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Your Own Jesus
Copyright 2009 by Mark Hall
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Hall, Mark, 1970
Your own Jesus : a God insistent on making it personal / Mark Hall with
Tim Luke.
p. cm.
ISBN 978-0-310-29332-3 (hardcover)
1. Christian life Baptist authors. I. Luke, Tim. II. Title.
BV4501.3.H3483 2009
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2009014020
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First Printing August 2014 /Printed in the United States of America
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CONTENTS
FOREWORD BY MAX LUCADO / 9
WHY WE NEED OUR OWN JESUS / 11
Introduction
2. INFINITE / 47
Slow Fade
3. STUCK / 75
Somewhere in the Middle / The Altar and the Door
4. NEWNESS / 113
The Word Is Alive / Prayer for a Friend
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CHAPTER 1
EXPLAINING
THE WIND
East to West
I cant live by what I feel
But by the truth your Word reveals
Im not holding on to you
But youre holding on to me
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East to West
Scarred Hands
I had accepted Jesus into my heart ten years earlier at
Eastdale Baptist Churchs Vacation Bible School (VBS).
That summer, a caravan of trucks paraded through my
neighborhood while kids handed out candy and balloons, yelling, Come to Vacation Bible School! Come
to Vacation Bible School!
Since the kids looked like theyd come from a fun factory, I talked my parents into letting me go. When VBS
ended, this church did something more churches need
to do they followed up. Someone came to my house
and thanked my parents for taking me to VBS. Mom
and Dad visited the church the following Sunday.
The death of Jeff Money, a buddy I played with when
I visited my grandparents home, further softened my
parents hearts. When he drowned in the city swimming pool, it rocked my family. My parents eyes were
opened when they saw the Money family demonstrate
incredible faith in Jesus after their boys death.
James Blakeney, Eastdales minister of music, led my
thirty-three-year-old dad to the Lord, and Dad jumped
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East to West
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East to West
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East to West
Flawed Logic
It took a while to process the possum sighting, but years
later, I realized I had had a typical reaction. My brain
operated like anyone elses when confronted by something new and shocking: logic kicked in.
We take the same approach with the Bible, and especially with forgiveness. We hold forgiveness up to the
light, inspect it from every conceivable angle, shake it,
thump it, and bring it to our ear to see if its ever going
to say something back to us. Then we decide its too good
to be true. We let our logic elbow faith out of the way.
After all, God-sized forgiveness doesnt compute. It just
makes sense that God will give up on us sooner or later.
Understanding and truly accepting Gods forgiveness is the incubator to a meaningful walk with Jesus.
As we escape the dregs of compromise to walk in purity
and obedience, we are free to grow on Gods timetable
if we ignore the lies of the unholy world. And only by
avoiding faulty human logic can we give our lives over
to the seeming risk of a God who is actually unable to
be anything but faithful.
Everything we will ever be or ever have in our walks
with our own Jesus hinges on this simple truth. It is a
truth comprised of one word and yet all of eternity.
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F-A-I-T-H.
Youll have to take God at his word before your outlook and your walk breathe life. The New Testament
Greek for the word believe is pisteuo as in John 3:16:
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son,
that whoever pisteuos in him should not perish but have
eternal life. The word pisteuo means trust and carries
with it the connotation of placing all of your weight on
something.
When you sat down to read this book, you pisteuoed
probably either in a chair or a bed. You trusted in it to
bear your weight, hold you up, and not drop you.
Do you have pisteuo faith, the kind in which you
place all of your weight on Jesus for now and eternity?
It is the only faith able to open the doors of heaven and
unlock your eternal destiny. But it requires leaning on
Jesus and carrying on a daily fellowship with him that
cant help but uplift him and change you. It has to be
personal. God insists on it.
I say this with confidence because we cant mature in
Christ until we understand we are positioned in Christ.
Read the letter to the Ephesians and notice how many
times it asserts that our position is in Christ. This truth
deepens our understanding of Romans 8:1: There is
therefore now no condemnation for those who are in
Christ Jesus (emphasis added).
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East to West
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Inexplicable Favor
Gods forgiveness is without precedence. When I forgive someone, what that person did to me seems always
to hover in the back of my mind. I cant help but make
decisions based on my memory of what happened. How
can God, whose memory is perfect, be any different?
We assume theres no way God can forgive without condition and without end.
But thats human logic. If were uncertain about what
God says in his Word, well think, Im not really sure
what Gods love is, but this is what my dads love is like,
so that must be what Gods love is like. Or, Since forgiveness looks like this at work or at school, this must
be how God forgives.
Sometimes that logic is fine you can live the rest
of your life thinking that possums are rats but mistaken notions about forgiveness can shatter lives.
We live as if we believe that God follows human
logic. Three strikes, and youre out. You get written up
so many times, and youre fired. You get so many reprimands, and youre suspended. You get too many speeding tickets, and you lose your license. You break these
vows, and your spouse leaves you.
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It Is Finished
God says he drops our sins into his sea of forgetfulness (Isaiah 43:25; Micah 7:19). Sometimes we believers struggle on that sea, riding its swells and billows to
the point of sickness as we base our worth and identity
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East to West
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Every Crevice
Every human being since Adam and Eve has sinned.
Each of us is a sinner, enslaved to the sinful nature
within us. This is why Jesus told Nicodemus he must
be born again (John 3:3). Our lone hope is to be made
new through spiritual rebirth in Jesus, and the only way
to produce fruit afterward is to live as though we believe God did what he said he did.
We will never understand these truths fully thats
why faith is required. Even Nicodemus, steeped in the
laws and traditions of Israel, struggled with the notion.
Jesus smiled at him on a breezy Jerusalem night and
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East to West
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East to West
flicted with what they said and how they lived. Yet I
knew they spoke truth. They kept opening this really
powerful book and pointing to verses.
Then came the guilt.
Here I am saying to students that Im all of these
lofty things and spitting out Scripture at everybody, I
muttered. Here I am saying Im going to be a minister
who leads people and sings in front of crowds, and yet
Im not practicing what I preach.
I can see how some might joke, Wow, R-rated movies. He really took a dark and twisted path. But as I
dug deeper into Gods Word, I discovered verses such
as James 1:13 15, which Ill unpack in detail in the next
chapter. It tells us that sin is conceived from within us.
It starts in our hearts and minds. This truth convicted
me. I wanted to be holy, just as God is holy (1 Peter
1:15 16).
Any darkness that comes out in my life is the fruit
of my own appetites, and its my choice either to feed or
starve those appetites. I was purposely feeding on music
and movies with dark, violent themes and plenty of sexual content. All of that takes root in our thought lives
and affects everything we do. It clouds our communication with God and can limit how he uses us. If someone
is in a dark place and needs help, were probably not
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