Seal Of Honor

By Dahlia Rose

Copyright November 2012, Keshia Robertson
Cover art by Mina Carter November 2012

ISBN: 978-1-939151-05-6

This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed in this novel are fictitious or used
fictitiously. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portions thereof, in any
form.

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Chapter One

Good Morning, Commander. Your usual?
The girl behind the counter smiled and, as always, Zack Hennesseys heart skipped a beat. The
coffee shop was a fifteen-minute drive from his house and he stopped there every morning before he
went on base. Just to see her. Her name was Jordyn Royale; it said so on her name tag and she was
as beautiful as the island they were on. Hawaii had lush, colorful flowers, amazing fruit and the smell
of the sea in the air. It was personified in her face. She had chocolate-brown skin the color of mocha
coffee and warm brown eyes that sparkled. She never talked much about herself, but he sometimes
caught her looking around as if she was wary, as if expecting to see someone she didnt like come
in the shop or afraid someone would jump out and grab her at any moment.
The first time she made his coffee she told him she would try hard to remember his name and
his order for the next time he came in. If she only knew that from then on he hadnt been able to stop
thinking about her. Zack was curious about her and wondered what her story was, wondered about
her. Her slight baby bump was evident. So shes pregnant, who gives a woof? he thought. He thought
it only made her more enticing, having a life growing inside her. Zack had always wanted a family of
his own and was resigned that it just wasnt going to happen. And it was just his luck that the woman
he was interested in was carrying another mans child and so she was probably off the market.
Every morning he came in to see her he charted the growth of her baby bump and, in his own way,
watched the life grow along with her.
Commander? Her soft voice brought him from his reverie and she repeated the question.
Your usual?
Three espresso shots in it this time. Zack grinned. Its been a long few days.
Coming right up. She passed the order slip to her work partner and rang up his order. Five
seventy-five.
As usual, he paid with a ten and put the change in the tip cup. How are you today, Jordyn?
Im fine, she replied. The little girl is starting to move around now.
Thats good. Her dad must be excited, Zack said.
Her smile faltered and then faded. No dad. Its just me and her.
Well, whoever he is, hes a fool, he said.
Maybe Im the one who messed it all up, she countered.
Were you?
She gave him a look, one with sadness in the depths of her chocolate-brown eyes. No, I wasnt.

I didnt thought so. A mental cheer started in his head and he squelched the urge to do a fist
pump. Youre around what, five months now?
Six, Jordyn said. But good guess.
So, um, what are you doing later? Id like to take you both out to dinner, Zack said.
She laughed and it was a wonderfully husky sound. Im pregnant and you want to take me out?
Why is that so hard to believe? He leaned forward on the counter. Lets go out to dinner.
Yeah, Jordyn, go out to dinner. Give it a whirl, her co-worker said. She was a short Hawaiian
woman with a great smile. You better or I will.
Shes right. Give it whirl, he said softly.
Her eyes met his for a moment and she swallowed before nodding and scribbling on his
receipt. This is my address. Ill see you at eight.
He took his coffee and receipt and winked. Ill see you tonight.
Zack walked out into the sunshine and made his way to his truck. He was a Navy man, stationed
as the historic NS Pearl Harbor Base in Hawaii. His small unit was a socialized team that
specialized in reconnaissance and infiltration. In other words, he was a SEAL and damn proud of it.
Their missions were long and sometimes so harsh that few could deal with it long term. But those
who did, hunkered down for weeks at a time. There had been a lull recently and Zack was happy
about that. In the last few years hed seen less of his house by the beach than ever before. Oahu was
a beautiful place to live; he was hoping to get to enjoy it more.
A date with Jordyn definitely would make a whole lot of difference. He would take her to a picnic
on the beach or out on the boat. Is it okay for pregnant women to go out on open water? He made a
mental note to Google it later in the day. If his mother could see him now she would call him crazy for
dating a pregnant girl. Zack frowned at the wayward thought; the woman that sired him was never a
mother. He would not let his past ruin anything in his future. He had let that happen one too many
times.
But in the war room, three hours later, he was frowning at a mission briefing for his unit. Of all
the times for them to be sent out, it had to be now. Just my luck. They were leaving that night and his
date with Jordyn was going down the drain. Duty came first and hed be gone for nearly ten weeks.
With any luck, theyd be back for Christmas. Hell, hed been interested in her from the time he
walked into the coffee shop and saw her behind the counter.
That night, by the time they were done with packing their gear, it was well after eight. He called
the coffee shop at six but she had already left and Zack was remiss in getting her number. The only
other option was to drive to her home before they left. He had one and a half hours to drive to where
she lived, explain things to her, and then hightail it back to base.
He pulled up at her apartment building and frowned. It definitely wasnt in the nicest area of
Oahu. In fact, it was downright crime-ridden. Zack was instantly worried about her and her unborn
baby. He found her apartment easily and knocked on the door. He noticed the suspicious glances
some of the neighborhood guys gave his uniform. Maybe that would make them think twice about
hitting her place, looking for money or even looking in her direction. He rang the doorbell and waited
for her to answer.
She frowned when she opened the door. I thought you stood me up.
I didnt. Work got in the way of my best laid plans, he explained.
Well, it may be too late to go out, but you can come in if you want. Ill even share my dinner.
Besides, standing out around here too long draws some unwanted attention. Jordyn stepped back
so he could come inside.
He looked around her small yet neat apartment. Id like to stay for dinner, but I cant. I have to go
back to work. I didnt have your number to call and the manager at the coffee shop wouldnt give out
personal information. My job

You dont have to explain. What was I thinking anyway? Im a pregnant woman and some
soldier comes in the shop and impulsively asks me out? I must be crazy to have believed it.
She turned away and Zack caught her by the shoulders. Jordyn, its not like that. Honestly, Ive
wanted to ask you out the first time I saw you at the Java Hut. First, I was biding my time, gaining
courage, but then I saw that you were pregnant and thought, oh, well, shes off the market. Today,
when I found out that wasnt the case, I went for it. Ive been put on mission status today. Well be
gone for ten weeks. Id like to see you when I come back.
Ill be big as a house by then, bigger than I am now. She shook her head. You wont want to
see me then. Zack, Ill be a mom with a newborn soon. Reality dictates I say this, but what guy wants
a relationship like that? Youre a soldier, youre hot and
You think Im hot? His lips quirked.
Well, yeah, have you seen yourself? Of course you have. You look in the mirror every day, Im
sure, she said. And look at me, pregnant and in a strange place.
Why are you in a strange place? No one leaves home pregnant with no family and friends to
support them? Zack said quietly.
No family, few friends, and stuff just wasnt working out, she said. He could hear the avoidance
in her words. There was a story there that she wasnt telling. But youve probably always had your
pick of women and you dont have to be nice to me. I understand
Oh, shut up, Zack said and pulled her into a kiss.
Her round belly bulged between them so Zack gave her extra care, wanting to pull her hard
against him, yet restraining himself. He sunk into her taste and when she invited him into her mouth
for a deeper taste, he took it. He lazily slipped his tongue into her mouth and moaned at her exotic
flavor. When he pulled away, she pulled him back for another kiss, this time more passionately than
the one before. He wanted to forget about the mission and take her right then and there. Sense
filtered in and he pulled away from her reluctantly.
Oh, Jordyn, the things you make me feel, he whispered huskily. Please say youll see me
when I come back.
Well see what happens when you return, she said softly. I could say I would wait and I would,
but then youd change your mind and Id end up hurt.
That wont happen, Zack said.
Dont say that. Her voice sounded sad and he hated hearing that note in her voice. Things
always change.
He fished into his pocket and pulled out his keys. Take these. Go to my house and stay there.
He then pulled out his military business card with his address printed on it and handed it to her. I
dont want to think of you in this neighborhood alone.
I dont drive and this is the closest to the bus route, Jordyn said. Im fine. My neighbors are
actually pretty nice.
He wrapped her hands around his keys. In case there is an emergency or anything, youre
welcome in my home. I hope to see you there when I return. Ill share my comfy chair.
She laughed. Well see, Lieutenant.
Zack kissed her again impulsively. Ive spent too much time thinking about you, Jordyn. Dont
think Ill give up that easily. Now lock up and stay safe until I return home.
Heres my number. Call me whenever, she said and slipped a piece of paper into his pocket.
Zack, you do know Im pregnant with another mans child, right?
Im not blind, nor do I care. Even if you tell me to run, Ill keep coming back. He grinned and
stepped outside. One day youll tell me what makes you so sad.
You never know. Goodnight, Zack.
She closed the door and he waited until he heard the deadbolts lock before he turned and went
to his car. With her number in his pocket, he made a beeline back to the base and onto the mission
at hand. Ten weeks would fly by and hed be back in time for Christmas and Jordyn.

* * * *

A shot rang out and Zack sat straight up, jolted from the dream he was having. The last eight
weeks had been pure hell and theyd lost one of their own. It only made things worse that no matter
how many times he called Jordyn her phone went to voicemail and then was disconnected. Was this
her way of saying shove off? He fully intended to go by the coffee shop to see her or to her
apartment tomorrow. They finally got back to base around eleven that night. The books that he had
downloaded to his phone on expecting mothers said that she was most likely tired at that time of
night and had probably turned in early.
But, damn, he wanted to see her. He sighed and listened to the rain outside. It would have been
soothing if he could relax, but he was always too wired after a mission to sleep for weeks. It was
after one a.m. when he considered going to the back bedroom that hed converted to a gym and
working himself to exhaustion. It was that or going out to the garage and dragging out the Christmas
decorations that he never used. Abruptly, there was a knock on the door and he frowned. His closest
neighbor was a fruitcake who talked to her pineapples. No one should be at his house so late and in
this rainy weather. If this is some fucker looking or an easy mark, I am so not in the mood. He
strode across the room and opened the door. Instead of a criminal, Jordyn stood in his doorway
soaking wet and shivering.
Jesus, Jordyn, are you crazy being out in this storm? Zack ushered her inside.
The bus only brought me to the bus stop up on the highway. I walked the rest of the way. Her
teeth were chattering. I needed someplace to go, somewhere safe.
Jordyn, thats over a mile. Whos after you? Wait one second. Zack pulled the blanket he kept
over the couch and put it around her, rubbing her shoulders. Are those bastards in your
neighborhood threatening you?
No, no, its He watched her face crumple and the tears start. IIm cold and wet and tired,
my feet hurt and I havent had dinner
Oh, baby, how about you tell me later after we get you comfortable? he crooned.
She nodded and spoke through her tears. Okay.
Theres a good girl. First, youre getting a hot shower and then youre going to sit in my bed
and eat some hot soup and bread, Zack said.
Do you have hot chocolate?

