Beruflich Dokumente
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August 1840
H a r r i s b u r g , P e n n s y lva n i a
When the door finally swung open, she took a step back
and stared up at the very attractive man standing there. To her
surprise, he appeared to be only in his late twenties—a good
three or four years her junior—but as she suspected, he wore
the weathered tan of a man who carved his way through life by
working outdoors in the orchards that covered the tiny island.
His summer-bleached brown hair was cropped short, and the
dark blue eyes staring back at her beneath heavy brows were
fierce with pride and determination. The heavy crease across
his brow, however, testified to his weariness, if not the sorrow
of losing his wife scarcely six months ago.
“Mr. Smith? I’m Elvira Kilmer. I believe you were told
to expect me this morning,” she said in a clear, steady voice,
though her heart pounded against the wall of her chest. Either
he would allow her inside or he would send her straight back
to the city, where she would no doubt end up homeless and
penniless by the time the sun set.
Again.
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convince him to let her stay. When her footsteps crunched over
dirt and grime that littered the wide-plank floor, she knew
without even looking down that it needed a good sweeping,
if not a solid scrubbing.
Jackson cringed as his boots crunched over the floor, too.
“As you must have noticed already, we’ve managed to track in
a good amount of dirt. I hope Reverend Shore and your cousin
Mark told you how incredibly grateful I am that you’ve vol-
unteered to help out here with the housekeeping and such. I’m
afraid the house needs a good scrubbing,” he added meekly.
“That’s easy enough to do,” Ellie said as she glanced around
the kitchen.
“May I take your cape?”
She swallowed hard again, slipped out of her cape, and
handed it to him, all too aware of the badly stained skirts on
her gown, which were now in full view. When his hand brushed
hers for the briefest of moments, she felt a warm blush steal
across her cheeks, then grow even warmer when he studied
her stained garments.
Embarrassed by her appearance, she offered him a weak
smile. When her thoughts focused on how handsome he was
instead of how desperately she needed to assure him of her
housekeeping skills, she quickly explained her mishap in hopes
of convincing him she was not usually so unkempt.
“I’m not hurt,” she insisted as she concluded her tale. “My
cape and gown actually took the brunt of my fall. I didn’t have
time to return to the city to change, and I really must apologize
for arriving here looking so unkempt, but—”
“I’m far more worried that you might have been hurt than
I am about the state of your apparel,” he quipped before turn-
ing and hanging her cape on a wooden peg by the door. “Are
you certain you feel up to working here today?” he asked as he
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“You can call me Miss Ellie,” she offered, noting the look
of distrust in both the boys’ gazes.
Daniel straightened his shoulders. With fawn brown hair
and dark blue eyes, he looked at her with the same fierce gaze
as his father and pointed to his younger brother. “Ethan’s only
three. He likes griddle cakes for breakfast. A lot. Can you cook
griddle cakes? We’re hungry.”
Ethan’s eyes widened with expectation, but he did not say
a word. Apparently, he was much shyer than his older brother.
He had his brother’s coloring, but he had a slimmer build and
a slick of hair on the back of his head that stuck up like a
sapling that had taken root in a bed of low grass.
“Don’t be so impatient, Daniel. The poor woman just got
here. She has not even seen the rest of the house,” his father
cautioned.
“I can do that later. Right now I’m feeling hungry, too,”
Ellie insisted, particularly since she had not eaten anything
before setting out today. Grateful that the cookstove had
already been heated up, she smiled. “How about I make a
good stack of griddle cakes for all of us? I’ll need some help,
though, since I’m not accustomed to your kitchen,” she said.
Daniel scrambled off his chair, helped his younger brother
down, and held his hand to keep him next to him. “I can
reach the jug of maple syrup,” he explained, holding tight to
his brother’s hand, although Ethan did not seem anxious to
help.
“See if you can find the crock of butter, too,” she sug
gested.
“Ethan can get that,” Daniel offered but looked up at his
father. After getting a nod of approval, he led his brother into
the kitchen.
Despite her misgivings about making breakfast using that
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Later that afternoon, Ellie was counting the minutes until Jack-
son Smith returned home for supper, even though she feared
he might tell her not to come back again when he did.
Standing at the water pump, she rinsed out the cleaning
rag again, bent down, and washed the last of the mud from the
floor she had just scrubbed clean for the third time that day.
While she did, two very remorseful, very silent, boys sat
side by side on one of the wide window seats. They were not
the main reason she needed to escape, although taking care
of Daniel and Ethan had consumed more energy than she had
anticipated. Her dismal failures in the kitchen today, which
chipped away at her pride as a good cook, were solely respon-
sible for her dour thoughts.
Even though she had opened up both windows and propped
open the side door until it got too cold in the room and she
had to close them, her failures today stretched limp and heavy
across the entire kitchen, like bedsheets hung up to dry on
a windless day. The acrid smell of burnt griddle cakes from
breakfast, along with the bread she had baked and burned
and the pungent odor of undercooked, greasy sausage from
dinner, still permeated the room.
In fact, there remained two sad loaves of bread, visible
testimony to her inability to control the heat in the oven in the
top tier of the cookstove while she attempted to manage the
heat and cook on the middle tier. Bending down, she swiped at
a bit of mud on the floor she had missed, thoroughly disgusted
with herself. She had a good sense of what Cousin Mark would
say and do if he knew how badly she was faring today, and
her frown deepened.
That confounded cookstove! If she were to prove herself
a capable housekeeper—and in turn receive a reference from
Jackson Smith—it centered around mastering that contrap-
tion. And unless she did exactly that, and rather quickly, she
doubted he would want her to finish out the two weeks he had
been promised. Without a reference, she would never be able
to secure a permanent position for herself, which would give
her the dignity of finally making her own way in this world,
instead of relying on her cousin’s charity, such as it was.
Determined to earn that reference, she rinsed out her clean-
ing rag one last time and laid it flat to dry. Before tackling her
next important task, she glanced over at the two boys sitting
on the far side of the room. There was more than enough
room for both boys to sit together on the overly wide window
seat, a feature she had noted on the other windows on the
first floor.
Ethan was still watching out the window for his father,
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