,d'
ixia l drfhda ykd .ekS u g ;uhs " f Ndjkdjla
fmka k ,d ;s f hka f ka ' t;fldg f ;r u f

wr ;DIaKdj hs" t;k uQ,sl jYfhka fmkajkafka'

;DIaKdj we;s fjkak fya;=jla ;sfhkak kE' wkak wr
ixialdrfhda ykd .kak ne jqK ksid ;uhs" ;DIaKdj
we;s jqfKa' wkak ksjka ud.h jerKq ;ek fmakjd'
oeka f ksjka ud.h jD; lrf.khs hkafka l l'
wr wdYajdoh we;s jqfKa fudlo@ iemla n,dfmdfrd;a;=
jqfKa fudlo@ wdOHd;al$ndysr wdh;k .ek fudk u
fohlaj;a okafka keye' ta ;=<ska f ixialdrfhda
/iafjk ye" B<`.g lu njg m;afjk ye" lu
mdl njg m;afjk ye" fjd fudl=;a okafka keyefka'
fjd fudl=;a okafka ke;sj" Oufha oekqul=;a ke;=j"
tl mdrg u wr ixialdrfhda iuq;s jYfhka wrf.k
iem kak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' f iEu i;a;j
a hl=g
u ;sfhkafka Th jeruhs' wdYajdoh u hs n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafka" wdoSkj .ek ys;kak okafk;a keye" ys;=fj;a

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keye' wdoSkj .ek oek.kak tmdhE" ffla we;a; we;s

iefhka idudkHfhka y f;are wr.kak' fukak
flg ;uhs oYkdfjka msysgla ,efnkafka" we;a;
fidhd.ka k ' ta l g b;s k a wr kdu-rEm jYfhka
n,df.k-n,df.k hkfldg fl we;= f <a Tka k
wdkj ,CIKh fmakjd'
f lh ks;frdau we;sfjkjd" lefvkjd" f|kjd"
kdY fjkjd" f,v fjkjd' cd;s" crd jHd" urK"
fYdal" mfoaj" lal-fodaukiai lshk la id.rh l
l msfrkak mgka .kakjd' wkak t;k fmakjd uu
fjg m;ajqfKa fudlo@' f ;r llg m;ajqfKa
fudlo@ l ykd.kak nelu ksid fkao lsh,d' ta
la fiaru ms<s.;af;a fldfydu o" iem jYfhka' la
kaod" kuq;a l f;arefka keye" wr wdYajdoh ksid'
b;ska f wdYajdoh ke;s lr.kak fudlla o lrkak
kE@' wr oYkd kqjKska" wdkj ,CIK n,kav
kE" kdu-rEm fol we;=<; fudkjo flfrkafka
lsh,d'

p,khka olsk fldg hs jegfykafka" ixLf;a iajNdj

h' ixLf;
ixLf;a ls h ,d fmka j ka f ka " f i;r uyd
N+;hkaf.ka iEK rEm fldgia tl;=fj,d lrk jev
fldgi'
b;ska l flfrkafka fld;k o" f rEm lfhafk'
oeka rEm lh fyd|g mCIdfjka n,df.k-n,df.k
hkafka' wkak ta n,df.k hkfldg iuq;sh l l
le,d ,d hkjd' ta le le .sys,a,d ;uhs" wdkj
,CIKh fmakak mgka .kafka' fyd|g fmakfldg ;uhs
l,lsu we;s fjkafka' ;uqka jer ud.hl fuf;la
l,a .uka lrf.k wdjd' tal imQK uq,djla' wkak ta
uq,dj fmkaj, fokak ;uhs nqjreka f,dafla my<
fj,d f Ou foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka' thskq;a
fYaIfhka u ksjka ud.h fmkaj,d ;sfhkjd' tafla
.uka lrkfldg" ta jev lghq;= lrf.k hkfldg"
fukak f,dal ;;a;j
a h ;uqkg
a fyd|g kqjKska u fmakjd
^nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l< m,shg fkdf&'

fl nejyu fudk u fohla j;a keye" rEm

f.dvla we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d hkjd' wr ys ; a
mrmrdj;a" ys;=,s mrmrdj;a" we;s fj,d-ke;s fj,d
hkjd' fukak f l ishq jYfhka oelSfuka ;uhs"
wr wdkjh fyd|g jegfyka f ka ' B<`.g fudlo
fjkafka" l,lsu we;s fjkjd' wfka f jf.a fohlg
fkao" ysia fohlg fkao" uu f wdYajdoh we;s lrf.k
iir .uka lf<a lsh,d' b;ska wr kdu rem fofla

uu Wkajykafia fmkajmq ud.fha .uka lrf.k

hkfldg" uf.a kqjKska f i;H;djh uu oelald'
wdYajdoh ksid iir .uk la lrf.k lg m;a fj
wdmq ye oelald' B<`.g wdYajdoh" udhdjla" fndrejla'
f ixidr .ufka tfyu we;s lr .kak wdYajdohla
keye' fu;k wjOdkh fhduq fj,d ;sfhkafka
fudkjgo" f rEm lhg" ta rEm lfha ;sfhk rEm ishq
oshg f.j;aj jev lrf.k hdug hs' ta;a tlalu
tlg tl;=fj,d jev lrk kdu fldgi ke;ak f
is;=,s Odrdj" ys;a mrmrdj" f tllj;a iar;djla

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keye' ne ne ;ek fmakafka wiar;dj' kuq;a wr

wdYajdoh we;s lr .;a;d u" iuq;h
s g wkqj n,k fldg"
>khg wkqj n,k fldg f wdYajdoh u hs fmakafka'
fudl=;a wdkjhla fmakafka keye' iem uqyqKqjr uhs
ks ; r u we;s fjka f ka ' fuka k flhs fmka j ,d
;sfhkafka nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=<ska' fl
wiar hs" wiar foa w,a,kak .sfhd;a fudlo fjkafka@'
;sfhk l ;j ;j;a je fj,d" bmfoka-uefrka
> ixidrfha .uka lrkakhs fjkafka' b;ska fl
;uqkaf.a u kqjKska olskak;a kfka'
oeka talfka" wr oel .kak nejqk ksid yq`.la
fokd nqjrfhla fldfyo ysfha@ fld;k o f nK
lsh,d ;sfhkafka@ ljqo wy,d ;sfhkafka@" wd jYfhka
fkdfhl=;a m%Yak u;=lrkjd' tajd tl tlaflkdf.a u;
wkqj fmd;aj, ,sh,d ;sfhk foaj,a lsh,d ys;kjd' f
osfha Ouhg mgyeks hgu hs l:d lrkafka' fudlo"
f Oufha ;sfhk jkdlu oelafla ke;s ksid" wy,
mqreoaola keye' ta .ek ys;,d mqreoaola keye' ta Ou
ud.h .ek fydh,d" Bg wkqj jev lr,d ke;s ksid
ms<s.kafka keye" iel we;s fjkjd' iel ke;=j yhg
u f nq oyu .ek Yajdihla we;s fjkafka fukak
f kdu-rEm fol jev lrk ye ishq jYfhka
oelalyu'
oeka yhg l .,la yd nejyu" f,dl= l
.,la yd nejyu kE ;r ks;s .kak ;sfhkjd"
fl y jkd Yd, .,la" fflka ug yq`.la m%fhdack
.kak mqjka lsh,d' we;=<; flfrk jev oelafla keye'
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we;=<; flfrk jev fldfydu o@ wkak wr uf.a rEm

lh jev lf hlsis wdldrhlg o" ksrEm fj" we;s
fj - ke;s fj .shd' ta oshg wr l .f,;a we;=<;
rEm fldgia we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd' b;ska tal
fmakafka keyefka' fmakafka ke;s jqKdu talg ;Kaydj
we;s fj,d" fkdfhl=;a Wml%u fhdo,d taflka m%fhdack
.kak hkjd' we;=<; nejyu fudkjo fmakafka' i;r
uyd N+;hska f.ka ieKq ishq" b;d ishq uyd rEm
>kia:dkhla we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd' b;ska idudkH
Wmud jYfhka k n,kfldg" ta ., lv," ishq
lr,d ;=kS lr,d ms njg m;a lr,d yq<fa wehyu
fldfyduo@' wka k ta ;;a ; a j h ;uhs " i;r uyd
N+;hkaf.ka yep >kfhka hqla; iEu jia;=jla u'
ne ne,aug wdYajdohla we;s fjkjd" ;Kaydjla we;s
fjkjd' b;ska nqjre foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka f
;DIaKdj ke;s lr.kakfka'
;DIa K dj ke;s l r .ka k k" fl we;a ;
;;a;ajfhka olskak kE' oeka wr wdldrhg nr" Yd,
l ., b;d u ishq oshg ms .dkg ishq lr,d
nejyu wyfia md lr,d wkak mqjka' t;fldg ta
;r ishq rEm f.dvlafka >kfhka hqla;j n,k fldg
fmakafka' t;k we;s fjkafka ;DIaKdj" fflka uu
fudkj y m%fhdackhla .kak kE lsh,d' Th osh
uhs wks;a iEu i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka yep rEmhla
u' t;fldg f iEu i;a;ajfhla ;=< u ;sfhk rEm
lh wr rEm f.dfvka fka ye,d ;sfhkafka' fmakafka
keye tajd" >khg ys; fhduq jqKd' talg wdYajdoh we;s

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lr.;a f ;a ;Ka y dfjka hq l a ; j fflka iem

n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka' fukak f oshg olsk fldg
;uhs" nqjrekaf.a .=Kh fmakafka' Wkajykafia,df.a
i;H Oufha jkdlu fmakafka' Wkajykafia,d fudk
;r ishq oshg f f,dalh oel, weoao@ wka;sf
fmkakkafka fldfydu o@ fudl=;a u keye lsh,d"
Y=kHhhs lsh,d' hula ;sfhkjd ;uhs" wr >k ix{djg
wkqj n,k fldg' we;=<; fudlla j;a keye" t;k
;sfhkjd hula" we;s fj ke;s fj hk iajNdjh
;sfhkjd' ;DIaKdjla we;s lr .kak" fukak fu;k
jia;=jla ;sfhkjd lsh,d w,a,kak lsisu fohla keye'
wr ;r ishq rEm CIKhla-CIKhla mdid we;s fj
ke;s fj hkjd' ;DIaKdj lshk tl fudk oshg j;a
ys;kav neye' th oel, uhs f;are .kak kE' ta ;r
u f.j;ajhs jev lrkafka f kdu-rEm fol" ks;a;la
.kak f,djla keye'

n,kfldg we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd ila iar njla

;sfhk fudku fohla j;a keye' ta rEm lfha iajNdjh'
ta l weiq r e lrf.k mj;s k kdu lh
lh" Bg;a jvd
f.fhka jev lrkafka' oeka rEm lh k uykais
.;af;d;a w,a,kak mqjka" olskk
a mqjka' wrEms Ouhla
jQ f kdu lh fldfydu w,a,kak o@ wr rEm lfha
jev lrk wdldrh oel, ;uhs" f kdu lh f;are
.kak mqjka lu ,efnkafka' t;fldg f ;r ishq
kqjKlska oelsh hq;= kdu-rEm fol f;are .kak
mqjkalu ,efnkafka Ndjkdjla lrk ukqiaifhl=g
;uhs' oeka f l=rd l+fhl=g" ;sika if;l=g" fjk
fudkh if;l=gj;a fl f;are .kak ;shd wykakj;a
neyefka' ukqii
a fhl=f.a ;sfhk jkdlu thska fmakjd'

fukak flhs nqjreka fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka' f,dal

i;a;ajhd uq,djqfKa fudlo" iir .ukg f wdYajdoh
we;s lr .ka k fka ' wdYa j doh ks i d fudlo jq f Ka '
;DIaKdj je jefhka wdjd' t;fldg ;DIAKdjla
we;slr .;af;a fudllg o" hula ke;s fohlg' iar
;;a;j
a hla ke;s fohlg' oeka hula oelalyu talg ys;la
my< fj,d" tal h lsis fohla f,i jgyd .kak
kd .Kkla j;a ;sfhkak kfka' flfka" tal
rEmhla lsh,d ys;kjd wr ishq rEm j,ska tl rEm /
,a,la' tal we;sjqK .uka u ke;s fj,d hkjd" ysia;eka
mq r jka k ;j lE,a , la ;s f hkjd' wka k ta os h g

fyd| foa wy,d f;are .;af;d;a" Bg wkqj jev

lrf.k hkfldg fukak f Ou;dj f;are .kak
mqjka' t;fldg f f,dalh" f f,dalh ;rla
fkdfjhs" f Yajh we;=<; h;dla f,dal Od;=
;sfhkjd k" ta f,dal yeu Mllu ;sfhkafka mK
ke;s jia;+kafka" mK ;sfhk i;a;ajfhd;a bkakjfka'
tl;= lr,d .;a;yu Th fol ;rhs ;sfhkafka' Th
fldgia fol we;=<; fudkjo ;sfhkafka" wr kdurEm fol' mK ke;s jia;+kaf.a ;sfhkafka" i;r uyd
N+;hkaf.ka iEK rEm l' tal iajNdjfhka we;s fjke;s fj hkjd' ks;a;la .kak fj,djla ke;s ;r
f.fhka we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd' t;fldg f
Yajh we;=<; l=rd-l=fhl=f.a mgka h;dla i;a;aj
fldgia bka k jd k" ta iEu i;a ; a j fhla <`. u

