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psycho-
patient
psychoanalyt-
i c a l k n o w l e d g e offered n o means o f s o l u t i o n , a n d w h i c h
therefore r e m a i n e d unsolved.
A s m o s t analysts p r o b a b l y d o , a t f i r s t I a t t r i b u t e d t h e
r e s u l t i n g u n c e r t a i n t y to m y o w n lack of
experience,
l a c k o f u n d e r s t a n d i n g o r b l i n d spots. I r e m e m b e r pesteri n g m o r e e x p e r i e n c e d c o l l e a g u e s w i t h q u e s t i o n s s u c h as
w h a t F r e u d o r t h e y u n d e r s t o o d b y "ego," w h y sadistic
impulses were interrelated w i t h "anal l i b i d o , " and w h y
so m a n y d i f f e r e n t t r e n d s w e r e r e g a r d e d as a n e x p r e s s i o n
of latent homosexualitywithout, however,
obtaining
of
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t h i n k i n g . I t is o n l y t h r o u g h r e c o g n i z i n g t h e
debatable
p r e m i s e s o n w h i c h t h i s system is b u i l t t h a t o n e
acquires
a c l e a r e r v i s i o n as t o t h e sources o f e r r o r c o n t a i n e d i n
t h e i n d i v i d u a l t h e o r i e s . I n a l l s i n c e r i t y I m a y say t h a t
I regard myself qualified to make
tained
in
this
book,
because
resistance w h i c h m a n y
fifteen
applied
years.
p s y c h i a t r i s t s as w e l l
l a y m e n f e e l t o w a r d o r t h o d o x p s y c h o a n a l y s i s is d u e
as
not
o n l y t o e m o t i o n a l sources, as is a s s u m e d , b u t also t o t h e
debatable
character
refutation
o f psychoanalysis w h i c h
of many
r e s o r t t o is r e g r e t t a b l e
the valid w i t h
recognition
theories.
The
the d u b i t a b l e a n d thereby
of what
complete
these c r i t i c s
because i t leads t o
often
discarding
prevents
psychoanalysis essentially
has
a
to
theories, the m o r e
fundamental
standing of psychological
problems.
T h u s t h e p u r p o s e o f t h i s b o o k is n o t t o s h o w
is w r o n g w i t h psychoanalysis,
what
theoretical
considerations
and
practical
experi-
is e n l a r g e d
considerably
i f we
cut
loose
psychology.
As to
the
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l a t t e r , F r e u d t e n d s t o r e g a r d l a t e r p e c u l i a r i t i e s as a l m o s t
direct repetitions of i n f a n t i l e drives or reactions; hence
he expects later disturbances
lying
to vanish
i n f a n t i l e e x p e r i e n c e s are
ognize
i f the
elucidated.
under-
When
we
o n genesis, w e
rec-
later
peculiarities
a n d e a r l i e r e x p e r i e n c e s is m o r e c o m p l i c a t e d t h a n F r e u d
assumes: t h e r e is n o s u c h t h i n g as a n i s o l a t e d r e p e t i t i o n
of
isolated
experiences; b u t the e n t i r e t y of i n f a n t i l e
struc-
t u r e , a n d i t is t h i s s t r u c t u r e f r o m w h i c h l a t e r d i f f i c u l t i e s
e m a n a t e . T h u s t h e analysis o f t h e a c t u a l c h a r a c t e r s t r u c t u r e moves i n t o the f o i e g r o u n d of a t t e n t i o n .
As to the instinctivistic o r i e n t a t i o n of
w h e n character
psychoanalysis:
t r e n d s are n o l o n g e r e x p l a i n e d as t h e
ultimate outcome
of instinctual drives, m o d i f i e d o n l y
creating
neurotic
conflicts;
thus
falls o n
the
a n d we have to
f o r t h e e n v i r o n m e n t a l factors
responsible
disturbances
in
orienta-
p r i n c i p l e , i m p l i c i t i n t h e l i b i d o t h e o r y , is
r e l i n q u i s h e d t h e s t r i v i n g f o r safety assumes m o r e w e i g h t
and the role of anxiety i n engendering strivings t o w a r d
safety a p p e a r s i n a n e w l i g h t . T h e r e l e v a n t f a c t o r i n t h e
genesis o f n e u r o s e s is t h e n n e i t h e r t h e O e d i p u s
complex
n o r a n y k i n d o f i n f a n t i l e p l e a s u r e s t r i v i n g s b u t a l l those
a d v e r s e i n f l u e n c e s w h i c h m a k e a c h i l d l e e l helpless a n d
defenseless a n d w h i c h m a k e h i m c o n c e i v e t h e w o r l d as
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p o t e n t i a l l y m e n a c i n g . Because o f h i s d r e a d o f p o t e n t i a l
dangers
the
child
must
develop
certain
t r e n d s " p e r m i t t i n g h i m t o cope w i t h
some measure
o f safety.
"neurotic
the w o r l d
with
Narcissistic, masochistic,
per-
f e c t i o n i s t i c t r e n d s seen i n t h i s l i g h t are n o t d e r i v a t i v e s
of i n s t i n c t u a l fortes, b u t represent
primarily an
indi-
full
safety
devices'
but
failure
to
operate.
T h e i n f l u e n c e these basic changes i n v i e w p o i n t h a v e
on
individual
psychoanalytical
concepts
will
be
dis-
pre-
t h e effect
Sexual
r a t h e i t h a n t h e cause o f
the
the t r u e m o r a l
problems
i n v o l v e d i n e v e r y n e u r o s i s a n d t o t a k e a s t a n d t o n arc!
them.
Finally, w h e n the "ego"
is n o l o n g e r r e g a r d e d as a n
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organ merely executing or checking instinctual drives,
s u c h h u m a n f a c u l t i e s as w i l l p o w e r , j u d g m e n t , d e c i s i o n s
are
"ego"
Freud
de-
scribes t h e n appears to be n o t a u n i v e r s a l b u t a n e u r o t i c
phenomenon.
The
v i d u a l self m u s t
w a r p i n g of
t h e n be
the spontaneous
recognized
as a
f a c t o r i n t h e genesis a n d m a i n t e n a n c e
paramount
o f neuroses.
struggle
distuibances
i n the
indi-
relations
essence
t o self
and
o t h e r s , a n d c o n f l i c t s a r i s i n g o n these g i o u n d s . T h e s h i f t
in
emphasis
as t o t h e
fa'tors
considered
relevant
n e u r o s e s e n l a r g e s c o n s i d e r a b l y t h e tasks o f
ical therapy. T h e
over
in
psychoanalvt
a i m o f t h e r a p y is t h e n n o t t o
help
his instincts b u t
to
lessen h i s a n x i e t y t o s u c h a n e x t e n t t h a t h e c a n d i s p e n s e
w i t h his " n e u r o t i c t r e n d s . " B e y o n d this a i m t h e r e looms
a n e n t i r e l y n e w t h e i a p e u t u g o a l , w h i c h is t o r e s t o i e t h e
individual
his
sponta
n e i t y a n d find h i s c e n t e r o f g r a v i t y i n h i m s e l f .
I t is^said t h a t t h e w r i t e r h i m s e l f p r o f i t s m o s t t h t o u g h
w r i t i n g a b o o k . I k n o w that I have benefited t h r o u g h
w r i t i n g this one. T h e
necessity t o f o r m u l a t e
thoughts
has g r e a t l y h e l p e d m c t o c l a r i f y t h e m . W h e t h e r
otheis
many
analysts
and
psychiatrists w h o
have
cvpcii
e i K e d m y u n c e i t a i n t i e s as t o t h e v a l i d i t y o f m a n y
thco
i c t i c t l c o n t e n t i o n s . I d o n o t expect t h e m to accept m \
formulations
complete
nor
in then
final.
entirety,
Nor
are
for
they
b e g i n n i n g of a new psychoanalytical
however,
these a r e
meant
to
"school."
neither
be
I
the
hope
t h a t t h e y are s u f f i c i e n t l y c l e a r l y p r e s e n t e d
to
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18
p e r m i t o t h e r s t o test t h e i r v a l i d i t y f o r t h e m s e l v e s . I also
h o p e t h a t t h o s e s e r i o u s l y i n t e r e s t e d i n a p p l y i n g psychoa n a l y s i s t o e d u c a t i o n , soci al w o r k a n d a n t h r o p o l o g y w i l l
receive some h e l p t o w a r d clarification o f the p r o b l e m s
with
w h i c h they are c o n f r o n t e d . F i n a l l y
I hope
that
t h o s e l a y m e n as w e l l as p s y c h i a t r i s t s w h o h a v e t e n d e d
t o r e p u d i a t e p s y c h o a n a l y s i s as a c o n s t r u c t i o n o f s t a r t l i n g
but
unsubstantiated assumptions
will
gain
from
this
d i s c u s s i o n a p e r s p e c t i v e o n p s y c h o a n a l y s i s as a science
o f cause a n d effect a n d as a c o n s t r u c t i v e t o o l o f u n i q u e
v a l u e f o r t h e u n d e r s t a n d i n g o f o u i selves a n d o t h e r s .
During
to
the
the time of my d i m l y
validity
of
perceived
psychoanalytical
doubts
theories
as
t w o col-
sized
the
necessity
of analyzing primarily
empha-
the
actual
c o n f l i c t s i t u a t i o n . R e i c h , t h o u g h at t h a t t i m e engrossed
i n the contentions of the l i b i d o theory, p o i n t e d o u t the
necessity o f a n a l y z i n g i n t h e first i n s t a n c e t h e d e f e n s i v e
c h a r a c t e r t r e n d s a n e u r o t i c has b u i l t u p .
O t h e r influences o n the d e v e l o p m e n t o f m y
critical
brought home
to me
by
Max
g r a n t e d , a n d gave m e t h e c o u r a g e t o p r o c e e d a l o n g t h e
lines w h i c h I considered right. F u r t h e r m o r e , acquaintance w i t h
a c u l t u r e w h i c h i n m a n y w a y s is
different
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from
the
European
taught me
t o realize
that
many-
n e u r o t i c c o n f l i c t s are u l t i m a t e l y d e t e r m i n e d b y c u l t u r a l
conditions.
I n this
widened
by
Fromm,
who
criticized
respect
acquaintance
my
knowledge
with
i n a series o f
the
papers
work
and
has
of
been
Erich
lectures
the lacj; of c u l t u r a l o r i e n t a t i o n i n
has
Freud's
w o r k s . H e also has g i v e n m e a n e w p e r s p e c t i v e o n m a n y
p r o l U e m s o f i n d i v i d u a l p s y c h o l o g y , s u c h as t h e c e n t r a l
s i g n i f i c a n c e w h i c h t h e loss o f self e n t a i l s f o r
neuroses.
h i m i n m a n y instances
where
I should
h a v e l i k e d t o d o so.
I t a k e t h i s o p p o r t u n i t y t o express m y t h a n k s t o M i s s
Elizabeth
Todd,
who
has
edited
the
book
and
has
secretary,
A l s o I feel i n d e b t e d t o
M i s s A l i c e S d i u l / , w h o has g i v e n m e a b e t t e r
standing of the English
language.
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C O N T E N T S
Introduction
I
II
Feasibility
The
III
Stages
IV
The
1
and Desirability
Driving
Forces
of
in
Neuroses
of Psychoanalytic
Patient's
Share
Self-Analysts
37
Understanding
in the
The
101
Analyst's
Share
in the
Psychoanalytic
Process
123
VI
Occasional
VII
Systematic
Self-Analysis:
VIII
Systematic
Self-Analysis
Self-Analysis
151
Preliminaries
of
ft
174
Morbid
Dependency
IX
X
XI
Spirit
190
and Rules
Dealing
73
Psychoanalytic
Process
V
*3
with
Limitations
of Systematic
Self-Analysis
Resistances
of
247
267
Self-Analysis
286
Index
305
I N T R O D U C T I O N
I N T R O D U C T I O N
Manifest character disorders, such as a compulsive i n decision, a repeated w r o n g choice of friends or lovers,
gross i n h i b i t i o n s toward w o r k , became as m u c h an object of analysis as the gross c l i n i c a l symptoms. Nevertheless the focus of interest was n o t the personality a n d its
best possible development; the u l t i m a t e purpose was the
understanding a n d eventual removal of the obvious disorders, and analysis of the character was only a means
toward this end. I t was almost an accidental by-product
i f i n consequence of such w o r k a person's whole developm e n t took a better course.
Psychoanalysis is still and w i l l r e m a i n a method of
therapy for specific neurotic disorders. B u t the fact that
i t can be an a i d to general character development has
come to assume a weight of its o w n . T o an increasing
degree people t u r n to analysis n o t because they suffer
from depressions, phobias, or comparable disorders b u t
because they feel they cannot cope w i t h life or feel that
Cactors w i t h i n themselves are h o l d i n g t h e m back or i n j u r i n g their relationships w i t h others.
As w i l l happen when any new vista is opened u p , the
significance of this new o r i e n t a t i o n was at first overrated.
I t was frequently declared, and the o p i n i o n is s t i l l wide
spread, that analysis is the only means of f u r t h e r i n g personality g r o w t h . Needless to say, that is n o t true. l i f e
itself is the most effective help for o u r development. T h e
hardships that life forces u p o n usa necessity to leave
one's country, organic illness, periods of solitudeand
also its giftsa good friendship, even a mere contact w i t h
a t r u l y good a n d valuable h u m a n being, co-operative
8
Introduction
to be able to utilize the h e l p offered by life. Since psychoanalysis has n o t these disadvantagesthough i t has others
i t can legitimately take its place as one specific means
i n the service of personal development.
