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Sermon Excerpts
From Camp Meeting 2008
VIEWPOINT
MY WIFE, DEBBIE, and I had the privilege of attending camp meetings in Port-
land, Oregon; Century, Florida; and Fredericktown, Missouri, during this past
summer. The messages and testimonies that you will read in this issue are rep-
resentative of what we heard in all three camp meetings and what is heard in
our churches around the world throughout the year. On the front cover of this
magazine, for example, you see Brother Isaac Adigun, who pastors our London
church and has oversight of our work in Western Europe, preaching a sermon at
Darrel D. Lee the Portland camp meeting on the evening of July . You will find an excerpt of
Superintendent his sermon, entitled “Just Ask,” on page eleven.
General A musical highlight of the camp meetings occurred at the Century camp
meeting when we heard Brother Walter Cobb, the pastor of our Birming-
ham, Alabama, church sing, “The Anchor Holds.” His rendition of that song
is available on our website
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Pray and
Pray Again!
Pete’s boots were a silent indicator
of his persistence in prayer.
N
ot long after I became a Christian, I was doing some painting on our
From a sermon church in Dallas, Oregon. Each day as I entered the church, there was a
by Darrel Lee pair of boots at the back door. After the third or fourth time I noticed
those boots, I thought, That’s a bit odd. I wonder why that pair of boots is always
here around the noon hour?
Later, I learned the boots belonged to a man named Pete DeBusk. Pete was
working at the Willamette Industries sawmill in Dallas. On his lunch break, he
would come down to the church, take off his dusty boots so they
would not leave track marks, and then go somewhere in a back
corner and begin to pray. Pete had unsaved children,
and he was bringing them before the Lord. He
did this day after day. I never did run into
Pete while I did my paint job—I just saw
his boots.
The Bible encourages us to pray persistently.
We read in James 5:17-18, “Elias was a man sub-
ject to like passions as we are, and he prayed ear-
nestly that it might not rain: and it rained not
on the earth by the space of three years and six
months. And he prayed again, and the heaven gave
rain, and the earth brought forth her fruit.” Notice
that phrase, “he prayed again.” I like the idea that
we can pray again!
I also like the idea that we can come to camp
meeting again. The fact that we came last year
did not prevent us from coming this year.
The fact that we have come this year will
not prevent us from coming next year,
if circumstances are right. So it is with
prayer. We prayed yesterday and we
will pray again today. If Jesus tarries,
we will pray again tomorrow.
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Examples in James The prophets faithfully delivered not get better immediately, you pray
Answers to our prayers do not the Word of God again and again, again. If you are not better the next
always come immediately. That fact is afflictions, persecutions, and the lack day, you pray yet again. We do not stop
brought out by several examples in the of response notwithstanding. They praying just because we have prayed
fifth chapter of James: the farmer, the were persecuted, but God had given once. We pray again, and we see that in
prophets, the patriarch Job, and the them a message to proclaim, and they the life of Elijah.
sick and afflicted. proclaimed it. Whether individuals
We read in the seventh verse that responded or ignored the message, Elijah “prayed again”
“the husbandman waiteth for the they would go out the next day and James says that Elijah was a man
precious fruit of the earth, and hath deliver it again. “subject to like passions as we are.” In
long patience for it.” Some time back, other words, he had days when he was
Job prayed for his children encouraged and days, perhaps, when
a friend sent me some tomato seeds
from the Midwest. I told him that I We read of Job and the fact that he he was less than encouraged. However,
would plant them and let him know continually made offerings on behalf he understood the value of praying
in seventy days how things turned out. of his children. He was the family again. God had revealed to Elijah that
there would be punishment sent upon
the nation of Israel because they had
If you need disobeyed Him. We are told that Elijah
prayed that it would not rain, and it
direction in life, did not rain. He was given the courage
to stand before wicked King Ahab and
try praying. Even say, “As the Lord God of Israel liveth,
when you do before whom I stand, there shall not be
dew nor rain these years, but accord-
not feel you ing to my word” (1 Kings 17:1).
need direction, God answered his prayer and there
was no rain. James 5:17 refers to a
you need it, point three-and-one-half years later
when the time came for God to send
so pray rain on the earth once again. Elijah
anyway. was to approach Ahab and let it be
known that God was going to do it. So,
he prayed again three-and-one-half
years later. God answered that prayer
So I did plant them—in fact, I planted priest, and he took his responsibility and sent rain. Once again the earth
them that very day. I have been going as spiritual head of the household very was blessed with crops.
back each day and looking. At first seriously. At a certain point in time However, Elijah’s prayer for rain
there was nothing, but now there is a during the year, Job would call them was not the only time during those
little plant, and I have been checking all together. He would proceed to make three-and-one-half years that he
its progress. The fact that I went yes- an offering on behalf of each child. It prayed. I am sure he prayed for cour-
terday did not prevent me from going says, “Thus did Job continually” (Job age to stand before Ahab. Ahab was
back today. That is typical of farmers. 1:5), so he did it once and then he did not the most congenial fellow around
I have worked for farmers and I know it again and again and again. It was a town, so it took boldness to approach
they go back again and again, looking pattern that he established throughout him and declare to him how God said
at their crops. his life. it would be.
Each day, if we have a heart that is The sick and afflicted are given the After Elijah did that, no doubt he
looking forward to the return of Jesus, formula by which to avail themselves prayed about his next step, for the
we anticipate the fact that the Lord of what is provided through the Blood Lord revealed to him that he needed to
could come that day. If He does not of Jesus. When we find ourselves sick, flee. He told the prophet, “Hide thyself
come, we anticipate it again the next we are told to call for the elders of the by the brook Cherith, that is before
day. If we see a cloud in the sky, we church and have them anoint us with Jordan” (1 Kings 17:3). God let Elijah
might wonder if this is the day the oil in the name of the Lord. When we know that He had commanded the
Lord will come in the clouds. If we do so, we have the promise that “the ravens to feed him. That was revealed
think about an event coming up, the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and as Elijah communicated with the Lord.
thought may cross our minds, “If the the Lord shall raise him up.” You know Elijah went, and he set up camp by that
Lord tarries . . .” He has not come yet, what happens when you are ill or even brook. He drank of the brook during
but we look again in faith to that day just under the weather. You are prayed the time of drought, and the ravens
when He will return to earth. for and you pray for yourself. If you do came and gave him bread and flesh in
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the morning and bread and flesh in the God of Heaven. That one prayer was the next day at noon? If you had
the evening. brought down the fire of God. It licked walked up to the back door of the
After awhile, however, the brook up the sacrifice and even the dust and Dallas church, you would have seen
dried up. Elijah was a man of prayer, the water that had been poured over it! his boots there. He was praying again.