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;sfhkafka kdu-rEm fldgia fol' ffl iajNdjh;a

we;s fj- ke;s fj hk tl ;uhs' fukak flhs
nq jreka fmka j ,d ;s f hka f ka " f,da l hl ;s f hk
wiarnj'
tal f;are wrf.k" tafla ysia nj f;are wrf.k"
w,a,kak fohla ke;s nj jegyqKd u" wka;sug n,k
fldg we;=<; ;sfhkafka imQK Y=kH;dj" ysia nj
wkak t;fldg ;uhs ksjk fmakf
a ka" ksjkg m;afjkak
yelshdj ,efnkafka' f,dalfha ;sfhk h;dla jia;=
fiaru wiar hs" fl fndrejla" udhdjla" `.=jla'
tal f;are fjkfldg oefkkafka iar ;;a;j
a hla' wkak
ta iar ;;a;ajh ;uhs ksjk yehg fmkaj,d fokafka'
t;fldg ksjfka i;a;j
a fhla" mqo.
a ,fhla ljqrej;a keye'
rEm;a keye' kdu;a keye' kuq;a tajd kdu rEm tlal
imQKfhka u f;are wrf.k bjrfj,d" kej; rEm
idjg jev lr.;a;u kej; bmula keyefka' wkak
b;ska iar iem;la we;s lrf.k ;sfhkjd' fl
b;ska fndfyda u wudrehs f;are .kak'
f,dal i;a;ajhd fYaIfhka u ukqIHfhda" ksjk
.ek wykfldg" nK wykfldg lue,s .;s h la
fmkajkafka fudlo@" ksjkg nh we;sfjkafka fudlo@
ta ;r u wr wdYajdoh msKsi f f,dalh w,a,f.k'
oeka fu;k bkafka .fu;a hula ;sfhkjd k tal;a
w,a,f.k" w,a,mq .f ;sfhkjd k tal;a w,a,f.k"
B<`.g f f,dafla" tal;a w,a,f.k" f ilaj<j,a j,
i;a;ajhka .ek fudkjd y ia;rhla weyqjd k "
tal;a w,a, .kakhs l,amkdj' fjd fiaru tlg f.dkq
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lr,d ;uhs nqjreka f Ouh fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka'

t;fldg f iEu i;a;ajfhla ;=< u iEu mK ke;s
jia;=jla ;=< u ;sfhkafka fudkjo" tla;rd Ou;djla'
wkak ta Ou;dj f;are .ekSuhs wmg lrkak mqjka'
Ou;dj fyd|g fma k fldg" i;r i;s m Gdkh
jvdf.k hkfldg" wka;sug fjkafka fudllao@ wr
Oudkq m ia i kdfjka jegys p foa ;uhs ols k a k g
,efnkafka'
iEu i;a;j
a fhla ;=< u" iEu jia;j
= la ;=< u tla;rd
Ou;djla ;sfhkjd ' fudllao f Ou;dj@' fya;j
= lska
yg .;a;d jQ hula f o" tal wiar hs' lefvkjd"
f|kjd' tfyk fudllao@ fu;k fjkafka' fudllao
Oufha iajNdjfha yehg fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka" ta iEu
fohla u fjkia fjkjd' fjkia fjkjd k fudllao
;sfhkafka@' wks;H;djfka' fukak Ouh" wks;H
fmakfldg ;uhs l fmakk
a mgka .kafka' l fmakfldg
wd;auhla ke;s yehg fmakafka' fukak f l fyd|
ye f;are .ekSug ;uhs" nqrcdKka jykafia f
i;r i;s m Gdkh fmka j ,d ;s f hka f ka ' i;r
i;smGdkh jvdf.k jvdf.k hkfldg rEm lfha
we;a; ;;a;ajh fyd|g fmakjd' ldhdkqmiaikdj" B<`.g
fokdkqmiaikdj fmakjd' fokdkqmiaikdj ;=<ska
fokdf iajNdj fmakjd' f Ou;djh ;=<ska B<`.g
;a;dkqmiaikdj" ysf;a iajNdjh fyd|g fmakjd'
b;ska jd fiaru fyd|g jegyqKdhska miafia ;uhs"
Th jegfykak Wo jqfKa ljqo" f Oudkqmiaikdjfka
lsh,d fmakafka' Ou iajNdjh n, n, .syska wka;sug
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jegfykjd" ffla fudku fohlaj;a keye' Ouhg

wkq j n,kfldg wks ; Hh ,CIKhuhs fma k a k
;s f hka f ka ' CL ,CIKh uhs fma k a k ;s f hka f ka '
wkd;au ,CIKh uhs fmakk
a ;sfhkafka' Tkak t;fldg
fmakjd" ;uqkaf.a fudavlu' wr iuq;shg" ke;ak >k
ix{djg fhduq fj,d" ys; fhduq lr,d jrojd f;are
.;a;d" fflka iemla ;sfhkjd lsh,d" ta iem ,nd.kak
mqjka lsh,d'
Tkak we;sjqKd ;DIAKdj" ;DIAKdj we;s fj ke;s
fj .shd' fudlo jqfKa@ l,am .dkla .sh;a lshkak
mqjkao f ixidr .ufka > lu" ys;kak j;a neye'
ta ;r > ixidrhl la ka f oa " iem
n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka fka' flda iem@' ta l oel.kak
mq jka l u fmka j Q f ha " wr i;s m Gdkh jvdf.k
hkfldg' j;udk is;=,s my< fjk ye oelalyu
;uhs" ta is;=,s wkqj rEm lh jev lrk ye fmakafka'
t;kfka wr ldhdkqmiaikdj wyqfjkafka' t;fldg
f fokdj ;=<ska fudlo fjkafka@' wfka f wdYajdoh
;=<ska fudllao fl,d ;sfhkafka' fokdjg /jgqKd'
uq,djqKd' fudav jqKd' f fokdj uu iem jYfhka
kak kE lsh,d ys;,d" B<`.g talg reoaOj .e
we;sjqKd' t;k we;s fjkafka ;ryj" la fokdjfka'
ta tlalu je,d ;sfhkafka fudllao" fudav lufka'
fukak ;Kaydj" ;ryj" fudavlu fjd fmakak mgka
.kakjd' fjd fiaru we;sfj,d ixidrh lg m;a lf<a
ljqo@ uufka wkak wr ks;H" iqL" wd;ah" lsh,d" uu
jYfhka ms<.
s ;a; ksid' fjd uf.a foaj,a lsh,d ms<.
s ;a;

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ksid' fl uf.a wd;auhla lsh,d ms<s.;a; ksid' oeka

wr wks;Hh" l" wkd;au jYfhka fmfkk fldg"
ks;H ,CIKh fudl=;a u fmakafka keye' tajd fiaru
we;s fj ke;s fj hk ixialdr yehghs fmakafka'
iemhla lsh,d fld;klj;a keye fmakak" tl u
ysia Odrdj' B<`.g fldfyo@ wd;auhla yehg w,a,kag
;sfhkafka' rEm fldgi we;sjqK .uka u ke;sfj,d
hkjd' kdu fldgi we;sjqK .uka u ke;s fj,d hkjd'
flda w,a,kak fohla keyefk@' wkak wks;H;dj
fmakjd" f Yajh we;=<; ;sfhk iEu i;a;ajfhl=f.a
u" iEu mK ke;s jia;=jlu' tal olskak kE ;ud
iska uhs' ;udf.a kdu rEm fol ;=<ska" j;udkfhka
tmdhe olskak' wkak ta olsk fldg rEm lfha we;a;
;;a ; a j h fma k jd" wks ; H ,CIKh" CL ,CIKh"
wkd;a u ,CIKh"
B<`.g fmakjd i;r i;smGdkhg wkqj fokdf
iajNdj iem fokdj" l fokdj" uOHia: fokdj
uQ,sl jYfhka CIKhla-CIKhla mdid we;s fj ke;s
fj hkjd' we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd k ta
fokdfjka fudllao n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk iem;@'
t;k f iem fyda l fyda uOHia: fokdj k
flfkla bkakj o@' wr is;=,a, hs we;s fj,d ke;s
fj,d hkafka' ta is;=,a, f|kjd' thdf.a jef Tpr
hs' fjk fohla keye" thdg Ndr'
t;fldg ;a;dkqmiaikdj wr rEm lh fyd|g
meye,sj oelalyu Tkak ys; meye,sj fmakjd' tal
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mqu f.hlskqhs jev lrkafka' fudk u igyklaj;a

keye' rEfml=;a keye' kuq;a f.hg wkqj w,a,kak;a
mqjkalu ,efnkjd' wr rEm lh jev lrk wdldrhg
wkak t;k wd;auhla ke;s nj fmakjd'

rEm lh tfyka we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'

fokd is;=,s tfyka we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'
ix{d is;=,s tfyka we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'
ixialdrfhda tfyka we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'
ys;;a we;s fj-ke;s fj hkjd'

fjd fyd|g fmakfldg ;uhs" we;=<; flfrk

wr Ouh fmakafka' OudkQmiaikdfjka jvd.kak
lsf talhs' ta OudkQmiaikdjg wkqj fmakjd fjd
jev lrmq ye' rEmia l ka O h jev lrmq ye'
fokdialkaOh jev lrmq ye' ixialdr ialkaOh jev
lrmq ye' [a[dK ialkaOh jev lrmq ye' fukak
f ialkaO my yhg fmakfldg ;uhs" w,a,kak fohla
ke;sj hkafka'
oeka wr m<ehd myka t<sh oelal .uka .sys,a,
mkskjd' lsis u fyd|la krlla keye' fflka ug
iemla ;sfhkj o" lla ;sfhkj o" fl uu kqjKlska
lrk fohla o" fudav lulska lrk fohla o" oelal
.uka u .sys,a,d mkskjd' fldpr y tald uefrklka
u mkskjd" wka;sug ue,d jefgkjd' wkak ta iajNdj
;uhs f rd." oafY" fudayh ksid we;s fjk laf,aY
Ouhka my< lrf.k" f fudl=;a ke;s foaj,a w,a,
.kafka ;DIAKdfjka" fu;k ks;H;djla ;sfhkjd lsh,d"
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fflka uu iemla kak kE wdYajdohla we;slr.kak

kE lsh,d kuq;a wdkj nef keyefka'
oeka wr m<`.ehd .skakg mkskfldg t;k ta
i;dg fudk u wdkj ,CIKhlaj;a fmakjo@ keyefka'
fudlo wr >k ix{dj ydfka n,kafka' ta jf.a u
;uhs ukqIHh;a" fldpr kqjKska jev lrkak Yla;sh
;snqK;a" wr ;sika i;a;ajhd jf.a iuq;shg >khg
wkqj is; fhduq jqKdu we;s fjkafka ;Kaydj
dj' f
;Kaydj ksid fldydg o .uka lrkafka@ ;j;a laf,aY
Ouhkaf.a Wmldrh ;=<ska oe oe kdY fj" .ska
.g u iir .uka lrkak fjkjd' b;ska f W;=
;;a;ajh ;ud ;=<ska u oel .kakhs nqjreka Ouh
foaYkd lf<a' fYaIfhka u f Ndjkdfjka" i;r
i;smGdkh olskak fmkaj,d kafka'
;udf.a kqjKska u olskfldg ;uhs" f f,dal
;;a;ajfha uq,dj f;are .kak mqjka fjkafka' kuq;a
tfyu lsjg fudlo" f lh wms wdrCId lr.kak;a
kfka' f,v la j,g bv fkd;shd" ksfrda.Slu wdrCId
lrf.k" f lh b,a,k b,a,k foaj,a fokav;a kE
tla;rd m%udKhlg' fnfy;a fya;a" wdydr mdk cd;s"
we me< ,d i;=gq lrkak kE' fuhd lsmqfKd;ska
tfyu fudl= ; a lr.ka k neye' fuhd wdorfhka "
fndfydau wdrCId lrf.k taflka .;hq;= m%fhdacfka
.kak kE' ke;=j fl f wdydr fkdf.k yshehs
lsh,d" fudl=;a fkd yshehs lsh,d lrkak mqjka
fohla keyefka' ta fiaru wjYH foaj,a ,d" ysf;a ;ekam;a
lu we;slr .kak k'
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wkak ta ;ekam;a lu we;sfjkafka fldfydu o@

wr i;r i;s m Gdkhg wkq j kdu-rEm jYfhka
n,df.k hkfldg' ta ksid f Ndjkdj lrf.k hkag
rEm lh ;sfhkak kE' kdu lh ;sfhkak kE' ta
folufka Th iir jer ud.fha fhfokafka' oeka
tal u lSlre lr,d" iemj;a lr,d hyug yrj.kak
kE ksjka ud.hg' wkak ta yrjf.k hkfldg ;uhs"
msis oYkd kqjKska olskag wjia:dj ie,fikafka
;udf.a ;;a;ajh" wkqkaf.a ;;a;ajh" f,dal ;;a;ajh'
we;a ; we;s iefhka ols k fldg ;uhs l,ls u
we;sfjkafka' t;fldg taflka fjka u ;uhs" ksjk
yehg fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka'
f mskj
a ;a msi wo ojfia;a nqoO
a jkaokdf fhos,d
mqo mQcd wdh mj;aj,d" nK Ndjkdf fhos,d f
lrf.k hk jev lghq;= ;=<ska" ta ia:sr ;;a;ajhla
n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka" wiar fohska fjka fjkjd" iar
;;a;ajhlg m;afjkjd' talhs ksjk yehg fmkaj,d
,d ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg f yeu flfkl=g u ;=Kqrejkaf.a
wdkqNdjfhka ksla ksfrda.S n,fhka >dhqI ,e" f
lrf.k hk jev id:l fj,d" wud uyd ksjfkka
iekiSug yels fjd hs uu m%d:kd lrkjd'
id id id

isfjks Ou foaYkdj

Woh-jHh lSu
kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

f yeu foalk
s a u is fjkafka wfma fkdoekqj;alu
ksid iir .ukg fhduqfj,d wkd: fj,d bkavhs' wkak
tal f;are wrf.k thska ksoyia u ;uhs l< hq;af;a'
ksjk lshkafka talg hs' fukak f lshk ksjkg m;au
msKsi hs" f,d;=rd nqjre f,dafla my< fj,d wmg
Ouh foaYkd lrkafka' f Oufhka fmkakkafka
fudlla o " mru i;H oYkh hs ' f,da f la h;dla
oYkhka ;sfhkj k Ma ish u Ouhka" oYk
Ouhka ish,a, u w;yer,d mru jYfhka i;H Ouh
hs nqrPdKka jykafia u;= lr,d fmkajkafkaa' fudlo
tfyu lsh,d fokag fya;=j@' Wkajykafiag ksNhju
ta Ouh foaYkd lrkav mqjka Yla;shla ;snqKd" uq,
ysgka u fydhdf.k fydhdf.k .sys,a,d" bmfokauefrka ta fjkqfjka ld,h .; lr,d" iir .ufka
;;a;ajh fydhd.;a;= ksid' tajf.a u la jYfhka
wjfnda O lrf.k" ud. i;Hh;a wjfnda O
lrf.k"f,dal ;;a;j
a hka f;are wrf.k i;H jYfhka
u ksjfka ;;a;j
a h;a wjfndaO lrf.khs wmg f Ouh
foaYkd lf<a'
ta ;r W;= jQ Ouh u``. wer,d" Bg msgqmd,d
f,dalh jvkak" ke;ak l jvkak" f,dal i;a;ajhd

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lghq;= lrkafka fudlo@ f Oufha ;sfhk jkdlu

fkdokakd ksihs' Oufha ;sfhk jkdlu" iekis,s
iqjh f mskaj;=ka oek .;af;d;ska lsis flfkla f
wjia:dj w;aykafka kE' wjia:dj lshkafka" fYaIfhka
ukqIHhl= jYfhka W;am;a;sh ,n,d lr.; hq;= W;=
u foa fumuK hs' wms ixidrfha wkka; ld,hla ;siafia
f ksiairK jevj, fkfjhs fhfKa' iir mj;ajk
jev hs lf<a' l mj;ajk jevhs lf<a' tajdfha m%;sM,h
fudllao@ wkaO Ndjh ;j ;j;a je fj,d lg u
m;auhs' b;ska f fj,dfj ukqiaifhla fj,d Wmkak
ksid" l< hq;= tl u foh fuprhs' kuq;a Ouh y
ye fkdokakd wh tal iq jYfhka ys;,d mqjka
;r iem fydhkjd' f iem wms wkka; ld,hla
kaofka f ixidf' flda t;k" t;k |mq iem ke;sj
.shd' talfka nqjre foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka ixidf
lhs lsh,' iemla k iarj mj;skav kE' f ixidr
.ufka iem;a |,d ;sfhkjd" l;a |,d ;sfhkjd'
kuq;a tllaj;a iar kEfka" t;ek t;ek kdYfj,d
.shd'

wr nq oyfuka fmkak,d ;sfhk fYaI oelau fudlla

o@ fYaIfhka kqjKska oelsh hq;= oelSu fudlla o@
bmu hs urKh hs w;r h ;dla y j;a fjkj k"
j;a fjk ld,h ;=< weyeg fkdfmfkk we;s
ke;s f.dv oelSuhs'
Woh-jHh lshkafka wkak ta we;s u ke;s u
fofla oelSu ;uhs' iir .uk .ek h we;s fjkafka"
l,lsfrkafka tg hs' b;ska nqjre Ouh foaYkd lr,
;sfhkafka" ffl iem jYfhka wrf.k wdYajdohla
kav fkfuhs' wdkj ,CIK oel,d l,lsu msKsihs'
t;fldg f iem jYfhka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkfldg"
wdYajdohla ;uhs fmfkkafka" l,lsula we;sfjkafk
keyefka' kuq;a f.j,a j, bkak foumsfhda n,kafka"
<uhs fjfyrlg ydrhlg hhs lsh,d" nK msxlug
hhs o" nK Ndjkdjl fhfohs o" lsh,d tal j<lajkavhs'
fudlo@ l,ls,d ;h kdYlr .kshs lsh,d' ta
;r kqjKla ke;s wjia:djl ;uhs" wms oeka fn!oaO
kka ye`k bkak yq`. fofkla jev lrkafka'

f ;fha wms kqjKska l,amkd lr,d nefjd;a"

bm,d ;j l ld,hlska ue,d hkjd' Tkak l
f;are .;af;d;a" idudkH jYfhkaj;a nq oyf ;sfhk
jkdlu f;are .kav mqjka' Woh lshkafka we;s u
jHh lshkafka kdY u' oeka f,dalfha ish i;a;ajhd
u" idudkHfhka ukqiaifhda u .;a;;a n,kafk fudkj
o@ bmK ;ek n,kjd' uefrk ;ek n,kjd' thska
tyd ys;kav okafk kE' n,kav mqjka lula kE' kquq;a

fudlo@ f Ouh fkdokakd luhs" Ouh wykak

wlue;s hs' Ouhg wkqj jev lrkak leu;s kE' ks;r
u n,kafk fflka mqqjka ;r iem kav' fl
fyd`ogu meye,s lr, ;sfhkafk nq oyu ;=<ska ;uhs'
nq oyka fjd l%u l%ufhka kqjKska oel,d" fl<jr
olajd u i;Hh olsk ye ;uhs" f wdh wIagdx.sl
ud.fhka fmkaj,d fokafka' m<uq fldg fu;k
iS,fhka mgka wrf.k" wr oYkd kqjKska olsk
fldg" ffla fudlj;a u .kak fohla kE fl<jf"

