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How did you get into this brothel? I asked trying to calm
myself as I really wished to know about her.
Why do you want to know about me? Just have fun and go.
She again offered her body. I just closed my eyes. I really hated
myself in those moments.
I just want to know the pain behind this smiling face. I said,
softly touching her cheeks and I gently wrapped her sari around her.
"It's really strange how life works sometimes" she said taking
another puff of cigarette.
I gently patted her head. I could clearly notice her pale skin on
face with a few freckles.
After that night I took shelter in a relief camp but life was
quite hell there and it was almost impossible to manage a life. Over
the months I got to know that I was pregnant. Those bastards had
left a part of them inside me. Soon I noticed that the perception of
people about me had changed in the relief camp. One day a Maulvi
came and took me out by promising that he would take care of me
like his daughter. I was happy that someone was bothering about
me. But who knew that I was just going to put my life at stake by
my own hand.
Once more I slowly patted her head and she looked at me
affectionately.
"Initially he was good to me. During those days I become
mother of a baby boy. But soon lust bombarded his mind and
later I got to know that it was his actual plan. One night when I
was sleeping in my room I realized he was playing with my
breasts. I was completely shocked to see him naked before me, a
person who was even much older than my father, a person who
was protector of our entire faith. I tried to push him away,
kicking and screaming but he continued.
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