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LIVING
THE JOY OF
LIVING
ALINA KOPEK
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Foreword..........................................................................7
Dedicated to Us All .........................................................9
Dedication and acknowledgments ................................11
Preface............................................................................15
All That Is Is Now ......................................................15
What Does this Book Reveal ?......................................16
About the Author .......................................................17
1. The truth is simple : Enjoy Life ............................21
2. The Mind Heart Harmony .....................................27
3. Balance is Harmony..................................................43
4. What is a Master ? .....................................................55
5. What is our mission on planet Earth ? .....................59
6. How to experience the mission : The Joy to live .63
7. How do we return to being children ? ....................73
8. The One state of consciousness :
Creation in Unity ......................................................99
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Foreword
This book was born from the joy of the endless being,
knowing that everything is perfect just as it is Here and
Now... Through the choice to see the beauty of the Light that
We all are throughout the world, with the eyes of our soul...
Written with the Joy of my Soul, this book expresses my
journey on the road of rediscovering the Truth of What We
Are, by experiencing Everything That Is and nothing more .
While taking this journey, allow yourselves to take it with
your soul...
Who knows ?
Perhaps you will find parts of the journey you have been
on up to this point, as well... .
You may discover something new, wonderful, something
you may feel you want to experience, by playing just as child
would... a different game, a different story... .
You may then see That Which Is from a different perspective...
You may discover that we do not know everything we believe we know...
You may decide to question what you think you already
know...
You may choose to question the contents of this book...
You may decide to make different choices Here and Now...
Choices born out of the Beings Joy TO BE...
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Dedicated to Us All
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Dedication and
acknowledgments
They accept you just as you are here and now and allow you
to do the same for them...
They are always by your side, no matter what happens, and
allow you to do the same for them...
They let you see and feel their soul, their heart, allowing you
to share your life with them...
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They bring out the best in you, they make you give your best
and allow you to do the same for them...
They support you and believe in the fulfillment of your dreams
and allow you to do the same for them...
They are simply by your side, enjoying your company, and allow you to do the same for them... without any words...
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Preface
together with other people who are sharing the same experience, and to live life with gratitude and by knowing that
each moment is precious.
During her journey in Germany, the author lived a wonderful life, rich in beauty, joy, unity, sharing unique and special experiences with honest, serene and kind people.
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do not like it. We can honestly admit that we are not aware
of a certain issue, and accept it with joy. We do not feel the
need to please anyone or to prove anything. We are absolutely certain that everything is the way it should be, and the Life
that We Are manifests itself through us.
We enjoy life by doing exactly what we like. The lack of
trust in ourselves makes us look for solutions outside. What
happens when we look for solutions outside ? We are then denying our inner strength, we forget that what is on the outside
is merely the reflection of what is on the inside. Indirectly, we
say We Are not enough. Doubt sets in, concerning Who We
Truly Are. We become critical of ourselves, we victimize ourselves, judge and blame ourselves, denying the greatness of
What We Are Life. And, in this frenzy of our minds, we begin to make up various stories, dramas, scenarios that are only true if we put faith in them and give them power.
Similar to any other event in life, anything extreme can
turn destructive...
Questions such as Why ? can lead us to knowledge,
when they are constructively drawn up, however, when the
motivation is to question something, it is important for it to
be questioned by acceptance, without any judgment, labeling
or rejection of the respective issue simply because we cannot understand it or cannot imagine that it is possible, at the
respective time. This can lead us towards new and wonderful experiences.
As far as doubt is concerned, it is constructive when we
doubt a lie. That is why we should be skeptical by learning
to listen to ourselves first and foremost. This requires us to
be lucid, to have clarity, so that we can discern the I Am
Divine Truth from a lie.
Speaking of clarity, what is clarity, in fact ?
It is the Acknowledgement of Truth. What is Truth ?
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There is only one truth : we come here to enjoy life, remembering Who We Are...
Who Are We ? Life, Light... perfect Just As It Is... Here and
Now...
Enjoy Everything That Is just As It Is, wonderful...
Who could take this Joy from you ? Only your mind...
So, how willing are you to admit it ?
Who needs outside incentives ? The mind does...
Who tells another human being that it is your mind doing the talking ? The mind does...
The being needs nothing and says nothing... The Being
just Is
What story does Your Mind Tell You ? Is it the Truth or
a Lie ?
You will feel the Truth in your Heart and Experience
Joy ! You will feel good, you will feel Life all around you.
Everything else is a Lie.
Based on my observations, the mind follows a few repeating patterns that it, in fact, cherishes. Don Miguel Ruiz also talks about some of these patterns in his book, The Fifth
Agreement. Whether he listed all of them or not, that is not
for me to say ... I am still living and experiencing. We will
continue by discussing such patterns.
