Im sorry for believing

Its not that complicated to understand

What Ive been through all this time
Im sorry for believing in you, in us,
In all that could have been
In all that should have been
Your words were proper and polite, your
Voice was sooth and deep;
It charmed me like Ive never been charmed before
ut now that all is gone, now when
!he future is ashes,
!he present is "re
!he past was the spark, but now its #ust
$ ghost lost in the dark%
Im sorry for believing
Its funny that I should ask myself this now, but
&ow could I ever love someone whos eyes
Ive never seen'
It was a secret love, a shadowed love
&idden even between the lovers for we truly loved eachother
(eeply, weve mailed for months and longed to meet
Weve listened to eachothers voices and
)ove words and future plans and songs
Im sorry for believing% *ow it gives me pain
!he keys of the piano underneath my "ngers
!remble, and their notes fade away
+r are my "ngers shaking, as my
,yes get "lled with tears'
I close my eyes and I remember the words
You said, the promises youve made - lies.
eautiful liar, standing in the shadows,
&ow did you dare to play so careless with
/y heart' /y heart though young,
It has been stung before, by love, in many forms;
0,yes have charmed me, and theyve hurt
&ow could I su1er from the eyes Ive never seen'2
ut now, now I regret love more than ever
Im sorry for believing.
Im sorry for believing you were once the perfect man;
Im sorry for believing we once had a plan
!o meet, to know eachother better
!o - eventually - grow old together
We planned to travel around the world
I was supposed to play the piano for you
$nd you you were supposed to recite 3rench poetry to me
!he tears are mi4ing with a smile;
!hey dry as I tell myself that
!hese would be the last lines Id write for you%
$nd even if the memories come back one day,
$nd the urge to lay my soul on a piece of paper
$nd fevereshly write some words for you,
5now that they will be less painful,
!ears will 6ow no more and I will look back
$t this moment and smile as if my heart
&as never been shattered; as if
/y lungs have never sighed; as if
/y "ngers have never trembled over
!he keys of the piano as if
/y "ngers have never written those sad lines
7Im sorry for believing would be the last words
Youll hear from me%
3or I have nothing more to add -
,4cept, maybe, to write our story
+ur beautiful story but beautiful as it may be
Its not worth sharing it on these sheets
ecause the somberness of my feelings now
Will shadow the #oy and pleasantness of
!he moments that we had our sweet moments
$nd if I do sit here and remember
If I go through all that has been,
Id only give my heart more to endure
8o then Ill stop right here and say - again and again
Im sorry for believing%