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fiaru we;s ke;s f.dvla' ta lshkafka iEu

i;a;j
a hl= ;=<u ;sfhkafka f kdu-rEm folfk' kdurEm fol wmg jqjukd hg mj;ajkav nE' wmg ;rla
fkfuhs" fudk u i;a;ajfhl=gj;a nE' f,d;=rd nqjre
nq o a O ;a j h ,enq f j;a l l fk' hq K q f j,d f
mj;ajkak ne foa" ne hg oelald kqjKska' tal
Wmldr lrf.k u hs Wkajykaafia ksjka oelafla' ta
;rla fkfuhs' h flfkla ksjka olsf;d;a ksjka
olskav k f iS, iud m%{d l%uhg hs' taflka
fmkakkafka fudlla o@ wms;a Woh-jHh fol we;s u
- ke;s u i;H jYfhka olskav k'

tajd l%shd;aul lrjk ta kdu fldgia fokd" ix{d"

ixLdr" [a[dK lsh,d' ta Tlafldu wrEmS Oufka"
wrEmS Ou;a fndfydu ff.ka we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d
hkjd' Bg wkqj rEm f.dv jev lrkjd' ta fol tl;=
fj,d ;uhs" osjH f,dafla" n%yau f,dafla ukqiai f,dafla
ukqiaifhd fj,d W;am;a;sh ,nkafka" ;sika f,dafla"
wmdfha wdoS fkdfhla fkdfhla wd;au j, bm,d la
kafoa f fokakd' ta fudkjo@ kdu fldgihs rEm
fldgihs lshk f fol' t;fldg f kdu rEm fol
fiaru jev lrjkafka ljqo@ m%Odkshd yehg bm;a
fjkafka" ys; fka'

idudkHfhka k flfkl=g ys;kav mqjka" wjqre

50la" 60la 100la" 120la .sys,a,d jqK;a wr bmu .ek
ys;kak mqjka' B<.g uereKhs lsh, ys;kav mqjka'
kuq;a we;=<; n,kak lsis flfkl=g nEfk' f we;=<;"
wr CIKsl bm - ue f.dv olskak mqjka lula
kE' wkak tal oel .ekSug ;uhs" f Ndjkdj kE
fj,d ;sfhkafk' fudk ;r fmd; m; lsfhj;a"
nK weyej;a tal Wmldr fjkj ;uhs ksjka olskav'
kuq;a" i;H jYfhka ksjk oelSug k" iodld,sl
iekiSug m;afjkav k" fukak f we;=<; flfrk
jev l oel .kak kE" ;ud ;=< u' f kdu fldgia"
rEm fldgia we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d hkjd' t;fldg f
tlla jYfhka" tl f.dvla jYfhka ;sfhk rEm lh
fudk ;r ishq fj,d fmakak k o@ ta yeu rEmhla
;=<u ;sfhkafka fudkj o" i;r uyd N=; fldgia uhs'
tajd we;s fj - ke;s fj hk ye fmakak k' B<`.g

nq oyka fmkajkafka" f ie`.,d wNHka;rfha

jev lrk ys; fydhd .ekSu wjYHhs lsh,d' ys;
fydhd.kav k wms uq,ska u iSf,ka msis fjkak
kE' iSf,ka msis fjkfldg ys; msis fjkjfka'
f msis is;g ;uhs wr we;s ke;s f.dv
fmakak .kafka' l=ula we;s u ke;s u o@ ud ;=<
;sfhk rEm fldgi kdu-fldgi lshk f fofla we;s
u ke;s f jev ms<sfj<' t;fldg msis isf;ka
n,kak mqjka iir lg ud fhduqjf
q Ka fudlo@ fukak
f Ouh fkdoekSu ksid lsh,d'

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f hg nqjrhl= foaYkd l< Ydiksl jev

lr.kak nej b`o,d" B<`.g taflka fjka fj,d" fyd|
ud.hg fhduqfjk fldg" ;j ;j;a ys;g Yla;h
s tkjd'
tfyu ms is fj,d n,kfldg" f ixidr .uk
imQKfhka u tlu la ihqrla' nqjre Ouh foaYkd
lr, ;sfhkafka" f,dal i;a;j
a hdg flka fjka fjkaghs

lsh,' ksjk me;a;g fyd`og ys; keuqKdk" wkak

t;khs msis is; olskak ,efnkafka' b;ska msis
lug fkfuhsfka" f,dal i;a;ajhd jev lrf.k wdf'
f wmsis ugufka ys; jev lf<a' tfyu wmsis
lfuka lrk jev l msis is;ska oelalyu" ljodj;a
MAlg bv fokakE' t;fldg Ouh fkdoekSufka" t;k
n,mdkafka'
Oufha ;s f hk jkdlu wka k Tf;ka
f;a f rkjd' Oufha ;s f hk jkdlu fma k fldg
nqrcdKka jykafia .ek jKkd lrkav mqjka" .=K
oel .kav mqjka' nqrcdKka jykafia ta W;a;;r
;;a;ajhg m;ajqfKa f W;= Ouh wjfndaO lrf.k
fkao@ f f,dal ;;a;ajh oelafla Wkajykafia fkao@
Ouh ;=<ska B<`.g f f,dafla we;a; we;s iefhka
oel,d" wdkj oel,d l,ls,d f ;r W;= ud.hl
.uka lr,d" f,dal ;;a;ajh f;are .;a;d' fukak
thska Kdu" i;Hh ;;a;ajh oel .;a;d' wr ish,a,
u oel .;af;a fudfla msyf
s gka o@ f Ouh msyf
s gkafka'
t;fldg f wms yeu flfkla u <`.u Ou Yla;sh
;sfhkjd' f ;sika i;=ka <`.;a ;sfhkjd' kuq;a i;=kg
a
wjia:djla kEfka' t;fldg Yd, u Nd.Hla wmg ,e,
;sfhkjd' talfka" Th nqjk fndai;ajreka f ukqiai
f,daflg we,a,d" ta jev lr .kafka' t;fldg wr
we;a; we;s iefhka olskjehs lshkafka" kdu- rEm
foflys CIKslj we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d hk iAjNdj
oelSu hs' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk@" wr ;DIaKdjg bv
ke;=j hkjd' f ;DIAKdj f ;dlal,a ug w`r.kav

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nerej .;l<d' thska isjkafka fudllao@ f,dafla

jefhkaa u l meje;au hs' talghs uu fuf;la l,a
jev lr,d ;sfhkafka' fl uyd la f.dvla' ffl
wdkj fufyuhs lsh,d kqjKska oel .kav f Ouh
msyg
s fjkjd' t;fldg fflka m%fhdack fkd.;af;d;a
ldg o mdvqj@" uguhs'
f wkqj ,o wjia:dfjka m%fhdack .ekSug ish
fokdg u yels fjd'
W;= f;rejka fnf,ka ish fokdg u ksla
ksfrda.S iqj ie,fiajd wjidkfha wud uy ksjka iqj;a
idCId;a lr.kakg ,efjd

f;rejka irKhs
id

id

id

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ksiairK jkh" ;s.,'
2007 wfma%,a ui 20 k
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79

miafjks Ou foaYkdj

ksjfka jkdlu
kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

ksjka oelSu yd iudk wudre jevla ;j;a kE'

fudlo ta lshkafka" yeu f,df u iir ;rKhg
jevlr.kak ne fjkjd' iqiq wjia:djla ,efnkafka
kE' fukak f ksihs tal wudre fjkafka' b;ska
nqrcdKka jykafia,d fmkak,d ;sfhkafka" fldpr
wudre jqK;a l< hq;= tl u foh tprhs lsh,d' ke;ak
f iir l wr.kak;a nefjkjd" iir .ukska
ksoyia ul=;a ke;sfjkjd' ta w;ska nejd u" uyd
jkd fohla nq rcdKka jyka f ia fmka k ,d ,d
;sfhkjd" ;udg fkdfmfkk fohla" ;udf.a ys;ska u
oel .ekSug' wkak t;fldg ;uhs" iir .ufka we;a;
;;a;ajh oel,d l,lsu we;sjkafka' ksjka oelSf
jkdlu oefkkafka t;fldg ;uhs' wks;a tl b;ska
iir .ufka ksjka olskakg nejqK ksidfka" f
;r wudre jqfKa' f iir .ufka olskak fkd,enqKq
fohla ksid fl fndfydu jkjd' ta i;H;dj oelSfuka
;uhs f f,dafla ;sfhk l fyd|g f;are wrf.k"
taflka wE;afjk fjkafjk iodld,sl iem;g m;afjkak
mqjkalu ;sfhkafka'
t;fldg f,da l fha fuf;la l,a fudlo f
i;a;j
a hd lf<a@' i;a;j
a hdf.a fjkia fjk foa wr.kak
80

nefjkjd" ;ukag jqjukd hg fjd mj;ajkak

nefjkjd' fl iar fohla yehg" iodld,sl fohla
yehg" Ya j di ;s h df.k jev l<d' iem
n,dfmdfrd;a;f
= jka uykais jqKd' kuq;a ksjka oel.kak
nejqKd" kqjK ke;slu ksid' iir mqreoaola ke;s iEu
i;ajfhla ;=,u f ;;a;ajh ;sfhkjd' wiAr nj
oel.kak nej lg m;a fj ;uhs iir .ufka
fhfokafka'
b;ska fl Mlmdrg lrkak nE' flka l" flka
l ixjrh we;s lrf.k" hqKq lrf.k bhg
hkfldg ;uhs" nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d ;sfhk
ksjfka jkdlu f;afrkafka' iir .ukg fhduqjk
jev lghq;= j,ska ksoyia fjkfldg" i;H ud.h
fmfkk fldg" ksjfka jkdlu f;afrkakg mgka
.kakjd'
oeka Th mkais,a iudoka fj,d fyd| yeoshdjla
yod.;a;d u" idudkH jYfhka tafla wdksixi oel.kak
mqjka' jd ;j ;j;a lrf.k .sys,a,d" wr Ndjkdjg
fhfKd;a ;uhs flys ye fmakk
a mgka .kafka' ixidr
.ufka ys; fhduqfj,d ;sfhkafka l=ulg o@" ta l
mj;ajkak lsh,d oel.kak mqjkalu ,efnkjd' f
Ydiksl .=K Ou jefvkak jefvkak ;uhs" f,dalh
;sfhk ye oefkkafka' oeka ;uhs iir .ufka nh
oefkkak mgka .kafka'
t;fldghs ksjk lrd .uka lrkakg mqjka
fjka f ka ' fl nq rcdKka jyka f ia , d Oufhka
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fmkakq lr,d ;sfhk i;H;dj hs' ;ud leu;s foa"

;ud leu;s hg mj;ajkakg .shdu fudlo fjkafka'
iir .uk la fjkjd" l;a jefjkjd' bm bm
ue ue .uka lrkak hs fjkafka' ukqIHfhla fj,d
yeuod u mj;skak mqjka he" fofhla fj,d yeuodu
mj;skak mqjkahe" n%yaufhla fj,d yeuod u mj;skak
mqjka he' fl CIKhla CIKhla mdid fjkia fjkjd'
iir .uk lla jYfhka wjfndaO lr.kak mqjka
fjkjd'

we;a; ;;a;ajh" ixidr .ufka wdkj jegfykak mgka

.kafka' f ;r wiar jQ fohla" CIKhla CIKhla
mdid f kdu rEm fol u fjkia fj hkjd' f
fj,djg f,dl= nhla we;s fjkjd' iir h we;sjkafka
wkak t;fldghs'

t;fldg mia i kd Ndjkdfjka fmka j ka f ka

fudlla o@ we;a; ;;a;ajh' ys;g wkqj f rEm lh jev
lrk ye' Tkak l oek.kak fldg" kduh rEmh
fjka lr.kak ye oel.kak mqjka' ta fldgia fol
u ;udg jqjukd hg mj;ajkak nE fka" ks;r u
fjkia fjkjd' wkak ta fjkia u ;=<ska wr iarj
mj;ajd.k hkak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk uu" udf.a
hk nj .gu le le hkjd' fuh fndrejla" ujkakla
h ls h ,d imQ Kfhka ols k a k mq jka ' mia i kd
fudfyd;g jegqKdu" kdu rEm fofla l%shdld;ajh
oel .kakjd' fl fndfydu wudre fohla" wudrehs
lsh,d kslka ysfhd;a ljodj;a flfrkafka kE' iika
ksoyia ug ,efnkafk;a kE' iir flka ksoyia ug
wjia:dj ,enqK fudfydf;a lr.;af;d;a ;uhs" ksjka
lrd .uka lrkak mqjkalu ,efnkafka'

B<`.g ;j;a meye,sj n,df.k hkfldghs" fuys

ialkaO my fmakak mgka .kafka' ialkaO my fka wmg
jo fokafka' ialkaO my fudlla o lsh,d j;a okafka
kE' uu" uf.a wd;auh jYfhka w,a,.;a;= ksid" iem
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' wka;sug ixidr la | |"
ue ue" bm bm iir .ufka l hs mj;ajdf.k
wdf' f fiaru ke;s fjkak k" kdu rEm ialkaO
jYfhka olskk
a kE' t;fldg rEm ialkaOh fudk;r
f.hlska ishq fj,d fmakak mgka .kakj o lsh,d
olskak mqjka' we;sjqK .uka u" f rEm fjkia fj
hkjd' bmfokjd" ksreoaO fjkjd' bmfokjd ksreoaO
fjkjd' bm,d" ksreoaO fj,d hk tl kej; yn
fjkafka kE ljodj;a" tajd kdY fjkjd' B<`.g tk
rEm mrmrdj" yhg fmryerl hk ksiqka jf.a'
tlaflfkla hkjd" B<`.g ;j flfkla hkjd' Th
hg rEm fldgia" i;r uyd N+; fldgia jev lrk
ye oelalu ;uhs" fl tl rEmhla fkdfjhs' rEm
id.rhla yehg fmakf
a ka' f rEm id.rh ;ud" kqjKska
ke;ak m%{dfjka olsk oelSu'

B<`.g fufyu n,df.k hkfldghs" kdu rEm

fofla p,kh olskak ,efnkafka' p,kh lshkafka"
fjkia u olsk fldg ;uhs u;=fj,d fmakafka ;udf.a

