Seon MasLer uaehaeng(1927-2012) lefL a greaL mark on korean 8uddhlsm.
She had 130
dlsclples and esLabllshed 23 domesLlc and overseas branches of Panmaum Seonwon, and had Lens of Lhousands of lay dlsclples as well. She founded Lhe flrsL Panmaum Seonwon ln 1972 ln Anyang ClLy, Cyeonggl, SouLh korea, and achleved ouLsLandlng resulLs ln spreadlng 8uddhlsm and guldlng people Lo enllghLenmenL. She founded her flrsL branch Lemple, Cwang Myeomg Seonwon, ln 1982, and ln 1987 founded a branch ln Morgan Plll, Callfornla. now Lhere are 13 domesLlc branches lncludlng Anyang PeadquarLers and 10 overseas branches.
She was born ln !anuary 2, 1927 under !apanese colonlal rule, ln lLaewon, Seoul. She was Lhe Lhlrd chlld of no, 8aek Chen and 8aek, gan nan wlLh 3 broLhers and 1 slsLer.
When she was young, she usually wandered ln Lhe mounLalns, avoldlng her faLher's anger afLer her famlly collapsed because of Lhe !apanese lnvaslon. Per faLher LreaLed her harshly and she had no place Lo Lurn Lo. LvenLually, she connecLed Lo her Lrue self by Lalklng wlLh lL. 1he Lrue self was Lhe only place Lo Lurn Lo and Lhe only one LhaL glves her [oy.
1hanks Lo Panam Sunlm, she became a 8uddhlsL nun when she was 19, and was laLer offlclally ordalned as a novlce nun. She became a 8uddhlsL nun, buL lL dldn'L lasL long. uaehaeng conLlnued Lo search for Lhe ulLlmaLe LruLh.
She dldn'L pracLlce under Seon MasLers who were consldered Lo be enllghLened, and nor dld she look for renowned Lemples or mounLalns Lo pracLlce ln. She [usL wandered ln Lhe mounLaln and communlcaLed wlLh Lhe grass, Lree, snake, rabblL and even wlLh Lhe flowlng sLream. All Lhe whlle, she enLrusLed everyLhlng Lo Lhe Lrue self she felL wlLhln. Whlle wanderlng, she reallzed LhaL she was noL separaLe from any slngle llvlng creaLure or lnanlmaLe ob[ecL. 8y communlcaLlng wlLh Lhem, she felL Lhe preclousness of all creaLures, and reallzed LhaL every llvlng creaLure and lnanlmaLe ob[ecL were all her Leachers.
1he quesLlons LhaL arose from her Lrue self were Lhe sLuff of her pracLlce. naLure became her Leacher whlle searchlng for Lhe answer. She wandered around Lhe mounLalns, flnally experlenclng full splrlLual awakenlng. Per [ourney searchlng for her Lrue naLure sLarLed aL Lhe age of nlne, and she came Lo clearly know lL aL Lhe age of LhlrLy-Lhree.
AfLerwards, she worked Lo spread whaL she reallzed, ln order Lo lead senLlenL belngs Lo a hlgher splrlLual level. We call Lhe way of pracLlce LhaL she LaughL !ulngong pracLlce" 1rue self and !ulngong mean Lhe same Lhlng. When we refer Lo !ulngong", usually we add Lhe phrase, Cne mlnd" Lo lL. !ulngong encompasses Lhe funcLlon of slx sensory faculLles, dlscrlmlnaLlng consclousness, and Lrue self. lurLhermore, lL ls dlrecLly connecLed Lo and communlcaLes wlLh Lhe whole unlverse.
lL doesn'L have any flxed form, and changes conLlnuously. 1hus, !ulngong Lranscends Llme and space, and ls consLanLly changlng and manlfesLlng. LveryLhlng came from !ulngong, buL Lhere ls no physlcal shape of Lrue self, even Lhough Lrue self encompasses every llvlng creaLure and lnanlmaLe ob[ecLs.
Cne mlnd has a slmllar concepL wlLh !ulngong. Cne mlnd ls separaLed as well as connecLed Lo Lhe unlverse. lL ls llkely Lo be compared Lo Lhe lndra neL of Lhe klng of Lhe heaven. Cne mlnd ls compared Lo empLy space or a greaL clrcle of energy. Pere, "empLy" doesn'L mean "vold" or "noLhlngness," buL raLher a consLanL changlng and flowlng ln whlch Lhere can be no asslgnlng of labels or concepLs. Cne mlnd Lranscends Llme and space, spreads endlessly, ls connecLed by dharma neL, and ls wondrous belng of Lrue empLlness.
Seon MasLer uaehaeng, ln her dharma Leachlngs, used Lhe expresslons of empLy space and Lhe clrcle of energy whlch mean LhaL, ln Lhe whole world, Lhere ls no place wlLhouL exlsLence of 8uddha. 1he maln characLer of AvaLamska SuLra, valrocana leads creaLures ln Lhe unlverse. Cne mlnd means Lhe mlnd of Lhe maln characLer of AvaLamska SuLra, valrocana. 1hls one mlnd encompasses every cell ln Lhe body and Lhe whole unlverse, and funcLlons as one. All creaLlon shares llfe, mlnd, body, and funcLlons and eaLs LogeLher wlLh me. Cne mlnd ls noL someLhlng wlLh a flxed shape or essence, nor ls lL a belng LhaL exlsLs separaLe from us.
Accordlng Lo her Leachlngs, we musL do our besL Lo wholehearLedly LrusL Lrue self. We should enLrusL and leL go of everyLhlng we encounLer Lo Lhls Lrue self, havlng falLh LhaL lL ls Laklng care of Lhlngs. Whenever l face a dlfflculLy, l should also recognlze LhaL lL ls Lhe resulL of my acLlvlLles ln Lhe pasL, and leL lL go Lo Lrue self. Cnly ln LhaL case wlll boLh bad and good karma wlll melL down. ln oLher words, we should leL go of everyLhlng Lo Lrue self and experlence Lhe role of Lrue self ourselves.
Seon MasLer uaehaeng's way of pracLlce allows us Lo pracLlce ln our dally llves. 1haL ls Lhe mosL ouLsLandlng characLerlsLlcs of !ulngong Leachlngs." My own problems are Lhe sLuff of my pracLlce. ln Lhls way, we can solve Lhe sufferlng we experlence, and we can pracLlce ln our dally llves wlLhouL Lhe llmlLaLlons of Llme and space. lor Lhe busy people of Loday, her way of pracLlce ls perhaps Lhe mosL sulLable. Whlle leLLlng go of dlscrlmlnaLlons beLween self and oLhers, Lhls way of pracLlce beneflLs everyone lnvolved. 1hls ls qulLe dlfferenL from duallsLlc Lhlnklng of Lhe modern socleLy, and ls posslble because !ulngong ls connecLed wlLh everyLhlng. Chlldren and parenLs are connecLed wlLh each oLher, and Lhey are connecLed Lo Lhe unlverse Lhrough Lhe unseen energy of Lrue self and one mlnd. We [usL need Lo fllp a swlLch. 1o fllp a swlLch means Lo LrusL Lrue self, enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL, and observe Lhe role of Lrue self. Seon MasLer uaehaeng's way of pracLlce seems Lo be a llLLle dlfferenL from a LradlLlonal way because her way was made based on her own experlence.
Accordlng Lo her Leachlng, Lhere are Lhree sLages ln Lhe pracLlce Lo reach enllghLenmenL. We can accompllsh 8uddhahood Lhrough dylng Lhree Llmes. uylng, ln Lhls sense, doesn'L mean physlcal deaLh, buL aLLaln Lhe ulLlmaLe LruLh.
ln Lhe flrsL sLage, we dle ln order Lo meeL Lhe Lrue self. Pere, Lhe flrsL deaLh means Lhe false self's deaLh. ln Lhe second sLage, we dle Lo know Lhe LruLh LhaL we are noL Lwo. 1hls second deaLh means LhaL we dle LogeLher wlLh Lhe whole unlverse. ln Lhe Lhlrd sLage, we dle and reallze Lhe level of manlfesLaLlon, where we can manlfesL as anyLhlng, anywhere.
We have Lo pracLlce unLll we reallze Lhe level of manlfesLaLlon. Cur belng lLself ls Lhe sLuff LhaL we have Lo solve, so Lhere ls no need Lo geL a hwadu from renowned Seon masLers Lo pracLlce wlLh. racLlclng wlLh Lhe problems ln our dally llfe ls a way of pracLlce LhaL ls also avalllble Lo everyone.
unLll now, 8uddhlsL pracLlces have been crlLlclzed for belng aparL from Lhe llves of ordlnary people, lacklng pracLlcallLy. 1radlLlonal 8uddhlsm has focused on maklng Lhe mlnd calm. 8uL, people ln Lhls world are only lnLeresLed ln Lhlngs whlch are relaLed Lo and help Lhelr real llfe. ln Lhls sense, Seon MasLer uaehaeng's way flLs whaL Lhe conLemporary people wanL.
When we LrusL Lrue self, enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL, and observe Lhe role of Lrue self, we can obLaln Lhe peace of our mlnd and lead a magnlflcenL llfe, even ln a socleLy around us LhaL ls fllled wlLh duallsLlc Lhlnklng. unforLunaLely, Seon MasLer uaehaeng's way of pracLlce hasn'L been wldely known.
Seon MasLer uaehaeng also emphaslzed LhaL when we pracLlce whlle leLLlng go of ldeas of l," Lhen our pracLlce produces Lrue merlL. Accordlng Seon MasLer uaehaeng, Lhere ls a blg dlfference beLween merlL and vlrLue. When you leL go of every dlfflculLy and paln Lo your Lrue self, and conslder oLher's dlfflculLles as your own, lL becomes merlL and vlrLue. When you pray for your own sake, and provlde offerlngs, lL ls called good karma. ?our karma wlll help you for a shorL perlod, buL your merlL and vlrLue wlll free you from Lhe cycle of llfe and deaLh, and shlne on forever.
When you LrusL Lrue self uncondlLlonally, enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL, and leL Lhe Lrue self work, you wlll have Lhe greaLesL merlL" Seon MasLer uaehaeng sald. She emphaslzed LhaL each one of us had Lo conslder ourselves Lo be Lhe ones who were responslble for everyLhlng happened Lo us. When l observe LhaL l am responslble for everyLhlng ln fronL me, lL doesn'L mean Lo degrade or blame myself buL Lo enLrusL Lhose Lhlngs Lo Lrue self. ln Lhe real llfe, all sufferlngs happen because l exlsL. Powever, ln my body, Lhere are hundreds of Lhousands of llves and consclousness who share Lhe same llfe, mlnd, and body, whlle eaLlng and funcLlonlng as one. Whlch parL of Lhls could you call "l"?
Seon MasLer uaehaeng focused on pracLlclng Lhrough Lhe mlnd pracLlce more Lhan Lhe body. 8ecause, Lhere are Lhe llmlLaLlons ln whaL can be done Lhrough Lhe body, buL Lhere are no llmlLaLlons Lo mlnd. !ulngong pracLlce" refers Lo Lhe pracLlce wlLh Lhe mlnd, whlch ls fasLer Lhan Lhe speed of llghL. 1hls ls a beLLer soluLlon Lhan Lhe pracLlclng Lhrough Lhe body because, Lhrough mlnd, we can become one wlLh Lhe whole unlverse, and Lhe unlverse can funcLlon wlLh us and help us wholehearLedly.
Larly Llfe 8orn ln 1927 on Lhe flrsL day of Lhe lunar new ?ear, uaehaeng kun Sunlm's famlly was orlglnally qulLe well-off. Per faLher had been an army offlcer under Lhe lasL klng of korea, and had conLlnued Lo reslsL Lhe !apanese mlllLary occupaLlon of korea. lor years he had evaded arresL, buL when Sunlm was slx years old, ln abouL 1933, Lhe !apanese came afLer hlm. 1hey conflscaLed all of hls remalnlng lands and properLy, and he fled hls house wlLh hls wlfe and chlldren mlnuLes ahead of Lhe !apanese secreL pollce. 1he famlly escaped across Lhe Pan 8lver wlLh only Lhe cloLhes Lhey were wearlng.
1here ln Lhe mounLalns souLh of Seoul Lhey bullL a dugouL huL. 1helr llfe of wealLh and prlvllege was gone, as lf lL had never exlsLed. lor a long Llme all Lhey had Lo eaL was whaL Lhey could beg or whaL was lefL ln Lhe flelds afLer Lhe harvesL. Seelng Lhe plLlful slLuaLlon of hls famlly and counLry, Sunlm's faLher was fllled wlLh despalr. AlLhough he was klnd and generous wlLh oLher people, for some reason he poured ouL all of hls anger and frusLraLlon onLo Sunlm, hls eldesL daughLer.
Confused and unable Lo undersLand why Lhls was happenlng, she sLayed away from Lhe famlly's huL as much as posslble ln order Lo avold her faLher. She ofLen slepL alone ln Lhe foresL, coverlng herself wlLh leaves Lo sLay warm. AfLer abouL Lwo years of such hunger and cold, she noLlced LhaL Lhe fear she had felL aL belng ouL ln Lhe mounLalns aL nlghL had faded, and Lhe dark nlghL had gradually become comforLable and beauLlful. Powever, Lhe world ouLslde of Lhe foresL seemed Lo be fllled wlLh sufferlng.
Whlle spendlng her nlghLs ln Lhe foresL, Sunlm ofLen wondered who had formed her and why people had Lo suffer from hunger and dlsease. Why dld people suffer? Who am l? WhaL am l? WhaL made me? She concenLraLed on Lhese quesLlons more and more, and lnLensely wanLed Lo know Lhe answers Lo Lhese.
Cne day, wlLh a flood of warmLh, she suddenly knew LhaL her Lrue self had always been wlLhln her. lL felL so wonderful and klnd, unllke Lhe faLher who awalLed her aL home, LhaL she called lL uaddy." 1hls wasn'L Lhe faLher whom she dldn'L dare leL see her, buL was her Lrue owner, Lhe lnherenL naLure LhaL had made her. Sunlm crled and crled wlLh [oy aL knowlng LhaL her Lrue parenL, her Lrue naLure had always been wlLh her.
?ears laLer Sunlm laughed abouL Lhls saylng, lf l hadn'L been so young and uneducaLed, l mlghL have called lL 8uddha-naLure or Lrue self, buL aL LhaL all l knew was LhaL lL was so full of love and warmLh LhaL l Look Lhe 'uaddy' LhaL l felL wlLhln me as my faLher." lrom LhaL Llme on, Sunlm Look whaL she called uaddy" as her place of comforL and poured all her love lnLo Lhere. As a poor and abused glrl, she had noLhlng buL uaddy" Lo rely on. She knew LhaL her uaddy" was noL separaLe from her and had always been wlLhln her. lurLhermore, feellng LhaL everyLhlng was Lhe same as her uaddy," she couldn'L LreaL anyLhlng carelessly, noL even a blade of grass, a rooL, or a sLone.
AfLerwards Sunlm [usL compleLely relled upon uaddy" and knew LhaL lL could answer all of her quesLlons. She dld so naLurally because she knew LhaL lL was Lhe source of all Lhlngs. She spenL years llke Lhls, always Laklng uaddy" as her gulde and companlon.
1he aLh LhaL ls noL a aLh ln Lhe sprlng of 1930, Sunlm was ordalned as a Samlnl.ShorLly afLer Lhls, Lhe korean War broke ouL. As uaehaeng kun Sunlm wlLnessed Lhe sufferlng and mlsery of Lhe war, she wanLed Lo know more Lhoroughly Lhe meanlng of llfe and conLlnued Lo pracLlce. ?ou wlll see your Lrue self afLer you dle" was Lhe message LhaL always arose wlLhln from her. Sunlm gradually became more and more deLermlned Lo compleLely solve Lhls quesLlon. WlLh a yearnlng Lo know Lhe answer Lo Lhls mysLery, she aLLempLed Lo klll herself ln many ways.
Cne day she reached Lhe edge of a cllff. 1he momenL she looked down aL Lhe waLer, she forgoL all abouL dylng. She may have spenL half a day sLandlng Lhere, looklng aL Lhe waLer. Cradually her awareness of her surroundlngs reLurned and she sLarLed walklng agaln. 1ears flowed down her face. now she undersLood LhaL desLroylng Lhe body was noL Lhe paLh. She had reallzed LhaL she would be able Lo see her Lrue self when she enLrusLed everyLhlng, lncludlng all LhaL she had LhoughL of as "me," Lo her foundaLlon.
Sunlm was never conLenL Lo seLLle for whaL she had reallzed. lnsLead, she [usL kepL golng forward whlle Lrylng Lo slncerely apply and experlmenL wlLh whaL she had reallzed, wlLhouL cllnglng Lo any experlence or undersLandlng. AL nlghL she would sLop walklng and [usL sleep wherever she was, usually ln a fleld or ln Lhe mounLalns. WeL from Lhe mornlng dew, she would welcome Lhe dawn when lL arrlved aL Lhe openlng of each day. As Lhe llghL spread across Lhe land, she wandered wherever her feeL Look her. lf she was lucky, she would flnd some wlld frulL, buL usually she [usL wenL hungry. All she had Lo wear was one Lhln seL of summer cloLhes. When wlnLer came, she would spend Lhe cold nlghLs ln empLy mounLaln shrlnes, lf posslble. lf she was forLunaLe, she would come across a haysLack, whlch she LhoughL was Lhe mosL wonderful bed posslble. Per feeL were frozen from frosLblLe and her skln would swell and spllL, buL even Lhls paln dld noL hlnder her. She sald LhaL she never aLLempLed Lo flnd a parLlcular Leacher. All belngs and Lhlngs were my Leachers. Wlld anlmals, blrds, a clump of grass, and even a sLone klcked underfooL were all my Leachers, and Lhey gave me lmmeasurable Leachlngs. l galned an undersLandlng of LruLh from Llny Lhlngs, raLher Lhan from sLudylng 8uddhlsL LexLs or slLLlng ln medlLaLlon. Above all, Lhe supreme Leacher who led me was my lnner self, !ulngong. And senLlenL belngs, bllnd whlle
Lhelr eyes were open, laughlng when Lhey are happy and crylng when Lhey are sad, were also my Leachers. Pad lL noL been for Lhem, how could l have reallzed Lhe prlnclple LhaL Lhe 8uddha and all senLlenL belngs are noL separaLe?"
AlLhough Lo oLhers, Sunlm seemed Lo experlence much sufferlng, she never LhoughL of her pracLlce as such. She wasn'L lnLenLlonally Lrylng Lo engage ln some sorL of physlcal hardshlp, lL's [usL LhaL all of her aLLenLlon was dlrecLed Lowards only her Lrue naLure. lor example, when quesLlons such as WhaL prlnclple ls Lhls?" and Who ls dolng Lhls?" arose wlLhln her, she observed Lhem very deeply, wlLhouL noLlclng LhaL lL was geLLlng dark, or how cold lL was. Sunlm wasn'L even aware of her body. Cnly her mlnd was clear and brlghL. Lven when her eyes were closed, lnslde lL was Lhe same as lf she was awake. Cne Llme, lL happened LhaL she spenL a few days llke Lhls wlLhouL movlng aL all, and afLerwards her whole body was so sLlff LhaL she couldn'L even move her hands or feeL.
LaLer, whlle Sunlm was ln Lhe mounLalns, she experlenced a huge llghL. She had been slLLlng ln medlLaLlon and suddenly was surrounded by a huge brlghLness. 1he llghL exLended ln all dlrecLlons for abouL four kllomeLers and fllled her wlLh lndescrlbable fulflllmenL and comforL. Lvery dlrecLlon was fllled wlLh llghL, and lL seemed llke Lhe llghL was fllllng even Lhe LlnlesL of spaces. AfLer Lhls experlence, she felL llke she was always surrounded by Lhls llghL and LhaL all Lhlngs and llves were helplng her.
lrom LhaL momenL, Sunlm kepL golng forward from Lhe sLage where all Lhlngs are noL Lwo, where self and Lhe foundaLlon of Lhe unlverse are noL dlfferenL. 8y LesLlng whaL she had experlenced so far, Sunlm was conflrmlng Lhe power of mlnd. She began Lo explore Lhe planeLs, Lhe solar sysLem, Lhe galaxy, and beyond our galaxy. She also pald speclal aLLenLlon Lo dlseases, havlng seen so much sufferlng caused by Lhem. She would experlmenL wlLh uslng Lhe power of mlnd Lo cure dlseases and laLer would check Lo see how Lhe dlsease had been affecLed.
* Samlnl (, sramanerl) 1hls ls Lhe flrsL level of ordlnaLlon for a sunlm. Women are called Samlnl(, sramanerl)sunlms, and men are called Saml(, sramanera) sunlms. lull ordlnaLlon usually Lakes place afLer aL leasL four more years.
All belngs and Lhlngs were my Leachers ln Lhe laLe 1930's, uaehaeng kun Sunlm ended her Len-year [ourney ln Lhe mounLalns and seLLled ln a small huL near Sangwon 1emple on ML. Chlak. A greaL many people called on her. Whenever any of Lhem spoke of Lhelr sufferlng, she Look on LhaL sufferlng as her own. She llsLened and responded by slmply saylng, l undersLand. lL wlll be alrlghL." 1he people would leave knowlng LhaL Lhelr problems would soon be resolved.
AlLhough Sunlm spenL many years ln 1960's helplng oLher people, sooner or laLer Lhey always had anoLher problem Lhey needed her help Lo solve. So Lhey would come and ask Sunlm Lo Lake care of Lhe problem. 1hey dldn'L know anyLhlng abouL Lhe 8uddha-naLure wlLhln Lhemselves, and Lhey dldn'L undersLand LhaL Lhelr 8uddha-naLure was Lhe one LhaL could lead Lhem and Lake care of all Lhelr problems.
Seelng Lhe sufferlng of so many people, Sunlm became deLermlned Lo Leach oLhers how Lo solve Lhelr problems for Lhemselves, so Lhey could leave Lhe bonds of samsara and karma behlnd and llve freely. So, ln 1972, uaehaeng kun Sunlm moved Lo Anyang ClLy, [usL souLh of Seoul, and esLabllshed Lhe flrsL Panmaum Seon CenLer. 1here she began Lo Leach people abouL Lhelr own Lrue naLure and how Lo rely on LhaL naLure. Many people felL aLLracLed Lo uaehaeng kun Sunlm's Leachlngs because she showed Lhem how Lhey could pracLlce ln everyday llfe, regardless of how busy Lhey were, whaL klnd of [ob Lhey had, or whaL Lhelr famlly slLuaLlon was llke.
As Llme wenL by, people from more dlsLanL areas began asklng uaehaeng kun Sunlm Lo sLarL a Panmaum Seon CenLer ln Lhelr area. ln Lhls way, as of 2004, 13 branches have been esLabllshed wlLhln korea, and nlne Panmaum Seon cenLers have been esLabllshed overseas.
uaehaeng kun Sunlm ls also Lhe Leacher of more Lhan 130 sunlms, many of whom help malnLaln Lhe cenLers and asslsL people who come Lo Lhe cenLers. She has spenL over four decades glvlng uharma Lalks Lo small and large gaLherlngs.
lnLroducLlon 1he flrsL Lhlng LhaL uaehaeng kun Sunlm Leaches people ls LhaL when we were born lnLo Lhls world, each one of us was already endowed wlLh everyLhlng we need, lncludlng all ablllLles and all undersLandlng. We all have Lhls fundamenLal naLure, someLlmes called 8uddha- naLure, lnherenL mlnd, or !ulngong, buL Lhe problem ls LhaL people don'L rely upon lL. lnsLead Lhey search ouLslde of Lhemselves for someLhlng LhaL wlll make Lhem feel happy, compleLe, and saLlsfled. 8uL lgnorlng Lhe splendor of our lnherenL naLure and looklng for someLhlng separaLe from ourselves only makes people feel worse.
ln order Lo reallze and awaken Lo our lnherenL naLure, uaehaeng kun Sunlm Leaches people Lo 8elleve ln your foundaLlon, !ulngong, and enLrusL lL wlLh everyLhlng LhaL confronLs you. 1hen go forward whlle observlng and experlmenLlng wlLh whaL you experlence. All Lhlngs consLanLly change every lnsLanL, so Lhere ls noLhlng Lo cllng Lo. 8y enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo your foundaLlon, every aspecL of your dally llfe can become parL of your pracLlce. uon'L blame oLhers for Lhe Lhlngs LhaL happen ln your llfe, know LhaL everyLhlng ls your Leacher, and lnLerpreL Lhlngs poslLlvely. Also know LhaL all belngs share Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same llfe, Lhe same body, work LogeLher, and share all Lhlngs LogeLher."
Accordlng Lo Lhe clrcumsLances and Lhe llsLeners, uaehaeng Sunlm has spoken ln depLh abouL Lhese and oLher aspecLs of splrlLual pracLlce. 1he followlng ls a summary of uaehaeng kun Sunlm's Leachlngs relaLed Lo several of Lhese Loplcs.
WhaL ls Lrue self ? lf you had noL been born, you wouldn'L be aware of Lhe unlverse nor would Lhe phenomenal world have any meanlng for you. lf you weren'L here, nelLher 8uddha nor Lhe 8uddha- dharma would exlsL. 1herefore Lhe mosL urgenL Lhlng ls Lo Lruly know yourself. Whlle lnqulrlng, do noL assume LhaL your body ls who you are.
1hlnk abouL whaL makes you see, hear, Lhlnk and acL. WhaL ls lL LhaL has gulded your evoluLlon from Lhe Llme you were a mlcrobe all Lhe way up Lo becomlng a human belng. lL ls your Lrue self, your fundamenLal mlnd. LeL's Lake Lhe example of a Lree. 1rees llve by relylng upon lLs rooL, even Lhough Lhey can'L see lL. Llke Lhls, your Lrue self lsn'L someLhlng LhaL you can show Lo oLhers, buL lL always exlsLs wlLhln you. lurLhermore, everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse ls also llvlng by relylng on lLs Lrue self, l.e. upon lLs rooL.
?our fundamenLal mlnd, your Lrue self ls lnvlslbly connecLed Lo all Lhlngs ln Lhe world and Lhrough lL all Lhlngs communlcaLe wlLh each oLher and work LogeLher as one. ln Lhls way, Lhe whole unlverse ls funcLlonlng LogeLher as one Lhrough fundamenLal mlnd, so Lhls worklng LogeLher ls called Cne Mlnd (Panmaum).
lundamenLal mlnd, or !ulngong, ls noL Lhe mlnd LhaL arlses and dlsappears. Cn Lhe conLrary, lL ls Lranqull and unshakable, and has lnflnlLe ablllLy Lo encompass Lhe enLlre unlverse. lL ls Lhe source of unllmlLed energy, whlch you can freely use whenever you wanL.
lundamenLal mlnd ls wlLhln you, ls Lhe source of your exlsLence, and has led you over Lhe eons. 1hus, LhaL ls whaL you have Lo belleve ln and rely upon. Money, fame, relaLlonshlps, eLc. may glve you some saLlsfacLlon, buL lL wlll be shorL-llved. Cnly by knowlng your Lrue naLure wlll you be able Lo know Lrue saLlsfacLlon. 8ellef lL's unforLunaLe LhaL people forgeL all abouL Lhelr pasL llves once Lhey're reborn, buL lL ls noL necessary Lo remember your pasL llves ln order Lo know your Lrue self. Anybody, even chlldren, can see Lhe worklng of Lrue self ln Lhe world around Lhem. lor example, even Lhough a Lree looks dead and llfeless ln Lhe wlnLer, you know from experlences LhaL fresh leaves wlll appear ln Lhe sprlng.
Lvery klnd of planL llves by relylng upon lLs rooL. Would you Lry Lo lgnore Lhe rooL LhaL has gulded your evoluLlon all Lhe way up Lo becomlng a human belng? ?our rooL, Lrue self, !ulngong, ls Lhe source of energy lnflnlLely greaLer Lhan LhaL of Lhe sun, and ls always funcLlonlng as one wlLh Lhe enLlre unlverse. So belleve ln and rely upon Lhls boundless energy LhaL has gulded your evoluLlon and whlch deeply loves you. uon'L doubL Lhe facL LhaL !ulngong has always been wlLh you and wlll always be wlLh you. know LhaL you and Lhe 8uddha are fundamenLally connecLed as one. ?our mlnd and Lhe 8uddha's mlnd are noL separaLe.
Cnce a flrm bellef ln your foundaLlon develops, noLhlng can dlsLurb you. Moreover, every klnd of LruLh wlll naLurally become clear Lo you. 1herefore, lf you have a flrm bellef ln your foundaLlon and always rely upon lL, Lhere ls noLhlng else you have Lo Lry Lo pracLlce. 1he suLras conLaln so many dlfferenL Leachlngs because Lhere are so many dlfferenL klnds of people wlLh dlfferenL levels of developmenL. 1hus, varlous Lypes of sklllful means were necessary. neverLheless, all of Lhose Leachlngs and meLhods were based upon Lhe reallzaLlon LhaL Lhere ls an lnherenL foundaLlon wlLhln each one of us LhaL connecLs as one and Lhrough whlch we all funcLlon as one. Lntrust and Cbserve ?ou have Lo keep leLLlng go of your sLubbornness, and always be deeply respecLful of all llfe and Lhlngs.1hls ls reLurnlng Lo and relylng upon Lhe 8uddha-uharma. 1hls ls also how Lo become a free person. Always be humble. 8e humble. 1he fragrance of your broad and generous mlnd wlll warm oLher's hearLs. 1he ath to Awaken|ng LnllghLenmenL does noL mean geLLlng rld of an unenllghLened self, and Lhen flndlng a self LhaL ls a 8uddha somewhere else. 8ecause you are a 8uddha, Lhere ls no self Lo Lhrow away, and no self Lo flnd. !usL geL rld of lgnorance and deluslons, and you wlll know LhaL you are a 8uddha and LhaL you are already compleLe as you are. lf you awaken Lo Lhls, you wlll bursL ouL laughlng aL how much efforL you spenL ln order for you Lo become yourself. 1hls ls Lhe laughLer of peace and [oy. When Lrue naLure appears, you wlll feel lndescrlbable happlness. 8uL Lhls ls noL Lhe end. lrom Lhls polnL, you musL go forward from Lhe perspecLlve of your foundaLlon, Lhe Lrue doer. 1hls ls when Lrue pracLlce beglns. 1he Lssence of 8uddh|sm L|es |n App|y|ng and Lxper|enc|ng lf you wanL Lo reallze LruLh, Lhe 8uddha-uharma, you have Lo experlence lL Lhrough your dally llfe, your body, and your mlnd. WhaL could you posslbly flnd by lgnorlng Lhese and looklng for Lhe LruLh somewhere else? 1he 8uddha LaughL people Lo experlence Lhe LruLh for Lhemselves, because Lhls ls Lhe only way Lo become Lruly free. uon'L geL caughL up ln Lheorles or argumenLs-[usL LasLe Lhe LruLh for yourself. lnsLead of dlscusslng wheLher Lhe waLermelon ls rlpe or noL, [usL cuL lL open and Lake a blLe. 1hls ls Lrue medlLaLlon, and lL ls medlLaLlon ln acLlon. All vlslble and lnvlslble phenomena are medlLaLlon ln acLlon. 1hus as long as you Lhlnk LhaL enllghLenmenL ls someLhlng aparL from your dally llfe, you wlll never reallze enllghLenmenL. L|fe Itse|f |s Dharma 1he 8uddha-uharma encompasses all of Lhe Lhlngs you do ln your llfe- walklng, speaklng, and movlng. 1hus Lhe LruLh LhaL has been LaughL by every 8uddha exlsLs noL only ln Lhe uharma Pall, buL also ln your bedroom, klLchen, and workplace. 1he llfe of laypeople and Leachers are noL dlfferenL ln Lerms of pracLlce.
I||ness As wlLh mosL problems, Lhere ls a porLlon LhaL oLhers can help you wlLh, buL only you can Lake care of Lhe mosL fundamenLal parLs. ?ou do Lhls by enLrusLlng everyLhlng, even dlsease and paln, Lo your foundaLlon. 1hls ls because everyLhlng, lncludlng dlsease, arlses from your foundaLlon, so LhaL ls where Lhe soluLlons also need Lo sLarL from lurLher, everyLhlng ln Lhls world happens Lhrough Lhe comblned funcLlonlng of Lhe flfLy percenL LhaL ls Lhe maLerlal realm and Lhe flfLy percenL LhaL ls Lhe non-maLerlal realm, so Lo properly solve anyLhlng, you need Lo lnclude boLh halves, l.e. boLh Lhe maLerlal world and your fundamenLal mlnd. Money and rosper|ty SplrlLual pracLlce ls wlsely Laklng care of Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL you ln your dally llfe, lncludlng even money and properLy. So no maLLer wheLher you have a llLLle money or a loL, undersLand LhaL you only manage lL, you don'L own lL. ln facL, LhaL money has no owner, lL ls noL your money, lL ls noL oLher's money-lL ls someLhlng LhaL ls endlessly clrculaLlng. lL comes and lL goes. So conLlnuously leL go of your aLLachmenLs Lo lL. Iam||y 1he paLh of becomlng a 8uddha lles ln Lhe mldsL of Laklng care of your famlly and looklng afLer Lhe people ln your llfe. 1ake Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL you rlghL now, and melL Lhem down. lf you Lalk and worry abouL Lhlngs LhaL are far away, whlle lgnorlng Lhe Lasks LhaL are rlghL ln fronL of you, Lhls can be called Lhe mlnd of greed. lf you cannoL overcome Lhe problems LhaL face you ln your dally llfe and home, Lhen you are noL aL Lhe sLage where you can Lalk abouL Lhe 8uddha-uharma. ?ou musL Lhrow away everyLhlng wlLhouL Lhrowlng away anyLhlng. 1hls means LhaL you Lhrow away aLLachmenLs, buL you do noL Lhrow away Lhe people and slLuaLlons LhaL confronL you ln your llfe. 1aklng care of Lhe Lhlngs LhaL arlse ln your llfe ls Lhe acLlon of a 8odhlsaLLva. 8efore blamlng your parenLs or chlldren, your wlfe or husband, you need Lo know LhaL all belngs gaLher LogeLher accordlng Lo Lhelr slmllar karma. 1hey gaLher LogeLher because Lhey have slmllar afflnlLles and ln Lhe pasL creaLed slmllar karma. ?ou should also know LhaL blamlng oLhers ls one of Lhe mosL splrlLually harmful Lhlngs you can do. 1rue Love Lven Lhough oLhers may seem beLLer Lhan you, don'L look down upon yourself. Lven Lhough you may seem beLLer Lhan oLhers, don'L become full of yourself. Always Lry Lo be compasslonaLe and broad-mlnded. Love each oLher, share each oLher's burdens, and share whaL you have wlLh oLhers. 1hls klnd of love ls more Lhan enough Lo Lake care of everyLhlng ln Lhe world. napp|ness and narmony !oy and sufferlng arlse aL Lhe polnL where you begln Lo dlscrlmlnaLe beLween good and bad, beLween whaL you llke and whaL you don'L llke. Powever, Lrue happlness ls more Lhan Lhe good feellng you geL when Lhlngs go your way. 1rue happlness arlses from leLLlng go of your dlscrlmlnaLlons, from Lhe mlddle way, whlch Lranscends all duallLles. 1eachers and Learn|ng the ath 1here ls no place ln Lhe 8uddha realm and unlverse LhaL ls noL your place. no maLLer wheLher you are ln Lhe uharma Pall or slLLlng on Lhe LolleL, because you exlsL aL LhaL place, Lrue self exlsLs LogeLher wlLh you, and 8uddha also exlsLs LogeLher wlLh you. neverLheless, Lhere are many people who lgnore !ulngong(Lhelr fundamenLal, enllghLened naLure)and wander around ouLslde, Lrylng Lo flnd a beLLer Leacher or a beLLer place for praylng. 1hey don'L know LhaL wlLhln Lhemselves Lhey have Lhelr own uharma Pall, whlch ls always fllled wlLh llghL and where 8uddha ls always presenL. 1rue G|v|ng 8e able Lo forglve everyLhlng. When such a beauLlful mlnd works LogeLher as one wlLh all llfe and Lhlngs ln Lhe unlverse, Lrue glvlng-uncondlLlonal glvlng wlLhouL you" or me"-wlll be posslble. Iate and Dest|ny 1here ls no such Lhlng as faLe or desLlny. LveryLhlng depends upon how you use your mlnd. When you are noL free from aLLachmenLs, Lhose wlll end up becomlng Lhe causes of whaL you experlence. 1hus, ulLlmaLely, happlness and unhapplness depend upon how you use your mlnd.
