KARMA & EMOTIONS

Once more with feeling...awakening through crisis and emotional release

by

Antraeus de Herschia

Copyright 2012
Antraeus de Herschia
www.antraeus.co.uk

Contents

Part1
Introduction
Anoteonkarma
TheNatureofKarmaorCauseandEffect
KarmaandEmotions
MudPies

Part2
ACompilationofInspirationalQuotes

Part 1

InthebeginningtheUniversewascreated.Thishasmadealotofpeopleveryangryandbeen
widelyregardedasabadmove.

DouglasAdams(TheRestaurantattheEndoftheUniverse,Chapter1,WilliamHeinemann,
London,U.K.,1980).

ThereisatheorywhichstatesthatifeveranyonediscoversexactlywhattheUniverseisfor
andwhyitishere,itwillinstantlydisappearandbereplacedbysomethingevenmorebizarre
andinexplicable.

Thereisanothertheorywhichstatesthatthishasalreadyhappened.

DouglasAdams(ibid,Chapter17).

Karma,FeelingsandSelfTransformationbyVywamus(channelledthroughHalseySnowand
PatMarstonSnow,Copyright(c)20002011,TheVywamusFoundation,Maine,USA.Allrights
reserved.Usedwithpermission.www.vywamusfoundation.com/karma.htm.Ialsorecommend
thearticleHowToDealWithFear). 1
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VywamusisGaiasTwinFlame,saysMotherSekhmet.HeisatenderoftheEarthgridofChrist
Consciousness,accordingtothiswebpage:
Hwww.bluedolphinessences.com/Endorsements/Vywamus.htmH.AnotherdescriptionIfoundisthis(from
thehorsesmouth!):VywamusisahigheraspectofthebeingyouknowasSanatKumara.Ah,theyarenot
veryfamiliarwithSanatKumaraeither!YesSanatKumaraisagreatbeingwhoensoulsyourplanet.Justas
youhaveyourbody,SanatKumarahasasabodytheplanetEarthGaia.Andamostgloriousbodysheis,
filledwithjoyandwonderbeyondmeasure!ChannelledbyIshvar,15December1999,
Hwww.ascendedearth.ishcom.net/vywamus151299.htmH.Dr.JoshuaDavidStonewrites:Vywamus,

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Karmaisnot,asmostpeoplebelieveittobe,adebtoneowestoothersduetosomepast
interactionwhichwasleftsomehowincomplete,orsomethingyoudidwrongtosomeone
elseortheydidwrongtoyou,andnowthescorewillbesettled.Rightandwrongactions
donotcreatekarma,andcannottakeitaway.Karmadoeshavetodowithyourinteractions
withothers,aswellasyourself,butnotinthesenseofadebtowed.Karmaissimplyyour
unreceivedemotionswhicharecreatedwhenapersonwillnotallowtheirfeelingstomoveto
befeltatthetimetheyarehappening,whichisalwaysinthemoment.So,whenyouhave
placedrestrictionsonthereceptionofyouremotions,youineffectcreateyourkarma,which
istosaythatyouthenwillconsciouslyorunconsciouslyrecreatesituationsinyourlifeso
thatyouwillhavetheopportunitytoreceivefeelingswhichyouhavecreatedbeforeand
chosenNOTtoreceive.Thereasonthatkarmaseemstoberelatedtospecificotherpeopleis
thatitisthesepeoplewhoholdspecificreflectionsforus,andthesereflectionsarewhat
stimulatethefeelingsseekingtobereceived.

Sowhyisitsoimportanttoreceiveyourfeelings?Why,infact,dowefeelatall?Feeling

isthebreathofthegoddesswithinyou.Withoutthisbreath,thegoddessfreezes,shrinksand
dies.Withoutfeeling,spacewhichisneededforcreationofyourdream,whichisneededto
createchangeisnotcreated.Withoutspace,thereisnoroomtogrow,learn,orchange.Many
peopleresentthattheyfeelatall.Theyarevictimisedbyhowtheyfeel,whattheyfeel,when
theyfeel.Manypeopleseektoeliminatethebreathofthegoddesstoeliminatetheirfeelings.
Theydothisthroughdrugaddictionswhichcanincludenicotine,caffeine,sugartheydothis
throughworkandnurturingaddictions,theydothisthroughconstantlyfocussingontheir
thoughts,andconstantlyjudgingtheirfeelingsastoomuchorinappropriate.Formuchofour
liveswearetaughtbyexampleandbyeducationtoescapeourfeelings.Whenadultsexpress
feelingsinfrontofchildren,theyaresoafraidthatthefeelingswillsomehowdamagethechild,
again,isthecosmicbeingwhomightbeconsideredthehigherselfofSanat Kumara,ourformerPlanetary
Logos.IfVywamusisSanatKumara'shigherself,thenupabovehimonthemonadiclevelisLenduce.Here
wehavethepersonality(SanatKumara),thesoul(Vywamus),andthemonad(Lenduce)onacosmicscale.
Vywamusnolongerhasaphysicalbodybutexistsinlight.Heisconsideredtobeamasterpsychologist.It
wasVywamus,alongwithDjwhalKhul,whostartedtheTibetanFoundation.OneofVywamus'mainjobsis
tohelphumanityclearthesubconsciousmindofmisconceptionsandfaultybeliefsandpatterns.Vywamus
hadthirtytwolifetimesonaphysicalplanetinaUniverseotherthanours.Hehadlivesasasoldier,
teacher,mother,father,seacaptain,andownerofachainofrestaurants.Theplanetheascendedon,
however,didn'thaveoceansasvastasthoseonPlanetEarth.Inhislifeasarestaurantowner,heowneda
chainthatexistedaroundhisentireplanet.Inhisworknow,heisstilldealingwithfoodof sorts.Itmightbe
calledspiritualfood,theenergyofLight.Docallonhimforhelp.(TheGalacticCoreandCosmicMasters,
Hwww.iamuniversity.org/iamu/literature/anchoring_of_inner_plane_ashrams/ashram_of_melchior_galacti
c_logos/4237TheGalacticCoreandCosmicMasters.htmlH).

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sotheystuffthefeelings.Andthechildrenlearnthatfeelingsarenottobeexperiencedor
expressed.Themajorityofviolencebothdomesticandpubliciscreatedbyfeelingsofdeep
frustrationinsideofself.Afrustrationcreatedbythegoddessattemptingtobreatheandbeing
toldshecannot,orbeingtoldsheiswrong.Howdoyoudealwithfeelings?Wheredothey
comefrom?Howdoyoucreatepeaceinside,andfullexpressionofyourself,simultaneously?

Thefirstruleofthumbinreceivingyouremotions(whichcreateswhatmightbecalled

clearingkarma)isthatwhateveryou'refeelingisOKandnotallfeelingsarenice.Niceis
oneofthegreatestkillersinourworldfromtheperspectiveoftheemotionalbody.Thedictum
tobenice...inculcatedatanearlyageandreinforcedthroughoutlife,isoneofthemost
commonformsofsuppressionplacedontheexpressionofemotion.Anotherhelpfulreminder
istoletgoofaverycommonjudgementonexpressionoffeelings,whichisarethefeelings
appropriateorinappropriate.Thefactisthatthepartofyouwhichistheemotionalbodyis
designedtosupporttherestofself,anditdoesthisthroughthemediumoffeeling.Whatis
feeling?Itissimplyenergyinmotionemotionamovementofsomething(energy)inyour
belly,whichsometimesfeelsunknownoruncomfortabletoyou.That'sit.Soanotherthingto
rememberaboutreceptionofyourfeelingsisthat,eventhoughitmaybeuncomfortableinthe
moment,ifyoustaypresentwithyourselfasthefeelingmoves,somethingmagicalwill
happen.Believeitornot,theshiftsthattakeplaceinsideofselfandinotherswhenfeelingsare
received,areatypeofmagicinrelationshipthatmanypeopleseek.

Finally,thefirstandlastapproachtoreceptionwhichworkseverytimeistomentally,

physicallyandenergeticallySOFTENinsideofselfwhenasituationarisesinwhichyourusual
reactionistoleave(disconnect)orgointovictimisation,blameandjudgement,allformsof
nonreception.Whenyouarenotenergeticallypresentinyourbody,whichexistswhenyouare
inanyofthesestatesofnonreception,thenchangecannottakeplace.Receptionisoneofthe
keystochange,andsofteningisameansofopeningtoreception.Softeningisavitaltoolinthe
processofselftransformationwhichcansupportyouinmanywaysinthecreationofyour
deepestdesires,yourfondestwishes,yoursoulpurpose,yourdream.Lookedatfromthe
logicalmind,thismakesnosense,yetitistrue.Isn'titwonderfulthatthereisapartofyouthat
operatesoutsidetheconstraintsofyourlogicalmind?

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Introduction

Peopleareafraidoftheirownreality,theirfeelingsmostofall.Peopletalkabouthowgreat
loveis,butthatsbullshit.Lovehurts.Feelingsaredisturbing.Peoplearetaughtthatpainisevil
anddangerous.Howcantheydealwithloveiftheyreafraidtofeel?
JimMorrison(TheDoors).

DickSolomon(JohnLithgow):Dr.Allbright,Ivebeenthinkingaboutusallday.
Dr.MaryAllbright(JaneCurtin):Ihavent.
Dick:Iwanttotryagain.Iwantverymuchtofeel.AndIwantevenmoretobefelt.AndImean
thatfromtheheartofmybottom.
Dr.Allbright:Well!Yoursup!
3rdRockfromtheSun(Season1,Episode1,BrainsandEggs,createdandwrittenby
BonnieandTerryTurner,1996).

Throughthegatewayoffeelingyourweaknessliesyourstrength;Throughthegatewayof
feelingyourpainliesyourpleasureandjoy;Throughthegatewayoffeelingyourfearsliesyour
securityandsafety;Throughthegatewayoffeelingyourlonelinessliesyourcapacitytohave
fulfilment,loveandcompanionship;Throughthegatewayoffeelingyourhateliesyour
capacitytolove;Throughthegatewayoffeelingyourhopelessnessliestrueandjustifiedhope;
Throughthegatewayofacceptingthelacksofyourchildhoodliesyourfulfilmentnow.
PathworkGuide(channelledthroughEvaPierrakos,19151979).

Ifitfeelslikeyouareenshroudedindarknessitisbecauseyouareinthecocoonstageof
transformationduringwhichthenegativeenergiesinblockedemotionsaresurfacinginorder
tobereleased.Illness,lifechallenges,endurancetests,conflictswithpeople,andsoon,area
positiveandhealthysignofacceleratedspiritualgrowth.Wearesufferingsomuchbecausethe
increasedLightonourplanetisenteringourcellsandDNAandbringingtothesurfacethat

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whichrequiresourloveandattention,ourfeelingandrelease.Thisistheprocessofself
healingthatisAscension.Inthesehigherenergies,wehaveanopportunitytoaccomplishsuch
afeat.MegBenedicte(EvolutionistandchannelfortheSirianCouncil)tellsus,theemotional
pain,thewoundedstuffletitallgobecauseyouvegottokeepyourfrequencyup,getyour
chakrasopenandsoforth.Duringthistalkon12February2011attheConsciousLifeExpoin
LosAngeles,BenedictealsoexplainedthatAscensionistheprocessofmovingbeyond
polarisation,andparticularlyvictimconsciousness,releasingalltheblockagesthatkeepus
downinthedensevibrations(downinthedumps).Itisachallengingprocess,shesays:It
takesactiveparticipation.Itsnotgoingtohappenpassively,youguys.Itsnotgoingto
happen.Youhavetogetveryconsciouslypresentinside.Youhavetowatchandobserve
wherepolarityexistsinyouandthenyoucanusethistechnique,orothertechniquesthatyou
canresonatewith,toclearthisoutofyoursystem.Wejustcallitinternalhousecleaning.You
juststartclearing.Youjustgoatitandyoustartclearing.Youstarttoraiseyourvibration.
(www.newearthevolution.com).

Itisgoingtogetworsebeforeitgetsbetter.Beforewecanattainfullconsciousnessand
activatethehigherchakraswehavetoclearthelowerthreechakras,theegoones.Wemust
clearoutourlimitations,falsebeliefsandblockages.Forthattohappen,werequireordeals
thatbringtheseenergiestothesurfacesowecanfeel,faceandreleasethem.Feel,faceand
havefaith(asbestwecan).Peopleareafraidtodothisbecauseitispainfulbutasitisstatedin
ACourseofMiracles,Allhealingisessentiallythereleasefromfear.(TheFoundationforInner
Peace,1976).Weareallbeingcrucified.Itcanbealong,slowprocesstoo.MyfriendDavid
explains:ThiscrucifixiondevelopstherelationshipwithSource.Eachstepstripsawaythe
layersthatimpedetheconnection.SurrenderingpiecebypieceuntilthetwoareOne.Atleast,
that'swhatitfeelslike.Wearefinallyscrapingoutthereallyblack,stubborn,driedgunkthat's
beenstucktothebottomofthebarrelforaeons!Ouch!

Itmightbesaidthatthethirddimensionisthegalacticsewer.Itexistsbeneaththegroundof
reality.Everyoneelseiswalkingaroundaboveground.Oncewemanagetoclimbout,weare
thenintherealworldwherewecanwalkaroundfreelywithoutstruggleandliveaccordingto
ourdivinepurpose.

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WhenwearetemptedorluredawayfromtheLightbyexercisingourfreewillwemaybe
rejoicinginourfreedombutcouldbepayingahighpriceforsuchchoiceslater.Welost
ourselvesindarkness,intheillusionofdensityandsufferingandspentsomanylifetimestrying
toavoidthelayersofpainfulfeelingthathavebeenobscuringourinnerLight,thetruthofwho
wereallyare.Findingourwayoutofthesewerhasnotbeeneasy.Infact,mostofusneed
assistancefromthereturningLightbeingstoaccomplishthisfeat.Wemakeourownchoices
basedonourownwisdomandstrength,ourknowledgeofthedarkness,thepainofthesewer,
theplacewithoutLight.Yet,still,Iamfree,eternallyfreetobewhoandwhatIchoosetobe.
ThereisnojudgementforturningawayfromtheLight.Inthedomainofduality,dedicating
ourselvestothehighestgoodofallrequirescommitmentandisthereforearesponsibility.In
thethirddimension,wecangetdistractedorevenboredandwantachange.Thereisample
freedomandflexibilityinthecosmostoaccommodatesuchchoices.Wearefreetoexplorein
thedarkandthen,asprodigalsonsanddaughters,whenwefinallycallforhelp,ourkarmais
usedconstructivelyasateachingtool.Itisnotpunishmentbutaninstrumenttohelpawaken
us.

Itiswhenlifeseemssodarkandwhenyouhavereachedrockbottomthatthedesirefor
happinessisborn.Then,throughfurtherdespair,itbecomesmoredeeplyrootedsothat,when
anopportunitylifeyourselfoutofthesewerarises,youaremorelikelytodropyourprevious
beliefsandreleaseyourdeeplyingrainedattachmenttoillusion,tosleepanddreams,aswellas
yourpride,anger,arroganceandtherest!

Ifresponsibilitybecomesaduty,anobligation,achore,thenitistimeforachange.If
somethingorsomeoneattractsusthenwemustbefreetopursueitorthemalthough,after
fallingdownthedrainandgettingourselvesstuckinthedarkmuck,wemightthinktwicein
future,andbecleareraboutwhatwearegettinginto.Oncewebecomestronger,weare
probablyinabetterpositiontoweighupouroptions.Isthepriceworthpayingforourlesser
desires,fortheopportunitytolearnandgrowalbeitinabackwardrealmofillusion?

LiberationfromsufferingcomesaswefinallyscramblebackuptowardstheLightfromlow
densityandillusion.AsweapproachtheLightthatweAre,moreandmoreoftheheavyshitwe

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havecollected,whichhasbeenweighingusdownandkeepingusinablackhole,ahellhole,
surfacestobepurged.Enoughisenough!

Wehavebeentyingourselvesinknotswitheverymovebyresistinganddenyingthatwhichwe
needtofeelandrelease.Andthatwhichisnotfacedontheinsideappearsoutsideofus
becauseourownhappinesswantsourattention!And,ourinnerchild,asanexpressionofour
emotionalbodyinsomeway,perhaps,istheretoreminduswhatweneedtodotobekindto
ourselvesandbecomewholeagain.

A note on karma

SowaThought,ReapanAct;
SowanAct,ReapaHabit;
SowaHabit,ReapaCharacter;
SowaCharacter,ReapaDestiny.
TheUpanishads.

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Youdevisedcertainrulestoguidetheseinteractionswithinthegame.Anyexchangebetween
twoincarneeswastobebalanced,eitherbetweenthemorbetweenotherincarneesofthe
samespiritself,beitanactofkindnessorcruelty.Thisbalancingiswhatyouhavecalledthe
LawofKarma.

PleaserememberthattheSourcedidnotimposethisaspectofthegameonyou,and

nooneiskeepingscore.Youandyourfellowcocreatorsaddedthislittletwist.Karmahasgot
somebadpressbecauseofalittlemisunderstanding.Thelawthatoneactofcrueltymustbe
compensatedforbyanotherisjustalimited,thirddimensionalinterpretationofkarma.Cruelty
couldjustaseasilybecompensatedforbyasubsequentactofkindnessorbyforgivenesson
thepartofthesocalledvictim.Youhopedthat,throughtheseclues,yourincarnationswould
eventuallyfigureoutwhatwashappening,comeoutofyouramnesia,andgettothepointof
unconditionalacceptanceorlovefortheotheramnesiasufferers

Sothewholepointofyouradoptingakarmabasedsystemwastocreateintense

emotionalsituations,toseehowyou(thephysicalplaneegoselfaspectsofyourselves)would
respond.Wouldyoukill,stealandfightoutoffear,orwouldyouactoutoflove,tohelp,
forgiveandacknowledgeSpiritinothers?
Serapis(channelledthroughTonyStubbs,AnAscensionHandbook,WorldTreePress,
LithiaSprings,GA,U.S.,1991,p.5657).

Thelawofcauseandeffectisinoperationwhenpeopleareattachedtomatterandboundby
limited,orlinear,consciousness;whenthereisanemphasisontimeandmatter.Itslike,if
someonelocksyouinabox,youaresubjecttowhateverhappenstotheboxbecauseyouhave
identifiedwith,acceptedorbelieveinyourincarceration.Youaredependentontheboxofthe
physicalbodybyassociationcausedbylowvibration.Ifyouraiseyourawarenessandyour
vibrationyoufindthatitispossibletoexittheboxandtocomeandgo.Youdiscoverthatyou
areamultidimensionalbeingwhocanbeinseveralplacesatonce.Inotherwords,karmaisthe
earthlylawofbalancethatapplieswhenpeoplearerootedinthethirddimensionbecausethey
existmoreasphysicalbeingsandtheirfrequencyislow.Thereisnotmuchinthewayof
resonancetocreateconsciouslyorattractwhatiswantedorintended.Whileweareattached
tophysicalformandhavedelusionstoclearupitisamuchslowerprocesstoawakentoReality
intheastralplanes.Karma,then,isavaluableandeffective,ifheavyorharshinstrumentof
growthtowardsselfmastery.

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AKarma,fromourpointofview,iscompletelyselfimposedandisreally,simply,theideaof
balance,oftherecognitionthat,ifyoudoonething,forthespiritinasensetobebalanced,it
mustthendosomethingelsethatrepresentsthatbalancingact,thatbalancingenergy.@
Bashar(channelledthroughDarrylAnka,www.bashar.org).

Whenwearegivenfreewillandthereforefacedwithtemptationitisplausiblethatlower
manifestationsofdesireandexpressionsofpowercreateanimbalancewhichkarmiclawhas
beenimplementedtocorrectintheschoolofEarth.Pridecomesbeforeafallandtheresulting
separationfromonesTrueWillmaygenerateadesireforpowerbecausethenaturalpowerof
oneshigherselfhasbeenlost.Thecycleofkarma,then,isperhapscloselyrelatedtoabusesof
powerandmisdirectionofenergy.Tocausesufferingtoothersistocauseoneselfsuffering
andviceversa.Itisthroughsufferingthatwefindourwaybackto(feminine)wholenessby
surrenderingallthathastrappedusinthelowervibrationsoftheseparateego.Itopensthe
hearttothelovethatflowsfromSource.Ourkarmaisthestuffwehaveheldontorelatingto
densematerandemotionsandhavebecomedependenton.Itanchorsusinmatterandweighs
usdown.Itkeepscloggingupourcells,closingourmindsandourchakras.Thislovethatshines
forthfromGod/GoddessisbroughttohumanityintheformofChristasabridgebacktothe
energyandpowerofthecreativeSpirit.Loveisarequirementofthisascensionfromdualityto
Oneness,fromlimitedtofullconsciousness.Powerisrawenergyandexpression.The
masculineprincipleofpowerofitselfwithoutlovedivides.Whenwefeeltheloveofthe
Creatorwerespondandallowittoshinethroughus.ItistheloveofourtrueSelfas
expressionsofSource.Throughthislove,wereturntowholenessand,realigningourselves
withtheGoddessthuswealsorediscovergreaterpowerthanwehaveknownsinceour
separationfromAllThatIs.

AThebasicspiritualsystemhaschangedandtherearemanywhohavesaidtheydidn'twant
thatchange.SoIspeakofthatbriefly.Karmaistheoldsystemoflifeanddeath,birthand
extendedlife,whichcausesenergiesandsynchronicitiestobecreatedthatwouldallowa
puzzletobesolved.Onepersonwouldlivealifeandtheywouldcomebackandtheywould
carryintheirDNAanenergyofwhattheydidn'taccomplishthelasttimearound.Sometimes
theywouldcarryintheirDNAwhattheydidaccomplish...andtrytheirbesttoundoit.Karma

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hasbeenthedrivingforcebehindwhataHumanBeing'spersonalitybecame,whatthey
wanted,theirfears,theirhopesandtheirpassions.Karmadroveitall.
Inthelast20years,thatallchanged.Therewouldbethosewhohavebeeninthis
metaphysicsforaverylongtimewhowoulddenythatthereiseverachange.Theywouldsay
thistoyou:Godisthesameyesterday,todayandforever.They'dberight!FortheloveofGod
doesnotchange,andtheessenceofthepersonalityofGodisforever.Sothisistheir
argument,tosaytherecanbenochangeandnoshiftwhenitcomestoGod.Thereisno
argumentwiththatfact.Theargumentisthis:ThereisachangeintheHumanBeing's
relationshiptoGod,Gaia,theAkashicRecordandallthatrepresentsthesystem.Thisiswhere
thechangesareoccurringandinthatrelationshiptoGodandGaia,consciousnessisbeginning
toshifttothedegreethatHumanscancomeintotheplanetandnowsay,Karmaissomething
Iamfinishedwithbegone.ThenanyHumanwiththisepiphanycanmoveoutoftheold
Akashicgrooveofthosethingstheycameintofix,thattheyfeltsostrongabout,thingsthat
theirparentswanted,andthattheythoughttheydidalsountiltheyrealisedthesewere
inappropriateenergiescarriedaroundwithinthem,onlyforkarmicreasons.Theycanwipe
cleananykarmicslateofenergyandmoveintoaplacewheretheyclaimtheirmasteryto
createtheirownrealityandnotbeproddedandpushedbysomethingancientwithinthemthat
seemstobeoldandnotsomethingtheyevenrecognise.
Unknown.

Beyondtheegostate,inthespiritualdimension,weagreedtoenterthecycleofkarmaandon
thatlevelweareonewiththelordsofkarmaandinitiatorswhooverseeeverythingsoour
higherselves,whichareessentiallytheSource,areinonthegame.Andwhatwesufferfrom
pastactionsisofourownvolitiononthatdeeperlevelofourconsciousnessbecause,
ultimately,3DEarthis,orhasbeen,aschooloflearninginwhichthehigherselfteachesthe
lowerselfviamanydifferentconstructs,karmiclessonsandspiritualguidesontheinner
guides.

Thevaluetoyouisthatyouwillhaveraisedyourconsciousnessquitedramaticallyinsucha
shorttime,anditwillserveyouwellduringthecomingperiod.Itiswhatyouhaveworkedfor
overmany,manylives,anditdoesnotmatterwhetheryouhavesuccumbedattimestothe
pullofthelowervibrations.OnceyouhavechosenthepathofLightyouarehelpedtoclearold

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karmaout,andeventuallytheslatewillbecleanthroughtheLawofGrace.TheCreatordesires
theeventualreturnofallsouls,andtheirservicetotheLightwillmeanthatmuchexperienceis
gained.Itisneverlostandcanhelpotherswhoarealsoseekingtoraisetheirconsciousness.
SaLuSa(channelledthroughMikeQuinsey,7March2011,
www.gfbymikequinsey.blogspot.com).

AscensionwillinfactbecoveredbytheLawofGracewherekarmicsituationsareconcerned,
andwhateveryouneededtoexperiencetoclearitshouldhavetakenplace.Yourpresentlives
arelikelytobringyouimmediatekarma,ratherthanasbeforeandallowyoutoputitoff.
CompletionofyourlastlifeindualityshouldseeyouproceedtoAscensionwithoutthe
baggageofanyoutstandingkarma.Itdoesnotmeanthatinthehigherrealmsthereisno
karma,butitwouldberareandmoreaquestionofjudgementthanactionstaken.Bearinmind
thatbynowyouwillhavefullconsciousness,andbeaLightBeing.Criminalactivitywouldbe
totallyoutofplace,becausetherewouldbenopointinitasyouwantfornothing,andmoney
doesnotexist.Inanyevent,thosesoulswhomightotherwisepartakeinnegativeactivities,
wouldnothaveasufficientlyhighenoughvibrationtoreachsuchahighlevel.
SaLuSa(channelledthroughMikeQuinsey,18July2011,www.gfbymikequinsey.blogspot.com).

Withtheendtimesrapidlydrawingsonear,maysoulshaveelectedtotakeonallremaining
karmicexperiences.Formanyitisthereforeahectictime,particularlyatapersonallevel.When
youascendkarmawillhavebeenclearedbyyouorwrittenoffthroughtheLawofGrace.
Becauseyouwillbeinamuchhighervibrationallevelwherethereisbalanceandharmony,
thereisvirtuallynothingthatwillcauseyoutoincurkarmaagain.Atthatlevel,yourthoughts
andactionswillnaturallyflowwiththehighervibrations,andthelesserthoughtformswill
havebeenclearedfromyourconsciousness.Itisareturntoyournormalstateofbeing,asyou
werebeforedroppingintothe3rddimension.SaLuSa(channelledthroughMikeQuinsey,3

August2011,www.gfbymikequinsey.blogspot.com).

Karmacancropupforclearinginanylifetime,anditnevertakesplaceunlessyouarereadyto
acceptit.However,sometimesyouwillchoosetoexperiencesimplyasalearningcurve,so
thereisnotalwaysakarmicreasonfordoingso.Whateverhappenstakeitinyourstride,
becauseyourfutureisassuredandnothingwillchangeitunlessitisyourfreewillchoice.

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SaLuSa(channelledthroughMikeQuinsey,31October2011,
www.gfbymikequinsey.blogspot.com).

2012issaidtobethefinalyearofkarmawhenweentertheCreator'sGraceandletitallgo!Itis
alandmarkofgraduationforallofhumanityregardlessofwheretheyareatanditissaidthat
noonereallyneedstosufferanymore.However,wetendtoholdontonegativeenergy
throughhabitbecausewehavebeendenyingemotionsformanylifetimesandthepain
somehowfeelsfamiliarandcomfortableforus.And,so,releasingitallitselfisverypainful.It
willbecomeeasierforpeoplethemorehumanbeingsbravethisprocessbut,fornow,asthe
LightcontinuestoaccelerateonEarth,thosewhochoosetogofirstexperienceallthiscrap
surfacinginordertobefelt,usuallytriggeredbyillness,hardship,conflict,etc.,andgradually
released.

Bycommonconsent,yourspiritselveshavedecidedthatenoughhasbeenlearnedfrom
karma.Astheplanetisonafasttracktoascension,wevegottowrapitupquickly.Nomore
karmicimbalancescanbecreated,andexistingimbalancescaneitherbescratchedorplayed
out,atyourdiscretion.Youmay,therefore,seeadramaticriseinviolenceoverthenextfew
years,asyoushakeouttheremainingimbalancesToaidinthisprocess,andtospeedthings
up,youandtheplanetaryconsciousnesshavecollectivelyrequestedthatGraceElohimbring
thisenergytoEarth.Thisenergyallowsyoutoshakeallthisoldenergyoutofyourfields,and
tobreakanyoldkarmicagreementsyouhavewithotherincarnationsoryourownandother
spiritselvesacrosstime.Serapis(channelledthroughTonyStubbs,AnAscensionHandbook,
WorldTreePress,LithiaSprings,GA,U.S.,1991,p.57).

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The Nature of Karma or Cause and Effect

Thiscreationisdrawnfromafabricthatisinherentlynonconsciousinnature.Lookallaround
andonewillseenonconscioushumanslivingadreamthattheythinkthattheyhavenosay
within;andareoftenmiserableandattheeffectofexperiencesthattheydonotbelievethat
theyaresomehowthecauseof.Everythingthatanyhumanexperiencesiskarmicandthe
causeassociatedisheldtightlyintheDNA.Therearefewexperiencesthatarenonkarmicand
soeverythingoneexperiencesonedoescause;althoughkarmacanbemanipulatedandmoved
around;howeverevenunderlyingkarmicmanipulationsisalwaysathreadofparallelkarma
thatonesancestorsexperienced.Releasethethreadofkarmathroughforgivenessandthe
karmathathasbeenmanipulatedcanbereturned,andthenthedreamandexperiencecan
change.

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Karmacannotreleasehoweverwithoutascensionasitisthroughascendingthecells
andtheDNAthatthekarmaheldtightlywithincanrelease.Thereforetheonlymeansofreally
allowingforanyshiftatallinthecurrenthumancircumstancerequiresascension;andforthose
whoaretoselfhealofyourancestralexperiences,ascensionofferstheopportunitytorelease,
forgiveandunderstandthespirituallessonsofalawlesssystemthatthehumanexpressionhas
fallenintoduetolawlesscreatorsthatcastthisexperienceinthefirstplace.AsQuanYinso
beautifulexpressed,itisnothumannatureintheTaotodestroy;andyetithasbecomehuman
naturetodestroyduetothelawlessnatureofthecreatorsbehindthisexperience.These
creatorsarelostfromtheTaospointofviewandmustbeforgivenalso.(SeeAMessagefrom
AncestorQuanYinformoreinformation.)
Therearenonphysicalandphysicalattributesofflowinanycreationthatchoosesto
compresssound,movementandtoneintovaryingforms.Thenonphysicalworksbehindthe
scenestoallowalltobeperceivedthroughthephysicalthatthecreatorneedstounderstand
torectifywhathasgonesouroroffsothatthecreationmayselfheal.Thenonphysicalherein
thisregionofdomainhasturneddestructivetowardsthephysical;andthiscausesthephysical
toceasetotrustthenonphysical,andrightlyso.Thenonphysicalalsooftenliestothephysical.
Oftenpromisesaremadebythenonphysicalthatareneverfulfilledupon;orpromisesare
madeandthentheexactoppositeunfoldsinthedream.Overtime,MilaandOadiscovered
thattherewerefewnonphysicalforcesuponEarththattheycouldtrustotherthanEarth
MotherandNatureconsciousness;thatlikethemselveshadfallenpreytothesame
manipulativenonphysicalovertimeandweredesiringtoworktheirwayoutofthegametoo.
Thenonphysicalcanbeforgivenandthenrecastwithanewblueprintthatissupportive
ofthephysicalanditschoicetoascend,understandandgohometowhereitwasspawned.
ThisTerra,MilaandOaandthoseintheirstudyprogramsarecomingtounderstand.Oneneed
notjustacceptthenonphysicalthatishere;onecanchoosetoremovethosethatdonot
resonate;andchoosetocreatenewnonphysicalforcesthatsupportthechoicetoascend
home.Afterallthisiswhatbeingacreatorinformisallabout;andhumanconsciousness
knowsmuchaboutthisasitisyourrolewithintheholographicblueprintoftheTao.
TheHeartoftheTao(RestoringTheStateOfACreatorUntoHumanForm,channelled
throughLilliyaNitaMahalani,Mila,4September2008,www.lightwaveevolution.org).

LifeandDeath:WaystoOvercomeBondageofKarmabySadhguruJaggiVasudev.

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Karmaistheaccumulatedimpressionofpastactivity,eitherofthought,emotionorphysical
action.Thequalityofthekarmathatyougatherisnotnecessarilyintermsofactionalone;itis
alsointermsofthevolitionwithwhichactionisperformed.

Thismoment,theverywayyouthink,feel,understandandact,isadeepconditioningof

pastactivity.That'skarma.

Whenthereisaclearspacebetweenyouandyourbodyminditisnotthatyouare

tryingtowatchthisorthat;youaresimplyhere.Whateverkarmathatisinthemind,whatever
karmathatisthereinthebodyorenergy,everythinghasbecomeseparatefromyou.

Forafewmoments,ifyouexperiencethisseparationthroughtheprocessofDhyana,

youknowit'spossible.Ifyoucanmakethisapartofyourlife,karmaceasestoexist.Nothing
touchesyou.

Ifyouhaveanaversiontokarma,andyou'retryingtopushitaway,intheefforttopush

itaway,youendupbuildingmorekarma.Onceyoucometoalivingexperiencethat,"thisbody
isnotme,thismindisnotme",thenthereisadifferentkindofwisdomandunderstandingin
you.

Whenyouunderstandonlywiththeintellect,itleadstodeceptivestates.Whenyou

experientiallyknow,it'sverydifferent.

Aphilosophywillgiveyousomesemblanceofbalanceinyourlife,butitdoesnot

liberateyoufromthedeeperkarma,becauseyou'reonlytryingtoavoidit,andinthat
avoidanceyoufindalittlebalanceindaytodaylife.

Butslowly,ifapersonfollowsthisphilosophy,hewillbecomejoyless.Hewillbecome

reasonablybalancedandstable,atthesametimehewillslowlybecomelifeless.Ifyoubring
lifelessnessintoyou,thatitselfisaverynegativekarmabecauseyouarejustsuppressinglife.

