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Nijinsky, Diary
Somebody dances for you; maybe you can enjoy it, but how can you know the beauty of dance unless you
dance? It is something inner. What happens when a person is dancing? What happens to his innermost
core?
Nijinsky, one of the greatest dancers, used to say that there come moments when he disappears,
only the dance remains. Those are the peak moments -- when the dancer is not there and only the dance
is. That's what Buddha is saying -- when the self is not there.
Now Nijinsky is moving into an ecstasy, and you are just sitting there watching the movement. Of course
those movements are beautiful. Nijinsky's movements have a grace, a tremendous beauty, but it is nothing
compared to what he is feeling inside. His dance is a beauty, even when you are just a spectator, but nothing
compared to what is happening inside him.
He used to say that there are moments when gravitation disappears. I can understand because I have come
across the feeling myself when gravitation disappears. And it was only for moments that gravitation
disappeared for me. Now I have lived for years without gravitation. I know what he means.
Even scientists were very much puzzled, because there were moments in Nijinsky's dance when he would
leap and jump -- and those leaps were tremendous, almost impossible leaps. A man cannot leap that way;
the gravitation does not allow. And the most beautiful and amazing part was that when Nijinsky would be
coming back from the leap he would come so slowly that it is impossible. He would come so slowly as if a
leaf is falling from a tree... very slowly, very slowly, very slowly.
It is not possible, it is against the physical law, it is against physics. The gravitation does not make any
exceptions, not even for a Nijinsky. And he was asked again and again, 'What happens? How do you fall so
slowly? Because it is not within your power to control -- the gravitation pulls you.' He said, 'It does not
happen always, only rarely -- when the dancer disappears. Then sometimes I am also puzzled, surprised,
not only you. I see myself coming so slowly, so gracefully, and I know that the gravitation does not exist in
that moment.'
He must be functioning in another dimension where the physical law does not exist, where another law starts
working that spiritualists call the law of levitation. And it seems absolutely rational and logical to have both
the laws, because each law has to be counterbalanced by another law in the opposite direction. If there is
light there is darkness, if there is life there is death, if there is gravitation there must be levitation that pulls
you up. There must be ways where a person is pulled up.
- Osho about Ninjinsky, "The Discipline of Transcendence, Vol2"