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Walking the Stations

The statio ns are a map fo r yo u to use in atlanta yo ur jo urney o f spiritual gro wth. They describe the perso nality traits, spiritual characteristics and spiritual states of peo ple as they travel to wards living in Go d's reality in every mo ment. So me peo ple are living in statio ns that are mo re in harmo ny with the material wo rld and o thers are living in higher statio ns mo re aligned with Go d's reality.

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No matter which statio n yo u are in to day, thro ugh hard wo rk and sincere striving yo u can ascend fro m living in alignment with the dense, material wo rld to the subtle wo rld o f Go d's truth, reality and kno wledge. Lo ve yo urself where yo u are, lo ve yo ur Lo rd and
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wo rship Him as He asks us to , and I'm sure yo u will reach what yo ur deepest heart is lo nging fo r. The 7 statio ns are described in 3 o f Sidi's bo o ks: Music of the Soul, The Path to Allah, Most High and He Who Knows Himself Knows His Lord . Belo w are the statio ns as written in Music of the Soul . If, as yo u read the statio ns, yo u feel drawn to wo rking with them here is what yo u can do : 1. Read the statio n o ut lo ud, making sure yo u understand every wo rd. 2. Then, hand co py the statio n into a no tebo o k designated fo r this purpo se. 3. Re-read what yo u have written and then do re m e m brance fo r at least 30 minutes. If yo u have questio ns abo ut what Sidi means at a certain po int, do the remembrance as yo u co ntemplate that sectio n and see if Go d gives yo u so me insight. Writing the statio ns frequently is eno rmo usly helpful as yo u walk to ward yo ur Lo rd. Yo ur heart is the ho use o f Go d, it is a temple and writing these statio ns builds the inner architecture o f that temple so that yo u heart beco mes a place o f wo rship. Feel free to co nt act us if yo u have any questio ns abo ut this practice. Peace.

The Seven Stations of the Nafs

Bismi-llhi-r-Ramni-r-Ram In the Name o f Go d, the Mo st Merciful, the Mo st Co mpassio nate

1. Al-Amarra (listening to the orders from the darkness)

There are many things in the nafs. This wo rd co ntains all the things that co me fro m yo ur self yo ur perceptio n, yo ur hearing, yo ur feeling, the vo ices in yo ur mind, and the desires o f yo ur heart, that say this and that o r ask why o r what. When yo u begin to walk in the way, yo u find two o ppo nents inside yo urself. The nafs sit inside yo u and the evil whisperer (ash-shayn) is also inside yo u but fro m the o utside.
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An example o f this statio n is when the shayn came to Adam, may peace and blessings be upo n him, in the garden. The shayn began to speak to the nafs inside Adam telling him to diso bey the o rder o f Allh. The nafs o f Adam listening and giving in to the vo ice o f the shayn is the statio n o f al-amarra. The nafs speaks inside yo u and the shayn speaks o utside yo u to the nafs, but they bo th speak with the same vo ice. Do no t listen to the shayn. Yo u must remember the name o f Go d. He says to yo u, First, listen to Me. What do yo u do in this statio n to discharge the vo ice o f ash-shayn? Remember the name, pray as-alh, and walk. Co ntinue and do no t stand still. Give mercy. Strive hard, and after that yo u walk to the next statio n.

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Here the shayn sits near the self and begins to speak with a stro ng vo ice, Why do yo u pray? This is a lo t o f tro uble fo r yo u! And the nafs also say, This is no t go o d fo r yo u! It will cause yo u a lo t o f tro uble. Do no t listen to this vo ice. Yo u, who seek kno wledge o f the truth, must lo o k to the name o f Go d and discharge everything o utside. See o nly the name o f Go d. In the beginning, the shayn asks, Why do yo u pray? Why do yo u walk in this way? Why leave everything? Why change yo urself? Why waste this time? Also , there are many peo ple who m yo u meet who say, Do no t walk like that; do no t leave everything; this is no t the right way. This is a mistake. All this is fro m the shayn. When he sees that yo u do no t turn away fro m Go d, he go es to yo ur friends, and if he canno t get them to sto p yo u, then he go es to yo ur relatives and says, He walks ano ther way. Then yo ur family co mes to yo u and they tell yo u to live their way. This is also fro m the face o f the shayn, yet this sho uld make the student mo re determined to leave everything because when yo u kno w that this is the right way, yo u canno t listen to anything else. Co ntinue, and remember the name o f Go d, and pray and pray and pray. This is a difficult statio n fo r the student, mo re difficult than the first statio n. It is the war with the self and the shayn. It is the light fighting the darkness. Listen o nly to the vo ice o f Go d. He says to yo u, Co me, co me to Me, My so n and My daughter. I am in yo ur heart. Do no t listen to any o ther vo ice, o nly to My vo ice.
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By saying this, Go d helps yo u to remember the name. Listen o nly to the vo ice o f Go d. Leave yo ur father and mo ther fro m the bo dy if they try to keep yo u fro m walking in the way. Leave everyo ne who tells yo u that this is no t the right way. Pray and sing. This singing is different fro m any so ng with music. This is the so ng o f yo ur heart. Listen o nly to the vo ice o f Go d. The guide says no t to use music no w. First it is necessary to kno w Who speaks when yo u play music. When yo u are singing, listen to the vo ice o f Go d. Do no t go o utside because everything is inside yo u. Yo u are the lo ve and yo u are the face o f Go d. This is a very difficult statio n. Do no t waste any time in this statio n. Say, Help me, my Go d. I canno t do anything witho ut Yo u. He will co me to yo u. Open yo ur heart, and listen to His vo ice all yo ur time. Do no t waste a minute in this statio n. Then He will take yo u between His hands, and there yo u will find peace and lo ve. Between His hands, yo u will find the garden. Yo u will feel everything in His hands. Then He will help yo u in the third statio n.

3. Al-Amina (the station of faith and trust)

In this statio n, the shayn sits next to yo u. He lives in the wo rld o utside yo u, while the nafs lives inside yo u, yet they are o f the same nature. Here he sits clo se to yo u, but he canno t do anything as lo ng as yo u do no t listen to his vo ice, and yo u hear o nly the vo ice o f Go d. Yo ur hearing can o nly hear the vo ice o f Allh. If the shayn sees that yo u do no t listen to Go d, o r remember the name, o r pray, then he begins to speak to yo u saying, Eno ugh! Do no t remember so much, but remember o nly a little! He tries to speak with the language o f Go d, but his wo rds have an o utside meaning. He says, It is right to pray, but yo u make tro uble fo r yo urself. I lo ve yo u and I kno w what is best. Remember o nly a little. I am afraid that when yo u pray a lo t, yo u will hurt yo urself. The shayn speaks with yo ur o wn face when he speaks to yo u here, and he tries to make the self refuse to pray. But say to him, No ! I will pray and remember the name o f Go d all the time. Then when yo u co ntinue, yo u sit with yo ur mind and yo ur heart o pened. The shayn is no t to o much tro uble anymo re because he begins to die. It causes his death when yo u go where the shayn do es no t want yo u to go . If yo u wake up, and yo u want to walk and to co ntinue with an o pen mind and heart, then yo u begin to feel peace
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in yo ur heart, and the shayn has to flee. No w yo u can strive and co ntinue in the way.

4. Al-Mutmainna (the station of security)

This is a quiet statio n. Here the nafs and the shayn have beco me silent because the student begins to walk mo re quickly. Yo u have beco me a believer and yo u begin to live within. Yo u feel rested and yo u no lo nger listen to any vo ice, o nly the vo ice o f Go d. Neither the vo ice o f the nafs no r the vo ice o f the shayn can sto p yo u fro m co ntinuing in the way. Yo u begin to leave everything o utside and to clean yo urself inside. Yo u kno w no w that the nafs and the shayn carry the same face. Yo u no lo nger refuse anything G o d wants. Yo u begin to kno w all the qualities and to see that everything co mes fro m Go d. If yo u leave everything o utside and o pen yo ur heart, then yo u begin to to uch co mpletio n. Yo ur mind and the eye o f yo ur heart begin to o pen, and yo u begin to see with the eye o f yo ur heart. This eye is very clean, and it is just beginning to o pen. Yo u need to pray and to remember the name mo re, and to learn to give mercy.

5. Ar-Raiyya (not obeying anything from the nafs)

In this statio n yo u begin to see the face o f Go d in everything. Yo u hear the vo ice o f Go d in every so ng and yo u say, Who sings? Who talks? Who walks? This is my Go d! This is a high statio n. It is a statio n o f mercy and peace because yo u begin to give everything to Go d, and yo u do no t refuse anything. When Go d takes yo u, He gives to yo u and He helps yo u. No w yo u begin to speak with yo ur Go d and to ask Him abo ut everything, and yo u begin to weep, but a ho ly weeping. What is the reaso n fo r yo ur weeping? Yo u weep because yo u see that yo u lo st so much time when yo u lived in the wo rld o utside. Yo u weep and say, Why did I live like a blind perso n in the wo rld? Yo u weep because yo u begin to see thro ugh clean eyes when yo u walk in this statio n.

6. Al-Mardiyya (accepting without asking)

Yo u listen to the vo ice o f Go d and yo u begin to see the picture o f the truth. Yo u see the
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wo rld thro ugh the eye o f yo ur heart and yo u begin to speak in the language o f the so ul. Yo u kno w that there is no difference between anything, and yo u say, I am Yo ur servant. I am the picture o f Go d and there is no difference between the bo dy and the so ul. Yo u start to kno w that there is no beginning and no ending. Yo u beco me thirsty fo r truth, and yo u sto p speaking with yo urself. No w yo u listen to the vo ice o f Go d. Everything inside yo u changes, and yo u see that everything is fro m Go d, and that it is Go d Who is helping yo u to change. Yo u speak in the to ngue o f Go d, but it is no t yet co mplete and yo u must walk mo re. There is no mo re ash-shayn here. Where can he be? He is no where because he has disappeared. Lo ve co nquers everything. It co nquers the nafs and the shayn. After this, yo u begin to kno w the secret.

7. Al-Kamila (the perfection of the nafs)

Al-kamala is the statio n o f the perfectio n o f the nafs. When yo u reach co mpletio n in the statio ns o f the nafs, all o f the nafs beco me purified. Here, yo u begin to live co mpletely in the statio n o f the heart. Yo u must walk thro ugh every statio n, no t o nly in wo rds, but in yo ur who le being. I want everyo ne to kno w ho w to walk in this high statio n. I kno w every student befo re he is bo rn because Go d gives the guide the kno wledge to kno w all o f his students. When yo u kno w yo urself well, then yo u are like the guide. Do no t o nly repeat, but live every wo rd that the guide says to yo u. This is o nly a very sho rt explanatio n and my language is very simple. To explain fully wo uld take a bo o k fo r each statio n. But if yo u o pen yo ur heart and walk, yo u will find everything inside.

The Seven Stations of the Heart

Bismi-llhi-r-Ramni-r-Ram In the Name o f Go d, the Mo st Merciful, the Mo st Co mpassio nate

1. At-Tawba (the return to God)

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Yo u want to return to Go d to clean yo urself and to wipe away all yo ur mistakes. When anyo ne wants to change everything fro m the o utside to the inside and wants to live in this statio n, he needs to be clean and to walk in the way o f Go d. Yo u need to wash yo ur entire bo dy because yo u have lived in darkness and tro uble. When yo u want to listen to the vo ice o f Go d, yo u must give yo ur hearing to this vo ice. When He, Praised and Exalted is He, says to yo u, Co me and listen to what I say, yo u must o pen yo ur hearing because Go d wants to put ho ly wo rds inside yo u. Yo u must clean yo ur hearing because Go d wants yo u to hear o nly His wo rd. First He lo ved yo u and wanted yo u, then yo u lo ved and wanted Him, and then He caught yo u so that yo u co uld speak with Him. Firs t, yo u must say, My Go d, I want to live with Yo u in everything. Clean me and place me inside Yo ur heart. Do with me what Yo u want. I will listen to Yo ur every wo rd. I am Yo ur servant. I want to be a special servant fo r Yo u; no thing else do I want. I want o nly to see Yo ur face. Give me lo ve, and help me to kno w the meaning o f this lo ve. I do no t kno w anything if Yo u do no t help me. My belo ved Go d, I am here, and I am at peace o nly with Yo u. My so ul is with Yo u, and in my heart there is no difference between anything inside o r o utside me. Clean me with Yo ur water o f truth because everyo ne who wants to see Yo u needs this water. No w I am beginning to remember Yo ur name all the time. I do no t lo se any time. I pray to Yo u. I kno w that Yo u do no t need this praying because this praying is o nly fro m me to myself. I ask Yo u to help me to kno w the meaning o f this praying, and to practice it. I am between Yo ur hands. These hands are different fro m any o ther hands because they are very ho ly. Oh my Go d, everyo ne needs to kno w, but who will understand if Yo u do no t care abo ut him? I want to walk in Yo ur steps. Give me a stro ng heart and a quiet heart, and make me po lite. When I reach this statio n, I am beginning to kno w Yo u, and Yo u are what I am. This is the truth. I have searched fo r a lo ng time. No w I pro mise to co ntinue in this way, and to no t lo se any minute because every minute is fo r Yo u. My Lo rd, help me to o pen my heart and so ul, and to give my heart to anyo ne who wants
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to kno w Yo u. Help me to sho w the flo wer inside my heart, so that anyo ne can take what they need fro m this flo wer because everyo ne needs the fragrance o f this flo wer. This fragrance is different fro m any o ther because this is Yo ur fragrance. Put it inside me and help me to kno w all the statio ns. This is what I want, no thing else. Keep me, and do no t discharge me fro m this life. There are two things in the wo rld between the peo ple light and darkness. I ho pe to live all my life in the light, and to give everyo ne what Yo u give me because Yo u are the Mercy fo r everyo ne. Yo ur message is my message, and I will no t leave this message if Yo u help me. I want to return my so ul to the place where it was when Yo u made me, to the place that Muammad, the father o f my so ul, sho wed me, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him. He is the guide o f the lo ve because his face is Yo ur face. I will no t refuse any o rder he gives me, may the peace and blessings o f Allh be upo n him, because this is what Yo u want. I give everything to this guide because he is a pro phet fro m Yo u. Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, sent his so ns to this wo rld to give Yo ur message to everyo ne who wants it. I thank my guide fo r this chance because he has put me here, and he kno ws the way o f Yo ur lo ve. This is all I want. My Go d, fill my heart with lo ve and mercy and po liteness. My to mb is bro ken and I rise up because my mo o n is ascending. I see everything in my heart, and my heart begins to speak to Yo u because no w my heart is Yo ur ho use.

2. At-Taslm (surrender to God)

If anyo ne wants to walk in the way and to live in the garden, then he must leave his bo dy, his heart, and his so ul, and be o nly with Go d, to be with Him face to face. Yo u canno t go left o r right. Yo u must walk straight and speak to no o ne, o nly to Go d. Yo u must no t see anyo ne, o nly Go d. Yo u must no t walk with anyo ne, o nly Go d. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u wo nder ho w yo u lived befo re yo u fo und the way. No w yo u can kno w yo urself, and yo u can change everything fro m the o utside to the inside, and see no difference between the two . There is no difference no w between yo ur self and yo ur so ul, and there is no difference between anything inside yo u because there is no thing, o nly He. He is she, and she is he because He returns everything to the first wo rld the wo rld o f the subtle.

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The return means that yo u change fro m the wo rld o f the thick bo dy (al-kathif) to the wo rld o f the subtle so ul (al-latif). Yo u return yo ur being to the place where it was when yo u were bo rn. But there really is no place where yo u are bo rn in yo ur so ul. Yo u are really no thing and yo u co me fro m the ho ly so ul in the first wo rld. This is the wo rld o f Allh. There is no place, no heaven and no earth, that can co ntain Go d because everything is fro m Him. If everything is fro m Him, why no t give everything back to Him? Leave everything and give it to Go d, so ul to so ul and heart to heart. When yo u reach this statio n, yo u reach the garden o f surrender. This surrender is deeper than any o ther surrender because no w yo u are surrendered in Go d. No o ne in this statio n feels tro ubles, and everything in yo ur life is peace and lo ve because no w yo ur life is the life o f yo ur Go d. This is the statio n o f the secret lo ve. Remember until yo u kno w ho w to fill yo ur heart with this lo ve because this lo ve is deep and it is full o f the meaning o f Allhs ho ly wo rd. This wo rd do es no t disappear because it is fro m Allh. When yo u live in this statio n yo u are bo rn many times, and yo u give the lo ve to many faces because yo ur face is the face o f the lo ve. When yo u understand what I mean, yo u will understand the message a very ho ly message which is a picture o f the first wo rld in which Allh made everything. I want yo u to return to live in this wo rld. It is the wo rld o f the angels and the so uls. There is no difference between angels and so uls. Yo u are the sun o f truth. Kno w yo ur sun (the deep light o f yo ur so ul). If yo ur sun rises, then yo u kno w why He put yo u in this wo rld. Yo u understand why He made yo u. He did no t make yo u to eat and to sleep. He did no t make yo u o nly to make mo ney. Yo u kno w what yo ur message is in everything. Give everything and leave everything. When yo u give everything, yo u live in the garden o f surrender (at-taslim), and this is the garden o f kno wledge. This is what I want. Yo u co uld no t have reached befo re. Open everything inside yo u, and then yo u find o nly Allh. Listen to every meaning in every wo rd in every bo o k o f the pro phets. Then yo u will kno w the meaning o f the truth. I ask Go d to give yo u the meaning o f everything. Do no t go left o r right and do no t lo se any time because He will ask yo u abo ut every minute. This is a ho ly message and this is what He wants fro m yo u. In this message yo u can kno w everything. This is the statio n o f at-taslim surrender to Go d.