By creating based on the software installed on our hardware (mind) in the mental space of potential scenarios that
are likely in terms of our mind, that :
have occurred and have led to the creation of the conduct
of a different person or of a situation ;
have yet to occur, however, could occur at some point in
the future.
In conclusion, such assumptions arise from the quality of
the software saved on your hardware. (Remember our conversation in the previous chapter on the association of the human
mind with the hardware of a computer, on which various software
applications are installed : the software of joy, the software of success, the software of acceptance, the software of peace, the software
of judgment, the software of imagination, etc.). Are any of these
software applications True ? They are true to the extent that
we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the individual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else...
The quality of the software depends on the level of domestication that is reached, and our ability to be aware of them...
How often has it happened to you to make assumptions
concerning a situation created by another person without
really knowing anything about it or holding any information about the respective situation ? A classic example could
be the interpretation of the situation where a friend does not
call you for a week, which is unusual for You. Your mind may
begin to create apocalyptic scenarios : Surely something has
happened to them. Perhaps they are sick. Perhaps they are
mad at me and no longer want to talk to me.
...Please, if you do decide to rely on assumptions, create
something wonderful, such as : Wow, the new project is going so well that they are happily working on the new blueprint for the childrens park in the Bucegi Mountains. The
best recommendation is not to make any assumptions at all,
but to simply call them because you feel like it.
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Assumptions can also refer to events that are yet to happen. You feel like telling someone how wonderful they are,
however you do not act on it, because your mind starts coming up with assumptions such as : Oh, but I cannot do that.
The person might get the wrong message or Oh, but what
will they think about you ? You hardly know them. You cannot do that. Of course you can do and say anything you feel
like doing and saying, as an authentic and honest expression
is who you are. How the other person interprets the message
is no longer Your concern. You will listen to your mind and
will block that action. Otherwise, you risk asking yourself
What if... ? for a long time.
Are we prepared to accept that everything thats happening is not personal ? When we understand that the Universe
responds to our vibration, everything becomes simple. The
vibration is given by our state Here and Now. We are Joy,
we encounter Joy ; we are Peace, we encounter Peace...The
Universe is neutral ; imagine a matrix with a wide range of
planes, where each plane has a specific frequency : the frequency of anger, the frequency of acceptance, the frequency
of joy... The inhabitants of the matrix are cells of different frequencies. They are automatically laid out and grouped, according to the frequency they vibrate to, at the level afferent
to the respective frequency in the matrix : anger will be paired
with anger, joy with joy, etc. You are the universal cells that
make up the Matrix, the Universe.
Therefore, you get what you give. An event just is ; another person has the freedom to express itself as it decides/can
for itself, however, the decision of how you feel/how you
relate to the respective situation/person is entirely yours.
The acceptance of an event or of a person just as they are,
without any interpretation, classification or labelling, starts
off by showing respect towards all that is, which involves understanding that everyone has the freedom to express themselves, to manifest themselves as they feel and, perhaps, as
they feel is right at the respective time. We will discuss the
matter in detail in the following chapters.
model/plan for the development/implementation of the respective goal, we forget to be present, while also unconsciously removing other options to meet the respective goal.
By forgetting to be present and excluding other ways to meet
the respective objective, we limit the way in which it can be
fulfilled, to options our mind has come up with, which, as
I mentioned before, are limited : 0 and 1. Therefore, we
can omit the numerous fulfillment options given to us by the
Universe and which we can perceive if we are present and
fully open. At the same time, what happens, when having
such a detailed plan for the way in which the respective goal
should be met, when we are not open to other options ? It is
all very simple, really. If one of the steps fails and we lack the
openness and flexibility to look for a different option, our
compulsive mind starts to create apocalyptic failure scenarios which, if we fail to realize what is happening can lead
to negative feelings, with an obviously low vibration.
Everything that has yet to happen does not exist, as All
That Is is Now. As long as it has not manifested yet, it does
not exist.
yes, you are right, and gives you what you think about and
who you are.
The idea is that the mind holds a limited package of information. By only acting based on the abovementioned information package, we are limiting the multitude of options
that are available and that the Universe can give us when we
are open.
Einstein said, No problem can be solved from the same
level of consciousness that created it. There are cases where
we condemn ourselves, as we feel that we are not doing
enough. What happens at such times ? We all have dreams
and aim to make them come true, in earthly terms...
From what I have noticed, it is best for us to set our intention with love, and then let it flow, to be open to Everything
the Universe throws our way... When we are led by enthusiasm and joy, we are where we are meant to be. And, at this
present time, we give our all, 100% of our potential, at this
time, here and now. Is our potential the same all the time ?
