Invisible Circles 2004

2. Beautiful Emptiness
You're the worst of all,
With all your accusations and
compunction
I can't suffer this duress,
From someone so deprayed and selfish
You embody all that I've been through
Without you I am sure I will be loved
My existence conforms to your distress
Your ambition, the cause of mine
A disruption, I'm nothing, even less
Misfortunes never come singly and I was
there to stay
You don't allow me a single place,
Nor any love into your lives
An unperceived, annoying presence you'd
rather ignore
But in my life you know you'll leave... a
beautiful emptiness
Where you used to be
Impotent screams will turn
Into the love of silence
My liberation, then silence,
Will be perfect and pure
It's all in my dreams,
I'll remove you
And all our mutual disgust
In my dreams,
I solve the problem by removing it
My wish is to see you grovel,
Like you once forced me to
There's no other way, here's my course of
life
A path without the sickening trace of you
I need the beauty of a cleared, pure world
This eternal interruption of your rash life
can save me
You don't allow me a single place,
Nor any love into your lives
An unperceived, annoying presence you'd
rather ignore
But in my life you know you'll leave... a
beautiful emptiness

It's sad to feel you don't believe in love,

It's sad that you're so cold
And I'll be the same,
If you keep on poisoning my life
Drowning in self-sacrificing visions
When you're gone, then we will all be
released
It's sad my life has been like hell so far,
It's sad that you're the cause
And I'll be cured in this beautiful, empty
world
Floating, floating away with your perilous
visions and hate
When you're gone, silence will fill up the
emptiness
When you're gone, we all will be released
In my dreams I shall rinse my body and
soul
My wish,
The accomplishment lies here before me
in my hands
I will be released from your accusing eyes
And torrents of verbal abuse
You'll know the causes are your own
mistakes
While life flows out of you
and exempts me forever!

3. Between Love And Fire

(Mother) Here I am, the future is mine
(Father) And mine as well,
we'll stand at the top of a prosperous
society
(Mother) Our dreams can become reality
(Both) I am in charge of life's great circle
I control my path of wealth
(Parents) Ambitions high, burning
The flames burn deep down in our souls
To be known for efficiency and passion
Seperate goals but fire shared
(Father) We both need our professions
Do what you want but I'll never give up
mine
(Mother) Oh I can think,
I can work, I don't need your support
Our love is pale, but it's not in my way

(Father) I shall become a man of

distinction
{both}We can share our lives, our fire
to share our lives, our fire
(Parents) Ambitions high, burning
The flames burn deep down in our souls
To be known for efficiency and passion
Ambitions, dreams, they're burning
The flames burn deeper towards our
goals, our needs
Suddenly, we have been careless
A new life, a new dimension
It disturbs our solid future. It puts out the
fire we both need
It's a choice between the passion, or the
love that can be saved now
See the child here as a saviour. Choose
for love and let this life begin
(Father) We have been careless but you
have provoked it
Your weak search for more love between
us, a blind emotion
Should I believe that this new life can save
us,
a saviour, a prodigy, so choose for love
and let this life begin
------------Spoken interlude:
(Father) Look, we have to consider this
carefully, right?
We never really thought about having a
baby.
(Mother) I know we never thought about it
before, but I think we have
to find a way to keep this baby. There's
more to life than just having a
succesful career!
(Father) No! That career is what we've
worked for! I haven't got the time
to raise a brat!
(Mother) But... this baby could bring us
together again. And we'll still have
time left to do the things we've always
wanted.
(Father) You think so? If we wanna keep
it, would you be able to take care

of it and keep your job?

(Mother) Well, I think we'll both need to
compromise. But if we work together...
I mean, we're still young, we can manage
it!
(Father) Don't pressure me!
---------(Contemplative) See a birth, a saviour, a
curse
See these lives, they see this as a choice
between their life together,
between love and fire
(Father) With this child we must make
choices, it can save us if we want
We have a life together, no choice
between love and fire
(Mother) Feel it, this life in me, moving
With this child we must make choices, it
can save us if we want
Oh, I fear it, the path we take
Is this a choice anyway, between love and
fire?
(Parents) Ambitions high, burning
The flames burn deep down in our souls
To be known for efficiency and passion
Ambitions, dreams, they're burning
The flames burn deeper towards our
goals, our needs

