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Introduction
Inner Child Healing ~ The Path to Empowerment, Inner Peace, and Freedom from the
Past (aka A Formula for Spiritual Integration and Emotional Balance)
By Robert Burney
"It is necessary to own and honor the child who we were in order to Love the person we are. And
the only way to do that is to own that child's experiences, honor that child's feelings, and release
the emotional grief energy that we are still carrying around."
Codependence: The Dance of Wounded Souls by Robert Burney
Learn to Love your self. Easy to say, hard to do. Love is like faith, in that both are pretty
meaningless as intellectual concepts. Love is a verb. Verbs are about action, behavior.
Learning how to be more Loving to our self is the challenge.
The approach to healing detailed in this e-book is a formula that can help people learn to be more
Loving to themselves. We learned how to relate to self, to life, and to other people in early
childhood from people who were wounded in their childhoods. We have been reacting to the
intellectual programming and emotional wounds of our childhood ever since then. In order to
change our relationship with self and life, it is necessary to change the subconscious and
conscious programming that is causing our relationship with self and life to be dysfunctional. In
order to start having some peace within us, it is necessary to heal our emotional wounds and stop
our minds from being our own worst enemy.
The approach to inner child/emotional healing shared herein is the missing piece - the missing
perspective - of the puzzle of life that so many people have been seeking. It is a formula for
integrating intellectual knowledge and spiritual Truth into one's emotional relationship with life.
It is the key to learning how to be more Loving to your self - and to turning life into an adventure
to be experienced instead of an ordeal of suffering to be endured.
Robert Burney is a codependency therapist, Spiritual teacher, and author of Codependence: The
Dance of Wounded Souls. His work has been compared to John Bradshaw's "except much more
spiritual" and described as "taking inner child healing to a new level." He lives in Cambria CA
and shares over 200 pages of content on his web site at http://Joy2MeU.com. He has been the
editor of the Inner Child/Codependency Recovery page of Suite 101 since March 1999.
Table of Contents
The reality of human development is that we form the foundation dynamics of our relationships
with self, with life, and with other people in early childhood. Our relationship patterns are pretty
embedded by the time we are 4 or 5 years old.
Since there is no integration of the human developmental process into society - no real training
of how to be healthy adults or real ceremonies/initiation rites to mark vital milestones/passages
in development, such as puberty (junior high school as is it experienced in society is not a
celebration of adolescence) - and no culturally approved grieving to take the emotional charge
away from wounds caused by childhood trauma, we are stuck with those early childhood
patterns.
We are trained in childhood to be emotionally and intellectually dishonest, through both direct
messages and watching our role models. We learned that it was very important to keep up
appearances - to wear a mask. We watched our parents say nasty, judgmental things about a
person when they weren't around and then be nice to them in person. We were told that it was
not okay to speak our truth. There was an old song I always thought described how I saw people
interacting, which went something to the effect "The games people play now, every night and
every day now, never saying what they mean - never meaning what they say."
We were trained to be dishonest. We also got taught to be emotionally dishonest. We were told
not to feel our feelings with messages like, "don't cry, don't be afraid" - at the same time we saw
how our parents lived life out of fear. We got messages that it was not okay to be too happy
when our exuberance was embarrassing to our parents. Many of us grew up in environments
where it was not okay to be curious, or adventurous, or playful. It was not okay to be a child.
In any society where
emotional dishonesty is not just the standard but the goal (keep up appearances, dont show
vulnerability);
as children we learned that we had power over other peoples feelings (you make me angry,
you hurt my feelings, etc.);
being emotional is considered negative (falling apart, loosing it, coming unglued, etc.);
gender stereotypes set twisted, unhealthy models for acceptable emotional behavior (real
men dont cry or get scared, it is not ladylike to get angry);
parents without healthy self esteem see their children as extensions of self that can be either
assets or deficits in their own quest for self worth;
families are isolated from any true reality of community or tribal support;
shame, manipulation, verbal and emotional abuse are considered standard tools for
behavior modification in a loving relationship;
long embedded societal attitudes support the belief that it is shameful to be human (make
mistakes, not be perfect, to be selfish, etc.);
any human being is denigrated and held to be less worthy for any inherent characteristic
(gender, race, looks, etc.)
results in a very emotionally unhealthy society.
It is very important to start awakening to the Truth that there is nothing inherently wrong with
our being - it is our relationship with our self and with life that is dysfunctional. And that
relationship was formed in early childhood.
The way that one begins inner child healing is simply to become aware.
To become aware that the governing principle in life is cause and effect.
To become aware that our relationship with our self is dysfunctional.
To become aware that we have the power to change our relationship with our self.
To become aware that we were programmed with false beliefs about the purpose and nature of
life in early childhood - and that we can change that programming.
To become aware that we have emotional wounds from childhood that it is possible to get in
touch with and heal enough to stop them from dictating how we are living our life today.
That is the purpose of inner child healing - to stop letting our experiences of the past dictate how
we respond to life today. It cannot be done without revisiting our childhood.
We need to become aware, to raise our consciousness. To create a new level of consciousness
for ourselves that allows us to observe ourselves.
It is vitally important to start observing ourselves - our reactions, our feelings, our thoughts from a detached witness place that is not shaming.
We all have an inner critic, a critical parent voice, which beats us up with shame, judgment, and
fear. The critical parent voice developed to try to control our emotions and our behaviors
because we got the message there was something wrong with us and that our survival would be
threatened if we did, said, or felt the "wrong" things.
It is vital to start learning how to not give power to that critical shaming voice. We need to start
observing ourselves with compassion. This is almost impossible at the beginning of the inner
child healing process - having compassion for our self, being Loving to our self, is the hardest
thing for us to do.
So, we need to start observing ourselves from at least a more neutral perspective. Become a
scientific observer, a detective - the Sherlock Holmes of your own inner process as it were.
We need to start being that detective, observing ourselves and asking ourselves where that
reaction / thought / feeling is coming from. Why am I feeling this way? What does this remind
me of from my past? How old do I feel right now? How old did I act when that happened?
One of the amazing things about this process, is that as one starts to become more aware of our
own reactions, we also start to become more aware of others. We start seeing when the people in
our lives are reacting like a little kid, or adolescent, or teenager, or whatever. The more we
become aware of their reactions the easier it becomes to stop taking their behavior personally which then makes it easier to detach from our own reactions and observe ourselves.
It is an amazing, miraculous process, which can help us to change our relationship with our self,
with other people, and with life. Becoming more aware, becoming conscious of a new way of
looking at ourselves and life is the beginning of a process of learning to forgive and Love our
self.