so he knew what to do. He prayed It was clear that Elijah’s God was the I was there a few years later when
again and God revealed to him that it true God indeed. Pete’s daughter, Sharon, prayed. She
was time to leave the brook and go to Then Elijah went up on the moun- handed her baby to her mother and
the city of Zarephath, where a widow tain to pray, for he had the promise came down the aisle of the church to
woman had been commanded to sus- of rain but did not have the answer the front. There she knelt and prayed,
tain him. yet. He sent his servant to go look and God answered her prayer. She
It pays to pray! If you need direction out over the Mediterranean Sea for was saved that day. And where do you
in life, try praying. Even when you do some sign. The servant came back and suppose Pete was found on Monday?
not feel you need direction, you need said, “There is nothing.” Elijah prayed There were his boots again, outside
it, so pray anyway. God will guide you again, and sent his servant out again. the church door. Pete was still praying.
step by step. He may not unfold the And again—seven times. These events happened over a period
whole plan before you, but He certainly Elijah kept praying until the servant of years, so it might have been a dif-
will guide you as you need to be guided came back that seventh time and said, ferent pair of boots by then, but they
if only you pray, and then pray again. “I see a cloud like a man’s hand.” That were outside the church and Pete was
Elijah did as God commanded, was it! Elijah knew God had answered. inside praying.
and when he came to Zarephath, that He told Ahab to get in his chariot and I was there in 1992, at the last meet-
widow was gathering sticks to prepare head down the mountain, because the ing in Dallas before camp meeting.
her last meal. She had just a little oil rain was coming. In a few moments Theresa DeBusk was in that service. I
and flour left when Elijah showed up. the heavens grew dark with clouds had the privilege of being there as she
However, God had revealed to her that and the rain began to descend—all prayed through and touched Heaven,
He would be sending His prophet her because Elijah had prayed, and then and God saved her soul.
way, and had instructed her to take prayed again. By now you know where Pete was on
care of him. When the prophet said, Monday—back at the church, on his
“Go and fix food for me first and God Pete’s prayers answered knees before God. He had learned that
will provide for you,” she did as he Pete DeBusk followed that same we pray, and we pray again, because
said. And God honored both of them pattern. God answers our prayers.
by sustaining them through the rest of I lived in Dallas for seventeen years, Today, you may have a burden on
that time of drought. from just shortly after I was saved in your heart that you have prayed about
The day came when Elijah was told, 1974 through 1992. A lot of things in times past. Do not be discouraged!
“Go, shew thyself to Ahab; and I will change in seventeen years. We went Pray again, because God hears. That
send rain upon the earth” (1 Kings through five presidents during that awareness, that consciousness of Him,
18:1). Elijah obeyed. Ahab had been time: Nixon, Ford, Carter, Reagan, and is a gift from Heaven. If you follow
searching for him with the intent of the elder Bush. The USSR went from that through and really pray and pray
killing him, but Elijah had prayed and being a super-power to collapsing. The again, God will answer your prayer.
prayed again, so he knew he was on Dow Jones Industrial average went God will save those who come to Him
good ground. He went and proposed from just under 600 to nearly 3500. with a repentant heart. God will sanc-
a contest to the king. He said, “We are Society changed during the 1970s, the tify those who have been converted. He
going to meet on Mt. Carmel and we 1980s, and the 1990s as well. But two will baptize with the Holy Ghost and
will see whose god is the true God. If things did not change. God did not fire those who have been saved and
Baal be God, go ahead and serve him. change; He still answered prayer. And sanctified. God still heals sick bodies.
But if the God of Heaven be God, Pete DeBusk went on praying. God encourages the discouraged. He
serve Him!” So there on Mt. Carmel While I lived in Dallas, I saw some of gives hope to the lonely.
they gathered. The prophets of Baal those prayers answered. I was there the
constructed an altar, and they cried night Pete’s son, Tim, prayed through Prayer avails!
all day long for their god to answer to salvation. In the summer of 1977, God does answer prayer! We are told
by fire. However, they were praying to Tim sat through a meeting under Holy by James that “the effectual fervent
the wrong god and they received no Ghost conviction. At the conclusion of prayer of a righteous man availeth
answers. Baal proved what he was, and the meeting, he came forward to one much” (James 5:16). Do not quit after
that was nothing. of the side altars. He wept and prayed you have prayed once. Pray again!
Then Elijah repaired the altar of the sinner’s prayer. God answered his
the Lord. He put the offering there, prayer, and Tim was saved that night. Darrel Lee is Superintendent General
poured twelve barrels of water over Pete had seen the answer to his of the Apostolic Faith organization and
it, and then prayed a simple prayer prayer on a Sunday. What a great vic- pastor of the headquarters church in
that God would prove Himself to be tory! And where do you think Pete Portland, Oregon.
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A Journey
G
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aith od had His hand over my life from the time I was just a child. Around
the turn of the century, a woman from the West Coast set up an organ
in downtown Murphysboro, Illinois, and told the Gospel story to those
who would stop to listen. My grandmother, along with her sisters and brothers,
became interested, and soon cottage meetings were started in that town. At one
of those humble little gatherings, my grandmother was saved. A few years later,
the church group, which was part of the Apostolic Faith organization, moved to
She found out that St. Louis, Missouri. My grandmother did not move because my grandfather was
one-sided love is not saved, but she raised her children to know about God’s plan of salvation.
When I was about four years old, my family moved to Murphysboro. Just a
tough, but God gave few months later, my dad was seriously injured when the truck he was driving
was struck by a train. He was in and out of the hospital for over a year, and my
her a promise that mother had a hard time making ends meet financially. Eventually she asked my
carried her through grandmother if we could move in with her. My grandmother’s response was,
“You may, if Ruth will straighten up.” I was a problem child even at that young
the most difficult time age, but I was so thrilled at the thought of living with my grandmother that I
of her life. promised I would be good.
About this time, most of my grandmother’s family that had moved to
St. Louis began coming back to live in Murphysboro, and they began having cot-
tage meetings at each other’s homes. Sometimes they listened to sermons on a
wire recorder that was sent from the church headquarters in Portland, Oregon.
I really enjoyed attending those little meetings.