A n y help of this k i n d is made d o u b l y necessary by the
intricate and difficult conditions that we a l l live under
i n o u r civilization. B u t professional analytical help, even
i f i t c o u l d be made available to more people, can scarcely
reach everyone w h o m i t is capable of benefiting. I t is for
this reason that the question of self-analysis has i m p o r tance. I t has always been regarded as n o t o n l y valuable
b u t also feasible to " k n o w oneself/' b u t i t is possible that
the endeavor can be greatly assisted by the discoveries of
psychoanalysis. O n the other hand, these very discoveries
have revealed more than was ever k n o w n before about
the intrinsic difficulties i n v o l v e d i n such an u n d e r t a k i n g .
Therefore h u m i l i t y as w e l l as hope is r e q u i r e d i n any
discussion of the possibility of psychoanalytic self-examination.
I t is the object of this book to raise this question seriously, w i t h a l l due consideration f o r the difficulties i n volved. I have attempted also to present certain basic
considerations regarding procedure, b u t since i n this
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I N T R O D U C T I O N
Introduction
II
C H A P T E R
ONE
Feasibility
and Desirability of Self-Analysis
S E L F
A N A L Y S I S
Similarly, a patient, despite his best intentions to be cooperative, becomes unproductive as soon as his efforts
meet some "resistance."
patient's considerable and lasting improvement. I f caref u l examination does n o t show any change i n his circumstances that m i g h t account for the improvement, one
may be justified i n regarding i t as a belated effect of
analysis. Such an aftereffect, however, is n o t easy to ac-
Feasibility
and
Desirability
count for. Various factors may c o n t r i b u t e to i t . T h e previous w o r k may have enabled the patient to make such
accurate self-observations
that he is convinced
more
deeply than before of the existence of certain disturbi n g trends, or is even able to discover new factors w i t h i n
himself. O r i t may be that he had regarded any suggestion
made by the analyst as a foreign i n t r u s i o n and that he
can take h o l d of insights more easily when they re-emerge
as his o w n findings. O r , i f his t r o u b l e was a r i g i d need
to be superior to others and to defeat them, he may have
been incapable of g i v i n g the analyst the satisfaction of
d o i n g successful w o r k , and thus be able to recover only
w h e n the analyst is o u t of the picture. F i n a l l y , i t must
be remembered that delayed reactions occur also i n many
other situations: o n l y m u c h later may we grasp the real
meaning of a joke or a remark made i n a conveisation.
Different as these explanations are they all p o i n t i n
one d i r e c t i o n : they suggest that some mental activity
must have gone o n i n the patient w i t h o u t his being aware
of i t , or at least w i t h o u t consciously determined efforts.
T h a t such mental activities, and even meaningful d i rected activities, do occur w i t h o u t awareness we k n o w
from the existence of meaningful dreams and from such
experiences as b e i n g balked by a task i n the evening and
k n o w i n g the solution after awakening f r o m sleep. N o t
o n l y is there the famous mathematical p r o b l e m , of which
the solution presents itself i n the m o r n i n g , b u t a decision
befogged i n the evening may be clarified after having
"slept" over i t . A resentment n o t even perceived i n dayt i m e may have w o r k e d itself t h r o u g h to awareness so
J
S E L F - A N A
L Y S I i
intelligence?
16
Feasibility
and
Desirability
17
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
and Influence
People,
have
in Self-Discovery,
definitely
Made
D . jLassweJI
Through
in Chapter
Public
Opinion,
4, " K n o w
1 hyself,"
i n his
p o i n t s o u t the v a l u e o f free
is d e v o t e d t o
a n o t h e r s u b j e c t h e d o e s n o t d i s c u s s t h e specific issues i n v o l v e d i n
the q u e s t i o n of self-analysis.
18
Feasibility
and
Desirability
construc-
tive energies
A n experienced analyst w o u l d never succumb to such
o p t i m i s m because he is too f a m i l i a r w i t h the h a r d and
sometimes desperate fight that a patient may p u t u p
before he is capable of facing a p r o b l e m squarely. A n
analyst w o u l d rather tend toward the opposite
extreme
re-experiencing
pa-
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
patient's " l o v e " for the analyst m i g h t provide an addit i o n a l incentive, p r o v i d e d this " l o v e " does not a i m at a
concrete sexual satisfaction b u t is contented w i t h receivi n g and u t i l i z i n g the analyst's help. T h i s sounds plausible. W e must n o t forget, however, that i n every neurosis
the a b i l i t y to love is greatly i m p a i r e d , and that what appears as such is mostly the result of the patient's excessive
need for affection a n d approval. I t is t r u e that there are
p a t i e n t s a n d I suppose Freud had them i n m i n d w h o
go to considerable lengths to please the analyst, i n c l u d i n g a willingness to accept interpretations more or less
u n c r i t i c a l l y a n d i n c l u d i n g also an attempt to show
i m p r o v e m e n t . Efforts of this type, however,
are n o t
Feasibility
and
Desirability
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
toward self-aggrandizement
are some-
times a forceful element i n the wish for self-development. W h a t F r e u d refused to recognize is the fact that
this "narcissistic" element is a c o n t r i b u t i n g factor only.
I f the need for self-aggrandizement
Feasibility
and
Desirability
further
analysis.
Theoretically, Freud's disbelief i n a wish for self
development is l i n k e d u p w i t h his postulate that the
"ego" is a weak agency tossed about among the claims
of instinctual drives, of the outside w o r l d a n d of a forb i d d i n g conscience. U l t i m a t e l y , however, I believe that
the two formulations of analytical goals are expressions
of different philosophical beliefs as to the nature of man.
I n the words of M a x O t t o : " T h e deepest source of a man's
philosophy, the one that shapes a n d nourishes i t , is faith
or lack of faith i n m a n k i n d . I f he has confidence i n human beings and believes that something fine can be
achieved t h r o u g h t h e m , he w i l l acquire ideas about l i f e
and about the w o r l d w h i c h are i n harmony w i t h his confidence. Lack of confidence w i l l generate corresponding
ideas." I t may be m e n t i o n e d that F r e u d , i n his book on
the interpretation of dreams, at least i m p l i c i t l y recog
nized that some degree of self-analysis is possible, for here
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S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
he d i d analyze his o w n dreams. T h i s is particularly i n teresting i n view of the fact that his whole philosophy
denied the possibility of self-analysis.
B u t even i f we grant that there is sufficient incentive
for self-analysis there is still the question whether i t can
be undertaken by a " l a y m a n " who has n o t the necessary
knowledge,
trained person can p e r f o r m more q u i c k l y and more efficiently than an u n t r a i n e d person, and i n many instances
the latter w i l l fail entirely. B u t the gap between a trained
and an u n t r a i n e d person is often regarded as w i d e r than
i t is. F a i t h i n specialization can easily t u r n i n t o b l i n d
awe and stifle any attempt at new activity.
General considerations of this k i n d are encouraging.
B u t i n order to arrive at a proper evaluation of the tech-
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nical possibility of self-analysis we must visualize i n concrete detail what constitutes the e q u i p m e n t of a professional analyst. I n the first place, the analysis of others
demands an extensive psychological knowledge of the
nature of unconscious forces, the forms of t h e i r m a n i festation, the reasons responsible for t h e i r power, the
influence wielded by t h e m , the ways of u n e a r t h i n g t h e m .
I n the second place, i t demands definite skills, w h i c h
must be developed by t r a i n i n g and experience: the analyst must understand h o w to deal w i t h the patient; he
must k n o w w i t h a reasonable degree of certainty w h i c h
factors i n the maze of m a t e r i a l presented should be
tackled and w h i c h left o u t for the t i m e being; he must
have acquired a highly developed a b i l i t y to "feel i n t o "
the patient, a sensitivity to psychic undercurrents that
is almost a sixth sense. Finally, the analysis of others demands a t h o r o u g h self-knowledge. I n w o r k i n g w i t h a pat i e n t the analyst has to project himself i n t o a strange
w o r l d , w i t h its o w n peculiarities a n d its o w n laws. A n d
there
is considerable
danger
that he
will
miscon-
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financial
without
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development
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permanently i m p a i r e d . O r that when he feels his foundations shaken he m i g h t do something desperate, such
as d r i v i n g or g a m b l i n g recklessly, jeopardizing his posit i o n , or a t t e m p t i n g suicide.
I n the cases of self-analysis w h i c h I have observed such
u n t o w a r d consequences have never occurred. B u t these
observations are as yet too l i m i t e d to produce any conv i n c i n g statistical evidence; I c o u l d not say, for instance,
that this u n f o r t u n a t e outcome has occurred i n o n l y one
case o u t of a h u n d r e d . T h e r e are, however, good reasons
to believe that the danger is so rare as to be negligible.
Observation i n every analysis shows that patients are well
able to protect themselves f r o m insights they are n o t yet
able to receive. I f they are given an i n t e r p r e t a t i o n that
represents too great a threat to their security they may
consciously reject i t ; o r they may forget i t , or invalidate
its relevance for them, o r w a r d i t off w i t h arguments, or
simply resent i t as u n f a i r criticism.
One may safely assume that these self-protective forces
w o u l d operate also i n self-analysis. A person a t t e m p t i n g
to analyze himself w o u l d simply fail to make any selfobservations that w o u l d lead to insights as yet intolerable. O r he w o u l d i n t e r p r e t t h e m i n such a way as to
miss the essential p o i n t . O r he w o u l d merely t r y to correct q u i c k l y and superficially an a t t i t u d e conceived by
h i m as faulty, and thereby close the door to f u r t h e r i n vestigation. T h u s i n self-analysis the actual danger w o u l d
be less than i n professional analysis, because the patient
i n t u i t i v e l y knows w h a t to avoid w h i l e an analyst, even
a sensitive one, may err a n d present to the p a t i e n t a pre-
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futility
himself,
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C H A P T E R
T W O
Psychoanalysis, as already discussed, has n o t o n l y a clinical value as a therapy for neuroses b u t also a h u m a n
value i n its potentialities for h e l p i n g people t o w a r d t h e i r
best possible f u r t h e r development. B o t h objectives can
be pursued i n other ways; peculiar to analysis is the att e m p t to reach these goals t h r o u g h h u m a n understandi n g n o t alone t h r o u g h sympathy, tolerance, and an
i n t u i t i v e grasp of interconnections, qualities that are i n dispensable i n any k i n d of h u m a n understanding, b u t ,
more fundamentally, t h r o u g h an effort to o b t a i n an accurate picture of the total personality. T h i s is undertaken by means of specific techniques for u n e a r t h i n g
unconscious factors, for F r e u d has clearly shown that we
cannot o b t a i n such a picture w i t h o u t recognizing the
role of unconscious forces. T h r o u g h h i m we k n o w that
such forces push us i n t o actions and feelings and re-
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the unconscious
38
Lectures
Driving
Forces
in
Neuroses
on Psychoanalysis,
Psychopalhology
a n d The Interpretation
of Dreams,
of Everyday
Life,
of Psychoanalysis.
Personality
Ways in Psychoanalysis.
m a n n i n Principles
findings,
of Modern
the Clinical
from Freedom,
of Our Time
PsyFron-
o r myself
a n d i n Netv
A . H . Maslow a n d Bela M i t t e l
of Abnormal
Psychology,
Growth
a n d Fiit?
and
Educa-
Geese
and How
to Chase
Them.
Shakespeaxe,
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knowledge.
W h a t t h e n are neurotic trends? W h a t are their characteristics, t h e i r f u n c t i o n , their genesis, their effect on
o n e s life? I t should be emphasized again that their essen
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in
Neuroses
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Chagrin
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in
Neuroses
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expectationsmeasuring
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in
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n u m b e r of f o r t u i t o u s happenings, such as f i n d i n g an
understanding teacher, a f r i e n d , lover, mate, an engrossi n g task suited to his personality and abilities. B u t i n
the absence of strong counteracting factors there is considerable danger that the trends acquired not only w i l l
persist b u t i n t i m e w i l l o b t a i n a stronger h o l d o n the
personality.
T o understand this persistence one must f u l l y realize
that these trends are more than a mere strategy evolved
as an effective defense against a difficult parent. T h e y
are, i n view of a l l the factors developing w i t h i n , the only
possible way for the c h i l d to deal w i t h life i n general. T o
r u n away f r o m attacks is the hare's strategy i n the face
of dangers, and i t is the only strategy he has; he c o u l d
not possibly decide to fight instead, because he simply
has n o t the means to do so. Similarly, a c h i l d g r o w i n g
u p under difficult conditions develops a set of attitudes
t o w a r d life w h i c h are fundamentally neurotic trends,
4
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Forces
in
Neuroses
psychologically w e l l inte-
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Driving
Forces
in
Neuroses
was
a strong, t h o u g h for a c h i l d intangible, c o m m u n i t y between the mother and brother f r o m w h i c h she was excluded. T h e father was no help, l i e was absent most of
the t i m e , being a c o u n t r y doctor. Clare made some pathetic attempts to get close to h i m b u t he was not interested i n either of the c h i l d r e n . H i s affection was entirely
focused o n the mother i n a k i n d of helpless a d m i r a t i o n .