Of course not, as there are external factors that can influence
our potential we can use 20% of our potential for another day... then use 80% the next... and 120% on yet another
day... However, what is important is for us to know that what
has been is in the past and cannot be changed. However, the
choice to be Here and Now, to make decisions, is ours, and
we can create a change by making other choices this very moment. What happens when we set deadlines for our goals and
fail to meet them ? The judge, i.e. our mind, starts telling us
different stories, such as : you are not good enough, just look
at how you failed to meet that deadline, etc. ! In that moment,
it is best that we remain present, to be aware that this voice
inside our head is not what we are...
What can we do about it ? We can know that, when we
set deadlines for ourselves, anything can interfere along the
way.
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Here is an example : Why do I get a feeling of discomfort, injustice and frustration when I help someone, only to later hear that they have used less than
flattering words when talking about me ?
approves your request and gives you exactly what you believe you deserve .
Do you give waiting to get something back ?
You should not take action, as the state arising from this
action is a state of expectation... it has a low frequency.
You project your expectations onto a person, where such
expectations have nothing to do with the way the respective person feels, acts or is... An example to this extent
are banks, as they return either higher or lower interests.
When you know that Everything Is As It Should Be, when
you let go and know that the Universe will settle everything
for the higher good of us all, when you have no expectations,
because you know you just Are...
his entrance. Is any part better or worse than the other ? No,
it just is. The executioner makes his appearance and reflects
what we believe we are at that moment ; he helps us experience the part and learn our lesson. The executioner is part
of our lives until we decide to let go of our status as victims.
How can we tell when we are unconsciously playing various parts ? Well, we can tell when we become aware of what
is going on. Can we change anything ? We can, whether consciously or unconsciously. Unconsciously, we know that pain
exceeds our powers, and we decide to make a change. Does
change also involve healing ? Perhaps... we do not know.
What can we consciously do when we become aware of
what is happening ? Well, there is not much we can do, as
far as taking action is concerned. We should stop, take a
deep breath in, and become aware of the fact that we are not
enjoying ourselves.
That is why it is recommended for us to become aware
of the fact that states of discomfort are always based on fear,
masked as various negative emotions, such as anger, feeling upset, frustration, guilt, shame, etc., all of which are
generated from the perspective we have on the given situation, as soon as the first feeling of discomfort sets in.
The following step is to be careful and aware, to allow
ourselves to let the states we perceive be, to notice them,
however and this is important without classifying, judging, labelling, etc. them...
What happens at that time ? The detachment process sets
in... by detaching ourselves from the respective situation or
event generating our state of discomfort and, therefore, the
false problem, we can become observers and see the situation from a completely different perspective, as if watching a
movie where we are one of the characters.
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3. Balance is Harmony
Balance is given by our presence
Here and Now..
it is Sense, it is All That Is ; the mind cannot understand that there is a Divine plan exceeding our understanding...
However, the mind can sometimes be stubborn (it is recommended for us to become aware and not inhibit what we
think) and believes it knows best, so what can we do ? As I
was saying in the previous chapter, we need to be aware of
it... When focusing your attention without falling prey to
your own opinions and prejudice, likes and dislikes, projections and expectations, and by accepting our mind with
Love, at the moment when it believes it knows best, you can
free yourself from the obstacles that unconsciousness often
throws your way.
All that matters is :
1. To Become aware, Understand and Accept Ourselves with Love, just As We Are at each moment of our existence on Earth...
What does accepting ourselves Just as We Are This Very
Moment actually mean ?
I have often heard of Accepting with Love... But I have
also heard I am not my Ego (associated with the Mind,
the Defiant One)... or Stop. This is Your Ego talking, not
your Heart. How can you possibly know ? Do you have a
microchip implanted in my head that I dont know about ?...
And how exactly are we to accept with Love, if we try to destroy our ego, to reject it, to create a gap between our heart
and mind, between ourselves and others, if we do not accept
and love ourselves, Who We Are Here and Now... It is in Our
Heart. We know Who We Are.
By knowing that We are not our Ego, however not so as to
deny it, but to accept it, in unity, we choose to experience
the Truth that is in our Heart...
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I know it brought me a lot of joy, as I was experiencing the openness of receiving what was coming my way
Silence, peace and love were manifesting. At the end of the
meditation, I used to write what I was seeing, hearing, experiencing and smelling... After 6 days, my mother felt significantly better, as she gradually recovered her state of balance.
Now, as I remember, I am glad to share such experiences
with You and I would like to emphasize that EACH of US is
Living All That they are ready to Accept as True, Here and
Now ! I did not understand many things at that time, but I let
them be and I enjoyed myself... Understanding came later.
