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(This effort clashes with the inevitability of change, with the everrecurring death and birth of ego, and therefore causes suffering.)
One sees the world in terms of I and the Threat, I and the
Seduction, and consequently either moves out and tries to grab hold
of phenomena or holds back from them, withdrawing into a defensive
posture. Such clinging creates a sense of alienation which panics us
into struggling to restore the balance that has been upset. Seemingly
pleasurable objects become more seductive and, seemingly hostile
objects become more threatening. So the more one struggles either to
gain pleasure or to avoid pain, the more one creates dissatisfaction.
One can go so far as to lose contact with the ground, which is
psychosis. Or one can stabilize in a defensive way, which is what a
neurotic person does.
The particular neurosis you create depends on your style of
relating to the worlddefensive, seductive, manipulative,
encompassing or ignoring. But whatever your style, the degree to
which you are neurotic depends on the extent to which you are
struggling to make yourself comfortable, which is ironic, because it is
the effort to make ourselves comfortable that creates the discomfort.
On the other hand, there is the possibility of breaking the chain of
panic and struggle by opening to what is, by dropping the attempt
continually to maintain ones security. One can define meditation as a
process of letting go, of giving up conflict, not in a passive, spineless
sense, but in the sense of being present yet not manipulative. So we
are faced with the moment-to-moment alternative of either opening to
space, of being in harmony with it, or of solidifying and fixating it.
One must be careful not to fall into the trap of superficially letting
go. What one is doing in that case is trying to compensate for the
discomfort of life by smoothing it over, by trying to make oneself at
ease. In the case of highly neurotic persons, their awkward attempts
at easing their discomfort are obvious. But in the case of spiritual
techniques such covering over is harder to detect. Rather than
softening reality, meditation is a process of clearly seeing it.
Meditation is thus concerned with life as it is rather than as we
would like it to be. From the Buddhist perspective, the realities of life
can be summarized in terms of three basic principles
impermanence, suffering and egolessness. The first reality is death
the nature of energy is to form and dissolve continually. By not
accepting this reality, by blocking the flow of energy, we invite
suffering. Whenever we withdraw from phenomena or grasp them,
there is irritation. Even if we are seemingly quite comfortable with