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Distractions
I made sure that every day was filled with some kind of
“Distraction”, so she wouldn’t bring the “Please, I want you
Edward” kind of pleas. I hated denying her what was so beautiful.
All I could do was wish I were a real human man.
Maybe cause you feel guilty. Maybe you want to feel this way so
the lust for bella’s body won’t make you lose your control? Just
take a risk. I now we both will enjoy it! The greedy monster inside
me said my head. I think I’m going crazy.
That’s when I heard the door creak. I looked up and I swear I saw
heaven or maybe just a glimpse.
For the love of what is all holy, I want you NOW!!!! Said the
greedy monster. I agreed with him for one second and then said
in my head No! That my fragile Bella. My mouth had been open
and on the floor, not long enough for her to see, but my eyes
didn’t so she saw them pop out.
She was wearing the most sexiest thing ever. She was wearing
something black and lacy. It opened from the bottom of her bra, it
had a matching thong and by god, I Know my member was asking
for attention at that moment.
Thank god, there is a book on my lap. Was all I could think of and
about her body.
She was tired, she climbed in quickly and I put my arms around
her. She’s so close to you. TAKE HER!!!! I ignored that selfish
monster inside me that once only craved her blood, now it also
craved her beautiful body.
“Well, I was thinking… I know that the whole Dartmouth thing was
just supposed to be a cover story, but honestly, one semester of
college probably wouldn’t kill me,” She said.
“Charlie would get a thrill out of Dartmouth stories, I bet. Sure, it
might be embarrassing if I can’t keep up with all the brainiacs.
Still… eighteen, nineteen. It’s really not such a big difference. It’s
not like I’m going to get crow’s feet in the next year.”
“Why are you doing this to me?” I said through his teeth, my tone
suddenly
was ruffled on her thigh. Rip it, take her! Now! Said the greedy
monster.Then my hand relaxed. “It doesn’t matter. I won’t make
any deals with
“No, you don’t. And there is nothing that is worth risking your life
again. That’s
“But I do want to go. Well, it’s not college as much as it’s that I
want—I want to be human a little while longer.”
Why can’t I be human once again? I thought. While closing my
eyes and exhaling through my nose.
“Guess,” She said, and she dragged herself off the pillows to kiss
me.
I kissed her back, but not in the way she wanted me to. Carefully I
pulled away, so I wouldn’t hurt her feelings, I cradled her in my
chest.
“That’s the whole point, Edward. I like this part of being human. I
don’t want to
The song broke off. “You’ve been sleeping like the dead, Bella.
You haven’t said a
word in your sleep since we got here. If it weren’t for the snoring,
I’d worry you
Usually I’m all over the bed when I’m having nightmares. And
shouting.”
“Colors?”
“It’s all so bright and real. Usually, when I’m dreaming, I know
that I am. With
“Mostly?” I prompted.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the
bad dreams
away.” I said.
“They’re not all bad. Some are nice. So… colorful. Underwater,
with the fish and
the coral. It all seems like it’s really happening—I don’t know that
I’m dreaming.
Maybe this island is the problem. It’s really bright here.” She
explained.
I slowly climbed of the bed, made my way to the doors into the
beach.
It was nice outside. I made sure bella was still asleep, and
stripped down. I dove into the water. It was so warm.
“It was only a dream.” she couldn’t contain the low sob that broke
in my voice.
“It’s okay, love, you’re fine. I’m here.” I rocked her back and forth,
a little too
“Not a nightmare.” She shook her head, scrubbing the back of her
hand against her eyes. “It was a good dream.” Her voice broke
again.
“We were on the beach. . . .” She trailed off, pulling back to look
with tear-filled eyes at my anxious face, dim in the darkness.
She blinked the tears out of her eyes, torn. “Oh, Edward . . .”
“Tell me, Bella,” I pleaded, eyes wild with worry at the pain in her
voice.
She dropped her arms and once more started to cry again.