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3. Al-Adab (politeness, courtesy)

Anyo ne who wants to live in the garden o f the so ul needs to clean his bo dy o f all the things he carries because he carries the qualities o f Go d. Go d has ninety-nine qualities, but has o nly o ne name, a special name Allh! When yo u want to walk in the way, yo u need to be po lite with all o f these qualities with any perso n. When yo u speak, when yo u walk in the street, when yo u hear any vo ice fro m anywhere, kno w this is no t the vo ice o f the perso n, but it is the vo ice o f Go d speaking. Yo u must be po lite because yo u are speaking with Go d. When yo u lo o k at anything, yo u must kno w ho w to lo o k at this thing. Listen to everything and lo o k, but be silent because it is the picture o f yo ur Go d, and it is very clean. Yo u canno t see yo ur picture unless yo u are married to Him. Allh kno ws what the guide says to yo u, Yo u are the mirro r and I can see myself in yo ur heart. Fo r this reaso n, I put the lo ve inside yo ur heart so that I can see myself in yo ur heart. This heart must be clean because I want to live in yo ur heart because it is the ho use o f my Go d. This heart is also my heart, and yo u are the lo ve, the secret lo ve inside this heart. Yo u canno t kno w the meaning o f this lo ve unless yo u break yo ur glass. When yo u break yo ur glass, yo u wake up. This glass is yo ur bo dy, and after that yo u walk thro ugh these statio ns o f the heart. Fill yo ur heart with the lo ve and the mercy and the peace, and give everything to yo ur guide. When yo u give to yo ur guide, yo u give to yo urself, no t to anyo ne else because he is the mirro r o f Go d and yo u can see yo urself in the heart o f the guide. Do no t refuse any o rder fro m him because the o rder he gives is no t fro m him, but it is fro m Go d. Wash yo ur bo dy and heart with the water o f the truth, and drink the wine. This wine is different fro m any o ther wine. It is the wine o f lo ve, the highest lo ve, the wine o f divine into xicatio n. No o ne can see Go d if he do es no t drink this wine because this is ho ly wine. When yo u drink fro m this wine yo u will want to live here all the time because there is no life witho ut this wine. It is the wine o f the truth, and the wine o f kno wledge, which is fo r every seeker to drink. It is necessary fo r yo ur so ul because yo ur so ul do es no t eat o r sleep. Ho w can she sleep after she kno ws the secret o f the lo ve, and ho w can she sleep after she kno ws the truth o f Go d? After that, be silent in this statio n because yo u sit with yo ur Go d all the time. Yo u have
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no time to sit with anything else, o nly Him. There is no o ne in yo ur wo rld, o nly He because yo u understand what He is, and He will give yo u everything yo u want. Ho w can yo u lo o k left o r right when yo u see the secret light? Co ntinue to reach what He wants fro m yo ur so ul. Allh wants yo ur so ul to be clean, and He wants yo u to leave the self because yo u are beginning to walk in the way. Befo re this yo u lived with peo ple o n the o utside, but no w He wants yo u to change this so ul and to see o nly His face, and to speak with Him with the language o f the so ul. No w yo u live in a high statio n. Be silent all the time and lo o k straight. Do no t speak with anyo ne, o nly Him. He wants yo ur so ul to be o nly with Him. He do es no t like yo u to be with anyo ne else because there is no o ther. There is no beginning and no end because yo u are the beginning and there is no end to yo u. Yo u are the mercy and yo u are the po liteness, but kno w yo urself well, and o pen yo ur heart to kno w ho w yo u sit with the Belo ved. He is the secret. There is no difference between yo u and Him, but kno w what He wants fro m yo u. Yo u are the secret belo ved, and He wants yo u to be special fo r Him in everything. He wants yo u to be His daughter, but this is a different daughter. This is the daughter o f the truth. There is no difference between daughter and father, if yo u kno w what I mean. I do no t mean an o utside thing, but a deep meaning inside. Do no t lo se these jewels fro m the wisdo m. If yo u do no t keep them, yo u are lo st and He will discharge yo u. What will yo u do fo r the rest o f yo ur life if He discharges yo u? But I will pray to Him, and I ho pe that yo u will be His daughter, the righteo us daughter, the po lite daughter. Do no t refuse what He says because yo u are ho ly and He is ho ly. This is the meaning o f al-adab. It is a sho rt meaning, but in this meaning yo u can find yo ur picture. Yo u can reach the way o f the truth. No w I have said eno ugh. I have given yo u ho ly wo rds. I am afraid to explain any mo re o f al-adab, the po liteness. Yo u canno t live witho ut being po lite. The po liteness is necessary fo r anyo ne who wants to walk in the way. Catch anyo ne and put po liteness in them. I ho pe yo u have listened to me and have understo o d. I pray that Go d will help yo u to be po lite all the time.

4. Al-Khawf (awe of God)

If yo u want to walk in the way o f Go d, yo u need to kno w where yo u sit with Go d. Yo u need to understand everything that Go d wants fro m yo u. If yo u are no t po lite with Allh, He will no t give yo u any o f the ho ly meaning. Abo ve all, yo u must o pen yo ur hearing fo r
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Go ds vo ice. His vo ice is different fro m anything that yo u have kno wn. No w yo u begin to speak with Him, and when yo u sit with Him yo u must give everything to Him. Yo u must o pen every quality to hear Him and put everything in its place thro ugh the ho ly meaning. Yo u must lo o k at His face all the time because then yo u sit in the ho ly garden, the garden o f meaning. If yo u lo se time when yo u are with Him, yo u will no t understand why Allh has put yo u in this place. Then yo u will no t kno w the message, and yo u will no t kno w what He wants fro m yo u. Allh gives yo u this statio n to learn the meaning o f the fear o f Him. What do es He mean by fearing Him? Anyo ne who sits clo se to a king fears the po wer o f the king. Yet Allh is no t like a king who go verns this earth. If anyo ne do es anything wro ng, an earthly king will punish him o r kill him. Allh will no t do what an earthly king wo uld do , but He will discharge anyo ne fro m His garden who is no t po lite. It is very difficult fo r anyo ne who has lived in His kingdo m to return to live o utside. No o ne can co ntinue to walk o r to return to what they had reached befo re, unless Allh wanted to give them ano ther chance. This is what I mean when I say that yo u need to fear Him if yo u want to sit near the ho ly King, but the difference here is that there is no o ne, o nly He, and yo u are His picture. This picture needs to be clean, and full o f the mercy, and full o f the secret lo ve, and yo u must kno w the meaning o f the secret lo ve. I say again and again, when yo u want to sit with Go d, be in fear o f Him. Yet this is a different fear. Yo u fear Him because yo u want to be special fo r Him, and to lo o k o nly at His face. And there is no mo re bo dy because yo ur bo dy is bro ken. Yo u travel o n this ho ly jo urney all yo ur time. Yo u sit with yo ur Go d face to face, but in yo ur so ul. Yo ur so ul has bro ken o pen and has changed. Yo u wake up in ano ther high statio n and want to reach the ho ly so ul o f Go d because this is the father o f yo ur so ul. Yo u are fro m Him and yo u want to return to Him. If yo u do no t kno w what I mean, clean yo ur mind because yo ur mind is the picture o f yo ur heart. There is no difference between yo ur heart and so ul and self if yo u are with Go d because He do es no t kno w numbers. He is al-Wahid. He is One. Lam yalid wa lam yulad. He begets no t, no r is He bego tten. And there is no o ne like Him. There is no o ne like Him, o nly His heart. Be the ho use fo r His heart. To understand and to reveal what He wants fro m yo u, yo u need to be with Him all the time, and to no t lo se any time, no t o ne minute. Do no t waste any time. Pray to Go d all the time, when yo u walk and when yo u wo rk. Pray when yo u lo o k at anything because in any quality yo u can
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walk and when yo u wo rk. Pray when yo u lo o k at anything because in any quality yo u can see the face o f Allh. Do no t miss any prayer, and remember the name o f Go d. D o no t think o f o ther things when yo u sit in this statio n. Here yo u sit between the fire and the garden. Remain in yo ur place because He put yo u in this place. If yo u lo o k right o r left o r behind yo u, yo u will fall do wn and yo u will to uch the fire. This fire discharges yo u and returns yo u o utside. Then yo u are lo st fo r the rest o f yo ur time. Yo u are like an animal, but an animal is better than yo u. Yo u have carried the message, whereas an animal do es no t understand. Why do yo u no t sit and be po lite? Why do yo u lo se yo ur time? Why do yo u lo o k right and left? Be special fo r Him. This statio n is very dangero us. Lo o k at yo ur qualities in this statio n. This is a high statio n that needs yo u to break yo ur so ul to change everything inside yo ur so ul. Do no t refuse any o rder, and do whatever He wants. Listen when He says anything to yo ur heart. Live with Him, fo r Him. This is what He wants fro m yo u. Co ntinue to pray and to remember the name o f Go d. Do no t stand still, and be silent because He will speak to yo u. He lo ves yo u. Be with Him all the time. Yo u have no time because every minute is fro m Him. He wants yo u to be clean, but what do I mean by clean? Give mercy to everyo ne and everything. Yo u are the mercy, and everything is inside yo u. Listen to His vo ice because He speaks to yo u every mo ment. Listen and, if yo u can, do no t refuse anything when yo u live in this statio n. I will ask Him to help yo u, and to give yo u what yo u want, and what He wants. This is the fo urth statio n o f the heart, the fear o f Go d, al-khawf. This statio n is mo re dangero us than any o ther statio n because yo ur bo dy has co mpletely changed to be yo ur so ul. The bo dy is like a glass, and when yo u are no t po lite, yo u will break the glass befo re yo ur time.

5. As-Sidq (righteousness)
The right religio n is special fro m Who m, to where and fo r what? Why do yo u want the religio n? The religio n is fro m Go d to Go d, to kno w the truth o f Him, and to kno w yo urself, and to kno w ho w yo u are with the face o f Allh. This is a sho rt explanatio n. The guide o f the lo ve says, What Go d wants is to teach the religio n to anyo ne who wants. He will give what He wants to give fro m His special religio n. What Allh wants fro m me, I give. He speaks o f go o d and gives o nly what is go o d in the special religio n. He gave me the o rder to give yo u this special religio n and I put it in yo ur heart. I am the servant, and He made me po lite. After that He taught me everything I needed fro m the special religio n.
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The truth is the essence o f Go d. It speaks o f the subject o f the self and the subject o f the so ul, and o f ho w to kno w yo urself. Then He to ld me to teach yo u this subject o f the truth o f Go d because He lo ves yo u. Allh gathers the believers fro m everywhere to teach them ho w to live with Him when they walk in the way. Befo re yo u sit with Him, yo u must understand what He says. Listen to every wo rd when He speaks because yo u are fro m Him. Then He takes yo ur hand and changes yo u fro m statio n to statio n, fro m surrender to belief to divine insight (al-islam to al-iman to al-ihsan). If He had no t given yo u the right religio n, yo u wo uld no t kno w why yo u are in this wo rld. He made yo u to carry the ho ly message. Give the message o f mercy and lo ve to all tho se who want to change themselves fro m the darkness to the light. Do no t fo rbid anyo ne who wants to sit near yo u because yo u live in the garden and he has lived in darkness. Yo u are better than the angels, and the angels pray fo r yo u. But kno w the secret. Yo u will no t kno w if yo u do no t fo llo w every o rder in the ho ly bo o ks, and every o rder fro m all the pro phets. Change every quality to be like the qualities o f Go d. If yo u do no t do this, then the o rder o nly lives o n the o utside. The o rders o f Allh carry many, many meanings. Prayer is an o utside o rder, also fasting in Ramadan and giving charity (az-zakat) are o utside o rders. But there is a deeper meaning in these o rders. Th e deep meaning in the right religio n and the special religio n is surrender, to give everything fo r Go d. This is an inside meaning. It means to go beyo nd all that yo u have been and be special fo r Go d. Remember His name, and remember that there is no go d but He. This is the first statio n in which yo u walk and say, I am surrendered to Go d. But He needs yo u to o bey His o rder. When yo u clean all the qualities in yo ur bo dy, this is true Islam. Do no t steal. Be truthful. Be go o d to peo ple, and help everyo ne to walk in the way, and be po lite when yo u walk. This is what He wants fro m yo u in every quality. Leave everything o utside, and refuse all the qualities that are no t fro m the truth. He wants yo u to stand facing Him in every prayer. Be sincere and empty yo urself o f everything but Go d. Speak o nly His wo rds, and do o nly what He wants. There is no thing, o nly He. Leave everything that is no t useful and walk in the way. If yo u change everything, then yo u are the ho ly bo o k, and yo u are the message. Send the message to everyo ne. Be the message, and give o f yo urself, and make yo urself Him because first He wanted yo u, and He lo ved yo u first. Then He will take yo u and put yo u in the ho ly garden o f the so ul. This garden is different fro m the first
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take yo u and put yo u in the ho ly garden o f the so ul. This garden is different fro m the first garden. It is ho ly and full o f meaning and wisdo m. In this statio n, yo u can say, I am running to Yo u, leaving everything I have kno wn befo re, to be in Yo ur presence. Keep me with Yo u all the time, and help me to give Yo ur ho ly mercy to anyo ne who needs it. Please help me my Lo rd, fo r there is no life witho ut Yo ur mercy. Thes e are ho ly wo rds spo ken by the believer, the o ne who wants to give everything to Go d. There is no o ne who can feel this unless he lives in this life. Say, I ask Yo u, my Go d, to change every quality, to take me fro m statio n to statio n, and to teach me the ho ly meaning because I am no thing witho ut Yo u. I am like a camel lo st in the desert who has no t had a drink fo r many days. When he finds water, he drinks and drinks until his thirst is quenched. I am like the camel because I have fo und water in the garden. Then He gives yo u the water to help yo u clean yo urself o f all unnecessary qualities. The o nly thing yo u must do is to pray and to o pen yo ur heart. He wants yo u to believe in every o rder He sends, and He wants yo u to be certain in yo ur heart when yo u are with this o rder. This is the first o rder, al-islam. The seco nd o rder, which is the way o f the heart and is special fo r the heart, is al-iman. Oh my bro ther, listen to every wo rd. Every o rder is fro m yo ur Go d to help yo u to reach Him. If yo u do no t fo llo w what He has sent yo u, yo u will no t reach Him, and yo u will live o utside His garden. Yo u must leave all the unnecessary qualities o f the human being o utside, and put in their place special qualities fo r the so ul. Yo u need the real po liteness to be with Go d and the pro phets, with yo ur guide and with yo ur bro thers and sisters. The picture o f the guide is the picture o f yo ur bro thers and sisters. The picture o f the guide is the picture o f the pro phets, and the picture o f the pro phets is the picture o f Go d. Kno w what I am saying. If yo u are no t po lite, yo u will no t reach. I wo uld like yo u to sit o n the ho ly carpet, but understand what I mean. This is the vo ice o f Allh to yo u, and yo u must fo llo w it if yo u want to have kno wledge o f Allh. Empty yo urself o f everything fro m yo ur past and die to be in the Day o f Judgment no w. Then yo u are bo rn again. Break yo ur to mb and wake up fro m yo ur sleep because yo u are the jewel, and yo u are the secret inside the jewel. Yo u canno t kno w the secret if yo u do no t break this jewel. Yo u are priceless because He wants yo u. Yo u are also very ho ly, if yo u kno w. Yo u canno t reach until yo u break the glass inside yo u, and put everything o utside except Allh. After that yo u can co ntinue, if yo u are able, and I think
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yo u are because He wo uld no t have put yo u in this place if He did no t want yo u. Give yo ur self and yo ur so ul and everything that yo u have to Go d if yo u believe in what I say. In this way, yo u need to be a believer all the time. This is the real statio n and a very deep statio n. If anyo ne do es no t believe in the truth, he will no t reach, and Allh will put him o utside and discharge him fro m the ho ly garden. This is the fifth statio n o f the heart, assidq, the righteo usness.

6. Al-aqqa (the truth/reality of God)

Yo u are the secret. If yo u kno w the deep secret, yo u can reach Him and sit in the ho ly garden. In the garden yo u will find the wine o f the truth. Every heart needs this wine because the heart is the tree o f Go d and the tree needs to drink His wine. Yo u canno t drink this wine if yo u do no t kno w its meaning. Ho w wo uld yo u kno w the way o f the wine if yo u did no t clean yo ur ho use? Because He is the Ho ly Ho use. There are two things that make war in yo ur heart the family o f light and the family o f darkness. Clean yo ur heart o f the family o f darkness, because many things co me fro m the darkness. Peo ple tell yo u to no t pray and to no t remember the name o f Go d. They want to catch yo u and to take yo u fro m the garden, but refuse what they want and what they say. This is the shayn and yo ur self speaking! In yo ur heart, yo u want to co ntinue to walk in the way o f Go d, but the self (an-nafs) tells yo u that the way will make tro uble fo r yo u. Do no t listen to this vo ice. It wants yo u to go o utside and to live in the darkness, but Allh wants yo u to live in the light, no t in the darkness. Leave everything, and o pen yo ur heart o nly to Go d to kno w the secret inside yo ur heart. If yo u change yo ur heart, then yo u are the qibla (the directio n o f prayer). Yo ur heart is the qibla, and yo u are the qibla. When yo u are in this statio n, yo u can pray fro m yo ur heart. Yo u face yo urself when yo u pray because He wants yo u to kno w yo urself. When yo u kno w yo urself, yo u kno w Go d and yo u reach His place, which is no place because He is the beginning and the end. Yo u can pray inside yo ur heart when yo u live in this statio n. Yo u are the truth, and yo ur ear is the ear o f Go d, and yo ur eye is the eye o f Go d. Yo ur picture is the picture o f Go d, and there is no picture no w because yo u are a deep secret. No w yo u can reach and yo u can kno w yo urself.

