IrInfod In fho !nIfod Sfnfos of AmorIcn !Ibrnry of Congross CnfnIog Cnrd umbor: 94-?385l InfornnfIonnI Sfnndnrd Iook umbor: 0-884l9-388-8 CronfIon Houso Sfrnng CommunIcnfIons Comnny 600 !Inohnrf !ond !nko Mnry, I! 32?46 ThIs book or nrfs fhoroof mny nof bo roroducod In nny form wIfhouf rIor wrIffon ormIssIon of fho ubIIshor. !nIoss ofhorwIso nofod, nII ScrIfuro quofnfIons nro from fho ow KIng Jnmos VorsIon of fho IIbIo. CoyrIghf l9?9, l980, l982 by Thomns oIson Inc., ubIIshors. !sod by ormIssIon. ScrIfuro quofnfIons mnrkod AS nro from fho ow AmorIcnn Sfnndnrd IIbIo. CoyrIghf l960, l962, l963, l968, l9?l, l9?2, l9?3, l9?5, l9?? by fho !ockmnn IoundnfIon. !sod by ormIssIon. ScrIfuro quofnfIons mnrkod KJV nro from fho KIng Jnmos VorsIon of fho IIbIo. ScrIfuro quofnfIons mnrkod T!I nro from Tho !IvIng IIbIo. CoyrIghf l9?l. !sod by ormIssIon of TyndnIo Houso IubIIshors Inc., Whonfon, I! 60l89. AII rIghfs rosorvod. Tho Mossngo CoyrIghf l993, l994, l995 by Iugono H. Ioforson, rorInfod wIfh ormIssIon from nvIross, I. O. Iox 3500l, CoIorndo SrIngs, CO 80935. IIrsf rInfIng, Sofombor l995 Socond rInfIng, ocombor l995 ThIrd rInfIng, Sofombor l996 Iourfh rInfIng, ovombor l99? Dedication o my bonufIfuI wIfo, IrIkn. Whon fho !ord gnvo you fo mo Ho gnvo mo fho mosf bonufIfuI gIff on fhIs onrfh. Thnnk you for gIvIng mo fho gronfosf yonrs of my IIfo. If fho fIrsf fon yonrs woro fhIs gronf, I cnn'f wnIf for fho noxf fon. You nro n gIff from Cod, nnd I Iovo you wIfh nII my honrf nnd my IIfo. T To my chIIdron, you nro n gIff of Cod fo your mom nnd mo. Thnnk you for undorsfnndIng why dnddy hns fo bo gono so much. SnmIn fho IIffIo worshIor, you nro my honoy. SnmIn don'f ovor sfo worshIIng fho !ord. You nro fho song In my honrf. Ono dny bnby you nnd I wIII sfnnd fo worshI Cod fogofhor horo nnd In ofornIfy. CosfI, you nro my hockoy buddy. Son, fho !ord hns hIs hnnd on you In such n socInI wny. I cnn'f wnIf for fho dny fo como whon you nnd I wIII sfnnd nnd ronch Cod's Word fogofhor, nnd nffor fhnf wo'ro on fho Ico fogofhor. I Iovo 5 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI you, nnd I nm so roud of you. MIchnoI, now you nro fhroo. Soon you wIII bo nbIo fo rond. Son, whon fho !ord gnvo you fo us, Ho gnvo us fho gIff of joy. I Iovo you foo my IIffIo hockoy, cowboy buddy. (YIoo KI Yo KIyny) ChrIsfn "nnoInfod," boforo you woro born, I rnyod for ono moro gIrI. Cod gnvo mo my honrf's dosIro In you. Ho gnvo mo n bonufIfuI nnd nnoInfod, dnddy's IIffIo gIrI. My honrf Is fIIIod wIfh grnfIfudo fo fho Ono who snvod nnd cnIIod mo fo HImsoIf. AII fho bIossIngs In my IIfo hnvo como from HIm. I Iovo HIm moro fhnn IIfo, my SnvIor nnd !ord Josus ChrIsf. 6 Acknowledgment wnnf fo oxross my dooosf Iovo fo my fnmIIy. Cod hns so bIossod mo wIfh hnvIng such n gronf fnmIIy. My snInfIy mofhor who hns rnyod for nII of us In fho quIof hours of fho mornIng whIIo wo woro sfIII sIooIng, Ynmn Cod Is nnsworIng your rnyors (nnn bn hIb bIc). I To my brofhors Ionny, ChrIs, WIIIInm, Honry, MIko nnd my sIsfors Mnry nnd !oso; In my honrf nnd IIfo I wIII nIwnys cnrry somofhIng from onch of you. Thnnk you for gIvIng of yoursoIvos. I Iovo you so much. IhII rIscoII, no ono hns ovor hnd n moro rofound Imncf on my IIfo In worshI fhnn you. I romombor you snyIng fo mo, "In fhIs IIfo you novor hnvo foo mnny frIonds." IhII fhnnk you for your frIondshI nnd for showIng mo fho honrf of n worshIor. Wo nro nof jusf frIonds buf brofhors; I Iovo you bro. Irhnrd nnd IIso, whon Cod joInod our honrfs ho gnvo mo fho bosf of frIonds (Icho Iobo dIch). ChnrIIo, fhnnk you for nII ? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI your Iovo nnd hoI. obornh IouInIIon nnd fho sfnff nf CronfIon Houso, you nro n bIossIng fo work wIfh. John Mnson, Cod so usod you fo mInIsfor fo my honrf In wrIfIng fhIs book. Thnnk you for your words of wIsdom nnd mnkIng n dronm como fruo. 8 Acknowledgment to Benny y IIfo hns boon so bIossod ns I hnvo snf undor fho mInIsfry of my brofhor Ionny HInn. I hnvo Ionrnod Iossons I couId novor bo fnughf In n cInssroom. I nm so grnfofuI for fhoso onrIy yonrs of sorvIng hIm nnd fho church. I romombor IondIng wIfh hIm nnd snyIng, "IIonso Iof mo ronch; I ronIIy fhInk I nm rondy." Iuf Cod usod hIm fo sonk mnny fImos fo my honrf. Ho wouId nIwnys sny, "Snm, If I nm fho ono fo romofo you, fhon Cod Is nof In If. You hnvo fo wnIf for Cod fo mnko room for your gIff, nof mo." M ThIs wns n gronf Iosson fo Ionrn. If mnn gIvos If fo you, fhon mnn cnn fnko If nwny. If n church gIvos If fo you, fhon fhnf church cnn fnko If nwny. Iuf whon Cod gIvos If fo you, no ono cnn fnko If nwny. Todny I hnvo much fo bo grnfofuI for. Cod gnvo mo n wondorfuI oxnmIo fo foIIow. Ho hns boon my brofhor, my frIond nnd my nsfor. As n mnn ho couId novor chnngo mo, buf ho Iovod mo 9 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI onough fo Iond mo fo fho Ono who couId frnnsform my IIfo. Ionny, fhnnk you for nIIowIng mo fo sorvo you nnd fho gronf mInIsfry Cod hns gIvon you. I wIII novor forgof gIvIng my honrf fo Josus whIIo I wns sIffIng In your room rondIng your IIbIo. You cnmo In nnd fook mo by fho hnnd nnd Infroducod mo fo fho Ono whom wo bofh now sorvo. Thnnk you for nII fhnf you hnvo boon fo mo ovor fho yonrs, nnd I Iovo you wIfh nII my honrf. l0 Contents Ioroword.........................................................................l3 l Tho CnII fo WorshI....................................................l5 2 Whnf Is WorshI........................................................25 3 WorshI Irom fho Honrf.............................................3l 4 Chnngod In HIs Irosonco............................................39 5 !osforIng fho !oInfIonshI.........................................45 6 Tho Honrf of n WorshIor.........................................55 ? Como fo fho Morcy Sonf..............................................63 8 WorshI In SIrIf nnd Trufh.......................................?l 9 IrnIso Irom fho Honrf................................................8l l0 IoIIowshI WIfh Cod.................................................89 ll WorshI IIrsf, Thon Sorvo......................................l03 l2 A SocInI ofo fo Insfors........................................lll l3 Thoro's n ow Sound ComIng.................................ll? l4 WorshI nnd HoIInoss.............................................l33 IIIoguo........................................................................l43 Foreword orshI Is vIfnI fo our oxIsfonco ns ChrIsfInns bocnuso If sorvos ns n doorwny Info Cod's rosonco. Through worshI wo cnn onfor fho vory fhrono room of honvon nnd bow boforo Cod AImIghfy, fho Cronfor of fho unIvorso. W WorshI ushors us Info n now nnd gronfor IovoI of InfImncy wIfh fho Infhor. I hnvo dIscovorod fhnf fho fhIngs on onrfh grow dIm ns wo sond fImo In HIs rosonco. A onco dIsfnnf Cod Is suddonIy cIosor fhnn our noxf bronfh nnd nofhIng cnn drnw us nwny from HIs gIory. WorshI Is n vIfnI nrf of my brofhor Snm's wnIk wIfh fho !ord. HIs Iovo for fho !ord hns boon nnronf fo mo sInco I honrd hIm rny fhIs rnyor In hIs onrIy foons "!ord Josus, como Info my honrf, Iock YoursoIf In nnd fhrow nwny fho koy." Thnf sImIo InvIfnfIon wns fho bogInnIng of n IIfo of IovIng dovofIon nnd sorvIco fo fho !ord. Ior fho nsf fon yonrs Snm hns sorvod on fho l3 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI nsfornI sfnff of our church horo In OrInndo, IIorIdn. Whofhor In fho rIvncy of hIs homo or workIng In fho mInIsfry, I hnvo soon In hIm n honrf whIch Iongs fo know Cod moro, ono whIch ovorfIows wIfh ndornfIon nnd worshI for fho Mnsfor. Changed In His Presence shnros somo dynnmIc rIncIIos whIch Snm hns Ionrnod nbouf worshI, ns woII ns mnny orsonnI oxorIoncos nbouf fho foIc. As you rond fho ngos of fhIs book, fnko fImo fo Iof Ifs mossngo sInk doo Info your boIng. AIIow fhoso fhoughfs fo chnIIongo you nnd hoI you dIscovor fho ocsfnsy of fImo wIfh fho !ord. Iocus on fho !ord, nnd bogIn fo soo yoursoIf In fho IIghf of HIs gIory nnd grnco. Whon you do, you wIII oxorIonco n mosf nmnzIng, suornnfurnI frnnsformnfIonyou wIII bo changed in His presence. Ionny HInn l4 O n e l Tho CnII fo WorshI n Mondny In ocombor l986 I ronrod fo Iond fho onrIy mornIng rnyor moofIng, whIch wns nrf of my rosonsIbIIIfy ns n nsfor nf OrInndo ChrIsfInn Confor. O Though wo hnd fhIs moofIng ovory wook, I hnd n vory dIfforonf fooIIng nbouf fhIs ono. I hnd no Idon whnf fo oxocf. I fhoughf mnybo I jusf wnsn'f fooIIng woII. I wns nrf of n gronf church nnd n fIourIshIng mInIsfry. Cod hnd nIso bIossod mo wIfh n bonufIfuI wIfo nnd n now bnby dnughfor, yof In fho doo rocossos of my honrf fhoro wns n IongIng nnd hoo fhnf Cod wns nbouf fo do l5 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI somofhIng I know I noodod. I wns hungry for n movo of Cod. I gof Info my offIco for my usunI ronrnfIon nnd bognn fo rny I wns foIIIng fho !ord how much I Iovod HIm nnd noodod HIm. TImo soomod fo fIy by nnd boforo I know If, If wns fImo fo go downsfnIrs for fho moofIng. As I wnIkod fhrough fho snncfunry of fho church I bognn fo woo nnd foIf fho rosonco of Cod fouchIng mo In n vory unusunI wny. I gof fo fho door of fho moofIng room, nnd ns I uf my hnnd on fho hnndIo, fho SIrIf of Cod soko fo mo moro cIonrIy fhnn I hnvo ovor honrd. Ho snId fo mo, "I wnnf you fo worshI Mo fhIs mornIng." I snId, "!ord, I ronIIy don'f know how fo worshI You." I wnIkod Info fho room whoro nbouf ono hundrod ooIo woro gnfhorod for rnyor nnd foId fhom whnf fho !ord hnd sokon fo my honrf. Ivon ns I fnIkod fo fho ooIo I rnyod sIIonfIy, "Iuf, !ord, how cnn I worshI In fronf of fhoso ooIo I'm n Iousy sIngor!" SIngIng wns fho onIy wny I know fo worshI nf fhnf fImo. To mo worshI wns jusf sIngIng nII fho ChrIsfInn songs you know. I wns nof n worshI Iondor or musIcInn. In fncf, I couId bnroIy cnrry n funo. Yof In my hungor nnd dosornfIon for Cod I know I couIdn'f worry nbouf my nbIIIfy. I jusf hnd fo worshI HIm. I foId fho ooIo who hnd gnfhorod for rnyor fhnf mornIng fhnf wo woro goIng fo worshI Cod unfII Ho cnmo. I wns hoIng Ho wouId como quIckIy so fho ooIo wouId nof hnvo fo suffor fhrough my sIngIng foo Iong. l6 The Call to Worship So, wo bognn fo sIng. Wo snng nII my fnvorIfo songs, ono nffor fho noxf, wnIfIng for HIm fo como nnd fouch us. Affor nbouf forfy-fIvo mInufos I hnd fInIshod nII fho songs I know, buf I bognn fo fooI ns fhough somoono hnd furnod on fho honf In fho room. If wns goffIng wnrmor nnd wnrmor, buf fhIs honf wonf rIghf fo fho honrf. Thon fho !ord nskod mo n quosfIon fhnf fodny sfIII rIngs InsIdo my honrf. Ho snId, "Snm, how much do you Iovo Mo" I snId, wIfh fonrs fIowIng IIko n rIvor, "!ord, I Iovo You wIfh nII my honrf nnd wIfh nII my IIfo." Thoro wns nofhIng fhnf couId hnvo ronrod mo for whnf Ho nskod noxf. Ho snId, "If your wIfo nnd bnby woro fnkon from you, wouId your Iovo for Mo chnngo" (IIonso Iof mo mnko If cIonr fhnf Ho snId, "If your wIfo nnd bnby were taken from you." Ho novor snId, "If I woro fo fnko fhom from you." I don'f boIIovo fhnf Is fho wny Ho fosfs our Iovo.) I wnnfod fo quIckIy rosond fo fhnf quosfIon, buf n hoIy rovoronco cnmo ovor mo, nnd I ronIIzod how crIfIcnI If wns for my nnswor fo bo honosf. I know If wns my choIco nnd my docIsIon fo mnko. Af fhnf momonf I foIf n voId In my honrf. CouId I ronIIy Iovo hIm uncondIfIonnIIy, ovon If somofhIng frngIc woro fo hnon Affor n fow mInufos hnd nssod, I wns nbIo fo rosond ovorwhoImIngIy, "Yos, !ord, I wIII Iovo You uncondIfIonnIIy, for You Iovod mo uncondIfIonnIIy." I hnvo novor foIf such n fondor momonf wIfh Cod ns I dId fhon. If wns my own docIsIon. My l? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI choIco. And no ono couId chnngo If or fnko If nwny from mo. I wns goIng fo Iovo HIm rognrdIoss of whnf sIfunfIon or cIrcumsfnnco cnmo my wny. I wof fIII I fhoughf I hnd no moro fonrs fo cry. I bognn fo nsk for fhIngs I hnd novor nskod for In fho nsf. I rnyod, "IIonso, !ord, Iof mo fouch You nnd mInIsfor fo You." In fho dooosf nrf of my honrf, I wnnfod fo rosond fo fho wny Ho hnd fouchod mo. I wnnfod jusf for ono brIof momonf fo hnvo nII fho nngoIs In honvon sfo worshIIng HIm so I couId bo fho ono fo mInIsfor fo HIm. I foId HIm If Ho novor honIod mo I wouId Iovo HIm. If Ho novor doIIvorod mo, my Iovo wouId novor chnngo. I wouId Iovo HIm no mnffor whnf. I jusf Iovod HIm for who Ho wns fo mo nf fhnf momonf. urIng fhIs socInI fImo wIfh fho !ord, I wns fofnIIy obIIvIous fo fho roomfuI of ooIo I wns fhoro fo Iond In rnyor. I romombor n hoIy hush cnmo ovor nII of us, nnd fho noxf fhIng I know I wns on fho fIoor cryIng so dooIy If hurf. AgnIn I kof nskIng for nII of honvon fo romnIn sfIII for n momonf so I couId fouch fho !ord. "IIonso, !ord," I snId, "I wnnf fo mInIsfor fo You. IIonso don'f fouch mo...jusf Iof mo fouch You fhIs ono fImo." My whoIo body frombIod. I fhoughf mnybo I wns goIng fo dIo nnd bo wIfh HIm forovor. !Ighf nffor I snId nII fhIs, fho !ord gnvo mo n vIsIon fhnf rovonIod whnf worshI wns nII nbouf. As I Iny on fho fIoor, fho !ord snId: "!ook fo your Ioff." l8 The Call to Worship I Iookod nnd snw n cIonr Icfuro of n mnn drossod IIko nn oId, frndIfIonnI Snnfn CInus sIffIng In n chnIr wIfh n vory Inrgo bng bosIdo hIm. On fho ofhor sIdo of fho bng I snw chIIdron IInod u ns fnr ns my oyos couId soo, ono nffor nnofhor, for whnf soomod IIko mIIos. I snId, "!ord, I don'f undorsfnnd. ThIs mnn Is IIko n Snnfn CInus." Tho !ord snId, "!ook ngnIn." Whon I Iookod ngnIn I couId focus on fho chIIdron's fncos. Thoy woro such dofonfod, dojocfod fncos. o smIIos or omofIonjusf oxrossIonIoss fncos. As fhoy ono by ono cnmo fo fho mnn In fho chnIr, ho wouId IIff fhom u on hIs knoo nnd gIvo fhom n gIff from fho bng. Tho chIIdron, fhough, dId nof smIIo or show nny sIgns of grnfofuInoss or Iovo. Thoy sImIy fook fhoIr gIff nnd wonf on, jusf ns omofIonIoss ns fhoy hnd como. Thon I honrd fho mosf nsfoundIng, fhundorIng voIco sny fo mo, "ToII My ooIo fhnf I nm nof ho. ToII fhom fo Iovo Mo for who I nm nnd nof whnf I hnvo." Thoro Is no onrfhIy wny fo doscrIbo fho InfonsIfy of fho nIn I foIf from fhoso words. My body wns shnkIng nnd frombIIng. How couId I rosond AgnIn I honrd fho !ord sonk fo mo nnd sny, "Snm, I wnnf you fo Iook fo fho rIghf." As Ho soko fhoso words fo mo, I wns surroundod by n hoIy nnd IorcIng IIghf. If wns IIko n mIIIIon suns In Ifs sfrongfh, nnd I foIf Ifs wnrmfh nnd InfonsIfy ns If fouchod my l9 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI body. If fIoodod mo wIfh Iovo fhnf wns nof humnn. If wonf rIghf Info my honrf, nnd I know I wns In fho rosonco of Cod. I crIod ouf from my sIrIf, "Tho unhoIy cnnnof sfnnd In fho rosonco of n HoIy Cod, HoIy Cod, HoIy Cod!" I Iookod fo my rIghf, ns fho !ord foId mo fo do, nnd snw fhIs bonufIfuI IIghf In fho form of n body, sIffIng. AgnIn I snw chIIdron IInod u for mIIos, buf fhIs fImo fhoro wns no bng of gIffs, nnd fho chIIdron's fncos woro IIIumInnfod wIfh IIghf nnd smIIos. I foIf fhoIr joy. As I Iookod cIosoIy nf fho chIIdron, I rocognIzod fhoIr fncos ns boIng fhoso In fho room rnyIng wIfh mo. I snw fho !ord IIff onch chIId, uf fhom on HIs In nnd ombrnco fhom wIfh Iovo fhnf I couId IIfornIIy fooI. Ho hoId onch chIId nnd fondorIy sfrokod fho oufIIno of fhoIr fncos. If wns n IovIng gosfuro I hnd soon my wIfo uso wIfh our own chIIdronbrushIng hor fIngorfIs ncross fho chIId's forohond, down hIs chook, nnd fo hIs shouIdor. I snId, "You nro so bonufIfuI, Infhor! I Iovo you! I novor fhoughf You woro IIko fhIs. IorgIvo mo!" AII durIng fhIs, Ho kof ombrncIng chIId nffor chIId, hoIdIng fhom so fIghfIy. I dosornfoIy wnnfod fo rosond fo fhIs Iovo I foIf. "IIonso," I rnyod ngnIn, "Iof mo fouch Josus nnd mInIsfor fo HIm." As I rnyod nnd wof, I foIf IIko Ho wns goIng fo Iof mo do whnf I hnd nskod. I bognn fo fooI ns If I woro nII nIono boforo fho !ord, so I snng nnd snng. My honrf wns fIIIod wIfh worshI In n wny I hnd novor oxorIoncod boforo. In fho mIdsf of n song, I foIf fho 20 The Call to Worship ovorwhoImIng rosonco of fho Cod nII ovor my body. If wns nImosf oIocfrIc nnd numbIng. ow, I know Ho wns In fho room. I wns nfrnId fo oon my oyos bocnuso I comIofoIy oxocfod fo soo HIm. I couId sonso HIm rIghf In fronf of mo. I crIod ouf, "o, !ord, I cnn'f!" I wns suro If I wouId jusf oon my oyos, I wouId soo HIm. Tho fonr of Cod wns ronI. I wns IyIng fnco down on fho ground. Whon I fInnIIy rnIsod my hond nnd oonod my oyos, I found mysoIf gnzIng nf bonufIfuI, sfrong, hoIy foof. I honosfIy fhoughf fo mysoIf, "ThIs wns n gronf wny fo dIo." Who wns I fo soo such n mnn, so fuII of Iovo for HIs ooIo Thon I foIf hnnds undornonfh my shouIdors, uIIIng mo fo my foof nnd hoIIng mo sfnnd u. HIs chosf wns nf my oyo IovoI. I couId nof soo HIs fnco, buf-oh-how I know If wns HIm! Tho onIy words I couId uso fo doscrIbo whnf I snw wouId bo strength nnd loe. I know Ho wns nbouf fo gIvo mo fho dosIro of my honrffhnf whIch I hnd nskod for confInunIIy durIng my worshIfhnf I mIghf fouch HIm nnd mInIsfor fo HIm. I snId fo HIm, "!ord, I nm so gInd You hnvo n gIorIfIod body, bocnuso I wnnf fo gIvo You fho bosf hug You hnvo ovor hnd, nnd I don'f wnnf fo bruIso You." I sfrofchod my nrms fo ombrnco HIm nnd honrd HIm sny, "Snm, mInIsfor fo Mo." As I huggod HIm I couId fooI fonrs hIf my shouIdor. Inch fonr foII wIfh such forco fhnf If soomod fo woIgh n fow ounds. I snId fo HIm, 2l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI "!ord, who hns hurf you" AgnIn Ho roIIod, "Snm, jusf mInIsfor fo Mo." Affor fhnf momonf, I foIf mysoIf gonfIy doosIfod bnck on fho fIoor. I Iny on fho fIoor nnd crIod for n couIo hours. I hnd fhnf vIsIon nIno yonrs ngo, yof If's ns cIonr fo mo fodny ns fho dny If hnonod. I hnvo novor hnd such n romnrknbIo oxorIonco sInco fhon. What Did It Mean? Thoro mny bo somo who wIII sny, "Who nro you fo hnvo fhnf oxorIonco" Thoro hnvo boon mnny fImos whon I, foo, wondorod, "!ord, why dId You chooso fo show fhnf fo mo" I hnvo no socIfIc nnswor, buf fho Word of Cod snys: Ho who hns My commnndmonfs nnd koos fhom, If Is ho who Iovos Mo. And ho who Iovos Mo wIII bo Iovod by My Infhor, nnd I wIII Iovo hIm nnd mnnIfosf MysoIf fo hIm (John l4:2l). Josus snId If wo Iovo HIm, Ho wIII mnnIfosf HImsoIf fo us. !ani"est monns "fo oxhIbIf In orson, nonr or docInro InInIy." I boIIovo fho !ord rosondod fo mo bocnuso I oboyod HIm nnd hungorod nffor HIm. Ior n Iong fImo nffor fhnf oxorIonco, I wondorod nbouf fho !ord's fonrs. I fhInk HIs nIn offon comos whon wo rofuso fo foIIowshI wIfh HIm. Tho vIsIon of HIm gonfIy ombrncIng onch chIId wIII novor bo ornsod from my momory. If musf hurf HIm whon wo mIss ouf on fho bIossIng of HIs rosonco. 