4. Sins of Idealism
(Child) Hello father, hello mother;
there is so much I don't get
Please don't be mad at me; I will try harder,
I'll really do the best I can
(Mother) That's not enough
You're the cause of my domestic captivity
(Child) And I will close my eyes and fantasize
of a world that's not so cold
(Mother) That's how it will be
Suffer the causes of my personal misery
I've sacrificed my beauty,
my freedom, my dreams,
the independent me
(Child) Hello father, hello mother;
Don't blame me for things I didn't do
Yes, I will go now and I'll be silent;
please stop your screaming, and love me
(Mother) That's all you can see
Speak of love while you've ruined

what's meant to be
(Child) And then I'll close my eyes
to fantasize of a world
Where I can be free
And free to be
(Contemplative) Sinner or righteous,
the line is so thin
Can you condemn it
Can you be the one to judge it all
Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life?
(Child) Hello father, hello mother;
forgive me for standing in your way
I just wanted someone who'd hold me and
listen,
are these illusions, are they
(Mother) Only fantasies?
Imagine how my life could have been
I would still have my beauty,
my freedom, my dreams,
the independent me
(Contemplative) Our course in life is a path we
must take alone
No one can choose what to do,
only you, so the sins we commit are the
struggles within
There is no judge to decide what is right, what is
wrong
Tell me, can you live in freedom
knowing that your choice hurt someone
(Father) Once we had a life and now we have
you
The saviour of love is a catastrophe
I'll leave you both if I must give up my dreams
My chances aren't here with you
I won't be chained because of this
The sins of all, the sinner in me
I follow my dreams, you call it blasphemy
If my ideals are sins
To me they are the strength within
Then I shall stay a sinner
(Child) I can be free
And free to be
(Contemplative) Sinner or righteous,
the line is so thin
Can you condemn it
Can you be the one to judge it all
Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life?

5. Eccentric
(Verse) What do they see when they look at me
Who are they to judge me if they never spoke
with me
never looked without laughing, never tried to see,
see me
I can't believe that it is only me, the person to

hate,
the only left out.
I can't believe how they can be so mean;
if they could feel the brutal stings of their words
and the bitter cold when they laugh
once more I'm
Running, running away I must hide
Can't take it anymore
A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with
life
Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all
the same
This fight, I am fighting my way through
(Verse) I don't really want to be like them, the
way they behave.
the way that the live
I don't really need someone, no people like that
But someone in a world with warmth and respect.
A world without the feeling I must be
Running, running away I must hide
Can't take it anymore
A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with
life
Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all
the same
This fight, I am fighting my way through

6. Digital Deceit
Come enter, here's my world
Closed off from pain and cold
Come enter, come inside
A secret place of light
'Cause in this world I'm rid of you,
you can't get through
So here I am and I'm beautiful
and all my friends would say the
same
So here I am; and you cannot deny
that I am someone you'd embrace
I am the queen; I'm pure and loved
by everyone
Come enter, here's my code
Through the world wide wire you'll
know me
The queen of her own world
My story; meet my life

So now you see, there is another me

Not someone insecure and strange
My father's will in here, it doesn't
mean a thing
And I don't fear his violent rage
I am the queen; you know I'm loved
by everyone

Out of your hands but in your minds

The fire of the burning fight
I wish I saw it all, I feel love as a disease,
all these images for real, in my fantasy

Come enter, here's my code

Through the world wide wire you'll
know
The queen of her own world

(Child) In my own world it's getting worse

It's never good enough for them
Learn this, do that, do as we say
As if results are all there is
It doesn't affect me much, I cannot be more than I
am,
the screen shows me enough, face reality

Stop dreaming and wake up

Your silly world is not what's real
This world of fake friends
and computers - digital deceit
This cyber wall (this cyber wall)
is built to break out or hold
The choice is yours (the choice is
yours),
will you dream or see what's real?
Oh...no, no more
Just let me be alone with myself
These conflicting thoughts increase
my doubts
I am the queen, I must be loved
This so-called 'wall' is there to
protect
a life controlled by keys, closed off
from pain and cold
Digital deceit...
digital, digital, digital...
7. Through Square Eyes
(Child) This is the world through square eyes,
I can see fiction like it's real
Window to an unknown paradise
A paradise where no one sees
I wish I saw it all,
A paradise where no one knows,
all these images for real, the reality
It's a seduction, like a dream
I can feel pain, I feel the blood