It was while we were living with my grandmother that I really learned about
By Ruth Kohlmer God and prayer. She would sit down in her rocking chair and put me on a little
stool beside her, and we would have talks. We also prayed together before bed-
time. These are precious memories, and a seed was planted in my heart during
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those times. I became a different child after that; I had a By this time, the organization had purchased property in
desire to be good, and started attending a Sunday school Murphysboro, and was building a church there. I was her
nearby. only transportation from Mt. Vernon, where we lived, to
After my father was well, we moved back to the town Murphysboro. We drove back and forth for a few weeks
where I had been born. Since neither of my parents wanted before the church was completed, and then came to the
to go to church, I found a church on my own, and faithfully dedication service.
went all by myself. At nine years of age I joined the church They were having special meetings the following week
and was baptized. I wanted to be a missionary and someday and the following Sunday my sister wanted to go, but I
go to Heaven, even though I did not really understand what decided to stay home and paint my living room. The Lord
salvation was or how it changed a heart. worked it out for her to have transportation for that one
Our home was not happy; when differences arose there Sunday, and that night she was saved. The next few weeks,
was either silence or confrontation. Most of the time, being as I drove us back and forth to the services, she was so
the oldest, I found myself caught in the middle. During happy. She would sing and sing and I just wanted her to be
my senior year of high school, I met a young man and we quiet; conviction was getting heavier on my heart, and her
were married. Two years later, our daughter was born. happiness made me miserable.
About that time, my mother was Three weeks later, I came to a
diagnosed with cancer. She was not service and picked up one of the
saved and tried to pray, but could not
get through to an assurance that her
How could I be a part church’s publications—something
I would not do before because I felt
peace was made with God. She was of something I knew that if I read the testimonies, I would
feeling desperate, so some of the saints melt. And I did. That Sunday morn-
from the Apostolic Faith Church in was dishonest? ing I knelt at the altar and prayed.
St. Louis came every Friday evening Yet, if I did not, I felt What a load was lifted! I felt such joy
for several months, holding meetings and relief in my soul. The following
to encourage her. Finally, after she my job would be in Sunday my sister and I received our
made restitutions and did all that she
knew to do, God saved her.
jeopardy. sanctification at the same time. A
few weeks after that, I was praying
It was at one of those meetings that at home and received the baptism of
I knelt and prayed, and God saved my the Holy Spirit.
soul. I do not remember what I said, but God saw my heart A short time later, I had my first big trial. I worked at
and lifted the burden. I felt like a light bulb had turned on a nursing home as a bookkeeper, and the administration
in my heart! I was a different person. Later, at the St. Louis decided that a resident whose care was paid for by the state,
church, I received my sanctification and the baptism of the and who had been out of the facility for three days, should
Holy Spirit. not be counted as absent. This meant they would be get-
My husband did not understand what had happened to ting paid for an unoccupied bed. I did not say anything,
me, and he thought I was turning to the church instead of but knew I had to start praying because on the nineteenth
him. I attempted to explain what God had done for me and of the month, I would need to bill the state. How could I be
how I felt inside. I really thought that he would want to a part of something I knew was dishonest? Yet, if I did not,
become a Christian too, but that was not the case. One year I felt my job would be in jeopardy.
he did go with me to the Apostolic Faith camp meeting in During my prayer one day the Lord dropped a Scripture
Edwardsville, Illinois. He left the camp meeting early, and into my heart, “The Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly
purchased a Bible when he got home. However, by the time out of temptation.” I hung on to that Scripture, feeling
I returned home, he told me it was not what he wanted. assured that the Lord would work it out but not knowing
I could not get to the church in St. Louis very often, and how He would do so. By noon on the nineteenth, nothing
in time, I started to drift away from God. Then I had a had happened and I realized that after lunch I would have
thought that caused me to doubt my salvation. I did not to deal with the matter.
want to be a hypocrite, so I just let go of my salvation. Still, While sitting at lunch with the owner, administrator, and
since I knew I wanted to come back someday, I was very director of nurses, a friend of one of the residents came
careful about my dealings so I would not have to make res- in. She presented a situation that was parallel to the one
titution when I did return. God saw my heart, and in His in question, and right there at the lunch table, the policy
mercy, He had a plan. was changed. Tears started rolling down my cheeks; I knew
The first time I really felt God talking to me again was that God had intervened. When those at the table asked me
when my mother-in-law was very ill. I remember standing what was wrong, I told them how I had prayed about this
in front of the hospital elevator thinking about the need to situation. Never again was I asked to cheat. I know this situ-
pray for her, and realizing I was not in any position to pray. ation was covered by God’s mercy and is just one evidence
What a dagger that struck in my heart! of His care for the details of my life.
My journey back to the Lord came when my sister told Though I had recommitted my life to God, my husband
me that she wanted to return to the Apostolic Faith Church. still did not take the way. He sometimes would come to
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church for special meetings and to the concert at Midwest leave of absence from my job. When I arrived and saw
camp. At times he prayed, but would not yield his heart to how serious his condition was, I called my daughter. She
God. “It isn’t what I want,” he would say. But all this was the came from Oregon and after she arrived, we were told he
start of an amazing story of God’s love, grace, and mercy would not live.
for his soul, and a journey of faith for me. On Wednesday afternoon, I talked to him about the fact
On May 31, 1984, God dropped a deep love in my heart that unless his name was written in the Lamb’s Book of
for my husband that I cannot explain. Then, at Midwest Life, he would not make Heaven. Thursday morning when
camp in August of 1984, I was praying for my husband, I came in he reached out his hand to me and asked me to
and God’s Spirit witnessed to me that He would save my pray for us. Before, it had always been about him and what
husband and take him. I was joyous, he wanted, but now it was us. He had
yet puzzled about this. I did not know a different attitude. I prayed for us,
what was ahead, but in December I asked the Lord, and when I finished I asked him if
of 1984, my husband told me he did he wanted me to pray with him. He
not love me anymore. In spite of that “Was all that just my nodded his head yes. I told him he did
declaration, we stayed together until
January of 1991. This period of time
thoughts or did You not have to say a word aloud, but just
to lift his heart to God. He did, and
was one of the most difficult in my really give me a that evening God took him home. It
life. One-sided love is tough. ended exactly as God had promised it
In January of 1991, it was clear promise about my would, back in August of 1984.
that the situation was changing. As husband’s salvation?” The Lord guided me in the after-
I packed my things, I thought, This math of my husband’s death in all the
isn’t the way it was supposed to be! I decisions I faced. He had left vehicles,
thought back to that prayer in August motorcycles, guns, collectables, a
of 1984 and I asked the Lord, “Was all that just my thoughts building, and a house to sell, and I needed the money to
or did You really give me a promise about my husband’s sal- pay off a large loan that he owed. The difficult part was that
vation?” The Lord’s Spirit came down in such an assuring I was living in Arkansas. However, God worked in a way I
way that I never doubted God’s promise again. Later, after would never have imagined. There was a friend in Arkan-
I had moved to Murphysboro, the Lord assured me that sas whose husband wanted to help me. On one of the trips
there would not be a divorce. My husband planned twice to to Mt. Vernon, I was commenting on God’s timing in each
divorce me, but never went through with it. situation. His wife had asked him why he was doing this
Over the years, I continued to pray for my husband, for me, and when he told me about her question, he looked
hoping that we could reconcile. I would have to remind me straight in the eye and said, “I was pushed.” The Lord
myself at times that reconciliation was not part of the had impressed on him so strongly to help me that he was
promise, but I was hoping it would be a benefit. We talked afraid not to! He was not a Christian, but that experience
on the phone and visited sometimes. Occasionally he indi- has softened him. He now knows there is a God and he told
cated that God had been talking to him about his soul. his wife he will come to church with her someday. Through
Making ends meet financially was challenging, but God his help, in a short time, I had the money to pay off the loan
was always with me. There were times, especially after my and other obligations.
close family members moved to Oregon, that I wanted to It was finally time for me to move to Oregon to be with
move also, but I felt that at some point my husband would the rest of my family. The Lord, once again, worked out
need me. Along the way, I have learned that God knows how circumstances for me. I was asked if I wanted to continue
to work out problems and situations if we let Him lead. my bookkeeping position, and it was set up so I could work
In September of 2003, I felt a strong urge to go from out of my home.