Her voice sounded so small and hopeful that if she had asked for molten lava, he would have
climbed a volcano just to get it for her.
You can have anything you want. Despite her being wet, he pulled her into a hug and felt the
baby kick. Zack chuckled. You too, Little Bit. Ill add marshmallows just for you.
Why are you so nice to me? Most guys would have seen this belly and ran in the opposite
direction. She sniffed.
Because you did something to me the first time you handed me my coffee, he answered
honestly. Because I dont care who the father of your child is, only that youre her mother and that
makes her special. And because when I couldnt reach you while I was away, I felt like the world
stopped spinning. Does that answer your question?
Uh-huh.
Good. Now lets get you into that shower and into some warm, dry clothes, he said.
He led her to the master bathroom and showed her where the towels were. Luckily, last summer
hed revamped the house and made the master bath bigger. Being six-three meant he needed more
room and, yes, a pulsating showerhead for his tired and overly strained muscles. Zack grabbed her
some of his sweats and an army T-shirt she could change into and laid them on the bed before
heading down the hall to the kitchen. He pulled out two cans of Progresso potato soup and grabbed
a bag of yeast rolls from the freezer. He put a few on a cookie tray and popped them in the oven and
then started on her hot chocolate.
All the while he was preparing the food, he was thinking about the woman in his shower. What
could scare her so much that she braved bad weather and walking in the pouring rain and cold?
Whatever or whoever it was would have to go through him to get to her. He was quite an obstacle; it
would take God to move him.

Chapter Two

Jordyn slid under the covers in Zacks big bed and sighed. She should feel uncomfortable, but
when the shit hit the fan and they found her, her first instinct was to grab the keys he had given her
and run. She was still surprised that he trusted her enough to put his home in her hands while he was
gone. Jordyn knew that she would find safety at his place. She didnt expect him to be home, but
when she saw his car in the driveway, relief made her knees weak. When he answered the door he
didnt even blink an eye, but brought her inside and comforted her. Zack was a good man. She felt
horrible to bring this kind of drama to his doorstep.
I hope you and Little Bit are hungry, Zack said as he came through the door carrying a tray.
The baby moved in her tummy as if responding to his words. Jordyn laughed. It seems we are,
Zack.
I have potato soup, rolls and hot chocolate. Sorry its not homemade, he said apologetically.
Everything looks wonderful. Jordyn smiled up at him. Only you would apologize for trying to
take care of me.
In my opinion, you should be taken care of every single day of your life, Zack said.
Her heart jumped in her chest, but she kept her face as featureless as possible. You know
nothing about me and may change your mind when you hear my story.
Eat first, then tell me. The little one is hungry, remember? Zack teased.
Jordyn focused on the food and tried not to look at the man sitting on the other side of the bed.
He grabbed the TV remote off the chest at the foot of the bed and flicked through the channels while
she ate. She studied him as she bit into the soft roll. Zack was a fine specimen of a man. Merciful
heaven, he was tall and his back was so broad that she could just imagine crawling up to him on the
bed and wrapping her arms around him.
Admittedly, the first thing she noticed about him was his eyes. They were glacier ice blue and
seemed to pierce you with one look. His lips curved into a smile so easily, but when she was at his
door and she told him she was in trouble, those same lips firmed into hard lines of anger. He was a
SEAL and that meant he was dangerous to those who crossed him. She wondered how his big
hands would feel on her skin. Stop that, she mentally chided herself. Youre pregnant with another
mans kid. No man wants to make love to a woman carrying such a load. She wasnt pretty; her
body had changed with the pregnancy. But, Lord, she missed the feeling of being held and being
loved. She was so engrossed in her thoughts that she hadnt noticed that Zack had turned back to
her.
All done? he asked. The deep, gentle timber in his voice was like a caress and she gave a
little shiver.
Yes, thank you. She took the last sip of the hot chocolate and set the mug on the tray.
He took it from her and placed it on the chest at the foot of the bed. Okay, so now we talk.
Jordyn, what are you running from?
She sighed and began her story, knowing she would have to tell him at some point anyway. Im
originally from New York and thats how it began. I was working in a marketing firm in Manhattan and
on my way home one day I almost got mugged. I say almost because a man named Sergei stepped
in and stopped the guy and then asked me out on a date, and I accepted. We had this whirlwind
relationship and when I asked him about his family he always managed to change the subject. That
shouldve been my first clue something was wrong. Jordyn sat back and idly played with the hem of
the comforter.
When I found out I was pregnant he was thrilled and he asked me to marry him. Ten weeks in
the pregnancy he told me the truth. His mother was the Brighton Beach Dame. She ran a criminal
organization. I was horrified. He wanted out, wanted to run away with me and start a life somewhere
new. He wanted the family we had started and I said yes to running away with him. We chose Hawaii
as our place to start over. The night before we were supposed to leave, he had one more thing to do
for his mother and wed be flying out the next day. He got killed, shot by some rival, and suddenly she
was at my doorstep telling me Sergei was gone and that my baby was the only link she had left to
him.
Thats fucked up, Zack said.
She wanted me to move to Brighton and raise the baby in her home. Jordyn felt tears threaten
and tried to hold them back. Sergei wanted out of that life and here she was trying to bring me and
an innocent baby into it. Oh, she said wed be protected at all times, but what kind of life would that
be for a baby? She could be hurt on her way to school or while at the park. I said no and she said I
didnt have a choice. She said she would wait until I had her and take her from me and no one would
even know. I realized then that my life was in danger so when she left my apartment saying she would
be back to pick me up, I left everything, packed my clothes and followed through with what Sergei
and I had planned. I came to Hawaii and for a while I thought I was safe.
She found you, he surmised.
Yes. I started getting calls soon after you left on your mission and then Sergeis cousin showed
up at the coffee shop. I went home with Keelei, my co-worker, for a few days and when I went back to
my apartment tonight it was trashed and a note had been left on the table saying that I was far
enough along that they could cut her from my stomach and leave me to die. Jordyn couldnt hold
back the tears any longer. So I came here Im so scared theyre going to take her. I didnt have a
chance to really love Sergei, but I love this baby. Shes my daughter; I cant let them have her!
They wont get a chance to touch you or the baby. Zack came close and wrapped her in his
arms. His warmth was like a security blanket that cocooned her. Ill keep you both safe.
They found my apartment, she pointed out.
Zack cupped her chin. Yeah, but this is my house, my domain, and trust me, no one fucks with
what belongs to me.
Does that mean me too? Jordyn whispered.
Do you want to be mine? he asked huskily.
I want a lot of things. Doesnt mean Im supposed to have them, she answered honestly. I had
a sucky childhood and every relationship Ive ever had seemed to end badly. I dont want to do
anything to hurt you, Zack.
He chuckled. Im a big boy. Ill take my chances.
These are some bad people, Zack. I dont know how they found me
The Dame may be able to strike fear into Brighton Beach immigrants. Those people are
innocent and scared, trying to make a better life for themselves and she feeds into that, Zack said
angrily. But she has yet to deal with me. Tomorrow youre going to stay here, relax in safety, and Im
going on base to see what I can find out. Ive got resources they dont even know about.
Zack, I dont
He held her shoulders and stared at her. Jordyn couldnt look away from his gaze, a gaze she
would happily drown in. Jordyn Royale, you came to me because you feel something for me and you
thought I could help, right?
She nodded. Yes.
He kissed her hard. Then let me help. I want to be the man you lean on.
Youre a strange man. Jordyn sighed and then yawned.
Youre tired, baby. Lie back and get some sleep, Zack encouraged. He stood and began to
pull a pillow from behind her to take with him to the couch.
Jordyn caught his hand. Will you stay with me?
He looked at her. You want me to sleep with you?
Insecurity flooded her. Im sorry, what was I thinking? You wouldnt want to share a bed. Im so
huge.
Shut up, Jordyn.
Zack continued to get her comfortable and then she watched as he pulled off his shoes, jeans
and shirt. I kind of run hot when I sleep, he said apologetically. She looked at his sculpted form in
appreciation. Pregnancy didnt put a damper on her desire, but in fact heightened it.
I dont mind, she said as he climbed into bed.
He held out his arms to her and she scooted into his embrace without hesitation. She was
unable to help the sigh of pleasure that escaped her lips. He felt delicious and when he gently
rubbed her tummy the baby kicked in response.
Shes feisty, he said with a laugh.
She wants out, I think, she replied. Weve got about six weeks left. Shes supposed to be a
New Years baby.
Did you pick a name for her yet? His voice was low and its sound relaxed Jordyn.
Not really. Im batting around a few ideas like Scotia, Heaven or Joy, she said. She noticed
that his hand had stayed on her belly even though the baby had stopped kicking.
There is one thing we can do, one thing that could ensure her safety and yours, Zack said. I
was thinking about it in the kitchen while I was fixing your soup.
What is it? Jordyn asked.
You could marry me, then both she and you would have my name. Zack cut her off before she
could speak. We could do it on base and then go to military police and Oahu PD. Trust me, theyll
think twice before coming after the wife of a Navy SEAL.
Zack, you cant be serious. I cant accept or let you do that for me. Jordyn looked up at him and
protested. Youre taking on something that you dont have to. A child thats not yours, a woman
That I cant stop thinking about. Zack cupped her cheek. Does it really matter who sired her
by blood if Im asking to be her father? Ive always wanted a family, children and a wife. Couldnt you
see me as a father and a husband? Someone you could go to bed with and watch our children grow
up?
I could see you as that and more, Jordyn answered truthfully. But is this the way we start a
relationship and life together, with danger at our doorstep and an impulsive decision? Im trying to be
the voice of reason here.
Its not ideal, I admit. I wanted to romance you a bit more first, but I learned long ago its best to
go with my gut, Zack said. Ive been dreaming about you and watching her grow in your belly from a
distance. Now that I have the chance to be in your lives, I dont want to give that up. We can get to
know each other in the process of building something real, all the while you and the baby will be
safe.
All his words sounded so very good to her, especially since shed heard only negativity most of
her life and then having had lost Sergei. She was so willing to believe him and their plan to runaway
and start anew only to be left alone, running from his mother. Could she believe Zachs words and
actually put her trust in someone and hope that it didnt backfire?
Zack, it doesnt worry you in the least? Any of this? Jordyn asked gently.
No, it doesnt, he answered. I was raised by a woman, a so-called mother, who married a
man only for his money. Then when he died, she treated my stepsister like crap until she ran off and
didnt give a damn about anything that was due her. I found out later that she ended up living on the
street and becoming a junkie before dying from an overdose. My mother didnt even care. She
thought shed done something good by stealing an inheritance for me. Then she systematically
destroyed and cried down every girl I dated. I was dating this girl named Jenny and she got
pregnant. My mother acted like we were bringing the antichrist into the world and she made Jennys
life miserable. Even calling her at her house just to torture her. Jennys mother told me the day I was
going to confront my mother that she lost the baby.
Oh, Zack, Im so sorry. How could your mother be so cruel? Jordyn gasped.
Shes an evil woman. Jenny blamed me just as much as my mother. When she lost the baby
she refused to see me and soon left the town I grew up in. My mother was thrilled, of course, but I just
said fuck it and left. She swore Id come back on hands and knees. I laughed in her face. I was
twenty when that happened and Ive never seen her again. Zack ran his finger along her cheek.
That was fifteen years ago and if that taught me anything it is that we cant choose who sires us, but
we can choose how we love and if you let me, I will love your daughter and Ill love you.
Oh, Zack, she whispered.
He kissed her gently. Dont say anything now. Just think about it, okay? I look at it this way. Ive
been mentally wooing you for a few months now. I can wait a bit longer.
She turned over as best she could with her burgeoning belly until her back was spooned against
his chest. He wrapped his arms protectively around her belly and Jordyn felt so cherished that it
brought tears to her eyes. Shed been alone for so long, scared and pregnant. She ran to a place
that she didnt know and tried to make a life for herself and her unborn daughter. And life seemed to
drop a gift in her hands in the form of Zack. He was offering to love and protect her and, yes, the
attraction was there. Theyd both had hard lives, yet it seemed some invisible force drew them to
each other. Did she dare? Her heart leapt at the possibility and also that, lying in his arms, at that
very moment, felt so right.
Zack?
Hmm?
I think Id like to marry you.
She felt a gentle kiss on her ear and shivered.
Good, because I wasnt planning on taking no for an answer, Ms. Royale.
Jordyn giggled. Really?
Yes, really. Zack placed another kiss on her ear. Sleep, honey. Tomorrow is another day.
Thanksgiving is Thursday, she murmured sleepily.
Well get a turkey and all the fixings tomorrow. Zacks voice rumbled against her ear. Pumpkin
pie?
Ill make one, she answered.
Yummy. His voice was soft.
Jordyn let her mind drift away and for the first time in a long time, every noise and sound didnt
make her sit up, scared for her life. She actually slept and felt like everything was going to be all right
and that running was no longer a necessity.
Chapter Three