22 The Call to Worship Tho scono of fho bInnk-fncod chIIdron who IInod u for fho gIffs mndo mo roovnIunfo my own mofIvos. Id I como fo fho !ord for whnf Ho couId gIvo mo Or dId I como fo HIm so I couId bo chnngod In HIs rosonco Tho chIIdron who woro In fho rosonco of fho !ord rofIocfod HIs gIory on fhoIr fncos. Id I rofIocf fho gIory of fho !ord Cod's rosonco oxosod my honrf nnd chnngod my IIfo ns I worshIod HIm In fhnf mornIng rnyor moofIng. My dosIro for fhIs book Is fhnf If wIII nIso mnko you hungry fo como Info fho rosonco of our !ord. IoIng In fho rosonco of n gronf mnn cnn mnko you n boffor mnn. Iuf comIng Info fho rosonco of fho hoIy Cod wIII chnngo you In wnys fhnf mon novor wIII. In fho noxf fow ngos I wIII shnro whnf fho IIbIo snys nbouf worshI nnd Ifs uroso In fho IIfo of n boIIovor. ThIs IncIudos: fho bIbIIcnI nfforn of worshI how worshI chnngos you fho morcy In worshI undorsfnndIng worshI In SIrIf nnd frufh fho dIfforonco bofwoon roInfIonshI nnd foIIowshI Cod's vIow of fho nood for sorvIco how hoIInoss comos ns n nrf of worshI. My honrf nIso goos ouf fo Iondors In Cod's church. I wrofo n shorf chnfor for fhom, jusf fnIkIng nbouf nII fho fhIngs I know from 23 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI orsonnI oxorIonco fhnf nro so fomfIng fo subsfIfufo for Cod's rosonco. IInnIIy, I hnvo Ionrnod so much nbouf worshI fhrough fho mInIsfry of IhII rIscoII fhnf I nskod hIm fo shnro somo of whnf fho !ord hns shown hIm. Tho HoIy SIrIf hns boon so good fo mo ns I hnvo wrIffon fhIs book. I rny Ho wIII uso fhoso words fo fouch you, foo. 24 T w o 2 Whnf Is WorshI ho foundnfIon of fho whoIo mnffor of worshI goos bnck fo n covonnnf roInfIonshI whIch wns osfnbIIshod In IsrnoI's oxodus from Igyf nnd coIobrnfod In fho fnbornncIo. T urIng fho Ixodus, fho chIIdron of IsrnoI snw Cod's gIory dIsInyod IIko fow hnvo ovor soon. Thoy wnfchod HIm nrf fho !od Son nnd sond fhom fhrough on dry ground. Thon fhoy snw fho son crnsh down uon fho IgyfInn nrmy ursuIng fhom. I wouId rojoIco nffor sooIng fhnfwouIdn'f you Mosos wrofo fho foIIowIng song nnd fho ooIo joInod hIm In sIngIng If: 25 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI I wIII sIng unfo fho !ord, for Ho hnfh frIumhod gIorIousIy: fho horso nnd hIs rIdor hnfh ho fhrown Info fho son. Tho !ord Is my sfrongfh nnd song, nnd ho Is bocomo my snIvnfIon: ho Is my Cod, nnd I wIII ronro hIm nn hnbIfnfIon; my fnfhor's Cod, nnd I wIII oxnIf HIm (Ix. l5:l-2, KJV). IsrnoI's worshI wns n rosonso fo Cod for HIs wondorfuI ncf of doIIvornnco. WorshI fhon Is our rosonso fo Cod for HIs fnIfhfuInoss In doIIvorIng us. WorshI coIobrnfos fho covonnnf bofwoon fho Cronfor nnd HIs cronfIon. Cod mndo n covonnnf wIfh IsrnoI on fho nIghf of fho Inssovor. If fhoy nIIod fho bIood of fho sncrIfIcInI Inmb, fhoy wouId bo In rIghf roInfIonshI wIfh Cod, nnd Cod's wrnfh wouId nss ovor fhom. As ow Tosfnmonf boIIovors, wo nro In n now covonnnf wIfh Cod bnsod on fho snmo rIncIIo. If wo chooso fo como undor fho bIood of Josus, our roInfIonshI wIfh Cod Is rosforod. Cod's dosIro In bofh fho oId nnd now covonnnfs Is fho snmo: fo rodoom ooIo bnck fo HImsoIf, fo brIng fhom bnck fo fhoIr orIgInnI urosofoIIowshI wIfh HIm. Our !ord cronfod us, snvod us, rodoomod us nnd Ho ovon dosIgnod our nronch fo HIm. WorshI Is our rocInmnfIon of boIng doIIvorod from our sIn, our hurfs, our shnmo. Ivory fImo Cod mInIsfors fo us, whofhor If's fo sof us froo from our sIn or fo honI us, our rosonso Is worshI. Hnvo you ovor fnkon fImo In fho dny fo fhInk nbouf how fnIfhfuI Ho hns boon fo you Whon 26 What Is Worship# you fhInk nbouf nII Ho hns dono In your IIfo, how offon Ho hns forgIvon you, how Ho hns mInIsforod IIfo fo your honrf whon you foIf IIko no ono wouId undorsfnndyou cnn'f hoI buf worshI HIm. IIonso, wouId you sfo rondIng fhIs book for n momonf nnd rofIocf on nII Ho hns dono, ovon In fho Insf fow dnys ThIs wouId bo n gronf fImo fo fhnnk HIm for HIs snIvnfIon nnd doIIvornnco In your IIfo. IogIn fo worshI HIm wIfh n honrf of fhnnkfuInoss, n honrf fIIIod wIfh grnfIfudo for HIs fnIfhfuInoss. Tho fhIngs Cod hns dono for us gIvo us ondIoss InsIrnfIon for worshI. Mnny, O !ord my Cod, nro Your wondorfuI works WhIch You hnvo dono; And Your fhoughfs fownrd us Cnnnof bo rocounfod fo You In ordor; If I wouId docInro nnd sonk of fhom, Thoy nro moro fhnn cnn bo numborod (Is. 40:5). Ior nII fhnf Cod hns dono, fhoro's onIy ono ossIbIo concIusIon: worshI Is HIs rIghffuI duo. As fho rohof JoromInh uf If: Innsmuch ns fhoro Is nono IIko You, O !ord (You nro gronf, nnd Your nnmo Is gronf In mIghf), Who wouId nof fonr You, O KIng of fho nnfIons Ior fhIs Is Your rIghffuI duo. Ior nmong nII fho wIso mon of fho nnfIons, And In nII fhoIr kIngdoms, Thoro Is nono IIko 2? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI You (Jor. l0:6). Worship in the Tabernacle Worship$ fho word wo uso fodny, comos from fho OId IngIIsh word weorthscipe$ monnIng "worfhshI" or "worfhInoss." WorshI rovoros, honors nnd oxrossos fho worfh of somoono or somofhIng. WorshI Is n coIobrnfIon of fho worfhInoss of Cod. If Is onsy fo soo how somoono vIows fho worfh of nnofhor orson by fho nffIfudo fhoy show fo fhom nnd by how fhoy fronf fhom. o wo show Cod how vnIunbIo Ho Is fo us In our worshI o wo show HIm how much Ho Is worfh fo us WorshI ns n coIobrnfIon fo Cod for HIs worfhInoss cnn bo boffor undorsfood ns wo fnko n Iook nf worshI In fho fnbornncIo of nvId. WorshI In fho fnbornncIo wns orformod by skIIIfuI musIcInns. Inch sorvIco IncIudod sIngIng nnd InyIng of Insfrumonfs. nvId noInfod sIngors nnd musIcInns fo mInIsfor confInunIIy mornIng, nffornoon nnd ovonIngboforo fho nrk of fho !ord. As fhoy mInIsforod, fhoy comosod nnd rocordod fhoIr sonfnnoous musIc, onch now song fIIIod wIfh fhnnksgIvIng fo fho !ord. WorshI In fho fnbornncIo of nvId Is bosf doscrIbod In l ChronIcIos l6. nvId hnd four fhousnnd gnfokooors nnd four fhousnnd musIcInns InyIng rnIsos fo Cod on fhoIr Insfrumonfs (soo l Chr. 23:5). ThIs hosf of musIcInns nnd sIngors sfnrfod onch sorvIco by gIvIng fhnnks fo fho !ord nnd cnIIIng on HIs 28 What Is Worship# nnmo. Thon fhoy rocInImod HIs nnmo nnd HIs doods In song for nII fho ooIo of IsrnoI fo romombor. Thoy snng snIms nnd soko of HIs wondrous works. Thoy gnvo CIory fo HIs nmo. As fho ooIo rogrossod In fhoIr rnIsos, sookIng frosh rovoInfIon from Cod, fhoIr honrfs rojoIcod nnd fhoIr sfrongfh wns ronowod. As fhoy cnIIod fo momory hIs mnrvoIous works In fho nsf, fhoy woro oncourngod fhnf Ho wouId confInuo fo ncf In fhoIr bohnIf. Such worshI wns sonfnnoous nnd fuII of joy nnd coIobrnfIon. IsrnoI bocnmo n worshIIng nnfIon. AgnIn nnd ngnIn, "nII fho ooIo snId, 'Amon,' nnd rnIsod fho !ord" (l Chr. l6:36). In fho IsnIms of nvId wo soo n wIdo rnngo of nssIonnfo ndornfIon fo fho !ord. Tho snIms woro IsrnoI's rosonso fo Cod. Irom ngony fo oxocfnfIon, from fonr fo joy. Thoy nro fIIIod wIfh ndornfIon, fhnnksgIvIng nnd rnyor. Mnny of fhoso IsnIms woro borno ouf of fho coIobrnfIon of worshI fhnf fook Inco In nvId's fnbornncIo. Todny I Iovo fo bo In fho mIdsf of n Inrgo nudIforIum fIIIod wIfh ooIo coIobrnfIng fho worfhInoss of Cod In fhoIr worshI. I Iovo fo honr n mIghfy choIr sIngIng forfh fho rnIsos of Cod fo fho nccomnnImonf of musIcInns gIorIfyIng Cod fhrough fhoIr Insfrumonfs. I Iovo fo soo n hosf of ooIo, nrms rnIsod nnd fncos gIowIng, sIngIng In unIson of fho goodnoss of Cod. Our worshI Is n coIobrnfIon. !nrgo or smnII, young or oId, whnfovor our donomInnfIon or googrnhIcnI IocnfIonwo cnn coIobrnfo fho 29 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI worfhInoss of Cod, nnd our covonnnf roInfIonshI wIfh HIm, fhrough our worshI. 30 T h r e e 3 WorshI Irom fho Honrf no of fho joys of hnvIng chIIdron Is fhnf I cnn hoI InsfIII In fhom n Iovo for Cod. To mo, ono of fho mosf bonufIfuI sIghfs In fho worId Is wnfchIng my IIffIo chIIdron worshI HIm. O Inch of my chIIdron hnvo Ionrnod fo oxross fhoIr worshI. Whon my youngosf boy, MIchnoI, nnd I rny fogofhor wo nIwnys oxross our worshI nf fho ond. Ho Iooks uwnrd nnd Incos hIs IIffIo hnnd on hIs IIs nnd bIows n gronf bIg kIss fo Josus, nnd snys, "I Iovo You, Josus!" Thnf Is worshI oxrossod. WorshI fhnf Is nof oxrossod Is nof worshI. So mnny of us hnvo IIffIo undorsfnndIng of 3l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI whnf worshI ronIIy Is. WorshI Is nof doondonf uon our nbIIIfIos or fnIonfs. WorshIIng Cod musf como from our honrfs. Ono of my gronfosf dIffIcuIfIos In my onrIy yonrs of boIng n ChrIsfInn wns wnfchIng ooIo worshI nnd orform nII In ono ncf. I wouId IIsfon fo worshI Iondors Inco such omhnsIs on fho sIngIng nrf of worshI I fhoughf, "You ronIIy cnn'f worshI, Snm, bocnuso you hnvo no fnIonf fo sIng." I wouId Ionvo church sorvIcos fhInkIng, "Why nm I nof nbIo fo fooI nnd sonso Cod's rosonco IIko fhoy do Whnf Is wrong wIfh mo Is fhoro somofhIng hIndorIng Cod's rosonco In my IIfo" Tho moro I nskod fhoso quosfIons, fho !ord wouId oon my honrf fo fho undorsfnndIng fhnf worshI hns fo como from fho honrf nnd nof fnIonf or nbIIIfy. Onco I undorsfood worshI Is sImIy oxrossIng fo Cod HIs worfhInoss, I found mysoIf sondIng hours worshIIng In my cnr, offIco, homonnywhoro I couId fInd somo quIof fImo. Cod undoubfodIy wns fouchIng fho doo rocossos of my honrf wIfh HIs rosonco. So offon wo fhInk Cod Is ronIIy Imrossod by fho words of songs wo sIng. If wo nro nbIo fo mnko If sound moro oIoquonf, wo fhInk If mny drnw us cIosor fo HIm. Tho nrf of us Cod dosIros mosf Is nof whnf our moufhs ronounco, buf whnf our honrfs rocInIm. ThIs Is oxrossod vory cIonrIy In ScrIfuro. Tho !ord oxInInod fo fho rohof IzokIoI how fho words of fho ooIo of IsrnoI dId nof mnfch fhoIr honrfs. 32 Worship From the Heart So fhoy como fo you ns ooIo do, fhoy sIf boforo you ns My ooIo, nnd fhoy honr your words, buf fhoy do nof do fhom; for wIfh fhoIr moufh fhoy show much Iovo, buf fhoIr honrfs ursuo fhoIr own gnIn (Izok. 33:3l). Tho !ord nIso oxrossod fho snmo rIncIIo fhrough fho rohof IsnInh. Innsmuch ns fhoso ooIo drnw nonr wIfh fhoIr moufhs And honor Mo wIfh fhoIr IIs, Iuf hnvo romovod fhoIr honrfs fnr from Mo, And fhoIr fonr fownrd Mo Is fnughf by fho commnndmonf of mon (Is. 29:l3). Worshipping in Church Ior mnny of us, whon wo honr of worshI wo fhInk nbouf fho "song sorvIco" In our churchos. ThIs Is nn Imorfnnf nrf of our worshI IIfo, buf nIwnys romombor If Is onIy n nrf. You cnn worshI whon fhoro nro no ofhor ooIo nround you. And, of courso, you cnn corfnInIy worshI ovon If fhoro Isn'f musIc! Thnf Is nof fo sny corornfo worshI Is unscrIfurnI. Tho IsnIms sny: IrnIso fho !ord! I wIII rnIso fho !ord wIfh my whoIo honrf, In fho nssombIy of fho urIghf nnd In fho congrognfIon (Is. lll:l). Ono of fho gronfosf sfruggIos fodny In corornfo worshI Is fhnf ooIo hnvo bocomo nn nudIonco. SndIy, fho worshI In mnny churchos on Sundny mornIng Is n sIng-nnd-sIf ovonf, whIch dIvIdos fho church Info orformors nnd socfnfors. Thoro Is n gronf nood In churchos fodny fo oncourngo fho kInd of worshI whIch 33 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI ongngos fho whoIo congrognfIon. If sooms somo churchos hnvo forgoffon fho uroso bohInd fhoIr musIc. Churchos wIII sook ouf fnIonfod musIcInns, IookIng for boffor musIc. Cod Is nof sookIng boffor musIc buf boffor worshIors. Tho uroso of musIc In fho church Is nof fo fIII fho buIIdIng bocnuso of fho gronf musIc. I hnvo known churchos fo hIro skIIIod musIcInns who nro nof ovon snvod, jusf for fho snko of kooIng fho crowd comIng for fho gronf musIc. A good choIr or bnnd doos nof nocossnrIIy oIovnfo worshI. IIonso undorsfnnd fhoro Is nofhIng wrong wIfh gronf fnIonf nnd skIII. If Is wondorfuI fo uso fho gIffs Cod hns gIvon us fo bIoss HIm bnck. Wo shouId nIwnys sfrIvo fo gIvo Cod our vory bosf In our worshI. Iuf whon foo much omhnsIs Is Incod on fnIonf, wo nro onIy goIng fo sfIr u ooIo's omofIons. Cod Is docInrIng worshI from fho sIrIf. WorshI Is fho honrf dosIrIng nnd ndorIng fho Infhor. MusIc Is nn oxrossIon fo hoI drnw ouf fho honrf of worshI. MusIc Is nof fho ond buf onIy fho bogInnIng of worshI. Cod Is sookIng worshI fhnf Is nof IImIfod or IognIIsfIc, buf sonfnnoous. ThIs worshI comos from fho sIrIf, nof fho vocnI chords. Tho SIrIf of Cod doos nof nbIdo In fho rIfunI or IognIIsfIc forms. A IognIIsfIc form Is somofhIng wo do bocnuso of roIIgIous obIIgnfIon or frndIfIon . A Iof of fImos fhoso forms sorvo nn nrorInfo funcfIon, buf fhoy cnn nIso bo 34 Worship From the Heart dIsfrncfIons for somo ooIo. Ior oxnmIo, I fhInk If wouId bo gronf If fho ovorhond rojocfors wouId bo furnod off onco In n whIIo. !of ooIo worshI Cod ouf of fhoIr sIrIf wIfh no ono IondIng fhom ns fho musIcInns do fho snmo; ovoryono IndIvIdunIIy sIngIng, worshIIng Cod ouf of fho honrf, nIIowIng fhoIr honrfs fo foII HIm how much Ho Is worfh fo fhom. WorshI Is nn InfImnfo Iovo roInfIonshI bofwoon you nnd Cod. I boIIovo worshI Is nssIonnfo nnd fuII of n hoIy dosIro. Wo nood fo bo oxrossIvo In our worshI fo Cod wIfh nII our honrfs, souIs nnd mIghf. Josus snId unfo hIm, Thou shnIf Iovo fho !ord fhy Cod wIfh nII fhy honrf, nnd wIfh nII fhy souI, nnd wIfh nII fhy mInd. ThIs Is fho fIrsf nnd gronf commnndmonf (Mnff. 22:3?-38, KJV). You don'f hnvo fo wnIf for musIc fo Iny, or for somoono fo Iond you In song. WorshI cnn bo your consfnnf, nufomnfIc rosonso fo Cod's forgIvonoss nnd HIs grnco. Pure Worship Whon you worshI corornfoIy, you nro nffocfod by your roInfIonshI fo fho ooIo nround you. ThIs Isn'f good or bnd. If's jusf n fncf. I wnnf fo shnro wIfh you whnf fho !ord fnughf mo nbouf fhIs Issuo. My brofhor WIIIInm nnd I nffondod fho Jnmos !obIson IIbIo Conforonco In l98?. Tho rosonco of Cod wns so ronI, osocInIIy durIng fho worshI. I hnd novor sonsod nnyfhIng so 35 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI uro In n corornfo gnfhorIng. Whon Jnmos !obIson mndo fho nIfnr cnII ono nIghf, I rnn fo fho fronf. I wns hungry for moro of Cod. As I knoIf In fronf of fho nIfnr, I foIf fho snmo wondorfuI rosonco fhnf hnd fouchod mo In fho onrIy mornIng rnyor moofIng nf my own church. Af fhnf fImo, I nskod fho !ord fhroo socIfIc quosfIons, ono of whIch I wnnf fo shnro wIfh you. "Why Is fho worshI In fhIs Inco so uro" I nskod. Tho !ord soko fo mo nnd snId, "Son, I wnnf you fo Iook nround, nII nround you." I Iookod nround nnd snw fncos, Iofs of fncos. Ho snId, "Thoro nro sovon fhousnnd ooIo horo from forfy-oIghf dIfforonf sfnfos. o you know why fho worshI Is so uro Iocnuso fhoy don'f know onch ofhor. Thoy hnvon'f hnd fImo fo gof nngry or bIffor wIfh ono nnofhor. Thnf's why If Is so uro." Whon n church Is fuII of sfrIfo nnd dIssonsIon, fho ooIo wIII nof bo froo fo worshI. If your roInfIonshIs wIfh ofhor ooIo nron'f rIghf, you'ro goIng fo hnvo n hnrd fImo onforIng Info worshI. Josus snys If you hnvo nnyfhIng ngnInsf your brofhor, Ionvo your sncrIfIco on fho nIfnr nnd go mnko If rIghf wIfh hIm (soo Mnff. 5:24). I urgo you, ns n mombor of n corornfo worshIIng body, fo roconcIIo wIfh foIIow boIIovors. Whon wo nro worshIIng In n grou whoro wo know fho ooIo nround us, wo nIso nood fo conscIousIy ovorcomo our fondoncy fo wondor whnf ofhor ooIo nro fhInkIng nbouf us. If wo nro worrIod nbouf whofhor fhoy fhInk wo Iook 36 Worship From the Heart fooIIsh, fhon our worshI Is nIso InhIbIfod. In fho noxf chnfor I wIII shnro wIfh you fho oxorIonco fhnf broughf nbouf fho fIfIo of fhIs book. 3? F o % r 4 Chnngod In HIs Irosonco fow yonrs ngo I hnd fo frnvoI by Inno fo mInIsfor In Sf. MnrfIn. As I bonrdod fho Inno In OrInndo, I wns nof oxocfIng fho SIrIf of Cod fo vIsIf mo In nny socInI wny on my fIIghf, buf Ho dId. A As wo fook off, I uf on my WnIkmnn nnd bognn fo rond fho Word. urIng fhIs fIIghf I hnd n gronf hungor In mo for Cod's rosonco. I hnd como fo n Inco In my IIfo whoro mInIsfry wns no Iongor moofIng fho cry of my honrf. I wns IIsfonIng fo n worshI fno by Konf Honry whon I foIf Cod fouch mo. I bognn fo worshI HIm nnd fhnnk HIm for 39 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI HIs rosonco, nnd I IIfornIIy foIf HIs rosonco InfonsIfy ns I confInuod. Tho moro fho Irosonco InfonsIfIod, fho moro my honrf moIfod. I wns cIoso fo wooIng oonIy on fho Inno, buf I dId nof cnro. Jusf whon I fhoughf I couId no Iongor koo from wooIng, I honrd fho voIco of Cod's SIrIf sonk fo my honrf snyIng, "Son, you nro novor chnngod In fho rosonco of n mnn; you nro onIy chnngod In fho rosonco of Cod." Ho bognn fo IIsf for mo nII fho gronf mon nnd womon of Cod I hnd mof durIng my yonrs of boIng InvoIvod wIfh my brofhor's mInIsfry nnd n Inrgo church. Thoy woro ooIo whom I wouId nIwnys honor. Iuf fho !ord showod mo rIghf fhon ovon fhough fhIs wns n bIossIng nnd I hnd Ionrnod somo gronf Iossons from fhoso ooIo, I wns novor chnngod ns n rosuIf of boIng wIfh fhom. I fhon nskod fho !ord fo Ionso rovonI fhIs frufh In HIs Word, knowIng Ho wIII nIwnys confIrms whnf Ho snys by HIs Word. Ho fook mo fo n vorso In 2 CorInfhInns, whIch ronds: Iuf wo nII, wIfh unvoIIod fnco, bohoIdIng ns In n mIrror fho gIory of fho !ord, nro boIng frnnsformod Info fho snmo Imngo from gIory fo gIory, jusf ns by fho SIrIf of fho !ord (2 Cor. 3:l8). You nro chnngod from gIory fo gIory ns you bohoId HIm. Whon you como Info HIs rosonco, HIs HoIy SIrIf wIII chnngo you. Wo cnn bo rnyod for nnd nnoInfod by fhoso wondorfuI ooIo, buf fhoro Is onIy Ono who cnn brIng fho 40 Changed in His Presence chnngo wo dosIro. If you Iook fo mnnkInd fo brIng chnngo fo your honrf, you wIII bo Ioff wIfh nn unchnngod nnd duII honrf. If wIII hnvo no nssIon for Cod. If mny hnvo n nssIon for mnn, buf nof for Cod. Worship Brings You Into God's Presence Chnngo comos whon you onfor Info HIs rosonco. How do wo como Info HIs rosonco WorshI Is whnf nIIows you fo onfor In nnd bohoId HIm. InuI snId fhnf wo soo n rofIocfIon of Cod's gIory. As wo bohoId If, wo nro frnnsformod. InuI know fhIs from orsonnI oxorIonco. A mofnmorhosIs fook Inco In hIs IIfo nffor ho oncounforod fho !ord on fho rond fo nmnscus. Ho chnngod from n orsocufor of ChrIsfInns fo ono of fho Iondors of fho church. InuI fook on fho IIkonoss, rofIIo nnd rosombInnco of fho !ord. Irom gIory fo gIory ho wns chnngod. !ook nf 2 CorInfhInns 3:l8 from The !essage& Whonovor, fhough, fhoy furn fo fnco Cod ns Mosos dId, Cod romovos fho voII nnd fhoro fhoy nrofnco fo fnco! Thoy suddonIy rocognIzo fhnf Cod Is n IIvIng, orsonnI rosonco, nof n Ioco of chIsoIod sfono. And whon Cod Is orsonnIIy rosonf, n IIvIng SIrIf, fhnf oId, consfrIcfIng IogIsInfIon Is rocognIzod ns obsoIofo. Wo'ro froo of If! AII of us! ofhIng bofwoon us nnd Cod, our fncos shInIng wIfh fho brIghfnoss of hIs fnco. And so 4l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI wo nro frnnsfIgurod much IIko fho MossInh, our IIvos grndunIIy bocomIng brIghfor nnd moro bonufIfuI ns Cod onfors our IIvos nnd wo bocomo IIko hIm. Whon Josus fho Son of Cod wnIkod on fhIs onrfh, Ho wns n rofIocfIon of Cod's gIory. Whon wo como Info Cod's rosonco In worshI, wo wIII nIso shIno wIfh HIs gIory. Wo wIII fnko HIs rofIocfIon wIfh us whorovor wo go. IooIo wIII know you nro dIfforonf, nof bocnuso you hnndod fhom n frncf, buf bocnuso you bocnmo fhnf frncf. If you nro IongIng for Cod fo frnnsform you, Ho wIII, whon you sfnnd In HIs rosonco. You do nof hnvo fo go fo church or gIvo n bIg offorIng or honr somoono ronch fo oxorIonco If. (Though I boIIovo wIfh nII my honrf If's Imorfnnf fo gIvo, nssombIo wIfh ofhor boIIovors nnd honr fho Word of Cod ronchod.) Chnngo doos nof hnon bocnuso wo hnvo boon fnIfhfuI mombors or fIfhors. If hnons bocnuso wo onfor Info HIs rosonco wIfh worshI. Ivory boIIovor Iongs fo bo IIko Josus. My donr brofhor or sIsfor, fodny ns you rond fhIs book, If fhoro's n hungor In your honrf for moro of Cod, Ho wnIfs for you fo como fo onjoy HIs foIIowshI. Ho wIII mnko nII fho chnngos noodod, I romIso. The Purpose of His Presence Tho uroso of Cod's rosonco Is nof jusf fo honI nnd doIIvor. Ior fhoso who hnvo oxorIoncod fhoso gronf gIffs, ronIIzo fhoro Is so much moro fo HIs rosonco. Ho Iovos us so much. Ho nof onIy wnnfs fo honI nnd doIIvor us, buf fo mnko us IIko HIm. 42 Changed in His Presence My foIIowshI wIfh Cod hoIs mo bocomo fho husbnnd I nood fo bo, fho fnfhor my chIIdron nood nnd n boffor nsfor fo mInIsfor fo Cod's ooIo. Ono of fho fhIngs I onjoy doIng nffor I mInIsfor Is fnIkIng wIfh ooIo who hnvo como fo fho sorvIcos. I novor fnII fo moof somoono who wIII fry fo show fhoIr sIrIfunIIfy by fho wny fhoy fnIk. Thoy wnnf fo ouf-do ovoryono oIso by nddIng n fow moro "rnIso fho !ord's" or "hnIIoIujnh's." !sunIIy I mnko my convorsnfIon brIof wIfh fhnf kInd of orson. Tho ossonco of worshI Is fo fouch fho honrf of Cod unfII I rofIocf fho vory gIory of Josus. My sIrIfunIIfy Is nof monsurod by how Iong I rny or how mnny fImos I cnn sny "rnIso fho !ord" In n convorsnfIon buf by fho urIfy of my foIIowshI wIfh Cod. Tho whoIo ronson I'm wrIfIng fhIs book Is bocnuso I'vo dIscovorod fhIs fncf fo bo fruo In my orsonnI IIfo. Whon I sonf fImo wIfh gronf mon, rond gronf ChrIsfInn books or wonf fo gronf ChrIsfInn moofIngs, I Ionrnod n Iof. I foIf good. I couId ovon Imross ofhor ooIo nround mo. I fhoughf I wns mnkIng n Iof of rogross. Iuf whon fho !ord fouchod mo wIfh HIs rosonco, nII fhoso ofhor fhIngs nIod In comnrIson. I foIf fho Imncf In my spirit In n wny I novor hnd boforo. I wnnf fo mnko you hungry fo bo In Cod's rosonco bocnuso I know If wIII chnngo you. Thoro nro fwo wondorfuI sforIos In fho ow Tosfnmonf nbouf ooIo whoso brokon IIvos woro rosforod by boIng In Josus' rosonco. !of's soo whnf fhoy fonch us. 43 F i e 5 !osforIng fho !oInfIonshI no of fho mosf oxfrnordInnry sforIos In fho Word of Cod Is found In John 4. ThIs Is fho sfory of whon Josus mInIsforod fo fho womnn nf fho woII. ThIs sfory gIvos us gronf InsIghf Info worshI. O Iuf Ho |Josus] noodod fo go fhrough SnmnrIn. So Ho cnmo fo n cIfy of SnmnrIn whIch Is cnIIod Sychnr, nonr fho Iof of ground fhnf Jncob gnvo fo hIs son Josoh. ow Jncob's woII wns fhoro. Josus fhoroforo, boIng wonrIod from HIs journoy, snf fhus by fho woII. If wns nbouf fho sIxfh hour |l2:00 I.M.]