Finally, he was no help because he was openly despised
by the mother, w h o was sophisticated and attractive and
beyond d o u b t the d o m i n a t i n g spirit i n the family. T h e
undisguised hatred and contempt the m o t h e r felt for
the father, i n c l u d i n g open death wishes against h i m , cont r i b u t e d m u c h to Clare's feeling that i t was m u c h safer
to be on the p o w e r f u l side.
As a consequence of this situation Clare never had a
good chance to develop self-confidence. T h e r e was not
enough of open injustice to provoke sustained r e b e l l i o n ,
b u t she became discontented and cross and c o m p l a i n i n g .
As a result she was teased for always feeling hctself a
martyr. I t never remotely occurred to cither mother
or brother that she m i g h t be r i g h t i n feeling u n f a i r l y
treated. T h e y took i t for granted that her a t t i t u d e was a
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antagonism
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in
Neuroses
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Personality
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of Our Time,
Chapter 6, o n
Driving
Forces
in
Neuroses
Ways in Psychoanalysis,
ChapFree-
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0} Our Time,
Neurotic
Driving
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in
Neuroses
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Various
foci
of
exploitationmoney
A I Y S I S
(bargaining
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sportsman, w r i t e r , w o r k e r p a r t i c u l a r l y i n one's o w n
m i n d , recognition by others being v i t a l too, however,
a n d its absence resented;
A d m i x t u r e of destructive tendencies (toward the defeat
of others) never lacking b u t v a r y i n g i n intensity;
Relentless d r i v i n g of self to greater achievements, though
w i t h pervasive anxiety;
Dread of failure ( " h u m i l i a t i o n " ) .
Trends 6, 7, and 8 have i n c o m m o n a more or less open
competitive drive t o w a r d an absolute superiority over
others. B u t t h o u g h these trends overlap and may be combined, they may lead a separate existence. T h e need for
personal a d m i r a t i o n , for instance, may go w i t h a disregard of social prestige.
9. T h e neurotic need for self-sufficiency
and inde-
pendence:
Necessity never to need anybody, or to yield to any i n fluence, or to be t i e d d o w n to anything, any closeness
i n v o l v i n g the danger of enslavement;
Distance and separateness the only source of security;
Dread of needing others, of ties, of closeness, of love.
1 0 . T h e neurotic need for perfection and unassailab i l i t y (see New Ways in Psychoanalysis,
the super-ego, and Escape from Freedom,
Chapter 1 3 , o n
Chapter 5, on
automaton c o n f o r m i t y ) :
Relentless d r i v i n g for perfection;
R u m i n a t i o n s and self-recriminations regarding possible
flaws;
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the expression
of given
differences
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justify its activities. T h e more debatable the government, the less can i t tolerate criticism and the more must
i t assert its rights. These self-justifications constitute
what I should l i k e to call secondary defenses. T h e i r purpose is not only to defend one or another questionable
factor b u t to safeguard the maintenance of the whole
neurotic structure. T h e y are l i k e a m i n e f i e l d laid o u t
a r o u n d the neurosis for its protection. Different t h o u g h
they appear i n detail, their common denominator is a
persuasion that i n essence everything is r i g h t , good, or
unalterable.
I t is i n accord w i t h the comprehensive f u n c t i o n of the
secondary defenses that the attitudes they e n t a i l tend to
be generalized i n order n o t to leave open any loophole.
T h u s , for example, a person who has surrounded h i m self w i t h an a r m o r of self-righteousness w i l l not only defend his power drive as r i g h t , r a t i o n a l , and warranted,
b u t w i l l be unable to a d m i t that a n y t h i n g he does, t r i v i a l
t h o u g h i t may be, is w r o n g or questionable. T h e secondary defenses may be so h i d d e n that they can be detected
only d u r i n g analytical w o r k , or they may constitute a
p r o m i n e n t feature of the observable picture of the personality; they are easily recognized, for instance, i n the
person who must always be r i g h t . T h e y must not necessarily appear as a character t r a i t b u t may take the f o r m
of moral or scientific convictions; thus an overemphasis
o n constitutional factors often represents a person's conviction that he is as he is " b y nature," a n d that hence
everything is unalterable. Also the intensity and r i g i d i t y
of these defenses vary considerably. I n Clare, for i n -
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T H R E E
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A knowledge of the neurotic trends and their implications gives a rough conception of what has to be w o r k e d
t h r o u g h i n analysis. I t is also desirable, however, to k n o w
something about the sequence i n w h i c h the w o r k must
be done. A r e problems tackled i n a helter-skelter fashion?
Does one o b t a i n a piecemeal insight here and there u n t i l
at last the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle are p u t together
i n t o an understandable picture? O r are there principles
that may serve as a guide i n the maze of material offering
itself?
Freud's answer to this question seems easy enough.
Freud declared that a person w i l l first present i n the
analysis the same f r o n t that he presents to the w o r l d i n
general, a n d that t h e n his repressed strivings w i l l gradually appear, i n succession f r o m the less repressed to the
more repressed. I f we were to take a bird's-eye view of the
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T h e r e were three m a i n factors that suggested compulsive dependence. T h e first was that she felt completely lost, l i k e a small c h i l d i n a strange wood, when a
relationship ended or w h e n she was temporarily separated f r o m a person w h o was i m p o r t a n t t o her.
The
the
whole
world around
her
became
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T h e t h i r d factor was a fantasy of a great and masterf u l m a n whose w i l l i n g slave she was and who i n t u r n
gave her everything she wanted, f r o m an abundance of
material things to an abundance of mental stimulation,
and made her a famous w r i t e r .
As the implications of these factors were gradually
recognized the compulsive need to lean o n a " p a r t n e r "
appeared a n d was w o r k e d t h r o u g h i n its characteristics
and its consequences.
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fighting
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others t h r o u g h greater
actual achievements.
During
h i g h school she was s t i l l successful i n being unquestionably the first. B u t i n college, where she met greater
competition, she rather suddenly dropped her a m b i t i o n
altogether, instead of m a k i n g the gi eater efforts that
the situation w o u l d have r e q u i r e d i f she s t i l l wanted to
be first. T h e r e were three m a i n reasons why she could
n o t muster the courage to make these gi eater efforts.
One was that because of her compulsive modesty she
had to fight against constant doubts as to her i n t e l l i gence. A n o t h e r was the actual i m p a i r m e n t i n the tree
use of her intelligence t h r o u g h the repression of her
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of a neurotic t r e n d ; discovery of its causes, manifestations, a n d consequences; and discovery o f its interrelations w i t h other parts of the personality, especially w i t h
other neurotic trends. These steps must be taken for
each neurotic t r e n d involved. Each t i m e a step is w o r k e d
t h r o u g h part of the structure becomes clearer u n t i l f i nally the whole emerges transparent. T h e steps are n o t
always taken i n the order named; more precisely, some
understanding of a trend's manifestations is necessary
before the t r e n d itself can be recognized as such. T h i s is
w e l l illustrated i n Clare's self-analysis, to be reported i n
Chapter Eight. Clare recognized many i m p o r t a n t i m plications of her m o r b i d dependency before she recognized the fact of being dependent a n d the p o w e r f u l urge
d r i v i n g her i n t o a dependent relationship.
Each of the steps has a particular therapeutic value.
T h e first step, the recognition of a neurotic t r e n d , means
the recognition of a d r i v i n g force i n the disturbance of
the personality, and this knowledge i n itself has a certain
value for therapy. F o r m e r l y the person felt powerless, at
the mercy of i n t a n g i b l e forces. T h e recognition of even
one of these forces n o t only means a general gain i n i n sight b u t also dispels some of the bewildered helplessness. Knowledge of the concrete reason for a disturbance
provides a realization that there is a chance to do somet h i n g about i t . T h i s change may be illustrated w i t h a
simple example. A farmer wants to grow f r u i t trees, b u t
his trees do n o t t h r i v e , though he puts great efforts i n t o
t h e i r care a n d tiics a l l the remedies he knows. A f t e r
some t i m e he becomes discouraged. B u t finally he dis-
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covers that the trees have a special disease or need a special i n g r e d i e n t i n the soil, a n d there is an immediate
change i n his o u t l o o k o n the matter and his m o o d regarding i t , t h o u g h n o t h i n g has changed as yet i n the trees
themselves. T h e only difference i n the external situat i o n is that there is now a possibility of goal-directed ac
tion.
Sometimes the mete uncovering of a neurotic trend
is sufficient to cure a n e u r o t i c upset. A capable executive, for instance, was deeply disturbed because the att i t u d e of his employees, w h i c h had always been one of
devotion, changed for reasons outside his control. I n stead of settling differences i n an amicable way, they
started to make belligerent and unreasonable demands.
A l t h o u g h he was a h i g h l y resourceful person i n most
matters he felt u t t e r l y incapable of coping w i t h this new
situation, a n d reached such a measure of resentment and
despair that he considered w i t h d r a w i n g f r o m the business. I n this instance the mere uncovering of his deep
need for the devotion of people dependent o n h i m sufficed to remedy the situation.
Usually, however, the mere recognition of a neurotic
trend does n o t engender any radical change. I n the first
place, the willingness to change w h i c h is elicited by the
discovery of such a trend is equivocal and hence lacks
forcefulness, and, i n the second place, a willingness to
change, even i f i t amounts to an unambiguous wish, is
not yet an a b i l i t y to change. T h i s a b i l i t y develops o n l y
later.
T h e reason w h y the i n i t i a l willingness to overcome a
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d i s t u r b i n g drive. Fie begins to appreciate the f u l l necessity for change, and his rather equivocal willingness to
overcome the disturbance turns i n t o an unambiguous
determination to grapple w i t h i t seriously.
T h i s d e t e r m i n a t i o n certainly constitutes a powerful
and valuable
force,
indispensable
for effecting
any
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reason is that i n analysis we see not one trend neatly separated f r o m another, b u t the sum total of entanglements;
a flexible i n g e n u i t y is therefore necessary i n order to isolate the components o f the p i c t u r e . A t h i r d complicat i o n is that often the consequences of the various trends
are n o t apparent as such b u t are themselves repressed,
thus m a k i n g recognition of the t r e n d considerably difficult. A n d , finally, analysis represents
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i t alone for the t i m e being. A n d be need n o t be discouraged at this t u r n of events, for very often even a premature attack provides a significant lead for further w o r k .
I t need h a r d l y be emphasized, however, that there may
be other reasons w h y a solution that pieserits itself is
n o t accepted, and he should n o t resort too q u i c k l y to
the assumption that i t is merely p i e mature,
A n d i n f o i m a t i o n of the k i n d I have presented is helpful n o t o n l y i n forestalling unnecessary discouragement
b u t also i n more positive ways, for i t helps one to i n tegrate a n d understand peculiarities which otherwise
w o u l d r e m a i n disconnected observations. A person may
realize, for example, that he finds difficulties i n asking
for a n y t h i n g , f r o m i n q u i r i n g the r i g h t way on a m o t o r
t r i p to consulting a doctor for an illness, that he conceals
his g o i n g to analysis as i f i t were a disgrace, a despicable
easy road, because he feels he should be able to deal w i t h
his pioblems a l l by himself, that he becomes i r r i t a t e d if
anyone shows h i m sympathy or oilers advice a n d ieeis
h u m i l i a t e d i f he must accept help; and i f he has some
knowledge of neurotic trends the possibility w i l l occur
to h i m thpt all these reactions emanate f r o m an underlyi n g trend t o w a r d compulsive self-sufficiency. N a t u r a l l y ,
there is n o guarantee that the surmise is r i g h t . T h e ass u m p t i o n that he is generally weary of people m i g h t exp l a i n some of his reactions, though i t w o u l d not account
for the feeling of h u r t pride that arises o n some occasions. A n y surmise must be made tentatively and kept
i n abeyance u n t i l he has plenty of evidence for its validi t y . Even t h e n he must ascertain over and over again
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modesty. T h e tendency to p u t the blame on others resulted f r o m her need to feel superior, w h i c h made i t
intolerable for her to recognize any shortcomings of her
o w n . I f at this t i m e she had thought of the possibility of
conflicting trends, arising f r o m conflicting sources, she
m i g h t have grasped the process a good deal earlier.
T h u s far we have briefly surveyed the structure of
neuroses a n d have discussed the general way i n w h i c h
the unconscious forces must be tackled i n order to obt a i n gradually a l u c i d p i c t u r e of the whole structure. W e
have as yet n o t touched u p o n specific means of unearthi n g t h e m . I n the f o l l o w i n g two chapters we shall discuss
the w o r k that patient and analyst must do i n ordex to
arrive eventually at an understanding of the patient's
personality.
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i n g of an attack of anxiety, of a sudden fatigue, of a fantasy or a dream, why the patient's m i n d goes blank at
a certain p o i n t , why he has a sudden wave of resentment
toward the analyst, why he was nauseated i n the restaurant last n i g h t , was i m p o t e n t w i t h his wife, or was
tongue-tied i n a discussion. T h e patient w i l l then t r y to
see what occurs to h i m when he thinks about the specific issue.