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Always remember that yo u will no t reach if He do es no t lo ve yo u. First He lo ves yo u and then yo u lo ve Him, yet there is no first. He can see everything in yo ur face and He can hear every vo ice. When yo u speak, yo u sho uld kno w ho w to speak with yo urself. When yo u are in this statio n, there is no bo dy because yo u have lo st yo ur bo dy. It has beco me co mpletely light. Where can ano ther sit inside yo u? There is no ro o m fo r ano ther, there is ro o m o nly fo r Go d. Yo u can live in this statio n because it is the real life. The guide wants yo u to spend all yo ur time with Him. Do no t lo se any minute because every minute is very ho ly. I live with my so ul no w. This is the ho ly light, if yo u kno w. Praying is different here fro m any prayer befo re. Yo u no w pray in two ways the ritual prayer fo r the self and the deep praying fo r the so ul. Yo u live all yo ur time in everything with yo ur so ul, but the real so ul. This is fro m the truth. No o ne can reach if he do es no t change everything fro m the o utside to the inside, and there is no o utside and no inside. Where is Sidi? No where! Only He! There is no difference between yo u and Him because yo u have returned to the o rigin, and there is no o rigin. Stay in this life. Ho w can yo u leave after yo u kno w the truth o f Go d? Yo ur bo dy is His and yo u are His mirro r. Keep yo ur bo dy special fo r Go d. Do no t give it to anyo ne. This is the language o f lo ve, a deep language. Kno w this language because it is the language o f the so ul. When yo u understand what I mean, yo u speak with Go d. And there is no vo ice but His. Pray, but do no t pray o nly with yo ur bo dy. Pray with yo ur heart and so ul. Yo u live no w in al-wahid al-ahad, no t just o ne, but all o ne. Al-ahad is the divine o neness o f Go d. All yo ur qualities in this statio n are the qualities o f Allh because yo ur sun (so ul) is rising, and it is a ho ly sun which co ntains every meaning. When the sun rises in yo ur heart, yo u can see everything and kno w everything. He lo ves yo ur prayer because when yo u pray in this statio n, yo u pray with yo ur Go d face to face, and there is o nly the face o f the unity. Oh my Go d, keep me in this statio n to pray deeply because my face is Yo ur face. Help me to kno w, and do no t discharge me back to the life I lived befo re I came to Yo u because no w I co uld no t live witho ut Yo u. This way is the way o f the so ul. My Belo ved is inside me. What do I want after that? I want no thing. He stays inside, and I lo ve Him and He lo ves me. The prayer no w beco mes deeper and deeper. I do no t want to live witho ut this wine because I receive all that I desire thro ugh this wine. When I walk in this statio n, ho w co uld I live witho ut the
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wine o f the truth? This is the true so ng. I understand every wo rd I speak because I kno w my name, my real name. This is the secret. Yo u can kno w every name fro m His name. When yo u put His name inside yo u and all the qualities inside yo ur heart, yo u kno w the truth. My visio n is very clean no w, and my time is very ho ly no w because it is all fo r Allh. I thank my Go d, thank my Belo ved because He kno ws the truth o f me, and I kno w the truth o f Him. He has given me the real wine, and He has given me po liteness, and He has put mercy inside me. He has put everything fro m Himself inside my heart and has made me what I am. I see the unity when I arrive at the kno wing. He made me a slave fo r Him and He has taught me every o rder and has made me the belo ved fo r Him. If He had no t helped me, ho w co uld I kno w? If He had no t helped me, ho w co uld I have reached? If He had no t helped me, ho w co uld I live in this ho ly life, to kno w the deep secret inside myself, and to kno w Him well? This is my Go d all the time. This is the truth. What are yo u?

7. Al-Maabba (the Love)

My bro ther, listen to me! Listen with yo ur ear, but with the hearing o f Go d, to understand what I mean. See thro ugh my eyes and live with me in every quality. Be silent. Be quiet and o pen yo ur heart to listen to what I say abo ut the lo ve. Yo u lo ve Him and yo u need this lo ve. Yo u canno t leave the lo ve. Ho w can yo u live witho ut lo ve? What wo uld yo ur life be like? If yo u do no t lo ve Him, He will discharge yo u and bring ano ther into the net. The peo ple who lo ve Allh, Allh lo ves them. Listen to what I say fro m the lips o f the Pro phet Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, Be the ear to yo ur Go d; be the eye to yo ur Go d; be the face also if yo u want to sit with Go d face to face. If yo u sit near Him, yo u will find the mercy and the ho ly lo ve. Thro ugho ut yo ur life yo u will find no sadness because He has lo ved yo u fro m the beginning. The meaning o f the lo ve and the religio n are co ntained in the secret. What He wants fro m yo u is fo r yo u to be the servant o f yo ur Master, and to be po lite when yo u sit near Him. Yo u want Him to give yo u mercy and lo ve fro m the mercy, so that after that yo u will kno w what He wants fro m the meaning o f the mercy. The heart must be very clean fo r His lo ve. Yo u canno t reach the secret o f the lo ve if yo u do no t change every quality to be like the qualities o f yo ur Belo ved. Yo u must die with
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yo ur Belo ved if yo u want to reach the secret o f the lo ve. Clean yo ur heart o f everything that is inside it, and put yo ur heart between the hands o f Go d, and let Him do what He wants with it. Ho w can yo u live in this wo rld if yo u refuse the o rder He sends? The truth o f the lo ve is to give everything to yo ur Belo ved and to be empty o f everything but Him. Then yo u have o nly the name o f the deep secret lo ve inside. H e has given me this name, and this name rules my heart and cleans it o f everything inside it but the Belo ved. Then I say, Stand inside the do o rway o f lo ve all the time. Do no t go left and right, o r to any side. Kno w that yo u are no t lo st if yo u remember the name o f Go d all the time, inside o r o utside. Yo u give everything to Him when yo u put yo ur heart in the fire o f His lo ve. Then yo u drink fro m the cup o f the lo ve and find everything and see all the secrets. When yo u speak with Him, yo u speak with the lips o f Go d. When yo u mo ve, yo u mo ve with the o rder o f Go d. At every mo ment yo u stand facing Go d. Yo u fo rbid anything but Him to live inside yo ur heart because there is no thing, o nly He, and yo ur heart is special fo r Him. Fo rbid any quality that do es no t live with Him to live inside yo u. Then yo u will no t see anything but the face o f Allh all the time. Yo ur heart is full o f lo ve and yo u leave everything but Him. Then yo u begin to sing with Go d, and He gives yo u every secret. When yo u live with these qualities, yo u must remo ve the sho es fro m yo ur feet o ut o f respect fo r yo ur Master, as Mo ses did, may peace and blessings be upo n him. By these sho es, I mean the wo rld because no w yo u live in the ho ly valley. Yo u are in the valley o f lo ve. Yo u were put in this valley to be the eye o f Go d, and to see everything thro ugh this eye. There are two sides to His lo ve. The first side is to see Go d in the human being. He wanted to see Himself in the human being, so He created him, and yo u are the mirro r. Allh says, I am the secret treasure and I lo ved yo u to kno w Me, so I made the human being, and yo u can kno w Me fro m yo ur image. The seco nd side o f the lo ve is to see the human being in Go d. If yo u change everything and yo u clean yo urself o f all unnecessary qualities, there is no o utside and no inside because there is no first and no last. Yo u have reached a high statio n and here there is no difference between yo u and Him because yo u have returned to Him, and yo u are fro m Him. He lo ves yo u to return to Him because He is the lo ve. This is the bo nd between the human being and Go d and it exists all the time, but kno w what this means. Yo u can find the lo ve in the deep meaning o f everything, and there is no end to it, and yo u canno t live witho ut this lo ve because it is
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everything, and there is no end to it, and yo u canno t live witho ut this lo ve because it is yo ur life with Him. At last I say, Lo ve everything because when yo u lo ve all things, yo u are lo ving Go d. When yo u give, yo u give fro m Go d to Go d. Give mercy to yo ur bro thers and sisters all the time, and o pen yo ur heart, and see what is inside yo ur heart. If yo u see Him inside, then yo u live in the ho use o f Go d. Yo u can thank Allh because He has put yo u in His heart. Everything is fro m Him. Thank Him because He has put yo u in the ho ly garden. This is the garden o f lo ve. Kno w that the wo rd I want to share with yo u is lo ve and lo ve and mo re lo ve. Allh! Allh! Allh!

The Seven Stations of the Soul

Bismi-llhi-r-Ramni-r-Ram In the Name o f Allh, the Mo st Merciful, the Mo st Co mpassio nate

1. At-Tafakkur (silent remembrance)

In this statio n yo u remember with yo ur mind, with yo ur tho ughts and with yo ur heart. Be silent because this is the remembrance o f at-tafakkur. Yo u have changed yo urself to live in yo ur heart and no w there is no difference between yo ur self and yo ur heart. Yo ur heart is in the unity because yo u have changed everything. No w yo u have really begun to walk straight in the way o f Go d. Co ntinue walking. Change every quality in yo ur heart to beco me a new quality full o f light. Yo u begin to live with yo ur so ul and to kno w the meaning o f His wo rds. His wo rds are the jewels, the jewels o f kno wledge, and they are different fro m anything that yo u have kno wn befo re. No w yo ur sun (so ul) rises. Befo re no w yo ur heart was no t filled with all the ho ly meaning. Yo u did no t understand the meaning o f the lo ve and yo u co uld no t sit under this sun because this sun needs to co ntain all the qualities o f yo ur heart. If yo u do no t guard every quality in yo ur heart, and yo u do no t clean them, then yo u canno t sit under this sun and kno w the secret meaning o f the so ul. In this statio n, o ne needs to be mo re and mo re po lite, and o ne needs mo re and mo re
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lo ve. Yo u also need to pray, but pray mo re deeply. No w yo u begin to sit in the garden o f Go d. In this garden yo u need to be merciful all the time. Yo u need to live, every minute, with yo ur so ul. In this statio n, yo u must understand the meaning o f the so ul because no w yo u sit with the so ul o f Go d, and yo ur so ul has returned to His so ul. Yo u do no t need to remember with yo ur to ngue. Remember in the silence o f yo ur so ul, which lives in His so ul. Remember Him in everything because no w everything is finished, and yo u have lo st yo urself. Discharge everything o utside. This statio n is a very dangero us o ne. Yo u need to understand ho w to sit with yo ur so ul because yo ur so ul has changed to be full o f light. In this statio n, He wants yo u to lo o k o nly with the eyes o f yo ur heart. Keep yo urself o nly with Him, in everything because there is no thing in this statio n, o nly His so ul. Put yo ur so ul in His fire, which is full o f the ho ly lo ve and o f all His qualities. He wants yo u to be with Him in everything. If yo u want to walk in this statio n, yo u need to pray, but to pray fro m the eye o f yo ur heart. Do no t leave the prayer which yo u have do ne befo re because He lo ves to see yo u praying. Yo u are His servant and yo u are the picture o f Him, and He wants to see yo u when yo u pray as-salat. When yo u stand befo re Him, yo u must be silent and yo u must kno w the meaning o f the prayer. Als o , when yo u walk anywhere, and when yo u watch the wo rld aro und yo u, yo ur eyes need to be praying. When yo u lo o k, see the name o f Go d. See the name, the so ul o f Go d in everything. When yo u see animals, birds o r human beings, remember and kno w that Go d puts His so ul in everything. There is no thing, o nly His so ul, and when He wants to take the secret fro m anything, He takes it in a minute and it is finished. This is the truth o f Go d. Kno w the secret o f yo urself befo re yo u die. Yo u need to be bo rn again and to die again. Yo u must clean every quality in yo ur heart. Yo u must die and break yo ur to mb to wake up fro m yo ur sleep, and then to break yo ur to mb again to live with the so ul o f Go d. When I speak o f yo ur to mb I mean yo ur bo dy because it is like a priso n. But kno w everything that is inside this to mb so that yo u can co me to kno w the meaning o f the secret. Yo u will need a lo ng time if yo u do no t break yo ur to mb, but if yo u do break this grave, which is the life o f yo ur bo dy, yo u will find everything inside. Yo u are full o f the secret reality.
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Do no t lo se any time in this statio n. Yo u can go anywhere and yo u can do any wo rk, but remember the name in yo ur heart. Be silent thro ugho ut the day if yo u do no t need to speak with anyo ne. If so meo ne asks yo u a questio n, answer him with o nly a few wo rds. Pray when yo u wo rk because yo u are do ing the wo rk o f Go d. When yo u walk, yo u are walking with the steps o f Go d. When yo u speak, yo u are speaking with Go d. Yo u are different fro m any o ther human being because yo u live inside the truth. When yo u leave everything behind yo u, yo u can see the secret inside every human being. Yo u canno t kno w any o f this witho ut deep praying. When yo u reach this statio n, yo u need to be po lite and sincere. Listen to any o rder and to any vo ice because it is the vo ice o f yo ur Go d. There is o nly His vo ice. No w He wants yo u to be special fo r Him. Ho w co uld yo u co me again to kno w what yo u kno w no w, if yo u are no t special fo r Him in everything that yo u do ? Yo u want to carry His message. If yo u do no t listen to every wo rd He says, in whatever yo u do , yo u canno t reach the kno wledge o f the truth o f Go d. Co ntinue in the way and do no t stand still. Walk straight and do no t go left o r right. Allh lo ves everyo ne who walks straight because He is One. He wants to see His lo ve in yo ur so ul. He wants yo u to kno w ho w to sit in the fire o f His lo ve. If yo u ho ld the fire o f His lo ve in yo ur heart, He will help yo u, and He will take yo ur hand, leading yo u to Him and giving yo u what yo u want. But in this statio n, wait and do no t ask Him fo r anything. In ano ther statio n, yo u have asked Him fo r everything, but no w in this statio n it is fro m the po lite to no t ask Him fo r anything, but to fo llo w everything that He wants because He kno ws everything yo u need and puts everything in its place. Rem em ber Him all the time and give yo urself to Him. Keep no thing o f yo urself, o nly Him. This is what He wants fro m yo u in this statio n. Thank Him again and again. This is the meaning o f at-tafakkur, the silent remembrance.

2. Al-Hubb (sincere love)

My bro ther, my heart, listen to what I say to yo u, but with the ear o f yo ur heart because this hearing co ntains the Muammadan presence (Muammadan hadrat). Be with me in every quality o f yo ur bo dy, o f yo ur mind, o f yo ur heart, and o f yo ur so ul. Be the eyes and the ears and the hands o f Go d. Listen to what I say, fro m my heart to yo ur heart, because yo u need to listen no w to the language o f the so ul. Yo u are the
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belo ved and yo u are mo re than belo ved. Yo u need to listen to the wo rds o f Allh. Take what He wants to give yo u fro m the mercy, fro m the lo ve, and fro m the truth. Yo u sit near Him all the time no w, so ul to so ul. Yo u feel no sadness and yo u are no t afraid because He has wanted yo u fro m the beginning, fro m the wo rld o f pre-eternity (al-azal) to kno w o nly His lo ve. Put yo ur so ul inside His heart fo rever, to be mo re and mo re o f a ho ly servant fo r yo ur Master. Yo u will see the true face o f Allh when yo u lo ve the guide, when yo u give everything to the guide, and when yo u see the face o f Go d in the face o f the guide. Then yo u can to uch the mercy fro m the lo ve, because its meaning has beco me clear within yo u, like a dro p o f rain when it co mes fro m the sky, splashing fo rcefully into the water. This splash is like the fire, and this fire is what He wants yo u to feel in yo ur heart. He wants yo u to drink fro m this water, to meet yo ur Belo ved because yo u want yo ur Belo ved and no thing else. Allh wants yo u to live with Him every mo ment because yo u canno t live witho ut yo ur Belo ved. Who can live witho ut Go d? If yo u want this life all the time, yo u must pray. And also pray when yo u walk, when yo u wo rk, and when yo u sleep. Pray! And pray! Do no t refuse any o rder that Allh sends to yo u. Leave everything that He has fo rbidden. When yo u give lo ve to anyo ne, yo u are giving everything. Yo u do no t keep anything inside o r o utside yo u. Yo u have given yo urself co mpletely to yo ur Belo ved. Why do es Go d sho w yo u this lo ve? To help yo u to erase everything fro m yo ur heart but Him, the Belo ved. Yo u sit in His so ul near the do o r o f lo ve, all the time. Yo u have lo st yo ur self. Yo ur qualities have been put inside the Belo ved, leaving no thing o f yo u because there is o nly He. If yo u lo ve Go d, sit with yo ur self and yo ur heart with yo ur so ul inside His so ul. D o no t speak to anyo ne abo ut what He wants fro m yo u, and do no t give the secret to ano ther. Speak o nly to Him because there is no o ne in this statio n, o nly He. Yo u have put yo ur heart in the fire o f the heart o f Go d to inflame the yearning (al-himma) o f the lo ve inside yo u. When yo u burn o nly with His name, yo u speak with Him, fro m yo ur so ul to His so ul, with the lips o f Go d. Yo u mo ve no w o nly with His o rder. Yo u are with Allh all the time, to Allh and fro m Allh. If yo u want the himma o f this lo ve fo r Him, yo u must fo rbid anything to sit in yo ur heart, o nly His lo ve. This is the religio n o f Go d. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u live o n the to p o f the mo untain, the ho ly mo untain. It is fo rbidden to see anything, o nly His name, o r to lo ve anyo ne, o nly Him because He has given yo u His so ul, and He has also given yo u His lo ve, fo r yo u to be special fo r Him. When yo u
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lo ve Him, yo u change yo urself to beco me His lo ve because the lo ve o f Allh is the highest lo ve. Yo u are between His hands in everything. Yo u are His ho ly servant. No w yo ur so ul is beginning to die. It needs this dying because it is changing to live with the so ul o f Allh. After yo ur so ul dies, yo u awaken and yo u speak a new language. Yo u can kno w everything fro m this language. The language o f the so ul speaks o nly with the vo ice o f Go d. Give Him yo ur heart, so that He can change everything inside it to be the ho use o f yo ur Belo ved. Co ntinue in the way and do no t stand still. Remember His name and pray. This is yo ur chance to kno w the secret o f yo ur so ul, to be the servant sitting inside the so ul o f Go d, so ul to so ul, with Him. Thank Him because He has given yo u everything that yo u have, and everything is fro m Him. Do yo u understand what He says to yo u?

