CHILDHOOD

Theme:
In this poem, the poet, Markus Natten wonders when and where he lost his childhood. In
this quest to find the moment he grew up, Markus highlights the innocence and faith he lost
even as he gained sense of individuality and rational thinking.
Adolescence is usually a confusing time for a child who is unable to immediately come to
terms with the physical, hormonal and psychological changes in his or her personality. He
no longer feels like a child but is not quite ready to call himself an adult either.
In the poem, 'The Rainbow', William Wordsworth claims, 'Child is the father of man'. Markus
seems to be echoing this thought as he underscores how in our childhood innocence lay our
ability to appreciate the simpler aspects of life and thus, the child can teach the adult how
to appreciate things the latter often takes for granted.
The refrain:
The refrain of any poem is/are line (s) that repeat at regular intervals throughout the
poem. The refrain often carries the central message of the poem. The two lines which do
so in this poem are:
When did my childhood go?....
Was that the day!
The first line (which is a question) identifies the central theme of the
poem, that is, the attempt to identify when exactly the poet lost his childhood.
The second line begins with a question word but ends with an exclamation. Hence, it is no
more a mere question. Rhetorical in nature, this line brings out the poet's sense of
realisation.
Stanza - wise interpretation:
Stanza 1:
The poet wonders when he lost his childhood. He muses that perhaps it was the day he
realised that the concepts of Heaven and Hell, he had been taught of since his youngest
years, had no standing in the light of the day. Geography textbooks did not give the
location of any such place. Education made the poet question his faith and look at the
world much more rationally. The poet realises that he might have lost his childhood when
he gained this rational outlook.
Stanza 2:
In the second stanza, the poet recalls the time when he realised that the adults around him
did not practice what they preached. They told the poet to be loving and caring, however,
they were themselves argumentative, violent and discourteous. Their behaviour was a far
cry from the love they sermonised about and advocated so reverently to the child.
Thus, the child lost his faith in the adults around him, whom he had so far, trusted without
question. Their latent hypocrisy became evident to the growing child. Perhaps, says Natten,
that broken trust was one of the major steps towards adulthood.
Notice, that this is perhaps, the longest line of the poem. Markus Natten is a genius at
putting punctuation to use. The length of this line and the difficulty to recite it in one go,
indicates that this is perhaps the biggest loss the child has suffered.
Stanza 3:
As he grew up, the poet realised that his mind was unique, could form its own opinions and
could take its own decisions. He gained a sense of individuality which set him free from the
prejudiced opinions of others around him. His own experiences shaped his thoughts now
and he realised that this might have been the time he lost his childhood innocence
completely.
Stanza 4:
In the final stanza, the poet changes his question. From wondering at what point in time,
he had lost his childhood, the poet now wonders where it went.

The last three lines may be interpreted in two ways.

1. The poet claims that his childhood is nothing more than a long lost memory. He recalls
his infancy and believes that his true childhood resides there, in that infant's face,
and that innocence cannot resurface in this lifetime.
2. The poet believes that his childhood has become nothing more than a memory for him
but has become the reality of some other infant. Innocence is a cyclical process
where lost from one person, it travels to another, finding residence there. Thus, till
date, adults can easily recall and seem to almost relive their own childhood,
through an infant in their lives.

Question Bank:
Short answer questions
Q.1.Read the lines given below and answer the questions that follow:_
When did my childhood go?
Was it the day I ceased to be eleven,
Was it the time I realised that Hell and Heaven,
Could not be found in Geography,
And therefore could not be,
Was that the day!
(a) What questions rises in the poets mind?
(b) Which two occassions come to his mind as an answer?
(c) Explain the meaning of the line And therefore could not be. How does it relate to
the end of childhood?
Q.2.Read the lines below and answer the questions that follow:When did my childhood go?
Was it the time I realised that adults were not
all they seemed to be,
(a) What is the name of the poem? Who has written it?
(b) What realisation comes to the child regarding adults?
(c) Why does this realisation make him feel that his childhood has gone?
Q.3.Read the lines given below and answer the following questions:They talked of love and preached of love,
But did not act so lovingly,
Was that the day?
(a)
(b)
(c)
(d)

Name the poem and the poet?

Who are they?
How is the poets observation about their behaviour significant?
Complete the question raised in the last line

Q.4.Read the lines given below and answer the following questions:When did my childhood go?
Was it when I found my mind was really mine,
To use whichever may I choose,
Producing thoughts that were not those of other people
But my own, and mine alone
Was that the day!
(a) What do words my mind was really mine mean?
(b) What kind of feeling is generated in the mind of the poet in lines 3,4,5?

(c)

Which day is the poet referring to? Do you think the poets feeling is right?

Q.5.Read the lines given below and answer the following questions:Where did my childhood go?
It went to some forgotten place,
Thats hidden in an infants face,
Thats all I know.
(a) Name the poem and the poet?
(b) What is it mentioned in line2?
(c) What do lines 2 nd 3 mean?
Q.6. What conclusion did the poet come to about Hell and Heaven?
Q.6. What did the poet notice about his mind? How important was this discovery?
Q.7. Where can the poet find his childhood? Is it lost irrevocably?
Q.8. What did the child observe in the behaviour of adults? How was his observation
relevant to question that rose in his mind?
Q.9. What is the poet trying yo discover in the poem Childhood?What significant
occasions has he mentioned?
Q.10.Of all the occasions mentioned in the poem,which do you think really shows
that the poet is no longer a child?
Give reasons for your answer?