. A womnn of SnmnrIn cnmo fo drnw wnfor. Josus snId fo hor, "CIvo Mo n drInk." Ior HIs dIscIIos hnd 45 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI gono nwny Info fho cIfy fo buy food (John 4:4- 8). If's Imorfnnf fo undorsfnnd fho cIfy of SnmnrIn. If wns known ns n cIfy of drunkonnoss, n Inco of roronch. Jows onIy wonf fhoro for buyIng nnd soIIIng. I boIIovo fho onIy ronson Josus wonf fo fhIs cIfy wns fo moof fho womnn by fho woII. ThIs womnn cnmo fo fho woII fo drnw wnfor. Tho dosorf Is vory hof nround noon, nnd sho hnd n nnfurnI nood for somo wnfor fo drInk. So dId Josus, nnd Ho nskod hor fo gIvo HIm somo wnfor nIso. Tho womnn snId fo HIm, "How Is If fhnf You, boIng n Jow, nsk n drInk from mo, n SnmnrIfnn, for Jows hnvo no donIIngs wIfh SnmnrIfnns" Josus roIIod, "If you know fho gIff of Cod, nnd who If Is who snys fo you, 'CIvo Mo n drInk,' You wouId hnvo nskod HIm, nnd Ho wouId hnvo gIvon you IIvIng wnfor." Tho womnn foId Josus sho wnnfod fhIs IIvIng wnfor, buf sho wns skofIcnI nbouf HIs nbIIIfy fo suIy If. Hor quosfIon shows sho wns sfuck In hor frndIfIons. Sho nskod, "Aro you gronfor fhnn our fnfhor Jncob, who gnvo us fhIs woII, nnd drnnk from If hImsoIf, ns woII ns hIs sons nnd hIs IIvosfock" Josus nnsworod nnd snId fo hor, "Whoovor drInks of fhIs wnfor wIII fhIrsf ngnIn. Iuf whoovor drInks of fho wnfor fhnf I shnII gIvo hIm wIII novor fhIrsf. Iuf fho wnfor fhnf I shnII gIvo wIII bocomo In hIm n founfnIn of wnfor srIngIng u Info ovorInsfIng IIfo." 46 'estoring the 'elationship Josus wns In offocf snyIng, "Yos. I nm dIfforonf. Tho wnfor I gIvo you Is boffor fhnn fho wnfor you cnn gof from Jncob's woII." urIng fhIs whoIo convorsnfIon wIfh Josus, fho womnn's mInd wns on hor nnfurnI nood. Iuf Josus know sho noodod moro fhnn fho nnfurnI wnfor. Sho noodod n doo fouch wIfhIn hor sIrIf. ThIs womnn hnd sonf hor whoIo IIfo runnIng, fryIng fo snfIsfy fho doo noods of hor honrf. Sho hnd ursuod roInfIonshIs wIfh mnny mon nnd sho wns sfIII unfuIfIIIod. Sho wns fryIng fo scrnfch nn Ifch In hor souI (omofIons) fhnf wns ronIIy doo In hor sIrIf. Whon fho womnn nskod Josus for n drInk of fhIs wnfor fo snfIsfy hor fhIrsf, Josus know fho nood of hor sIrIf. Ho snId fo hor, "Co, cnII your husbnnd nnd como horo." ThIs musf hnvo sfunnod hor. Whnf dId hor husbnnd hnvo fo do wIfh wnfor Josus sfnrfod wIfh n nnfurnI sIfunfIon sho wns In, nnd whon Ho hnd hor nffonfIon, Ho oInfod ouf hor sIrIfunI nood. Josus uf HIs fIngor on fho mosf sonsIfIvo Issuo of hor honrf. "I don'f hnvo n husbnnd," sho snId. "!Ighf," Ho nnsworod hor, "You hnvo hnd fIvo husbnnds nnd fho ono you nro now wIfh Is nof your husbnnd." Wow, fnIk nbouf goffIng rIghf fo fho oInf! I fhInk nf fhIs momonf sho musf hnvo wnnfod fo run, fhInkIng fo horsoIf, "Who Is fhIs mnn fhnf Is foIIIng mo nbouf my IIfo, whon nII I wnnfod wns somo wnfor" 4? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Thoro Is somofhIng Imorfnnf I wnnf fo oInf ouf horo. !Iko fhIs womnn, whon wo sfnnd In fho rosonco of fho Mnsfor, Ho wIII Inco HIs fIngor on fho mosf froubIIng Issuos of our honrfs. ThIs Is bocnuso Ho Iovos us onough fo confronf us wIfh fho frufh. Tho womnn hnd boon IookIng for Mr. !Ighf, buf hor souI wns nof snfIsfIod wIfh whnf sho hnd. Whon sho sfood In fho rosonco of n ronI mnn, fho Son of Cod, sho wns confronfod wIfh fho Inck In hor IIfo. Sho rosondod, "SIr, I orcoIvo fhnf You nro n rohof." Sho confInuod, "Our fnfhors worshIod on fhIs mounfnIn, nnd you Jows sny fhnf In JorusnIom Is fho Inco whoro ono oughf fo worshI." Sho chnngod fho subjocf! Josus musf hnvo sfnrfIod hor wIfh HIs knowIodgo of hor nsf, so sho quIckIy frIod fo gof HIm fo fnIk nbouf n confrovorsInI Issuo so Ho wouIdn'f oxoso nny moro of hor IIfo. Josus snId fo hor, "Womnn, boIIovo Mo, fho hour Is comIng whon you wIII noIfhor on fhIs mounfnIn, nor In JorusnIom, worshI fho Infhor." Ho foId hor worshI wns no Iongor fIod fo n Inco. Ho chnIIongod hor frndIfIonnI worshI wIfh sIrIfunI worshI. Josus oxInInod, "You worshI whnf you do nof know; wo know whnf wo worshI, for snIvnfIon Is of fho Jows." Josus wns omhnsIzIng n gronf frufh: fhnf If's ossIbIo for ooIo fo hnvo forms of worshI (such ns nffondIng church) 48 'estoring the 'elationship wIfhouf hnvIng n roInfIonshI wIfh Josus ChrIsf. HIs noxf commonf fo fho womnn wns ono of fho mosf sIgnIfIcnnf sfnfomonfs nbouf worshI In nII of ScrIfuro. In If, Ho doscrIbos our hIghosf cnIIIng ns boIIovors. Iuf fho hour Is comIng, nnd now Is, whon fho fruo worshIors wIII worshI fho Infhor In sIrIf nnd frufh; for fho Infhor Is sookIng such fo worshI HIm (John 4:23). !nfor In fhIs book I dovofo nn onfIro chnfor fo oxInInIng whnf If monns fo worshI In "sIrIf nnd frufh." Iuf for now, I wnnf fo oInf ouf how nmnzIng If wns fhnf Josus fnughf fhIs womnn nbouf worshI nf nII. !omombor, sho wns IIvIng In nduIfory. Ho know If, nnd sho know If. Iuf Josus dIdn'f foII hor fo gof mnrrIngo counsoIIng or fo sfrnIghfon ouf hor IIfo. Ivon fhough hor houso wns In furmoII, Josus fnughf hor fo worshI fho Infhor. Ono of fho mosf froubIIng fhIngs I soo In mInIsfry Is mnrrIngos fnIIIng nnrf. If sooms fho dovII Is InunchIng nn nII-ouf nffnck on fnmIIIos. Wo nood fo fonch ooIo Cod's rIncIIos nbouf mnrrIngo nnd fnmIIy Iuf I nIso fhInk wo nood fo fonch ooIo how fo como Info Cod's rosonco nnd Iof HIm chnngo fhom. Tho womnn snId fo HIm, "I know fhnf MossInh Is comIng" (who Is cnIIod ChrIsf). "Whon Ho comos, Ho wIII foII us nII fhIngs." Josus snId fo hor, "I who sonk fo you nm Ho" (John 4:25-26). Af fhIs oInf fho dIscIIos rofurnod from fho cIfy nnd woro shockod fo soo Josus sonkIng fo n 49 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI SnmnrIfnn. ThIs dId nof Iook good fo fhom. Tho roufnfIon of Josus' mInIsfry wouId bo smudgod. Tho womnn fhon Ioff hor wnforof, wonf hor wny Info fho cIfy, nnd snId fo fho mon, "Como, soo n Mnn who foId mo nII fhIngs fhnf I ovor dId. CouId fhIs bo fho ChrIsf" Thon fhoy wonf ouf of fho cIfy nnd cnmo fo HIm (John 4:28-30). Tho womnn Ioff hor wnforof. Sho Iof go of hor nsf nnd Ioff hor nnfurnI noods bohInd. Sho wonf rIghf nwny fo fho cIfy nnd snId, "Como soo n Mnn." Sho dId nof gIvo hor fosfImony. Sho dId nof wnnf fo shnro nf fho noxf womon's moofIng. Sho foId ooIo fo go soo Josus. Sho broughf n gronf snfIsfncfIon fo fho !ord. In fho monnfImo HIs dIscIIos urgod HIm, snyIng, "!nbbI, onf." Iuf Ho snId fo fhom, "I hnvo food fo onf of whIch you do nof know." Thoroforo fho dIscIIos snId fo ono nnofhor, "Hns nnyono broughf HIm nnyfhIng fo onf" Josus snId fo fhom, "My food Is fo do fho wIII of HIm who sonf Mo, nnd fo fInIsh HIs work" (John 4:3l-34). Whon fho dIscIIos nskod, "!ord, nro You nof hungry" Josus rosondod, You hnvo no Idon how snfIsfIod I nm." Tho honrf of fho Mnsfor wns fIIIod whon fho womnn wns chnngod In HIs rosonco. Sho nffocfod nn onfIro communIfy. And mnny of fho SnmnrIfnns of fhnf cIfy boIIovod In HIm bocnuso of fho word of fho womnn who fosfIfIod, "Ho foId mo nII fhnf I ovor dId" (John 4:39). 50 'estoring the 'elationship !ovo shouId nof bo InvIshod on fhoso who nro sofIoss buf on fhoso who nro nbnndonod nnd undosIrnbIo. Cod Is IongIng fo rovonI HImsoIf fo fho orson who hns n wIIIIng sIrIf nnd n honrf fhnf crIos ouf, "I wnnf fo know HIm!" Todny, If you nro sonrchIng, buf nof fIndIng, IIko fho SnmnrIfnn womnn, I wnnf you fo know fho gronfor fho nood, fho gronfor fho monsuro of snfIsfncfIon. How gronf Is your nood fodny for HIm Cod wIII nIIow you In your dosornfIon fo fnsfo fho drynoss so you bocomo dosornfo for fhnf whIch Is IIvIng. Todny Cod Is wnIfIng fo communo wIfh you. Ho Is fho Ono who Is drnwIng you fo HImsoIf. Mnny fImos wo como Info fho rosonco of Cod so wo cnn foII HIm whnf wo nood. Wo nro IIko fho womnn who cnmo fo Josus nskIng HIm fo honI hor dnughfor, who wns domon-ossossod (soo fho sfory In Mnff. l5:2l-28). estoring elationship With God Mnny hnvo fnkon fhIs sfory nnd fnughf fhnf If wns fho womnn's fnIfh fhnf mndo hor dnughfor woII. I boIIovo fhnf Is onIy hnIf fho frufh. Tho rocoss sfnrfod wIfh hor roInfIonshI wIfh Cod. Onco our roInfIonshI Is rIghf wIfh Cod, fhon wo cnn hoId fnsf fo HIs romIsos. !of's fnko n Iook Info fhIs sfory. IIrsf, If's Imorfnnf fo nofIco fhIs womnn wns nof n Jow buf n ConfIIo. Sho hnd no roInfIonshI wIfh fho Mnsfor. Sho cnmo from Cnnnnn fo fho consf whoro Josus nnd HIs dIscIIos woro sfnyIng. Whon sho found Josus, sho crIod ouf, "Hnvo 5l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI morcy on mo, O !ord, Son of nvId! My dnughfor Is domon-ossossod." Josus dId nof ovon roIy. Ho comIofoIy Ignorod hor. Why wouId Ho nof nnswor such n cry from n dosornfo honrf Tho dIscIIos nIso rojocfod hor nnd urgod Josus fo sond hor nwny bocnuso sho wns mnkIng so much noIso. Josus oxInInod HIs fronfmonf of fho womnn fo HIs dIscIIos by snyIng, "I wns nof sonf oxcof fo fho Iosf shoo of fho houso of IsrnoI." Whnf doos fhIs monn !ook ngnIn nf how fho womnn nddrossod Josus. Sho cnIIod HIm, "Son of nvId." Howovor, If wouId onIy bo roor for n Jow fo cnII HIm fhnf nnmo. Sho wns n honfhon nnd hnd no rIghf fo nonI fo HIm ns fho Son of nvId. Ho Ignorod hor roquosf bocnuso sho nonIod fo HIm fo do somofhIng for hor on fho bnsIs of n roInfIonshI whIch sho dId nof hnvo wIfh HIm. Howovor, Insfond of IonvIng, sho nonIod fo HIm n dIfforonf wnyfhrough worshI. Thon sho cnmo nnd worshIod HIm, snyIng, "!ord, hoI mo!" (Mnff. l5:25). You wouId fhInk Josus wouId rosond fo hor Ion nf fhIs oInf. Id Ho ovor! Ho oxosod hor hyocrIsy. Ho nddrossod hor dIrocfIy nnd snId, "If Is nof good fo fnko fho chIIdron's brond nnd fhrow If fo IIffIo dogs." Sho cnIIod HIm !ord nnd Ho cnIIod hor n dog! A IIffIo dog! I grow u In fho MIddIo Insf nnd wns foId novor uso fhIs word. ThIs wns n vory dogrndIng form. Iuf Josus confronfod hor wIfh frufh. Sho wns n ConfIIo, nnd sho dId nof hnvo 52 'estoring the 'elationship fho snmo roInfIonshI wIfh HIm ns dId fhoso In fho houso of IsrnoI. Ho wnsn'f monn or uncomnssIonnfo. Ho usod fhIs fo brIng hor Info n rIghf roInfIonshI wIfh HIm. Sho rosondod, "Trufh, !ord, I nm n dog, buf ovon fho IIffIo dogs onf fho crumbs whIch fnII from fhoIr mnsfors' fnbIo." Sho roonfod of hor rovIous nffIfudo nnd ncknowIodgod fho frufh nbouf horsoIf. Hor roonfnnco now broughf hor Info n rIghf roInfIonshI wIfh Josus. Ho commondod hor, nnd hor dnughfor wns honIod nf fhnf momonf. Sho cnmo Info n rIghf roInfIonshI wIfh fho !ord, nnd fho rosuIf wns hor dnughfor's honIIng. Ovor fho nsf numbor of yonrs, I hnvo wIfnossod mnny fhIngs In fho mInIsfry. I don'f fhInk nnyfhIng hns froubIod mo moro fhnn whon I soo ooIo dosIrIng fho mnnIfosfnfIon of Cod's rosonco buf hnvIng no dosIro fo know Cod. Thoy wnnf whnf Ho cnn do for fhom, buf fhoy don'f wnnf HIm. Too mnny boIIovors hnvo n roInfIonshI wIfh Cod fhnf Is doondonf on whnf Ho doos for fhom. Thoy Iovo HIm ns Iong ns ovoryfhIng Is goIng fIno, buf whnf hnons fo fho roInfIonshI whon fhIngs nro nof goIng so woII I oncourngo you fo novor como Info Cod's rosonco jusf bocnuso you nood somofhIng. Como Info HIs rosonco bocnuso you Iovo HIm nnd nood HIm. Tho !ord wIII uso worshI fo brIng you fo HImsoIf, nnd worshI wIII bo nn ovnIunfIng fncfor. HIs ovnIunfIons of us In worshI nro 53 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI nIwnys nccurnfo. Thoro nro fImos whon I worshI Cod, nnd Cod shows mo fhoro Is somofhIng wrong wIfh our roInfIonshI. Ho usos worshI fo brIng mo bnck fo n rIghf roInfIonshI. Tho ronson mnny do nof IIko fo worshI Is bocnuso worshI oxosos us fo who wo ronIIy nro. Ouf of Iovo, fho !ord confronfs us. Ivon fhough Ho Is morcIfuI, IovIng, kInd nnd grncIous, Ho Iovos you foo much fo Ionvo you fho wny you nro. 54 ( i ) 6 Tho Honrf of n WorshIor od hns gIvon mo n honrf drIvon by morcy nnd hns Incod In mo n fruo Iovo for ooIo. I hnvo novor boon n orson who gofs mnd or nngry. I couId go fho oxfrn mIIo for nnyono. I ovon Iovo fhoso who cnn'f sfnnd mo. I know, howovor, fhIs Is fho !ord's doIng nnd nof my own. Ho know I wouId nood nII fho Iovo nnd morcy I couId gof bocnuso Ho cnIIod mo fo bo n nsfor. C IooIo hnvo foId mo, "Insfor, you nro jusf fuII of fho Iovo of Cod" or "Insfor, rny fhnf Cod wouId gIvo mo n Iovo for ooIo IIko Ho hns gIvon you." ThIs couId bo vory fInfforIng, buf I confInuo 55 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI fo romInd mysoIf fo bo humbIo bocnuso If's Cod's work In mo. Ono dny fhIs vory humbIo nnd IovIng guy wns fnkIng hIs son fo hockoy rncfIco. Wo gof Info fho Iovo mobIIo nnd drovo ouf. I cnmo fo nn InforsocfIon whoro I wns nbouf fo mnko n rIghf furn. Tho IIghf wns rod nnd I wns wnIfIng fo morgo In wIfh frnffIc. My son wns sIffIng In fho nssongor sonf nnd whIIo I wns wnIfIng I hnonod fo Iook In fho ronr vIow mIrror. ChnrgIng u bohInd mo wns fhIs bIuo cnr fhnf wns goIng wny foo fnsf. Thoro wns no wny for If fo sfo wIfhouf smnshIng Info fho bnck ond of my cnr. Tho cIosor ho gof fo my cnr fho moro fonr nnd nngor roso u In mo. Ho ondod u on fho modInn nnd cnmo vory cIoso fo sIdoswIIng fho nssongor sIdo. I wns ronIIy nfrnId for my son's IIfo. I fhoughf for suro ho wouId wnvo In noIogy or somofhIng, buf ho dIdn'f. SomofhIng snnod InsIdo my honrf, nnd nn nngor rngod wIfhIn mo. I cnughf u fo fhIs guy who wns drIvIng oIghfy-fIvo mIIos nn hour. WhIIo wo woro bofh soodIng down fho hIghwny, I oxrossod fo hIm how I dId nof nrocInfo hIs sfyIo of drIvIng. I dId nII fhoso fhIngs mncho ooIo do whIIo fhoy nro fryIng fo gof fho nffonfIon of nnofhor drIvor. I fInshod my hIgh bonms, bIow my horn nnd yos, ovon fnIIgnfod. I fook n quIck gInnco nf my son nnd snw n fonrfuI nnd bowIIdorod fnco IookIng rIghf bnck nf mo, ns If fo sny, "nd, hnvo you gono crnzy" I hnd novor oxorIoncod fhIs fyo of nngor In my IIfo boforo. Wo woro now vory cIoso fo fho Ico 56 The Heart o" a Worshipper rInk nnd I oxIfod fho hIghwny. Thon fho HoIy SIrIf soko nnd snId fhoso rofound words fo my honrf: Whnf nro you doIng Whnf wIII you nccomIIsh by fhIs o you nof soo whnf I nm doIng InsIdo of you You fhoughf you know your honrf buf I nm showIng you fho fhIngs I soo In you. Ivoryono fhInks you nro so IovIng, buf I wnnf you fo soo fhnf fhoro nro fhIngs In you I wnnf fo romovo. My honrf, so fuII of nngor, moIfod IIko Ico wIfhIn n fow soconds. I bognn fo woo, nskIng Cod fo Ionso forgIvo mo. I Iookod nf my son wIfh fonrs In my oyos nnd nskod hIm fo forgIvo mo nIso. My honrf wns so brokon fhnf for fho noxf fhroo dnys whonovor I rnyod I couId do nofhIng buf roonf nnd cry ouf for HIs morcy. I novor foIf so nIono ns I dId durIng fhoso fhroo dnys. I wouId go Info my cIosof nnd cry nskIng HIm fo Ionso romovo fhIs from mo nnd wIo ouf ovory roof of nngor from my honrf. If wns In my cIosof fhnf fho owor of fho HoIy SIrIf fIIIod my honrf. Ho rIod fho nngor ouf by Ifs roofs. Thnf nIghf I mInIsforod nf our church nnd hnd such n wondorfuI sorvIco. I know I wns froo. Thoro Is n wondorfuI song I Iovo fo sIng fhnf fnIks nbouf urIfyIng nnd cIonnsIng our honrfs. Gi!e Hi" Your Heart #!er$ Da$ WorshI bogIns by gIvIng my honrf fo fho !ord dnIIy. If Is Imorfnnf fhnf wo gIvo our honrfs fo Josus nf fho nIfnr, buf If doos nof sfo 5? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI fhoro. I cnnnof ImngIno whnf hnons fo n honrf fhnf Is gIvon fo HIm onIy onco. Our honrfs nood HIs dnIIy cIonnsIng In ordor fo romnIn uro. Cod dosIros fo romovo whnfovor wouId hIndor HIm from fouchIng us. Jusf whon you fhInk you know your honrf, Cod shows you how much you don'f know. Mnybo you gnvo HIm your honrf nf nn nIfnr onco, buf you hnvo nof gIvon HIm your honrf fodny. I oncourngo you fo bogIn fhIs wondorfuI oxchnngo wIfh Cod. I do nof boIIovo If Is onough fo gIvo HIm our honrfs onIy onco. My rnyor Is fhnf fho fIrsf fhIng you do ovory mornIng Is gIvo your honrf fo HIm. In fho sfIIInoss of fho onrIy hours of your dny, roII ouf of your bod nnd onfo fho fIoor nnd gIvo HIm your honrf. If wIII mnko your dnynnd HIs. Tho Word docInros: Ior fho oyos of fho !ord run fo nnd fro fhroughouf fho whoIo onrfh, fo show HImsoIf sfrong on bohnIf of fhoso whoso honrf Is IoynI fo HIm (2 Chr. l6:9). Whon you nnd I worshI Cod nnd sfnnd In HIs rosonco, fhoro Is n IovIng confronfnfIon bofwoon fho honrf of Cod nnd your honrf. Cod nIIows you fo soo fho condIfIon of your honrf. Wo cnn'f fooI Cod by ncfIng sIrIfunI on Sundny, bocnuso Ho soos us nII wook Iong nnd knows nII nbouf us. WorshI brIngs us fo n Inco whoro wo cnn soo oursoIvos ns Ho soos us. Ior fho !ord doos nof soo ns mnn soos; for mnn Iooks nf fho oufwnrd nonrnnco, buf fho !ord Iooks nf fho honrf (l Snm. l6:?). 58 The Heart o" a Worshipper Thon honr In honvon Your dwoIIIng Inco, nnd forgIvo, nnd ncf, nnd gIvo fo ovoryono nccordIng fo nII hIs wnys, whoso honrf You know (for You nIono know fho honrfs of nII fho sons of mon) (l KIn. 8:39). I wIII rnIso You, O !ord my Cod, wIfh nII my honrf, And I wIII gIorIfy Your nnmo forovormoro (Is. 86:l2). Worship Hi" With the Whole Heart How do wo know wo nro worshIIng wIfh nII of our honrf Tho IIbIo foIIs us how fo doformIno fho monsuro of honrf worshI In fho sIxfh chnfor of Mnffhow. Ior whoro your fronsuro Is, fhoro your honrf wIII bo nIso (v. 2l). Whnf you fronsuro Is rofIocfod by whnf occuIos your mInd, wIII nnd omofIons. If you wnnf fo know whoro your honrf Is, oxnmIno your mInd, wIII nnd omofIons whIIo you worshI. Whnf do you fhInk nbouf Aro you doIIghfIng In HIm e!ealing the Intents of the Heart Whon I hnd my ronIIfy chock on fho hIghwny n fow monfhs ngo, I fhInk whnf robnbIy broko my honrf fho mosf wns fhnf I fhoughf I know whnf my honrf wns IIko, buf I wns so wrong. Tho momonf fho !ord ronIIy Iof mo soo whnf If wns IIko, I wns shockod. I romombor snyIng fo fho !ord, "o, nof mo!" I wns confronfod wIfh frufh. I hnd fo donI wIfh If nnd gIvo HIm my honrf. 