T o illustrate, a w o m a n patient had a dream i n w h i c h
one element was a distress about something precious
being stolen. I asked her what occurred to her i n connection w i t h this p a i t i c u l a r fragment of the dream. T h e
first association that appeared was a memory of a m a i d
w h o had stolen household goods over a period of two
years; the patient had d i m l y suspected the m a i d , and
she remembered the deep feeling of uneasiness she had
had before the final discovery. T h e second association
was a m e m o r y of c h i l d h o o d fears of gypsies stealing child r e n . T h e n e x t was a mystery story i n which jewels had
been stolen f r o m the c r o w n of a saint. T h e n she remembered a r e m a r k she had overheard, to the effect that
analysts are racketeers. F i n a l l y i t occurred to her that
something i n the dream r e m i n d e d her of the analyst's
office.
The
dream was related to the analytical situation. T h e rem a r k about analysts being racketeers suggested a concern about the fees, b u t this tack proved to be misleadi n g ; she had always regarded the fees as reasonable and
w o r t h w h i l e . Was the dream a response to the preceding
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analytical hour? She d i d n o t believe that i t c o u l d be, because she had left the office w i t h a pronounced ieeling
o relief and gratitude. T h e substance of the previous
analytical session was that she had recognized her periods
of listlessness and inertia as a k i n d of subversive depression; that diese periods had n o t appeared to her or others
i n this l i g h t because she had had no feelings of despondency; that actually she suffered more and was more v u l nerable than she a d m i t t e d to herself; that she h a d often
repiessed h u r t feelings because she felt compelled to
play the role of an ideally strong character who c o u l d
cope w i t h everything. H e r relief had been similar to
that of a person w h o at great expense to himself has
l i v e d above his means all his life a n d now understands
for the first t i m e that such a bluff is n o t necessary. T h i s
relief, however, had n o t lasted. A t any rate, i t now struck
her suddenly that after that session she had been q u i t e
i r r i t a b l e , that she h a d had a slight stomach upset a n d
had been unable to f a l l asleep.
I shall n o t go over the associations i n detail. T h e most
i m p o r t a n t clue proved to be the association of the mystery story: I had stolen a jewel o u t of her c r o w n . T h e
striving to give to herself and others die impression of
outstanding strength had been a b u r d e n , to be sure, b u t
i t had also served several i m p o r t a n t functions: i t gave
her a feeling of p r i d e , w h i c h she badly needed as l o n g
as her real self-confidence was shaken; a n d i t was her
most p o w e r f u l defense against recognizing her existing
v u l n e r a b i l i t y a n d the i r r a t i o n a l trends accounting for
i t . T h u s the role she was p l a y i n g was actually precious
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importance, and
w r o n g to expect thai as soon as rational control is leleased all that we are afraid of or despise i n ourselves
w i l l be revealed. W e may be fairly sure that no more
w i l l appear this way than we are able to stand. O n l y derivatives of the impressed feelings or drives w i l l emeige,
and as i n dreams they w i l l emerge i n distorted f o r m or
i n symbolic expressions. T h u s i n the chain of associations m e n t i o n e d above the saint was an expression of
the patient's unconscious aspirations. O f course, unexpected factors w i l l sometimes appear i n a dramatic fashi o n , b u t this w i l l happen o n l y after considerable previous w o r k o n the same subject has brought them close
to the surface. Repiessed feelings may appear i n the
f o r m of a seemingly remote memory, as i n the chain of
associations already described. T h e r e the patient's anger
at me for having i n j u r e d her inflated notions about herself d i d n o t appear as such; o n l y indirectly she told me
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by the fact that the person is not, or not yet, able and
w i l l i n g to give u p certain fundamental claims o n life.
W h i c h claims they are depends, of course, o n his neurotic trends.
I t is because of the compulsive nature of these trends
that the claims are so r i g i d and so hard to r e l i n q u i s h .
One who is obsessed by a craving for power, for instance,
can do w i t h o u t comfort, pleasures, women,
friends,
overcoming
p a i n f u l handicaps and sufferings. Or, to take other examples, one who suffers f r o m his isolation and his awkwardness i n contacts w i t h others, b u t is still basically
u n w i l l i n g to leave his ivory tower, must react w i t h anxiety to any insight showing h i m that he cannot possibly
attain the one objectiveless i s o l a t i o n w i t h o u t aband o n i n g the o t h e r h i s ivory tower. As long as a person
basically refuses to r e l i n q u i s h his compulsive belief that
he can master life t h r o u g h the sheer force of his w i l l ,
any insight indicating the fictitious nature of that belief must arouse anxiety, because i t makes h i m feel as
i f the g r o u n d o n w h i c h he stands is p u l l e d away f r o m
under h i m .
T h e anxiety produced by such insights is the person's
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unless he manages to discard the recognition i m m e d i ately i t is b o u n d to influence his relations w i t h other
people; i t w i l l arouse a feeling of surprise at himself,
stimulate an incentive to investigate the meaning of the
hostility, remove his feeling of helplessness i n the face
of something u n k n o w n , and make h i m feel more alive.
T h e r e are also changes that occur automatically as
an indirect result of an insight. T h e patient's compulsive needs w i l l be d i m i n i s h e d as soon as any source of
anxiety is d i m i n i s h e d . As soon as a repressed feeling of
h u m i l i a t i o n is seen and understood, a greater
friend-
liness w i l l result automatically, even though the desira b i l i t y of friendliness has not been touched u p o n . I f a
fear of failure is \ ecognized and lessened, the person w i l l
spontaneously
he h i t h e r t o unconsciously avoided.
T h u s far, insight and change appear to coincide, and
i t m i g h t seem unnecessary to present these two processes
as separate tasks. B u t there are situations d u r i n g analysisas there are i n life i t s e l f w h e n despite an insight
one may fight tooth and nail against changing. Some of
these situations have already been discussed. T h e y may
be generalized by saying that when a patient recognizes
that he must renounce or modify his compulsive claims
on life, i f he wants to have his energies free for his proper
development, a h a r d fight may begin i n w h i c h he uses
his last resources to disprove the necessity or the possib i l i t y of change.
A n o t h e r situation i n w h i c h insight and change may
be q u i t e distinct arises w h e n the analysis has led the perlip
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T h e analyst's general task is to h e l p the p a t i e n t to recognize himself and to r e o r i e n t his life as far as the patient
himself deems i t necessary. I n order to convey a more
specific impression of what the analyst does i n p u r s u i n g
this goal, i t is necessary to d i v i d e his w o r k i n t o categories
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ity, defiance, compliance, suspicion, confidence, assertiveness, t i m i d i t y , ruthlessness, sensitivity. I n the mere
process of listening to the patient he w i l l , w i t h o u t direct
effort, gain many general impressions: whether the pat i e n t is able to let himself go or is tense and constrained;
whether he talks i n a systematic, controlled fashion or
is j u m p y a n d scattered; whether he presents
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as
described in the previous chapter, that the analyst derives his understanding of unconscious motivations and
t a c t i o n s . T h e patient is not usually aware of the i m p l i cations oi what he presents. Therefore the analyst- i n
order to form a coherent picture o u t of the m u l t i t u d e oi
disuepain elements presented to h i m , must no* o n h
listen to the manifest content b u t also try to understand
what the patient really wants to express. H e tries to grasp
the red thread that passes through the apparently amorphous mass of material. I f too many u n k n o w n quantities
are involved he sometimes fails i n this endeavor. Sometimes the context almost speaks l o r ifseli. T h e f o l l o w i n g
examples arc selected for their simplicity.
A patient tells me that he had a bad nigrht and that he
Seels more depressed than ever. His secretary has had an
attack of influenza, and this n o t only disturbs his busi
ncss arrangements b u t also upsets h i m because of his fear
of infection. H e talks then about the 1 r i g h t f u l injustice
done to small European countries. T h e n he thinks of a
physician who annoyed h i m by f a i l i n g to give h i m clear
i n f o r m a t i o n about the contents of a d r u g . T h e n a tailo*
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his m i n d , the analyst should regard every d e t a i l as potentially meaningful. H e should n o t discard offhand any
remark as irrelevant b u t should take seriously
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the preceding hour, w h i c h had revealed his hypersensit i v i t y to failure. I t meant an elaboration of the previous
findings for i t showed that for h i m any factor i n his personality w h i c h prevented h i m f r o m f u n c t i o n i n g smoothly
and effectively meant a " f a i l u r e . " H e thereby revealed
one of his basic resistances to psychoanalysis.
T h e same patient came another t i m e feeling depressed.
H e had met a f r i e n d the n i g h t before w h o t o l d h i m about
his c l i m b i n g of a Swiss m o u n t a i n , the Piz P a l i i . T h e rep o r t had awakened the memory of a t i m e w h e n he was
i n Switzerland a n d c o u l d n o t c l i m b this m o u n t a i n because i t was befogged d u r i n g the days he had at his disposal. H e had been furious at that time, a n d the n i g h t
before he had felt the o l d rage r i s i n g again. H e lay awake
for hours evolving plans how he c o u l d s t i l l assert his
wish, how he c o u l d overcome all obstacles of war, money,
time. Even after he fell asleep his m i n d fought against
the obstacles i n his way, and he awoke depressed. D u r i n g
the analysis an apparently irrelevant p i c t u r e came u p i n
his m i n d of the outskirts of a M i d w e s t e r n t o w n , w h i c h
for h i m was the epitome of the drab a n d desolate. T h i s
mental image expressed his feelings about life at that
moment. B u t what was the connection? T h a t life was
desolate i f he c o u l d n o t c l i m b the Piz Palii? I t is t r u e
that when he was i n Switzerland he had set his heart u p o n
c l i m b i n g the m o u n t a i n , b u t the frustration of this special
wish could h a r d l y be the explanation. M o u n t a i n c l i m b i n g was no passion of his; the i n c i d e n t had occurred years
ago and he had since forgotten about i t . A p p a r e n t l y ,
then, i t was n o t the Piz P a l i i that was b o t h e r i n g h i m .
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certain typical reactions, also provide a clue for understanding why the patient's experiences often follow a
certain stereotyped pattern; for example, w h y he freq u e n t l y starts o n an enterprise w i t h enthusiasm
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tendency to m a i n t a i n the status quo may block a l l progress. H i s associations may represent only a futile shutt l i n g between one aspect of the conflict and another. H e
may talk about ins need to force others i n t o h e l p i n g h i m
by arousing p i t y , and soon after about his pride preventi n g h i m f r o m accepting any help. As soon as the analyst
comments on the one aspect he w i l l shuttle to the other.
T h i s unconscious strategy may be difficult to recognize
because i n p u r s u i n g i t the patient may b r i n g f o r t h valuable material here a n d there. Nevertheless, i t is the
analyst's task to recognize such evasive maneuvers and to
direct the patient's activity t o w a i d a square recognition
of the existing conflict.
Also i n the later phases of analysis i t is sometimes necessary for die analyst to assume the lead i n dealing w i t h a
resistance. H e may be struck by a realization that despite
much w o i k done, m u c h insight gained, n o t h i n g changes
i n the patient. I n such cases he must desert his role as
interpreter a n d confront the patient openly w i t h the
discrepancy between insight and change, possibly raising
the question as to unconscious reservations that the patient may have w h i c h prevent h i m f r o m l e t t i n g any i n
sight really touch h i m .
T h u s far the analyst's w o r k is of an intellectual char
acter: he puts his knowledge i n t o the service of the patient. B u t his help extends beyond what he can give o n
the basis of his specific competence, even i f he is n o t
aware of offering more than his technical skill.
I n the first place, by his veiy presence, he gives the
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A n d i n the second place, by his f r i e n d l y interest, the
analyst gives the patient a good deal of what may be called
general h u m a n help. T o some extent this is inseparable
f r o m the intellectual help. T h u s the simple fact that the
analyst wants to understand the patient implies that he
takes h i m seriously. T h i s i n itself is an emotional support
of p r i m a r y importance, especially at those times when
the patient is harassed by emerging fears and doubts,
when his frailties are exposed, his pride attacked, his
illusions u n d e r m i n e d , for the patient is often too alienated f r o m himself to take himself seriously. T h i s statement may sound implausible, because most neurotic
persons have an i n o r d i n a t e sense of their o w n i m p o r
tance, either i n regaid to their u n i q u e potentialities or
i n regard to their u n i q u e needs. B u t to t h i n k of ourselves
as all i m p o r t a n t is radically different f r o m t a k i n g our-
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i a m i l i a r w i t h ourselves than any outsider can he. Experience gained i n psychoanalytic treatment shows beyond any d o u b t that patients can develop an amazing
faculty of keen self-observation i f they are bent on understanding their o w n problems.
i n self-analysis understanding a n d i n t e r p r e t i n g are a
single process. T h e expert, as a result of his experience,
w i l l catch the possible meaning a n d significance of observations m o r e q u i c k l y than w i l l a person w o r k i n g alone,
just as a good mechanic w i l l k n o w more q u i c k l y what is
w r o n g w i t h a car. As a r u l e his undeistanding w i l l also
be more complete, for i t w i l l grasp more implications
and w i l l m o i e readily recognize interrelations w i t h factors already tackled. Here the patient's psychological
knowledge w i l l be of some help, though i t certainly can
not substitute for the experience gained by w o r k i n g day
i n and day o u t at psychological problems. I t is unquestionably possible for h i m , however, as the example presented i n Chapter E i g h t w i l l demonstrate, to grasp the
meaning of his o w n observations. T o be sure, he w i l l
probably proceed more slowly a n d less accurately, b u t i t
should be remembered that also i n professional analysis
the tempo of the process is m a i n l y determined not by the
analyst's capacity to understand b u t by the patient's capacity to accept the insights. H e r e i t is well to remember
a w o r d of consolation that F r e u d has given to young
analysts starting their w o r k w i t h patients. T h e y should
not be too m u c h concerned, he p o i n t e d out, w i t h their
capacity to evaluate associations. T h e real difficulty i n
analysis is n o t that of i n t e l l e c t u a l understanding b u t
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is comparatively easy
and sometimes productive of immediate results. Essentially i t is what every sincere person does when he tries
to account for real motivations b e h i n d the way he feels
or acts. W i t h o u t k n o w i n g m u c h , i f anything, about
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T h e p r i n c i p a l d o m a i n of occasional self-analysis is n o t
the intricate involvements of the n e u r o t i c character structure, b u t the gross manifest symptom, the concrete a n d
usually acute disturbance which either strikes ones curiosity or commands ones immediate attention because of
its distressing character. T h u s the examples reported i n
this chapter concern a functional headache, an acute
attack of anxiety, a lawyer's iear of p u b l i c performances,
an acute functional stomach upset. B u t a startling dream,
the f o r g e t t i n g of an a p p o i n t m e n t , or an i n o r d i n a t e i r r i t a t i o n at a taxidriver's t r i v i a l cheating m i g h t just as
well elicit a wish to understand oneselfor, more pre
cisely, to discover the reasons responsible for that particular effect.