B<`.g fjd oelafla ljqo@ uu o fjd oelafla@

uuh lsh,d flfkla w,a,ka we;a tfyk {dkh
;uhs oel,d ;sfhkafka' ta hg kdu rEm fol meye,s

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83

jqKd u ;uhs" ialkaO my fmakak mgka .kafka' uf.a

<`. ;sfhk jia;=j fudkjo@

biafi,a, u kdu rEm fol"

B<`.g is;=re jYfhka n,df.k hkfldg fmak

rEm ialkaOh

B<`.g fmakjd fokd ialkaOh we;s fj ke;s

fj hk ye'

B<`.g fmakjd ix{d ialkaOh we;s fj ke;s

fj hk ye'

B<`.g fmakjd {dk ialkaOh we;s fj ke;s

fj hk ye'
t;fldg f fiaru oelafla ljqo@ {dkh'
fjd jeys,d ;snqfKa woHdfjka" woHdj l l
f.,d hkfldghs" ysf;a msislu i;Hh ;;a;ajh
u;=fj,d fmaakafka' fu;k iar jQ" uu jQ flfkla kE'
uf.a lsh,d fohla kE' wd;auh lsh,d fohla kE' tl u
ixialdr f.dvla yehg ;sfhkafka' fukak f jeysp"
woHd wkaOldrh" ys; jer ud.hlg fhduqjk ye
fmakjd' iir .uk mj;ajdf.k wdmq ye fmakjd' ta
;=<ska we;sjqK l fmakjd' f woHdj ref.k
hkfldg wr msis is;ska u u;=fjkjd iir .uk
mj;ajdf.k wd ye" la jqK ye' B<`.g msis ukiska
fmkajkjd" nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd ka ud.h"
ksjka ud.h lsh,d'
t;fldg f,da l h ykd.ka v mq jka we;a ;
jYfhka' ;udf.a ialkaO my keue;s f,dalh fjkia
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jk ye oelalu ;uhs tl u ixialdr f.dvla yehg"

la jYfhka fmakak .kafka' kshu i;H oYkh tal hs'
f i;H oYkhg wkqj n,k fldg" f Yajfha h;dla
i;ajfhda f o" ta whg;a i;H oYkh olskak mqjka'
fldfyduo olskak mqjka@ fjkia u ;=<ska' fjkia
u we;=<; ks;r u fudllao lr,d ;sfhkafka@ iarj
mj;ajkak W;aidy f.k ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg f .uk mgka.kafka ljqo@ ;DIaKdj"
;DIaKdj jYfhka" iem jYfhka w,a,d.;af;a fudlla
o@ CIKhla-CIKhla mdid fjkia jk ixialdr fldgia'
fukak fl oek.;a; flkd ;uhs iir .ek l,lsu
we;s jkafka' ;DIaKdjla we;s fj ke;s fj hkjd' f
lsiu
s fohla iar jYfhka mj;ajkak nE' f,dalh wks;H
jYfhka" la jYfhka" wkd;au jYfhka n,kak k'
t;fldg fu;ek flfkla kE olskak' bkafka {dkh
;r hs' thd lshk yehg ;uhs jev lr,d ;sfhkafka'
ksjka .uk j<lkak .uka lrjkafk;a ys;'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ksjka ud.fha .uka lrk
fldg" is jQ foh wiar jYfhka oel" l,lsu we;s
lrf.k" ta hym; ;=<ska ksjka olskak mqjkalu
;sfhkjd' fl iekis,s iqjhla" f hg f,dalfha
;sfhk wiar;ajh" wks;Hh" CL" wkd;au jYfhka
wjfndaO lr.;a; u ;uhs ksjkg m;afjkak mqjka
lu ;sfhkafka' t;fldg f Ou ud.fha ;sfhk
jkdlu oel.;aa; k" ksjka ud.h ;ud ;=<ska u
oel.kak mqjka fjkjd'

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t;fldg ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia .ek Yajdih

we;s fjkafka" Ou r;akh .ek Yajdih we;s fjkafka"
ix> r;akh .ek Yajdih we;s fjkafka" ;=Kqrejka
flfrys Yajdih we;s fjkafka' ysf;a Yajdih we;s
lrf.k" i;H oYkh oelS u ks j ka oelS u ;uhs '
nqrcdKka jykafia uyd jkd oYkhla fmkak,d
kafka' l< hq;= jev w;=ka wudre u jef l hs' ta
jf.a u lr.kak;a fka l hs' iodld,sl iekiSug
m;a fjkak mqjka'
f uq,djg jegqfKa fudlo" jer oDIaka ksid'
uu" udf.a wd;auh lsh,d ks;Hh" iqL" wd;au jYfhka
.;a;= ksid' f l olsk fldg iEu i;a;ajfhla u
taldka;fhka u bmfoka uefrka hk i;a;ajfhla
nj oel.kak ,efnkjd' Wia my;a lsis u l%uhlska
n,kak nE' iEu i;a;ajfhla ukqiaifhla fjkjd"
fofhda fjkjd" krldhg jefgkjd" fjkia fj
hkjd'
f oshg f,dalfha fjkia u wks;Hh" CL"
wkd;au jYfhka olsk fldg we;s jk iekiSu" W;=
iekiSu" nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd kakd' fl oel
.kak k" ukqIH wd;au Njhla u ,efnkak kE'
CIK im;a;sh ;sfhkak kE' wkaOfhla jqKdu nE'
f,fvla jqKdu nE' Ouh wy,d Ou ud.hg fhduq
jqKdu ;uhs" ksjka u. .uka lrkak ,efnkafka' f
mskaj;a msi nqrcdKka jykafia .ek" Ou r;akh
.ek" ix> r;akh .ek Yajdih ;shdf.k" Wkkafjka
Ouh wjfndaO lr.kakg ys;df.k" mqjka ;r ksjka
oelSf jev ms<sjf,a fhfokak kE'
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wks;a ndysr jev lrkak kE" ;h mj;ajkak'

kuq;a ;h meje;ajqjg u' ;fhka kshu m%fhdack
.kak kE' l hs nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d
;sfhkafka' ukqIH ;hla ,nd.kak tl fndfydu
,N fohla' fuhska w:hla <.dlr.kak kE'
f iir l f;are wrf.k" lg fya;=j f;are
wrf.k" f ud.fha .uka lr,d" i;Hh wjfndaO
lr.kak kE' f hg p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOfhka
;uhs" ksjkg m;afjkak mqjkalu ;sfhkafka' ;DIaKd
nkAOkhkaf.ka os,d" iar iekis,,
a g m;afjkak kE'
f iEu fokdg u lrf.k hk jev id:lj
lrf.k hdug Yla;s n,h;a" ksla" ksfrda.S r jkh;a"
ksjka oelSug jdikdj;a ,efjd hs m;'
id

id

id

mQcH ;s., Oudjdi iajdka jykafia

fiakdikdm;s
;s., ksiairK jkh'
^ks i a i rK jk wdrKH fia k dikh 2006 jdIs l
jdd;dj weiq f rks &

87

yhfjks Ou foaYkdj

woHdj re lsu
kfud ;iai N.jf;d wryf;d iud inqoaOiai

;=Kqrejka flfrys m%uqLia:dkh ;shdf.k wms f

jev wdrN lf<a' ta jf.a u b;ska ojfia yels;dla nK
Ndjkd wdfha fh,d" wjidkfha yekaod ff.k
hkfldg wfma ;=Kqrejka isys lr,d" mqo mqcd wdh
mj;aj,d" jkaokdudk lr,d" wfma ys;g mqu osfha
Yla;shla we;s lr .kakjd' ta Yla;sh ;uhs bhg
.uka lrjkafka' ta jf.a u wms ys;kav kE" nq rcdKka
jykafia u foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjfka Wkajykafia
msksjka mEjg miafia" nqrcdKka jykafiag f lrK
je ms .re nqyu
q ka Yajdihlska hql;
a j tajd lf<d;a"
judk nqjrfhl=g mQcd lrmq wdksYxi ,efnkjd" tafla
fjkila keye lsh,d' ta jf.a u wo nqoaO Ydikhla
mj;sk ldf,a" fYaIfhka u nqrcdKka jykafia
msksjka mEjg Wkajykafiaf.a .=K ihqr wmsg ,e,d
;sfhkjd'
ta .=K ihqr .ek ys;kfldg judkj bkakjd
jf.au hs" lsis u fjkila keye ffla' wr m%Yakh
fj,d ;s f hka f ka " f;da r d.ka k neye nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ouh" ix>r;akfha .=K" jkdlu' ta
fkdokakd lu ksid u ;uhs" fYaIfhka u wo fn!oaO
kdufhka bka" kuq;a talg msgqmd,d jev lrkafka"
wfn!oaO jev lrkafka" Ou frdaj jev lrkafka'
wkak tal ksid wms ysf;a nq /ia we;s lr.kak kE'
88

Th ks i a i q b;s k a idudkHfhka fudkdy

n,f.hla Wv ksid l;dlrkj;a we;s' ks;frda u wfma
ysf;a nq/ia ysfok hg wms jev lrkak kE' ta
lshkafka ta ;r ;=Kqrejka flfrys Yajdihlska jev
lrka k kE' wka k ta jev lrf.k hkfldg
taldka;fhka u ;=reKqjkaf.a msysg ,efnkjd'
t;fldg f nqrcdKka jykafia" Ouh" ix>
r;akh ykkafka ke;s ksid" ukqiaifhda fudk ;r
:HdoDIal yeS we;s lrf.k Oufhka f;dr fj,d
jev lrkj o@ wkak tal hs Ndhkllu' hlsis flfkla
f ;=Kqrejkaf.a .=K fyd`og oekf.k" Ouh flfrys
ioaOdj we;s lrf.k" OudkQl+,j ;h .; l<fyd;a
Yd, m%fhdackhla ,nkak mq`Mjka fjkjd' b;ska flg
wjia:dj ke;s fj,d ;sfhkafka" woHdfjka jeys,d"
krl" fyd`o yehg ms<swrf.k jer ud.fha .uka
lsu ksihs' y ud.hg je,d" ;=reKqjkaf.a .=K isys
lrf.k" ioaOdj we;s lrf.k kqjK fhduq lr,d jev
lr.;af;d;a" wms fuf;la wr ixidrfha ieirmq ye
;ukag u oel .kak mqjka' fudk ;r la ; o wms
.;lf@ t;fldg ta |mq la t;k t;k u kdY
fj,d .shd' t;fldg |mq iem t;k t;k u kdY
fj,d .shd' ta w;S;fha wms h;dla ixidrfha l iem
kaod k" tajd fiaru we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d .shd'
uOHia: fokdj,a kaod k tajd;a we;s fj,d ke;s
fj,d .shd' bhg fjkafk;a Th l'
Tkak Th hg fYaIfhka u ys;d.kak kE"
wms ksjkg <`.d fjkav" iir fl lr .kak' f jev
lrf.k hkafka talghs' uq,sl jYfhka fYaIfhka u
ioaOdj ;sfhkak kE" ;=Kqrejka flfrys' wkak ta
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;=Kqrejka .=K ys;g iamY lrf.k" jvd jOkh

lrf.k hkfldg" ;uqkaf.a nK Ndjkd jev j,g
mqu Wmldrhla ,efnkjd' b;ska wfma ys; wdf,dalu;a
lr.kak kE' nqoaO rYa ud,dj wfma ysf;a jvd .kak
kE' .=K fmfkk fldg ;uhs" ysf;a rYah we;s
fjkafka'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia wmg lrkav lsh,d
;s f hka f ka fudlla o @ f la ihq r wjfnda O lr
.eks u fka " fuf;la l,a wkka ; nq jreka wms g
uqK.efykak we;s' t;fldg iqiq hg wfma ys;
fhdoj,d" taflka m%fhdack .kak ne jqKd' wr iir
.uk u la lrjkak" jer l%uh wkq.ukh lr lr
miq n g fjkjd' wo wmg fyd`o wjia : djla ,e,d
;sfhkafka" nqoaO idikhla mj;sk fj,dj" ukqiai
wd;auhla ,nmq wms" wr iuHlaoDIah we;s lrf.k
kshu ksjka ud.hg t<,d jev lfrd;a ljod fyda
ksjka oelaug wjia:dj ie,fikjd' woHd wkaOldrh
re lr .ekSug wjia:djla ,efnkjd'
oHdj my< lrf.k we;a; we;s iefhka h:d:h
oel,d" w;S;fha uu fudk ;r oi la kao o@ bhg
ug oeka tajd wvqff.k hkjd lsh,d wjfndaOh ;j
;j jOkh fjkjd' oHdj ke;ak" ta h:d:h
n,dfmdfrd;a ; = fjk foa " <`.d lr.ka g wjia : dj
ie,fikjd jf.a u" f,dl= i;=gla we;s fjkjd'
t;fldg fl uu m<uqfjka lshkak ys;=f" wfma
f .uk meye,s lr .kak kE ksid' iir .uk
meye,s lr .kak kE" ksjka .uk meye,s lr .kak
kE ksid' ta meye,s lr .ekSug ;uhs uu f l
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ojfia uf.a Yla;s m%udKfhka iaj,am jYfhka l:d

lf<a " Ouh meye,s lr,d ka a f ka ' ta f lka uu
fYaIfhkau fmkakq lrkafka iir h u;= lr
.ekS u hs ' ta l ke;s l r .ekS u g" B<`.g th ke;s
lr.ekSfuka ksjk mdod .ekSu" tfyu ksjfka ;sfhk
jkdlu fmkajd uhs' wo yq`.la fofkl=g" fldhs ;r
nK weiqj;a fldhs ;r fnd!oaOfhda jqK;a f fol
f;dar .kak neye'
wdh i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak tl fndfyda u
wudre jevla' talg uq, mqrd .kakj;a kqjK keye' ta
;rug wms iir flys we,s,d' iir l iemla jYfhka
wrf.k jer ud.hu hs wkq.ukh lr,d ;sfhkafka"
ixidrfha w;kam;r b;ska iq`M iq`M msxl lrkak;a
we;s' yeu i;a;ajfhla ;=<ska u l=i,a wl=i,a fol u
flfrkjfka" jemqr fl,d ;sfhkafka wl=i,a' fudlo
mdr mdod .kak ne jqKd ksjka ud.hg' wr jer
oDIah ksid wrg uhs jefgkafka' B<`.g tal Tkak
ksrjq,a lrf.k ksjkg hkak yok fldg" ksjk .ek
Yajdihla keye' l fldfyduo wms lrkafka@ l
uy wudre jevla" wms Yajdi lrkafka fldfyduo@
b;ska ksjka oelalyu" kej; bmula ke;s jqKdu" wfma
iem l ke;=j hkjfka lsh,d ys;kjd' b;ska nqoaO
ldf,a nqrcdKka jykafia judkj bkak fldg;a Th
h we;s jqKdfka ukqiaihskag' tal b;ska uyd wudre
fohla lvd .kag'
wkak ta l;a ,sys,a lr,d meye,s lr,d fokak
;uhs uu f f,dalh .ek fmkakqf lla" ksjk .ek
fmkakf
q lla' fYaIfhka u wms ys;kak kE fuf;la
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l,a ixidrfha uu hs lsh,d flfkla ysfha keye'