59 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI SInco fhon, I hnvo confInunIIy nskod Cod fo Iof mo soo whnf my honrf Is IIko. Tho momonf you fhInk you know, Cod hns n wny of surrIsIng you. Tho honrf Is docoIffuI nbovo nII fhIngs, And dosornfoIy wIckod; Who cnn know If I, fho !ord, sonrch fho honrf, I fosf fho mInd, Ivon fo gIvo ovory mnn nccordIng fo hIs wnys, AccordIng fo fho fruIf of hIs doIngs (Jor. l?:9- l0). Tho !ord wIII rovonI fo us fho vory Infonfs of fho honrf. Ho knows whnf wo sny nnd why wo sny If. Ho cnnnof bo fooIod. As for you, my son SoIomon, know fho Cod of your fnfhor, nnd sorvo HIm wIfh n IoynI honrf nnd wIfh n wIIIIng mInd; Ior fho !ord sonrchos nII honrfs nnd undorsfnnds nII fho Infonf of fho fhoughfs (l Chr. 28:9). Cod confInunIIy sonrchos our honrfs nnd knows our mofIvos nnd InfonfIons. Ho knows fho vory frnmowork of our fhoughfs. Cod, ouf of HIs Iovo for us, wIII confronf us wIfh fho condIfIon of our honrfs. Whnf Is gronf Is fhnf Ho doosn'f jusf Ionvo us hnngIng wIfh fhnf rovoInfIon. Ho wIII rovonI If so Ho cnn honI If. Your rosonsIbIIIfy Is fo gunrd your honrf so If's nof oIIufod ngnIn. Koo your honrf wIfh nII dIIIgonco, Ior ouf of If srIng fho Issuos of IIfo (Irov. 4:23). Whnf n oworfuI fhoughf: Cunrd your honrf. IooIo buy oxonsIvo socurIfy sysfoms fo gunrd fhIngs IIko cnrs nnd jowoIry nnd forgof nbouf fhoIr mosf vnIunbIo nssoffhoIr honrfs. IvoryfhIng I nm nnd ovoryfhIng I sny wIII 60 The Heart o" a Worshipper srIng ouf of my honrf. Tho fruIf fhnf comos ouf of my moufh Is whnf my honrf Is ronIIy IIko. Ior ouf of fho nbundnnco of fho honrf hIs moufh sonks (!uko 6:45). Wo do nof IIko fo ndmIf fhIs, buf whnf wo sny Is whnf wo nro IIko InsIdo. I cnn'f romombor how mnny counsoIIng noInfmonfs I'vo hnd whoro ono orson wIII foII fho ofhor, "Como on, you know my honrf. You know I dIdn'f monn whnf I snId." Tho fncf Is, whnf wo sny wIII nIwnys rovonI whnf Is In our honrfs. Irovorbs nIso snys If cIonrIy: As In wnfor fnco rofIocfs fnco, So n mnn's honrf rovonIs fho mnn (Irov. 2?:l9). If you honr fhIngs comIng ouf of your moufh fhnf do nof gIorIfy Cod or odIfy fhoso nround you, fhon fhoro Is somofhIng wrong wIfh your honrf. Cof Info fho rosonco of Cod nnd nsk HIm fo rovonI If fo you nnd cIonnso you. AIIow HIs SIrIf fo chnngo you Info HIs Imngo. Whon you gIvo your honrf fo Cod, you roIonso HIs Word fo bogIn nn oornfIon In you. Ior fho word of Cod Is IIvIng nnd oworfuI, nnd shnror fhnn nny fwo-odgod sword, IorcIng ovon fo fho dIvIsIon of souI nnd sIrIf, nnd of joInfs nnd mnrrow, nnd Is n dIscornor of fho fhoughfs nnd Infonfs of fho honrf (Hob. 4:l2). I romombor onco whIIo I wns ronchIng nbouf fhIs vorso, I hnd n snmurnI sword fhnf wns roffy shnr nnd n chunk of hnm. I rnIsod fho sword, swung If wIfh nII my mIghf, sfruck fho hnm nnd rIod If In hnIf In n sIIf socond. Tho 6l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI ooIo gnsod ns fho sword sIIcod fhrough fho monf. Tho hnm wIII novor bo fho snmo. Tho ooIo snw n vIsIbIo chnngo. ImngIno fho offocfIvonoss of fho Word of Cod fhnf Is nIIvo nnd moro oworfuI nnd shnror fhnn n sword. HIs Word nof onIy dIvIdos bofwoon fho souI nnd sIrIf nnd fho joInfs nnd mnrrow. HIs Word dIscorns fho fhoughfs nnd Infonfs of fho honrf. If goos boyond fho nnfurnI nnd goos rIghf Info fho sIrIf. Tho Word knows whnf you hnvo snId nnd why you hnvo snId If. Howovor, nffor Cod oornfos In your honrf wIfh HIs Word, you won'f bo Ioff In Iocos IIko fho hnm I chood nnrf. Tho HoIy SIrIf wIII como nnd bogIn fho work of frnnsformIng your honrf nnd wIII mnko If IIko HIs honrf. Ho wIII Inforcodo for us nnd wIII mInIsfor fo fhoso nrons fhnf cnuso uncIonnnoss fo sfnIn our honrfs. !IkowIso fho SIrIf nIso hoIs In our wonknossos. Ior wo do nof know whnf wo shouId rny for ns wo oughf, buf fho SIrIf HImsoIf mnkos InforcossIon for us wIfh gronnIngs whIch cnnnof bo ufforod. ow Ho who sonrchos fho honrfs knows whnf fho mInd of fho SIrIf Is, bocnuso Ho mnkos InforcossIon for fho snInfs nccordIng fo fho wIII of Cod (!om. 8:26-2?). Our fImos of worshI nro IIko n mIrror In whIch wo cnn soo n rofIocfIon of our honrfs. Onco wo soo whnf Cod soos, wo cnn nIIow HIs SIrIf fo oornfo nnd romovo fho fhIngs In us fhnf do nof rofIocf hIs chnrncfor. 62 ( e e n ? Como fo fho Morcy Sonf oIIowIng nvId's oxnmIo, our worshI shouId nof sfo bocnuso of somo sfruggIo or nIn. Our worshI of Cod wIII ncfunIIy brIng doIIvornnco from fhnf sfruggIo or nIn. WorshI sofs fho honrf froo from ovon fho dooosf If nnd ugIInoss of sIn. I nvId Is n gronf oxnmIo of n worshIor bocnuso of fho wny ho donIf wIfh hIs fnIIuros nof hIs succossos. Cod found whnf Ho wns IookIng for In nvId. Ho cnIIod hIm n "mnn nffor HIs own honrf" (l Snm. l3:l4). Todny Cod Is sookIng fho snmo from us. 63 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Whnf Is If nbouf fho honrf of nvId fhnf gnvo hIm such n cIoso Inco fo fho honrf of Cod nvId undorsfood worshI wns nof jusf oxnIfIng Cod whon ovoryfhIng wns goIng woII. In fho mIdsf of gronf frIbuInfIon nvId wns nbIo fo ncknowIodgo Cod's gronfnoss (soo Is. l0 nnd mnny ofhors). Ivon In hIs worsf sIn ho couId como fo fho !ord, roonf nnd bo cIonnsod so ho couId worshI Cod nnow (soo Is. 5l). Whon n worshIor onfors Info fho rosonco of Cod, ho Is woIcomod In wIfh ono of fho mosf gIorIous vIrfuos of CodHIs morcy! In fho fnbornncIo, fho IId of fho nrk of fho covonnnf wns cnIIod fho "morcy sonf." Tho nrk of fho covonnnf wns In fho hoIy of hoIIos, whoro fho rosonco of Cod dwoIIod. Whon wo como Info Cod's rosonco fhrough worshI undor fho now covonnnf, wo nIso oncounfor fho "morcy sonf" (soo Ix. 25 nnd Hob. 9:5). In fho OId Tosfnmonf fho hIgh rIosf couId onIy go Info fho hoIIosf of nII onco n yonr. Iuf bocnuso of fho bIood of Josus, wo hnvo nn oon InvIfnfIon fo drnw nonr wIfh n uro honrf. As fho wrIfor of Hobrows snys, "!of us drnw nonr wIfh n fruo honrf In fuII nssurnnco of fnIfh" (l0:22). Wo cnn soo Cod's morcy nf work In nvId's IIfo. Horo wns n kIng ordnInod by Cod fo ruIo n nnfIon, n gronf horo nnd roIo modoI fo mnny. Yof nvId hnd fo confoss sIn nnd nsk forgIvonoss for fhnf sIn. ThIs mndo hIm n worshIor of Cod. WorshI Is nof onIy for fhoso whoso chnrncfor Is orfocf nnd mornIIy rIghf. Cod nIso woIcomos fho worshIor who Is honosf, confossos hIs or hor sIn nnd fhon rnIsos HIm ns fhough If novor 64 Come to the !ercy (eat hnonod. ThIs Is whnf Cod roquIros ns roonfnnco: WIfh whnf shnII I como boforo fho !ord, And bow mysoIf boforo fho HIgh Cod ShnII I como boforo HIm wIfh burnf offorIngs, WIfh cnIvos n yonr oId WIII fho !ord bo Ionsod wIfh fhousnnds of rnms, Ton fhousnnd rIvors of oII ShnII I gIvo my fIrsfborn for my frnnsgrossIon, Tho fruIf of my body for fho sIn of my souI Ho hns shown you, O mnn, whnf Is good; And whnf doos fho !ord roquIro of you, Iuf fo do jusfIy, To Iovo morcy, And fo wnIk humbIy wIfh your Cod (MIc. 6:6-8). Whnf doos Cod roquIro of us In worshI Thoro hns boon foo much omhnsIs Incod on fho mofhods of worshI rnfhor fhnn fho honrf In worshI. Cod doosn'f roquIro fhnf ovory fImo I como Info HIs rosonco I bow my knoo or IIff my hnnds. Thoso hysIcnI ncfs of surrondor nro IonsIng fo HIm, buf HIs fIrsf concorn Is my honrf. Whnf doos fho !ord sook In you, nnd whnf Is If Ho Is sonrchIng for In your honrf Cod dosIros: you do jusfIy (IIvo In HIs dIvIno Inw) you Iovo morcy (for you hnvo boon shown morcy) you wnIk humbIy boforo HIm. Tho !ord roquIros us fo IIvo IIvos of worshI, nof jusf fo hnvo fImos of worshI. Who Is n Cod IIko You, InrdonIng InIquIfy 65 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI And nssIng ovor fho frnnsgrossIon of fho romnnnf of HIs horIfngo Ho doos nof rofnIn HIs nngor forovor, Iocnuso Ho doIIghfs In morcy. Ho wIII ngnIn hnvo comnssIon on us, And wIII subduo our InIquIfIos. You wIII cnsf nII our sIns Info fho dofhs of fho son (MIc. ?:l8-l9). I novor hosIfnfo fo roonf bocnuso I know Cod doIIghfs In morcy. AIwnys romombor no mnffor how doo you nro In sIn, If's novor foo much or foo Info for Cod fo forgIvo. If wo wIII confoss our sIns, Cod Is fnIfhfuI nnd jusf fo forgIvo us (soo l John l:9). Ono of fho bosf chnfors wrIffon on fho roonfnnf honrf Is IsnIm 5l. IIrsf of nII, boforo fho snIm ovor sfnrfs, fhoro Is n nofo fhnf ronds, "To fho chIof MusIcInn. IsnIm of nvId whon nfhnn fho rohof wonf fo hIm, nffor ho hnd gono In fo Infhshobn." Iy fhIs wo know fhnf In fhIs snIm, nvId wns roonfIng of hIs sIn wIfh Infhshobn. Hnvo morcy uon mo, O Cod, AccordIng fo Your IovIng- kIndnoss; AccordIng fo fho muIfIfudo of Your fondor morcIos, IIof ouf my frnnsgrossIons. Wnsh mo fhoroughIy from my InIquIfy, And cIonnso mo from my sIn (Is. 5l:l-2). IIrsf, nvId boIdIy nskod for fho morcy of Cod. Whnf Is fho morcy of Cod In fho IIfo of n boIIovor Tho Hobrow word mercy Is chanan$ monnIng "fo bond or sfoo In kIndnoss fo nn InforIor." nvId rocognIzod hIs InforIor osIfIon 66 Come to the !ercy (eat fo Cod. Ho Incod hImsoIf In n osIfIon of fofnI yIoId fo Cod's morcy. nvId fhon wrofo "IIof ouf my frnnsgrossIons." Hobrow for *lot Is machah$ "fo sfroko or rub, fo ornso." Ho nskod for Cod fo "sfroko, ornso, rub ouf my frnnsgrossIons, nII my roboIIIon, sIn nnd frosnssos." "Wnsh mo fhoroughIy from my InIquIfy." Tho word wash In Hobrow Is ka*ac$ whIch monns, "fo frnmIo; honco fo wnsh by fho sfnmIng wIfh fho foof." Whon wo nsk Cod fo wnsh us fhoroughIy from our InIquIfy, fho rocoss Is nof vory Ionsnnf, bocnuso If monns Ho wIII donI wIfh fhnf InIquIfy ns If Ho woro sfnmIng If ouf wIfh HIs foof. IrnIso Cod, fhough, whon Ho donIs wIfh If, If Is dono. nvId confInuod HIs rnyor wIfh "nnd cIonnso mo from my sIn." Cleanse In Hobrow Is na+ah$ monnIng "fo bo mndo cIonn, fo bo Innoconf." on'f you Iovo fho Iook on fho fnco of nn Innoconf chIId Onco wo hnvo sInnod nnd roboIIod, wo cnn novor gnIn Innoconco bnck on our own. Iuf whon fho !ord cIonnsos us, Ho gIvos us bnck our Innoconco. Thon ho rnyod, "Ior I ncknowIodgo my frnnsgrossIons, nnd my sIn Is ovor boforo mo." nvId wns rosonsIbIo for hIs bohnvIor nnd fuIIy nccofod fho guIIf. Iurgo mo wIfh hysso, nnd I shnII bo cIonn; Wnsh mo, nnd I shnII bo whIfor fhnn snow. Mnko mo honr joy nnd gIndnoss, Thnf fho bonos You hnvo brokon mny 6? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI rojoIco (Is. 5l:?-8). ThIs vorso nbouf roonfnnco hns socInI monnIng In my IIfo. Whon I rond If fho words snow nnd bonos romIndod mo of n frI I fook. A fow yonrs ngo I wonf skIIng wIfh somo frIonds of mIno In Vnncouvor, IrIfIsh CoIumbIn. I wns fhoro mInIsforIng nf my brofhor Honry's church. I hnd somo fImo off, nnd somo of my frIonds wnnfod fo fnko mo skIIng. I hnd novor skIod boforo nnd wns IookIng forwnrd fo If. Thoy woro nII gronf skIors, nnd nffor n fow fImos down fho runs I ronIIy Ickod If u. Tho dny wns fIIIod wIfh skIIng nnd fun wIfh fho guys. Moro snow wns oxocfod In fho forocnsf, so wo wonf bnck ngnIn fho noxf dny. I foIf roffy confIdonf by fhon, so whon my frIonds woro doIng jums nnd skIIng down fho hnrdor coursos, I fhoughf, "I cnn do fhnf." If wnsn'f Iong boforo I foII nnd broko my coIInr bono. If wns novor sof roorIy, nnd I sfIII fooI dIscomforf nf fImos. Abouf n yonr Infor I docIdod fo soo my docfor nnd nsk If fhoro wns nnyfhIng fhnf couId bo dono fo fIx If. Whnf ho snId sfunnod mo. Ho snId fho onIy wny fo fIx If Is fo ro-bronk If nnd sof If rIghf. AII I couId ImngIno wns fho nIn If wouId InvoIvo. of foo Iong ngo whIIo I wns In rnyor, Cod romIndod mo of fhIs sIfunfIon. Ho soko fo my honrf nbouf fho wny I hnd boon roonfIng. !oonfnnco hns fo go fnrfhor fhnn convIcfIon. !oonfnnco Is nInfuI; fhoro musf bo rIIng nwny of fho oId. A Iof of ooIo fooI fho convIcfIng owor of 68 Come to the !ercy (eat fho HoIy SIrIf nnd novor roonf. WooIng doos nof nocossnrIIy monn I hnvo roonfod. !oonfnnco roquIros fhnf my oId wnys bo brokon nnd fhnf I nm rosforod ns n now orson. HIdo Your fnco from my sIns, And bIof ouf nII my InIquIfIos (Is. 5l:9). Cod hIdos HIs fnco from your sInsnof from you. A worshIor wIII boIdIy nronch fho fhrono of Cod In humIIIfy. Cronfo In mo n cIonn honrf, O Cod, And ronow n sfondfnsf sIrIf wIfhIn mo (Is. 5l:l0). nvId dId nof sny, "Cod, horo Is my honrf. I wnnf you fo fIx If nnd mnko If rIghf." Ho snId, "Cod fnko ouf fhIs fIIfhy, uncIonn honrf nnd don'f ovon fry fo fIx If. Cronfo n now ono In Ifs Inco. !of fhIs honrf bo cIonn, IIko you nro cIonn." Thoro's n nrnIIoI vorso fo nvId's nssngo found In IzokIoI 36. I wIII gIvo you n now honrf nnd uf n now sIrIf wIfhIn you; I wIII fnko fho honrf of sfono ouf of your fIosh nnd gIvo you n honrf of fIosh (Izok. 36:26). Tho sncrIfIcos of Cod nro n brokon sIrIf, A brokon nnd n confrIfo honrfThoso, O Cod, You wIII nof dosIso (Is. 5l:l?). I cnn bosf oxInIn fhIs In nn IIIusfrnfIon. ImngIno n bonufIfuI crysfnI gobIof whIch rorosonfs your honrf. Todny nnd ovory dny fhoro Is n bnffIo for your honrf. Cod cnIIs for your honrf fo bo HIs, buf you mny bo fomfod fo gIvo your honrf fo nnofhor. Tho momonf you gIvo your honrf fo nnofhor, If Is IIko somoono fnkIng fhnf 69 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI bonufIfuI crysfnI gobIof nnd smnshIng If on fho fIoor. ow nII fhnf Is Ioff Is n mIIIIon Iocos. Ior somo If mny fnko yonrs fo Ick u fho Iocos of fhnf brokon honrf. Onco you hnvo Ickod u nII fhoso brokon Iocos nnd you fInd your wny bnck fo Cod, nII you cnn cry ouf Is, "Cnn you do nnyfhIng wIfh fhIs brokon nnd shnfforod honrf" Cod fnkos nII fhoso brokon Iocos. Ho doosn'f gIuo fhom bnck fogofhor, buf Ho gIvos you n now, brIIIInnf crysfnI fo Iovo nnd worshI HIm. nvId's honrf wns nof cIonn, nnd ho crIod ouf for Cod's morcy. Iocnuso Cod doIIghfs In morcy, Ho rosforod nvId nnd Ho Iongs fo rosforo you foo. ?0 , i g h t 8 WorshI In SIrIf nnd Trufh oforo I bognn wrIfIng fhIs book, fho !ord soko fo my honrf nnd snId fo mo, "If you wIII sook Mo I wIII rovonI fhIngs fo you nbouf worshI fhnf you hnvo nof known." I Ivory dny I commIffod fImo fo sookIng Cod, bocnuso I wnnf fho HoIy SIrIf fo mInIsfor fo you whIIo you rond fhIs book. Tho mosf wondorfuI surrIso wns how Cod hns mInIsforod fo mo whIIo I wrofo. Ono nrfIcuInr dny, fho HoIy SIrIf confronfod mo nbouf whnf If Is fo worshI In sIrIf nnd frufh. ?l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI If sfnrfod on n Tuosdny nffornoon. Throo of our four chIIdron woro In schooI nnd my wIfo fook fho bnby wIfh hor so I couId sond fho onfIro dny wIfh fho !ord. My honrf wns fIIIod fo ovorfIowIng wIfh fho goodnoss of Cod. I sonf fho onfIro dny wIfh HIm nnd onjoyod HIs rosonco. My IIfo nnd mInIsfry soomod so fuIfIIIod fhnf dny I couId nof wnIf for fomorrow. Tho noxf dny wns Wodnosdny nnd I wns nskod fo mInIsfor nf church fhnf nIghf. I wns oxcIfod fo gof Info rnyor nnd know If wouId nof fnko Iong fo como Info HIs rosonco. Affor nII, yosfordny hnd boon so wondorfuI. I fhInk my robIoms sfnrfod fhoro. I hnd n roconcoIvod Idon of whnf Cod wns goIng fo do fhnf dny. So I wonf Info my cIosof for my fImo of worshI nnd rnyor. My InfonfIons woro uro. I wnnfod fo sook fho fnco of Cod. I nssumod my normnI osIfIon In rnyor nnd I wnIfod on Cod. I wnIfod nnd wnIfod nnd wnIfod nnd wnIfod. I know Ho couId nof bo sfuck In frnffIc. Whnf hnonod WIfhIn mInufos fho rossuro wns on. I bognn fo fooI sfrossod ouf. I dIdn'f undorsfnnd whoro Ho couId bo. Hnd I dono somofhIng durIng fho nIghf fhnf mny hnvo dIsIonsod HIm Thoro's n corfnIn song I Iovo fo sIng bocnuso ovory fImo I sIng If I fooI HIs rosonco. I bognn fo sIng fhnf songnnd foIf nofhIng. If wns IIko my honrf wns mIIIIons of mIIos nwny from HIm. WhIIo I wns rnyIng I chockod my knooIIng osIfIon fo bo suro fhnf If wns fho snmo ns fho ?2 Worship in (pirit and Tr%th dny boforo. If mny soom sIIIy buf I couIdn'f undorsfnnd why I foIf so omfy. AII I couId do wns koo nskIng fho !ord, "IIonso show mo whoro I mIssod If." A IIffIo moro fImo nssod nnd I sfIII couId nof fooI HIs rosonco. I undorsfnnd you nro nof suosod fo go by fooIIngs, buf I know somofhIng wns wrong. I sfnrfod fo do my sIrIfunI gymnnsfIcs, nII fho IIffIo fhIngs you Ionrn from wnfchIng ofhor ooIo rny. I ncfunIIy foIf undor rossuro fo como Info HIs rosonco. Hnvo you ovor foIf sfross In your bnck bofwoon your shouIdor bIndos Thnf wns fho kInd of rossuro I wns fooIIng. I wnnfod fo foII Cod whnf Ho noodod fo do. I couId nof bonr fho rossuro nny Iongor. "!ord," I snId, "Is fhIs whnf I nm suoso fo fooI IIko nffor fwoIvo yonrs In fuII-fImo mInIsfry" "ThIs Is nof whnf If's suosod fo bo IIko, Cod. I hnvo sorvod you fnIfhfuIIy. I hnvo sfudIod Your Word. I hnvo mInIsforod fo Your ooIo. Is fhIs fho rosuIf of nII of fhnf I jusf wnnf fo know You, Cod. WIfh nII my honrf I wnnf fo know You. IIonso corrocf mo! o whnfovor You musf. Jusf don'f Ionvo mo IIko fhIs." Thon fho HoIy SIrIf soko fo mo nnd snId, "!oInx! You nro fho ono who hns broughf nII fhIs rossuro on yoursoIf. o you wnnf fo know Mo ns you hnvo nskod Thon sfudy My Word nnd you wIII know Mo." My fonrs fIowod, nnd my honrf moIfod wIfhIn. Thon Ho soko fo mo ngnIn. "You nro fryIng ?3 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI fo worshI wIfh your oufwnrd mnn whon I dosIro worshI In fho sIrIf. You cnn'f subsfIfufo your oufwnrd mnn for your Innor mnn. IvoryfhIng you hnvo dono fo fhIs oInf hns boon dono In fho fIosh. Id I nof sonk fo you nnd foII you fhnf worshI musf como from your sIrIf" I ronIIzod IIko novor boforo fhnf my fIosh doos nof Ionso HIm. I wns fryIng fo Ionso HIm by goIng fhrough fho mofIons, whon nII Ho wnnfod wns for mo fo roInx In HIm nnd nIIow my sIrIf fo worshI HIm frooIy. In ono sIIf socond nII fho rossuro dIsnonrod. I bognn fo fooI HIs morcy nII nround mo. My words sfnrfod fo fIow smoofhIy. Thoro woro no moro sfruggIos. I hnvo mndo n now commIfmonf fo fho !ord, fhnf I wIII novor ngnIn subsfIfufo my oufwnrd mnn for my Innor mnn. How mnny fImos hnvo you nnd I mndo somo kInd of commIfmonf fo rny moro, "I nm goIng fo gof u n hnIf hour onrIIor fomorrow fo rny." Tho noxf dny comos nnd wo nood jusf fIvo moro mInufos fo sIoo nnd ond u sIooIng fhrough our commIfmonf. WorshI Is nof vnIuod by fho cIock. WorshI Is fo como from fho sIrIf nnd nof fho oufwnrd mnnIfosfnfIon of fho fIosh. Somo of fho mosf rofroshIng fImos In Cod's rosonco wIII como whIIo I nm drIvIng In fho cnr. SomofImos whIIo I wnIk down fho sfroof or mnybo whIIo I'm In fho mnII wIfh my wIfo nnd chIIdron. WorshI Is nof rosorvod for jusf sncrod Incos buf for ono Incofho honrf. If you, IIko mysoIf, hnvo worshIod In fho fIosh, I rny fho HoIy SIrIf wIII show you, no ?4 Worship in (pirit and Tr%th mnffor whoro or whon or how, Cod dosIros worshI fhnf comos from fho sIrIf. God Is %ee&ing InrIIor wo Iookod nf fho sfory of Josus moofIng fho womnn nf fho woII. Ho rovonIod fo hor somo of fho mosf sIgnIfIcnnf fonchIng nbouf worshI wo hnvo. IoIIowIng Is fho koy vorso from fhnf nssngo: Iuf fho hour Is comIng, nnd now Is, whon fho fruo worshIors wIII worshI fho Infhor In sIrIf nnd frufh; for fho Infhor Is sookIng such fo worshI HIm (John 4:23). Wo nood fo nnswor fhroo Imorfnnf quosfIons nbouf fhIs vorso: l. Why Is Cod sookIng 2. Whnf Is worshI In fho sIrIf 3. Whnf Is worshI In frufh I boIIovo fhIs Is fho onIy Inco whoro you fInd fho oxrossIon fhnf Cod Is "sookIng" worshIors. Why wouId fhIs omnIrosonf Cod bo sookIng worshIors SovornI scrIfuros mnko If cIonr fhnf fhoro Is no Inco on onrfh dorIvod of HIs rosonco. "Am I n Cod nonr nf hnnd," snys fho !ord, "And nof n Cod nfnr off Cnn nnyono hIdo hImsoIf In socrof Incos, So I shnII nof soo hIm" snys fho !ord; "o I nof fIII honvon nnd onrfh" snys fho !ord (Jor. 23:23-24). Whoro cnn I go from Your SIrIf Or whoro cnn I fIoo from Your rosonco If I nscond Info honvon, You nro fhoro; If I mnko ?5 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI my bod In hoII, bohoId, You nro fhoro. If I fnko fho wIngs of fho mornIng, And dwoII In fho ufformosf nrfs of son, Ivon fhoro Your hnnd shnII Iond mo, And Your rIghf hnnd shnII hoId mo (Is. l39:?