Krishnasays:Hesitationistheworstsin.Inhesitationyoukilllife.Suppressiondoesn't

necessarilymeanselfdenial.Whenyouhesitateyoudonotallowyourselftoparticipateinyour
life;youareneitherherenorthere.

Theancientconceptofneti,neti,netithisisnotmeisaprocessofcreating

awarenessofwhatisyouandwhatisnotyou,ofwhatisyouandwhatyouhavebecome
identifiedwith.

Butdenyingwhatishappeningwithinyourightnowisselfdenial.Ifyoudeprive

yourselfofanyexperience,whetheritispain,sufferingorjoy,ifyouavoidit,thatisbigkarma.

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Ifyougothroughit,itisnotsomuchofkarma.Denyingorsuppressingortryingto

avoidbringsmuchmorebondagewhereaswillinglygoingthroughallexperiencesoflifewith
absoluteinvolvementwillbringalifeofclarityandfreedom.

Today,inthenameofcivilisation,educationoretiquette,educatedpeoplearenotable

toexperienceanyoftheiremotionsfully.Theycannotcryfully,theycannotlaughloudly.For
everything,thereisetiquette.

Withthis,slowly,theywillbecomejoyless.Adeepsenseoffrustrationwillestablish

itself.Youwillseesimplepeoplewholaughandcryspontaneously,aresomuchmorefree.

Theyarelessfrustratedthantheothers.Theveryprocessoflifeisdissolutionofkarma.

Everylivingmomentofyourlife,ifyouliveittotally,youdissolveenormousamountsofkarma.
Livingtotallydoesnotmeanpartyingeverynightorjusthavingfun.

Anythingandeverythingthatcomes,youjustexperienceitfully,intensely.Ifone

experienceseverylifebreathwithutmostintensity,thatoneisliberatedfromtheveryprocess
oflifeanddeath.

Timeisinthemind,spaceisinthemind.Thelawofcauseandeffectisalsoawayofthinking.
Inrealityallishereandnowandallisone.Multiplicityanddiversityareinthemindonly.
Nisargadatta.

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Karma and Emotions

Replacingthepastwithloveisalongarduousprocess.GaryBate(BecomingaChrist.A
LaymansJourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLightPublishing,Cardiff,U.K.,2003,
www.whatstress.com,p.200).

So,resistanceversusreception!Vywamusexplanationappearstotakeusalittledeeper
towardsthecoreofkarmaanditspurpose.WeallknowoftheLawofKarmawhichmostofus
understandtomeanadeviceorprogrammethathasbeeninstalledorinsertedintohuman
consciousnessinordertorestorebalancethroughsomekindofcompensationwhichisalso
usedtoteachusthroughtestsandlessons.Butperhapsthisisakintoperceivingthebodyand
notwhatisinside,thehusknotthejuice:thirddimensionalconsequencesofconsequences,
secondhandexperiences,theviewfromthebridgenottheflowoftheriverbelow.Perhaps
thereisanactuallawofcauseandeffectinsomeshapeorform,overseenbytheLordsof
Karma,butthatconstructismoreofanillusionwithintheprogrammewhereastheflowof
feelingstakesusstraighttoouressence,ourSource.Inotherwords,ourveryconsciousness
itselfiswherethepatternsbeginandend,beyondthebodyandbrain,beyondmatterand
identity.ItisthefoundationofallexperienceanditsownsourceisPureBeing,PureLove.The
keyhere,Ifeel,isdensity.Wherethereisdensitywithinourconsciousnessbeyonditsmaterial
constructstherearealsoemotionalblockageswhichwecarryaroundwithusandneedtofeel
throughandoffload.Inotherwords,thedensityinouremotionalbodywhichprevents
consciousnessflowingfreelyandsmoothlyinoursubconsciousexperience.Theyarelikerocks
whichcauseadisturbanceintheflowandasubsequentdiversion.Andthatdiversionisthe
external,physicalencounterwithaspectsofourselvesprojectedontothecanvasoflife.This
meansthatwecangrowinwisdomthroughourexperiencesandlearncertainlessonsbuta
deeper,parallellayerofthisexperience,thejuiceofthefruit,isthat,tofreeourselvesupto
returntoReality,wemustreleasetheseemotionalpatternsthatwehaveestablishedover
manylivesindeed,manylies!Andthewaythatwedothismosteffectivelyistofeel
forgiveness.Wherewearestillunabletoofferforgivenesstoourselvesand,indeed,others,
thewaterisnotflowingfastenoughtobepurified.Itistrappedorheldbackbyobstructionsin
theformofpersistentfearanddenial.

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WehavealwaysbeentoldthattheSanskritwordkarmameansactionandthatwhatwehave
doneinthepasthasreturnedtouslikeabendyoldboomerangwiththethrowersnameonit.
However,perhapsthereismoretoitthanthat.IgatherfromtheabovearticlebyVywamus
thatkarmaistheresultoffearingourownfeelings.Itiscreatedwhenweprotectourselves
fromuncomfortableemotions,denyandblockthem,therebypreventingenergyand
consciousnessfromflowingnaturally.Consequently,wehaltourspiritualgrowthincertain
areas,thatis,wearenotbeing,orbecoming,allthatwecanbe.Wepushtheserootsof
limitationdeeperanddeeperintothesoilofourconsciousness.Suchstubbornrefusalto
acknowledgeouremotions,torunawayfromwhatwearefeeling,toshutitout,isthe
preparationforgrowth.Thatis,habitualdenialwasnecessarytotrapourselvesinmatterand
attendtheEarthSchoolofLearning.Wehadtoweartheuniform,feartheteachers,study
hard,playtruant,play,fight,andsoforth,andreturneachnighttoourparents,ourloved
onesintheastralplanes.Nowthatwearegraduatingfromthisschool,wakingupfromthe
dream,denialnolongerservesourpurposesasitoncedid.Itismoreofahabit,aconvenience
onsomelevel,aresponsemechanismthatwehavecometorelyon.Ittookalotofeffortand
energytoconfineourselvestolimitedstatesofconsciousnessanddenialwasoneofthetools
weusedtoconcentrateandworkoncertainareasofourselves.Itislikewearenowcloseto
finishingthestatueandneedtostandbackandenjoyit,appreciateourwork,showitoff.Alas,
wearestillinworkmodeandfeelreluctanttodowntoolsbecauseweinvestedsomuchand
committedourselvestocarvingthestatuenomatterhowlongittook.Or,abetteranalogy,is
thatweneedtofinallystoptillingthesoilbuthabittemptsustokeepturningthesoilover,
therebydelayingthegrowthoftheseedswhichneedtobeleftalone.Infact,theyarenow
seedlingsandtheirtinyleavesrepresentsignsthathumanbeingsarebeginningtofeelmore.
Sokickingthehabitofdenyingemotionsissimplythenextstepofourevolution.Webecome
receptiveinawaythatisnewtous.Theworkweoughttobedoingonourselvesnowismore
akintodelicatelycarvingthecontoursofthestatueandbringingoutthedetail.Lazarisrefers
topeoplewhoskippedtoomanyspiritualstepsashavingnumbedtheirwaypasttoomany
emotions.(ChannelledthroughJachPursel,TheSacredJourney.YouandyourHigherSelf,NPN
PublishingInc.,FL.,U.S.,1987,p.212).Inotherwords,ittakespracticetoknowourHigherSelf.

Whatmustbetaughtishumanresponsibility.Therefore,teach[children]thatGodslawis
loveandallactionsshouldbearthattouch.WHENHUMANSACTUNLOVINGLYTO

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THEMSELVESOROTHERSTHEREWILLBEPAINASAREMINDERTHATLOVEISNOTPRESENT.
ThemessageeverychildmustlearnisthatGoddoesnotpunish.Godcreatesandshareslove
energyandaskseachofustodoourverybestatlivingloveonadailybasis.Youpunish
yourselvesbynonlovingbehaviour,dearones.Oncethisisclearyourlifeonplanetearthwill
makegreatersense.Yourmisuseofthelawofloveandalsothelawofcauseandeffectharms
you.Whatyoucauseorcreatereturnstoyou.Itissosimple!Andthisteachingyoumust
practicesoyoucanmodelitandexplainittoothers.Therefore,agreatmentalandemotional
cleansingonthepartofeachhuman,individually,mustoccurfollowedbyaprojectionofthat
loving,peacefulintentionintothewiderculturalconglomerationcalledsociety;forthesebroad
culturalchainsoftenshacklethehumanwhowouldliveinpeace.Jeshua(TheChrist,
channelledthroughVirginiaEssene,NewTeachingsForAnAwakeningHumanity,Spiritual
EducationEndeavoursPublishingCompany,SantaClara,CA,U.S.,1986,updated1994,p.170).

Untilnow,wehaveexperiencedthedualisticstateofpassivelyacceptingthestatusquoand
fearinglifeasaresultofourunconsciousandhelplessconditionandwehavefoughtand
struggledagainstthosepeopleandsituationsintheexternalworldwhichwedeemresponsible
forourordeals.Welackedtheopennesstoturnwithinandreflectandfeelmore.Therehas
beenmorefeelingatvarioustimesinthepastor,shallwesay,therewasaperiodwhenit
rainedmoreandtheseedsproutednewshootswhichwetenderandinnocentandfelttheir
waythroughthesoil.ThatwastheageduringwhichtheGoddesswasrevered.Itwasamore
collectiveexperience.Now,theGoddessthefeminineprinciple,whichincludesthequalityof
feelingisreturningbutforacompletelydifferentreason.Sheisreturningasaresultof
heightenedawareness.Astheseedlingsfinallypushupthroughthesoilintotheairand
sunlightabove,theynaturallyopenupandfeelmorebecausetheyarereawakeningandthis
includesconsciouslyembracingallthatis,beingeverythingtolight.TheGoddessisreturning
this,youcouldsay,toremindustoawakentofullawarenessofwhoweareandwhatwecan
beratherthantolearnandgrowandcontinuethejourneytowardstheLightbeneaththesoil.
Now,weareawakeningasindividuals,openinguptofeelingandintuitionaspartofourgolden
dawn,ourLightborninthedarkness.Thisisanawakeningofeachstemasopposedtothe
collectivestimulationoftheroots.Itisamovementupwardsratherthandownwards.

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IvelearnedtolovethepaincausethatstheonlywaythatIknowhowtofeel,saysaMarilyn
MansonfanonMySpace.Ouremotionalbodiesareoftensoboggeddownwiththeemotions
wehaverepressedandhavenotbeenableorwillingtodealwiththatwemayhavebecome
numborswitchedofffromthispartofourselves.Itmaytakefeelingsofpaintobreakthrough,
todeconstructthedamwehaveerectedorclearthedrain.Atraumaticchildhoodisone
effectivewaytoestablishmovementinthisareaandallowsomeoftheemotionsthathave
beendeniedinpreviouslifetimestoresurface.Suchachildhoodcreatestriggersthatremain
withusuntilsuchtimeasweunblockourselvesemotionally.Circumstances,particularly
relationshipswithotherpeople,canthenbeemployedtofurtherexposeustotheseemotions.
Lazarisassuresusthatsufferingisnottheonlymeanstogrowth.Wehaveother,more
positive,optionstochoosefrom.Wesimplyneedtobeawareofwhattheyareandapplythem
toourlives.Theenergythatisgeneratedthroughfeelingjoyfulandlovingisavibrationof
spirit,ofourtrueBeing,andcanenableustolivemorecreatively,playfully,buoyantlyand
magically.Practicemakesperfect,astheysay.Wearesousedtolivinginalowdensity
mannerundertheground.Wemustnowendeavourtoraiseourselveswiththestemof
purposeandintenttowardstheSun,inalighterway,asLight.And,ifwecannotalwaysbein
joy,amemberofthegroundcrewattheGalacticFreePresshasthisadvicetosharewithus:
Itsanindicatorthattheressomethingyoureholdingontobeliefsystemthatyouneedto
releasesothatjoycanenter.Loveandcreation.ThatswhatthepresentmomentofNowis.
(FromaYouTubevideo:DancingHeartShow,25August2011,www.soundofheart.org).

OurtrueandunchangingnatureisLight.Thatisourreality.Wehavehadtoconfineourselves
tothesoilofdensematterandresultinglimitationsunconsciously.Thereisnootherwayto
plungeintodarkness,intothedepthsofdespair.Itisthecraziestthingwecando.So,ifwe
knew,orremembered,whereweweregoing,wewouldprotestormakeourexcusesand
leave.Wegivebirthtomonstersintheunconsciouswhichthenpreyuponusbothwithinand
without,throughprojectionontothecanvasoflife,until,throughthisinnerbattle,we
recognisethatthesecreaturesareofourownmaking,thatallnegativeenergyistheresultof
interferingwiththeflowofconsciousness.Wehavecorrupteditsomuchthatthestagnant
watershavebecomeinfestedwithnastylittlecritterswhichthengrowtodiabolical
proportionsasahoardofbloodythirstyzombieswhoterroriseyallsneighbourhood.(Listen

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tothelast8linesspokenbyVincentPriceinMichaelJacksonsThriller,writtenbyRod
Temperton,1983).

Thegameofhumanlifeisverymuchlikeridinginaghosttrainbesetoneithersidebythe
symbolicimagesinoursubconsciousminds.Wescreamandcloseoureyeswhenwesee
somethingscaryjumpout!Suddenly,somethingdarklurkingwithinusiscompelledtomanifest
inourphysicallives.TheLightofthehigherselfshineslikeafilmprojector.Patternsofthought,
ofconsciousness,fromotherlivesthathaveyettobetranscendedareprojectedontothe
screenoflife.Allthatwehaveyettoacknowledgeandletgoofinourselves,allthatweremain
indenialofandfearwithinourselves,keepsappearingonthisexternalscreenoflifetosay,
HereIam!And,wejumpoutofourskins,slamthedoorofourmindsandhideunderthebed
clothesifnotthebeditself(ordrinkorworkorfindsomeothermeansofdistracting
ourselves).

ItislikeFrankensteinsmonstervisitinghiscreator,justwantingtobelovedandreleased.This
monsterisanassemblageofastralthoughtformsandemotionalblockagesthatsimplyneedto
befeltandbreathedaway,freedfromtheirprisoninthelamp,sothatthegenieofcreative
power,loveandLightcanexpressitselffullyandjoyfully.Youcreatedme,hedeclares,now
lovemesothatIcanbereleasedbackintotheseaofuniversalOnenessandbeatpeace.By
denyingandintendingtodestroythepartsofourselveswecannotbeartoface,wesimply
frustratethem.Wemakethemmoredesperateforattention,morefrantic,moreabominable,
moredestructive.Wemakethemmad.Byendeavouringtodivorceourselvesfromsuch
creationswemakegivethemmoredefinitionthroughseparateness.Wegivethemalifeof
theirownandalicencetokill.Wearenotbehavinginamatureandresponsible,lovingwayand
neithercantheybecausetheyaremerelyreflectionsofthosepartsofourselveswhichwehave
determinedtokeepinthedark.Onlybylovingourselvesfully,byfacingourfears,ourinner
demons,cantheybedissolved.Itisonlythenthatweseethemfortheillusionsthattheyare.
Theyarejustimagesonthewalloftheunconsciousthroughwhichtheghosttrainrides.The
morelightweshedonthemtheeasieritistoclarifythisphenomenon.Ah,Iseeitnow.These
ghoulsIhavebeensofrightenedofarenothingmorethancaricaturesthatIpaintedlongago
whenIplungedintomyunconsciousandobservedthepotentialmonsterslurkingwithinmy
imagination.IcouldnotresistbringingthemtolifebutIneverintendedtogothisfarandscare

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myselftodeath!Somehow,theLightgrewdimmeranddimmeruntiltheimageslookedsoreal
andappearedtomoveandhavealifeoftheirown.TheybecamesorealformethatIcouldno
longerobservethemintheirtrueandoriginalcontext.Ibecametrappedinthetunneloffear
besiegedonallsides.

Ofcourse,youallsetthegameofseparationupthisway.Youcouldntjustpretendtobe
separatefromSpirit.Youhadtomakeitrealisticinorderforthegametowork,andyouhave
foundthatshameworksverywellindeed!Shameliesatthecentreofeverycellofyourphysical
body.Normallyatdeath,youcanleavethisshamebehindinthecells,butinordertoascend
withthebody,thisenergymustbereleasedfromyourcells.Serapis(channelledthrough
TonyStubbs,AnAscensionHandbook,WorldTreePress,LithiaSprings,GA,U.S.,1991,p.38).I
recommendthisbookhighly.Ofparticularinterestwithregardtothissubjectisthesection
titledCellularReleaseonpages76to77).

EachtimeIincarnatedandtookarideinmyunconsciousIforgotthatIcreatedallofthisasa
gametoexperienceandlearnfrom.Iintendedtohavefun!ButnowIhavebecomesoafraidof
myownshadowIampermanentlyontherunfrommyself.ItallseemssorealandyetImyself
erectedthesewallstoblockouttheLightandIpaintedboththesceneryandthescaryfigures.
Icreateditalllovingly.But,eachtimeIhoppedintomyghosttrainandrodeintothisdarkened
placeitbecameaHouseofHorrorsthatspookedandstressedme,thatshookmeupand
scaredmetodeath.Itsappedmyenergyandstolemydignity,turnedmyhairwhite,turnedme
intoazombie,turnedtheprinceintoatoad.Ibecamecursed.Dyingoffright,Iwouldthen,at
somepoint,returntoEarthinordertowakemyselfupandrememberthatitisallaghastly,
ghostlyillusion.OnlythencouldIreturntoastateofwholeness,rememberingthatIama
beingofLight,ofBeautyandPerfection,ofRadiantPowerandJoy.Weincarnateinorderto
reclaimthepartsofourconsciousnessthathavefallenfortheillusionandobscuredtheLight,
thatbelievetherideisreal,thatlifereallyisscaryandfraughtwithdanger.Thetrainrollsin
throughthehatchandwepickupwhereweleftoff.TheLightfadesandweforgetwherewe
havecomefrom.NotknowingtheloveandOnenessoftheLight,weidentifywithournew
environment.Wegetreallyinvolvedinthemovie.WeliterallyloseourselvesintheThriller!The
samescarymonstersmakeusjumpoutofourskinsandcauseourspiritstoleaveourbodiesat
ayoungagebecausethefinite,physicalegoreactssostronglyasthoughitwereallreal.

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Thereafter,weaccumulateyetmorenegativeexperiencesandemotions,andsothecycle
continues.

PLAY:MasteroftheUniversebyHawkwind(writtenbyDaveBrockandNickTurner,1977).

Allwearereallydoingislookinginthemirrorandtakingwhatweseeasreal.Welookatthe
dustandgrimethathascollectedonitandtheymakeuslookmonstrous.Sowerunandhide.
Wecantfaceourselves.Allweneedtodo,however,isrealisethatthisimpressionisnotthe
realpictureofourselves.Itissimplyaresultofcertainexperienceswehavehadintheworldof
appearances.ItisnottherealbeautythatweareasexpressionsoftheSource.Wethenneed
towipethemirrorcleantorevealwhowereallyareunderneaththisunconsciousstate.
Gradually,wecanridourselvesoftheillusionthatwearenotandlookbeyondthe
circumstancesofourlivestoseeourselvesaswetrulyarelookingbackatus.And,then,if
somedustordirthappenstosettleonthemirrorwewillknowitforwhatitisandwipeitoff.
Wewillnotallowittogatherandsettleuntilwenolongerseeorrememberwhoorwhatwe
trulyare.Wewillknowourselvesasmultidimensionalbeingswhoarefreetomovearound,
shareourtreasureswithotherbeingsofLightandfathomeverdeeperlayersofbeautyand
wisdom,creativepowerandlove,withinourselves.AllweneedtodoisincreasetheLight
withinus,orincreaseourfeelingandawarenessofourtrueBeing,whichisLightandLove.
Thatmeansstayingcentredandnotgettingdistractedbyourfearsandbeliefsbutalways
lovingourselvesandseeingthingsastheyare,seeingtheimagesandsituationsbeforeusas
neutralcardboardcutoutsthatexistsimplytoshowuswhatwearenotinordertoincrease
ourconsciousrealisationofwhoweAre,sothatwebecomeconcentrationsofcreativeenergy,
suns,cocreatorsthatcanfulfilagreaterpurposeintheDivinePlan,inthegamethatisbeing
playedbytheSource.Nolongerheldcaptivebyformsprojectedfromourminds,nolonger
dependentonthelimitedlightoftheMooninawordofshadows,webecomesunsilluminating
allthatliesbeforeus.Webecomemastersofformandimagination,mastersofvibration,
mastersofReality.

Weneedillusionssowecandreamandweneedtodream(anddifferentiate)sowecanwake
upandbecomefullyconscious.Itgetstothestagewhenwhatwehaverepressedforsomany
lifetimesbecomesmanifestinourmateriallifebecauseonlyaheavy,dramaticexperiencecan

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servetobringourattentiontothisfieldoflearning.Thesehabitualdenialpatternsmayhave
commencedwaybackinourearlyhumanincarnationswhenwewerestillsounconsciousof
ourhumanpotentialthatwecontinuedtobehavemorelikeanimals.Indeed,whoknows,some
ofthisstuffmightevenoriginateinexperienceswehadasanimalsbefore.

Whenwecomeintothisworldwearelikefountainsofpurewater.Thisiswhymostofuslove
ourchildrensomuch;theyremindusofwhatwetrulyare.Thepurewaterissymbolicofthe
pureconsciousnesscomingthroughapuretempleofGod.Aswegrowupthewaterstartsto
changecolourbecauseitisbeingwashedthroughtheragofourbrains.Adirtyragtaintsthe
colourofthewaterandthuschangestherealityfrompuretoimpure.Allpolarisedthinking
dirtiestherag.WhenwethinkintermsofGood/bad,right/wrong,positive/negative,
male/female,higher/lowerandsuperior/inferior,wedirtyourragandcloudourviewoflife.
Godseeslifeperfectlyjustlikethelittlechildrenuntilweteachthemtoseeitotherwise!Thisis
whyYeshuabenJosephsaid,Thekingdomofheavenislikenuntothelittlechildren.
Ourfearsarethenjustdirtinourrag.Thetruespiritualjourneyistodirtytheragby
livingasawomanoraman,experiencingthepolarisedthinkingofthefirstthreeseals
[chakras],thentocleantheragandfilterthewateruntilitbecomespureagain.AChristisan
entitythathasexperienceallrealmsofconsciousnessandisheavilyladenwithwisdom,then
bychoice,unfoldsbacktothechildwithin.Inotherwords,theyletgoofthepastandbecome
thepurefountainofwateragain.Itsnotthattheyhavetobelikea3yearoldchildagainorbe
rebornthroughtheirmotherswomb!No,theybecomebornagaintoanewlife,alifethatis
waitingforthemontheothersideoftheriverofemotion
Ifwerelentlesslycleanourdirtyragsandfiltertheuncleanwater,Iamsurethedaywill
comewhenwewillonceagainemanatepurelove.
GaryBate(BecomingaChrist.ALaymansJourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLight
Publishing,Cardiff,U.K.,2003,www.whatstress.com,p.141144).

WhenDavidIckesays,Thetruthwillsetyoufreebut,first,itwillpissyouoff,this,forme,
appliesmoretothewaywehavesetourselvesuptosufferthananythingthathasbeen
implementedbytheReptilians(Anunnaki)andtheirIlluminatiambassadorsonEarth.Theyare
justpartofourplantotrapourselvesinthespellofmatterandfindourwayoutofthe
labyrinth.So,werepeatalltheseexperienceswedislikeuntilwedeveloptheinnerstrengthto

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feelthepainanddiscomfort.Insteadofrunningawayfromthenight,fromthedarkness,we
graduallylearntobestillandacclimatiseourselvestountiloureyesgrowaccustomedtoitand
untilwefindpeacethroughenduringdiscomfortandallowingourselvestofeelinsecure.To
feellovewemustallowourselvestobevulnerable,toopen,tosoften,tosurrenderandyield,
andfeelthetendernessoftheheart.Youknow,theHigherSelfsetschallengesthatthemore
denselevelofconsciousnessneedsforitsgrowth,tobepurgedandtransformedintoahigher
frequency.Itestablishesacontextforlearning.And,itslike,dowereallywanttoknowall
this?Werentwehappierlivinglikechildrenandswallowingwhateverourreligiontoldusto
believe?Wasntitamuchsimplerandeasierwaytolivewhenwegaveourpoweraway,loved
nothingandfearedtruth?

Itsliketheegowasoncemanipulatedlikeadumbbruteinthefieldchewingthecudandnow
itsacrificesitselfmoreresponsiblyandconsciouslyhavingbecomeasaint,inalignmentwith
theChristconsciousness.Thehigherselfhassucceededinpersuadingusthatwewanttobe
eaten.Theegoisnowbeingbredtoperfection.Perhaps,inourdesperatedesireforrelease
frompainandkarma,wesimplywishtoletgoandwearequitecontenttogiveupour
addictions,ourattachmentstolimitation,althoughgivingupbadhabitsmayrequirepractice.
LikethearticulateDishoftheDayinTheRestaurantattheEndoftheUniverse,wefinallyaskto
bedevouredourselves.Wenolongerwanttobeseparatebuthungertobeonewiththe
whole,withthehigherlevelsofourconsciousnessfromwhichwehavebeenhiding(through
denialandforgetting).

Karmaisacollectionofchoicesthathavebeenmadewhichcreatemorechoicesuntilthose
whichreflectourtruerealityandexpressoureternalnaturearemade.Aspiralofexperience
leadingtothecoreofrealitybeyondthelabyrinthofillusion.Itisthroughemotionsthatwe
processexperience.Feelingiswhatallowsourresponsesonalllevelstoruntheircourseand
flowsothatthewaterofconsciousnessremainsclearandabsorbsmoreLight,morelove,
moreBeingness.So,thereisacontinualprocessofreceiving,responding,transformingand
elevatingourconsciousness.Ifwehavenotrespondedtoasituationfromourspirititmeans
thatwehaveblockedthefullresponse,fearedordeniedit,felttooembarrassedorinsecureor
desiredcontrolofselforothersattheexpenseofwholeness.Inotherwords,wehaveallowed
ourego(orsomeoneelseseven)topreventusfromfeelingandflowingfully.Thoseblocked

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emotionsarestoredsomewhereinourconsciousness,inourbodies,inourbones,asthe
PleiadiansaffirminBringersoftheDawn(chapter21).Evenblockedemotionsfromour
emotionalbodiesinpreviouslivesneedtobereleased,theyinfer:Theclearingoccurringisthe
accessingofalltheemotionalbodiesyouhavebeenfrightenedofusing.Youneedtoaccess
youremotionalbodyinordertounderstandyourspiritualbody.(BringersoftheDawn.
TeachingsfromthePleiadiansbyBarbaraMarciniak,Bear&Company,Inc.,SantaFe,New
Mexico,U.S.,1992,p.231).

Itisessential,then,toclearouremotionalbodiesbecausethenegativeenergiestheyholdare
toodensetoexistinhigherfrequencies.AwholenewparadigmofLightisarriving.Intermsof
causeandeffect,itistheenergyweputoutintotheworld,thatwhichourenergyhascreated
eitherconsciouslyorunconsciously,whichiseventuallyreflectedbacktous.Now,however,
ratherthanthepastaffectingthepresent,ouractualpresencewillcreatehereandnow.This
canbereinforcedbyattuningtoourfuturepotentialorspiritualtimelines,asLazarisexplains.
Itisnowourresonance,ourfrequency,whichisinfluencingandcreatingourlives,heexplains,
becausethehighervibrationsofLightareoftheeternalNow.Beinglessdensethan3D
consciousness,projectionandintentreachthecanvasoflifemorequickly.So,weneedto
brushuponourpaintingskillsbecauselivingisanartandweareonourwayoutofthe
classroom,carryingoureaselandequipmentwithus,readytodemonstratewhatwehave
learned.Ononelevel,youcouldsaywereonourownnow.Yet,weareallengagedinthis
processonsomelevel,enteringthisnewparadigmofcreativity.Moreover,wearealsojoining
MotherNature,whohappenstobeanaccomplishedartistHerself.Infact,theuniverseupon
whosethresholdwenowstand,isfilledwithinspiredcreativegeniusesfromwhomwehave
muchtolearn.

Lifeisaseriesofchoices;likeastringofpearls.Wemovethejewelofourconsciousness
aroundeverywhichwayuntilwehaveexperiencedallthedarkandlightweneedtoforour
growth.Oncewehaveknownthedarkness,weappreciatetheLightmoreasitilluminesa
particularfacetofourconsciousness.And,throughthatappreciationandpassionwereturn
totheLovethatisourtrueandeternalBeing.WebecomefullyconsciousLove.Webecome
beingsofLoveandAwareness,beingsofLightfullycutandpolisheddiamondsthroughwhich
theLightofpureconsciousnesscanshinefully.SomeoftheshadowsthatobstructtheLight

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aresooverwhelmingthatwecanonlyhopetoclearthemoncewehavedevelopedsufficient
innerstrengthandwisdomoverthecourseofmanylifetimes.Howdoweclearthem?By
lettinggoofourpatternsoffear,denialandfalsebeliefs,bywelcomingtheseselfcreated
monsters,invitingthemoverforteaeven,inordertogettoknowthembetter.Theymight
seektopreyuponourInnerChildbecausetheyareproductsofourlivesasbarbarians.

Now,itishoped,wearemoreinterestedinexpressingourfullpotential.Yet,wefindourselves
continuallydraggeddownandheldbackbythesebeasts.Ourencounterswithdarknessurge
ustodelvedeeperintoourselves,todiscoverthetoolsweneedtomoveonfromsuchconflict.
Theyareourmotivationforfurthergrowth,forachievingvictoryagainsttheodds.Wemust
becomesuperhumanifwearetodefeattheshadows.WemustbecomeLight,orrealign
ourselveswiththeLightthatisourtruenaturethroughloveandawareness.Thedarknessis
merelythepastcatchingupwithusandthewaytoconqueritistomoveforward,tomoveon
andleavethepastbehind.Idontmeandenythattheshadowsexistandperpetuatethewhole
cycle.Itmayevenbewisetorevisitthepastinordertoreacquaintoneselfwiththesourceof
oneslifechallenges.Selfilluminationisimminentbecauseallthismeansisfinallydecidingto
removethecloakofillusionandhangingourhatofunconsciousnessandforgettingonthe
samecoathooktojoinourfellowLightbeingsintheRestaurantattheEndoftheUniverse.We
canthentoastourvictory,ouraccomplishment,thestateofidentitythatwehavedeveloped
andmasteredasweperseveredwithalltheseillusoryprojectionsthathavebeenourtoolsof
learningintheholographicclassroomofEarth.Wecanhaveagoodlaugh,consumethefinal
chunksofdarknesswiththeLightthatweareandalwayshavebeen.

Forme,whenthepastwasresurfacingforafewmonthsafterIhadbeenemptiedbySt.
Germain,themostvividandintensepainIhadburiedturnedouttobethelossofmyearlysong
books.ThereweretwoofthemandtheycontainedallthesongsIhadwrittenbetweenthe
agesofabout17to25.AlthoughIhadcopiedthemostimportantonesintoanewlyricbookI
lostsomanysongsbecauseaboxcontainingsomeofmymostimportantpossessionshad
vanishedduringthefouryearsthatmostofmybelongingswerekeptinstorage.AlthoughI
hadsuccessfullyandquicklyrisenabovethisfactbecausenothingcouldbedoneaboutit(I
wasquiteimpressedwithmyselfforrefusingtofeelmuchanguishoverthesituation),Inow
foundthatthisbecamemymostprominentmemoryandpercheditselfattheforefrontofmy

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mindtoattendto.SoIhadtogothroughthewholeprocessofgrievingformylossandcoming
totermswiththisdeathinmylife,thedeathofmyearlymusicalcompositions,mostofwhichI
hadnotrecorded.Gradually,Iwasabletoreleaseandtranscendtheserepressedemotionsbut,
boy,didtheytakeonalifeoftheirown.ItwasasthoughmyInnerChildwaswavingthemin
myfaceallthetimeasiftoaccusemeofignoringitspainandloss.Ibelievethatthiswhole
sagaoffailingtodoanythingwithmymusicwasplannedonahigherlevelasatriggerfor
unreleasedemotionsrootedinpastlivesaswellashelpingtodragmedownintodespairfrom
whichtocatapultmyselfbackintotheLightbycontrast(akatheRubberBandTheory).

Lifeisagame,alearninggame,likethosewhichonemightplayasastudentofpsychologyin
ordertoknowmoreaboutconsciousness.Manylittlegemsofwisdomarerevealedthrough
experience,throughtheprocessoflearning.Wisdomisnotthesameasawareness.Wecan
attainawarenessanytimewechoosesimplybywakingupfromthedream.Wepurposefully
keepourselvesunderthespellofmatterinordertoconcentrateoncertainlifelessons,tofeel
themintimately,tomasterthemfully,indetail.Finally,realisinghowhideousandgrotesque
thesepartsofourselvesare,wegiveupdensity,eatingmeatandfrolickingwiththosepartsof
ourselvesthatwehaveallowedtoterroriseusandtheplanetforaeons.Evenifthebelief
systemsoftheworldhaveevolvedintohighlysophisticateddevicesformaintainingthestatus
quooffearandignorancethatsavesusfromthethreatofawarenessandchange,wecanno
longeracceptthebreedingofbeastsfordiningon,beaststhatareourselvesintimespast.