Arkansas, where I was living at the time, to Illinois, with the I am so thankful for God’s faithfulness, not only to me,
intention of checking on my marital status. While there, I but to my family. My husband’s parents and my father were
met my husband and he told me he had been diagnosed saved before they passed away.
with cancer. From that time on, we talked often on the God has guided and directed
phone. I spoke to him about praying, reminding him of my life through the years. The
how the Lord had talked to him in Edwardsville. Did he blessings, benefits, and privi-
remember how he felt? Yes, he remembered. One time, I leges He has given me along
was explaining how he would feel when he was saved and the way are immeasurable,
he told me he wasn’t there yet. That let me know he was and my desire is to follow Him
seriously praying. faithfully for the remainder of
In March of the following year, he entered the hospital. my life.
I left Arkansas to visit for a few days, but while I was on
my way he called and asked me to pack my things, move Ruth Kolmer is a member of
back to Mt. Vernon, and take care of him. I prayed about the Apostolic Faith Church in
this as I drove, and felt the Lord directed me to take a Medford, Oregon.
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DAY TO DAY
Service
for . . .
5,000?
Feeding a crowd like that would
have been an event-planning
nightmare for us, but pondering
Jesus’ miracle teaches us some
valuable lessons.
By Karen Barrett
A
couple of months ago, our servings could be measured from the city in a desert place, a crowd of five
youngest daughter persuaded resulting amount. We plated a sample thousand men, plus women and chil-
my husband and me to pre- dinner and determined that three long dren, had been listening to Jesus teach.
pare a dinner for about ninety people spears of roasted asparagus looked just With evening approaching, the people
to honor a friend who was soon to be right when placed diagonally across needed food.
married. In her role as hostess, our the mound of potatoes. We concluded As I thought about people need-
daughter gave much careful thought that five medallions of roasted pork ing food, my mind went back to our
to the menu she wished to serve. Once loin arranged next to the dollops of dinner-planning adventure. Provid-
that was decided, though, she handed sauce garnishes should be perfect. ing food for a “multitude” (yes, ninety
the details of production over to us. Then we were back to computing. guests seemed like a multitude to us)
A major part of our pre-event plan- How many slices of pork could you get certainly had been an organizational
ning revolved around one question: out of one five-pound boneless roast? and culinary challenge for my husband
how much food should we fix? Once a How many stalks of asparagus were in and me. And we were only five blocks
final headcount was in, we began figur- one pound? How many rolls would we from the nearest supermarket! No
ing the exact quantities to purchase of need? Would three huge bowls of salad wonder the disciples were perplexed
each ingredient. We did a “trial run” on be sufficient? We wanted to be sure we as to how to deal with the situation.
the garlic mashed potatoes, weighing had enough of everything! I smiled to myself as I reflected on
out ten pounds of Yukon Golds, pre- Recently, I read the account in the how easy it was for Jesus to deal with
paring them as we would on the actual Gospel of Mark about Jesus feed- a meal for five thousand men, plus
night, and then counting how many ing the multitude. Far away from the women and children. It was no problem
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for Him! No headcounts, no figuring, impossible! The greatest dilemmas to the priest. Let’s never hesitate to
no measuring. He simply blessed the have the greatest potential for reveal- follow God’s directions; obedience is
food, broke the loaves—and the huge ing the power of God. the pathway to blessing!
group was well-fed! By our thinking, Sometimes God requires us to par- Whatever we give to God, He can
five barley loaves and two small fishes ticipate in the answer to our prayers. bless and multiply. The little lad did
would not have fed the half-dozen I noticed that Jesus asked the disciples not make the loaves and fishes, he
people seated the closest to Jesus. Yet, to have a role in meeting the needs of simply offered them to Jesus. We are
the broken loaves and the divided fish the people. He gave them instructions, not the producers of the solutions,
filled the hungry stomachs of that tre- and they did what they could by orga- although we may be asked to be the
mendous crowd. “distributors.” We may be tempted at
What was the message for me? The times to devise our own solution to
first, and somewhat obvious, lesson the problem facing us, or at least offer
came with clarity. God some advice as to how we think
However meager our resources may
be, Jesus can make them adequate for
Situations that He should handle it! Let’s remember
that coming up with the solution is
the necessary demands. How often seem impossible to not our role; that is God’s business. He
have we reviewed a situation, seen a
need, or maybe even been asked to
our human minds knows just how to accomplish it in the
right way and at the right time. And
fill one—and felt that what we had are actually grand very possibly, it will be in a way we
to offer was completely inadequate? never could have anticipated.
Jesus’ miraculous provision reveals opportunities for When God gives, He gives gener-
that we do not have to offer “enough”
or be sufficient in our own strength.
God to work. ously. No one went away hungry from
the meal that Jesus provided. We read
We just need to offer what we have that the “fragments that remained”
and lean on Jesus to extend it to meet were more than what had been offered
the need. He is more than able—and in the first place—the disciples took up
then all the glory goes to Him! When twelve baskets full! What a testimony
we face a problem, the first step should nizing the people into groups, offering to divine generosity. “Abundantly”
not be to measure our resources, but what they did have, and distributing is a word that perfectly describes the
to determine God’s will and trust Him what God provided. It was no small nature of God’s giving.
to meet our needs. He can use and task for the disciples to organize and In thinking over the spiritual les-
multiply whatever we offer for what- take food to that many people, but sons wrapped into these few short
ever need exists. they did what they were told to do. verses, I wonder what would have
As I continued to ponder the scene Then, as they offered the crowd the happened if the little boy had tucked
on that Galilean hillside, several other broken loaves and divided fishes, they his five loaves and two fishes under his
lessons came to mind. were drawn into the miracle. cloak and failed to offer them to Jesus.