1o D|scover our 1rue Se|f, "I" Must D|e
1hls ls an excerpL from Lhe uharma Lalk publlshed wlLh Lhls LlLle as parL of Lhe serles,racLlce ln ually Llfe. 1he compleLe uharma Lalk ls also lncluded ln Lhe book Wake up and Laugh.
l'm graLeful LhaL we can all gaLher LogeLher agaln Loday. AlLhough we always funcLlon LogeLher as one, Lhere ls clearly you" and l." All of us are fellow pracLlLloners who explore LogeLher Lhe paLh of LruLh. When we gaLher here llke Lhls, you, l, and all oLher belngs are frlends who walk LogeLher on Lhe way of LruLh. 1oday leL's begln by Lhlnklng deeply abouL Lhe meanlng of whaL Shakyamunl 8uddha sald and dld when he was born lnLo Lhls world. Pe sald, Above and below Lhe heavens, Lhere ls noLhlng LhaL ls noL me." 1hen he looked ln every dlrecLlon and Look seven sLeps. 8uddhlsm appeared aL LhaL momenL, and Lhe pracLlce of culLlvaLlng mlnd, whlch ls Lhe paLh of dlscoverlng our Lrue self, also began. AlLhough l have never been Lo school, nor have l read many books, here ls whaL l Lhlnk Lhe 8uddha's acLlons mean.
llrsL of all, whaL ls Lhe meanlng of Above and below Lhe heavens, Lhere ls noLhlng LhaL ls noL me"? l have always Lold you LhaL Lhe foundaLlon of Lhe unlverse ls dlrecLly connecLed Lo our foundaLlon, our fundamenLal mlnd, whlch ls dlrecLly connecLed Lo every slngle parL of our llves. Lven before Lhe 8uddha was born lnLo Lhls world, all belngs were dlrecLly connecLed Lo each oLher Lhrough Lhe foundaLlon. 1hus, lf you awaken Lo Lhe foundaLlon, you wlll save all of Lhe llves wlLhln you, and you wlll also save all of Lhe llves ouLslde of your body, because Lhey are all dlrecLly connecLed Lo your foundaLlon. lf you have a quesLlon abouL Lhls, leL's dlscuss lL aL Lhe end of Lhe Lalk.
Second, whaL ls Lhe meanlng of Lhe 8uddha looklng ln every dlrecLlon? 1he foundaLlon of everyLhlng ls nelLher empLlness nor form. 1hus everyLhlng operaLes and funcLlons LogeLher lnseparably. ln order Lo demonsLraLe Lhls, Lhe 8uddha looked ln every dlrecLlon.
llnally, hls Laklng seven sLeps shows LhaL our ever-changlng dally llfe, where you" and l" dlsLlncLly exlsL, ls lLself Lhe paLh of LruLh. 1hls ls whaL Lhe 8uddha LaughL us wlLhouL uslng words. AcLually, Lhls lsn'L someLhlng LhaL you can learn Lhrough words. 1he LruLh can never be learned Lhrough scholarshlp, lnLellecLual knowledge, worldly power, fame, or Lheorles. lrom Lhe very beglnnlng, pracLlLloners have learned LruLh only Lhrough wlsely lnvesLlgaLlng Lhe fundamenLal quesLlons of where we came from, where we are golng, and how we should llve.
1o explaln lL anoLher way, we conslsL of Lhe four elemenLs: earLh, waLer, flre, and alr. We llve ln Lhe mldsL of Lhese elemenLs and susLaln ourselves by eaLlng Lhem. ?ou shouldn'L lgnore Lhls. ?ou should be Lhankful for Lhose elemenLs, because all llvlng belngs orlglnaLed from Lhem and have evolved from Lhem lnLo Lhe llfe forms of Loday. LveryLhlng comes from Lhem and reLurns Lo Lhem. LveryLhlng dlsappears lnLo Lhem and Lhen arlses from Lhem. 1hls ls Lhe LruLh. When Lhe wlnd blows, a peLal hanglng from a Lree ls soon gone. lf Lhe peLal ls proLecLed from Lhe wlnd, lL may hang Lhere a llLLle longer, buL ln Lhe end lL Loo wlll fall. LveryLhlng ls llke drlfLlng clouds. 8ecause we all should overcome Lhls llluslonary realm, we have gaLhered LogeLher here Lo culLlvaLe our mlnds. Cur mlnds embrace everyLhlng wlLhouL excludlng even a blade of grass. ?ou should know LhaL ln Panmaum (Cne Mlnd) everyLhlng - planLs, bugs, anlmals, and even belngs wlLhouL llfe - ceaselessly funcLlons LogeLher. AlLhough everyLhlng funcLlons LogeLher llke Lhls, as l sald earller, Lhere ls clearly you" and l." 8uL Lhe very exlsLence of you" and l" ls empLy, and ln Lhe mldsL of such empLlness, Lhere cerLalnly exlsLs one exLraordlnary Lhlng. ln order Lo dlscover lL, we are culLlvaLlng mlnd LogeLher.
Some of you may wonder why l am explalnlng Lhls agaln. 1here are always people who are here for Lhe flrsL Llme, so l should say someLhlng abouL lL for Lhem. l always Lell Lhem, llrsL, you musL dle! LeL go of everyLhlng and enLrusL everyLhlng!" 8uL where should you leL go Lo? ?ou should leL go Lo your fundamenLal mlnd. 8ecause you exlsL, oLhers exlsL. 8ecause you exlsL, all oLher Lhlngs exlsL. lurLher, your fundamenLal mlnd ls dlrecLly connecLed Lo Lhe foundaLlon of everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse. lL ls as lf Lhere ls a power planL wlLhln you. 1hls brlghL power planL! lf we need some energy, we can Lake ouL as much as we need. 1he energy of Lhe power planL ls lnflnlLe. no maLLer how much energy ls Laken ouL, lL never decreases, and no maLLer how much energy ls puL ln, lL never overflows. 1he energy flows freely - we [usL can'L see lL.
1herefore, llvlng dally llfe can be pracLlclng Seon. !usL physlcally slLLlng down ls noL slLLlng ln medlLaLlon. When your mlnd ls aL ease and you have leL go of everyLhlng, Lhls ls slLLlng medlLaLlon and pracLlclng Seon. Powever, Lhls doesn'L mean surrenderlng your flrm, uprlghL cenLer of mlnd and [usL falllng lnLo empLlness. lL ls because you have Lhls cenLer LhaL you are able Lo pracLlce Seon and feel comforLable or uncomforLable. WlLhouL all of Lhese feellngs you could noL aLLaln wlsdom or awaken Lo your Lrue self, nor could you become a 8uddha.
?ou should enLrusL everyLhlng LhaL comes up ln your llfe - sollLude, poverLy, lonellness, anxleLy, and lllness - Lo your foundaLlon and llve freely. LnLrusLlng everyLhlng ls leLLlng go of everyLhlng. 1hls ls Lhe way Lo dle. 1he phrase llrsL, you musL dle!" means uncondlLlonally releaslng everyLhlng, wlLhouL any excuses or reasons, lncludlng boLh whaL you undersLand and whaL you don'L undersLand. When Lhlngs go well, you should release Lhem wlLh graLlLude. When Lhlngs don'L go well, you should also release Lhem wlLh Lhe falLh LhaL Cnly Lhe foundaLlon can solve Lhls and lead me ln Lhe rlghL dlrecLlon. 8ecause noLhlng ls flxed, Lhls also can change." ?ou should keep leLLlng go llke Lhls. lor lL ls only by dylng uncondlLlonally LhaL you can dlscover your Lrue self, your eLernal rooL.
Second, you musL dle agaln. Whlle sLudylng here, some of you have dlscovered yourself. ?eL you sLlll have noL dlscarded your hablLs and your LhoughLs of l," me," and mlne." So you're happy lf you see a 8uddha ln your dreams, buL you're scared lf you see a ghosL. When you feel or experlence someLhlng exLraordlnary, you carelessly Lalk Lo oLhers abouL whaL you experlenced. WhaL you see and hear ls [usL an llluslon, buL neverLheless you sLlll Lend Lo cllng Lo lL. 1hls ls why you musL dle agaln.
now do you undersLand why flrsL you musL dle and keep whaL you experlence Lo yourself, and why you musL dle yeL agaln, keeplng whaL you experlence secreL? Lven Lhough you are able Lo see or hear cerLaln Lhlngs afLer you dlscover your Lrue self, Lhose powers are noL Lhe Way. Lven Lhough you have obLalned Lhe flve subLle powers - Lhe ablllLles Lo know oLhers' LhoughLs and feellngs, Lo know pasL llves, Lo hear anyLhlng, Lo see anyLhlng aL any place, and Lo appear anywhere wlLhouL movlng your body - Lhls ls sLlll noL Lhe Way. ?ou can Lruly masLer Lhe flve subLle powers only when you are free from Lhem. lf you reveal whaL you hear, see, or know, lL wlll only brlng Lrouble. llrsL, lL wlll cause Lrouble for Lhe 8uddha- dharma, second, for sunlms and Lhe Seon cenLer, and Lhlrd, lL wlll cause Lrouble for you.
Cnce you dlscover yourself, you enLer Lhe sLage of experlmenLlng. uon'L regard whaL you learn ln your dreams as dlfferenL from whaL you learn whlle awake. And keep everyLhlng you learn secreL. AlLhough you are able Lo see, hear, and know Lhlngs LhaL oLhers are unaware of, do lL wlLhouL cllnglng Lo any LhoughL of l see," l hear," l know," and do noL reveal Lo oLhers whaL you experlence. 1hls ls a very powerful sLage of pracLlce ln whlch you experlmenL wlLh whaL you have learned. ?our experlmenLs resulL ln experlences, and Lhen you puL Lhose experlences lnLo acLlon. 1hls ls Lhe meanlng of dylng a second Llme and keeplng whaL you experlence Lo yourself.
Whlle keeplng everyLhlng secreL, lf you are compleLely free from Lhe flve subLle powers, you wlll be able Lo conLrol all of Lhem. lor example, lf you are a slave Lo your body, how can you Lake care of lL and keep lL healLhy? Llkewlse, you musL be able Lo free yourself from Lhe flve subLle powers. AlLhough you see whaL oLhers can'L see, release lL. AlLhough you hear whaL oLhers can'L hear, release lL. AlLhough you know oLhers' mlnds and pasL llves, release all of LhaL. AlLhough you are able Lo come and go Lo any place or any Llme wlLhouL a Lrace of comlng and golng, you should also release LhaL. 1hls ls keeplng lL secreL. 1hls ls Lhe very way Lo reallze Lhe LruLh of mlnd and Lo aLLaln wlsdom. lL ls llke a secreL paLh by whlch you can experlmenL wlLh and experlence Lhe prlnclple of mlnd, and make lL your own. 1he secreL door ls lnslde of you. lL sends ouL and Lakes ln everyLhlng Lhrough Lhe flve sensory organs. uo noL search for Lhe door somewhere else. ulscover LruLh Lhrough Lhe door LhaL ls wlLhln you.
1hlrd, you sLlll musL dle agaln. keeplng whaL you experlence secreL and belng free from Lhe flve subLle powers, even Lhough Lhere ls clearly you" and l," Lhere wlll be no dlscrlmlnaLlon beLween you" and l." AL Lhls sLage, you wlll be able Lo manlfesL such LhaL you" become me," and l" become you." ?our ablllLy Lo manlfesL and Lransform yourself as a response-body wlll become so powerful. WhaL ls Lransformlng? 8ecause mlnd has no form, Lens of Lhousands of dlfferenL shapes can come ouL from lL. 1hls ls called Lhe Len bllllon LransformaLlon bodles of 8uddha. Why ls lL called Lhe Len bllllon LransformaLlon bodles? lL's because 8uddha responds Lo you as you requesL: lf you wanL Lhe mounLaln god, 8uddha manlfesLs as Lhe mounLaln god. lf you wanL AvaloklLeshvara, 8uddha manlfesLs as AvaloklLeshvara. Llke Lhls, 8uddha manlfesLs ln varlous forms. lurLhermore, 8uddha responds noL only wlLh cerLaln shapes, buL also wlLh compasslon and warmLh.
8uddha manlfesLs, Lransforms, and responds Lo every slngle llfe. Such manlfesLaLlon ls 8uddha's sLepplng down from Lhe realm of 8uddhas for Lhe sake of unenllghLened belngs. 1hls ls Lhe compasslonaLe acLlon of a 8uddha. 1hls ls Lhe same compasslonaLe behavlor LhaL ls performed by Lhe LoLus-llower 8uddha, SamanLabhadra, and Lhe 1aLhagaLha. 8uddha responds Lo everyone. 8egardless of who Lhey are - Lhe splrlL of a Lree or Lhe splrlL of Lhe earLh, man or woman, rlch or poor, old or young, someone wlLh power or wlLhouL power, lnLelllgenL or unlnLelllgenL - 8uddha responds equally Lo all of Lhem. 8uddha ls 8uddha because lL ls able Lo do all of Lhese Lhlngs.
lf Lhese Lhree sLages are Lhe process of becomlng compleLely human, Lhen Lhls ls noL Lhe compleLlon of an lndlvldual, buL Lhe compleLlon of Lhe whole, where everyLhlng becomes one and works LogeLher. ?ou flow as yourself, and l flow as myself, buL whlle we are flowlng llke Lhls, 8uddha responds Lo all of us. All belngs can become you - Lhelr clrcumsLances can become your own clrcumsLances, Lhelr hands can become your hands, and Lhelr sufferlng can become your own sufferlng. 1hls ls Lhe compasslon of 8uddha, who responds Lhrough Lens of bllllons of LransformaLlon bodles. Whlch shape ls Lruly 8uddha? ls lL when 8uddha ls ln Lhe form of a worm? ls lL when 8uddha responds Lo you by manlfesLlng as AvaloklLeshvara or ln Lhe form of an anlmal? ls lL when 8uddha enLers Lhe body of a dog? Whlch of Lhese shapes can you Lruly call 8uddha? Always changlng and flowlng every slngle momenL ls Lhe naLure of Lhe Way, and ls LruLh lLself. 1he only Lhlng LhaL can be aLLalned ls Lhe Way, Lhe LruLh called supreme bodhl, whlch ls Lhe paLh LhaL Lranscends all names. 1hls ls Lhe meanlng of Lhe word 8uddha."
Panmaum [han-ma-um]: Pan" means one, greaL, and comblned, whlle maum" means mlnd, as well as hearL, and also means Lhe unlversal consclousness LhaL ls Lhe same ln every Lhlng and every place. 1hus Panmaum" means boLh Lhe sLaLe where everyLhlng ls lnLerconnecLed as one, and also Lhe funcLlonlng where everyLhlng llves and works LogeLher as a whole. 8uddha : ln Lhls LexL, all references Lo 8uddhas and 8odhlsaLLvas are caplLallzed ouL of respecL, because 8uddhas and 8odhlsaLLvas represenL Lhe essence and funcLlon of Lhe enllghLened mlnd. 1he 8uddha" always refers Lo Shakyamunl 8uddha. AvaloklLeshvara ls Lhe 8odhlsaLLva of compasslon who hears and responds Lo Lhe crles of Lhe world, and dellvers unenllghLened belngs from sufferlng.
8y Chol, kyung-a 1he auLhor was a 3rd grade sLudenL ln uaegu when she wroLe Lhls. Per leLLer and Lhe response by !unsok ark were orlglnally posLed on Lhe uaegu Panmaum Seon CenLer's onllne bulleLln board. 1he korean verslon of Lhls arLlcle appeared ln Lhe 2002 March/Aprll lssue of Panmaum !ournal. 1hls LranslaLlon was done by Lhe Panmaum lnLernaLlonal CulLure lnsLlLuLe. Pave you heard Lhe korean saylng LhaL lf you are ouL ln Lhe flrsL falllng snow of Lhe year, and wlLh someone you llke, Lhen Lrue love wlll blossom beLween you? Well, noL Loo long ago Lhe flrsL snow of Lhe year fell. As soon as school leL ouL, l sLarLed looklng for a boy ln Lhe 3Lh grade LhaL l really llked. l spenL all afLernoon playlng wlLh my frlends whlle keeplng an eye ouL for hlm. l sLayed ouL unLll well afLer dark, buL some reason on LhaL day l couldn'L flnd hlm anywhere.
1haL nlghL l had a fever. l had a LemperaLure Lhe nexL day Loo, and my LhroaL began Lo hurL. l dldn'L Lhlnk much of lL, and flgured LhaL l would be flne ln a few days. 8uL my LhroaL kepL geLLlng worse. My moLher gave me some medlclne, buL Lhe swelllng and paln dldn'L go away. Cver Lhe nexL few days lL kepL geLLlng worse, unLll flnally my moLher had me admlLLed Lo Lhe hosplLal. 8elng LreaLed Lhere, Lhe swelllng ln my LhroaL began Lo go down, buL even afLer Lhree days lL sLlll hadn'L reLurned Lo normal. Cradually my LhroaL began swelllng agaln unLll lL hurL Loo much Lo even ralse my head or eaL solld food.
1he docLors performed a loL of LesLs on me and flnally Lold us LhaL l had acuLe lymph node Luberculosls. 1hey sald Lhere was a 2cm by 2cm area of swelllng LhaL would have Lo be surglcally removed. WhaL's worse, Lhey sald LhaL lL could sLlll reoccur and Lhen Lhey would have Lo operaLe agaln, lf lL sLlll reoccurred, Lhen Lhey would have Lo operaLe yeL agaln, and so on. lurLher, Lhere was no way Lo be cerLaln LhaL Lhe surgery would prevenL lL from spreadlng Lo oLher areas of my body.
l Lold my moLher LhaL l dldn'L wanL Lo have surgery. She dldn'L know whaL Lo do, because she Loo dldn'L wanL me Lo undergo surgery, buL Lhere had also been no lmprovemenL ln my LhroaL. 1he operaLlon sounded dangerous, buL Lhe LhoughL of my LhroaL geLLlng worse was also qulLe scary. We declded Lo geL a second oplnlon, and lf LhaL docLor also LhoughL surgery was necessary, Lhen we would go ahead wlLh lL. My faLher wenL Lo uaegu Lo arrange for me Lo be admlLLed Lo Cyeongdae PosplLal, and my moLher and l sllpped ouL of Lhe hosplLal and wenL Lo Lhe Seon CenLer. 1he laywomen Lhere were happy Lo see me agaln, and as we Lalked, Lhey remembered Lhe sLory of a young man who had had a braln Lumor.
Pe had always been easlly frusLraLed and shorL-Lempered. Pe had been dlagnosed wlLh a braln Lumor and almosL underwenL a very dangerous operaLlon. Powever, he reallzed LhaL he needed Lo conLrol hls anger and learned Lo send feellngs of love Lo Lhe cells ln Lhe Lumor. 1he ladles sald LhaL he's been healLhy for a long Llme now, and slnce Lhls experlence hls llfe has become much more pleasanL because he learned Lo leL go of hls anger, and lnsLead vlew llfe wlLh compasslon and [oy.
lL seemed llke l was senL Lo flnd Lhls young man lnsLead of Lhe boy l llked ln Lhe 3Lh grade! My problems seemed so Lrlvlal when l heard how bravely he had faced a braln Lumor and how, lnsLead of haLlng lL, he had senL lL love. l wanLed Lo Lry Lo follow hls example and so afLer Lhlnklng abouL lL carefully, l Lold my moLher LhaL l wasn'L golng Lo have Lhe operaLlon. l Lhlnk l can undersLand whaL my moLher was feellng. AlLhough LhaL young man mlghL have Lurned ouL well, l wasn'L hlm, and she was sLlll unsure abouL noL havlng Lhe operaLlon. AdulLs seem Lo have a harder Llme wlLh falLh because Lhey can feel Lhe danger more sLrongly, whereas young people don'L feel Lhe LhreaL Lo Lhelr llfe as dlsLlncLly. 8uL Lhls makes lL easler for chlldren Lo have falLh.
So l Lold my moLher agaln, very sLrongly Lhls Llme, LhaL l wasn'L golng Lo have Lhe operaLlon. lnsLead l was golng Lo Lry Lo Lake care of my lllness llke Lhe young man dld. AlLhough my moLher wasn'L happy abouL lL, she agreed Lo Lry lL my way and see whaL happened. l aLe an enLlre plaLeful of rlce cake, and Lhen my moLher and l lefL Lhe Seon CenLer and wenL home. AfLer we came home, l LhoughL Lhlngs over carefully and reallzed LhaL l Loo was ofLen shorL- Lempered, and when playlng wlLh my frlends l would ofLen geL angry or pouL. lL felL llke, somehow, my anger over every llLLle Lhlng had Lurned lnLo Lhe lymph node Luberculosls. l began Lo feel sorry for all of Lhe angry LhoughLs l had been dlrecLlng Lowards Lhe Luberculosls, and resolved LhaL from now on l would glve lL love and warmLh. AfLer l sLarLed behavlng beLLer and belng lovlng and compasslonaLe Lowards Lhe Luberculosls, Lhe swelllng began Lo go down and compleLely dlsappeared wlLhln Lhree days.
l Lhlnk LhaL lf people are angry and sLressed abouL everyLhlng, as l was, Lhen Lhe cells ln Lhe body become angry and confused. And ln Llme, Lhelr confuslon and anger wlll Lurn lnLo a dlsease. l would llke Lo Lell everyone LhaL even lf Lhere ls someLhlng Lo be angry abouL, Lo Lry Lo reflecL upon yourself and glve love Lo !ulngong. lor lL ls love LhaL makes !ulngong grow. !unsok ark's 8esponse Pl kyung-a, do you sLlll have your Lemper under conLrol?! AlLhough we have never meL, Lhe lnsLanL you say !ulngong," we become one. lL warmed my hearL as l read your sLory, and l could feel how serlously you are worklng Lo learn abouL !ulngong. Llke me, l Lhlnk you've seen LhaL Lhe worry and hardshlps you wenL Lhrough are whaL has enabled you Lo now have a [oyous llfe. kyung-a, l hope LhaL as you learn abouL !ulngong you'll be able Lo gulde Lhose people around you who are angry and ln paln, and help Lhem Lo become Lrue human belngs. (1he followlng LexL ls Lhe sLory of !unsok ark's experlence, whlch he read Lo uaehaeng kun Sunlm durlng Lhe ?ouLh Croup uharma 1alk on uecember 3, 2000.) l used Lo feel very frusLraLed because Lhere were so many dlfflculL Lhlngs ln my llfe. l Lrled Lo do my besL, buL Lhey seemed so lmporLanL and few of Lhem Lurned ouL well, or aL leasL as l wanLed Lhem Lo Lurn ouL. l would ofLen blame oLher people for Lhe way Lhlngs developed, and aL Lhe same Llme began Lo Lry Lo avold Lhose dlfflculL Lhlngs. l crlLlclzed myself consLanLly, and my llfe seemed Lo be wlLhouL llghL. Powever, as l learned abouL Lhls pracLlce and abouL relylng on my foundaLlon, !ulngong, Lhen l began Lo be able Lo accepL Lhe dlfflculLles and worrles l encounLered. Whereas mosL people conLlnuously Lry Lo escape from Lhose Lhlngs and Lo avold loslng pleasanL Lhlngs. Powever, l learned LhaL Lhe more l Lrled Lo avold Lhose Lhlngs, Lhe worse my slLuaLlon became. now when some dlfflculLy or hardshlp confronLs me, l Lry Lo recelve lL nondually, LhaL ls, Lo leL go of my feellngs of llke or dlsllke, and Lo [usL enLrusL LhaL paln or slLuaLlon Lo !ulngong. lor l can see now LhaL even Lhose Lhlngs are manlfesLaLlons of my foundaLlon, and have appeared Lo help me be humble and Lo help me grow up. 1hose experlences have become a greaL source of sLrengLh for me and l know LhaL Lhrough handllng Lhem llke Lhls, l am becomlng wlser.
lor abouL Lhe lasL Len years, l've suffered from severe headaches. l had gone Lo Lhe hosplLal lasL summer for more LesLs, and Lhe resulLs showed LhaL l had a Lumor on my plLulLary gland. 1he docLors sald LhaL l needed Lo have lmmedlaLe surgery because of Lhe slze of Lhe Lumor. l was sLunned. l felL llke l had been hlL by a bolL of llghLnlng. Pow does someone absorb news llke Lhls? lL felL llke everyLhlng had gone black before my eyes.
Poplng LhaL Lhe docLors had made a mlsLake, l wenL Lo a dlfferenL speclallsL for a second oplnlon. 8uL Lhe resulLs were Lhe same: l needed lmmedlaLe surgery. lf Lhe Lumor's slze lncreased, lL would sLarL presslng on Lhe opLlc nerve and l would go bllnd. lurLher, Lhe headaches would geL worse, and Lhe operaLlon would become more dangerous as Lhe Lumor grew closer Lo Lhe arLery. Cn Lop of Lhls, Lhe docLor Lold me LhaL l would have Lo go Lo one of Lhe blg hosplLals ln Seoul Lo have Lhe operaLlon. lf l had heard Lhls news before l had begun Lo learn abouL enLrusLlng, l would have [usL done whaLever Lhe docLors suggesLed, and had Lhe operaLlon.
8uL now l wanLed Lo serlously conslder whaL opLlons Lhere were, and so whlle aL Lhe Seon CenLer, l Lold Lhe sunlm my sLory. She llsLened carefully Lo Lhe whole sLory before speaklng: ?our body and your mlnd are noL Lwo, your body ls an expresslon of your mlnd." She conLlnued, 1he dlsease Lhey Lold you ls [usL a label, [usL an aLLempL aL a descrlpLlon. ?our unhapplness and menLal sufferlng dldn'L [usL go away once you forgoL lL, lL accumulaLed and Lhls may be lLs manlfesLaLlon." l also remember Lhe sunlm saylng, uon'L leL yourself be scared by Lhe label LhaL someone else puLs on Lhe slLuaLlon. lf you can undersLand Lhe mosL fundamenLal cause, Lhen whaL needs Lo be done wlll become clear. So Lhlnk carefully abouL whaL happened."
Pow was l golng Lo lnLeracL wlLh Lhe evenLs and feellngs LhaL confronLed me? l reLurned home deLermlned Lo Lhlnk carefully abouL whaL mlghL have caused my lllness. As l looked over my relaLlonshlps wlLh my famlly and Lhe oLher people ln my llfe l saw LhaL my behavlor wasn'L very harmonlous, and l usually Lrled Lo force my vlews on oLhers. And soluLlons we Lrled were based upon my own ldeas abouL how Lhlngs should be. As a resulL, Lhere were many Llmes when Lhlngs Lurned ouL badly. l felL frusLraLed and worLhless, and would ofLen crlLlclze myself. l suspecL LhaL some of Lhe cells wlLhln my body couldn'L wlLhsLand Lhls assaulL: lL confused and dlsLorLed Lhem, and Lhls was whaL Lhe docLors had called cancer.
lLulLary gland Lumor" ls [usL a name. Lven lf l had surgery and all of Lhe physlcal manlfesLaLlons were removed, Lhe underlylng causes would sLlll remaln unLouched. So l declded Lo Lake Lhls slLuaLlon as my hwadu (!. koan). lnsLead of Lhlnklng of lL as sufferlng, l learned LhaL Lhe creaLlve power of my mlnd ls capable of manlfesLlng ln any form. ManlfesLlng as Lhe 8odhlsaLLva of Medlclne ls also no problem.
8y Lhe way, when we were aL Lhe hosplLal, we asked Lhe docLor ln charge lf he knew whaL had caused my Lumor, and he sald he dldn'L know. We asked lf Lhe cancer would be cured once Lhe Lumor was removed, and agaln he sald he had no ldea. AlLhough docLors Lry hard, mosL of Lhem know abouL only Lhe physlcal manlfesLaLlon.
lL was clear Lo me LhaL l was Lhe one who had Lo Lake charge of my llfe. no one else could manage lL for me, so lL was up Lo me Lo flnd Lhe cause and work wlLh lL aL a fundamenLal level. l explalned Lhls Lo my famlly and persuaded Lhem Lo supporL my declslon. lf l hurL, Lhen l would [usL be one wlLh LhaL paln and would know LhaL even LhaL was !ulngong's manlfesLaLlon. l was deLermlned LhaL Lhe days l had lefL would be rlch and meanlngful, and l would conLlnuously experlence for myself Lhe LruLh LhaL Lhe dlsease and myself were noL Lwo.
lL happened one day LhaL my head had been achlng Lerrlbly all day long. l Lrled noL Lo re[ecL Lhe paln, saylng Lo Lhose cells, Well, you're hurLlng Loo," and Lo [usL accepL lL. 8uL LhaL day l dld requesL Lhose llves Lo make lL posslble for me Lo geL some sleep. l was able Lo fall asleep, buL durlng Lhe nlghL my head hurL so much LhaL l woke up and LhoughL l would cry. l'm noL sure lf lL was a dream or noL, buL aL LhaL momenL l could see Lhose cells LhaL were hurLlng. 1hey looked so plLlful. l felL sorry for havlng haLed Lhem and havlng Lrled Lo hurL Lhem wlLh all klnds of polsonous medlclnes. 8uL now l undersLood Lhem and wanLed Lo become one wlLh Lhem. l really wanLed Lo go up and glve Lhem a hug. l fell asleep agaln, and my sleep was so peaceful LhaL l can'L remember ever havlng slepL so well ln my llfe. now, lf a headache occurs l recognlze Lhe sufferlng of Lhose llves, and l Lurn Lhe whole Lhlng over Lo !ulngong. And Lhen l peacefully go abouL my dally llfe.
LducaLlng unborn Chlldren: A Sn MasLer's 1eachlngs on 1'aegyo* 1he ldea LhaL parenL's behavlor, LhoughL, and vlrLue can lnfluence Lhe developmenL of Lhelr unborn chlld ls an old one ln korea. Called L'aegyo, or prenaLal educaLlon, lL ls as old as korea's recorded hlsLory. 1hrough L'aegyo one could help lnsure LhaL one's chlld would be healLhy and wlse, and perhaps even be a greaL belng LhaL would brlng honor and forLune upon Lhe famlly. Well undersLood by Lhe common people, L'aegyo was also pracLlced by Lhe royal famlly, wlLh lLs need Lo produce wlse and lnLelllgenL rulers. Lven ln 8uddhlsL clrcles, monks and nuns occaslonally emphaslzed Lhe lmporLance of L'aegyo when glvlng uharma Lalks Lo laypeople.
1'aegyo: A 1radlLlonal vlew lor cenLurles lL has been undersLood ln korea LhaL a moLher and faLher's LhoughLs and acLlons affecL Lhe developmenL of Lhelr unborn chlld. 1hls lnfluence could be elLher poslLlve or negaLlve, Lhus Lhe focus of L'aegyo was upon creaLlng a good and nurLurlng envlronmenL for Lhe unborn chlld.
lnsLrucLlons abouL L'aegyo Lended Lo vary greaLly. 1hey could be very slmple, such as slmply urglng a daughLer-ln-law Lo malnLaln a genLle aLLlLude, Lo much more complex llsLs of does and don'Ls. lor example, expecLanL moLhers were encouraged Lo surround Lhemselves wlLh beauLlful slghLs and smells, whlle refralnlng from harsh or frlvolous speech. lmpure behavlor was Lo be avolded aL all cosLs. Slmllarly, lL was sald LhaL pregnanL women should eaL only frulL LhaL was free from blemlsh or dlsflguremenL. nor should a woman klll any anlmals whlle pregnanL, because LhaL vlolenL lnLenLlon would have a negaLlve lmpacL upon her unborn chlld. Llkewlse, lL was unlversally undersLood ln korea LhaL a pregnanL woman would never aLLend any sorL of funeral. lor faLhers, Lhe lnsLrucLlons Lended Lo be slmpler. 8ecause half of Lhe chlld comes from Lhe faLher, Lhe faLher was Lold Lo malnLaln a pure and uprlghL aLLlLude prlor Lo pregnancy, and even afLerwards. Pe was also remlnded of hls responslblllLles Lo help ensure LhaL Lhe moLher was surrounded wlLh a carlng and nurLurlng envlronmenL.