The next day dawned bright and clear. The forecaster said it would be a mild seventy-five
degrees and the winds would be balmy. Zack had the sunroof down on his Nissan Armada and the
sun was warm on Jordyns face. After breakfast, they went to her apartment to gather what they could
of her things. He saw the devastation of what was left of her apartment and she saw his body
reverberate with rage. She couldnt hold back the tears when she saw what they had done with her
babys nursery she had been trying to fix up. The crib, drawers, changing table and everything shed
bought were thrift store items, but shed restored them with love and care. Now it was all destroyed
and decimated, even the baby clothes were ripped to shreds and tossed aside.
Well start over at my place. Zack pulled her into his arms. Shh, baby, shell have her nursery
again.
I saved and bought this stuff by bits and pieces. Jordyn sniffed. It was all I could afford, but I
made sure shed have whatever she needed.
You did a wonderful job, sweetheart. Ugly people did this and trust me, when I find them, they
will answer for it, Zack promised.
Zack, I dont want you getting hurt over these things, she said.
Thats only part of it. This is twice Ive seen you cry because of this woman and her actions.
Whoever her minions are, whoever she sent, will answer for your tears and the fear youve felt, he
said.
They packed up her clothes and what she could salvage from the nursery before leaving and
going to the management office of the complex. Because of the break-in and the extent of the
damage, plus the neighborhood, they were more than willing to let her out of her lease, especially
with Zack there in his uniform looking serious as ever and asking all sorts of questions about their
security.
From there, they went on to the Oahu courthouse and got their marriage license and then
headed towards Pearl Harbor. This was the first time she was on the base and Zack took the scenic
route. They passed the USS Arizona and the bold, massive statement of survival from that
devastating day. December seventh would mark another anniversary of the attack and Zack would
be a part of the ceremony. Shed seen firsthand the tribute for all those fallen seamen on that fateful
day and one of the men in the tribute would be her husband.
Oh, my God. Im going to be married to a Navy SEAL, she thought. She was expecting to feel
terror and dread, but none came, only excitement. Especially when he kissed her hand and looked at
her with desire, possession and affection in his eyes. Could I be in love already? Jordyn wondered
to herself. She had seen how he looked at her for months when he came in to get his coffee every
morning. She even shared a few flirtatious glances herself. Her co-workers always commented that
the commander didnt come in for the coffee, but for her. She had slipped him a scone or a few
cookies with his coffee more than once in the mornings. It was all part of the mating game it seemed
because she now found herself beside the man who carried two simple Celtic rings in his pocket
and heading to his Admirals office.
His superior officer had agreed wholeheartedly to perform the ceremony and didnt raise an
eyebrow when he saw her pregnant belly. Jordyn assumed that hed seen more than a few
impromptu weddings. Shed chosen to wear a simple maternity sundress and soft sandals. They
were comfortable and cool since the bigger she got she tended to overheat. The simple ceremony
was over quickly and in less than twenty minutes she was Mrs. Zack Hennessey. While she felt
flustered, Zack looked cool as a cucumber and kissed the ring that was now on her finger. Jordyn felt
the tiny flutter of excitement in her belly.
One more stop before we head back and you can put your feet up, Zack said.
Two more, actually. Weve got to grocery shop for Thanksgiving, Jordyn said. Do you have a
tree you set up for Christmas?
He shook his head. Honey, most of the time when Christmas came around we were
entrenched somewhere not so nice. I dont usually celebrate Christmas. It has always just been
another day for me.
Its the one time of the year when the whole world seems caring and happy, Jordyn said. I
grew up as a ward of New York State. It seemed Christmas was the only holiday when they seemed
to give a damn about us. I celebrate Christmas each year even if Im alone.
Zack helped her into the car. Then well celebrate. Nothing is too good for my wife.
She laughed. Can you actually believe we went through with this?
Yes and Id do it again. Hell, I should have asked you out months ago and wed be an old
married couple by now, he teased. I may have even been able to give you a proper wedding night.
And why cant you now? she asked brazenly and then bit her lip and inwardly winced. Geez,
way to put the horny out there, Jordyn.
Youre so far along I wouldnt want to hurt you or the baby. Zack cleared his throat. Id be
gentle. Im not saying Im a randy goat or anything, and my last relationship was a year and a half
ago. Plus, we get tested every few months and Im good to go.
Jordyn fanned the heat from her cheeks, hoping that her blush wasnt noticeable. Um, heres
the thing. Women can havesex up to the time of birth. Not that Im expecting that youd want to
sleep with me; Im like Shamu-sized by now. But Ive not slept with anyone since I got pregnant. Plus,
all my tests have come back clean as well. She covered her face wither hands. Oh, God, just forget
I said anything and if you pass a manhole just drop me in it.
Zack chuckled. Weve both put our foot in our mouths. Basically, were attracted to each other
and all systems are go. If it happens, it happens, sweetheart. Lets just leave it at that for now.
Okay, she agreed.
Were here. This is the military police. Now were married and were going to get help and have
them intercede with island law enforcement, he explained as they pulled in front of another building
on base.
He helped her out of his Armada and held her hand as they went inside. They sat down with the
military police in charge and she told her story. The man behind the desk listened to them with a look
of sympathy on his face and took notes on his computer while she answered questions. She gave
them as much information as she could, including Sergeis last name and what she knew of his
mother. By the time they left, Jordyn felt more at ease. The police would be coming by Zacks house
in the next few days for a formal statement.
Afterwards, they had lunch at the base commissary and Thanksgiving dinner shopping went
quickly. She had to admit that by the time she got back in the SUV she was exhausted and actually
dozed off in the passenger seat.
Wake up, sweetheart, were home. He nudged her gently.
Her eyes fluttered open and she looked around and saw that they were parked in his driveway.
Oh, Im sorry. I dropped off.
Honey, if you were tired you shouldve said. We could have come home hours ago, Zack said
softly.
No, I had fun. Honestly, I did. She took his hand. Beats what I used to do. I would work and
then go straight home and hide because I figured I was being watched. I live in Oahu and Ive only
been to the beach once.
Well, we are going to fix that, Zack said. Youre going to rest for a bit and then were taking a
sunset stroll on the beach and maybe take a dip in the water. I read it relieves pregnancy pains if
youre buoyant in water.
As good as that sounds, I cant swim, Jordyn admitted.
He pulled her close and kissed her nose. Dont worry. I wont ever let anything happen to you.
She felt her heart jump at his words. Christmas on an island will be different. I mean, no snow
and no lights. Im accustomed to the big lit up trees and houses in New York.
Oh, honey, there will be lights, just wait and see, and then theres something special I have
planned already, Zack said.
You barely remembered Thanksgiving and you dont really celebrate the holidays, she teased.
How could you have something planned already?
He tapped his temple. This machine right here works fast.
Okay, Robo-SEAL. She laughed and looked over as she heard talking. The sight that greeted
her made her mouth drop open. Um, Zack, your neighbor is sitting in the middle of a pineapple
grove reading out loud.
Zack sighed. Yeah, thats Mrs. Pond. She is as fruity as a Christmas fruitcake. She reads to
her pineapples. Jordyn laughed and he shushed her. Shh, if she hears you shell want to talk Oh,
too late.
The older lady waved and put down her book and came through the pineapple grove to Zacks
driveway. Hey, soldier, who is this beautiful and very pregnant woman?
Mrs. Pond, nice to see you. This is my wife, Jordyn Royale, now Hennessey, Zack introduced
her.
Wife and new baby. Zachary, what have you been hiding from me? Mrs. Pond laughed. Nice
to meet you, new Mrs. Hennessey and by the looks of it youll be having this baby in the next few
weeks.
New Years, Jordyn said. Nice to meet you as well.
Oh, honey, Im a retired nurse. You are probably going to have that little one before then, he or
she is riding low, Mrs. Pond supplied. When is your next appointment?
She, and its December first. We will be doing the four-dimension sonogram, Jordyn said with
a smile. A picture of her face for my baby book.
You make sure to bring it by and show me. Well have a cup of mint pineapple tea and some
sugar cookies. Mrs. Pond smiled. Maybe now this one wont be a Grinch and hell decorate his
house for the holidays.
Ill ask him nicely, and Ill bring the picture for you to see, Jordyn teased. May I ask why you
read in your pineapple grove? There are better shaded areas to sit and relax.
Oh, honey, Im not relaxing. Im reading to the fruit, Mrs. Pond explained. They like a spicy
romance once in a while. Bye, youngsters, go put her feet up. Mrs. Pond walked back in the
direction of the grove.
Told younutty, Zack muttered and Jordyn elbowed him in the ribs.
Be nice. I like her, she said.
I do too, but its still weird that she reads to fruit, he said and steered her inside. You go rest
and Ill forage for our dinner like a good man should.
I could get used to this, she called as she went down the hall.
I hope you do because I plan to do it a lot, he yelled back to her and she laughed as she went
into the master bedroom.
It was so natural to kick off her shoes and slide into his bed like she was meant to be there all
her life. She rubbed her belly as the baby flip-flopped while she got settled. Shh now, Marianne, let
Mommy sleep for a bit. It seemed she had picked a name and it was completely off the list she had
formed in her head. Sergei had given her the gift of life and in a weird way he sent her on the path
she was on now. The plane ticket gave her the opportunity to meet Zack and now he was going to be
Mariannes daddy and somehow she knew Sergei would be happy for them and that they were
protected. She fell asleep with her arms curved around her belly and a smile of contentment on her
face.