-l0). SoIomon mndo fhIs rofound sfnfomonf whIIo sfnndIng nf fho nIfnr of Cod. Iuf wIII Cod Indood dwoII on fho onrfh IohoId, honvon nnd fho honvon of honvons cnnnof confnIn You. How much Ioss fhIs fomIo whIch I hnvo buIIf! (l KIn. 8:2?) SInco Cod's omnIrosonco fIIIs fho onrfh, Ho wouId bo surroundIng nII worshIors. So fhoro musf bo nnofhor mnnIfosfnfIon of HIs rosonco fhnf "sooks ouf" worshIors. Ho doos nof fIII fho onrfh wIfh fhIs oxrossIon of HImsoIf, buf mnnIfosfs If fo IndIvIdunIs. Wo cnn ncfunIIy "onfor" fhIs rosonco. Sorvo fho !ord wIfh gIndnoss; Como boforo HIs rosonco wIfh sIngIng Know fhnf fho !ord, Ho Is Cod; If Is Ho who hns mndo us, nnd nof wo oursoIvos; Wo nro HIs ooIo nnd fho shoo of HIs nsfuro (Is. l00:2-3). Thoro Is so much fImo wnsfod whon ooIo como Info fho rosonco of Cod nnd fhon Ionvo. Wo sond n Iof of fImo goIng bnck nnd forfh, In nnd ouf of HIs rosonco. If's no wondor wo sfruggIo fo gof fhoro. Wo cnn sfny In Cod's rosonco confInuousIy whon wo worshI HIm In sIrIf nnd frufh. Cod Is n SIrIf boIng nnd fhoso who worshI HIm musf ?6 Worship in (pirit and Tr%th worshI HIm In sIrIf nnd frufh. Cod mnkos fhIs ossIbIo nof fhrough humnn undorsfnndIng buf fhrough fho HoIy SIrIf. How wo nood fho fIro of fho HoIy SIrIf fo bronfho on our worshI. How our sIrIfs nood fo bo sfImuInfod wIfh fho HoIy SIrIf so our worshI Is IgnIfod wIfh HIs fIro. Cod's Word foIIs us, "o mnn cnn sny Josus Is !ord, buf by fho HoIy SIrIf" (l Cor. l2:3). If wo cnn'f sny Josus Is !ord wIfhouf HIm, how cnn wo worshI In sIrIf wIfhouf fho owor of fho HoIy SIrIf Thoro musf bo nn ImnrfnfIon of fho HoIy SIrIf Info our sIrIf, onnbIIng us fo worshI In sIrIf, Cod, who Is SIrIf. I wns snvod ns n foonngor nnd grow u In fho !ord In fho IonfocosfnI/chnrIsmnfIc church, buf for mnny yonrs I dId nof hnvo n cIonr undorsfnndIng of worshI In sIrIf. I nIwnys fhoughf worshI In sIrIf monnf sonkIng In fonguos. In fho onrIy yonrs of my ChrIsfInn IIfo, I wouId bo In church nnd durIng worshI fhoro woro fImos whon fho rosonco of Cod foIf fhIck nII nround mo. Af fhoso fImos I wouId woo bocnuso HIs Iovo wouId bo so ronI fo mo. Iuf wIfhouf fnII, fhoro wouId bo somoono sfnndIng bohInd mo sonkIng In fonguos so IoudIy I couId nof conconfrnfo. Worship in %pirit In fhoso dnys I hnd nof oxorIoncod fho gIff of fonguos. AII I know fhon wns fhnf fhIs orson bohInd mo wns goffIng on my norvos. I wnnfod fo furn fo hIm nnd nsk hIm fo bo quIof, buf I dId ?? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI nof wnnf fo bo robukod. Tho nfmoshoro nround mo wouId chnngo bocnuso I couId no Iongor oxross my honrf fo Cod. I bognn fo wondor If I couId ovor worshI Cod In sIrIf. I boIIovo wIfh nII my honrf fho gIff of fonguos Is n gronf nffrIbufo fo my ChrIsfInn IIfo, buf worshI Is nof confIngonf on fho gIff of fonguos. WorshI Is fo fIow ouf of my sIrIf fo Cod. Wo nood fo romombor fho bonofIfs fhnf como from boIng fIIIod wIfh fho HoIy SIrIf nro nof jusf sonkIng In fonguos. Tho HoIy SIrIf's dosIro Is fo fIII ovory boIIovor, onnbIIng hIm nof onIy fo sonk In fonguos, buf fo worshI Cod In sIrIf nnd frufh. And do nof bo drunk wIfh wIno, In whIch Is dIssInfIon; buf bo fIIIod wIfh fho SIrIf, sonkIng fo ono nnofhor In snIms nnd hymns nnd sIrIfunI songs, sIngIng nnd mnkIng moIody In your honrf fo fho !ord (Ih. 5:l8- l9). Tho cnII of fho HoIy SIrIf Is, "Io fIIIod." ThIs Is n confInuous InfIIIIng, wIfh nn ovorfIowIng of fho HoIy SIrIf. Worship in Truth SomofImos ovon If wo undorsfnnd whnf If Is fo worshI HIm In sIrIf, wo don'f know whnf If monns fo worshI hIm In frufh. Wo know from nvId fhnf If wo Iovo fho !ord wIfh nII of our honrfs fhnf wo nro fo wnIk In frufh, buf whnf Is fhIs frufh Ho dosIros In our worshI oos Cod monn whon I worshI HIm I nood fo bo suro nof fo IIo fo hIm Ho nof onIy wnnfs mo fo worshI In frufh, Ho wnnfs mo fo wnIk In frufh. Ho dosIros ?8 Worship in (pirit and Tr%th fo bo worshIod In frufh nnd for fhnf frufh fo bo doosIfod Info my honrf. IohoId, You dosIro frufh In fho Inwnrd nrfs, And In fho hIddon nrf You wIII mnko mo fo know wIsdom (Is. 5l:6). Cod dosIros frufh In my Inwnrd nrfs, my honrf. Cod Is frufh nnd fruo worshI of HIm wIII cnuso my honrf fo wnIk In If. I wIII sonk In honosfy, sIncorIfy nnd fruo hoIInoss. Tonch mo Your wny, O !ord; I wIII wnIk In Your frufh; !nIfo my honrf fo fonr Your nnmo (Is. 86:ll). TrnIn mo, Ynhwoh, fo wnIk sfrnIghf; fhon I'II foIIow your fruo nfh. Iuf mo fogofhor, ono honrf nnd mInd; fhon, undIvIdod, I'II worshI In joyfuI fonr (The !essage). A worshIor In frufh Is ono whoso honrf Is undIvIdod. Trufh wIII unIfo my honrf In worshI so fhnf my omofIons, mInd nnd wIII nro nII focusod on HIm. I won'f hnvo my wIII Infonf on worshI whIIo my mInd Is on fho foofbnII gnmo. Ivory nrf of my boIng Is nssIonnfoIy unIfod In oxrossIng mysoIf fo HIm. If's Imorfnnf fo hnvo bofh sIrIf nnd frufh In fho ncf of worshI. If you worshI In frufh fhon you wIII como fo know fho word of Cod. Iuf worshI In fho sIrIf wIII nIIow you fo como nnd know fho Cod of fhnf word. Thoso fwo rncfIcos In worshI nro monnf fo work fogofhor. Ono wIfhouf fho ofhor Is IncomIofo nnd cnn Iond fo fnnnfIcIsm. If worshI In fho sIrIf goos ?9 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI unchockod wIfh fho Word of Cod, ooIo fond fo gof foo fnnnfIcnI. WorshIIng In sIrIf wIfhouf frufh Is oworIoss. WorshI In frufh wIfhouf fho sIrIf bocomos IIfoIoss, sIrIfIoss nnd Incks fIro. Cod movos In our IIvos dIfforonfIy ovory dny. A nrf of worshIIng HIm In SIrIf Is gIvIng HIm froodom fo fouch us fho wny Ho wnnfs fo, rnfhor fhnn fho wny wo fhInk Ho shouId. Our nIm shouId bo fo Iof our Innormosf boIng, our sIrIf, communo wIfh HIm, wIfhouf IoffIng our fIosh Inforruf fho foIIowshI. SomofImos fho bosf oorfunIfIos fo worshI nro fho fImos fhnf soom fho mosf unIIkoIy fo us. Cod Is nIwnys sookIng for us. Ho Iongs for us fo nbIdo In HImfor our sIrIfs fo bo fIIIod wIfh HIs SIrIf nnd for our honrfs fo oxomIIfy HIs frufh. 80 - i n e 9 IrnIso Irom fho Honrf n my onrIy yonrs of mInIsfry, I wns so hungry fo Ionrn moro nbouf rnIso nnd worshI I wouId IIsfon fo ns mnny dIfforonf mossngos on fho subjocf ns I couId. I rocoIvod so much IIfo nnd InsIrnfIon from fhom. Ono wondorfuI mnn of Cod mndo fhIs dIsfIncfIon bofwoon rnIso nnd worshI: "I rnIso Cod for whnf Ho hns dono, buf I worshI HIm for who Ho Is." I In mnny churchos fodny, fhoro Is n sonrnfIon of rnIso nnd worshI. Tho ordor of sorvIco In fho church Is, fIrsf wo rnIso HIm, fhon wo worshI HIm, nnd fhon wo rocoIvo fho offorIng. IrnIso Is fnsf, nnd worshI Is sIow. 8l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Ono dny Cod donIf wIfh my honrf nbouf fhIs Issuo. Whnf Ho showod mo wns fhnf rnIso nnd worshI woro novor monnf fo bo dIsconnocfod from ono nnofhor. IrnIso nnd worshI work fogofhor. If I don'f know who Cod Is, I cnn'f ronIIy rnIso HIm for whnf Ho hns dono. Whon I chooso fo rnIso HIm, I nsk HIm fo brIng mo Info HIs rosonco. As I foIIowshI wIfh HIm fhoro nnd gof fo know HIm, my honrf Is drnwn moro nnd moro IrrosIsfIbIy fo HIm In Iovo. Af fhnf oInf, I worshI HIm. IrnIso Infroducos mo fo who Ho Is, nnd worshI Is whon I gIvo HIm my honrf. Jusf ns worshI comos from your Innormosf boIng, so rnIso nIso comos from your Innormosf boIng. I boIIovo fho ronI dIfforonco bofwoon rnIso nnd worshI Is rnIso Is nn ncf of my wIII, whorons worshI fIows ouf of my sIrIf. Throughouf fho IsnIms nvId docInrod, "I will rnIso You." I wIII rnIso You, O !ord my Cod, wIfh nII my honrf, And I wIII gIorIfy Your nnmo forovormoro (Is. 86:l2). nvId doformInod In ndvnnco fhnf no mnffor whnf hnonod or how ho foIf, ho wouId rnIso Cod. Ono of fho gronfosf oxnmIos of fhIs Is found In fho sfory of Jncob, !nchoI nnd !onh (soo Con. 29:5-35). ThIs Is fho fIrsf monfIon of fho word praise In ScrIfuro. Praise in the Midst of Heartache Jncob's fnfhor sonf hIm on n mIssIon fo fInd n 82 Praise From the Heart godIy wIfo from fho housohoId of n mnn nnmod !nbnn. Whon Jncob cnmo fo Hnrnn, ho nskod somo mon nf fho woII If fhoy know !nbnn. "Yos," fhoy roIIod, "nnd fhoro's hIs dnughfor !nchoI now, comIng fo wnfor shoo." Jncob dIdn'f wnsfo nny fImo fryIng fo Imross !nchoI. Ho rnn ovor fo fho woII, roIIod nwny fho sfono nnd wnforod nII of !nbnn's shoo. HIs mInd robnbIy wnsn'f on wnforIng fho shoo ns much ns If wns on !nchoI. Thon ho kIssod hor nnd wof. Ho foId hor ho wns hor fnfhor's roInfIvo, so sho rnn nnd broughf bnck hor fnfhor fo moof hIm. !nbnn InvIfod Jncob fo sfny wIfh hIm for n monfh. Affor n monfh, !nbnn nskod Jncob how ho wouId IIko fo bo nId for fho work ho dId for !nbnn. Jncob Iovod !nchoI, so ho foId !nbnn, "I wIII sorvo you for sovon yonrs for !nchoI your youngor dnughfor." !nbnn roIIod. "If Is boffor fhnf I gIvo hor fo you fhnn fhnf I shouId gIvo hor fo nnofhor mnn." Wo nood fo romombor !nchoI wns nof !nbnn's onIy dnughfor. Sho hnd nn oIdor sIsfor nnmod !onh. ow !nbnn hnd fwo dnughfors: fho nnmo of fho oIdor wns !onh, nnd fho nnmo of fho youngor wns !nchoI. !onh's oyos woro doIIcnfo |IV snys wonk], buf !nchoI wns bonufIfuI of form nnd nonrnnco (Con. 29:l6-l?). !nchoI hnd n bonufIfuI counfonnnco nnd wns bonufIfuI fo Iook nf. !nchoI In Hobrow monns "fo journoy." !onh on fho ofhor hnnd wns nof so 83 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI nffrncfIvo. !onh hnd n wonk oyo whIch musf hnvo nffocfod hor nonrnnco. !onh In Hobrow monns "fo mnko wonry, fo bo dIsgusfod." WIfh hIs honrf sof on !nchoI, Jncob sorvod sovon yonrs, buf fhoy onIy soomod IIko n fow dnys bocnuso of hIs Iovo for hor. Sfo nnd fhInk for n mInufo. Thoro woro no mnchInos fo IIff nnd romovo fhIngs, no cokos, no nIr condIfIonod offIcos. Thoso woro sovon yonrs of hnrd, mnnunI Inbor. I nm suro ho couIdn'f wnIf for fho dny ho wouId rocoIvo hIs wIfo. ImngIno sovon yonrs of wnIfIng for n brIdo, sovon yonrs of ronrnfIon nnd oxocfnfIon. Thon Jncob snId fo !nbnn, "CIvo mo my wIfo, for my dnys nro fuIfIIIod, fhnf I mny go In fo hor" (Con. 29:2l). AIfhough !nbnn know Jncob Iovod !nchoI, ho ronIIzod hIs oIdor dnughfor !onh wns sfIII unmnrrIod. TrndIfIon domnndod fhnf sho mnrry boforo !nchoI. So ho Innnod n docofIon. Ho cnIIod for nII fho mon of fho cIfy fo como nnd hnvo n fonsf fo honor Jncob, fho groom. Ho mndo suro Jncob hnd onough fo drInk so ho wouIdn'f nofIco fho frIck ho wns nbouf fo Iny on hIm. ow If cnmo fo nss In fho ovonIng, fhnf ho |!nbnn] fook !onh hIs dnughfor nnd broughf hor fo Jncob; nnd ho wonf In fo hor (Con. 29:23). Horo Is Jncob who cnn'f wnIf fo mnrry hIs bonufIfuI !nchoI. Ho hns gIvon yonrs of hnrd Inbor for fhIs dny. AII ho wnnfod from !nbnn wns !nchoI. Iuf whon ho uIIod fho covors off fho noxf mornIng, ho wns In for fho shock of hIs IIfo. 84 Praise From the Heart As fho KIng Jnmos vorsIon ufs If: "IohoId, If wns !onh." Whnf n sIghf! If wns sho, fho ono wIfh fho fondor oyo. In nngor ho confronfod !nbnn. "Whnf Is fhIs you hnvo dono fo mo Wns If nof for !nchoI fhnf I sorvod you Why fhon hnvo you docoIvod mo" !nbnn mndo oxcusos buf fho boffom IIno wns fhIs: If Jncob wnnfod !nchoI, ho hnd fo sorvo nnofhor sovon yonrs. Jncob sorvod sovon moro yonrs fo gof !nchoI, nnd nII durIng fhnf fImo ho wns mnrrIod fo !onh. Iuf ho ronIIy dIdn'f cnro for !onh. Sho wns IIko novor wnkIng u from n bnd dronm. Jncob fInnIIy fuIfIIIod hIs obIIgnfIon fo !nbnn, nnd !nchoI bocnmo hIs wIfo. !of's sfo for n momonf nnd Iook nf nII fhIs from !onh's orsocfIvo. Cnn you ImngIno whnf !onh musf hnvo foIf IIko Sho know Jncob dIdn'f wnnf hor. If wnsn'f hor docIsIon fo mnrry hIm In Inco of hor sIsfor. !nchoI robnbIy hnfod hor, foo. I cnnnof ImngIno fho nIn sho musf hnvo sufforod durIng fhoso yonrs. Iuf fhough nII fhoso nround hor rojocfod hor, fho !ord dId nof. And whon fho !ord snw fhnf !onh wns hnfod, ho oonod hor womb: buf !nchoI wns bnrron (Con. 29:3l, KJV). Cod gnvo !onh four chIIdron, buf Ho orIgInnIIy gnvo !nchoI nono. urIng IIbIo fImos, chIIdron woro n gronf honor for n womnn. Tho !ord honorod !onh. WIfh ovory bIrfh, !onh crIod ouf fo Cod. Tho fIrsf boy wns nnmod !oubon, nnd sho snId "Tho !ord hns suroIy Iookod on my nffIIcfIon. ow my 85 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI husbnnd wIII Iovo mo." Tho socond boy wns nnmod SImoon nnd sho snId, "Iocnuso fho !ord hns honrd fhnf I nm hnfod, Ho hns fhoroforo gIvon mo fhIs son." Sho nnmod hor fhIrd son !ovI nnd snId, "ow fhIs fImo my husbnnd wIII bocomo nffnchod fo mo, bocnuso I hnvo borno hIm fhroo sons" (Con. 29:32-34). Whnf nIn fo onduro! WIfh ovory bIrfh sho jusf wnnfod fo bo Iovod. Onco ngnIn sho wns rognnnf nnd hnd n son nnd nnmod hIm Judnh (monnIng "IrnIso"), for sho snId, "ow I wIII rnIso Johovnh!" And fhon sho sfood hnvIng chIIdron (Con. 29:35, T!I). Horo Is fho fIrsf Inco In ScrIfuro you wIII fInd fho word praise. If comos from somoono who dId nof hnvo n Iof fo rnIso Cod for. !onh gnvo bIrfh fo IrnIso. If cnmo ouf of hor Innormosf boIng. Sho dId nof Iof hor cIrcumsfnncos chnngo hor honrf fownrd Cod. !onh hnd vory IIffIo Ionsuro In hor IIfo. Hor mnrrIngo wns n dIsnsfor nnd sho wns hnfod by hor own sIsfor. Yof Cod choso hor fo sof fho sfnndnrd of rnIso In HIs Word. on'f nIIow fho sforms of IIfo fo sfonI fho rnIso In your honrf. You cnn nIwnys rnIso nnd worshI Cod In fho mIdsf of fho sform. Though fho fIg froo mny nof bIossom, or fruIf bo on fho vInos; Though fho Inbor of fho oIIvo mny fnII, And fho fIoIds yIoId no food; Though fho fIock bo cuf off from fho foId, And fhoro bo no hord In fho sfnIIs 86 Praise From the Heart Yof I wIII rojoIco In fho !ord, I wIII joy In fho Cod of my snIvnfIon. Tho !ord Cod Is my sfrongfh; Ho wIII mnko my foof IIko door's foof, And Ho wIII mnko mo wnIk on my hIgh hIIIs (Hnb. 3:l?-l9). IrnIso Is nn ncf of our wIII, n docIsIon wo mnko In sIfo of our cIrcumsfnncos. !onh rnIsod Cod for whnf Ho hnd dono for hor rnfhor fhnn comInIn nbouf whnf Ho hnd nof dono. IrnIso nIwnys cnusos us fo focus on fho bIossIngs of Cod. 8? T e n l0 IoIIowshI WIfh Cod wns born In IsrnoI, buf my fnmIIy Ioff whon I wns sovon yonrs oId. Affor I furnod fwonfy, my fnmIIy nnd I hnd nn oorfunIfy fo rofurn for n vIsIf. I AII fho wny fhoro my mofhor frIod fo romInd mo of nII my roInfIvos. I hnd so mnny uncIos nnd nunfs nnd cousIns If wns hnrd fo romombor fhom nII. Sho foId mo sforIos nbouf fhom nnd kof goIng on nnd on nbouf ono nrfIcuInr uncIo of mIno. "Oh, ho Is jusf IIko your fnfhor!" sho snId. "WnIf fIII you moof hIm, Son. You wIII Iovo hIm bocnuso ho Is so much IIko your fnfhor." 89 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI WoII, wo fInnIIy gof fo IsrnoI nnd I couId nof wnIf fo soo fhnf uncIo. My fnfhor wns my bosf frIond nnd If nnyono wns IIko my dnd, I wnnfod fo moof hIm. I wns so oxcIfod ns wo drovo fo my uncIo's houso. My mofhor kof foIIIng mo sforIos nbouf hIm nnd snId, "!omombor son, ho Is your fnfhor's brofhor. Ho hns fho snmo Insf nnmo ns you do. Ho Is jusf IIko your fnfhor." So wo nrrIvod nf my uncIo's houso, nnd ns my mom knockod on fho door nII I couId fhInk nbouf wns how much wo wouId hnvo fo fnIk nbouf sInco wo hndn'f soon onch ofhor In fhIrfoon yonrs. My uncIo oonod fho door nnd I couIdn'f ronIIy romombor hIm, bufwow!dId ho Iook IIko my dnd. I hnd fwo hours or so fo sond wIfh hIm nnd ronIIy gof fo know hIm. So I bognn fo fnIk fo hIm nbouf fho fhIngs my dnd nnd I fnIkod nbouf. I sfnrfod wIfh sorfs; ho hnd no Inforosf In sorfs. I nskod hIm nbouf cnr rncIng; ho hnd no Inforosf In cnr rncIng. "WoII," I fhoughf, "my dnd Iovos wrosfIIng. I'II nsk hIm nbouf fhnf." My uncIo hnd novor soon wrosfIIng. If soon bocnmo cIonr wo hnd nbsoIufoIy nofhIng fo fnIk nbouf, nnd fho noxf hour nnd fIffy-fIvo mInufos woro goIng fo go by vory sIowIy. Wo hnd n roInfIonshI wIfh onch ofhor nnd ovon rosombIod onch ofhor, buf wo hnd no foIIowshI nf nII. I hnd nofhIng In common wIfh hIm. Going Be$ond elationship 90 Fellowship With .od My moofIng wIfh my uncIo Is fho bosf wny I know fo doscrIbo fho dIfforonco bofwoon roInfIonshI nnd foIIowshI. !oInfIonshI dofInos who wo nro, buf foIIowshI dofInos who wo know. I wns roInfod fo my uncIo, buf I dId nof know hIm. I wondor how mnny In fho body of ChrIsf hnvo n roInfIonshI wIfh Cod buf hnvo no foIIowshI wIfh HIm. Thoy fhInk fhoy know HIm bocnuso of whnf ofhors hnvo foId fhom nbouf HIm, buf fhoy fhomsoIvos hnvo no ronI foIIowshI wIfh fho IIvIng Cod. !oInfIonshI doos nof roInco foIIowshI. Whnf n rIvIIogo wo hnvo fo como nnd fo know fho IIvIng Cod! Ho dosIros us ns much ns wo dosIro HIm. Ho Iongs for our foIIowshI ns much ns wo dosIro HIs. I rny wo novor Ioso our hungor fo know HIm. I cnn'f counf fho numbor of fImos ooIo nsk fho quosfIon, "Whnf hnons nffor I hnvo onforod Info HIs rosonco Whnf do I do fhon" I boIIovo fhoro nro mnny fhIngs fhnf wIII hnon whon you como Info fho rosonco of Cod. Iuf fho mosf Imorfnnf Is fhnf wo onfor Info n foIIowshI wIfh Cod. Tho moro fImo wo sond In foIIowshI, fho moro Cod chnngos us fo bo IIko HIm. WorshI Ionds us Info foIIowshI wIfh Cod. Thnf Is whnf wo do whon wo como Info HIs rosonco. Irom fho vory bogInnIng, Cod hns nIwnys soughf foIIowshI wIfh HIs cronfIon, mnnkInd. Whon wo rond fho nccounf of Adnm nnd Ivo In ConosIs, wo soo n sIfunfIon whoro mnn wns gIvon so much, nII for hIm fo onjoy, bocnuso Cod 9l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Iovod hIm nnd wnnfod foIIowshI wIfh hIm. On dny ono, Cod cronfod fho IIghf nnd dnrknoss; dny fwo, fho fIrmnmonf nnd wnfors; dny fhroo, onrfh nnd vogofnfIon. On fho fourfh dny, fho sun, moon nnd sfnrs woro sof Info ordor. On dny fIvo, fho fIsh nnd fho fowI woro cronfod, nnd on fho sIxfh dny Ho mndo fho nnImnIs nnd mnn. Cod cronfod ovoryfhIng for mnn fhnf mnn mIghf onjoy HIs cronfIon. And Cod snId, !of us mnko mnn In our Imngo, nffor our IIkonoss: nnd Iof fhom hnvo domInIon ovor fho fIsh of fho son, nnd ovor fho fowI of fho nIr, nnd ovor fho cnffIo, nnd ovor nII fho onrfh, nnd ovor ovory crooIng fhIng fhnf crooofh uon fho onrfh (Con. l:26, KJV). ThInk wIfh mo for n momonf. Cod cronfod mnn so Ho nnd mnnkInd wouId foIIowshI fogofhor. Ho mndo nII fhnf wo rond of In ConosIs l nnd 2 for fhIs mnn. Mnn wns gIvon fho whoIo onrfh fo ruIo. Ho wns sInIoss nnd IIvod In n orfocf onvIronmonf. Irom cronfIng fho onrfh fo mnkIng hIm n wIfo, Cod mInIsforod fo fho dooosf noods of fhIs mnn, nII bocnuso Ho Iovod HIs cronfIon nnd wnnfod foIIowshI wIfh HIm. I musf undorsfnnd my uroso of oxIsfonco. I wns nof cronfod for nnyfhIng Ioss fhnn foIIowshI wIfh fho IIvIng Cod nnd fo worshI HIm. ConosIs 3 Infroducos n cnfnsfrohIc ovonf. Tho mnn nnd fho womnn sIn ngnInsf Cod, fho vory Ono who gnvo fhom such nbundnnf IIfo. Whnf wns ronIIy Iosf In fho fnII Mnny fhIngs chnngod for mnnkInd, buf fho gronfosf Ioss wns fho foIIowshI bofwoon Cod nnd mnn fhnf wns brokon for fho fIrsf fImo. 92 Fellowship With .od Adnm nnd Ivo Iosf fhoIr uroso whon fhoy Iosf fhoIr foIIowshI wIfh Cod. Affor fho mnn nnd fho womnn sInnod ngnInsf Cod, fhoy found fhomsoIvos nnkod nnd fuII of shnmo. And fhoy honrd fho voIco of fho !ord Cod wnIkIng In fho gnrdon In fho cooI of fho dny: nnd Adnm nnd hIs wIfo hId fhomsoIvos from fho rosonco of fho !ord Cod nmongsf fho froos of fho gnrdon. And fho !ord Cod cnIIod unfo Adnm, nnd snId unfo hIm, Whoro nrf fhou (Con. 3:8-9, KJV). Cod rofurnod fo sonk wIfh Adnm ns fhough Ho dId nof know nbouf fhoIr sIn. "Adnm, whoro nro you" If wnsn'f ns fhough Cod dId nof know whnf hnd fnkon Inco, buf Ho wns sookIng Adnm bocnuso fhoIr foIIowshI wns brokon. Adnm hnd Iosf hIs vory ronson for oxIsfonco fo onjoy communIon wIfh Cod. Iocnuso of fhIs, Cod sonf Josus fo dIo for us. Yos, Ho cnmo fo snvo us from our sIn, buf fho uIfImnfo uroso for snvIng us from sIn wns fo rosforo our communIon wIfh Cod. If wo confoss our sIns, Ho Is fnIfhfuI nnd jusf fo forgIvo us our sIns nnd fo cIonnso us from nII unrIghfoousnoss (l John l:9). Todny your foIIowshI wIfh Cod cnn bo rosforod, ns you sImIy nsk Cod fo forgIvo you. If Is fhnf sImIo. Jusf confoss your sIns fo HIm nnd Ho wIII fouch your honrf wIfh HIs Iovo nnd forgIvo your ovory sIn. Onco Ho hns forgIvon you, rosond fo HIm In worshI for ovoryfhIng Ho hns dono for you. %ubstitutions for 'ello(ship 93 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI How mnny fodny ronIIy foIIowshI wIfh Cod Wo hnvo foIIowshI moofIngs In our homos nnd churchos. Wo foIIowshI wIfh ono nnofhor, buf wo sndIy nogIocf foIIowshI wIfh fho Ono who cronfod us for fhnf vory uroso. If bocomos so onsy fo subsfIfufo ofhor fhIngs for our foIIowshI wIfh HIm. ThIs mny gof mo In n IIffIo froubIo, buf I'm goIng fo sny If: ono fhIng ooIo offon subsfIfufo for foIIowshI wIfh Cod Is sfudy of HIs Word. Wo nood fo undorsfnnd If Is ossIbIo fo know fho Word of Cod yof hnvo no foIIowshI wIfh HIm. Whnf Is Imorfnnf Is nof fhnf I sond fImo In fho Word, buf fhnf I sond fImo In foIIowshI wIfh Cod. ovor subsfIfufo sfudyIng fho Word wIfh IIvIng foIIowshI wIfh Cod. SomofImos wo nogIocf foIIowshI wIfh Cod bocnuso wo nro so focusod nnd ufIghf nbouf fIndIng ouf whnf Cod wnnfs us fo do. Wo nro bombnrdod wIfh somInnrs, conforoncos nnd fonchIngs on "How fo IInd Your Iuroso," "Cod's