Whyarewelivinginascarymovieofaworld?Becausesomanysoulsarecomingtotheendof
theirearthlyevolutionandneedheavyteststogrowtowardscompletion,tograduatefrom
thisplaneoflife.Ourspiritguidesmightsaythatalotofcareandattentiongoesintoplanning
andimplementingourkarmiclessons.AsIunderstandit,ourkarmahasbeenmanagedand
tailoredtoprovideuswithlessonsforspirituallearningbytheLordsofkarmaaswellasour
guides.Aswereachmaturity,wemusttransformourselvesintobeautifulbutterflies,beingsof
Light.Thereisnogoingbacktothebrutecaterpillarstage.Onlyheavy,painfulexperiences
thecrisisofconsciousnessrepresentedbythechrysaliscanmakeusfeelthatwhichwehave
usedallofourwillandstrengthtoavoidfacing.Crisishelpscompelustoletgoanddietothe
littleself,thelimitedegomindanditscontrollingnature,theoldpatternsofthoughtand
(reactive)behaviourinwhichwearestuck(thoughtapparentlyprecedesemotion),Itsabit

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likeavendingmachinethatneedsasimplekicktofunctionproperlyagain,toremain
alert...wherearewegoingwiththisanalogy?Nowhere.Naturally,wedontwantasquadof
awakenedvendingmachinessuddenlyconsideringthemselvesgodsandstirringother
machinestojointhemintherevolutionagainsthumans...

Wearewhatweeat,sobyfeedingonthosebeastswebecomethemalloveragain,remaining
inourlowdensitycomfortzones.Wepersuadeourselvesthatthisabuseisjustified,thatthe
animalswanttobekilledandeaten.Wedonotlovethembecausethatwouldentailfeeling
moreandwemightthenrealisethat,actually,wedonotfeellikeindulginginsuchsavage
behaviouranymore.Andthatwouldmeanmorestruggleforwewouldthenhavetoshareour
consciousnesswithmonstersforwhomwenolongerhaveanyuse.Weareaddictedto
unconsciousstateswhichareperpetuatedthroughdenseformsandsocialnorms.Whenwe
askthemtoleaveourhousebecausetheyarecausingtoomuchtroubleandwewishtodo
somecleaningorrefurbishing,dotheysimplygoquietly?No,theykickupastink.Wehaveto
kickthemoutonlytofind,later,thattheyhavecreptinthroughthewindow,orthepipes,or
viathegarage.Andtheyhavebroughtsomeoftheirastralfriendsalongwiththem,alittle
gangdeterminedtotakeoverthehouse.

InhisprefacetoAnAscensionHandbook,TonyStubbsexplains,Butittookaseriesofevents
(notalwayspleasant)toawakenmeemotionallyandbegintoreleasewhatwasstoredatthe
cellularlevelofmyphysicalbody.Aswellsee,thisisnecessarybecause,inordertoascend
withthephysicalbody,wemustincreaseitsfrequencytothatoftheLightbody.Someofus
choosetodothisslowlyovertime,andotherschooseafaster,moreturbulentroute.Whatever
yourpath,knowthatyouareguidedandprotectedateachstep.(WorldTreePress,Lithia
Springs,GA,U.S.,1991,p.x).Thepurificationprocessrequiresthatnegativeenergiessurface
fromourunconscious,theseemotionsthatflowthroughyouinthemoment,overlaidwith
pastemotionsthatyouheldontoinsteadofallowingthemtoflow,asSerapisreferstothem
(channelledthroughTonyStubbs,ibid.,p.38).

Afriendofminesaysthatthewholespectrumofemotionisaninsidejob.Westudythe
phantomswithinuntil,eventually,wereachaprofoundunderstandingofthesepartsof
ourselvesandlearntointegratethempositivelywithinourselves.Weperceiveandbringout

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theirbeautyandmeaning.Weusethemastoolsforgrowthratherthanfallingvictimtothem,
remainingcaptivesofourunconscious.Theybecomemorepowerfulastheysurfaceand
appeartodevourus.Suchisthepurgingprocess,thechrysalisofhumandevelopment.Indeed,
perhapstoreallyexorcisetheseghosts,werelyonotherstopersonifythemforussothatwe
canexperiencewhatlurksdeepwithinusinmoreconcreteways,tothatwecanseethem
clearlyandletgoofthemknowingly,forgivethemcompassionately.Iflifeisacircus,then
thesetroublemakersarethefiercetigersandmischievousclownswhoareteachingus
somethingaboutourownconsciousness,aboutthenatureofconsciousnessitself,itspitfalls
anditspotentialities,itssnakesandladders.Werollthediceandmakeourpaththroughthe
dramaofduality,choosing,choosing,eachstepoftheway.And,perhapsthemostsignificant
wisdomthatweacquireisthat,whenwestumbleuponasnakeandslipdownafewsquareson
theboard,wehavemerelyfallendownaholetemporarilyinordertodeepenourwisdomand
strength.

Wecannotavoidthesnakepitsifwefearordenythem,ifwepretendthattheydonotexistor
thatweareallowingourselvestobeattheirmercy.Theyhavepoweroverusaslongaswe
refusetotapintoahighersourceofpowerandbalancethembycentringourselvesinLight,in
truthandlove.Then,weareplayingthegameconsciously.Wearetaughttoavoidsnakes
becausetheyaredangerous.Yet,thereare,ofcourse,expertsnakehandlersandwecanall
learnathingortwoaboutdealingwithsnakesifweputourmindstoit.Wedonothavetogo
throughlifeinunquestioningfear.Later,wecanevenhavefunandplaywiththem,likethat
guy...SteveIrwin...who...was...spearedinthechestbyastingray.Getoutthereandliveshould
neverreplacetherecommendationtoGowithinandfeel.Anypoisonousbarbthattargetsus
fromwithinispartofusandwehavesomethingtolearnfromit,somedeeperfeelingor
wisdomtoobtainthroughit,orsometensiontorelease,someloveorpowertoexpressto
counterit,someawarenesstooutmanoeuvrethepredator.

Thefirststep,Iexpect,istolearntobestillandtoletgoofthatfear.Onemayneedtostudy
thebehaviourofvarioussnakes.Thatway,onewillknowwhattoexpectuponencounteringa
certaintypeofsnake,whatitwants,howitmoves,whatitislikelytodo.Ultimately,onceour
reflectionhasreachedsufficientclarityanddepth,wemaydiscoverhowtocommunicate
directlywiththesnake,remainingwatchfulandgoingaboutourbusiness.Aswebecome

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betteracquaintedwiththesnake,fearmightbereplacedbyrespect.Inparticular,wemay
learntorespectthesnakeforevokingcertainemotionsorremindingustobeaware.Itteaches
ustoremaincentredwhilstcooperatingintelligentlywiththewheeloflifeandachievinga
harmoniousrelationshipbetweentheonehubandthemanyspokes.Themanyfacetsofthe
diamondoflifeandconsciousnessenabletheOneLightandRealitytoexpressitselfflexibly
andadaptitselftomanyplanesofexperience.Beingisenhancedbyawareness.Similarly,Light
isenhancedbyshiningintomanyworlds.Itknowsitselfthroughitsexpressioninenvironments
thatitisnot.Theplayerneedsthegameinordertotesthimorherself,togrow,toovercome
challengesandexpresshisorherfullpotential.And,ultimately,towin,atleasteventually,and
havefun.Raptureisthenameofthegame,oncetheruleshavebeenmasteredandsufficient
skill(wisdom)hasbeendeveloped.Whenwebecomeproficientatthegameoflife,wemove
ontoabroadersphereofexpressioninwhichwecanexploreourcreativepowerthatis,in
thefifthdimensionandbeyond.

Foreverysnakeluringusdownintounconsciousnessthereisaladderofopportunitywaitingto
takeustothenextlevelofconsciousawareness.Wemayhavetofalldownseveraltimes
beforewecanreachthetopoftheladder,however.Eachladderrepresentsvariousstagesof
initiation.Wemayclimbupafewrungsonlytoslidedownagain.Gradually,asourstrengthand
awarenessincrease,weareabletoclimbupmorerungs.Equally,aswefalldownintothese
holes,weremainconsciousandallowourselvestoexplorethem,tofeelwhatwefeeland
deepenourunderstandingoftheseaspectsofourselves.Wecarrywithusthetorchof
integrity,ofloveandawareness,whichisnowinextinguishable.Itissimplylikeaplantpaying
attentiontoitsrootsinthedarksoil,derivingthestrengthandwisdomitrequirestogrow
tallerandopenouttotheSun,theCreativeSource.Indeed,thereasonwekeephavingthese
experiencesisthatourSelf,andultimatelyGod/Goddess,wantstoexploresomething,to
developfurtherwisdom,toenhanceitsperceptionandrealityinsomeway.Theexperienceis
neededforourgrowth.Whenwepayattentionandexploreitconsciouslyweareonourway
tointegratingthedarkeraspectsofourconsciousnesswithwhowearebecoming.Weare
stretchingandstrengtheningourmindsinordertoenduremoreillusionwithoutbeingso
affectedbyit,sothatwecanbetheLightwithinthedarknessandawakenfromthedream.

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Whenwefallvictimtoanexperienceandfeelourselvestobealostcause,justblindlygoing
alongwithit,weareunlikelytobalancetheoppositesbecauseawarenessisrequiredforthat
feat.Whenwerefusetoacknowledgenegativethoughtorbehaviourforfearoflosingcontrol
andfallingpreytonegativitywithinourselvesallwearedoingislosingcontrolandfallingprey
tonegativitywithinourselves!Weareallowingthestatusquotocontinue,keepingourselves
firmlyentrenchedinthedensemud.Weareclosingourmindsandallowingtheshadowsto
growandgathermomentum,asthoughleavingthedooropenforthemtoinvitetheirfriends
andformagang.And,then,wemayexcuseourselvesonthepremisethatthecleanupjobis
justtoobigtoundertake.Asalways,however,theplacetostartisopenness,justbeingthere
andremainingaware,allowingoureyestobecomeaccustomedtothedarknessandallowing
whateverlightofunderstandingisavailabletoustoshine.

Tensionandnegativeenergycanhelptoshakeusoutofafixedstateofbeingoridentity.Itcan
helptostimulatechangeandincreaseourawareness.Investigatingthatwhichwearenotmay
stretchourawarenessofwhoweare.Indeed,thisisthewholepointofexperiencingduality.It
istheveryreasonwhyweputourselvesthroughsomuchshit!And,themorethebetter,really,
becausethenwearelesslikelytosettleforinertia.Ithelpstoshiftourawarenessandmotivate
ourwilltogrow.Anexperience,initself,mightbeverynegativeandthecorrespondingeffect
onusmightbeequallynegative.Yet,themoreweallowourselvestofeel,themoreweaccess
ourintuition,tapintothehiddenlayersofourconsciousnessanddeepenourwisdom.The
experiencemightrenderussomewhatdysfunctionalintellectually,forexample,whilst
supplyinguswithagreatercapacityforfeeling.Eventually,thebutterflyoffullselfawareness
willemergefromitscocoon.Indeed,whiletheexternalexperiencehasapurgingeffect,what
issurfacingfromwithinmightwellbeLight,throughpureconsciousnessandlove.

"Thelightwhichmanhasdiscoveredwithinhimselfmakeshimmoreawareofthedark;
throughthegoodwhichattractshim,heseestheevilwhichisthelineofleastresistance;the
activityleadingtopainsimultaneouslypermitshimtovisualisethecontrastingpleasure,and
thusheexperiencessomethingofbothhellandheaven."AartJurriaanse.

Whenwefalldownviaasnake,weknowitisonlyastepinourjourney.Weareseeingthebig
picturenowandweknowwherewearegoing.Wearefocussingonthewinningpostaheadof

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usratherthanconcerningourselveswiththepredicamentsofthepastorthepresent.We
acknowledgethembutalsoregardthemasakindofspiralwhosecentreisourfuture
attainment,therealitythatexistseternallyandwhichwearereawakeningtowithfull
consciousness.Thefutureversionofourselves,whichistheblueprintwedecidedlongagoto
expressandrealise,istheessenceoftheNow.ItistheNowthatexistsbeyondtimeandspace,
theeternalBeingthatwehaveonlytobecomeconsciousofandknowasourrealSelf.Weare
attuningtothefrequencythatwearebecoming,withwhichweidentifymoreandmoreaswe
becomemoreandmoreconsciousofwhowereallyareandallthatwecanbe.Presenceallows
consciousnesstograduallyunfold,likepetalsopeningtotheLight.TheincomingLight
emphasisesthecontrastbetweenlightanddarkandwemayfeelembarrassedorashamed,
temptedtorunawayfromourfearsandinsecurities,forgetourfailings,releasetensionin
negativeandignorantinsteadofmorepositiveandenlightenedwayswhichresultfromself
study,selfesteem,compassionandintelligentenquiry.[Arelatedarticlecanbefoundinthe
TreasureChestonmywebsite:ReleasingNegativeBehavioursLettingGoOfWhatKeepsYou
StuckWillTransformYourLifebyLorenGelbergGoff(www.ezinearticles.com/?id=931442and
www.wellfromwithin.com)].

WhyisLifesoFullofTests?byParamhansaYogananda(fromInnerCultureMagazine,April
1941.ArticleIndexfoundatwww.crystalclarity.com).

Throughtestswelearnlife'slessons.Testsarenotmeanttocrushus:Theyaretodevelopour
powers.Theycomethroughthenaturallawofprogressandarenecessaryforustoadvance
fromlowertohighersteps.

Mindisthesourceofallyourtroublesandallyourhappiness.Youreallyarestronger

thanallyourtests.Ifyoudon'trealiseitnow,youwillhavetorealiseitlater.Godhasgivenyou
thepowertocontrolyourmindandbodyandthusbefreefrompainandsorrow.Neversay,I
amthrough.Donotpoisonyourmindbythinkingthatifyouwalkalittlemoreyouwillover
exertyourself,orifyoucannotgetcertainfoodsyouwillsuffer,andsoon.

Neverallowyourmindtoentertainthoughtsofillnessorlimitation:Youwillseeyour

bodychangeforthebetter.Rememberthatmindisthepowerthatiscreatingthisbody,andif
themindisweak,thebodybecomesweak.Don'tgrieveorworryaboutanything.

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Ifyoustrengthenyourmind,youwillnotfeelbodilypains.Nomatterwhathappens,

youmustbeabsolutelyfreeinyourmind.Asinadream,youmaythinkthatyouareillbut,
awakenedbyaslap,youseeitisnottrue.Sointhestateofwakefulnessyoumustknowthat
thislifeisalsonothingbutadream.Mindhasnoconnectionwiththebodyapartfromwhat
connectionyougiveit.Whenyourmindcancompletelyremainapartfromthebodyatwill,you
willbefree.Rememberthatyouareimmortal.

Inordertopasslife'stests,youwillneedrejuvenationinbothbodyandmind.Youwill

needtodevelopelasticityofthemind.Ifyoucan'tmeetlife'stests,youwillbehelplesswhen
trialsandtribulationscome.

Attimeslifeseemstobeacruelgame.Theonlyjustificationforitisthatinrealityitis

onlyadream.Youhavehadmanyexperiencesthroughmanyincarnationsandyouwillhave
othersinfutureincarnations,buttheyshouldnotfrightenyou.Youmustplayallpartsinthe
motionpictureoflife,inwardlysaying,IamSpirit.Thisisthegreatconsolationthatwisdom
givesus.

RealisethepresenceoftheInfinite.BeholdGod,yourownFather,yourownSpirit,

behindtheshadows.Inyourheartofheartsrealisethis,nomatterwhatyourimpulsesdictate.
LetnothingsitonthethroneofyourheartbutGod.IfyouloveGod'screationmorethanGod,
youwillbedisillusioned.Godmustbefirst,last,andalways.Donotfollowthedictatesofthis
earthlydreamland,fordreamssometimesturnintonightmares.Breakthisdreamdelusionby
wakinginGod,andyouwillbesafeforever.

Ihaverecognisedwithinmyselfthatitisangerandarrogance,andperhapsafeelingofbeing
forgottenorignoredbytheSource,goingbackmanylifetimesthatareprobablytoblamefor
mydifficultiesinlife.AandAaretheSelfrighteousBrotherswhocontinuetotellmethat
lifeisupsidedownandshouldconcedetomywillandmyprinciplesbecausetheyaresuperior.
Isit,then,thatIlackthehumilitytoacceptandsurrendertomyselfasGod/Goddess,toliftthe
veilofillusionandseeitforwhatitis,fromtheperspectivewhoIreallyamasacocreator?Or
amIsimplytootangleduptoseeclearlylikethegardenhoseyesterday?Icouldntfigureout
howitgotsotangledupbecauseIhadwrappeditroundcarefullythelasttimeIusedit.It
seemedtheperfectsymbolforthewayIwasgettingtangleduptryingtounravelmyown
problems.So,thereisthisunconsciousviolencefrommanylifetimespast,whenmyanimal
naturewasstrong,andevenbeforethatwhen,perhapsIabusedthepowerofthoughtbefore

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thecycleofphysicalseparation.Thisisbeingprovoked,pokedfromvariousdirections.Itis
thereand,forallIknow,ithasbeendrivingmeformanylifetimesbecauseIhavedeniedit
expression,refusedtofeelandbecomeconsciousofitandlearntoreleaseandtransformit.

Doestheindividualallowtheirconsciousnesstobecontrolledbyfearandangerfromthe
groupconsciousness?Listentoourmessage,>Individuality.=Beloved,listenwelltothis
statement,>Thatwhichwasisuntilunderstoodandhealed.=Theeventsofthepasthavenot
beenunderstood;thereforetheyhavenotbeenhealed.Thatwhichisnothealedwillbe
experiencedagain.Whatchoiceshavebeenpresentedtoye,choicesyeignored,choseon
somelevelnottosee?Didyemissit?Unknown(channelledmessagefromanewsletter).

Fearkeepsusinthedark.Ifwearenotwillingtolookintoourselvesandreallyfeelwhatis
therethenwemightbeatthemercyofsuchamonsterasweremainunconsciousvictimsof
ourownshadowsides.Wemaythenfindanyexcusetojustifyourviolentorcontrolling
behaviour.Thismightnotbethefirststep.Onemayneedtodevelopsufficientinnerstrength
andwisdomasacompleteindividualbeforetakingonsuchachallenge,transformingbase
emotionsintoamorelovingstateofbeingandangerintocreativepower.Asthenegativeis
released,thepositiveenergythatisthesourceofallbecomesmoreaccessibleandexpresses
itselfthroughusbecausewearenolongerattachedtothelimitedconditionswhichwere
concealingit.Onemightsaythat,asthedungbreaksdownandblendswiththesoil,theplant
isabletodrawonthenutrientsandgrow.Whiletheplantisaseed,itspotentialstilldormant,
thedungsitsinaheaponthesoilandnoonewantstogonearit!Yet,eventually,abeautiful
flowerblossomsrightwheretherepulsivesmelloncewafted.Andeveryonewantstocome
andadmireit,inhaleitspreciousperfumeandsitdownatitsfeetjusttobeinitspresence,just
tofeelitslove,justtofeelupliftedbyitsjoy.

Fivelongdayspassedandwecontinuedtosittogetherinsilencebutsomethingwas
changingwithinme,astillness,innerpeaceandafeelingofbeinglimitlesswasoverwhelming
me.
Onthesixthdaythewisemanturnedtomeatdawnandsaid,
'Whatyousearchforiswithinyou,youmustfindthewordthatunlocksyourenergy;this
willallowyoutofeelcomplete.Don'thidefromyourselfbutembraceyourtrueself,knowing

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thatifyoudo,otherswillacceptyouandfindthesamewithinthemselves.Youcanneverwalk
awayfrompainbutyoucantransformitintosomethingbetter.'
LordMaitreya,Christ(ChannelledthroughNatalieGlasson,8December2009,
www.omna.org).

Idofeellikeagentlemonkwhohasgravitatedtowardsmonasteriesforafewlifetimesandhas
beenusinganymeansnecessarytokeepthisviolentbeastquiet,topreventthisangerfrom
raging,tosilentthatsacrilegiousthought:IamangrywithGod!ItsFrankensteinsMonsterall
overagain.Wemustnurtureandunderstandit,givethoseemotionssomeloveandattention
withoutallowingthemtorunriotandwreckourlives.Controlmustnotamounttorepression.
Lovingguidancemustbehandledcarefullyandcreatively.Yes,realistically,ifweareunableto
stayinourblissasmostofusexperienceforthetimebeinganywaythenwemayneedto
resorttosomekindofresponsetoactivelydealwithourenemiesorpersecutors,hopefully
maximisingtheeffectwhilstminimisingthedamagetothatparticularsocialconnection.We
mayormaynothavechosenitandwemayormaynotbeinapositiontogetawayfromit.Ifit
iskarmic,thenitwillprobablyfollowusanywaybecauseitisamonsterwecreatedinthepast
andonlywecanreleaseitthroughlove,throughselfloveprimarily,selflovethatbrightens
eventhedarkestcornersofourconsciousness.Bycentringourselvesinlove,wemightsucceed
ingraduallytransformingthosenegativeemotionsthatlurkdeepwithinsomewhereandwhich
theplanetaryinfluxofLightisnowsummoningtothesurface.Angrydemonsthatmayhave
beendrivinguscrazyanddictatingourlivesforaeons!

BythispointinourevolutionandweareallinapositiontograduatefromtheEarthSchool
nowweknowthatthismenaceisnotourrealSelfbutaphantom,whetherithailsfromour
past,fromotherpeopleorastralentities.Itisnoteternal,justapassingcloud.Weneeditto
keepmovingsothatitcanclear,alongwiththeothers.TheSunisalwaysshining.Ifwedeny
theexistenceofnegativeemotionsandblockandrepressthem,thenwepreventenergyfrom
moving.Theenergygetsstuckandbuildsup.Itbecomesamonstereventuallyandpreysupon
usinamorepowerfulwayuntilwepayattentiontoitandknowthatwearelove.Wehaveall
beenviolentbarbariansinthepast(OK,withsomeexceptions).Amatureresponsetodifficult
situationsrequiresustobecentredandaware,strongwilledandloving,responsibleandwise.
Naturally,wemightbestrongerinsomeareasmorethanothers.Whatmattersisthatweknow

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ourselvesandallowourselvestofeelnegativeemotionswhilstknowing,atthesametime,how
toreleaseortransformthem.Breathingisanessentialtoolasis,really,thevioletflame.We
needtoacknowledgethatlifeisdoingusafavourbyhelpingustoacknowledgeourdemons,
bringingthemtoourattention.Theycanthennolongerlurkaroundinthedarknessstalkingus,
robbingusofenergy,convincingusthatnegativitythatarisesinourmindsorwhichweproject
ontoothersisreal.

Weaskyoutotranscendfear,dearones.Fearisdebilitating,itisparalysing,anddoesnot
serveyourhighestgood.Weaskyoutogowithinyourmatrixaswehavetaughtyou,and
specificallyfocusonthereleaseoffear.Expandyourmatrixandasktoseetheblemishes,see
thedarkspotswhicharefear.InvoketheVioletFlameinthenameofyourdivineIAm
Presence,andtransmutethisfear.InvoketheVioletflametofollowthefearallthewayto
Sourceandtransmuteit.Staywithit,untilyouhaveclearedyourmatrixinthenowmoment.
ThenfillyourselveswiththeGodlightandjusttherightamountofthehigheraspectsofthe
firstsevenraysforeaseandgrace,andcallinrayseightthroughtwelve.Dothisdaily,dear
ones,youwillfindyouaretransformedandyouwillmoveforwardineaseandgrace,andas
youaskforeaseandgraceyouwillfinditeffortlesstostepoutofyourcomfortzone.
ArchangelMichael(channelledbyMichelleCoutant,SpreadYourWingsAndSoar,8March
2011,www.transformingradiance.com).

Lifeisaconspiracyagainstthehumanegobecauseseparationfromtheinfinitewhole,the
GoddessaspectofAllThatIs,isanunnaturalandillusorystate.Actionthroughseparation
leadstomoreproblemsbecauseconsciousnessistyingitselfinknots.Returningtounity
enablesconsciousnesstobeunravelledandloveisperhapsthemosteffectivekeybecause
loveisitselfadynamicenergywhoseexpressioncanmoreeffectivelycounteracttheincessant
activityofthelowermind.ThisisespeciallyrelevantintheWestwherefemininestillnessand
wholenesshavebecomemarginalisedinfavourofmasculinequalitiessuchaswillandself
expression.Itisforthisreason,surely,thatmasterslikeYeshuaandStGermainhavebeenso
activeintheWest(itissurelyalsoforthisreasonthatwedonothearofmanyothermasters
livingintheWest!).TheChristlovetowhichtheygiveemphasisisindeedavitalbridgeacross
whichweintheWestmightreturnmoreeasilytounityconsciousness.Itisasimplesolution

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whichanybodycanemploytoraisetheirownconsciousnessandthatofothers.Itdoes,
however,astheseMastersrepeatedlyexplain,requireustofeelinourhearts.

Forgivenessmeanslettinggooftheneedtodoviolencetoselforothersonaccountofsome
resentmentorother,usuallyunconscious.Gratitudemeansbeinginastateofthankfulnessto
thecreativepoweroftheuniverse(theTao,orhoweveryouwishtothinkofit)forperforming
theineffablemiracleoffacilitatingyourunlikelyexistenceyourunlikelyexistenceonsuchafine
andparticularlyexcitingplanet,aswellasgratitudetoallformsforputtingonsuchasplendid
show.Andlovemeansbeingopenandunblockedtoreceiveaswellasgivetheenergythat
passesbetweenusfreelyandwithasmuchkindnessasyoucanmusteratalltimes.Barefoot
Doctor(DearBarefoot.TaoistWisdomForEverydayLiving,AtlanticBooksonbehalfofGuardian
NewspapersLtd,London,2004,p.296).

Thekeytoforgiveness:thefirststepofforgivenessisacceptance.Thesecondisallowing.For,
whenyouaccepthowyoufeelandyouallowit,youareintheenergyofforgiveness.For,
forgivenessisnottheenergyofIsetyoufreeofmyjudgementofyouormyjudgementofthis
emotion,thisfeeling.For,ifyoumustsetsomethingfree,youhavebeenholdingitin
judgement.And,whenyouholdanythinginjudgement,youbotharebound.

Somanyhavenotrealisedthat,intheirchastisement,orjudgementoftheirown

emotion,oranexperience,oraperson,theybindthemselves.For,theymustbeinthatenergy
ofchastisementtochastise.And,ifyouareinthatenergy,youarechastisementitself.And,the
frequencylowers.Theheartchakraslowsdownitswheel.

So,wewouldrecommendthatwhenthewavecomesandyouknowitwillcomeagain

youbewithit.Nolongerresisting.Nolongertryingtofigureoutanywise.No.Hereyouare
torebirthme,totakemetothenextstage.Andyoufeel.Notforall,butforyou.Youare
transforming.And,whenwesaynotforall,wemeaninthedegreeofpainyouvebeenfeeling.
Andithasbeenchallenging.Andthehurtisreal.Andthenyoufeelthathurtandthenyoucry
allyoulike.For,thereisgreatstrengthinthatandnoshame.For,whatwewoulddeeminthe
masculineisatruemanisonewhofeels,onewhoallowsandonewhoshowsthemselvesin
themomentofwhotheyare.Ifeelhurt.Sobeit.And,asyoufeelthat,thedominant
archetypeofthefatherwillbepurgedfromyou.Youunderstand.For,youdonothavetobe
thatandyouarenotthatanyway.Itisnotyourway.Itwashisway.

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Anditispurgingfromyou...youfeel,youfeel.Anditwillstopverysoon.Itislikehaving

deepconstipation.Eventuallyitmoves.Anditismoving.For,ifyouwereawomanandyou
weregivingbirth,yourecrowning.Youunderstand...Everythingisstretchedinthatmoment
toitsabsolutelimit[itspainful].Thinking,HowcanImovepastthis?Icannotgooninthis
moment.Yet,itwillpass...Soyouhaveblissaheadofyou[thesensationwhenthechildcomes
out]...Foryouarehealingthewholemalearchetypeofwhatamaleis.Thatway,youcanbe
truetoyouregardlessofanyonesopinion...Deepbreath.
StGermain(channelledthroughAshamaraeMcNamara.FromaYouTubevideo,St
Germain:IntegratingForgiveness,postedbymessagesfromwithin,11July2008).

Dr.SusanTrout,inherbookToSeeDifferently,describestheprocessforhealingemotional
wounds.AccordingtoTrout,thehealingprocessinvolvesthefollowingelements:

Sheddingswallowedtears

Deliveringundeliveredcommunications

Releasingsuppressednegativeemotions

Owningallpartsofyourself

Griefiscumulative.Ifyouhavesufferedlosses(andlife,despiteitswondersandjoys,isaseries
oflosses)butdidnotallowyourselftosufficientlygrieveandweep,thosetearsremaininside,
waitingforyou,untilyoufindanavenuetoexpressthem.Youmightknowtheirpresencebya
chronic,lowgradeirritabilityorbylongstandingdepression.Youmightnotevenbeawareof
themuntilyourownweepingcatchesyoubysurprise.Asadmovie,aheartfeltmessage,abad
day,oradifficultpersonmightbethecatalysttobringuptheswallowedsadness.Thetears
washawaythegriefThesheddingoftearsandtheaccompanyingburiedsadnessbrings
freedomandrelease.Byfeelingthehurtandreleasingitthroughtears,youarefreetolive
withoutthepain.BettyPerkins(LionTaming.Thecouragetodealwithdifficultpeople
includingyourself,TzedakahPublications,CA.,U.S.,1995,p.9598).

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Ishedmoretearsduring2009thantherestofmylifeuptillthatyear(notincludinginfancyof
course!).Releasingnegativeemotionsandkarmarequiresafairbitofcrying.Plus,tearsmay
surfaceinresponsetolovefromhigherenergiesand,throughfeeling,surrenderafterdenying
andstrivingtocontrollifeforsomanylifetimes.Andthisappliestomenaswell!Evolvedmen
arenotashamedtocry.Youcannotbeacompleteindividualwithoutsheddingafewtears(or
more).Itsallpartoftheprocess:

AWearetoldthat>bigboysdon=tcry=andsothebigboysdieofheartattackswhichresultfrom
thestressofunreleasedenergieswithinthem.@DavidIcke(IamMe,IamFree,BridgeofLove
Publications,Cambridge,U.K.,1996,p.90).

Iflifeissomehowamirrorofconsciousnessthen,perhaps,equaltotheamountofenergyand
focusthatWesternindividualistsinvestintheirmateriallives(andtorationalthought)isthe
campaignontheothersidetoguideus,makeusmoreconsciousandmotivateustogrow.The
emphasisoftheChristenergyisnotreallyonturningwithinandsettlingintopure
consciousness(andthenurturingloveandcreativepowertherein)butonexpressingdivine
love,givingandreceivinglove.Thishelpstocurbthetendencyforpeopletogetstuck,to

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identifywithone,limitedstateofconsciousness,withtheseparateego.Itkeepsusmovingand
expanding.

Itsliketheegohasbeencaughtredhandedwhilstrobbingabank.Thepolicemanageto
persuadetherobbertosurrenderandcomeoutwithhishandsabovehishead.Theymake
promiseswhichtheysubsequentlybreak.Heisarrestedandputinjailwhilethebootythe
qualitiesofthesoulthattheegowassuppressing,theenergiesitwasstealingwerereleased.
Alternatively,thisremindsmeofleavingthehouseduringanEnglishsummerwearingatshirt,
havingfaithintheSuntoshareitsbountyofgoldenlight.Afterafewminutesofwalking,
however,itpoursdownwithrain;thatis,yougetcaughtandyouareforcedtofeelwhatever
negativitysurfaces.Itisbestforyouifyouquicklyandconsciouslyriseaboveyourrainy
circumstancesandtransformthefeelingintoahigherone.Laughitalloff;feeljoyandlove;
surrendertoyourtruebeing,yourinnerselfandjustbewhoyouAreineternity.Theegowill
graborclingtoanythingwithinitsreachtopreventitselffromfallingintooblivion.Itlivesto
survive(rootchakra).Itcravessecurity(secondchakra)andlustsforpower(thirdchakra).It
hasnowheretoturn,nowheretorunandhide.Itcanjustvanishinthatmomentlike
shapeshiftersinsciencefictionfilmsandStarTrek.Whentheimposterisdiscovereditsuddenly
disappearsbecauseitreliesondeceptiontopossessorduplicatesomeonesbodyandget
awaywithit.Theinnocenceofthesoulisevoked.

Youmustbeconsciouslyawareofwhatsgoingonandwantittohappen,ofcourse.Butonce
youattheegolevelhavebuiltonehalfofthebridge,Spiritwillbuildtheotherhalfandtheyll
meetinthemiddle.Yourconsciousroleistocleanoutyourlowerfields,getthemalignedand
preparethemtohandlethemassiveinfluxofhighfrequencyLightenergy.Spiritsroleisto
floodthesefieldswithyourownenergyandcompletetheiralignment.EverythingisSpirit,of
course.Itsjustamatterofhowmuchdistortionyouregoselfimposeswhenitexpresses
Spirit.Serapis(channelledthroughTonyStubbs,AnAscensionHandbook,WorldTreePress,
LithiaSprings,GA,U.S.,1991,p.82).

Theego(whichPtaahthroughJaniKingreferstosimplyasfear)robsthebankinwhichour
energyisstored,ourlifeforce,whichisourspiritualheritageasexpressionsoftheCreative
Source,ofAllthatis.Itobstructsourpathtofulfilmentthroughselfloveandoverflowing

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abundance.Believingitselftobetheking,thecentreoftheuniverse,itshutsouttheLightand
eclipsesthesunofthetrueSelf.Yet,itisbutascavengerdoingeverythingitcantosurviveasa
smallportionofthetotalityofourbeinginaseparatestateofexistence.Itistheinfantandthe
teenagerwhodonotknowanydifferentandarethecustodiansofemotionalenergywhich,
untilconsciousnessisunifiedonceagain,runawaywiththeloot.Theyarethepaintthatis
splashedwildlyonthecanvasoflifeandirresponsiblywithoutthebrushoftheconsciousmind
toguideanddirectthem.Equally,itmightbespiltonthefloororhidden,shutaway
somewhere.Thebrushitselfmustbehandledcarefullyandwisely,ofcourse,orelseitmightbe
usedtocatapultpaintatotherswithjustasmuchrecklessabandon.Energyisblockedand
wasted.Itissquanderedthroughthehabitsandattitudes,patternsofconditionedthoughtand
behaviour,thatarerootedinfearandinsecurity.Itisonlywhenthisimmaturepartofusthatis
newtothegameoflifeisjoinedincommunionwiththeInfinite,theDivineMother,thesource
ofallconsciousness,thattruewholenessisrestored.Thepure,innocentjoywithwhichwe
arrivedonthisEarthisreleasedfromcaptivityatlast.