* * * *

The sun setting over the crystal blue water of the sea was breathtaking. The orange glow
danced across the rippling, lazy waves. The color blended with the gray-green foam and the water
droplets that looked like diamonds surged towards the soft sand. Her feet sank into the sand that
was still warm from the sun of the day and the water ran across her feet. Zack held her hand and they
talked in soft tones while they strolled. Hed given her a pair of his PT shorts and a tank shirt to wear
in the water since she didnt have a bathing suit. Jordyn thought she looked ridiculous in the clothes
that were too big even though she was pregnant. But when Zack kissed her until her toes tingled and
told her she was perfect, she no longer minded how she thought she might look. How could one man
be so perfect? He was gentle, kind, passionate and lit a fire in her she thought never existed.
She had loved Sergei, but he never made her feel the way Zach did. Maybe it was working
towards that, maybe she didnt know him long enough. She would never know. She recalled wishing
for a prince charming when she was growing up, hoping for someone to whisk her away and save
her from a life where she felt unwanted, a life in foster care.
In high school she figured out really quickly that guys saw girls like her who lived in a government
home as a trick, a quick lay but not much more. Theyd whisper sweet words but then take the good
girls to the prom and on dates. The foster home girls were the ones they tried to have sex with in the
park. It happened to her once but never happened again, but when youre eighteen and foster care
turns you out on the streets, you find a place to keep warm even if it means sleeping on the couch of
some stranger. Finding work was hard, saving up money was even harder just to try to get your own
place and maybe go to community college. While on their walk on the beach, while digging their toes
in the soft sand, she revealed it all to Zack and he did the same. They formed an even closer bond
by sharing what they had gone through growing up. He had two homes now and fancy things, yet he
had just as screwed up a childhood as she did.
Jordyn steered the topic of conversation to a lighter one. Whats your favorite color?
Mint green, he answered.
She laughed. Mint green? Thats very specific.
Its not as dark as hunter green and not a milky weird pastel, Zack explained. Whats yours?
Rich dark red, think velvet royal drapes the color of deep red wine, Jordyn said. I saw the
movie Anna and the King and fell in love with all those rich red tapestries. For a long time, I wanted
to move to China and become an English teacher.
Lucky for me that didnt happen. Id have hated to have roamed the world looking for you, Zack
said.
She laughed. You wouldnt have known me, she pointed out.
But my heart wouldve felt a piece of it was missing and I would have searched until I saw your
eyes, then I would have known instantly you were the one. Zack wrapped his hand around her
shoulders and kissed her temple.
Jordyn sighed. You say the nicest things.
I just tell the truth, Zack said. Okay, lets swim before the sun goes down any further.
I dont know if this is a good idea, she said hesitantly.
Ill hold on to you tight, I promise. Trust me, he said.
The thing was that she did trust him and Jordyn followed him into the water and, true to his word,
Zack held on tight. With her back to his chest, he put his hands under her arms and braced her
easily while she lifted her feet. He helped her to float and all the while his hands were at her back. An
hour later, they got out of the water and he wrapped her in a thick, warm towel and put one around
himself. Jordyn had to admit he was right. The tension in her back from the pregnancy had eased
quite a bit.
They walked the few blocks back and were coming up the sidewalk talking when they noticed a
car in the driveway. A black sedan with tinted windows. Fear instantly clutched at her chest. Zack
slowed his steps and stuck her securely behind him.
Stay close to me, and if anything happens head up through the grove to Mrs. Ponds, then call
the police as well as the MPs on base. I programmed the number into your phone, he said in a low
voice.
Zack, I cant leave you here! she whispered urgently.
Do as I say, Jordyn. I can take care of myself, but I cant if Im worrying about you. His voice
was harsh even though he kept his voice low. He looked down at her for a moment and those ice
blue eyes were deadly.
Two men and a woman got out of the car. Jordyn recognized Sergeis mother instantly. Zack
moved toward them, but instructed Jordyn quietly to stay far enough away and facing in the direction
of Mrs. Ponds pineapple grove.
This is private property. Ill ask you to leave now, Zack said.
The woman smiled before speaking in a heavy accent. Im sorry for the intrusion, but this is my
daughter in law and she is carrying my grandchild. Weve been very worried about her.
I was never married to Sergei and is trashing my apartment how you show worry? Jordyn said.
Oh, my goodness, your apartment was broken into? Oh, my dear, you should have come to
me, Sergeis mother said. You and my grandchild are my
First off, cut the crap, Zack interjected harshly. Lets get things straight. This is my wife, and
the baby she is carrying is mine. You have no claim on her, only the thought that the child may be your
sons. No court is going to hold that up. Secondly, youre a dime bag mobster and, trust me, the cops
and I know your name and the games you play.
Really? Then you know the damage I can do. Hawaii is an island with few resources to stop
me, Sergeis mother said. Her voice was now cold. If you want her, keep her. She means nothing to
me, but I will have my grandchild.
You think Hawaii has few resources, huh, that it is just full of little islanders? Zack smiled
slowly, deadly. Let me enlighten you. Im not just some scared little immigrant you can terrorize. Im
Commander Zack Hennessey, United States Navy and a SEAL. What that means is that when I step
into my house Ill be calling military personnel and telling them of your little visit. They will in turn
contact the Oahu special task force and then New York and then the ICE authorities.
The older woman opened her mouth to speak and Zack cut her off. Shut up!
The two men stepped forward and he snarled. Try it and see how hard I put you down. The thing
about Navy SEAL training is that Im trained for various types of warfare and, trust me, I have no
problem crushing your skull into my driveway. I wont hesitate for a second defending my wife from
scum like you.
Jordyn looked up at Zack and his face was set like it was sculpted from stone. It was amazing
that just a little while ago he was being so gentle with her, because right now the man that stood with
his arm protectively blocking her was as dangerous as they come.
Youd keep me from my grandchild? What kind of man are you? she screeched.
Youre as much a grandmother as Hitler was a nice guy, Zack snapped. You live a life
steeping fear into other people for your gain. Instead of grieving and moving on, you threaten a
pregnant woman and imply ripping the childher childfrom her womb. Im going to tell you this,
you may be stupid enough to come back or send your goons, but you will fail.
Zack stepped closer, not caring about her two bodyguards. His hands were clenched against
his side, but he raised a finger to point at them. My promise to you is this, if you ever come back
here, if Jordyn so much as falls and scratches her knee, if our child catches a cold and I feel its your
fault, Im coming for you.
You dont want to be on my scope because Im trained not to be seen. Ill find you, Ill find your
family's family and the family of that family and every extended person you have ever helped, gave
money to or sat down to dinner with. I will inflict so much suffering on your house youll reel from it.
Zack turned his gaze to each of her bodyguards. Starting with you two. I have the means to find and
crumble your little organization, so think on that as you get the fuck off my property.
Sergeis mother looked at him for the longest time, as if she was trying to gauge how serious he
was. Jordyn noticed that Zack never blinked, his face never changed and his body stance never
wavered. Whatever she saw in his eyes mustve terrified the older woman because she visibly
swallowed and when she fixed the scarf thrown over her shoulder, her hands shook.
This may not be over, she said and stuck her nose in the air as she turned back to the car.
I think it is. Go home, Brighton Beach Dame, and know that youre now on the radar of both
military and government agencies. Zack smiled coldly. And even worse, theres me.
She flicked her hands at her bodyguards and they hustled to get her back into the sedan. Zack
watched them head down his driveway before his stance changed and his body visibly relaxed.
Are you okay? he asked.
Jordyn nodded. What if they come back?
Zack took her hand and they continued up to his house. She wont be coming back. Man or
woman, Ive dealt with people like that and the ones to worry about keep my gaze. She told on
herself, she looked away, shes thinking on the possibility of losing everything she has and the
people who could testify against her. Shell go home and try to shore up her defenses and feel
secure.
But she isnt going to be able to do that, is she? Jordyn prodded. I feel so sorry for the people
she has under her thumb in New York.
Hell no, Im not letting her go back to being a terror in New York or anywhere else. Her
organization will fall. The cops and other law enforcement will start building a case against her.
Surveillance insider people who are brave enough will talk. Trust me, well be seeing her on the news
in handcuffs before the end of next year.
God, thats good. Sergei said she was a really bad woman. If her son was afraid of her,
imagine everyone else, Jordyn said.
You dont have to worry anymore, sweetheart. You and I, were going to be just fine, I swear it.
Zack pulled her into his arms and looked down at her. Do you believe me?
More than anything in the world. Jordyn smiled. Im glad you walked into the coffee shop,
Zack.
Wanna know a secret?
Jordyn nodded.
I never went to the Java Hut before. I usually got my coffee on base, but that morning I was
running late and just stopped in for a quick fix. Zack grinned. But when I met you, I forgot about
Starbucks and stopped in to see you every day.
Then Im glad you cheated on Starbucks with the Java Hut, she teased. Youre a coffee floozy.

