SEX IS THE MOST VITAL ENERGY, THE ONLY ENERGY, I say, which you have.

Don't fight with it -- it will be a waste of life and time -- rather transform it. But how to do it? HOW TO TRANSFORM IT? What can we do? If you have understood the fear, then you can understand the clue, what can be done. The fear is there because you feel that the control will be lost. And once the control is lost, you cannot do anything. I TEACH YOU A NEW CONTROL, THE CONTROL OF THE WITNESSING SELF: not the control of a manipulating mind, but the control of a witnessing self. And I tell you that THAT control is the supreme control possible. And that control is so natural that you never feel you are controlling. The control happens spontaneously with witnessing. MOVE INTO SEX BUT BE A WITNESS. The only thing to remember is that: I must encounter the whole process, I must see through it, I must remain a witness, I should not become unconscious -- that's all. BECOME WILD, BUT DON'T BECOME UNCONSCIOUS. Then there is no danger in wildness; then wildness is beautiful. REALLY, ONLY A WILD MAN CAN BE BEAUTIFUL. A woman who is not wild cannot be beautiful -- because the more wild, the more alive. Then you are just like a wild tiger, or a wild deer running in the forest... and the beauty of it! But the problem is: DON'T BECOME UNCONSCIOUS. If you become unconscious, then you are under unconscious forces, then you are under the forces of karma. Whatsoever you have done in the past is accumulated there. That accumulated conditioning can take grip of you and move you in certain directions which will be dangerous for you and for others. But if you remain a witness, that past conditioning cannot interfere. So the whole method, or the whole process of becoming a witness, is the process of transforming the sex energy. MOVING INTO SEX, REMAIN ALERT. Whatsoever is happening, observe it, see through it; don't miss a single point. Whatsoever is happening in your body, in your mind, in your inner energy, the new circuit is being made, THE BODY ELECTRICITY IS MOVING IN A NEW WAY, in a new circular way; now the body electricity has become one with the partner, with the wife, with the consort. And now an inner circle is created -- and you can feel it. If you are alert, you can feel it. You will feel that now you have become a vehicle of a vital energy moving.

REMAIN ALERT. Soon you will become aware that the more the circuit is created, the more thoughts are dropping; they are dropping like yellow leaves from a tree. THOUGHTS ARE DROPPING, the mind is becoming more and more empty. REMAIN ALERT AND SOON YOU WILL SEE that you are but there is no ego. You cannot say I. Something greater than you has happened to you. You and your partner both have dissolved into that greater energy. BUT THIS MERGER SHOULD NOT BECOME UNCONSCIOUS, otherwise you miss the point. Then it is a beautiful sex act, but not transformation. It is beautiful, nothing is wrong in it -- but it is not transformation. And if it is unconscious, then you will always be moving in a rut. Again and again, you will want to have this experience. The experience is beautiful as far as it goes, but it will become a routine. And each time you have it, again more desire is created. The more you have it, the more you desire it, and you move in a vicious circle. You don't grow, you just rotate. Rotation is bad, because then growth is not happening. Then energy is simply wasted. EVEN IF THE EXPERIENCE IS GOOD, THE ENERGY IS WASTED --because much more was possible. And it was just at the corner, just a turn, and much more was possible. WITH THE SAME ENERGY THE DIVINE COULD HAVE BEEN ACHIEVED. With the same energy the ultimate ecstasy is possible, and you are wasting that energy in momentary experiences. And by and by, those experiences will become boring; because repeated again and again, everything becomes boring. WHEN THE NEWNESS IS LOST, BOREDOM IS CREATED. If you remain alert you will see: first, CHANGES OF ENERGY IN THE BODY; second, DROPPING OF THE THOUGHTS FROM THE MIND; and third, DROPPING OF THE EGO FROM THE HEART. These three things have to be observed, watched carefully. And when the third has happened, that sex energy has become meditative energy. Now you are no more in sex. You may be lying with your beloved, bodies together, but you are no more there -- you are transplanted into a new world. This is what Shiva goes on talking about in VIGYAN BHAIRAV TANTRA and in other tantra books. He goes on talking about this phenomenon: YOU ARE TRANSMUTED, A MUTATION HAS HAPPENED. This will happen through witnessing.

IF YOU FOLLOW SUPPRESSION, YOU CAN BECOME so-called human beings - bogus, superficial, hollow within; just dummies, not authentic, not real. If you don't follow suppression but follow indulgence, you will become like an animal -- beautiful, more beautiful than so-called civilized man, but just animals -- not alert, not aware, not conscious of the possibility of growth, of the human potential. IF YOU TRANSFORM THE ENERGY, THEN YOU BECOME DIVINE. And remember, when I say divine, both things are implied in it. THE WILD ANIMAL WITH ITS TOTAL BEAUTY OF BEING IS THERE. That wild animal is not rejected and denied. He is there -- richer, because he is more alert. So all the wildness is there and the beauty of it. And all that civilization has been trying to force is there, but spontaneous, not forced. Once the energy is transformed, nature and God meet in you -- nature with its beauty, God with total grace. This is what a sage means. A sage means a meeting of nature and the divine, a meeting of the created and the creator, a meeting of body and soul, a meeting of that which is below and of that which is above, a meeting of the earth and the sky. OSHO My Way: The Way of the White Clouds Ch #6: Are you still carrying her? am in Buddha Hall