A detective always looks at cause and effect. By becoming a detective, solving the mystery of
why we have lived our lives as we have, we can start to free ourselves from our past. By doing
the inner child healing, we can start to learn how to really be alive instead of just surviving and
enduring.
It is only in very recent history, that our society has even recognized child abuse as a crime
instead of an inherent right of the parent. The concept of healthy parenting as a skill to be
learned is very new in society.
Any society that does not respect and honor individual human dignity, is going to be a society
that does not meet the essential needs of its members. Patriarchal societies, that demean and
degrade women and children, are dysfunctional in their essence.
We form our core relationship with our self and with life - and of course with other people - in
early childhood in reaction to the messages we get from the way we are treated and the role
modeling of the other people in our lives. We then have no training or initiation ceremonies, no
culturally approved grieving process, to help us let go of the old programming and learn a
different relationship with our self and life. So, we build upon the foundation laid in early
childhood.
As adults, we react to the programming of our childhood. To contend that our childhood
emotional wounds have not affected our adult lives is ridiculous. To think that our early
programming has not influenced the way we have lived is to be in denial to an extreme.
Because societies' standards for what constitutes success are dysfunctional, many people can be
pointed out who "have risen above" their past to be a success. It is those people, who are
supposedly successes, which are running the world. How good a job do you think they are
doing?
The dysfunctional belief systems underlying civilization are what give us war and poverty,
billionaires and homelessness.
My book, Codependence: The Dance of Wounded Souls, evolved out of a talk that I first did in
1991. In the talk, I stated that I would like to one day make up a bumper sticker that said "Work
for World Peace, Heal Your Inner Child." I did have these bumper stickers printed when I
published my book. It is, I believe, an essential Truth. We will never have world peace, or a
civilized society which is based upon respect and dignity - to say nothing of Love - unless we
can heal our relationships with ourselves enough to learn to Love and respect our self.
We cannot Love our neighbor as our self, as long as we are judging and comparing our self to
them in order to feel good about our self. We cannot have a society that meets the essential
emotional and spiritual needs of its members as long as we are reacting to life in alignment with
rules of interaction that we learned in junior high school.
We are all connected - not separate. We all have worth and deserve to be treated with dignity
and respect - instead of earning society's version of worth by stepping on and over our fellow
humans, to say nothing of destroying the planet we live on.
It is through healing our inner child wounds that we can learn to respect and Love our self so that
we can know how to treat others with respect and Love. It is through healing our inner children
that we can save our planet and evolve into a society that does meet the essential needs of its
members.
Inner child healing is not some fad or pop psychology. Inner child healing is the only way to
empower ourselves to stop living life in reaction to the past. We have been ignoring history and
repeating it for centuries. If we are going to have a chance to reverse the self destructive patterns
of human kind, it is going to come from individuals healing self. By healing our inner child
wounds, we can change the world.
Work for World Peace, Heal your inner child
recent years but most of us grew up in a society that taught us that being too emotional was a bad
thing that we should avoid. (Certain cultures/subcultures give more permission for emotions but
those are usually out of balance to the other extreme of allowing the emotions to rule - the goal is
balance: between mental and emotional, between intuitive and rational.)
Emotions are a vital part of our being for several reasons.
1. Because it is energy and energy cannot just disappear. The emotional energy generated by the
circumstances of our childhood and early life does not go away just because we were forced to
deny it. It is still trapped in our body - in a pressurized, explosive state, as a result of being
suppressed. If we don't learn how to release it in a healthy way it will explode outward or
implode back in on us. Eventually it will transform into some other form - such as cancer.
2. As long as we have pockets of pressurized emotional energy that we have to avoid dealing
with - those emotional wounds will run our lives. We use food, cigarettes, alcohol and drugs,
relationships, work, religion, exercise, meditation, television, etc., to help us keep suppressing
that energy. To help us keep ourselves focused on something else, anything else, besides the
emotional wounds that terrify us. The emotional wounds are what cause obsession and
compulsion, are what the "critical parent" voice works so hard to keep us from dealing with.
3. Our emotions tell us who we are - our Soul communicates with us through emotional energy
vibrations. Truth is an emotional energy vibrational communication from our Soul on the
Spiritual Plane to our being/spirit/soul on this physical plane - it is something that we feel in our
heart/our gut, something that resonates within us.
Our problem has been that because of our unhealed childhood wounds it has been very difficult
to tell the difference between an intuitive emotional Truth and the emotional truth that comes
from our childhood wounds. When one of our buttons is pushed and we react out of the
insecure, scared little kid inside of us (or the angry/rage filled kid, or the powerless/helpless kid,
etc.) then we are reacting to what our emotional truth was when we were 5 or 9 or 14 - not to
what is happening now. Since we have been doing that all of our lives, we learned not to trust
our emotional reactions (and got the message not to trust them in a variety of ways both when we
were kids and as adults.)
4. We are attracted to people that feel familiar on an energetic level - which means (until we
start clearing our emotional process) people that emotionally/vibrationally feel like our parents
did when we were very little kids. At a certain point in my process I realized that if I met a
woman who felt like my soul mate, that the chances were pretty huge that she was one more
unavailable woman that fit my pattern of being attracted to someone who would reinforce the
message that I wasn't good enough, that I was unlovable. Until we start releasing the hurt,
sadness, rage, shame, terror - the emotional grief energy - from our childhoods we will keep
having dysfunctional relationships.
Emotions are messy. Many people want to get Spiritual without dealing with the emotions. That
is a normal human reaction. It is dysfunctional however. Our emotions are a vital part of our
being. It is crucial to honor and respect our emotions in order to discover our True Self. In
denying the feelings, we are denying a part of self. In denying our childhood emotional
experiences, we are abandoning and betraying that child. That wounded child within us, is the
portal to our soul, the key to reconnecting with Spiritual Self.
they say will be about the other person. Direct questions about self will be answered with stories
about the significant other. This is a completely unconscious result of the sad fact that they have
no real concept of self as an individual entity.
Perhaps the most common story telling diversion is to get very involved in the details of the story
'she said. . . . . then I said. . . . then she did. . . . .' The details are ultimately insignificant in
relationship to the emotions involved but because we do not know how to handle the emotions
we get caught up in the details. Often we are relating the details in order to show the listener
how we were wronged in the interaction. Often we focus on how others are wrong in reaction
to the situation as a way of avoiding our feelings.