T h i s latter distinction may seem hairsplitting, b u t
actually i t expresses an i m p o r t a n t difference between occasional g r a p p l i n g w i t h a p r o b l e m and systematic work
at oneself. T h e goal of occasional self-analysis is to recognize those factors that provoke a concrete disturbance,
and to remove them. T h e broader incentive, the wish to
be better equipped to deal w i t h life i n general, may
operate here too, b u t even i f i t plays some role i t is restricted to the wish to be less handicapped by certain
fears, headaches, o r other inconveniences. T h i s is i n contrast to the m u c h deeper and more positive desire to develop to the best of one's capacities.
As the examples w i l l indicate, the disturbances that
produce a n a t t e m p t at e x a m i n a t i o n may be acute or of
l o n g standing; they may result p r e d o m i n a n t l y f r o m actual difficulties i n h e r e n t i n a situation or they may be
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ances, both equally extreme and one sided. T h e one consists i n automatically ascribing headaches to weather
conditions, fatigue to overwork, stomach upsets to spoiled
food or gastric ulcers, w i t h o u t even considering the possib i l i t y that psychic factors are involved. T h i s a t t i t u d e may
be assumed because of sheer ignorance, b u t also i t is a
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believe that the f o l l o w i n g examples w i l l sufficiently delineate the problems i n v o l v e d i n occasional self-analysis.
J o h n , a good-natured businessman, apparently h a p p i l y
m a r r i e d for five years, suffered f r o m diffuse i n h i b i t i o n s
and " i n f e r i o r i t y feelings" and i n recent years had developed occasional headaches w i t h o u t any
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of the chairman and of his opponent. T h e w o r d "oppon e n t " struck h i m , because he had n o t consciously regarded that person as an opponent. A resolution had had
to be voted o n , about w h i c h he felt vaguely uneasy. B u t he
saw no clear objection to i t . Hence the objection he had
raised was actually n o t to the p o i n t . I t was weak and
made no impression. O n l y now he realized that they had
p u t something over o n h i m , for the acceptance of the
resolution meant a l o t of tedious w o r k for himself. T h e y
had been so clever that i t had escaped h i m ; A t this p o i n t
he suddenly laughed because he recognized the meaning
of the bedbugs. T h e chairman a n d the o p p o n e n t t h e y
were bloodsuckers, as distasteful as bedbugs. Also, he was
as afraid of bedbugs as he was of these exploiters. W e l l ,
he had taken revengeat least i n his dream. A g a i n the
headache vanished.
O n three subsequent occasions he searched for a h i d den anger as soon as the headache started, f o u n d the
anger and then lost his headache. A f t e r that the headaches disappeared entirely.
I n reviewing this experience one is struck at first by the
lightness of the labor i n comparison w i t h the result
attained. B u t miracles occur i n psychoanalysis as seldom
as anywhere else. W h e t h e r a symptom can be easily removed depends on its f u n c t i o n i n the whole structure.
I n this case the headaches had n o t assumed any f u r t h e r
role, such as preventing J o h n f r o m d o i n g things he was
afraid of d o i n g or resented doing, or serving as a means
of demonstrating to others that they had given offense
o r inflicted i n j u r y , or serving as a basis for d e m a n d i n g
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special consideration. I f headaches o r any other symptoms have assumed i m p o r t a n t functions such as these,
t h e i r cure w i l l r e q u i r e l o n g and penetrating w o r k . One
w i l l then have to analyze a l l the needs they satisfy and
they w i l l probably n o t disappear u n t i l the w o r k is practically finished. I n John's case they had not assumed any
such functions, and probably resulted merely f r o m tension increased by the repressed anger.
T h e extent of John's accomplishment is d i m i n i s h e d
also by another consideration. I t was a gain, certainly,
to be r i d of the headaches, b u t i t seems to me that we are
i n c l i n e d to overrate the significance of such gross, tangible symptoms and to underrate the importance of less
tangible psychic disturbances, such as, i n this case, John's
alienation f r o m his own wishes and opinions and his
i n h i b i t i o n toward self-assertion. I n these disturbances,
w h i c h later proved to be h i g h l y significant for his life
a n d his development, n o t h i n g was changed by his w o r k .
A l l that happened was that he became somewhat more
aware of r i s i n g angers and that his symptoms disappeared.
A c t u a l l y , any of the incidents that J o h n happened to
analyze c o u l d have yielded more insight than he gained
f r o m them. T h u s in his analysis of the anger that emerged
d u r i n g the musical comedy there were numerous questions that he failed to touch o n . W h a t was the real nature
of his relationship w i t h his wife? Was the c o m p a t i b i l i t y ,
of w h i c h he was p r o u d , due o n l y to compliance on his
part? Was she domineering? O r was he merely hypersensitive to a n y t h i n g resembling coercion? Furthermore,
w h y d i d he repress the anger? Was i t necessary because
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a conflict between his scientific honesty a n d the immediate exigencies of his career. By repressing his fears he
had pursued an ostrich policy, the purpose of w h i c h was
to avoid having to make a decision. W i t h that insight he
felt free and relieved. H e knew i t was a h a r d decision b u t
d i d n o t d o u b t that i t w o u l d be i n favor of his conviction.
T h i s story was t o l d to me n o t as an example of selfanalysis b u t merely as an example of how great the tempt a t i o n sometimes is n o t to be straight w i t h oneself. T o m
was a f r i e n d of m i n e , an unusually well-balanced fellow.
Even though i t is possible that he had certain hidden
neurotic tendencies, such as a need to deny any fears,
these d i d n o t make h i m a neurotic person. I t m i g h t be
objected that the very fact of his unconsciously s h i r k i n g
a decision was an expression of a deeper neurotic disturbance. B u t there is certainly n o sharp b o r d e r l i n e between
healthy and neurotic, a n d therefore i t seems preferable
to leave i t as a matter of emphasis and regard T o m for
a l l practical purposes as a healthy person. T h i s episode
w o u l d then represent a situational neurosis, that is, a
neurotic upset caused p r i m a r i l y by the difficulties i n a
particular situation and lasting only so l o n g as the conflict is n o t consciously faced and solved.
Despite the fact that a critical estimate has been given
of the results attained i n each of these examples, they
m i g h t , when regarded together, elicit an overoptimistic
impression about the potentialities of occasional selfanalysis, an impression that one can easily stumble over
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self-recognition.
As
shown i n the first three examples, the reason is that i n sights are n o t followed u p . A c t u a l l y each p r o b l e m that
is clarified automatically introduces a new one. I f these
leads that offer themselves are n o t picked u p the insights
necessarily r e m a i n isolated.
Occasional
Self-Analysis
C H A P T E R
Systematic Self-Analysis:
S E V E N
Preliminaries
Systematic self-analysis might be superficially distinguished from occasional analysis of oneself by the mere
fact that it involves more frequent work: it, too, has its
starting point i n a particular difficulty which one wants
to remove, but unlike occasional self-analysis it goes
through the process over and over again, rather than
resting content with an isolated solution. T h i s description, however, while correct in a formalistic way, would
miss the essential differences. One might recurrently
analyze oneself and it would still remain occasional analysis if certain conditions were not fulfilled.
T h e greater frequency is one distinguishing factor in
systematic self-analysis, but only one. M o r e important
is the attribute of continuity, the following up of problems; the lack of this in the examples of occasional work
was emphasized i n the previous chapter. T h i s requires,
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nated, b u t there is n o good reason why i t should be projected i n t o self-analysis, where these ciicumstances are
n o t present.
S t i l l another objection to r i g i d regularity i n selfanalysis lies i n the fact that this process should n o t become a " d u t y . " T h e connotation of "have t o " w o u l d r o b
i t of its spontaneity, its most precious and most indispensable element. T h e r e is n o great h a r m done i f a
person forces himself to his daily exercises when he does
n o t feel l i k e t a k i n g them, b u t i n analysis listlessness
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than as a q u i c k panacea, there is no use i n his detei m i n i n g to pursue this w o r k consistently f r o m now u n t i l the
day lie dies. T h e r e vnU be periods i n w h i c h he works i n
tensely at a p r o b l e m , such as the one described i n the
n e x t chapter. B u t there w i l l be other periods i n which
the analytical w o r k at himself recedes i n t o the back
g r o u n d . Fie w i l l still observe one or another s t r i k i n g
reaction and t r y to understand i t , thus c o n t i n u i n g the
process of self-recognition, b u t i n distinctly diminished
intensity. H e may be absorbed i n personal w o r k or in
g r o u p activities; he may be engaged i n a battle w i t h external hardships; he may be concentrated on establishi n g one or another relationship; he may simply feel less
harassed by his psychic troubles. A t these times the mere
process of l i v i n g is more i m p o r t a n t than analysis, and
i t contributes i n its own way to his development.
T h e m e t h o d i n self-analysis is no different from that
i n w o r k w i t h an analyst, the technique being iree associations. T h i s procedure was f u l l y discussed i n Chapter
Four, and certain aspects p a r t i c u l a r l y relevant to selfanalysis w i l l be added i n Chapter N i n e . Whereas i n
w o r k i n g w i t h an analyst the patient reports
whatever
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preference.
Some people
can
concentrate
better when they w r i t e ; others find t h e i r a t t e n t i o n distracted by w r i t i n g . I n the extensive example cited i n
Chapter E i g h t some chains of associations were w r i t t e n ,
some were merely noticed and p u t d o w n o n paper afterward.
T h e r e are u n d o u b t e d l y certain advantages i n w r i t i n g d o w n one's associations. For one t h i n g , almost everyone w i l l find that his thoughts do n o t wander off o n a
tangent so easily i f he makes i t a r u l e to p u t d o w n a short
note, a catchword, of every association. A t any rate he
w i l l notice the w a n d e r i n g more q u i c k l y . I t may be, too,
that the temptation to skip a t h o u g h t or feeling as i r relevant is lessened w h e n i t is all d o w n o n paper. B u t the
greatest advantage of w r i t i n g is that i t affords the possib i l i t y of going over the notes afterward. Frequently a
person w i l l miss the significance of a connection at first
sight, b u t w i l l notice i t later w h e n he lets his m i n d dwell
o n his notes. Findings or unanswered questions that are
n o t w e l l entrenched are often forgotten, and a r e t u r n to
them may revive them. O r he may see the o l d
findings
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Soon after i t struck her that her anger was o u t of prop o r t i o n . T h e whole matter was scarcely of sufficient i m portance to wake her u p at five i n the m o r n i n g . T h e
mere recognition of a discrepancy between anger and alleged provocation made her see the real reason for the
anger. T h e real reason also concerned u n r e l i a b i l i t y , b u t
i n a matter more close to her heart. H e r f r i e n d Peter,
w h o had been out of t o w n on business, had n o t r e t u r n e d
for the week end as he had promised. T o be exact, he
had n o t given a definite promise, b u t he had said that he
w o u l d probably be back by Saturday, H e was never defin i t e i n anything, she t o l d herself; he always aroused her
hopes and then disappointed her. T h e fatigue she had
felt the n i g h t before, w h i c h she had a t t r i b u t e d to havi n g w o r k e d too hard, must have been a reaction to her
disappointment. She had canceled a d i n n e r i n v i t a t i o n
because she had hoped for an evening w i t h Peter, and
then, when he d i d n o t show u p , she had gone to a movie
instead. She could never make any engagements because
Peter hated to make definite dates i n advance. T h e result was that she left as many evenings free as she possibly
could, always h a r b o r i n g the disquieting thought, w o u l d
he or w o u l d n ' t he be w i t h her?
W h i l e t h i n k i n g of this situation t w o memories
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anger at Peter took a whole n i g h t to penetrate to awareness, and why, even then, i t first concealed its true mean
i n g by transferring itself to the author. T h e repression
of her resentment is a l l the more s t r i k i n g as she was f u l l y
aware of her disappointment at Peters staying away.
Moreover, o n such an occasion resentment w o u l d cert a i n l y have been a natural reaction, a n d i t was n o t i n her
character never to allow herself to be angry at anyone;
she often was angry at people, though i t was characteristic of her to shift anger f r o m its real source to t r i v i a l
matters. B u t to raise this question, w h i l e apparently only
a r o u t i n e matter, w o u l d have meant to broach the subject of why the relationship w i t h Peter was so precarious
that any disturbance of i t had to be shut o u t of awareness.