Let It All Be as It Is, even if you feel you cannot understand it at that time. Each of us has their own pace, however,
by staying open, by being prepared to admit that Anything
is possible, we allow ourselves to understand, when we will
be ready, when the time will come...
Sunday, 08.04.2012
The white wolf and the white eagle take me flying over a cliff between two mountains, where there
is a waterfall. I know that the Source/Divinity/God/
the Universe, call it as you will, is on the mountain behind the waterfall. Suddenly, my young mother and father appear on each side of the Source. Divinity tells
me that it blesses them with love and forgiveness. Then,
mother and father show me that, when I was in the first
grade, during the awards ceremony (mother had a layered haircut, and she was wearing a beige dress with
brown flowers ; father had on a white/grey suit and tie,
and I was wearing two braids and a flower crown made
of white carnations, dressed in my uniform). We began
dancing the Dance of Joy (myself, my father and my
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Monday, 09.04.2012
I am in the Carpathian Mountains and I am climbing
the left side of a hill/mountain with the white wolf and
white eagle. My mother is climbing on the right side.
The tree of life suddenly begins to grow, replacing the
rock. My mother and I reach the mountain peak, under
the tree of life, at the same time. Then, many people we
know and complete strangers start gathering all around
us, including Decebalus and Zalmoxis... and the message
the rebirth of the Dacian people appears.
Two large heads appear across the sky, and I feel a
great amount of love and peace.
I look up at the sky where there is a white cloud...
Chariots drawn by winged, white horses come out of the
clouds and sky, spreading seeds of Christs light over
the Carpathians, repeating the message : The rebirth of
the Dacian people...
I then reach the Source that opens the door to the
other world to me... White, bright and calming light surrounds me ; I can no longer feel my body ; I feel like I
am flying...
Pua (my mothers close friend that has left our
plane) appears first, followed by my Nana... I feel
Silence, love and peace ; I am hardly breathing at all ; I
do not feel the need to do so ...telling me that everything is alright, that my mother and I are fine, and
that our time has not come yet... this is the last cleanse
of 2012, until we are to enter the golden age... I can
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Tuesday, 10.04.2012
I am with Jesus on a mountain, near a sea. He has a
staff and we are looking towards the east.
We say our thanks for all miracles and for Planet
Earth.
At one point, we see the Tree of Life in the distance and Jesus tells me the Tree of Life is in the
Carpathians. And I ask him how I can find it. His answer
is : It will find you. I dont know why, but I think of
Blea Lake... We fly over the mountains and reach the
Caraiman Cross.
Afterwards, I am with my mother who is 5 years old
(I asked her), wearing a white pompon on her head, like
a headband ; shes dressed in a checkered jumper dress
and a white shirt. Were standing in the hallway of her
house, with a fringed traditional carpet (the kind that is
woven in many colors). She is sad because of my grandmother and her father ; I kiss her, cheer her up and love
her. We play together and she tells me she has a swan/
goose/duck she is friends with in the yard.
Afterwards, I am with Jesus and we are flying over
mountains, valleys and waterfalls ; we say thanks for
our wonderful planet... In front of a forest, I can feel
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Wednesday,11.04.12
I am laying on a meadow covered in daisies (flowers),
when someone picks me up and we begin to fly.
He lays me down on the meadow and is very funny-looking. He has braids down to his shoulders, is
dressed in all white, with white knee-high boots, and is
wearing some kind of turban on his head.
I ask him who he is and he tells me he is the knight
of peace and joy. He does some extremely beautiful and
funny somersaults.
Several children show up out of nowhere and we play,
we jump and do the dance of joy. I can see my mother
amongst the children ; she is younger than she was last
night. She is wearing an underbust denim dress and a
white cotton blouse, with daisies ; she seems sad. This
time we do not talk, but the knight of peace cheers her
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Thursday, 12.04.12
It is difficult for me to connect, as I have had a hard
day at work.
The white wolf appears on the mountain peak, telling
me, It is all an illusion. Just detach yourself.
I fly with it and it tells me we are going to see the
fire fairy. I begin to think of the Baciu Forest. We reach
a forest, where the fire fairy greets us wearing a white
lace dress with red roses. She has long, blonde, curly
hair. My young mother appears by her side, wearing pompons on her head. The fire fairy tells us fire is passion
and that it can destroy.
The water fairy appears next, throwing water over
my mother and saying that water puts out fire.
The wood fairy then gives my mother a miniature
wooden rocking chair, and the air fairy appears next.
The fire fairy gives her a miniature red globe, the water fairy gives her a glass of water, and the air fairy
gives her an eagle.