1hese are Lyplcal examples of lnsLrucLlons for L'aegyo, and were usually Lhe resulL of boLh observaLlons and bellef sLrucLures. WlLh famllles llvlng ln Lhe same vlllages for generaLlon afLer generaLlon, Lhere was plenLy of opporLunlLy for people Lo observe a moLher's behavlor and envlronmenL whlle pregnanL, and how LhaL chlld Lurned ouL. ln Lhls way, people derlved cause-and-effecL lnformaLlon abouL how L'aegyo worked.
lor example, ln one modern sLory a woman was raped on her way Lo school and lL was several monLhs before she reallzed she was pregnanL. She Lrled all klnds of meLhods Lo cause a mlscarrlage buL was unsuccessful. AlLhough she greaLly resenLed Lhe chlld, afLer he was born she grew Lo love hlm. 1hey had a close and lovlng relaLlonshlp for many years, buL when her son was ln hls early LwenLles he suddenly became very verbally abuslve Lowards hls moLher. Screamlng and curslng her, he was so unllke hlmself LhaL he seemed Lo have gone lnsane. 1hls conLlnued for a long Llme and flnally Lhe moLher Lold a 8uddhlsL monk abouL Lhls. Pe sald LhaL her son's behavlor was Lhe resulL of Lhe vlolenL LhoughLs she had dlrecLed Lowards her son whlle she was pregnanL. ln Lhe monk's answer we can see Lhe 8uddhlsL vlews of cause and effecL: 1he woman had planLed a cerLaln seed, and evenLually lL sprouLed. 1he endlng of Lhls sLory ls as lnLeresLlng as Lhe beglnnlng: Cn Lhe monk's advlce, when her son would yell aL her, Lhe moLher would bow very slncerely Lo hlm and apologlze for her pasL LhoughLs and behavlor. Cradually hls abuse lessened and evenLually he reLurned Lo normal. 1hls ls a good example of a L'aegyo sLory ln LhaL lLs lmpllcaLlons are clear Lo everyone. Confuclan wrlLers, on Lhe oLher hand, ofLen chose Lo place speclal emphasls on Lhe role played by Lhe moLher's demeanor and vlrLue, reflecLlng Lhe bellef LhaL vlrLue ls Lhe source of all success and happlness. AnoLher Confuclan perspecLlve vlewed Lhe chlld as belng essenLlally pure and uncorrupLed aL Lhe momenL of concepLlon, and whlch dlrecLlon lL Lakes from Lhere depends upon Lhe lnfluences lL recelves from Lhe moLher and faLher. CLher Lhemes, such as Lhe necesslLy of Lhe moLher havlng greaL vlrLue ln order Lo become pregnanL wlLh a chlld of greaL vlrLue, also Louched upon 8uddhlsL ldeas of karmlc afflnlLy. A common aspecL of Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo ls Lhe vlew of Lhe unborn chlld as dlsLlncL belng, whlch, llke any oLher belng, ls lnfluenced by Lhe behavlor of Lhe people around lL. lnformaLlon abouL L'aegyo was generally LransmlLLed Lhrough Lwo rouLes: word of mouLh and LexLs. MosL expecLanL moLhers learned abouL L'aegyo ln large parL from Lhe women ln Lhelr famlly and Lhelr moLher-ln-law, wlLh famlly LradlLlons of L'aegyo belng handed down from one generaLlon Lo Lhe nexL. 1hese ofLen lncluded famlly sLorles lllusLraLlng Lhe effecLs of a pregnanL woman's acLlons upon Lhe developmenL of her unborn chlld. 1he second way lnformaLlon abouL L'aegyo was LransmlLLed was Lhrough LexLs. lrom anclenL Llmes ln korea, LexLs LhaL focused on medlcal care, farmlng meLhods, and anlmal husbandry have played a ma[or role ln Lhe prosperlLy of Lhe korean people. CfLen, Lhese Lypes of books were developed and publlshed by order of Lhe klng, as parL of an efforL Lo lmprove Lhe llves of Lhe people. lor example, ln 1393, Lhe flrsL klng of Lhe Chosn uynasLy senL lnsLrucLors Lo every provlnce Lo Lraln medlcal pracLlLloners. AL abouL Lhe same Llme, he ordered Lhe compllaLlon and publlcaLlon of Pyangyak chesaeng chlpsng pang (CollecLlon of naLlve rescrlpLlons Lo Save Llfe), whlch was flnlshed ln 1397. CLher LexLs were Lhe work of lndlvlduals, such as Lhe exLremely lnfluenLlal 1ongl pogam (Lxemplars of korean Medlclne) whlch was wrlLLen by Lhe famous medlcal pracLlLloner P Chun, and publlshed ln 1610. 1hese Lypes of books all conLalned baslc lnformaLlon abouL L'aegyo, buL Lhelr readers were generally hlghly educaLed medlcal pracLlLloners. AnoLher caLegory of LexLs were Lhose wrlLLen for ordlnary people. 1hese were wrlLLen ln Pangul, Lhe korean phoneLlc alphabeL, whlch made Lhem accesslble Lo vlrLually everyone. 1hese also lncluded books abouL farmlng meLhods, baslc medlcal LreaLmenL, and even novels. A ma[or Lype of Lhese Pangul LexLs was known as kyupang chlp(1exLs for Lhe Woman's CuarLers). 1hey were wrlLLen for women and addressed Loplcs of lmporLance Lo Lhem. 1hey covered Loplcs such as how a good wlfe should behave, how Lo ralse chlldren, how Lo run a household, how a woman should culLlvaLe vlrLue, eLc. Some kyupang chlp were publlshed Lhrough book makers, whlle oLhers were wrlLLen by famlly members. 1hese famlly kyupang chlp were handwrlLLen and conveyed Lhe famlly's LradlLlons, experlences, and phllosophy from one generaLlon Lo Lhe nexL. 1hese books generally remalned wlLhln Lhe famlly, and were even, ln some sense, famlly secreLs. Cne of Lhe mosL famous of Lhe kyupang chlp-Lype books was 1'aegyo Slngl (new 1heory of renaLal LducaLlon), by a Mrs. Lee, who was also called Sa !u uang. WrlLLen by a woman, for women, lL was publlshed around Lhe year 1800. lL seLs forLh many of Lhe prlnclples of L'aegyo LhaL are observed even Loday by pregnanL women ln korea. lor example, lL ls Lhe earllesL recorded example of Lhe korean saylng, 1en monLhs ln Lhe womb have more lnfluence upon a chlld Lhan 10 years wlLh a good Leacher." ubllshed ln Pangul, Lhls book appears Lo have been very lnfluenLlal when lL flrsL appeared. Lven Loday ln korean booksLores, modern LranslaLlons of 1'aegyo Slngl are sLlll among Lhe besL selllng books abouL L'aegyo. An lnLeresLlng fooLnoLe Lo L'aegyo ls Lhe role played by blrLh dreams. 1radlLlonally ln Asla, a woman's dream abouL her fuLure chlld was consldered Lo be very Lelllng abouL LhaL chlld's characLer. As such, Lhey were very prlzed, and good dreams were even sold! lL seems LhaL parenLs and famlly members always flnd a way Lo lnLerpreL Lhem poslLlvely, alLhough Lhe dream ls sald Lo lose lLs power lf Lold Loo many Llmes or Lold Lo Lhe chlld. 1hese klnds of dreams can also be seen as a form of L'aegyo: lf parenLs have a cerLaln lmage of Lhelr unborn chlld, Lhelr chlld wlll be more llkely Lo develop accordlng Lo LhaL expecLaLlon. 8esearch ln Lhe soclal sclences has shown slmllar effecLs, where sLudenLs wlll Lend Lo perform up Lo a Leacher's expecLaLlons, regardless of wheLher Lhose expecLaLlons are based upon facL or noL. 1he LradlLlonal vlew of L'aegyo would expecL LhaL Lhls effecL would be [usL as Lrue for unborn chlldren.
Modern 1rends ln korea 8eglnnlng ln Lhe 1980's, L'aegyo became much more vlslble ouLslde Lhe famlly. 1hls was Lhe resulL of several lnfluences, ln parLlcular korea's rapld economlc growLh and Lhe developmenL of Lhe commerclal prlnL and medla lndusLry. AlLhough Lhere had always been books abouL L'aegyo, Lhe numbers and Lypes began Lo dramaLlcally lncrease. lurLher, many of Lhe ldeas LhaL were popular began Lo be feaLured on varlous mornlng Lelevlslon programs, and wlLh Lhe growLh of Lhe lnLerneL, Lhere are now even web slLes and chaL rooms dedlcaLed Lo L'aegyo. ln Lhe laLe 1980's, some of Lhe mosL popular books abouL L'aegyo were LranslaLlons of Luropean and u.S. books, many of whlch belonged Lo Lhe Pow Lo make your baby a genlus" varleLy. Powever, Lhese gradually became less popular. As one moLher complalned, 1hey dldn'L Lell me anyLhlng abouL how Lo help my chlld be well-ad[usLed and happy." erhaps ln response Lo feellngs llke Lhls, L'aegyo books wrlLLen from an orlenLal medlclne perspecLlve, and Lhose LranslaLed from !apanese, became more popular. Cne of aspecL of boLh Lhese Lypes of books ls LhaL Lhey are more llkely Lo lnclude concepLs and approaches LhaL reflecL 8uddhlsL or Confuclan perspecLlves. 8ooks wrlLLen abouL L'aegyo ln korea generally fall lnLo Lhree caLegorles: 8ooks wrlLLen by medlcal docLors, by soclal sclenLlsLs, and Lhose books based upon LradlLlonal perspecLlves, lncludlng orlenLal medlclne. When medlcal docLors ln korea wrlLe abouL L'aegyo, Lhey Lend Lo presenL a blologlcal, mechanlsLlc vlew of L'aegyo, emphaslzlng Lhlngs such as Lhe role Lhe moLher's mood plays upon hormones and Lhelr effecLs upon Lhe chlld's developmenL. Cne lnLeresLlng Lhlng abouL modern korea ls LhaL alLhough only abouL 23 percenL of Lhe populaLlon ls ChrlsLlan, Lhe vasL ma[orlLy of docLors and pharmaclsLs are ChrlsLlans. (8ellable survey numbers are hard Lo flnd, buL lnLervlews wlLh people holdlng medlcal degrees usually clLe flgures of beLween 70 and 80 percenL.) So even when korean docLors wrlLe books abouL Lhe more splrlLual aspecLs of L'aegyo, Lhey Lend Lo avold Louchlng upon ldeas LhaL mlghL seem 8uddhlsL or Confuclan, such as karmlc afflnlLy, non-duallLy, and vlrLue. 1he second Lype of book abouL L'aegyo LhaL ls common ln korea are Lhose wrlLLen by soclal sclenLlsLs. MosL of Lhe ldeas conLalned ln Lhese books have been derlved from sLudles on Lhe effecLs of early chlldhood experlences. lor example, research found LhaL llsLenlng Lo classlcal muslc as a chlld poslLlvely affecLs one's lnLellecLual developmenL. 1hls has been exLrapolaLed Lo mean LhaL lf classlcal muslc can ald a chlld's developmenL beLween Lhe age of one and flve, lL musL be even beLLer Lo be exposed Lo classlcal muslc as a feLus. 1hls hlghllghLs a key dlfference beLween Lhls Lype of prenaLal lnsLrucLlon and convenLlonal L'aegyo: Lhe LradlLlonal vlew ls LhaL Lhe unborn chlld ls affecLed by whaL Lhe moLher experlences. Whereas people who are Lrylng Lo play muslc Lo Lhelr unborn chlld are Lrylng Lo convey Lhe muslc dlrecLly Lo Lhe chlld. 1he Lhlrd caLegory of books abouL L'aegyo are Lhose based upon LradlLlonal LexLs and whlch ofLen lnclude prlnclples of orlenLal medlclne. 1hese puL Lhe focus back on Lhe moLher's lnfluence upon Lhe chlld. 1hese are ofLen modern verslons of LradlLlonal ldeas. 1hey Lend Lo emphaslze Lhe role LhaL Lhe moLher's experlences and LhoughL play ln Lhe developmenL of Lhe chlld's LemperamenL, healLh, lnLelllgence, and splrlLuallLy. CfLen books of Lhls Lype lnclude explanaLlons and worldvlews LhaL reflecL Lhemes some mlghL caLegorlze as 8uddhlsL or Confuclan. 1hese are some of Lhe general Lrends ln books abouL L'aegyo, buL ln reallLy Lhere are many dlfferenL klnds of books, whlch can lnclude anyLhlng from sLrlcLly LradlLlonal meLhods Lo meLhods based upon personal experlences. 1here are medlcal descrlpLlons of L'aegyo, as well books and webslLes LhaL emphaslze ChrlsLlan or 8uddhlsL perspecLlves, and any comblnaLlon of Lhese. 1he appearance ln recenL decades of so much lnformaLlon abouL L'aegyo, Lhrough books, Lelevlslon, and Lhe lnLerneL, has creaLed Lhe lmage of a L'aegyo boom" ln korea. Powever, only Lhe medla has changed, lLs lmporLance Lo korean parenLs remalns unchanged slnce anclenL Llmes. uaehaeng Sunlm As an lnnovaLlve, female Sn MasLer, uaehaeng Sunlm occuples a unlque place ln conLemporary korean 8uddhlsm. (Sunlm" ls Lhe pollLe address for a 8uddhlsL nun or monk ln korea.) 8orn ln 1927, she awakened aL an early age and llved ln Lhe mounLalns for years, experlmenLlng wlLh whaL she reallzed. lL was Lhere LhaL she deLermlned Lo Leach splrlLual pracLlce ln such a way LhaL anyone, regardless of Lhelr gender or occupaLlon, could pracLlce and awaken. 1he sn cenLer she founded, Panmaum Seonwon, has 23 korean and lnLernaLlonal branches, wlLh more Lhan 30,000 famllles reglsLered as members.
1'aegyo, as uaehaeng Sunlm Leaches lL, ls really educaLlon for boLh parenLs and chlldren. AlLhough parenLs may sLarL ouL pracLlclng L'aegyo wlLh Lhe welfare of Lhelr unborn chlld ln mlnd, lL helps Lhem Lo splrlLually evolve as well. lurLher, because Lhe unborn chlld reacLs so qulckly Lo Lhe parenLs' pracLlce of L'aegyo, Lhe parenLs can learn a loL abouL splrlLual pracLlce ln a relaLlvely shorL Llme. As for Lhe chlld, uaehaeng Sunlm emphaslzes LhaL L'aegyo ls lmporLanL because Lhe chlld's developmenL ln Lhe womb wlll have a ma[or lnfluence on lLs llfe. She Leaches LhaL Lhrough L'aegyo lL ls posslble Lo help your chlld develop splrlLually and also Lo dlssolve Lhe seeds of bad karma and harmful afflnlLles. 1he fundamenLals of uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo mlrror Lhose of her Leachlngs abouL splrlLual pracLlce. She beglns by Leachlng people Lo have falLh ln Lhelr lnherenL naLure, whlch she descrlbes as 8uddha-naLure or !ulngong (llL. Lhe Lrue doer, whlch ls empLy). nexL she Leaches people Lo enLrusL whaLever confronLs Lhem, boLh good and bad, Lo LhaL fundamenLal naLure. As she says, lL has been guldlng you over bllllons of years of evoluLlon, so why can'L you LrusL lL now?" 1hus, parenLs should leL go of all Lhelr hopes and fears, and LrusL LhaL Lhelr lnherenL naLure ls Laklng care of Lhlngs. lurLher, uaehaeng Sunlm Leaches LhaL when parenLs wanL Lo Lell Lhelr unborn chlld someLhlng, lf Lhey enLrusL LhaL Lo Lhelr lnherenL naLure, all of Lhose Lhlngs wlll be lnsLanLly communlcaLed Lo Lhelr chlld. 1hls ls posslble because of boLh Lhe non-dual naLure of all exlsLence, and, ln Lhe case of L'aegyo, Lhe dlrecL physlcal connecLlon beLween moLher and chlld. 1he nexL Lhlng people need Lo do ls conLlnue Lo observe whlle experlmenLlng wlLh whaL Lhey know, and applylng whaL Lhey've experlenced. ln Lhls way people can awaken and develop a self-susLalnlng pracLlce LhaL wlll Lake Lhem beyond Lhe lnlLlal sLages of awakenlng. Accordlng Lo uaehaeng Sunlm, L'aegyo ls posslble because every Lhlng and llfe ln Lhe world reacLs Lo Lhe LhoughLs we lnpuL lnLo our foundaLlon, whlch can be called 8uddha, 8uddha-naLure, !ulngong, Panmaum, lnherenL naLure, or Cod. 1hls foundaLlon has been guldlng our developmenL over counLless bllllons of years. lL ls Lhe fundamenLal nondual connecLlon of all llfe. All belngs, boLh llvlng and dead, are connecLed Lhrough Lhe lnherenL foundaLlon Lhey all share, whaL happens aL one polnL ls lnsLanLly communlcaLed Lo all oLhers. 1hus, uaehaeng Sunlm Leaches LhaL when we enLrusL Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL us Lo our foundaLlon, lL responds Lo Lhem ln a compleLe way LhaL lncludes boLh Lhe maLerlal realm and Lhe unseen realms. 1'aegyo ls also posslble because Lhe unlverse and every slngle Lhlng ln lL are always ln a consLanL sLaLe of change. noLhlng ls flxed and lmmoblle, so everyLhlng ls free Lo grow and develop, lncludlng your unborn chlld. 8egardless of whaL karma and geneLlcs your chlld may have, Lhose do noL have Lo be lLs desLlny. ln uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo, Lhe effecLs of Lhe moLher's splrlLual pracLlce upon her unborn chlld parallel Lhose of LradlLlonal Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo. 1he maln dlfference ls ln Lhe greaLer depLh uaehaeng Sunlm presenLs and Lhe underlylng framework of ldeas such as lnLerconnecLedness and lmpermanence. Many LradlLlonal Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo rely greaLly upon observaLlons wlLhouL necessarlly undersLandlng Lhe reasons for Lhe observed resulLs. 1hls Lends Lo llmlL Lhe ablllLy Lo exLrapolaLe Lhose Leachlngs of L'aegyo Lo wlder clrcumsLances. An lnLeresLlng aspecL abouL uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs on L'aegyo ls Lhelr pracLlcallLy. 1here ls no need for expenslve equlpmenL or speclal foods. !usL you, as you are. AnoLher lmporLanL aspecL ls LhaL ln order Lo be able Lo help your chlld, you have Lo flrsL change yourself. AlLhough parenLs may have sLarLed pracLlclng L'aegyo ouL of concern for Lhelr chlld, ln Lhe end, Lhey beneflL as much as Lhelr chlld. lurLher, boLh chlldren and parenLs Lake wlLh Lhem whaL Lhey have learned and experlenced, and ln so dolng Lhey become a force for poslLlve change ln socleLy. 1'aegyo: SplrlLual racLlce and renaLal LducaLlon ls a compllaLlon of uaehaeng Sunlm's oral Leachlngs abouL L'aegyo, and ls drawn from boLh uaehaeng Sunlm's publlc uharma Lalks and lnLervlews wlLh laywomen who recelved personal lnsLrucLlon on L'aegyo dlrecLly from uaehaeng Sunlm. lurLher 8eadlng Lngllsh LranslaLlons of uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs have been publlshed ln several books, Lwo of whlch are no 8lver Lo Cross, no 8afL Lo llnd, (Anyang, SouLh korea: Panmaum Seonwon, 2003) and Wake up and Laugh(Anyang, SouLh korea: Panmaum Seonwon, 2003). no 8lver Lo Cross, no 8afL Lo llnd, ls a collecLlon of her uharma Lalks LhaL have been LranslaLed ln Lhelr enLlreLy. 1'aegyo and ralslng chlldren are addressed occaslonally wlLhln Lhe conLexL of splrlLual pracLlce and dally llfe. Wake up and Laugh ls organlzed by Loplc and conLalns uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs across a wlde varleLy of lssues and has a shorL secLlon on L'aegyo. lred !eremy Sellgson's Cueen !ln's Pandbook of regnancy(8erkeley, Callfornla: norLh ALlanLlc 8ooks, 2002) ls Lhe besL presenLaLlon of Lhe LradlLlonal korean vlew of L'aegyo avallable ln Lngllsh. Sellgson's CrlenLal 8lrLh ureams(Seoul: Pollym, 1989) ls also an ouLsLandlng collecLlon of mosLly korean blrLh dreams, and lndlcaLes Lhelr lmporLance ln Aslan culLures. ln korea Loday, one of Lhe mosL popular works on L'aegyo conLlnues Lo be a modern edlLlon of 1'aegyo Slngl (new 1heory of renaLal LducaLlon) by Ch'oe, Sam Sop, and ak, Ch'an kuk, (Lrans.) (Seoul: Seonbosa, 2002). 1he LranslaLors are uocLors of CrlenLal medlclne, who provlde a modern commenLary for Lhe maln LexL. 1'aegyo: SplrlLual racLlce and renaLal LducaLlon lf you have LhoughL abouL your role as a parenL or fuLure parenL, you wlll reallze LhaL one of Lhe mosL lmporLanL Lhlngs you can ever do ls Lo ralse a wlse and good chlld. unforLunaLely, mosL people don'L Lry Lo do Lhls unLll afLer Lhelr chlld ls born. 1'aegyo, or prenaLal educaLlon, ls posslble before, durlng, and afLer pregnancy, and should be done by boLh Lhe moLher and Lhe faLher. 1hls Llme ls a unlque opporLunlLy Lo help ralse Lhe consclousness of your chlld, whlle dlssolvlng Lhe karmlc, geneLlc, and splrlLual hlndrances LhaL lL has accumulaLed over counLless llves. 1he Llme before blrLh, and even Lhe monLhs afLer, ls when whaL you Leach your chlld and whaL you expose lL Lo wlll have deep and llfe- long effecLs. 1'aegyo ls posslble because everyLhlng and every belng are dlrecLly connecLed Lo each oLher, and L'aegyo's effecLs are posslble because noLhlng ln Lhe unlverse ls flxed and unchanglng. Lvery slngle Lhlng ls consLanLly changlng and manlfesLlng anew. lurLher, Lhe essenLlals of splrlLual pracLlce are baslcally Lhe same for prenaLal educaLlon. ldeally, every parenL would have a well-developed splrlLual pracLlce before Lrylng Lo geL pregnanL, so perhaps lL would be besL Lo begln by Lalklng abouL Lhe essenLlals of splrlLual pracLlce. 1he LssenLlals of SplrlLual racLlce All belngs, boLh llvlng and dead, and every Lhlng ln Lhe unlverse share an lnherenL foundaLlon LhaL has gulded us over eons of evoluLlon. 1hrough lL everyLhlng ls connecLed. 1hrough lL everyLhlng, lncludlng Lhe splrlLual and maLerlal realms, works LogeLher as one. 1hls lnherenL foundaLlon glves rlse Lo all Lhlngs and all Lhlngs reLurn Lo lL, and lL has Lhe ablllLy Lo Lake care of everyLhlng we encounLer ln our dally llfe. SomeLlmes Lhls foundaLlon ls called 8uddha-naLure, someLlmes lL's called !ulngong(llL. Lhe Lrue doer, whlch ls empLy) lnherenL naLure, or Lrue self. Many names have been used Lo descrlbe lL, buL Lhese words are [usL aLLempLs aL polnLlng people ln Lhe rlghL dlrecLlon, you have Lo undersLand for yourself whaL Lhese names are Lrylng Lo express. SomeLlmes people ask, lf l could [usL see my foundaLlon for myself, lL would be so much easler Lo have falLh," buL our foundaLlon ls noL a flxed, maLerlal Lhlng LhaL can be grasped wlLh Lhe senses. 1he very flrsL sLep of splrlLual pracLlce ls Lo LrusL Lhe ablllLy of your lnherenL foundaLlon. lL has gulded you Lhrough all your llves, lL ls endowed wlLh ablllLles beyond your lmaglnaLlon, and ls Lhe source and desLlnaLlon of everyLhlng, so have falLh ln lL and LrusL LhaL lL can Lake care of whaLever lL ls LhaL confronLs you. ?ou musL belleve ln Lhe ablllLy of your lnherenL foundaLlon. lL surrounds us and ls presenL LhroughouL our llves, lL ls so close and ever- presenL LhaL many people overlook lL. 1he second sLep ls leLLlng go: leL go of all of Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL you and enLrusL Lhem Lo your foundaLlon. LeL go of everyLhlng LhaL arlses from ouLslde or lnslde, and LrusL LhaL your foundaLlon wlll Lake care of all of LhaL. Lven lf Lhlngs seem Lo be golng well or golng badly, leL go of LhaL and enLrusL lL Lo your foundaLlon. 1ry Lo learn Lo rely upon your lnherenL naLure raLher Lhan your flxed ldeas abouL whaL consLlLuLes someLhlng golng well or noL. 1he Lhlrd sLep ls Lo observe. Cbserve whaL happens when you leL go. LeL go and bravely go forward ln your llfe whlle observlng. See whaL happens afLer you leL go, and pay aLLenLlon Lo how Lhlngs develop and Lurn ouL. And be sure Lo leL go agaln of Lhe resulLs of whaL you experlence. lf Lhlngs go well, leL go wlLh graLlLude, and when Lhey don'L, leL go and Lhlnk of LhaL as your homework. LeL go of all LhoughLs such as l dld," l experlenced," so and so dld ____ Lo me," eLc. LeLLlng go doesn'L mean pushlng away LhoughLs or feellngs, lL means LhaL once you become aware of Lhem you Lurn Lhem over Lo your foundaLlon. 8y experlmenLlng and applylng llke Lhls you wlll awaken Lo your foundaLlon. lalLh ln your lnherenL foundaLlon, leLLlng go and enLrusLlng, observlng, and applylng whaL you undersLand form Lhe essenLlals of splrlLual pracLlce. LveryLhlng ls Always Changlng lnherenLly everyone and everyLhlng ls changlng and manlfesLlng every lnsLanL. 1here ls noLhlng LhaL ls sLaLlonary and unchanglng. 1hls ls also Lhe Lrue meanlng of Lhe words noLhlngness" and empLlness." lL ls noL LhaL Lhere ls a vold or vacuum, raLher Lhere ls no unchanglng essence or subsLance LhaL remalns Lhe same from momenL Lo momenL. 1here ls noLhlng LhaL carrles over from one lnsLanL Lo Lhe nexL. 8uL lnsLead of some greaL vacuum, everyLhlng everywhere ls fllled wlLh change and poLenLlal and ablllLy. LveryLhlng ls always changlng from one Lhlng Lo Lhe nexL, even Llme ls noL absoluLe. 1here ls no flxed fuLure or presenL, noL even Lhe pasL ls flxed and unchanglng. 1hls ls why lL ls sald LhaL every Lhlng ls empLy. 1he facL LhaL everyLhlng ls empLy also means LhaL even our karma ls noL flxed and unchanglng. WhaL has already manlfesLed ls already gone, whaL ls here ls passlng away every lnsLanL, and whaL has yeL Lo manlfesL ls noL lnevlLable. Lven lf a cave has been dark for a Lhousand years, Lhe darkness sLlll dlsappears Lhe lnsLanL you shlne a llghL ln lL. no maLLer how benL and LwlsLed a plece of meLal may be, once you Lhrow lL lnLo a blasL furnace lL ls melLed down and pure, clean meLal ls reborn. Llke Lhls, when we enLrusL Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL us Lo our foundaLlon, Lhey melL down and Lransform lnLo bodhlsaLLvas. 1he llghL and ablllLy of your lnherenL naLure ls beyond anyLhlng you can lmaglne - please don'L lgnore lL. 1oo many people LreaL Lhls facL casually, wlLhouL Lhlnklng abouL whaL Lhls Lruly means and lmplles. LveryLhlng ls ConnecLed 1hrough Lhe lnherenL foundaLlon, 8uddha-naLure, all consclousnesses and maLLer are connecLed Lo each oLher. lnherenLly all belngs are sharlng Lhe same llfe, Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same body, worklng LogeLher as one, and sharlng all Lhlngs LogeLher, everyLhlng and everybody, boLh llvlng and dead, are connecLed, noLhlng ls separaLe. ?our lnherenL foundaLlon encompasses all of Lhe llves ln your body, lL encompasses boLh Lhe realm of Lhe llvlng and Lhe dead, lL encompasses Lhe pasL, presenL, and fuLure, and lL encompasses Lhls unlverse and every oLher unlverse. ln addlLlon Lo Lhe splrlLual connecLlon Lhey share wlLh all oLher belngs, a moLher and her unborn chlld also share a dlrecL physlcal and emoLlonal connecLlon. lf a moLher drlnks alcohol, Lhe alcohol clrculaLes ln baby's body. lf Lhe moLher ls under a loL of sLress whlle pregnanL, Lhere ls a greaLer chance LhaL her baby wlll have a low blrLh-welghL. WhaL a moLher does and Lhlnks whlle pregnanL lnfluences her chlld. 1he LradlLlonal bellef LhaL expecLanL moLhers should avold belng exposed Lo Lhlngs llke vlolence, harsh speech, or even kllllng a flsh or chlcken lsn'L some old supersLlLlon.
Pow 1'aegyo Works: 8elylng upon Lhe loundaLlon and ulssolvlng CbsLacles 1'aegyo, educaLlng your unborn chlld, ls posslble because of Lhls lnherenL connecLlon beLween all belngs. When you leL go of Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL you and LrusL your foundaLlon, your 8uddha-naLure, you and all belngs become one Lhrough Lhe foundaLlon. When Lhls happens, your LhoughLs and feellngs are communlcaLed Lo all belngs, boLh llvlng and dead. 1hus Lhe LhoughLs and ouLlook LhaL you glve rlse Lo are percelved by Lhe chlld's consclousness and Lhe llves LhaL make up lLs body.
lurLher, when you rely upon Lhe foundaLlon and enLrusL lL wlLh whaL confronLs you, energy and llghL clrculaLe and your level of consclousness ls ralsed, LogeLher wlLh LhaL of your chlld. When you connecL wlLh Lhe foundaLlon llke Lhls, your splrlLual level ralses, and you become llke a brlghL llghL LhaL ralses Lhe level of Lhe people around you. 8ecause your unborn chlld ls sLlll a parL of your body and ls also changlng so much, lL ls very suscepLlble Lo Lhe lnfluences lL ls exposed Lo wlLhln Lhe womb. 1hus, lL ls much easler Lo help your chlld aL Lhls sLage Lhan afLer lLs growLh and developmenL have slowed.
Lven lf you recelve a chlld wlLh a loL of bad karma, you can dlssolve LhaL Lhrough prenaLal educaLlon. LveryLhlng ls consLanLly changlng, noLhlng ls flxed. 1hls ls Lhe meanlng of everyLhlng ls empLy." 1hrough leLLlng go and enLrusLlng whlle havlng falLh ln our foundaLlon we can dlssolve Lhe seeds of accumulaLed karma. We change our fuLure when we sLop relnpuLLlng LhaL karma. Suppose l am shorL-Lempered and always flghLlng: lf l learn abouL my foundaLlon and pracLlce enLrusLlng lL wlLh whaLever arlses from boLh lnslde and ouL, Lhen gradually l'll become a more paLlenL and flexlble person. 1hese acLlons and LhoughLs also greaLly affecL your chlld. A feLus geLs lLs oxygen and food from Lhe moLher, how could her splrlLual sLaLe noL affecL Lhe feLus? lf Lhe moLher ls hablLually shorL-Lempered and lrrlLable, LhaL ls whaL Lhe chlld ls golng Lo learn. ?ou can even see Lhls same Lhlng wlLh young chlldren. Look aL how Lhey learn from Lhelr parenLs: lf dad swears a loL, Lhe chlld wlll sLarL uslng Lhose words. Chlldren absorb Lhelr parenL's fears, values, and even Lhelr pollLlcal vlews. lL's easy Lo lmaglne how much sLronger Lhls effecL ls wlLh Lhe moLher and unborn chlld sharlng so many splrlLual and physlcal connecLlons. 8elylng on and reLurnlng Lo our foundaLlon acLually causes our karma Lo dlssolve. Why? 1he source of all bad karma ls lgnorance of Lhe foundaLlon and lgnorance of Lhe non-dual naLure of everyLhlng. When one becomes aware of Lhls foundaLlon, Lhe rooLs of all evll karma and bad afflnlLles naLurally dlssolve. LveryLhlng arose from our foundaLlon, so LhaL ls Lhe place we have Lo reLurn Lhlngs Lo. lL's llke Lhrowlng varlous Lypes and pleces of meLal lnLo a furnace LhaL melLs Lhem all down and Lurns Lhem lnLo pure gold. 1he ablllLy of your foundaLlon ls lnflnlLe and profound beyond anyLhlng you can lmaglne. 8ecause Lhe moLher and feLus don'L exlsL separaLely, lf Lhe moLher has falLh ln her lnherenL naLure and pracLlces enLrusLlng and observlng, Lhe karma of Lhe feLus wlll also melL away, and lLs level of consclousness wlll be upllfLed. 1hls ls a wonderful chance for Lhe chlld, a chance Lo move ln a new dlrecLlon, free from Lhe lmpulses of karma. lL's llke belng ln a classroom for nlne monLhs. lf mom undersLands and pracLlces prenaLal educaLlon, Lhen her feLus ls spendlng nlne monLhs llsLenlng Lo a good Leacher. lmaglne spendlng nlne monLhs baLhed ln Lhe llghL of your lnherenL naLure, belng remlnded LhaL noLhlng ls separaLe from you, LhaL Lhere ls noLhlng Lo fear, and LhaL you are compleLe as you are, lacklng noLhlng. ln Lhls way, your chlld's karmlc hlndrances are naLurally dlssolved and your chlld becomes more aware of lLs fundamenLal naLure. 1hus, your chlld naLurally llves a wlse and good llfe.
ln many ways, pregnancy ls a good Llme for moLhers Lo Lake up splrlLual pracLlce. 8ecause of Lhelr connecLlon wlLh Lhelr chlld, Lhey can see Lhe effecLs of Lhelr LhoughLs almosL lmmedlaLely. And lf Lhe moLher has had more Lhan one chlld, she can see how prenaLal educaLlon has affecLed each of her chlldren as her ablllLy and undersLandlng of L'aegyo has lncreased 1aegyo LveryLhlng uepends upon Mlnd lf Lhe moLher Lhlnks someLhlng ls subllme and beauLlful, Lhen LhaL ls Lhe envlronmenL Lhe chlld ls baLhed ln. 8uL lf she [usL llsLens Lo muslc, feellng lmpaLlenL or Lhlnklng abouL how Llred she ls, Lhen Lhose LhoughLs and feellngs, noL Lhe muslc, are whaL ls communlcaLed Lo Lhe chlld. lL ls Lhe same for whaL she sees, LasLes, and feels. 1hls ls Lhe key Lo L'aegyo, for lL ls Lhe moLher's LhoughL and lnLenLlon LhaL are communlcaLed Lo Lhe chlld. lor example, Lhere was a woman who really couldn'L sLand cockroaches, and when her flrsL chlld was born, LhaL chlld also was afrald of Lhem. Powever, when she was pregnanL wlLh her second chlld she undersLood L'aegyo beLLer, so every Llme she saw a cockroach she remembered Lo say Lo herself, Ch, you are sharlng Lhls world wlLh all of us, as parL of one blg famlly." 1hls chlld was born compleLely unafrald of bugs llke cockroaches, splders, anLs, eLc. lmaglne a chlld LhaL, Lhrough mlnd, has heard Ch, you are sharlng Lhls world wlLh all of us, as parL of one blg famlly," ever slnce lL was concelved. lmaglne how welcome and connecLed Lo all oLher llfe LhaL chlld would feel. 8ecause Lhe unborn chlld responds Lo Lhe moLher's mlnd, anyone, regardless of her clrcumsLances, can pracLlce L'aegyo. Lven lf a woman ls Loo poor Lo afford good food or Lhe medlcal care LhaL ls ofLen assoclaLed wlLh pregnancy, Lhls doesn'L have Lo be a problem, because Lhrough L'aegyo, she can help compensaLe for Lhose Lhlngs. Wlse and klnd LhoughLs from Lhe moLher wlll have a Lremendous, poslLlve effecL upon her unborn chlld. AlLhough Lhe moLher may llve ln a run-down, ugly area, lf her LhoughLs are beauLlful, LhaL's whaL Lhe baby feels.