udf.a lsh,d flfkla fohla ;snqfKa keye' wd;auhla
lsh,d flfkla fohla ;snqfKa keye' ks;H fohla
;snqfKa keye' iem fohla ;snqfKa keye'
wms fuf;la l,a t;fldg lr,d ;s f hka f ka
fudllao@ wks;H foa ks;H lrf.k" l iemla lrf.k
B<`.g wd;auhla ke;s ;ek wd;auhla lrf.k taflka
mqjka ;r bmK fjf,a b`oka uefrk f;la u iem
kak uhs n,dfmdfrd;a;=j' Ouhg ys; fhduq lr,d
n,kfldg" fldhs;r jer ud.hl ;HdoDIal
ye`.s j,ska o wms ld,h .; lr,d ;sfhkafka@'
t;fldg f oYkd Ndjkdj ;=<ska tajd ;u
;uqkag u meye,s lrf.k" i;Hh wjfndaO lr .ekSug
;uhs " nq rcdKka jyka f ia Ouh foa Y kd lr,d
;sfhkafka" f oYkd Ndjkdj fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka"
i;r i;smGdkh jvk wdldrh fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka'
wka k ta j d lrf.k hkfldg wjfnda O fjkjd
i;a;ajfhla mqoa.,fhla lsh,d fkdfjhs" uu hs uf.a
lsh,d wd;auhla fkdfjhs lshk i;Hh' f tl u
ixialdr f.dvla we;sfj,d ke;sfj,d .shd muKhs" f
iir .;lrmq ld,h ;=<'
t;fldg oeka uu fmkajkafka" ta iir;a ysfha
ke;ak uu hs lsh,d flfkla " udf.a lsh,d flfkla"
udf.a lsh,d fohla ;snqfKa ke;ak" wd;auhla ;snqfka
ke;ak" i;a;j
a fhla mqo.
a ,fhla fkdyshk" fudllao
f@ ixialdrf.dvla we;s fj,d ke;s fj,d .shd' t;k;a
oeka wr Ouh jegfyk fldg fmakjd" i;a;ajfhla
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mqoa.,fhla keye" uu hs lsh,d fohla keye" udf.a

lsh,d fohla keye" wd;auhla lsh,d fohla keye" tajd
;ukag u wjfndaO fjkjd'
wkak ta wjfndaO fjkfldg ksjk me;a;g ys;
fhduq fjkjd' ks j k .ek wms oeka ys ; uq ' f
imqKfhka u wr wdYajdofhka ms,d ;snqK foa oeka
wdkj ,CIKh fmks,d l,lsu we;s fjkjd' l,lsu
we;s jqKdu Tkak oeka ksjkg Mk ksiairKhg
yefrkjd' ta ye,d wms h lsis hlg Tkak wms;a
ksjka oelalhs lsh,d ys;uq' nqjreka" f,d;=rd nqjreka"
ksjkg m;a fjkjd' mfia nqjreka" ry;ka jykafia,d
ksjkg m;afjkjd' ksjkh lsh,d fjk ;ekla we;af;a
keye' f ksu ;uhs wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafka'
Tkak wms ys;uq oeka ksjkg m;a jqKhs lsh,d" ksug
m;a jqKhs lsh,d' t;k bkakj o flfkla@ t;k;a
keye ljqrej;a' wr la f.dka fjka u" ixialdr
f.dka fjka u ;uhs ksjkh lshkafka' ;j;a whqrlska
lshkjd k wr jer oDIafhka whska fj,d iud
oDIafhka jev lrf.k .sh tfla m%;sM,h ,enqKd'
m%;sM,h fudllao@ kej; kQmk m wr ixialdr
f.dv imqKfhka u kdY lr,d oeud' fya;=jla
keye keje; Wmkak' Tlafldu y`kd .;a;d f,dal
;;a;ajh" p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO jqKd' l,lsreKd"
ksjkg keUqre jqKd'
talg ;j;a Wmud,d ;shkjfka fmdf;a" .sks
f.dvlg yd iudkj' .sks f.dvlg h<s or oeud u
fudlo fjkafka" m;a;= fjkjd' wr ;sfhk .skak je
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jqKd' B<`.g ksfjkak hkfldg ;j .skaor odkjd' wms

ixidfu lf<a Tkak Th hg" jv jvd bhg wdmq
tl ;r hs' wka;u
s g uefrkak hkfldg wrf.k hkafka
fudllao@ wr .sks f.dvg iqiq" tal kej; kej;;a
o,ajkak Wmldr fjk ;DIaKdjka; ys;' talfka wr
f,dalfha ;sfhkafka" lhs" lg fya;j
= hs lsh,d' ;DIaKdj
hs" l hs' ;DIaKdj h ;ekl o" tafla m%;sM,h fudllao
l' t;fldg f,dalh ms,d u ;sfhkafka fudkjhskao@
fukak f foflka ;uhs' ;DIaKdfjkqhs" flfkqhs
;Kydh cdh;S fidaflda lsh,d mgka wrka fmkaj,d
;sfhkafka talfka'
;Kaydj ke;ak" kej; w,a,d .ekSug bvla keye'
ta ;Kayd nkaOkh imqqKfhka u ke;s lr,d tafla
wdkj oel,d l,ls,d ksiairKhg m;ajqKd u ;uhs
wr ksug m;a fjkafka' t;fldg wr ;sp .skaor or
l fiaru weo,d odkjd' m;a;=fjp tl tfyu u
ks,d hkjd' kej; .skk
a m;a;= fjkak wjYH Wmldrl
foaj,a fudl=;a keye" wuq or;a keye" h<s or;a keye"
imqKfhka u ks,d .shd' tal yhg u Wmudjlg
fldfyduo lshkjd k" ,e .skakla jf.a" f laf,aY
Ou" ;DIaKdj yeu me;aaf;ka u' ys; fhduq fjkafka u
;DIaKdjg wod<j ;uhs" ;DIaKd nkaOkh je jk
hg' t;fldg Th ;DIaKd .sks cd,dj wms oeka ksj
ksj tkafka' ojfia jev lghq;= .ek ys;,d n,k fldg"
kskafoka kesgmq fjf,a b`o,d ? kskaog hk;=re nK
Ndjkd wdfha fh f kdu rEm fol lshkafka
fudllao@ lshk tl f;are .kak k' fl uu f;are
.kak kE nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq yehg'
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uu;a l,lsu we;s lr.kak kE" f iir l

ksjd.kak kE" ksug m;afjkak kE" lshk n,j;a
ye`.sfuka hql;
a j hs f jev j, fhfokafka' f jevj,
fhfok wjia:dj, woHdj re fjkjd' wr ;DIaKdj
nkaOkh le le kdY fj hkjd' B<`.g
wr wdkj ,CIK fmakjd' wdYajdoh l%u l%ufhka wvq
fj hkjd' f,dal ;;a;Ajh jegfykjd' m<uqfjka u
f oYkd Ndjkdjg ys; fhduq lrk g wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj fyda Worh msu-yels,u
s we;=<; wms olskf
a ka
fudllao@
biafi,a,d u ta fol ;=<ska u wms luia:dk
yehg n,kjd k" luia:dk folla tlg lrkak
fyd`o keye' wkak ta luia:dk we;=<; wms n,kafka
fudllao@ f kdu-rEm jev lrk ye' f kdu-rEm
fol jev lrk ye olskk
a k" kdu-rEm fofla p,kh
olskak kE' p,khla ke;ak wmg ndodjla keye'
fl ks;frdau p,kh fjkjd' p,khla ke;ak" t;k
iarhs" ks;Hhhs' tfyu ks;H iajNdjla fld;klj;a
keye" kdu fldgfi;a keye" rEm fldgfi;a keye' f
fldgiA folu tlg tl;= fj,d ;uhs wms fuf;la l,a
wmd lg m;afjkafka' f la ihqrl ys; fhduq lrf.k"
tal iem yehg wrf.k ixidf .uka lrf.k wdf'
oeka fu;k wms n,kafka wr p,kh foi hs' p,kfha
fudllao jegfykafka@ wks;H;dj uhs jegfykafka'
wkak talg ;uhs p,kh Wmldr fjkafka'
oeka fuf;la l,a wms Yajdi lrf.k ysfha
p,khla ke;s yehgfka" wr ks;Hhhs" iqLhs" wd;auhla
we;s yehgfka' b;ska ;j ;j;a fflka iem `kakg
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kE' wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqKq iem imqKfhka u

ke;sfj,d hkafka f p,kh ;=<ska ;uhs' p,kh k
t;k ;sfhkafka wks;H;djhs' wks;Hh k t;k
;sfhkafka l' l k wkd;au hs' Tkak Th oshg
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l< wks;H" lAL" wkd;au
Ouhka ;uqkg
a u wjfndaO lrf.k iir .ufka ;sfhk
ysiqKqlu f;are wrf.k ksiairKhg meKsug
mq jka l u ,efnkjd' ks ug m;a f jka k wjia : dj
ie,fikjd' b;ska wms fYaIfhka u" ix>hd jykAfia,d
jqK;a" .syshkA jqK;a" fn!oaOhkA jqK;a" wfn!oaOhka
jq K ;a f nq oyf fldgia wyk fldg wr
f,!lsl;Ajhg ;sfhk lEorlu ksid" neu ksid"
;DIaKdfjka fj,s,d ;sfhk ksid" f,dafl me;a;g uhs
ys; .uka lrkafka'
ksjk lshk fldg" wfmdahs talg .shd u" ^yhg
t;k i;a;Ajfhla mqoa.,fhla bkakjd jf.a f;are
wrf.k& wmg f bkashhka f.ka flda iemla@ wefyka
fldfyduo iem s`kafka@ fjka fldfyduo iem
`kafka@ kdfyka fldfyduo iem `kafka@ lfhka
fldfyduo iem `kafka@ ysf;ka fldfyduo iem
`kafka@ lsh,d Tkak miaig hkjd' wfka Th ksjk
lla myqjqKdf" wmsg ;j ;j iem lla `o.kak
kE lsh,d l,aodkjd' t;k my< fjkafka fudllao@
woHdj" fudavlu
lu' woHdj wkaOldrfhka wr ksjka
u jykjd'

hkafka' Ma fuu .sks cd,dj ksjd .eksug" kshu iar

ksulg m;alr .ekSughs'
t;fldg wms ;=Kqrejkaf.a m%fhdack .;af;a" nqoaO
Ydikfhka m%fhdack .;af;a" ukqIH wd;aufhka jev
.;af;a" lsh,d wmsg i;=gq fjkak mqjka' nqrcdKka
jykafia n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqfK;a Th lu hs' wehs
fohshfka nqrcdKka jykafia fjd fiaru tlla-tlla
mdid meye,sj oel,d wmg lreKdj ffu;%h
s wkqlmdfjka
ohdj we;slrf.k wfma l oel,d" flka ksoyia
lrkak fkao f Ouh foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafk@a' wkak
ta yeSu we;s lrf.k f hg jev lrf.k .sfhd;a"
wmsg taldka;fhka u Wkajykafia fmkaj,d mq ksug
m;a fjkak mqjka' t;k lsisu Nhla keye' kej;
bmula keye" cd;s lla keye" crd lla keye" jHd
lla keye" urK" fidal" mfoaj" lAL" fodaukiai"
Wmdhdi lshk la ihqr u ke;s lrf.k wmsg iar
;;a;Ajhl bkak mqjka' yenehs ixidrfha i;a;Ajfhla
mqo.
a ,fhla ysfha keye' uu h" udf.a h lsh,d wd;auhla
;snqfKau keye' f ixialdr f.dv f;are .ekSu hs
t;k fjkafka' t;fldg t;k;a keye i;a;Ajfhla
mqoa.,fhla" tal ke;s lrf.k wr ixialdr f.dfvka
fjka jqKyu fudlo fjkafka@ ksu' t;fldg ksfu;a
uu h" udf.a h lsh,d wd;auhla lsh,d i;a;Ajfhla"
mqoa.,fhla keye'

fukak fjd l fy<s fmfy<s lrf.k ;=Kr

q ejka
irK .sys,a,d n,j;a ioaOdj we;s lrf.k kqjK my<
lrf.k bhg hEu msi hs" wms f jev lrf.k

Tkak Th l ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia f Ouh

;=<ska fmkaj,d kafka' wo Th i;A;ajhd" fYaIfhka u
ukqIHhd" ukqIHhdg fudk;r kqjKla ;sfhkj o@
fudk;r l,amkd Yla;shla ;sfhkj o@ fome;a;
frdf.k i;Hh lrd .uka lrkak' ;uqkaf.a hym;

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<`.d lr.kak' kuq;a f fome;a; fr.kak neye'

fldpr ;a; Yla;sh ;sfhk ukqIHfhla jqK;a" Ouh
fndfyda u .eUqrefka' b;ska wr f,dafla me;a;g uhs ys;
wkafka' Tkak T;k ;uhs uq,dfj,d" iir .ufka
fhfokafka' fndfydu ,N fohla f ;=Kqrejkaf.a
my<u' ta .=K ihqr ys;g iamY lrf.k ksu msKsi
jev lrkak ,eu fndfyda u ,N fohla'
oeka wms i;=gqfjkak kE wms l fofkla jqK;a"
f ia:dkhg meKs,d nK Ndjkd lsu .ek' ksiairK
jkh lshk ku wefykfldg u wmsg i;=gq fjkak
mqjka'
fu;k imqKfhka u f,dafla ;sfhk ne`u lmd
fldgd kdY lr,d wr kqjka ,efnk irK ;=<ska
ksug m;aughs jev lrkafka' wkak ta W;= ,dNhla
wmg ,e,d ;sfhkafka' wfma Yla;s m%udKfhka wr
;=Kqrejkaf.a .=K iamY lrf.k ;j ;j;a bhg
hdug wmg wjia:dj i,id .eksuhs f lrkafka'
b;ska ta uu lshdmq foa f whg fndfyda u jkjd'
nqoO
a rYah" ix>r;akfha rYah .=K tl;= fjp fohla'
ta we;a;g fyda fndrejg fyda hfula lshkjd k" tal
taldka;fhka u wfma ysf;a ujd.kak kE' ujdf.k
;=Kqrejka flfrys iar Yajdihla we;s lr .;a;yu
wmsg tkav tkav u ioaOdj we;s fjkjd' ioaOdj we;s
fj,d" wfma ksjka u`. fy<s fmfy<s lr .; yelshs'
oeka Th woHdfjka fjka fj,d" oHdj my< fjkfldg
kslka oHdj my< fjkafka keye' wdf,dalh ,e,d
uhs my< fjkafka'