If someone is telling you a story and you find your mind wandering and boredom setting in - it is
because they are not being emotionally honest. Often the person will be coming from a
victim/self pity perspective and may even be crying while telling the story - but the crying they
are doing is not emotionally honest, it is part of a role they are playing and probably have been
playing for years. Expressing feelings in a martyrs role created by the false self is very different
from expressing grief in relationship to self. The martyr who is blaming is being dishonest both
emotionally and intellectually.
3. Avoiding using primary feeling words. There are only a handful of primary feelings that all
humans feel. There is some dispute about just how many are primary but for our purpose here I
am going to use seven. Those are: angry/mad, sad, hurt, afraid/scared, lonely, ashamed, and
happy/glad. It is important to start using the primary names of these feelings in order to own
them and to stop distancing ourselves from the feelings.
To say "I am anxious" or "concerned" or "apprehensive" is not the same as saying "I feel afraid."
Fear is at the root of all of those expressions but we don't have to be so in touch with our fear if
we use a word that distances us from the fear. Expressions like "confused," "irritated," "upset,"
"tense," "disturbed," "melancholy," "blue," "good," or "bad" are not primary feeling words.
We were trained to be emotionally dishonest in childhood. In order to start peeling the layers of
denial it is vital to get aware of our own emotional defenses. In order to start getting emotionally
honest with ourselves - let alone with anyone else - it is vital to start recognizing our own
emotional defenses. The little tricks of language and focus that we learned to help us distance
ourselves from feelings that we did not know how to deal with.
Becoming willing to get conscious of our own defenses is a vital step to getting in touch with our
own feelings. Learning to be emotionally honest with our self is an important part of a
recovery/healing path.
It is not only dysfunctional, it is insane to expect everyone else to behave in the manner that we
think they should. By having expectations that are insane, that do not align with the realities
of life, we are giving other people the power to dictate our emotional reactions to life. This sets
us up to feel like a victim - of other people not doing it right, of life not being what it should
be.
It is vital to start taking responsibility for the ways in which we set ourselves up, that we give
power away, in order to stop living life as a victim. Personal empowerment involves seeing life
as it is and making the best of it - instead of being the victim, wishing it was different. This
starts with our relationship with ourselves. If we expect ourselves to be perfect - to never make
mistakes, to never be scared and confused, etc. - we are then set up to be the victim of our own
humanity. If we expect other people to always be nice and kind in a world full of wounded souls
- then we are set up to be the victim of other people. If we think that falling in love is going to
lead us to happily-ever-after - then we are set up to be a victim in romantic relationships.
The most pervasive way we were programmed in childhood to be a victim, is in our relationship
with our self. In order to stop setting ourselves up to be a victim - both of others because we
have insane perspectives, and of ourselves because we have unrealistic expectations - it is vital to
become more conscious of our own internal process. Then we can learn to stop giving power to
concepts and beliefs we learned in childhood about the nature and purpose of life. We can learn
to start being Loving in relationship to our own emotional wounds instead of judgmental and
shaming.
It is through starting to become more conscious of how we were programmed to have a
dysfunctional relationship with self in childhood, that we can start clearing up our relationship
with our self. When we start to change the insane expectations and unrealistic perspectives of
life that are causing us to give away power over our emotions - then we can start seeing our own
emotions more clearly.
Emotions are not thoughts. Emotional reactions to life are generated by the intellectual paradigm
- the beliefs, attitudes, and definitions - that we are empowering. Until we start to become aware
of how our old tapes are controlling our emotional relationship with ourselves and with life, then
we are powerless to change our behavior patterns. We need to start getting conscious of reality
that we can change our intellectual programming. Through making a conscious effort to change
our intellectual paradigm, we can change our relationship with life and with self into one that is
more aligned with Love than with fear.
We can then start to heal our emotional wounds from the past by doing the grief and forgiveness
work that is so necessary to change our internal relationship. It is changing our mental
programming and healing our emotional wounds through releasing the grief energy from the
past, that will allow to have a more functional, healthier, and more Loving relationship with
ourselves.
The tool that is so valuable in this process, which is so valuable in stopping the internal conflict
so that we can find some inner peace and start Loving ourselves, is to learn to have internal
boundaries. I will talk about internal boundaries in the next article in this series.
The reason we rebel is because when we are shaming and abusing ourselves we are betraying
ourselves - and on some deep level we know that is not right. The rebel in us fights against this
self abuse - but at the same time because we are reacting out of dysfunctional programming, the
rebel within has become allied with the very addictions and dysfunctional behavior we are trying
to stop with the shame. On the highest level the rebel within is trying to get us to be True to our
True self - but because of our dysfunctional programming, it identifies the ways we learned to
protect and nurture ourselves, the ways we learned to go unconscious to the pain, as our ally
instead of as self abusive behaviors.
Part of the task in recovery, is to learn to realign our defense system with healing and Love
instead of with self destruction. We need to retrain the rebel to fight the good fight on behalf of
what is healthy and aligned with growth - instead of aligned with unconsciousness.
This is part of the process of learning to be our own best friend, our own protector, our own
Loving parent. By learning how to have internal boundaries we can fight the good fight in a way
that serves us instead of hurts us.
When we get into recovery, we are given access to a new tool box. A tool box full of tools that
work in our best interest. A big part of making progress in recovery is transitioning from using
our old tool box - the tools we learned growing to cope with the pain and go unconscious - to
learning how to use the new tools.
This of course, is possible because we are becoming more conscious of our inner process. We
are observing ourselves enough to start understanding our patterns and triggers. As we raise our
consciousness and become aware of our reactions, we can begin to consciously start setting
internal boundaries out of Love rather than fear and shame.
Those boundaries include: a boundary within the mental to help us tell the critical parent voice
to shut up and start owning our power to reprogram our intellectual paradigm and change our
perspective on our self and life; a boundary between the mental and emotional so that we can
learn to feel and release the feelings while not buying into the false beliefs; a boundary within
the emotional so that we can start discerning with more clarity which emotional reactions are
coming from the wounded parts of us - and which are intuitive messages from our Spirit; and
boundaries that help us separate being from behavior, so that we can start affirming our worth as
beings while recognizing that we can change any behavior that is dysfunctional, any behavior
patterns that do not work to help us be happy and enjoy life.
In the next article in this series, I will discuss some of the tools and techniques that I have found
work in helping to develop healthy internal boundaries.
that wounded part of our self in a Loving, patient, and mature way when one of our buttons is
pushed/wounds is gouged.
This work is about becoming an integrated, whole, mature, adult person in action, in the way we
live our lives and respond to life events and other people. The only way we can be whole is to
own all of the parts of ourselves. By owning all the parts we can then have choices about how
we respond to life. By denying, hiding, and suppressing parts of ourselves we doom ourselves to
live life in reaction.
