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mary eng
LACC
research question: what are perceptions of veiled women in Islam in my neighborhood of Los
Angeles?
objective: understand modern perceptions of islam. uncover the geographic variations, the
nomenclature, international representations in international media and law of women with islamic
veiling in dress. Find ways to cherish human rights, and shed light on misguided obliteration of
reified by alleged misogyny, and expose the crumbling foundation of western moral standing in
regards to civil rights. Look at how the war culture and the peace culture perpetuate the
stigmatization of the veil, and perpetuate objectification of women as physical entities subject to
control, in public media and war humiliation spectacles euphemised as attempted liberation.
Uncover oppressions in the culture of the accusing parties. Negotiate the process of accusation
(or the usefulness of its propagandizability) as a child-like stage preceding self-awareness and
field locations: LACC campus, Islamic Center, Hollywood. Little Ethiopia, Islamic community on
method:
--compile chronological notes both in hand written notes and in blog format with bookmarked
links to resources
--assess the internet's impact on mobilizing a culture of disclosure for women behind the veil, and
--so far, free-formed polemical and philosophical journalings are allowing me to free my mind
--consider cultural parallels outside of Islam relevancy in other art, clothing, theater, fashion. also
alleging islam=misogyny with visible-sign=veil, becomes pretense/propaganda for the USA foreign
policy, and becomes appropriated even by well-meaning human rights campaigners, i a way that
crassly bulldozes the possibility of a subjective spirtual experience. a failure to look deeper into
by accessing and reveling the narcotizing power of accusation in this paradigm, here and in
europe, we become blind to our own human rights failings. this lends to a different kind of
propagandize war, and enforce systems of exclusion, further hurts the alleged victims.
a more sensitive approach to human rights, which does not jump to conclusions based on
culturally subjective inferences, will aid in total human liberation. the culture of blame, and value
judgement, fails us. the mobilization of this symbology has transcended even into discourse
which one would hope might be immune. i fear that the forced liberation of women from the veil,
becomes more legislation of female flesh, undermining self-authorship. as we force feed hunger
strikers in guantanamo, with no anesthesia, similarly, this cultural gavage mutilates that which it
seeks to liberate.
issues:
original idea has already morphed in accord with the practical realities. my hope is to speak to
women and gain their trust to explain to me their lives and dress. so far, i have been in contact
with men at the islamic center, men from cairo, moroccan parisians, adel from IC, and beginning
to discuss this with friends. i have remembered conversations that have stunned me, and plan to
ask my swedish friend about his experience. movies and images jump into my mind, and i
wonder of the paths of distortion and tangent i might find, how i can reference Bader-Meinhoff's
training escapade, and postulate farcical human liberation made possible only through contact
literature i am reminded of pertains to my ability to even indulge in language, and so the question
arises how to use it or filtrate it out. i imagine i will have many drafts, and then filtrate out the
most condensed, coherent topical material, and hopefully leave my philosophies, and musings at
i realize so far i have many potential sources/interviewees with vast familiarity personally
through world travel and experience. They are all men, either from countries with prevalent
Islamic practices. But what bothers me so far, is that i have not yet found women to speak to. So
far, on the street, in the marketplace, at school, i am overcome by awe and shyness, and realize
the effect the veil has on me as a participant in the project. i feel intimidated. As though the veil
adds a further impediment. is it more difficult to listen to women because we are not used to their
voices, their opinions, or authority, and they are not used to speaking? and then to add a veil, and
a linguistical element. to explore the human longing for a face, the face and whole range of facial
i do not want to offend. i feel that women speak in silent ways, and i fear for lack of adequate
language skills. i do not want to be mistaken, in motive. and humanly, i feel that los angeles
culture, with its diversity, still holds many skepticisms. what am i trying to sell, who exploit, what
agenda or stereotype reinvigorate??? trying to find ways to be neutral, and gather information,
and realize too that it will be inseparable with a religious language that gives me discomfort.
the repetitive nature of the story . . . conversion attempts may be numerous, re: Allah's
command's to evangelize.
My resolution to the problem, other than time and patience, is to gather information on the web
and begin conversations with anyone who will have them. And as i seek out my most immediate
contacts and new friends, from Israel, Egypt, France, Morrocco, Indonesia, Turkey, and Tunisia, i
might gain a better understanding of Los Angelenos living here secularly or as Islamic, but with
significant exposure and world travel/immigration. With the men i have spoken with so far, a few
ask to keep anonymity and are averse to recordings, either for immigration reasons or retaliation
fears.
Hopefully i will speak with women and have found many amazing blogs, and ideas, law, literature,
scripture, and press, as well as more academic research on the web. But to hone the project in to
something very local, i think perceptions of Islam amongst people coming from countries with
significant Islamic representation will be sufficient. If i can hone it down further, to women's
voices, i will. And at that point, my self-conscious writings and records and conversations which
And if i am unable to summon the resourcefulness to find women, or enough women, they will
And then this will be more about women through the eyes of men, brothers, sons, beloveds.
While the fire of this topic heated and cooled to suit propagandistic furors here, it still rages in
France where Sarkozy, so recently has made proclamations re:the veil "you are not welcome
here." the continued relevancy i see is the way islamophobia (as projected sexism) has
normatized its way into our dominant culture (even within the progressive), whereas a parallel
and cogent political self-critique, has not. And sadly, human lives are at stake. Even the
assumption that the war reification attained (through the veil=misogyny construct) is actual---
must be thrown out. Primitive power games, conversationally, and in the abstraction of our
preserved minds, deplete themselves with faulty reasoning. Whose sexism? Whose racism?
Whose murder?
And who does not feel veiled, silenced, muffled, strangled, suffocated, indoctrinated?
By shaking off the taint of propaganda culture, might we begin to feel human, and feel human