Blockingemotionsisresistingthem,arrestingtheflowofanenergy,anaspectof
consciousness.Andtheprimordialresistancethatwehaveisessentiallyfear,asLaurenC.
Gorgonotes.Howevertemporalitmaybe,whenweresisttheflowwecreateapermanent
or,rather,longtermobstruction.Atleast,wemostcertainlyachievethiswhenwecontinueto
denyemotionsandwishtheywouldjustgoaway.Eachtimeweinterferewithourcontrolling
minds,weaddanotherbricktothewallofseparateness.Wethrowanotherstickorstoneinto
theriveruntil,eventually,wereallydohalttheflowofconsciousnessaltogether.Thenwehave
someseriouskarmaholdingusback.Someseriousshitgoingdown!

Therearealwayspeoplearoundwhofeelcompelledtoprojecttheirownanxietiesontoothers
andtheylovetoseeiftheycanmakesomeonewhosusingalltheirstrengthtokeep
themselvestogetherfallapart.Thatway,theyfeelsatisfiedthatsomeoneelseisinavisibly
worsestatethantheyare.Forawhile,theymightevenfeelasthoughtheyareauthentically
moresuperiorandsortedthananotherhumanbeing!Withallthatpressurebuiltup,ittakes
somethingorsomeonetotriggerthisnegativeenergy.And,ofcourse,bythispointwereally
dependonthedambeingsolidandimperishable.Imaginethetraumathatwouldbecausedif
enoughstickswereremovedtoweakenittothepointwherewelostcontrol.Itwouldnotbea

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prettysight.Thatisjusttoomuchpurgingallatonce.Evenabithereandthere,agradual
collapseofthepersonality(asopposedtoadramaticcrucifixion),wouldmakesucha
substantial,complexstructureunstable.Perfectentertainmentformoresavageorinsecure
typesofpeople!And,ofcourse,ithastohappenreally.Somethinghastogivesomewhere,at
sometimeoranother.

Now,therainispouringdownanditsnotlookinggoodforanyonewhoisdesperatelyresisting
thatmagnitudeofchangethroughcrisis.Itmightnowrequiretheremovalofbutoneortwo
stickstobringtheempiredown.Eventually,however,peaceandsanitywillberestorednot
justintheimbalancedequilibriumonemiraculouslymanagedtoachievepreviously,butina
naturalharmonywithmuchlesstension.Itmayrequiremuchhealingandmanyshiftsin
consciousnessbeforefeelingsstartflowingandhappinessstartshappening.Allthateffortone
hadtoexpendtobecomecentredtosomedegreewillbeareminderofhowmuchofagift
centerednessis.Itslikewinningthelottery:suddenlyhavingenoughmoney,enoughgold,
enoughenergy,nottoworryanymore.Onecanstarttolivejoyfully,gratefullyandgenerously.
Oneremainsopentothecurrentofpureconsciousnessasitrenews,inspiresandupliftsallto
Light.

Sowhatevershappenedtoyou,thestuffyourecarryingaroundTheresabookcalled
MoleculesofEmotionbyCandicePert,scientistshediscoveredendorphinsandCandacePert
nowprovesthat,whenhumanbeingshangontostuffintheirlives,thatstuffformsthebasis
ofdisease.Letgoofthestuff.YoudontneedthestuffIfyoudontdealwiththestresswhile
itshappening,itsasifaseedgetsplanted.And,overthenext18monthstotwoyears,roots
growandbranchesgrowand,BAM,heresthedisease.YouMUSTdealwiththestresswhile
itshappening.AmandaGore.

Bychoosingyourthoughts,andbyselectingwhichemotionalcurrentsyouwillRELEASEand
whichyouwillREINFORCE,youdeterminethequalityofyourlight.Youdeterminethenature
oftheexperiencesofyourlife.GaryZukav.

Afteradifficultchildhood,wemayfindourselveslostdownadrainorstuckinaswamp.Itmay
takeyearstohaulourselvesoutofit.Consciousnessitselfisthesourceoffeelinganditflows

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continuously,nourishingalllife,likewater.Itisbasicallythelimitedego,thephysicalidentity,
thatfeelsthreatenedbytheunlimitedenergiesthatflowfromuniversalconsciousness,from
ourhigherselves.So,itshutsthemout,deniestheirexistenceandevenattacksanytraceof
theminothers.Havingidentifiedwithourlimitations,webuildafortressagainstthose
powerfulforcesandeventuallytheystartbreakingdownthosedefences.Althoughthefortress
maygrowbiggerovertime,ourcuriosityandopennessinrelationtotheuniverseunfolds
naturallyovertimetoo.Whenwefirstlaydowntherampartswecrouchdownandhidebehind
them,coveringourheads,notdaringtolookup.Intheend,althoughwehavebuiltourselvesa
huge,fancycastle,wecannotresistgoingforastrollalongthewallwherewecanlookoutat
thevistabeyond.Wekeeppeeringthroughtheturrets,nolongerwithabowandarrowina
defensiveposture,buttoseewhatsoutthere.Ourviews,ourmind,maystillbeconfinedto
thecastlewalls,butourattitudehaschanged.Now,wheneveratravellerormessenger
appearsatthegate,insteadofturninghimawaybrusquely,weopenthedrawbridge,delighted
tohearnewsofotherlands.Werelishtheexotictales.Theymayconflictwithourviewsand
ouridentitybutstillwefindtheminterestingandwearethrilledbytheexposuretosomething
newforustoruminateover.Ourloveoftruthisgrowing.Ourmindsbroadenandourhearts
open.Ourconsciousnessexpands.

So,justwhenwehavemadeourfortressasstrongasitcanbe,weourselvesstartrelatingto
theworldinafriendlier.Wenolongerfeelsothreatenedbytheunknown.Wefindthatit
makesusfeelmorewhole,thatiteitherteachesussomethingaboutourselvesorissimply
differentbut,althoughchallenging,doesnotthreatentodestroyouridentitybecauseour
identityisnolongereitheratiny,hardseedorafragileseedling.Ithasfirmdeeprootsanda
flowerbudhasformed.Itistentativelystartingtoopenitspetals,veryslowly.Perhaps,after
listeningtofiftytravellersaboutaparticularplace,onehasbuiltupapictureofitandfeelsa
familiaritywithitasthoughonehasactuallybeenthere.Thisaffinitymightbesostrongthat
thekingofthecastleeventuallydecidestoventureoutintotheunknowntoseewhatitslike
forhimself.Andthatiswhenlifestartstogetinteresting.Thecastlethenbecomessomewhere
toretreatto,touseasabaseforonesadventures.Thekingbecomesanexplorerwhoishappy
tolivewithoutthefortress.Hespendsmostofhistimefloatingthroughtheairinhishotair
balloonenjoyingthescenery,residinginblissfulmeditationandloftycontemplation,always
deeplyinlovewithalllifeandkeentomeetthenextfolk,betheyfriendsorstrangers,onhis

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journey.Inhisnewfoundfreedom,herealisesthatthelimitationshecreatedoutoffearin
ordertoprotecthimselffromthecollectiveuniversebecameshacklesthatpreventedhimfrom
movingorgoinganywherebeyondthecastlewalls,thebeliefsandideasthatheconsidered
safe.

Gettingbacktothedam,havingcutourselvesofffromtheflowofuniversalconsciousness
theGoddessaspectofAllThatIsitself,wehavecreatedanenormousamountofpressure
thatmusteventuallybereleasedbecausenoamountofreinforcingtherampartscancontain
thatamountofenergy.Onesideoftheriverisconstantlyfillingupbecauseconsciousness
keepsmovingwhetherwechoosetoremainstationaryinourrigidviewsandcherishedbeliefs
andstaticinourfearandprocrastination.So,wecandrainourselvesofemotion,wecan
identifywiththeexternalworldsothatthereismoreriverbedandriverbankthanriver,than
actualwaterintheriver,onthesideofthepersonalego,butthoseformsdonotlast.Theyare
sweptawaybythepowersofonenessandcontinuityagainandagain.

PLAY:MoreThanThisbyRoxyMusic(1982).

ANowtheLemurianshadtechnologiesthatfarsurpassmostofwhatisinplaceonPlanetEarth
todaybecausetheyhadtheirownbuiltinwhatyoucallreplicators.Theycouldcreatewhatever
itwastheychosetocreate.TheywerehighlyevolvedmasterswhocametoPlanetEarth,andit
wasaGardenofEdenasyoucallit,anditwasplentifulandabundantandeveryonewashappy
anddancingandsinging.Butasyouknowthevolunteersbroughtaboutwhatyoucallthe
loweringoftheveilbecausetheyhadmissionandpurposeanditwasnottohavethishigh
dimensionallifestyleforeverandeveruponPlanetEarth.Itwastheexperiencethatbrought
youdowninvibrationsofbeingaspiritualbeinginahumanbodythatwassodensethat
peopleoftenlosttouchwithwhotheyreallyare.Thatisuntiltheylaiddowntheirbodiesand
camebacktotheothersideoftheveil.Andthesevolunteers,welllet=sjustsaytheyareyou
andyouarethey,BelovedOnes,becauseeverysingleoneofyouhasbeenLemurianinthepast
andyouhavewithinyourwondrousbeingsthesoulmemories,thesoulofthesoulmemories,
theheartmemoriesofwhatitistolivethisLemurianlifestyle,thisGoldenAge.Andifyouare
feelingdowninthedumpies,notquitefeelingthatyouarehighvibeLemurians,justbepatient
withyourselvesandunderstandthatyouareinaprocess,youareonapathandthepathisthe

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Ascensionhighroad.Youmaybejusthavealittlemoreexperiencingtodo,alittlebitofa
potholeintheroad,asyoucallit.Andthat=sallitis.Youarenotburiedinit,andyouwillnotbe
buriedinit.Youcanleapoutofit,youknowthatguyinthecape?Hecanleaptallbuildingsina
singleboundandsocanyou,andyoucancertainlyleapupandoutofapothole.Butittakes
focus,ittakesconcentration,ittakes,BelovedOnes,yourheartandyourwisdomself,andthat
whichyoucallyourhigherself,andyourInnerChildandallthewondrouspartsofyouthatyou
are,allofyourbodiesandlet=snotforgetthatwonderfulpartyoucallyourego.Ifyouhave
youregodoingalittlebitofatapdanceonyou,thenstopandgiveitahug.Begrateful
becauseyouregooftentimessoundsanalarmforyou.Itoftenilluminateswhereyouare,and
helpsyoutoseewithmoreclarityexactlywhereyouareandthenyoucanclearlypointyourself
inthedirectionofwhereyouwanttobe,ifyouarenottotallypleasedwithwhereyouare.@
Ashtar(Teleconference,3November2009,www.welcomethelight.com).

Imaginethatyouhavebeenblindfoldedandyousuddenlyhaveamnesia.Steppingdowninto
dualityislikefallingintoquicksand.Atfirst,thelowervibrationsdontseemsobad.Theycan
feelwarm,relaxingquitepleasantuntilyoureachthepointofknowingthatyouarestuckin
itandcantgetout.Thenthedreambecomesanightmareandsomanynastyissuesand
weaknessesarethrownup.Bythattime,itiscoldandyoustruggleandresist,getting
nowhere.YoubecometheSwampCreatureandthenyouwakeupfromthatnightmareand
searchearnestlyforsolutions.Eventually,youcallforhelp,notjustrandomly,buttoGod,to
theAbsolute.And,basically,youcannotgetoutwithouthelp.Youarebeingwatchedbutno
onecomestoyouraidbecause,actually,youaretheretolearnandgrow.Butyouareguided
alongyourjourneytoselfdiscovery.Finally,somehow,youmakeitoutoftheswampand
rememberwhoyouareonceagain.Yet,nowyouaresomuchmoreaswellsinceyouhaveall
thisstrengthandwisdomunderyourbelt,therewardsthatsuchachallengebrings.

PLAY:IWalktheLinebyAlienSexFiend(1986).

Whatareweplayingatthen?Weareexperiencingthroughformbutweforgetthatformis
merelythetoolandwillbewashedawaywhileourresponsesandtheimpressionswecarry
awaywithusinourconsciousnessarepricelessgemswhich,eventhoughtheyeventually
dissolvebackintopureconsciousness,addmoresparkletoit.Ourexperiencesarewhatmake

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theOmniversevibrant.Energymustbeexpressed.Ultimately,wearetheSourcewisely
keepingourselvesactive,creatingandhavingfun.Irecentlyhadanimageofmyselfasamarble
whichfelldownthedrainduringagameofmarblesthattheSourcewasplaying.Indeed,asone
ofmanysuchstraymarbles.Like,Godlosthismarblesandisnowreachingthroughthegrille
inanattempttoretrievethem.Thegameofdualityiscomingtoanend.First,theSourcetried
usinghisfingersbuttheywerentlongenough.Next,hetriedusingastickbutitbroke.Then
hetriedusingasturdierrodbutstilltonoavail.Finally,heisremovingthegrilleandisaboutto
bringallthemarblesbackintothegameofuniversallife.Lightispouringintoourworldnow.It
iscomingwhetherwerereadyornotalbeitinstageswecancopewithinourpersonalpurging
experiences.Itisfindingusandwearerespondingtoit.Thelightthatreachesusisoftenmade
moreaccessibletousthroughtheangelsandotherbeingsofLight.

Inthemeantime,waterisregularlypoureddownthedrainand,evenifitdoesnottouchthe
marblesandcleansetheirperceptionofthemselvesastheyreallyare,thereisatleastthe
promiseofsensingthattheremightbemoretolifethanthis.Pureconsciousnessispouring
forththewholetime,passingusby,likeafountainofyouthandinnocence.Ifwecouldbut
openourmindstoimaginetherefreshing,renewingeffectthatwaterwouldhaveonuswe
wouldalsoopenourselvestotheexperiencesweneedtofindourwaybacktoReality,toLight.
Someofthatwaterwouldstartsplashinginourdirectionandwewouldwelcomeit.Whocould
resist?Wesleep;wedream;wehavenightmares;andlightisrationed.Wesurviveonthebare
minimumofsanity...downhereinthelunaticasylum!

Thisiswhymeditationissovital.InthestillnessasyouseekGod,yougrowquietandbecome
peaceful.Inthatactaloneyoufulfilthesimpletruthwhichisthegreatestofallexperimentsin
alltheuniverses.Youbecome,justforamoment,acreatedbeingoflightwithoutjudgement
orworryorfear.Youbecomepeacefullywise.Forjustamomentyoutouchuponyourtrue
identitywhichislove...Asyouwilllearn,Godbreathedoutlifeandisbreathingusbackhome
again,andyouofthe12thUniversearemovingfromthefarthestreachesbacktowardthe
centreoflightandenergythatsentyouout...Thosewhochoosewiselytoknowthetruthoflife
willassisttheplanetinher,andtheirown,ascensiontohigherrealms.Theremainderwillinsist
thatthematerialworldistheonlyrealityandwillfallshortofthechallengethatisbeing
presentedtothem.For,theplanetmustdemonstrateloveandwisdomforherevaluationand

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graduation,andhumanitymustdothesame.Intellectcannotbringloveandpeace!Thatisnot
itspurpose...PutanotherwaythisisthepersonalitysArmageddon:thequestioning
intelligenceversustheintuitiveknowing.Andinthisapparentwarofintellectagainstheart,
peacemustbefoundthroughusingbothinaperfectstateofbalance...butbeginningwiththe
intuitive.Foritisfromreverentawarenessandinquirythathumanitygrowsintheimperishable
qualityoftruthhiddenfromyourviewinthethirddimensionalworld.TheChrist(channelled
throughVirginiaEssene,NewTeachingsforanAwakeningHumanity,S.E.E.PublishingCompany,
SantaClara,California,U.S.,1986,p.7576).

WhyhasGodbeenengaginginsuchaseeminglybizarrepastime?BecauseItwantedeach
marbletoparticipate,tobeanactivecomponentofthegame.Thathad,infact,alreadybeen
established,butsomethingwasmissing.Thatjenesaispas,thatitchItcouldntquitetraceto
scratch.Anotherexcusetoexplore.Anothergametoplay.Anotheradventure.So,Oh,now
Ivedoneit!Oops.Thesemarblesjustrolleddownthehillandfelldownadrain!Mercy!(Or
Merde!whatevertheactual,specificwordwas).Yep,Lordhavemercy!Letmejustforget
myselfinthesemarblessotheywillhaveachancetoexperiencelifeinisolation.Howdidthe
marbleslosetheirway?Howdidwegofrombeinggodstobeingdirty,smellyballsofglassthat
hardlyletinanylightbecausetheyarehiddenfromtheEternalSunandbelievethatallthisdirt
whichsurroundsthemandthroughwhichtheyareunabletorollatallisreal?Well,myguessis
thatfreewillwasintroducedlongbeforeourFallintomatterandthatfreedomwithout
responsibility,justaspowerwithoutlove,soonerorlaterleadstoconflictjustasconflict
eventuallybuildsupintofullscalewarifiteclipsesthedesireforharmonyandtheinnerneed
forpeace.

So,thegameofmarbleswasgettingoutofhandandthedrainwasconvenientlylocatedand
setupforthosewaywardrebelsthatrolledawayfromHeaventofallintoanexperienceof
Hell.Thus,itwashopedthattheywouldeventually,throughstruggle,throughhardshipand
toil,developthemotivationnecessarytoremaininthegameofLightandalsoacquirethe
wisdomofperceivingtherealmofrealityagainstabackdropofpitfalls.Thisresemblesa
pictureframe(whatisnotandwhatdoesnotserveusasbeingsofLightortheuniversal
whole)thatbringsoutthepaintingandmakesusmoreconsciousofwhatisandcanbe.The
functionoftheframeistoenhanceourperspectiveandfacilitateourcapacitytoshed

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distractionsandfocusmorefullyonthedetailsthatmakeupthewholesothatwecan
appreciateandenjoythepaintingoptimally.Atthesametime,thesedynamicoutlawscould
experiencetheeffectsoftheirthoughtsandactionsthroughtheexperienceoftangiblepain
whichtheconditionsoflowerdensityproduceinaconsciousnessthatislimitedandslowin
vibrationandabodythathasbecomelessconduciveofholdingandchannellingLight,which
nolongerfiltersbutobscuresitcompletely.

Thisorderlyapproachistobefoundeverywhere,anddueattentionispaidtoUniversalLaw,
andwhenitisbrokenkarmicdebtswillbeincurredthathavetobepaidback.Freewillisfine
butusingitsensiblyandwithoutinterferingorharmingothers,becomesmostnecessarywhen
youbecometravellersinSpace.SaLuSa(channelledthroughMikeQuinsey,27May2009,
www.gfbymikequinsey.blogspot.com).

Yet,eachmarble,asagodinthegreatgameofCreation,haschosensuchapath,haswillingly
agreedtosuchanadventure.Mostprobably,atthetime,theythoughtthatgettingthemselves
stuckinthethick,black,scummymuddownthereandthedensevibrationswouldbemostly
harmless!Indeed,itisonlywhilewearestuckhereanddonotrememberthatweareall
loving,allpowerfulbeingsofjoyandrapture,thatwethinkourexperiencesarerealbecause
theyaremagnifiedbytheconditionswhichkeepourvibrationslow.Thenwefeelourselves,
ourlimitedearthboundpersonalities,beingproddedandpushedaround.Wekeeprolling
aboutinthemudinsteadofdevelopingapracticetoembodyourperfectselves.Wedevelop
selfdestructivehabitsandwallowinnegativeenergy.

Themorewereact,themorewestirupthemudandthemoresufferingweexperience,the
moreawarewebecomeofthestenchwearecreatingfromourselfimposedexilethrough
fearfullynurturedignorance.ThenwecomplainthatGodisignoringuswhenallwereallyneed
todoisbestillandallowthelighttoshinewithinus.Indeed,and,wethenrememberthatwe
arenotreallystuckdownadrainatall,butsimplydreamingthisexperienceaspartofourgame
ofmarblesinGodsplayground.Wehaveensuredthattheexperienceseemasrealtothepart
ofusthatisdreamingaspossibleinordertoderivethemostwisdomfromit.

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Thisdroppingoffoftheheavenlymapwillgivethemarblestotalamnesia.Thatwillbetheir
experienceofreality,therealityoftheirexperience.Throughthistoughlove,eachandevery
onewillderivedeepwisdomfromlearningaboutwhatitisnot,asaseparatephysicalform
trappedinastaticenvironment.WhenitreturnstotheLightitwillretaintheserootsof
wisdom.ThroughitsexperienceoffindingandexpressingLightinthedarknessitwillbecomea
MasterMarble,acreatorgodintheGlassBeadGame.

"Divinelove,unutterableandperfect,flowsintoapuresoulthewaythatlightrushesintoa
transparentobject.Themorelovethatitfinds,themorethatitgivesitself;sothat,aswegrow
clearandopen,themorecompletethejoyoflovingis.And,themoresoulswhoresonate
together,thegreatertheintensityoftheirlove,for,mirrorlike,eachsoulreflectstheother's."
Dante.

Aswithclearorsemiopaquegemstones,itonlytakestheSuntoshinefromacertainangleand
atleastaslightstreakoflightappears.Thisiswhatwehavebeendoing,concentratingon
isolatedfacetsofourconsciousnessatvarioustimesandinrelationtoeachother,experiencing
anddeepeningourunderstandingofeachpartofourselvesthoughaperfectlynaturalprocess
oftrialanderror.Allisunfoldingperfectly.Theonlyrealintruderisthelowermindwithits
incessantworrying,bitchingandcomplaining,itsfearfuldependenceonanalysingandknowing
inordertoexertmorecontrol.Itisnotinterestedinknowingwhatexistsorwhatisgoingon
beyonditsownsphereofexperienceandinfluence,itsownterritory.Itbarksloudlytokeep
theremainingtruthoutthereingagalandandgrowlsandsnapsitsteethatanythingthat
threatensitsownversionofreality.Evenwhenitisinterestedinamoreexpansiveviewof
realityitmaystillusethattoproveitsownimportanceanddominatetheheartandsuppress
physicalandemotionalneeds.Eventhis,however,ispartoftheplan(oftheFifthRaceat
least).Moredarknessequalsaclearer,moreintenseexperienceofawakeningwhichBashar
explainsintermsofhisRubberBandTheory:

Thefunctionofdysfunctionofdysfunctionistoallowyourself,simplyput,tolearnthatyou
canalwaysfindtheLightnomatterhowdarkitgets.Sotheideathat,inphysicalreality,youre
capableofexperiencinggreatlimitationsandoftenasoulwillchoosetoputitselfin
circumstancesthatcreateimposedlimitations,greatdysfunctionality,sothatitcandiscover

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theexperienceoffindingfunctionality,findingtheLight,evencomingfromsuchdarkness,isa
variationofwhatwehavereferredtointhepastastheRubberBandTheory,theideathatthe
furtherbackyoupulltherubberband,whenyoufinallyletitgo,itwillflythatmuchfurther,
thatmuchfaster,intheotherdirection.So,thefurtherbackintodarknessyoupullit,whenyou
finallyletgo,whenyoufinallyletgo,itwillsnapthatmuchfurther,thatmuchfaster,intothe
Light.Imposinggreatlimitationandthegreatdysfunctionalityupontheconsciousnessisthe
wayofshowingthatyouareeternally,infinitelystrongenoughtofindtheLight,eveninthat
darkness.AndIremindyouthatitiseveneasierthanyouthinkbecauseifnothingaroundyou
isbutdarkness,andonlydarkness,theneventhesmallestlightwillblazelikeasunandgrab
yourattentiontowardsit.Youmovetowardsit.Ithitsyou.ItseasiertofindthatLightwhen
youaresurroundedbydarkness.(ChannelledthroughDarrylAnka.Source:Thefunctionof
dysfunction,aYouTubevideopostedbygkbhaion11January2009,www.bashar.org).

Ifyourcommitmentis,indeed,tolookwithinanddiscovereachandeveryobstacleyouhave
evercreatedtothepresenceofLove,whydoyouresistfeelingthosethings?...Youcannoteven
knowthepresenceofGodunlessyoufeelit.Youcannot'thinkabout'thepresenceofGod.You
cannotinsistonabeliefaboutthepresenceofGod.Thatdoesnotdoit;thatdoesnotfillyour
cup.Feelingfillsyourcup.Feelingunbridled,unblocked,unobstructedfeelingisthedoorway
tothatLovethatsetsyoufree!JeshuabenJoseph(TheWayofMastery,channelledthrough
Jayem,HeartfeltPublishing,1997,www.wayofmastery.com).

Wearelikeminers,workingundergroundtoextractLightfromthedarkness,torealisethe
sunbeams,theraysofgoldenLightthatweare,amidstthedomainoftheunconscious.Andwe
arealsominingforthelonglostLovethatliesburieddeepwithinuslikeapieceofjewellery
thatslippedsilentlyoutofourreach,beyondourconsciousgrasp.

ForafewmonthsafterIhadbeenemptiedbytheAscendedMasters,throughSt.Germain,I
feltrefreshedandopenemotionally,respondinginnocentlyandjoyfullytoeveryone,aswellas
tolifeitselfinmanyways.Atthesametime,however,myheadwasspinningfranticallyaspast
thoughtpatternsswirledandspiralledtheirwayback,clingingfordearlife.Somuchsurfaced
withinmeandwasreleasedthroughbreath,tears,laughter,intentionanduseoftheviolet
flameoftransmutationandassistanceduringmeditation.Irealisedthatitwasstufffrompast

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livesdrivingmecrazy.Idontmeanmemoriesbutnegativeemotions,anger,fear,frustration
andotherformsofinnerconflict.Itappearsthateachtimesomethingfromthislifewas
clearedthespacewasfilledwithsomethingfromotherlives.Then,whenthatwascleared,
therewasmoreandmoreallburstingtopourin.

Whenweexperiencehigherfrequencies,whichwedowhenmorecosmicenergyispouredto
EarthduringNewandFullMoonperiods,Eclipses,Equinoxesandotherpowerdates,thedense
energieswehavebeenholdingontoarereleased,bitbybitbecausesuchdensityisanillusion.
Itsjustlikedirtthatisstucksomewherebutcanbemovedandwashedawaywithahose.I
found,onseveraloccasions,thatsharingaspacewithSt.Germainsspiritualpowerduring
meditationbroughtdenseenergies(toosubtletodescribe)tothesurfacetobereleasedas
partofclearingmyemotionalbodyofpastlifeblockages.Althoughhewasintentionally
helpingmewiththathealingprocessforawhile.Ihaveexperiencedsomeprettydevastating
eclipses.Theyhavebeenwondrousopportunitiestoreleasedeeperemotionsfrompastlives.
Justterriblypainful.Itisjustakarmicpileofrepressedemotionsinouremotionalbodiesfrom
pastlivesthathavebuiltupandthatwe'rereleasingbitbybit.But,itseemstogetdarkerand
heaverdownatthebottomneartheendoftheprocess!Thosearetheoriginalfearandpain
wedeniedperhaps.

Asignificantportionofthisprogrammewillfocusontransformingmanyoftheunconscious,
pastlifeemotionalmemorypatternsyouexperienceinthiscurrentpersonality.Manyofthese
oldpatterns,suchasaggression,victim,inadequacy,playoutinyourcurrentpersonality,
interferingwithyourcreations,buthavenothingtodowithyouinpresenttime.Theseare
similartotheold,lesseffectivesoftwareprogrammesrunninginyourcomputerthathave
neverbeenremovedbutslowdowntheoperationsandoftencausethecomputertocrash.By
increasingyourvibrationandworkingwithinsimultaneoustime,yourabilitytochangethese
patternsandeventsisthesameasrearrangingameetingorchangingadailyschedulebased
onreceivingnewinformation.YousimplymakeanadjustmentManyoftodaysdramasand
emotionsareyesterdayslessonsstillunresolved.Allpossibilitiesexistinsimultaneoustime.
JimSelf(MasteringAlchemySacredGeometryEnergyMeditation,Googlevideolecture,1
July2007).

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Pictureatruckreversingandtippingaloadofgravelontopofapilethathasbeenmountingup
overtimewitheachtruckload.Thenegativity,blockagesandlimitationsthathavebeen
producedinthislifetimearebutthetopofthepile,thetipoftheicebergsotospeak.
Removingthatlayerrevealsmoreofthesameunderneath,deeprootedissues,muchofwhich
hasnotbeenexposedtoLightforaeons.Itsallrelated,sothebasiccompositionofthegravel
isthesameallthewaythroughbuteachlayermightdifferslightlyaccordingtoitsexposureto
theelements.Thisisnotnewgravelbroughtinfromsomefaroffland.Itistheoldnegativity
thathasbeendumpedintheunconsciousandwhichhasyettobedealtwith.Itiswaitingtobe
released.Infact,ratherthanatruckpullingup,imaginethataspadehasbeenusedtoremove
aportionofkarmicgravelfurtherdown,frommanylifetimesago,dependingonthedarkness
andgravityoneispreparedtoexperienceduringoneslifetestsandlessons.

Beneaththispileofgravel,orthisdirtthatisblockingthedrainsoconsciousnesscanflow
freely,istheLightofonestruenature,thefacebehindthemask,theRealitybeyondillusion.
So,indeed,ifonecouldjustdigupallthedirtandletgoofit,onewouldbefreelikeabeam
ofsunlightshiningintheskyeven.Nolongercoveredup.Nolongerweigheddownby
oppressiveenergies.Furthermore,thedrainitselfcanbeunblockedtemporarilybyfloodingit
withwater,orchemicals,orLight.Theremainingdirtthenbeginstocascadedownuntilthe
drainisfullandblockedagain.And,yet,ifoneisabletokeepthecurrentflowingthrough
spiritualpractices,downloadsandotherassistancewhilstendeavouringtoreleasewhatever
dirtfallsintoitperhapsonecangraduallyclearit.Itiswise,inordertoinjectmorepotencyinto
theoperationanddrawupontheCreatorspower,togatheringroupsonaweeklybasis(two
ormorepeople),tojoinasoneinmeditationandcommon,spiritualpurposetobenefitnot
onlyoneselfbuttheEarthandhumanity.Thesynergyprincipleisthenatwork.Webecome
partoftheuniversalcommunityinthisdemonstrationofOnenessandreceivemorehelpand
supportfromit.Itiswhenthedrainistotallyblockedandnothingismovingthatwestop
growing.Ontheothersideofthedrain,somehowwearesmilingandshiningradiantlyjustlike
thatrayofsunlight.Wemustreleasethepainandsufferingofmany,manylifetimestothe
Sourceandallowthishigherpowertobreakthechainsthatbindus.

Inmyexperience,therearetwofundamentallevelsofcrisis.Oneresemblesbeinghurledinto
theseaandneedingtotapintodeepreservesofstrength,orhigherwill,orinnerresourcesto

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swimforoneslifetoaplaceofsafety.Theotherresemblesdrowning,beinginwayoverones
headandfightingforoneslife,justtostayalive,becauseasituationappearstobebeyond
onescontrol.Regardless,oneisforcedtoletgoofsomeoldfear,blockage,habit,attachment
orotherthoughtpatternwhichiskeepingenergyintheformofemotionlockedawayinacage
andtrappingthesoul.Thereisalsothecontrastingreleaseofgreatfreedomandjoy,likea
powerfulwaterfall,onceonessecurityhasbeenregained,theawakening,orrebirth,from
darknesstolight.Moreover,givingonespowerawaytoasituationteachesusthatour
negativefocusdragsusdownwhereas,oncewegetovertheinitialshock,ifwerefusetoyield
todespairand,instead,findwaystostaypositiveandkeepourspiritsup,wemayviewthe
situationwithmoreclarityandfindthatitisnottheendoftheworld,thatwearenotspinning
inawhirlpooldowntosomedark,bottomlessabyss,butthereisasolutionofsome
description.Takeyourmindofftheissueforawhileifpossible.Talkingtofriendsandloved
onescanbehealing.Onemaytakesomethingforthepaintorelievesomeoftheintensitybut,
again,wemustfaceourfearssoonerorlatersoitisimportanttounderstandthatsucha
measureistemporaryandnotapermanentsolutionlestwebecomeaddictedtochemical
substances.ThereisnoescapebecauseRealityisdestinedtoreplaceillusionandthewaythat
wewakeupfromthedreamofseparationandlimitationisthroughthisdarkchrysalisof
transformationwhichisexperiencedasanightmare,ortheDarkNightoftheSoul.Itmaytake
awhiletobeontheroadtofullrecoverybutthecrisishasserveditspurpose:thedeathofthe
ego,ofthelittleiwhichisanillusorystateoflimitedselfawarenesssincetherealIisthe
wholeSelfwhichiseternalhappinesswhichistherealmedicinethatweneedtoobtain
somehow.Itwasnevermeanttodevourusbutonlytodisturbahabitpattern,takeusoutof
ourcomfortzoneandcleanupsomestubborn,stickyemotionstocreatesomespacewithinus
forourSpirittoshinethroughwheretheshadowsofpersonalityoncelurked.Wecannothelp
judginguncomfortablesituationsandpainfulreactionsasbad.Thetruth,however,isthat
theyareprojectionsofsomekind,fromsomewherewithinus,asinsaneasitmayoftensound!
Wereleasepainwemaynotevenrecognisewithinourselveswhenitstirsandrisestothe
surfacelikesomedark,shadowyserpentfromthedepthsofourunconscious.Itiswhenwe
identifywiththisslimybeastandallowthesedisturbingemotionalreactionstoterroriseusthat
weholdontopainasthoughitissomepartofusweareunabletolivewithout,whichis
ludicrous.Inordertobefree,wemustrecoveroursensesandmoveonwithintomove
forwardsandmanifestsomethingmorepositiveandtoourliking.Andwedothatbytapping

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intothesourceofLightwithinusinwhateverwaywecanandadjustingourattitudeinorderto
alignourselveswithittowhateverdegreewecan,howeverslight.Itsnotoveruntilitsover
anditisinourbestintereststogettoourfeetbeforethecountoftenandshowthatdastardly
seabeastwhosboss.Or,ultimately,wearelearning,stepbystep,toowneverythinginour
experienceasourcreations,toexpressgratitudeforeverythingtoloveeverything.