The technique that I have found so valuable in this healing process is to relate to the different
wounded parts of our self as different ages of the inner child. These different ages of the child
may be literally tied to an event that happened at that age - i.e. when I was 7 I tried to commit
suicide. Or the age of the child might be a symbolic designator for a pattern of abuse/deprivation
that occurred throughout our childhood - i.e. the 9 year old within me feels completely
emotionally isolated and desperately needy/lonely, a condition which was true for most of my
childhood and not tied to any specific incident (that I know of) that happened when I was 9.
We can get in touch with the feelings of an age of our inner child without having any specific
memories to explain those feelings. We can get in touch with feelings that are preverbal from
early childhood - or even feelings from the womb. For many of us our wounding began in the
womb, where we incubated in our mothers fear and shame or became addicted to adrenaline
because of what our mothers were experiencing.
As long as we are reacting unconsciously out of a mass of unresolved grief and rage, it is nearly
impossible to have any clarity about our inner process. It is vitally important to start separating
out the different wounded parts of us, so that we can start healing the individual wounds/issues.
That is the way we start to take power away from those wounds.
The inner child healing paradigm is a structure that facilitates healing. We all had our
relationships with ourselves fractured into pieces as we were growing up. It is very important to
start bringing some peace to our inner process by owning those different wounded parts of us.
Those different wounded parts of us - which involve both repressed emotional energy and frozen
splinters of ego - are what I refer to as our inner children.
In the next few articles in this series, I will be talking about getting in touch with (an internal
census) and building a relationship with, the different wounded parts of us. We need to shine
light into the darkness in order to stop giving power to the past. The inner child healing
paradigm is the most powerful technique that I have ever encountered for facilitating the healing
of our emotional wounds.
We need to ask ourselves and then listen for an intuitive answer. When we get that answer then
we can track down why the child was feeling that way. What was happening when I was __ ?
(whatever age pops to mind.) What house were we living in? What grade was I in school? Was
that before a certain event happened or after?
It is very important to get in touch with the different ages of the child within because the
emotions of the toddler are very different from the feelings of the teenager. A five-year-old's
anger is a different kind of energy from a twelve-year-old's. When the primary button that is
being pushed is the twelve-year-old's, it is important for us to recognize that so we can deal with
it appropriately.
I believe that we have at least one age of the inner child that relates to each developmental stage.
We also have archetypal aspects of our personality. The archetypal facets - such as the rebel or
the maiden, etc. - can be very much tied into a specific age or relate strongly to several ages. For
instance, we all have a romantic within. I have found that there are usually at least two ages that
are tied to the romantic. A young child - around 5 or 6 - who is magical thinking, who believes
in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny, and in happily-ever-after. Then there is a teenage romantic
part of us who wants to find our mate, live out our fairy tale.
The romantic within is a wonderful, magical part of us - the idealistic, dreamer, lover, creative
part of us that is a wonderful asset when kept in balance - and can lead to disastrous
consequences when allowed to be in control of choices. In our unconsciousness, many of us
swung between the extremes of letting the romantic within be in control of our choices - in
which case we cast the wrong person in the part of our Prince or Princess and then because we
wanted the fairy tale so badly we denied any evidence to the contrary and ended up heartbroken and reacting to our heartbreak by slamming the romantic into an inner dungeon and believing we
will never find love.
It is important to get in touch with our inner romantic so that we can have Loving boundaries that
do not allow the romantic to lead us into dysfunctional relationships with unavailable people, at
the same time we do not have to disown or deny this part of us.
I will sometimes refer to those inner child places (as well as the archetypal aspects of our
psyche) as personas. They are not actual personalities. People who suffer from multiple
personality disorder/defense are beings who were pushed farther than the rest of us. The
wounding process involves the same basic dynamic - in fact, I learned a lot about my own inner
process by studying cases of multiple personality - but multiples were broken in harsher ways
(usually in an intentional and/or ritual abuse manner that amounted to torture.)
In the next few articles in this series I will give some examples of how to get in touch with our
inner children - and how to start building Loving relationships with those parts of our self.
I mention this as an example of the kinds of things that I learned to say to my inner child - but
also to make the point that I havent heard the voice saying I want to die in three or four years
now. That was an almost daily voice in my life - and it represented a belief that I would never
have peace in my life until death. That was an ingrained part of my perspective on life that
greatly influenced my relationship with life. Through doing the inner child work, I have
eliminated that negative belief from my programming. That is a miracle. I believe that it is
actually possible to change the neural pathways in our brain through positive affirmations and
self talk.
I had to make a real effort for many years to gradually take the power away from that
programming - and then eliminate it all together. I did not know that I would be able to
eliminate it. I just kept working on taking the power away from that wounded part of me that
tried to commit suicide when I was seven.
One of the ways that I took power away from that message was to focus attention on not letting
the old tape run. I would try to catch the thought before it was complete. As I mentioned in the
article, the thought would come as I was waking up in the morning. As I was coming to
consciousness, that wounded part of me would react to the burden of realizing that I was going to
be alive another day, with the plaintive groan of I just want to die.
Because of the effort I was putting into my recovery, I developed a recovery voice that was
poised to pounce on any negative thoughts or spoken words as soon as I became aware of them.
As I was waking up in the morning, the want to die thought would start surfacing and the
recovery voice would spring into action inserting live into the sentence to replace die.
The last time I ever heard from that seven-year-olds voice, the recovery voice in me actually
burst into song. The old tape started in I just want to - and the recovery voice came in
singing Live a little, love a little, followed by a bunch of do, dahs because I didnt know
any more of the words of the song. It is not unusual in the last few years for that recovery voice
of mine to start out the morning with a song. (I must admit, I was a bit taken back when it
started out one morning with I feel pretty, Oh so pretty. I feel pretty and witty and wise. - kind
of disconcerting that one.)
This inner child healing does work. It takes effort and focus and years of recovery sometimes but it does work!
pages of content on my site, I can refer people to specific pages that may help them - but I still
budget 8 to 10 hours a week for answering e-mail.)
As the idea appeared and took shape in my mind, a perfect example of setting some internal
boundaries took place in my inner process. I got the answer to the dilemma about how to take
care of myself in relationship to e-mail questions - and internally then had to set some boundaries
in relationship to the idea. (This process is so fascinating and magical sometimes, I really Love it
- most of the time.)