3. Al-Itlaq (the freedom)

I speak here o f the heart, the eye o f the nafs, the eye o f the so ul, and the secret o f Go d. The Muammadan heart is the eye o f the so ul, and it co ntains mo re o f the secret o f the so ul. If yo u want to take the truth and to kno w Allh and His secret, yo u can o nly take it in yo ur hand if yo u kno w that everything is in the way o f the lo ve. This lo ve is different fro m the lo ve o f the bo dy. If yo u reach the true lo ve, the lo ve o f the so ul, yo u reach the lo ve o f Go d because He is the secret lo ve. So metimes yo u think that the lo ve co mes fro m yo ur heart, but if yo u lo o k deep with the eye o f yo ur heart, yo u will find that this is the lo ve o f Allh. He is the secret inside the so ul. Kno w, my bro ther, that yo ur heart is the center o f kno wledge. Listen to what it says. If yo u want to kno w the secret lo ve, understand the meaning o f every wo rd and listen quietly to what Allh says. If yo u do no t o pen yo ur heart and clo se the do o r to the o utside, ho w will yo u kno w the meaning o f the lo ve? When I say that everything is in the heart, I do no t mean the heart o f the bo dy. The heart o f Allh do es no t kno w human fo rm. He has put His heart and His so ul inside everything. Yo u canno t to uch it, yet it is very clo se to yo u o nly a breath away. This is the meaning o f inside. It is difficult to understand, but when yo u walk in the way o f lo ve, yo u can to uch every quality with yo ur who le bo dy. But yo ur bo dy must change in everything and begin to walk to be bo rn again, giving birth to a new so ul. Then yo u begin to be clean and alive, and to sho w yo ur true self. Yo u can listen to the vo ice o f the so ul. This vo ice sings the so ng o f the deep
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lo ve. What do I mean by vo ice? This vo ice speaks the language o f the so ul. When yo u reach this statio n and understand this language, yo u understand every wo rd o f any so ng because yo u are the so ng. The language o f the so ul kno ws o nly the language o f the lo ve because it do es no t speak as we do . This is the language o f light. When yo u reach this statio n, there is no darkness. If yo u feel darkness it is different fro m what yo u felt befo re when yo u lived o utside. If yo u stand near the light but no t in it, then there is still darkness, but if yo u walk clo ser to be with the light, yo u see o nly light. The mo re yo u clean yo ur so ul, the clo ser yo u co me to the light, until yo u live face to face with the light o f Allh. This is a different life than yo u lived befo re. No w yo u want to live with Go d, face to face with His secret because yo ur bo dy, heart, mind, and yo ur self have returned to the unity. He is the secret and yo u begin to put yo ur hand o n the key to o pen this secret. But then yo u are the key because the secret is inside yo u. There is no difference between anything inside yo u. Yo ur bo dy, heart, mind, so ul and yo ur self have all o pened to the secret, and yo u begin to live. If yo u reach this life and yo u understand what I mean in this statio n, yo u sit o n the thro ne, and this thro ne is very ho ly. This is the thro ne o f the truth. Yo u are the truth and yo u can to uch yo urself by yo urself. In this statio n yo u have seven hearts fro m the heavens, and seven fro m the earth (an-nafs) and every o ne o f these hearts is different. When yo u walk in the way, so metimes yo u are in the garden and so metimes yo u are in the fire. Yo u have everything, but kno w that there is no difference between the garden and the fire. When yo u reach this statio n and yo u kno w the meaning o f the lo ve, then yo u are the king because yo u are free. I want everyo ne to be the heart because Allh says, Neither My heavens no r My earth co ntain Me, o nly the heart o f My faithful believer co ntains Me. In this statio n yo ur heart walks with Go d everywhere, yet there is no place yo u can go but to Him. He lives in every quality and no w yo u live because yo u do no t see anything, o nly yo ur Go d. Yo ur heart walks with Him all the time. Fro m this arises a war in yo ur heart between the light o f Go d and the darkness o f the devil (ash-shayn). What is the reaso n fo r this? Everyo ne wants the lo ve, but in their o wn way. The darkness wants the lo ve in the way o f the darkness, but the student o f the family o f Go d o nly wants the lo ve in the way o f Go d, which is fro m the light.
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Everyo ne wants this lo ve. Allh gives it to His family because He has put His lo ve inside the heart o f the student, His faithful believer. He has wanted yo u fro m the beginning. If yo u find this lo ve in yo ur heart, thank yo ur Go d. This is yo ur chance. Send mercy to the peo ple who canno t take the lo ve and canno t understand what Allh wants fro m them. Be a child aro und the ho ly table o f Allh, and be fro m the eye o f Go d, and listen to every o rder He sends. This is fro m the lo ve. Kno w, my bro ther, that yo ur mind needs to be clean if yo u want to kno w the meaning o f the secret o f the lo ve. The mind is limited by what it believes, and in the beginning it do es no t kno w ho w to walk. This is a very deep thing. If yo u want to kno w this mind, make it quiet and listen o nly to yo ur heart because everything is fro m the heart to the heart. Clean yo ur so ul, and break yo ur bo dy to wake up fro m yo ur to mb. Remember the name o f Go d, and do no t stand still. Give everything to understand every wo rd. Then yo ur mind will be free to give and to understand and it will be full o f the lo ve. Clean everything and change it, until there is no difference between yo ur so ul and Him. Allh! Kno w, my bro ther, that my heart is fro m the heart o f Allh. He has put every secret inside this heart, and it is a ho ly place. O, if I co uld speak o f this place! Yet, in reality, He has no place because there is no place that co uld co ntain Him. Yo u are no t! Yo u have no beginning and no end. Yo u are the heart o f Allh. The wo rds I want to share with yo u no w are abo ut the heart o f the guide. He also has a heart like the o ne I have spo ken abo ut, and it co ntains everything inside it. This heart co ntinues to walk with Go d all the time. There is no o ther wo rk except to be with Allh. This heart has an eye and an ear, but they are different fro m anything yo u have kno wn befo re. The guide lives all his time with Allh, and he sees Allh in every quality. He prays to Allh in every picture because he is the truth. Allh! H e sees Allh everywhere, when he walks, when he sits, and in everything. He is co mplete, and he is the clean mirro r fo r Allh. When yo u stand near this mirro r, he kno ws what is inside yo ur heart. He sees everything because his picture reflects the picture o f Go d, and his heart is fro m the heart o f Go d. Be quiet and be po lite when yo u sit near him, and listen to what he says because his so ul speaks with the vo ice o f Go d. His truth is fro m the truth o f Go d. He is the cup and he is the wine, and his cup is never empty. He is the heart, the so ul and
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the mind, and he is the secret. Do no t lo se any wo rd that he speaks because he kno ws the meaning o f every subject, and he kno ws what is inside every ho ly bo o k. Yo u can kno w after yo u walk in the way. Do no t stand still, but co ntinue because there is no end to this way. Allh! At last, kno w that there is no difference between the nafs, the mind, the heart, the so ul and the secret. All are o ne. There is no thing, o nly He. But walk, and after yo u reach Him the real walking begins. He has put all that I have spo ken abo ut inside yo u, in yo ur to mb, which is like a priso n. If yo u break this priso n and yo u search, yo u will find the real lo ve; yo u will find yo urself and what yo u want. After yo u kno w and yo u to uch Go d in yo ur hand, thank Him and pray to Him all the time. Be the mercy and give the mercy to anyo ne. He has put this quality inside yo u to make the peace and to be po lite with everyo ne, if yo u can. After that, yo u can reach what yo u want fro m Go d. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u live in the garden o f the so ul. There is no vo ice, no thing, o nly He. Be silent and also be silent in yo ur so ul, if yo u can. This statio n is very deep. Remember everything that I have said. This is the third statio n o f the so ul, the freedo m, al-itlaq. This is the freedo m o f the so ul. Here it is freed fro m its priso n. Yo u have bro ken yo ur to mb and yo u have wo ken up. Yo u are free. Yo u will kno w, if yo u can reach. Allh!

4. Al-Ubudiyya (servitude to God)

If yo u want to be a co mplete servant when yo u reach the fo urth statio n o f the so ul, then be po lite, but be mo re and mo re po lite. Yo u need to believe what He says in every quality in which yo u live. Yo ur qualities must be like the qualities o f Go d because yo ur eye is His eye and there is no o ne, o nly He. Be po lite because no w yo u begin to see Him. Leave everything because this is yo ur religio n, the right religio n. Keep this religio n in yo ur heart, and do no t give it to anyo ne who is no t po lite because it co ntains yo ur truth. If yo u kno w the secret within yo urself, sho w who yo u are o nly to Him. Sho w yo urself and give yo urself. No w yo u can see yo urself. Pray to Allh because He has placed yo u near to Him. Yo u are higher than the stars and the mo o n because yo u are the sun o f the truth. Co ntain everything, but with the lo ve. Leave everything. Leave yo ur lo ve fo r anyo ne, but Him. Keep yo urself with Him because yo u are the fire o f the deep lo ve. Lo o k fo r the truth
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everywhere, in anything that yo u see, but in a po lite way. There is no o ne, o nly He. There is no o ne who do es anything, o nly He. He created the human being and all the wo rld fro m His so ul, and all are servants fo r Him. The student needs to kno w and to walk in the truth. If yo u go left and right, fro m kno wing to no t kno wing, then yo u are no t a servant. If yo u walk straight and o nly see the truth o f Go d, then yo u are the servant. Allh puts everything in its place with just o ne wo rd. H e says, The truth is made by Me. I made it to sho w Myself in the wo rld. If yo u do no t see My picture in the wo rld, yo u do no t understand why I created yo u. I have two hands fro m the first hand co mes the garden and fro m the seco nd hand co mes the fire. Fro m the first hand co mes family o f Go d who lo ve Me, and so I lo ve them because they are special fo r Me. Fro m the seco nd hand co me tho se o f the family o f the devil (ashshayn) who do no t want to walk and who do no t lo ve Me. Do no t fo llo w them. Listen to My vo ice. I have put My vo ice in the vo ice o f the guide, and befo re him in all the pro phets. I put the co mplete vo ice in the heart o f Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him. He is the Pro phet and the guide o f the lo ve. Understand what I mean, and do no t ask why I make what I make. Everything is fro m Me, but kno w inside yo urself the reaso n why I have created all things. Then yo u can understand the secret o f yo urself. Do no t lo o k to anyo ne, and do no t get angry with anyo ne. Give the mercy to everyo ne because they all need it. They are servants also , but they do no t kno w themselves yet. If yo u live o n this ho ly mo untain, live and listen to the singing o f the mo untain. When yo u reach this mo untain and yo u see the co mplete guide who kno ws the way o f the lo ve, listen to what he says because he is the wine. He is also the o ne who drinks this wine, and he is the cup o f the wine. He can help everyo ne to drink this wine. His wine is very sweet and delicio us. His wine is the truth, and when yo u sit near him yo u can see the garden. He is the truth, and he co ntains all the truth inside himself. When yo u kno w the meaning o f every wo rd, yo u will kno w all the meaning inside his heart. All this ho ly meaning is fro m Allh. Be po lite when yo u reach and drink fro m his hand because his hand is very ho ly. Drink again and again and again. In the end, yo u will reach to be the slave o f Allh, and there is no end to the walking. This is what Allh wants fro m yo u. Yo u are almo st like a slave, but a very ho ly slave. Yo u are a special servant o f Go d in the fo urth statio n o f the so ul.
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5. Al-Maarifa (gnosis: knowing the truth through tasting)

When yo u reach the ho ly valley, all the wisdo m will co me to yo u. Stay inside yo ur heart when yo u are in this valley because He wants yo u to pray to Him and to understand the meaning o f the prayer. Then yo u will co me to kno w Him well and yo ur so ul will be clean. Each time yo u pray, yo u begin to understand what yo u want fro m Him when yo u sit near Him. When yo u reach this place, which is no place, do no t refuse what He wants fro m yo u. Do no t say, No ! Listen to His vo ice and say, Yes, to everything. Yo u are the face o f Go d, and everything co mes fro m Him. There is no thing after yo u kno w the secret. Yo u are the secret, if yo u understand, and if yo u believe in what He wants fro m yo u in this ho ly message. Give everything to Him because He has given everything to yo u. In the deep meaning there is no thing fo r yo u to give Him because yo u are fro m Him. Yo u are the meaning, yo u are the truth, and yo u are also a mirage. When yo u live in the o utside wo rld yo u are a mirage, but inside this mirage there is a treasure. Open this treasure to find the jewels inside. Take what yo u want fro m this ho ly treasure. Yo u are the treasure, but bring fo rth the secret jewels that are inside yo u. No w yo u are the light, and no t just a part o f the light, but yo u are all the light. There is no darkness at all if yo u understand. The darkness is an illusio n, but in reality the light is also an illusio n. After that, yo u are! And there is no thing else! Walk and co ntinue in this ho ly way. Leave everything, bo th fro m the darkness and fro m the light, to sho w who yo u are, if yo u can see what is after that. There is no after because yo u are He and He is yo u. But yo u will no t understand what He means if yo u do no t discharge all the unnecessary qualities fro m yo ur bo dy, fro m yo ur heart, fro m yo ur mind, and fro m yo ur self to understand the meaning o f the secret. When yo u reach this statio n, yo u co me to the ho ly mo untain. Yo u have no t o nly co me to the mo untain, but yo u have reached the to p o f the mo untain. There are no sides to this mo untain, no beginning and no end. What do yo u see in this statio n? Lo o k, but no t in yo ur heart no w. Lo o k with the eye o f yo ur so ul. There is a difference because yo u have cleaned this eye to see the truth o f the so ul. It is no t eno ugh to clean yo ur heart and yo ur mind, but yo u need to clean yo ur so ul. Allh! There is no thing, o nly yo u and He. Yo u have fo und the ho ly light in the darkness. After
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yo u reach the light o f the so ul, yo u can see Go d in the light and in the darkness, anywhere! This is different fro m what yo u have seen befo re. Yo u can see the secret o f the truth. Yo u can see al-wahid in everything. It is impo rtant fo r the inside to be a clean picture because the inside picture is the truth. There is no thing, o nly He. Where are yo u? Yo u are fro m Him and yo u have returned to Him. Yo u are a mirage and yo u are also the truth. All the wo rld is a reflectio n. This is the picture o f yo u, and yo u can see yo ur picture in this reflectio n, but after a time yo u leave this picture. Yo u live in a ho ly statio n if yo u understand the meaning o f the picture. Yo ur picture is also the picture o f Go d. Inside this picture yo u can kno w the deep meaning. All the wo rld is a reflectio n. Allh! Yo u mo ve fro m this statio n after a time. Befo re yo u leave, kno w the meaning o f this statio n and why He has put yo u here. The reaso n He put yo u here is to kno w Him, and to send mercy to everyo ne. This is yo ur message if yo u can carry it. Thank yo ur Go d if He helps yo u to carry this ho ly message. He has made every picture in all the wo rlds and He has put His name in everything to kno w Him. Kno w what He wants fro m yo u and fro m yo ur message. He put His name in yo ur message. If yo u can see the name in everything, yo u can understand what He means by any wo rd. Pray, and remember what He wants fro m yo u. He says, Yo u canno t reach if yo u do no t die. After yo u die yo u wake up, but o nly after yo u have changed everything. He will make what He wants with yo u. When yo u reach, yo u say, Yo u are my Belo ved, and yo ur so ul begins to sit with Him face to face. This is the real life because yo u are standing with Go d all the time o n the mo untain o f mercy. Yo u canno t clo se yo ur eyes when yo u reach this mo untain because there are many beautiful meanings in this mo untain. Do yo u understand the meaning o f this mo untain? Yo u are the mo untain! But walk quickly to reach the to p o f this mo untain. Reach, if yo u can. This is the way, but walk and listen to what He says, to what He sings, and to what He wants. Do no t lo o k to the left o r to the right o r behind, but lo o k straight all the time because there are no sides, and everything is in yo ur hand. Yo ur hand is a ho ly hand because yo ur hand is the hand o f Go d. Put the fire in all the pictures o f yo ur life to clean them and to remo ve them fro m yo ur life because yo u want to live in the ho use o f the truth. Yo u canno t live in this ho use if yo u do no t reach the ho ly valley and drink fro m His water. In this ho use yo u will find the heart o f
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Go d. When yo u reach and when yo u kno w and when yo u see the heart, kiss this heart all the time. This is what He wants fro m yo u. What do yo u find inside this heart? Yo u find the ho ly secret o f the lo ve. Live inside this heart if yo u can, and do no t go o utside. Do yo u understand the meaning o f this heart? Yo u are the heart! All the pro phets, may Allhs peace and blessings be upo n them, are inside yo ur heart, and all the ho ly places are inside yo ur heart; and everything needs yo u. Why do yo u no t kno w yo urself? This is yo ur statio n, but o pen yo ur heart to be inside the heart o f yo ur Go d. This is a deep secret and a ho ly secret, if yo u kno w. When yo u reach this heart and the secret, yo u kno w what I mean by the ho use o f Go d. Yo u can walk aro und this ho use. This is ho ly walking because yo u understand what yo u want fro m this message. Yo u pray fro m yo urself to yo urself because Go d do es no t need this praying. But He lo ves to see yo u when yo u pray. Pray and pray and pray assalat, and remember the name. This is a so ng, and there is no beginning and no end to this so ng. Thank yo ur Go d because He sho ws yo u Himself. When yo u reflect Him, yo u reflect yo urself. This is the fifth statio n o f the so ul, the secret o f the truth, al-marifa.