To be with you, Id be anything, he said. Now, lets get showered and have some ice cream.
Zack, promise me this will work out. Ive had so many tarnished princes that I dont think I could
deal with another. Jordyn sighed as he unlocked the door and walked her down the hall. Maybe its
me. Maybe I just ruin it all by myself.
Dont you say that, sweetheart. I can promise you Im spending forever with you in my heart,
Zack said. Im a man of my word and as a SEAL I promise on my honor.
Thats good enough for me, she whispered and impulsively stood on her tiptoes to kiss him.
He took her kiss deeper until they were both breathing heavy.
Go take a shower, baby. If I keep kissing you like that I may not be able to stop myself from
taking you, he growled. Without waiting for an answer he left her at the master bedroom door and
went into a bathroom down the hall.
Dont hold back on my account, she whispered and smiled as arousal made her sex throb.
Shed ask some questions at her doctors appointment to make sure intercourse was safe for
her. She wanted to be his wife in every sense of the word.
Chapter Four

Thanksgiving dinner was served outside on his patio. It was just him and Jordyn since neither of
them had family to invite. She was raised without any and he had a mother he cared not to
remember. But it was just as special as if they had a house full of guests. They made a meal of
turkey, dressing, and green bean casserole together and she baked two pumpkin pies from scratch.
The breeze was cool and soft off the sea while they ate. Later, in the evening, they sat in his gazebo
under the stars eating pie with whip cream. They were happy, but he couldnt help his wandering
thoughts. Her skin gleamed in the moonlight and he wondered how her naked skin would feel
against his or what making love to her would be like. He wanted his wife in the worst way.
You know, we still have to turn the bedroom across the hall into a nursery, Zack said.
I dont do Black Friday shopping no matter if Im in the city or on an island, Jordyn said. The
crowds are insane.
Zack chuckled. Ive been to war a few times and even Im scared of Black Friday shoppers.
How about after your doctors appointment on the first?
Um, we can get a few things. I get my latest check from the Java Hut that same day and I have
some savings, Jordyn said. I havent worked there long enough for maternity leave, but we can get
a crib and stuff.
Oh, this woman. Zack gave an inward sigh. Jordyn, honey, were married now. This house is
yours as well as mine and I can buy things for her as well.
I cant ask you to do that
Jordyn, I didnt marry you for shits and giggles. I want to be a husband to you and a father to the
baby. Speaking of which, you said you picked a name a few days ago and didnt share with the
class. Honey, I know youve been alone and you have been accustomed to holding it downJordyn
the warrior princess who takes care of it all on her ownbut Im here now. Lean on me, depend on
me, use my back account. Ask me to get up at three a.m. to feed the baby. I want her to call me
Daddy but that wont happen unless you see me as your husband and her father.
Her name is Marianne, Jordyn said. Marianne Celesta Hennessey, and you will be her father
in every sense of the word. But youre right, I keeping slipping back to thinking like Im still alone. But
it doesnt mean that I dont think about you every day and realize that Im the luckiest woman to be
married to you. So, yes, lets go shopping and I wont try to rein you in from spoiling our girl.
She couldnt have made him happier than when she spoke those words. Our girl . The words I
love you hadnt been spoken yet, but he would wait until she was ready. God knew that from the first
time he set eyes on her he loved her. Zack never took anything for granted; his life and his military
career taught him that. He loved her with every fiber of his being and hed love Marianne too. He
took her hand and kissed it gently before resting his head on her belly and feeling the soft kick in
response.
Hey, little girl, Daddys gonna buy you a mockingbird, he crooned. And diamonds and a
BMW. Then, when you grow up, a taser for stupid boys with cooties.
Jordyn laughed. Hey, how about we let her believe in prince charming for a long time, a man
like you?
Zack looked up and grinned. Okay, then the taser is for me when they come calling at our door.
Come here, goofball.
Jordyn opened her arms and this time it was him who snuggled against her happily. The baby
nestled snuggly in her womb, pushing against her stomach until they both laughed while they
watched. He loved being her husband, having this feeling of family so near to him. This felt perfect
and he was going to cherish the feeling forever.

* * * *

Lets get you checked out, Jordyn.
The days ran quickly by and before she knew it, it was her usual prenatal appointment. Dr. Patel
was the nicest obstetrician shed ever met. Heck, the nicest doctor in the world as far as she was
concerned. Her first appointment in New York was with a family health clinic that was understaffed
and overbooked. The nurses were snippy and the doctors were indifferent and acted like their office
was just a conveyor belt of women coming and going. They didnt answer questions fully and acted
impatient when she told them the prenatal vitamins they had given her made her ill. Basically, they
said if she wanted a sick, underweight baby shed stop taking them and if she wanted a healthy
baby shed suck it up.
It was a complete surprise when she met Dr. Patel for the first time. He made sure his office
worked out a payment plan with her. They helped her fill out the paperwork for the hospital so she
could have her bill reduced. Each question was answered and they made her feel at ease. Even
now, lying down with her feet spread apart in sterile stirrups while he checked her cervix, she felt at
ease.
Youre not dilated and there is no thinning of your cervix yet, Dr. Patel said.
It feels like shes ready to just slip out of there. Jordyn sighed as Dr. Patel snapped off his
gloves and then helped her to sit up.
At this stage, you could thin out and efface in days, Dr. Patel said with humor in his voice.
January fifth will be here in no time. Do you want to bring that strapping soldier in here to see the
baby?
Hes not the father, she said and bit her lip. I dont know why I just said that. Maybe I feel like
everyone is looking at me for marrying a man while carrying another mans child. Geez, Im sorry, Dr.
Patel, you are probably wondering what the heck is this girl talking about.
He chuckled. Pregnancy is an emotional time and who else can you talk to if not your doctor?
But Ill tell you this, Jordyn, Im from a county where poverty is more prevalent than any other part of
the world and children are orphans in the blink of an eye. They raise each other in the slums and
claw their way to survival. Let me tell you that if you have a man who is going to be a good father to
this little one, then it doesnt matter who was there at her conception, only who is there now. He
patted her hand when she started to sniff. Okay, lets dry those tears and get your guy in here to see
this baby.
Jordyn put her hand on his to stop him. One more thing, Dr. Patel. Um, if we wanted to, um, you
know, beintimate, would that affect the baby?
It may actually help get your cervix thinning out, he said. Youve not been sexually active in this
pregnancy, but my concern would be his sexual activity.

Hes not been in a serious relationship in almost two years and his last physical and tests were
two months ago and he had a clean bill of health, Jordyn supplied the information. If you feel I
shouldnt or shed be in danger then that means an instant no for me.
Im not saying that in the least. Everything sounds good and if you trust him, then the decision is
yours. Dr. Patel draped her lower body with a warm sheet. No wild romps or acrobatics, of course.
Lets wait until shes officially in the world for that.
Jordyn smiled and felt her cheeks get warm. Dont worry, Dr. Patel. I dont think this body can
do any of that right now.
He opened the door to the exam room and ushered Zack inside. He had to go to base that
morning before the appointment so he was in a blue navy digical working uniform. She had kissed
him goodbye that morning and watched him get into his Armada thinking how sexy he looked. He
had explained that for her security someone would be watching the house. A police car was at the
end of his driveway when he left and when he came home it pulled away. Zack took her hand as he
sat down beside her and Dr. Patel dimmed the light before walking over to the sonogram machine.
Surprisingly, the gel was warm when he squeezed it onto her belly and soon they were looking at
pictures of the little girl nestled in her womb.
Her heart sounds great and its one hundred and sixty beats per minute, Dr. Patel said.
Isnt that high? Zack asked worriedly.
No, a babys heart beat is supposed to be that way. If it goes down quickly or goes beneath a
hundred in labor then we know the baby is in distress, Dr. Patel explained.
Okay. He pulled out his phone and took the stylus from the bottom.
What are you doing? Jordyn asked.
Taking notes.
Dr. Patel laughed and shook his head. Now, heres the good parta four-dimensional image
of your baby.
Jordyn gasped and her heart simply melted. Unlike the grainy image of the usual ultrasound, the
image was smooth and she could see Marianne's chubby cheeks and little mouth. Zack gave a soft
laugh of amazement and squeezed Jordyns hand. Her little finger moved and she yawned before
popping the finger in her mouth. That made both her and Zack laugh and she wiped tears of
happiness from her cheeks.
I hope you caught that image, Doc, Zack said. His voice was husky with emotion.
I surely did, Dr. Patel replied.
Look at her, sweetheart. Shes gorgeous, Zack said and kissed her hand.
Shes amazing, Jordyn whispered in awe. This was her girl, her baby. She would never feel
alone in the world or unloved. By the time they left the office, they had a handful of pictures and Zack
had one tucked into his wallet to show off to his team. Just seeing the baby made them both feel
closer and connected. They walked out holding hands and Jordyn felt like she was beaming from ear
to ear and floating on air.
So now we hit the mall, and I have a surprise, Zack said. Well, twoone today and one
tomorrow night when we get home.
What do you mean when we get home? Were not going home tonight? she asked. What are
you up to, Commander Hennessey?
Were going to Honolulu for shopping, dinner and then staying for the Thanksgiving luau. Zack
kissed her as he helped her into the Armada. Tomorrows surprise will be seen when we get home.
He got in beside her and she tapped her hand on the window. Lets go, Commander. Im all
excited now.
He laughed as he pulled away. Jordyn hummed along to the Christmas music playing on the
radio as they drove and talked about Marianne showing off for the Sonogram pictures. The sun was
shining and the water off the sea was a sparkling sapphire. By now, it would be as cold as heck in
New York and she would have been bundled up in double or triple layers of clothes. Here, she was
wearing a white cotton maternity top and Capri pants. I could definitely get used to this. Somehow,
this was turning out to the best holiday season of her life.