Forgiveness and love for All that is happen...
I cannot see anything. Jack (my work colleagues dog
that passed away a week ago) suddenly appears. It is
strange, as I only saw it in a picture, and never met it in
person, but I felt a strong connection as soon as I saw
its picture, together with great compassion and love. It
tells me how wonderful everything is and that it is taking me to the forest, where the animal fairy is.
Countless animals gather in the forest ; I feel immense love and Silence.
I suddenly find myself in a white space, where we
embrace each other in turn : my young mother, my adult
mother, my young father, my adult father, young Alina,
and adult Alina, and we wish each other Peace and Love.
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Friday, 13.04.2012
I can see Adi going in a green lake with water lilies, in the Carpathian Mountains. Several people follow
him, including my mother, father, myself, Mii and many
other strangers.
It is wonderful, peace and magic love. Numerous
beams of light come down from the sky and surround
our bodies.
I am with the white wolf, telling me that it is guiding
me through the valley of love and healing...
There are many trees in bloom ; the flowers are white
and light pink....
We go down and enter the green lake where my Mother,
Adi and several other people are. We embrace each other
and say, Peace and love... End of meditation
Perhaps many of you will say, ah, your fantasy and your
imagination are rich !
Naturally, You are entitled to your own opinion ; I would
like to, in fact, encourage you to say exactly what it is that
you are feeling this very moment !
I would like you to please ask yourselves, Do I actually
know what fantasy or imagination really are ?
Is there any difference between fantasy, imagination and
the spontaneous appearance of images, symbols, experiences,
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4. What is a Master ?
In the presence of the Master, you act exactly as you Are, as
Beings of Divine Light, with Joy..
You simply feel complete and perfect just as you are..
You feel good and you do not know why..
You are simply enjoying yourselves..
expectations, without trying to control events, without judgment ; a person who knows and experiences the Divine
Truth Here and Know, accepting and knowing that all that is
is perfect just as it is...
In the presence of the Master you act whether you are
aware of it or not just as You Are, as Beings of Divine Light,
with Joy ; you have no ego-driven desires to do more, to be
more, to have more, but simply feel complete and perfect
just as you are ; you feel good and you do not know why ; you
feel joy, and you do not know why...
Each of Us has been a master in his/her life at least once
and can be a master Here and Now, if we choose to be...
Children, for example, are Masters. In their presence, we are
Joy...
However, you will say, ah, but some are better Masters
than others look how much theyve accomplished... but
this is also relative, as Joy does not accomplish anything ; it
just is... just because you have not met such masters does
not mean they do not exist... And, yes, there are people who
experience when compared to others even though I do
not like to make comparisons nor do I recommend You to do so,
as each of our missions is personal more Here and Now moments ; they are present ; they simply know that All they have
been, Are and Will Be is the present time ; they Are Joy Here
and Now...
We should stay open and perceive the manifestation of
divinity all around us...
A master is a person who, when giving me bread, smiles
to me unconditionally from their Heart, and, at that time, if I
am present, if I pay attention to that moment as the only moment that exists in the Here and Now, I am living the Divine
Truth, Joy, Communion with all that is... A Master knows
that he/she is What Is and nothing more...
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After sporadic experiences of the Universal Truth, whether I was aware of them or not, I decided to meditate.
I had played in various ways until then dancing with
angels, when I felt touches and warm currents running
through my body, a child-like joy... What all such experiences had in common and what used to happen each time, was
a gentle involuntary movement, a pull of my head in a given
direction ; I felt my head become a sort of moving antenna
which a type of pleasant energy ran through, like electricity,
and it spread throughout my body.
I had even experienced an event I had not paid too much
care to...
Having gone to the veterinarys office with Mii, my wise
Burmese cat, I was told she had a gallstone that required
surgery. This happened in 2005. Extremely sad, I remember
coming home and being undecided... I was to take her to the
doctors in a week... Lying in bed, before falling asleep, I instinctively started visualizing a dance with angels and Mii...
There was joy, there was bright light, and everything was
wonderful... I joined the dance and heard, Hm, everything
is splendid. What is there to heal when there is nothing to
heal ? Shatter the illusion... I fell asleep feeling happy.
A week later, I insisted that the veterinarian perform a
new scan, knowing that all was well... And, indeed, following a scan that took an hour to complete, as they could no
longer find the gallstone, it was concluded that surgery was
no longer necessary.
To return to meditation my first conscious meditation
that I will never forget...
It was 2009, I had come back from work and told myself,
Hm, I should meditate.