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wdf,dalh ;=<ska fmkajkjd fukak f oHdj

oHdj"
t;fldg ;ud ms<sn`oj;a oHdj ;=<ska oel.kak mqjka'
wksla iEu i;a;ajfhla .eku;a" wr oHdjg wkqj f
Ou iajNdj we;a; we;s iefhka olskakg mqjka'
h:d:h olskak mqjka' t;fldg wdf,dalh olskjd'
B<`.g ta oelSug Wmldr fjkafka m%{djfka' iS, iud
m%{d lSjyu fudk ;r .=K ihqrla o wms <`.d lr.kak
f W;aidy lrkafka@' biair fj,d iS,h imqK
lrf.k hk fldg" iudh imqK fjkjd' iudh
imqK jqkyu" kqjK my< fjkjd' ta ;=k u yhg
bhg hkfldg ;uhs ys;g wdf,dalh ,efnkafka'
fldka u f wdf,dalh fudk jf.a fohla o lshkjd
k" fuf;la ixidf ls<s fj,d wrg m;afjp ys;
nenf<k msiq ueKslla njg m;afjkjd' ta ;rug
iakhla .ykjd' lsisu ls<sgla keye' wkak ta lsg
ke;s jqKyu ;uhs" wdf,dalh my< fjkafka' wdf,dalh
;=<k
s a Ou ijNdj n,kafka' n,kfldg i;Hh wjfndaO
fjkafka" h:d:h oel .kafka" oel,d wms wdYajdofhka
f;dr fjkjd' wdkj we;s lrf.k hkjd' ksug m;a
fjkjd' fldhs ;r jkd Ouhla o nqrcdKka jykafia
foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka@' ;ud ;=<ska u f nqoaO rYa
ud,dj wmsg oel .kak mqjka' talhs f nq oyf
;sfhk jkdlu' uu lshk yehg f ud.fha jev
lfrd;a Tng nqrcdKka jykafia oel .kak mqjka"
Ouh olskak mqjka" ix>r;akh olskak mqjka'
b;ska oeka yq`.la ld,h .;jqKd' uykais;a we;s'
oeka b;ska uu kj;a;kak hs yokafka" ug;a lla wudre
hs' b;ska wms fldpr wudre jqk ;a" ysf;a oysh we;s
lr.kak kE" f ;=Kqrejka .ek ys;kfldg" iir
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h we;s lrf.k bhg Ouh lrd .uka lrk fldg"

mqu Yla;shla we;s fjkafka' wkak ta Yla;sh we;s
lrf.k bhg hdug hs wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafka'
uu fYaIfhka u f mskaj;a msi yd n,,d
i;=gq fjkjd' fudlo wr wpr b;d u n,j;a f;acj;a
nqoO
a rYa Odrdj ysjdf.k" nqrcdKka jykafia Ouh
foaYkd l< w;f oS wmsj oel,d ;sfhkjdfka' f
ksiairK jkfha f .sys mskaj;=ka" f me msi
wkd.;fha f ;;a;ajhlg m;au i|yd" fukak f
f ld, isudf uf.a Ouhg wkqj ysla,d Ou
ud.fha .uka lrkak" nK Ndjkdf fh,d bkakjd
lsh,d Wkajykafia oel,d ;sfhkjd' nq kqjfka yehg
tajd olskjhs lshk tl wefya ms,a,ka .ykfldg;a
Wkajykafiag fmakak we;s' w;Sf;a fmakak we;s" wfma
; .ek' wkd.;fha fmakak we;s wfma ; .ek" wo
f ld,h f.jk ye fmakak we;s Wkajykafiag' Tkak
tajd ys;,d wfma ysf;a ;j ;j;a bhg .uka lrjd
.kak kE' ;=Kqrejkaf.a .=K Yla;sh wms ys;g ldjoao
.kak kE' jOkh lr .kak kE'

Ou idlPd

t;fldg wo ojfia;a ta fkdlvjd lrf.k wdmq

mqKHh im;a;sh ;j ;j;a jvd jOkh lrf.k"
W;= jq ksug m;aug hs f jev lrf.k wdf'
f mskj
a ;a msig ksfrda.s im;a yd >dhqI ,e,d
wr ;=Kqrejkaf.a .=K im;a;sh ys;a ;=<g iamY fj,d"
b;d blaukska f n,dfmdfrd;a;= bIaG fjd hs lshd
uu m%d:kd lrkjd
id id id

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101

wjir iajdks" iS, iy w iS, fldfyduo ksjpkh

lrkafka@ iS,fhka" wiS,h fjka lr.kafka flfiao@
tal k b;ska Ndjkd lr, u n,kak kE'
fldfydu lsj;a t;lx f;afrkafka keye' oeka Th
fmd;aj, k ;r ;sfhkjdfka" tal lsjg f;afrkafka
keye" ys; u yev.eiaif.k" Ndjkdjl fhfokfldg
;uhs f;afrkafka" oeka iS,h fndfydu Wiia" fukak
oeka uf.a ys; f ;;a;ajfha bkafka lsh, fmakjd'
B<`.g w iS," w ;a;" oeka ug jqjukd hg ys;
yslaujdf.k" lSlre lrf.k" ysf;ka jev .kak mqjka
lsh,d" fndfyda u msis ;;a;ajhla fmfkkjd' ta ;=<ska
;udf.a kqjKska olskak mqjka we;=<;" wkak talhs
fYaI;ajh' b;ska flg fYaIfhka u u;la lrkak
;sfhkafka" oeka Th hg ta ;;a;ajh ,nkak k
wLKavj Ndjkdjl fhfokak kE" fndfyda u .eUqka'
b;ska idudkH flfkl=g j weyqkyu nh ysf;kjd"
fldfyduo fj wms lrkafka lsh,d' nhfjkag fyd|
keye' idudkHfhka Th .sys flfkl=g jqK;a mkais,a
rlskag mqjka" jer jev j,ska wE;a fj,d' mqjka ;r
ta iS,h wdrCId lr .kak kE ' tajd wmf;a hkafka
keye" bhg msysg fjkjd'
wms ys;uq Tkak odkhla fokjd lsh,d' taflkq;a
Yd, ,dNhla ,efnkjd' iq hs lsh,d ys;kak fyd|
keye' fudkj y idudkH l=i,hla flrefjd;ska tajd
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ysf;a ;ekam;a fjkjd' Mfyu ysf;a ;ekam;a fj,d;ekam;a fj,d ;uhs wr Wiia ;;a;ajhg mefKkafka
ljody' mdr mqrkjd lsh, lshkafka lgfka'
b;ska l=i,hla fldhs fj,djl fldhs fudfydf;a l<;a
tajd wmf;a hkafka keye' tajd ysf;a tl;= fj,d-tl;=
fj,d hls i s fj,djl wr Wiia ;;a ; a j hg
m;alrjkakg Wmldr fjkjd' tal ksid f iEu
l=i,hla u fndfyda u Y%oaOdfjka hqla;j lr,d" wfka
ug fjd fiaru Wmldr fjfkafka fudkjgo@ ksjka
oelSug fkao@ lsh, ys;kfldg mqu i;=gla we;sfjkjd'
wr kEjg tmdjg uu odkhla kaKd' iS,hla /lald
lsh, tal iqfjka ie,l=fjda;ska jkdlula keye'
fukak f hg nqoaO Ydikfha nqrcdKka
jykafia iEu flfkl=f.a u yev.eiSu fmkak, ,d
;sfhkafka l=ulg o@ f yev .eiSu ksjka oelSug hs'
f kdu rEm fol ilia lr .ekSug hs' wkak ta kdu
rEm fol yhdldrj yev .eySf.k hdug ;uhs fjd
Wmld fjkafka' Wmldr fj,d hlsis ojil tajdf.ka
kshu m%;M
s , ,efnkjd' nqoO
a Ydikfha ;sfhk jkdlu
tal hs' ljody ;=Kqrejka flfrys Yajdih ;shdf.k
ksjka m%d:kd lrf.k jev lf<d;a" taldka;fhka u
tal ksjka oelSug Wmld fjkjd' fu;ek ;sfhkafka"
;=Kr
q ejka flfrys" nqoO
a Ydikh flfrys msis Yajdih
hs' fyd| <ehdjla we;sj iq mskla fyda lf<da;ska tal
bhg mdl fokjd'
wm oeka Th nK l;dj,ska n,uq' oeka Th YdLd
uy Wmdisldj jf.a wh" fudk ;r l=i,a lr, ;sfhkj
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o@ ixidf''' tajd wmf;a .sfha keyefka' wka;sug ksjka

oelSug tajd Wmld jqKd' ta jf.a iEu flfkl=f.a u
p; yd n,k g fmakjd' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lr,d ;sfhkafka ljod fyda ksjkg <.dfjkak f
l=i,a l l y lrf.k ;ekam;a fjkak kE
mdr njg m;afjkav'
iS,fhka flfrkafka is; msis lsufka' ys;
msis fjkak biair,d" iS,h msis fjkak kE' iS,h
msis fjkg ;ud ys; msis fjkafka' ta ys; msis
jqKdu ;uhs fyd|g meye,sj h we;sjkafka' wkak
ta h fyd|g meye,sj we;sfjkfldg ;uhs" kqjKska
n,kak mqjkalu we;sjkafka' t;fldg iS,h Wmldr
fjkjd" m%{dj my< lr .ekSug' wkak tprhs t;ek
fjki ;sfhkafka'
oeka m<uqfjka fmkajkafka fudloao@ iS," iud"
m%{dfka' iS,h fyd|g we;sjQfKd;ska" ysf;a lsisu
pls;hla" hla we;sjkafka keye" iudh we;slr .kak
mqjka" ysf;a ;ekam;alu' B<`.g kqjK my< fjkjd'
kqjKska olskak mqjka' ta uq,a fldgifka' b;ska j
fyd|fgda u jvdf.k-jvdf.k .s y s , a , d wka ; s u g
fmkajkafka fudllao@ w iS," w ;a;" w m%{d
lsh,' wkak ta ;ekg wdjyu ;uhs iS,h wka;su Wiia
oshg mj;skafka'
w iS," w ;a;" w m%{d' t;fldg is;;a
fndfydu n,imkak hs' iS,h;a fndfydu n,imkak
hs' m%{dj;a fndfydu n,imkak hs' t;ekg hkak
;uhs wr uq, isg u f l mqrdf.k Mkag ke' b;ska
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l%u-l%ufhka fjd je hqKq lr.kav ke' uq,a ld,fha

idudkHfhka f;are .kakg mqjka" iS,h wdrCId
lrf.k hkfldg fudk ;r ysf;a m%sh iajNdjhla
we;s fjkj o lsh,@' ;ekam;a lula we;s fjkj' m%sh
.;shla we;s fjkjd' ;udg u oefkkj f ysf;a iajNdj
h" oeka uu YS,fhka yq`.dla msishs lsh,d' B<`.g ys;;a
msis fjkjfka' wkak ta iS,hhs ys;hs msis fjkfldg
;ud Ndjkdj lrf.k hkav wjia:dj ie,fikafka' ta
l fyd|g hqKq lrf.k hkfldg ;uhs" nqrcdKka
jykafia wr Wiia u ;;a;ajh fmkak, ;ssfhkafka" w
iS," w ;a;" w m%{d lsh,' ta ;;a;ajhg wdjyu
lsisu nhla ke;sj" wu;r flf<ia j,ska mSvdjla ke;sj
Ndjkdj lrf.k hkav mqjkalu ,efnkjd' kSjrK
j,ska nhla keye" tajdhska lrorhla keye" fndfydu
;ekam;aj is; mj;skjd' ta isf;ka n,kak mqjka f
oYkd wruqKq lrf.k hk Ndjkdj fldfyduo
flfrkafka lsh,d'
wms oeka fu;ek n,kav kE oYkd Ndjkdj
Ndjkdj'
oYkd Ndjkdfjka flfrk foa fudllao@ biair,
u n,kafka f ;uka .ekfka' uu .g u lshdf.k
wdfj;a talhs' ;ud .ek olskak k we;=<; flfrk
jev l fiaru oel.kak kE' b;ska tlmdrg u fjd
fiaru oel.kak neyefka' imQKfhka u fjd
oel.kak k wr w iS," w ;a;" w m%{d lshk
;;a;ajhg tkak kE' t;l,a b;ska l l wudrel
;sfhkjd' yhgu yev .efykafka ta jev lrf.k
hkfldg ;uhs'

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oeka f uu lshk tlaflkd folg fjka lr,

ne,sufka" oYkdfjka lrkafka' kdu fldgi hs" rEm
fldgi hs' f fol we;s fj ke;s fj hk ye
oelSuhs lrkak ;sfhkafka' b;ska fl oel .kav neye
iS,h imQK ke;ak' idudkHfhka lrf.k hkj
k" ta ;r ndOjla keye' wr Wiia u ;;a;ajhg hkak
;uhs wudrelu ;sfhkafka' oeka idudkHfhka .syf
s hl=g
jqK;a mkais,a /lf.k" nKla Ndjkdjla lrf.k
hkfldg tla;rd hqKqjla ,nkag mqjka' kuq;a wr
Wiia u ;;a;j
a h ,efnkafka keye' talg fjd Tlafldu
msis fj,d ;sfhkak kE' talfka" wr Y=oa yf;ka
fmkak, ;sfhkafka Y=oa y; imQK fjkav kE
lsh,d' B<`.g ta ;=<ska oYkd kqjKska olskag kE
f kdu rEm fol' wka k ta ols k fldg ;uhs
imQKfhka u fl we;=f<a ;sfhk iajNdj oel.kav
mqjka jkafka' oeka Ndjkdjlska f;dr flfkla Tfya
b;ska ys;g tk tk foaj,a lrkjd" lshkjd" fyd|
fjkav mqjka" krl fjkav mqjka' we;=<; ;sfhk
;;a ; a j h fma k a f ka keyefka ' fuka k f we;= < ;
oel.ekSu ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia oYkdfjka
fmkak, ;sfhkafka'
id id id

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wjir iajdka jykai"

mydrdo iQ;%fha mydrdo iska uqyqo .ek ia;r
lsf " uqyqfoa yeu ;eklu we;s Kq rih .ek ia;r
lrk g" nqrcdKka jykafia nqoaO Ydikfha ,CIK
jYfhka uqla;s rih .ek ia;r lrkjd' is,a rlsk g
ta uqla;s rih fydka f;afrkjd' tfy;a kh rlsk
g" kh wdrCId ls u b;d u wiS r e nj;a " fl
uqla;shla j;a rihlaj;a fkfjhs" ndOdjla f,i h
ix>hd jykafia,d lsh, ;sfhkjd' wkak ta .ek Tn
jykafiaf.a woyi fudllao iajdka jykai@'
t;ekska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak,d ;sfhkafka"
khg wkqj h;dla l,a jev lf<d;a" hlsis m%;M
s ,hla
oel.ka g mq jka l u ,efnk nj' oeka ta ix>hd
jykafia,d lshkafka fl hs' wmg j lrkak neye
lsh," ug;a j weys,d ;sfhkjd' yq`.la fofkla ys;kjd"
Th idudkHfhka is,a /lf.k ysh u we;s" jer
fjfyfikag wjYH keye lsh,' taflka fudllao
fmakafka" nq oyu fkdokakdlu' oeka nqrcdKka
jykafia ta ld,fha yq`.dla whg fj lrkag neh
lSju foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka fudllao@ Wkajykafia
lsh, ;sfhkafka" tfyu k ys; yd n,df.k bkag
lsh,d' ys; yd n,df.k bkak g f;afrkjd" ;ud
ljqo lsh,d' oeka Ndjkdfjka flfrkafk;a tal hs' b;ska

107

wr mydrdo iQ;f
% ha f nqoO
a Ydikfha .=K imQKfhka
u fmkak, ;sfhkjd' uq, isgka fl<jr olajd u ldg;a
idOdrK hs' b;ska kslx ysfhda;ska id.r m;=<g hkl
hkak neye'
ta hg uu;a lsfjda;ska oeka wmg kh rlskak
neye' meoafola yehg h muKg Th isjqr /lf.k
ysh u we;s lsh," fudlo fjkafka@' m%udohgfkA
jefgkafka' ljodj;a bhg hkak neye' Th b;ska
idudkH jev lr lr bkak mqjka' wr mydrdo iq;%fha
fmkakq lrmq yehg" uq, ysgka id.r m;=<g nyskak
neye' nq oyf fmkak, ;sfhkafka fldfyduo f
Oufha ;sfhk .eUqr;ajh@' yhg id.rh Wv bo,
m;=<gu hkjd jf.a jevla h f jevms<sfj< lsh,'
f imQ K Oufha ;s f hk jkdlu fmka k ,
;sfhkafka uqyqfoa Wv fldgi yehg" t;fldg lla
we;=<g hk g" ueo yhg hk g" yd wka;u
s g my<gu
hk g zOu rihZ fmfkk yehgfka fmkak,
;sfhkafka' ta ksjka oelSf jkdlu ;u ;ukag u
jgyd .ekSughs" Wkajykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka'
fl fndfydu .eUqre Ouhla' kuq;a hlsis flfkla
wm%udoj u ksjka oelsf n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka iir l
f;are wrf.k" fflka uu kslaug" uf.a Yla;s
m%udKfhka jev lrkak kE lsh, jevlrf.k .sfhd;a"
;uqkag ta m%udKhg" Oufha ri kag mqjka fjkjd'