A f t e r Clare had thus managed to shake off the whole
p r o b l e m f r o m her conscious m i n d she fell asleep again
a n d had a dream. She was i n a foreign city; the people
spoke a language that she d i d n o t understand; she lost
her way, this feeling of b e i n g lost emerging very dist i n c t l y ; she had left all her money i n the luggage deposited at the station. T h e n she was at a fair; there was
something u n r e a l about i t b u t she recognized g a m b l i n g
stands and a freak show; she was r i d i n g o n a merry-gor o u n d w h i c h t u r n e d a r o u n d m o r e and more q u i c k l y so
that she became afraid, b u t she c o u l d n o t j u m p off. T h e n
she was d r i f t i n g o n waves, a n d she woke up w i t h a m i x e d
feeling of abandon a n d anxiety.
T h e first p a r t of the dream r e m i n d e d her of an experi-
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T h e next piece of analysis still remains under the headi n g of resistance. W h i l e Clare was oroinsr over her asso
ciations the next day another memory occurred to her i n
connection w i t h the " f o r e i g n c i t y " of the dream. Once
when she was i n a foreign city she had lost her way to
the station; since she d i d n o t k n o w the language she
could not ask directions and thus she missed her t r a i n .
As she thought of this incident i t occurred to her that
she had behaved i n a silly manner. She m i g h t have
bought a dictionary, or she m i g h t have gone i n t o any
great hotel and asked the porter. B u t apparently
she
had been too t i m i d and too helpless to ask. T h e n i t suddenly struck her that this very t i m i d i t y had played a part
also i n the disappointment w i t h Peter. Instead of expressing her wish to have h i m back for the week end she
had actually encouraged h i m to see a f r i e n d i n the country so that he could have some rest.
A n early memory emerged of her d o l l E m i l y , w h o m
she loved most tenderly. E m i l y had o n l y one flaw: she
had o n l y a cheap w i g . Clare deeply wanted for her a w i g
of real hair, w h i c h c o u l d be combed and braided. She
often stood beiore a toy shop and looked at dolls w i t h
real hair. One day she was w i t h her mother i n the toyshop, and the mother, who was generous i n g i v i n g presents, asked her whether she w o u l d like to have a w i g
w i t h real hair. B u t Clare declined. T h e w i g was expensive and she knew that the mother was short of money.
A n d she never got i t , a memory w h i c h even n o w moved
her almost to tears.
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pointments had occurred previously w i t h o u t Clare's arr i v i n g at such an insight. T h e fact that i n the w o r k done
u p to this p o i n t she had consciously missed all the essent i a l factors w o u l d n o t invalidate such an assumption, because despite these failures t w o things d i d happen. I n
the first place, she had a strong emotional experience i n
the lost feeling that occurred i n conjunction w i t h the
dream of the foreign city. I n the second place, her associations, w h i l e at no p o i n t leading to a conscious clarification,
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also saw that one of the values Peter had for her was his
willingness and a b i l i t y to give advice and to console her
when she was i n distress, A fact occurred to her i n this
context that she had k n o w n for q u i t e a w h i l e h e r defenselessness when under attack or pressure. W e had discussed i t together as one part of her having to take second
place. She saw now that i t produced, i n t u r n , a need for
somebody to protect her. Finally, she realized that her
l o n g i n g for love or marriage had always increased rather
acutely whenever life became difficult.
I n thus recognizing that a need for protection was an
essential element i n her love life Clare took a great step
ahead. T h e range of demands that this apparently harmless need embraced, and the role i t played, became clear
only m u c h later. I t may be interesting to compare this
first insight i n t o a p r o b l e m w i t h the last one reported
i n regard to the same p r o b l e m , the insight concerning
her "private r e l i g i o n . " T h e comparison reveals a happening frequent i n psychoanalytical w o r k . A p r o b l e m is
first seen i n its barest o u t l i n e . One does n o t recognize
m u c h beyond the fact that i t exists. Later one returns to
the same p r o b l e m w i t h a m u c h deeper understanding
of its meaning. T h e feeling w o u l d be unwarranted i n
such a case that the later finding is n o t new, that one
has k n o w n i t a l l along. One has n o t k n o w n i t , at least
n o t consciously, b u t the way for its emergence has been
prepared.
Despite a certain superficiality this first insight struck
the i n i t i a l blow at Clare's dependency. B u t w h i l e she
glimpsed her need for protection she d i d n o t yet realize
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its nature, and thus she could not draw the conclusion
that this was one of the essential factors i n her problem.
She also ignored all the material i n the daydream of the
great man. material i n d i c a t i n g that the man she loved
was expected to f u l f i l l many more functions than mere
protection.
T h e next report to be discussed is dated six weeks
later. T h e notes Clare made w i t h i n those weeks do not
c o n t r i b u t e any new analytical material b u t they contain
certain p e r t i n e n t self-observations.
These concern
her
i n a b i l i t y to be alone. She had n o t been aware of this i n h i b i t i o n before, because she had arranged her life i n such
a way as to avoid any periods of solitude. She observed
n o w that when she was by herself she became restless or
fatigued. T h i n g s she was capable of enjoying otherwise
lost t h e i r meaning when she t r i e d to enjoy them alone.
She could w o r k m u c h better i n the office, when others
were a r o u n d , than at home, though the w o r k was of the
same k i n d .
D u r i n o r this t i m e she neither t r i e d to understand these
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i n g Peter. Certain later associations confirmed this i n t u i tive interpretation: someone had once called Peter a b i r d
that never settled d o w n ; Peter was good l o o k i n g and a
good dancer; the beauty of the b i r d had something unreal; a memory of Bruce, w h o m she had endowed w i t h
qualities he d i d n o t possess; a wonder whether she glori
fled Peter, too; a song f r o m Sunday school, i n w h i c h
Jesus is asked to take H i s c h i l d r e n under H i s w i n g .
T h u s the fear of losing Peter was expressed i n t w o
ways: by the b i r d flying away, and by the idea of a b i r d
that had taken her under its wings and d i o p p e d her. T h e
latter thought was suggested not only by the song b u t also
by the sensation of f a l l i n g that she had o n awakening. I n
the symbol of Jesus t a k i n g H i s c h i l d r e n under H i s w i n g
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the same dread of desertion was touched off. Furthermore, she understood that the explosions of i r r i t a t i o n
that sometimes occurred w h e n she was w i t h Peter re
suited n o t f r o m t r i v i a l dissensions or, as he usually accused her, f r o m her desire to have her o w n way, b u t f r o m
this same dread. T h e anger was attached to such t r i v i a l
matters as different opinions about a movie, i r r i t a t i o n at
having to w a i t for h i m , and the like, b u t actually i t was
produced by her fear of losing h i m . A n d , conversely, she
was overjoyed when she received an unexpected present
f r o m h i m because to a large extent i t meant a sudden
relief f r o m this fear.
Finally, she l i n k e d u p the fear of desertion w i t h the
empty feeling that she had when she was alone, b u t w i t h o u t a r r i v i n g at any conclusive understanding of the connection. Was the fear of desertion so great because she
dreaded to be alone? O r d i d solitude, for her, i m p l i c i t l y
mean desertion?
T h i s part of the analysis strikingly illustrates the
astonishing fact that a person can be entirely unaware of
a fear that actually is all consuming. T h a t Clare now
recognized her fear, and saw the disturbances i t created
i n her relationship w i t h Peter, meant a definite step
ahead. T h e r e are t w o connections between this insight
and her preceding one concerning her need for protect i o n . Both findings show to what extent the whole rela
tionship was pervaded w i t h fears. A n d , more specifically,
the fear of desertion was i n part a consequence of the
need for protection: i f Peter was expected to protect her
f r o m life and its dangers she c o u l d n o t afford to lose h i m .
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happiness of her o w n m i g h t have expressed itself i n cryi n g about the movie. A n d , of course, she d i d find reasons
for unhappiness. Yet her associations along this l i n e of
thought led nowhere. I t was only the n e x t m o r n i n g that
she suddenly saw the issue: the c r y i n g had occurred n o t
when the g i r l i n the movie was badly off b u t w h e n her
situation took an unexpected t u r n for the better. She
realized then what she had overlooked the previous day
t h a t she always c r i e d at such occasions.
H e r associations then fell i n line. She remembered
that i n her c h i l d h o o d she always cried when she reached
the p o i n t where the fairy godmother heaps unexpected
presents o n Cinderella. T h e n her joy at receiving the
scarf came back to her. T h e n e x t memory concerned an
i n c i d e n t that had occurred d u r i n g her marriage. H e r
husband usually gave her only the presents due at Christmas or on birthdays, b u t once an i m p o r t a n t business
f r i e n d of his was i n towm and the two men w e n t w i t h her
to a dressmaker to help her select a dress. She c o u l d n o t
make u p her m i n d w h i c h of two dresses to choose. T h e
husband then made a generous gesture a n d suggested
that she take b o t h garments. T h o u g h she knew that this
gesture was made n o t altogether for her sake, b u t also
i n order to impress the business f r i e n d , she nevertheless was i n o r d i n a t e l y happy about i t a n d cherished these
particular dresses m o r e t h a n others. F i n a l l y , two aspects
of the daydream of the great m a n occurred to her. One
was the scene i n w h i c h , to her complete surprise, he
singled her o u t for his favors. T h e other concerned a l l
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evening, w h e n she cried b i t t e r l y , that he t u r n e d affectionate. I n the meantime he had made her bear the
b r u n t of the distress. H e had impressed o n her that
everything was her fault. H e had acted i n exactly the
same w ay as her mother and b r o t h e i had acted i n her
r
c h i l d h o o d , first stepping o n her feelings and then maki n g her feel g u i l t y . I n c i d e n t a l l y , i t is interesting to see
here how the meaning of a fragment became clearer because she had picked u p her courage to rebel, and how
this elucidation of the past i n t u r n helped her to become
more straight i n the present.
Clare then recalled any n u m b e r of incidents i n which
Peter had made i m p l i c i t or e x p l i c i t promises and had
n o t kept them. Moreover, she realized that this behavior
showed itself also i n more i m p o r t a n t and more intangible ways. She saw that Peter had created i n her the i l l u sion of a deep a n d everlasting love, and yet was anxious
to keep himself apart. I t was as i f he had intoxicated
himself and h e w i t h the idea of love. A n d she had fallen
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She
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learned i n d i r e c t l y that he was h a v i n g or h a d h a d an affair w i t h another w o m a n . She had barely received that
shock when Peter wrote to her that i t w o u l d be better for
both of t h e m i f they separated. Clare's first reaction was
t o thank heaven that this had n o t occurred earlier. N o w ,
she thought, she c o u l d stand i t
T h e first reaction was a m i x t u r e of t r u t h a n d selfdeception. T h e t r u t h i n i t was that a few months before
she probably c o u l d n o t have endured the stress w i t h o u t
grave i n j u r y to herself; i n the months to come she n o t
o n l y proved that she c o u l d stand i t , b u t came closer to
a solution of the whole p r o b l e m . B u t this first matterof-fact reaction apparently resulted also f r o m the fact
that she d i d n o t let the b l o w penetrate beneath a defensive armor. W h e n i t d i d penetrate, w i t h i n the n e x t
few days, she was t h r o w n i n t o a t u r m o i l of w i l d despair.
She was too deeply
ble. T h e feeling prevailed that any real change was bey o n d her strength.
F i n a l l y a t h o u g h t occurred t o her w h i c h despite its
p r o f o u n d s i m p l i c i t y b r o u g h t a t u r n for the better. I t was
the o l d w i s d o m that often an " I can't" is an " I w o n ' t . "
Perhaps she simply d i d n o t w a n t t o p u t her life o n a differ-
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ent basis? Perhaps she actively refused to t u r n to anyt h i n g else i n life, l i k e a c h i l d w h o refuses to eat a n y t h i n g
i f he does n o t get apple pie? Since she had recognized
her dependency
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A final question is whether Clare w o u l d have recognized the f u l l severity of her entanglement w i t h o u t the
external pressure exerted by Peters breaking away f i o m
her. I t m i g h t be t h o u g h t that Clare, having passed
t h r o u g h the development that occurred before the separ a t i o n , could n o t possibly have stopped permanently at
an essentially untenable compromise s o l u t i o n , b u t w o u l d
have gone on sooner or later. O n the other hand, the
forces opposing her final l i b e r a t i o n had great strength,
and she m i g h t s t i l l have gone to considerable lengths to
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of the evening o n w h i c h i t h a d emerged. She h a d exaggerated her unhappiness, to be sure, b u t no one had been
there t o impress, n o Peter c o u l d be telephoned. She
c o u l d n o t possibly be so i r r a t i o n a l as to believe that help
w o u l d come merely because she made herself feel the
most miserable of h u m a n beings. Yet sometimes w h e n
she felt b a d something good d i d happen. Somebody
w o u l d call her u p or i n v i t e her o u t . She w o u l d receive a
letter, her w o r k w o u l d be praised, music o n the r a d i o
w o u l d cheer her u p .
She d i d n o t immediately notice that she argued for t w o
contradictory points: that i t was i r r a t i o n a l to expect help
as a d i r e c t result of feeling distressed; and that i t was
r a t i o n a l . B u t she saw the c o n t r a d i c t i o n when she reread
her notes some days later, a n d t h e n she drew the o n l y
sensible conclusion, w h i c h was that she must have attempted to argue herself o u t of something.