Thisischallengingthedarkaspectsoflifelikeneverbefore.Darknessasyouknowitissimply
theabsenceoflight,inotherwords,theabsenceoflove.Sothejourneybeyondtheveilsofthe
oldparadigmrequiresofyouthefaithandthetrustinthepowerthatlieswithinthe
unexploredaspectsofyourself.Theplacewhereangelsfeartotread,theplacewherefools
rushin,butinthiscaseyouarefoolsoflight,fullsoflight.Fullofcourage.Thedeterminationto
bypasseverysingleoldparadigmprogramthathastoldyoudonotgothere,youdonotwant
toknowwhatlieswithinthedepthsofyoursubconscious,thereisfartoomuchthatwill
frightenyou.No,nono...Iurgeyoutogoinsidethere,toplaywithyourselfinthoserealms.
Foritisinthoserealmswhereyouwillfindwhatyouhavebeensearchingforforthisentirelife
timeandthecyclesbeforethisonewhichhasleadtoyouconstantlycomingbackformore
becausethathungerhasnotasyetbeensatisfied.Whatyouseekhasnotbeenfound.Youare
nowinthatpositiontofindit.ThisiswhatbringssomanysoulstoplanetEarthatthistime,
becausethisisacosmiceventwhereeverysingleeyeisuponyoubecausethishasneverbeen
experiencedbefore.MaryMagdalene(channelledbyMichelleEloff,Johannesburg,RSA,
PlanetaryGridActivation,13September2007,www.spiritlibrary.com/thelightweaver/lady
marymagdaleneplanetarygridactivation).

TheabsenceofLightisanillusion.Thiswholedreamoflowervibrationsanddarknessis
causedbythecloudsofforgettingourtruenatureandbyattachingourselvestotheworldof
appearances.Weareintheprocessoftransformingourconsciousnessintoclearawareness,
seeingbeyondtheclouds,understandingthatweareLightevenasweliveonEarth,inthis
holographicdreamworld,thistraininggroundforthesoul.Inasense,weareallarchaeologists
ofthesoul!Spiritualawakeningoccursafteronehasgraduatedfromcollege,visitedafewsites
andaccompaniedotherarchaeologistsonexpeditions.Then,finally,onehearsaboutan
ancient,rareandauspiciousstonethathasremainedhiddenintheLostKingdom,or
undergroundtemple,foraeonsandaeons.Now,thejourneycanreallybegin.Onetakesupthe

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challenge,thisadventureofalifetime,andheadsforthejungle(orwherever)likeIndiana
Jones.ThatistheQuest.AswedelveintotheUnderworld,wemayfindourselvesatthemercy
ofdarkforcesandinneedofassistancefromanenlightenedbeingwhocanawakenusfrom
theBlackSleepofKaliMawiththefireoftheirownspirit.Thus,havingsuccessfullyrecovered
themysticaljewel,thesacredSankarastone,weareabletodrawuponthepowerofourown
Self:dispellingourdoubtsandestablishingfaith,Hedestroysallourbondage[or]destroys
orendsalldifficulties.(www.allsaivism.tripod.com/shankarameans.html).

Andsowhenyouaddressyourowndarkestparts,youremotionsoffear,ofangerofdistrust,
whenyoushinealightonyourdarkparts,itisthenthatyourvibrationrises,andthatyoubring
anewlightintothisworld.Itwillbevisibleinyoureyes,inthewayyouspeakorlistento
others.Donothideit,beasopenasyoucanbecauseyouarebeautiful.Itiswhenyoubringthis
vibrationintotheworldthatpeoplearedrawntoyou.Notbecauseyouknowthetruth,or
becauseyouknowwhatisgoingtohappentothem,butbecausethereisaspaceofsafetyand
friendlinessaroundyou.Theyfeelacceptedaroundyou.Thatiswhatteachinginthenewerais
about:acceptingtheothercompletelywithboththeirlightanddarkparts,seeingtheirinner
beauty,theirpassionandtheirinnocenceandencouragingthemtoseeitthemselves.Beinga
teacherintheneweraisdifferentfromwhatyoumayhaveexpected.Itisaboutfindingpeace
deepwithin,andnotbeingledastraybythenegativitythatisaroundyou.Inasense,itmeans
toletgooftheworld,tonotbeofit,butontheotherhand,tobeopentoeveryone,andlet
themtastethevibrationthatyouareradiatingoutintotheworld.Beintheworldbutnotof
it.Jeshua(channelledbyPamelaKribbe,Beingateacherinthenewera,June2009,
www.jeshua.net).

Onceyoudecide,immediatelythatthingstartshappening,becausetheinnerpowerofmanis
infinite.Howsoeverweseemonthesurface,wearenotlimited.Thedeepestsourceofyour
beingisunlimited,infinite.Soonceyoustartthinkingintermsofyourbeingdivine,youstart
becomingdivine;nothingelseisneeded.Youjusthavetocreateathoughtclimateabout
yourself.Sothishastobeyourclimate:becomemoreandmorelovingandthinkofyourselfas
atempleoflove,andthegodofloveissittingjustinsideyourbeing.Inthebeginningitwill
looklikeafantasy,afiction;soonyouwillrealisethatishasbecomethereality.Andonceyou
havelearnedthissecretartofchangingyourlifejustbyconsciousdecisionyouhavelearned

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somethingtremendouslyvaluable.Thenyoucarryakeyinyourhandwhichcanunlockall
doors.Itisamasterkey;nolockexiststhatitcannotopen...Lifeisatemple,andgodis
enshrinedinthetemple.Wearecarryinginfinitepotentialityandcompletelyunaware...living
likebeggarswhenwecanlivelikeemperors.Nobodyishinderingusexceptourownfallacious
ideasandoldhabits;habitshaveagreatpull.Tobedepressedisahabit,tobeangryisahabit,
tobesadisahabitandnaturallytheyareverywronghabits.Tobehappy,againisanother
habit.Itisthesameenergythatbecomesunhappinessorhappiness;youjusthavetochange
yourhabit,youroutlook,yourattitude,andimmediatelyenergystartsflowingintoanew
channel.Sofromthismoment,becomehappy,becomeloving,becomegrateful,become
celebrating.Dropthepast,andIdon'tsaydropitslowly,byandbyno,becausethenyouwill
neverbeabletodropit.Ifyousay,'Iwilldropittomorrow:alittlebitIwilldroptoday,thena
littlebittomorrow,thenalittlebitthedayaftertomorrow,'meanwhileyouwillbecarryingit
anditwillbecomemoreandmorestrengthened,sosimplydropit!Anditcanbedroppedjust
likethat:verysimply,asonechangesclothes,changesadress...Sofromthismomentstart
thinkingofyourselfasanewpersonwhohasnohabitsoftheold.Theywillchaseyou,theywill
try,theywillhoveraroundyou,butsimplysay'goodbye'andstartlivinginanewway.Andyou
willsee:ifyoustart,ithappens.Youwillbesurprisedthatitwassosimple,thatyoudidn'tstart
itearlier.Osho(TheZeroExperience.ADarshanDiary,1March1977,ChuangTzuAuditorium,
ShreeRajneeshAshram,Poona,Maharashtra,India,p.2to7).

Payingattentiontothematerialsthatexistinourlifesucharichlifethatweleadallthese
choicestakeplaceallthetime,butnoneofthemregardedasbadorgoodpersayeverything
weexperienceareunconditionalexperiences.Theydontcomealongwithalabelsaying:this
isregardedasbad,thisisgood.Butweexperiencethembutwedontactuallypayheedto
themproperly.Wedontactuallyregardthatwearegoingsomewhere.Weregardthatasa
hassle.Waitingtobedead.ChgyamTrungpaRinpoche.

JeshuabenJoseph(channelledthroughJayem,QuestionsandAnswersfromtheWayof
Series,www.shantichristo.com/jeshuaQuestions03.html#05).

Q:HowcanItellthedifferencebetweenoldegohabitsoffeelingandfeelingswhichneedto
befelttocompletion?

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A:First,belovedfriend,isthereadifference?Yourexperienceisalwaysofandinthepresent.
Forwhatarisesisnotpast,itisnow.Isitanoldegopattern?Perhaps.Ifthereisasenseof
constriction,asenseofresistance,asenseofjudgmentofselforanother,restassured,that
whichhasarisentotemporarilydominateyourattentionisanegoicpattern,sincetheegois,
bydefinition,theconstrictionawayfromLove.Andtherefore,thelossofpeaceisitsresult.

Lookwell,then,andsimplyrecognise,Whatisarisinginthismoment?AmIwillingto

lookuponit,tofeelit,toembraceit?Andaswewouldperceiveandobserve,you'rebeginning
torecognise,AmIwilling,yet,tobreathe?FortobreatheisLife!

Feel,then,whatyouaretrulyfeeling.Observewhatistrulypresentwithinthemind.In

thisway,youtakeyourhandsandcupthemaroundwhateverthatis.Andyou'vedonethat,
thenrecognisethisgreatTruth:Icanchooseagain.AndIcanchoosepeaceinsteadofthis.

Nowthethisisnotsomuchthepictureofwhatyoumightcallamemoryorafeelingor

somethingthat'scomingup.Thethisspeakstoyourjudgement,yourperceptionofwhatis
arising.Youcanchoosepeaceinsteadoftheperceptionthatstealsyourpeace.Andthatisthe
placeofinfiniteandperfectpowertoliterallytransformyourlife!

Belovedfriend,thepastdoesnotexistatanymoment.Ifthemindiscausing,bringing

forth,apictureorathoughtthatseemstobereminiscentofthepastbyyourowndecree,rest
assuredthatitisarisinginthispresentmoment,whichistheonlyplacecreationand
experienceoccur.Thepast,then,canexistforyouonlyifyourecreateitnow.Thisrecreation
doesnotmeanthatanimageorapicturecannotariseinthemind,whatyoucallmemory,
although,itisaverypresentexperience.Wearespeakinghereoftheexperienceyoucreated
whenthatsamepictureappearedinyourexperienceinadifferenttimeframe.Yourexperience
isnevercausedbywhatarisesinyourfieldofawareness.Yourexperiencelistenwellyour
experienceishowyouhavechosentoreactintheemotionalandmentalfield,toaneutral
eventthathasarisen.Alleventsareneutral.Thereactiontothemiswhatgenerates
experience.

Whennailsweredriventhroughmyhands,thatwasanentirelyneutralevent,although,

bytheway,manyfriendsscurriedabout.Itdidn'tappeartobesoneutral.Butitwasneutralfor
me.Therefore,understandbelovedfriend,thatwhatevereventshaveeverunfoldedinthe
realmofyourexperience,eachandeveryoneofthemwasperfectlyneutral,untilyou
respondedwiththereactionthatyouwerechoosinginordertocreateanexperienceinthe

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emotionalbody,inordertocreatealearningexperienceaboutthepotentialsofyourown
consciousness.

Forgiveness,healing,peace,andawakeningareequallypotentialswithinyourown

mind.Equaltoand,indeed,evengreaterthan,anythingthatyouhaveexperiencedheretofore.

Therefore,understand,belovedfriend:Nothinghasbeencausedbyanythingoranyone

outsideyourself.Whatarisesisalwayspresentexperience.Embraceit,lookuponit,claimit,
ownit,feelit,breathethroughit,andthenrecognisethatyouarefreetochooseagain.

HereinliesthestraightandnarrowpaththatleadstoLife!Andyouhaveafriend,

currentlywithoutabody,whowantsnothingmorethantowitnessyourtrueLiving.Andyou
havecountlessfriends,withbodies,whosharethesamedesire.

Beyou,therefore,thatwhichyouare!Andlivefromthepowergivenuntoyou,fromthe

freedominwhichyouabidealwaysastheLovethatyouare!

MoreJeshuaquotes(channelledthroughJayem,TheWayofMastery,HeartfeltPublishing,
1997,www.wayofmastery.com).

Loveembracesallthings,allowsallthings,trustsallthingsandthereforetranscendsall
things.

Youcannottranscendwhatyouhavenotfirstembraced.

Feelingunbridled,unblocked,unobstructedfeelingisthedoorwaytothatLovethatsets
youfree.

Allowthemysteryoflifetoliveyou.ThereisnothingyouhavetodotogetGod...Thereare
onlysomethingstobereleasedsothatGodcangetyou.

YourHeartandtheTransformingPowerofLoveexcerptfromamessagefromGod
(channelledthroughYaelandDougPowell,28May2009,www.circleoflight.net).

Whenyourheartshowsyoutheworldandistheinstrumentthroughwhichyoulive,every
momentistheeternalpresent.Everythingisbeautiful.Shiningthroughtheillusionof

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physicalityisthegloryofLove,radiantinitssplendour,andsuddenlytheworldistheworld
thatreflectstheheartofGodyouAre.Theworldisfreedfromitsshackles,freedfromthe
dreamofseparation,andthusfromthelittlemind,theego,whichisseparationstool.

Aslongasyouseetheworldthroughthetwoeyesoftheegomind,itwillalwaysbethe

rollercoasterofdualityexperience.Itwillneverbetheecstasyyouare.Butratherthanseeking
tostillthemind,Icallyoutomakethesimpleshiftintotheheart.Inthatshiftthatchanges
everythingcomeallthegiftsoftheawakenedheart,includingtheendlessconscious
experienceofeternalLoveandgracethatmakeseverythingbrandnew,sparkling,pureand
perfect,renewedintheendlessfountainoflifethatispresenthereandNow.

Theheartencompassesall.Itbringsyoufreedomfromtheegothatbringsyoufreedom

fromtheincessantthoughtsthatbuildtheworldofduality,filledwithperceptionsofpainand
difficulty.Notonlydoesitfreeyou,butbelovedones,itfreesall.ThemomentthetrueheartI
Amasyouembracestheworldwholly,allthatislovedisinstantlytransformed,releasedfrom
thethingsthathaveboundit,thatittoomightspreadthewingsoftheSpiritandflyfree.

Itistruethatyoucannotbefreeofanythingthatyouhavenotlovedanythingatall.

Thisisadeeplyimportantunderstanding.But,youdonotlovethroughtheegomind.You
cannottransformanythingfromtheleveloftheproblem.Sotousethoughtandefforttofree
yourselffromoldheartsbeliefs,fromtheperceptionsoftheworldthattheegomade,cannot
everwork.Yet,somuchofyourinnerworkhasbeenfocussedthereonunderstandingold
patternsandwhyyoudothingsunderstandingwhyyouhavedrawnthereflectionsthatyou
havebeforeyou.

Untilyoucanlovethesethingspurely,theycannotbereleased.Theycanonlybeloved

trulyfromtheleveloftheRealheartyouare.Thisisopenedforyouwhenyoumakethechoice
tolivethroughyourheart.Then,youcanlovetheworldwithoutanyegojudgmentor
attachment,withoutanyoldworldvibrationalrealitiesimpinginguponyouatall.

Withoneheartopening,thewholeoflifeonEarthcanbeembraced,trulyloved,

transformedandfreed,andyoucanstepintoaworldfilledwithgrace,washedinmypresence,
whollyalive,ahologramoftheIAm,radiantandshiningthroughyouandtoyouinallthings.

Alsointhatdecisiontoopenyourheartandtoshifttotheheartforeverything,

consciousnessisfreed,justaseasilytospreaditswingsintothecosmos.Forthe
consciousnessthatyoutrulyaremeanttoexperienceistheconsciousnessoftheheartofAllI
Am.Nottheotherwayaround.Inotherwords,theheartmustcomefirst,foritistheheart

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thatblessesallhumanity.ItistheheartthatbringsyoupresentastheChrist,whichissimply
anotherwordusedtoexpressthelivingheartofAllThatIs...

YoucanshineLightintotheclosetsofyoursubconsciousandrevealallthepatternsthat

bindyou,butuntilyoulovethosethings,youcanttransformthem.Solettheheartandits
LovebewhatgivesyouthepowertoturnonthatLightthatreveals,then,whatyouvealready
chosentolove,andthus,tofree.

...YouarereadytomakethisshiftintobeingtheawakenedheartofLoveintheworld,

thatallthatyoufeel,see,touchandrecogniseandeventhosethingsthataresimplypartofthe
consensualdreaminwhichyouhaveparticipatedastheheartofLoveIAm,youcanfreethem
throughthepowerofyourpassionateandlovingembraceandallthestrugglewiththeego
mindisdissolvedinLovespresence.

Embracingandtransmutingarethesame.Whatyouembrace,youtransmute.Whatyou
transmute,youembrace.
St.Germain(channelledthroughAshamaraeMcNamara,ConnectingtoYour
AuthenticSelf,VioletHill,London,U.K.,26June2009).

Bewiththatpain.Honourthatpain.Letitflow.Denyitnot.Ithurtswhentheheartopens.It
clearsoutallthemessthathasbeenkeepingitclosed,allthedisappointment.Thenthemind
says,LetmeunderstandthissoIcancloseitupagain.St.Germain(channelledthrough
AshamaraeMcNamara,ConnectingtoYourAuthenticSelf,VioletHill,London,U.K.,26June
2009.St.Germainnotedthattheweddingringfingerhasameridianthatgoesstraighttothe
heart.Wearelove,hesaid.Thatisourenergy.Youaretheembodimentoflove).

YousayYestoeverythingthatcomestoyou,evenifyoudontlikeit.St.Germain
(channelledthroughAshamaraeMcNamara,ConnectingtoYourAuthenticSelf,VioletHill,
London,U.K.,26June2009).

So,forthoseofyouwhodoprocessaddiction,Iwantyoutoknowthatthecoreaddictionof
processaddictionandIwantyoutothinkaboutit:ifyoureoneofthosepeoplethats
constantlyprocessingandwhenyouthinkaboutthat,thecoreenergyofprocessaddictionis,
WhatifIprocessallmystuffandImstillanasshole?Youwillneverfinishbecauseyoudont

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wannafindthatout.Muchbettertodeclareyourselfanassholeandgetitoverwith.Ifasshole
waspartofyourwholeness,whyshouldyouresistit?Yourspiritbuiltit.Itsholy.Whatpartof
youdoyounotwannamakeholy?TashiraTachiren(excerptfromtheNoRulestalkatthe
StarVisionsConference,December1996,www.alchemicalmage.com).

Mud Pies

Lifeisagarden:digit!

Theperiodofcrisisanddarknessthatmanypeoplehavebeengoingthroughcanbeequatedto
turningoverthesoilinpreparationfornewlifetogrow.Theremaybeweedsthatneedtobe

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dugupandremovedbeforethenewseedlingscangrow.Whenweareobligedtofocuson
managingexternaldiscomfortintheformofillnessorconflictweareworkingonourselves.My
selfish,hostileneighbours,forexample,providemewithreminderstobepatientwhen
appropriateandtotakeactionwhennecessary.Inthisway,wearepreparingtonurturethe
seedlingsastheymatureintotheflowersofhigherconsciousness.Wearethenabletoenjoy
thefruitsafterwaitingpatientlyandcarefullytendingtoourcharactersandbringingoutthe
bestinourselves,whichisourtruenature.

Air:DontstopbreathingbecauseyouloseyourconnectiontoSource.Shallowbreathing
indicatesthatwehavelostinterestinthatconnectionforonereasonoranother.Wehave
beendistractedfromit.

Water:Dontstopfeelingeitherbecausethentheriverstagnates,darkensandblocksand
keepsoutthelight.Whentheriverofemotionisflowingandyoufeeleverything,itremains
clearandtheSunshinesinandthroughit.Whenconditionsaredifficult,thewaytokeep
feelingistofeelpositiveemotionslikeloveandforgiveness.

Earth:Qualitieslikeacceptance,gratitude,tolerance,patience,endurance,humilityand
contentmentkeepusgrounded.Stillness,slowingdown,gettingsufficientrestatappropriate
times,appreciatingwhereweare,whatwehaveandwhatwearedoingthesehelptoroot,
oranchor,ussothatwecanbringwhowearetowhereweare.

Fire:Qualitieslikefaith,confidence,positiveintent,creativeexpression,enthusiasm,passion,
desireandlovekeepuscentredandtruetoourselves.But,basically,thisamountsto
expressingourpurposeandpotential,increasingourenergyandshiningourlightintheworld.

Somehow,weneedtolovethepartsofourselvesthatwedonotlikeorwithwhichwefeel
uncomfortable.Makelovetoyourinconsistencies,asDreamingBearBarakaKanaansays.
TherewasahighlyemotionalLunarEclipse(sandwichedbetweentwoSolarEclipses),inthe
middleofJune2011which,LaurenC.Gorgoexplained,wasrelatedtodeepfeelingsof
unworthiness.Partsofourselvesthatfeelunworthy,unaccepted,unfulfilledandunlovedwill
berisingtothesurfaceforrelease,shewarned.Fearofourownpowermaysurfacethis

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month.Itistimetoembodyourgreatness.Soembraceandloveallofyourunappreciated,
lovelessparts.Loveyourugliestoleavethepastbehind.Breakfreefromselfjudgementand
selfcriticismthatkeepsussmallsoliveyoucanliveandcreatewithtrueemotionalfreedom.
Thesestatesoflackthatweexperiencearenotthetruth,saysLauren.Thedarknesstheyform
servesasacontrasttowakeusuptowhowereallyare.

YousaythankyouandblessyoutomovebeyondtheunpleasantNowthathasbeencreated
inthepast.Youacceptthegiftyousentyourselfandputitdownwiththeothersandforget
aboutit.Thegiftisachallenge.Itisachallengetoapplythiswisdom,thisloveandthisjoy.Itis
likeasmallchildofferingyouamudpie.Ifyourefuseit,thechildwillcryandmakeamountain
outofamolehill.Anegativecyclewillbecontinuedorrecreatedwhereas,ifyoureceivethe
giftgratefully,withawarm,joyous,lovingsmile,whatyouareeffectivelydoingisexpressing
yourhighernatureasastarbeingandhumouringtheillusionthatexistsoutsideofyouonthe
cinemascreenofhumanlife.Youarebehavinglikethemature,wise,responsibleandnurturing
parentthatyouessentiallyareinsteadofanegocentriconewhodoesnotreallycareaboutthe
child,thesoul,theinnerchild,consciousnessitself,theGoddessaspectofSource!Youdont
havetoeatshitanddiebecauseitsallagameandconsciousnessisonlypretendingand
simplyneedsyoutogoalongwiththeplayactingwithoutidentifyingwiththeillusion.The
childjustneedsyourloveandattention.TheGoddessneedsyourinnocenceandpurity,the
onenessthatyousharewithHercontinuously,forever,inmutualdevotion,throughthe
mediumoffeeling.So,takethemudpie,smileandgo,Mmmyummy,thislooksdelicious.
Pretendtoeatitandsaythankyou.Thensimplythrowthepieawayandgoandeatsomereal
pie(orcake)!Attendtoyourinnerreality.

Theremaybemoremudpiestolookforwardto.Youjustnevercantell.Butthispractice,
eventhoughitdistractsyoufromwhatyouwanttobedoing(ona5Dlevel)allowsyouto
slowlymovethroughallthiskarmicmailyousentyourself,thishugemailbag,inmostcases.
Thekarmicelementisthatyoudidnotfaceordealwithasituationlong,longago.Bydenying
yourfeelings,byresistinginsteadofreleasing,holdingontotemporalstatesofconsciousness
byignoring,hidinganddumpingthem,youmadethesituationheavierthanitneededtobe.
Thatweight,ordensity,stucktoyourauraoremotionalbody(a.k.a.astralbody,whichis"the
vehicleoffeelingsandemotions,"accordingtoTheosophistArthurA.PowellinTheAstralBody

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andotherAstralPhenomena(1927),andwas,metaphorically,putinthepostforyoutoattend
toatalatertime.Inthemajorityofinstances,youreactedinthesamearrogant,impatient,
selfish,dismissive,angry,horrifiedway.Infact,themoremudpiesyoureceived,themoremail,
identicaltothatwhichwentbeforeit,forwardedtoyouagainandagain,theangrieryou
becameandthemoreupsetyourinnerchildgrew(asaresultofyoursoul/consciousnessbeing
disturbed).Thewoundedchildistheresultofchildhoodexperienceswhichresultfromkarma
createdinpastlives.Youturnedthisinnerchildofftheideaoflivingaltogetherandmadeit
hidefromyou.Finally,youhadtolearnthehardwaythat,withoutopeningtoyournatural
feelingsandexperiencinglifeinnocentlythroughthatpartofyou,onthat(feminine)level,you
yourselfsuffer.

Myowntendencyistosay,Imsobusy.Ihaventgottimeforyourightnow.Thatiswhy,if
youhavechildrenorpetsinparticular,theyprovideyouwithampleopportunitiestogiveyour
attentiontothingsyoumaynotwishto.Thisallowsyoutobeopenandintheflowtoallthe
elementsinyourlifeastheycomeandgowithoutresistingthemandsaying,No.SayingYes
isveryhealing.Personally,IfeelthatitisalittlemorecomplicatedthanthisalthoughIamalso
sureitneednotbe.Thechildmightbeofferingmorethanmudpies.Itmightdosomething
thataffectsyoudirectlyinanunpleasantorevenpainfulmanner.Imightagreetoletmycat
jumponmylapforawhilebutitmightdigitsclawsintomythigh.Ireactbypickingthecatup
andputtingitbackdownonthefloor.Imightsay,No!Dontdothat!Thecatdoesnot
understandofcourse.Itwasnotbeingintentionallyspiteful(althoughmycatusedtoclingon
withhisclawsifhewasntreadytobeputonthefloorafterwards).IfIdonothavethiswisdom
andcompassioninme,however,Imayblamethecatandshoutatit.Imayremainangryandin
abadmoodforhours,whichwillaffectotherpeopleandsituationsinmylife.

Onemaylearntothankasmallchildformudpiesbut,whenitmischievouslyshinesatorchin
yourvisitorseyes,howdoyoubehavethen?Itislikelythatthechildwillgrowupreflecting
youremotionalresponsestoitsbehaviour.Ifitpicksupnegativeenergyformyou,itwillstore
thatawaybecauseitwontunderstandit.Youarepoisoningyourownsoulandeventuallyyou
willhavetopurgeallthattoxicitysomehowwhenitfinallysurfacesintheformofalifecrisis.
Gently,patientlyaskingthechildnottobehavesodestructively,perhapsofferingitsomething
itlikesbywayofcompensation,showingitlove,encouragesthechildtorespondpositively.

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Youaregivingthechildsomethingsweetandenjoyabletorespondto,andnochildcanresist
thetemptationtoreceivesomethingsweet.Onceitreceivestheattentionandacceptsthegift
oflove(oranactualsweet!)harmonywillberestoredbecausethechildwillquicklyforgetthe
matterandgobacktoplayingmoregently.

Allyouhavedoneisguidethechildlovinglybacktoaspacethatitnaturallywishestobein.It
steppedoutofthatspacebecauseitlackedboundariesand,insteadofconcentratingonthe
boundariesthemselves,byimposingdisciplineorevenangeronthechild,yousimplyluredit
carefullybacktoitsownessentiallysweetnaturebydemonstratingandexpressingthelove
andsweetnessofyourowntruenature.Thechildsawthatyouremainedunruffled,thatyou
remainedcentredinjoy,inacalmandhappyplace.Itfeltthatit,too,belongedthereand
wantedtobeinahappierspaceratherthancausingothersgrief,makingthemfeel
uncomfortableandfeelingworseitself.

Ioughttoaddthatoneslifeisnotrestrictedtothisrelationshipbetweenthewoundedchild
anditslifeprojectionsandonesconsciousidentity.TheSunisnotheldhostagebytheMoon.It
isnotaboutbeingsoftandsimplygivingintothechildsoitmakesyourlifehellandthinksthat
isOK.Wearevictimsonlyifwedancetotheinnerchildstunewithoutalsoexpressingour
potentialasindividuals,creatingtheliveswewanttoliveandexploringandworkingallkindsof
magicsothatwecanbecomewholeandliveabalancedlifeandrealiseourdreams.Itssimply
thatthisrelationshiptotheinnerchildneedstobeattendedto.Otherwise,itwillremain
separatefromusandcreatedramaanddiscordinourlifeandfillitwithmudpiesandsoforth
thatwedonotwant,embroilingusinsituationswecouldclearupandmovebeyondquicklyif
weappliedthissimplewisdomoftheGoddess:thisgentle,patient,lovinggratitudeand
forgiveness,thisbeliefinblessingallthatmayappearinourlives.ThatistheMotheraspectof
ourselvestakencareof,theMotherMoon.

Aswethenmakeourdecreesandexpressourconsciousintentions,consciousnessboth
personalandcollectivewillrespondtothat.Andourinnerchildwillfindwhatitneedsinthis
newgame.Infact,itwillfindthejoyandhappinessithassoughtallalonginthisreturnto
Onenessthatyou,inyournewlyenlightenedunderstanding,havegranted.Partofyouwas
simplyseekingloveoritgaveupalongtimeagoandsettledintoaplacewhereitfeltsafest

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negatinglife,givinguponexpectinganythinggoodtohappen,neverbotheringtolookfor
love,toshareanything,toplay,likemyowninnerchildwasforsomanyyears:lockedintoa
bitterrebellionagainstlifeitself.Notthatitwashidingbehindthesofathrowingmudpiesat
me!No,muchworse.Ithadrunawayfromhome!

Somethingamazinghappenswhenwesurrenderandjustlove.Wemeltintoanotherworld,a
realmofpoweralreadywithinus.Theworldchangeswhenwechange.Theworldsoftens
whenwesoften.Theworldlovesuswhenwechoosetolovetheworld.Marianne
Williamson.

ThebestwaytoGodistoloveall,serveall.SathyaSaiBaba.

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Part 2

A Compilation of Inspirational Quotes

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Contents

1.

Ascension

2.

Repressed Emotions

3.

Resistance

4.

Holding onto the Past

5.

Denial

6.

Acceptance

7.

Releasing Pain

8.

The Crystal Stair

9.

Love

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Arethereanyremainingblocks,fears,orjudgementsthatpreventthepureunconditionallove
oftheChristConsciousnessfrommanifestinginyourlife?Ifso,areyoureadytoditchthem,or
istherestillapayoffforyouinrunningfearandjudgement?Fearandloveareoftencastas
opposites,butreallyfearissimplylowfrequencyenergythatpreventshigherfrequencylove
energyfromflowingfreelywithinyourbeing.Getridofthefearbarriers,andyouwill
experiencethelove.Youcantloveanyone.Allyoucandoisgetoutofthewayandletthe
loveofcreationflowthroughyou.NeithercanyoubringtheenergyofChristConsciousness
intoyou.Allyoucandoisremovethebarrierstoitanditwillfillyourentirebeing.Areyou
ready?
TonyStubbs(TheSevenChristedQualitiestoAscension,www.newtimes.org/issue/9807/98
07sevenchristedqualities.html).

Thereisanemotionalclearingthatistakingplace.Energieshavebeenstoredwithinyour
emotionalbody.Theycouldbefromthislifetime,theycouldbefrommanylifetimesago.It
couldbeanaccumulatedeffect.Butthereareenergiesthatyouhavebeencarryingaroundin
youremotionalbodywhicharetoodenseforyoutotakewithyouinyourascension.Sothey
areleaving.Andtheonlywaystheycanleaveisthroughexpression,throughrelease,or
throughmeditation.Ingeneral,emotionsareexpressedasfeelingastheyarebeingrelease.So
youarebeingclearedalittlebit.Whentheycometothesurfaceandyoumaynoteven
understandwhattheyarerepresentingtoyousimplyknowthattheyareleavingyou.There
arecertainwaysandmeansthattheworldhas,andtheMastershave,topressthosebuttons
whichwillcauseyoutoonceagainreexperiencethoseandreleasethemandbelighter.You
needtolightenupifyouaregoingtorise.Sodonotbeoverlyconcerned.Youmayfeelthat
youarealittlebitcrazy.Youmayfeelalittlebitstrange,someofyouhavegrownaccustomed
tobeingverytogetherpeople,asthesayinggoes.Veryfunctionalandgroundedand
organised.Perhapsyouwillfindaspaceoftimeforsomefewhoursorsomefewdayswhen
youfeeltotallyatalosstocopewithreality.Youareenteringanewterritoryhere.Thatiswhy,
again,faithandtrustandthemeditationconnectionwithyourguidesaresoimportant.Ifyou
canconnectwithus,wecanassistyoubyexplainingtoyousoyouwillhaveanunderstanding.

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Youneednotnecessarilyhaveanunderstandinginordertodothework,butithelps.Again
thisiswhyitisimportanttocontinuetoconnectwithoneanotherandtoshare,foryouwillbe
goingthroughprocesses.Sometimesveryintenseones.Ithelpstohaveanotherwho
understandstheprocesstosharewith.
Ashtar(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHouse
Publications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.176).

Ascension

"Thecurrentrateofvibrationontheplanethasincreasedtomagnitudesneverbefore
experiencedinhumanform.Thislevelofenergyispushingtothesurfaceeachandevery
weaknessthatexistsbothwithintheindividualandcollectiveexperience.Toknowthatyouare
becomingmorelightembodiedistorealisethatyouarereleasingthemostdensepartsof
yourselvesandthisdensityisbeingbroken,rathershattered,bytheintensewavesoflightthat
arestreamingthroughyourplanetnow.Theamountoflightthatyouarephysicallyableto
holdisdirectlyproportionaltotheeasebywhichthisprocessunfoldsforyou.Therewillbe
manymorereachingthevibrationalstateofcentrepointinthecomingweeks.Thosewhoare
notyetatthelightquotientrequiredtoachievehomeostasiswillcontinuetopurge,release
andrebalancetheirenergybodiestoalignwiththephysicalbodyThistransmutationprocessis
whatisoccupyingmostofthemassesnow..."PleiadianHighCouncil(channelledthrough
LaurenC.Gorgo,OnYourMarkGetSet..,19October2010,www.consciousco
creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2010/10/onyourmarkgetset.html).