* * * *
The drumbeat made her heart beat faster. What was it about the ancient rhythm that made
excitement build in your chest and made you watch with fascination for something to happen? The
sound of the conch shell made her jump and she giggled as the Samoan master called the dancers
out between the lighted torches. The ambience of the event was amazing. There were lush flowers in
shades of reds, yellows and whites against dark green palm fronds. The island version of Christmas
was in every flowered lei around the necks of dancers and the audience. White string lights were
strung in the trees. The music in the background was Christmas songs blended with the traditional
Hawaiian island music. Everyone quieted as the warriors took the floor.
The dancers used flames and daring moves to entice the audience while Zack and Jordyn fed
each other bits of roasted meats and rice and fruit. Their day of shopping was fun and the furniture
they had picked out for the babys room was scheduled to be delivered in the next few days. The rest
of the things like clothes and diapers were packed in the back of his Nissan Armada. She took a sip
of her virgin pia colada and sighed happily. It was a perfect night. The stars blanketed the sky, the
air was cool but not cold, the music was upbeat and fun and she had an amazing man by her side.
They were sitting in a low-to-the-ground lounge chair that was big enough for the both of them to
share. Zack had planned everything down to the last detail because the plush pillows at her back
kept her upright but comfortable as she moved her bare feet to the music.
Jordyn was enraptured by the sensual moves of the women dancers and sighed. I wish I could
get up there and dance with them. I love to dance.
Why dont you? They usually do get people from the audience to join in, Zack said. He bit into
a piece of kiwi and fed her the other piece.
Jordyn licked the juice from her lips. Look at them and all the other women here and then look
at me. Im as big as a house.
You look gorgeous and sexy as hell to me, Zack said. He waved his hand over to one of the
dancers.
Zack, what are you doing? She gasped.
Getting my beautiful wife up to dance. Do you know that Hawaiian culture reveres pregnant
women and fertility? He kissed her as two dancers came over with friendly smiles. Go dance, my
darling.
The dancers helped her up carefully from the lounge chair and put a white flowered lei around
her neck before escorting her to the stage with them. As people in the audience began clapping, she
watched the dancers carefully and imitated their movements. Soon, with all the other members of the
audience who were chosen to come on stage, she was dancing and enjoying just being up and
moving. The moves actually loosened the tight muscles of her back and hips. Zack was on his feet
clapping and whistling when they were done and she came over to their lounge seat and was
embraced in his warm arms.
You were amazing, he said huskily.
Your wife is beautiful and this is for her and the new life you are bringing into the world. The
host came over to them and gave them the conch shell he blew earlier. So the child will always know
his or her way home to the island by the sea.
Jordyn was so moved that she burst into tears. Thank you, she managed to say between her
sobs. They watched the rest of the show before strolling hand in hand to the room that Zack had
surprised her with. When they got into the suite, Zack threw the balcony doors open to the fresh, salty
breeze that ruffled the soft, white lacey curtain. When he turned, Jordyn was standing behind him and
she wrapped her arms around his thick waist and laid her head against his chest.
I love you, she whispered.
What? he said and lifted her face to his with a finger under her chin.
Zack Hennessey, I love you. I married you not because I needed your protection; we couldve
figured something out, she said, but because in my heart I could see myself spending the rest of
my life with you. So I love you, Commander.
He smiled ear to ear. Ive been waiting for that, waiting until I could say it without thinking I would
scare you. Damn, baby, I love you more than any man could love a woman.
He kissed her long and deep and Jordyn relaxed into his kiss until she felt the wetness of desire
pool between her legs. She moaned into his mouth as his tongue slipped between her lips to taste
her deeper.
I want you, he said when he lifted his head.
Dr. Patel said that its okay, just no tricks, she said in a husky, teasing voice.
He lifted her easily into his arms as if she weighed nothing even though she was pregnant and
she felt like a very heavy, fine piece of porcelain in his arms. He was kissing her along her jaw and
neck when he placed her on the bed and leaned over to unbutton the tiny pearl buttons on the front of
her shirt.
Im going to make love to you nice and slow like you deserve, he said as he helped her shrug
out of her top and unhook her bra.
His words alone made her tremble and she gasped when his finger flicked across her
engorged nipple after he took off her bra and let it fall to the floor. Her body had changed, her
breasts were much fuller. Zack groaned as if an ache was relieved when he filled his hands with the
smooth chocolate globes. He finished undressing her, placing kisses in different areas. Zack stood
and took off his own clothes until he was very naked and his cock stood erect. Her breath caught as
he turned off the light and the moonlight bathed him. He was magnificent with smooth and defined
muscles. She wondered how she ever became so lucky to be the woman he loved. He came over to
the bed and lay down beside her. For minutes they just stared at each other.
Youre beautiful, he said simply and put his hand on her naked belly. Thank you for this gift.
You and Marianne have filled something in me that was empty for so long.
Thank you for being my hero, for showing me that I dont have to be alone, she whispered. I
do love you.
Were going to be parents, he chuckled. I never thought Id get to say those words.
Jordyn laughed softly. Say that at three a.m. when she needs a bottle and a diaper change.
Ill sign up for that duty right now, he said firmly.
Now thats love, she teased and rested her hand on his cheek.
Zack kissed her so gently that tears pricked behind her eyes. Jordyn made a soft sound as the
kiss deepened with passion. She clung to his thick biceps as his tongue penetrated her mouth
hungrily and he rose up on his elbows to take more from the kiss. I cherish you, I cherish you so
much, Zack repeated the words reverently between kisses. He cupped her sex and she lifted her
hips to the heat of his hand. She felt his finger slip between the lips of her pussy and she shuddered
in his arms.
Im dying to be inside you, he groaned against her breast. Its torture.
Then do it, she whispered.
Not yet, darling. Ive waited for this too long to rush it like some randy teen, Zack said in a
voice husky with desire.
He cupped her breasts and licked at each nipple. After sucking the tip of one into his mouth he
made a sound of surprise and looked up at her. I tasted something.
I think thats pre-milk or something. Maybe my body thought it was the baby suckling. The
books said Ill start making it during this time of the pregnancy. It felt really good, Jordyn said,
embarrassed.
That is seriously hot, he said and went back to his task.
Zacks hot mouth closed over her sensitive nipple and she gasped before crying out. He
moaned in response and his hips moved reflexively. His cock poked at her belly and she took hold
of it and stroked the head of it which was wet with pre-come. He was primed and ready to take her.
Having his mouth on her body felt so good she felt her pussy clench in want and dampness pooled
between her thighs. He kissed his way down her body and when he got to the apex of her thighs,
Jordyn stopped him.
I dont know if you should do that, she said nervously.
Honey, you are so not stopping me from tasting you. Zack chuckled. Relax and give into it. Let
me show you and give you the pleasure you deserve.
Jordyn tried not to be tense as he kissed each of her thighs in turn. She still struggled with how
she might look to him. What if the pregnancy made her unappealing? She felt his lips against her
core and the expert movement of his tongue. She whimpered as he sucked deeply on her clit and
then moaned as he circled the entrance of her core with his tongue. She felt him penetrate her with
one digit and move it slowly in and out of her, building the pleasure.
Oh, please, Zack, please, she whimpered.
What do you want, sweet Jordyn? Tell me, he said roughly.
You. I want you, she whispered.
You can have me. Zack moved from between her legs and lay close to her.
He kissed her once more and she felt several of his fingers probe and enter her again. Each
time, he took his fingers deeper and he found that spot that made her cry out.
Yes, baby, come for me, his voice was guttural. Let yourself go.
He kept his own pace, not changing it, but being gentle yet firm with his touch and her hips rose
to meet the movement of his hand. Jordyn finally crested with a cry and he prolonged it by rubbing
the ball of his palm against her clit. Her breath came in slow pants and he sucked at her nipples
while she came down from her sexual high.
You come so good, he said gruffly.
Please take me, she said breathlessly.
They turned on their sides until her back was spooned against his hard chest. She felt the tip of
his cock at the entrance of her sex. He took her slowly, his hot breath against the back of her neck.
Zack cupped her breasts, fondling the nipples and massaging the heavy globes as they made love.
Oh, Zack, I feel like Im being bathed in heat, she said and he thrust deeper into her wet sex.
Baby, I may die right here from all the pleasure youre making me feel. He nipped at the soft
skin of her neck. Im going to come.
Come with me, she pleaded. She reached behind her and dug her fingers into the hard
muscles of his thighs.
Oh, God, if he can make me feel like this while Im pregnant She lost the thought as he
picked up speed. Zack said her name achingly and she could hear the pleasure in his voice. Jordyn
closed her eyes and let her orgasm wash over her with a soft cry. Zack followed with a harsh cry of
her name. They were so connected, she didnt know how that moment in time with him could get any
more perfect.
I think that I should cut the Java Hut a check, he said behind her.
Why? Jordyn sighed when Zack kissed her shoulder. She had no problem with him kissing any
part of her body like that for the rest of their lives.
Because, honey, it was their coffee that brought me to you and this point right now. He rolled
out of bed and went to the bathroom and came back and began to clean her up from the remnants
of their love making. I should pay them for a lifetime of coffee.
Youre nuts. Jordyn laughed. And I love you for it.
He got back in bed. Are you cold? Should I find the pajamas I packed for you?
She snuggled close. Youll keep me warm.
It would be my pleasure.
Zack kissed her gently and ran his hands lightly over her shoulders and down her arms until the
constant movement lulled her to sleep. The last thing she heard was him whisper I love you before
sleep claimed her. It was the best feeling in the world after such an amazing night.
Chapter Five