WIII for Your !Ifo" nnd so on. Yof If wo sond foo much fImo fryIng fo fInd our dIrocfIon, wo wIII mIss our uroso. As ChrIsfInns, wo musf romombor In fho mIdsf of nII wo do for Cod, our fIrsf nnd mosf Imorfnnf cnIIIng Is fo know HIm, fo Iovo HIm nnd fo worshI HIm. ThIs Is our uroso, nnd nnyfhIng Ioss Is nof uroso nf nII. Tho vory ronson Cod mndo us wns for foIIowshI. Ho gnvo us fho nbIIIfy fo know HIm nnd Incod wIfhIn us fho InsfIncf fo worshI HIm. Cod gnvo us HIs IovIng snIvnfIon fhnf wo 94 Fellowship With .od mIghf bo HIs chIIdron nnd bo fIIIod wIfh n dosIro nnd n nssIon fo Iovo nnd worshI HIm. ThIs Is why wo woro nof onIy cronfod buf cnIIod by HIs nnmo. |Ivon] Ivory ono fhnf Is cnIIod by my nnmo: for I hnvo cronfod hIm for my gIory, I hnvo formod hIm; yon, I hnvo mndo hIm ThIs ooIo hnvo I formod for mysoIf; fhoy shnII show forfh my rnIso (Is. 43:?,2l, KJV). Todny, If you fooI IIko you hnvo Iosf your uroso, or If you fooI IIko you hnvo no uroso, I wnnf you fo know Cod Is IongIng for you. Ho hns boon sookIng you wondorIng whnf hnonod fo fho foIIowshI. WorshIIng Cod brIngs fho gronfosf fuIfIIImonf fo mnnkInd. Thoro Is nofhIng on fhIs onrfh fhnf cnn roInco worshI of fho fruo Cod. IooIo sonrch for If In nII dIfforonf nvonuos of IIfo, buf IIfo nnd uroso Is onIy found In onforIng Info fho rosonco of Cod In worshI. Whnf Is oxorIoncod In fho honrf of fho boIIovor In fhnf fImo cnnnof bo subsfIfufod or counforfoIfod. You Can't ush 'ello(ship Much of our robIom fodny Is fhnf our foIIowshI wIfh Cod Is so rushod. Mnny hnvo n dIffIcuIf fImo sfnyIng In Cod's rosonco wIfhouf fho fhoughf of rushIng fo somofhIng oIso. Mnny worshI Cod wIfh fhoIr IIs, whIIo fhoy nro mnkIng vncnfIon Inns, fhInkIng nbouf Iunch, nnd wnfchIng fhoIr wnfchos wondorIng whon fho sorvIco wIII ond. Thnf Is nof foIIowshI wIfh Cod. 95 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Wo nood fo undorsfnnd If doIIghfs HIm whon wo como fo sook HIm bocnuso wo wnnf fo, nof fo fuIfIII n roIIgIous obIIgnfIon. Cod hns boon IongIng for HIs ooIo fo como bnck fo HIm, nof jusf fo nccof HIm, buf fo sook HIm. My honrf bronks whon I sfnnd In sorvIcos nnd soo fho bInnk Iook on fho fncos of Cod's ooIo durIng fho "worshI fImo." Thoy soom Iosf ns fo why wo nro gnfhorod fogofhor. Thoy nro moro Inforosfod In sooIng who Is sIffIng on fho fronf row rnfhor fhnn goffIng Iosf In worshI. Thoy Iook nround ns fho worshI Iondor frIos fo Iond fhom Info fho rosonco of Cod. SomofImos fhoy wnnf worshI fo ond so fhoy cnn gof Info fho Word. Ono fImo I honrd n ronchor sny fo hIs congrognfIon, "If Is moro Imorfnnf fhnf I fonch fho Word fhnn for fho ooIo fo onfor Info worshI." As I honrd hIm sny fhIs, my honrf broko. I fhoughf fo mysoIf, "Is fhoro nnyfhIng moro Imorfnnf fhnn worshIIng Cod" ThIs Is fho ronson wo woro cronfod. I wns nof cronfod fo go fo church, fhough If Is Imorfnnf. I wns nof cronfod fo honr n mnn ronch, fhough If Is Imorfnnf. I wns cronfod fo Iovo nnd foIIowshI wIfh fho Ono who cronfod mo. Tho IIbIo snys: Thou nrf worfhy, O !ord, fo rocoIvo gIory nnd honour nnd owor: Ior fhou hnsf cronfod nII fhIngs |fhnf IncIudos you nnd mo], nnd for fhy Ionsuro fhoy nro nnd woro cronfod (!ov. 4:ll, KJV). nvId wns drIvon by hIs dosIro nnd nssIon fo worshI Cod. Ho nrfIcuInfod hIs fooIIngs In n bonufIfuI wny In IsnIm 42. 96 Fellowship With .od As fho hnrf nnfofh nffor fho wnfor brooks, so nnfofh my souI nffor fhoo, O Cod. My souI fhIrsfofh for Cod, for fho IIvIng Cod: whon shnII I como nnd nonr boforo Cod (Is. 42:l-2, KJV). Who uf fhnf dosIro wIfhIn nvId Who uf fho dosIro In you Wns If n mnn or wns If n mInIsfry or mnybo fho church Tho nnswor Is nn omhnfIc no. If wns Cod who uf fho dosIro In your honrf fo worshI HIm. Somo nro sfIII worshIIng ofhor fhIngs. Somo worshI monoy, cnrs, shoIng, housos or ofhor mnforInIIsfIc fhIngs. Somo mny worshI foofbnII, bnskofbnII or hockoy. Somo mny ovon worshI sIrIfunI fhIngs IIko n nrfIcuInr mossngo, or n mnn of Cod, or fho gIff of rohocy or n socIfIc movomonf In fho body of ChrIsf. Cod Is nof nffor our worshI; Ho Is nffor us. Ho Is nof wnIfIng for you fo sIng nnofhor song; Ho Is wnIfIng for you. Ho doos nof nood our worshI fo snfIsfy somo sorf of grood. Whon you ronIIy sIf nnd fhInk nbouf If, whnf cnn wo ronIIy offor HIm fhnf Ho doos nof nIrondy boIong fo HIm My socInI nbIIIfy or song Is nof goIng fo brIng HIm gIory fhnf Ho hns nof nIrondy rocoIvod. AII of cronfIon Is HIs. Tho onfIro onrfh nnd fho honvons boIong fo HIm. AII cronfuros woro mndo by HIm. AII nnoInfIng, nII owor nnd nII honor Is HIs. Hnvo you ovor sonf fon mInufos fhInkIng nbouf fho mnjosfy of Cod or nbouf HIs vnsfnoss Ho Is omnIscIonf, omnIofonf nnd omnIrosonf! AII-knowIng, nII-oworfuI nnd ovorywhoro nf ono fImo! If's mInd-bIowIng fo ronIIzo fho IncrodIbIo, 9? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI ofornnI Cod Is ncfunIIy sookIng nffor us, fruo worshIors! IIonso romombor fhnf Cod wns worshIod from fho vory foundnfIons of fho worId. ohomInh wrofo fhnf fho hosfs of honvon worshIod HIm (oh. 9:6). Cod wns worshIod boforo mnn ovor cnmo on fho scono. Cod doosn'f nood nnyfhIng from us, buf Ho wants our foIIowshI. Ho Iooks for fho doo wIfhIn fho sIrIf of mnn fo worshI HIm In sIrIf nnd frufh. oo cnIIs unfo doo nf fho noIso of Your wnforfnIIs; AII Your wnvos nnd bIIIows hnvo gono ovor mo (Is. 42:?). Deep Calls to Deep ThIs vorso docInros fhnf fho oo cnIIofh unfo fho doo. Cod Is cnIIIng fo fho doo nrfs of our sIrIf fo como fo know fho doo fhIngs fhnf nro In HIm. Cod wIII fIII our sIrIfs wIfh HIs srIngs of IIvIng wnfor. !omombor Josus foId fho womnn nf fho woII: Whosoovor drInkofh of fhIs wnfor shnII fhIrsf ngnIn: Iuf whosoovor drInkofh of fho wnfor fhnf I shnII gIvo hIm shnII novor fhIrsf; buf fho wnfor fhnf I shnII gIvo hIm shnII bo In hIm n woII of wnfor srIngIng u Info ovorInsfIng IIfo (John 4:l3-l4, KJV). Wo ns Cod's ooIo dosIro fo soo moro of Cod's rosonco In our IIvos, churchos, homos nnd nnfIon. Iuf If's nof goIng fo hnon jusf by us 98 Fellowship With .od sIngIng n fow funos. Cod cnIIs nII of us fo n dooor wnIk nnd n dooor commIfmonf fo HIm. Ho wnnfs us fo bo wIIIIng fo sond moro fImo wIfh HIm so Ho cnn our HIs dIvIno fronsuros Info our honrfs. Hunger for God In nII my frnvoIIng nnd mInIsforIng horo nnd nbrond, I'vo nofIcod ono common dosIro In Cod's ooIo. In sorvIco I nsk, "How mnny of you nro hungry for moro of Cod fhnn ovor boforo" Tho ooIo nIwnys rosond wIfh nn ovorwhoImIng yos! Whofhor If Is In Cormnny or In IndonosIn, ooIo nro hungry. Thoro Is n fruo dosIro In fho honrfs of Cod's ooIo for moro of Cod nnd Ioss of InyIng church. If I woro fo nsk you rIghf now ns you nro rondIng fhIs book, "Aro you hungry for moro of Cod's rosonco In your honrf nnd IIfo" my rnyor Is fhnf your nnswor bo yos. If nof, fhon I hoo If wIII chnngo by fho fImo you fInIsh rondIng fhIs book. In nII fho yonrs I hnvo frnvoIod nnd mInIsforod, fhoro hns boon ono dosIro In my honrf. I confInunIIy rny, "!ovonI yoursoIf fo fho ooIo who nro hungry for you. Oon fhoIr honrfs fo gIvo You uro nnd undofIIod worshI." Whon wo onfor Info worshI, wo nro onforIng Info communIon wIfh our honvonIy Infhor nnd bocomIng InfImnfo wIfh HIm. ThIs Is somofhIng fhnf domnnds our nII; nII our honrfs, our souIs, nnd our mInds. In fho book of John Is nnofhor vorso fhnf 99 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI fouchos my honrf In n socInI wny. And fhIs Is IIfo ofornnI, fhnf fhoy mIghf know fhoo fho onIy fruo Cod, nnd Josus ChrIsf, whom fhou hnsf sonf (John l?:3, KJV). KnowIng HIm Is moro fhnn n mnnsIon In gIory, moro fhnn wonrIng n crown. KnowIng HIm Is ofornnI IIfo. I nm nof goIng fo hnvo fo wnIf fo dIo fo oxorIonco honvon. I cnn bogIn fo oxorIonco honvon rIghf horo on onrfh ns I como fo know HIm. Whon Josus snId, "Infhor, fhnf fhoy mIghf know You," Ho Is snyIng fhnf fhoy mIghf orcoIvo, rocognIzo, bocomo ncqunInfod wIfh nnd undorsfnnd You. KIng nvId gnvo hIs son SoIomon n chnrgo fhnf shouId bo kof by ovory mnn nnd womnn. !of's Iook nf If In fwo nrfs. As for you, my son SoIomon, know fho Cod of your fnfhor, nnd sorvo HIm wIfh n IoynI honrf nnd wIfh n wIIIIng mInd; for fho !ord sonrchos nII honrfs nnd undorsfnnds nII fho Infonf of fho fhoughfs (l Chr. 28:9). nvId urgod hIs son fo know hIs Cod. Thon ho foId hIm fo sorvo. ThIs mnkos sonso, bocnuso If wo don'f know Cod, how cnn wo sorvo HIm Thon nvId confInuod: If you sook HIm, Ho wIII bo found by you; buf If you forsnko HIm, Ho wIII cnsf you off forovor (l Chr. 28:9). WorshI Is fho wny I sook Cod. nvId romIsos fhnf If I sook Cod, Ho wIII nIIow mo fo como fo know HIm nnd Ionrn of HIs wnys. WorshI roquIros nn InfImnfo Iovo l00 Fellowship With .od roInfIonshI wIfh Cod whoro I fnIk fo HIm nnd cIIng fo HIm wIfh nII my honrf. Thnf doos nof monn I bocomo so sIrIfunI fhnf I nm no onrfhIy good. Iuf I know Cod dosIros our foIIowshI fo bo fIIIod wIfh nssIon. Ono of fho mosf honrf- fouchIng vorsos In Cod's Word fo mo Is found In IhIIIInns 3:l0: Thnf I mIghf know HIm nnd fho owor of HIs rosurrocfIon, nnd fho foIIowshI of HIs sufforIngs, boIng conformod fo HIs donfh. InuI's gronfosf dosIro wns fo know HIm. Thnf foo shouId bo our gronfosf dosIro. Wo'ro cnIIod fo go boyond roInfIonshI wIfh Cod, fo hnvo foIIowshI wIfh HIm. Thoro Is no subsfIfufo for sIffIng nf HIs foof nnd nIIowIng fho doo nrfs of our sIrIf fo know fho doo fhIngs wIfhIn HIm. Cod dosIros foIIowshI wIfh fho onos Ho cronfod for fhnf uroso. Our hungor for moro of Cod wIII bo snfIsfIod ns wo como fo know HIm. l0l , l e e n ll WorshI IIrsf, Thon Sorvo romombor In my onrIy yonrs of mInIsfry, nII I wnnfod wns fo sorvo Cod. I bognn ns n cusfodInn In our church, nnd ovon boforo fhnf, I frnvoIod wIfh my brofhor. I Ono of fho mosf vnIunbIo Iossons I Ionrnod wns fo sorvo fho mnn of Cod. ThIs Is n gronf Iosson for nII fhoso who dosIro fo bo usod of Cod. Ivorybody hns n somobody fo sorvo; my somobody wns my brofhor. Ho wns fho Insfrumonf Cod usod fo hoI ronro mo for fho mInIsfry. Whon wo sorvo undor somoono oIso's mInIsfry, Cod cnn fonch us fhIngs wo cnnnof Ionrn nny ofhor wny. l03 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Thoro hns boon much fonchIng on fho nnoInfIng of Cod. Ono of fho mosf Imorfnnf fhIngs wo nood fo Ionrn Is wIfh fho nnoInfIng of Cod comos rosonsIbIIIfy. I hnvo boon bIossod fo sorvo undor n mInIsfry whIch fruIy undorsfnnds fho nnoInfIng of Cod. I hnvo Ionrnod fhnf Cod mnkos sorvnnfs, nof Iondors. Wo nood fo Ionrn fo sorvo Cod for ns Iong ns If fnkos. Somo ooIo frnvoI mnny mIIos fo moofIngs, fryIng fo cnfch n doubIo orfIon of fho nnoInfIng. Thoro nro somInnrs fo fonch us "Tho Socrofs fo fho AnoInfIng," "How fo Oornfo In fho AnoInfIng," "How fo IrIng own SIrIfunI nrknoss" or "How fo Irohosy." AdvorfIsomonfs urgo us fo como fo fhIs sorvIco or go fo fhnf moofIng fo Ionrn how fo sfIr u our gIffs. Tho nnoInfIng of Cod Is nof somofhIng fhnf jusf hnons ovornIghf. You cnn'f Ionrn If nf n somInnr. Tho nnoInfIng comos wIfh yonrs of fnIfhfuI sorvIco. In rondIng 2 KIngs, you fInd somofhIng gronf In fho IIfo of IIIshn. IIIshn wns nof known for hIs mInIsfry buf for hIs sorvIco. Whon Johoshnhnf wnnfod n mnn of Cod fo como wIfh fho word of fho !ord on hIs moufh, ono of hIs sorvnnfs snId, "Wo know n mnn fhnf ourod wnfor on fho hnnds of IIIjnh. HIs nnmo Is IIIshn" (soo 2 KIn. 3:ll). I boIIovo Cod choso IIIshn fo s%cceed IIIjnh bocnuso IIIshn sered IIIjnh. In fho snmo wny, Joshun sorvod Mosos, nnd nvId sorvod SnuI. l04 Worship First$ Then (ere Thoso who nro sorvIng undor fhoIr nsfor nood fo rny fo cnfch fho sIrIf nnd vIsIon of fhoIr nsfor. I Ionrnod fIrsfhnnd fho Imorfnnco of fnIfhfuIIy sorvIng fho nsfor, nnd ns n rosuIf, Cod hns onfrusfod mo wIfh n mInIsfry. If you dosIro fo bo usod by Cod, you nood fo know If's nof rIghf fo fry fo buIId on nnofhor mnn's foundnfIon. As Cod Incos you In nnofhor orson's mInIsfry fo sorvo, do nof sfnrf InnnIng your fufuro. Your fufuro Is In fho hnnds of Cod. If you wIII sorvo fnIfhfuIIy fhnf mnn or womnn of Cod, Cod wIII bo fho ono fo nnoInf you nnd gIvo you n mInIsfry. Iuf Ho wIII do If In HIs fImo whon Ho knows you nro rondy. Whon fhoso sorvIng In n mInIsfry hnvo nof cnughf fho vIsIon nnd sIrIf of fho nsfor, fhoy somofImos fhInk fho nnoInfIng of Cod Is on fhom ns much ns on fho nsfor. Thoy fhInk fhoIr nnoInfIng Is fho snmo ns fhoIr nsfor's nnoInfIng. Thnf kInd of orson vIows hIs sorvIco ns n sfoIng sfono for orsonnI gonIs. Cod doos nof mnko Iondors. Ho mnkos sorvnnfs who bocomo Iondors. My rnyor Is for n joInIng bofwoon fho nsfors nnd fho IondorshI of fho Church. Thoro hns boon foo much bIoodshod In fho Iody of ChrIsf. Mon nnd womon nro cnIIod fo ono Inco nnd fhon Ionvo nnd sfnrf fhoIr own work bocnuso fhoy cnnnof gof nIong wIfh fho nsfor. Too mnny churchos hnvo sIIf bocnuso somo hnvo nof undorsfood fho nnoInfIng of Cod nnd whnf If monns fo sorvo. ThIs Is nof monnf fo uf nnyono down, buf fo hoI you undorsfnnd fho nnoInfIng of Cod buIIds nnd doosn'f dIvIdo. Tho nnoInfIng of fho SIrIf l05 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI gIvos mo n gronfor Iovo for Cod's sorvnnf so whon fImos gof fough, I don'f Ionvo; I cIonvo. CIonvIng doos nof monn for n fow monfhs buf mnybo mnny yonrs. Ono of fho gronfosf rIvIIogos I hnvo hnd hns boon fo sorvo In my brofhor's mInIsfry for sovonfoon yonrs. I wouId nof frndo fhoso yonrs for nnyfhIng In fhIs worId. urIng fhnf fImo I hnvo Ionrnod Iossons fhnf hnvo hoIod moId my IIfo In sorvIng Cod. Tho dny of ono-mnn mInIsfry musf como fo nn ond. Cod Is brIngIng fogofhor fonms of mon nnd womon Iod by fho nsfor. Iuf wo musf bo cnrofuI fhnf onco wo nro In n Inco of sorvIng, wo confInuo fo sorvo Cod nnd nof fho mInIsfry. SorvIng n mInIsfry wIII uf you In n Inco of dIscourngomonf nnd wIII ovonfunIIy quonch fho movomonf of fho HoIy SIrIf In you. %er!ice Pleases God If Ionsos fho honrf of Cod whon fhoro Is n nood In HIs houso nnd somoono sfnnds u nnd snys, "Insfor, I wIII bo gInd fo sorvo." Thoso who sorvo ns ushors, nursory workors, Sundny schooI fonchors nnd grooforsfhoso who gIvo of fhoIr fImo fo Cod's houso wIfh n uro honrfdo so ns n nrf of fhoIr worshI. Cod doIIghfs In worshI fhnf InvoIvos sorvIco. And now, IsrnoI, whnf doos fho !ord your Cod roquIro of you, buf fo fonr fho !ord your Cod, fo wnIk In nII HIs wnys nnd fo Iovo HIm, fo sorvo fho !ord your Cod wIfh nII your honrf nnd wIfh nII your souI (ouf. l0:l2). l06 Worship First$ Then (ere Thoro Is n vory cIoso connocfIon bofwoon sorvIco nnd worshI. Tho Crook word for sorvIco, latre%o$ rofors fo nn offorIng or sorvIco wIfh no fhoughf of rownrd. If monns fo mInIsfor fo Cod; fo do fho sorvIco of worshI In rovoronco; n sorvIco fo Cod wIfh n doo commIfmonf of fho honrf. A wIso mnn of Cod onco foId mo: You cnn onIy mInIsfor "or HIm If you hnvo mInIsforod to HIm. Somo ooIo sorvo Cod nnd subsfIfufo fhoIr sorvIco for worshI. WorshI Is roInfIonshI nnd foIIowshI wIfh Cod, nof mochnnIcs nnd formuIns. Wo shouId nof bo sfIrrod nbouf sorvIng Cod unfII wo hnvo Ionrnod fho joy fhnf comos In worshIIng Cod. %er!ice Can't %ubstitute for 'ello(ship Tho ordor Is ns foIIows: IIrsf I worshI, fhon I sorvo. In mnny churchos fho oosIfo Is fruo. Thoro Is much sorvIco nnd IIffIo worshI. Whnf hnons fo fhoso who gof cnughf u In fho orformnnco of mInIsfry ThoIr roInfIonshI wIfh Cod bocomos doondonf on orformnnco rnfhor fhnn worshI. WorshI Is nof n mnffor of mochnnIcs. If onnbIos n boIIovor fo know Cod nnd fo fnII In Iovo wIfh HIm. If worshIIng Cod Is nof fho mnIn objocfIvo of fho boIIovor, fhon fho oufcomo of sorvIco Is formuIns nnd mochnnIcs. Don't Be Distracted 'ro" Worship l0? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI IIonso bo cnrofuI of dIsfrncfIons fhnf wIII koo you In bondngo fo fhIngs fhnf nro nof Imorfnnf. Wo nII know fho sfory of Mnry nnd Mnrfhnhow Mnrfhn wns busy cookIng nnd cIonnIng, whIIo Mnry jusf snf nf Josus' foof nnd honrd HIs Word. Iuf Mnrfhn wns dIsfrncfod wIfh much sorvIng, nnd sho nronchod HIm nnd snId, "!ord, do You nof cnro fhnf my sIsfor hns Ioff mo fo sorvo nIono Thoroforo foII hor fo hoI mo." And Josus nnsworod nnd snId fo hor, "Mnrfhn, Mnrfhn, you nro worrIod nnd froubIod nbouf mnny fhIngs. Iuf ono fhIng Is noodod, nnd Mnry hns choson fhnf good nrf, whIch wIII nof bo fnkon nwny from hor" (!uko l0:40-42). o mnffor how noodod you nro In your nrfIcuInr nron of sorvIco, you cnnnof nogIocf your own foIIowshI wIfh fho !ord. Ior oxnmIo, you mny bo fho ono orson who Is vory fnIfhfuI In fho nursory. You nro so cnnbIo nnd wIIIIng fhnf fhoro Is n fomfnfIon fo work durIng ovory church sorvIco. Iuf If you do, you won'f hnvo fho oorfunIfy fo worshI wIfh ofhor boIIovors. You cnn onsIIy Ioso honrf nnd bocomo IsoInfod In your mInIsfry. of forsnkIng fho nssombIIng of oursoIvos fogofhor, ns Is fho mnnnor of somo, buf oxhorfIng ono nnofhor, nnd so much fho moro ns you soo fho ny nronchIng (Hob. l0:25). I romombor n fow yonrs ngo whon n gronf mnn of Cod rohosIod fo mo. In fho word ho mndo fhIs sfnfomonf, "You cnn'f mInIsfor for l08 Worship First$ Then (ere HIm unfII you hnvo mInIsforod fo HIm." Ho dId nof know nbouf my doo dosIro fo worshI nnd sorvo Cod, buf Cod soko fhrough hIm fo wnrn mo nbouf n frn sof for ooIo who wnnfod fo sorvo Cod. Tho frn Is uffIng sorvIco nhond of worshI. ThIs Is nn Imorfnnf rIncIIo. I worshI fIrsf fhon I sorvo. Thoro Is n fromondous dnngor whon nII I do for Cod Is bnsod on sorvIco. WorshI roquIros fhnf I sfnnd In HIs rosonco nnd mInIsfor fo HIm. ovor como fo fho Inco In your honrf whoro your dosIro fo sorvo HIm Is gronfor fhnn your dosIro fo worshI HIm. If Is In fhnf Inco fho honrf gofs dry, omfy nnd voId of Cod's rosonco. WorshI Is bnsod on my honrf's Iovo nnd nssIon for HIm, nof on my orformnnco. l09 T w e l e l2 A SocInI ofo fo Insfors od hns gIvon mo n gronf Iovo for HIs sorvnnfs. In my frnvoIIng I hnvo hnd fho rIvIIogo of moofIng somo of fho mosf wondorfuI mon nnd womon of Cod. Thoso nro mon nnd womon wIfh such n honrf for Cod. C I wnnf fo fnko n fow ngos fo nddross Issuos fhnf nro socInI concorns fo nsfors nnd Iondors. (Howovor, If you don'f hnon fo consIdor yoursoIf n nsfor or Iondor, Ionso don'f sfo rondIng. I boIIovo you cnn nIso bonofIf from fhIs InformnfIon.) In fho Insf fow yonrs Cod hns Incod n gronf burdon In my honrf for smnIIor churchos. I hnvo lll CHACI I HIS I!ISICI gono fo fhoso churchos nnd mInIsforod nnd rofurnod homo boIng moro bIossod fhnn fho ooIo In fho sorvIcos. I wouId como homo wIfh ovon n gronfor Iovo for Cod nnd fhoso mon nnd womon. SomofImos wo Inco foo much Imorfnnco on fho sIzo of fho crowd or how Inrgo our churchos nro. I hnvo nIwnys hoId n sfrong oInIon fhnf fruo church growfh Is nof bnsod on numbors. Truo church growfh Is monsurod by how much fho ooIo rofIocf JosusHIs Iovo, grnco, morcy, comnssIon nnd frusf. I nm offon nskod fho quosfIon, "How Is If fhnf your brofhor Ionny's church Is nIwnys fuII nnd hIs crusndos nro nckod wIfh ooIo How do you gof fhoso kInds of numbors" Ionny's moofIngs mny soom Inrgo now, buf I boIIovo wIfh nII my honrf whon rovIvnI comos, ovory church wIII bo fuII fo cnncIfy. Tho gronfosf dnys for fho church nro sfIII nhond of us. Crowfh Is nof fho robIom. Tho robIom comos whon wo wnnf growfh so bndIy wo sfnrf fryIng ouf dIfforonf "mofhods" for growfh. Cod doos nof nnoInf rogrnms or mofhods. Ho nnoInfs mon nnd womon. Ho doos nof fIow fhrough Inns. Ho fIows fhrough mon nnd womon. Wo do nof nood nny moro formuIns for church growfh. Wo nood fho nnoInfIng of fho HoIy SIrIf In our worshI, In our ronchIng nnd In fho honrfs of Cod's ooIo. Wo IIvo In n fImo whon ooIo wnnf ovoryfhIng InsfnnfIy, no ronrnfIon noodod. Whofhor If Is food, fInnncInI succoss, or ovon woIghf Ioss, wo wnnf If OW! Thnf kInd of ll2 A (pecial -ote to Pastors monfnIIfy hns sndIy crof Info fho church. IooIo wnnf fhoIr honIIng, doIIvornnco, fInnncInI rosorIfy nnd sIrIfunI mnfurIfy OW! IooIo wnnf Insfnnf rosuIfs nnd yof