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just the first step to ultimately becoming aware of the true nature of
the mind. This is why awareness is what the Buddha was all about,
becoming aware, just waking up.
So. detachment for me is not cutting off my nose to spite my face,
but gradually neutralizing my polarized reactions, one by one, or
perhaps a wave at a time. And what is left after my reactions are
neutralized is awareness. Awareness is different than reactions.
And, at least for now, what the texts call "revulsion of samsara/thisworld" (at least for me) is this process of taming my own reactions,
becoming aware of them, acknowledging and accepting them as my
projections, and no longer viewing them as "other."
So what was seen as two (myself and that "other") becomes one,
the dichotomy is unified, and like the proverbial pebble dropped in
the pond, the ever-increasing circle of ripples includes more and
more of that other as myself. I see that it is just me, alone, as I
settle my mind.
And the point of all these words is that the above process (Tonglen)
is one of gradual detachment, of leaving this world, so to speak, a
bit at a time, like turning a glove inside out.
In the end we are naturally detached, quiet, but still there, and
aware. The awareness remains when the ripples of reaction play
out. This is why the practice of recognizing and incorporating my
reactions as just another part of me is so important.
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