She t r i e d first to e x p l a i n her equivocal reasoning o n
the basis that she felt a general distaste at finding i n herself a n y t h i n g so i r r a t i o n a l as an expectation of magic
h e l p b u t this d i d n o t satisfy her. T h i s , by the way, was
an i m p o r t a n t clue. I f we find an i r r a t i o n a l area i n an
otherwise r a t i o n a l person we can be sure that i t hides
something i m p o r t a n t . T h e fight that is often p u t u p
against the q u a l i t y of i r r a t i o n a l i t y is usually i n reality a
fight
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was b o u n d to
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W h i c h made die o l d w o m a n
Shiver a n d freeze.
W h e n the o l d w o m a n
First d i d awake
She began to shiver
A n d t h e n to shake.
She began to wonder
A n d then to cry,
" M e r c y o n me
T h i s is n o t 1.
" B u t i f i t be I
As 1 hope i t be
I have a l i t t l e dog at home
A n d he w i l l k n o w me.
I f i t be I
H e ' l l wag his l i t t l e t a i l
I I i t be n o t I
H e ' l l bark and he'll w a i l / '
H o m e went the l i t t l e w o m a n
A l l i n the dark
U p j u m p e d the l i t t l e dog
A n d began to bark.
H e began to bark
A n d she began to cry,
" M e r c y o n me
T h i s is n o t I . "
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T h e second step, w h i c h followed two weeks later, concerned more directly her revolt against being alone. H e r
a t t i t u d e about this p r o b l e m had changed since her analysis of the " p r i v a t e r e l i g i o n . " She s t i l l felt the sting of bei n g alone as keenly as before, b u t instead of succumbing
to a helpless misery she had taken active steps to avoid
solitude. She sought the company of others and enjoyed
i t . B u t for about a week she was entirely obsessed by the
idea that she must have a close friend. She felt l i k e aski n g a l l the people she met, hairdresser, dressmaker, secretary, m a r r i e d friends, whether they d i d not k n o w a man
w h o w o u l d be suitable for her. Everybody who was marr i e d or w h o had a close f r i e n d she regarded w i t h the
most intense envy. These thoughts assumed such proportions that i t finally struck her that all of this was n o t
only pathetic b u t definitely compulsive.
O n l y n o w was she able to see that her incapacity to be
alone had greatly increased d u r i n g the lelationship w i t h
Peter, a n d had leached a c l i m a x after the separation.
She realized, too, that she c o u l d endure solitude i f i t
was of her o w n choosing, i t t u r n e d p a i n f u l only i f i t
was not voluntary; then she felt disgraced, unwanted,
excluded, ostracized. T h u s she realized that the p r o b l e m
was not a general incapacity to be alone, b u t a hypersensitivity to being rejected.
I i n k i n g this f i n d i n g w i t h her recognition that her selfevaluation was entirely d e t e r m i n e d by the evaluation of
others, she understood that for her the mere absence of
attention meant that she was t h r o w n to the dos. T h a t
this sensitivity to rejection had n o t h i n g whatever to do
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w i t h whether she l i k e d those w h o rejected her, b u t concerned solely her self-esteem, was b r o u g h t home to her
by a memory f r o m college. T h e r e had been i n college a
g r o u p of snobbish girls w h o had f o r m e d a close c l i q u e
f r o m w h i c h they had excluded her. She had n o respect or
l i k i n g for these girls b u t there had been moments w h e n
she w o u l d have given everything to belong to t h e m . I n
this context Clare also thought of the close c o m m u n i t y
between her mother and brother, f r o m w h i c h she had
been excluded. Incidents emerged i n w h i c h she had been
made to feel that i n their eyes she was only a nuisance.
She realized that the reaction she discovered n o w had
actually started at the t i m e w h e n she had stopped rebell i n g against discriminatory treatment. U p to that p o i n t
she had had a native assurance that she was as good as
the others, and had spontaneously reacted against being
treated l i k e an i n f e r i o r being. B u t i n the l o n g r u n the
isolation inevitably engendered by her opposition was
more than she c o u l d stand, as was shown i n the second
chapter. I n order to be accepted by the others she had
k n u c k l e d under, had accepted the i m p l i c i t verdict that
she was i n f e r i o r , a n d had begun to admire the others as
superior beings. U n d e r the stress of o v e r w h e l m i n g odds
she had dealt the first b l o w to her h u m a n d i g n i t y .
She understood then that Peter's b r e a k i n g away from
her had n o t only p u t her o n her o w n , at a t i m e when she
was still rather dependent, b u t i n a d d i t i o n had left hei
w i t h a feeling of u t t e r worthlessness. T h e c o m b i n a t i o n
of the two factors was responsible for the deep shock
effect of the break. I t was the feeling of
worthlessness
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A N A L Y S I S
pro-
d u r i n g the
u n f o r t u n a t e relationship
that Peter
with
had
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Dependency
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A N A L Y S I S
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N I N E
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feelings
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
occur
to you half an h o u r later, after you have become discouraged by the f u t i l i t y of your attempts and have given u p
the conscious search.
As u n p r o d u c t i v e as such attempts to force a solution is
the procedure of a person who, even w h i l e he lets his
m i n d r u n freely, tries to get at the meaning o l his associations by p u t t i n g two and two together. Whatever
prompts h i m to do so, whether i t is impatience or a need
to be b r i l l i a n t or a fear of g i v i n g way to u n c o n t r o l l e d
thoughts and feelings, this i n t r u s i o n of reason is b o u n d
to d i s t u r b the relaxed c o n d i t i o n necessary for free association. I t is t r u e that the meaning of an association
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may dawn u p o n h i m spontaneously. Clare's series of associations e n d i n g w i t h the text of the religious song is a
good example of this: here her associations showed an
increasing degree of l u c i d i t y a l t h o u g h n o conscious effort had been made to understand t h e m . I n other words,
the t w o processesself-expression a n d u n d e r s t a n d i n g
may sometimes coincide. B u t as far as conscious efforts
are concerned they should be kept strictly separate.
I f a definite d i s t i n c t i o n is thus established
between
contexts,
Certain
fundamental
principles
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items w i t h o u t being
touched by a n y t h i n g .
T h e other extreme, a merely emotional insight, is far
more valuable. I f i t is n o t f u r t h e r elaborated this is n o t
ideal either, because i t allows many significant leads, n o t
yet altogether l u c i d , to d r o p o u t of sight. But. as we have
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requirement
merely
by l e t t i n g the patient's talk play o n my i n t u i t i v e faculties. T h e verification of any finding, however, no matter
how one has arrived at i t , always demands f u l l intellect u a l alertness.
A person may find, of course, that i n a series of as-
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find
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be
created artificially. B u t , the more absorbing one's i n terest i n a p r o b l e m , the m o r e w i l l a similar concentrat i o n be approximated.
Clare's self-analysis illustrates very w e l l the three steps
discussed
i n Chapter T h r e e :
recognizing a neurotic
2^8
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and
greatest
Rules
scattered.
T h u s Clare, after recognizing that she let herself be
immersed i n misery because she secretly believed she
could thereby command help, m i g h t merely have traced
the o r i g i n of this t r a i t i n c h i l d h o o d a n d regarded i t as a
persistent i n f a n t i l e
beliei. T h a t
m i g h t have helped
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influences
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cidents i n w h i c h he was scolded or made to feel inadequate. B u t he w i l l also have to t h i n k of a l l the weak spots
i n his actual personality w h i c h , i n their totality, render
h i m dependent o n others a n d therefore make h i m regard
their o p i n i o n of h i m as of c o m p e l l i n g importance. I f
he can find the answers to a l l such questions his recogn i t i o n that he is a f r a i d of c r i t i c i s m w i l l n o longer be an
isolated insight b u t he w i l l see the relationship of this
t r a i t to the whole structure of his personality.
I t may w e l l be asked whether I mean by this example
that a person who has discovered a new factor should
deliberately ransack his experiences and feelings i n the
various ways indicated. Certainly not, because such a
procedure w o u l d involve the same danger of a merely
intellectual mastery that was discussed before. B u t he
should grant himself a p e r i o d of c o n t e m p l a t i o n . H e
should meditate o n his finding i n m u c h the same manner
as an archaeologist w h o has discovered a b u r i e d statue,
badly m u t i l a t e d , looks at his treasure f r o m a l l angles u n t i l the o r i g i n a l features reveal themselves to his m i n d .
A n y new factor that a person recognizes is l i k e a searchl i g h t t u r n e d o n certain domains of his life, l i g h t i n g u p
spots w h i c h have h i t h e r t o been dark. Fie is almost b o u n d
to see them i f only he is v i v i d l y interested i n recognizing
himself. These are points at w h i c h the guidance of an
expert w o u l d be p a r t i c u l a r l y h e l p f u l . A t such times an
analyst w o u l d actively help the patient to see the significance of the finding, raising one o r anodier question that
i t suggests and t y i n g i t u p w i t h previous findings. W h e n
n o such outside h e l p is available the best t h i n g t o do is
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experimental
clarification.
265
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A N A L Y S I S
266
C H A P T E R
T E N
The
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the
exceptional
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with
Resistances
tenacious and devious struggles that arise w h e n precarious territory is approached. B u t an appeal to experience
can never be a conclusive argument, because experience
itself is determined by the whole complex of r u l i n g concepts and customs, and by o u r m e n t a l i t y . M o r e specifically, analytical experience is determined by the fact
that the patient is n o t given a chance to cope alone w i t h
his resistances.
A stronger consideration is the theoretical
premise
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Dealing
with
Resistances
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272
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with
Resistances
b y factors outside the analytical situation. I f outside circumstances change d u r i n g analysis i n such a way as t o
favor a smooth f u n c t i o n i n g of the neurotic trends, o r
even to render t h e m positively useful, the provocation
for resistance is greatly increased; the reason is, of course,
that the forces opposing change have been strengthened.
B u t resistance can be provoked also by unfavorable developments i n d a i l y life. I f a p a t i e n t feels, for example,
that he has been u n f a i r l y dealt w i t h by someone i n his
circle his i n d i g n a t i o n may be so great that he refuses any
effort i n analysis to seek the real reason w h y he felt i n j u r e d or insulted, his entire energy being concentrated
o n revenge. I n other words, a resistance may be produced
by developments outside as well as w i t h i n the analytical
situation i f a repressed factor is touched u p o n , either
specifically or remotely.
I n p r i n c i p l e the provocations for resistance are the
same i n self-analysis. H e r e , however, i t is n o t the analyst's interpretations b u t the person's o w n encroachment
o n a p a i n f u l insight or i m p l i c a t i o n that provokes a resistance. F u r t h e r m o r e , the provocation that may lie i n
the analyst's behavior is lacking. T h i s is an advantage of
self-analysis to some extent, t h o u g h i t should n o t be forgotten that these provocations can prove to be most constructive i f the responses to t h e m are correctly analyzed.
Finally, i n self-analysis the experiences of daily l i f e seem
to have a greater power to produce a blockage. T h i s is
readily understandable: i n professional analysis the patient's emotions are largely concentrated o n the analyst,
because of the importance he has assumed for the t i m e
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with
Resistances
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unresponsive.
Needless to add, these emotional battles may go o n u n der cover, and i t may take a great deal of analytical w o r k
to b r i n g t h e m to the patient s awareness. W h e n they are
thus repressed only the resulting blockage makes itself
felt.
I n self-analysis resistances express themselves i n the
same three ways, b u t w i t h an inevitable
difference.
findingssuch
as
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with
Resistances
r i t a t e d about what he discovers i n himself. B u t these reactions do n o t assume the proportions they do i n professional analysis. One reason for this is t h a t there is n o
analyst w i t h w h o m he can engage i n a defensive fight, or
w h o m he can make responsible: he is t h r o w n back u p o n
himself. A n o t h e r reason is that he ^usually deals w i t h h i m self more gingerly t h a n an analyst w o u l d : he w i l l sense
the danger far ahead and almost automatically shrink
back f r o m a straight approach, resorting instead to one
or another means of a v o i d i n g the p r o b l e m for the t i m e
being.
T h i s brings us to the defensive i n h i b i t i o n s and evasive maneuvers i n w h i c h a resistance may express itself.
These forms of b l o c k i n g the way are as i n n u m e r a b l e as
the variations i n personality, and they may develop at
any p o i n t along the way. T h e i r manifestations i n selfanalysis can be discussed most conveniently by p o i n t i n g
o u t certain crucial points at w h i c h they may impede
progress. I n b r i e f summary, they may prevent a person
f r o m starting to analyze a p r o b l e m ; they may i m p a i r the
value of his free associations; they may block his understanding; they may invalidate his
findings.
A n i n h i b i t i o n t o w a r d starting to analyze a p r o b l e m
may be indiscernible, for as a r u l e a person w h o is worki n g alone does n o t analyze himself regularly anyhow. H e
should n o t concern himself about the periods i n w h i c h
he feels n o need for analysis, though a resistance may be
operative i n such periods too. B u t he should be very
wary about the times w h e n he feels acutely distressed,
disgruntled, fatigued, i r r i t a t e d , indecisive, apprehensive,
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Resistances
decide
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280
ffmling
with
Resistweei
28l
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282
Dealing
with
Resistances
283
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thus engaging
merely i n an
unconscious
284
Dealing
with
Resistances
t h e m n o t i n the sense of g i v i n g t h e m approval a n d i n dulgence b u t i n the sense of acknowledging t h e m as organic developments. Such an a t t i t u d e w i l l n o t only be
more just to himself b u t w i l l also give h i m a m u c h better
basis for dealing w i t h resistances. I f he approaches t h e m
w i t h a hostile d e t e r m i n a t i o n to crush t h e m he w i l l
hardly have the patience and willingness necessary for
t h e i r understanding.
