over the grass from the nursng home to the whte seats on the !awn and sat down n one of the chars and threw her crutches to the ground "esde her # sat n a char ne$t to her she had on a "!ue s%rt and whte "!ouse her one !eg stuc% out from the end of her s%rt the other %ds &!ayed on the swngs and s!de or wa!%ed around avodng "eng near Anne # wonder f the nuns have &erods' She sad sudden!y # don't %now # sad mght e$&!an ther cra""ness some days she sad # nodded my head unsure of the to&c &erods of what' # as%ed she !oo%ed at me stern!y for a moment you don't %now' # shoo% my head ga(ng at her t's menstruaton n rea! terms she sad none the wser # !oo%ed at her har dar% and a!most shny where she)d "rushed t so much do you %now that' no not heard of t # sad she sghed and !oo%ed at me dee&!y do your &arents te!! you nothng' not a"out menstruaton anyway # sad my o!d to!d me a"out the *!ague of London n +,,- and rats and stuff fuc% the *!ague of +,,- she sad ths s rea! stuff t may come handy one day to %now # dou"ted t "ut sad nothng # !oo%ed "ac% at the nursng home for rescue do you %now anythng a"out the fema!e cyc!e' She sad my frend's sster's cyc!e ddn't have a cross "ar # sad remem"erng .m's sster and the "cyc!e # sometmes rode no no Kd not that %nd of cyc!e her "ody cyc!e # notced as she moved on the char her !eg stum& "ecame vs"!e when a fema!e gets to a certan age her "ody gets &re&ared to &ut an egg n a &!ace n her "ody ready to "e fert!(ed o%' # saw the stum& c!ear!y t !oo%ed !%e the end of a &!um& e!"ow Kd do you hear what # am sayng' Yes # sad good now f the egg doesn't get fert!(ed "y a certan tme her "ody gets rd of t n a cyc!e and she "!eeds the who!e &ac%age out rght' #t ddn)t sound too good "ut # nodded what %nd of egg' # as%ed what do you mean what %nd of egg' A "!oody human egg what do you thn% a "!oody hens' egg' She sghed dee&!y and # wondered where she "ought her one shoe how o!d are you Kd' +/ near!y ++ years o!d # re&!ed studyng her "!ac% shoe and wonderng what she dd wth the other shoe what's fert!(aton' # as%ed !oo%ng u& at her sttng n the char her eyes focused on me go as% the nuns they'!! %now she sad sna&&!y o% # sad # w!! she reached for her crutches and sad rght Kd !et's go to the "each out of the eyes of the "tches and ther reach and so # wa!%ed "esde her out the "ac% gate and onto the &ath that !ed to the sand and sea "!ue s%es whte c!ouds seagu!!s and Anne and me.