Yourstateofconsciousnessisbeingputtoeverytestnow,andforgoodreason.Whatyou
chooseineachmomentwilldeterminewhereyouwillliveintheneworderoutsideoftime.
Whateveryouchooseiswhereyouwillbe,andwhereyouwillbewillmirrorthatwhichyou
choose.
Thenewearthismandatedtobedualityandpolarityfree.Thesameistrueforeachof
youinorderthatyouascend.Youhavebeentoldbefore,viatheonethatwritesthis,thatyou
arepositionedtobecomeheroesinatransitionstage.Onlythroughlovestabilised,and
consistencyandcommunionwithMe,areyouabletoholdthefrequencyofthenewEarthand
thefifthdimensionwithoutfallingbackintoanotherdeepsleepofseparation.

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YouareeachsurroundedbyvastLegionsofLightBeingsofthehighestorderthatare
positionedtohelpyouaswell.Eachaskthatyoustrengthenyourrapportwiththem,askfor
whatyouneed,participateinyourascensionandclaimyourvictory.
ItisalsotruethatenergiesofaDarknaturestilllinger,attemptingtowinyouraffection.
Circumstancesareripeforthemtoenteryourliveseachtimeyouchoosefearoverlove,
regardlessofanyexperienceyouareinthemidstof.ComeandsitwithMeandIwilltellyou
theTruthaboutanyofyourexperiences,ifyouwilllistenwithanopenmind.
Youwillbewellservedifyourstoriesthatyoucontinuetoclaimasthereasonforyour
despairandmalfunctionhaveLightcastuponthem,ratherthanthemortalmind'srepetitive
shadows.IntheLightyouwillseeTruth.IntheLightandLoveofTruth,alongwithyour
devotiontoyourshift,youaremadecapableoftransmutingpatternsoffear,patternsof
repetition,changegeneticcoding,alteryourDNAandshiftyourentireancestrallineage.
God(channelledthroughMaureenMoss,January2010,www.worldpuja.organd
www.maureenmoss.com).

Theascensionprocessalwayscreatesapatternofdarknessandanxietyimmediatelyafterthe
goodfeelingsthatanewblueprintoriginallycreates,andthenwealwaysmovethroughitand
ontothenextphase.Sothen,thereisnothingunusualhere.Andallduringthistime,andwith
eachnewshift,atremendousamountofcrownchakraenergyhasbeenarrivingforusaswell.
EarthTwo,orournewreality,beganasanoverlayorparallelrealitytoEarthOne,ortheearth
weleftbehind.Wehadtostartsomewhere,andholdingafairamountoftheoldrealityinour
consciousnessisonlynatural.Wearestillhumanbeingsandweneedsomethingtoconnectto.
Afterwefinishedwithsteponewhichgroundedeverything,wewerethenleftemptyagain,
anditwasveryeasytotapbackintotheillusionoftheoldworld,astherewasnothinghereyet
tosustainus.KarenBishop(ExcerptfromNewandDifferentOutcomes...BelievingAgain,
Wingspost23January2010,www.emergingearthangels.com).

AAccordingtothePleiadians,thefirstwavepathpaverscompletedthe>universalclearing
phase=on9/9andfromnowuntil12/12wewillbeundergoingthecellularrepatterningneeded
tovibrationallyalignwithourdivineblueprint...orquantumanatomy.
Thisbasicallymeansthatourbodiesreallyneedourloverightnowbecauseeverysingle
cellisbeingattunedtowhatIamhearingasscalarwavepatterning...orzeropoint

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neutrality...andwhattheinvisibleskeepreferringtoasournewvibrationalhomein
consciousness.
Thisiswhywearestillenduringsomuchphysicalclearingandit=stheclearingpartthat
reallyhasusfeelingsomanic...basically,becauseblisshurts.Rather,blissisalwaysfollowedby
theresurgenceofallthatisnotblissintheexpansion/contractionprocessofpurgingand
integratinganydarkness(fear)inourlivesandbodies.
Letmeexplain:eachtimeweclimbtoanewvibrationallevelinconsciousnessandlet
morebliss(God/Christconsciousness)intoourlivesandbodies,ourDNAisthenactivatedona
higherleveltotransmitinformationtoourcellstomatchthatvibration...whichmeanshealing
anythingthatisnotalignedwithbliss.
Mosttimesthis>bliss=downloadforcesoldburiedfearstorisetothesurfacetobe
transmutedandreleased(meaning,wequicklyandtemporarilyreliveourpain),whichamounts
tousfeelingprettyawfulforashortperiodoftime.Whenit'sover,wefeelgreatagain,
sometimesbetter...whichcaneasilybeconfusedwithmania.Ourtrue(quantum/Christ
consciousness)stateofbeingiskindofliketheblueskiesbehindstormclouds...alwaysthere
andconsistentlybeautifulandclear...despiteanypassingweatherfronts...andreemergeseach
timeastormclearsout...
Inspiritual/esotericterms,wearetranscendingkarma...inscientific/quantumterms,we
areneutralisingpolarity...inpopcultureterms,wearebecomingJediKnights...allwiththe
abilitytomanifestnewpotentialsfromtheunmanifestscalarwavefieldofpurepotentiality.@
LaurenC.Gorgo(>VibrationalUpgrades&NewBeginnings:1010,1111,1212,=9October2009,
www.consciouscocreationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2009/10/vibrationalupgradesnewbeginni
ngs.html).

Intensepurificationprocess:

Thothelast4weeksmayhavesentyoutohellandback,Ilookatitmorelikebearingdown
topushthruthebirthcanal(henceallthegroundinglowerbackpainandpelviccramps).The
pressurewearefeelingis/wasenormous...likethetransformationofcoal(carbon)toa
diamond(crystalline)andjusttogiveyousomeperspectiveofthemagnitudeofthisprocess,
thetransformationofcarbontodiamondtakesmillionsofyearstocomplete.((gulp))Weare
themidwivesofthisascensionprocess,aswellasthosegivingbirthtoanewworld,which

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means,aboveall,wehavetheresponsibilityofpacingouremergencewiththenaturalrhythm
ofourcontracting(earth)bodyandfortunately/unfortunately,itswaaaaytoolateforan
epidural:((
ThegoodnewsisthattheintensitywefeltthruthefinaleclipseinCancer(archetypal
mother)wasnotwithoutcauseinthatwearearrivinginLOVE,andtheunseenssaythatthisis
inpartduetoapermanentreleasefromkarmaandasaresultofthat,wearebeginningto
feelthefirstsignsoffreedomfromtheheaviness,alighteningofourload,andareconnection
toourcreativepassions.Thismeansweareabouttomeetourtrueselves,asifforthefirst
time!
LaurenC.Gorgo(LOVEtakestheLead:thereturnoffemininepower,11July2011,
www.consciouscocreationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2011/07/lovetakesleadreturnof
feminine.html).

Andthispersonalexcavationisnojoke...itmeansbusiness.LaurenC.Gorgo(30January
2010,Recalibrating&Rebooting,www.consciousco
creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2010/01/recalibratingrebooting.html).

Belovedmasters,whatisitthatyouaremostconcernedwithatthistime?Whatisitthatyou
cannotseemtoovercomeorfindananswerthatwillexplainthestressfulsituationsthat
constantlyplagueyou?Forthoseofyouwhohavebeenonthepathofawarenessforsome
time,itseemsasthoughyouareatadeadendandnomatterwhatyoudoordontdo,you
cannotgetpastthepersistentobstaclesthatarecreatingsomuchdismay.

Wehaveemphasisedmanytimesthatyouareinthemidstofanintense,veryimportant

transformationalprocess.Manyofyouhavemovedintoacyclewherebyyourstrongestcore
issuesarerisingtothesurfacesothat,onceandforall,youcanneutralisethediscordant
energies/thoughtpatternsthatarecausingsuchturmoil,sothattheycanbetransmutedback
intotheiroriginalform:pureLightSubstance.Thepathofascensionhasmanystagesand
initiationswhichcanmanifestasperiodsofintensestudy,growthandexpandedawareness,
followedbytimesofassimilationwhenitseemsasthoughyouhavemovedintoanullzoneof
stagnationorbackintochaos.ThepulseandheartbeatofourFather/MotherGodcreatecycles
ofvaryingdegrees,andeverylivingthingisattunedtorhythmiccyclesofsomekindoranother.

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Asyoumoveintotheformulationofeachhighersubdimensionalenvironment,youwillfind
thatthecyclesofexperienceandmanifestationarespeededupconsiderably

Allowustotakeyouonajourney,aswegiveyouamindpictureofwhatascending

humanityisexperiencingatthistime.Imaginethatyouareviewingaverydifferentrealityfrom
ourvantagepoint,asweobservetheascensionprocessthatistakingplaceonanotherplanet.
Weofthehigherrealmshavetheabilitytosensethefeelingnatureofthepeople,aswellas
seethevibrationalpatternsthattheirthoughtsandactionsconvey.Coloursaremorevividand
eachpersonsauricfieldcanbeseenbyallandisconsideredtobeanormalattribute.However,
thepeopledidnotunderstandthemeaningoftheauricfield

Beloveds,thoseofyouwhohaveclimbedthegreatmountainsofliferepeatedly,and

traversedthediversevalleysfilledwithshadows,testsandtrialsarenowbringingforthinto
yourconsciousnessthedeepestcoreissuesfromwithinyourBeing.Beforeyouincarnated,you
weredeterminedtoresolvetheseissuesinthislifetime,foryouknewthatinordertoattain
Selfmasteryoncemore,youmustgainacertainlevelofbalanceandharmonywithin.
Remember,youarenotbeingpunishedandyouarenotdoinganythingwrongifyouare
endeavouringtodoandbeyourverybest.OnceyouawakentotheGodSparkwithinyour
SacredHeart,youwillneveragainbeplacedincircumstanceswhichareinsurmountable.You
willalwaysexperiencetests,challengesandcircumstancestohelpyouawakentothegreat
potentialwithinandtomovebeyondtheillusionofthelowerplanes.Youmustalwaysstrive
forthehighestandbestsolutions.

Weunderstandthatoneofthemostdifficulttasksisgainingcontrolofyourfeeling

natureandemotions.Itisimportantthatyoucleartheatmospherearoundyouofdiscordant
vibrationalpatternseverydaysothatyoucanstayempoweredwithinyourSacredHeartand
SolarPowerCentre.Youarecreatinganewchapterinyourledgeroflifeeachday.Willthat
chapterbeonthepositiveorthenegativesideoftheledger?Remember,itispermissibleand
importantthatyoublazetheVioletFlameoftransformationbackthroughthehistoryofyour
lifetime,therebyerasingcause,core,recordandmemoryofanydiscordantenergiesofthe
past.TheVioletFlameisthegiftoftransformationandwillhelpyoumovefromthewheelof
KarmaintoastateofGrace.DiligentlyusetheVioletFlametoeraseallnegativeactions,oryou
mustfaceandrectifyyourownmiscreationsviacauseandeffectsituations.Learntoloveyour
miscreationsfree.Forceorresistancewillonlystrengthenanynegativethoughtforms.Follow
thenudgingsofyourSoulandHigherSelf,anddonotbeswayedbypopularopinion.Youmust

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strengthenandlearntolistentoyourowninnerDivinesense.Yourbodyisasoundingboard.It
isatuningforkonacertainwavelength,whichmakesupyourEnergeticSignature.Ifyourlife
isfilledwithchaosandpainfulevents,raisingyourconsciousnesswillliftandharmonisethe
wavepatternsofyourEnergeticSignature,andyourlifeexperienceswillalsobecomemore
balanced,satisfyingandenjoyable.

Keepyoureyesfocusedonthemountaintop,asyoustaycentredwithintheGodpower

ofthemomentandyouwillnotbeledastray.Youhavethepotentialtobecomephysically
vibrant,emotionallyfulfilled,mentallyaware,financiallyabundantandspirituallyenLightened.
ItisyourDivineBirthrighttoexperienceyourlifesjourneyinthephysicalrealmtothefullest.
Youweredesignedtosavourandenjoylifeeachdaywithpassion,toexperiencephysicality
withfullawarenessandconsciousintensity.Yourearthlysojournswerenotmeanttobefilled
withpain,sufferinganddeprivation.ItisyourchoicewhetheryouexperiencelifeonEarthasa
heavenlyplaceorasahellishnightmare.AllowustoshowyouthehighroadandLightthepath
beforeyou.Youarelovedmostprofoundly.
ArchangelMichael(channelledthroughRonnaHerman,WhileOnTheWayTo
Ascension,February2010,www.ronnastar.comandronnastar@earthlink.net.Irecommend
readingtheentirearticlewhichyouwillfindintherelatedsectiononmywebsite).

Weallleftsourcetofindourwaybackthroughallthesefeelings.Allbeingsoutsideyour
universeareinthesameprocessoffindingtheirwaybacktosource,allwithdifferentthoughts
andfeelingsonhowtoreturn.Someevenlostthewilltoreturnastheyhavebeenlostintheir
feelings.Thisiswhatandwhereyouwillgothroughbeforeyoufindyourwaybacktosource
throughalldimensions.
Muchofwhatisbeingreceivedatthistimeisoftheoldconsciousness,the
consciousnessthatwascreatedbya3rddimensionalhumanexistenceuponearth.This
consciousnessholdsthepast,presentandthoughtaboutwhatthefuturemightlooklike,what
youexpectthefuturetobelike.
Theexpectancyofitisallgoingtobedissolvedoncewegointothe5thdimension,
everythingisgoingtobedifferentinthe5thdimension.Thoughtsandfeelingsareinevery
dimensionuntilyoureachsource.
Itisnotatallaboutgoingintothe5thdimension,itisaboutbringingthis5th
dimensionalenergytoearth,intoyourselves,theearthandyouruniverse.Onceyoustart

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bringinginevenmoreofyouintoyourselves,bythisImeanthehigherdimensionalpartsof
youthatresideinthedimensionsabovethe5thandoutsideofthisuniverseintime,youwill
needtobepreparedtoexperienceandbereadytohavethatfullconsciousnessthatyouare
bringingintoyourselves.
Manywillsaytheyare,butitisdifferentthanwhatyouatthistimeareexperiencing
withthe5thdimensionalenergies.
Yourphysicalbodyhastopreparebyallowingthehigherenergiestomergewiththe
physicalbody.
Thisrequiresalotofadjustmentasyouallowforthemerkabahtobebuiltthrough
this
Beopentobeopenasyouarebecomingmoreaware,asyouarewillingtobecome
moreaware.
Thenewrealitieshavemanylayersasyoubegintoexplorethem,allyouhavetodoisbe
opentoexplore.
Isis(channelledthroughPetraMargolis,BetheCreatoroftheFuture,30March2009,
www.ascendedmasters.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=374:bethe
creatorofthefuture&catid=46:isis&Itemid=29).

Foryousee,awakeningrequiresadismantlingofthestructuresofconsciousnessbywhich
youhavebeenorderingyourperceptionsofthethirddimension.Ultimately,totrulyawaken
completelyrequiresthedismantlingofverysubtle,deeplyembeddedpatternsofperception
thatwerealreadymakingupthesoulpriortoyourincarnationinthislife.Theslatemustbe
wipedcleansothatallthatremainsistherealityofSpirit,withnofilamentortraceofegoic
consciousnessleft.

Thisisnotaneasythingtodo:yetitrequiresnoeffort,savetheefforttoLove.Loveis

thegreathealer.Loveisthatwhicherasestheimprintinthedepthofthesubtlesoul.The
patternsthatyoubroughtforthwithyouasasoularelikeamagnet.Thatis,theyattract
energystatesinthephysicaldimensionexperiencethatareresonantwiththosepatterns.
Oftenwhenyousayyoufallinloveitisjustthatyouhavecomeintocontactwithanotherfield
ofenergythathappenstofit,handinglove,withtheverypatternsofconsciousnessthatyou
carryinthedepthofyourbeing.

Oldmemoriesofotherincarnationaretriggeredwhenyouvisitacertain

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physicallocation.Andtheemotionfeelssogoodandwarmintheheart,youthink,
SurelythisiswhereImustliveontheplanet.ThisiswithwhomImustspendmylife.Yet,allof
itisemergingastheresultofyourkarma,thatis,thepatternsandtheeffectsthat
havecomefromthosepatterns.Awakeningdoesrequirevigilance.Awakeningrequiresthat
ratherthanmerelygoingwiththereactionsofthethirddimensionalbeing,youbeginto
question,youbegintoobserve,youbegintofeel,youbegintothinkmoredeeply.

Youbegintoengageyourselfinsomeformofspiritualpractice.Whetheritbe

meditationorprayerorsomethingelse,allofthesethingsaremodalitieswhichinterruptthe
momentumofbeingcaughtupinthethirddimensionalexperience.Youinterruptthepattern
ofbeingcaughtupintheworldlongenoughtositquietlyforhalfanhour,ortochant,orto
walkyoudosomethinginadifferentway.Youarebeginningtoturnthemomentumofthe
mindbackuponitself.Youarebeginningtobecomeselfobservantratherthanworld
observant.

Now,forallofyouthatwouldliketoquickenandhastenthatprocess,theansweris

verysimple.Spendmoretimebecomingselfobservant,lesstimebeingconcernedwithwhatis
goingonintheworld,andnotimeblamingtheworldforyourstateofbeingnotparents,not
society,notGod,butowning.
Jeshua(channelledthroughJayem,TheWayofMastery,HeartfeltPublishing,1997,
www.wayofmastery.com,p.211.JayemnotesthatthissectionistheKeytotheWayof
Mastery).

Theascendingenergywilltakeyoueverywhereyouwanttogobut,yougottarideit.You
gottaletitsurfacethingswithinyoutoclearthewayforthenew,reallyfabulousstuff.Andyou
havetowelcomeit.Ascensionisntgoingtooverrideyourownbeliefsystem.Yourbelief
system,willsimplyweighdownthearcabit,andyoulllookuptoseepeopleridinghighlike
youdlike.Youcanjointhematanytimeifthatsyourpreference.Justthrowafewthingsout
ofyourship.Lightentheloadpeople.Thatsall.It'sallyoursanyway...inthisamazing,endless
wholeness.ArchangelMichael(channelledthroughMeredithMurphy,19October2010,
www.expectwonderful.com).

Dearonesyouwillbewashedcleanandpurified,itwilltaketimebutslowlyandsurelywhat
doesnotserveyou;whatenergiesarenotinthelightyouwillreleaseandthelongerthat

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youstayinthisenergythemorepureyouwillbecomejustletthefeelingscomeandletthe
feelingsgoallowingyourselvestoflowintotheNewWorldfordearonestheNewWorldis
comingallowyourspiritguidestosupportyouinthisprocessfeelthematyourfeetand
yourspiritguidesknowwaystorelaxyourbodyevenmorethanitis,givethempermissionto
relaxyouandasyourelaxyouwillreleaseasyoureleasethenewenergythatwillenergise
youinadivinewaywithlightlettinggoofyouroldways,youroldbehavioursandyourold
patternsandbringingforwardthenewenergiesintotheNewWorldfordearonesenjoythis
transition,knowthatyou'removingintotheNewWorldKryon(channelledthroughDavid
Brown,TheNewWorldisComing,10October2010,Sydney,Australia,
www.kryon.org.za/ChannellingNo493.htm).

Aswepreparetotakethenextstepandgroundevendeeperintoournewlives&bodies,itis
commontoexperiencetherumblingsofemotionaleruptionsfromwithin.Theseeruptionsmay
cleverlydisguisethemselvesasintenseboutsofanger,frustrationoranxiety,butcan
ultimatelyprovidetheimpetusneededtocrackopenageyseroftearsthatcouldfloodan
ocean.
Thisbuildupofemotioncanpowerfullyservetopropelusoutofarutifwearefeeling
stuckanditisalsocommontoexperiencethesewavesofreleaseduringthetemporary
mourningprocessthatoftenprecedes/followsamajorbumpuptoanewlevelof
consciousness.Thisisthefeelingoflossoftenassociatedwithadeeperlevelofego/personality
deathandwhatalwaysbringsusintocloseralignmentwithourtrueselves.
Ifyouarestillintheanger/frustration/depressionphase,bepatientwithyour
process...thiswilleventuallygivewaytothereleaseofallthatpentupenergyandfreeyouto
movebeyondtheentrapmentofwoulda,coulda,shoulda,andalltheregretsofalifegoneby.
Remember,assoonasweloveourselvesfully,wearenolongerafraidtobetrue.Thisis
whenlifebegins,whenwedeeplyrealisethatthelifewelivedtogetherewasonlypractice.
Willtherestillbebumpsintheroad?
Ofcourse!
Butluckily,wherewe'regoing...wewon'tneedroads;))
Tocomingunstuck...
LaurenC.Gorgo(SayingGoodbyetoaLifeGone,anexcerptfromGreasingthe
Gears,8February2011,www.consciouscocreationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2011/02/greasing

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gears.html).

Tousitseemslikehumanityiswearingmanyitemsofclothing,itisasiffromeachpast
lifetimeandexperienceyouhaveacquiredanitemofclothingandareintentonwearingthem
allatonce.Somuchsothatitisobscuringyourtruthfromemergingandexistinginharmony
andpeace.Wewishforyoutotakeoffalltheclothesyouhaveacquiredandtoconfidently
walkasyourtruth.Thisisonlyananalogybutweshareitwithyousothatyoumayunderstand
thatadeeppurificationneedstotakeplacenowinpreparationfor2012.Apurificationprocess
hasbeenoccurringforseveralyearsnow,butthisisbeingintensifiedbytheCreatorforeach
individuallytostrengthentheirenergiesandlight.Thepurificationprocesswillcontinue
beyond2012formanyyearsbutneedstobesteppedupfromthismomentforwardsothatyou
mayenterintotheenergiesof2012withastrongerbrighterlightandwithagreaterawareness
ofyourowntruth.Youwillalwayshavetofocusoncleansingandpurifyingyourownbeingand
realitybutagreaterfocusuponthiswouldbebeneficialnow.

Oldenergiesneedtobeshifted,essentiallythereisaneedforeachpersontocleanse

theirownpersonaloldenergiesbeforehumanitycanbegintocleanseasawholethekarmaof
humanity'shistoryontheEarth.TheAscendedMastersworkingonpurifyingtheEarthare
actuallypreparingtheEarthsothatitiseasierforhumanitytorecognise,releaseandcleanse
thekarmicenergieshumanityhascreatedasawholeinthepast.Experiencesandsituations
mayoccurontheEarthwhichwillencouragehumanitytoreleaseallkarmicenergiesfrom
earth'shistorybutthiswillonlyoccurperiodicallybecauseinorderforhumanitytobeata
vibrationtoaccomplishthis,theymustfirstcleanse,purifyandexpandtheirownbeing,
awarenessandconsciousness.

SoforthismomentwewishtomakeyouawarethatpeopleontheEarthareentering

intoamajorpersonalpurificationprocess.Itisanintensifiedandacceleratedcleansingperiod
whereoldenergieswillbereleased.Manyhabitsorbeliefsystemsthatneedtobereleased
mayenterintoyourrealitywithpowertoshakeyouupandbringyourattentiontothe
energiesthatmustbepurified,unlessyouhavepurifiedyourselfinthiswaypreviously.Itis
importantatthistimetofocusonaskingforhealingandcleansingfromyourguides,souland
theCreatoraswellasrecognisingoldhabitsanddissolvingthem.Itisatimewhenbalanceis
essentialasmanypeoplehaveattractedintotheirlife,experiences,peopleandlearning
processesthatstemfromalongtimeago,evenseveralpastlifetimesago.Findingthatyou

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holdoldconnectionswithpeopleisnormalatthistimeasitsignifiesthatyouhavebeen
broughttogethertoeitherresolvekarmaorinpreparationofanchoringcertainenergiesinto
theEarth.

WerealisethatancientandoldwisdomwillalwaysbeneededontheEarthbutold

energiesthatareholdinghumanitybackneedtobetransformed.

MasterKuthumiandMasterSerapisBey(channelledthroughNatalieGlasson,

excerptedfromEnergyAcceleration,6June2011,www.omna.org).

RepressedEmotions

Belovedone,emotionisnottobesuppressed,becauseafterawhileitisnotgoingtostay
down.Itisgoingtocomeoutinonewayoranother;manytimesintheachesandpainsofa
body.Itwillshowyouthatyouarekeepingemotionsthatenergythatwantstobeinmotion
youarekeepingitsuppressed,youarekeepingthelidonit,andthebodywillspeaktoyou:a
crookintheneck,asoreshoulder,apain,achesinthejoints,becauseyoudonothavethe
fluidityofmovement.Youwillnotlettheemotionsbeinmotion.Jeshua(channelled
throughJudithCoates,www.oakbridge.org).

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Whentearscome,Ibreathedeeplyandrest.IknowIamswimminginahallowedstream
wheremanyhavegonebefore.Iamnotalone,crazy,orhavinganervousbreakdownMy
heartisatwork,andmysoulisawake."MaryMargaretFunk(ThoughtsMatter:thePracticeof
aSpiritualLife,Continuum,1998).

Allofyoutosomedegreewantyourlifetochange.Youallwantsomethingtochange.You
wantsomethingimprovedinyourlife.Whenyoumakehowyoufeelthemostimportantthing
inyourlife,thenlifewillchange.Yethowmanydonotwanttodothework?TheysayIamtoo
busyformyemotionsyetIstillwantmylifetochange!Ihavetoirontheclothestoday.Ihave
mypartnertocomplainat,myjobthatIdontlike.ImtoobusywiththethingsIdontlikeor
eventhethingsIdolikethatIwanttoseeimprovedImtoobusywiththose!

Yetrealiseyouremotionssendoutvibration,energy.Andthewholeworldmolds,

changes,accordingtotheenergyyouputout,whetheryouarefiveyearoldoreighty,itsthe
same.Howimportantisyourlifetoyou?Ifitistrulyimportantthenyouwillbegintotrulyfocus
onhowyoufeel,momenttomoment.Andyesitwillbework,yetwhatismoreworkhavinga
lifeyoudonotwant?Thatsmuchmorework!Andwhenyoubeingtorecogniseyourhabitual
patternswithyourownemotionsthenyouhavethepowertochangethem.

Thekeyiswhenyouarefeelinganemotionthatyouwanttochangeistofeelit.For

mostfightthefeeling,theyresistit,whichislikegluingitevencloser.Butwhenyourelaxand
surrenderthatthismoment,ImnothappyandIfeelthatfeelingtheactionisthefeelingnow
transmutingtheheaviness.Foryournaturalstateofbeingispeace.

Belovedones,donotrunfromyouremotionsorsedatethem,FEELTHEMFULLY.

Everythingthatchallengesyouinyouremotionswillloseitspowerinthefaceofyour
presence,lookatitdeeply.Ifitisanemotionyoulike,lookatitdeeplyanditwillincrease.Your
presence,focusandattentionholdstremendousenergy,soyoumightaswelluseittoyour
spirit'sadvantage.St.Germain(channelledthroughAshamaraeMcNamara,
www.awakeningfromwithin.com).

NativeAmericanshadaspecialtechniqueforreleasingtheiremotionalgarbage.Theywould
digaholeandspeakintoitalltheirnegativeexperiences,thoughtsand/orfeelings.Whenthey
hadgivenitalltoMotherEarththeywouldfillthehole.Oftentheywouldplantaseed,
knowingthatMotherEarthwouldusetheiremotionalgarbageforfertiliserfromwhich

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somethingbeautifulwouldgrow.Wheneveryouexperiencefear,guilt,oranynegative
feelings,digaholeandputyouremotionaldungintothehole.Thenplantatreeinthehole.
AskMotherEarthandthespiritofthetreetohelpyoumoveintoapeaceful,lovingexistence
andtouseyourfertiliserforthehighestandbestgoodofallconcerned.Ifyouareunabletodo
itforreal,doitinyourmind.Youmayhavetoplantmanytreeseitherforrealorinyourmind
togetridofitallofyourgarbage,butyouwillfeelwonderful.HeatherAnneHarder.

AEachofusmakeshisownweather,determinesthecolouroftheskiesintheemotional
universewhichheinhabits.@FultonJ.Sheen.

>MessagefromtheAngels=byAnnAlbers
(www.visionsofheaven.com).

Mydearfriends,weloveyousoverymuch.
Allowyourselvestofeeleverythingdeeply,
foritisthroughyourfeelingsthatyoutouch
uponyoursoul'sgreatesttruths.Youremotions
aresimplymessagesfromthesoulhonourthem
fortheirwisdom,thenallowthemtomove
throughyou,asyoumovethroughlife.

Somanyofyoutrytoavoidyourdarkerfeelings
andyet,theytoopointtoyoursoul'struth.
Beneatheveryangryfeelingisapassionatedesire
tocreatemore.Beneatheverysadnessand
disappointmentisalongingforsweetness.
Beneatheveryjealousythereisadesiretoknow
youareworthyofwhatyouenvy.Beneathevery
frustrationisasoul'sdesiretoseekoutadeeper
andtruerpath.Dearones,yourdarkerspaces
containgreatlight.Digdeepinsideyourselfandfindit.
Withinfeelingsofhelplessnessaretheseedsofsurrender.

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Withinfeelingsofdesolationyouseekoutyourown
verygreatlight.Withinfeelingsofloneliness,you
searchforGod.Whenyouarefeelingyourdarkerspaces,
digdeepwithinandfindthelightofyourownsoul
thesearetheareasofdeepgrowth.

Whenyoufindyourselfinthethroesofbliss,gratitude,
love,passionateexpression,anddeepjoy,byallmeans
celebrate!Donotdimyourlight.Thesearethetruths
thatyoursoulwishestosharewiththeworld.Allow
yourselvestofeelandfeeldeeply.Donotletfeardamn
uptheflowofgracethatcoursesthroughyouinthese
moments.Celebratethegoodfeelingsandallowyourself
tomovethroughlifeunattachedastowhetherornot
theywillbehereinthenextmoment,fortheminuteyou
introducethisfearoflosingyourjoys,youarenolonger
injoy.Simplyenjoyyourjoysdearones,andsharethem.
Joyisthenativestateofthesoul.

Donotbeafraidofyourownhearts,dearones,
forwithinthemyoufindthetruththatGodwishes
toexpressintheworld.Ownwhoyouareandhow
youfeelinanygivenmoment.Ifyouarefeelingthe
darkerspaces,digdeeptofindthelightseekingto
beexpressed.Ifyouareinthelightfilledspaces,
letyourselfshine.Godeeperalways,intoyourown
hearts.Youcanalwaysfindgreaterlove,anda
greaterdesiretobothgiveandreceivethislove.

Youareallsobeautifultous.
Donottalkyourselvesoutof

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beingwhoyouare,feeling
whatyoufeel,andexpressing
theverygreatdesireforthelove
thatyoursoulswishtosharewith,
andreceivefrom,theworld.

Weloveyousoverymuch.

YouremotionsareyourindicatorsofthevibrationalcontentofyourBeing,ineverymoment.
Andso,whenyoubecomeawareofthefeelingofyouremotions,youcanbeawareofyour
vibrationaloffering.AndonceyoucombineyourknowledgeoftheLawofAttractionwithyour
inthismomentawarenessofwhatyourvibrationalofferingis,thenyouwillhavefullcontrolof
yourownpowerfulpointofattraction.Withthisknowledge,youcannowguideyourlife
experienceinanywayyouchoose.

Youremotionssimply,purelyandonlyareaboutyourrelationshipwithyourSource.

Andsinceyouremotionstellyoueverythingthatyouwouldeverwantorneedtoknowabout
yourrelationshipwithyourSource,weoftenrefertoyouremotionsasyourEmotionalGuidance
System.

Whenyoumadethedecisiontocomeforthintothisphysicalbody,youfullyunderstood

youreternalconnectiontoSourceEnergy,andyouknewthatyouremotionswouldbe
constantindicatorsthatwouldletyouknow,ineverymoment,yourcurrentrelationshipwith
SourceEnergy.Andso,understandingthepowerfulguidancethatyouhaveeternalaccessto,
youfeltnosenseofrisk,nosenseofconfusiononlyasenseofadventureandtrue
exhilaration.
Abraham(AskandItisGiven.LearningtoManifestYourDesiresbyEstherandJerry
Hicks,HayHouse,Inc.,CA,U.S.,2004,p.44).

Thisisawonderfulideatoholdonto,thatyouaregivingformtoenergy.
Allowyourselftospendawholedayholdingthisideainyourmindandallowingyourself
toobverseyourselfasyougiveformtoenergy.Onceyoubegintonoticewhenyouaregiving
formtoenergy,whyyouaregivingformtoenergyandhowyouaregivingform

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toenergy,youbasicallybegintoseehowyourwholerealityandeventheworldhasbeen
constructed.Youmayevennoticethecycleofenergyasyougiveform,substanceorstructure
toitevenifitisintheformofanemotion.Thecycleofenergyisessentialto
observe,thecycleofgivingformtoanobjectorsituationcouldbeginwithanideaaboutthe
objectorsituation,thenaperiodofnaturallyenergisingtheideawithoutevenrealising.You
areactuallybuildingthesmallsourceofenergywhichmanifestedtheideaintoanexpansive
energy.Thenafewdayslatertheobjectorsituationmaymanifest,thiscouldbebecauseyou
havepurchasedtheobject,ithasbeengiventoyouormaybeyouhavearrangedforthe
situationtotakeplace.Themanifestationoftheenergywillthenremainwithyouforaslongas
youneedit,butbecauseenergyhasacycleitwillwithdrawalandbetransformedintoanew
energyatsomepoint.Thesameoccurswithemotionswhichareagainideasthatstemfrom
themind;theyjusthaveamorepersonalmanifestation.Whenanemotionmanifestsithasa
growthperiod,thenatimewhenitcompletelyconsumesyou,buttheemotiongenerally
passes.Sometimeswedonotcompletelyletgooftheemotionorenergyandthisiswhen
energybecomesstagnant,notabletotransform.
Whenyoucantrulybegintoobserveenergythenyouwillbegiventhemostpowerful
keytoyourexistenceandrealityontheEarth,youwillbeabletohealyourself,remain
balanced,freefromtheinfluencesofothersaswellasunderstandinghowtobringallenergies
oncenolongerneededintocompletion.Thiswouldbeanextremelypowerfultoolthathelps
youtonavigateyourrealityandachieveyourdivinepurposewithease.Somuchconfusion
occursontheEarthbecausepeopleremainignoranttotheprocessof
energyandthereforecreatemanydramasandcausethemselvesmuchpainbecauseoftheir
lackofunderstanding.Iamnotjudgingyouforthisastounderstandenergyisanatural
processofyourspiritualgrowth,Isimplywishtomakeyouobservantofyourreality
ontheEarthandhowyourexperiencescanbedevelopedandenhanced.
Muchpainoccursbecausepeoplearenotwillingtoacceptchangeormayevenhave
developedafearconnectedtochange.Afearofchangeoftenmanifestsbecausetheperson
wishestofeelsecureandstableintheirrealitybutexperiencedachangethat
causedgreatunsettlement.Theycontinuetoassociatealltransitionsintheirlifewiththis
experience.Changeisconnectedtoinsecuritybutwhenyoubegintounderstandthecycleof
energyandhowyougiveformtoenergyyouactuallyofferyourselfthegreatestsecurityofall.
Yourealisethatonceyouacceptanenergyintoyourrealityitmaystayorgoatacertaintimes

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inyourlife,yourperceptionofthisbecomeneutralbecauseyouknowthattheenergywill
naturallypasswhenyounolongerneedit,thereforesignifyingagrowthordevelopment
process.
St.Germain(channelledthroughNatalieGlasson,TransitionsofEnergy,3July2011,
www.omna.org/030711Saint_Germain.html).