6. adrat al-Itlaq (the presence of the freedom)

When yo u want to reach this statio n, yo u need to kno w all the qualities o f Go d. When yo u kno w the qualities, yo u kno w ho w to walk all yo ur time. Yo u begin to reflect the qualities o f Go d. Yo u see with the eyes o f Go d. Yo u speak, no t fro m yo urself, but with the vo ice o f Allh. Yo ur hearing has merged to hear o nly the vo ice o f Go d. Yo u walk and yo u mo ve o nly with the o rder o f Allh. When yo u kno w yo ur place in this statio n, yo u see yo urself with the self o f Go d, and there is no difference between yo u and Him. But this is o nly after yo u have returned all yo ur qualities to Him because everything is fro m Him and there is no o ne else. There is no o ne, o nly He in this wo rld, and there is no so ul but His so ul. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u begin to understand what Allh says with every wo rd, and every wo rd is ho ly. There is no thing in this statio n but He. Yo u live in a different way than yo u did befo re. Yo u are clean, yo u are po lite, and yo u are the belo ved and mo re belo ved. Yo u are the mercy and mo re mercy. Yo u are po lite, and mo re po lite. Then yo u find that yo u
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live in the ho ly garden o f the so ul, in the so ul o f Go d. Yo u have fo und yo urself in His so ul. Yo u see that there is no self because yo ur self has changed and has returned to be so ul. Yo ur heart has also changed to be so ul because yo ur bo dy has changed to be so ul because yo ur bo dy has been bro ken and has wo ken up, and it begins to sing. This so ng speaks with a ho ly meaning with Allh all the time. This is the truth, the truth o f yo ur so ul. Yo u have fo und yo ur truth, but yo u need to break yo ur so ul again to beco me the co mplete so ul. Yo u need to be still mo re co mplete. Ho w do yo u break yo ur so ul? In everything that yo u do , kno w what yo u are do ing. Kno w what yo u are do ing when yo u walk, when yo u pray, and when yo u sing. Kno w what yo u mean by the wo rds yo u speak at any time. No w there is no thing else, o nly He. There are no peo ple. There is no wo rld. There is no thing that makes yo u angry, and there is no darkness. There is no thing, o nly He. If yo u understand and return to Him to live in His heart, then yo u begin to break yo ur so ul. Yo u give Him yo ur so ul to fill with His lo ve and His mercy. This is a different mercy fro m befo re. Yo u no w stand in yo ur place and understand what He means with any wo rd. Yo u do no t let yo ur mind fly fro m place to place. When yo u live in yo ur bo dy yo u are in a priso n, but He wants yo u to leave this priso n and to fly to Him, to be with His so ul. Clean all o f yo ur qualities. Clean everything in yo ur wo rld, and leave everything but Him. When yo u pray, yo u help yo urself and yo u help yo ur so ul. When yo u remember His nam e all day and when yo u do no t refuse any o rder He sends, then He will give yo u everything, and mo re than yo u co uld want because He gives yo u Himself. Everything is fro m Allh to Allh. Stay with this life. This is what He wants fro m yo u. He wants yo u to be special fo r Him. When yo u ask anything, ask o nly Him because He lo ves to hear yo ur vo ice. Yo u are special fo r Him because yo u are His belo ved. He wants yo u to be with Him all the time. He wants to see Himself in yo u, inside yo ur so ul and inside yo ur mind. He wants yo u to see that yo ur face is the face o f the guide. Listen to what the guide says to yo u because he is the guide o f the lo ve. When he gives yo u anything, do no t refuse it because when he gives to yo u it is fro m Allh to Allh. Kno w that every o rder is fro m Go d and no t fro m anyo ne else. B e with Him and when yo u ask Him anything, He wants yo u to ask Him with His qualities, Oh Co mpassio nate One (Y Ram), o h Merciful One (Y Ramn), o h Elevated One (Y Rfi), o h Faithful One (Y Mumin)! This is fro m the deep po liteness
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and this is what He wants fro m yo u no w. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u live in the light because yo u are the light. There is no darkness because the darkness has changed to light, and every wo rd yo u speak is very ho ly. Do no t give any ho ly wo rd to anyo ne who is no t po lite because He asks yo u abo ut every wo rd that yo u give. Give the meaning o f the truth to o nly tho se peo ple who want to kno w the truth. Be ho ly with anyo ne who wants to kno w. This is what He wants fro m yo u when yo u carry the ho ly message. Yo u are His face and yo ur face is very ho ly. Yo ur picture is His picture. Do no t give this picture to anyo ne, o nly to Him. This is what He wants fro m anyo ne in this life. The guide is also the picture o f Go d. He is a clean picture. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u live in the wo rd. Yo u have no beginning and no end. Yo u are free! There is no priso n. This is the presence o f the freedo m (aladrat al-itlaq). This is the statio n befo re annihilatio n (al-fan), which is the seventh statio n o f the so ul, but also the first statio n o f the way. Be quiet and mo re po lite. Be silent and mo re silent because yo u sit with yo ur Go d so ul to so ul, no t o nly face to face. In this statio n He wants yo u to be so ul and no thing else. Then yo u die in the so ul and are bo rn again to be like a child, but a child o f Allh. This child has no father, no mo ther, no bro ther, and no sister. Yo u are a very rich child and a very ho ly child. Who is like yo u? Yo u live no w with yo ur Go d in everything. There is no life like this life. This life is Allh! This is the presence o f the Ho ly One (al-hadrat alqudds). This is a deep statio n o f the so ul. Be in this statio n if yo u can. Allh wants anyo ne to live in this statio n all the time. Send the peace and send the mercy. Be co urteo us and be the truth because Allh is the Peace, the Po liteness, and the Mercy. He is the father o f the lo ve. If yo u can help peo ple, this is what they need. This is yo ur message if yo u can carry it and understand what it is that yo u give them fro m the ho ly message. This is the so ng o f the so ul! Listen to what He says to yo ur so ul!

7. Al-Fan (annihilation in God)

No w I feel in my heart the seventh statio n o f the so ul. This is a very ho ly statio n. If yo u do no t o pen yo ur heart and if yo u do no t o pen the eyes o f yo ur so ul, yo u canno t understand what Allh wants in this statio n. Be po lite, but no w mo re po lite because He wants to speak with yo ur so ul to yo ur so ul. He wants to give yo u the key to o pen the do o r o f yo ur so ul, so that yo u can find the ho ly
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meaning in everything. Listen to what He says. This is a ho ly so ng, a ho ly meaning, and a ho ly prayer. Listen to the so ng o f David (Dwd), the servant o f the so ul. If yo u understand what he says, yo u can drink with yo ur so ul fro m the ho ly meaning. In o rder to drink, yo u must sit with Him. What do es He want when yo u are sitting with Him? He wants yo u to sit quietly, and to understand the no tes o f every so ng and to see their beauty. He has given yo u this so ng in o rder fo r yo u to hear His melo dy, and fo r yo u to sing the so ng o f the truth. Yo u have fo und the secret and the ho ly garden. No w yo u walk aro und in the ho ly garden with the light everywhere, and yo u give yo ur light to everyo ne, and there is no o ne, o nly the One, yo ur Belo ved. Yo u have fo und the ho ly light. It is there fo r all to see at any time o r in any place because He has put the lo ve everywhere, and there is no place, o nly He. This is the reaso n why He puts the lo ve in every face. He puts it there fo r yo u to be ho ly and to reflect His light. Be po lite with everyo ne when yo u reach this statio n because He wants yo u to reach the meaning o f this heaven. There is no o ne who can to uch this heaven, o nly yo u because yo u are the student who wants to kno w the truth o f Allh. He wants yo u to take the ho ly key and to find all the jewels inside. There is no thing like these jewels anywhere; they are precio us and ho ly. Yo u can find the secret inside the jewel, if yo u want to . Befo re, yo u did no t kno w, but no w He has given yo u all the meaning, and yo u begin to understand and to kno w everything. If yo u do no t lo ve all things and kno w the meaning o f this special lo ve in the religio n o f Go d, yo u do no t understand any o f His truth. Befo re, yo u did no t drink the wine o f the special way o f Allh. No w yo u are into xicated by the wine, but this is the into xicatio n o f lo ve. This is a quality yo u have lived in fro m the beginning, befo re Allh created anything, and no w yo u find Him in everything, in every face and everywhere. There is no thing like Him. He is in all the creatio n. In this statio n yo u kno w this truth. Yo u can walk and yo u can fly with the light, with the ho ly self, and with the lo ve. Yo u can find all the kno wledge o f Allh if yo u o pen the secret o f the lo ve, to kno w the co mplete human being, the Perfect Man (al-Insan al-Kamil). He is the co mplete light and the eye o f Allh. Co ntinue to change everything, to clean yo ur so ul, and to kno w. This is a deep and a lo ng statio n. Yo u need to leave everything behind to reach the heart o f the so ul. This heart is the ho ly ho use o f Allh. To reach, no w yo u need to drink all the ho ly o il fro m the tree o f the truth because it is necessary. Yo u need to be like the o il lamp and to shine yo ur light fo r all the wo rld
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because yo u carry the ho ly message o f the truth. This ho ly o il is fro m the o live tree, a symbo l o f ho liness, o f peace, and o f the light o f Go d. It is the same tree fro m which all the pro phets, may Allhs peace and blessings be upo n them, have co me. It carries the qualities o f the pro phets, giving shade to everyo ne in the garden. It is the tree o f the truth, and he who kno ws this tree kno ws the truth. This tree gives beautiful flo wers, each with a ho ly fragrance, but fro m the wisdo m, no t every flo wer makes o il. Allh wants every student in this statio n to be the ho ly o il fro m this tree, and to kno w, and to change, and to see Him in everything. There are no sides to this tree, no east and no west, yet all sides are within this tree. There is no picture fo r this tree. It is fro m pre-eternity (al-azal). Allh has put this tree in the eye o f everyo ne, and therefo re yo u can see with yo ur eyes what yo u want. So m etim es it lives within and so metimes it lives witho ut, yet there is no inside and no o utside. This is the ho ly secret because the tree is pure. It is the unity. It is as-samad. It is al-ad. It is al-wid. Allh lives in everyo ne and He puts His qualities in everything, and all His qualities are unified. Yo u co uld no t climb this tree befo re because yo u did no t speak o r understand the language o f the so ul, which is the language o f the deep lo ve and the mercy. This tree is the ho ly bride. Its qualities are eno ugh fo r yo u to kno w what the message is, and to kno w what yo u need to give so that yo u can live inside. There is no o ne who lives witho ut this bride, and He is the mirro r fo r the bride (who is yo u), and He is the heart o f the bride. No w yo u can climb the tree if yo u want to reach its ho liest place. This is the summit o f the devo tio n o f Layl (the divine essence o f the lo ve). If yo u smell the fragrance o f yo ur so ul, then yo u are to uching the key to o pen the ho use o f yo ur so ul. Then yo u can change everything that came inside it fro m the beginning o f yo ur life in this wo rld. Yo u can see everything with a new eye, but this eye is the eye o f Go d. After that yo u do no t see anything, o nly Him. There is no thing else to see. What do things and numbers mean in this statio n? There are no numbers. There are no wo men and no men, no angels and no shayn. Everything is fro m Him and yo u return to Him. He has made everything as a reflectio n, but these things in themselves are no t the truth. When yo u see with the eye o f yo ur so ul, yo u kno w this. Yo u see what yo u are and what He is. Yo ur place is fro m His face, yet there is no place, o nly He. Yo u see, with this eye, the picture o f Allh in everything. Yo u kno w Who speaks with yo u in yo ur life fro m the beginning to the end. Yo u kno w Who lives with yo u all the time, and yo u kno w
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fro m the beginning to the end. Yo u kno w Who lives with yo u all the time, and yo u kno w Who gives yo u what yo u want. There is no o ne, o nly One. Only He exists. Yo u have seen many pictures in this wo rld, but they are no t the truth, they are all reflectio ns. Allh puts His name in everything (bismi-llh). Discharge everything and return every quality to Allh, then yo u will understand what He wants fro m yo u. He wants yo u to kno w Him, to kno w o nly the truth! There is no thing after that. There is no after and no befo re, no up and no do wn because yo u have fo und yo urself. This is the truth, my so n and my daughter. Write, but write with the hand o f Allh. Change everything so that yo u listen o nly with the hearing o f Allh. Then change everything in yo ur life to be so ul. This is a ho ly statio n. In this statio n He sends yo u the message and the religio n. H e gave all the pro phets the secret, may His peace and blessings be upo n them, and this is what He wants to give to everyo ne. If yo u search, yo u will find the unity. Yo u want o nly Him and yo u are His picture. I co uld no t give every secret that is inside my heart. Allh! This is the ho ly statio n o f annihilatio n in Go d (al-fan). No w yo u take the key, and with it yo u can o pen the do o r to the garden o f Allh. This is a dangero us statio n and if yo u are no t po lite, He will discharge yo u. Ask Him to help yo u, and be po lite. Do no t give this statio n to anyo ne who lives o utside because they co uld no t understand this. What can they kno w abo ut this? Keep the jewels which I have given yo u and do no t lo se them. Give o nly the picture o f Go d. This is eno ugh no w. Allh! Allh! Allh! Only He! Only He! Only He!

How to be Polite in Al-Fan

No w I want to speak abo ut the student, abo ut yo u who searches fo r the truth. After yo u reach the truth, yo u walk in the way, fro m statio n to statio n, until yo u sit facing Go d. When yo u reach the last statio n, yo u are bo rn again and return to be like a child, pure and clean. This is different fro m beco ming any child. Yo u beco me the child o f truth. Yo ur mo ther and yo ur father are the truth, when yo u kno w. Every o ne o f the family o f Go d is a
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child because they are bo rn again and again, many times each day. When yo u reach the seventh statio n o f the so ul, yo u begin to kno w the meaning o f Go d and yo u stand facing Him at every prayer, so ul to so ul. Yo u do no t pray fro m yo ur bo dy o r fro m yo ur heart, yo u pray with the so ul. This is fro m the secret. I n this statio n yo u begin to kno w the meaning o f the wo rd because no w the walking begins. If Go d do es no t help yo u, yo u will no t reach. Yo u must give everything to Him and leave everything o utside. Yet there is no o utside and no inside. He is she and she is he. If yo u see a difference, then yo u are o utside the truth. There are no differences in the truth. There is no o ne, o nly He, in this high statio n o f the so ul. When yo u co mplete this, He will give yo u what yo u want if yo u are po lite with Him. Kno w that po liteness o pens the do o r to the garden o f Allh. If yo u reach the do o r, the po liteness yo u need is different fro m befo re. It is the po liteness o f the so ul. And if yo u have the so ul o f Go d, what mo re co uld yo u want? If yo u live in this statio n, He gives yo u a drink o f the secret nectar (al-rahil al-maktum). Only the believers, the peo ple o f Go d can drink this nectar. I ho pe yo u can o pen yo ur so ul to hear its secret language. The sweet nectar is fro m pre-eternity (al-azal). He gives yo u a drink o f His sweet nectar because He has wanted yo u fro m the beginning. Thank Him because if He had no t wanted yo u, yo u co uld no t have reached. He has given yo u the chance to find this special way, the way o f the deep lo ve. Listen to what He says. He speaks to yo u with the language o f lo ve. Yo u need to be po lite to hear this language because it is different in every way. Fro m the beginning He has said, I am yo ur Go d! Kno w Me! And what is yo ur answer? Lo o k in yo ur heart and yo u will find the answer. If He helps yo u, yo u can speak to Him in a pure language. Yes, My Lo rd, I am Yo ur servant. Ask anything o f me. I want o nly Yo ur lo ve. My so ul is with Yo u. Take everything fro m me and change me to return me to my o riginal picture, the true picture. I want o nly to be Yo ur mirro r, and to see myself in Yo ur heart and in Yo ur so ul. All kno wledge can be seen fro m this mirro r because Yo u are the secret. Help me, my Go d, to clean this mirro r to reflect o nly Yo ur lo ve. Yo u live in the ho ly garden o f the truth in this statio n. Yo ur so ul is the picture o f the so ul o f Go d. This is no t like any garden yo u have seen befo re. This is the garden o f the so ul. Yo ur eyes have never seen what they see no w thro ugh the eyes o f the so ul. There is no ear that can hear what the so ul hears. It listens to the so ng o f David, singing the so ngs
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o f all the pro phets. Its beautiful no tes are fro m the so ul. This singing is no t fro m the vo ice o f the to ngue o f the bo dy because there is no bo dy no w. Where is the bo dy? There is no human being in this statio n. Yo u are and yo u are no t! Listen to the singing. It is the vo ice o f the so ul. Yo u need to kno w this so ng. There are no wo rds to this so ng because so mething else is speaking with yo u. It is yo ur so ul speaking. If yo u do no t pray yo u canno t hear this so ng. This is a very deep and elevated praying. If yo u do no t remember His name with yo ur vo ice, His vo ice will no t sing to yo u. Ho w can yo u hear the so ng o f the so ul if yo u do no t send mercy to anyo ne yo u see? Ho w can He sing to yo u if yo u do no t lo ve all the peo ple who want to be po lite and who want to kno w the truth? Be the guide fo r anyo ne, to sho w him what he is, if yo u can. Thank yo ur Go d and say to Him, Yo u have given me everything I have. No thing is fro m me. I see with Yo ur eyes, no t with mine. My Lo rd, keep me in the garden o f Yo ur so ul all the time, to sit o n Yo ur carpet and to drink Yo ur wine. I co uld no t live o utside Yo ur garden. Be truthful with everyo ne, but first with yo urself and then with yo ur bro thers and sisters. This is what Go d wants fro m yo u. He wants yo u to kno w o nly Him. When yo u reach this statio n, face to face, but in yo ur so ul, do no t remember the name in a lo ud vo ice. Be quiet and remember in yo ur heart with yo ur so ul. If yo u say the name o f Go d in a lo ud vo ice in this statio n, it is no t po lite because Go d is right beside yo u. Lo o k straight all the time. Do what He wants yo u to do , and do no t refuse anything He asks because He kno ws what is best fo r yo u. Be quiet and co urteo us wherever yo u are. He gives yo u the fo o d yo u eat and the clo thes yo u wear. He has given yo u everything yo u have to remember His name. Be po lite with everything yo u meet because yo u are filled with ho liness. Be a mo sque, if yo u can. Be a ho ly place, and pray in that ho ly place. Everything is inside yo u. Yo u are the questio n and yo u are the answer. Unders tand every answer yo ur heart gives yo u, and if yo u want to be a co mplete student, listen to the so ng o f the so ul. Do no t ask why yo u see any picture o r why He makes so mething because He is putting everything in its place. There is wisdo m behind everything that happens. If yo u see a picture that yo u feel is wro ng o r that yo u do no t understand, yo u can say, My Lo rd, please help me to kno w the meaning o f this picture. Help me to be po lite with this picture because everything is fro m Yo u. Yo u are putting everything into its place with whatever Yo u do . Help me, my Lo rd, to see Yo u in this picture.
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picture. He wants yo u to be like the pro phets because yo u are the students o f the pro phets. Yo u carry the message o f lo ve given by all the pro phets. Why sho uld yo u no t do what they have do ne? This is yo ur real message. G o d will tell yo u His secret. Listen to His vo ice and understand what He says in everything inside yo u. Yo u are a ho ly star. Kno w what is inside this star. This is a ho ly night. This is the last statio n o f the so ul, and also the first statio n o f the way, if yo u kno w what I mean. This is annihilatio n in Go d! Who are yo u no w? Allh! Allh! Allh!