More beauLlful Lhan plcLures or muslc ls Lhe wlsdom LhaL sees everyLhlng as noL separaLe from yourself. 8eauLy ls knowlng LhaL l also used Lo be llke LhaL" or Lhls ls someLhlng senL from my foundaLlon ln order Lo Leach me" when someLhlng haLeful or frusLraLlng confronLs you. LveryLhlng depends upon Lhe LhoughLs you ralse. 8y Lhe way, Loo much asplraLlon for your chlld ls noL good. 1oo much amblLlon regardlng your chlld's fuLure can be llke glvlng Loo much ferLlllzer Lo a planL: lL can damage and deform boLh your chlld and yourself. CfLen Lhese klnds of amblLlons represenL an aLLlLude LhaL places excesslve value on soclal sLaLus or maLerlal Lhlngs. lL's okay Lo have greaL hopes for your chlld, LhaL he or she wlll be happy, wlse, vlrLuous, successful, eLc. Powever, as your chlld grows up, be aware of lLs own level and don'L force lL Loo much. lf you could choose only one Lhlng for your chlld, leL lL be wlsdom. A chlld ln Louch wlLh lLs fundamenLal naLure wlll naLurally avold bad Lhlngs or harmful acLs, and wlll lnsLead have afflnlLy wlLh good Lhlngs and grow up lnLo a good person. LxperlmenLlng Merely knowlng someLhlng ls noL enough - you have Lo be able Lo puL lL lnLo pracLlce and use lL whenever you need Lo. lL ls only by applylng whaL you know and experlmenLlng wlLh lL LhaL you can Lruly make lL your own. 1ry Lo leL go and rely upon your foundaLlon, and observe how a slngle LhoughL can affecL your chlld. lor example, lf your baby ls a bad poslLlon ln your womb, Lhen by ralslng Lhe LhoughL, my baby needs Lo move so LhaL lL can be born head- flrsL," and enLrusLlng lL Lo your lnherenL naLure, Lhe baby wlll move lnLo Lhe proper poslLlon before belng born. 8eally! 1hls very example has happened Lo so many members here! LveryLhlng depends upon mlnd. All maLLer follows mlnd. lew people belleve Lhls anymore. MaLerlal Lhlngs have become so lmporLanL. eople Lhese days Lhlnk LhaL maLerlal Lhlngs came flrsL, buL before LhaL Lhere was mlnd, whaL's someLlmes called Cne Mlnd, or lnherenL mlnd. SomeLlmes lL's called our foundaLlon, or someLlmes !ulngong, buL everyLhlng, boLh maLerlal and lmmaLerlal follows Lhls Cne Mlnd. lL ls Laklng care of everyLhlng, boLh splrlLual and maLerlal, and when we enLrusL lL wlLh whaL confronLs us, lL Lakes care of Lhlngs so LhaL Lhey Lurn ouL for Lhe besL. Lven lf Lhe docLor Lells you Lhere ls someLhlng wrong wlLh your baby, by wholehearLedly enLrusLlng LhaL slLuaLlon Lo your lnherenL foundaLlon, Lhe slLuaLlon wlll lmprove much easler. lf you keep Lhlnklng my baby ls slck," eLc., lL wlll make lL harder for your baby Lo change. lf you plan Lo have chlldren, you should learn how Lo pracLlce prenaLal educaLlon ahead of Llme. LveryLhlng Lakes pracLlce. SLarL wlLh whaL bellef you possess and Lry Lo enLrusL whaL arlses ln llfe Lo your foundaLlon. ay aLLenLlon and observe whaL happens. As you Lry Lo apply Lhls, you wlll see Lhe resulLs of your pracLlce and your falLh wlll lncrease. never cllng Lo Lhe resulLs: wheLher Lhey're good or bad, [usL keep leLLlng go and LrusLlng your lnherenL naLure. lf you Lry Lo cllng Lo whaL you experlence, lL wlll become a problem and wlll prevenL you from growlng. LveryLhlng ls flowlng, everyLhlng ls changlng. 1here ls noLhlng you can sLlck LhoughLs of l" or mlne" Lo. l dld.," lL's mlne," She dld ____ Lo me," Lhese Lypes of LhoughLs are Lhe source of so much sufferlng. 1hey are aLLempLs Lo cllng Lo and lmmoblllze whaL ls always changlng. So [usL leL Lhem go wlLh a laugh and LrusL your foundaLlon. 1hese Leachlngs are useless unless you Lry Lo apply Lhem Lo Lhe Lhlngs ln your llfe. As you experlmenL and undersLand Lhe naLure and ablllLy of your fundamenLal mlnd, your own pracLlce wlll become your gulde for pracLlclng L'aegyo, and by pracLlclng L'aegyo you wlll deepen your own pracLlce. SLarL wlLh small sLeps, wlLh Lhe Lhlngs rlghL ln fronL of you. Several years ago Lhere was a couple LhaL came here. 1hey were boLh qulLe good looklng, buL lL was because Lhey had cosmeLlc surgery. When Lhelr flrsL chlld was born, lL was klnd of ugly, Lo be frank, because lL resembled lLs parenLs' orlglnal appearance. 1hls led Lo several awkward slLuaLlons. 8y Lhe way, once someLhlng manlfesLs lnLo Lhe maLerlal realm, lL's harder Lo change. lL's easler Lo solve Lhese Lhlngs before Lhey have manlfesLed. Anyway, when Lhe wlfe became pregnanL agaln, Lhls Llme she and her husband Lrled Lo vlsuallze Lhe lmage of Lhe husband's grandfaLher, who had been very handsome, and enLrusLed LhaL lmage Lo Lhelr foundaLlon. 1hls chlld Lurned ouL Lo be qulLe good-looklng and resembled Lhe grandfaLher. 8y enLrusLlng and leLLlng go of everyLhlng Lo !ulngong, Lhelr foundaLlon, Lhey were able Lo lnfluence Lhe appearance of Lhelr chlld. 1he ablllLy of our fundamenLal mlnd ls Lruly lnflnlLe and profound. 8alse an lmage of a healLhy chlld, a wlse chlld, a klnd chlld, and lf you have noL become pregnanL yeL, Lhls ls Lhe klnd of chlld who wlll be aLLracLed Lo you. lf you are already pregnanL, Lhls ls Lhe dlrecLlon your chlld wlll develop. LeL go of greed and fear and LhoughLs of l" or me," and Lry Lo experlmenL wlLh Lhls ln your dally llfe. 1he 8ole of Lhe laLher Powever, prenaLal educaLlon lsn'L for [usL Lhe moLher, Lhe faLher also plays an lmporLanL role. AlLhough Lhe moLher, obvlously, ls more connecLed Lo Lhe unborn chlld, Lhe faLher provldes 30 of Lhe chlld's geneLlc maLerlal, and also has a speclal karmlc afflnlLy wlLh Lhe chlld. 1hus, lL's beLLer lf Lhe faLher ls splrlLually and physlcally prepared before Lhe moLher becomes pregnanL. 1hls can have a deep lmpacL upon Lhe baby's developmenL. lf boLh parenLs are worklng LogeLher Lo pracLlce prenaLal educaLlon, ln addlLlon Lo greaLly helplng Lhelr chlld, Lhe energy of each's pracLlce wlll lncrease. lurLher, Lhe quallLy of Lhelr relaLlonshlp wlll naLurally affecL Lhe moLher, and Lhereby Lhe chlld. So lL's lmporLanL Lo be klnd and generous wlLh each oLher. ?ou should know LhaL one of Lhe prlnclples of Lhls unlverse ls LhaL llke Lends Lo gaLher wlLh llke. So you wlll aLLracL, and be aLLracLed Lo, belngs wlLh a slmllar level of splrlLual developmenL. lL ls lmporLanL Lo be aware of Lhls before you become pregnanL. 1hus, Lhe healLh and level of developmenL of boLh Lhe faLher and moLher affecL whaL klnd of chlld ls aLLracLed Lo Lhem. 1he parenLs' level of splrlLual developmenL even lnfluences whlch parLlcular egg and sperm are aLLracLed Lo each oLher. ln Lhls way, Lhe splrlLual pracLlce of boLh Lhe moLher and Lhe faLher affecLs even Lhe baby's geneLlc sLrucLure. When Lo SLarL racLlclng 1'aegyo ldeally, L'aegyo should sLarL before you become pregnanL. arenLs and chlldren gaLher LogeLher accordlng Lo Lhelr karmlc afflnlLy, so Lhe Llme before you become pregnanL ls very lmporLanL. Llke we clean and level Lhe ground before erecLlng a bulldlng, lL's lmporLanL Lo prepare for Lhe embryo before geLLlng pregnanL. Slmllar Lhlngs gaLher LogeLher, so your level of consclousness, of splrlLuallLy, along wlLh Lhe karma you have, wlll play a blg role ln whaL klnd of chlld you recelve. 1hls ls why lL's lmporLanL for Lhe parenLs noL Lo drlnk or smoke Loo much before becomlng pregnanL. lf your mlnd ls cloudy or lnfluenced by forelgn subsLances, a chlld wlLh a slmllar level wlll be aLLracLed Lo you. LeL go of duallsLlc LhoughLs such as you" and me," don'L blame oLhers, and Lry Lo pracLlce relylng upon your lnherenL foundaLlon. 1ry Lo be harmonlous, klnd, and generous. 1ake care of your body and Lry noL Lo worry Loo much. lL's much beLLer lf you can have a relaxed and generous mlnd. Also, lf you are very slncere, you can even recelve a chlld whose level of developmenL ls hlgher Lhan your own. ?ou should conLlnue pracLlclng L'aegyo even afLer your chlld ls born. lor Lhe flrsL few monLhs or so afLer blrLh, Lhe connecLlon beLween Lhe chlld and moLher ls almosL Lhe same as lL was ln Lhe womb. 8ecause your baby ls changlng so much, L'aegyo whlle pregnanL and even afLer blrLh ls very effecLlve. So don'L sLop [usL because your baby has been born. Lven afLer Lhls perlod, Lhe same prlnclples LhaL you applled durlng pregnancy-relylng upon your foundaLlon, enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo lL, and observlng- can help you Lo ralse a good and healLhy chlld whlle belng a wonderful moLher. When you lnLeracL wlLh someone, ln addlLlon Lo whaL you say or your body language, LhaL person also feels your mlnd. eople can feel Lhe dlfference lf you [usL say l love you," versus enLrusLlng LhaL l love you" Lo your foundaLlon. We are all connecLed Lhrough our lnherenL foundaLlon, our 8uddha-naLure, so lf you lnpuL LhaL LhoughL lnLo your foundaLlon, lL wlll be communlcaLed Lo your chlld or spouse aL Lhe deepesL level. 1hey wlll Lruly feel lL. lL's Lhe same for famlly argumenLs. 1hlngs ofLen reach a polnL where noLhlng you say can help Lhe slLuaLlon. lnsLead of Lrylng Lo solve Lhe slLuaLlon Lhrough words, Lry enLrusLlng lL Lo your foundaLlon wlLh Lhe LhoughL LhaL, lL's my foundaLlon LhaL can leL us llve LogeLher harmonlously," or all belngs should llve LogeLher harmonlously." lf you enLrusL Lhlngs Lo your foundaLlon llke Lhls, Lhen your foundaLlon wlll naLurally work Lowards flndlng Lhe soluLlon or paLh LhaL's besL for everyone. ?our slncere and humble mlnd wlll help melL oLhers' sLubbornness. So many moLhers have come here crylng, saylng LhaL Lhelr chlldren are behavlng badly, sklpplng school, sleeplng away from home, hanglng ouL wlLh bad frlends, eLc. 1hose problems have arlsen from mlnd, and so musL be cured Lhrough mlnd. uon'L yell or LreaL your chlld harshly, lf you do Lhey'll behave exacLly as you LreaL Lhem. lf you look upon Lhem as someone who behaves badly, LhaL ls how Lhey wlll behave. ?our mlnd and your chlld's mlnd are connecLed Lo each oLher-your mlnd and your chlld's mlnd are noL Lwo-so you should ralse Lhe LhoughL LhaL !ulngong, only you can brlghLen my chlld's mlnd," and release LhaL LhoughL Lo your foundaLlon. lf you keep dolng Lhls, Lhe llghL wlll be Lurned on lnsLanLly. Llke Lwo elecLrlcal wlres connecLlng, peace, harmony, hope, and energy are LransmlLLed back and forLh. Chooslng arenLs and Chlldren LveryLhlng and everyone gaLhers LogeLher accordlng Lo Lhelr slmllar karma and level of developmenL. We can see Lhls everywhere ln our dally llves. Co lnLo any sLore and Lhe apples are kepL wlLh apples, pears are dlsplayed wlLh oLher pears, and Lln cans are shelved wlLh oLher Lln cans. Llkewlse, pollLlclans gaLher LogeLher wlLh oLher pollLlclans, arLlsLs naLurally gaLher LogeLher, and flshermen en[oy each oLher's company. ln Lhe very same way, parenLs gaLher LogeLher wlLh Lhelr chlldren. Lven Lhough parenLs and chlldren may seem very dlfferenL ln Lhls llfe, ln pasL llves Lhey creaLed slmllar karma. arenLs and chlldren choose each oLher. ?ou chose your parenLs and your parenLs chose you, so Lhere's no one else Lo blame. 8e very careful abouL blamlng oLhers. Cne of Lhe mosL splrlLually damaglng Lhlngs you can do Lo yourself ls Lo blame oLher people for Lhe Lhlngs LhaL occur Lo you. 8y blamlng oLhers you are denylng Lhe law of cause and effecL, and Lhe prlnclple of nonduallLy. ln effecL, you are saylng LhaL you had no role ln causlng whaL happened, LhaL you had no connecLlon wlLh lL whaL so ever. When you blame someone else, you are relnforclng Lhe false sense LhaL someone compleLely separaLe from you" caused you Lo suffer. lurLher, by carrylng around LhaL flxed lmage of someone, you are ln confllcL wlLh Lhe law of lmpermanence, LhaL all Lhlngs change. When you LreaL someone accordlng Lo your flxed lmage of Lhem, you also make lL harder for Lhem Lo grow and change. 1hls also applles Lo Lhe sLaLemenLs and LhoughLs you have abouL yourself.
eople recelve Lhlngs exacLly as Lhey have made Lhem, and how Lhey llved ln Lhe pasL glves rlse Lo Lhe Lhlngs Lhey encounLer now. 1here's no need Lo beaL yourself up, buL you also have Lo be honesL wlLh yourself abouL your role ln causlng whaL happened. Moreover, now ls Lhe Llme Lo correcL Lhe mlsLakes we made when we lacked wlsdom. LnLrusL all of Lhose Lhlngs Lo your foundaLlon and bravely go forward whlle observlng and leLLlng go. lnherenLly noLhlng ls flxed, noLhlng ls unchanglng: Lhls ls also one of Lhe secreLs of L'aegyo. All of Lhese Lhlngs LhaL confronL us are llke recordlngs: lf we [usL reacL Lo Lhem, cllnglng Lo Lhe Lhlngs we llke and Lrylng Lo avold Lhe unpleasanL Lhlngs, Lhen we [usL perpeLuaLe Lhe recordlng. We relnpuL Lhe exacL same Lhlng. Powever, when we enLrusL Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL us Lo our foundaLlon lL's llke eraslng Lhe recordlng. 8y leLLlng go of Lhese Lhlngs and LrusLlng our lnherenL naLure, we dlssolve Lhose causes and sLop recreaLlng Lhem. And by observlng and experlmenLlng wlLh Lhls we learn how our fundamenLal mlnd works.
eople ofLen ask why Lhelr chlldren suffer, whaL dld she do Lo deserve Lhls?", buL even a chlld ls a belng wlLh a pasL. lL has already llved counLless llves and has accumulaLed lLs own unlque karma. Powever, each one of us ls endowed wlLh Lhe lnherenL naLure, Lhe foundaLlon, whlch has Lhe ablllLy Lo dlssolve LhaL karma. LveryLhlng arlses from Lhls lnherenL naLure, and everyLhlng reLurns Lo lL. lL ls Lhe source of all ablllLy and wlsdom, buL whaL wlll become of us lf we llve our llves lgnorlng Lhls, always searchlng for someLhlng ouLslde of us? lf we [usL llve accordlng Lo Lhe karma we've creaLed ln Lhe pasL, [usL reacLlng Lo lL as lL confronLs us, we wlll be enslaved and bound by lL. lf you [usL reacL Lo lL, cllnglng Lo Lhe Lhlngs you llke, and Lrylng Lo push away Lhlngs you don'L llke, when can you be free? ?ou [usL keep recreaLlng Lhe karma over and over. ?ou should leL go of boLh Lhe Lhlngs you llke and whaL you dlsllke, and lnsLead learn Lo rely upon your foundaLlon. 8y dolng Lhls, you wlll free yourself as well as your unborn chlld, allowlng hlm or her Lo llve a wlse and beLLer llfe. Concluslon When a chlld ls born lnLo Lhls world, lL ls bound Lo experlence varlous dlfflculLles, buL Lhrough pracLlclng L'aegyo you can glve Lhem Lhe wlsdom and awareness of Lhelr foundaLlon LhaL wlll help Lhem Lo overcome Lhose Lhlngs wlsely.
noL only ls L'aegyo, prenaLal educaLlon, posslble, buL lLs effecLs are greaLer Lhan mosL people lmaglne. 1hrough L'aegyo you can help dlssolve your chlld's bad karma, ralse lLs level of splrlLual developmenL, and help lL Lo have afflnlLy wlLh good Lhlngs. 1'aegyo can be done before you become pregnanL, whlle you are pregnanL, and even ln Lhe monLhs afLer your chlld ls born. ulLlmaLely, Lhe essence of L'aegyo ls noL dlfferenL from Lhe essence of splrlLual pracLlce. Lvery parenL wanLs whaL ls besL for Lhelr chlld. Lvery parenL hopes LhaL Lhelr chlldren wlll grow up Lo be healLhy, happy, and successful. And yeL, how many parenLs have shed blLLer Lears over Lhelr chlldren? lf offered a chance, Lhey would lnsLanLly Lake Lhelr chlld's hardshlps upon Lhemselves. 8uL LhaL ls noL posslble. So, lnsLead, Leach your chlld Lo rely upon and reLurn Lo Lhe foundaLlon. 1each your chlld LhaL everyLhlng arlses from Lhere and reLurns Lhere. 1each your chlld Lo reLurn all of Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL hlm or her LhaL place, Lhe foundaLlon. LeL your chlldren know, lncludlng Lhose who have been born and Lhose who are noL yeL born, LhaL everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse ls connecLed Lhrough Lhe same lnherenL foundaLlon. LveryLhlng works LogeLher as one. So never vlew Lhlngs duallsLlcally. CLher's mlnds are noL separaLe from your mlnd. 1each Lhem Lo compleLely enLrusL whaLever confronLs Lhem Lo Lhelr foundaLlon and go forward bravely, regardless of wheLher Lhlngs seem Lo be golng well or noL. lf by pracLlclng L'aegyo, you can help your chlld become aware of Lhls, Lhen he or she wlll naLurally sense wheLher someLhlng ls good or noL, and wlll make poslLlve and consLrucLlve cholces.
1hus, even Lhough your chlldren experlence some hardshlps, Lhey wlll noL make lL worse Lhrough bad cholces. Lven lf Lhey suffer, by enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo Lhelr foundaLlon Lhey wlll dlssolve Lhe seeds of harmful karma and wlll sLrengLhen good afflnlLles. 1hen, noL only wlll Lhe level of consclousness of your chlldren lmprove, Lhe overall splrlLual level of socleLy wlll also lmprove, Lhe world LhaL your chlldren wlll llve ln wlll become beLLer and wlser. lf you can convey Lhls wlsdom Lo your chlldren, how could Lhey noL llve good and happy llves?! *1hls LexL ls a summary of uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlngs abouL 1'aegyo, and was prepared by Lhe Panmaum lnLernaLlonal CulLure lnsLlLuLe. lL appears ln pages 144-160 of 8ellglons of korea ln racLlce, edlLed by 8oberL 8uswell !r., publlshed by rlnceLon unlverslLy ress, copyrlghL 2007 and reproduced wlLh permlsslon.
LnLrusLl ng, and devoLl on May 6, 2010 by Marcus 1oward Lhe greaL bodhlsaLLvas ln all dlrecLlons Who pracLlce Lhe Way ouL of sympaLhy for all, Cne should have reverence and respecL, Saylng '1hese are my greaL Leachers'. - 1he LoLus SuLra, ChapLer 14 LnLrusLlng and devoLlon. 1hank you Lo everyone who has broughL Lhls dlscusslon lnLo belng, Lhese are quesLlons l've been sLruggllng wlLh for years, and whaL follows are my own personal LhoughLs and LenLaLlve concluslons based on my own feellngs and pracLlce. l offer Lhls noL as a replacemenL or supplemenL Lo Lhe wonderful arLlcles already submlLLed by !oseph and Chong Co Sunlm, buL [usL as a personal accounL of whaL ls Lrue for me. 8uL l sLarL wlLh Zen MasLer uaehaeng, who gave me my uharma name and whose words l've found Lo be lnvarlably wlse and relevanL. llrsL," she says (ln 'no 8lver Lo Cross'), slncerely belleve ln your lnherenL naLure, !ulngong, and know LhaL lL ls Laklng care of everyLhlng. Second, go forward wlLh courage. 1hlrd, experlmenL wlLh how !ulngong Lakes care of everyLhlng, conLlnuously apply whaL you experlence, and never leL yourself be daunLed by anyLhlng". WhaL MasLer uaehaeng Sunlm does ls lnvlLe us Lo know, for ourselves, LhaL !ulngong, 8uddha-naLure, ls Laklng Lake of everyLhlng, LhaL everyLhlng arlses from lL and reLurns Lo lL. So enLrusL everyLhlng, she wrlLes, enLrusL Lhe Lhlngs you undersLand and Lhe Lhlngs you don'L undersLand, enLrusL happlness and enLrusL sufferlng, enLrusL poverLy and enLrusL dlsease." 8uL leL go Lo whaL? LnLrusL Lo whaL? 1o empLlness, uaehaeng Sunlm says, Lo empLlness. LmpLlness, Cne Mlnd, 1rue Self, Lhe fundamenLal place. uaehaeng Sunlm calls lL '!ulngong' buL she says you can call lL Amlda 8uddha, or Lhe maln 8uddha. ?ou can call lL Cod or my love because lL ls Lhe fundamenLal place. Lhe Lrue self LhaL leads you, no maLLer whaL name ls used." 1he experlence ls Lhe very same. 1he mosL pure and fundamenLal parL of you respondlng Lo whaL ls mosL pure and fundamenLal. And Lhls call Lo Lhe fundamenLal place ls unlversal. lor me, Lhls ls Lhe empLlness LhaL manlfesLs as AvaloklLeshvara 8odhlsaLLva or Amlda 8uddha, or ln a church l may feel lL as Lhe ChrlsL. l am held ln Lhe warm arms of Lhe 8uddha, wrapped ln Lhe lovlng cloak of Lhe 8odhlsLLva. 1hls ls noL poeLry, lL's Lrue. 1rue noL [usL because lL's ln counLless SuLras, buL because l know lL. When l dle l wlll be meL by Amlda 8uddha and Lhe 8odhlsLLvas. ?eL Lhey are also here now, all l need do ls remember. And Lo llve well, all l need do, and here's Lhe Lhlng, ls enLrusL. erhaps LhaL whlch we enLrusL Lo may besL be descrlbed Lhrough rhyLhm, or arL, or sllence. When asked for hlghesL wlsdom, Lhe anclenL masLers sald 'mu!' - 'noLhlng!'. 8uL empLlness ls also form, so Lhen Lhey Lold Lhelr sLudenLs Lo chop wood, Lo carry waLer, Lo flnd LhaL empLlness, LhaL eLernal ever changlng flow, LhaL fullness of love and awareness LhaL sunders Lhe bonds of sufferlng, ln Lhelr every acLlvlLy, ln Lhelr work, ln Lhe very depLhs of Lhelr llves. Where names are, for me aL leasL, lmporLanL. l'll happlly admlL Lo belng a beglnner. l've Lrled, buL cannoL reach Lhe mosL dlfflculL phllosophlcal helghLs of Lhe uharma. l've been Lo many 8uddhlsL dlscusslon groups where l've been losL aL Lhe complexlLy of lL all. And l'm rubblsh aL medlLaLlon. 8uL l look around aL Lhe good people ln Lhe Lemples, ln 1halland and korea, Lhe places l know besL, and see LhaL 8uddhlsL llfe ls Lhe precepLs, generoslLy, chanLlng, and rellance upon Lhe 8uddha. 1haL ls enough. And dlfflculL enough. So falLh ls vlLal Lo me. l remember many Llmes aL 8onguensa wlLh my uharma frlends performlng prosLraLlons and chanLlng kwan Seum 8osal. 1he Lemple would be full of people, Lhelr pracLlce clearly comlng from falLh. lL rubbed off on me and l flnd myself ofLen drawn Lo Lhe 8oddhlsaLLva, wlLh devoLlon and graLlLude. Many Llmes a day l chanL Lhe 8odhlsaLLva's name and feel her presence. l feel graLeful for Lhls and my pracLlce ls Lo enLrusL everyLhlng Lo her. ?eL l also know LhaL she ls no dlfferenL Lo my fundamenLal 8uddha-naLure. erhaps l'm ln Lhe wrong 8uddhlsL group for Lhls Lo flnd lLs full expresslon, buL l don'L Lhlnk so. 8aLher, l Lhlnk Lhe Leachlngs of MasLer uaehaeng Sunlm glves a depLh Lo Lhls falLh LhaL places lL where lL mosL belongs, rlghL ln my hearL. know LhaL you are connecLed Lo all, belleve, enLrusL, observe. lor me, Lhere ls no conLradlcLlon beLween a devoLlonal pracLlce Lowards Lhe 8uddhas and 8odhlsaLLvas (or whaLever flgure one ls drawn Lowards) and falLh ln one's fundamenLal 8uddha-naLure. Pow could Lhere be? 8ecause mlnd has no form, Lens of Lhousands of dlfferenL shapes can come ouL from lL. 1hls ls called Lhe Len bllllon LransformaLlon bodles of 8uddha. Why ls lL called Lhe Len bllllon LransformaLlon bodles? lL's because 8uddha responds Lo you as you requesL: lf you wanL Lhe mounLaln god, 8uddha manlfesLs as Lhe mounLaln god. lf you wanL AvaloklLesvara, 8uddha manlfesLs as AvaloklLesvara. Llke Lhls, 8uddha manlfesLs ln varlous forms. lurLhermore, 8uddha responds noL only wlLh cerLaln shapes, buL also wlLh compasslon and warmLh." - Seon MasLer uaehaeng Sunlm
LnLrusLl ng May 3, 2010 by Chong Co Sunlm Several people have asked me Lo Lalk more abouL enLrusLlng, and whaL uaehaeng kun Sunlm means by lL. LeL me sLarL off by saylng LhaL enLrusLlng ls probably Lhe second- mosL lmporLanL aspecL of all splrlLual pracLlce. 1here's so much LhaL revolves around Lhls Loplc, so l'll [usL [ump ln, and lf you all have quesLlons unanswered, leL's conLlnue Lhe Loplc ln Lhe commenLs secLlon.
WhaL ls enLrusLlng? 1he easy explanaLlon ls LhaL lL means LrusLlng your rooL. lL's LrusLlng your lnherenL 8uddha-naLure, and Lurnlng over Lo lL everyLhlng LhaL arlses, along wlLh Lhe Lhlngs you geL hung up on.
1o be even more accuraLe, you're reLurnlng Lhem back Lo Lhe place Lhey came from. LveryLhlng arlses from Lhere, so LhaL's Lhe place Lhey need Lo be reLurned Lo. lf you wanL Lhe answer Lo a problem, look for lL aL Lhe source of Lhe problem. lf a bee or fly comes lnLo your room, Lhe only way for lL Lo geL back ouLslde ls Lhe way lL came ln. lf lL came ln Lhrough Lhe doorway, and looks for Lhe soluLlon aL Lhe wlndow, lL wlll dle Lhere, hlLLlng Lhe wlndow agaln and agaln. 1hls ls Lhe feellng l geL from looklng for soluLlons ln Lhe wrong places.
!usL off Lhe Lop of your head, how many examples can you Lhlnk of where Lhlngs are made worse by searchlng for a soluLlon somewhere ouLslde Lhe problem? lf you have a relaLlonshlp problem, ls looklng for Lhe answer ln Lhe arms of anoLher really golng Lo make Lhlngs beLLer? lf you're sLressed or lonely or bored, ls Lhere really any long-Lerm rellef ln repeaLedly looklng for comforL ln a boLLle, a plzza box, or Lhe lnLerneL? ulLlmaLely, lL arose from Lhls foundaLlon, so LhaL's where we have Lo reLurn lL.
8ooL, loundaLlon, 8uddha-naLure, Cod, Lhe masLer wlLhln, Mlnd Awakenlng ls Lo know your rooL. lL's goL a loL of names, buL lL's LhaL whlch ls your source and desLlnaLlon, your susLenance and supporL. SomeLlmes l feel llke people (unconsclously) mlsundersLand awakenlng as a bllssed-ouL feellng, or a clear(er) lnLellecLual undersLandlng of whaL's really golng on ln Lhe world. 1hls ls probably Lhere, Lo be sure, buL Lhls lsn'L Lhe maln Lhlng. ?our rooL ls your source and your refuge. 1o paraphrase Lhe words of Lhe SlxLh aLrlarch, Who would have guessed LhaL my foundaLlon was lnherenLly compleLe, endowed wlLh every klnd of knowledge and ablllLy, and able Lo percelve everyLhlng and respond approprlaLely Lhrough boLh Lhe splrlLual and maLerlal realms." 1hls rooL of ours ls Lhe source of all energy, wlsdom, courage, compasslon, and ls conLlnuously Laklng care of everyLhlng. lL seems LhaL only our cllnglng and lnslsLence on relylng upon me" and my" LhoughLs and ldeas can hlnder lL. uaehaeng kun Sunlm glves Lhe example of asslgnlng a Lask Lo someone: lf you glve Lhem a [ob, and Lhen consLanLly bug Lhem abouL how lL's golng, Lhey'll Lhrow Lhe [ob back ln your face. Pere, you do lL!" Cr, lf you keep calllng Lo Lhem and asklng how lL's golng, or glve Lhem someLhlng new Lo do every few mlnuLes, how can Lhey seL abouL geLLlng Lhe Lask done?
WhaL do we enLrusL? We enLrusL everyLhlng, uncondlLlonally. WhaL we know, along wlLh whaL we don'L know. WhaL we undersLand, and whaL we don'L undersLand. 1hlngs LhaL go well, and Lhlngs LhaL are golng badly. We have Lo enLrusL boLh sldes, oLherwlse we end up (Lrylng Lo) cllng Lo Lhose aspecLs LhaL represenL our flxed ldeas of good and bad, pleasanL and unpleasanL.
8oy, aL 8eLurn Lo Lhe CenLer, asked how Lo dlscern enLrusLlng Lo my foundaLlon / 8uddha- naLure from enLrusLlng Lo my ego-drlven sLoryllne? 1rusL me on Lhls - l have a very convlnclng sLoryllne." 1hls ls a greaL quesLlon, and l Lhlnk Lhls uncondlLlonal enLrusLlng ls a huge parL of Lhe answer. Somewhere ln leLLlng go of whaL l know and whaL l don'L know, l Lranscend Lhls sLoryllne. lf (when!) l flnd myself caughL up ln Lhe sLoryllne, l leL go of LhaL Loo.
8arry, from Cx Perdlng, Louched on Lhe problem of carelessly Lhlnklng Lhlngs wlll Lurn ouL for Lhe besL." 1hlngs don'L always Lurn ouL as good as Lhey needed Lo be. A blg cause on Lhe personal level, ls me noL enLrusLlng boLh sldes of Lhe slLuaLlon, or hoplng for one resulL over anoLher. And someLlmes "besL" ls [usL a reflecLlon of my own flxed ldeas. 8uL our rooL can sLlll flll ln Lhe gaps and help Lhlngs for Lhe besL ln our currenL clrcumsLances. Powever, Lhls ls ofLen Lhe second-besL ouLcome. (Cr Lhlrd, or fourLh!^^)
Slmllarly, how do we know whaL we're feellng or senslng from wlLhln ls arlslng from our Lrue naLure, versus our bad karma? 1hls one lsn'L easy. lor one Lhlng, we have Lo leL go of even Lhe Lhlngs LhaL arlse from lnslde. 8oLh Lhe good and Lhe bllssful, and Lhe wlse. lf Lhey are Lrue, Lhey'll reLurn when we need Lhem. AnoLher slgn ls Lhe Lone of Lhls lnner volce." ls lL someLhlng LhaL vlolaLes Lhe precepLs? ls lL someLhlng harsh and cruel? SomeLhlng argumenLaLlve or splLeful? 1hose are really sLrong lndlcaLlons LhaL whaL l'm senslng ls [usL a karmlc echo. no need Lo feel bad abouL Lhem, [usL leL go of Lhem Loo, and don'L be decelved by Lhem any longer.
WheLher we see lL or noL, wheLher we can feel lL or noL, our 8uddha-naLure ls Lhere Laklng care of Lhlngs. ?ou don'L see Lhe rooL of a llvlng Lree, yeL lL's Lhere supporLlng and feedlng Lhe Lree. So a loL of whaL enLrusLlng ls, ls slmply geLLlng ouL of Lhe way and leLLlng lL work. Lven when l don'L know lL's Lhere, lL's sLlll Lhere, supporLlng me and susLalnlng me. Lvery breaLh, every cycle of our blood, every exacLly produced hormone and enzyme ls a mlracle of Lhe hlghesL order. A 100 bllllon llves are maglcally worklng LogeLher wlLhln [usL Lhls one body. LnLrusLlng ls a sLep off a hundred fooL bamboo pole. lL's sLepplng beyond my own flxed ldeas. lL's dylng and Lravellng Lhrough LhaL gray land where Lhere's noLhlng Lo grasp onLo. (erhaps LhaL's why l used Lo love skydlvlng!) Powever, for eons we've mlsLaken l know," me," and mlne" for a supporL, for someLhlng safe Lo sLand on. ?ou Lhlnk LhaL floor ls safer? lar more skydlvers dle ln plane crashes Lhan skydlvlng accldenLs. ?ou're safer ouL of Lhe plane Lhan you are ln lL!
lL was Lruly sald LhaL when you leL go of everyLhlng you galn everyLhlng. When you've leL go of all duallLles, you become a channel for all Lhe creaLlvlLy, love, and wlsdom ln Lhe unlverse. 1here are so many aspecLs Lo enLrusLlng LhaL lL's hard for me Lo address Lhem all, and my own pracLlce ls sLlll lncompleLe (by a loL!) so lf Lhere's someLhlng l haven'L addressed, leL's go ahead and dlscuss lL ln Lhe commenLs secLlon. wlLh palms LogeLher, Chong Co
enLrusLl ng/Creen 1ara May 3, 2010 by !oseph
l noLlced Lhls commenL by 8oy, from 8eLurn Lo Lhe CenLer, lL would be very helpful Lo me Lo hear more abouL enLrusLlng. l reacL wlLh worry Lo Lhls encouragemenL. l Lhlnk enLrusL myself Lo whaL? Pow do l know lf l am enLrusLlng myself Lo my own deluslon?" and Lhlngs llke LhaL. AcLually, l had a very slmllar feellng afLer readlng no 8lver Lo Cross. l asked Chong Co Seunlm aL SaLurday Sangha one day how Lo know lf lL's Lruly lnLulLlon or your deslres LhaL you are followlng. Pls answer was Lo ask deep wlLhln and llsLen Lo whaL your Lrue feellng ls. usually we know lf we're dolng Lhe rlghL Lhlng or noL, we [usL don'L always llsLen Lo ourselves. My wlfe and l declded LhaL we would geL marrled only Lhree weeks afLer we flrsL meL. lL sounds crazy even Lo us when we Lhlnk abouL lL now, buL aL Lhe Llme, we [usL knew. l'd never had a relaLlonshlp LhaL l dldn'L drlve myself half crazy asklng lf lL was rlghL (because deep down l knew LhaL lL wasn'L, l [usL dldn'L llsLen) buL when l meL my wlfe Lhere was never any doubL. 1hree weeks lsn'L long, buL l looked as deep down as l could ln LhaL amounL of Llme and dldn'L hear anyLhlng buL ?es!" lL's only been a couple of years, and l can'L preLend Lo know whaL Lhe fuLure holds, buL [usL LrusLlng LhaL everyLhlng wlll be okay, even lf lL doesn'L work ouL as planned, makes lL seem okay. lf Lhere's ever a Llme LhaL Lhlngs [usL can'L be worked ouL, l LrusL LhaL l can flnd Lhe sLrengLh Lo pack up (wlLhln) and become a monk!! ^ ^ Also, l wonder wheLher or noL enLrusLlng yourself ls very separaLe from some devoLlonal forms of 8uddhlsm. ersonally, l see Lhe AmlLas, Cwan Sae Lums, 1aras, or whlch ever you prefer, as manlfesLaLlons or pro[ecLlons of expresslons LhaL are also wlLhln yourself. PonesLly, lL's noL a Loplc LhaL l've glven a greaL deal of LhoughL Lo, my pracLlce ls decldedly noL very devoLlonal, buL l'm sure Chong Co Seunlm or Marcus wlll be wllllng Lo add someLhlng Lo LhaL (and lL doesn'L have Lo be ln accord!). l am remlnded, Lhough, of Laklng a nlghL bus from kaLhmandu Lo Lumblnl. l usually Lravel enLrusLlng LhaL noLhlng bad ls golng Lo happen Lo me, buL even Lhe locals kepL worrylng we abouL Lhe rlsks of Lravellng on Lhe nlghL buses. Cne of Lhe shop keepers, from whom l'd boughL a number of casLlngs, gave me a small Creen 1ara amuleL Lo hold on Lhe rlde. Pe remlnded me of her manLra, sald Lo remove fear, and Lhen Lold me noL Lo worry, even Lhe dayLlme buses Lend Lo geL hl[acked ln nepal. A llLLle shorL of reassurlng, lL sLlll made me reallze Lhere was no polnL ln worrylng. Cn Lhe bus, however, my nerves were shaky. l clenched Lhe Creen 1ara amuleL ln my lefL hand and my mala ln my rlghL hand and repeaLed Lhe manLra unLll l losL counL of how many Llmes l'd Lhumbed Lhrough Lhe 108 beads. l vlsuallzed 1ara above me, shlnnlng her llghL down. l vlsuallzed Lhe green llghL hlLLlng my forehead, spreadlng ouL Lo Lhe oLhers slLLlng around me, Lhe oLhers ln Lhe bus, and everyone else Lravellng on Lhe road LhaL nlghL. AL one polnL, l opened my eyes Lo see Lhe enLlre bus baLhed ln green llghL. l noLlced a green plasLlc cover over Lhe llghL aL Lhe fronL of Lhe bus. l had Lo glggle Lo myself as my mlnd Loyed wlLh posslblllLles. WhaL l reallzed laLer abouL Lhe manLra ls LhaL lL doesn'L necessarlly proLecL you from whaL you fear buL more from Lhe feellng of fear lLself. lL mlghL be a sLreLch, buL maybe whaL lL's dolng ls acLually glvlng you Lhe LrusL wlLhln yourself LhaL everyLhlng wlll be okay.