So, I am walking to the post office exploring the idea of this new type of web page and the
following interaction took place within me (in my inner reality these are fleeting thoughts rather
than a formal conversation.)
ego/critical parent: "You're giving away all of this information for free and meanwhile you can't
even pay your rent. Thats really stupid."
Magical thinking inner child (who believes in fairy tales): "Oh, but we're going to be rewarded.
All kinds of good things are going to happen - including getting a lot of money."
Adult on Spiritual Path: "Now, settle down you two. In the first place, it is very important and
wonderful to give away what I have been given - that is how to keep the energy flowing - and
that is what works, it is what I need to do for me/us. And I am going to do it because it feels
good, it feels right - like the next thing in front of me to do. We'll worry about the rent when it is
time to pay the rent - for today, for this moment, we will do what feels right for today. And I
need to tell you that our reward may just be to feel good about what we're doing - and if that is
all there is, that is still a wonderful gift. On top of that we are getting positive feedback from all
over - and that is a great bonus. There may never be a lot of money, but that is not important.
There is enough money for today. And we are very blessed to have something to do today that is
fulfilling and makes us happy."
So I set a boundary with the critical parent by not buying into the criticism, I set a boundary with
my inner child by not building up expectations of some kind of reward, and I worked my
recovery program by focusing on the half of the glass that is full (my needs that have been met)
and being grateful for the gifts I have been given, instead of allowing the disease to focus on fear
and scarcity, on the half that is empty (my wants that have not been met.)
The purpose of doing the inner child healing work is to improve the quality of my life today - not
to reach a destination or reward. Today, I have choices about how I respond to my internal
process. Today, I can let go of the future and the past for this moment, which gives me the
freedom to be happy and joyous in the moment for quite a few of the moments of my day.
There are also some people who have a lot of memories. Some of us have memories that we
look at through rose colored glasses - the good memories of what a happy childhood we had while suppressing and denying the painful ones. Some are stuck in looking at the past from a
victim perspective that allows them to abrogate taking any responsibility for their lives.
What is important for any of us, is to get emotionally honest with ourselves about our
childhoods. We need to look back at the past as a way to free ourselves from the past. In order
to do that, it is important to see our past more clearly - and to get in touch with our emotional
wounds.
I did not have very many memories of my childhood when I got into recovery. In doing the
inner child healing, I regained some memories - but I still have relatively few of them. It is not
important to remember a great deal. What is important is to get honest with ourselves on an
emotional level in our relationship with our childhoods.
Often we have memories that have no emotional charge. They are just events or snapshots that
we remember - and we are not conscious of, have never stopped to ask our selves, what we were
feeling at the time.
Once such memory that I started to look at in early recovery, is a graphic example of the power
of denial. In the memory, I was standing in the kitchen with my mother when I was about 8 or
so. Her back was to me, and I was standing staring at a butcher knife on the counter. In the
memory I was wondering what it would feel like to stab her with it.
In looking at this memory in early recovery, I dismissed it as alcoholic thinking. It wasnt until
some 2 and 1/2 years later that I started to look at what emotions may be attached to that
memory. One day it occurred to me that I may have had some anger at my mother.
My mother was perfectly what she had been trained to be: a self sacrificing martyr with no self
worth and no ability to set boundaries. Her definition of love was that one cannot be angry at
someone they love. My father was what he was trained to be: a raging perfectionist who had no
permission to acknowledge any emotion except anger.
So, my mother was the good guy and my father was the bad guy. It was all right for me to be
angry at my father (not to his face of course) - but absolutely not okay to be angry at my mother.
What I eventually discovered was that I had a great deal of rage towards my mother. More rage
towards my mother - because I had to deny it since she was the one who seemed the most loving
- than towards my father who it had always been okay for me to own anger towards.
I have found this to be a common dynamic: that most people have more anger suppressed against
the good parent (the one that was less abusive), than toward the more overtly abusive parent.
Until I became emotionally honest with myself in relationship to my feelings about my mother, it
was impossible for me to have any kind of an honest relationship with any woman. There are
many men who say they love women and trust them more than men - because their mother was
the good parent - who are actually carrying a great deal of rage at women because of the rage
they havent owned against their mothers.
Getting emotionally honest with ourselves in relationship to our childhoods is absolutely vital in
order to be able to start having healthier relationships today.
It is your choice. You are the one holding the audition. Going to see a counselor or therapist can
be a very important and invaluable experience - but it is important to remember that choosing a
therapist is not a commitment to them, it is a commitment to you.
Copyright 2000 by Robert Burney
Grateful acknowledgment is made for permission to quote in my book from: Bradshaw On
Homecoming "Reclaiming and Championing you Inner Child", a PBS series by John Bradshaw.
Reprinted in Codependence: The Dance of Wounded Souls by permission of John Bradshaw
2412 South Boulevard, Houston Tx 77098.
feelings to a child as if they were a peer. Sometimes both parents will dump on a child in a way
that puts the child in the middle of disagreements between the parents - with each complaining
about the other.
On the other end of the spectrum is the family where no one talks about their feelings. In this
case, though no one is talking about feelings, there are still emotional undercurrents present in
the family which the child senses and feels some responsibility for - even if they haven't got a
clue as to what the tension, anger, fear, or hurt are all about. The child feels responsible for it
because they suffer the consequences - rather it is through outbursts from the parents or being
shut out emotionally by the parents.
Often a parent who has a passive, traditionally codependent defense system will be married to a
parent that has an aggressive, counterdependent defense system. (As I say in my book,
traditionally in this society men were taught be John Wayne and women to be self sacrificing but that is a generality, it is entirely possible that your mother was the John Wayne aggressive
type while your father was the passive one.)
What happens in this dynamic - a very common one - is that the passive parent allows the
aggressive one to abuse him/her and the children in some way (verbal, emotional, mental, and/or
physical.) And then that parent turns around and makes excuses to the children for allowing that
behavior. A child that grows up hearing abuse being excused with rationalization and
justification, is going to become an adult that will swing between the extremes of tolerating an
abusive relationship or avoiding relationships altogether.
I came from a traditionally dysfunctional family, in that my father was the emotionally
unavailable angry person while my mother was the martyr with no boundaries. I so hated how
my father behaved that I became a martyr like my mother. I was a martyr because I did not
speak my Truth or set boundaries, avoided confrontations, tried to please the other person to
keep her liking me.
In my first relationship in my codependence recovery, I realized that for me, setting boundaries
in a romantic relationship felt to my inner child like I was being abusive. The very thing I had
sworn to myself I would never be - like my father. I had to constantly be alert to that childs
feelings and let that wounded part of me know that it was not only OK to set boundaries and say
no - but that it was not Loving to do otherwise.