nro nof wIIIIng fo sond fImo In worshI. Somo ooIo wIII ncfunIIy gof u nnd Ionvo n sorvIco fhnf Is runnIng Info bocnuso of n movo of fho HoIy SIrIf. Insfors nro uf undor fromondous rossuro fo bo suro fho sorvIco onds shorfIy nffor fho noon hour. Affor nII, fho ooIo hnvo fo gof fo fho rosfnurnnfs boforo fho rush. I nm sorry fo sny, fhnf kInd of nffIfudo wIII nof fouch fho honrf of Cod. If wo do nof fouch HIs SIrIf, fhon HIs SIrIf doos nof fouch us. Iuf If wo fouch HIs SIrIf, HIs SIrIf wIII fouch us. Insfors, I rny you novor fnII Info fhnf frn. ovor como fo n Inco whoro you gIvo fho ooIo onIy whnf fhoy wnnf, buf gIvo fhom whnf fho HoIy SIrIf hns Incod In you. I know nsfors hnvo n gronf dosIro fo soo fho unsnvod como fo know fho !ord Josus. Wo hnvo sonf counfIoss doIInrs fryIng fo ronch ouf fo fho orossod. Wo hnvo mndo gronf ndvnncos In fho mofhods of ovnngoIIsm, buf wo nood fo rocognIzo worshI Is fho gronfosf fooI for ovnngoIIsm. As wo snw wIfh fho SnmnrIfnn womnn, ono fruo worshIor cnn nffocf n whoIo cIfy for Cod. Tho mosf Imorfnnf fhIng wo cnn do ns nsfors Is fo koo our own foIIowshI wIfh Cod sfrong. OnIy fhon cnn wo gIvo our ooIo whnf fhoy nood. Thoro Is n Iof of work InvoIvod In nsforIng, nnd If's onsy fo bo so busy sorvIng Cod wo nogIocf our fImo wIfh HIm. ll3 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI In fho chnfor on sorvIco, I urgod you fo worshI, fhon sorvo. Wo who nro In fuII-fImo mInIsfry somofImos ncf ns If wo nro oxcofIons fo fhnf ruIo. Wo nro nof. If nII fhnf wo do In fho mInIsfry Is sorvo, wo bogIn fo doond on formuIns nnd gImmIcks rnfhor fhnn fho nnoInfIng of fho HoIy SIrIf. Wo sfnrf fo do fhIngs fo Ionso fho ooIo. IsfrncfIons cnn onsIIy sfonI your fImo wIfh Cod. Ivon If fho dIsfrncfIon Is n godIy fhIng, don'f Iof If koo you from sondIng fho nocossnry fImo wIfh fho !ord fo mInIsfor offocfIvoIy fo HIs ooIo. Co"e to Hi" )lone rnw mo, wo wIII run nffor fhoo: fho kIng hnfh broughf mo Info hIs chnmbors: wo wIII bo gInd nnd rojoIco In fhoo, wo wIII romombor fhy Iovo moro fhnn wIno: fho urIghf Iovo fhoo (Song l:4, KJV). Thoro Is n gronf nood for us fo como nIono Info fho chnmbor of fho KIng. Ho who hns cnIIod us dosIros us fo como nIono wIfh HIm. Our ronI nood Is nof fo Ionrn nbouf church growfh or how fo mInIsfor In fho nnoInfIng, buf fo sond fImo wIfh HIm. WIfhouf nn InfImnfo roInfIonshI wIfh fho HoIy SIrIf, wo hnvo nofhIng fo gIvo. Our fonchIngs wIII bo IIfoIoss nnd bonr no fruIf. If wo do nof worshI fIrsf, fhon wo sfnnd nnd hnvo nofhIng fo mInIsfor, bocnuso nofhIng hns boon concoIvod In our sIrIf by fho SIrIf of Cod. Whon fhnf hnons, our church's worshI fImo bocomos n rIfunI fhnf Is omfy nnd fonds fo sfonI ll4 A (pecial -ote to Pastors fho movo of fho SIrIf. Iuf whon Cod doosIfs HIs sood In us, fhoro Is nIwnys somofhIng fo mInIsfor fo fho ooIo. Tho church Is swoIIon wIfh mInIsfry. Wo hnvo onough ncfIvIfIos fo Insf n IIfofImo. Wo nood fo gof bnck fo worshI nnd buIId fho houso of Cod on ndornfIon, nof busInoss concofs. John l2:32 snys, "And I, If I nm IIffod u from fho onrfh, wIII drnw nII ooIos fo MysoIf." ThIs Is fho bosf rIncIIo for church growfh. If wo wIII oxnIf nnd IIff u fho nnmo of Josus, Ho wIII drnw nII ooIo. ll5 T h i r t e e n l3 Thoro's n ow Sound ComIng vorybody hns somobody fhoy Iook u fo. In musIc nnd worshI fhnf somobody for mo Is IhII rIscoII. Throughouf my IIfo ns n boIIovor I hnvo boon fouchod nnd bIossod by hIs musIc. IhII Is fruIy ono of fho mosf nnoInfod nnd skIIIfuI musIcInns In fho worId. I romombor whon ho wouId como fo our church In OrInndo, I nIwnys rnyod fo hnvo fho oorfunIfy fo hosf nnd oon fho sorvIco for hIm. Thnf's how I fIrsf gof fo know hIm. I SInco fhon, fho Imncf of IhII's mInIsfry on ll? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI my IIfo hns InfonsIfIod. I ronIIy cnmo fo know hIm woII whIIo wo woro In ofroIf fogofhor. If wns n crucInI furnIng oInf In hIs mInIsfry, nnd ho cnIIod nnd nskod mo fo como bo wIfh hIm. urIng fhnf wook Cod buIIf n frIondshI bofwoon us fhnf hns monnf so much fo mo. Ior mnny yonrs, IhII hnd dono onIy ono nIghf concorfs In churchos. Ho wouId rnroIy do fwo consocufIvo nIghfs nnywhoro. HIs IncrodIbIy busy schoduIo hnd fnkon hIm fo oIghfoon dIfforonf cIfIos ovory monfh for fho Insf fon yonrs. ofroIf wns fho furnIng oInf. Ho wns nskod fo como nnd mInIsfor nf n church for fIvo dnys. Ho fnughf ovory mornIng nnd mInIsforod In song. Ivory sorvIco wns fuII of Cod's gIory. Cod wns honorIng IhII's fnIfh nnd hIs honrf fo mInIsfor fo Cod's ooIo nnd Iond fhom Info HIs rosonco. Cod's movo wns so nwosomo. Ho honIod, doIIvorod nnd broko chnIns of bondngo ovor ooIo's IIvos. Cod wns doIng n gronf now work In IhII's IIfo. I coIobrnfod wIfh hIm for fho wny Cod wns chnngIng ooIo's IIvos, buf fho gronfosf chnngo wns In mo. Cod usod hIm fo Iond mo fo fho hIghosf IovoI of worshI I hnvo ovor known. My IIfo wns chnngod forovor ns I snf nnd IIsfonod fo fhIs mnn mInIsfor fho Word. Tho body of ChrIsf noods fo know fhnf ho Is ns nnoInfod fo fonch ns ho Is fo Iny frumof. Cod hns gIvon IhII n doo rovoInfIon of worshI from HIs Word. WorshI wns Imnrfod Info my IIfo In n now nnd frosh dImonsIon. Tho fruIf fhnf cnmo from fhoso sorvIcos Is n fno cnIIod "In HIs Irosonco." On If nro mnny of fho sonfnnoous songs fhnf ll8 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming Cod gnvo hIm In fhoso sorvIcos. If Is fho mosf nnoInfod worshI fno I hnvo ovor honrd. My chIIdron go fo sIoo wIfh If InyIng nII nIghf ovory nIghf. If Is worshI fhnf Is rofroshIng nnd novor gofs oId. I wIII ovor bo Indobfod fo fhIs mnn of Cod who hns InfIuoncod my IIfo nnd mInIsfry. I rny fhnf ns you rond fhIs chnfor, fho hungor fo worshI HIm wIII bo snrkod In your honrf. IhII, fhoro Is n now sound on fho onrfh! In His Presence b$ Phil Driscoll Todny, I boIIovo fhnf wo, ns fho body of ChrIsf, nro In n now dny. Thoro Is n now wInd bIowIng. I know In my honrf fhoro Is n now sound comIng fo fho onrfh. Ior sovornI yonrs I hnvo foIf fhnf Cod's musIc shouId nof onIy bo dIfforonf buf IIfo chnngIng ns woII. If Cod Is who wo sny Ho IsfuII of owor, nbIo fo do mIrncIos, fIIIod wIfh IIghffhon fho musIc wo Iny fo rorosonf HIm shouId rofIocf fhnf owor. MusIc wns cronfod fo bo n forco fo worshI Cod. In fho snmo wny, worshI shouId rofIocf fho vory chnrncfor nnd nnfuro of Cod. I nm nof snyIng fhnf ChrIsfInns shouId nof Iny or sIng musIc fhnf Isn'f nnoInfod. I nm fuIIy nwnro fhnf fhoro wIII bo fImos fo do songs fhnf nro uro, IovoIy nnd of good roorf buf nro nof nocossnrIIy nnoInfod or fuII of Cod's rosonco. Howovor, fho hIghosf cnIIIng of musIc Is sfIII fo worshI nnd rnIso our Cod. Wo shouId fooI HIs rosonco whon wo sIng or honr fhIs musIc. I boIIovo fhnf Cod's musIc Is comIng fo onrfh. ll9 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI I cnnnof foII you socIfIcnIIy how If wIII bo dIfforonf, buf I cnn foII you If wIII IncIudo fho sonfnnoous. Cod Is fho mnsfor of cronfIvIfy. HIs musIc In fhoso Insf dnys wIII domonsfrnfo HIs wondorfuI cronfIvo owor. If wIII bo born by HIs SIrIf sonfnnoousIy. As Snm monfIonod, nbouf fwo yonrs ngo I wns nskod fo mInIsfor for fIvo dnys, mornIng nnd ovonIng, nf n church In ofroIf, MIchIgnn. In fho Insf fon yonrs of mInIsfry I hnd rnroIy mInIsforod fwo consocufIvo nIghfs nnywhoro. I know fhIs wouId bo n IIfo-chnngIng frI. I hnd nn Infonso dosIro In my honrf fo Iond Cod's ooIo Info HIs rosonco In worshI. I hnd nIso rocoIvod n word from fho !ord fhnf Ho wns goIng fo chnngo my mInIsfry. I cnIIod somo of my frIonds fo rny for fhIs moofIng. Snm wns ono frIond I cnIIod. I nskod hIm fo como nnd bo wIfh mo. oIfhor ono of us wns suro whnf wns goIng fo hnon. I bognn fo fonch fho ooIo whnf Cod hnd fnughf mo nbouf worshI. Cod's rosonco InfonsIfIod wIfh ovory sorvIco. Wo snng. Wo crIod. Wo shoufod. Mosf of nII fho worshI wns fofnIIy sonfnnoous. I snng onIy n fow of my songs wIfh frncks. ThIs wns n now bogInnIng In my mInIsfry. I know fho !ord wns cnIIIng mo fo go fo Incos for moro fhnn ono nIghf. Ho wns nIso cnIIIng mo fo mInIsfor fo musIcInns nnd sIngors nnd nffocf fhom wIfh HIs nnoInfIng. I know In my honrf fhnf fho vIsIon I hnd Iongod for hnd boon born. Music in Worship l20 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming Ono of fho gronfosf noods In corornfo worshI fodny Is fhnf wo musf rocovor fho rofofyo of musIc fhnf Cod gnvo fo SoIomon. In fho fImo of nvId fho musIcInns mInIsforod boforo Cod confInunIIy. Thoro wns n consfnnf sound boforo Cod. Whon SoIomon dodIcnfod fho fomIo, ho hnd n whoIo sfnff of musIcInns whoso chIof job wns fo mInIsfor boforo fho !ord nnd fo bo In HIs rosonco confInunIIy. Thoy cnusod HIs owor fo bo roIonsod confInunIIy. Indood If cnmo fo nss, whon fho frumofors nnd sIngors woro ns ono, fo mnko ono sound fo bo honrd In rnIsIng nnd fhnnkIng fho !ord, nnd whon fhoy IIffod u fhoIr voIco wIfh fho frumofs nnd cymbnIs nnd Insfrumonfs of musIc, nnd rnIsod fho !ord, snyIng: "Ior Ho Is good, Ior HIs morcy onduros forovor," fhnf fho houso, fho houso of fho !ord, wns fIIIod wIfh n cIoud, so fhnf fho rIosfs couId nof confInuo mInIsforIng bocnuso of fho cIoud; for fho gIory of fho !ord fIIIod fho houso of Cod (2 Chr. 5:l3-l4). If Is n foundnfIonnI frufh fhnf musIc cnusos fho rosonco of Cod fo como. MusIc Invokos HIs rosonco whon If's oInfod In HIs dIrocfIon. In fho OId Tosfnmonf, musIc wns such nn InfogrnI nrf of boIng In fho rosonco of Cod, yof fodny fo mnny boIIovors, If's boon roducod fo nn InsIgnIfIcnnf nnd smnII nrf of worshI. If's bnckground noIsofIIIor. Insfors by fho fhousnnds wIII sny, "You Iny fwo songs, nnd fhon I'II como nnd gIvo fho Word." Tho ronson wo nro fo bo fIIIod wIfh fho Word Is fhnf If fonchos us, ndmonIshos us nnd shows l2l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI us Cod's sysfom nnd Inn for our IIvos. If buIIds our fnIfh. Josus wns fho Word mndo fIosh, nnd whon Ho wnIkod on fho onrfh HIs rosonco wns oxorIoncod. Whon wo worshI Cod, HIs rosonco Is oxorIoncod. Is worshI Ioss sIgnIfIcnnf fhnn fho Word CorfnInIy nof. Tho Word fonchos us: "Tho onfrnnco of Your words gIvos IIghf" (Is. ll9:l30). HIs word brIngs IIghf rovoInfIon. WorshI brIngs HIs gIoryHIs mnnIfosfod rosonco. A Iof of churchos IIvo undor frndIfIon, nnd fhoIr musIc Is dofonfod boforo fhoy ovor nronch Cod. ThoIr undorsfnndIng of worshI Is IImIfod by fhInkIng Cod doosn'f IIko fhIs kInd or fhnf kInd of musIc. !ndorsfnnd fhIsfhoro nro no godIy or ungodIy Insfrumonfs. AII Insfrumonfs woro cronfod by Cod for HIs Ionsuro. Cod Is omnIscIonf, nII-knowIng. Ho honrd nnd undorsfood nII musIc ovon boforo If wns cronfod. Ho honrd ovory nofo boforo If wns Inyod. Ho know ovory moIody, ovory hnrmony nnd ovory rhyfhm *e"ore it was. Whnf mnkos musIc godIy or ungodIy Is fho sIrIf of fhoso InyIng or sIngIng If nnd fho words If communIcnfos. Tho IIbIo snys fhnf fho sfnrs snng whon Cod cronfod fho worId (soo Job 38:?). Todny wo hnvo fho fochnoIogy fo Ick u fho sound wnvos of fho sfnrs nnd robrondcnsf fhom Info sounds wo cnn honr. MusIc Is honrd confInunIIy In fho honvons nnd confroIs Ifs nfmoshoro. MusIc doos fwo fhIngs. If communIcnfos sIrIfunI owor or nnoInfIng, nnd If communIcnfos mossngos. IooIo IIsfon fo musIc wIfh fhoIr honrfs, nof fhoIr mInds, bocnuso If Is n l22 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming sIrIfunI forco. Whon you honr n sormon, fhoro nro fhousnnds of words sokon. MusIc Is nof buIIf fhnf wny. MusIc cnn fnko n word nnd dovoIo n sound nround If so whon If's honrd fho rosuIfs cnn bo much moro oworfuI fhnn whon If Is jusf sokon. In HIm wns IIfo, nnd fho IIfo wns fho IIghf of mon (John l:4). Worship eleases His Po(er Hnvo you ovor wondorod why honvon Is orofunI Tho IIbIo snys "In HIm wns IIfo." How doos IIfo gof ouf of Cod nnd Info fho honvonIy boIngs In honvon If gofs fhoro fhrough worshI. WorshI Is fho common donomInnfor. Tho honvons nro confInunIIy fIIIod wIfh worshI. Thnf Is how fho honvonIy boIngs nro fIIIod wIfh Cod's IIfo. Mnny boIIovors In fhIs worId fodny nro burnod ouf. Thoy hnvo mndo Josus fho !ord of fhoIr IIfo. Thoy rond fho IIbIo. Thoy rny, buf fhoy'ro sfIII burnod ouf. Thoy nro nof wnIkIng In fho hIgh Incos bocnuso fhoy hnvo novor Ionrnod how fo nronch Cod In fruo worshI. Thoy nron'f nwnro of nII fho bonofIfs fhnf nro rocoIvod whon you worshI HIm. Whon you worshI Cod you hnvo fho oorfunIfy fo oxorIonco ovoryfhIng fhnf orfnIns fo HIm nnd godIInoss. Ivory fncof of Cod's chnrncfor Is nccossIbIo ns you worshI HIm. Whon you nronch Cod fho wny fho IIbIo snys fo como fo HIm, In rnIso nnd In worshI, you oxorIonco nII fhnf Cod rorosonfs. of jusf l23 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI n nrf of HIs chnrncfor or n nrf of HIs nnfuro, buf ovory nsocf of HIs boIng Is nccossIbIo fo nII who worshI HIm In sIrIf nnd In frufh. Thnf Is why worshI Is foughf so hnrd by fho ruIors of dnrknoss nnd Is domnndod so gronfIy by Cod. If fhoro's ovor boon n fImo In hIsfory fhnf Cod's goodnoss noods fo bo ourod ouf on HIs ooIo, If's now. Wo'vo soon gronf rovoInfIon, buf wo nood fo oxorIonco fho ronIIfy of HIs rosonco. Mnny fImos wo hnvo fo coorco ChrIsfInns fo ovon cIn fhoIr hnnds or shouf. If's nof fhnf fhoy don'f wnnf fo, buf fhoy don'f undorsfnnd fho sIgnIfIcnnco of If. IrnIso Is fo bo uncondIfIonnI. If Is nof jusf somofhIng fo do whon wo fooI good. Whon wo do nof rnIso Cod, wo oon oursoIvos u fo IIvIng In fho nfmoshoro of fhIs worId nnd rocoIvIng ovoryfhIng fhnf dnrknoss hns fo offor. Whon wo rnIso nnd worshI Cod If cnusos us fo wnIk In fho nfmoshoro of honvon nnd our sIrIfs fo bo fIIIod wIfh HIs IIghf nnd IIfo. IrnIso nnd worshI Is somofhIng you musf dIscIIIno yoursoIf fo do. If's somofhIng wo musf nII rncfIco dIIIgonfIy. AccordIng fo HIs Word, owor Is roIonsod whon you rnIso Cod, buf In ordor for If fo bonofIf you ovor fImo, If musf bo confInunI. Tho IIbIo snys, "!of fho hIgh rnIsos of Cod bo In fhoIr moufh" (Is. l49:6). Thnf Is whoro If Isin yo%r mo%th. Thoro wIII bo mnny fImos whon you don'f fooI IIko rnIsIng Cod; you don'f fooI IIko worshIIng HIm. Howovor, If Is fho mosf oworfuI forco fo rooI you Info HIs rosonco. Whon If bocomos n dIscIIIno, fhon you wIII rosond In sIfunfIons of l24 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming ndvorsIfy nccordIng fo fho dIscIIIno Insfond of nccordIng fo fho fooIIng. Whon you Ionrn fo fIy nn nIrInno, osocInIIy fho moro comIox onos, you fIrsf go Info n sImuInfor fo Ionrn nnd rncfIco. In fho sImuInfor you soo your surroundIngs oufsIdo fho cockIf ns woII ns your Insfrumonfs, gnugos nnd fIIghf confroIs. If's jusf IIko boIng In fho ronI nIrInno. Tho orson runnIng fho sImuInfor cnn mnko nnyfhIng nnd ovoryfhIng bronk on fho Inno. You hnvo fo Ionrn fo rosond fo onch omorgoncy ouf of dIscIIIno rnfhor fhnn wIfh n nnfurnI roncfIon. Thnf comos from knowIng your oornfIng mnnunI. You hnvo fo do socIfIcnIIy whnf fho mnnunI snys nnd In fho fImo frnmo If snys fo do If. Tho fIrsf fhIng you fooI whon you oxorIonco nn omorgoncy Is fonr, whofhor If's In nn nIrInno or nn ndvorso sIfunfIon In your IIfo. As n boIIovor, n chIId of Cod, you know fhnf you nro suosod fo hnvo owor, buf If you nro fIghfIng In fho nnfurnI fhoro Is no wny you cnn wIn. IrnIso hns fo bocomo nn ncf of dIscIIIno In your IIfo fo fho dogroo fhnf your roncfIons fo sIfunfIons nro ImmodInfo nnd nnfurnI. Your rnIso InvIfos HIs rosonco fo como Info your IIfo Info your soomIngIy ImossIbIo sIfunfIon, nnd fhnf's whon you cnn oxorIonco HIs mIrncuIous doIIvorIng owor. Whon you worshI Cod, fho momonf you sfo Info HIs rosonco, HIs owor, nbIIIfy nnd SIrIf nro roIonsod In your IIfo. Whon fhnf bogIns fo hnon, no mnffor whnf you'ro goIng fhrough, you wIn. l25 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI The 'ather %ee&s Worshippers Yof n fImo Is comIng nnd hns now como whon fho fruo worshIors wIII worshI fho Infhor In sIrIf nnd frufh, for fhoy nro fho kInd of worshIors fho Infhor sooks (John 4:23). Churchos fodny nro fuII of rogrnms, socInI domonsfrnfIons of fnIonf nnd roducfIon. Mnny churchos cInssIfy fhoIr onfIro sorvIco ns n worshI sorvIco, buf offon IIffIo worshI fnkos Inco. ConsoquonfIy, no ono's ovor chnngod. In worshI wo musf nronch Cod wIfh our honrf. You cnnnof worshI HIm wIfh your mInd. In fhIs vorso, Ho Is foIIIng us fhoro nro n Iof of fomornI worshIors. Thoy ondonvor fo worshI Cod wIfh fhoIr mInd, buf fhoy nIwnys ond u boIng fho socfnfors In n worshI sorvIco. Thoy onIy nronch Cod wIfh fhoIr InfoIIocf. If's nbrnsIvo fo Cod. Ho wIII nof rosond fo InfoIIocf. Whoovor worshIs Cod musf worshI HIm In sIrIf nnd frufh. You wIII novor oxorIonco fruo worshI unfII you Ionrn fo worshI In your sIrIf. !nfII fhon, worshI wIII soom IIko fooIIshnoss fo you. You know fhoro's n Cod of fho unIvorso who cronfod ovoryfhIng. You know Josus dIod fo gIvo you IIfo nnd hnvo nccofod HIm. You boIIovo fhnf Ho snvod nnd cIonnsod you. Iuf you fhnnk HIm ouf of n monfnI nffIfudo. MonfnI nsconf Is nof worshIIf's modIfnfIon. In ordor for fruo worshI fo oxIsf, fhoro musf bo rocIrocnfIon Cod's rosonco musf bo mnnIfosfod fo you. You cnnnof gof Info fho dooor fhIngs of Cod wIfh l26 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming your mInd. As boIIovors wo musf nronch Cod, ongngo our honrf Info HIs nnd bo fIIIod wIfh HIs IIfo. Wo wIII IIfornIIy Iug Info Cod's honrf nnd rocoIvo from HIm HIs nnfuro, chnrncfor, goodnoss nnd HIs morcy. IohoId, fho oyo of fho !ord Is on fhoso who fonr HIm, On fhoso who hoo In HIs morcy, To doIIvor fhoIr souI from donfh, And fo koo fhom nIIvo In fnmIno (Is. 33:l8-l9). Is fhoro fnmIno In your IIfo If you wIII worshI Cod, you wIII nof oxorIonco fnmIno bocnuso Ho wIII koo you nIIvo. AII musIc worshIs somoono. If you IIsfon fo nny song you honr fodny, you wIII fInd fhnf If worshIs someone or something. Whon you worshI, you fnko your onorgy nnd IIfo nnd you gIvo If In fhnf dIrocfIon. Whoovor or whnfovor you worshI you wIII bocomo IIko. Whon you worshI Cod, you bocomo moro IIko HIm. Whon you worshI dnrknoss, you bocomo moro IIko fho dnrknoss. Whon you worshI n bnII Inyor, you wnnf fo bocomo IIko fhnf bnII Inyor. Whon you worshI your cnroor, you bocomo gronfor In fhnf cnroor. Your InfonfIons nnd your drIvo nro mngnIfIod. Thnf's whnf worshI Is. If's nn InfonsIfIor. If mngnIfIos! If you wnnf fo bocomo moro IIko Cod, fhoro's onIy ono wny. WorshI HIm wIfh your honrf. If you wnnf fo oornfo moro In Cod's nnoInfIng nnd owor, fhoro's onIy ono wny fo do IfworshI wIfh your honrf. Whon you do, you bocomo l2? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI dovofod. You cnn'f sfo bocnuso fho drnw fo worshI Is foo gronf. Tho moro you worshI Cod, fho moro you Iong fo como Info HIs rosonco. Tho moro you worshI HIm, fho gronfor your urgoncy fo worshI ngnIn. 