108

b;ska wr ,sys,a lrf.k mgka.;af;d;ska" ljodj;a

neye bhg hkak' ;u ;uka iifrys m%udo ug hs
th fya;=jkafka' Th fiaru jkafka fudlo Oufha
jkdlu fkdokakd ksihs' oeka Th yq`.dla W.;a NsCIqka
jykafia,d" wr fmda, iajdka jykafia fldhs;r
W.;a flfkla o@ uu f.da , hka g W.ka j k uyd
m`jrfhla lsh,d iekiqKdfka" kuq;a nqrcdKka
jykafia ms<s.;af;a keyefka' nqrcdKka jykafia
jKkd lrkafka fukak f id.rh m;=<g hkak
jf.a Ouh Tiafia .uka lsu' fldfyduo .uka
lrkafka" Ndjkdjla ;=<k
s 'a Ndjkdfjka ;uhs f f,dalh
ykd.kak mqjka jkafka' f,dalh ykd.kak nejqK
ksidfka" f,dalfha f i;a;ajfhda ixidf .ska .g u
wjq,a cd,hlg wyqfj,d la kafka" kej; kej;
bm bm iir lalr.kafka' fukak fl f;are
.kak k fYaIfhka u is,aj;a fjkak kE' ta
khdkQl+,j ;uqka yev.efykak kE' ke;sk" b;ska
m%udohg u ;uhs jefgkafka' wr .eUqre Ou f;are
.kag mqjka lula ,efnkafka keye'
oeka f nqrcdKka jykafia uq, isg u fmkajkafka
yslaufka' yslau lshkafka fudllao@ kh wkqj jev
lsu ;uhs' t;fldg ysf;a lSlre lula we;s fjkjd'
ysf;a lSlre lula we;s jk g okafku ke;sj lfha
lSlrelula we;sfjkjd' Th idudkH yev .eiSu' l
Ndjkdjg .shdu fndfyda u myiq hs" ys; ixjr lrf.k
jev l lr.kak' tal hs f zkhZ fmkakq lr,
;sfhkafka' ke;ak f fkdfhl=;a foaj,a Tiafia

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fkdfhl=;a jev lr lr ixjrhla ke;sj wkS;j jev

lf<d ;a fudlo fjkafka@ ta hg uhs yev .efykafka'
ljodj;a Th yslaula we;s jkafka keye' wkak wr
yslau Wv ;uhs ys;ska ixjr fj,d" lh;a ixjr fj,d"
;udf.a kdu rEm fol oel .kag mqjka fjkafka' wr
id.rfha u;=msg jf.a ;uhs" fukak f kdu rEm fol
oelSu' Th kdu rEm fol ia;r jYfhka olsk g
;uhs" imQKfhka u id.rfha m;=<g ls,d oelal
jf.a oel .kag mqjka jkafka' talhs f Oufha ;sfhk
jkdlu' khla ke;s j lrka k neye fl'
idudkHfhka Th .sys Woh f .ek i,lkafku keye'
iuyr Wohg Wfoa yji nqka je|,d mkais,a iudoka
fjkfldg" taflka ixjrhla we;sfjkj ;uhs' ysf;a
yev .eySula we;s fjkjd' tal > ixidrhg Wmldrhla
muK hs' wms mefj,d f ;fha u ixidr Nh
we;slrf.k fldfydu y blaukg jev lr.kag ke
lsh,d Ndjkdjl=;a jvkjd'

Oufha jkdlu' p;=rdh i;Hh ;=<ska f,dalh

oel.kav mqjkalu' f,dalh oelald" f,dalh la
jYfhka oelald" wjfndaO l<d' ta jk g talg fya;=j
oelald" wjfndaO l<d lsh, f,dalh olskak mqjka
i;H jYfhka" we;a; we;s iefhka'

wkak t;ek ;uhs nqoaO Ydikfha jkdlu

f;are.kag mqjka jkafka' Oufha fl<jrlg .sy,
s ,
a d"
i;H oel.kag wjia:dj ,efnkafka' ;j;a hlska
lshkjd k Th OudkQl+,j .sys,a,d nqrcdKka
jykafia wmg fmkak, , ;sfhkafka fudllao@ f
i;Hh y;r wjfndaO lr.ekSufka' f i;Hh y;r
wjfndaO lr.ekSug fudk fha khla ;sfhkak kE
o@ ixjrhla ;sfhkak kE o@ wkak tajd mqyK
q q lr.kak
hkfldg l%u l%ufhka .sys,a,d id.rfha m;=<g neye,d
oelal jf.a ;uhs" mydrdo iQ;%fhka foaYkd lr, ;sfhk

l hs nqrcdKka jykafia fYaIfhka f p;=rdh

i;Hh m<uqfjks i;Hh fol f,daflg whs;s hs" ta
fol wjfndaO lr.kak kE lsh, foaYkd lf,a'
wjfndaO lr.;a;dg miafia ;ud ksjfka jkdlu
f;afrkafka' fldfyduo f ksjfka ;sfhk jkdlu
fmakf
a k@a' f,dalh imQKfhka lska ms ;sfhk njfka
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka' wkak ta
;;a;ajh imQKfhka u" l i;Hhla jYfhka oel
oel bhg u hkak kE' talfka wr kdu rEm foflka
mgka wrf.k is;=re lr lr n,kfldg" ffla
fudllaj;a keye' tl u la f.dvla' fudlo f la
f.dvla lsh, foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafk@a' nej u b;ska
lla ke;s hgfka" idudkH ukqIHhkag fmakafka'
ukqIHhkag ;rla fkdf' iEu i;a;j
a hkag u tfyuhs'
lkag" fndkag ;sfhkjd' i;=gq fjkak mqjka" ffla
fldfyao lla@' oeka ;sika if;l=g jqK;a le<Ejl
f. cd;s wdh ld,d i;=gq fjkak wjia:djla ;sfhkjd'
hula oel,d i;=gq fjkak mq`Mjka" hula wy,d i;=gq
fjkak mqjka" fyd`o wd>%yKhla lr,d i;=gq fjkak
mqjka" jg rihla oeks,d fyd`o i;=gla `kak mqjka'
lhg iamYhla ,n,d i;=gq fjkak mqjka" is;g fyd`o
wruqKla wrf.k i;=gq fjkak mqjka' b;ska fldfyduo@

110

111

fldfyao f lla ;sfhkafka lsh, f iEu i;a;j

a fhla
u fl jerhg ms<swrf.k ;sfhkafka' fukak fl
leug ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia Ndjkdjla fmkak,
, ;sfhkafka'
oYkd Ndjkdjla" tal ;=<k
s a olskk
a mqjka wkak
laf.dv" l i;Hhla jYfhka t;fldg mydrdo
iq;%fhka fyd`og u lems fmfkk fohla ;uhs" f
i;a;ajhd uq,dfj,d ;sfhk ye" ;ukag u oel .kak
mqjka' Wka jykafia Oufha foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd
f yeu fohla u" kuq;a wfma kqjKska u oel,d tmdhe
wms Yajdi lrkak' wkak ta hg ;uhs wr Ndjkdj
fmkak, , ;sfhkafka' oYkd Ndjkdj lrf.k
hkfldg" ;uka g u oel.ka k g mq jka f l
;sfhkafka fldfyao@ l we;sjkafka fldfyduo@ flg
fya;=j l=ulao@ lsh,d ;ukaf.a kqjKska u oel.kav
mqjkalu ;sfhkjd' ke;sj wr fmd;mf;a ;sfhk Ou
foaYkd lshjd lshjd yshg ljodj;a th f;are .kafka
keye' wkak wr khg wkqj ysl
a ,d" is; ixjr lrf.k
lh ixjr lrf.k" oYkdjg wkqj Ndjkdjl fhfok
fldg imqK is; ;=< ;sfhk l" lla yehg
wjfndaO lr.kag mqjka fjkjd' t;fldg talg
fya;=j;a fmakjfka' fukak f i;H fol wjfndaO lr
.;a; k" ukqIHfhda jYfhka i;a;ajfhda j Yfhka
f,dafl u imqKjkfia lska mss ;sfhkjd lsh,d
jegfykjd' nqrcdKka jykafia wjfndaO lrf.kfka"
wmg foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka' t;fldg Wkajykafia
oelal f,dalh w,a,kak" ;DIaKdj we;slr.kak iemla

112

h lsh, lsisu fohla keye lsh," wkak ta l oel

.kakjd i;H fol jegfykfldg" wjfndaO fjkfldg'
t;fldg fudlo lrkafka@" f,dalh w;ykjd' f,dalh
w;ykfldg ;uhs ksjfka jkdlu fmkafka' ksjkg
m;ajkafka' ksjkg m;aug ;uhs fukak f zwdhH_
wIagdx.sl ud.hZ .ek ia;r jYfhka foaYkd lr,d
;sfhkafka'
ldg y .ssysfhl=g" meoafol=g" l=vd <ufhl=g"
uy,af,l=g fyda ;reKfhl=g f ksjka ud.hg
t<,d" wr i;Hh wjfndaO lr .ekSug jev lrf.k
.sfhd;a imqK i;Hh y;r u wjfndaO lr.kak
mq`Mjkalu ,efnkjd' thska iodld,sl iekis,a,g
m;ajkakg mqjkalu ,efnkjd' t;fldg f f,dalh
la jYfhka foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka fudlo@ f
f,dalfha ;sfhkafka fudkjo" mK we;s i;aa;ajfhda iy
mKke;s jia;=kafka' f fol .ek hs nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka" f iEu fohla u
wks;Hhhs" wks;H k th lla h lsh,hs' Tkak Th
fol jegfyk fldg wkd;auh;a jegfykjd' wks;H"
CL" wkd;au" jegfykfldg tl u la f.dvla nj
;ukaf.a u kqjKska oel.kak mqjka fjkjd' Th
;s%,laIKhg ;uhs Ouh lshkafka' ta Ouh ;=<ska
;uhs f,dalh yhg f;are .kak" wjfndaO lr.kak
wjia:dj ie,fikafka'
t;fldg oeka f iEu i;a;ajfhla u" wr l,ska
lsj jf.a bkashka yfhka is; mskjka lrk taj
lla ila" i;=gla keyefka' wkak wr ishqj n,df.k
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n,df.k hkfldg" tl u ;eklj;a kE ffla ks;H

iajNdjla' laIKhla-laIKhla mdid wka;sug f rEm
f.dv olskak kE' tal;a tlal u wrEm Ouhla jQ kdu
fldgi we;sfjkjd-ke;sfjkjd olskak kE" f kdu
rEm fldgia fofla ishq luhs" f.h hs' kdu fldgfia
olskk
a g rEmhla keyefka' Th fol u olskg
a mqjkalu
,enkafka p,kh ;=<ska ;uhs' kdu fldgi;a p,kfhka
hqla; hs" rEm fldgi;a p,kfhka hqla; hs' fukak f
fofla p,kh wkqj n,df.k-n,df.k hkfldg ;uhs"
wks;H;dj fmfkkafka' wks;H;dj fmfkkfldg ;uhs
lla nj fmfkkafka'

fohla fka' b;ska wms fudk;r f la wjfndaO lr

.ekSug" f,dalh wjfndaO lr.ekSug" jev l< hq;= o
lsh,d wms u f;are .kak kE' wkak taj ke;s ksid
;uhs" .sys fyda fjd" me fyda fjd ,sys,a lrf.k
jev lrka f ka ' t;fldg m% u dohgfka jefgka f ka '
m%udohg jefuka ldgo mdvq@ ;u;ukagfka mdvq@'
fudfyd;la y iir l jefjkjd' bmfoka uefrka
la f.dvg u Ndckh fjkjd' kej; kej; lu /ia
lrkak fjkjd' wkd.; .ukg fukak fl hs wr
,sys,a nfjka we;s jk m%;sM,h'
id

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l fmfkk fldg lsis u i;a;ajhfhla keyefka"

lg leue;s flfkla' wr fkdokakd ksid lg leue;s
fj,d yshg" i;H jYfhka fmfkk fldg tafla
wd;auhla keye lsh,d fmfkkjd' fl fuf;la l,a
uu h" uf.a h lsh, ms<swrf.k" fflka iem `kak
n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqKd" fudvlu ksid" f we;=<; ;sfhk
i;H;dj fkdoelal ksid' oeka fmakjd fukak i;H;dj"
wks;Hh' f iEu fohla u f,dalfha ;sfhk h;dla
jia;+ka ;sfhkj k" i;a;ajfhda bkakjd k" f iEu
fohla u we;s fj" ke;s fj fjkiafjkjd wks;H hs'
tfyu k" lhs' l k" fl uf.a wd;auh fkdfjhs'
uf.a wd;auhla k" ug jqjukd hg" iemj;aj ug
leue;s m mj;ajd.kak" mqjka lula ;sfhkak kE'
fuka k flhs ;% s , CIKfha ;s f hk i;H;dj'
Wkajykafia fjd wl=rg u khdkQl+,j ms<sfj<g
ms<smeo," Ndjkd lr," wjfndaO lrf.k foaYkd lrmq

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wjir ia j dka jyka i " ;uka f .a ys ; ms < s n |j

Ndjkdf ys; .ek ie,ls,su;a h hq;= hehs m%ldYhla
;sfhkjd fkao@ ta ms<sn| ia;rhla lrkak mqjka o"
;ukaf.a ys; ms<sn|j n,kafka fldfyduo lsh,@
;ukaf.a ys; ms<sn|j n,kav kE fkakak' rEm
lh fyd|g fmakfldg kdu lh bfg u fmfkkjfka'
b;s k a ta .ek fida is f hka bka k kE' wmg ta l
fmfkkafka ke;s fohlafka' wrEms Ouhlafka' b;ska
rEm l meye,sj fmakak-fmakak ;uhs iudh we;s
fjka" ke;s fjka kdu lh fmfkkak mgka .kafka'
b;ska ta .ek fidaisfhka bkak kE'

Ndjkd lrk g fjka fjkaj" wms n,dfmdfrd;a;=

fjkafka fudkjo@ fl wr wjq,a ;;a;ajfhka ksrjq,a
lr .ekSu hs' wjq,a ;;a;j
a h lshkafk fudllao@ fumuK
l,a f ixidrfha i;a;ajhd .uka lf<a wjqf,ka wjq,g
m;afjka' f wjq, ,syd .ekSug ;uhs" nqjre f,dalfha
my< fj,d ;sfhkafka" f Ndjkdj fmkak, ;sfhkafka'
Ndjkdj wdrN lrkg uq, l fyd|g meyeos,sj
olskak kE' ta lshkafka fudllao@ f zkdu rEmZ
fol olskag kE fyd|g' t;fldg wr zuu;ajhZ
;=rkafj,d ishq hg fl oel.kag mqjkajkafka'
ta ;;ajhg hkak uq, mdo.kak kE fyd|g'

wdrNfha msu yels,Su fyda wdkdmdkh hk

foflka tllafka luia:dkh yehg .kafka' ljqrey

oeka fu;ek wms fYa I fhka ys ; ka k kE

nqrcdKka jykafia fudkjgo f Ouh foaYkd lr,
;sfhkafka' Wkajykafiaf.a Ouh fmd;m; n,k g
fmkak, ;sfhkafka f f,dafla fudk u fohlaj;a kE
lshk ;;a;ajh' ta ke;s foa fidhd .ekSug ;uhs" wms
Ndjkd lrkafka' Ndjkd lrf.k-lrf.k hkfldg
fu;ek fudllaj;a keye' bka fmakafka fudllao@
;sfhkj ;uhs hula' oeka zuuZ bkakj' uf.a weyeg f
uf.a Yrh fmfkkjd' kuq ; a ys ; k fma k a f ka
keyefka' ys;;a jev lrk nj oek.kafka fldfyduo@
th;a b;ska Ndjkd lrmq flfkla okakj ila Oufhka
f;drj bkak flfkl=g f .ek fidhd.kak neye'
uu jkjd lshd ys;kafka' fudllao@ f osjd jkjd
u muK hs' fudllao msxj;=ks uf.a ys; .g u ,af,a
mj;skjd' zuu lEu lkjd' ta ys;kafka fudllao@Z uu
lEu lkjd" uu ksod .kakjd' tprhs okafka' kesg,
fudlla y jevla lrk g ta;a zuuZ' Tkak wr
Oufhka f;dr flkdg zuuZ .ek zuu;ajhZ mj;sk