I cant wear a blindfold forever, Zack. What are you up to? she called from the patio.
Just a few more minutes, he called back and then cursed.
Are you okay?
Fine, honey, just dont peek, Zack said and cursed again.
Theyd arrived home after a blissful trip and romantic night away to packages for the nursery
already piled up on the doorstep. Zack proceeded to move the boxes to his home gym until the
nursery was ready for the furniture. Even paint had been delivered and she watched him while he
painted the room pink and after lunch they put up the rainbow borders and unicorn pictures on the
wall. She tried telling him that everything didnt need to be done that day, but he kept working. Now
he had her with a blindfold outside while he was doing God knows what and probably getting hurt in
the process by the sound of his cursing.
Okay, he panted. You can take the blindfold off.
She whipped off the mask and looked around into the darkening evening and saw nothing.
What am I looking at?
He plugged in a cord he held in his hand to the outside electrical outlet. Voila!
Jordyn laughed and clapped her hands as the three palm trees in front of his house lit up with
multicolored Christmas lights. Zack had even managed to hang oversized ornaments somewhat
precariously on the palm fronds.
So this is why you were cursing up a storm, she said. Its beautiful. I love it.
I couldnt get a snow maker in time, so I did this instead, Zack said. I got plenty of scrapes
and scratches up there. Let me tell you, palm trees suck for climbing.
And you did it all for me. Jordyn was moved at the gesture. It meant so much to know hed do
anything, even climbing a palm tree, to make her happy and to see her smile.
Id do that and more for you. He kissed her nose. You know that.
Then let me help you by fixing those boo-boos. Jordyn held out her hand. Help me up so we
can go inside.
Zack pulled her out of her seat and into his arms for a lingering kiss before they went inside. He
brought her the peroxide, cotton balls and nu-skin so she could tend to his wounds. Zack laughed
each time she dabbed him with wound cleaner and blew on it to take away the sting.
There. All done, monkey man. No more climbing trees for you. She pressed a kiss to his lips.
Hey, I still hurt in places, he protested.
Jordyn smiled. Where?
Here. He pointed to his neck and she could see nothing, but she kissed the spot anyway.
And here. He pointed to his chin and she kissed the area.
Dont forget here, Zack said and tapped his lips.
She raised her finger. Uh, I already did that one.
Then do it again, he said softly.
The tingle of arousal ran through her as she leaned forward to kiss him again. He took over the
kiss and Jordyn had no problem giving herself over to him. He could kiss better than any fantasy she
could ever dream up.
Zack, you make me want you each and every time you kiss me, she said on a sigh.
Then you can have me, baby, he replied and sucked on the sensitive skin of her neck.
Can I rip your shirt off? she asked.
Zack gave a sexy chuckle. Its a thin T-shirt. Go ahead. Even better, Ill get it started for you.
He grabbed the collar and gave it a tug and the material gave way beneath his strong grasp. He
called her forward with the crook of his finger and Jordyn took over, ripping it the length of his lean
chest and Zack let it fall away.
Bite me right here, he growled and pointed to his chest. She followed his direction and bit him
lightly before trailing her tongue down his torso just a bit to tease his nipple with her teeth. His breath
hissed out between his teeth. Bedroom, now.
A trail of clothes from the living room to the bedroom was left in their wake and by the time they
were at the door both Zack and Jordyn were naked.
He devoured her lips and penetrated her mouth with his tongue while his hand went straight
between her legs, teasing the most sensitive part of her as they backed into the room. She felt the
edge of the bed hit the back of her knees and knew this was the stopping point and sat down. He
slipped his fingers between the sensitive folds of flesh and rubbed her clit with slow deliberate
movements until her hips moved reflexively. She whimpered into his mouth and he slipped his fingers
deep into her. She spread her legs wider to give him more access.
Oh, yes, make me come. She tore her mouth away from his and threw her head back panting
and moaning his name.
Damn, you feel so good, he muttered.
When she came, she held on to his shoulders and buried her face in his chest. More, he said
harshly. Without hesitation, Zack bent between her legs and she felt his tongue tasting the remnants
of her orgasm. He sucked at her swollen clit and used his fingers to bring her to the height of
passion once more.
Take me, she panted and got on her hands and knees on the bed.
Jordyn felt him run the tip of his cock up and down the swollen lips of her sex before penetrating
her doggy style in one smooth thrust. With his hands at her hips he fucked her slowly with tempered
thrusts. Even in his need he had a care to her condition and kept the pace slow and easy. Need
coiled a tightening band inside her, making her moan and ask for more. Zack reach forward and
gently rolled her hard nipples between his fingers, making the pleasure almost unbearable. Jordyn
felt herself slipping over into the abyss of passion and embraced it fully, crying out as it took her in
warm waves of pure bliss until she was spent.
Jordyn. He said her name almost reverently. Zack moaned and his hips picked up the pace
before she felt his seed fill her. They lay pliant for a long time just basking in the afterglow of their
lovemaking before they took a shower together in his huge shower stall. Jordyn was dressed in light
cotton pajamas and Zack was in sweats when they went back outside to enjoy the lights hed taken
pains to put up for her. With hot chocolate and cookies in hand, they sat on the swing on the patio
and enjoyed the night. A sense of Christmas filled her and she sighed as she leaned back against
him.
Next year Marianne will be here and she can watch as you put the lights up again, she said.
Oh, no, sweetheart, they are staying up there. Well, at least the lights. Ill fish the ornaments
down with the limb cutter, Zack said.
She laughed. I wonder if shell be walking by Christmas next year.
Watching her grow up will be a pleasure, he said. I even bought stuff to baby-proof the
electrical sockets, cupboards and drawers and the sharp corners of the coffee table.
Youre going to be the best daddy ever, she said.
His chest seemed to swell with pride. Do you really think so?
Jordyn tipped her head up and kissed his chin. Yes, I do.
I cant wait to meet her, he said.
Me too.
When Jordyn said the words, the baby moved in her tummy as if to say she couldnt wait to
meet them either. She rubbed the spot and could see the outline of a tiny little foot. Soon thered be
a number three in their family and she could not wait to hold her baby in her arms.

* * * *

The days leading up to Christmas were filled with love and bliss for Jordyn and Zack. They
finished up the nursery and put up the Christmas tree and even hung stockings from the gas-burning
chimney. Each stocking had their name written on it in golden letters. The tree was real and it
smelled of pine and cinnamon sticks and made Jordyn smile each time she inhaled.
Zack really got into the Christmas spirit, playing Christmas music through the sound system and
even decided to make a ham. He was excited as Mariannes birth date was nearing. Jordyn was
now moving slower, her back was aching constantly and Zack had read that using tennis balls to rub
the lower back helped relieve the pressure. At her usual OBGYN visit, Dr. Patel told her she was two
centimeters dilated and fully effaced and her cervix was thinning so the baby could come anytime.
There had been no word from Sergeis mobster mother, but that didnt mean Zack wasnt keeping
his ears to the ground. His contacts told him they left the island a day after their confrontation. And in
New York they had more to contend with, the FBI was sniffing at her door.
He found out a couple days before Christmas that shed been arrested after the agency had
compiled enough evidence. People were coming forward against her. They were no longer willing to
live with her threatening their livelihood. Even her bodyguards and close ties were turning on her; the
Brighton Beach Dames reign was over.
The information the doctor had given them worried Zack since Jordyns Braxton Hicks
contractions were more frequent lately. He hated leaving her to go onto base for the usual operation
briefings. Luckily, they were not scheduled for any away missions and only standard training applied
to their SEAL team. They were in a well-deserved lull. The radio forecasted that for the next several
days a messy weather system would be moving over the islands dumping rain and bringing high
winds that could cause flooding. There would be no problems there since he and Mrs. Ponds house
sat on a hill. Yet he knew that getting to the hospital in bad weather could be difficult so he mapped
out alternative routes just in case.
It was Christmas Eve and the rain was pouring outside, which made the inside that much cozier.
Hed turned on the gas furnace in the chimney and took the chill out of the house and dimmed the
lights so the Christmas tree twinkled and glowed off the presents stacked underneath. For dinner,
hed made ham and mashed potatoes, little rolls and green bean casserole. Hed even made sweet
potatoes with a brown sugar candy coating. When dinner was ready and the table set, he woke
Jordyn but she wasnt hungry and went back to sleep, which worried him.
Zack left her alone knowing he could wake her up later and they could sit in front of the fire and
eat while listening to the rain outside, then at midnight open the few gifts they had gotten for each
other. Zack loved and marveled at the feelings he felt in his chest each time she walked into a room
he was in or he felt the baby move in her belly. Maybe he was a sap, but then he wouldnt give a
damn who thought so. Hed fought in wars, killed people, saved them and watched others die. In his
life, hed seen so much cruelty and tragic twists of fate it could warp any man. From Sudan to
Afghanistan, hed seen it all. Having this woman with him, this amazing beauty, gave him something
to live for. She saved him, saved his heart from shriveling in his chest. Jordyn was it, Marianne was
it, and by God, he would cherish them both.
Zack. Her voice from the hallway brought him out of his thoughts.
Honey, I would have woken you, but I wanted to let you rest. Its eleven now. Zack smiled, but
when she didnt smile in return he went to her. Whats wrong?
My water broke, I think, she said and then moaned and held onto the door frame. Oh, yeah, it
broke. Shes coming.
But New Yearsbut Zack said and took a deep breath. Okay, lets get you in the car and
to the hospital.
She moaned. Oh, I dont think were going to make it to the hospital. I feel so much pressure
down there and I have the urge to push. I think I may have been in labor for a few days.
The book called it back labor, damn it. Damn, I shouldve remembered that! Zack said. He
could hear the panic in his own voice.
Oh, it hurts, she whimpered.
He lifted her up and took her back to the bedroom and laid her on the bed. Its okay, baby, its
okay. Im calling the ambulance and Dr. Patel. Just as he snagged both of their phones off the
bedside table, the lights flickered and went out. Well, this is absolutely great.
Contraction! Jordyn gasped and began to pant. I need to push.
No, dont do that, honey. Breathe, breathe. He imitated the breathing pattern for her to follow
as he dialed nine-one-one on his cell and pressed the speed dial button for Dr. Patel on hers. Hello,
we need an ambulance at seventeen forty-two Grove Lane. My wife is in labor. He switched phones,
putting her phone to his hear. Dr. Patel, yes, Zack Hennessey here. Jordyn is in labor. She said she
feels like pushing. He switched phones again. What do you mean no ambulance can get to us right
now? A bad accident where? His mind was spinning as he tried to listen to both phones at the
same time now, one phone at each ear. You want me to check her what?
Zack, give me Dr. Patel. You deal with emergency services. Jordyn plucked the phone from his
hand. Hello, Dr. Patel. Zack is on the phone trying to get an ambulance out here.
Zack focused on listening to the dispatcher. How long before you can get us an ambulance out
here? Jesus, half an hour may be way too long. I mean, she is ready to push!
His mind reeled. The pleasant thought of being in a nice hospital room, holding her hand while
she was completely numbed and then feeding her ice chips and being an encouraging husband was
flying out the window. Hell, it jumped and took the rope with it, leaving him stranded.
Fine, just hurry out here. My neighbor is a registered nurse. Im going to go get her to help. Just
fucking hurry! Zack snapped. He threw the phone on the bed and looked at Jordyn. Whats he
saying?
He said to check my dilation. Jordyn began to pant again. Here comes another one! Oh,
God!
I need to find a damn flashlight! Zack ran off to the kitchen where he kept the LED lanterns
under the sink all the while cursing the Oahu power company. He was back in minutes and helping
her shimmy out of her undies. Put the phone on speaker so I can talk to the doctor. What does it
mean when you can almost see the top of the head with hair?
It means the baby is coming now. Shes crowning. Dr. Patels voice came through the phone
loud and clear. How long have you been tired and your back aching, Jordyn?
The last two days have been awful, she admitted. Then cast a sorry, tear-filled look at Zack. I
didnt want to worry you.
He was by her side instantly and kissed her. Dont cry, honey. But next time worry me, please
worry me.
Zack, is there anyone you can call to come over and help you, at least until the ambulance
arrives? Dr. Patel said.
My neighbor Mrs. Pond is a retired nurse. Will that do? Zack asked.
She will be fine. Go get her and be quick about it. This child is not waiting, Dr. Patel said.
Okay. He kissed Jordyn. Ill be back in a flash, honey. Keep doing your breathing. I love you.
I love you too. Oh, heres another one. Hurry! She began to pant in earnest and Zack almost
said fuck it to running for Mrs. Pond. But if Jordyn or the baby had problems he wouldnt know what
to do, so with one last look in her direction he was rushing down the hall and out the front door to the
pouring rain outside. His sneakers were soaked and muddy as he ran through Mrs. Ponds
pineapple grove and around the house to her front door. Zack continued banging until the old lady
opened the door and a revolver was pointed at him.
Zack Hennessey, I couldve shot you! she yelled. What the hell are you doing out in this storm?

What the hell do you need a gun for? he shouted in return.