(Contemplative) Good or evil, right or wrong

Find yourself between the dying crowd, the
blooded streets
How can't this affect a mind
How can't this affect a pure, young heart

I can play I'm strong and tough

And let them feel who should be blamed
Fighting and killing for new lives
A way to learn how to survive
I can play on and on, it ends up just the same
again
but my life is not a game, life should be a game
(Contemplative) Good or evil, right or wrong
Find yourself between the dying crowd, the
blooded streets
How can't this affect a mind
How can't this affect a pure, young heart
(Child) Hope is fragile,
and all there is to make them see I'm not that bad
Hope is the last reason not to flee, not to run
away
into the tempting square world of fantasy, free me
Oh, free me
Hate is an impulse
Your aversion, my reason
(Contemplative) Games, movies, things a child
should not see
A flash; see, but you won't forget
A game; play, play and hear and see, again
It marks the heart and spills our youth
(Child) I'm in the world of square minds
The beauty of a clearer world
Fighting a game, its name is life
The game of life is hard to fight
I've shot my hate today, you'll know the causes
when it's too late
its embodiment has paid, feel reality
The pictures say more than you see
Why should I see what you've told me
Nothing gets worse, it stays the same

The same is killing, anyway

I wish I saw it all, so could you please let me
escape
all these images for real from reality

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(Father) I only think about myself, it's me again?

You self-centered bitch!
You're the one complaining all the time, but when
that kid freaks out, who's
supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's
not my child! Wasn't it ours,
our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A
fucking...
(Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling!
Ever since she was born
and I was left at your apparment raising her, I
think about all I ever dreamed
of because of 'our' decisions! We both should
have made compromises,
but the only one who did was me!
(Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully
sorry for yourself; why
don't you take a look at my side of the story for
once?
(Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse
the fuck out of me for being
in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a
smaller house than you've
ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old
and ugly, right?
You must really long for somebody young and
fresh, or if this means already...
(Father) Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of
being unfaithful! That's
how you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once
fell in love with a...
(Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither
can I! And loyal? I dind't
know you're familiar with that word!
(Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll
never understand!
We've lost contact, baby.
(Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem
to bother you. Why don't
you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little
island of yours and don't
forget to drown on your way to a better life!!
(Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather
drown than be locked up with
such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I
can't believe we're still
holding a conversation about something so
stupid!!
(Mother) Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be
slow and painful!
(Father) Shut your fucking mouth!
(Mother) Asshole... Asshole!

Spoken outro:

9. Two Sides

(Contemplative) Good or evil, right or wrong

Find yourself between the dying crowd, the
blooded streets
How can't this affect a mind
How can't this affect a pur
e, young heart?

8. Blind Pain
(Child) Everything keeps getting worse
The terror at home, the dread at school
I mustn't count on much support,
I'm still locked out; it's up to me,
how to face the teasing and the pain
Hate, one thing we have in common
Play your game
Beat me, hurt me
A physical release from mental pain
Don't make me explode in your way
(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother's care
(Child) Rage, it burns all around us
Blind pain
So abuse is only weakness
It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of
incapacity
Feel the threat
Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place
to go,
no one who'll take care of my salvation
(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother's care
(Child) Here comes the final episode
of terror and pain, abuse and hope
Here comes the fight between us all
A fight between a love long gone
I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain

(Mother) Now look where you and your selfish

ambitions have gotten us!
It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work,
come back without
even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours!
You only think about
yourself.

Somehow everything's getting worse

My fight is just one of their struggles
And have I seen it all Oh no, now their
hate's reaching the top
And guess who's to blame, and guess
who's responsible

If pain is our line,

The one that connects us in life, should
we hold on
I only feel their shame when I'm near
Life should be more than this, should be
warmer than this
Cause there's more grief and pain, oh yes
There is more than what I caused,
And their eyes reflect things they'll never
say out loud
If pain is our line,
The one that connects us in life, should
we hold on
Our dreams ,ambitions and passion
Our plans for the future, our combined
goals
A life with status, respect and adoration
our wishes and hope destroyed at once
Without those things to connect us,
a life together is even worse than alone
we all need two sides of the story
Two sides, one can become a reflection
of the truth, a lie
You'll be judging soon
Two sides, they both have their emotions,
opinions and thoughts
on who's to blame on reality, can you tell
can you tell
If pain is our line
The one that connects us in life, should
we hold on (x2)