I f resistances are tackled i n the way and i n the s p i r i t
indicated, there is a good chance that they may be understood and o v e r c o m e p r o v i d e d
they are n o
stronger
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E L E V E H
Limitations of Self-Analysis
T h e d i s t i n c t i o n between resistance a n d l i m i t a t i o n is
merely one of degree. A n y resistance, i f strong enough,
can t u r n i n t o an actual l i m i t a t i o n . A n y factor that decreases or paralyzes a person's incentive to come to grips
w i t h himself constitutes a possible l i m i t a t i o n to selfanalysis. I do n o t see any other way of presenting these
factors t h a n to discuss t h e m separately, although they
are n o t separate entities. T h u s i n the f o l l o w i n g pages the
same factor is sometimes dealt w i t h f r o m several viewpoints.
T o begin w i t h , a deep-rooted feeling of resignation
constitutes a serious l i m i t a t i o n to self-analysis. A person
may be so hopeless about ever escaping from his psychic
entanglements that he has no incentive to make more
than a halfhearted a t t e m p t to outgrow his difficulties.
Hopelessness is present to some extent i n every severe
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of
Self-Analysis
i t is i n
287
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interests and
genuine
other
288
Limitations
of
Self-Analysis
financially
289
S I L F - A K A L Y S 1 S
290
Limitations
of
Self-Analysis
an analogy
previously
usedthey
useful
291
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
self-analysis
finding
no
Limitations
of Self
Analysis
analysis,
93
persist
S E L F
A N A L Y S I S
t h o u g h only remotely a k i n
Limitations
of
Setf-Analysis
W h e n a person
isolated
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the essential
driving
arrogance
296
Limitations
of
Self-Analysis
diffuse
97
S E L F - A N A L Y S I S
298
Limitations
of Seif
Analysis
craving for power, o r permits a life of obscurity and subo r d i n a t i o n i n which he need not assert himself. H e may
seize the possibility of a marriage to solve his urge f o r
dependency. O r he may more or less consciously decide
that his difficulties i n h u m a n relationshipssome of
w h i c h he has recognized a n d understood-are too great
a d r a i n on his energies, and that the only way to live a
peaceful life o r to save his creative abilities is to w i t h draw f r o m others; he may then restrict to a m i n i m u m his
need for people or f o r m a t e r i a l things, and under these
conditions be able to w o r k out a tolerable existence.
These solutions are n o t ideal, to be sure, b u t a psychic
e q u i l i b r i u m may be reached o n a better level than before. A n d i n some circumstances of very severe entanglements such pseudo solutions may be the most that can
be attained.
I n p r i n c i p l e these l i m i t s to constructive w o r k are present i n professional analysis as w e l l as i n self-analysis. I n
fact, as was m e n t i o n e d before, i f the d e t e n i n g forces are
strong enough the idea of analysis w i l l be rejected altogether. A n d even i f i t is n o t rejectedif the person
suffers so m u c h under the pressure of his disabilities
that he undertakes analytical treatment-the analyst is
no sorcerer w h o can conjure up forces that are entirely
choked. T h e r e is n o d o u b t , however, that by and large
the limitations are considerably greater for self-analysis.
I n many instances an analyst can liberate constructive
forces by showing the patient concrete problems accessible to a solution, whereas i f the patient were w o r k i n g
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development.
T h e r e f o r e after a period of c o m m o n w o r k w i t h an analyst even patients who started w i t h severe neurotic difficulties
o w n , i f necessary.
T h o u g h o n the whole the comparison w i t h professional analysis is i n favor of the latter whenever intricate
and diffuse entanglements are concerned, there are certain reservations that should be borne i n m i n d . I t is not
entirely fair to compare self-analysis, and its unavoidable deficiencies, w i t h an ideal analytical treatment. I
k n o w several people w h o were barely touched by treat
m e n t b u t afterward grappled successfully on their own
w i t h rather serious problems. W e should be cautious
b o t h ways, and neither underrate n o r overrate what can
be done w i t h o u t expert help.
T h i s brings us back to a question that was raised at
the b e g i n n i n g , regarding the specific conditions under
w h i c h a person can analyze himself. I f he has already
had some analytical treatment, and i f conditions are
favorable, I believe, as I have emphasized t h r o u g h o u t
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these
m i l d e r disturbances rarely come to the attention of analysts, b u t t h e i r difficulties should n o t be taken lightly,
T h e i r troubles n o t o n l y cause suffering and handicaps
b u t also result i n a waste of valuable energies, for the
person is prevented f r o m developing to the best of his
h u m a n capacities.
I feel that w i t h regard to these difficulties experiences
of the k i n d reported i n the chapter o n occasional selfanalysis are encouraging. I n several instances reported
there the persons concerned h a d l i t t l e i f any experience
w i t h analytical treatment. T o be sure, they d i d n o t go
far enough i n their endeavors at self-examination. B u t
there seems n o good reason n o t to believe that w i t h a
more widespread general knowledge of the nature o f
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of
Seif-Analysis
aspires
unweariedly,
Is n o t beyond redeeming.
303
I N D E X
Democracy
Opinion,
Through
18
3 5
Public
I N D E X
D e p r e s s i o n , 7, 6 9 , 9 5
Der
gehemmle
Dostoevski,
Dreams,
37> &
Mensch,
66
176,
39
176;
tations
of,
according
to
F u n c t i o n a l stomach upsets,
anxiety,
178
Dreiser, T h e o d o r e ,
Gabler,
Hedda,
287,
290,
292,
293
160
G e s t a l t psychologists,
D r u g addiction, 7
D y n a m i c s , of
146,
135;
Freud,
1% 1 0 2 ,
39> 4 0 ,
178, 2 6 8 , 2 6 9 , 2 9 5
personality
trait,
Goethe,
172
303
260
H e n d r i c k , I v e s , 39
Emerson,
Escape
Ralph Waldo,
from
Freedom,
Hostility,
39
39,
55,
59
65;
t i o n , 110;
How
to
Win
fluence
Facts
and
analysis,
Fantasies,
Faust,
Theories
of
Psycho
associa-
Humiliation,
and
109;
repressed
119
Hysterical convulsions,
135
In-
18
303
F e a r , u n a w a r e n e s s of, 4 2 , 2 0 9
Ferenczi,
I n c e n t i v e , 16 if.
111
difficulties
inhibitions
i n , 107,
i n , 109;
of,
247;
humilia
of,
127;
in
analyst's
self-analyst,
of
free
Friends
People,
f e e l i n g of,
39
in
t o w a r d self, 2 9 0
writing
parison
188,
own,
186;
down,
with
technique
understanding,
306
187;
com-
diary-keeping,
of,
249;
251;
i t y i n a p p r o a c h to,
F r e u d , 7, 17,
137;
advantages
and
flexibil255
18, 2 0 , 2 1 , 2 2 , 2 9 ,
277
I n s i g h t , 17, 2 8 , 3 2 , 3 4 , 111,
beneficial
reaction
results
to,
114 ff.;
r e a c t i o n to, 116;
119;
of,
Interpretation
negative
and
retreat from,
255;
ii2fL;
change,
141
of Dreams,
The,
39
Introductory
choanalysis,
Lectures
38
>, I n t r o s p e c t i o n , 3 0
on
Psy-
I N D E X
James, W i l l i a m , 290
N e e d to c o n t r o l self a n d o t h e r s ,
J u n g , C . G., 4 0
57
N e e d to e x p l o i t o t h e r s , 57
K u n k e l , Fritz, 39
N e e d to r e s t r i c t o n e ' s l i f e w i t h i n
n a r r o w borders,
18
Late
The,
George
Apley,
Lebensneid,
29
forces
290
Limitations
of
self-analysis,
resignation,
cessful
assertion
trend,
2 8 8 ff.;
286;
of
suc-
neurotic
prevalence
tendencies,
of
289;
in,
37
ff.;
essence
of.
69
2 8 6 ff.;
destructive
55
N e u r o s e s , t h e o r y of, j o ; d r i v i n g
developed
a r y d e f e n s e s , 2 9 2 ff.;
secondone-sided
e m p h a s e s , 2 9 3 If.
The,
30
of
Our
39, 54, 5 6
N e u r o t i c trends, description
4 0 if.; c o m p u l s i v e
115;
nature,
of,
41,
g e n e s i s of, 4 3 f l . ; p e r s i s t -
e n c e of, 4 6 , 52 ff.; s e c u r i t y
of-
of,
5 4 ff.;
"Mania-psychologica,"
58
Personality
difference
between
n o r m a l a n d , Co ff.;
determine
M a s l o w , A . H . , 39
i m a g e o f s e l f , 6 3 ff.; effect
on
M i t t e l m a n n , B e l a , 39
evaluation
in-
conflicts
hibitions
of others,
resulting
from,
66;
resulting
from,
68;
N e e d f o r a f f e c t i o n , 2 0 , 4 1 , 5 4 , 61
"symptoms,"
N e e d for a p p r o v a l , 20, 54
stages
N e e d for independence,
recognition
N e e d for a "partner/*
Need
59
55
ing
59,
62
Need
65;
in
69,
analysis
of,
through,
95;
three
of,
8 8 ff.;
89
91
ff;
ff.;
workunder-
standing of interrelations
of,
9 4 ft.
for personal
admiration,
58
New
Ways
in
Psychoanalysis,
39 55> 5 9
N e e d for power,
Nietzsche,
56
Need
Need
to b e l i e v e
i n the
o t e n c e o f w i l l , 57,
62
39,
290
58
omnip-
Occasional
John's
self-analysis,
case,
155
ff.;
307
152 f L ;
Harry's
I N D E X
O c c a s i o n a l self-analysis
case,
159
tween
ff.;
John
Bill's
parison
Bill,
ff.;
as
ff.;
(Cont.)
Rank,
comparison
be-
Rationalization,
and
161
Repetitive
case,
Harry,
163
between
ff.;
com-
John
and
1 6 6 ff.; T o m ' s
potentialities
therapeutic
case,
of,
Resentment,
Resistance,
14,
coming
own,
17a
with,
267
Freud,
Otto, Max,
Peterson, H o u s t o n ,
117,
139;
147;
ff.;
self-analysis,
processes
sources
of,
268;
in,
271;
secondary
provocation
Piz Palii,
expressed,
Principles
of
chology,
Abnormal
Psy-
in
neurotic
of
ther-
disorders,
a i d to character
develop-
Psychoanalytic
tient's
t i e n t's
process,
share
association
274;
open
fight,
in,
101
in,
insight,
change,
maneuvers,
277;
how
to
cope
nique
with,
of
279
pa-
ff.;
free
Psychoanalytic
102
ff.;
pa-
1n
ff.;
pa-
117
ff.;
inter-
understanding,
73
ff.;
in
Clare's
tion
compared
to,
308
ff.;
286
Rousseau,
188, 2 9 4 ff.
Schopenhauer,
39
Secondary
66
18
defenses,
71 ff.,
of
Everyday
271,
292
* Self-analysis, feasibility
c a s e , 7 5 ff.
39
tech-
281
R e v e n g e , 36
Seabury, David,
Life,
ff.;
tackling,
Psychopathology
reactions,
Schultz-Hencke, H .
in,
de-
inhibitions
r e l a t i o n o f t h r e e t a s k s , 1 2 0 ff.;
stages
of,
275;
emotional
defensive
evasive
ways
types
m e n t , 8 ff.
tient's
275;
and
ff.;
fensive
39
ff.;
275
de270;
P h o b i a , 7, 8 , 6 9 , 9 5
133
by
argument
defenses i n , 271;
30
used
as
fensive
over-
dealing
as
267;
against
23
analyst,
136
ff.;
ff.
134
toward
169
171
method,
66
themes,
sirability
of,
131!.,
and
147;
depos-
s i b i l i t y of, 2 5 , 2 8 , 3 5 ; c r u c i a l
N D E X
difficulty
of,
attempts,
2 7 ; successful
dangers
27;
of,
self-protective
forces i n ,
goal
of
occasional,
2 9 3 ff.; frustration
of, 2 9 7
ff.;
in,298;
discouragement
Made
Easy,
toward, 2 9 5
Shakespeare, 3 9
definition of systematic, 1 7 4 ,
Smart, C h a r l e s A l l e n , 3 9
materials
differ-
Strange
188
of,
183 if.;
regularity
of One Man,
183 if.;
Strecker, E d w a r d A . , 3 9
Suicide, 3 1 , 3 3 , 2 3 1 , 2 8 9
od
S u l l i v a n , H . S., 3 9
of,
1 8 6 ; of
dependency,
in,
Lives
183;
morbid
190 if.;
spirit
18
The,
Switzerland, 1 3 3
Unconscious
forces,
role
of,
37 &
tinuity i n , 2 5 7 ; development
of
structural
pattern
in,
Wild
Geese
Them,
and
How
to
Chase
39
39