AYoumusthaveanoutletforthisinnerbeastoritwillenergeticallyeatawayatyourvital
organs,causingconstrictionandreducedbloodandenergyflow,inturncausingextrastress
fromwithin.Thiswillresultinimmuneresponsedrop,badmoods,fitsoftemperand
depression,aswellasdiminishedlibido.@BarefootDoctor(DearBarefoot.TaoistWisdomFor
EverydayLiving,AtlanticBooksonbehalfofGuardianNewspapersLtd,London,U.K.,2004,
p.249).

AWhatI=vediscovered...isthatwedon=thavetoovercomefeartohaveaclearheart.Wesimply
needtorecogniseitwhenitshowsupandacknowledgeitspresence.Thegreatrevelationfor
meisthatitisn=tfearitselfsomuchastheeffortofhidingordenyingitthat=ssoselfabusive
anddestructive...Themorewesimplyacknowledgeourfearswithloveandadashofhumour,
themoretheysubsideand>defog=theheart.Now,there=sabigdifferencebetweenfeeling
vague,genericfearandactuallybeingindanger.Mostofthetimewhenweexperiencefear,
there=snothreattoanythingotherthanourfragileegos.Butevenwhenweareindanger,it=s
farbettertoacknowledgefear=spresencesothatourheartswillclearupandourguidancewill
comethroughtohelpusgetoutofit...Noticehowthemoreyouarticulateyourfear,the
cleareryourheartbecomes...Themoreoftenandmorequicklyyouconfrontfear,thesooner
yourheartwillbeclearandremainso.Andaclearheartisaselflovingone,becauseonlyitcan
seeandguideyoucreativelytosafety.
Whatfogsaclearheartarestrongemotionsofanysort.Whetherintenseanger,strong
infatuation,overwhelminggrieforunbelievableecstasy,powerfulwavesofemotion
temporarilydistorttheclarityoftheheartandinterruptourabilitytoloveourselvesorothers.
Thisisn=ttosuggestthatwemustattempttoblockordistanceourselvesfromour
emotions.Notatall.Infact,blockedemotionscloseandclogtheheartandshutitdown
altogether.No,it=simportanttofeelallofouremotionsfullyandcompletelyandtorecognise
themforthemessengerstheyare,informingusabouttheexperiencesofourlives.It=sjustthat

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weneedtorecognisethatouremotionsareliketheweather:Theycomeandideally,if
unblockedtheygo.Welearnfromthembutshouldn=tactonthem.It=sbesttowaituntiltheir
intensitypasses,thenchooseouractions.@
SoniaChoquette(TheAnswerIsSimpleYloveyourself,liveyourspirit,HayHouse,
London,U.K.,2008,p.8689).

Ifyouareexperiencingsadnessordepressionrightnowunderstandthatyouarenotalone.
Weareclearingoutthebaggagewehavebeencarryingaroundforlifetimes...wecan'ttakeit
withusintotheNewEarthEnergies.ThevibrationsontheNewEarthwillnotallowanythingof
alowvibrationtosurvive.Givethanksfortheopportunitytoclearwhatnolongerservesyou~
feelit~soyoucanletitgo,forever.Ourdensityisnolongerneeded...vibrationsfromourpast
arerisingtothesurfacetobetransmuted.Manyofusareexperiencingasenseofmelancholy
rightnow...justdon'tstaythere~intendtomovethroughitwithloveforyourselfandallthat
youhaveEVERbeen.Knowthatyouaregoingthroughafinalclearingbeforeyougraduate
fromthedensityofthe3rddimension.
AskforhelpfromyourCreator,whateverthatmaybeforyou,tohelpyoureleaseyour
karmicmiasmswitheaseandgraceandforyourhighestandbestgood.Sitoutinthesunfor15
minutesandasktheSunandtheEarthtohelpyoutransmutetheblocksinyourenergyfield.A
briskwalkwillalsohelpyouthrowoffenergythatneedstobereleased.
Mayyoubeblessedonyoursoulsjourneybacktowholeness.Knowthatyouaredeeply
lovedandfullysupportedinyourprocess.
SabrinaReber(www.facebook.com/pages/HowtoRaiseYour
Vibration/204840666199710).

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Resistance

Itisnotnecessarythatyoufullyunderstandthecomplexitiesofthiseternallyexpanding
environmentinordertoreapthebenefitsofthatwhichithasbecome,butitisnecessarythat
youfindawaytogowiththeflowoftheWellBeingthatisstretchedoutbeforeyou.So,inthat
effort,weofferthesewords:ThereisonlyaStreamofWellBeingthatflows.Youcanallowit
orresistit,butitflowsjustthesame.Abraham(ManifestYourDesiresbyEstherandJerry
Hicks,HayHouse,Inc.,NewYork,U.K.,2008,p.52).

Youwouldnotenterabrightlylitroomandlookforthedarkswitch.Youwouldnotexpect
tofindaswitchthatwouldfloodaninkydarknessintotheroomtocoverthebrightnessofthe
lightyouwouldfindaswitchthatwouldresistthelight,forintheabsenceoflightthereis
darkness.And,inlikemanner,thereisnotaSourceofevil,buttherecouldberesistingofthat
whichyoubelieveisGood,justasthereisnotaSourceofsickness,buttherecouldberesisting
ofthenaturalWellBeing.Abraham(ManifestYourDesiresbyEstherandJerryHicks,Hay
House,Inc.,NewYork,U.S.,2008,p.53).

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"Fightingyourfeelingsanddefendingagainstthemcreatesawholeextralayerofartificial
feelingsthatfurtherisolatesyoufromyourspiritualcoreandonlyservestoaddmorelayersto
theoriginalexperienceitfightsagainst.Yourwholeconsciousselfhastogatherallitsfaculties,
allitsresourcesanduseallthegroundyouhavegainedinordertobefullydeterminedto
experiencethefearofthedeep,painful,hurtful,frighteningfeelingsthatyouhideinside
yourself.AsIhaveoftensaidtoyou,theonlywayoutisinandthrough."EvaPierrakosand
DonovanThesenga(FearNoEvil).Someonecommentedonthisquote:Feelingsaretriggered
byourstoriesaboutourselves.Bustingthemythdiffusesthefeelings.Theyareinterlinked.
(MichaelDovenGray,July2011).

*onlypositivethingsholdourvibrationsup*Afriend.

Yeahbutit'simportantnottoresistnegativethingsiftheyneedtosurfacetobereleased.That
istheothersideofascension.Infact,really,thatISascension,theselfhealing.Aslongaswe
knowitistemporaryandactuallyreleaseit.That'snotsoeasyandIdon'tthinkitmatters.Itis
acceleratedgrowthwhichwouldusuallytakeseverallifetimes.ThenLightisallthatremains.

Iwanttoannouncetoeveryonelistening,totheentireuniversewhoisintentionallyoutthere
somewherepickinguponpiecesofthisinsomewayIwanttoannouncetoeverythingand
everyonewhoexiststhatIherenowproclaimmydeterminationtoreleasemyresistanceonce
andforall.Igiveup.Igiveup.Igiveup.IgiveupIhavetoletgoofallthosepiecesbecause,
inmyinteractionwithallthosepieces,Ijustholdmyselfoutandholdmyselfoutandhold
myselfoutandmyfrustrationishugewhenIholdmyselfout,asImtryingtoexplain.ButIm
onlyoutbecauseofthisrealityandthisrealityandthisreality.Abraham,Inowunderstandthat
youwerenevertryingtosaytomethatthoserealitiesdidntexist.Youwereonlytryingtosay
tomethatthoserealitiesdonotservemewhenIfocusuponthem.AbrahamHicks(Imthe
Vortex,anintroductoryvideoclipofatalkregardingTheVortex,abookbyEstherandJerry
Hicks,2009).

"Theamountoftimethatittakestofullyembodyyourphysicalvesselisdirectlyproportionate
totheamountofresistanceyouuphold.Whatwemeanisthis:forthephysicalbodyto
integratetheseveryhighfrequenciesrequiresadeeplevelofsurrender,ofacceptance,sothat

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eachcellcanharmonisewiththegalacticforcesofcreation.Ifthereisresistancetoholding,
integratingtheseenergies,thebodywillbuckindefianceandcreategreatdiscomfort.Forthis
werecommendasoftening,anopennessandawillingnesstowelcomeandembracethese
energiesfully...notarefusalofthem.Similartochildbirth,relaxingintothediscomfortwillease
thestressonthephysicalbodyduringtheintensiverebirthingprocessyouarecurrently
undergoing.Allow,allow,allow,iswhatwewouldsayinresponsetoallresistancedisguisedas
suffering."SevenSisters(channelledthroughLaurenC.Gorgo,The(re)EducationofSacred
Embodiment,28July2011,
www.consciouscocreationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2011/07/reeducationofsacred
embodiment.html).

ConnectingToYourHigherSelf.

Expansionofexistingspiritual/religiousbeliefs
AdeeperhungerwithperseverancetoknowtheUniversal(Absolute)Truth...
Opennesstoreceiveteachingsandhealings(fromtheheartwithoutinterferencefromthe
EgoMind)
Lettinggoofyournegativeego(yourwealth,status,jobtitleetcareallillusions...itsNOT
YOU).Loveinyoursystemcreateshumilityandprovidesahigherperspectivetolife
AnunderstandingofyourSelfasabeingofenergy(withmultiplesubtlebodylayers)
Anunderstandingthatyoucreatewithyourthoughtformsandfeelings.Positivethought
formscreatepositiveenergiesandnegativethoughtformscreateblockagesinyoursystem
Clearingallblockages(miasms)fromallyoursubtlebodies.Doingthisopensyouuptothe
higherfrequencyenergies.Thehigherfrequencyenergiesspeedupyourselfdevelopmentand
selfempowermentprocess
Develop/BuildyourpillarofLightandyourCentralChannel(extensionoftheKundalini
channelbeyondthecrown)alsoknownastheAntahkaranaortheRainbowbridge
Openingupyoursacred(spiritual)heart.ThisallowsyoutoopenuptothepureloveGOD
consciousnessenergyanddevelopthedirectconnectiontotheGODsource
Ishnah(www.selftransform.net).

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HoldingontothePast

"Weeithergiveupoursufferingandstartlivingagainorwedieclutchingontothepast."Gary
Bate(BecomingaChrist.ALaymansJourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLightPublishing,Cardiff,
U.K.,2003,www.whatstress.com).

"Ifwisdomisgarneredthroughexperience,anditis,whathavewegottobeashamedof?We
wanttocometoaplaceinourmindwherewesayoutloud,Iforgivemyselfformypast,those
memoriesthatstickoutinmymind.Iletgoofmypastandforgetit.Mypastisnolongerapart
ofme.Iamhealedandmadeanewbeing.Icometotheriverinmymind,Ibatheintheriver
andtheholywaterwashesawaymypast.Iamnolongermypast.Itisnomore.Iwalktothe
othersideoftheriver.Idon'tlookback.Ileavenofootprintsinthepast."GaryBate
(BecomingaChrist.ALaymansJourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLightPublishing,Cardiff,U.K.,
2003,www.whatstress.com).

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Itisonlywhenweresolveouremotionsneurologically,aswisdom,thatwearefreeofthem
andthusfreefromourpast.ChristbeingbornofavirginmeansthatChristisvirginterritory
untaintedbyanunresolvedemotionalpast.GaryBate(BecomingaChrist.ALaymans
JourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLightPublishing,Cardiff,U.K.,2003,p.50,
www.whatstress.com).

Ifwehaddonewhatweweresupposedtodo,wewouldhavecreatedanexperience,then
movedintoemotionallyembraceit,captureditswisdomandthenmovedontothenext
experience.Whenwehaveexperiencedsomethingonceweshouldhavecapturedthewisdom
fromit.Weonlykeepcomingbacktoitbecausewethinkwearemissingoutonsomethingbut
thisisclearlynotthecase

Insteadoffeedingouremotions,theanswerliesinmakingaconsciousdecisionto

starvethem.Didyougetthat?Theonlywayforwardistostarveyouremotionalbodyof
everythingotherthanvirginexperiences.AndIdontmeanyouaretogooutandlookfora
loadofvirginstosleepwith!

Emotionalfastingistheroutetoenlightenmentandperfecthealth.

AndthesayingChristisbornofavirginmeansimmortallifehasnobasisinthepast.A

Christisuntaintedbypastemotionalexperiences.Theyhavecrossedtheemotionalriverand
leftnofootprintsinthepast.(ItdoesntmeanMarywasavirgin!Shewas,infact,anunmarried
motherwithtwins;namelyYeshuaandhistwinbrotherThomas).
GaryBate(BecomingaChrist.ALaymansJourneyofSelfdiscovery,BlueLight
Publishing,Cardiff,U.K.,2003,www.whatstress.com,p.166167).

Thechildlikeinnocenceoftheoldsoulinnersense...

AFOOLISONEwhogoesontrusting;afoolisonewhogoesontrustingagainstallhis
experience.Youdeceivehim,andhetrustsyou;andyoudeceivehimagain,andhetrustsyou;
andyoudeceivehimagain,andhetrustsyou.Thenyouwillsaythatheisafool,hedoesnot
learn.Histrustistremendous;histrustissopurethatnobodycancorruptit.
BeafoolintheTaoistsense,intheZensense.Don'ttrytocreateawallofknowledge
aroundyou.Whatsoeverexperiencecomestoyou,letithappen,andthengoondroppingit.
Gooncleaningyourmindcontinuously;goondyingtothepastsoyouremaininthepresent,

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herenow,asifjustborn,justababe.Inthebeginningitisgoingtobeverydifficult.Theworld
willstarttakingadvantageofyou...letthem.Theyarepoorfellows.Evenifyouarecheatedand
deceivedandrobbed,letithappen,becausethatwhichisreallyyourscannotberobbedfrom
you,thatwhichisreallyyoursnobodycanstealfromyou.Andeachtimeyoudon'tallow
situationstocorruptyou,thatopportunitywillbecomeanintegrationinside.Yoursoulwill
becomemorecrystallised.
Osho(OshoZenTarot).

"Rememberalwaysthatyourpowerliesinyourinfinitebeingandyourabilitytoholdenergyin
yourheartandtomanifestthatwhichyouneed.Youarepowerfulandloved,andyouareLove.
So,bytheEquinoxofMarch,youwillbefeelingtheintensityofthisWave.And,youwillfloat
likeaFeatherontheWavesofCosmicLightinto...aNewCreation.Newideaswillcometoyou,
newconnections,newprojectsandnewcommunities.For,theseCosmicWavesarethe
EnergiesofaNewCreationandaNewEarth.So,weurgeyou,donotfocusonthatwhichis
fallingaway,butfocusratheronthatwhichisrisingandcomingintoManifestationaNew
EarthandanAgeofLight!"ArchangelMichael(channelledthroughCeliaFenn,LightAsa
Feather,9February2011,www.starchildglobal.com).

Letgomeansnocompetition,nostruggle,nofightjustrelaxingwithexistence,whereverit
leads.Nottryingtocontrolyourfuture,nottryingtocontrolconsequences,butallowingthem
tohappennoteventhinkingaboutthem.Letgoisinthepresent;consequencesare
tomorrow.Andletgoissuchadelightfulexperience,atotalrelaxation,adeepsynchronicity
withexistence.Osho.

"Peoplehaveahardtimelettinggooftheirsuffering.Outofafearoftheunknown,theyprefer
sufferingthatisfamiliar."ThichNhatHanh.

~94~

Denial

Weareinthislifetoconfrontanddealwithourdarkness(theabsenceofLight)andthenmove
onintotheLightandembraceourwholeSelf.Aswitheverything,itisallaboutbecoming
consciousofallpartsofoneselfnow,particularlyemotionsandaspectsofourselveswehave
blockedordeniedinotherlifetimes.Itisthenthatwecanreleasethestoredtensionandfeel
andlovefullyandachievebalanceandharmonybetweenallaspectsofourselves.Thehigher
selfisbalancingconsciousnessbytryingtoclearblockagesandreleaseemotionssothat
energycanflow.

"Fortodenyapart,istodenythewhole.
Thesignificanceofthisisparamount."
Jeshua(channelledthroughJayem,TheJeshuaLetters).

"BelovedOne,
Thatwhichyoudontwanttolookatbecomesyourshadowside.Fear,angerand
negativitycanroamthereandinfluenceyou,intensifiedbytherefusaltogowithin.Theego

~95~

canbeverystubbornwhenitcomestosuppressingcertaindoubts,hunchesandfeelings;itwill
notreleasecontroleasily.
Whatyouperceiveasevilinyourworldisalwaystheresultofclingingtopersonal
power.Itistherefusaltogiveupcontrolandacceptinnerfearanddarkness.
Thefirststeptoenlightenmentissurrenderingtowhatis.Enlightenmentmeansthat
youallowallaspectsofyourbeingintothelightofyourconsciousness.Enlightenmentdoes
notmeanyouarefullyconsciousofeverythingwithinyou,butthatyouarewillingtoface
everyaspectconsciously.
Enlightenmentequalslove.Lovemeansthatyouacceptyourselfasyouare.
Jeshua(channelledthroughPamelaKribbe,TheJeshuaChannellings,BootLocker,
2008,www.jeshua.net).

PLAY:ZerobyTheSmashingPumpkins(onthealbumMellonCollieandtheInfiniteSadness,
1995)RE:dealingwithyourdarknessnotdenyingit.

Whateveryoubury,youburyalive.Unknown.

TheAchillesheels/healsofmanywillachewithprayersastheyarebroughttotheiremotional
kneesinordertoreceivecommunionwithfirstlight.Humblenessallowsanopeninginthe
canyonofselfthatoncedeadendedandechoedofwrongchoices.Theimpassablemountain
respondstotrueemotionfromthedeepclearwellofcaring.Hollownesswillnotbeseenasa
friendlygestureasmanystillcontinuetoserveselfatthecafeteriaofdenial.
Servingtheholeonehasfallenintodoesnotcontributetothehealingofplanetorself.
Whenyoufindyourselffallingdowntherabbitholeoflifeandcontinualobligationsdonot
stoptotakenotesonthewaydown.Dontholduntowhatfallsawayfromyoubutinitsstead
lookforwardtothenewlandyouareabouttotouchdownupon.
Youareaskedtobecomemorethanyoueverthoughtpossible!Youareaskedto
becomethehealer,youareaskedtobecomethescholar.Youareaskedtobecomeallthatyou
shirk.YouareaskedtomakepersonaldecisionsthatevenChristhimselfwouldfretover.You
arebeingpulledawayfromyourpersonallineinthesandandtakentoanewbeachwhereyour
footstepswillbeseenandcounted.

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Youareaskedtoincreaseyourbelieffactorinyourselfandallofyourabilities.Youare
askedtoredesignyourselfinacollageoflifeimitatingart.Youareaskedtostepuptotheplate
andsupuponwhatisneededtobedone,letitfuelyourlifeforce.Insteadofallowinglifeand
herdailydeedstosuckallofyourenergyallowittogivetoyouincreasedenergyfromall
circumstancesthatsurroundyou.Stopwhiningaboutwhathasbefallenyouandseeitasa
pieceofthesoulpuzzleyouseek
Thelightseekstoknowitselfagain,aslongforgottenpartsoftheuniversemeet
yearlinglights,thoseinformthatwillembraceandfullyappreciatethetruenessofthe
energy.ThecalloftheAncestorsfromtimeimmortalisheardpulsingthruthegalacticvein.The
heartoftheSourcepoundswithexpectationsasitbringstogetherdancepartnersthathave
nottangoedinlightyears
Areyouwillingtobeentrustedwithancienttruthsthatseekahosttoholdthemdear
andbreathetheirtruthsbackintoremembrance?Areyouwillingtoseethebeautywithinyour
selfsoyoucanseethebeautywithinlife?Foritisonlythroughlovethatyoumayentertheir
truthsandsupupontheirwellkeptsecrets.
Theultimatechoiceistogivewithoutthoughtofloss.Tojumpwithoutfearintothe
abysswiththeknowingthatinalldarknesslightisheldcaptive.Tocometotheledgeandfly
withoutfearorremorseVENTURINGWHEREANGELSFEARTOTREADandshowingthe
universewhatmankindismadeof.Thereisnogrowthinasafespaceand2009holdsthat
teaching.EmbracetheenergyandlightthatyouhouseandreachfortheEventHorizon.
TheCouncilof29/11thatservestheyear2009(channelledthroughGillianMacBeth
Louthan,11November2009,www.thequantumawakening.com).

YouturnawayfromtheSun(God)forlongenoughandacavernofdarknessiscreated.The
Suncannotreachyoubecausethecavernisanillusionofyourownmaking.Youmustturnback
towardstheLighttoreturntoRealityifyouwouldbefreeofillusion,ofdualityandsuffering
regardlessofhowdenseanddifficultyourcircumstancesmightbe.Gradually,theflowerofthe
heartopensandthecolourofjoyandperfumeofloveareawakenedastheSun,theSpirit,
againexpressesitselfthroughyou:

ShadowandLightSourceBoth

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Howdoesapartoftheworldleavetheworld?
Howdoeswetnessleavewater?

Donttrytoputoutfirebythrowingon
morefire!Don'twashawoundwithblood.

Nomatterhowfastyourun,yourshadow
keepsup.Sometimesit'sinfront!

Onlyfulloverheadsundiminishesyourshadow.
Butthatshadowhasbeenservingyou.

Whathurtsyou,blessesyou.Darknessis
yourcandle.Yourboundariesareyourquest.
Icouldexplainthis,butitwillbreakthe
glasscoveronyourheart,andthere'sno
fixingthat.

Youmusthaveshadowandlightsourceboth.
Listen,andlayyourheadunderthetreeofawe.

Whenfromthattreefeathersandwingssproutonyou,
bequieterthanadove.Don'tevenopenyourmouthfor
evenacoo.

Rumi.

Noescape

~98~

Q:Jonah,you=veoftensaid,thereisnoescape,onlyresolution.I=moftenunsureabouthowto
goaboutresolvingsomething.Aretherestepsonecantaketowardresolution?Thankyou,I
loveyouall...Susan,SantaAna,CA.
A:Beloved,indeedthereisnoescape,forwhatonecreatesinthenegativetheymustresolve,
ifittakesonedayortenthousandlifetimes,thisisuniversallaw.Stepstowardresolutionneed
tobeginwithunderstandingwhatitisyouaretryingtoresolve,areyoustilljudgingit,areyou
stillfearingit,indeeddoesitstillcontrolyou?Ifonebelievestheyaretheservantoftheir
creationversusthemasteroftheircreationthenresolutiondoesnotoccur.Lookatwhatyou
havecreated,whateverthecreationisthatyouaretryingtoescape,andrecreatethatcreation
withloveforyourself,askforassistancefromtheuniverse,indeedfromyourownguides.
Allowthenewcreationtoreplacetheoldcreationthisisresolution.

Slowly,slowly,onemusthavesomekindofpracticeandaneverincreasingself

awareness,andselflove,andbyandbythosecontradictorycloudsofconfusion,ofdualityand
delusion,passandjusttheoneSunremains,thetrueeternalself.Wearestartingtowakeup
fromadreamthat=sall(alongnightmare).Really,weareallraysoftheonegoldenSun,butwe
stillthinkwe=refoodforthebirds,wormsinthedirtthatcan=teverwriggleourbuttsfast
enoughtoescapefromourselves.Yeah,thetrueandeternalpartofuswhichisGodplanned
thiswholefuckupforourexperienceandlearningsowemaybeaswiseasserpentsand
thereafterresistalltemptationtostrayfromOnenessknowinghowacutelyithurts.Pleasure
soprofoundthatithurlsustotheground...well,otherweaknessestoo.We=reallworkingon
something,someAchillesHeel,somefathomlessfear,somedeeprooteddenialandwekeep
repeatingthelessonlifeafterlifebecausewejustwannapartyandhaveagoodtime.
So...that=swheretheyendup...backinthedanceagain,dancingontheirowngraves,tryingnot
tostepintheirownshit,hopingsomeoneelsedoes.Soifyou=vestoppeddoingthatatleast
you=reprobablyontherighttrack!
Jonah(channelledthroughHosscaHarrison,fromanewsletter,
www.jonahlifeinstitute.com).

Mayitinspireyouwithclearervisionandadeeperpeace,asyourealisethatlifeisgoverned
byperfectjustice.Thelawmustforeveroperatetobringmenandwomentofacethemselves.

Humanityactuallyspendsitstimerunningawayfromitself,seekingdissipationand

oblivion;whichisnomorethanfritteringawaythehappinessandjoywhichGodwouldgive.

~99~

Witnessthemanydistractionsyouhavecreatedforyourselvesinyourlifetoday,amusements
whichcompelpeoplesattention.Donotthink,foronemoment,thatwedonotrecognisethe
needforrecreation;butlearntotakeyourrelaxationandrecreationinthetrueand
harmoniousspirit.Donotdissipatetheenergiesofthespirit,orthelifeforcewithinyourbody,
whichisthetempleoftheMostHighTheessentiallesson,werepeat,thatlifehastoteach
humanityistofaceitself.

WhiteEagle(channelledthroughGraceCooke,TheLightBringer.TheRayofJohnand

theAgeofIntuition,TheWhiteEaglePublishingTrust,Hants,U.K.,2001,p.8384).

RickyFitts(WesBentley):Neverunderestimatethepowerofdenial.
AmericanBeauty(directedbySamMendes,1999).

Beingclearofpaststufffreesusuptofaceanddealwithsituationsinthepresent

Insteadofcandycoatingthebadfeelingsbydenyingpasthurts,youcanhealthem.Bygoing
throughthehealingprocess,youcometounderstandthatyouarenotconfinedtoalifeofa
helplessvictim.Thisunderstandinghastheeffectofallowingyoutodistributeloveand
kindnessandtosetboundarieswithoutcreatingfurtherconflict.Itallowsyoutotakeastand
withoutalienatingothers.Inthiswayofliving,youcanbenefitfromevenunpleasantthings
thathappentoyou.BettyPerkins(LionTaming.Thecouragetodealwithdifficultpeople
includingyourself,TzedakahPublications,CA.,U.S.,1995,p.110).

Apersonoftenmeetshisdestinyontheroadhetooktoavoidit.JeandelaFontaine.

Afriend:Thisladywaspassingmytarottableandshetoldme,Youneedtomakethecards
cry.Myreadingsjumpeduptothenextlevelthatday,asIstoppedbeingconcernedwithtap
dancingaroundthesocallednegativecards.
Me:Yeah!Ilovethat.Wearetaughtthatfeelingfeelingfeelingistheanswer...feelthroughthe
darknesstoreachtheLight.It'stheonlyway.Feelallthepainwe'velockedaway,theemotions
we'vedeniedlifeafterlife,releaseandbefree,surrenderandfly!

~100~

Whoarewe?Arewegoingtosticktothesepersonalities,thesebounded,territorialthings?
Arewegoingtoexpandourselves,makeourselvesbigger?Sothat,ifyouhappentolikeworld
musicandIdont,Icantapintoyourloveofworldmusicandexperienceitanditmeans
something.

So,whatImsuggestinghereiswealltakeupmagick.Because,basically,itworks.We

canchangetheworld.Itssimple.Thetechnologysthere.TheBuddhistshavebeentellingusit.
AsIsay,peoplehavebeentellingusthisforsolongand,inthelast200years,itsbeendriven
undergroundandweveforgotten.Andpeoplelikeusheretodaytotryandrecoversomething
ofthat.

Andthewaytorecoveritistodoit.Dothetechniquesandyoullfinditworks.And,

westandhere,nowthisisthecounterculture,wearethecounterculturewestandhere,
lookingahead.Whatarewegoingtodo?AbandonthepersonalityiswhatIsuggest.Getridof
thesenseofIandmakeyourselfsomethingbigger.Imaginethateverytimeyouwanttolearn
somethingnewtheresanewcomputerprogrammeyoucanbuy.Theoperatingsystemyou
canupdate.YoucanlearntoflyaplaneinsevendaysaccordingtoNeurolinguistic
Programming[NLP],sowhynot?Letsjustdoit.Dowewanttochangethingorarewejust
sittingheretalking?...Dowewanttochangethings?Yeah!Right!Thatswhywerefuckinghere,
man!Thatiswhywerehere!

Sowhatarewegoingtodo?Ifyouwanttochangethingsthefirstthingyouhaveto

changeisyourself.Because,ifyoudontchangeyourself,youwilltakeontheworldasifits
yourselfandfuckup.Reallyfuckup!Because,ifyoudontunderstandyourowndarkside,if
youdontunderstandyourweird,shittyside,ifyoudontunderstandthattheressomeonein
therewhowillkillyourmotherifneedbeifyoucanttakethaton,ifyoucanttakethaton
boardandrealisethatCharlesManson,meandyouarenotmuchdifferentbutwedontdoit.
Butitsinusanditsthere.Andsomuchofusisdenialthatwehavenodarkside.Youknow,
thehippiesandthoselovelypeopleinArabiawhoareonecstasy,theytriedtopretendwehave
nodarkside.Andwhathappenedwastheygotfuckedupbytheirowndarkside.

So,letskissourdarkside.Letsfuckourdarkside.Letsgethimdowntherewherehe

belongsBut,aboveall,letusbecomeplex,creatures,complex,superplex,abletotakeon
newpersonalitytraits,abletotakeonnewideas,abletoadapt,abletoextendtheir
boundariesintowhatwaspreviouslytheenemyterritoryuntilthepointwherewebecome
whatweoncecalledourenemy.Andtheyareusandthereisnodistinction.

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GrantMorrison(fromalecture).

Okay,wearegoingtomovebackintothediscussionoftherisingandfallingofcivilisations,
andwearegoingtolookatthequestionofWHYcivilisationshaverisenonlytofallbackagain.
ThereasoncivilisationshaverisenandthenfallenisbecausenotalltheaspectsoftheSelfwere
healedwhenthecivilisationbegantorisetoapinnacleofsuccess.Eachoneofyouhasbeenon
aspiritualpathonasoulpathformanymillionsofyears.Andoverthosemillionsofyears
youhavelearnedagreatmanylessons.Youhavehadagreatmanyexperiences.Andthere
havebeensomepartsofyoursoul(whatthechannelcallsthe12levelsofSelf)thathave
evolvedandgrownandlearnedandmovedforwardtremendously.Therehavebeenother
levelsoftheSelfthathavetakenaverylongtimetolearnandgrow,andarestilllagging
behind.
Whenyouhaveacivilisationthatisveryadvancedononelevel,butlaggingbehindon
anotherlevel,andyoudonotbringthelevelsforwardthatarelaggingbehind,thecivilisation
willultimatelyfail.Thishashappenedwithyoursocalledgurus,wheremanyhaverisento
greatheightsofadorationandpraise,andthentheyhavebecomeinvolvedinscandalsorhave
receiveddisgracefulviewingbythedisciplesforsomethingthathasoccurred,suchasasex
scandal.
Thesethingsoccur,beloveds,becausepartoftheSelfhasnotbeenhealed,because
partoftheSelfhasnotbeenintegrated.Youmayhaveaveryadvancedmind,capableof
perceivinghighertruths.Youmayhaveconvincedyourselfthatyouaretotallyenlightenedasa
beingonEarth.Yetyouremotionalbodymaystillbeunresolvedinbasicchildhoodorpastlife
issues,andwhenyouattempttorisetogreatpinnaclesofsuccess,youleavebehindthatpart
ofyourselfthathasnotbeenbroughtforwardintotalhealing.Thepartsthathavebeen
denied,thepartsthathavebeenleftoutsideyourlovingembrace,willeventuallygetyour
attentionandoftenitisinnegativeways.
ThecivilisationknownasAtlantiswasaprimeexampleofthat,aswasthecivilisation
knownasLemuria.InAtlantis,youhadahightechnologycivilisation.Itreachedapinnacleof
successinmanyareas,yetemotionally,itwasnotmature,andemotionally,youwereunableto
discernwhatyouneededtodoinordertokeepyoursocietygoing.Becauseyouhad
unresolvedguilt,unresolvedanger,unresolvedshame,unresolvedfeelingsofunworthiness,
youcreatedaraceofbeingsfromanotherareaofyourgalaxycomingandtakingoverand

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destroyingyourworld.Thishashappenedonmanyoccasions.Eachtimeithasbeenlesssevere
thantheprevioustime.
Isis(channelledthroughSalRachele,AustraliaWorkshopPart3,30September2006,
www.salrachele.com/webchannelings/isisworkshoppart3.htm).

Acceptance

"Itsnotthewoundthatshapesourlives,it'sthechoicewemakeasadultsbetweenembracing
ourwoundsorragingagainstthem."GeneenRoth.