Man’s extremities are God’s oppor- Today, too, I believe that many times Perhaps this account would never
tunities. The disciples saw the prob- God expects us to participate in His have been written, although Jesus
lem—and it was a real one, not just workings. Perhaps we are burdened for no doubt would have found another
a minor dilemma magnified by their the salvation of an acquaintance or a way to meet the needs of the people.
state of exhaustion. They evaluated the loved one. God may ask us to speak to Meeting human needs was always
lateness of the hour and realized the that one about his soul’s need, to invite important to Jesus, but that was not
people must be hungry. Since they were him to a church service, or to spend the only reason He performed mir-
in a remote place, and there was no extra time in prayer for him. Let’s do acles. He wanted each miracle to be
food source available, they approached our part, and then watch to see how a revelation of Himself, a sermon in
Jesus with the suggestion that He dis- God will work! action.
miss the multitude. Jesus, however, saw Even when the prayer is about our I believe that Jesus looked beyond
the potential for a miracle that would own personal needs, it may be that the crowds on the hillside that day,
bring glory to His Father. some participation on our part is across the years, to our day and the les-
Situations that seem impossible required. Often when Jesus worked a sons we could derive from what trans-
to our human minds are actually miracle here on this earth, the recipient pired there. Let’s ponder, and learn!
grand opportunities for God to work. also had a role. For instance, the blind
When we face what looks to be an man washed in the pool of Siloam, the Karen Barrett is Office Manager at the
insurmountable problem, we must lame man took up his bed and walked, Apostolic Faith Church International
remember that with God, nothing is and the ten lepers showed themselves Headquarters in Portland, Oregon.
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Sermon Excerpts
From Camp Meeting 2008
the Storm
Just
When I was a young teenager, my dad built a boat, and Ask!
one summer we planned to take our vacation in it. We
headed out on a gorgeous Friday evening—blue sky and
white fluffy clouds. We lived on an inlet, and it was about
twelve miles to the open ocean. When night came, I went to
bed, but about midnight, I was jolted awake. All of a sudden It is amazing how a simple instruction, if obeyed, can
I would be airborne, and then boom, I would be back on have a profound and significant effect upon our lives. Jesus
the bunk. I wondered what was going on. said, “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find;
The boat was pitching every which way, but I crawled up knock, and it shall be opened unto you: for everyone that
the ladder and to the wheelhouse. There was my dad—his asked receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him
arms between the spokes of the pilot wheel, then wrapped that knocketh it shall be opened” (Matthew 7:7-8). Asking,
and clenched around it. His legs were braced around the however, is not just wishing.
steering column. I had never seen the look that was on his The Friday before camp meeting, the pastors and their
face. I asked, “What’s going on?” He did not let go, but said, spouses were invited to a delicious meal. It was a buffet,
“We are just in a storm. Go back to bed; we’ll be okay.” I fol- and when we finished, one of the ladies said we could go
lowed his instructions and enjoyed bumping through the back for more. Yet, I looked around and no one was going
night until we were safely into the harbor. for the second round. I told the people at my table, “I would
About the time we reached the open ocean, a storm had love to go for more.” I wished to, but I was still sitting down
suddenly blown in. Later I learned that some of the waves because no one else was going. After a while, the server
were approximately two stories high. Dad said when we came and took my plate. Then I noticed two other brothers
would crest a wave, he would just look down. So why was were going for more, but by then my plate was gone. Some-
I able to relax and not worry? I had confidence in my dad one at my table offered to ask for another plate for me, but
and his ability to get us through that storm. I replied, “No, no, I don’t want that.” So I did not have the
All people have storms in life, but Christians rest in the second round. Why? Because I failed to avail myself of the
knowledge that our Heavenly Father is in control and is opportunity. Even when help was offered, I made excuses.
with us. The Apostle Paul said, “We are troubled on every The instruction was simple, but I did not follow it.
side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Perhaps sometimes we are that way with the Lord. We
persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed” may wish for salvation, but we need to take it a step further.
(2 Corinthians 4:8-9). Paul faced trouble in nearly every We need to ask for forgiveness. We may wish to be sancti-
way imaginable. Why could he say he was not distressed? fied, yet we need to ask. God wants us to be holy, and He
He knew that in every situation he could go to the Lord. will answer when we yield our all to Him. We may wish for
Many people are walking around absolutely hopeless. You the baptism of the Holy Ghost, but we need to do more
can see it in their eyes. They have encountered situations than wish; we need to seek that experience.
that have left them wondering where to turn and what to do. God has many good things to give. He is waiting for you
Sometimes they turn to drugs, alcohol, or suicide. However, to ask and then yield yourself to Him. Why not try follow-
when we serve God, we may be cast down, but we will not ing this simple instruction and see what the Lord will do
be destroyed. We know that God Almighty has the ultimate for you?—Isaac Adigun
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me, and late in the night I met up with them. My dad was in
the group. He looked at me and said, “Kirk, if you had been
out all night, I would have been out all night too, searching
Lost? Him, we are lost. Jesus said, “What man of you, having an
hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the
ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is
lost, until he find it?” (Luke 15:4). God wants to find every
lost soul, because He wants all to receive the salvation He
offers.
Are you lost today? God is calling your name. Just cry out
When I was younger, I loved to hunt. We were to Him.—Kirk Hewlett
encouraged to take a partner with us, but for some reason
I loved to go out in the bush by myself. Sometimes I would
see a moose and have my rifle on it, but then I would wait
because I loved the hunt so much that I wanted to be able
to come out again.
One year it came to the last day of the hunting season.
Watch for
Early in the morning I got up to go, again by myself. Knee-
deep snow had fallen the night before, so I decided to go
Foxes!
only a mile or so, and return to my vehicle if I saw nothing.
Because I did not expect to be gone for long, I did not take
any food with me.
With no sign of a moose, I eventually turned back toward
my vehicle. Then I saw that a moose had crossed my path- When I was growing up in Romania, we had grape
way. I said, “This is the day!” It was not easy walking in vines. In the spring we would fertilize, clean, and take care
the snow, so I stepped in the footprints of that moose. He of them. The leaves would come, and pretty soon a little bit
crossed marshes and went near a forest. The tracks were of a flower would appear. My dad would not let us run and
fresh, so I knew that I was close. Although I had started play among the vines then. The budding was a tender time
early in the morning, I was so taken up with the hunt that for the vines and the flowers, and they had to be handled
at the noon hour, I was not hungry. Mid-afternoon came, delicately. If in our play we bumped them, the leaves and
and still there was no moose. flowers would fall off, and there would not be grapes to
Suddenly I became aware that time had gone faster than enjoy later on.
I expected. Darkness was beginning to settle in, and I knew Our spiritual lives are like vines, and we need to be care-
that I needed to retrace my steps. Then the realization ful that damage is not done. Solomon said, “Take us the
came—I do not know how to get out of here. The moment foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines: for our vines have
that I recognized I was lost, I sat down and thought, I am tender grapes” (Song of Solomon 2:15). The enemy of our
all alone. Immediately, the Lord whispered to me, “You are souls would like to send hindrances, like little foxes, that
not alone.” Even though I had been foolish in my actions, will destroy our spiritual fruit, but we need to be careful
God was with me. with the “tender grapes” of our lives.