The Seven Secret

Bismi-llhi-r-Ramni-r-Ram

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In the Name o f Go d, the Mo st Merciful, the Mo st Co mpassio nate

1. The World of al-Azal (pre-eternity) (The meaning of Bismi-llhi-r-Ramni-rRam)

When yo u have reached the last statio n o f the so ul (al-fan), yo u will kno w. I co uld take yo u by the hand, but when yo u are in al-fan, yo u will kno w what these statio ns are. No w yo u walk and yo u reach a high statio n and yo u can eat. But when I say, eat, I do no t mean to eat fo o d in the no rmal way. I want yo u to kno w the meaning o f this wo rd. The heart needs to eat, but it is a different eating. The so ul also needs to eat and to drink, but it is a different eating and drinking. They need to eat fro m the bread o f the truth and to drink fro m the wine o f the lo ve. If yo u reach and if yo u are special fo r Allh, there is no difference after that. When yo u lo o k inside, yo u see that there is no inside and no o utside. In every place that yo u lo o k, yo u will find what yo u are and what He is; and there is no finding, there is o nly o ne.
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I have said befo re that there is o ne, and this is what I want fro m anyo ne, to be o ne. When yo u are o ne, yo u see no thing but the One. When yo u are o ne, yo u will find the secret. When yo u reach to be o ne, there is no o ne, after that. Who is o ne? When yo u say, this is o ne, this is still a thing. But there is no thing, and yo u are no thing. What is He and what are yo u? This is what I want yo u to kno w, but yo u canno t reach if yo u are no t co mplete. Mo s t o f the fuqara reach to to uch co mpletio n because I have given all the meanings in the way. The wo rd fuqara is taken fro m the Qurn, Go d is the Rich and yo u are the po o r (al-fuqara). (47:38 ). The wo rd has co me to refer to tho se who aspire to spiritual po verty o r detachment. This has been a sho rt time, but yo u do no t need a lo ng time to kno w why yo u live. Are yo u dead? Are yo u alive? There are many things inside yo u, asking why are yo u here and why are yo u no t there? Who is here? He and yo u! Also yo u are He and He is yo u, but in the deep meaning. All this meaning is no t revealed in the language o f the to ngue. I want everyo ne to be able to to uch this meaning with his hand, but after he has changed his hand. His hand needs to change in every statio n. Yo u are bo rn again and again many times. Yo u are bo rn many times in o ne day. What do es this mean? When I say that yo u are bo rn I mean that yo u are changing. To change is to be bo rn. I want everyo ne to return to be a child and to understand every meaning that I give when I explain everything to yo u. But it is no t I who gives. It is He Who gives, but I am the mirro r o f Him. Everyo ne is the mirro r o f Him. When yo u lo o k at any side, yo u are the mirro r. Lo o k into yo urself, if yo u have anything to lo o k with in this statio n. Reach to be the mirro r so that yo u can understand everything. Yo u do no t need to speak with anyo ne when yo u reach. Why speak? Yo u need to speak o nly when yo u do no t understand so mething. Why do yo u cry? The child cries if he needs fo o d o r water. When yo u understand, then yo u kno w that there is no thing to cry fo r because everything is fro m yo u to yo u. When yo u remember the name, yo u remember yo ur name. When yo u reach, what do yo u reach? Yo u reach the real kno wledge o f yo urself. When yo u kno w yo urself well, yo u can kno w yo ur Go d because there is no difference. Yo u are the qibla. There is no o ther place fo r the qibla. When yo u stand to pray, yo u stand facing yo urself. He do es no t need yo u to pray to Him. Every prayer is fro m yo u to yo u. This is fro m the secret. Yo u will find everything in o ne mo ment. When yo u reach, yo u kno w that Allh is the quality and yo u have the same quality.
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Every quality o f Allh has many meanings. When yo u reach, the same qualities and meanings are within yo u. If yo u do no t walk, yo u canno t reach. Kno w that He has created yo u to be special fo r Him, and to be special fo r yo u. When He created yo u, He wanted to see Himself in yo ur picture. Yo u are the picture o f yo ur Go d. Yo u are ho ly, but understand the meaning o f the wo rd ho ly. Yo u are the mo sque and yo u are the secret. Yo u are! The key is in yo ur heart and yo u are the do o r. Put the key in the do o r to o pen this ho ly place and to pray in this ho ly place. Yo u do no t need to pray in a mo sque o r in any o ther place. Yo u canno t kno w Go d if yo u do no t kno w this ho ly place inside yo u. Yo u need to kno w that Allh is in any place yo u sit. Kno w! And kno w! And kno w! He gives if yo u give. If yo u give Go d everything, He will also give yo u everything. Give to take. If yo u do no t give, ho w can yo u take? He wants yo u to put this key in the do o r o f the ho ly to mb to o pen it. This to mb is the ho ly secret. What can I say abo ut this to mb? All the secrets are inside this to mb. Yo u are the to mb and yo u live in this to mb. If yo u do no t break this to mb, yo u canno t o pen it. What do I mean by the wo rd break? I mean that I want yo u to leave everything o utside. Yo u have lived in the o utside, but when yo u reach a high statio n there is no o utside. There is no difference between anyo ne because there are no so uls. There is o nly o ne so ul. There is no difference between men and wo men. Where is the man and where is the wo man? This religio n do es no t make a difference between anyo ne. If yo u see a difference, ho w can yo u give the truth? Who makes the difference? The human being is the o ne who makes differences. Allh do es no t make differences. He makes o nly One. What do es He make? He makes His picture, and every side is yo u. If yo u see a side, there is really no side because everything is a picture o f Go d. When yo u can see this picture, yo ur prayer is fro m this picture because this picture is very ho ly. Yo u are the picture. When yo u pray, yo u pray fo r this picture because Allh do es no t need this prayer, but yo u need the prayer. G ive the mercy because yo u are the child o f Allh. Give the mercy to anyo ne. Make peace with anyo ne and send the lo ve to anyo ne. Kno w to who m yo u really send the mercy when yo u send mercy, and also kno w Who really sends the mercy, o nly Allh. When yo u send mercy, yo u do no t send it to anyo ne because in reality the mercy is fro m yo u to yo u. And when yo u send the lo ve to anyo ne, yo u do no t really send lo ve to ano ther perso n, but yo u send it to yo urself. He lo ves and He lo ves and He lo ves.

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Witho ut lo ving yo u canno t reach. If anyo ne do es no t lo ve, ho w can they reach? Allh is the lo ve and yo u are the lo ve. Why no t send the lo ve, if yo u want to kno w the secret? This is the life. There is no life like this life. Kno w that everything is fro m Him to Him, fro m yo u to yo u. What can I say? There are many meanings inside my heart, but excuse my simple language. If I had the English language, I co uld explain mo re and mo re. There is no end and no beginning! There is o nly Allh!

2. Layl (the deep love)

To night I want to speak abo ut the deep lo ve. When anyo ne reaches beyo nd the statio n o f al-fan and listens to what the secrets reveal, he arrives at the seco nd statio n o f the secret. As he listens, he begins to kno w the music o f the so ul. This is what she says, I have put a name inside yo u. This name is fro m the names o f Go d. Go d carries many names, and this o ne is special. It is Layl, and Layl is the so ng o f the so ul. Layl carries a very deep meaning. I say to yo u, I live with Layl, but this Layl is me, no t ano ther. It is impo rtant to kno w Layl. If yo u o pen the heart o f yo ur so ul, yo u will see the meaning o f Layl. She returns me to the kno wledge o f the meaning o f everything fro m the beginning, yet there is no beginning in the wo rld o f the lo ve. She gives me wine, and this is the wine o f truth. She gives me the wine o f the truth to drink, and I want to remain filled with this wine all the time. Drink the wine o f Layl! She po urs the wine o f the truth! When she saw me in her garden, She bro ught me inside her so ul. What do es this mean? It means everything and no thing because she is me and I am her. My nights are days when I am with Layl because her night is the day. And there is no night o r day when I live with Layl because time is but a minute, and my age, when I live with Layl, is o nly a mo ment. It is impo rtant to kno w what I mean. Layl is the name o f Go d but there are no names, o nly He. He carries all the names and yo u can see His face and His so ul. There are no differences in His message if yo u kno w what I mean. Understand this subject because the deep lo ve in Layl is very pro fo und. My picture is the same picture as Layl because when I return (al-fan), there is no picture in the wo rld o f Layl. She said to me when I left (and became subsistent in the
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baqa`), Tell anyo ne abo ut My secret, but if they canno t understand, do no t speak. Then I gave the pro mise to no t speak abo ut the secrets to anyo ne but to the family o f Allh who lo ve Layl. When yo u lo ve, so metimes yo u do no t see what Layl is, but so metimes yo u can see the face o f Layl in everything. It is fro m the wisdo m to kno w the face o f Layl in the darkness and to kno w the face o f Layl in the light. When yo u live in the reality, yo u see that there is no difference between the darkness and the light. He puts yo u between two sides (qualities), the beauty (al-jamal) and the severity (al-jalal). If yo u live in the reality and do no t make a difference between these two sides, then yo u are the so n o r the daughter o f Layl. But yo u are also mo re than a so n o r daughter; yo u are Layl. If yo u are Layl, what mo re do yo u want? Keep the secret inside yo u and kno w! Who is like yo u are? Give the secret to tho se who are like yo u, who carry what yo u carry. Yo u are the ho ly secret. Yo u can to uch the secret in yo ur hand, but change yo ur hand and wash yo ur hand. I want yo u to wash yo ur hand with the water o f the truth, and to understand what I mean when I give yo u the secret. Yo u canno t kno w if yo u do no t die. Go d says, Yo u need to die and to be bo rn again. Then yo u need to die again and to be bo rn again to see Me in the qualities. All the qualities are My qualities, and yo u are also My quality. Yo u are the do o r and the key is in yo ur hand, but kno w ho w to use the key to reach Me. Yo u canno t reach Me if yo u are no t the mercy, and if yo u are no t po lite, and if yo u do no t give everything to Me. Layl says, I died and then I wo ke up again. I go and I return again. I live in every number. I live in everything, but I return to be One. I want yo u to be like Me, to be One. Be Layl in everything, in every face. She says, Oh my so n and daughter, and mo re than so n and daughter, yo u are Myself. Yo u are My so ul, and yo u are My heart. Listen to what I say, if yo u can. Give Me what I want. I want yo u to be a slave who is special fo r Me. I want yo u to leave everything o utside and to kno w that there is no o utside. There is o nly Me o utside and inside. Where is the inside and o utside if I live in every face and in everything? All these faces are My face, but kno w what I mean. Co me to Me quickly. Do no t lo se the time. Time is like a jewel. If yo u lo se the jewel, ho w can yo u find it after it is go ne? Layl says, I am the truth like yo u, and yo u are the truth like Me, after yo u wash and pray
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Layl says, I am the truth like yo u, and yo u are the truth like Me, after yo u wash and pray fo r Me all the time. Do no t miss any prayer, and remember Me all the time. I put yo u in My eye. Yo u see Me in yo ur eye and yo u hear Me in yo ur ear. Kno w that yo ur bo dy is My bo dy. Yo u do no t have anything; everything is Mine, but I give yo u the key. Keep what I give yo u; clean it, and do no t lo se anything I give yo u. Yo u canno t see Me if yo u do no t carry My eye. I put My eye in yo ur heart because yo ur heart is My eye. Many peo ple want to kno w but do no t have the chance. This is yo ur chance to see Me, to kno w Me, and to lo ve Me; and there is no thing yo u can reach witho ut lo ve. I have to ld yo u to lo ve, and lo ve, and lo ve, and to no t lo se any meaning fro m the lo ve. This is what I want to say to any student who wants to kno w the meaning o f Layl. This i s the secret. No mind can co ntain the secret if Layl do es no t help. No t o nly o n the earth, but in the heavens the angels do no t kno w the deep meaning if Layl do es no t help them. Kno w what I mean abo ut this name. This name is the name o f Go d. There are no names in the wo rld o f Layl, o nly His, o nly His name. This is what I say, Remember! Remember Allh!