I discovered that there was a 4 or 5 year old age of my inner child who felt overwhelming shame
that I could not protect my mother from my father. I thought that was my job. To make my
mother happy.
I thought that I was not worthy of Love because I had been unable to do my job. So, in my adult
life I was attracted to emotionally unavailable women who were verbally abusive. To my
disease, it was better to be in relationship with someone like my father, than to fail to do my job
in a relationship with someone who was available emotionally.
I had a relationship phobia that for the most part kept me from getting into relationships because
I felt I was defective in my ability to be responsible for another person's happiness.
Until we do some healing of our childhood wounds, it is impossible to really understand our
adult patterns. If we have never experienced ourselves as independent emotional beings separate
from our parents, we can not truly be present for a relationship in our adult lives.
Emotional incest is a violation and invasion of our emotional boundaries. It is not sexual abuse,
nor is it sexual in nature - although sexual incest is often accompanied by emotional incest. It
can however cause great damage to our relationship with our own gender and sexuality.
Emotional incest, along with religions that teach that sexuality is shameful and societal beliefs
that one gender is superior to the other, fall into a category that I call sexuality abuse - because
they directly impact our relationship with our own sexuality and gender.
Our parents were our role models. We learned how to be emotional beings from their behavior
and attitudes. We learned what a man is, what a woman is, from their example. We cannot undo
that programming without being willing to heal those emotional wounds. We cannot know who
we truly are without separating ourselves on the emotional energetic level from our parents.
first thing I have to tell people is to keep breathing. We automatically stop breathing and close
our throats when the feelings get close to the surface.
At the point where the voice starts breaking and the eyes start tearing, the technique is to locate
where the energy is concentrated in the body. It can be any place from head to feet - much of the
time it is in our back because that is where we carry stuff we don't want to look at, or in the area
of the solar plexus (anger or fear) or heart chakra (pain, broken heart) or chest (sadness). It can
be very revealing what side of the body it is on (right - masculine, left - feminine) or what chakra
it is near.
I tell people to scan their bodies for tension or tightness and then to breathe directly into the
place we have identified. Visualize breathing white light directly into that part of the body. That
starts breaking up the energy and little balls of energy start getting released. These balls of
energy are sobs. This is a terrifying place to be for the ego because it feels out of control - it is a
wonderful place to be from a healing perspective. Empowering the healing is going with the
flow - inhale the white Light, exhale the sobs. Sobs, tears, snot from the nose, are all forms of
energy being released. You can be in the witness watching yourself - owning and releasing the
emotional energy that has been trapped in your body - and control the process at the same time
you are in the pain. (It is very important to give our self permission to feel and honor our grief.
If we are crying or angry and then shame our self for those feelings, we are not healing the
wounds no matter how much crying we do.)
Developing the observer level of consciousness makes it possible to exert some control over the
process by choosing to align self with the energy flow, surrendering to the flow, instead of
shutting it down as the terrified ego wants to do. It is possible to learn how to facilitate your own
grief processing.
The anger work is also an energy flow process. The bat (tennis racket, bataka, pillow, whatever)
is lifted over the head as you inhale and then as you hit the pillow you expel the energy - in
shout, a grunt, a "f___ you", a scream, whatever words come to you. Inhale, exhale - open your
throat to say whatever needs to be said. Own your voice. Own the child's voice. Sometimes the
child in us will shout "I hate you, I hate you." That doesn't mean we necessarily hate the person it means we hate how their behavior hurt us.
It is vitally important for us to own our right to be angry about what happened to us or about the
ways we were deprived. If we do not own our right to be angry about what happened in
childhood it greatly impairs our ability to set boundaries as an adult.
Every time we go into the deep grieving place and release some of the energy through crying and
raging (sometimes we need to rage to get to the tears or vise versa) we take a little power away
from that particular wound. The next time we touch on that wound it won't be quite as emotional
or terrifying.
It is terrifying to face healing the emotional wounds. It takes great courage and faith to do the
grief work And it is what will change our relationship with our self at its core. Working from the
outside-in (i.e. learning how to have boundaries, be assertive, etc.) it will take a very long time to
change our behavior in our most intimate relationships. Working from the inside-out by owning
and healing our relationship with ourselves at a causal level - our childhood - will eventually
result in us intuitively owning our right to speak up and have boundaries without even having to
think about it.
It is our pain. It is our anger. If we don't own it, then we are not owning our self.
stone - and often the spirit of the message was lost, distorted, and manipulated. Interesting
thought but not what this article is about.
As I mentioned in an earlier article in this series, changing our relationship with life, with being
human, is intimately interrelated with this inner work. Finding a relationship with life, with
being human, that works to enhance our potential to be happy and to feel worthy of Love, is what
I refer to as spirituality. Having a spiritual belief system that supports the possibility that
inherently we are Lovable and worthy, is an invaluable aid in facilitating the healing work in
relationship to our other relationships - both internally and externally.
My conscious recovery from codependence started when I became willing to look at the cause
and effect relationship between my childhood and my adult life. More specifically, it involved a
paradigm shift which allowed me to stop empowering the shame based religious beliefs I was
raised with, and start empowering myself to own that I had choices.
As I have stated earlier, our perspectives and expectations dictate our relationships and our
emotional experience of life. Perspectives and expectations are set up by the intellectual
paradigm we are empowering - the attitudes, beliefs, and definitions that we are allowing to
define life for us. Becoming aware that my relationship with life was being dictated by beliefs
from my childhood that were not what I believed as an adult, was the shock that forced me into
codependence recovery.
By starting to become aware that I had choices about what beliefs I was empowering, I was able
to change my relationship with life and vastly improve the quality of my life experience.
I have chosen to develop a relationship with a concept of Spirituality that works very well for
me. It works to make my life easier and more enjoyable today. It works to help me: relax and
let go of some of my fears; let go of shame and self judgment; to be in the moment today and
have the freedom to be happy and find Joy in being alive - no matter what the outside conditions
in my life may be today.
My relationship with my concept of Spirituality today, is one that both brings me inner peace and
empowers me to take responsibility for being a conscious co-creator of my life. My philosophy
in regard to Spirituality is summed up pretty well in a quote from one of my next books which I
use on the Spiritual Pages index page of my Joy2MeU site.
(http://Joy2MeU.com/Spiritual.htm)
"Spirituality is all about relationships. One's relationship to self, to others, to the environment, to
life in general. A Spiritual belief system is simply a container for holding all our other
relationships. Why not have one that is large enough to hold it all."