'ree in Christ *esus Whon you confInuo fo sfnnd In Cod's rosonco, nII of fho forcos fhnf Snfnn hns frIod fo uf In your IIfo wIII fnII. Whnfovor fhoy nro, fhoy nII oornfo undor fho Inw of sIn nnd donfh. Ior fho Inw of fho SIrIf of IIfo In ChrIsf Josus hns mndo mo froo from fho Inw of sIn nnd donfh (!om. 8:2). Whon you bogIn fo worshI Cod, you ImIomonf fho Inw of fho SIrIf of IIfo In ChrIsf Josus In your IIfo. You bogIn fo bronk froo from nII of fho grnvIfnfIonnI uIIs of dnrknoss. If wIII chnngo your IIfo forovor. o ono wIII nood fo bog you fo worshI Cod. If's nof rIghf fo hnvo fo coorco ooIo fo worshI HIm. Ho Is sookIng fhoso who nro hungry nnd want fo worshI HIm. I Iovo fo fnIk fo young frumof Inyors who nro jusf IonrnIng. I nm nof Inforosfod In fho onos fhnf jusf Iny frumof. I nm IookIng for fho onos fhnf nro hungry, fhnf wnnf fo know, "How do you do fhnf" Thoy nro fho onos fhnf I'II sond my fImo wIfh. If's fho snmo wIfh Cod. Ho Is nof IookIng for fho nomInnI ChrIsfInn who nccofs ChrIsf, knows ho Is froo from hoII nnd hns osfnbIIshod hIs dosfInybuf Is nof hungry for moro. Ho mny bo froo from hoII, buf ho wIII IIvo hoII on onrfh. l28 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming Thnf's nof whnf Cod wnnfs. Cod's Word snys fhnf If you worshI nnd sorvo HIm Ho wIII bIoss your brond nnd wnfor nnd fnko sIcknoss from you (soo Ix. 23:25). !of's fnko HIm nf HIs word nnd onjoy HIs bonofIfs. Highest +e!els of 'aith IvoryfhIng fhnf hns fo do wIfh rnIso nnd worshI Is bnsod rImnrIIy on fho foundnfIonnI frufh of fho Inw of sowIng nnd ronIng. Whon you gIvo unfo Cod of your onorgy, If cnusos Cod's onorgy fo bo roIonsod In your IIfo. !oIIgIon snys, "on'f shouf, don'f dnnco, don'f mnko n Ioud sound." Tho IIbIo snys fo mnko n joyfuI noIso. ShoufIng, dnncIng nnd joyfuI noIso nII roquIro hIgh onorgy. Tho book of IsnIms wns wrIffon fo fonch us fho vnIuo nnd fho monns of comIng Info Cod's rosonco. Whon you como Info Cod's rosonco fho scrIfurnI wny, you como boforo HIm wIfh sIngIng, you onfor Info HIs courfs wIfh rnIso, you nro fhnnkfuI unfo HIm nnd you bIoss HIs nnmo (Is. l00:4). IrnIso Is fho hIghosf IovoI of fnIfh In fho onrfh. IrnIso cnusos funnoI vIsIon In Cod's dIrocfIon. Whon you ImIomonf fho rIncIIo of rnIso, you wIII cnuso yoursoIf fo bo frnnsInfod Info Cod's rosonco nnd you wIII cnuso Cod's rosonco fo bo frnnsInfod Info you. If nufomnfIcnIIy dIsoIs dnrknoss. If 'sfIIIs fho nvongor' (Is. 8:2). Tho snmo oxncf rIncIIo works In worshI. You shnII Iovo fho !ord your Cod wIfh nII your honrf, wIfh nII your souI, nnd wIfh nII l29 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI your sfrongfh (ouf. 6:5). To Iovo Cod wIfh nII your honrf Is fo worshI HIm wIfh nII your honrf. You hnvo fo gIvo of yoursoIf unfo Cod. You cnnnof worshI HIm by sIffIng In fho bnck nnd oxocfIng HIm fo como fo you. Ho wIII nof como for you. Ho Is nof IookIng fo como fo fhoso who nro nssIvo. Ho Is IookIng for fhoso who wIII rovoro nnd worshI HIm InfonfIy, who wIII como Info HIs rosonco, who wIII ongngo fhoIr honrf, who wIII dnro fo go boforo HIm nnd worshI HIm. Whon fhnf hnons, you cnnnof sfny fho snmo, nnd you wIII bo chnngod. Whon wo worshI Cod, wo nro IIffod Info HIs rosonco. Wo grow cIosor fo HIm. rnw nonr fo Cod nnd Ho wIII drnw nonr fo you (Jnmos 4:8). Whon Cod's rosonco fnIIs uon you, ovoryfhIng oIso In your IIfo bocomos unImorfnnf. You nro IIffod nbovo fho cIrcumsfnncos nnd sIfunfIons you nro In, nof by fnIfh, buf by Cod. I nm of fho oInIon fhnf whon you bogIn fo worshI Cod you Iug Info n now IovoI nnd dImonsIon of IIfo. CouId If bo fhnf whon wo, ns worshIors, bogIn fo IIvo nnd oxIsf In fhnf dImonsIon, wo wIII know whnf If monns fo bo sonfod In honvonIy Incos I hnvo Ionrnod mnny fhIngs nbouf Cod's Inws nnd sysfoms In fho fhousnnds of hours I hnvo fIown In nIrInnos. Wo honr n Iof of fnIk nbouf hond wInds nnd fnII wInds. Hond wInds go l30 There/s a -ew (o%nd Coming ngnInsf fho jof sfronm nnd fnII wInds go wIfh If. Id you know fhnf whon you fIy hIghor In nn nIrInno, you ronch n hoIghf whoro fhoro nro no moro hond wInds You ronch nn nIfIfudo whoro fhoro Is novor n sform. As Iong ns you hnvo fhrusf fo rooI you, your shI wIII fIy fhrough fho nIr fnsfor bocnuso fhoro Is Ioss rosIsfnnco. ThInk nbouf fhnf In IIghf of worshIIng Cod. Tho hIghor wo IIvo our IIvos, fho Ioss sforms wo wIII oxorIonco. Tho hIghor fhnf wo IIvo In Cod, fho Ioss rosIsfnnco wo wIII fooI nnd fho fnsfor wo wIII fIy. Cod Is IookIng for fruo worshIors rIghf now. Io Ono! You wIII fIy hIghor, go fnsfor nnd fnco fowor sforms. You'II rIdo fho hIgh Incos nnd onjoy honvon's hIghosf ordor. IxorIonco nnd onjoy fho rosonco of fho mosf hIgh Cod! To Your Ma,est$ - 0ord$ I worship 1o% I glori"y yo%r holy name With s%n and moon and stars 1o%r wonders I proclaim 0ord$ I worship 1o% 1o% alone are worthy$ 0ord 2ing o" all the earth 0ord$ I worship 1o% To yo%r !a3esty I will eer li"t my oice * l993, Mosf HIgh MusIc, IMI. !sod by ormIssIon. l3l CHACI I HIS I!ISICI And in 1o% I will re3oice For all 1o%/e done "or me To yo%r !a3esty I li"t %p holy hands In yo%r presence I will stand Thro%gh all eternity by IhII rIscoII l32 F o % r t e e n l4 WorshI nnd HoIInoss hnvo hnd fwo oxorIoncos In my wnIk wIfh fho !ord fhnf I wouId cnII IIfo-chnngIng. I Tho fIrsf ono wns fho vIsIon I doscrIbod In fho bogInnIng of fhIs book. Tho socond ono occurrod on n Sundny mornIng whIIo I wns In chnrgo of fho nIfnr mInIsfry nf my brofhor's church. Ono nrfIcuInr couIo hnd como fo vIsIf our church sovornI fImos, nnd I hnd rocoIvod n numbor of comInInfs nbouf fhom. ThIs couIo hnd fnkon If uon fhomsoIvos fo mInIsfor fo our ooIo wIfhouf ovor mnkIng fhomsoIvos known fo fho IondorshI. Thoy foIf Cod hnd sonf fhom fo our church fo rohosy ovor fho ooIo nnd hnd l33 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI sokon somo vory sfrong words ngnInsf fho nsfor nnd fho IondorshI. I boIIovo sfrongIy In fho rIncIIo of "know fhom fhnf Inbor nmong you." My oIIcy wns I noodod fo know fho voIunfoors orsonnIIy boforo I nIIowod fhom fo mInIsfor nf fho nIfnr. On Sundny mornIng I Insfrucfod fho nIfnr Iondors fo sfo fhIs couIo If fhoy frIod fo mInIsfor fo nnyono. Affor fho mornIng sorvIco, fhIs mnn nnd hIs wIfo cnmo fo mo nnd nrguod wIfh mo for fwo hours. Iy fho fImo If wns ovor, I wns frusfrnfod nnd fIrod. I hnd boon nf fho church sInco ?:30 A.M. nnd If wns goIng on 3:30 In fho nffornoon. As I drovo nwny from fho church, I docIdod I dIdn'f wnnf fo rofurn for fho ovonIng sorvIco. I wonf homo, hnd n bIfo fo onf nnd InId down fo fnko n nn. WhIIo I wns fryIng fo sIoo fho HoIy SIrIf soko fo my honrf nnd snId, "I wnnf you fo go fonIghf." So I wonf, fhough I dIdn'f fooI IIko If. I snf on fho Infform fhnf nIghf wIfh fho rosf of fho nsfornI sfnff nnd n guosf sonkor. Affor Ionny Infroducod hIm, fho guosf sonkor fook fho mIcrohono nnd bognn fo mInIsfor. Affor nbouf fIvo mInufos, ho furnod nround, gnvo fho mIc bnck fo Ionny nnd snId ho foIf IIko Cod wns wnnfIng fo do somofhIng dIfforonf. So Ionny bognn fo Iond fho church In worshI. I IIffod my hnnds nnd joInod In. I couId honr my brofhor rnyIng ns ho wnIkod bnck nnd forfh. Ho wns quofIng nvId's rnyor In IsnIm 5l. As ho wnIkod by I nskod fho !ord fo Ionso do somofhIng frosh In mo. WIfh my hnnds IIffod l34 Worship and Holiness uwnrd I foIf n rossuro on my bnck, ns If I woro fouchod by n Inrgo hnnd fhnf sfrofchod ncross bofh of my shouIdors. Tho confor of fho nIm ushod my hond down fo fho fIoor. I gnsod for nIr nnd wof. As I foII fo fho fIoor, I crIod ouf fo Cod, "Whnf nro you doIng InsIdo of mo Id I nsk for fhIs Whnf Is hnonIng" I sfnrfod fo shnko nnd frombIo. I know somofhIng gronf wns hnonIng InsIdo of mo, buf I dIdn'f know whnf If wns. I honrd Ionny cnII ouf, "IIck hIm u! IIck hIm u! Cod Is doIng somofhIng In my brofhor!" Ho fhon InId hIs hnnds on mo nnd rnyod nnd rohosIod ovor mo. I foIf n nIn In my mIdsocfIon so gronf I wrnod my nrms nround my body nnd doubIod ovor. Tho nIn wns so gronf I gnsod for ovory bronfh of nIr. I ngnIn crIod ouf fo Cod, "IIonso foII mo whnf nro You doIng In mo!" Tho !ord soko nnd snId, "I hnvo jusf bIrfhod hoIInoss InsIdo of you." I ronIIzod fhIs wns fho ronson for fho nIn In my sfomnch. Whon I nskod HIm why, Ho snId, "Iocnuso ovoryfhIng fhnf you hnvo dosIrod for Mo fo do In you Is now dono." I Iny cryIng on fho fIoor for moro fhnn fwo hours. Thon Cod snId fo mo, "Sfnnd, nnd you wIII nofIco you nro chnngod." Thoro bognn n dosIro In mo for hoIInoss IIko novor boforo. My rnyor IIfo chnngod; my dosIros l35 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI chnngod; my onfIro wnIk wIfh Cod chnngod. Iuf fho mosf drnmnfIc chnngo wns In my worshI. HoIInoss musf como fIrsf; onIy fhon cnn wo offor u uro worshI. Our honrfs' dosIro In worshI shouId bo, "!ord, mnko us hoIy IIko you nro hoIy." A fow wooks nffor fhIs bIrfhIng of hoIInoss In my IIfo I wns mInIsforIng In fho Inhnmns. Ono nIghf fho !ord soko fo mo fhrough n vIsIon. I snw whnf Iookod IIko n rIosf In fho OId Tosfnmonf fImos. Ho wns bonufIfuIIy drossod nnd Iookod IIko ho wns wnIkIng from fho oufor courf Info fho hoIy of hoIIos. I snw n roo nround hIs nnkIo nnd boIIs nf fho boffom of hIs gnrmonf. In fho OId Tosfnmonf, n rIosf wouId go Info fho hoIy of hoIIos onco n yonr. WonrIng n robo wIfh boIIs on fho hom ho wouId offor sncrIfIcos of nfonomonf on bohnIf of fho ooIo. If fhoro wns nny sIn In hIm, ho wouId dIo ImmodInfoIy whon ho onforod fho hoIy rosonco of Cod. As Iong ns fho boIIs woro rIngIng, fhoso oufsIdo wouId know ho wns sfIII nIIvo. Iuf If fho boIIs sfood rIngIng, fhoy know ho wns dond. Tho roo nround hIs nnkIo wns for fho ooIo fo uII hIs body ouf (soo Ix. 28:3l-35). Tho !ord soko fo mo ns I wns IookIng nf fhIs scono nnd snId, "I nm nof uIIIng fhom ouf buf I nm goIng fo drnw fhom In. I nm uffIng n roo nround my ooIo fo uII fhom In from donfh fo IIfo." My oyos woro fIxod on fho roo, nnd I nskod, "!ord, whnf Is fho roo" Ho nnsworod, "Tho roo rorosonfs fho cords l36 Worship and Holiness of worshI. I wIII drnw My ooIo from fho oufor courf Info fho hoIy of hoIIos wIfh worshI." Cod Is brIngIng chnngo fo our worshI. If wIII bo moro fhnn n song boIng sung. WorshI wIII Iond us Info fho hoIInoss of Cod, nnd fhoro wo wIII bo chnngod. Tho cnIIIng of Cod on ovory ono of us Is n cnII fo hoIInoss. Iuf ns Ho who cnIIod you Is hoIy, you nIso bo hoIy In nII your conducf, bocnuso If Is wrIffon, "Io hoIy, for I nm hoIy" (l Iof. l:l5-l6). Cod dosIros fo bIrfh In you HIs vory nnfuro nnd chnrncfor. Cod Is hoIInoss, nnd Ho roquIros fhoso of us who dosIro HIm fo bo hoIy IIko HIm. HoIInoss wIII brIng HIs gIory. He Is More Precious Than His Gifts I hnvo four bonufIfuI chIIdron, nnd Cod hns usod fhom fo sonk fo mo mnny fImos. Ono nIghf Ho gnvo mo n IIfo chnngIng dronm nbouf my oIdosf dnughfor, SnmIn. In fho dronm If wns ChrIsfmns mornIng. I wns sfnndIng In n hnIIwny nnd nf fho ond wns my IIffIo gIrI's room. I hnd so mnny gIffs for hor, nnd I couIdn'f wnIf fo soo hor fnco IIghf u whon sho snw fhom. I wnnfod hor fo know how much hor fnfhor Iovod hor. SomofImos wo Inco foo much omhnsIs on fho hysIcnI mnnIfosfnfIons of fho HoIy SIrIf. Tho snmo owor fhnf cnusos mo fo fnII down wIII cnuso mo fo bo chnngod whon I sfnnd u. Tho HoIy SIrIf's fouch wIII nIwnys brIng n now monsuro of hoIInoss fo our IIvos. l3? CHACI I HIS I!ISICI Hor door bognn fo oon, nnd sho ookod ouf. I snw hor IIffIo fnco IIghf u. Hor smIIo wns so wIdo. I know sho couId soo fho gIffs rIghf bohInd mo undor fho froo. I crouchod down on my knoos wnIfIng for hor fo run Info my nrms. Hor bIondo hnIr wns bouncIng u nnd down ns sho rnn down fho hnIIwny. I sfrofchod ouf my nrms fo ombrnco hor nnd sho rnn ns fnsf ns sho couId rIghf nsf mo. Sho dIdn'f soom fo nofIco mo nf nII. Sho rnn nffor nII fho gIffs buf Ignorod mo. My honrf wns brokon. I wns fho ono who gnvo hor nII fhoso gIffs. I wns fho ono who nId fho rIco for hor fo hnvo fhom. I furnod nround fo soo hor unwrnIng nII fho gIffs. Thon fho HoIy SIrIf soko fo mo nnd snId, "Son, fhIs Is fho wny If Is In fho church. Thoy wnnf My gIffs, buf nro IgnorIng Mo." Todny mnny cry ouf for fho SIrIf of Cod. Thoy wnnf fho SIrIf fo gIvo fhom moro fnIfh, joy, onco, honIIng or doIIvornnco. Wo musf romombor fhnf Ho Is nof jusf fho SIrIf of Cod. Ho Is fho HoIy SIrIf of Cod. Whon wo ombrnco HIs hoIInoss, Ho wIII fouch us wIfh HIs SIrIf. Whon our honrfs dosIro HIm moro fhnn nII HIs gIffs, Cod wIII gIvo us fho HoIy SIrIf who wIII hoI onnbIo us fo bo hoIy. nvId wrofo: Oh, worshI fho !ord In fho bonufy of hoIInoss! TrombIo boforo HIm, nII fho onrfh (Is. 96:9). Tho cnII fo worshI Is n cnII fo hoIInoss. Cod Is nof jusf cnIIIng us fo worshI HIm In fho bonufy of hoIInoss, buf fo IIvo In fho bonufy of l38 Worship and Holiness hoIInoss. ) Pac&age Deal Whon I mof my wIfo nnd foII In Iovo wIfh hor, I gof fo know hor by hor fIrsf nnmo. I foII In Iovo wIfh IrIkn. Sho foII In Iovo wIfh Snm. Sho dIdn'f gof fo know mo ns Mr. HInn, buf by my fIrsf nnmo. Thon whon wo gof mnrrIod, sho nufomnfIcnIIy gof my Insf nnmo nnd ovoryfhIng fhnf boIongod fo mo. ThIs Is nIso fruo of our roInfIonshI wIfh fho HoIy SIrIf. Whon wo fnII In Iovo wIfh HIm by HIs fIrsf nnmo, HoIy, wo wIII fhon rocoIvo nII fho gIffs fhnf como wIfh HIs Insf nnmo, SIrIf. Cod cnIIs us fo IIvo n IIfo of hoIInoss nnd If wo rojocf fhIs wo nIso rojocf fho HoIy SIrIf. Ior Cod dId nof cnII us fo uncIonnnoss, buf In hoIInoss. Thoroforo ho who rojocfs fhIs doos nof rojocf mnn, buf Cod, who hns nIso gIvon us HIs HoIy SIrIf (l Thoss. 4:?-8). Your cnIIIng ns n boIIovor Is fo bo n hoIy fomIo whoro Cod cnn dwoII. Cod Is hoIy nnd whoro ho nbIdos musf nIso bo hoIy (soo !ov. l9:2 nnd l Cor. 3:l6- l?). Tho dogroo of hoIInoss In your IIfo wIII bo fho dogroo of fho rosonco of Cod. Cod's Word foIIs us wo woro choson boforo fho foundnfIon of fho worId fo bo hoIy. Jusf ns Ho choso us In HIm boforo fho foundnfIon of fho worId, fhnf wo shouId bo hoIy nnd wIfhouf bInmo boforo HIm In Iovo (Ih. l:4). Our gronfosf nsIrnfIon musf bo fo IIvo n hoIy l39 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI IIfo, nof fo hnvo n mInIsfry or frnvoI fho worId ronchIng fho gosoI. Our cnIIIng Is hoIInoss, our mInIsfry Is worshI. Iuf sook fIrsf fho kIngdom of Cod nnd HIs rIghfoousnoss, nnd nII fhoso fhIngs shnII bo nddod fo you (Mnff. 6:33). Cod wnnfs you fo sook hoIInoss fhnf comos from HIm nnd nof by works. Cod wIII onIy oxocf of us whnf Ho hImsoIf hns gIvon. Thoro Is such n doo hungor In fho church fodny for moro of fho hoIInoss of Cod. IooIo nro cryIng ouf for chnngo. Thoy wnnf fo bo moro IIko HIm. ow songs nro boIng gIvon by fho HoIy SIrIf fIIIod wIfh n hoIy nssIon nnd dosIro fo bo moro IIko Josus. If Is Cod who ufs fho yonrnIng nnd dosIro In our honrfs fo bo hoIy, nnd Ho Is fho ono who snfIsfIos fhnf dosIro. And n hIghwny wIII bo fhoro, n rondwny, And If wIII bo cnIIod fho HIghwny of HoIInoss. Tho uncIonn wIII nof frnvoI on If, Iuf If wIII bo for hIm who wnIks fhnf wny, And fooIs wIII nof wnndor on If. o IIon wIII bo fhoro, or wIII nny vIcIous bonsf go u on If; Thoso wIII nof bo found fhoro. Iuf fho rodoomod wIII wnIk fhoro (Is. 35:8- 9, AS). ThIs Is nn IncrodIbIo vIsunI Icfuro of hoIInoss. Tho rond fo hoIInoss wIII koo you nwny from dovourIng IIons (fho dovII, soo l Iof. 5:8). l40 Worship and Holiness Tho fooI won'f wnIk In fho wny of hoIInoss; noIfhor wIII fho sInnor. Iuf fhnf Is whoro you wIII fInd fho rodoomod. Tho gronfor fho hungor for hoIInoss, fho gronfor fho dogroo of snfIsfncfIon. l4l ,pilog%e y brofhor or sIsfor, fodny Cod dosIros fo fouch your honrf wIfh HIs rosonco. Wo hnvo sonf foo much fImo goIng bnck nnd forfh nnd comIng In nnd ouf of fho rosonco of Cod. Ho Iongs for us fo sfny In HIs rosonco fhnf wo mIghf IIvo our IIvos In n sfnfo of worshI fo HIm. Cod dosIros fhnf you IIvo fhoro, nof jusf vIsIf. Thnf's why If snys In l CorInfhInns 3:l6: M o you nof know fhnf you nro fho fomIo of Cod nnd fhnf fho SIrIf of Cod dwoIIs In you Cod wnnfs fo fnIk fo us fnco-fo-fnco, ns frIonds. Abrnhnm wns cnIIod n frIond of Cod; Mosos bocnmo n frIond of Cod. Cod Is jonIous for your frIondshI. AII fho ooIo snw fho IIInr of cIoud sfnndIng nf fho fnbornncIo door, nnd nII fho ooIo roso nnd worshIod, onch mnn In hIs fonf door. So fho !ord soko fo Mosos fnco fo fnco, ns n mnn sonks fo hIs frIond (Ix. 33:l0- l43 CHACI I HIS I!ISICI ll). ThInk nbouf fho Idon fhnf Cod, fho cronfor of honvon nnd onrfh, wnnfs fo bo your frIond. Josus foId hIs dIscIIos In fho book of John, "I no Iongor cnII you sorvnnfs, buf frIonds." Ho cronfod us for foIIowshI, romombor ofIco whon Mosos nnd fho ooIo roso nnd worshIod, onch mnn wns In hIs fonf door. Thoy woro worshIIng In fhoIr homos. WorshI Is nof nn ovonf IImIfod fo fho four wnIIs of fho church. WorshI bogIns In fho honrf, fhon fho homo. Whon wo gnfhor fogofhor nf n Sundny worshI sorvIco, wo coIobrnfo fogofhor whnf wo hnvo onjoyod wIfh HIm durIng fho wook. Homo Is fho Inco whoro Ho Iongs fo moof wIfh you. Bring 'orth the .il I wnnf fo romInd you of ono Insf sfory In fho IIbIo nbouf worshI. ThIs Is fho sfory of Mnry of Iofhnny. And boIng In Iofhnny nf fho houso of SImon fho Ioor, ns Ho snf nf fho fnbIo, n womnn cnmo hnvIng nn nInbnsfor fInsk of vory cosfIy oII of sIkonnrd. Thon sho broko fho fInsk nnd ourod If on HIs hond (Mnrk l4:3). ThIs womnn fook hor mosf vnIunbIo ossossIon, nn fho nInbnsfor box of vory cosfIy oII, broko fho box nnd ourod If on Josus' hond. WorshI Is brIngIng our mosf vnIuod ossossIon, our honrf, bronkIng If oon nnd ourIng fho oII of our worshI on fho Mnsfor. Thoro Is no gronfor dosIro In my honrf fhnn l44 ,pilog%e for you fo sfnnd whoro nngoIs cnn onIy bow. HIs rosonco wIII chnngo you forovor. Know fhnf Cod Is cnIIIng you fo worshI HIm. Ho Iongs for you fo worshI HIm, nof bocnuso Ho IIkos your song, buf bocnuso Ho Iovos you. If doosn'f mnffor If you cnn sIng or nof; Ho Is jusf so Ionsod fhnf you hnvo como. If Cod cnn chnngo mo, I know Ho cnn nIso chnngo you. IIonso don'f hosIfnfo nnofhor momonf. Ho Is wnIfIng. o mnffor whnf your honrf Is IIko, Ho cnn chnngo If nnd gIvo you n now ono. Thoro Is such rocIous oII InsIdo of you fhnf wns monnf onIy for HIm. Whon you our If ouf, Ho Is fnIfhfuI fo fIII you ngnIn nnd ngnIn. If you wIII nnoInf HIm wIfh your worshI, Ho wIII nnoInf you wIfh HIs SIrIf. I romIso whon you sfnnd In HIs rosonco you wIII bo chnngod, novor ngnIn fo bo fho snmo. IIonso don'f hosIfnfo nnofhor momonf. Como nnd bo chnngod In HIs rosonco. l45 Snm HInn MInIsfrIos wouId IIko fo rocommond fho foIIowIng fno sorIos: Guard Your Heart Whnf wns In fho honrf of nvId fhnf Cod snId, "ThIs Is n mnn nffor my own honrf" Todny Cod Is sookIng fhoso snmo fhIngs from your honrf. In fhIs sorIos, Ionrn whnf wIII hnon whon you gunrd your honrf nnd gIvo If fuIIy fo Cod. /nderstanding the )nointing of God Ono of fho gronfosf frufhs wo nood fo undorsfnnd Is fho nnoInfIng of Cod. Whnf hnons fo us whon Cod's nnoInfIng fIIIs us Whnf nro somo of fho fruIfs wo shouId Iook for ThIs sorIos nnswors fhoso nnd mnny ofhor quosfIons nbouf Cod's nnoInfIng. The Glor$ of God Thoro Is n hungor In fho honrfs of boIIovors ns fhoy cry ouf for Cod. Iscovor fho uroso of HIs gIory nnd how If wIII shIno In your IIfo ns you confInunIIy sook HIm. Ior moro InformnfIon on fhoso nnd ofhor fno sorIos or fo confncf Snm HInn wrIfo fo: Snm HInn MInIsfrIos 380 So. S. !d. 434, SuIfo l004-l30 AIfnmonfo SrIngs, I! 32?l4 I' Y./ #0*.Y TH# M/%IC )0D MI0I%TY .' PHI+ DI%C.++1 MIGHTY H.0 MI0I%TI#% W./+D +I2# T. #C.MM#0D TH# '.++.WI0G #C.DI0G%3 "In His Presence" "In HIs Irosonco" Ionds us fo fruIy worshI HIm nnd oscno fho InfIuoncos of fho owors of dnrknoss nnd our cIrcumsfnncos. Whon wo onfor Info HIs rosonco, wo nro chnngod ns wo nro fIIIod wIfh HIs gIory nnd IIghf. "SELAH" OrIgInnI ImrovIsnfIons of fho HoIy ScrIfuros WIfhouf n doubf "SoInh" Is fho hIghIIghf of nII fho musIc I'vo ovor mndo for my KIng nnd my !ord. Thoso sonfnnoous songs of HIs Word IIff us Info n hIghor dImonsIon. Thoy unIock now wIndows In our honrfs so fho owor of HIs Word nnd rosonco shInos on us. If you wouId IIko fo rocoIvo fho Mosf HIgh owsIoffor or InformnfIon nbouf IhII rIscoII's mInIsfry or musIc, Ionso wrIfo or cnII: MIghfy Horn MInIsfry I. O. Iox 22l8 CIovoInnd, T 3?320 (6l5) 4?6-2235 I' Y./ #0*.Y#D CHANGED IN HIS PRESENCE, W# W./+D +I2# T. #C.MM#0D TH# '.++.WI0G B..2%3 The Blood b$ Benn$ Hinn Ionny HInn boIIovos fhnf Cod's bIood covonnnf Is for you. In The Blood$ ho fnkos you on n journoy fhrough fho IIbIo nnd Info fho IIvos of ooIo fodny fo wIfnoss fho mIrncuIous owor, rofocfIon nnd romIso of fho bIood. Let Go of Whateer !a"es #o$ Sto% b$ *ohn +4 Mason Tho Insf In hIs nuggof frIIogy, 0et .o o" Whateer !akes 1o% (top Is wrIffon In fho snmo sfyIo ns John Mnson's fwo rovIous bosf-soIIors, An ,nemy Called Aerage nnd 1o%/re Born an Original4Don/t Die a Copy5 Thoso fIffy-fwo nuggofs of frufh wIII fonch rondors how fo cnfuro nnd koo momonfum for fhoIr IIvos. AvnIInbIo nf your IocnI ChrIsfInn booksforo or from: CronfIon Houso 600 !Inohnrf !ond !nko Mnry, I! 32?46 l-800-283-8494