My wife and our little children were at home, and I knew One of these hindrances is the “fox” of pleasure seeking.
they were going to be concerned. I went quickly in one Many people live in the moment and consider their own
direction, and then hurried in another direction. Soon I enjoyment to be more important than anything else. Many
was so tired that I sat down beside a tree. One of my feet say, “Enjoy yourself! Don’t worry about the consequences.”
was very cold, so I took off my boots and socks and mas- That attitude is a fox that will eat away at tender grapes.
saged my feet with my hands. Tiredness began to overtake Another fox is “some day, when. . . ” or the fox of pro-
me, so I just put my head back against the tree. But then I crastination. God needs you today; there is no promise of
thought, I cannot go to sleep because there are those who tomorrow. Yet it is easy to think, Someday when I finish
are expecting me home. college, then I will serve God better. Or, Someday when my
Meanwhile, word had gotten around our community friends are praying earnestly, then it will be easier for me to
that I had not come home. A search party was looking for pray. Or, Someday when I have a better environment, then I
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can give my heart to God. Do not let this fox of procrastina- Are you thirsty? Matthew 5:6 says, “Blessed are they which
tion rob you of today’s blessings that God has for you. do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be
Excuses are another fox. We may wish we had a better filled.” That is a promise you can stand on.—Pete Sferle
talent. We might think we don’t have time, or that our
resources are insufficient in some way. Yet excuses rob us. If
we have an excuse every time an opportunity is in front of
us, our lives will be unfruitful and unfulfilling.
When the Master comes to check the productivity of
our vines, we want Him to find fruit. Let us determine to Don’t
watch for the foxes and to protect the tender grapes in our
lives!—Ben Marincus Sell It!
me of the man with the demoniac son to church. Brother and Sister Gumbo was in the month of July back in 1958
where Jesus said, “If thou canst believe, invited my family in Zimbabwe, and when Jesus found me. The call of the
all things are possible to him that both my sister and I were saved. Spirit came after my young heart. I
believeth.” That became the prayer of Recently, God helped me obtain a could not have identified Him as the
my heart, “Lord, I believe. Help thou job. Since I have international rather Holy Spirit, but He told me to pray a
my unbelief.” than United States qualifications, I prayer, and I prayed out of the deep
God touched me, and I knew it. I had been struggling. Finally I decided of my heart. Jesus saved my soul and
went back to our cabin on the camp- to “leave it at the altar.” By that I mean made a change in my life. Later, He
ground and said, “It’s done. I won’t not to pray about it and then leave the sanctified my heart and filled me with
have another one.” It has been a year, church planning what I was going to the Holy Ghost and fire.
and I am thankful to say that God has do. Rather, I would hand the matter Many chapters in the book of my life
proven Himself faithful. I love and over to the Lord and trust Him to take have been written since that time. How-
thank Him.—Chris Luka care of it for me. After that I applied ever, the end of every chapter spells
for any type of job I could, even if it victory. That is because of Jesus, not
was not really what I had wanted. One because of me. I stand in awe of God.
night a lawyer called and said, “I am I wish I could tell how real He is—no
This is the first time my husband sorry I do not have what you applied one should be without Him. I am glad
and I have been to camp meeting here for, but I have this.” What he offered that I experienced Him for myself.
in Portland, and I am so thankful that was exactly what I had wanted. In the past year, my husband and I
God provided a way for us to come. God is with me at work. At times have gone through some of the most
There is power in prayer, and power we have meetings, and some of the challenging times in all of our lives,
in Jesus’ Name. When I was a little girl, employees are scared or discouraged because for many, many months he
I was diagnosed as having polio. My because they think they might get fired. was seriously ill. There were days that
parents had faith in God at that time, Each time, I pray for God’s favor upon it did not look as if he would make it,
and they believed that I was going to my life, and my boss has been giving and over and over I called the saints
be healed. Although I do not remem- me positive words of encouragement. of God for prayer. I have always loved
ber anything about it, God was faith- I thank God.—Rutendo Tungwarara the people of God, but if there is such
ful and healed me. One day when they a thing as a new appreciation and a
came home from church, I ran out to deeper love for the household of faith,
meet them. God is real! I have it. God has been good to us,
The Lord spoke to my heart when I The blessings of the Lord have and I love Him with all of my heart.—
was nine years old, and when I prayed, followed me all the days of my life. It Marjorie Reid
He saved me. Down through the years
He has answered so many prayers. He
sanctified me, and He baptized me. WHAT MUST I DO TO BE SAVED?
Just last year, my dad had a bad acci-
dent, and then he had a massive stroke. Acknowledge “For all have Forsake “Let the wicked forsake
God has brought him a long way, and sinned, and come short of the his way, and the unrighteous man his
today the medical people call him “the glory of God” (Romans 3:23). thoughts: and let him return unto
miracle man.” “God be merciful to me a sinner” the Lord, and he will have mercy
Jesus will soon be back as our (Luke 18:13). upon him . . . for he will abundantly
coming King. I love Him with all my Confess “If we confess our sins, pardon” (Isaiah 55:7).
heart.—Diane Hewlett he is faithful and just to forgive us Believe “For God so loved the
our sins, and to cleanse us from all world, that he gave his only begot-
unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9). ten Son, that whosoever believeth
Repent “I tell you, Nay: but, in him should not perish, but have
Thank God for everything He has except ye repent, ye shall all like- everlasting life” (John 3:16).
done in my life! He saved, sanctified, wise perish” (Luke 13:3). “Repent If you are a new Christian, write us
and baptized me with the Holy Spirit ye therefore, and be converted, and request the tract entitled, “Start-
when I was young. I am thankful for that your sins may be blotted out” ing Out.”
people who are faithful to invite others (Acts 3:19). www.apostolicfaith.org
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A mbassadors
for
hrist c Christians are called
to represent their
heavenly country in
a troubled and
hostile world.
A
n ambassador can be defined as their opinions of Americans on us! We
one who represents his coun- represented our country.
try and its interests in a foreign In 2 Corinthians 5:20, the Apostle
land. In December 1998, my wife, her Paul wrote, “Now then we are ambas-
From a sermon brother, his wife, and I were in Roma- sadors for Christ, as though God
by John Musgrave nia visiting my wife’s relatives. One did beseech you by us: we pray you
day they told us we would be stopping in Christ’s stead, be ye reconciled to
to see some of their friends, because God.” Paul was keenly aware of the
these friends wanted to meet some imagery he was using as he employed
Americans. My sister-in-law and I this description. He was a Roman citi-
looked at each other and thought, Oh zen, and he knew that peaceful areas
my—these people are going to base of the Roman Empire were ruled by
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the Senate. However, in troubled or man be born again, he cannot see the his past to serve Christ. If we are to be
hostile regions, ambassadors were kingdom of God” (John 3:3). Salvation ambassadors for Christ, heavenly citi-
sent to govern the area and maintain is the qualifying event. That experi- zenship must be the most important
Rome’s interests. Paul was saying that ence makes us new creatures in Christ matter in our lives.