Lven a small, lgnored weed ls also myself. 1here's noL a slngle Lhlng LhaL lsn'L my shape, LhaL's noL my llfe. Lvolvlng over a bllllon llves, l had no ldea LhaL my shape was also Lhere wlLhln oLhers, LhaL oLhers' shape was also my shape. 1haL shape ls also my shape, LhaL shape ls my shape.. 1rylng noL Lo see Lhem as separaLe, Lrylng noL Lo see Lhem as separaLe, flnally becomlng one, flnally becomlng one, Lhey all become 8odhlsaLLvas, l Loo become a 8odhlsaLLva, become a 8odhlsaLLva.
Always llowlng and Changlng 1hls world ls where Lhe 8uddha-dharma exlsLs, and where enllghLenmenL ls found. Searchlng for greaL wlsdom, whlle lgnorlng whaL arlses ln Lhls world, ls llke looklng for a rabblL wlLh horns. 1ake Lhe ldea LhaL Lranscendlng Lhls world ls Lhe way, or LhaL lnvolvemenL wlLh Lhe world ls a deluded paLh, and sLomp boLh Lhese ldeas Lo pleces. 1hen Lhe greaL wlsdom of your lnherenL naLure can freely flow forLh. -uaehaeng kun Sunlm
an enLrusLl ng ml nd LasL nlghL aL Lhe 1sukl[l Pongwangl !odo Shlnshu 1emple ln 1okyo, 8ev. ?oumyou kadono spoke on Lhe Lheme of 1he mosL lmporLanL !odo Shlnshu Leachlng: an enLrusLlng mlnd". And he Lold a sLory from hls own llfe many years ago, as a young parenL on a day Lrlp wlLh hls daughLer Lo ulsneyland ln llorlda. Pls chlld was really exclLed abouL seelng Mlckey and all hls pals, so much so LhaL as soon as Mlckey appeared she ran off Lowards hlm and was soon losL ln Lhe crowd. 8ev. kadono ran Lo caLch up, buL hls daughLer, aware LhaL she was now losL and separaLed from her parenLs, had bursL lnLo Lears. uon'L worry," 8ev. kadono sald, bendlng down Lo plck her up, l'm here, l've goL you. And lf you geL losL agaln," he sald, [usL sLay where you are, sLay calm, l'll be rlghL Lhere, l'll flnd you." Sure enough, laLer ln Lhe day she ran off agaln, and agaln goL losL. 1hls Llme Lhough, when 8ev. kadono found hls chlld, she was perfecLly calm, slmply LrusLlng LhaL he'd soon be Lhere. 1hls", 8ev.kandono sald, ls Lhe everyday beneflL of Lhe enLrusL mlnd, Lhe mlnd LhaL resLs ln falLh" and lL remlnded me aL once of uaehaeng Sunlm's Leachlng on enLrusLlng. LnLrusL everyLhlng Lo !ulngong: enLrusL Lhe Lhlngs you undersLand and Lhe Lhlngs you don'L undersLand, enLrusL happlness and enLrusL sufferlng, enLrusL poverLy and enLrusL dlsease." l know !apanese ure Land ls noL korean Zen, and some mlghL Lhlnk me mlsLaken for mlxlng Lhe Lwo, buL Lhls ls how my paLh ls, and l can'L help buL be dellghLed by lL. AfLer all, as uaehaeng Sunlm wrlLes [usL a few llnes laLer: uon'L Lry Lo Lake care of Lhlngs by relylng upon Lheorles, suLras, clever words, or oLher people's ldeas. lnsLead, [usL leL go whlle bellevlng LhaL only !ulngong can solve lL." 1he greaL savlng power of all 8uddhas becomes Lhe savlng power of my one mlnd. WlLh lL l can llve every day free of enLanglemenLs. So wonderful! - A 1housand Pands of Compasslon
1he followlng comes from a uharma Lalk by uaehaeng kun Sunlm. AlLhough lL may be LempLlng Lo Lhlnk LhaL she's speaklng ln meLaphors, she lsn'L. l'm remlnded of Lhe Llme she gave me a flerce look and sald, lalways keep my promlses!" LeL me Lalk abouL one more Lhlng before we end Loday's Lalk: Some of you are worrled abouL whaL happens afLer l pass away, LhaL l won'L be here Lo gulde you. 8lghL? Powever, because you are pracLlclng and learnlng Lo rely upon your fundamenLal mlnd, l wlll always be wlLh you, [usL as lf l was allve. no., noL as lf." l wlll be Lhere, allve. Lven now, l ofLen leave Lhls body behlnd Lo go Lake care of Lhlngs. So lf l need Lhls" shape Lo help save people, l go use Lhls shape. When l need LhaL" shape Lo help save people, l use LhaL shape. lf Lhe shape of an old monk ls needed, LhaL's shape l Lake. lf a beggar ls needed, Lhen l go become a beggar. lf a bug ls necessary, l become a bug. Could you call any of Lhese shapes me? no. l" don'L exlsL. noL even a llLLle blL. noL even now. lf you all work hard and deepen your pracLlce, whaL ls Lhere LhaL you couldn'L do?! So Lhere's noLhlng for you Lo worry abouL! - uaehaeng kun Sunlm, Aprll 2, 2000
8efuge CcLober 27, 2011 by Marcus ln Seoul l used Lo aLLend SaLurday Sangha wlLh Chong Co Sunlm and some of Lhe good people you can see on Lhe sldebar here. ln 8angkok my Sangha was Lhe Seon Club and Lhe whole LlLLlebang group. Pere ln 1okyo, l'm worklng so hard l've hardly even had Lhe chance Lo look for a splrlLual communlLy. ?eL aL Lhe same Llme Lhe whole communlLy ls already here wlLh me. My uharma broLhers all blog, uharma frlends emall and say hl, even posLcards are exchanged (Lhank you agaln 8oy!). l llve wlLh my wonderful wlfe, Lruly Lhe mosL paLlenL uharma Leacher you could lmaglne, and l have Lhe whole of Lhe lnLerneL! 1onlghL on my walk home from work l was llsLenlng Lo a podcasL from Lhe wonderful 1ara 8rach, a Lalk called "1aklng 8efuge" from !anuary 2010. Cne blL, [usL as l was approachlng my door, really caughL my aLLenLlon and l LhoughL l'd share lL here. WhaL l love ls Lhe way she brlngs LogeLher boLh Lhe ouLer and lnner dlmenslons of refuge. 1he ouLer refuge, Lhe way we Lake refuge ln Lhe 8uddha ln an ouLer way, ls - we brlng Lo mlnd any belng LhaL expresses Lo us Lhe enllghLened hearL-mlnd. lL could be Lhe 8uddha, or !esus, or Lhe 8odhlsaLLva of Compasslon, kuan ?ln, or any belng, llvlng or myLhlc, any splrlLual flgure LhaL ln some way represenLs LhaL Lo us. And Lhe way LhaL we Lhen Lake refuge ls Lo lmaglne LhaL belng's love and LhaL belng's awareness. And Lhen leL ourselves sense how LhaL llves Lhrough us. 1he reallLy ls LhaL ln many of our momenLs we llve ln Lhls Lrance of a small and llmlLed self. Many of our momenLs Lhe ldea of an awakened belng ls ouLslde of us, down Lhe road, someLhlng exoLlc, so when we Lalk abouL Laklng refuge ln 8uddha-naLure lL seems absLracL. And yeL Lhls refuge ls so powerful, so llberaLlng. lf you lmaglne for a momenL how your llfe would change every day, many Llmes a day, ln some way you gllmmer LhaL Lhls radlanL awareness really ls your very essence. 1haL ln a way Lhls whole splLlLual paLh ls undolng LhaL Lrance. lL's sLopplng pedalllng away. When we sLop pedalllng away we come home Lo an amazlng amounL of space and allveness and awareness. 1he full Lalk and many more, as well as gulded medlLaLlons, can be found on her webslLe hLLp://Larabrach.com/. So really, wlLh all Lhese resources, how can l ever forgeL LhaL l'm always ln Lhe mldsL of Sangha? Pow can l forgeL, as uaehaeng Sunlm says, LhaL wlLhln myself l always have a uharma hall, whlch ls always fllled wlLh llghL and where 8uddha ls always presenL." All we need now ls for Chong Co Sunlm Lo grab a mlcrophone and masLer Lhe arL of podcasLlng Loo!
Chl l dren's uharma 1al k SepLember 22, 2011 by Chong Co Sunlm l really have Lo geL wlLh posLlng agaln! Slgh. 1hlngs have been busy here wlLh geLLlng a manuscrlpL ready for Wlsdom ubllcaLlons, and now Lhe Lhe lrankfurL 8ookfalr. lL also looks llke Lhere wlll be a 8usslan edlLlon of no 8lver Lo Cross" comlng ouL before Lhe end of Lhe year.
Pere's a uharma Lalk LhaL uaehaeng kun Sunlm gave Lo ouL cenLer's chlldrens group. Chlldren's uharma 1alk l can'L Lell you how moved l am Lo see so many of you gaLhered LogeLher here Loday. Seelng you here Loday warms my hearL. l was [usL llke you when l was llLLle. eople may call you chlldren, buL you're dolng someLhlng very deep and slgnlflcanL when you gaLher here ln fronL of Lhe 8uddha and learn abouL splrlLual pracLlce. ?ou're pracLlclng, so you probably already heard LhaL Lhe mlnds of all llfe are connecLed as one. SLars have an essence LhaL ls also wlLhln us, so all of you are sLars! ?ou, sLars, and Lhls fundamenLal mlnd all respond Lo each oLher. 1hls all happens wlLhouL any wlres or slgnals you can grab onLo. When you eaL someLhlng, and say 1hank you, !ulngong (8uddha- naLure)" your moLher and faLher, 8uddha, and sunlms are all Lhere lnslde of !ulngong. When you Lake Lhe Lhlngs LhaL come up ln your llfe, and gaLher Lhem all LogeLher aL LhaL one place, (!ulngong), you can geL a sense of Lhls fundamenLal essence and can evolve your mlnd. uo Lhls and brlng forLh Lhls greaL power LhaL's wlLhln you. keep pracLlclng llke Lhls and become wonderful people. 8ecome greaL belngs who are able Lo brlng peace Lo your famlly, who can gulde your counLry, Lhe world, and even Lhe unlverse. 1hls ls all posslble for you, accordlng Lo how you pracLlce. Ckay?
1hls uharma Lalk was glven by uaehaeng kun Sunlm durlng a recepLs ceremony for chlldren.
lor pracLlLloners, Lhere's no such Lhlng as a new year, yeL from Llme Lo Llme, lL's worLhwhlle Lo reflecL upon how we can meeL Lhe demands of Lhe world Lhls body llves ln and Lo Lhlnk abouL how we can go forward wlLh wlsdom and generoslLy.
1he blrLh of Lhls body ls noL our blrLh. Cur blrLh sLarLs wlLh Lhls fundamenLal mlnd, whlch has exlsLed before our flesh. WheLher someLhlng arlses from oLhers, or arlses from wlLhln, knowlng LhaL lL ls all belng done by Lhls 8uddha-essence ls Lhe foundaLlon of splrlLual pracLlce.
lf you use your body wlLh a llLLle care and concern you won'L end up rulnlng Lhls Lemporary house of yours. Llkewlse, lf we make [usL a small change ln how we use our mlnds, we can cure even Lhe LarLh. 1hen, even when you Lhlnk you're dolng someLhlng for yourself, lL acLually ends up beneflLlng oLhers. Lveryone and every Lhlng are all worklng LogeLher, so lf you can help people llve accordlngly, you'll brlng harmony, laughLer, and love Lo your enLlre famlly.
8e slncere! lf you're slncere, sLeadfasL, and genulne, Lhere's no reason for our llfe Lo be overly dlfflculL. 8e wlse, peaceful, and poslLlve ln your Lhlnklng. 1hls llfe lasLs for only a season, don'L be sLupld ln how you spend lL.
lf you would Lruly learn Lhe Leachlngs of Lhe 8uddha, empLy yourself whlle remalnlng uprlghL, remaln uprlghL whlle empLylng yourself, and harmonlously gaLher everyLhlng LogeLher ln one place. 1hls ls our Lrue paLh. - uaehaeng kun Sunlm
Pere's a very nlce uharma Lalk by uaehaeng kun Sunlm. l had Lo smlle as l reread Lhls, because lL really reflecLs her dlrecL sLyle and emphasls on each of us awakenlng Lo Lhls brlghL essence LhaL we each have. 8egardless of wheLher you are a layperson or a monasLlc, everyone has Lo pracLlce relylng upon Lhelr fundamenLal mlnd. lor each person has Lhls one, Lrue Lhlng wlLhln Lhem. lf you Lhlnk LhaL Lhe besL Lhlng ln Lhe world would be Lo Lruly know Lhls lnherenL foundaLlon of yours, Lhls foundaLlon LhaL ls leadlng Lhe you of Lhe maLerlal realm, Lhen you wlll succeed ln grasplng Lhe LruLh. ?ou have Lo pracLlce such LhaL Lhe vlslble realm and Lhe unseen realm always funcLlon LogeLher. lf you would have your body and mlnd always funcLlon as one, Lhen enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your Lrue self, Lhe masLer wlLhln LhaL formed you. lf you llve llke Lhls, you'll be one wlLh everyLhlng and know whaL peace ls, so enLrusL everyLhlng Lhere. 1hls physlcal body ls a servanL of our unseen self. lL [usL runs errands. So lL doesn'L really maLLer wheLher you're consldered someone lmporLanL or noL. When you're frusLraLed or sufferlng, remember, Ckay Lrue self, you're Lhe one LhaL can Lake care of Lhls," and keep enLrusLlng. Cnly when you do Lhls wlLh everyLhlng ln your llfe, can you make some progress ln your pracLlce 1he personallLy LralLs LhaL harm and hlnder you are sLlll qulLe promlnenL, so leL go of Lhose Lhlngs, over and over agaln. 8emlnd yourself, 1hls lnner masLer ls leadlng me, only Lhls can show me Lhe way," and enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL. lf you go forward llke Lhls whlle vlewlng Lhlngs poslLlvely, reflnlng vlrLue, and dolng good acLlons, Lhen your wlsdom wlll become abundanL, and your llfe wlll be well spenL. So really glve Lhls a Lry. pppppp -uaehaeng kun Sunlm
auLhorl Ly and Lransml ssl on AugusL 23, 2010 by Chong Co Sunlm eople famlllar wlLh 8uddhlsm ln Lhe WesL, parLlcularly Zen, have ofLen heard of uharma Lransmlsslon. ln some schools Lhls ls a cerLlflcaLe and a formal ceremony sLaLlng LhaL you're now Lhe uharma helr of so-and-so. lL's descrlbed as a mlnd-Lo-mlnd Lransmlsslon LhaL has conLlnued unlnLerrupLed from Sakyamunl 8uddha hlmself, and only someone who has recelved Lhls ls an auLhenLlc lnherlLor of Lhe uharma. Powever, korean 8uddhlsm has a raLher dlfferenL perspecLlve on Lhls. ln LradlLlonal korean 8uddhlsm, Lhere are no cerLlflcaLes of Lransmlsslon. AfLer Len or LwenLy years, a general consensus would arlse LhaL someone was Lhe uharma successor of Lhelr Leacher. 1helr auLhorlLy was derlved from Lhelr ablllLy, noL a plece of paper. Llkewlse, people dldn'L really buy lnLo Lhe ldea of an unbroken llneage. 1here could be perlods where Lhere were a number of greaL Leachers, where Lhere was only one, and even generaLlons where Lhere was no parLlcularly ouLsLandlng Leachers. 1he Supreme aLrlarch of korean 8uddhlsm, Panam Sunlm (1876-1931), explalned why Lhls wasn'L a problem: lL doesn'L maLLer wheLher or noL you knew Lhe prevlous klng. lf you slL on Lhe Lhrone, you're now klng. 1haL ls, lf you awaken Lo Lhe lnherenL 8uddha-essence wlLhln you, you are Lhe successor of Sakyamunl. We each Lhls very same mlnd as Sakyamunl, lnherenL wlLhln us aL every momenL and every place. Cur [ob Lhen, ls Lo learn Lo rely on Lhls, even Lhough lL's lndlsLlncL aL flrsL. lf we can dlllgenLly do Lhls, we wlll have Lhe klnds of experlences LhaL wlll conflrm we are golng ln Lhe rlghL dlrecLlon, and whlch wlll reveal our dlrecLlon. ConLlnuously leLLlng go and enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo Lhls 8uddha-mlnd ls Lhe paLh forward as well as a greaL uharma proLecLlng warrlor, because ln reLurnlng everyLhlng we experlence, lncludlng whaL we know and whaL we don'L know, we keep leLLlng go of l" and me", and are noL caughL by Lhe experlences LhaL could serve as Loeholds for prlde, greed, and fear.
1houghLs, acLl ons, and dl ssol vl ng karma !uly 17, 2010 by Chong Co Sunlm AL Lhe 8uddhlsL Lngllsh Llbrary of Seoul, we've been golng over no 8lver Lo Cross, by Seon MasLer uaehaeng. ChapLer 2 has a nlce secLlon abouL cause and effecL, and how our mlnd funcLlons. Mlnd ls LllLed Lowards Lhe Lhlngs LhaL arlse ofLen. So, lf you do noL manage your LhoughLs well, Lhey wlll grow and evenLually become acLlons. Any LhoughL once ralsed, ls perfecLly recorded. ?ou mlghL Lhlnk LhaL a LhoughL ls flnlshed because you're no longer aware of lL, buL LhaL LhoughL dld noL dlsappear: lL ls perfecLly recorded lnslde your mlnd. 1haL LhoughL ls sLored ln your subconsclousness and causes a slmllar LhoughL Lo arlse nexL Llme. lurLher, Lhe second LhoughL ls sLronger Lhan Lhe flrsL LhoughL. lor example, lf Lhe flrsL LhoughL was bad, Lhen Lhe second LhoughL ls ofLen a llLLle worse. ln Lhls way, Lhe LhoughL keeps repeaLlng Llme afLer Llme, and grows sLronger and sLronger. (page 17) So, how do we manage LhoughLs? lor one Lhlng, we acLually have a huge amounL of cholce ln whaL we do once LhoughLs have arlsen. lL's up Lo us lf we wanL Lo conLlnue Lo follow a LhoughL, or Lo cease feedlng lL energy. 8uL on a more fundamenLal level Lhose can be dlssolved, Lhus also dlssolvlng Lhe poLenLlal effecLs LhaL would have resulLed, had Lhose LhoughLs conLlnued unchecked. lf you record over a Lape recordlng, Lhe prevlous recordlng ls erased and Lhe new maLerlal ls recorded. So lL's beLLer Lo record good karma raLher Lhan bad karma. Powever, lnsLead of [usL recordlng good karma, lL's even beLLer Lo compleLely erase all of Lhe recordlngs. 1he way Lo do Lhls ls by enLrusLlng everyLhlng LhaL confronLs you, boLh good and bad, Lo your fundamenLal naLure. lL's llke cleanlng a mlrror. Lven Lhough Lhe mlrror has been covered by dusL for a long Llme, once you wlpe lL off, lL lmmedlaLely becomes clean. (p 18) We ofLen naLurally Lhlnk LhaL lf we can undersLand Lhe cause of someLhlng, we can conLrol and cure lL. 8uL wlLh karma, uaehaeng kun Sunlm explalns LhaL Lhls ls a fuLlle exerclse. karma ls a Langle of uncounLable causes and effecLs. Some people Lry Lo use Lhelr lnLellecL Lo unravel Lhelr karma, buL Lhls ls llke Lrylng Lo melL a frozen lake by pourlng one buckeL of hoL waLer onLo Lhe lce. lL seems Lo melL a llLLle, buL before long Lhe waLer freezes, and you have only added more lce. We're sLuck lnslde Lhls barrel of l," and because whaL we do ls conLamlnaLed wlLh Lhls smell of l," our efforLs [usL makes Lhlngs worse. 1he only way ouL of Lhls mess ls Lo compleLely [ump over l." So don'L geL caughL up ln worldly Lhlngs, [usL release Lhem all Lo your fundamenLal mlnd, your 8uddha-naLure, and leL Lhem melL down auLomaLlcally. When sprlng comes, Lhe frozen lake wlll melL naLurally and compleLely. 8eLurnlng Lo your fundamenLal mlnd ls llke a warm sprlng comlng afLer a cold wlnLer. (p 18-19)
Medlclne from Mlnd AlLernaLlve Medlclne presenLed here ls based on 8uddhlsL Leachlngs on mlnd, and, as everybody have mlnd, lL can be used by anyone, regardless of rellglon. lL ls your body and mlnd LhaL you have Lo deal wlLh. And Lhe medlclne and cure exlsLs wlLhln Lhe depLh of your own mlnd. Lven Lhough medlcal sclence has developed so much, baslcally, lL lsn'L able Lo solve much more Lhan 30 of Lhe problems. Lven aL lLs besL lL cannoL solve more Lhan 30, because lL deals only wlLh Lhe vlslble, maLerlal aspecL of Lhe world. 1herefore, ln order Lo flll ln Lhe remalnlng half, we have Lo develop our ablllLy Lo use Lhe prlnclple of mlnd. 1he Lemporary soluLlon can be broughL by convenLlonal medlcaLlons, herbal medlclnes, buL Lhe very cure lles wlLhln your own mlnd, ln lLs foundaLlon. lL ls lmporLanL Lo go Lo docLor ln emergency, and seek medlcal aLLenLlon when you are slck, buL flrsL you need Lo LreaL yourself by reLurnlng lnward Lo Lhe depLh of your mlnd. Lven lf docLors sald LhaL someLhlng ls lncurable, Lhey sLaLed only Lhe knowledge of Lhe maLerlal world. ?our own mlnd ls cabable of curlng you, you [usL have Lo know how Lo access Lhe heallng power of mlnd, whlch ls already presenL wlLhln you, llke a seed, and when you creaLe condlLlons for Lhe seed, lL wlll deflnleLly sprouL. Llke Lhls, Lhe lnner core of your mlnd ls Lhe source of your belng, Lhe ablllLy Lo cure dlsease, lllness, problem ls already presenL, buL Lo access Lhls ablllLy you have Lo open Lhe door lnward. lrom my personal experlence medlclne from mlnd ls Lhe besL, and based on LhaL l offer counselllng servlces, especlally for cancer paLlenLs as lL has been Lhe area of my research. lnlLlal conLacL ls by e-mall. lnlLlal consulLaLlon ls free. 1he fee for furLher consulLaLlons ls accepLed ln Lhe form of a donaLlon. Counselllng focuses on Lhe sLeps how you can help youself, how you can geL yourself ouL of desperaLe slLuaLlon uslng Lhe resoures of your own mlnd. 1he meLhods presenLed here are Lhe Leachlngs of korean Zen MasLer uaehaeng. lf you wlsh Lo learn more abouL Lhe Leachlngs, you can vlslL Lhe webslLe of Lhe maln zen cenLre ln korea: hLLp://www.hanmaum.org/ 1he llnk Lo Lngllsh pages ls aL Lhe Lop rlghL corner. 1here are branches ln 1oronLo, new ?ork, WashlngLon, Los Angeles, Chlcago, SouLh Amerlca and Cermany. My councelllng ls noL assoclaLed wlLh Lhese zen cenLres, however lL ls based on Lhelr Leachlngs. l have respecL Lo all falLhs and see common ground ln all of Lhem. 1he focus of my councelllng ls noL rellglon, buL Lhe cure for a dlsease.
My councelllng ls noL assoclaLed wlLh Lhese zen cenLres, however lL ls based on Lhelr Leachlngs. l have respecL Lo all falLhs and see common ground ln all of Lhem. 1he focus of my councelllng ls noL rellglon, buL Lhe cure for a dlsease. lllness and ulsease Lven lf lL ls your body, lL ls noL yours. lL ls a communlLy. lL ls a communlLy of all Lhe mlcroorganlsms and cells LhaL share Lhe llfe. lrom Lhe surface, lL appears as one enLlLy, buL ln reallLy lL ls a land of lnnumerable belngs. 1herefore my body ls noL mlne buL a communlLy of all Lhese llvlng organlsms. When Lhe llvlng belngs ln your body are slck, Lhen you are slck, and when Lhey dle, you also dle. 1he numerous llvlng belngs LhaL make up your body are llke your superlors - Lhey glve orders and you depend upon Lhem. 1here ls a saylng LhaL you should look for wlsdom from above and save Lhose belngs wlLhln. lL ls lmporLanL Lo recelve medlcal aLLenLlon when you are slck, buL flrsL you need Lo LreaL yourself by reLurnlng Lo your orlgln, LhaL ls, by bellevlng and leLLlng go of everyLhlng Lo your foundaLlon, Lhe lnner core of your mlnd -!ulnCong*. !ulnCong knows Lhe cause of Lhe lllness and Lhe cure for lL. When you have unwaverlng falLh and flrm bellef, Lhe energy from Lhe source can connecL wlLh your enLlre body. 1hls ls Lhe acLlon of Lhe Medlclne 8uddha. When you are slck and see Lhe lllness as separaLe from you, Lhen lL wlll harm you, buL lL cannoL harm you lf you flrmly belleve LhaL Lhe foundaLlon of Lhe slckness ls noL dlfferenL from your foundaLlon. 1hls ls also Lhe work of !ulnCong, Lherefore belleve ln !ulnCong (your foundaLlon) and enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL. uo noL neglecL Lhls useful helper of yours. 1he cure lles ln bellevlng ln your orlgln, Lhe !ulnCong. lf you slncerely belleve ln your foundaLlon, Lhe source wlLhln you, !ulnCong, Lhen you don'L need Lo ask !ulnCong Lo help you do someLhlng, or make Lhlngs go well. !ulnCong knows abouL Lhe Lhlngs LhaL go well or poorly even beLLer Lhan you do, so you shouldn'L say: "lease, help me". lnsLead, [usL say: "Cnly !ulnCong can do lL." 1hls ls noL done wlLh words, buL wlLh Lhe meanlng, lL ls ralslng Cne 1houghL Lhrough mlnd. Pell also arlses from your mlnd. 1hus, lf you have a dlsease, and you flrmly reLurn lL, saylng, " Cnly my !ulnCong can cure Lhls dlsease", Lhen Lhe energy from your foundaLlon wlll connecL wlLh every cell of your body. lf you say: "8ecause lL came ouL from LhaL place, l'll reLurn lL Lo LhaL place", Lhen Lhe llves of all cells, whlch gaLher LogeLher because of cause and effecL, wlll move LhroughouL Lhe body confldenLly and flrmly, and wlll provlde everyLhlng LhaL ls needed. 1hus Lhe dlsease wlll dlsappear. Powever, lf you don'L belleve ln !ulnCong, Lhen even lf someLhlng ls wrong, Lhose llves cannoL funcLlon properly. 1hls ls llke when a shlp ls ln danger - lf Lhe crew does noL know LhaL Lhere ls an able capLaln, Lhey wlll be full of confuslon, runnlng Lhls way and LhaL way. When your body ls slck, lf you say: "!ulngong! lease, cure me", Lhen Lhls ls Lhe same as praylng. ln Lhls case, Lhe one who prays and Lhe one who recelves Lhe prayer are exlsLlng separaLely. 1hus, lL ls sald LhaL you should waLch and ralse mlnd, saylng "!ulngong! 8ecause you do all Lhlngs, Lake care of how Lhls should happen". 1hls ls dlfferenL from praylng. 1hls ls llke you Lalklng Lo yourself wlLh wordless words, wlLh Lhe hearL LhaL ls heavy and slncere beyond descrlpLlon, and ls beyond descrlpLlon, and ls beyond Lhe mlnd of sellshness and egoLlsLlc LhoughLs. ?ou speak from Lhe mlnd LhaL reflecLs Lhlngs llke a mlrror reflecLs ob[ecLs. 1he medlclne from mlnd ls Lhe besL. lf any parL of Lhe lnLernal organs goes on sLrlke, Lhen a dlsease wlll occur. lf you say from Lhe boLLom of your hearL "1hlngs LhaL arlse from LhaL place (your foundaLlon) have Lo be Laken care of Lhere", Lhen lL wlll be cured. When you do Lhls, Lhe dlsease may be cured aL once, buL someLlmes lL lasLs a whlle longer. 1hls ls llke !ulnCong asslgnlng you homework ln order Lo make you pracLlce. 1herefore, even Lhough you feel a llLLle beLLer, you should noL become complacenL. ___________________________________________________ * !ulnCong - ln korean !uln means owner and Cong means empLlness
loundaLlon of Mlnd All of Lhe phenomenal world ls consLanLly roLaLlng and lL ls never flxed even for a momenL. no llvlng belngs are flxed. 8ecause Lhe phenomenal world ls conLlnuously belng born and dylng, momenL afLer momenL, so we cannoL say someLhlng ls flxed ln Lhls way or LhaL way. 8uL we cannoL say LhaL lL does noL exlsL elLher. noLhlng ls flxed, buL Lhere ls Lhe prlnclple of ceaseless change and lnherenL ln Lhose changes lle observable quallLles. 1o descrlbe Lhls, Lhe 8uddha used Lhe word "gong" (SanskrlL sunyaLa: empLlness). !ulnCong ls Lhe fundamenLal place of ceaseless changlng shapes. 8uL lL ls noL an ob[ecL or a Lhlng LhaL you can say exlsLs. 1herefore you can say LhaL lL ls Lhe owner(!uln), whlle aL Lhe same Llme lL can be descrlbed as a place of empLlness (Cong). lL ls a place LhaL cannoL be explalned ln relaLlve Lerms, such as or noL . 1o descrlbe lL ln only words, !ulnCong ls never born, never dles, lL ls Lhe eLernal self, lL cannoL be seen wlLh Lhe eyes, nor can lL be grasped wlLh any LhoughL. !ulnCong ls my foundaLlon. lL ls Lhe foundaLlon of myself, and slmulLaneously, lL ls connecLed Lo Lhe foundaLlon of all llvlng belngs. !ulnCong has formed me and also lL ls guldlng me. !ulnCong ls unseen buL lL makes me speak, move, and Lhlnk. lL ls Lhe owner of everyLhlng LhaL l do, Lhus only my !ulnCong can lead and gulde me correcLly, and provlde Lhe necessary ablllLy. WhaL l currenLly percelve Lo be "me" ls a false "l", and noL my Lrue self. !ulnCong ls connecLed Lo all llvlng belngs Lhrough Lhelr foundaLlon. Llke a waLermelon seed conLlnuously Lransformlng lLself year afLer year, lL freely Lransforms lLself. !ulnCong ls noL llmlLed by Llme and space. !ulnCong ls always Lhe owner, owner of all llvlng belngs. !ulnCong ls free because lL ls connecLed Lo and runs Lhrough all llvlng belngs. lL does noL depend on Llme and space because lL ls beyond Llme and space, llfe and deaLh, so lL ls free. 8ecause lL ls free, !ulnCong does noL have any frlcLlon wlLh anyLhlng ln Lhe non-maLerlal world or ln Lhe maLerlal world. 1he word "!ulnCong" encompasses all llvlng belngs. lL does noL have a flxed form buL wlLhln lL Lhere are Lhe prlnclples LhaL gulde Lhls boundless world along wlLh all Lhe ablllLy and power of Lhe maLerlal and splrlLual world. When we geL rld of Lhe noLlon of Lhls false self and belleve flrmly LhaL !ulnCong ls our Lrue reallLy, Lhen we can be one wlLh Lhe unresLrlcLed and free powers and ablllLles of !ulnCong. ComforLably slLLlng ln one place, we can be Lhe masLer of Lhe unlverse.
uesplLe havlng llmlLless Lreasures, people are full of worrles. 1hls ls sllly. lL ls llke a bllllonalre worrylng abouL a meal. 8ellef Lveryone has Lhe lnherenL ablllLy Lo learn Lhelr own mlnd and overcome all Lhe Lhlngs LhaL confronL us. 8ecause we don'L use our mlnd wlsely, we are usually unable Lo Lap lnLo Lhe Lremendous resources wlLhln us. Cur Crlglnal Self has unllmlLed power and ablllLles. We musL belleve LhaL we are orlglnally wlLhouL any deflclencles. lf you do noL belleve ln yourself, Lhen you cannoL unlock Lhe sLoreroom LhaL ls fllled wlLh llmlLless Lreasures. Abandon Lhe LhoughL LhaL you are smarL or LhaL you are unlnLelllgenL, and belleve ln your 1rue Self. 1he 1rue Self can do Lhe Lhlngs LhaL you cannoL do. So never say LhaL you are [usL an unenllghLened person. Llke a loyal servanL havlng falLh ln hls masLer, llke a chlld uncondlLlonally followlng hls or her moLher, you musL belleve ln !ulnCong, your lnherenL foundaLlon, whlch ls equlpped wlLh Lhe power and ablllLy Lo make anyLhlng happen. LveryLhlng comes from your foundaLlon and noL bellevlng Lhls ls called lgnorance. ?ou have Lo belleve slncerely and earnesLly LhaL only !ulnCong can solve all of your problems. Many people, wlLhouL even reallzlng lL, belleve ln only Lhe words of oLhers, and ln ouLslde forms, names and powers. eople Lend Lo place bellef ouLslde of Lhemselves, Lherefore Lhelr !ulnCong, Lhe foundaLlon LhaL made Lhem, becomes [usL a specLaLor. WlLhouL falLh you cannoL aLLaln freedom ln acLlon.
lL ls llke never Lurnlng on Lhe llghL swlLch even Lhough all of Lhe wlrlng and bulbs are already Lhere. 1he llghL wlll noL come on. 8elleve uncondlLlonally, never sLep back from Lhls bellef. ?ou can make Lhe energy and power of !ulnCong your reallLy when you belleve ln lL sLrongly enough LhaL, even lf Lhe sky were Lo collapse, you would noL sLep back. Sufferlng and aln 8uddha sald LhaL llfe ls an ocean of sufferlng. 8uL Lhls sufferlng ls a gulde LhaL leads you Lo Lhe correcL paLh and Lo pracLlce momenL afLer momenL. lL ls a whlp LhaL helps you Lo achleve a free sLaLe of orlglnal belng. lL ls Lhrough sufferlng LhaL we grow and maLure. When sufferlng creaLes frlcLlon ln our llves, we are Lhen glven a good opporLunlLy Lo pracLlce. We should Lake even LhaL Lhankfully. When mosL people are faced wlLh problems or sufferlng, Lhey only Lhlnk abouL lmmedlaLe rellef from LhaL sufferlng, buL Lhey never look for lLs Lrue cause. Lven when one problem ls resolved, anoLher soon follows. WlLhouL knowlng and solvlng Lhe real cause behlnd Lhls, people have no way of avoldlng Lhe nexL. 1he LhoughL of ls Lhe manufacLurer of all Lhls sufferlng. All [oy and paln, slckness, poverLy, fame, eLc. are whaL you have produced and whaL you have been collecLlng. We do noL know lLs Lrue cause so lL feels llke lL comes from Lhe ouLslde. ln reallLy, lL ls a dlrecL resulL of your acLlons and LhoughLs LhroughouL many aeons of your evoluLlon. 1o puL lL anoLher way, lL ls llke daLa sLored on a glanL compuLer. All of Lhe karma LhaL comes ouL durlng one llfeLlme ls beyond your lmaglnaLlon. Accordlng Lo dlfferenL slLuaLlons and Llmes, Lhe karma ls released and appears ln our llves. Many people seem Lo never geL free of Lhls, and [usL llve llke slaves. 1he problems and paln LhaL you are experlenclng now are also belng done by !ulnCong, Lhus leave everyLhlng Lo !ulnCong. Leavlng lL Lo !ulnCong ls llke leLLlng go, llke re-lnpuLLlng lnLo Lhe compuLer, or re-recordlng over an old casseLLe. 1he old karma ls Lhus erased. 1here ls no desLlny or seL fuLure. Lven lf lL ls seL or flxed, lf you leL lL go back Lo !ulnCong wlLh flrm falLh, Lhen lL auLomaLlcally changes. We should always Lhlnk of any unpleasanL envlronmenL, slckness or problem as Lhe varlous faces of !ulnCong, whlch ls Lrylng Lo help us evolve and develop. lL ls llke uslng a chlsel Lo cuL Lhe sLone, all problems are helplng you Lo develop your wlsdom and become a free person.