For situations when crazed men come banging on my door, she snapped. Jesus Christ on a
cracker, you almost got capped.
His mouth dropped open. Who talks like that? Really, what have you been watching on TV? Do
you even know how to shoot that thing?
Mr. Pond made sure I was taught. Why are you here? She put a hand on her hips.
Jordyn has been in labor for two days and we didnt know. Her water broke earlier and the baby
is ready to come out. Ambulances are tied up with a highway wreck and cant come right away,
Zack said in a rush. The doc is on the phone, but he says we need you to help or deliver or
whatever. Just come.
Let me get my shoes and my medical kit from my bug-out bag, she said.
Why would you need a bug-out bag? Zack knew exactly what she was talking about. It was an
emergency kit that contained items that one would need in order to survive for days, maybe weeks.
In case of an apocalyptic event, she replied as she finished tying her shoes and then pulled on
a rain poncho. She went to the closet, opened a big red bag and took a smaller black case out
before opening the door and stepping out onto her patio. Damn, the rain has turned the grove into a
muddy mess. My joints only allow me to move slowly in weather like this.
No time for that. Zack swooped her up in his arms and she gave a whoop of delight. Hold on
to your hair and that bag, Mrs. Pond. Well be there in no time.
Damn, boy, buy a girl dinner first before you cart her off, she yelled and laughed over the rain
and the rolling thunder. In Zacks opinion, she was having way too much fun.
He was back across her field and in his driveway in less time than it would have taken for her to
walk it.
That was exhilarating, she gasped. Get cleaned up, grab some fresh towels and cut open
some garbage bags.
Do I need to boil water? Zack asked.
She looked at him and rolled her eyes. For what, boy? Making tea? Just get what I asked.
Mrs. Pond went inside and he kicked his dirty shoes off on the patio before running inside to the
hallway bathroom. He showered the mud off quickly and grabbed some sweats and a T-shirt from
the gym room before running to the kitchen. He cut three garbage bags in half and then grabbed
fresh towels from the shelves over his washer and dryer. He then hightailed it back to the bedroom
where he could hear Mrs. Pond soothing Jordyn and Dr. Patel asking question from the cell phone
speaker.
Doctor, she is past ready to push. This little ones head is completely crowned, Mrs. Pond said
and then turned to Zack. Unless you want to buy a new mattress get those bags over here and then
get up there and support her head.
Zack rushed into the room. How are you doing, baby?
This hurts like a mother fudger, she wailed. I want my epidural!
Oh, honey, just breathe and keep going, Zack consoled as he helped Mrs. Pond drape the
bed with plastic and get it under Jordyn.
You breathe, damn it. Ill tell you what you can do with your breathing
She was ready to snarl at him and Zack kissed her. I love you too, baby.
Dont get hurt feelings, Zack. Its a very emotional time for women in labor, Dr. Patel said from
the phone.
Bullshit to that. It hurts like a mother fudger, boy, and dont you forget it, Mrs. Pond said. Now,
Jordyn, next contraction youre going to push this little girl out.
Tears were streaming down her cheeks. I dont think I can. God, it hurts.
Push through the pain and it will be okay, Mrs. Pond promised.
Jordyn, look at me. Zack waited until her tear-filled brown eyes met his and he wiped the tears
from her cheek. His heart ached for her. He wished he could take away all her pain. But he knew she
had to be the one to do this, she had to be the brave one. You can do this. Were waiting to meet
Marianne, remember? Shes our little girl and we want her here with us. So you do it, baby. Push
hard and lets greet our baby girl.
Oh, here comes one, she muttered and Zack watched her belly tighten.
Bear down now, Jordyn. Do it! Mrs. Pond said firmly.
Zack supported her back as she brought her chin to her chest and pushed. He encouraged her
every step of the way, wiped her face when she had to rest and she pushed again. At exactly one
minute after midnight Marianne came into the world. Zack had watched Jordyn push until she cried
out and the little body slipped from her womb into the world. Mrs. Pond worked quickly to clean out
her mouth and tie her umbilical cord with surgical thread and then wrapped the baby in a towel. She
tapped the little feet until the baby wailed and it was then that Zack felt as if he and Jordyn took a
simultaneous breath. It came out as laughter and tears as the new life wailed her displeasure at
leaving her protective home.
Mrs. Pond did an examination. She looks wonderful, Dr. Patel, healthy and pink and no
breathing problems that I can hear.
Great. Ill get off the phone and get working to get emergency services to your home
immediately. I will meet you all at the hospital, Dr. Patel said. Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas, Jordyn said and Zack repeated the words.
Look at that. You two got the best Christmas present in the world. Each year you get to
celebrate her birth and the holiday, Mrs. Pond said gently and handed Jordyn the baby. Look at this
little one and tell me it wasnt all worth it.
Id do it over again in a heartbeat, Jordyn said and then kissed the babys head. Hey, my
precious little girl. Im your mom and this is your daddy. Merry Christmas, sweet pea. She looked up
at Zack. You take her, my love.
Zack took Marianne with exquisite care and looked down at the little scrunched up face under
soft brown curls that were damp. He felt himself fall in love all over again and this time it was with the
second woman in his life. He fell in love with the child that would call him daddy.
My little princess, welcome to the world, he cooed and traced his finger along her tiny palm.
Zack chuckled when those little fingers grabbed at his own.
Zack, you have that big boat of a vehicle out there. Those damn EMTs will take forever to get
here. You continue to hold the baby and let me help Jordyn get cleaned up some. Then youll take her
to the car and well put down that backseat and well get them there ourselves.
Youre not driving my truck, Zack murmured, still looking down at the baby.
Of course not, thats for you, Mrs. Pond scoffed.
In the end, the ambulance arrived shortly after Mrs. Pond delivered the afterbirth and Jordyn was
cleaned up. They had to make sure shed expelled everything that helped sustain the babys life from
her body. Mrs. Pond rode with Jordyn and the newborn while Zack drove his truck. At the hospital, Dr.
Patel announced that both mother and daughter were perfectly healthy and Jordyn was settled into a
room and by sunrise he was taking Mrs. Pond home. He dropped her off and was going to clean up
the bedroom and grab a few hours of sleep.
On impulse, he grabbed the older woman tight and kissed her on her cheek. Thank you. I dont
know what wed have done without you.
Youd have been a Navy man like my Mr. Pond and delivered that baby yourself, Mrs. Pond
said gently. He was at Pearl Harbor that day when it was attacked. He was fifteen years older than
me when we met, but I didnt care. I loved that man. He got hurt pretty badly and we were never able
to have children. Oh, he tried to push me away and make me leave so I could have a family, but what
kind of family would it have been without the man I love? She smiled up at Zack and sniffed. I got to
see a miracle tonight, so I thank you for that.
I never had the kind of mother I could share this with and Jordyn was alone all her life. We found
each other and now we have a family. We want you to be part of that, Grandma. Zack smiled when
he saw the wise, strong old womans eye fill up with tears and her hands shake as she tried to hide
the fact by fanning her face. Marianne will be a blessed little girl with you in her corner. Just get rid of
the gun, will ya?
Id be honored to be in all your lives, even though you call me the crazy old pineapple lady. Mrs.
Pond laughed while she reached up and patted his cheek. Now get your ass home, clean up, and
head back to your two girls. Ill see them when you get home in a few days.
Merry Christmas, crazy pineapple lady! Zack called out as he jogged down her front steps.
Id shoot you, but I like you too much, she called back. Merry Christmas!
Zack laughed as he went home. He had never been filled with so much happiness as he felt
now. It was Christmas day and he had the best gifts in the world. His two girls were waiting for him at
Oahu hospital. He took the plastic and then the sheets off the bed and trashed some that were
beyond repair and the rest he put in the washing machine. He cleaned up whatever mess the EMTs
left and mopped the floors before stretching himself out across the couch and falling asleep.
Four hours later, he was up, showered and back in his truck heading towards the hospital. In his
hands he carried flowers and a gift and on his head he wore a red Santa hat. The nurses looked at
him, amused, and as he passed he gave them each a flower before he went into Jordyns room.
She was sitting up in bed and she laughed when she saw him. Hey, Santa, youre a bit late. We
already got our gift. Shes in the nursery.
But this is for Mom. Zack leaned over and kissed her. Christmas flowers for the most beautiful
woman in the world and a special surprise I had made.
At least you didnt get scratched up for this surprise or did you? she teased.
Ha ha, funny woman. Open your gift, Zack said as he sat on the edge of the bed.
Zack watched her face as she opened the box and her gasp of delight told him hed made the
right choice. It was a necklace, but that wasnt what made it special. It was the pendant he had
special made of two types of gold. The white gold formed a mother holding a child and the rose gold
was the father holding them both. At the bottom of the pendant were three diamonds.
He took it from her and spoke quietly. I had this made that day we went shopping and I left you
at the pedicure place. I picked it up when you had your doctor appointment.
You said you had to go on base, she said.
I lied, but the look just now on your face made it worthwhile. He fastened the clasp and the
pendant hung between her breasts. Theres room at the bottom to add more diamonds, one for
each child we have.
This is perfect. Zack, its so beautiful. I left your gift under the tree, Jordyn replied.
No, you didnt. Shes in the nursery, he reminded her.
Just as he spoke the door to her room opened and a nurse wheeled in an incubator. Hello,
Mom and Dad Hennessey. Heres little Ms. Marianne ready to be fed.
Zack couldnt help but laugh when he looked into the incubator. His little girl was in a red
stocking and wore a little elf bonnet on her head.
Oh, I have to get a picture of this to show the guys in the team. Zack pulled his phone from his
pocket.
She looks so cute, Jordyn said.
We do it every year for all the Christmas babies. Plus, you get six months free diapers from the
Big K-Mart, the nurse explained.
We are good on diapers. Can you give the gift certificate to one of the less fortunate moms
who had a baby in the last few days? Jordyn asked.
I know the perfect young girl. She is only nineteen and she and her mother could use the help,
the nurse said. Merry Christmas and thank you for your generosity. When you get tired and you want
to rest just press the buzzer and well come take her back to the nursery.
Ill be here for a while, so Ill take care of her while Mom sleeps, Zack said.
The nurse nodded and smiled as she left quietly. He lifted Marianne out in her little stocking and
cradled her in his arms.
Have I told you today how much I love you and how happy you have made me? he asked.
Thats the first time today, but Ill let it slide because you were tired, she teased and Marianne
started to fuss. I love you too, but hand her over because little Miss is hungry.
Zack sat close and watched his daughter nurse at Jordyns breast and they talked. She was his
daughter in every sense of the word. He couldnt have been prouder of the baby or to be called her
father. Later, after they had a hospital Christmas dinner and his wife napped, Zack held the baby and
crooned to her gently. You and your mom are my miracles and, yes, shell tell you Im crazy when I
chase boys away but its because I love you. And no man will ever be worthy of you in my eyes.
Zack kissed her tiny head and inhaled her baby scent. Merry Christmas, sweet pea.
He stood by the window looking out towards the ocean as the sun set on another Christmas.
This was the one that made the mark in his world, the one that set him on the path to love, the path
he always dreamed of walking but never got to until now. The baby cooed in his arms and his heart
melted all over again. Perfect.

The End