Christians are ambassadors for Christ, Jesus, and our citizenship is recorded Additionally, there are a few things
called to work in a troubled and hos- in the Lamb’s Book of Life. an ambassador does not do. An
tile world. The Apostle Paul was a Roman citi- ambassador does not appoint himself.
At times while in Romania, I have zen, a Jew, and a Christian. In Paul’s As Christians, we are appointed by the
had occasion to go to the United States day, there was great value in being a Lord. He said, “Ye have not chosen me,
Embassy in Bucharest. It is a very Roman citizen. A chief captain named but I have chosen you, and ordained
secure place, and often there is a long Claudius Lysias once told Paul, “With you, that ye should go and bring forth
line of people waiting to go in for visa a great sum obtained I this freedom” fruit” (John 15:16). An ambassador
applications or other business. Since I (Acts 22:28). Because Paul was born does not belong to the country to
am a United States citizen, when I have a free Roman citizen, the law forbade which he is sent. As new creatures in
shown my passport, I have been given Christ, we are resident aliens in this
immediate access into the embassy. world, sometimes called “strangers”
Even in a foreign land, it is possible to and “pilgrims.” And an ambassador
enjoy a small measure of your coun- does not set his affections and inter-
try’s benefits in that embassy. If we are to be ests in the country where he is called
As Christians, church services and ambassadors for to serve. As God’s children we love
camp meetings can be similar to visit- the souls of the people in this world,
ing an embassy. In a small way, we can Christ, heavenly but we are instructed to “love not the
experience some of the blessings that
we look forward to some day when we
citizenship must be world, neither the things that are in
the world” (1 John 2:15). We cannot
go to Heaven. However, a visitor does the most important have our affections and hopes set
not stay indefinitely in the embassy. upon this world and try to be citizens
Similarly, we leave church services to matter in our lives. of Heaven.
report to our posts of duty and rep-
resent Jesus Christ to a lost and dying The Commission
world. When an ambassador is sent into
that he be bound or beaten while a foreign country, he is given a com-
Qualifications uncondemned, and gave him the right mission. He is to forward the interests
In order to be an ambassador for to a trial with direct appeal to Caesar. of his government in that location.
a country, a person first must have As a Jew, Paul said he was “circum- During World War II, Sir Samuel Horr
citizenship in that country. When my cised the eighth day, of the stock of was the British ambassador to Spain.
wife applied for United States citizen- Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, an His mission was to do his best to pre-
ship, one of the requirements was to Hebrew of the Hebrews; as touch- vent Spain, which was sympathetic to
pass a test. Some samples of the ques- ing the law, a Pharisee; concerning the factious regimes, from entering
tions were: zeal, persecuting the church, touch- the war. He was successful because his
In what year was the Constitution ing the righteousness which is in the focus remained on seeing the interests
written? law, blameless” (Philippians 3:5-6). of his own country at work there. He
The first pilgrims sailed to America He had quite a resumé, yet he went loved the people of Spain and worked
in what ship? on to say, “But what things were gain with them, but his allegiance was to
What special group advises the to me, those I counted loss for Christ. his home country and his mission.
President? Yea doubtless, and I count all things We also have a commission. “All
Who wrote the “Star Spangled but loss for the excellency of the things are of God, who hath recon-
Banner”? knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord” ciled us to himself by Jesus Christ,
Who said, “Give me liberty or give (Philippians 3:7-8). and hath given to us the ministry of
me death”? reconciliation” (2 Corinthians 5:18).
It was necessary to get eight of the Declaring Allegiance Man sinned in the Garden, and that
ten test questions correct. When my In order to become a citizen of a new sin put a debt on everyone’s account.
wife fulfilled all the requirements, she country, you must take an oath. This We are born with a negative balance,
was given a certificate of citizenship. was Paul’s oath of allegiance to Jesus and from there we continue to accu-
Happily, in order for us to become Christ. Paul knew that Jesus had paid mulate more debt. Christ’s sacrifice on
citizens of Heaven, we do not need a the full price for all of us to have citi- Calvary is the only one that could pay
comprehensive initial understanding zenship in Heaven, and consequently the price for the sins of mankind. In
of the Bible. Jesus told Nicodemus, he had no conflict regarding his citi- order to reconcile our debt, we must
“Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a zenship. He was willing to put aside all have the Blood of Jesus applied to
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our lives and be born again. This is could do a Sunday school outreach in
the ministry of reconciliation that we a nearby town. They put together a
need to receive ourselves and then let program and began to go to the town
others know about. every Wednesday, inviting children
The Apostolic Faith Church has from the school. Soon they overflowed
printed Gospel literature for over one our small church in that area, and
hundred years. Through that effort then obtained permission to use the
to tell about reconciliation, my great- cultural center in the town. Over two
grandmother received a paper from hundred children were coming to that
this church in her mailbox. She read Sunday school outreach.
the testimonies and sermons and rec- However, the Orthodox priest
ognized the power in them. She read found out what was going on and
that if she would pray, God would for- put pressure on the mayor to disal-
give her. She did that, and was saved. low the usage of the cultural center
She continued to pray and was sanc- for religious purposes. The young
tified. She kept praying and received ladies relocated back at the church
the baptism of the Holy Ghost. All this and continued to fill it up. Our people
happened in the same evening! In the removed doors to make more room
years since then, many souls have been for children. Although many of those
saved as a result of that paper and her children come from Orthodox fami-
decision to pray. Thank God for the lies, they can tell you that a person
ministry of reconciliation! must be born again to make Heaven.