Sufferlng and paln are a good opporLunlLy for you Lo evolve lnLo a more maLure sLaLe. 1herefore llfe ls noL an ocean of sufferlng, buL a wonderful opporLunlLy.
Money comlng or golng, harmony, wlsdom, and healLh can all Lurn upon a slngle LhoughL. WlLh a slngle LhoughL, poverLy can be overcome, wlLh a slngle LhoughL, dlsease can be cured, wlLh a slngle LhoughL, you can embrace and help oLhers. 8ecause mlnd ls lnflnlLe, lL can embrace Lhe unlverse and sLlll have room lefL over. 1hus, lf you undersLand Lhe LruLh of nonduallLy, you can compleLely embrace everyLhlng. lf you ralse one LhoughL LhaL ls calm, noble, and humble, and do so wlLhouL any Lrace of llke or dlsllke, or of l," Lhen LhaL LhoughL beglns Lo manlfesL ln Lhe world and becomes medlclne for all sufferlng. All energy wlll follow and work LogeLher wlLh Lhls klnd of LhoughL. eople are ofLen careless abouL Lhe LhoughLs Lhey glve rlse Lo, assumlng LhaL once Lhey forgeL abouL a LhoughL, LhaL LhoughL ls flnlshed. 1hls ls noL Lrue. Cnce you glve rlse Lo a LhoughL, lL keeps funcLlonlng, and evenLually lLs consequences reLurn Lo you.
WnLN WL kAISL a LhoughL for someone's well-belng, and enLrusL LhaL Lo our foundaLlon, LhaL underlylng mlnd-!"#$%&$%-never dlsappears and ls never used up. 1hls ls dlfferenL from helplng people Lhrough maLerlal Lhlngs. 1hls ls Lhe uncondlLlonal love LhaL bodhlsaLLvas have for all belngs. 1hls mlnd ls Lhe compasslon LhaL rlses when all belngs and myself are one, when Lhe sufferlng of oLhers ls my sufferlng. 1hls ls Lhe power LhaL leads us Lo Lhe LruLh.
uaehaeng kun Sunlm
1he ab|||ty of our fundamenta| m|nd |s the most profound and myster|ous th|ng |n the ent|re un|verse. - Seon MasLer uaehaeng Sunlm
1he 8angkok Lngllsh-language Seon Club ls really flndlng lLs feeL. 1hanks Lo Lhe dlrecLlon provlded by Lhe seon cenLer, everyone ls comforLable wlLh Lhe sLrucLure of Lhe meeLlngs, sLarLlng wlLh Lhe refuges and some slLLlng medlLaLlon, and wlLh Lhe formaL of Lhe dlscusslon. ?oung, who does Lhe LranslaLlng, ls slmply amazlng, and l Lhlnk everyone geLs a chance Lo speak and Lo ask anyLhlng Lhey llke of our wonderful Leacher Pyaedan Sunlm. 1hls monLh we reLurned Lo our sLudy of no 8lver Lo Cross and looked aL chapLer Lhree, "Mlnd and Sclence." l'll admlL LhaL when l flrsL read Lhls Lwo or Lhree years ago l was dlsmlsslve. "Mars ls crowded wlLh llves" l LhoughL, "whaL ls Lhls nonsense?" Pyaedan Sunlm asked me on SaLurday nlghL lf my reacLlon would be any dlfferenL now, and l can honesLly say LhaL lL ls. noL only ls Mars crowded wlLh llves, buL my body ls Loo, Lhere ls noLhlng LhaL ls noL crowded wlLh llves.
We Lalked abouL how Lhe unlverse funcLlons as one llfe, abouL how maLerlal ls acLually energy, and how Lhere ls no dlfference beLween Lhe parLlcles wlLhln and ouLslde of us. edro, a Seon Club regular, explalned some of Lhe laLesL Lhlnklng ln sclence, and whaL llLLle l undersLood was fasclnaLlng. Pyaedan Sunlm agreed and Lhen Lalked abouL how 8uddhlsL Leachlngs have never conLradlcLed sclence buL, raLher, how sclence has evolved Lowards 8uddhlsm. ?oung Lalked abouL Lhe energy beLween people, uslng Lhe example of edro's smlle, whlch everyone LhoughL was lovely, and abouL Lhe llmlLaLlons of language ln expresslng sclenLlflc dlscoverles. Sunlm offered Lhe example of how Lhere were no Chlnese characLers for negaLlve numbers, and Lhen she broughL us back Lo Lhe relaLlonshlp beLween fundamenLal LruLh and our developlng undersLandlng of lL. "8uL how" klrsLen asked, "do we puL Lhls lnLo pracLlce?" We came lnLo belng, Sunlm sald, because of Lhls lundamenLal Mlnd. lL puL us here, and afLer we are gone lL wlll sLlll be here, everyLhlng ls a reflecLlon of lL, and our pracLlce ls Lo reLurn everyLhlng Lo lL. l Lalked abouL my llmlLed undersLandlng of Lhls, how Lhe Lheory ofLen confuses me buL how, baslcally, l belleve LhaL l and everyLhlng else shares Lhls Mlnd, or 8uddha-naLure, and my [ob ls Lo llve from LhaL, whlch ls besL done by enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo lL.
klrsLen, her flrsL vlslL Lo Seon Club, was keen Lo know more and asked loLs of greaL quesLlons, and Sunlm Lalked abouL enLrusLlng Lo 8uddha-naLure as a pracLlce LhaL cuLs Lhrough Lrylng Lo flgure Lhlngs ouL and ?oung gave some wonderful personal examples of how Lhls works ln her llfe. 1hen !oe, a flne poeL and a regular here and aL Lhe San lranslsco Zen CenLer, quoLed from Lhe poeLry of Puang o on awakenlng Lo Cne Mlnd, 1rue Self, or lundamenLal Mlnd.
"And, Lalklng abouL whaL happens when you llve noL from whaL obscures lL buL from your orlglnal 8uddha-naLure, !oe Lold Lhe sLory of klng MongkuL, Lhe greaL-grandfaLher of Loday's hlghly revered klng 8humlbol. klng MongkuL became a monk aL WaL 8owonnlweL and Lhen, Lo Lhe greaL concern of all Lhose around hlm, found hlmself more lnLeresLed ln sLaylng ln robes Lhan ln becomlng klng, so much so LhaL he evenLually became abboL of Lhe Lemple.
"1here ls no manual" Pyaedan Sunlm sald, "!usL keep sendlng everyLhlng back Lo 8uddha- naLure, agaln and agaln." And ln a lovely phrase LhaL ralsed a smlle and geLs Lo Lhe hearL of Lhe maLLer, she sald one should "use less and less your head, and more and more your Mlnd". We flnlshed by reclLlng Lhe lour 8odhlsaLLva vows, bowlng ln graLlLude Lo our wonderful Sunlm and Lo each oLher, and lefL Lhe uharma Pall lnsplred and confldenL ln Lhls beauLlful pracLlce.
!ul ngong AugusL 18, 2008 by Carl ALLenlese Walklng ln Lhe subway yesLerday evenlng, on my way Lo dlnner wlLh frlends, l reallzed someLhlng abouL 'puLLlng lL ln Lhe !ulngong.' lL's llke puLLlng a posL-lL noLe on Lhe lnslde of your head, saylng, Lo do!" And you don'L have Lo do lL all alone. We ofLen hear people say '()** ,-./ - ,/$0-* $&0/ &1 #02) when someone Lells Lhem someLhlng llke, 'hey, l'm golng skydlvlng on Lhe 14Lh, so l can'L help you Lake your moLher Lo Lhe hosplLal.' 8uL Lhls, of course, ls dlfferenL. A frlend of mlne used Lo say, l [usL puL lL ln Lhe !ulngong" whenever l asked her abouL someLhlng of lmporLance. AL LhaL Llme, l was sLlll [usL lnLo Zen loosely, and noL korean Panmaum Zen ln parLlcular, and so l was generally llke, '3#%40 (whaLever LhaL means).' And l LhoughL, 'klss geLLlng an answer Lo 04-0 one goodbye.' WorsL of all, whenever someone sald someLhlng llke 'l hope !ulngong can solve Lhls,' l someLlmes LhoughL someLhlng llke 'Lhls lsn'L 8uddhlsm, lL's mysLlclsm.' 8uL lL wasn'L, because 1he 8uddha sald Lo Lake refuge ln man (and acLually, Lhls ls synonymous Lo uae Paeng kun Sunlm's ldea of 'allowlng Lhe !ulngong' Lo Lake care) because lL ls man, lL ls you, buL more Lhan you. lL ls you ln all Lhlngs. AL LhaL Llme l dldn'L really mlnd whaL people belleved, buL l was [usL comlng ouL of a perlod of a loL of essay wrlLlng, and speclflcally abouL how 'whaL people belleve really maLLers,' largely due Lo Lhe horrlble Lragedles of SepLember 11Lh, and Lhe followlng wars. And generally, on a smaller scale of cause and effecL, l worrled LhaL Lhls glrl l loved was placlng a loL ln someLhlng LhaL seemed fanLasLlcal. l dldn'L wanL her Lo be dlsappolnLed, or me elLher, for LhaL maLLer. 8uL as Llme wenL on and l saw how Panmaum was Lransformlng her llfe, maklng her really happy, focused, and frankly, fasclnaLed-l became more lnLrlgued. 1o make a long sLory shorL, ln Lhe lasL few monLhs, meeLlng aL Lhe SaLurday Sangha wlLh Chong Co Sunlm and Marcus, and !oseph and !oe and Lhe oLhers, (and ln Lhe monLhs prlor Lo LhaL when !l-young and l were sLlll LogeLher and l wenL Lo Panmaum Seon Won), l have learned LhaL !ulngong ls our Lrue lnherenL naLure and lLs connecLlon Lo all Lhlngs and everyone else. 8uL Lhe problem was, how do you uLlllze lL? !l-young once sald, you can puL anyLhlng ln here," meanlng Lhe !ulngong. 8uL sLlll, l had been Lhlnklng, 'and you do whaL, walL?' And she explalned-as havlng learned from uae Paeng kun Sunlm-LhaL Lhe answer comes ouL, or wlll be Laken care of. Lveryone seems Lo ask, 'when ls lL 5&"3 !"#$%&$%, and when ls lL 5&" (read, 5&"3 4-6#0 /$/3%57 /%&2 8/*1, eLc.)' 8uL Lhls weekend l reallzed Lhls quesLlon ls Lhe evldence of Lhe fundamenLal mlsundersLandlng of !ulngong. LveryLhlng ls !ulngong. As a maLLer of facL, lf l Lhlnk clearly, LhaL ls whaL !l-young and even l used Lo say, when we were aLLempLlng Lo geL our heads around lL, buL ofLen forgoL, or wenL Lo back Lo my very wesLern, conLrol" menLallLy. ln oLher words, you place Lhe concern you have ln your hearL, mlnd, !ulngong, lnherenL naLure-whaLever you wanL Lo call lL-say even, 'make a menLal noLe' lf you wlsh. uo lL as Chong Co Sunlm says, seelng lL go deep down lnLo yourself. ln oLher words, medlLaLe, vlsuallzlng lL deeply, llke ln a sLaLe of prayer. 1hen reallze LhaL ln dolng LhaL, you are 3/,/,6/3#$% lL, ln common Lerms, buL/$03"80#$% lL Lo your hlgher self and Lhe hlgher power of !ulngong, Lhe lnLerrelaLedness of all Lhlngs, for we are all connecLed-all people and all Lhlngs-ln Lhls conLlnuum of llfe and exlsLence. ln 1aolsL Lerms, you pracLlce non-dolng, whlle acLually 'dolng' Lhe enLrusLlng, whlch puLs Lhe ball ln moLlon Lo solve Lhe problem.
I|na||y at home
Wednesday 17:20. 1hls warm sprlng day abouL 20 elderly people are walLlng ln fronL of Lhe Zen cenLre ln kaarsL. A surprlslngly large group Lo parLlclpaLe ln a medlLaLlon ceremony aL such a small place as kaarsL. l had no ldea LhaL l was sLandlng ln fronL of Lhe Luropean Panmaum-Zen-CenLre. lunnlly enough nor dld Lhe group of people ln fronL of Lhe cenLre. 1hey had [usL come Lo learn more abouL 8uddhlsm and were eager Lo parLlclpaLe ln a ceremony. 1ogeLher we made our way Lhrough Lhe garden lnLo Lhe cenLre, where oLhers were already kneellng down ln fronL of Lhe 8uddha sLaLue.
A week before a frlend from an open splrlLual clrcle had asked me, lf l knew abouL Lhe 8uddhlsL - CenLre ln kaarsL - as l always reclLe 8uddhlsL sLorles and pleces of wlsdom. no, l had noL heard of lL so far. 8uL l was happy Lo learn abouL lL. Slnce my arrlval ln Meerbusch ln Summer 2010 l had been searchlng for a group Lo medlLaLe, pracLlce and learn LogeLher - as l had done durlng Lhe lasL years ln Munlch, Pamburg, 8erlln, ScoLland and new Zealand. lnLeresLlngly Lhe groups l parLlclpaLed ln came from dlfferenL rellglons. lor l belleve LhaL lL does noL maLLer wheLher we search for our hlgher self, 8uddha-naLure or Lhe dlvlne as long as we develop our splrlLual self. So l checked Lhe lnLerneL and found LhaL Lhere are evenlng ceremonles wlLh suLra reclLaLlon, prosLraLlons, medlLaLlon and dharma conversaLlon. And Lhls ls how l ended up wlLh a group of pensloners ln fronL of Lhe Panmaum cenLre.
SLepplng lnLo Lhe cenLre one could feel Lhe freedom, lovlng klndness and compasslon, whlch made me lnsLanLly feel welcome. l sensed l had come home. 1he pensloners saL down on Lhe chalrs whlch had been carefully provlded and curloslLy showed ln Lhelr faces as Lhey walLed Lo dlscover whaL was nexL. 1he venerable (honorable) Pae[ln Sunlm explalned whaL would happen durlng Lhe ceremony and wlLh a deep smlle asked Lhe group Lo parLlclpaLe ln Lhe prosLraLlons or en[oy Lhe sunny evenlng. She explalned LhaL you dld noL bow before Lhe 8uddha buL your own 8uddha-naLure, your dlvlne lnner self. And Lhen she began Lo chanL wlLh her powerful volce. 1he sound of her affecLlonaLe volce and Lhe unfamlllar sounds opened my hearL even furLher and lL seemed LhaL Lhey Louched Lhe people around me Lhe same way. uurlng Lhe followlng medlLaLlon l felL lnner peace, ease and llghLhearLedness growlng lnslde.
ln her open, affecLlonaLe way Lhe venerable Pae[ln Sunlm greeLed Lhe group agaln and Lalked abouL Lhe uharma sLory she had chosen for Loday. klrLsln read Lhe sLory of Lhe ?our Wlves?and Lhe honorable Sunlm explalned Lhe Lrue meanlng of Lhe four women - body, power and rlches, frlends and famlly, and leasL aLLended Lo Lhe soul, 8uddha - naLure or lnner llghL. 1hey had been asked Lo follow Lhelr husband - Lhe rlch merchanL on hls lasL Lravels and of course only Lhe laLLer would accompany Lhe man. lL was comforLlng for Lhe group Lo become aware LhaL - alLhough you leave your body, worldly goods as well as frlends and famlly behlnd, your soul wlll be wlLh you aL all Llmes. 1he members of Lhe group mlghL noL belleve ln relncarnaLlon as much as Lhe ldea of Lhelr soul golng Lo heaven - whaL maLLered was Lhe reallzaLlon LhaL Lhere ls more Lo ones own llfe Lhan Lhe currenL exlsLence. Whlle Lea and sesame pasLrles were handed ouL, Lhe venerable Sunlm answered all quesLlons from Lhe group. Lach of us also recelved a posLcard wlLh a plece of wlsdom. Mlne read: Awaken and laugh. An lnvlLaLlon whlch l wlll follow full hearLedly.
l am looklng forward Lo vlslL Lhe evenlng ceremonles of Lhe Panmaum cenLre more ofLen. CurrenLly l am curlous for my flrsL Sunday Lunch Ceremony. As l may noL have heard anyLhlng of Lhe korean Zen-MasLer uaehaeng kunsunlm up Lo now buL l am very happy Lo have found a place, where l can work on developlng my dlvlne soul, lnner or 8uddha naLure ln every day llfe. Pere l can learn and flnd new energy for my splrlLual developmenL Lo enhance Lhe four emoLlons: Lovlng klndness, compasslon, compasslonaLe [oyfullness, and equanlmlLy. now l flnally feel aL home ln Meerbusch. ln humble humlllLy l Lhank Lhe unlverse, Lhe lnner LruLh and 8uddha-naLure for havlng lead me here.
1he Gu[eong agoda' at nanmaum Seon Center
8y klm, kl Sang
WhaL follows ls Lhe sLory of Lhe Cu[eong agoda aL Lhe Anyang CenLer. 1hls arLlcle flrsL appeared ln Lhe March/Aprll 2002 lssue of Panmaum !ournal.
2002 3.4 2 ' ( )' .
kepresent|ng the 1ruth of the Un|verse
Cn a beauLlful CcLober day ln 2000 whlle l was meeLlng wlLh uaehaeng kun Sunlm, she sald Lhe followlng:
"l wanL you Lo look lnLo bulldlng a pagoda ln Lhe cenLral courLyard. 1hls pagoda should be a cenLer of Lhe 8uddha-naLure energy of Lhe unlverse, and lL should have nlne sLorles, wlLh each sLory round llke a ball, and should represenL Lhe LruLh LhaL all belngs are lnherenLly sharlng Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same llfe, Lhe same body, are worklng LogeLher as one, whlle freely glvlng and recelvlng whaLever ls needed." 9($ :&3/-$ 04/ ;&3< 1&3 =84-3#$%2> .&$%> 4-8 04/ 8-,/ 8&"$< -8 =6-**= >03-$8*-0&3?
Llke mosL of uaehaeng kun Sunlm's uharma Lalks, aL flrsL lL seemed easy enough, buL as l LhoughL abouL everyLhlng she sald, l reallzed LhaL lL was qulLe profound. lL began Lo dawn on me LhaL Lhls Lask would Lake lncredlble slncerlLy and focus on pracLlce lf lL was Lo succeed. Well, l soon reallzed LhaL Lhls fundamenLal place of ours would have Lo solve Lhls problem, so l puL a copy of 1he rlnclples of Panmaum () ln fronL of me and sald Lo myself, "Ckay Lrue self, !ulngong, you're Lhe one LhaL's golng Lo have Lo deslgn and bulld Lhls pagoda!" l moved my Lhumb down Lhe slde of Lhe book, and opened lL where l had a good feellng. 1he flrsL Lhlng l saw was a verse LhaL sald:
"1hls fundamenLal mlnd connecLs all realms LhroughouL Lhe unlverse, as well as Lhe pasL, presenL, and fuLure, so every slngle Lhlng ls sharlng Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same llfe, Lhe same body, whlle worklng LogeLher as one, and freely glvlng and recelvlng whaLever ls needed. 1hls mlnd can Lravel a mllllon mlles ouLslde of us, vlslLlng anywhere, wlLhouL Lhe leasL hlndrance, as lf everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse was gaLhered LogeLher lnLo one garden."
Well, Lhls was almosL exacLly whaL kun Sunlm had Lold me! lL appeared LhaL l was belng remlnded Lo noL forgeL whaL kun Sunlm had sald. l copled Lhe verse down, and began Lo examlne lL for ldeas abouL how Lo proceed.
kepresent|ng Cur Shared L|fe and Iunct|on|ng
uaehaeng kun Sunlm had always emphaslzed LhaL alLhough Lemples needed Lo respecL LradlLlons, Lhey also had Lo reflecL modern LasLes and aesLheLlcs. SLyles and consLrucLlon needed Lo develop and grow, we could no longer conLlnue Lo [usL repeaL Lhe old, LradlLlonal sLyles. So ln addlLlon Lo deslgnlng a pagoda LhaL would conLaln Lhe essence of whaL kun Sunlm had sald, l also needed Lo come up wlLh a deslgn LhaL was boLh sacred and beauLlful Lo modern eyes. As l proceeded, l would check wlLh kun Sunlm Lo conflrm key aspecLs of Lhe deslgn.
1he pagoda would be slmllar ln slze Lo LradlLlonal deslgns, buL Lhe lndlvldual aspecLs were qulLe dlfferenL. 1he base of Lhe pagoda would begln wlLh an elghL-slded foundaLlon sLone carved wlLh loLus paLLerns. nexL would come a large cyllndrlcal secLlon. 1hls would made of Lwo dlfferenL, colored halves, each wlLh a dragon carved upon lL. Cn Lop of Lhls was a large, clrcular secLlon LhaL would provlde Lhe base for Lhe lower half of Lhe pagoda.
1he boLLom half of Lhe pagoda was Lo sLarL wlLh a huge four-slded cube. Lach face of Lhls parL would have an lmage LhaL represenLed Lhe LruLh LhaL all belngs are sharlng Lhe same llfe, Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same body, and are freely sharlng wlLh each oLher whaLever was needed. 1hls comblnaLlon of Lhese four would represenL Lhe flfLh elemenL, LhaL all belngs are lnherenLly funcLlonlng LogeLher as one. Cn Lop of Lhls was a Ller shaped llke a large loLus leaf, whlch ln Lurn supporLed a smaller, clrcular plece carved llke a shorLened loLus blossom.
1he upper parL of Lhe pagoda was Lo have a serles of nlne, progresslvely smaller spheres LhaL kun Sunlm had spoke of, wlLh a flnlal on Lop wlLh a loLus flower. All LoLal, Lhe pagoda would be 9.6 meLers Lall.
So afLer worklng on Lhe deslgn for abouL a monLh, l wenL Lo see kun Sunlm wlLh Lhe plans. She placed her palms LogeLher and began Lo look over Lhe deslgns. 1he flrsL Lhlng she sald was LhaL Lhe very Lop of Lhe pagoda should have a long slender plece LhaL looks a blL llke a LopknoL. (1hls ls Lhe meLal plece aL Lhe very Lop of Lhe pagoda LhaL you can see Loday.) nexL she sald LhaL Lhe spheres of Lhe upper secLlon should be connecLed wlLh a sLeel rod so LhaL Lhe pagoda could wlLhsLand a Lyphoon. (AcLually, Lhls wasn'L qulLe whaL she meanL. AL Lhe Llme l mlsundersLood whaL she was saylng. More on Lhls laLer.) kun Sunlm also sald LhaL Lhe largesL sphere aL Lhe boLLom needed Lo be 103cm ln dlameLer. (l orlglnally had Lhls aL exacLly one meLer.) When l asked kun Sunlm abouL Lhe colors of Lhe sLone LhaL would make up Lhe pagoda, she sald Lhe sLone should be flve colors : blue/green, yellow, green, whlLe, and plum. She was especlally concerned wlLh Lhe sLone LhaL would make up Lhe nlne sLorles of Lhe pagoda. She emphaslzed LhaL Lhe whlLe sLone should be a pure, lumlnous color of whlLe, Lhe klnd LhaL almosL seemed Lo be glowlng from wlLhln.
l was Lo use Lhese flve colors Lo bulld Lhe pagoda, buL kun Sunlm warned me LhaL flndlng Lhe sLone would be dlfflculL and exhausLlng. l LhoughL Lhls was [usL pollLe concern, and l lefL deLermlned Lo flnd Lhe necessary sLone.
A Gather|ng of Stone
WlLh Lhe deslgn and color scheme of Lhe pagoda deLermlned, l seL abouL Lhe Lask of flndlng Lhe sLone. l began by conLacLlng a promlnenL korean quarrylng buslness, and explalned Lhe Lype and colors of sLone we were looklng for. Powever, l learned LhaL whlle korean granlLe has a whlLe base color, lL always conLalns a loL of black flecks. And alLhough Lhere was some granlLe wlLh a beauLlful, SmooLh plnk color, pleces of Lhls klnd of granlLe were almosL always smaller Lhan a person's flsL, none exlsLed ln Lhe large slzes we needed.
l was Lold LhaL Lhe sLone we needed could only be obLalned overseas, and LhaL lu[lan provlnce ln Chlna would be a good place Lo sLarL. l Lold !u[l Sunlm LhaL l would be golng Lo Chlna Lo see whaL klnds of sLone were avallable Lhere, and she sald, "Lven when you're golng on a Lrlp, remember Lo always enLrusL everyLhlng Lo !ulngong." l lefL for Chlna wlLh llghL sLeps, feellng llke l'd been fllled wlLh Lhe energy of Panmaum.
l arrlved ln Chlna and Lhe nexL mornlng, when l saL down wlLh my gulde Lo flgure ouL our schedule, he Lold me someLhlng so surprlslng LhaL l could only croak "!ulngong!" An exhlblLlon of all Lhe Lypes of sLone quarrled ln Chlna had [usL opened ln nearby !ln[lang clLy. Cne of my blggesL concerns had been Lrylng Lo vlslL Lhe ma[or quarrles of Chlna. lL's a vasL counLry, and Lhe LransporLaLlon neLwork qulLe bad ln many of Lhe rural areas. lnsLead, everyLhlng relaLed Lo wholesale sLone ln Chlna was gaLhered ln one nearby place. l felL so graLeful Lo kun Sunlm, lL was as lf she was nexL Lo me, openlng doors, and maklng everyLhlng posslble.
ln a day and a half, l gaLhered samples of each Lype of sLone we would need. WlLhouL LhaL exhlblLlon, l would have spenL weeks Lravellng around Chlna Lo collecL even a fracLlon of Lhe samples.
1he I|ve Co|ors of Stone and karm|c Aff|n|ty
WlLh Lhe samples of sLone ln my luggage, l reLurned Lo korea and wenL Lo see kun Sunlm. l spread ouL all of Lhe samples l'd gaLhered ln korea, and Lhose l'd found ln Chlna.
lor Lhe foundaLlon, uaehaeng kun Sunlm chose one of Lhe sLrongesL Lypes of sLone for Lhe base sLone, whlch was a color descrlbed as "black pearl." lor Lhe yellow secLlon of Lhe Lwo- dragon secLlon, she chose a yellow meLamorphlc sLone called "1lger llnes," and she chose a pure, dark green/blue sLone for Lhe maLchlng dragon. lor Lhe clrcular plece on Lop of Lhls secLlon, whlch would supporL Lhe maln body of Lhe pagoda, kun Sunlm choose a llghL reddlsh-plnk sLone.
lor Lhe large cube-shaped secLlon LhaL resLed on Lhe foundaLlon, she chose a gray sLone LhaL was flawless, wlLh a smooLh lusLer. Cn Lop of Lhls would be a green capsLone shaped llke a loLus leaf. And on Lop of Lhls leaf, would be a dark reddlsh-purple sLone LhaL would be Lhe supporL for Lhe spheres of Lhe pagoda, and carved as lf lL were a loLus flower. kun Sunlm sald LhaL Lhe sLone used should all be able Lo be pollshed Lo a beauLlful gloss, whlch would make Lhe colors clearer and more vlvld. 1ogeLher lL would creaLe a beauLlful pagoda LhaL would shlne LhroughouL all realms.
1he sLone uaehaeng kun Sunlm chose all came from areas wlLh a deep karmlc afflnlLy wlLh 8uddhlsm. 1he reddlsh-purple sLone came from lndla, Lhe orlgln of 8uddhlsm. ln Lhe SouLh, 8uddhlsm enLered Chlna Lhrough Cuangxl and lu[lan provlnces, havlng followed Lhe shlpplng lanes from lndla Lo Srl Lanka, Myanmar, 1halland, and vleLnam. 1he yellow sLone came from lu[lan whlle Lhe reddlsh-plnk sLone came from Cuangxl. 1he green capsLone LhaL would be shaped llke a loLus leaf came from Slchuan, whlch had been Lhe home of numerous greaL masLers ln wesLern Chlna. 1he sLone for Lhe green/blue dragon would come from Pebel, where 8uddhlsm had flourlshed and produced many masLerpleces of sLonework. 1he square, gray cenLer sLone came from Chlna, whlle Lhe black pearl colored foundaLlon sLone came from Lhe very end of Lhe sllk road, 1urkey.
1he Man|festat|on of Iu|ngong
WlLh Lhe plan for Lhe pagoda and Lhe Lypes of sLone declded, l found a greaL sLone carver, Mr. Ceon-ho lm, Lo underLake Lhe nexL phase, LhaL of cuLLlng and flnlshlng Lhe sLone. WhaLever Mr. lm underLook, he dld wlLh hls whole hearL and deep slncerlLy, so we knew we'd found Lhe rlghL person. Pe would Lake care of all Lhe pracLlcal deLalls, lncludlng shlpplng and dellvery of Lhe sLone, as well as overseelng Lhe work ln Chlna, where Lhe sLones were Lo be rough-flnlshed. Cnce Lhey were nearly done, and Lhe quallLy of Lhe sLone conflrmed, Lhey would be shlpped Lo korea, where Mr. lm and hls masLer crafLsmen would flnlsh Lhe carvlng and pollshlng for Lhe foundaLlon and Lhe lower half of Lhe pagoda. (lor Lechnlcal and quallLy reasons, Lhe whlLe spheres of Lhe upper half would all have Lo be done ln Lhe counLry Lhey were quarrled ln.) Pe would keep ln close conLacL wlLh kun Sunlm and l, and once l gave hlm Lhe samples of Lhe sLone we wanLed, Lhe work goL underway.
Powever, we were soon Lold LhaL problems wlLh Lhe green sLone and Lhe whlLe sLone were slowlng Lhlngs down. 1he green sLone never made lL Lo Lhe workshop ln lu[lan. lL was Lo come from over 1,300 kllomeLers away ln Slchuan provlnce, from a quarry hlgh ln Lhe mounLalns. 8uL now l was Lold LhaL because Lhe wlnLer snows had sLarLed, Lhe sLone couldn'L be Laken ouL of Lhe mounLalns. lL was Loo heavy Lo Lake down Lhe sLeep, snow covered roads. We would have Lo walL aL leasL Lhree monLhs before we could geL lL. unless, of course, we wanLed Lo use anoLher Lype of green sLone Lhey had, whlch could be dellvered rlghL away. lL sounded llke Lhe whole sLory mlghL have been cooked up Lo geL us Lo accepL a cheaper, lnferlor sLone. 8uL Lhere was no way we could do LhaL. We would walL unLll sprlng came and Lhe roads cleared.
1he sample of whlLe sLone l had seen was flawless. 1here were no cracks or dlscoloraLlons, and lL seemed perfecL for Lhe pagoda. Powever, lL was Lurnlng ouL Lo be dlfflculL Lo flnd sLone of Lhe same quallLy as Lhe sample. When Lhe carvlng Leam would begln Lo cuL sLone LhaL, on Lhe ouLslde seemed pure whlLe, lnslde Lhey would flnd flaws or Lhln, dark llnes runnlng Lhrough lL. lurLher, lL Lurns ouL LhaL Lhe Chlnese suppller was Lrylng Lo cuL corners. 1hey had planned Lo bleach Lhe sLone afLer lL had been cuL and pollshed lnLo spheres, so LhaL lL would appear pure whlLe. 1he flaws would sLay hldden for abouL Lwo years, by whlch Llme Lhe sLone would have been dellvered, and Lhe money pald.
Powever, every Llme Lhey had a sphere [usL abouL flnlshed, lL would spllL ln half, or large pleces would flake off. llnally one of Lhe spheres pracLlcally exploded, wlLh Lhe man worklng on lL narrowly escaplng serlous ln[ury. 1he Chlnese workers began Lo feel Lhere was someLhlng blgger golng on, and refused Lo do any more work on Lhe spheres. 1hey dldn'L reallze LhaL !ulngong was also lnvolved ln Lhls work.
Mr. lm called and sald LhaL even Lhough Lhe Lypes of sLone we had llked looked whlLe on Lhe ouLslde, when Lhey were cuL, Lhere were always flecks and sLrlpes of oLher colors wlLhln. And alLhough marble ls someLlmes pure whlLe, he dldn'L Lhlnk lL would be sLrong enough, Lhe lower levels wouldn'L be able Lo bear Lhe welghL of Lhe upper spheres. Pe felL LhaL Lhe sLone we wanLed dldn'L exlsL, and LhaL Lhe besL paLh would be Lo selecL a very llghL gray granlLe for Lhe spheres. Pe suggesLed Lhls a number of Llmes, because work on Lhe pagoda wasn'L progresslng aL all.
All l could do was enLrusL everyLhlng Lo !ulngong. "Ckay, !ulngong ls maklng Lhls pagoda, so !ulngong wlll flnd Lhe necessary whlLe sLone." l remembered whaL kun Sunlm had sald abouL how flndlng Lhe necessary sLone would be dlfflculL and exhausLlng. lL became clear Lo me LhaL l needed Lo apply myself more compleLely and whole-hearLedly Lo Lhe Lask. l could no longer leave Lhls Lask Lo oLhers, l would have Lo flnd Lhe sLone myself. l sLarLed by examlnlng every sculpLure l could flnd ln korea LhaL was made from elLher whlLe [ade or whlLe sLone.
l flrsL wenL Lo 8ongwon 1emple ln Seoul, whlch had [usL lnsLalled whlLe [ade sLaLues of Lhe slxLeen arhaLs. 1hey were made from Chlnese whlLe [ade, buL Lhe sLone had some dark llnes runnlng Lhrough lL. 1here were also vlslble fracLure llnes ln Lhe sLone, meanlng LhaL lL wouldn'L be able Lo supporL much welghL.
l nexL wenL Lo Lhe ChonLae Crder's maln Lemple ln Seoul, kwanmun 1emple, where Lhey had a maln 8uddha sLaLure carved from Myanmar whlLe [ade. lL had a beauLlful, sofL color. unforLunaLely, Lhe graln of Lhe sLone was coarse, and lL wasn? very sLrong. Whlch meanL lL wouldn'L be a good ouLdoor sLone and wouldn'L be able Lo supporL Lhe welghL of Lhe upper secLlons. 1here was an exhlblLlon of sculpLures ln Seoul where l saw some perfecL Lypes of sLone, buL none of Lhem occurred naLurally ln slzes greaLer Lhan abouL 30 cenLlmeLers, whereas Lhe lowesL sphere for Lhe pagoda would have a flnlshed slze of 103 cenLlmeLers.
l'd heard of some large, whlLe sLone lmages of Lhe 8uddha ln Srl Lanka, so l Lraveled Lhere Lo see whaL klnd of sLone had been used. Powever, l had Lhe unpleasanL surprlse of dlscoverlng LhaL mosL of Lhem weren'L carved sLone: Lhey were concreLe or whlLe plasLer. 1he whlLe sLone l dld flnd was even sofLer Lhan marble or granlLe, and would dlscolor and wear away lf lL was ouLdoors. kun Sunlm's predlcLlon LhaL Lhe sLone would be hard Lo flnd kepL comlng Lo mlnd!
l was compleLely focused on flndlng a sulLable whlLe sLone, and Lhls was a sub[ecL LhaL l leL go of and enLrusLed Llme afLer Llme. llnally, one day l had an lmage of Lhe Creek Lemples of old, wlLh Lhelr huge whlLe columns and roofs LhaL had sLood for Lhousands of years. Pah! "!ulngong, Lhank you!" And wlLh Lhls l made plans for vlslLlng Creece.