10. Victim of Choices

See my life, the failure, you'll make the
same mistakes
a child, marriage, your choices, they're all
in your hands
Where were you when I needed you
Your interference is not welcome now
I can't believe these words
showing feelings that he never had, such
a human behaviour
did she teach him these feelings of hate
Stop! I want you to listen
There is so much at stake
the child, victim of choices
She could never make

I listened but you never spoke

this child is not yours
What are they talking about
Her voice full of compassion
She's warning of things from the past
a victim of choices
Give her a chance to explain why she's
here
She will interfere with all that we are
Maybe her fear is a sign she's for real
Her fear is too late, she is to blame
Fighting and blaming, they don't know
much more
It scares and excites me, the past repeats
itself
NO! We're all victims
I try to feel and understand
That their distant past is like my life today
It's a circle, a curse
I am one of the victims
One of their, one of your victims

11. Reflections
I'm in a spiral of thoughts,the
past,the pain, it all comes back
I see but now I see more,even feel
their side of this tale
I realise their fate,no one's to blame,
two sides
My life's a mirror that no one sees
so if I could show them my own
vision to this world
My life's a mirror I need them to see,
so they would open up to me and fill
up my emptiness
I still really try to feel, a strange
experience to enter the other side
I feel there's so much we never said
It's all misunderstood, the emotions
that we had
My life's a mirror that no one sees,
so if I could show them my own
vision to this world
My life's a mirror I need them to see
Voice in the back of her head

Maybe if you would have the guts to

open up
maybe the world would do the
same,maybe,maybe
You can still be a part of this
world,still be the queen of the ball
not of your own empty paradise
where no one sees the beauty inside

hope,in spite of it all

Face the world outside my safe shell

I must face reality for once
I've never felt the passion of a warm
life
Games, TV, I know they're not real,
they're just a substitute

Nothing will change,

nothing is done for the victim I am
forced to remain
Cause these days make you feel,and
you are,on your own

This could mean

the breaking point in these three
lives
The moment of insight that could
change their misfortune
Let this help be enough to make it
Let this be stronger than pain,the
ancient wall between love and the
comprehension
that will lead to the inner forgiveness
A reflection outside the circle of your
life is all you should seek
12. Lifes Vortex
My mind is under an attack,
although no one sees
My past is pounding in the back of
my memories
It's always there to poison my mind
with all I do
Feelings I know so well seem to
come back
as if nothing's ever changed
Fear was one of the reasons to crawl
away into a world I lost
I know the rules,I play the game
but somehow it always stays the
same
In spite of my will,in spite of my

So for those who believe in this life,

spin right on this circle-must be
round
Every turn has its vortex,you'll drown
if nobody warns you
and shows you another circle of life

Study,work hard,marry,reproduce
and become the perfect model
Can you stand the test of time if life
is a vicious circle
without the mirror of another path
So for those who believe in this life
spin right on the circle-must be round
Every turn has its vortex,you'll drown
if nobody warns you
and shows you another circle of life

Sweet Enclosure
Deep in these eyes where I'll down
As a willing victim
Lost in those eyes, time passes by as I
am
drifiting off!!
It took my mind
Its guide I'll follow
Surrendered to its will
I took it all
Embraced the beauty
Its sweet enclosure
Deep in its desire
Its cupidity, its thirst

To master the cureless

Lost in its way to devour all it can while
I
am giving in/up!
It took my mind
Its guide I'll follow
Surrendered to its will
I took it all
Embraced the beauty
Its sweet enclosure
Deep in its might
In its energy I'll dwell
A moving sensation
Lost in its arms
Timeless I will roam while I am
breaking
loose!
It took my mind
Its guide I'll follow
Surrendered to its will
I took it all
Embraced the beauty
Its sweet enclosure
Choir:
Timeless, ancient, deep inside us as we
are empty without it, lost
Remagine
2. Come
Come join your inner wonderland
A place of all you don't understand
Come join this labyrinth deep within
The place of all miracles of your mind