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wms Worfha msu" yels,Su lrk wjia:df ys;

fjk;a wruqKla lrd msg hkg" ta wjia:d fol .ek
u ne,sh hq;= hs' uq,luia:dkh .ek fuka u fojekak
.ek;a ie,ls,su;aj f;are wrf.k fufkys lrkak
tmdhe' tprhs lrkak kE' tfyu ndysr fohla
wdmq.uka u tal fufkys lrkag ys; fhdojkak kE
whska lrkag' kej; th tkj k ta .ek;a fufkys
lr, whska lrkjd' yenehs ;=kf
a jks mdrg jeh fufkys
lrkak k fyd| keye' ke;ak l .g hkjd' l
fufkys lr lr bkakj okafku keye" Ndjkdj
kej;s,d'

ye' Ndjkd lrf.k hkfldg" fj fia r u

imQKfhka le, ," is;=re wkaoka fu;ek
fudl=;a u keye lsh, fmkajkjd'

fl tl /,a,la fkdfjhs' tl /,a,la we;=f< rEm

Odrdjla we;s f ke;s f hk ye wr zp,khZ
;=<ska olskak kE'

nqjreka f Ndjkdjla fYaIfhka fmkak,

;sfhkjd' wkak t;fldg ;uhs f ksjk fmfkkafka'
th olskak kE' uu" uf.a wd;auh lsh lshd ms<swrf.k
iemj;aj bkak n,kafka' t;fldg f wdhqIau;=ka to;a
u;la l<d zNx. [dKhZ .ek' taflkq;a lla u;la
lrkak ug ys;=Kd' zNx. [dKhZ lshk tl fndfydu
f.j;aj" ishq ksjk oelSug fndfydu myiq ;ekla
t;ek fmkajkafka' .eUqrg fmkajk ;ekla'

tfyu ke;ak fudllao ysf;kafka wr rEmh

bhg .sy,
s ,
a fl<jrg tkjd' fl<jrg we,a,d wdmiq
kj;skjd' >kh fmakafka' >kh ,sys, n,k g

oeka b;ska wms uq,;a n,kak tmdhe' uq, fldgi

lla ia;r lrkak hs uu wo f ,Eia;sfjkafka' oeka
lSmfofkla wr myq.sh ojiaj, uf.ka weyqjd f
zWmamdo" ;s" Nx.Z lshk tl .ek' wkak ta l ;uhs
wms n,kag kE' wdrNfha msu" yels,u
s lrkfldg
zNx. wjia:djgZ wkqj f.j;aj fmakafk' ishqj
fmakafka keyefka' oeka f uq, fidh fidhd hkjd'
hkfldg fukak rEmh .ekfka wms n,df.k bkafka
msu" yels,Su' Worh msu oefkkjd' bhg hkjd'
kuq;a meye,sj oelafla keye' wms idudkHfhka bhg
hkjd lsh, ys;=jd' ta fudllao Wmamdohfka' th hlsis
fl<jrlg .sys,a,d wdmyq tkjd' t;fldg Th fol
w;r meje;au fudllao@ z;shZ fka' B<`.g ffla
Nx.h;a oel.kag tmdhe' ta lshkafka zkdYhZ oel
.kav kE ' wkak ta l oel.kak tl ;uhs fndfydu
wudre jef' b;ska fl oel .kav kE fldfyduo@
wr f.dfrdaiq yehg zmsuZ zyels,SuZ we;s fjkjd
lsh, n, n,d bkakjd' ta ;=<ska p,kh we;s fjkjd'
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zWmamdohZ fmakjd"

z;shZ fmakjd"

zkdYhZ fmakjd'

t;l,a fmakafka keye' kslx /,a,la Tydg hkjd

fuydg hkjd' talhs fmakafka' wr we;=<; n,k g
fl ishq rEm jYfhka fmfkkak k wr p,kh
yd fyd|g n,df.k bkak kE' p,kh ;=<skqhs fl
wyqfjkafka' ta p,kh;a biair, u oefkkafka fndfydu
f.dfrdaiqjg' Tfydu Tfydu .sys,a,d l f,djla
hkfldg Tkak n,kj fl oelafl ljqo lsh,' oelafl
ys;' Tkak b;ska zkduhZ fl hs zrEmhZ fl hs lsh,d
fjkalr .kakjd' fjka lrf.k hkfldg oeka kdfu;a
fmfkkjd" rEfm;a fmfkkjd' Tkak .g u n, n,
hkfldg ;uhs Wmamdo" ;s" Nx. ;=ka wjia:dj u
fmfkkag mgka.kafka' kuq;a l ishq fj ishq
fj yq`.dla rg hkfldg fl<jr fld;ko fmakafka@
zNx. [dKfhkaZ t;ek Th Wmamdoh fmakafka keye"
;sh fmakafka keye" kdYhhs fmkafka' Tkak Th l
lshkak ;ud uu wo n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka ysfha'
oeka idudkHfhka fudk u Ouhlaj;a fkdokakd
kQ.;a ukqIHfhla jqK;a Th Wmamdoh;a okakjd' ;sh;a
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okakjd' Nx.h;a okakjd' tfyu okafka fldfyduo@

uu ljoy bmKd' b;ska wfkla wh uefrkj jf.a
uu;a ljoy uefrhs' wkak ta we;=<; ;sh fmakafka
keye' is;=re jKfhka mj;sk f,dj" Wmka fj,df
b|,d uefrk f,dj olajd thd ys;kafk;a ;sh lsh,d'
ta fj,df uu iem kak kE lsh, ys;kafk' Nx.h
fyd|g meye,sj fmakjd Ndjkdjla lrf.k hkfldg'
fu;ek fudllaj;au keye" zuuhZ lsh, fohla kE
lsh, fmakjd fyd|g u' wks;a tl f zNx. [dKfhaZ
;j ,CIKhla ug lshkak ys;=Kd' oeka Th Ndjkd
lrf.k hkfldg fyd|g ys; ;ekam;a jqKdu" iud
jqKdu" wr kdu rEm f.dvj,a fol oelal u" fyd|g
tafl u ys; ;shdf.k bkak g ffla Nx.h fmakafka
fldfyduo@ uyd l=Kdgqjla" uy iq<s iq<`.la yd iudkj
fmakjd' f.fhka hkjd' tal iq<x f.fhka .yf.k
hkfldg u wfkla f.h tkjd'
wks;a tl ;uhs kshu hg u Nx.fha ;sfhk
,CIKh;a ls h ka k mq jka ' t;fldg f .uk
fudk;r f.hlska .uka lrk fohla o@ f kdu
rEm fofla ;;a;ajh we;a; we;s iefhka fkdokakd
ksid ;uhs ksiaiq fl w,a,f.k fl zuu lshkjdZ'
fl zuf.a fohla lshkjd' zwd;auhla lshkjdZ jd
ke;s jkafka wkak ta hg oel,d' lg wr ;j
Wmudjla uu lsf' taflka f.hla fmkajkjd' ishq
;;a;j
a hla' oeka wr myka oe,af,a we;=<; rEm l hlsis
flfkl=g i;Hh jYfhka ishq hg CIKslj ,
hk ye oelafld;ska wkak t;kska f;are .kak mqjka
ffla fudl=;a u kE lsh,d'

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b;ska nqjre Ouh foaYkd lrkafka i;H;dj

yefudag u wjfndaO lr, fokak' we;a; we;s iefhka
olskagfka' wkak tfyu oelf.k oelf.k hkfldg
;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia lsh, ;sfhkafka ffla
fudl=;a u kE lsh,' tfyk" b;ska w;yk tl hs
;sfhkafka' ;DIaKdjla lrkag fohla keye' Wmdodkhla
lrkag fohla keye' w;yk tl hs ;sfhkafka' w;
ykag k" ;DIaKdj ke;s lrkag k" nqjre fmkak,
;sfhkafka fudllao@ we;a; we;s iefhka olskl u
Ndjkd lrkag kE' t;fldg ;uhs we;a; we;s iefhka
;udf.a kqjKska oel.kag mqjka jkafka' fufyu n,k
fldg wfka nqrcdKka jykafia fudk ;r i;H
Ouhla o foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka' fl oeka uf.a
ys;g u fmakjfka' wr >kh ;=ksfj,d hkfldg ffla
fudlj;a u keye' ysia fohla' hula ;sfnkj ;uhs' taj
fiaru wr iev iq<`.la jf.a l=Kdgqjla jf.a' ta ta
CIKfhka u we;s f ke;s f hkj k we;=<;
ysia' iarj mj;skafka fudllao@ wkak ta ysia ;;a;ajh'
fl ;uhs zNx.hZ lshkafka'
t;fldg oeka .sysfhda idudkH Woh wr hg
n,kjd' uu bmKd' ljo y uefrkjd' ta w;rg
;uhs f wfma iem im;a ;sfhkafka lsh,d' flda wr
ish
q fj,d CIKslj we;s fj,d kdu rEm fol hkfldg
;sh;a keye' we;s f ke;s f hkak kE mej;au'
meje;au fjkafka flfia o@ tlla ke;sfjk fldg ;j
tlla tkjd' iar ;;a;j
a hla fld;eklj;a keye' Tkak
Th hg yhg meye,sj fmakfldg fflka fudk
u fohlaj;a keye .kag fohla' zkduh lsh,Z .kag
fohla keye' zrEmh lsh,Z .kag fohla keye' tl u
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Y=kH;djla muK hs b;=rejkafka' t;fldg f Y=kH;dj

fkdfmkS" olsk olsk foa n,,d ;DIaKdj we;slr.kafka
fudlo@ hula ;sfhk ksi hs'
oeka zuuZ lshk flkd kE flfkl=g fmakjd'
Wi uy; yehg" yevrej yehg kE flfkl=g
fmakjd' ta imQK Oufka fmakafka' kdu rEm folg
fjka lr, n,kfldg fldfyao f lE,s folla' ishqj
n,kfldg ;uhs ffla fudl=;a u keye' iar meje;aula
ke;s luhsa iar foa' b;ska ksjkg m;afjkak k" wr
ixldr f.dv laf.dv imQKfhka u oel,d" talg
;DIaKdjla ke;s fjkag kE' Wmdodkhla ke;sfjk
;;a;ajhg m;afjkak kE' wkak t;fldg ;uhs iarj
ksjkg m;ajkafka'
b;ska f i;r i;smGdkfhka olskak kE
Th l ;uhs' lh .ek n,kjd zldhdkqmiaikdfjkaZ '
oeka wr hg le le kdY jk ye t;kska
fmakjd' B<`.g zfokdkQmiaikdj' th;a ffp;islhla
we;s fj ke;s fjk ye n,kjd' B<`.g
z;a;dkqmiaikdjZ' ys; we;s fj ke;s fj hk ye
n,kjd' Th Tlafldu ;=<ska wms olskafka Ou'
wka k zOu ia j NdjhZ zOudkq m ia i kdfjka Z
flfrkafka Ouh u;= lr,d fokjd yhg i;r
i;smGdkh jvdf.k hkfldg' fldfyduo f i;r
i;smGdkh olskafka" f Oudkqmiaikdj ;=<ska'
wms ys;uq oeka Th ys kdohla ug wefykjd' ldgy
wefykjd isxjla' th weyqKq .uka u tlmdrg u ;DIaKd
iy.; ys;lafk we;sjkafkaa' fl we;=<; Ou iajNdj
oelafla keye' wkak wr we;=<; Ou iajNdj oel.ekSuhs
nqjre Oudkqmiaikdfjka fmkak, , ;sfhkafka'
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fldfyduo fl olskafka@ fu;k lfKa iajNdj

oel.kak kE' lfKa ;sfhk wr fnrhg we,a,d
jkak kE wr m%ido rEmh' t;fldg m%ido rEmh
muKla fkdfjhs Tlafldu k,shkjd wr ishq rEm
l jev lr,' oeka f m%ido rEmhgfka wr ys kdo
we,a, jegqfKa' wkak ta ys kdoh lshkafka fudllao@
Yo rEm id.rhla' wr ug fmkakqf Th ishq rEm
fldgila lsh,d' ta l jev lrk ye olskak kE' wr
myka oe,af,a ;sfhk rEm l jf.a' wkak ta fol
inkaO fj,d jev lrk ye' fukak ;Kaydj we;s
fjk ye' oafIh we;s fjk ye' fudayh we;s fjk
ye' iir meje;aug laf,aY Ouhka my<jk ye lsh,d
wr lK ksid we;sjk foaj,a oel,d f;are .kakjd'
b;ska weye;a Tfydu hs' kdih;a Tfydu hs' j;a
Tfydu hs' lh;a Tfydu hs' is;;a Tfydu hs' b;ska Th
bkash yh oelafld;ska Th hg ishqj" f.j;aj
zwks;H CL wkd;auZ jYfhka oelafld;a w,a,kag fohla
keye fu;ek' ;DIaKdjla we;s lr.kag fohla keyefka'
Wmdodkhla we;s lr.kag fohla keyefka' fl zuu
kZ" udf.a fohla k" wd;auhla k" iarj mj;skak
kE'
oeka b;ska fu;r ishq oshg f.j;a nj" we;s
fj" ke;s fj hkj k wehs f flfrys ;DIaKdjla
we;s lr.kafka@ hula ;sfhkj ;uhs' ta;a CIKfhka
kdYfj,d hk f Yajfha u ;sfhkaafka l=ula o@ ysia
fohla ;r hs'
i;r uyd N+;hskaf.ka iEKq Th ishu rEm Th
jf.a le le hkj k" Bg;a jvd f
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k" tafla w,a,kak fohla ;sfhkj o@ ;DIAKdjla we;s
lr.kak fohla ;sfhkj o@
wkak ta ishu i;a;ajhd uxuq,djg je,d' fudlo
f we;=<; ;sfhk Ou iajNdj oel.kak nelu ksid'
we;a; we;s iefhka oel.kak kE' fflka fmakjd
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh fudk ;r iDcq Ouhla
o@ Wkajykafia foaYkd l< m,shg fkfjhs' Ndjkdj
;=<ska" ;u ;udf.a kqjKska oel.kag mqjka ug hs
Wkajykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafka'
b;ska f msxj;=ka Odl lghq;= j, fhos," Ndjkd
lghq;= lr," f jevlrf.k hkafka n,j;a Y%oaOdfjka
hqla;j' kqjKska hqla;j' f W;= ksjka ud.fha .uka
lr, f f,dalfha ;DIaKdfjka w,a,kak lsisu fohla
ke;s nj nqrcdKka jykafia fmkak, , ;sfhkafka
wkak ta i;H;dj olska" l, lsfuka hqla;j" ksjkg
m;aug hs' fjd oel.kag kE' t;fldg f yeu
flfkl=g u ;=Kqrejkaf.a wkka; .=K n,fhka ksla
ksfrda.sNdj ,e W;= jQ ksjka wjfndaOh f'
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