All Lhe Llme l had been searchlng for a good whlLe sLone, l had been Lalklng Lo anyone who mlghL have some ldea abouL where l could flnd such sLone. l now knew dozens of speclallsLs ln korea and overseas, and Lhey would send me samples anyLlme Lhey found a sLone LhaL mlghL be sulLable. ln facL l'd Lold Lhem Lo send me anyLhlng, regardless of Lhe slze LhaL Lhe sLone occurred ln. l was always ln conLacL wlLh professlonals from Chlna, Lhe uS, Canada, !apan, lLaly, Cermany, and Myanmar, among oLhers. Powever, Lhe sLone always seemed Lo have dlscoloraLlons, or only formed ln small slzes. ln Lhe meanLlme, kun Sunlm had chosen Lhe locaLlon for Lhe pagoda.
1he courLyard had been Lorn up wlLh consLrucLlon for Lhe chlldren's uharma hall, wlLh consLrucLlon supplles and equlpmenL fllllng Lhe area. noneLheless, kun Sunlm plcked one spoL, and sald LhaL would be a good place for Lhe pagoda. lL Lurned ouL qulLe well, Lhe foundaLlon of Lhe pagoda dldn'L lmpede upon Lhe (underground) Chlldren's uharma hall, and when LhaL spoL was excavaLed, lL was free of any underground wlrlng or plpes. Whlle we were searchlng for Lhe rlghL Lypes of sLone, a solld and deep foundaLlon for Lhe pagoda was flnlshed. AfLer all Lhe varlous consLrucLlon pro[ecLs were flnlshed, Lhe pagoda was ln Lhe cenLer of Lhe new courLyard, and ln a perfecL spoL for people Lo clrcle lL.
Led by Unseen nands
1o go Lo Creece and look lnLo Lhe Lype of sLone used ln lLs monumenLs, l would have Lo Lransfer planes ln lrankfurL, Cermany. Slnce l would be ln Cermany anyway, l declded Lo look lnLo Lhe Lypes of sLone produced Lhere. l called someone l knew, and asked hlm for any lnformaLlon he could flnd abouL Lypes of whlLe sLone LhaL mlghL be quarrled ln Cermany. Pe Lold me LhaL an lnLernaLlonal Lrade falr for naLural sLone and sLone processlng Lechnology had [usL opened ln nuremberg, Cermany.
l was on Lhe nexL plane Lo Cermany! 1here l was warmly welcomed aL Lhe alrporL by Mr. ?oung-shlk lm. Pe was a member of Lhe uusseldorf Panmaum Seon CenLer, and was a graduaLe sLudenL speclallzlng ln Cerman culLure and languages. Pe had borrowed a car and we lmmedlaLely lefL for nuremberg. lL was a four hour drlve, and as we drove, l couldn'L help feellng so graLeful Lo kun Sunlm, because lL was obvlous LhaL someLhlng blgger Lhan myself was helplng me along. lL Lurns ouL LhaL Lhe sLone Lrade falr ln nuremberg ls held for [usL Lhree days every Lwo years. And l was Lhere [usL ln Llme. !usL llke Chlna, every Lype of sLone from cenLral Lurope would be gaLhered LogeLher ln one place.
1he Lrade falr was organlzed by counLry, company, and Lype of sLone. 1he exhlblLlon slLe conslsLed of Len bulldlngs, each Lhe slze of a fooLball fleld. And Lhe enLlre area was so blg LhaL people had Lo rlde buses around wlLhln lL. l sLarLed early on Lhe lasL day, and had Lo relgn ln my lmpaLlence. l forced myself Lo begln wlLh Lhe flrsL hall, and sysLemaLlcally examlned every Lype of whlLe sLone ln Lhe hall. l wenL from hall Lo hall, drawn llke a moLh Lo anyLhlng whlLe. l found a loL of whlLe sLone LhaL had dark llnes Lhrough lL, and a loL of llghL gray sLone, buL noL Lhe pure whlLe sLone we wanLed.
lL was afLer lunch when l flnally headed Lo Lhe Creek exhlblLlon. 1here, Lo my greaL exclLemenL, l found large blocks of beauLlful whlLe sLone. l made sure Lo geL a sample, along wlLh lnformaLlon abouL where lL had been quarrled, lLs sLrengLh, dellvery Llmes, and Lhe slzes LhaL could be dellvered. All of Lhe Creek companles had offlces ln ALhens, so l declded Lo vlslL Lhem afLer Lhe Lrade show.
noLhlng else ln Lhe hall really sLood ouL, and Lhe closlng hour for Lhe Lrade falr was aL hand, and yeL.. l felL pulled Lo wander around, looklng aL Lhe dlfferenL booLhs. Suddenly, aL Lhe very end of Lhe hall, ln one of Lhe mlnor booLhs, sLood a block of dazzllng whlLe sLone Lhe slze of a door! "!ulngong!" l was so graLeful and over[oyed! l hurrled over Lo Lhe booLh, and found LhaL Lhe sLone had been produced by a company ln norLhern lLaly. lL was Lhe largesL block of sLone l had seen aL Lhe Lrade falr, and lLs color was beauLlful. lL was a marble, buL one LhaL was lncredlbly sLrong. 1he sLrengLh was so unusual LhaL Lhey had even had lL conflrmed and documenLed by Lhe geology laboraLory aL Lhe unlverslLy of Munlch. As l collecLed lnformaLlon abouL Lhe company and Lhe quarry, l learned LhaL Lhe sLone had been mlned ln Lhe lLallan alps. lL came from a small Lown called Lasa, whlch was abouL 1,000 kllomeLers norLh of 8ome. l showed Lhem Lhe plans for Lhe pagoda, and Lhey sald Lhey could dellver sLone LhaL slze, and ln a reasonable Llme. l had enLrusLed flndlng a good-quallLy whlLe sLone Lo !ulngong, and lL was so wonderful Lo see how Lhls was worklng ouL!
l'd run ouL of Llme before l'd been able Lo geL any samples or lnformaLlon abouL 1urklsh sLone, so afLer Lhe falr l lefL for lsLanbul. lL was laLe aL nlghL, buL a frlend ln Seoul had senL someone Lo plck me up and Lake me Lo my hoLel. ln Cermany lL had been arranged for a Mr. uae-u ?un Lo drlve me around 1urkey Lhe nexL day, so l asked my drlver lf he could call Mr.?un and have hlm plck me up ln Lhe mornlng. My drlver [usL laughed and sald lL wouldn'L be necessary: he was Mr. ?un! 1wo dlfferenL people, who dldn'L know each oLher, had boLh asked hlm Lo help me! l had Lo laugh ouL of graLlLude: boLh Lo kun Sunlm, and Lo !ulngong. lor Lhls was surely lLs manlfesLaLlon.
1he nexL day we lefL lsLanbul on a hlgh-speed ferry. We Lraveled by sea for Lwo hours unLll we reached Lhe porL of 8andlrma, and Lhen drove for anoLher Lwo hours. AL lasL we arrlved deep ln Lhe mounLalns, where Lhey quarrled a nlce varleLy of whlLe sLone. 1he local vlllagers were very klnd, and helped us flnd Lhe quarry. 1he sLone LhaL came from low hllls Lhere was black when lL came from Lhe ground, buL was brlghL whlLe lnslde when lL was cuL open. 9@#A0"3/ B? l plcked up a few pleces of Lhe sLone, and headed back Lo lsLanbul. 1here l arranged Lo have Lhe samples cuL and pollshed, and LesLed for sLrengLh and flssures. 1hls would Lake some Llme, so whlle l was walLlng, l declded Lo go see Lhe slghLs of lsLanbul.
As l looked around lsLanbul and saw how Lhe rellglous wars had desLroyed or damaged so many beauLlful ChrlsLlan and lslamlc works of arL, l felL agaln how lmporLanL lL ls Lo Lake care of our culLural and rellglous herlLage.
Cnce Lhe samples of Lhe 1urklsh whlLe sLone were ready, l lefL for ALhens, Creece. 1here l wenL Lo see Lhe famous rulns of Lhe arLhenon, whose monumenLal columns and roof had sLood for nearly 2,300 years. l looked aL a number of oLher anclenL shrlnes as well, buL came Lo an unpleasanL reallzaLlon: Lhe sLone had orlglnally been a mlxed whlLe and gray marble. Cver Lhe course of Lhe cenLurles Lhe gray flecks had faded Lo whlLe, buL Lhls Lype of sLone clearly wasn'L golng Lo work for Lhe Seon CenLer's cenLral pagoda.
When kun Sunlm had flrsL spoken abouL Lhe pagoda, she'd sald Lhe nlne spheres would need a sLeel rod Lo ensure LhaL Lhey could wlLhsLand hurrlcanes. 1o Lell you Lhe LruLh, aL Lhe Llme l dldn'L qulLe undersLand whaL she'd meanL. l'd LhoughL she meanL a slngle plece of sLeel rod runnlng Lhrough all of Lhe spheres. 8uL Lrylng Lo drlll maLchlng holes Lhrough all Lhe spheres and Lhen sLacklng Lhem up seemed a sLrange way Lo bulld Lhe upper parL of Lhe pagoda. Powever, ln Creece l saw cyllnders from columns LhaL had fallen over, and saw LhaL Lhey had been bullL wlLh a square, shallow hole on Lhe Lop and boLLom of each segmenL. 9@#A0"3/ C? So lnsLead of a long plece of sLeel, Lhey'd used shorLer meLal or wood pegs Lo hold Lhe segmenLs on Lop of each oLher. l lmmedlaLely reallzed LhaL Lhls was Lhe way Lo sLack Lhe spheres on Lop of each oLher.
l flnlshed collecLlng samples of whlLe sLone from Lhe dlfferenL companles ln Creece, and reLurned Lo korea. l Look all Lhe samples of sLone LhaL l had gaLhered on my Lrlp and showed Lhem Lo kun Sunlm. She looked Lhem over carefully and spoke abouL Lhe unseen quallLles of Lhe sLone as well as whaL was vlslble Lo everyone. llnally she sald LhaL Lhe sLone from boLh Creece and 1urkey was qulLe good, buL Lhe sample from Lhe lLallan alps was even beLLer.
She smlled knowlngly aL me and asked me how my Lrlp was, and aL LhaL momenL l reallzed LhaL kun Sunlm had been wlLh me Lhe whole Llme. AlLhough unseen, she'd been holdlng my hand durlng Lhe enLlre Lrlp. l was so amazed LhaL l could only bow and say "1hank you" over and over.
* ln Lhe nexL lssue, Mr. klm [ourneys Lhrough Lhe lLallan alps, gulded by hls Lrue naLure.
Swa||ow's Nest Cave
1he slLe where l wenL Lo flnd Lhe whlLe marble for Lhe pagoda was near a Lown called Lasa. lL's ln Lhe 1yrol mounLalns of lLaly, near Lhe Swlss and AusLrlan borders. ln facL, lL's been lnfluenced more by Cerman culLure Lhan lLallan culLure. 1he nearesL large clLy ls Lhe AusLrlan clLy of lnnsbruck, whereas Lhe nearesL large lLallan clLy ls almosL 300 kllomeLers away aL Mllan. ln facL, Lhe besL rouLe Lo Lasa ls Lo fly Lhrough lrankfurL Lo lnnsbruck, and Lhen Lake a car Lo Lasa. Powever, l was a blL nervous abouL Lhls, because l would have Lo renL a car ln lnnsbruck and Lhen drlve by myself Lhrough Lhe LwlsLlng roads of Lhe alps.
My goal was Lhe clLy of verona. lL was abouL an hour from Lasa, and had Lhe nearesL hoLel where l could book a reservaLlon from overseas. 8uL now l had Lo flnd lL. (1hls was before CS sysLems!) l sLarLed Lhe Lrlp by enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo !ulngong, and Lhen every Llme l had Lo choose beLween roads, l'd ask lnslde, "!ulngong, whlch way?" And Lhen a feellng would arlse, "lefL," or "rlghL," and off l'd go. ln Lhls way l found my way Lo Lhe hoLel wlLhouL Laklng even one wrong Lurn.
1he nexL mornlng l arrlved ln Lasa and meL Lhe dlrecLor of Lhe sLone company, Mr. Lgua. Pe was a large man wlLh a healLhy complexlon, and was Lhe represenLaLlve l'd meL aL Lhe Lrade show ln nuremberg. Pe showed me around Lhelr dlsplay rooms, and polnLed ouL Lhe varlous klnds of sLone hls company produced. AfLerwards we lefL for Lhe quarrles where Lhe sLone was acLually mlned. 1he only way Lo geL Lhere was ln a 4-wheel drlve Lruck. 1he quarry slLes were locaLed aL 1,326 m and 2,130 m alLlLude, up on Lhe slde of a 3,300m mounLaln. 9D#A0"3/ E? We Look a wlndlng road LhaL seemed Lo go up forever.
AfLer a long drlve we flnally arrlved, and my mouLh fell open ln surprlse as l looked aL Lhe quarry. Long before l'd found Lhe samples of sLone from Lhe Lasa quarrles, kun Sunlm had Lold me LhaL Lhe rlghL sLone would be found on a hlgh mounLaln, aL a slLe LhaL looked llke a collecLlon of swallow's nesLs. l'd lmaglned a wlde-open quarry, buL whaL l found were caves cuL all over Lhe mounLaln slde, wlLh sLone sLacked all around Lhem. 9D#A0"3/ F? And Lhey dld look a loL llke a collecLlon of swallow's nesLs.
lL Lurned ouL LhaL each cave produced a dlfferenL color of marble. 1he marble occurred ln formaLlons LhaL looked a loL llke a layer cake wlLh frosLlng beLween Lhe layers. 1here would be abouL 70cm of usable whlLe sLone, and on Lop of lL would be a Lhlnner, dark layer. 1he sLone conLlnued Lo alLernaLe llke Lhls, wlLh a Lhlck whlLe layer, and Lhen a Lhln dark layer. 9D#A0"3/ G? 1hey used a glanL saw Lo cuL ouL Lhe secLlons as lf Lhey were chunks of Lofu.
1he dlfflculLy for me was LhaL Lhe largesL sphere of Lhe pagoda would have a flnlshed dlameLer of 103cm, so Lo geL a sphere Lhls blg ouL of a block of marble would requlre sLarLlng wlLh a plece LhaL was abouL 130cm Lhlck. Mr. Lgua and l reLurned Lo Lhe maln offlces and afLer looklng aL Lhe blueprlnLs agaln, began Lo Lalk abouL Lhe Lerms of Lhe conLracL.
Pe was proud LhaL Lhelr sLone would be used for such a noble purpose, and would do hls besL Lo flnd a sulLable Lhlckness of sLone. Powever, Lhey would have Lo keep cuLLlng Lhe marble ouL of Lhe walls, hoplng LhaL Lhey would evenLually dlscover a Lhlcker layer of usable sLone. Slnce he dldn'L know when Lhls would happen, he couldn'L slgn a normal conLracL. All he could do ls Lo promlse Lo call me as soon as Lhey found someLhlng.
lurLher, he felL LhaL shlpplng Lhe raw sLone Lo korea would be a problem. Pls company guaranLeed Lhe quallLy of Lhelr sLone, buL whaL lf Lhey shlpped Lhe sLone all Lhe way Lo korea, and Lhen a flaw or dlscoloraLlon was found as Lhe sLone was belng flnlshed? ln addlLlon Lo Lhe expense, a loL of Llme would be losL. lnsLead, hls company would flnlsh Lhe sLone and pollsh lL on slLe, and LhaL way, Lhey would be able Lo guaranLee LhaL Lhe flnlshed sphere would be perfecL. 1hls was a reasonable polnL, and so we made a baslc agreemenL and l made a down-paymenL on Lhe flnal prlce.
Lven Lhough l felL so rushed Lo flnlsh Lhe pagoda, Lhere was no polnL ln lnslsLlng LhaL Lhlngs be done fasLer. As l closed my eyes l could see !u[l Sunlm glvlng me energy, and LhoughL Lo myself, "!ulngong, you're Lhe one LhaL's bulldlng Lhls pagoda, so you're also Lhe one LhaL has Lo flnd Lhe necessary sLone." AfLer enLrusLlng Lhls LhoughL, l asked Mr. Lgua Lo do hls besL, and Lhen l reLurned Lo lnnsbruck.
lnnsbruck ls one of Lhe blggesL clLles ln Lhe 1yrol alps, and also one of Lhe oldesL, wlLh many bulldlngs LhaL daLe back 300 or 600 years. Lven Lhe hoLel l was sLaylng ln was 300 years old. l'd been lnvlLed ouL Lo dlnner by Mrs. Pannak, who'd vlslLed korea before, as well as Lhe Panmaum Seon CenLer near uuseldorf. l meL her wlLh Mr. lm from Cermany, who klndly agreed Lo LranslaLe. Mrs. Pannak was moved by uaehaeng kun Sunlm's Leachlngs, and as l Lalked abouL kun Sunlm, Lears would ofLen well up ln her eyes. She was parLlcularly ln LeresLed ln Lhe pracLlce of relylng upon one's fundamenLal mlnd, whlle observlng and experlmenLlng wlLh lL. She was worrled abouL her husband, and how coarse hls personallLy had become. When Lhey were flrsL marrled, he had been a klnd and genLle man, buL laLer he sLarLed worklng for a concreLe company. 1here he was surrounded by rough men, and seemed Lo have absorbed many of Lhelr LralLs. She had Lrled Lo enLrusL Lhls problem, buL wlLhouL much success, and wondered lf lL could really help. l assuredher LhaL l had never seen a slngle aspecL or parL of kun Sunlm's Leachlngs LhaL was false. Powever, she needed Lo know LhaL enLrusLlng dldn'L mean praylng for someLhlng. lL meanL havlng falLh ln Lhls unseen cenLer LhaL we all possess, and enLrusLlng Lhe slLuaLlon Lhere. "know LhaL Panmaum !ulngong ls Lhe only Lhlng LhaL could Lruly Lake care of Lhls problem. 1haL's whaL can Lruly lead you and your famlly, so enLrusL all of Lhlngs LhaL are golng well Lhere, as well as Lhe Lhlngs LhaL aren'L golng well." 1hls foundaLlon, Lhls rooL wlLhln us, ls whaL we have Lo rely upon. l also Lold her LhaL she needed Lo be careful noL Lo see her husband as someone separaLe from her. ln facL, she needed Lo be careful abouL noL havlng a duallsLlc vlew Lowards noL [usL her husband, buL also hls coworkers and Lhelr company as well. l Lold her Lo keep enLrusLlng all of Lhose people and slLuaLlons so LhaL Lhey would all become one.
Well, l'd Lold Mrs. Pannak some of whaL l'd heard from kun Sunlm, buL lL also applled Lo me. 1haL could easlly descrlbe exacLly how l needed Lo proceed wlLh consLrucLlng Lhe pagoda. Mr. lm Loo was moved Lo see Lo how hard a wesLerner was worklng aL pracLlclng. 1he korean sLudenL who'd come wlLh hlm also felL moved Lo learn more abouL 8uddhlsm and Lhls pracLlce of relylng upon one's foundaLlon, whlle reLurnlng all duallLles Lhere.
lL was nearly 1a.m. when we flnally had Lo leave, buL l suddenly felL moved Lo Lell everyone someLhlng else l'd heard kun Sunlm say a few Llmes. When sLaylng ln an old clLy, or an old resldence, lL was lmporLanL Lo spend some Llme enLrusLlng everyLhlng Lo your foundaLlon before golng Lo bed. lor over Lhe cenLurles, who knows how many people may have dled ln LhaL house and even LhaL very room. And lf one ls dlsLracLed or un-cenLered, a splrlL may Lry Lo move lnLo one's body. WlLh Lhls we relucLanLly parLed.
1he nexL mornlng l headed Lo Lhe old parL of Lown, where Lhere were examples of archlLecLure and bulldlngs LhaL were over 600 years old. AfLer looklng around aL Lhe dlfferenL aspecLs of Lhe deslgn and consLrucLlon, l was passlng by Lhe old caLhedral aL around 12p.m., when l suddenly saw Mrs. Pannak! l hadn'L Lold her where l'd be Loday, buL here she was, and she looked much healLhler Lhan Lhe day before. l asked her how she happened Lo be Lhere Loday. She Lold me LhaL lL had been so wonderful Lo hear abouL kun Sunlm's Leachlngs, LhaL she wanLed Lo see me agaln before l lefL. So LhaL evenlng before golng Lo bed, she'd enLrusLed Lo !ulngong Lhe LhoughL LhaL we should meeL agaln Lhe nexL day aL Lhe booksLore ln fronL of Lhe caLhedral, aL lunch Llme. She'd even Laken Lhe sLep of wearlng a brlghL red coaL, Lo make lL easler for her Lo be seen! 9D#A0"3/ H?needless Lo say, we were all amazed aL how her experlmenL Lurned ouL.
l reLurned Lo korea, bearlng Lhe samples of sLone from Lhls Lrlp. When l showed Lhem Lo uaehaeng kun Sunlm, she sald Lhe sLone was good, alLhough wlLh Llme lL would show some Lraces of color. l explalned Lo her why we had Lo walL for Lhe whlLe marble, and asked for her help wlLh maklng sure LhaL marble of Lhe necessary slze and color was found, and LhaL slnce lL was marble, LhaL lL would a blL sLronger Lhan usual.
1he Commun|cat|ons Center of the Un|verse
Cne day Lhe followlng sprlng, l recelved a message saylng LhaL Lhe green sLone from Lhe mounLaln quarry ln Slchuan had flnally been dellvered, and work was sLarLlng on lL. Powever, Lhere had sLlll been no word from Lhe marble quarry ln lLaly. Lven Lhough l'd enLrusLed Lhe slLuaLlon, l sLlll couldn'L keep from wonderlng when Lhe sLone would be found. l'd Lry Lo leL go of my worrles abouL Lhls, buL Lhey kepL wrlggllng up. llnally, durlng Lhe uharma Lalk on Lhe Lhlrd Sunday of Aprll, 2001, kun Sunlm sald Lhe followlng:
?ou're probably noLlced LhaL we're preparlng Lo bulld Lhe Cu[eong agoda, buL you shouldn'L Lhlnk of Lhls as an ordlnary pagoda. ?ou all have Lo know Lhe place LhaL can Lake care of your sufferlng, Lhe place you need Lo speak wlLh Lo connecL wlLh Lhe needed energy, and Lhe place Lhrough whlch you can Lruly communlcaLe wlLh everyLhlng. Sunlms are Laklng everyLhlng bad LhaL was sald ln Lhe pasL, presenL, and fuLure, and eraslng lL whlle brlnglng ouL LhaL whlch ls good. 1hey brlng lL ouL ln fronL and gaLher lL LogeLher, and work Lo help people connecL wlLh lL. 1hls work ls more dlfflculL Lhan you can lmaglne: ln Lhe unseen realm Lhey bulld Lhe pagoda by sllclng off Lhelr own flesh and sLacklng lL up, and Lhen palnL Lhe pagoda wlLh Lhelr blood. uon'L Lhlnk LhaL bulldlng Lhe pagoda ls [usL seLLlng sLones on Lop of each oLher. lL's bulldlng a conLrol cenLer Lhrough whlch one can rlde a wheel-less charloL and Lake care of all Lhe Lhlngs ln Lhe unlverse.
LlsLenlng Lo kun Sunlm explaln Lhe deep meanlng and purpose of Lhls pagoda, l felL ashamed LhaL l had noL been pracLlclng more dlllgenLly. l felL as lf l'd only been paylng llp servlce Lo leLLlng go. AfLer Lhls, l really began Lo deeply and Lruly leL go of everyLhlng. And yeL, so much energy had gone lnLo Lhe AugusL 11, 2001 uharma Lalk ln Cermany, l worrled wheLher Lhelr would be anyLhlng lefL Lo brlng forLh Lhe sLone. l soon learned LhaL Lhe energy of mlnd ls lnflnlLe: barely a monLh afLer kun Sunlm's uharma Lalk ln Cermany, l recelved word LhaL Lhe quarry ln lLaly had found Lhe sLone! 1hey asked me Lo come and conflrm LhaL Lhe sLone was whaL we wanLed. WlLh Lhls l was on Lhe nexL plane Lo Cermany.
* ln Lhe flnal parL of Lhls serles, Mr. klm arrlves ln lrankfurL on SepLember 11, 2001. 1ranalaLed by Lhe hanmaum lnLernaLlonal CulLure lnsLlLuLe.
1. Why has the fee||ng of becom|ng one w|th the un|verse d|sappeared? 1wo monLhs ago, l experlenced someLhlng exLraordlnary when l was ln Lhe uharma hall. Whlle slLLlng ln medlLaLlon, all of a sudden l seemed Lo dlsappear. l felL myself Lransform lnLo brlghL llghL and become one wlLh Lhe unlverse. AL LhaL momenL, l felL so bllssful and llghLhearLed LhaL l could have faced any hardshlp wlLhouL fear. Powever, slnce Lhen l have losL LhaL feellng alLhough l remember whaL lL was llke. no maLLer how hard l Lry Lo reLurn Lo LhaL momenL, l can'L. 1he harder l Lry, Lhe more oppressed l feel. Why has LhaL feellng dlsappeared? AlLhough l have a vlvld memory of lL, why can'L l feel lL agaln? When walklng, you ralse one fooL up and Lhen puL lL down ln anoLher spoL, and Lhen move Lhe oLher fooL ahead of lL. uo you walk whlle cllnglng Lo each sLep? Cr do you [usL walk wlLhouL Lhlnklng of Lhe fooLsLeps you've already Laken? ?ou [usL walk, and wlLh your mlnd undlsLurbed, you ralse one fooL up and Lhen puL lL down, sLep afLer sLep. CulLlvaLlng mlnd ls llke Lhe movemenL of walklng. LveryLhlng ln Lhe unlverse ls funcLlonlng llke LhaL. Llke walklng, we conLlnuously move forward. Cne momenL we see someLhlng, and Lhen pass by, and lnsLanLly do oLher Lhlngs. As soon as we hear or see someLhlng, we move on Lo oLher Lhlngs. We llve llke Lhls naLurally. neverLheless, whenever you flnd someLhlng you llke, you Lry Lo cllng Lo lL. Cr when you feel unhappy, you Lry Lo cllng Lo LhaL unhapplness. lf you do noL release lL, you cannoL move beyond LhaL experlence. LeL's learn Lo Lhlnk dlfferenLly. no maLLer how sad you are, lL ls ephemeral, no maLLer how happy you are, lL ls shorL-llved. lf you cllng Lo Lhe happlness or sadness of LhaL momenL, how wlll you be able Lo sLrlde forward brlskly and freely? We llve every slngle day llke Lhe wlnd, whlch never sLlcks Lo any of Lhe Lhlngs lL passes. 1hus, llke Lhe PearL SuLra says, because every slngle Lhlng changes, Lhere ls no momenL when l can say, l'm dolng," or l'm noL dolng." Pearlng, seelng, speaklng, readlng, worklng, and meeLlng people: noLhlng ln llfe ls sLaLlonary for even an lnsLanL. All of lL dlsappears llke Lhe wlnd, lL never sLays. neverLheless, your lnLellecL Lrles Lo Lake hold of good or bad Lhlngs. eople Lend Lo be unhappy because Lhe resulL wasn'L whaL Lhey wanLed. Cr Lhey Lend Lo hold onLo a momenL of happlness and never wanL Lo leave LhaL place. lnsLead of dolng Lhls, [usL walk. 1hls ls Lhe dlrecL paLh on whlch you can obLaln enllghLenmenL. ln Lhe mldsL of culLlvaLlng mlnd, you may encounLer greaL wonder or Lerrlble mlsery. 8uL know LhaL all of Lhls exlsLs Lo Leach you so LhaL you can lmprove. 1herefore, regardless of whaL you face, leL go of boLh good and bad Lhlngs, and walk forward peacefully and freely.
2. Why doesn't sat|sfact|on |ast? Why doesn'L saLlsfacLlon lasL? l never feel compleLely saLlsfled wlLh anyLhlng l do or anyone l'm wlLh. Lven when l feel greaL abouL someLhlng, lL never lasLs. l don'L know why l feel llke Lhls. ls Lhere someLhlng wrong? ?ou won'L be Lruly saLlsfled wlLh Lhe Lhlngs ln your llfe unLll you know where you came from and who you are. ?ou musL know your foundaLlon, your lnherenL naLure. As long as you Lhlnk of your body as me" and Lhlnk LhaL l" am dolng everyLhlng, noLhlng wlll be able Lo saLlsfy you for very long. Look aL your body. lL probably won'L lasL for even a hundred years. When lL's gone, whaL good are all Lhe possesslons and accompllshmenLs you have accumulaLed? Look aL fame. Pow many people who were famous whlle allve are remembered even flfLy years afLer Lhelr deaLh? eople Lend Lo cllng Lo Lhlngs llke Lhelr body, fame, and money, and Lo LhoughLs llke, l dld.," 1hls ls whaL l deserve," She dld Lhls Lo me," eLc., Lhlnklng LhaL Lhose Lhlngs can be a wall LhaL wlll proLecL Lhem from hardshlps. So Lhey keep bulldlng Lhe wall hlgher and Lhlcker. Powever, Lhls lsn'L a wall LhaL proLecLs Lhem, lL's a wall LhaL lmprlsons Lhem. 1he hlgher Lhls wall goes, Lhe colder Lhelr mlnds become. 1hls prlson of LhoughL and cllnglng ls more Lerrlble and cruel Lhan any physlcal prlson. Lven a [udge's declslon can'L seL you free. 1hls ls Lhe place, however, where mosL people choose Lo spend Lhelr llves. Some even Lhlnk LhaL Lhey are free, llvlng wlLhln Lhose walls. 1he only way Lo free yourself ls Lo leL go of whaL you Lhlnk you are. know LhaL your foundaLlon, your 8uddha-naLure, ls dolng everyLhlng ln Lhe world. So, enLrusL all of Lhe LhoughLs of l'm.," me," Pe dld.," Lo your foundaLlon and sLep forward lnLo freedom. 1hls ls called dolng wlLhouL any LhoughL of dolng." When you caLch yourself Lhlnklng Lhlngs llke, l dld...," l'm...," lmmedlaLely leL go of LhaL LhoughL, knowlng, lL's my foundaLlon LhaL ls dolng all of Lhls." 1hls ls Lhe way Lo Lear down Lhe wall. When you pracLlce llke Lhls, Sprlng comes auLomaLlcally, and Lhe lce melLs and flowers blossom. lnflnlLe energy and poLenLlal are conLalned wlLhln you. ?our foundaLlon ls Lhe source of all Lhls energy and ls connecLed Lo every slngle Lhlng ln Lhe unlverse. 1hls ls where Lrue saLlsfacLlon arlses from. When you enLrusL your LhoughLs, feellngs, and clrcumsLances Lo your foundaLlon, lL responds wlLh whaLever ls needed. lL already knows whaL ls needed, we [usL have Lo glve lL a chance Lo work. LnLrusLlng ls Lhe way Lo do Lhls. 1hls foundaLlon, your lnherenL naLure, ls Lruly mysLerlous. LveryLhlng ln Lhls world ls always movlng, changlng, and manlfesLlng because of our foundaLlon. lL's Lhe source of everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse, boLh Lhe Lhlngs we know, and Lhose subLle, mysLerlous Lhlngs LhaL mosL people are compleLely unaware of. 1here's no way LhaL concepLuallzlng or plannlng can conLrol our lnherenL naLure. lL's so much greaLer Lhan any words or LhoughLs LhaL all we can do ls [usL enLrusL ourselves Lo lL. We become one wlLh our lnherenL naLure, our foundaLlon when we uncondlLlonally enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL. 1hen, whaLever we Lruly need ls naLurally provlded. As long as you are looklng ouLslde yourself, you wlll never be saLlsfled. 1rue saLlsfacLlon comes from knowlng and relylng upon your own lnherenL naLure, your 8uddha-naLure, noL from anyLhlng else.