Spirituality is a word I use to describe my relationship to life. I was raised with beliefs that were
based on fear, shame, and separation. In my recovery, I have chosen to empower a belief system
that is based on Love - and my connection to everyone and everything. It works very well for
me, in terms of improving the quality of my life experience today.
about themselves.
Ego strength is not a bad thing, just as being productive or pretty or smart are not bad things. It
is just dysfunctional if we base our self worth on these external sources. All external
manifestations are potentially temporary. If we base our relationship on temporary conditions
we are setting ourselves up to be a victim of change, of aging, of being human. That makes such
a dynamic dysfunctional in the long run.
My Spiritual belief system is based upon the belief that we are connected to everyone and
everything. I believe that we are all extensions of the Great Spirit, children of God, created as a
reflection of The Goddess. I believe - and as I point out in my book, it has now been
scientifically proven by quantum physics - that we are all ONE energy. That we are all
connected to each other, to our planet, to everything in our environment, on higher vibrational
levels. The highest vibrational energy exists in a state of eternal bliss and perfect harmony always has, always will. That highest vibration level - which I call LOVE - is our True home.
We are extensions, manifestations, of what I call the Holy Mother Source Energy - experiencing
an illusion of reality that exists at lower vibrational frequencies. We are here in human body
going to boarding school, and are evolving back to consciousness of our True Self - are going to
get to go home.
As I said in my last article, it is certainly not necessary for you to agree with my Spiritual beliefs
in order to apply the inner child healing paradigm I share in these articles. It is however, very
important to choose a belief for yourself that allows for the possibility that maybe, just maybe,
you are inherently Lovable and worthy. It is an invaluable aid in starting to remove the toxic
shame about being human from our relationship with self and life.
We learned to relate to ourselves, to life, to other people, in early childhood from people who
were wounded in their childhoods. Toxic shame about being human - being imperfect, making
mistakes, being emotional, being sexual, being female, etc. - has been passed down from
generation to generation.
Toxic shame is the enemy. It is an enemy that we do not defeat by fighting - although it is vitally
important to develop an internal defense attorney to set boundaries with the critical parent /
disease voice within so that we can change our ego programming.
The way we defeat this enemy is with Love. By learning to be more loving to our self and
accepting of our humanity, we can start to access our True nature and purpose, our True Self.
In my belief, who we really are is: Spiritual Beings having a human experience. It is a belief that
serves me. It helps me to be more Loving to myself and have healthier relationships with others.
It is a source of real Self worth that is not temporary or based on external sources. We were
taught to make other people, success, external sources our Higher Powers that determine if we
have worth. We were taught to worship false gods.
Recovery is a process of recognizing that we are powerless out of ego-self to control life - while
at the same time learning to access all the power in the Universe through our connection to
Spiritual Self. Doing the inner child healing work is the way to clear our inner channel so that
we can tune into the higher vibrational emotional energy of Love. Love is the answer. Love is
the key to True self worth.
shame; or got addicted to adrenaline because of the emotional volatility of our mother's life; or
could feel our mother's waiting for us to arrive to give meaning and purpose to her life; or felt
how unwelcome we were because she had already had too many children and was feeling
overwhelmed; etc.
We exited the warm nurturing cocoon of our incubator into a cold, harsh world. A world run by
Higher Powers (parents and any body else bigger than us - siblings, grandparents, hospital or
orphanage personnel) who were wounded in their childhood. Gods who were not emotionally
healthy, and did not know how to Love themselves. Our egos were traumatized - and adapted
programming to try to protect us from the pain of emotional trauma that felt life threatening.
The people we Loved the most - our Higher Powers - hurt us the most. Our emotional intimacy
issues were caused by, and our fear of intimacy is a direct result of, our early childhood
experiences. Our lives have been lived in reaction to the intellectual paradigms our egos adapted
to deal with emotional trauma.
The part of a child's brain that is logical and rational, that understands abstract concepts (like
time or death), that can have any kind of an objective perspective on self or life, does not develop
until about the age of 7 (the age of reason.) As little children we were completely ego-centric
and magical thinking. We did not have the capacity to understand that our Higher Powers were
not perfect. We watched their role modeling, experienced their behavior as personal, and felt the
emotional currents of our environments - worry, frustration, resentment, fear, anger, pain, shame,
etc. - and were emotionally traumatized.
Our ego adapted itself to the environment it was experiencing. It developed emotional and
behavioral defense systems in reaction to the emotional pain we experienced growing up with
parents who were wounded codependents.
If you have ever wondered why it is so much easier to feel Spiritual in relationship to nature or
animals, here is your answer. It was people who wounded us in childhood. It is people who our
egos developed defense systems to protect us from.
I have told people for years, that the only reason to do inner child healing work is if we are going
to interact with other people. If one is going to live in isolation on a mountain top meditating, it
will be fairly easy to feel Spiritually connected. It is relating to other human beings that is
messy.
In order to start being able to have healthier relationships with ourselves - and therefore with
other people - we need to start changing that ego programming.
The way we do that, is to first become aware of it, and aware that we have the power to change
it. Then we start learning how to catch it - as I talk about in my article that is Part 12 of this EBook, Building Relationships Within.
The programming is so powerful and entrenched that we cannot really rid ourselves of it.
Unfortunately, it is not like software that we can delete and replace with new software - Love
Due to all the work that I have done in changing my subconscious programming (including at
several different times making recordings of positive affirmations and messages of Love in my
own voice to myself that I would play as I was going to sleep at night) my first reaction to life
events now, and for the last 4 or 5 years, has been acceptance followed by gratitude because
whatever it was could have happened at a worse time and place than it did.
It is amazing to me to see my capacity to let go of things that used to drive me crazy with worry
and feel like punishment. The key for me has definitely been integrating the belief that
everything is unfolding perfectly into my emotional process - it makes life so much easier.
Of course, that does not mean to ignore the feelings. Unfortunately, a lot of people use tools like
affirmations, meditation, gratitude lists, etc. as another way of denying the feelings. These tools
are meant to be used to balance the feelings not negate them. After my initial reaction of
gratitude, then I let my adult take charge in terms of doing the footwork - finding a mechanic,
calling a friend, calling a tow truck. As the car was being towed and I was following with my
friend, then I relaxed into the feelings and let myself cry with the pain of how hard life can feel
sometimes. And when I say cry, I mean cry - with heaving sobs. I can access those feelings and
release them because of the energy / breath techniques that I have learned on the way.