I talked to my husband and asked him to give me an
hour to myself in the bedroom. With his signature humor,
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he laughed and told me, If you talk to God, ask him to give
you the 6 winning numbers. I laid down in bed and put on
relaxing music. Just lying there, I did not know what to do
next, so I then told myself, I should relax, which is something I would not recommend, as the exact opposite will happen... So I then told myself, Hm, never mind all that relaxation, lets see what happens... and that is when it all started...
The portrait of a young Michael Jackson was being drawn in
black on a white background... I watched it all with detachment, until the portrait was completed.
I came out of the meditation and told myself, Hm, this
hardly resembles other peoples stories... I even remember
calling Adrian, our close family friend in Romania, and telling him, Isnt this odd ? Some people talk about angels and
light, while all I did was see Michael Jackson. Thats hardly
motivating. To be honest, I am not even a fan anymore....
To which Adrian replied, Interesting. Who knows what
it means ? Just let it be. Dont analyze and dont interpret it.
Ok, after speaking to my husband about it, I remember he
had a good laugh over the whole matter, telling me, To see
Michael Jackson, theres no need to meditate. You can just go
online... And it really was funny ; there was just no way not
to laugh about it...
Two days later, I was to find out that Michael Jackson
the man, had decided to leave this plane, however, for some
reason, I did not feel that what I had seen during the meditation was related to it...
Three years later, I was to find out what the image I had
seen during my meditation actually meant...
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by living your life in acceptance and with joy, aware that all
forms of life are entitled to be treated with respect.
What does treating with respect mean ? It means being
aware that All is Life, the creation of the Universe, perfect
just as it is. Even if, for example, we do not agree with the
perspective or the opinion of others, we must understand
that they are seeing things from the perspective that is permitted to them at that given time.
Respect means accepting that such people are entitled to
believe what they want, to be who they want, as, in the end,
they are entitled to experience all they have chosen before
coming Here, without judgment and without criticism. This,
of course, does not mean that we should acquire beliefs and
opinions that do not coincide with our truth.
Let us take another example, i.e. balancing our karma.
How can it take us to the obscure corners of our mind ?
When we use the explanation for everything that is less than
favorable, happening in our lives. I have met people who
used to say, for example, I have a burdened karma. Do we
really think we can accurately tell the full picture ? Are we
really so sure that someone can pinpoint the type of karma
one person or another has ? These are all mind games. Oh,
sure, if you enjoy them and they make you feel good, then
you can do and be anything youd like ; that is, of course,
Your choice. However, when you no longer feel like it and
are no longer enjoying yourself, remember that the choice to
change the game or story is yours.
Let us change our perspective.
Knowing that the linear time we perceive in duality in
terms of the Universe does not EXIST, as All That Is is NOW.
Therefore, everything you have created in this Life and in
past lives IS HAPPENING NOW.
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they do not believe that God and the Universe are speaking
directly inside of them and through them...
They turn towards the outside to look for what is really inside of them and that can be accessed by each of them when
we experience Silence, when we allow ourselves to listen,
when we acknowledge and know the Infinity that we Are...
When we are not feeling well, with the risk of repeating
myself, our mind has automatically taken control, without
us becoming aware of what is going on.
A mind that, in fact, we love, as the mind is a wonderful
tool when serving our Heart. That is why it is recommended
that, on the first sign of discomfort, we become aware, pay
attention, increase our vigilance, allow ourselves to let the
emotions and feelings we are perceiving just be, by noticing
them, however, and this is important , without classifying, judging, labelling them, etc. We simply detach ourselves
from the situation, the event, as if we were seeing a movie
where we are one of the characters. It is the very moment we
become both the Observer and the observed, the moment
we become aware that we are aware. We do not even need to
know why we feel that way at that time or why we react a
certain way ; it is enough for us to become aware, to accept,
to simply let the emotions be, without fighting against them,
without rejecting them... And, in that process, the pattern
causing the respective situation shall dissolve, and we expand, as we let the Being be and nothing more.
However, we ask ourselves how we can enjoy ourselves
when we have bills to pay, but, perhaps, dont have the money to do so, etc....
I have noticed that when we decide to be the child inside
of us, everything tends to happen.
We then allow ourselves to remember the state of the
child, we become aware that Joy is an inner choice, that cannot be conditioned by external factors.
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Indeed, certain successes, the procurement of certain material assets, can create joyful states for us, however, I dont
know if you have noticed, but they are limited by time and,
if we will continue to look for new incentives outside of ourselves in order to be happy, we may not always get them.
Why ? Perhaps because they are not for us, perhaps because, in fact, we want to want, believing that such a thing,
situation or person will bring us the joy that we are looking
for...