Why? Because these young girls have
Ambassadors Today
How are we to be ambassadors
The Lord could taken up the ministry of reconciliation
and are ambassadors for Christ.
today? At a formal event, when an sound the trumpet One of two events can cause an
ambassador enters a room, everyone
stands at attention to honor the posi- at any time, and ambassador to return home—when
he fulfills his term, or when hostilities
tion he holds. As ambassadors for that will be our call break out or are imminent. The Apos-
Christ, we need to conduct our lives tle Paul fulfilled his term and wrote
in a manner that brings honor to the to return home. to Timothy, “I have fought a good
One we represent. Holiness is what
brings dignity to Christianity because
Our commission as fight, I have finished my course, I have
kept the faith: henceforth there is laid
it reflects Christ. ambassadors for up for me a crown of righteousness,
When I was in high school in Bose-
man, Montana, there was a student Christ will be which the Lord, the righteous judge,
shall give me at that day: and not to
in my drafting class that I knew was a fulfilled. me only, but unto all them also that
Christian because I watched his actions love his appearing” (2 Timothy 4:7-8).
and reactions. When some of the other Each of us can also fulfill our terms
students in the class pulled pranks on the opportunity to share his testimony as Christ’s ambassadors. However, we
him, he just smiled. He was never riled and the Word of God. Through that, believe the Lord is coming soon. Hos-
up. He was an ambassador for Christ. Jeremiah and his wife were saved. As tilities are imminent. The Lord could
He handled himself in a manner that different families moved to the area, sound the trumpet at any time, and
brought honor and dignity to the Brother Galia came by with his offer that will be our call to return home.
Gospel. There is an old saying, “Preach to help, even as he continued his own Our commission as ambassadors for
Christ. If necessary, use words.” This employment. What an ambassador for Christ will be fulfilled. Are we ready
young man’s life demonstrated the Christ! Eventually, there was a church for that call?
ministry of reconciliation. of seventy people in that town. Until our summons comes, each of
In the 1940s my wife’s grandparents In recent months, a boy about twelve us can be ambassadors for God. He
moved from central to western Roma- years old came to our church. He met will qualify and commission us if we
nia, and her Grandfather Jeremiah Brother Roy Frymire, a minister in seek Him. May the Lord help us to
began to build a new house. Soon a his nineties. Brother Roy prayed with pray for an opportunity to forward the
young man named Galia came by, asked this boy, gave him a few rides home, ministry of reconciliation.
if he could help with the construction, bought him a meal, and befriended
and then faithfully showed up to lend him. Brother Roy was being an ambas- John Musgrave is a minister of the
a hand. As he worked, he sang Chris- sador for Christ. Apostolic Faith Church in Portland,
tian songs. That piqued Jeremiah’s Last year in Romania, five young Oregon, and is treasurer of the interna-
interest, and in time Brother Galia had ladies asked our church leader if they tional organization.
Prayer in
a Tight
Place
Stopped by the police when
he had a gun in the car, this
young man tried to strike a
bargain with God.
By Clark Wolfe
W
hen you have been taught headquarters
about right and wrong, God office. Some-
and eternity, you never get times I had the
away from it. During my upper teen opportunity to
years, I knew that I was doing things help assemble
I should not have been doing. Some- literature or do
times I would look in the mirror, and some other project, and I liked that. But a life of sin. My heart became hard-
God would speak to my heart. there was something missing inside. ened, and in time I did not really
My Christian heritage goes a long Several times as a child, God spoke to feel condemned for any of the things
way back. My great-grandparents my heart, but I did not yield to that that I was doing. It seemed the Lord
were a part of the Apostolic Faith call. I guess I thought there would be had stopped speaking to my soul, or
Church when it was founded, and I more fun in not serving God. else I just did not hear Him anymore
grew up attending church and Sunday As I grew older, I gradually drifted because I was not listening. Yet once
school. Because my dad worked in the away from the precepts that I had been in a while, like when I was looking in
church literature publishing depart- taught as a child and was involved in the mirror, His conviction would cut
ment, I was a familiar face around the drugs, alcohol, and other aspects of right into my heart.
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On one occasion I had been drink- grow, to keep moving forward, and A group of young men spent a week-
ing and taking drugs and then was to seek the other experiences God has end attending our church in Yakima,
out driving with some of my friends. available. It became clear to me that I Washington. Saturday evening was a
I had a gun in the car when a police needed to do exactly that, so I began to youth song night, but afterward, some
officer pulled me over, and I knew that seek God, and He was faithful to help of us got down to pray. God had been
I could be in a great deal of trouble. me. He spoke to my soul about some so faithful to call for different conse-
Stopped on a dead-end street where restitutions that I needed to make. crations, but there was one thing in
I could see our church’s steeple, that Some of them were hard, but I always particular that I had trouble yielding.
night I told God if He would help prayed first, and God helped me. That night I turned it over to God
me out, I would come back and serve and said, “I give You everything that
Him. Even though it was a pathetic I have.” When the Lord would bring
prayer, made only because I was in a The enemy of our something to my mind, I would say,
tight spot, God heard it and extended “Lord, that is Yours.” When He would
mercy. The police officer let me off souls is like a lion, bring up something else, I would say,
pretty easy. Afterwards the enemy of
my soul told me it was just luck, but
looking for any area “Lord, that is Yours. Whatever You
want me to do, I will do; wherever You
God’s Spirit really put conviction on of weakness so he want me to go, I will go.” That night
my heart. God came down and filled me with
A few nights later, I went to a service can destroy us. the Holy Ghost. I cannot explain the
during our annual camp meeting. I joy it brought.
felt so sick and tired of all those things God has been with me in life’s situ-
that I had been doing. As I started to ations. A few years ago, I had pneu-
speak to the Lord, He made it very One Sunday night I was praying monia and was in the hospital for five
clear that I should turn my heart over after a service, and I felt that my life days. The ministers came to pray for
to Him. After the service, I knelt at the was fully consecrated to God. He came me, and that day I was well enough
chair where I had been sitting. How- down and wonderfully, entirely sancti- to go home. Three days later, I had to
ever, God let me know that if I really fied me. God put a song in my heart go and be x-rayed. The doctor came
wanted to get my life straightened and changed my attitude and the way into the room and said, “Clark, I
out with Him, I needed to pray at the that I thought. cannot explain what has happened,
prayer bench at the front of the church During another camp meeting, I was but the pneumonia in your lungs is
where other people were praying. After hungry to receive the baptism of the completely gone. It should have been
I obeyed and went to pray there, in a Holy Ghost. Many people were receiv- there for another six weeks.” He was so
couple of minutes God came down ing from God, including my fiancé, baffled that he took me into another
and saved me. He changed my heart and that made me want the experience room and showed me the x-rays. I
and my life. even more. Yet, I did not receive the knew what had happened—God had
Soon after that, my grandfather took baptism during that camp meeting or healed me.
me out to breakfast and told me that the youth camp which followed. Before The Lord has helped in every area
when a person is born again, some- long, my thoughts were totally focused of life. My wife and I have been given
times it can be difficult. He said that on that experience. I went to sleep at many opportunities to work for Him,
we have a target on us, and the enemy night thinking how much I needed my and I owe Him everything.
of our souls is like a lion, looking for baptism, and in the morning, that was
any area of weakness so he can destroy my first thought. It was even hard to Clark Wolfe is a minister of the Apos-
us. Then he said a Christian needs to concentrate on my job. tolic Faith Church in Portland, Oregon.
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