Just using the affirmations to keep from feeling my feelings would be out of balance, just staying
in the adult to keep from feeling my feelings would be out of balance, just feeling the feelings
and letting myself feel like a victim is also out of balance - we need to be able to use all of the
tools and own all of the parts of ourselves.
What we are working toward is to find balance. That means using tools like the positive
affirmations to integrate a supportive Spiritual belief system into our inner process, as well as
using them to balance the feelings that come up. It does not matter what happens in my life - I
start immediately to tell my self and my inner children that it is all perfect somehow, that
everything is going to work out in the long run - that way I can keep from buying into the shame
and doom messages that are coming from the disease so that I can maintain some emotional
balance.
Copyright 1998 by Robert Burney
(Joy to You & Me Newsletter III 10-98. Links to Joy to You & Me Newsletters, like the
question and answer pages, can be found on my web page http://Joy2MeU.com/index.htm)
figure out what is right and what is wrong. We are scared of making choices because we are
afraid of the consequences of making the "wrong" choice. We get all caught up in mental
gymnastics trying to figure out what is the "right" thing to do. We procrastinate and resist and
avoid responsibility, because we are scared of doing something "wrong."
We have good reason to be afraid because of our experiences from the past. We were wounded
in childhood because our wounded parents were reacting out of the shame based, black and white
belief system that they experienced in childhood. Our churches and schools taught us that it was
shameful to be bad - and many of us were taught the Spiritually abusive concept that doing it
"wrong" could cause us to go to hell.
A really good reason for a little kid to be terrified.
And our codependent defenses set us up to keep repeating behavior patterns - making "wrong"
choices - that set us up to feel like we were being punished. We learned to call ourselves stupid,
and loser, and failure, because of our inability to respond to life in a healthy balanced way. We
were stuck reacting out of the polarized thinking that doesn't allow any choices - until we got
into recovery and started learning that there were other choices, better ways to live.
Writing my online book has caused me to decide to do some more articles in this inner child
healing series on how to stop buying into this very destructive polarized thinking. And it also
resulted in me sending out a plea - which I am going to repeat here on Suite 101 - to the many
spiritual teachers and New Age practitioners, healers, and writers who are giving out polarized
shame based messages.
After the terrorist attack of September 11th, an email message attributed to Marianne
Williamson, Neale Donald Walsch, James Twyman, James Redfield and Doreen Virtue
circulated on the internet and included these statements:
"There are two possible responses to what has occurred today. The first comes from love, the
second from fear."
"To us the reasons are clear. We have not learned the most basic human lessons. We have not
remembered the most basic human truths. We have not understood the most basic spiritual
wisdom. In short, we have not been listening to God, and because we have not, we watch
ourselves do ungodly things. The message we hear from all sources of truth is clear: We are all
one. That is a message the human race has largely ignored. Forgetting this truth is the only
cause of hatred and war, and the way to remember is simple: Love, this and every moment."
Saying there are only two possible responses is polarized thinking, and gives the impression that
it is shameful to feel fear. I hate that some really wonderful, en-Light-ened people are giving out
this kind of message.
Their belief systems are not large enough to allow for a God-Force that is so powerful that
everything is happening for a reason. The very concepts of Love and ONENESS they are
teaching are negated by blaming the human condition on human beings - which diminishes and
By becoming willing to face the terror of healing the emotional wounds we can learn to release
the dammed, repressed grief energy within us so that it is no longer defining us and dictating our
experience of life.
Doing the healing work, making recovery a way of life, allows us to make choices to define our
reality from a place of faith and acceptance instead of victimization, fear, and shame. It allows us
to start having healthier relationships with our self and with others.
Becoming conscious and paying attention to the guidance from our intuition/Spirit, will help us
learn to stop reacting to life and start having choices about how we respond to life.
Responsibility - the ability to respond. We can take responsibility for our lives - and own our
power as a co-creator of our life.
As long as we are reacting to life unconsciously out of our childhood emotional wounds and
programming it is impossible for us to grow up. Recovery is about growing up - as I said in part
10 of this series on inner child healing:
"This work is about becoming an integrated, whole, mature, adult person in action, in the way we
live our lives and respond to life events and other people. The only way we can be whole is to
own all of the parts of ourselves. By owning all the parts we can then have choices about how we
respond to life. By denying, hiding, and suppressing parts of ourselves we doom ourselves to live
life in reaction."
Becoming an integrated, whole, mature adult does not come easily. It takes commitment. It takes
action and effort on our part. We need to be willing to do our part in the process. We need to be
willing to learn to be honest with ourselves intellectually and emotionally. We need to be willing
to do the grief work. We need to be willing to be conscious - and to live consciously.
We can't do it perfectly. We will make gradual progress. We will resist and procrastinate and
make excuses - because we are human. One of the trickiest things about his process is to stop
judging ourselves for being human at the same time we doing whatever it takes to align with
healing and transformation.
It is hard work. It is ongoing - it will keep changing and shifting and getting different, but it will
continue for the rest of your life.
The rewards are awesome however!
I am going to end this article and this E-Book with a couple of short quotes from near the end of
my book Codependence: The Dance of Wounded Souls
"We are Spiritual Beings having a human experience. We are here to experience feelings and
touch and Love. The goal of the healing process is not to reach someplace where we are above
all the human experiences and feelings. We are here to feel these feelings.
When we become willing to feel the pain, then we become capable of feeling the Joy. The Joy of
doing this healing is incredible! Our job is to heal and enJoy. Our job is to be. We are here to be
human beings, not human doings.
Our job is to follow the Joy to the Truth. Our job is to feel in the moment.
As long as we are reacting to old wounds and old tapes we cannot respond to the now. The more
we heal, the more responsibility we have - that is, ability to respond. The ability to respond in the
moment."
"This is a process, a process we are going to be involved in for the rest of this lifetime. We will
never do it perfectly from a human perspective. But the more we are willing to choose to view
life as a growth process, and to feel and remember the Truth within us, the more we will become
conscious of the Truth that we are perfectly where we are supposed to be on our Spiritual Path and that we are being guided Home.
There is Truth all around us. And the Truth is setting us free.
Through healing the inner child, we access Truth and Love. And the little child shall lead them."
That little child is within you. That little child deserves Love. That little child is you.
These articles were originally published online on the Inner Child/Codependency Recovery topic page of the
Suite101.com Directory (http://www.suite101.com/welcome.cfm/codependency_recovery ) - although bits and
pieces of the articles have been part of articles and web pages published previously.
Inner Child Healing Articles Copyright 1999, 2000 & 2001 by Robert Burney PO Box 977 Cambria CA 93428