Make no mistake here (even though there is no such thing as
a mistake ), there is nothing wrong in having a nice car,
a house or a wonderful family, however, depending on such
external factors and allowing them to condition our state of
happiness can lead to states of unhappiness, as the only constant in the Universe is change... And, in some cases, they
simply do not match the plan we have chosen when choosing to come here...
How does happiness come to be ?
Through the association, classification or labelling of
events or circumstances occurring in our life, by our minds,
as good and bad.
How does this process happen ? Based on the experiences we have, our education, statistics, what some of us think
they know is possible, based on scientific evidence, and the
list can go on ; our mind tends to classify a past life experience as good or bad or it starts and creates potential future
scenarios, based on the same premises, where such scenarios
are not always wonderful, when viewed from the same perspective of the mind.
The abovementioned false belief leads to suffering. Two
issues can be identified here.
The first issue deals with the past, when either we or other people we may know have gone through experiences that
we have classified as less than pleasant at the given time.
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see him, delighted, and tell him, Wow, this is incredible. Its amazing, to which he replies, Perhaps.
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7. How do we return to
being children ?
By being ourselves every moment of our lives, acting freely
and authentically, Just As We Are Here and Now..
How can we know, for example, that the sun is not the
light in the room of an alien, and that the Earth is not the
room that the alien sees, looking like a wonderful sphere
with numerous light particles, talking multicolored flowers,
dancing trees ?... There is no precise way of knowing...
We can imagine Earth with All That Is, as a wonderful
Light, with light particles that vibrate... each at a specific
frequency, the same way a radio works, with a multitude
of programs on different frequencies... The frequency you
choose is the frequency you will experience ...
Do you want to experience Joy ? Choose Joy , be children...
What makes your Soul sing, your Heart dance?... Listen !
Let the music of life play, dance, dream, be what it is
Light...
Enjoy each moment as the only moment there is.
Feel life all around you... feel the breeze of nature, feel the
touch of the sun rays as you soak them up, feel the Universe
that You Are...
Feel your Heart, listen to it, let everything become One...
Magic is all around you ; allow yourselves to know that
the Heart knows the Truth and then, anything you dream,
see, feel with your Hearts is created Here and Now...
When your mind tells you differently, ask yourselves,
How would a child act Now ?
A child would say, Oh, I dont like what this adult is telling me. Nevermind him. Lets just go and play. That is wonderful. And, the very next moment, the child has forgotten,
he/she does what he/she likes and is feeling wonderful. The
adult is Your Mind, and the child is Your Heart...
We are all masters... when we allow ourselves... to know
that Everything is possible. This is the statement that opens
the doors to Paradise.... let us dream the reality we wish to
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down, you are a wonderful soul, but you refuse to see that,
because you have probably had some disappointments in
your life... Simply take them as signs showing you that you
are not on the right path ...and I continued to do so until
I left the place for the only man I have ever had more than
earthly love for, who became my husband and who, after
10 wonderful years spent together, with ups and downs,
with everything that life implies, decided to leave our earthly plane to continue his journey in other planes...
And to whom I would like to thank from the bottom of
my Heart for all the wonderful times we have spent together,
for everything that he has taught me and given me !
He was one of the very few people I have met perhaps
the only one who was himself, every single moment and
all the time ; he acted instinctively, he was as joyful as a child
is, he even manifested without being aware of it, if he felt
like it, he was always natural, he was open about his feelings, he was just like a child, and he loved himself just as he
was. I dont remember having lived moments together with
him when he acted other than as he felt ; he was naturally
spiritual...
He used to say, Oh, I am living in the now. What happened yesterday has passed. What will come ? That I do not
know... Do not complicate matters, Alina...
And when I would try to convince him to read certain
books on spirituality, he would say, I do not need to read
any books. Everything I need to know is Here and he would
point to his chest, above his solar plexus.
We all know the Truth. Whether we are aware of it or not,
that is a different matter altogether.
Any time I would try to help out with something or help
someone out, without any divine manifestation, he would
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tell me, Alina, stay out of it. It doesnt concern you. And,
instinctively, he was right in all cases. They were situations
where we help, without the Universe being a part of the process and where, without us being aware of it, we create imbalances...
Heres an example : One of your parents asks you to
help someone close to them and, despite the fact
that you feel you should not do so, despite your instinct telling you that it is not your business to do so,
you do it to please your parent.
My Dear Aurora,
I will start by writing this letter to you, as Simona
has encouraged me to do.
(Simona is Auroras daughter a wonderful Soul, a painter with Divine talent, who decided to leave this plane in
2007.)
