Are we going to die? Sometime. Not now. And were still going south. Yes. So well be warm. Yes. Okay. Okay what? Nothing. ust okay. !hat would you do i" # died? #" you died # would want to die too. So you $ould be with me? Yes. So # $ould be with you. Okay. You "orget what you want to remember and remember what you want to "orget. A bla$kness to hurt your ears with listening. %he wet grey "lakes twisting and "alling out o" nothing. &ray slush by the roadside. Bla$k water running "rom under the sodden dri"ts o" ash. 'ostly he worried about their shoes. %hat and "ood. Always "ood. #ts be$ause # wont e(er get to drink another one, isnt it? %he mummied dead e(erywhere. Shri(elled and drawn like latterday bog"olk, their "a$es o" boiled sheeting, the yellowed )alings o" their teeth. *e wat$hed the boy slee)ing. +an you do it? !hen the time $omes? +an you? # ha(e to wat$h you all the time, the boy said. # know. #" you break little )romises youll break big ones. %hats what you said. # know. But # wont. *e wi)ed the blood "rom his "a$e and held him. #ts okay, he said. #ts okay. %his is my $hild, he said. # wash a dead mans brains out o" his hair. %hat is my ,ob. 'y ,ob is to take $are o" you. # was a))ointed to do that by &od. # will kill anyone who tou$hes you. -o you understand? Yes . Are we still the good guys? Yes. !ere still the good guys. And we always will be. Yes. !e always will be. Okay. !ere going to be okay, arent we /a)a? Yes. !e are. And nothing bad is going to ha))en to us. %hats right. Be$ause were $arrying the "ire. Yes. be$ause were $arrying the "ire. . he saw "or a brie" moment the absolute truth o" the world. %he $old relentless $ir$ling o" the intestate earth. -arkness im)la$able. %he blind dogs o" the sun in their running. %he $rushing bla$k (a$uum o" the uni(erse. (intestate = died without leaving a valid will) %his what the good guys do. %hey kee) trying. %hey dont gi(e u). Okay. HALFWAY THEY FIND THE BUNKER FILLED WITH SUPPLIES . and ga0ed one more time at this tiny )aradise trembling in the orange light "rom the heater and then he "ell aslee). At the tide line a wo(en mat o" weeds and the ribs o" "ishes in their millions stret$hing along the shore as "ar as eye $ould see like an iso$line o" death. Youre not the one who has to worry about e(erything. %he boy said something but he $ouldnt understand him. !hat? he said. *e looked u), his wet and grimy "a$e. Yes # am, he said. # am the one. # want to be with you. You $ant. /lease. You $ant. You ha(e to $arry the "ire. # dont know how to. Yes you do. #s it real? %he "ire? Yes it is. !here is it? # dont know where it is. Yes you do. #ts inside you. #t was always there. # $an see it. You said you wouldnt e(er lea(e me. # know. #m sorry. You ha(e my whole heart. You always did. Youre the best guy. You always were. #" #m not here you $an still talk to me. You $an talk to me and #ll talk to you. Youll see. !ill # hear you? Yes. You will. Youll ha(e to make it like talk that you imagine. And youll hear me. You ha(e to )ra$ti$e. ust dont gi(e u). Okay? Okay. She said that the breath o" &od was his breath yet though it )ass "rom man to man through all o" time.