Aurum

Syphlitic
My survival is dependent on performing
Uncompromising about goal
Top Performer
Sense of Duty (Beyond anything healthy)
Self-Critical (I havent done enough)
Hopeless (the goal is beyond my grasp)
Suicidal
Lack of Joy (Business before pleasure)
Unavailable Emotionally
The Heart
Bones, Pain (severe)
Worse at Night, Sleeplessness
Testicles
Boring headaches, sinuses (severe)

Think also Citrus Limonum

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Compulsion to pray (may be only thing that keeps them on planet)

Amel by Music, classical music especially
Fearless (often), Im doing this, this is how it needs to be done
Anger suppressed, Disgruntled; (feel guilty if expressed)
Grief, seeks sympathy, may plot revenge, may take blame
Pains worse at night
Craving for and amel. from open air
Pain so bad that the patient hints at the possibility of suicide
Sleeplessness, where quite exhausted the next day, Wakes 3 or 4 hours after falling asleep, Moaning in sleep,
Severe, chronic insomnia
Nightmares
Bone pains worse at night
Boring headaches at inner angle of the right eye, especially at the right root of the nose
Every possible heart pathology (SRP) Sensation as if the heart or chest is encased in armor, Angina, Palpitations, Rheumatic heart disease, Endocarditic, Pericarditis
Testicles; Main remedy for problems of the testicles and epididymis (near the testicles), especially in the right
testicle

They have reached top position

Now they have to handle every circumstance
Every crisis is test of taking charge
Are you capable of running organization
The leader
Take on more responsibility than necessary
The king should be responsibility for material welfare of subjects as well as spiritual welfare
He gave up thrown and became Buddhist monk
He proclaimed this to his people, what he learned, so they could become spiritually enhanced
Must constantly maintain standard of his performance
Confidence: Want of self, and thinks others have none, this make s him unhappy

Aurum
Thinks others have lost confidence in him
That is worst for any Leader
Ailments from unusual responsibility
(1:13)
Must perform tasks beyond his capacity
Destroys himself trying to achieve these gols
If fails, guilt and despair
His entire survival depends on him completing these great resp
If he falls from height
Music Amel: religious music, meaningful music, slower music
Uses as key confirmation: likes this Indian music with morals
Knobby nose, round at end
Delusion; has neglected his duty
So duty conscious if even do a little bit of neglect
Suicide: destroy himself by jumping
Does not see suicidal feeling in his Aurum patients
He has created his whole life to take on this responsibility
So wont see suicide
(1:18)
Case: Man with Diabetes
Asymptomatic
Then chest pain, myacardia infraction
Advised amputation of diabetic foot
Tone of voice, strong and powerful **
Not showy but very clear and firm **
When discharging my official duty
Very conscientious
Taken from them incriminating documents someone had stolen documents
He moved heaven and earth to find documents again
Put extraordinary efforts to discharge duties
Very religious man
Very high value
Very duty bound and very high morality
Rem: Aurum-met
Answers in questions if you ask him a question he will answer with a question
What do you like in food?
What do you expect me to like in food?
Why do you always answer a question with a question?
Why not?
(Laurie Dack) Inner knowing
Inner nobility
Inner light, kingliness, or queenliness
Inner vision
They may be religious, and seeking to be a minister not about living up to the rules
Has the inner knowing able to make their own rules, and the rules are of a high stature
They dont need a structure imposed from the outside
It emanates from the inside the highest quality
They dont brag no need to brag
When you have gold earrings, no need to point out (LD)

Aurum Metallicum Mental State

Very syphilitic,
As syphilitic as a remedy can get
They feel what they are trying to do,
is really beyond their capacity
Like winning the Olympics

NEED MORE SUNLIGHT INSIDE

Its dark
Its heavy

A top performer
Has qualities that win the gold
Rubrics: Industrious

Run corporations
Rise right to the top
Can have a regal sort of air about them

Hopelessness

Extremely Self-Critical
Always feeling theyve
never done enough
Will also be critical of others (but quietly)

Im worthwhile because Im giving 120%

What they have to do is mission impossible

Delusion has lost affection of friends

Not power hungry,

Like there is a hopelessness

about ever finishing the task

Depression

And Hopeful
(in early stages)
If they work very hard
They have a chance to reach goal!
Unavailable emotionally
Wont come in talking about relationships, more likely to talk about work
If is into their kids,
they will talk about how they
arent doing enough for their kids

Trouble with their affections

The things the person loves in life are
affected, difficulty with things they love

Cant enjoy

(Primary expression)

Easily Disappointed
Feelings of failure, guilt, despair
Due to their high standards
If major disappointment, shifts
whole case, start to get depressed

Can be quite hidden

Because they are performers
Delusion, he can not succeed,
Does everything wrong

Thoughts of Suicide

Prone to thoughts of suicide

(almost a rule-out over age of 30)
Like guns, jumping, etc.

Quick, no chance of survival

They wont enjoy the things most people

do, wont joke, wont smell the roses
Business before pleasure
Hard time enjoying their own successes
A lack of joy
They arent having any fun

Extreme sports, really risky things

with money and/or sex life
Taking chances all the time

a hedonic

Passing with on-coming car...close

Dont find pleasure in things...