Come join the flow that moves the night

You've passed the gates now, the door to
inner wonderland
you've passed the gates made to create
the borders of your dream
Come enter further, do you dare?
Come face the hell you daily bear
Come pass the borders of what's real
Come touch and see and feel
Come join the flow that guides you
through a restless mind
Come join this flow
Come join us, all here within your mind
Come join the magic, your body is
weightless
You roam and you are anyone you can
be
Come join this flow
Come join us all, here beyond your mind
As you enter this inner flow, your second
part begins
And while the night enbraces you, you
deal with the day
Come join the flow that guides you
through a restless mind
3. Boundaries Are Open
I see clearly all my dreams
I know chance is always near
Make my own reality
Just imagine!
Boundaries are open

Come join the magic, the power that you

create
Come be aware it's an illuion you have
made
Come join the flow that guides you
through a restless mind

'Cause you cannot control this

My reality differs from yours
The power of imagination is strong
So we only try to imagine
Will the force be so strong it will control

one's mind?
Will this power delude or widen the
madness that renders blind?
So the frontiers of our conceit
Then will become indistinct to vanish in
thin air
Boundaries are open
But don't believe it's real!
So does faith have roots in imagination?
Who is right in the grim and endless
fight for revelation?
I cannot tell what's right or wrong
For we all dwell in an imaginary
borderland
Boundaries are open
4. Living Shields
Weak and frightend
Paralyzed and naked
they are children running for their lives
Lives are taken
Terrorists mistaken for they use the
young ones
as refined living shields
Pain and deep fear
Hostage in an ancient rage between
people torn by their ideals
Willing to die, willing to kill
Hopeless and blind in their world where
innocence dies

And then we see them running

See the world is watching this
And we can only try to understand what
causes it
And then we see the living
See then crying for their dead
Are we the ones to understand how
crazy pain can get
Some people turn in circles
They can never break it through
Some people lost their lives before they
died
and now they want it back!
Loss and deep grief
Engulfed in an ever present pain, ancient
in practice
Weak and frightend
5. Being Everyone
Who am I at night when my eyes are
closed tight?
Who am I and where when I see far
beyond?
Every border, every dream, every hidden
memory
Every nightmare, truth or dare
Who do I see
Now!
Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we just being everyone?

Weak and frightend

Rage and deep hate
Isolated in an ancient war with people
not so different from you
Willing to fight, willing to try to win an
endless battle of
pride
while innocents die

Where am I?
Tell me, would you go?
I should stay
Where am I, where am I?
And where should I go tonight?
Every night a different thing,
Every time youre in a different dream
Am I me there, what am I?
Who will I be

Now!...
I cry, I fall
I love, I hate
I know many, though no face ever stays
I breathe, I fly
I kill, I die
Though theres nothing that I know
No-one can recall where I have been or
who I was
Look at me
6. Attendance
Beauty and destruction
Pride and honour
Freedom, elimmination
Speek out loud, Hide
Now enter, here is our dreamworld
View the splendid sights
You can always tell we never learned,
we'll never learn
Blindness and silence
No one dares
Action and reprisal
Raise your voice, die
Now enter, here is our dreamworld
Oh how will the earth be; seen for the
first time?
Oh how will the earth feel; Touched for
the first time?
Entwine and Iconize
Passion ignites
Suspicion and betrayal
the voice of violence speaks again
Now enter, here is our dreamworld
7. Free of Doubt
Who do I see?
Mirror let me know

You can't know me in the way I do

Can you see how I feel? I look different
every day
I appear in many ways
Mirror please
show my reflection
Free of doubt
the naked truth
It goes deeper
Do you dare to know
What is hidden?
What's behind the superficial and
external look
that no eyes will ever see
Mirror please
Free of test and youth
Mirror please
8. Only Everything
Couloured chambers, Fine illusions, or a
gate to space
Endless stairways, fine delusions, all
under my command
I'd change the sky to paint it red
I'd change the colours of life, and play
with time
It's all mine!
It's only everything, all that I wanted to
be
Cause it's only everything
And wise, wiser than time, wiser than
life, wiser than me, only
me...
This is the end of all reason, the inner
mirror reveals
There's more beyond what you're sure
of, the fantasy of dreams
It's always there, the only emotion we all
seem to keep down

There, while exploring dimensions

There is more, only everything
Dream! As bright or dark, as warm or
hard the mind is set on
Dream! You lose control, you loose your
freedom to confine it

boundless journey you can make

I can be the maker, I can be the queen of
time and twisted games
See you're on the loose
Images enlarged