3. Ab-r-R (the father of the spirit)

N o w I want to speak to yo u abo ut the father o f the spirit, the first being who m Allh, Praised and Exalted is He, created. I am speaking abo ut the inside meaning o f the light. Befo re Adam was created, Allh was with Himself alo ne, and He spo ke to Himself, saying, I want to see My face in the deep light. What is the deep light befo re everything? It is the light o f Muammad. I am no t speaking abo ut his bo dy because in this religio n there is no bo dy, o nly the light. Allh said, I want to speak fro m Myself to Myself. Listen t o what I say. So He to o k light fro m His face and He said, This is the light o f Muammad, the father o f the light. Muammad is the father o f all the pro phets fro m the light, may peace and blessings be upo n them, and he is also the so n o f this light. He is Muammad and he is also the light. After that, Allh to o k the light fro m the face o f Muammad, and He said, Every light is fro m this face, and everything is fro m this face. Allh said this tho usands o f years befo re He created Adam. This is the reaso n Muammad said, I was a pro phet befo re Adam was created, but I was fro m the light. I am the father o f all the pro phets, may Allhs peace and blessings be upo n them all, if yo u kno w what I mean. This is the deep light. Allh also created the peo ple who live o utside and the peo ple who live inside, all fro m
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His light. And He created the angels fro m this light. He made everything fro m this light. Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, was the first, and he carried the face o f yo ur Go d. Every guide is also the face o f Muammad, and every guide was bo rn at that time, befo re the creatio n. Befo re the creatio n o f all the separate beings, Allh had already put every guide in his right place. Then Allh said, Everyo ne o f all the peo ple is the so n o r daughter o f this Pro phet. This has a deep meaning. If all are the so ns, then, why did He put so me in the fire and so me in the garden? There is no fire and no garden in the religio n because when He puts anyo ne anywhere, He puts him in his place, and this place is special fo r him. When He puts a perso n in the darkness, understand with the deep meaning that this is no t darkness, but this is also light. Mo st peo ple do no t kno w what they are. Fo r this reaso n He has given the religio n to the family o f Go d, to be special fo r Him, and to carry His ho ly message to help the peo ple o f this time. Be the mercy, be the lo ve, and be everything fro m the inside meaning, but kno w what He means and walk to kno w. But ho w can yo u walk if yo u do no t lo ve? First lo ve. Lo ve everything to kno w what the lo ve means. When yo u really lo ve, yo u lo ve Allh because there is no thing to lo ve, o nly He. I say that the bo dy go es. Why do es it go and ho w do es it go ? The bo dy changes in the way fro m statio n to statio n. When yo ur place is to be fo r Allh, then yo u kno w who the Father is, and yo u kno w that yo u are the so n, o r the daughter, and yo u are also the father. There is no difference between He and he, and He and she. There is no difference between yo u and ano ther because there is no o ther, o nly He in the annihilatio n (alfan). There is no difference between the man and the wo man, and there is no man and no wo man in the religio n, o nly yo u. This is a deep meaning. Yo u must also return (al-baqa`) so that yo u are here. Yo u need to live in the o utside wo rld, but kno w ho w to live. Live with the peo ple and send the mercy fo r anyo ne. If yo u want to kno w, yo u must give! Give everything to Allh. Yo u are the meaning. Yo u are! Everything is fro m yo u to yo u. There is o nly yo u in this wo rld. When Allh created the first father, he was fro m the light. I am speaking abo ut this light, no t abo ut the bo dy because there is no bo dy. The first bo dy is Adam, but the first light is Muammad. Muammad is the divine presence (al-hadrat). His presence is very great, yet there is no great and no small. Yo u can see the face o f Muammad in everything. Yo u are Muammad. Yo u are the Muammad o f yo ur time (Muammad al-waqt), no t ano ther. Fo r this reaso n, he has never left us, and he is here no w. Yo u are the same
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ano ther. Fo r this reaso n, he has never left us, and he is here no w. Yo u are the same picture. What is there to say after that? Everything is inside yo u and o utside yo u also , and there is no o utside and no inside. Kno w this because Allh wants yo u to kno w. He feels everything yo u feel pain, happiness, genero sity, and refusal. He wants yo u to give, to send the mercy, and to send the peace to anyo ne. Allh is the peace fro m inside, but the Muslims o n the o utside do no t understand this meaning. Allh wants yo u to listen to every o rder, and to no t refuse any o rder. Be a candle fo r the peo ple. Help everyo ne. Yo u are the One. There is no seco nd o r third. There are no numbers in the religio n o f Muammad. Every face o f every pro phet is the same face. Ibrahim is the face o f Muammad. Musa is the face o f Muammad. Jesus (`Isa) is the face o f Muammad. All are the face o f Muammad. Fo r example, Muammad is the ro se, and all the pro phets and the guides and the believers are the fragrance o f this ro se. No w yo u ask, Why did Muammad co me after them? Why did he co me last? I say, Yo u smell the fragrance o f the ro se befo re yo u reach the ro se. Muam m ad sends the fragrance befo re him. The light co mes fro m the great light, and yo u see this light befo re yo u see the great light. All the pro phets are fro m this light. Allh sent the pro phets, and every o ne is the so n, and also the father. They were o ne face, father and so n, and there is no difference. Allh sent all the o rders thro ugh the pro phets, and all the pro phets carried the same o rder. He gave every pro phet the o rder, and every pro phet to o k it, but did no t explain everything. They knew everything, but the o rder did no t co me fro m Allh fo r all o f them to explain everything. When Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, came, he to o k all the ho ly message fro m Adam to Jesus (`Isa), and he carried all the divine presence (al-hadrat). So he is the hadrat o f all the pro phets, he carries all the deep ho ly message, and he sent the message to all the peo ple. W h a t is the deep ho ly message? This message speaks o f lo ve, co urtesy and genero sity. This religio n carries all the qualities o f Allh (ninety-nine qualities). Muammad explained the meaning o f every quality fo r everyo ne to understand every quality. Allh wants yo u to walk in the way, to understand every wo rd He sends, and to no t refuse anything He wants. Listen to everything! There is wo rk to be do ne in this message. Everyo ne who reaches the way needs to give the message because the peo ple who live in the wo rld are very po o r. They are like peo ple dro wning in the sea. They need help and mercy. Why no t give them help? Why
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peo ple dro wning in the sea. They need help and mercy. Why no t give them help? Why no t send mercy to anyo ne. If yo u are the mercy, yo u carry the message fo r this perso n. Allh bro ught yo u to this religio n, so do no t lo se any time because He asks yo u abo ut every minute. Allh asks yo u abo ut ho w yo u live, what yo u do , and what yo u give to the peo ple. What is yo ur answer? Do yo u live to eat and sleep, o r o nly to make mo ney? This is no t fro m yo ur message. I want yo u to wo rk, but to have mo ney o nly in yo ur hands, and no t in yo ur heart because this heart is the heart o f Go d. Change yo ur heart to be the ho use o f yo ur Go d. Fill yo ur heart with the lo ve and send it to anyo ne. Kno w, my so n and my daughter, there is no end to this lo ve and no beginning. Allh says, If anyo ne do es anything, I kno w o f it and I see it because I do no t die. Death do es no t co me to the family o f Go d because there is no dying. Why do yo u no t die? The bo dy will die, but the so ul returns to the first wo rld (al-azal) where yo u live free, face to face with yo ur Go d. When a perso n who lives o n the o utside dies, and he has no t co me to kno w himself, and he did no t want to kno w Allh, then he has lo st his time in this wo rld. When his bo dy go es, he do es no t kno w where he stands. It is like being in the fire. His so ul returns to a place in the wo rld o f al-azal made especially fo r him and fo r tho se who are like him, which is like being in a priso n. This is why Allh says, Be the slave and be the lo ve. After yo u kno w all the meanings o f the secret, what do yo u need fro m Muammad? Yo u are Muammad! Yo u are and there is no thing, o nly yo u. I give yo u everything, but I leave yo ur heart to taste every wo rd o f the message. I give yo u the who le message in sho rt and simple wo rds. In these wo rds yo u can find every meaning, if yo u clean yo ur heart, if yo u are the slave, and if yo u walk to be co mplete. If yo u clean yo ur heart, yo u can kno w the meaning o f every wo rd I give yo u. This is the o rder fro m Muammad and befo re him, fro m Allh. Allh has put me o n this mo untain to explain what He says. I give my heart to everyo ne who wants it. What mo re can I give? I give everything, but I want yo u to kno w the meaning. I give yo u the key, but I want yo u to kno w ho w to use the key to o pen the do o r o f my heart. This heart is the heart o f yo ur Go d, and it is the heart o f every pro phet. This is what I mean when I say this is a ho ly message. Be the ho ly message. Be ho ly. Be ho ly. Be ho ly. Everything in the family o f Go d is ho ly and all the time is ho ly. Do no t lo se
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any minute because the Pro phet do es no t lo se any minute. He lives with Allh face to face and so ul to so ul. I want to be with Him all my time, face to face, because my face is the face o f the Pro phet, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, and it is also the face o f my Go d. Yo u are ho ly and there is no difference between yo u and me. I speak with the to ngue o f my so ul and send my so ul to anyo ne. Open the eye o f yo ur so ul to kno w and to see every secret meaning. I give yo u the key to yo ur so ul. Use the key to o pen yo ur so ul. I give yo u mo re than my heart. I give yo u my so ul. What mo re can I give yo u? I give yo u everything. I want yo u to give everything like me. Live fo r the peo ple who live in the darkness. This is my life. This is my pro mise to Go d. When He gave me this pro mise, He said, I accept yo ur pro mise to live fo r the peo ple who are po o r and who need help. Everyo ne needs help. Live and give. This is what He wants fro m me and fro m yo u, but kno w! This is a ho ly message fo r yo u, my so n. When I say to yo u, my so n, I say this to anyo ne. Kno w that there is no difference when I say my so n, I mean my daughter also because Allh is no t a man o r a wo man, and yo u are the face. Ho w can I say ano ther wo rd? When I say my so n, this is a ho ly wo rd. This means that yo u are really the belo ved. Allh! He wants yo u to be with Him in everything all the time, when yo u wo rk, when yo u sleep, and when yo u eat. See the picture o f Go d in every picture. Put the name in every picture. When yo u see the name o f Go d in every picture, then His face is yo ur face. Then Go d is bo rn inside yo u, and yo u carry Him. This is the meaning o f gro wing deeper in co mpletio n. This is the third statio n o f the secret. I want yo u to co ntinue in the way because there is no end to the way. I want yo u to wake up and to fly with yo ur so ul. Leave yo ur bo dy o utside and at the same time, live with yo ur bo dy. Keep yo ur bo dy and clean it because it is very ho ly. Yo u need to wash yo ur bo dy and yo ur heart with every step, if yo u can, with the water o f the truth, and to kno w the meaning o f this washing. It is also necessary to wash with the o utside water because Allh wants everyo ne to be clean, and fo r the peo ple who live o utside to see a beautiful picture. Keep clean! What do yo u want, after that, fro m Allh? Yo u can to uch every meaning with yo ur hand when yo ur hand changes. No t with the hand o f yo ur bo dy, but when yo ur hand changes to be His hand, yo u to uch every meaning with His hand, which is yo ur hand. Yo u reach the statio n o f co mpletio n. This is
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what Allh wants fro m yo u. Listen to every wo rd He says. This is Muammad. Ano ther guide fro m the so ns o f Muammad will co me. He will be a special guide who will co me to help all the peo ple, and to fo rbid war, and to make peace. He is al-Mahdi, but kno w that yo u are also al-Mahdi. He is a special guide, and I want yo u to be fro m the students o f al-Mahdi. Give this message to anyo ne because it is the mercy o f al-Mahdi. I want yo u to send this message befo re he co mes. His time will so o n be here. Wait, and walk in the way. This is the way. This is my message fo r yo u. Kno w what I mean. This is the religio n o f the lo ve. This is the deep lo ve. Allh!

4. Qalbu-s-Sirr (the heart of the secret)

The Statio n o f Ibrahim, may peace and blessings be upo n him Fo r anyo ne who wants to kno w the truth, yo ur heart must be filled with the deep lo ve and gro w deeper in this lo ve, if yo u want to reach. First yo u need to kill yo ur self, to kill yo ur heart, and to kill yo ur so ul, and to put all these qualities o utside. What I mean is fo r yo u to change fro m inside to a deeper inside, and to be bo rn again after yo u kill all the qualities fro m yo ur heart and fro m yo ur so ul, to be a special slave fo r Allh in every inside meaning. When yo u give Go d everything, Go d takes everything fro m yo u and fills yo u with the ho ly meaning. This meaning is different fro m the meaning which yo u have fo und befo re in all the qualities because no w yo u really begin to live with Allh, and He is with yo u. When yo u kill everything inside, yo u live with Allh face to face and so ul to so ul. And there is no face and there is no so ul, o nly His so ul because yo u are inside and Go d is also inside. There is no difference because yo u return to live in the wo rld o f al-azal befo re yo u die. This is what I mean when I say, Kill yo urself, kill yo ur heart, and kill yo ur so ul with Go d in everything, because yo u are fro m Him, and yo u find Him inside yo ur face. Allh o nly begins when yo u kill yo ur self. When yo u kill all the qualities, He begins to give yo u the secrets and to teach yo u the meaning o f all the secrets. Allh gives and takes, and when yo u kno w this, yo u live with Him all the time. When yo u walk, when yo u sleep, when yo u eat, when yo u wo rk, when yo u speak, yo u kno w the meaning in everything. Then yo u to uch the truth in yo ur hand. Yo ur hand has beco me the hand o f Go d, and yo u begin to speak with the to ngue o f Go d. When yo u kno w what yo u are, then Go d sho ws yo u His face fro m the beginning to the end. This is the meaning o f
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being inside the truth. But there is no o utside in the truth. When yo u are in the statio ns o f the secrets, yo u canno t speak because the language o f speaking has ended. The language o f the eye in yo ur heart begins, and this eye is very deep. There is no speaking, o nly the lo ve, o nly the mercy, o nly Allh! This is what I mean when I say kill yo ur self, kill yo ur heart, and kill yo ur so ul, to kno w the meaning o f the fo urth statio n o f the secret. This subject is fro m my heart, and this heart is different fro m any o ther heart. Here I am speaking abo ut the fo urth heart because the human being has fo ur hearts. The first o ne is the heart o f the self. The seco nd is the heart o f the heart. The third is the heart o f the so ul. The fo urth is the heart o f the secret. This statio n is fro m the singing o f the Qurn. All the Qurn is written in the language o f the lo ve. Fo r anyo ne who wants to kno w, I give my heart. Allh!

5. Maau-l-Hubb (the water of love)

"Fo llo w me and yo u will be Belo ved by Allh." This is what Muammad, the guide o f the lo ve, may Allhs blessings and peace be upo n him, said in the hadith abo ut the way o f the lo ve. Fo llo w me and yo u will be belo ved by Allh. When Muammad spo ke, he spo ke with two to ngues. He spo ke with an o utside to ngue to the peo ple who live o nly in the dunya, and he spo ke with the to ngue o f the so ul to tho se who live inside. In this hadith he explained everything in the Qurn. Allh has given a Qurn in which every wo rd has a deep meaning. Fo r anyo ne who canno t understand all that Allh speaks abo ut Himself, He has sent the Pro phet Muammad, may Allhs blessings and peace be upo n him. Muammad sho ws the peo ple what Allh means thro ugh his perfect surrender and thro ugh his perfect picture. Then Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him, spo ke abo ut everything o utside and inside because he lived in bo th the o utside meaning and the inside meaning. He reveals this to tho se who can reach the statio n o f co mpletio n. Muammad, may Allhs peace and blessing be upo n him, says, Allh has given me two messages. One is fo r the peo ple who live o utside and who do no t walk. The seco nd is in the language o f the so ul which Allh has given me to speak fo r the peo ple who live in the so ul. If yo u want to walk in this garden with quietness and with peace, I will also teach yo u what yo ur bo dy needs fro m the o utside in this life.
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Muammad gave all the peo ple what they needed. He gave the statio ns o f the nafs to help the peo ple who live o nly in the dunya and who do no t understand. He is the mercy and he helps everyo ne. He also gave help to tho se who live inside thro ugh the statio ns o f the heart. In this language he explained abo ut the garden, which is mo re than the garden o f the bo dy. He gave as much o f the meaning as the peo ple who live here in this garden can understand. He explained mo re than in the garden o f the bo dy, but no t as co mpletely as in the garden o f the so ul. He knew that everyo ne was different, and he sho wed them ho w to live in this garden where they were. All the peo ple are in different statio ns. Allh helps everyo ne in the way that they need. Muammad first spo ke abo ut the language o f the bo dy and o f the heart, then he spo ke abo ut the language o f the so ul. After yo u change yo ur self thro ugh the statio ns, yo u want to kno w the deep secret. In the statio ns o f the secrets, he gives yo u his heart and he gives yo u the key. If yo u can carry this key, yo u can o pen the do o r o f yo ur heart and live in his heart. Only a few peo ple kno w what this heart is. If yo u see things, then yo u live in yo ur bo dy. Yo u need to erase everything fro m yo ur bo dy and fro m yo ur heart. After yo u erase everything fro m yo ur heart, Muammad brings yo u fro m o ne statio n to ano ther statio n, and each o ne is mo re subtle than the o ne befo re. He begins to give yo u the ho ly meaning, and he begins to sho w yo u ho w to o pen the do o r o f the truth, the do o r o f the third garden, the garden o f the so ul. When yo u o pen this do o r, yo u begin to kno w who yo u are and Who really is. Yo u can sit in this place quietly, and yo u feel the peace and the lo ve, but it is no t the co mplete lo ve. Yo u need to walk and to listen to every wo rd o f the Muammadan message. After yo ur ear changes, yo u need to o pen it because Muammad wants to put a new meaning inside this ear. This new meaning is that o f the purity (as-safa) o f the child, the child o f the truth. Wh e n this purity is bo rn in yo ur hearing, yo ur hearing beco mes the hearing o f Muammad. Then yo u kno w that this teaching is fro m him, no t fro m any o ther because no w there is no o ther. When yo u keep this purity in yo ur hearing, it gro ws, like the child gro ws. It begins to fill yo ur mind and beco mes ho ly. Then yo ur mind begins to be the m ind o f Muammad. In this mind yo u begin to understand the secrets. After this purity gro ws in the mind, yo ur mind beco mes the mo sque, but this is a special mo sque o f Allh. There is no thing in this mind, o nly He. Only Allh, because yo u have erased everything. Yo u have left everything.
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When yo u change, yo u are like a child inside. Yo u are a newbo rn child o f the truth. There is no thing in this wo rld, o nly this child because there is no thing, o nly He; and no thing, o nly Muammad. But who is Muammad, really? Where do es he live? In the garden? Yo u are the ho ly garden, no t ano ther, and in this garden yo u find many different flo wers and ro ses. In all these flo wers, yo u see the face o f Muammad, and after that there are no mo re things, o nly the lo ve. But who is the lo ve? The secret o f the lo ve is Allh! When yo u smell the fragrance o f Muammad yo u beco me mo re and mo re co mplete. Everything is inside yo ur mind. In o rder fo r the ro sebush to change and to flo wer, it needs to be pruned. When yo u prune this bush, yo u can to uch its fragrance and begin to live amo ng its flo wers. Yo u are the fragrance, and yo u are the flo wer. After everything go es fro m within, yo u begin to to uch the face o f Muammad in yo ur face. Do no t give this face to anyo ne, except to tho se who are like yo u. When yo u reach th i s statio n, yo u are newbo rn and yo u must walk. Do no t sto p after yo u kno w the meaning o f the lo ve. Yo u canno t sto p after yo u kno w the way o f the lo ve and its meaning. Where is ano ther? There are no men and no wo men. Where is he and she? There is o n l y yo u and there is no o ther. Everything is the face o f Muammad. The face o f Muammad is yo ur guide, but after yo u are bo rn in this statio n, yo u beco me the face o f Muammad. Muammad wants to help yo u beco me the slave o f Allh, and to be special fo r him because he has given yo u his heart. It is impo rtant to keep this heart fo r yo urself and no t to give it to anyo ne who is no t trustwo rthy and who is no t faithful (al-amin). Yo ur heart and yo ur mind change as Muammad helps yo u to be the ho ly child and to pray fo r him. This praying is different; it is the prayer o f the deep lo ve. Yo u need to be praying this prayer all the time. Do no t lo se any minute because yo ur belo ved Pro phet Muam m ad carries yo u, may the peace and blessings o f Allh be upo n him. Keep praying, and give, so that yo u can take the ho ly meaning and give it to tho se who want to kno w the ho ly meaning. Yo u need to be bo rn again and again in the garden o f the lo ve. Lo ve and lo ve and lo ve because there is no life witho ut the lo ve and no meaning witho ut the lo ve, and no thing witho ut Him, and no thing witho ut yo u. He wants yo u to be Him and to be yo u, after yo u wash with the water o f lo ve. There is no o ne who can carry the real lo ve witho ut this water o f lo ve. There is no thing witho ut Him. Pray fo r Him when yo u reach. Remember the name o f the lo ve when yo u live in this statio n. This is the statio n o f the water o f the
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the name o f the lo ve when yo u live in this statio n. This is the statio n o f the water o f the lo ve. Fo llo w me, and yo u will be belo ved by Allh. This is the hadith abo ut the way o f the lo ve, who se guide is Muammad, may the blessings and peace o f Allh be upo n him. Yo ur walking in this way is ho ly. Understand what Muammad means because Allh asks yo u abo ut everything. Do no t lo se anything. Write and read, and understand everything. Muammad gives yo u this statio n fro m his mind. After yo u kno w him well, yo u will understand. Lo ve and lo ve him, and lo ve. What mo re do yo u want fro m Muammad after that? Only lo ve! Allh!