And I will start by telling you about Bicaz. I can feel
all that wonderful tingling and I know it is true. During
last nights meditation (17.01.2013), I had a wonderful
vision from Simona she was sending me images from
the Carpathians, with incredible joy and love. It was a
wonderful place amongst the mountains, surrounded by
white, ethereal houses. The sun rays were reflected in
the greenish-blue lake. I could feel a strong sense of
love, Silence and peace take over me, while wonderful
people carried out various tasks... shepherding, planting vegetables, picking fruits from trees, playing childhood games.
I asked Simona what that wonderful place was, and
what its role was. The answer came spontaneously to
me : Bicazul, the Spirituality Center my mother established. That very moment I could see you, my dear
Aurora, with your translucent beauty, as understanding
as always. We were all There... It was wonderful... and to
think that I was never in Bicaz...
I thank You and Adrian for Everything, as such experiences in Romania have started through Adrian and
by attending your conference at the hall on 17.12.2012,
my dear Aurora.
Let me tell you how I got to the hall on that rainy
and grey day.
Having left from work and thinking I should find a cab,
as I did not call for one, I spotted a cab in the parking
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During the following days, I meditate for my mother, Mariana, every evening, as she was diagnosed with
spinal stenosis and requires surgery. A metal cartilage
must be introduced to support her vertebra. During the
meditation, Simona comes to me. So much Joy ! I feel
like a Child with her. We play together so nicely.
She guides my Mother and I to a green, Wonderful
lake, with three, very light and Smiling Fairies, surrounding us with their Love and Light. All is Perfect.
I then fly with my mother from the lake, on a spiral of
light to the sky. Simona smiles and mentally lets me
know that it is the Lake of Fairies...
With such wonderful music and using Simonas guidance for three or four days, my mothers spine cracked,
and her legs and right arm popped. Wonderful. I can
feel everything is alright. My mothers mental state is
very good. Christmas is coming. Everything is wonderful !
Adi brings me the album with all of Simonas paintings ; such wonderful energy. My Mother says she also
has it. She got it for me. I still go through Adis album.
The paintings are Divine, they send Love, Compassion
and Eternity to me. Towards the end of the album, I can
see two paintings I know on the same page. A thrill of
joy crosses my entire body. It is the Lake of Fairies. This
is wonderful. Just like in the meditation ! At the bottom
of the same page, I see Michael Jacksons portrait, in
black and white, and I then understand ! Two days before the death of M. Jackson, I could see the portrait of
a young M. Jackson taking shape on a white background.
At the end of the meditation, I know I called my friend
Adi and told him what I had seen. I was disappointed, thinking everyone saw angels, while I was seeing M.
Jackson, when I was no longer even a fan. I know I used
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Such experiences show that, in our full openness, without any rules, strings attached, pre-set beliefs, in living the
simplistic freedom of a child with joy, wonderful things will
happen.
You do not need any special knowledge or techniques.
Simply play and allow yourselves to be free and see magic
all around you !
Allow yourself to be Yourself !
Here is an exercise :
See, listen, feel... What do you see Now ?...
Close your eyes now... Look, listen and feel once more...
Let your Heart sing... yes, sing... Feel the life pulsing in your
Heart, listen to the sound of its music, feel the boundless
Love streaming from your Heart... What do you see, feel and
hear Now ?
Everything in this world is very simple. Illusion occurs
as soon as you say, It cannot be this simple ! It surely must be
significantly more complicated... When you are in a place
full of childhood wonders and look on with delight at everything coming your way..., you can only create joy, gratitude
and love. Aurora Sitru, Channeling, a way of knowing yourself
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I make the following decision : I choose not to take anything personally, knowing that what each of us sees is what
they are prepared to see...
I make the following decision : I choose to be the Light I
want to see in All That is, through my presence...
I make the following decision : I choose to allow the
Universe that I Am to manifest itself within and through
me...
Later on, while reading Solomon Speaks, I understood.
Well, of course making no choice is wrong. Each person can
make the decision at time X that matches their level of consciousness at time X...
Many things happened during those 2-3 weeks...
Someone told me, You are living ecstasy on Earth, however, Papaji said that man can stay in this state for 21 days,
following which they will leave their physical body...
Hmm, so I asked, Who is Papaji ?...
All that was is no longer valid. It is a new beginning, and
everything that matters is now... without us knowing and
understanding what is going on at that time...
It was as if I was being guided by a force. I was acting
through more than mere instinct... It was a state of ecstasy,
while, at the same time, phrases were running in the background...
I used to tell myself, Alina, everyone is talking about intuition. Instinct is defined as something characteristic to animals... What is going on ?
And the force would pull me forward, It is a new beginning, question everything... allow yourself to be guided...
I later understood once more that, despite the fact that
the words created confusion in my mind, I was experiencing ecstasy without defining, without knowing exactly what
was happening...
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