Dont care if they get killed

(short of suicide)
Huge risk takers

Living a destructive life

Anger, usually suppressed
Might explain it to you, but rare that seen
as main issue

May even tend to think about suicide

more than actually commit it
Loathing life

Disgruntled feeling with Aurum

If they get angry, they feel horrible afterwards, feel like really screwed up

Criticism is taken pretty

harshly
If critical parents, they will be depressed at an early age

(but not haughty)

Want to be the best at what they do

Very competent
Tends to be bread-winner in family
Can also be blue collar
Everything is about their Goal

Uncompromising
If they have this uncompromising
strength, they can possibly make this
goal
(Because syphilitic)
Do self-destructive things to meet goal
Driven their whole life

My survival is
dependent on performing
I have to completely fulfill my job
Aurum kids
Very serious, focused, very goal oriented,
terrifically hard on self

Sense of Duty
Is beyond anything healthy
A Noble Quality
Can be socially conscious
Mission directed
Im on this planet for a reason
A person of integrity of responsibility
Delusion, neglected his duty
Reproached himself
Loyal to the end
In marriage
Has respect for hierarchy and structure

Aurum Metallicum Mental State

Music ameliorates
Can really move them out of these feelings temporarily
Classical music, the perfection in it

In the end
Get overly gleeful

They tend to be fearless

Im doing this,
this is how it needs to be done
Sort of ready to step off this planet,
if you threaten their life, they are not
really afraid
High pain tolerance
But when gets beyond that
Cant take it anymore (suicide)

Terrific compulsion to pray

Religious
If religious, duty is important
Feeling need to live up to standards
Tends towards organized religions
Religion will be what keeps them on
the planet
Can be loners
Alcoholism

Aurum Metalicum

Eric
Themes
The Heart
Bones, Pain (severe)
Worse at Night, Sleeplessness
Testicles
Boring headaches, sinuses (severe)

General
Lots of predisposition for bones and heart
Pains worse at night
Craving for and amel. from open air
Head
Boring headaches at inner angle of the right eye, especially at the right root of the nose
Pain so bad that the patient hints at the possibility of suicide
Nasal obstruction and severe sinusitis, tend towards severe infections (will go to the bones) really
nasty, intense
Nasal malignancy, Carcinoma of the tongue or throat
Heart
Every possible heart pathology
Angina, worse in evening, worse ascending stairs
Palpitations, worse at night, worse from emotions, worse from anxiety, worse from exertion
Sensation as if the heart or chest is encased in armor
Rheumatic heart disease, Endocarditic, Pericarditis
Extremities
Bone pains worse at night
Wandering rheumatic pains
Psoriasis
Sleep
Sleeplessness, where quite exhausted the next day
Moaning in sleep, crying out in sleep
Wakes 3 or 4 hours after falling asleep
Severe, chronic insomnia
Nightmares
Male/Female
Main remedy for problems of the testicles and epididymis (near the testicles)
Pain, especially in the right testicle
Undescended testicle, malignancy of testes
Sex drive high
Uterine fibroids

Aurum Metalicum
Case
Woman,
Comes in wearing black, horrible weeping, horribly suicidal
Still made it thru grad school with high marks
She does perform, east coast family
Migraines
Talked in a monotone
Talked about emotions, yet dont break into full expression of it
Hospitalized in college for suicide attempt
Drug problems
High pain tolerance
Says shes a survivor, mother was abusive
A loner, said she was a loner
Tried to get fathers approval
Good achiever, successful
She felt like she was an alien, tended to isolate herself
Wanted to jump off bridge, thinks about crashing her car
If I feel shamed, I get rageful
Loves the sun
Case
Aurum was 3 prescription
She responded to first 2 remedies
Ign, then Platina, then Aurum really shifted main problem
Bad headaches every day, 4-5 times a day, unbearable
20 years old, really intense person
She looked very trim and fit, yet looked like she maintained that are great duress
She was bigger boned, she was a bit too skinny for her size, of good for society standards
Extremely tired, falls asleep when drives
I run 4 miles every day and never loose any weight
I work with trainer
Last year I lost 20 lb.s with this program
Its so frustrated because of her weight
All about her weight
Was in gymnastics, pretty intense, never had fat on stomach
I just want to be normal, means put in effort and see results with her body
Shes desperate because she wants to loose weight
She needs and wants a boyfriend, but Id rather be perfect
I push myself to the max, I lift weights every day
Im way into sports, I should look good
I have rolls of fat (doesnt really)
I have determination to look exactly like I want
I know where I want to be
I dont have tolerance for weak people
Sister committed suicide
Started with IGN for headaches, headaches went away
Completely conflicted about loosing the weight, thats why headaches
Running 55 miles a week, theres something wrong with me that I dont loose weight

Aurum Metalicum
Training for a marathon
My depression, a nervous breakdown a few days ago, fell apart sobbing, couldnt go to work
I mentally will loose my mind if I dont get better
PLAT, did feel drastically better
Then PLAT quit working
Thought I cant do this anymore and Im thinking of suicide
Then AURUM
I feel like the real me,
I feel normal
Its like being a new person
Im okay if I dont loose weight