I don't want to see this, I don't want this

pain I never knew
before

I will need no reason

I just need the mirror inside me to reveal
what's down below

Feel, we're on the loose

Impressions are enlarged

This must be the end of all reason, the

inner mirror reveals

I don't want to hear this, I don't want to

dream to feel this
again
Or to get a taste

9. Strong
I see your pain I see it grow
slowly inside you
You cannot control it
The hurting's ruthless, you cannot win

This could be the end of all reason, the

inner mirror reveals
Become me, come feel alog with all you
see
Controll me, control the keys
Do you dare to be
So deep, will you surrender now to your
sleep?
Re-live your daydreams and
Come join this inner wonderland
Come let every emotion stand
To be right under your command
To let out fantasies
To change them into mysteries
Where time loses all memories
To luck and bitter agony
Re-live your daydreams awake
So join the magic of your life
Just dare to take the inner drive
To see it's only everything you can be
doing tonight
Dream! as cool or hot, as smooth or
rough the mind's creating
Dream! Enjoy the ride, enjoy the

I see every smile you fake

Strong emotion, strong devotion to
ignore the pain
To stand strong
Day after day, to be there for us, always
To pretend there's nothing wrong
How you feel or how it feels
No words describe it
Your bory feels like a stranger
We cannot stop it, we cannot win
I see every smile you fake
Every painful day, I'll be there for you,
always
And together we will stand strong
10. Face Your Demons
Jack in a box and here I am
You're favourite mirror and your only
honest reflection and your
guide
I am you deepest fear, the one you'll
always hear

I am the devil in disguise, I am your

dream
I am the sneaky connection to your most
devlish reflection
The scary imagination of the real you
I represent what you deny
You're never scared so why are you
running away
from the temptation of my words
Oh you don't know what I could do for
you
Or I could put you through..
And you don't really understand that
only fear leads this game

You just fear it all

Fear
You just fear, you can only fear
Face your demons
So did you know that all your memories
Color all you'll ever be in a dark and
misty cloud that I am
floating on
I'm still the voice that speaks inside your
head
The demon under your bed
I'm still the one who haunts your soul
with devlish lust for
fright
Face your demons

Face your demons

Hear that inner voice
It calls, it cries for you
Just listen well
I'm the one who'll tell terrifying, scary,
dreadful tales
You'd better listen
That's some free advice
So what scares you the most
Let me know, be a good host
I want to tell you how your fear looks
and how to play this game
Face your demons
War is breaking loose, it cannot be
stopped
Cars are racing by and you're getting
crushed
Friends are dying slow with a lot of pain
You just fear it all
Bleeding from a wound that you cannot
see
And you're seeing things that can never
be
God is not made up and he wants
revenge

11. No Control
I fight
I sweat
I drag the whole world along
I care
I break
I'm spiritless but strong
My will stands strong
I ache for inspirational and additional
hearts to help me fight
Deep in my mind lies the map of my
destiny
Deep in my heart lies the strength to
conquer myself
In your nightmares
In your dreams lies the deepest fear
In ambitions
In belief lies the deepest strength
I doubt
Don't care
Don't see what has ever driven me
A wall
Will stand
All rending thoughts can't end
I'm paralyzed but strong

In need of comprihensible but

sensational plans to fight
Deep in my mind lies the map of my
destiny
12. Forever
Dead Girl:
I can see your pain
I can feel your loss
I can hear your words
I can but you are out of reach and so am
I
Man:
You and me living in a dream
This end could not have been foreseen
The pain won't go away
No one understands my grief
All I've got is my belief
Still mis you every day
Dead girl:
I can't heal your pain
I cannot return, I cannot reply
I can't since you are out of reach and so
am I
Man:
There is nothing left to be
You were all the world to me
The pain won't go away
No more reason to survive
Why am I the one alive
I miss you every day
Dead girl:
You know I am beyond reach forever
Man:
All these emotions create deeper oceans
to drown in
My aspirations became unimportant
once you were gone

Now the repression of all my agression

is hounding me
And all our devotion to love and each
other
Burried with you, Dead!
Bridge:
I feel the same tormenting pain
Don't stay behind so bitter
Dead Girl:
I have paid enough
I would have dries your tears if I could
I would be at your side
I would be there, forever more, that
never came
Man:
I pay in pain
You have left me alone
My tears can't dry, I need you
Forever more, that never came
Dead Girl:
I'll love you always
Love me forever!