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NEEDS
Well be in need of a vehicle during the time in the States. We would love to fill some dates meeting with people & groups to discuss working together in Peru. We need to raise our monthly support. Continued prayers
God created us, breathed life into us, and purposed us for his glory. The grace and mercy he gives warrants our love and obedience. In response, we boldly proclaim his greatness.
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HOMEWARD BOUND
Well the farm is sold, we are officially homeless. It is bittersweet. I have to admit that at first it was much more bitter than sweet, but I am adjusting to it. I know that we will never be out on the streets, but again we are relying on others for our daily needs. It's unsettling to this recovering control freak all this depending on God and those He calls to support us, but I am getting used to it. "Home" is such a strange word to me now; I'm just not sure what it means. I remember it was strange the first few times I went "home" to NY after I got married. It was no longer my home but it still felt like home until I got use to KY and we bought the farm and started raising our children. Then home was definitely KY. But, what does home mean to us now? Where is home? When language school is over and it's time to pack up and say goodbye, will it feel like we are leaving our home? Will KY ever feel like home again? Will we feel like strangers out of place? Like visitors or guests just passing through? I think about the saying "home is where the heart is but my heart is in several different places. Maybe home is simply where my husband and kids are, but that too will change soon. I now have a 19 year old talking of his future plans. I know he is ready to leave home. Well almost. The thought literally makes my heart ache. My intention in raising my children was to give them strong roots in the Lord and confidence to go where He leads them. I've tried not to be too possessive because I know that they are not mine, they are His. I was entrusted with three precious gifts! And one of them is extremely independent with desires to live in the Middle East and witness to Muslims. How proud I should be, yet it scares me to death. I am not ready for this. What will it be like when he returns to the States for college? How will I handle being on a different continent than my son? What will "home" be like then? Nothing here in this world is forever. We get attached to things, jobs, people and places. We like the security of the familiar; we tend to retreat from change no matter how much better it is for us. But, when we choose to follow Christ, we simply cannot make plans or predictions, it's all up to Him. When we choose to follow Christ, change is a part of life. It's a little scary, it makes me anxious and restless, or should I say I allow it to make me anxious and restless. Yet at the same time, it's liberating to just live day by day without a plan, not knowing where our next "home" will be and simply believing it will all be okay. It's a constant struggle living in the bondage of "home". We are human, and no matter how trusting and obedient we are, we desire a plan and a "home". But the truth is this earth is not our home. When our time here is done we will be in our true home with our God. The fear, anxiety and restlessness will no longer exist. I long for the day when I hear Him say Welcome Home. ahhh:)
-Jennifer
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Prayer Requests
The closing of the farm this month. The learning of Spanish, along with the schooling of the kids as we begin our last trimester in Costa Rica. Continued physical and spiritual protection. Continued financial and prayer
support, as well as new finacial and prayers partners. And finally that we trust in the Lord for everything and stay strong in our faith in Him.
Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous works among all the peoples! 1 Chronicles 16:24