6. adrat al-Itlaq (the presence of the freedom)

When yo u see yo ur face as the mo o n, yo u see the real picture inside yo u. Yo u can see the face o f yo ur guide in this mo o n because yo u are the mirro r. No w yo u see o nly the name o f yo ur Go d when yo u lo o k into this mo o n. This means that yo u understand and yo u kno w that yo u are in the statio n o f co mpletio n. When yo u have reached co mpletio n no t everyo ne can see what yo u see, and no t everyo ne understands what yo u understand. When yo u see the name in everything, yo u are the mo o n o f the truth. When yo u begin to swim in the o cean, yo u begin to kno w the o cean o f the truth and yo u beco me the secret o f this statio n. Everything is in this o cean. There is mo re in this o cean than o n the earth because yo u have finished the earth o f the truth. Yo u travel fro m statio n to statio n until yo u reach the ho ly statio n where there is no beginning and no end. Then yo u are filled with this o cean, and when yo u swim yo u wash yo urself in its water, the water o f the truth. Within this water is every deep secret. There is no o ne who can really live witho ut this water because this is the water o f life. Every o ne o f the belo veds sho uld be this water. This water is like nectar and everyo ne needs this nectar. Be like this in o rder to give and to take. Befo re yo u take give. When yo u have changed to be the water, yo u carry the real life fo r anyo ne. When yo u have beco me like a child, yo u also drink fro m this water. So yo u are this water and yo u drink fro m this water because the water is fro m Him to Him. Allh changes yo u, in this statio n, to be mo re and mo re His so ul. And He can give yo u ano ther earth, a new and ho ly earth. Yo u can put anything in this earth and it will gro w. It will give
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flo wers, like ro ses, with mo re than the mo st beautiful fragrance. Everyo ne can live o n yo ur earth because yo ur earth can carry everyo ne. Yo u do no t care abo ut o ther because yo ur ear is the ear o f Allh, and yo ur eye is the eye o f Allh, and yo ur heart is the heart o f Allh, and yo ur so ul is the so ul o f Allh. No w if yo u ask fo r anything, Allh gives it to yo u because yo u are very special and yo ur vo ice is the vo ice o f yo ur Go d. After that, Allh gives yo u a heaven within, which co ntains seven heavens. In this heaven yo u see many stars, a mo o n and a sun. Each o f these stars is a statio n to kno w, and each o f them is the light o f yo ur bro thers and sisters in Him. The mo o n is the ho ly marriage with Him. To gether yo u make the ho ly family. This means that yo u are a co mplete wo rld. Yo u do no t need anything because everything is within yo u. No w yo u can give and yo u can take. Yo u reach to be a ho ly king o r a ho ly queen. There is no difference, and there is no king o r queen in this way because yo u return to yo ur place. Yo u return to the first wo rld o f alazal, the place fro m which Allh sent yo u to this wo rld. No w yo u live in the garden o f alitlaq, the garden o f the freedo m, and there is no o ne who can sto p yo u because everything is fro m Him to Him. Yo u are the lo ve and yo u are the peace. Everything is in yo ur hand and there is no o ther, o nly He. This is what I mean by, Yo u beco me the sun o f the truth, because after yo u beco me the sun, yo u can send yo ur light to any place. Yo u can give life to anyo ne because the life is fro m yo u and yo u are the life. After yo u kno w the meaning o f what I say, yo u will need a different lo ve. Yo u need to lo ve yo urself when yo u lo o k to any side because when yo u lo ve yo urself, yo u lo ve yo ur Go d. In this life, yo u do no t kno w anything but the lo ve. And yo u canno t live witho ut the lo ve. Lo ve and lo ve and lo ve. Everything is fro m the lo ve. Send the lo ve to every place, to every perso n. In this statio n, there is no place and no perso n, o nly He. When yo u lo o k, yo u see Him. When yo u lo o k, yo u see yo urself. There is no difference between yo u and Him because He put all the secrets inside yo ur so ul. Keep these secrets and do no t give them to anyo ne who canno t keep them. If yo u do no t keep them, Allh will ask yo u abo ut that and return yo u to where yo u began. But I am sure that when He brings yo u to be with Him, so ul to so ul, He will no t leave yo u because yo u are special fo r Him, and He is special fo r yo u. Yo u canno t live witho ut Him because He is yo ur face and yo u are His face. Thank Him, and lo ve Him, and ask Him to keep yo u with Him all the time. Kno w that everything is fro m Him. Pray, remember, and thank Him because He cares abo ut yo u. He
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everything is fro m Him. Pray, remember, and thank Him because He cares abo ut yo u. He makes yo u mo re and mo re special, and mo re and mo re co mplete. Lis ten to the so ng I sing. This is a ho ly so ng which everyo ne needs. When yo u live in this statio n, yo u sing all the time because yo u are deeply happy. Yo u dance with Allh because yo u kno w the meaning o f yo ur so ng. It is the prayer. It is the remembrance. When yo u live in this statio n yo u need to live o utside and inside to return. It is necessary to see His face in every face, when yo u wo rk, when yo u walk, when yo u sleep, and when yo u eat. Do no t leave anything He wants fro m the beginning to the end. When He sends the o rder, yo u are the beginning and yo u are the end, so listen to what He sings and kno w what He means by His so ng. He sings with yo u and fo r yo u. If yo u listen, yo u can understand every no te and every wo rd. Ask Him to teach yo u and to give yo u what He wants fro m yo u all the time. Be in the o cean and do no t leave this o cean. If yo u leave, yo u will return to feel the darkness. If yo u kno w and understand the meaning o f everything in this o cean, and yo u remember that yo u are the o cean, then He will keep yo u. D o no t be afraid because there is no fear with Him, o nly peace and mercy. Be po lite when yo u live in this statio n. Be One, no t ano ther. He wants yo u to be One and He lo ves yo u. There is o nly lo ve with Allh. Pray fo r this ho ly time. This is a ho ly time, so thank Him because He gives yo u this ho ly time. Ask Him to make yo u ho ly all the time. This is what I want fro m my students. I want yo u to be like me because this is my life. This is my life with Allh. This is the statio n o f the presence o f freedo m, hadrat al-itlaq, a ho ly statio n. Allh!

7. Shams al-aqiqtu-l-Qudsiyyah (the holy sun of the truth)

O h my Go d, help me to hear Yo ur vo ice, and give me the po liteness to understand what Yo u say abo ut the ho ly secret with every wo rd Yo u speak. I begin to walk in the ho ly statio n and this is deeper than any o ther statio n. I need mo re and mo re mercy and I need mo re and mo re lo ve. Clean me o f everything but Yo u, so that I may walk straight in my life and do whatever Yo u want fro m me, so that I may be mo re than a special slave fo r Yo u.

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Give me Yo ur heart no w, so that I may listen to what Yo u say. And give me Yo ur so ul to be my so ul because there is no difference between Yo ur so ul and my so ul. My so ul is fro m Yo ur so ul fro m the first wo rld o f al-azal. No w, my sun is rising. I canno t live if Yo u do no t help me. Sho w me Yo ur face, my Lo rd, and change my face to be Yo ur face. I have lo st myself and I leave everything. There is o nly Yo u. I have changed everything in my bo dy, and I am bo rn and bo rn again, in a new and ho ly bo dy. My heart is also bo rn and bo rn again to be a new heart, to be a special ho use fo r Yo u. My Lo rd, give me the chance to be with Yo u in every mo ment o f my life. I kno w Yo u well no w because Yo u have helped me. Fro m the beginning Yo u knew me and lo ved me, and have given me all that I want. I do no t want anything, o nly Yo u. I canno t live witho ut Yo u. I turn to Yo u fo r everything, and I pray that Yo u will keep me in prayer all the time, and in remembrance o f Yo ur name every mo ment, every seco nd, and every breath because there is no life witho ut the remembrance and witho ut the prayer. No w keep me, my Lo rd, to kno w Yo u mo re and mo re because I need to be with Yo u all the time. If Yo u keep me in this life, this is the ho ly garden. I want to live in the wo rld o f Yo ur so ul. After I change everything and kno w everything, there are no things, o nly Yo u in my wo rld. The sun rises, gro wing bigger and bigger to sho w Yo u Yo urself. I canno t live witho ut seeing my self and witho ut seeing Yo u. Discharge everything fro m me, so that I may be Yo u in everything. I do no t lo ve anything except Yo ur face. I see Yo ur name, Yo ur face, Yo ur so ul and Yo ur heart in everything. O h my Lo rd, free me to kno w every secret. Teach me and care fo r me in this statio n because I need to kno w everything to be everything. Oh my Lo rd, as my sun rises I find every secret within it. The deep lo ve is in this sun, and the secret lo ve is in this sun, and they are o ne. Change me and make me to be this sun. I thank Yo u, my Lo rd because Yo u sho w me myself, the secret self, which is no t like the first self. I ho ld all the veils, and sho w everything under these veils. Who is behind these veils? There is no thing hidden and no thing manifest. Yo u are under these veils! Excuse me, my Lo rd; this is the language o f my so ul when she kno ws what Yo u are and what I am. There is no thing, o nly me, in this wo rld. Everything else go es. Where do es it go ? There is no place fo r it to go , and there is no t time fo r it to live because everything is Yo u. Yo u are everything, but everything is different in Yo u.

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No w there is o nly me in this wo rld. This is the picture o f Yo u o n the earth o f Yo ur sun, and this earth is a special earth. It is the earth o f the secret. Teach me and help me to understand every secret in Yo ur sun. There is no sun, o nly Yo u and o nly me. There is no o ther. There is no thing inside yo ur clo thes, o nly Allh. And there is no o utside. Allh fills every place, and He is fro m the beginning until the end, and there is no beginning and no end. In this high statio n yo u reach the sun o f the truth. This is the picture o f Go d, and no t o nly the picture, but the reality o f Allh in the water, in the fo o d, when yo u sleep, in the flo wers, in the birds, and in the animals in everything. Be po lite with everything. When yo u walk, walk quietly and give the mercy to everyo ne because when yo u give, yo u give fo r Allh. Be the pure picture. Be the clean picture all the time because yo u are His picture, and yo u are really Him! I am the Truth! Ana al-Haqq! This is the deep secret. Kno w what yo u write. Keep this secret inside yo ur heart. Do no t give the secret to anyo ne who do es no t kno w, who is no t po lite, and who do es no t understand. This is a dangero us secret if yo u give it to so meo ne befo re he has reached because he will return and beco me water, like he was befo re he came into this wo rld. Allh will discharge yo u o utside because yo u did no t listen to what He said. No w my belo ved Lo rd has given me the o rder to give yo u this secret statio n. It co ntains all the mercy. It is the deepest, and co ntains all the lo ve. What mo re co uld yo u want after that? This is my heart. Do no t lo se my heart because when yo u lo se it, yo u lo se yo ur Go d, and He discharges yo u, and returns yo u back to live in the fire, to live in the darkness, but an even deeper darkness. But I ho pe and I kno w that He will no t discharge yo u after He lo ves yo u because everything is fro m Him, and yo u are fro m Him. Yo u are the ho ly truth; ho w co uld He lo se yo u? But stay in the remembrance and the prayer and sing because no w yo u understand what this so ng means. The meaning o f this so ng is the deep secret prayer. Thank Him because He teaches yo u and he gives yo u what yo u want. This is yo ur chance to kno w every secret, and yo u do no t need anything after that because He gives yo u everything. But be everything. This is the ho ly message. Do no t lo se it, and do no t waste yo ur time because it is the time o f Allh. Yo u are the message. Yo u are the sun. Send yo ur light to everyo ne, to give them life because everything co mes fro m this light. Yo u are the ho ly candle, but like never befo re. Yo u fill the who le wo rld with yo ur light, the light o f the lo ve. Give yo ur light to everything. If yo u find so meo ne who wants and so meo ne who needs, do no t deny anyo ne because
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If yo u find so meo ne who wants and so meo ne who needs, do no t deny anyo ne because there is no o ne, o nly He, in the wo rld. All the peo ple await yo u no w because yo u carry the message, and this message means the ho ly peace. Everyo ne needs to live with the peace, to feel this peace, and they need to live in the garden as yo u do . Give yo ur fragrance to anyo ne because yo ur fragrance is the real fragrance. It is the fragrance o f Allh. No w, when yo u kno w mo st everything, yo u can walk with yo urself, and yo u do no t need anything because yo u kno w the way. If yo u are the sun, yo u can take and yo u can give. Yo u can kno w everything because everything is fro m yo u to yo u. There is no o ther. If yo u see ano ther, then yo u live o utside because in the reality, there is o nly He. But o pen the do o r in yo ur heart with this key because everything is inside yo u. Open, and leave no thing clo sed! Fro m the beginning, thro ugh every statio n, yo u have new eyes with which yo u can see everything, and all these eyes are o ne eye, which changes fro m statio n to statio n. Thro ugh these eyes, yo u walk. When yo u reach the high statio n, do no t leave the exercises which yo u have do ne befo re. Keep do ing them. Pray and pray and remember, and thank Him. Lo ve and lo ve and lo ve. Be special fo r Him because yo u are a slave, no t mo re. No w yo u kno w what yo u are. Yo u are the sun. Yo u are the truth. This message is eno ugh fo r yo u to kno w everything, after yo u have changed everything and when yo u reach to be His slave. Allh! This is the end o f the statio ns, but also the beginning. Allh! Allh! Allh! Allh!

Ana-l-aqq (I am the truth)

This is the deep Secret. Kno w what yo u write. Keep this secret inside yo ur heart. Do no t give the secret to anyo ne who do es no t kno w, who is no t po lite, and who do es no t understand. This is a dangero us secret if yo u give it to so meo ne befo re he has reached, because then he will return and beco me water, like he was befo re he came into this wo rld. Allh will also discharge yo u o utside, because yo u did no t listen to what He said. No w my belo ved Lo rd has given me the o rder to give yo u this secret statio n. It co ntains all the mercy. It is the deepest, and co ntains all the lo ve. What mo re co uld yo u want, after
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that? This is my heart. Do no t lo se my heart, because when yo u lo se it, yo u lo se yo ur Go d, and He discharges yo u, and returns yo u back to live in the fire, to live in the darkness, but an even deeper darkness. But I ho pe, and I kno w, that He will no t discharge yo u after He lo ves yo u, because everything is fro m Him, and yo u are fro m Him. Yo u are the ho ly truth; ho w co uld He lo se yo u? But stay in the remembrance and the prayer, and sing, because no w yo u understand what this so ng means. The meaning o f this so ng is the deep secret prayer. Thank Him, because He teaches yo u, and he gives yo u what yo u want. This is yo ur chance to kno w every secret, and yo u do no t need anything after that, because He gives yo u everything. But be everything. This is the ho ly message. Do no t lo se it, and do no t waste yo ur time because it is the time o f Allh. Yo u are the message. Yo u are the sun. Send yo ur light to everyo ne, to give them life, because everything co mes fro m this light. Yo u are the ho ly candle, but like never befo re. Yo u fill the who le wo rld with yo ur light, the light o f the lo ve. Give yo ur light to everything. If yo u find so meo ne who wants, and so meo ne who needs, do no t deny anyo ne, because there is no o ne, o nly He, in the wo rld. All the peo ple await yo u no w because yo u carry the message, and this message means the ho ly peace. Everyo ne needs to live with the peace, to feel this peace, and they need to live in the garden as yo u do . Give yo ur fragrance to anyo ne, because yo ur fragrance is the real fragrance. It is the fragrance o f Allh. No w, when yo u kno w mo st everything, yo u can walk with yo urself, and yo u do no t need anything because yo u kno w the way. If yo u are the sun yo u can take, and yo u can give. Yo u can kno w everything, because everything is fro m yo u to yo u. There is no o ther. If yo u see ano ther, then yo u live o utside because, in the reality, there is o nly He. But o pen the do o r in yo ur heart, with this key, because everything is inside yo u. Open, and leave no thing clo sed! Fro m the beginning, thro ugh every statio n, yo u have new eyes with which yo u can see everything, and all these eyes are o ne eye, which changes fro m statio n to statio n. Thro ugh these eyes, yo u walk. When yo u reach the high statio n do no t leave the exercises which yo u have do ne befo re. Keep do ing them. Pray and pray and remember, and thank Him. lo ve and lo ve and lo ve. Be special fo r Him because yo u are a slave, no t mo re. No w yo u kno w what yo u are. Yo u are the sun. Yo u are the truth. This message is eno ugh fo r yo u to kno w everything, after yo u have changed everything, and when yo u reach to be His slave. Allh! This is the end o f the statio ns, but also the beginning. Allh! Allh!
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