3. Why does the wor|d seem unfa|r? 1he world seems Lo be unfalr. eople who sLeal and do Lerrlble Lhlngs are beLLer off. lf you llve a vlrLuous llfe, you look llke a fool or a vlcLlm. Why should people who don'L do anyLhlng wrong have Lo suffer more? lf people llve a good llfe, don'L Lhey deserve Lo be rewarded for Lhe good Lhlngs Lhey do? ?ou should know LhaL wheLher someLhlng arlses lnslde of you or comes from ouLslde of you, every problem you face ls someLhlng LhaL you have caused ln Lhe pasL. 1he Lhlngs you recelve now, even Lhe seemlngly unfalr Lhlngs LhaL happen Lo you, are all whaL you have made ln Lhe pasL. 1hls ls exacLly Lhe same for everyone else. LveryLhlng ln your presenL llfe comes ouL accordlng Lo Lhe deeds and LhoughLs LhaL you lnpuL ln Lhe pasL. Powever, all of Lhese recordlngs are conLalned wlLhln your presenL mlnd, so lf you erase Lhe recordlng by enLrusLlng and waLchlng, Lhen you can be free. As we have evolved over mllllons of years, everyLhlng abouL how we have llved has been recorded wlLhln mlnd, [usL llke a Lape recordlng. Cver counLless eons, we have had so many dlfferenL shapes. We've llved wlLh Lhe body of an lnsecL, a blrd, a plg, and a human belng. We've eaLen and been eaLen, cheaLed and been cheaLed, helped oLhers and been helped ourselves, and all of Lhls has been recorded wlLhln our mlnds. lL ls Lhls recordlng LhaL ls belng replayed ln our llves, whlle aL Lhe same Llme our reacLlons Lo Lhe Lhlngs LhaL arlse and Lhe Lhlngs we do now are belng recorded. So lL ls hard Lo llve freely ln Lhls llfe because of Lhe lnfluence of our pasL recordlng, and lL wlll be hard Lo be free ln Lhe fuLure, lf we don'L sLop recordlng new conLenLs. 8ecause people don'L see how Lhese Lhlngs work, Lhey slgh over Lhe mlsforLunes of llfe, complalnlng abouL how unfalr Lhlngs are. Powever, leL's look aL Lhls carefully. ?ou are recelvlng Lhlngs exacLly as you made Lhem. no one can complaln abouL lL. WheLher you experlence [oy, anger, sorrow, or pleasure, all of Lhose are only Lhe ouLcome of your own behavlors. 1hus, l keep Lelllng you LhaL because you made Lhe problem, you are Lhe one who has Lo solve lL. And you Lruly can. When you enLrusL someLhlng Lo your lnherenL naLure and waLch, Lhen lL ls exacLly llke eraslng Lhe old daLa. lL's llke maklng a blank recordlng over Lhe old daLa. 1hls ls Lhe way we can free ourselves from Lhe chalns of Lhe pasL. ln oLher words, everyLhlng LhaL confronLs you ? poverLy, lllness, famlly Lroubles, anger, lonellness, eLc.? comes from your fundamenLal mlnd, LhaL ls, your Lrue self. So, you should reLurn lL Lo Lhe place lL arose from. ?ou should enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your Lrue self. 1hen Lhe pasL record wlll be erased and dlsappear. ?our Lrue self, your foundaLlon, connecLs Lhe pasL, Lhe presenL, and Lhe fuLure. ?our Lrue self ls Lhe only place LhaL can communlcaLe wlLh Lhe unlverse, and wlLh everyLhlng ln Lhls world. ln Lhe fundamenLal mlnd, all Lhlngs are dlrecLly connecLed Lo each oLher. 1hus, you should remember LhaL regardless of whaLever confronLs you, when you enLrusL lL Lo Lhe fundamenLal mlnd, your Lrue self, Lhlngs wlll change. 8uL whaL abouL good and bad, you may wonder. Cf course, Lhere ls good and bad. Powever, Lhere ls no good or bad LhaL remalns LhaL way forever because everyone has boLh good and bad wlLhln Lhem. lL ls your mlnd LhaL makes you do elLher good or bad. A good person does noL always do good nor does a bad person always do bad. 8ecause everyLhlng changes from momenL Lo momenL, people who behave well ln ordlnary Llmes may commlL crlmes ln cerLaln slLuaLlons, and people who usually do bad Lhlngs may do someLhlng good ln some clrcumsLances. 1hus, people who do vlrLuous deeds may also do bad Lhlngs and people who do bad Lhlngs may also do good Lhlngs. LveryLhlng always changes, so how can we say who ls good and who ls bad? When our mlnds are ln accordance wlLh Lhe LruLh, we become good, buL lf we ralse a LhoughL lncorrecLly, we lnevlLably fall lnLo evll ways. A long Llme ago, a robber was passlng Lhrough a LhlckeL and saw a woman crylng. She carrled one baby ln her back and held anoLher ln her arms, whlle Laklng care of a Lhlrd chlld walklng beslde her. 1hey were crylng from hunger, buL she had noLhlng Lo glve Lhem. 1hey look so plLlful LhaL Lhe robber approached her and, preLendlng Lo be a merchanL, sald, uon'L you have anyLhlng Lo eaL? 1he chlldren seem Lo be hungry." 1he woman answered, We have no food. My husband was arresLed and we have noL heard from hlm. Lven our small huL was Laken away. We have nowhere Lo go." Pearlng Lhls, Lhe robber gave her Lhe money he had sLolen and Lold her Lo buy a house wlLh lL, Lhen he gave Lhe chlldren Lhe food he had Laken. AfLerwards, he laughed when he reallzed Lhe lrony of Lhe slLuaLlon: he had glven away everyLhlng he worked so hard Lo sLeal. eople behave ln such varlous ways. Cn Lhe one hand, Lhere ls Lhe person who goes begglng, even Lhough he does noL have any physlcal problems. Cn Lhe oLher hand, Lhere ls Lhe handlcapped person who sells Lhlngs from hls wheelchalr ln order Lo earn hls own llvlng expenses. 1here ls Lhe person who makes a blg show of glvlng money. 8uL Lhere ls also Lhe one who ls concerned abouL Lhe feellngs of Lhe reclplenL, and so glves money ln a quleL and dlscreeL way. Cn Lhe one hand, Lhere ls Lhe person who pays full prlce for Lhlngs when Lhe seller ls poor. Cn Lhe oLher hand, Lhere ls Lhe person who drlves a hard bargaln, even when Lhe seller ls qulLe poor or handlcapped. 1here are so many people, and so many mlnds. When l Lhlnk abouL lL, people sLeal because of lgnorance, Lhey do sLupld Lhlngs because of lgnorance, Lhey do harmful Lhlngs because of lgnorance. eople do such Lhlngs noL because Lhey are lnLrlnslcally bad, buL because Lhey do noL undersLand Lhelr foundaLlon, whlch ls connecLed Lo all Lhlngs.
4. Is there such a th|ng as a prev|ous ||fe or be|ng reborn? ls Lhere such a Lhlng as a prevlous llfe or belng reborn? l heard LhaL ln Lhls llfe, we recelve Lhe resulLs of Lhe good and bad Lhlngs we dld ln our pasL llves, and ln Lhe llfe Lo come, we wlll recelve Lhe resulLs of whaL we have done ln Lhls llfe. ls Lhere really such a Lhlng as a prevlous llfe or reblrLh? ?our prevlous llfe or reblrLh ls whaL you have creaLed wlLh your mlnd and whaL you recelve wlLh your mlnd. 1here ls no pasL because you carry lL wlLh you when you are born lnLo Lhls world, and Lhere ls no fuLure because lL has noL yeL come. 1hus, Lhere ls only Lhls momenL. Powever, Lhere ls no flxed span of Llme LhaL we can acLually call a momenL" elLher, so even Lhe presenL does noL exlsL. 1here ls only endless change and manlfesLaLlon, and Lhe ceaseless funcLlonlng of everyLhlng. 1haL ls all. 1haL's why lL ls sald LhaL everyLhlng ls empLy. Powever, people do noL know LhaL everyLhlng ls essenLlally empLy, and do noL geL rld of Lhelr aLLachmenLs Lo Lhe Lhlngs Lhey do. So, Lhe Lhlngs Lhey dld ln Lhe pasL become karmlc consclousnesses, whlch Lhen manlfesL Lhrough Lhelr llves and Lhelr bodles. karmlc consclousnesses are [usL llke Lhe chalns of a slave. LveryLhlng abouL how people llved durlng Lhelr pasL llves was recorded auLomaLlcally ln Lhelr mlnds, and laLer comes ouL auLomaLlcally, accordlng Lo Lhe clrcumsLances. 1here are good Lhlngs and bad Lhlngs, and Lhere are favorable Lhlngs and unfavorable Lhlngs. eople recelve Lhlngs accordlng Lo whaL Lhey have done, Lhey reap Lhe frulLs of Lhelr acLlons. 1here are no accldenLs or mlsLakes ln Lhe resulLs. Powever, cause and effecL can also be sub[ecL Lo change. lf you can leL go of everyLhlng wlLhouL cllnglng, and reLurn lL Lo your Lrue self, your foundaLlon, Lhen you can erase your karmlc consclousnesses one by one. usually lL ls sald LhaL good karma brlngs good resulLs, and bad karma brlngs bad resulLs, buL you should know LhaL boLh are noLhlng buL Lhe worklngs of your karmlc consclousnesses, whlch resulL from lgnorance and aLLachmenLs. ln order Lo be born lnLo Lhls world, Lhe faLher's sperm and moLher's ovum comblne LogeLher Lo make Lhe physlcal body, and Lhe eLernal llfe and Lhe karmlc consclousnesses also merge Lhere. 1he eLernal llfe ls Lhe 8uddha-naLure, Lhe Lrue self, Lhe lnherenL naLure. 1he lnherenL naLure ls lnLrlnslcally pure and brlghL, and funcLlons smooLhly wlLhouL any frlcLlon. So, we cannoL say LhaL Lhe lnherenL naLure ls dlrLy or clean, because noLhlng can sLlck Lo lL. 1he 8uddha repeaLedly emphaslzed LhaL we should awaken Lo our lnherenL naLure, our Lrue self. 1he reason for Lhls ls LhaL from Lhe vlewpolnL of lnherenL naLure, all of Lhe good and bad Lhlngs, and even deaLh and reblrLh are [usL Lrlcks LhaL our karmlc consclousnesses play on us. lf you could see Lhlngs from Lhe sLandpolnL of 8uddha-naLure, you would know LhaL everyone ls equal, wlLhouL any dlscrlmlnaLlon of you" and me," and LhaL noLhlng ls separaLe from anyLhlng else. l am Lhe whole and Lhe whole ls me. 1hus, Lhere ls no parLlcular sub[ecL LhaL can say, lL's me," or lL's you." Llkewlse, Lhere ls no sub[ecL LhaL repeaLedly passes Lhrough Lhe cycle of blrLh and deaLh. lL ls a mlsLake Lo assume LhaL Lhere ls cerLaln subsLance such as a splrlL LhaL ls reborn agaln and agaln. Powever, people belleve Lhere ls a sub[ecL LhaL ls reborn agaln because Lhey are noL awakened Lo Lhelr lnherenL naLure, and mlsLake Lhelr karmlc consclousnesses for Lhelr own fundamenLal self. We culLlvaLe our mlnds ln order Lo be free from Lhe cycle of blrLh and deaLh, Lo aLLaln enllghLenmenL and nlrvana. unLll Lhen, our llves are ln Lhe process of evoluLlon. unLll we can melL Lhe chalns of our karmlc consclousnesses and obLaln Lrue freedom, regardless of how long lL Lakes, we should keep pollshlng our mlnds on Lhe way Lo LruLh, whlle changlng our worn ouL bodles. ?our quesLlon suggesLs LhaL you see only Lhe forms of Lhe vlslble world. 1he vlslble world ls only flfLy percenLs of everyLhlng. lL would be a mlsLake Lo compleLely lgnore lL, buL Lry noL Lo pay so much aLLenLlon Lo Lhe phenomenal realm. lnsLead, explore your own foundaLlon, Lhe world of mlnd, whlch has no physlcal form. LeL go of everyLhlng and enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your Lrue self, your foundaLlon, whlch has made you whaL you are Loday. lnsLead of followlng Lhe endless cycle of blrLh and deaLh, belleve ln and Lake refuge ln your Lrue self, whlch ls nelLher born nor dles. lf you pracLlce dlllgenLly and awaken Lo whaL your mlnd really ls, you wlll know your lnherenL naLure, whlch ls nelLher born nor dles, and whlch ls never sLalned by anyLhlng. lurLher, quesLlons such as wheLher or noL Lhere are Lhlngs llke a soul or reblrLh wlll be answered naLurally. 1hus l have Lo say LhaL no one ls Lruly evll. 1here ls noLhlng for any blame Lo sLlck Lo. Why ls lL LhaL? lL's because everyLhlng changes and moves ceaselessly, beyond Llme and space. We can observe LhaL even hardened crlmlnals are noL always bad. Lven Lhose people are conLlnulng Lo evolve. ?ou would be amazed lf you saw how much Lhey've lmproved, even now. lf you keep ralslng good LhoughLs from your mlnd for Lhem, Lhey begln Lo move along a beLLer paLh. So, why don'L you lead Lhem ln Lhe rlghL dlrecLlon and save Lhem?
S. now can I become a more sp|r|tua| person? usually, people assume LhaL pracLlclng Seon (Chan, Zen) means slLLlng ln medlLaLlon. ls Lhls how l can become a more splrlLual person? !usL physlcally slLLlng down ls noL Lhe way Lo pracLlce Seon, because splrlLual pracLlce ls done Lhrough your mlnd, noL Lhrough your body. ln Lhls age, when people's llves are so busy, our llvlng lLself - eaLlng, worklng, drlvlng, lovlng, sleeplng - should all become pracLlclng Seon. lf slLLlng medlLaLlon were Lhe only way Lo culLlvaLe your mlnd, your pracLlce would sLop Lhe momenL you sLand up, wouldn'L lL? A long Llme ago, when Ma-Lsu was slLLlng ln medlLaLlon, Seon masLer Pual-[ang saw hlm, plcked up a plece of roof Llle, and began Lo pollsh lL. Ma-Lsu asked, Why are you pollshlng a Llle?" Pual-[ang replled, l'm pollshlng lL ln order Lo make lL lnLo a mlrror." (ln LhaL age mlrrors were made ouL of pollshed bronze.) Pual-[ang Lhen asked Ma-Lsu why he was slLLlng Lhere. Ma-Lsu answered, l am slLLlng llke Lhls ln order Lo become a 8uddha." Pual-[ang sald, 1hen, you should noL sLand up, you should noL eaL, and you should noL go Lo Lhe LolleL elLher. CLherwlse, wouldn'L your pracLlce sLop as soon as you moved your body?" Ma-Lsu awakened upon hearlng Lhls. 1he 8uddha also Lrled Lo pracLlce Lhrough hls body for slx years, buL Lhen reallzed LhaL pracLlce should be done Lhrough mlnd. lf you have falLh ln your Lrue self, your foundaLlon, and you enLrusL everyLhlng Lo lL and observe whaL comes, whlle llvlng comforLably ln your dally llfe, Lhen Lhls ls splrlLual pracLlce and Lhe meanlng of Seon. Pave you noLlced whaL happens afLer a car accldenL? 1he drlvers sLand around argulng abouL whose faulL lL was. no maLLer whose faulL lL was, Lhe drlvers were Lhe cause, noL Lhe cars. Llkewlse, our mlnds, noL our bodles, are Lhe source of our every word and deed. ?our fundamenLal mlnd ls Lhe drlver, lL can Lake care of everyLhlng and gulde you ln your dally llfe. ln oLher words, Lhe drlver ls Laklng care of everyLhlng and resolvlng every problem ln your llfe, so enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your fundamenLal mlnd and llve smooLhly. Who makes you Lhlnk, Lalk, and move? ?ou may Lhlnk lL ls obvlous, l do." 8uL ls LhaL l" Lhe one LhaL caused you Lo be born lnLo Lhls world? ls LhaL l" responslble for your blrLh and deaLh? WhaL ls responslble for Lhe blrLh and deaLh of every oLher belng ln Lhls world? lL ls noL Lhe l" LhaL you Lend Lo Lhlnk of as yourself buL raLher your Lrue self LhaL ls dolng everyLhlng. When you reallze Lhls LruLh, you can leave behlnd LhoughLs llke Pe dld LhaL Lo me," l'm dolng.," l dld.," l deserve.." 8y Lhe way, always vlew Lhlngs poslLlvely. lf you keep lnLerpreLlng Lhlngs negaLlvely or always crlLlclze and blame oLhers, Lhls wlll lower your own splrlLual level. When you llve wlLh falLh ln your Lrue self, whlch ls Laklng care of everyLhlng ln your llfe, Lhen your llfe lLself becomes pracLlclng Seon. Accordlng Lo clrcumsLances, you can pracLlce whlle slLLlng, or lf you are busy, you can pracLlce whlle worklng or drlvlng, and you can even pracLlce whlle lylng down: all of Lhls ls pracLlclng Seon. SlLLlng medlLaLlon, sLandlng medlLaLlon, lylng-down medlLaLlon, and worklng medlLaLlon are noL dlfferenL. no maLLer whaL you do ln your dally llfe, lf you belleve ln your Lrue self, and enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your Lrue self, you are engaged ln pracLlclng medlLaLlon. 1here ls noLhlng ln llfe LhaL ls noL Lhe culLlvaLlon of mlnd. So, you should noL Lhlnk LhaL pracLlclng Seon or learnlng 8uddhlsm are separaLe from your dally llfe. noL ever! LnLrusL all Lhlngs Lo your Lrue self, Lhen llvlng lLself becomes pracLlclng Seon. ln everyLhlng you underLake, you should LrusL your Lrue self Lo solve Lhe problems you face and know LhaL only lL can lead you ln Lhe rlghL dlrecLlon. 1hls ls Lhe way Lo develop unwaverlng falLh, Lo dlrecL your aLLenLlon lnwardly, and Lo Lake refuge ln your Lrue self. lf Lhe LhoughLs of l," me," and mlne" dle aL every momenL, Lhen even Lhough you do noL slL down, everyLhlng you do becomes pracLlclng medlLaLlon.
6. Is ||fe suffer|ng? l'm havlng a hard Llme. 1he pro[ecL l was ln charge of dld noL Lurn ouL very well, so l had Lo qulL my [ob. now, l have a new [ob, buL l'm noL dolng well, and Lhe pay ls also noL good. lL's been llke Lhls for some Llme now, so my enLlre famlly ls havlng Lrouble wlLh money, and Lhe flghLs beLween my wlfe and myself never seem Lo sLop. l'm slck of everybody's complalnLs. 1here ls no peace ln my home anymore. l had always hoped LhaL my chlldren would grow up happlly because my chlldhood was noL so good. ?eL, no maLLer how hard l Lry, my llfe doesn'L seem Lo be Lurnlng ouL Lhe way l wanLed. l read ln some book LhaL Shakyamunl 8uddha once Lold people, Llfe ls sufferlng." ls LhaL Lrue? lf so, whaL can l do abouL all of Lhese maLLers? All of us experlence many Lhlngs durlng our llves, such as lllness and poverLy, [oy and happlness. ?ou mlghL Lhlnk LhaL some of Lhose Lhlngs happened [usL by accldenL. Powever, because you were Lhere, Lhose Lhlngs occurred and you experlenced Lhem. ln facL, all Lhe Lhlngs LhaL we experlence are Lhe resulL of whaL we have done over a greaL number of eons. lL's [usL LhaL when Lhey reLurn Lo us, Lhey Lend Lo have a dlfferenL appearance, so we don'L recognlze Lhem. WhaL we recelve Loday ls Lhe ouLcome of whaL we dld ln Lhe pasL, and how we reacL Lo whaL we recelve deLermlnes whaL Lhe fuLure resulL wlll be. 1herefore, do noL Lhlnk LhaL Lhe dlfflculLles you face now [usL happened by chance. Pardshlps are [usL anoLher face of your Lrue self, whlch ls Lrylng Lo Leach you. So, don'L blame oLhers or Lhe era for Lhe dlfflculL slLuaLlon you are ln. lnsLead, you should be graLeful Lo your Lrue self, whlch ls glvlng you anoLher chance Lo change Lhlngs. lorgeLLlng abouL your lnner self and belng depressed because of dlfflculL clrcumsLances cannoL be excused. When some hardshlp happens Lo you, you can geL angry and complaln abouL lL, or you can Lhlnk of lL as a good opporLunlLy Lo compleLe yourself. Whlch way you approach Lhlngs ls enLlrely up Lo you. ?our fuLure depends upon Lhe declslons you make. AcLually, lL ls Lrue LhaL Shakyamunl 8uddha sald, 1he world ls full of sufferlng." Pe also sald, 1he world ls llke a burnlng house." 1hese are Lhe warnlngs LhaL Lhe 8uddha gave Lo people who chased afLer only maLerlal Lhlngs wlLhouL reflecLlng upon Lhe LruLh. MosL people move Lhrough Lhelr llfe dragglng Lhelr dlfflculLles behlnd Lhem. 1hus, Lhey suffer Lwlce: once when Lhe dlfflculLles come Lo Lhem, and once more as Lhey Lry Lo carry Lhem along. Lvery slngle 8uddha has also experlenced hardshlps because Lhose Lhlngs are Lhe resulLs of whaL one has made ln Lhe pasL, and Lhls applles Lo everyone. Powever, wlLhouL cllnglng Lo anyLhlng, 8uddhas release everyLhlng Lo Lhe fundamenLal place, Lhe lnner self, and by dolng LhaL, whaLever Lhey encounLer becomes one wlLh Lhe lnner self and so dlssolves and melLs away. Cnce Lhose bad slLuaLlons have arlsen, Lhere's noL much LhaL can be done abouL Lhem. 8uL, lf you leL go of all Lhose dlfflculLles Lo your lnner self wlLhouL holdlng on Lo Lhem and wlLhouL maklng dlscrlmlnaLlons abouL Lhem, Lhen you wlll noL have Lo suffer from carrylng Lhem wlLh you. ?ou wlll also be freelng yourself from fuLure sufferlng. When you keep dolng Lhls, you wlll gradually aLLaln calmness and your sufferlng wlll dlssolve, and flnally you wlll see your lnner self, Lhe LruLh. Powever, releaslng everyLhlng llke Lhls lsn'L easy lf you have never Lrled lL before. So, flrsL, you should flrmly belleve LhaL Lhe LruLh ls wlLhln you. ln oLher words, know LhaL your fundamenLal mlnd has Lhe ablllLy Lo Lake care of everyLhlng. nexL, you should undersLand LhaL everyLhlng you confronL ls noL sufferlng, buL raLher [usL anoLher aspecL of yourself. 1hen, enLrusL lL Lo your lnner self. AfLerwards, Lhe Lhlngs you enLrusLed wlll dlssolve because your lnner self, your foundaLlon, ls Lhe source of everyLhlng and Lhe source of lnflnlLe energy. As l sald before, Lhe besL way Lo solve Lhe Lhlngs you face ls Lo Lruly leL go of everyLhlng Lo your lnner self wlLh flrm falLh because everyLhlng arlses from Lhere. 1hls ls Lrue vlrLue and ls Lhe only way Lo llve Lruly free.
7. Why does my ||fe seem empty? My llfe has been very ordlnary, buL l am qulLe forLunaLe ln many respecLs. My wlfe and l geL along well, and my chlldren are happy and well ad[usLed. Also, my work has been golng smooLhly. neverLheless, l someLlmes feel empLy, llke someLhlng ls mlsslng. Why do l feel llke LhaL, even Lhough everyLhlng ln my llfe seems Lo go well? A wlfe, a lover, chlldren, money, fame ? none of Lhose Lhlngs have Lhe power Lo make you feel compleLe. Cnly by reLurnlng lnward Lo your foundaLlon, your Lrue self, can you become compleLe. Powever, many people are afrald Lo Lruly face Lhemselves. So, Lhey look for someLhlng ouLslde, wanderlng around raLher Lhan looklng wlLhln Lhemselves. 1hls ls how Lhey decelve Lhemselves. lf you decelve yourself llke Lhls, you can never know Lrue peace, nor wlll Lhe empLy feellng go away, because boLh are caused by noL knowlng your Lrue self. When you carefully observe your mlnd and llve your llfe ln Louch wlLh Lhls lnner mlnd, you'll reallze LhaL peace ls wlLhln you. Powever, lf you don'L slncerely face yourself, you can never be Lruly free of Lhls empLy feellng, even lf you achleve all of your goals such as power, money, honor, and love. 1hls applles Lo everyone. 1he more pralse you recelve from ouLslde of yourself, Lhe deeper Lhe empLlness wlll become. 1hen, as many people do, you may look around ouLslde of yourself even more, searchlng for Lhe cause or for someLhlng LhaL wlll geL rld of Lhe empLlness, wlLhouL reallzlng LhaL boLh Lhe cause and Lhe cure are lnslde of you. Long ago, a poeL lefL home Lo look for Sprlng. Pe searched everywhere, buL was unsuccessful. Powever, upon reLurnlng home, he saw LhaL Lhe aprlcoL Lree ln hls courLyard was bloomlng. lf you see Lhe genulne l" wlLhln you, you wlll aLLaln Lrue peace of mlnd and Lhe feellng of empLlness wlll dlsappear. ?eL, because your lnner self, Lhe genulne l," ls LruLh lLself, don'L Lhlnk for a momenL LhaL Lhlngs such as force, Lrlcks, or lles can work Lhere. So, sLop Lrylng Lo use such decelL Lo flnd your Lrue self. eople ofLen Lry Lo endure Lhe hardshlps Lhey face wlLh Lhe hope LhaL, somehow, Lhlngs wlll be beLLer Lomorrow or aL some oLher place. Powever, Lhese klnds of LhoughLs are llke deluslons lf you don'L know abouL your lnner self. 1hey can'L help you for long. 1herefore, please, face yourself honesLly. ulscover Lhe genulne l" wlLhln you. LveryLhlng ln Lhe world ? [oy, sorrow, happlness, mlsery, and empLlness ? comes from you, lL ls all wlLhln you. 8ecause everyLhlng arlses from you, you are Lhe only one who can Lruly solve all of Lhose lssues. 1hls ls Lhe LruLh. So, enLrusL everyLhlng Lo your lnner self. LeL go of everyLhlng Lo your Lrue self wlLh flrm falLh and observe how Lhlngs work LogeLher lnseparably. 1hls ls Lhe lnner paLh, whlch Leaches you Lo see all Lhlngs as belng noL dlfferenL from yourself, and whlch shows you LhaL you" and l" are noL Lwo.
8. What |s the true se|f?
8ecause lL ls covered wlLh soll, Lhe rooL of a Lree ls noL seen. Powever, nobody doubLs LhaL Lhe Lree has a rooL or LhaL Lhe rooL ls Lhe source of Lhe Lree's llfe. We human belngs also have a rooL, alLhough lL ls noL vlslble. 1hls rooL ls compleLely empLy, wlLh noLhlng Lo grasp, buL lL ls Lhe source of everyLhlng. So, you should know LhaL we also llve by relylng upon our rooL. Cur rooL ls 8uddha-naLure, whlch ls also our Lrue self. When we are Lold Lo belleve ln ourselves, many of us usually conslder our physlcal bodles Lo be whaL we really are. Powever, our flesh ls noL eLernal. We change lL llke we change cloLhes. Who Lhen makes your body move? When Lhe body becomes worn ouL, and ls ready Lo be Lhrown away, who ls Lhe one ln charge of Laklng off Lhe old cloLhes and puLLlng on new ones? lL ls your Lrue self. 1he Lrue self, Lhe 8uddha-naLure, ls your foundaLlon, eLernal llfe, and Lhe foundaLlon LhaL embraces Lhe enLlre unlverse. lL ls llghL and boundless energy. lL possesses all ablllLles and wlsdom. Such a Lreasure ls wlLhln you and wlLhln every belng. So, every llfe ls 8uddha. lf we awaken Lo Lhe 8uddha-naLure LhaL ls wlLhln us, Lhen all belngs are 8uddha, as Lhey are. 1he 8uddha came Lo Lhls world noL Lo be worshlped, buL raLher Lo Leach people Lo free Lhemselves by relylng upon Lhelr own lnherenL 8uddha-naLure.
10. What |s nanmaum?
I-$ means one, greaL, boundless, and comblned. J-", means Lhe fundamenLal mlnd LhaL ls lnLanglble, lnvlslble, beyond Llme and space, and has no beglnnlng or end. So Panmaum embraces Lhe whole unlverse and all Lhe llves wlLhln lL. ln oLher words, Panmaum means LhaL all mlnds are one, and all belngs, Lhe world, and unlverse are all lnLerconnecLed. Among all Lhe llves ln Lhe world, Lhere ls noLhlng LhaL can be called you" or l." lnherenLly llfe ls one. 1he mlnd of all llves ls one. lnherenLly llfe ls 8uddha. 1hls lnherenL mlnd of all llfe ls called Cne Mlnd (Panmaum). AlLhough each llfe has lLs own lndlvldual physlcal body, lnherenLly, all llves are noL separaLe. When all Lhe mlnds ln Lhe unlverse gaLher LogeLher and funcLlon as one, we call Lhls Panmaum. Llke all rlvers reach Lhe sea and become one, everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse ls conLalned ln Panmaum. So Panmaum conLalns all of Lhe mlnds of 8uddhas and 8odhlsaLLvas, as well as Lhe mlnds of all Lhlngs and unenllghLened belngs. Panmaum Lranscends Llme and space. lL exlsLed before all Lhlngs sLarLed and lL wlll exlsL even afLer all Lhlngs end.
11. What |s 8uddh|sm?
8uddhlsm (8ulkyo" ln korean) ls noL separaLe from our dally llfe. 1he flrsL syllable, 8ul" means Lhe everlasLlng foundaLlon of llfe. 1he second syllable, kyo" refers Lo valuable words of LruLh abouL Lhe funcLlonlng of Lhe unlverse and our llfe lLself. 1he llfe and acLlvlLy of all Lhlngs ln and of Lhemselves ls 8uddhlsm. 1hus, 8uddhlsm Leaches us Lhe LruLh LhaL all Lhlngs share Lhe same mlnd, Lhe same llfe, Lhe same body, work LogeLher as one and share as one. Whlle showlng us Lhls, 8uddhlsm encourages us Lo dlscover for ourselves who we are and whaL llfe ls.
Candle LlghL Ceremony, Lunar new ?ear 2008
lL's dlfflculL Lo be born as a human belng, and even [usL llvlng as a human ls full of dlfflculLles. We've passed Lhrough endless eons before we could reach even Lhls polnL, how can we go beyond even Lhls level? uon'L Lhlnk of LhaL long process as sufferlng, lnsLead see lL as Lhe process of learnlng and growlng. lf you can do Lhls, Lhen because everyLhlng ls made from Lhe four elemenLs, and shares Lhese same baslc elemenLs, you wlll be able Lo undersLand Lhe prlnclples and LruLhs LhaL underlle your llfe, Lhe world, and Lhe unlverse. And how Lo become a Lruly free person wlll also become clear Lo you. Wlll even Lhls world lasL forever? We're confronLed by more and more serlous envlronmenLal problems, aren'L we. Powever, every slngle Lhlng and acLlon arlses from wlLhln us, every slngle Lhlng and acLlon ls conLalned wlLhln our mlnd, wlLhouL knowlng Lhls, Lhere ls no way we can solve Lhe problems confronLlng us. We have Lo be able Lo vlew Lhlngs from a more fundamenLal perspecLlve. As belngs have passed Lhrough eons of evoluLlon, Lhe paln Lhey have gone Lhrough ls beyond lmaglnaLlon, kllllng, belng eaLen, belng crushed, Pow much longer wlll you wllllngly repeaL Lhls? Whlle you're here for Lhls shorL whlle, come Lo your senses and clearly grasp Lhe LruLh of your mlnd and fundamenLal naLure, and Lranscend Lhls endless cycle of lgnorance. LlghL Lhe candle LhaL ls wlLhln you, and Lhe candle wlLhln your ancesLors wlll be llL. 1hls happens auLomaLlcally - all are fundamenLally connecLed as one. As you llghL Lhe candle wlLhln your mlnd, LhaL llghL shlnes ln Lhe world around you and all belngs become brlghLer. 1onlghL as you hold a candle, know LhaL Lhe llghL you are seelng ls Lhe llghL of your lnherenL naLure, !ulngong, glvlng rlse Lo every Lhlng ln your llfe And reLurnlng lL Lo Lhe vasL unlverse wlLhln you
Llke Lhe offerlngs you gave LonlghL, regardless of wheLher Lhey were large or small, when you glve wlLh compleLe slncerlLy, your pasL debLs are repald, and your fuLure ls brlghLened. 1hen go forward and apply your pracLlce LhroughouL your surroundlngs. racLlce llke Lhls and dlscover Lhe eLernal now. And Lhen Lranscend even Lhe eLernal now.
uharma 1alk on Lunar new ?ear's uay, 2006
1ake everyLhlng ln your dally llfe and enLrusL lL Lo your rooL. LeL lL all go. LaLlng SLarvlng Llvlng well Pard Llmes 1hlngs you're capable of dolng 1hlngs you're unable Lo do When Lhlngs go badly When Lhlngs go well All of Lhese are belng done by your rooL, so enLrusL Lhem Lhere. lf you don'L do Lhls lL wlll be hard for you Lo belleve ln your laLenL, Lrue essence. And lf you don'L have falLh ln Lhls lnherenL naLure of yours, Lhe dlrecLlon of your llfe wlll be far from Lhe LruLh.
-uaehaeng kun Sunlm- Llve Llfe Lvery MomenL Whlle LeLLlng Co
When mlnd connecLs wlLh mlnd, lL ls called no mlnd, undersLandlng each oLher Lhrough words and speech ls called presenL mlnd. Can no mlnd and presenL mlnd be separaLe? 1here can be no decelvlng Lhls fundamenLal mlnd, buL many Lhlngs are hard Lo Lalk abouL, and so people Lry Lo hlde Lhe LruLh from each oLher. Powever, your source, your foundaLlon, Lhe one LhaL made you and leads you, knows all Loo well whaL you have done and whaL you have sald. lor lL ls lnLlmaLely connecLed wlLh every Lhlng and Llme LhroughouL Lhe unlverse. AlLhough Lhe world seems chaoLlc and dlsorderly, lL's really very slmple: Llve ln every momenL. 1hls ls Lhe key Lo eLernal llfe. ln love and ln work, do your besL wlLh whaL confronLs you, and leL go of lL wlLhouL any aLLachmenLs. Learnlng Lhls prlnclple ls more valuable Lhan anyLhlng ln Lhe enLlre unlverse. So profound and profound. 8efore worrylng abouL awakenlng or noL awakenlng, Lry Lo llve whlle leLLlng go llke Lhls. lf you can slncerely do Lhls, 1hen, Lo Lhe exLenL of efforL, you wlll be able Lo LasLe Lhe LruLh, knowledge lLself cannoL change our llves. lL musL be puL lnLo acLlon. 8alse clear lnLenLlons, enLrusLlng Lhose Lo your foundaLlon sllenLly go forward, lor LhaL LhoughL auLomaLlcally funcLlons LogeLher wlLh everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse, unfoldlng naLurally. l hope you wlll become Lhe klnd of person who Lakes acLlon, slncerely leLLlng go, one fooLsLep afLer anoLher.
-uaehaeng kun Sunlm- "llnd ?our Courage and ulscover ?our Wlsdom"
no maLLer how many Lhousands of Lhlngs confronL you, no maLLer how palnful or dlfflculL, even lf someone you love ls abouL Lo dle, enLrusL all of Lhese Lo your foundaLlon, your lnherenL naLure, your Lrue essence. "lL's always been Laklng care of me, lL's guldlng me even now, so whaLs Lhere Lo worry abouL?" so enLrusL everyLhlng Lhere whlle golng forward. ?ou need Lo have Lhls klnd of aLLlLude. All of Lhose Lhlngs LhaL confronL you are your homework, Lhe paLh Lhrough whlch you can grow. lf everyLhlng ln your llfe ls smooLh and Lrouble free, you won'L be able Lo rlse abouL Lhe level of an unenllghLened belng, or undersLand Lhe hardshlps faclng oLhers. lL all depends upon how well you can handle good and evll, on how non-dually you can leL go of boLh sldes, even lncludlng Lhe 8uddha. lrusLraLlon, sLress, and lonellness, slLuaLlons where success seems unllkely, all of Lhese Lhlngs are Lhe raw maLerlals of your splrlLual pracLlce. When dlfflculLles and sufferlng come, lnsLead, be graLeful for Lhem. 8e graLeful for Lhese Lhlngs because Lhrough Lhem you are able Lo pracLlce and Lo grow.
-uaehaeng kun Sunlm- 2004 8uddha's 8lrLhday uharma 1alk by uaehaeng sunlm
?esLerday and Loday are noL dlfferenL, Comlng and golng don'L exlsL. AlLhough you go, Lhere ls no place you reach. AlLhough you come, Lhere ls no place you arrlve aL. "Comlng and golng"?! WhaL are you Lalklng abouL? LveryLhlng exlsLs [usL as lL ls. llowers blossom and blrds slng, lanLs, Lrees, mounLalns and sLreams are danclng LogeLher. Cn Len-Lhousand mounLalns peaks, flowers blossom and bear frulL, Lhelr flavors reachlng everywhere. 8uddha ls Laklng care of everyLhlng ln Lhe unlverse. 1here's no hlgh or low. 8lg or small doesn'L exlsL. Lveryone ls preclous. Lveryone ls ouLsLandlng. WlLhouL beglnnlng or end, everyLhlng ls clrcllng one polnL. 1hen whaL do you cllng Lo, whaL would you leL go of? LveryLhlng ls [usL as lL ls. WlLh one LhoughL, you can become a 8uddha. WlLh one LhoughL, you can fall ln Lhe greaL ocean. All belngs LhroughouL Lhe unlverse are slnglng dharma-songs. 8oLh 8uddhas and unenllghLened belngs see Lhe same world, 1he only dlfference ls wheLher Lhey are free from Lhe prlson of Lhelr own LhoughLs. lf you undersLand whaL l've sald and uL lL lnLo pracLlce, All belngs wlll reach Lhelr desLlnaLlon.