Theresnodoubtthatwithgrowingtechnology,thegenerallevelofphysicalcomforthas
improvedformanyinWesternsociety.Itisatthispointthatacriticalshiftinperceptiontakes
place,assufferingbecomeslessvisible,itisnolongerseenaspartofthefundamentalnature
ofhumanbeingsbutratherasananomaly,asignthatsomethinghasgoneterriblywrong,a
signoffailureofsomesystem,aninfringementonourguaranteedrighttohappiness!...

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Ofcourse,thewishtogetfreeofsufferingisthelegitimategoalofeveryhumanbeing.

Itisthecorollaryofourwishtobehappy.Thusitisentirelyappropriatethatweseekoutthe
causesofourunhappinessanddowhateverwecantoalleviateourproblems,searchingfor
solutionsonalllevelsglobal,societal,familialandindividual.Butaslongasweviewsuffering
asanunnaturalstate,anabnormalconditionthatwefear,avoidandreject,wewillnever
uprootthecausesofsufferingandbegintoliveahappierlife.HowardC.Cutler(TheArtof
Happiness.AHandbookforLivingbyTheDalaiLamaandHowardC.CutlerRiverheadBooks,
NewYork,US,1998,p.147148).

Donottoshunpain,WhiteEaglesays,forpainandjoyaretwoseparateaspectsofthesame
principle.Paincanbeautifythesoulandgiveitthepowertofeel,todeveloptheintuition
thatsixthsensewhichwillbecomeuniversalinthenewageavitaldevelopment,forintuition
canevolvetosuchadegreeitbecomesknowledge,absoluteandcertain.Lovecannotwork
withoutknowledge;itislikeaflowerwhichhasnotopened.Onceintuitionhastakenits
rightfulplace,reasonwilldiminish.Whenwefinallyreachourgoalwecanlookforwardto
developingaseventhsense!LesleyTarrantBelcourt(excerptfromabookreviewofThe
LightBringer.TheRayofJohnandtheAgeofIntuitionbyWhiteEaglechannelledthroughGrace
Cooke,compiledfrompreviouscommunications,2001,
www.whiteagle.ca/pubs/book_review/light_bringer.htm).

"Heartacheisgood.Acceptitjoyously.Allowit,don'trepressit.Thenaturaltendencyofthe
mindistorepressanythingthatispainful.Byrepressingityouwilldestroysomethingthatis
growing.Theheartismeanttobebroken.Itspurposeistomeltintotearsandevaporate.
Whenthehearthasevaporatedexactlyinthesameplacewheretheheartwas,youcometo
knowthedeeperheart."Osho.

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ReleasingPain

Sometimeswhenyouarereleasingenergies,theyrenotpleasant.Wheneveryoudecideto
healsomething,whathappensisthatgoodenergiescomeinandnegativeenergiesare
released.Kryon(channelledbyDavidBrown,2May2011,EnergiesoftheSacredMarriage,
www.kryon.org.za/ChannellingNo508.htm).

Excerptfromamessagetoafriend:

Youbarelyhaveenoughenergytokeeplifeandsoultogetherbutit'sonlyblockedenergyand
allinthemindsofeelinyourheart,feelyourspiritandthelovethatyouarewithinyourheart,
andloveyourself,loveanythingandeverythingyoucan,releasethatenergy.Idothinkyou

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needcounsellingjusttohelpyoufocusandfaceyourdemonsandreleasethem.They'reinthe
pastbuttheylingerintheunconscioussoweneedtoallowthemtosurfaceandbreathethem
awayasthephantomstheyaresotheycan'tmaketheirhomeinsideusandgetuptoallkinds
ofmischief.Justlovethemandfreethem,pourthemdownthedrainsoyoucanrefillyour
glasswithfreshwater,pureconsciousness.
Thesetrialsyouhavebeenthrough,aswitheveryones,arekarmicandarrangedbyyou
atahigherlevelasasoulsothatyoucanfaceandreleaserepressedemotionsthatyou've
deniedlifetimeafterlifetime.Thereasonit'sbeensosevereanddrasticthistimearoundisthat
wearelivingatatimewhentheLightisreturningandthisplanetisraisingitsfrequencyand
goingthroughaquantumleapnevertobethesameagain.Yoursoulknowsthisisawondrous
opportunitytocleareverythingandmoveonfromthisprisonplanetandreturntotherealms
ofmultidimensionalrealitybeyondthedream,thisillusionofphysicalseparationwe'restuckin.

"Thelovethatyouwithhold,isthepainthatyoucarry,lifetimeafterlifetime."Vissaeus(Alex
Collier'sAndromedancontactee).

Yes,drama....theintensefrequenciesbringeverythingtothesurface.There'ssomuchdenied
frompastlifetimestobereleasednow.Besttobreatheandloveit,feelgrateful,
forgive...etc...becauseit'salljustillusionandwantstobereleasedotherwiseitjumpsoutagain
askingtobefeltratherthanresisted,allowedtosurfaceandbebreathedandblessed
away...andreplacedwithLight.:)

Anditwillbewellworththeeffortbecausetheunseenssaythatthissolar/lunarsupportisthe
motorbehindthereleaseofourpain/fearbody,thefirstphaseofembodimentthatthey
mentionedinthelastupdate.Inreality,thosealreadyfocusedinafifthdimensionalwayhave
diffusedsomanyinternal(karmic)bombs,thateventhothebuttonsmayremain,theyare
mostlyduds.Andifanybuttonsarestillactive,youwillknowbeforewecompletethisjourney
becausetheywillallbetestedonebyoneuntilwearereactionlesstoallpastwounds.
LaurenC.Gorgo(TheParadigmofPurposefulPLAY,7June2011,www.consciousco
creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2011/06/paradigmofpurposefulplay.html).

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MyFacebookstatuson7January2010:Yesterdayandtoday:theMooninAquariusTrineSaturn
andapproachingtheChironNeptuneConjunctiontippingthatbucketofSaturnianfearsinto
therivertobereleasedintoconsciouslight.Don'tbedown,celebrateandbeaclown!:D
Plus,Isaidtoafriendwhodbeenfeelingdownthepreviousday:Yeah,funnyenergies
intheair!It'sjusttheveiltowhowereallyarebecomingthinner.Thingssurfacetobereleased,
clearedformorelightandjoytoshine.

ATheanchoringlovefromtheCreatorontotheEarthcanbringforthturmoilbutthiswillalways
haveapositiveoutcomeallowingyoutorealisethegrowththatyouhaveaccessed.Whilelove
assistsinacleansingandadetachmentprocessthereisalsoaneedtoinvokefocusedcleansing
raystoenableyoutoovercomechallengesandreleasenegativeenergyswiftly.Allowing
yourselftodwellinthenegativeenergiesthatcometothesurfacecanproducemore
stagnationcausingyourprocessofreleasetobemoreproblematicthannecessary.Byinvoking
cleansingenergiestowashthroughyoueachdayyouwillallowyourselftoremaincentred,
balancedandfocusedwhateveryourealisearoundorwithinyou.Manyemotionsthatcometo
thesurfacefromyourpastorpastlifetimessimplyneedtoberealised,itiswhenweignore
thesethattheycancausechaosinourlivesandlowerourenergyvibration.Thepurposeof
anchoringcleansingenergieseachdayistoensurethatyourenergyvibrationremainshigh,
yourlightbrilliantlyvibrantandyourloveabundant,whenthisismaintainedyouwillfindthat
youhavethestrength,toolsandcouragetodealwithanysituation,experienceorrealisation
thatentersintoyourreality.@LadyNada(channelledthroughNatalieGlasson,
www.omna.org).

Yes,breathingdeeplykeepsthechanneltoone'sdeeperselfopensothatwhateverhasbeen
stuckandissurfacingcanbereleased.Otherwise,whattendstohappenistheveryopposite
anditwillfindanotheropportunitytosurfacelateron(i.e.morepain!).ThanksAnotherfancy
quoteformybigbookofpain.lol.:)

[AcommentIpostedonafriendsphotoonFacebookwhichwasaccompaniedbythisquote].

Inthisroom,therearemorethan30ofyouwhodidthat.Youmovedpasttheenergythatyou
cameinwithandintheprocesstherewaslearning,andintheprocessthereweretears.Inthe

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processtherewasanuncomfortablepartofyouthathadtoclimboutofyourownskinand
intothatwhichyouknewwasappropriatebutthatwhichyoucouldcontrol.Thisisthe
beginningoftheHumans'cocreativeenergiesthatwenowcelebrateinthisplace.Thisisthe
TempleofWisdom,andthesethingshavebeentaughtherebefore.@Kryon(>TheLineageof
Spirituality,=channelledthroughLeeCarroll,11July2009,
www.spiritlibrary.com/kryon/thelineageofspirituality).

"Whenyoufindanelementwithinyouthatisnotalignedwithtruth,withloveandlight,
celebrate!Say,ThankyouGod,Ifoundanotherpieceinside,andIofferittoyou.Notinthe
clouds,insidemyownheart.Letmetransmutethis.Letmelovethisintowholeness.St.
Germain(channelledthroughAshamaraeMcNamara,fromanAFWNewsletter,9December
2009,www.awakeningfromwithin.com).

Yes,whatneedstobedoneistoletitallgo.Onceyouhavelearnedallofthis,itistimetojust
acceptitandreleaseit.SoasyoubumpupagainstthatVeilandcannotseebeyondit,just
acceptthatyourHigherSelfispeekingthroughfromtheotherside,wavingfrantically,going,
I'mhere,I'mhere!(Laughter).Acceptthatyouarepartofabeautiful,eternalbeing,asmall
portionofwhichinhabitsyourphysicalvehicleatthemoment.Nomatterhowyoutravel
throughthisexperience,nomatterwhatshapeyou'reinattheend,indeed,youarepartofa
greaterwholethatdoescontinueon,yousee.Withorwithoutthatbodyisirrelevantbecause
itistheeternalenergythatisthemostvital.
Thecloseryougettofeelingthishigherperspectivewhileyouareinbody,thelonger
youwillcarrythatbody,andthehealthierandhappieryouwillbe.Onceyouhavereacheda
certainlevelofmetaphysicalaptitude,thenitisaquestionofsimplifying.Steppingasidefrom
thetryingtobetojustthebeing."
TheBrotherhoodofLight(channelledthroughEdnaG.Frankel,
www.beyondreiki.com).

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TheCrystalStair

Letmesaythatyouhaveanemotionalbodythathasbeenwithyouformanylifetimes.Ithas
bornethebruntofalotofnegativityandfearandconfusion.Youarealltosomeextent
scarredbythisinyouremotionalbodies.Ifyouhavebeenworkingonyourselves,doingyour
healingandmeditations,youhaveprocessedagreatdealofit.Ifyouaremorenewtothis,
thenyoumayhaveabitmoreworktodo.YetIwouldsaythatthetransformationthatis
necessaryisnotsomethingthatwilltakeagreatdealoftime.Youdonotneedtobeone
hundredpercenthealedandwholeemotionallyorspirituallyinordertoascend.Itmakesit
easierforyoutogothroughtheprocess.Itmakesitmoreenjoyableperhaps,butthereis
neverthelesstheopportunityforyoutodoso.Wecanworkmiracleswitheachofyou.thisis
ourintentionWewillbeassistingyoutoreleasethoselimitationsthatyouhaveaccepted
aroundyourselvesallthepainandsufferingthateachofyouhasabsorbedthattosome
extentstillclingstoyouremotionalbodiesandbeings.Thiscanbesurrenderedandreleased.
Anditdoesnotneedtobepainful.Itdoesnotneedtobeoverlydifficult.Thoughitwillbe
challengingIwouldsaytorecognisethatyouareaverypowerfulanddivinebeing.Youhave,
asallhave,acceptedlimitationsandveilsandacceptedmoreofthepainoflifeandthedensity
thatexistshereintoyourselfandintoyourbody.Thiswillbereleased.Ifyouhaveasincere
desire,itwillbereleased.Youcanparticipateinit.Alotofitwillbeoccurringwithoutyour

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activeparticipation.Thisisthetimewhenmiraclesaregoingtooccur.Thisisnotasmuchofa
miracleasyoumightthink.Sobepositiveandmakeyourchoicebasednotuponwhatyouthink
ispossibleforyou,butmakeyourchoicebasedonwhatyouwouldlikeifanythingwere
possibleforyou.Sananda(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,Oughton
HousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.3537).

Itisamatterofyourassimilatingthisinformationandespeciallyassimilatingthisnewenergy
whichismanifesting.Asyoudoso,youwillfindyourlifebecomesmoreandmoreofa
celebrationandthereismorejoyandlovewithinyouandthingsbegintolookquiteabitmore
positive.Youhavebeensurroundedbynegativethoughtsandemanationsformanylifetimes.
Wearedeprogrammingyouinourway,notbybrainwashingyoubutbyshoweringyouwithso
muchlovethatyoumustmelt.Soifyouhavehardenedyourheartsalittlebitinaneffortto
protectyourselvesIunderstandthis.Itispartofyourgrowthprocess,butlovewillmeltthis
ice.Forwhatwecometoshareisthesamelovethathasbeenexpressedbyeverymasterwho
hasbeenhere.Ashtar(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,Oughton
HousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.51).

Butwedosuggestthatyoumeditatemoreandincreaseyouramountoffocussed
concentrationinmeditation.Butdonotdramaticallyalteryourlifestyles.Itisdifficultbecause
thereisanemotionalhealingprocessthatoccurswhenyouacceptthischallengetobeonthe
spiritualpath.Asyouknow,thismakesitsometimesdifficulttofeelfullyfunctionalinthe
materialrealmandyourworksituations.Butforthemostparttherewillbeagreatdealof
clearingthattakesplaceemotionally,sothatyouwillallfeelagreatdeallighterasaresultof
theprocess.Sotherewillbetimesthatarechallengingbecauseyourgrowthisbeing
accelerated,butitwillresultineasiertimesforyou.Ashtar(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetothe
AscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.5960).

Thepowerofloveissuchthatithealsyouthroughoutyourentirebeing.Itisverysimple.
Whetheryouunderstandthatyouhavemultiplebodiesornotmakesnodifference.Youcanbe
healedsimplybygivingyourselftotheloveray.Wehavemadeitsosimple.Infactyoumustbe
somewhatsimpletogiveyourselftothisprocess.Manywhoareverysophisticatedwillfind

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waysofavoidingit.Ashtar(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,Oughton
HousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.7374).

Letmesaythatthemoreemotionallyhealthyyouarethemorespirituallyalignedyouare,the
easieritistobecomehealed,asmostillnesseshavetheirrootsintheemotionalbody.Sothere
willbeagreatdealofworkdoneonanemotionallevel.Ithasalreadybegun.Itwillassistyouin
releasingenergiesthathavealreadycausedwithyoucertainpatternsofillness.Ashtar(The
CrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,
p.7576).

Allofyouhavebeenenmeshedinwhatyouwouldcallalifeexperience.Infactyouhavebeen
enmeshedinmanylifeexperiences,buttheonethatismostpervasiveisthiscurrentone.
Surroundingyouinyourlivesaremanyphysical,emotionalandmentalexperiences.
Surroundingyouinyourlivesaremanyphysical,emotionalandmentalexperiences.Theseare
yourattachmentsorconnections.Youareallconnectedtoyourlives,toyouractivities,toyour
emotionaltraumasandallthevariouspartsofyourselves.
Itcouldbesaidthatyourexternallivesintheworldarereflectionsofyourinternallives
andthebeliefsystemsandfeelingsyouhaveaboutyourselves.Soyouaresittinghereinyour
livessurroundedbythemirrorofwhatyoufeelaboutyourself.Ifyoufeellovingtoward
yourselfyouaremostlikelyhavingalovingexperienceoflife.Ifyoufeelguiltyandfearfulthen
youaremostlikelyattractinglesserlifeexperiences.
ButIamheretonighttotellyounottoworryandnottobeconcernedaboutthenature
oftheseexperiences.Forwhateveritisyouarefeeling,whateveritisyouareexperiencing,itis
allgoingtobetransformed.Youwillbereleasingyourattachmentstothirddimensionalreality
inagentleandeasymanner.Sananda(channelledthoughtEricKlein,TheCrystalStair.A
GuidetotheAscension,OughtonHousePublications,CA,U.S.,1990,p.78).

Changeofenergyasthenewarrivesitbecomeseasiertoreleasetheold:

Weareheretoassistyoutogentlyrelease.Thewaythatyoureleaseisbyfeelingthatwhichis
beginningtocometoyouasablessing.Youwillfeelthisupliftingasablessingandabeautiful
newenergyinyourlives.Andbyopeningandfacingthisnewenergyitbecomesveryeasyto

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openyourhandsandreleasethatwhichyouhavebeenholdingonto.Soyouwillneverbe
emptyhere.Youaretobefilledconstantly.Wearejustchangingthefluidinyourcontainers.
Wearegivingyouallanoilchange.Outwiththeoldoilandinwiththenew!theoiloflove.
Youwillallbefunctioningmuchmoresmoothlysoon,withmuchlesswearandtearoyour
internalparts.Sohowwillthisfeeltoyou?

Asyoubegintofeelyourselfbeingliftedinconsciousnessandinvibrationalfrequency,

youwillfindastrangephenomenonoccurringinyourlife.Youwillbeginnoticingthethings
youhavebeenattachedto,thingsyouhavebeenexperiencing,peopleyouhavebeen
surroundedwithandpartsofyourpersonality.Theymaybegintoseemdifferenttoyou.They
maybegintoseemalittlebitheavyandalittlebitmoredifficulttomaintain.Youmayquestion
yourselfastowhyyouhavebeenmaintainingthematall.Inthefaceofthegreatlightand
presence,youwillhaveaneasytimeofreleasingthoseimperfectaspects.Thosethingsthat
youloveaboutyourselveswillremain,astheyarethepartofyouthatistrue.Theonlything
thatwillfallawaywillbeyourattachmenttothat.Inthisprocesswearenotconcernedwith
themanifestationsofyourattachments,butrather,thecordsthatbindyoutothose
experiencesandmanifestations.

ThisiswhatArchangelMichaelisgoingtoassistyouinremovingwithhissword.Youall

havethetiesthatbind.Youallhaveconnectionsemanatingfromyourphysicalpresences.
Theseconnectionsaremostlyfromyourmidsections,oryoursecondandthirdchakras.Youall
havespiritualcordswhichconnectyouwithalloftheexperiencesofyourlives,withallofthe
peoplethatyouarewith,yourcareersandyourvariousmechanismsofthirddimensional
reality.Youarealllikeoctopi.Soyouwillbegintofeelorbecomeawareofyourcordsof
attachmentinthisprocess.Therecomesatimewhentheybegintofeelconstrictingandalittle
bituncomfortable.ItisatthattimethatyoumayrequestandaskforArchangelMichaelorany
oftheMasterstocomeandassistyouincuttingyourpsychicconnectionstoyouroldreality.
Youareheadedforanewrealitywhichwillbesuperimposedupontheoldone.Soallofyou
willbehavingtheexperienceofthissimultaneousdimensionalityofyourlives.Itwillbe
infringinguponyouroldrealitymoreandmore.Andmoreandmoreitwillbepushingoutthe
old.
Sananda(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHouse
Publications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.8081).

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Relaxationandbreathing:thisissurrender.Inthismomentpracticesurrender.Allowyourself
tobelifted.Allowyourselftobesurroundedbythelight.Thereisnothingtofearinbeinglifted
intoyourtruestate.Ifitisfearfultoyouitisonlybecauseyouhavegrownaccustomedtothe
thirddimensionalrealityanditsties.Whenyouarereacquaintedwithyourtruestates,youwill
finditstrangethatyoueverwereattachedtothethirddimensionalreality.Allthedense
energiesthatarestillclingingtoyouremotionalbodiesandtoyourphysicalbodieswillbe
shed.Youwillbesheddingyouroldskinsandwillbereemergingwiththetruepresence.

Itisanexcitingtime.Itisatimeofgreatjoy.Donotallowyourselvestogiveintodoubt

andfear.Simplyfeelwhatyouarefeeling.Ifyouarefeelingadifficultyinyourtransformation,
calluponmetoassistyouinseveringthoseconnections,withthesethingswhicharecausing
youdiscomfort.Youhavegrownaccustomedtodiscomfortandlimitation.Manyofthose
experienceswhichyouarenowreleasingarethosewhichinthepastyouheldontofor
satisfactionandsecurityandsomemeasureofpeace.Agreaterpeacecomestofillyouupand
youroldshellsaretoosmalltocontainitall.
ArchangelMichael(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,Oughton
HousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.8384).

Youhaveallbeeninexistenceformanylifetimes.Youhaveallreceivedmanyimpressionsin
youremotionalbodies.Inthislifetimeinparticular,youhavereceivedmanyscarsor
impressionsthatarenotaltogetherpositive.BecauseofthedensityandnegativityoftheEarth
planeyouhaveallbeen,tosomeextent,victimisedbythenegativeeffectsofthelackoflove.
Sotheemotionalbodyrecallsthis.Theemotionalbodytendstoholdexperiencewithinituntil
suchtimeasitisallowedtoreleasethatexperience.Soyouhaveallbeeninyourgrowth
patternsexperiencingvarioustypesofemotionalreleaseandhealing.Sananda(TheCrystal
Stair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.130).

Healingourselvesthrulove:

Sowhatwillbethemostbeneficialwaytohealyourselves?Iwouldsayitwouldbetotakea
nicelongbathinapooloflove.Thelovewillenteryourspaces.Itwillenteryourwounded
emotionalbodyandhealyou.Sananda(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEric
Klein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.131).

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Ifyoufeelyourselvesbeingstuckatanyparticularpointinemotionalcleansingorrelease,call
onusforextrahelp.Andfollowyourguidance.Sananda(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetothe
AscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.136137).

Soallthatisofdensitywitheachofyouandwithallofthosewhoaredesiringtheascension
theascensionisbeingremoved.Thistakestheformofemotionalreleaseandphysicalrelease.
Believeme,weunderstand.Weareawareofthediscomfortssomeofyouareexperiencing.
Probablyallofyouareexperiencingvariousaspectsofthis.Whatyouaredoingissurrendering
totheprocess.Andinsurrenderingtotheprocessyouarereleasingyourownlimited
existence,yourownlimiteddesires,allthatyouhaveheldclosetoyouforsecurityanda
feelingofnurturingandsafety.Yourcomfortzone,letussay.Weareseekingtohavethis
transitionbeassmoothaspossible,butthereisnogettingaroundsomediscomfort.Thisis
whywehavebeensodirectinaskingeachofyoutomeditateasmuchasyoucantoassistyou
indoingthis,inlettinggo.Forthemoreyoumeditatetheeasieritisforyoutobecleansed,or
torelease.Somuchishappeningonverydeeplevelsofyourselves,oftentimesitis
subconscious.Perhapsyoufeelthatyouarelosingsomething.Youmayfeelovercomewith
sorrow,feelingyouhavelostsomething,orthatyouareleavingsomethingwithouteven
havinganideaofwhatitisyouaresorryorcryingabout.Thisispartoftheprocess.Itneednot
beagreatdealoftheprocess,butneverthelessitisthere.Asyouapproachcloserandcloserto
thefinalexperienceyouwillfeelyourselveslettinggoofmoreandmore.Thisisnothingwhich
isbeingtakenfromyouwithoutyourconsent.Itissomethingthatisbeingpurgedfromyour
systembecauseyouaredesiringtoincreasethefrequencyofyourvibration.Soallthatisof
denseandlowervibrationisbeingshakenloose.Physicallyspeaking,yourcellsandyourDNA
codesarebeingreadjusted.Thereissomuchoccurringwithinyourphysicalbodies.Thisisthe
sourceofyourailments,yourmysterioushealthproblems.Andthesamecanbesaidofyour
emotionalbodies,whichholdthememoryofallyouhaveexperiencedontheEarth.Muchyou
haveexperiencedhasbeenofasorrowfulorpainfulnature.Eventhoughitmayhavebeen
painfulandsorrowful,thereisstillatendencytoholdontothatwhichyouknow.Youhaveall
assimilatedintoyouremotionalbodiesandpersonalitiestheseexperiences.Soitmayfeelthat
youarelosingpartofyourself.Thiscanbeabitfrightening.Itcangivewaytooccasionalfears.
Thewaytocounteractthisandtoovercomeitissimplytogiveyourselftothelightandto

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knowandexperiencedirectlythataspectofyourselfwhichisgrowinglargerandlarger,sothat
youwillbeexperiencingwhatyouarereceivingasyouareexperiencingwhatyouarereleasing.
Soyouarenotalone.Noneofyouarealoneinthatparticularprocess.Sananda(TheCrystal
Stair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHousePublications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.116
117).

Youarenottryingtoevadetheissuebysleeping.Youaremerelyallowingyourbodythe
opportunitytotransmute.Itisverystressfulonthephysicalorganismwhenallthecellsand
moleculesofthebodyarebeingrenewed,restructuredandincreasedinfrequency.Youmay
findyourselvesfeelingwornoutandtiredeventhoughyoumaylookatyourdayandfeelthat
youdidntdoanythingmuch.Sohonouryourbodies.

Guidance,receptivitythesearepartoftheprocessalso.Youarebeingdrawnintoa

realmofmoreandmorespontaneity,morereceptivitytomomenttomomentinputand
messagesandexperiences.Themoreyoucanlearntoexistlikethis,theeasieritwillbeforyou
tosurrendertothatmomentwhenyoufindyourselfbeinglifted.Youmayhavealreadyfound
momentsinyoursleeporinmeditationwhereyoufeeltheliftingprocessbeginning.Ifyou
haveexperiencedthis,theremaybeapartofyouwhichisstillabitafraidofit,somedesireto
holdontotheEarthconsciousness.Sowearetryingtomakethisasgradualaspossibleby
assistingyouinagradualascension,byworkingwithyouinyoursleepandinyourmeditations.
Whenyoucalluponyourlightbody,itresponds,andmoreandmoreyouwillfindthatyoufeel
theactualpresenceofyourlightbodycomingdownoveryou,aroundyou,andthroughyou.
Andyouwillrisewithit.Thisiswhyweaskthatyoucalluponyourlightbodieseverytimeyou
meditate,togetusedtotheprocess.Itdoesnothavetocometoyouasashock.Itcancome
toyouasagradualupliftment.Thosethingsthatyouarereleasingcanbereleasedgradually
andgracefullysothattheyneednotbesoupsettingtoyournormallives.Youcanfind
yourselvesbeingmorespontaneousandhappy.Itismeanttobeenjoyed.
Sananda(TheCrystalStair.AGuidetotheAscensionbyEricKlein,OughtonHouse
Publications,CA.,U.S.,1990,p.118).

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Love

Notlessoflove,butexpanding
Oflovebeyonddesire,andsoliberation
FromtheFutureaswellasthepast.
T.S.Eliot(LittleGidding).

Yourtaskisnottoseekforlovebutmerelytoseekandfindallofthebarrierswithinyourself
thatyouhavebuiltagainstit.Rumi.

Onewordfreesusofalltheweightandpainoflife:thatwordislove.Sophocles.

Perhapsallthedragonsinourlivesareprincesseswhoareonlywaitingtoseeusact,just
once,withbeautyandcourage.Perhapseverythingthatfrightensusis,initsdeepestessence,
somethinghelplessthatwantsourlove!RainerMariaRilke.

Thefartheranyemotionstraysawayfromlove,themorethatemotionpoisonsthebody.The
closeranyemotioncomestolove,themorethatemotionvitalisesandnourishesthebody.
WalterRussell(www.iasos.com/articles/love).

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Loveyourweaknessesaswellasyourstrengths,forthosearetheareasmostneedingyour
lovetoevolve.Unknown.

"Everyaspectofyourselfhastobeaccepted,eventhoseaspectsyouhave,untilnowbeen
judgingandcondemning.Asyoutranscendjudgement,astheenergyofacceptancepervades
yourBeing,atremendousrelaxationwilloccur."LeonardJacobson.

AVisiblelightcannotpenetratestonebutGammarayscantheysimplypassthroughitas
thoughitdidnotexist.Likewisewhenwevibratehigher,theproblemsthatblockuswhenwe
vibratelowernownolongercan!Wecansimplypassthroughthem.@DebashishBurman,
Mumbai,India.(www.robrobb.com/articles/vibratinghigher.html).

DearOnes,oneofthemostimportantthingsisthatyouloveyourselves;itisforyouto
forgiveyourselvesforwhateveryouneedforgivingforandallowthelovetoflow.Wealways
sayinthesechannellingsletthefeelingscomeandletthefeelingsgo.Whenhaveyoueversat
besidethebanksofariverandsaidtotheriverallowtherivertoflow,lettheflowcomeand
letitgo?Itneverhappensriversalwaysflow.Sowhatisitontheinsideofyouthatstopsthe
loveflowingthatwehavetokeepsayingletthefeelingscomeandletthefeelingsgo.The
reasonforthisisthewoundedinnerchild,yourancestors,itisnowtimetohealthewoundsof
yourancestorsand,DearOnes,webringnewmethodsforhealingthatincreasethespeedof
healingandallowthelovetoflowsomucheasierKryon(channelledthroughDavidBrown,
Thesecretistostaypresent,6May2009,www.kryon.org.za/ChannellingNo407.htm).

Thereisnothingmoreimportanttohumanbeingsthanlove;loveisyournature,loveisthe
answertoallyourproblems.AllproblemsareanabsenceofloveIfthereishurtinsideyour
bodythatiswhatstopstheflowoflove.Allowthelovetodissolveanyblockagesthatthere
maybe.Allowthelovetoflowintoanychildhoodhurtsthatyourfathermayhavereceived.
Youarejustlikeamirror,yourenergyisexactlythesameasyourfather's,yourenergyis
exactlythesameasyourmother's.Yourfather'senergyisthesumtotalofhismotherand
father'senergy.SomethingsneverchangeandthisisthewaythatyourKarmaisdriven.Thisis
thewayyourlessonsappeartoyouinyourlife.Yourfamilycontainsyourlessons.Whateveris

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unconsciouswillthroughlearningandunderstandingandlovingbecomeconscious.Youwill
learnandunderstandthatlessonandyouwillneverforgetitonceitisproperlylearned,forall
yourlessonsareintheemotionalrealmLearningaboutfeelingsisveryimportant;observe
theminrelationtoyouroutsideworldandwhatyouarecreating.Thegatewaytohealingis
throughyourinnerfatheranditisforyoutoturnyourinnerfatherintothepowerfulSunpart
ofyourselfthatradiatesloveandsunshinethroughoutyourlifeWeareheretocreatea
lovingworld,alovingsociety,asocietythatbelongstoall,asocietywhereeveryhumanbeing
bringstheirdivinebeing,asocietythatisbasedonloveandnotmoney.Loveistotally
universal,loveisthetrueenergyofthisworld.Verysoondearoneslovewillbecomethelingua
franca;thewayoftheworld.Thatisthenewenergy.Thatisthenewworld.Kryon
(channelledthroughDavidBrown,TheDivineConstellation,1April2010,
www.kryon.org.za/ChannellingNo458.htm).

JeshuaOnUnconditionalLove(channelledthroughJayem,TheDecisiontoTeachOnlyLove,'
TheWayofMastery,HeartfeltPublishing,1997,p.372,www.wayofmastery.com).

"Loveisthemostcriticalofthemes,belovedfriends.TheWayofKnowingmustbethat
completionofthedecisiontoteachonlylove.AndtheonlywaytoteachloveistobeLove
underallcircumstances.

Thisdoesnotmeanthatyoupaintasmileonyourfaceandneverfeelanyemotion.That

isnotenlightenment.ThatistheheightoftheegosattempttousurppowerfromGod.Forthe
spiritualego,thespiritualpersonality,is,indeed,thelasteggtobecracked.

Oneisonlyawakenedwhenoneallowsallthings,trustsallthings,embracesallthings,

whichisthesameastosay,feelsallthings.Forinthatverymoment,theverythingarisingis
transcendedbecauseitisnotobstructedorresisted.Andwhatisnotobstructedorresistedis,
indeed,embracedandconsumedinthespaciousnessofLove.

Youhavewithinyourself,thenallpowerunderHeavenandEarthtotranslatethebody

itselffromacontractionoffeartoaspaciousnessthatreflectstherealityofGodsLove.

Fortheverybodymindthatemergedfirst,fromfear,canbereopenedsothatthe

energyoftruthflowsthroughit...sothatnothingarisinginyourexperienceintheemotional
fieldobstructstheremembranceofLove.

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Quitefrankly,theemotionalfieldistheonlyplaceyoucanexperienceanything.Allthe

restaremerelythoughtsaboutthings.Thegapbetweenathoughtaboutthingsandthe
feelingnatureofexperiencingthingsisexactlythesamegapthatexistsbetweenillusionand
Heaven.

ItisforthisreasonthatnoideaofGodisthesameasGod.

Noconceptaboutloveisthesameaslove.Nophilosophyaboutenlightenmentisthe

sameasenlightenment.Unobstructedfeelingembracesallthatarisesandpassesaway.
Unobstructedmeanswithoutjudgement.Eventhatwhicharisesasfearorangershouldnever
bejudgedorobstructed.Thatwhicharisesassadnessorjoy,thatwhicharisesasthepassionof
thebody,allthingsmustbeopenedtoandembraced.Orthebeingnessofyoursoulhasnot
yettranscendedtheworld.

Loveistheabilitytobewhollypresentwithwhatis,devouringitlikeachilddevours

candy.Umm!Givemeanotherbite.Forthisdreamcannotcontainme.Therefore,bringiton!

IAmliftingyouintoanewfocusthatyoumighthavethepulltoahigherresonantenergyin
ordertoletgoofthethingsthatpullyouintothecontinuedexperienceofotherthanLoveand
lessthanLight.Whenyourresonanceishighandyouarelivingfromtheheartandperceiving
theendlessfreedomofGod,thenyoulookuponyourworldandyoudontseeanythingthat
isnttheexpressionofperfectLoveandofthedancingmoleculesofLight.
Youalreadyhaveexperiencedthesethings,belovedones,asyouveopenedyourhearts
andyourexperienceoflifehasbecomemorebeautiful,morefruitful,morefilledwiththe
reflectionofthetruthofyourbeingintheeyesandheartsofthosedrawntoyou,morealiveto
theabundancethatIAmandthus,weshare.
FromTheMessagesfromGod(channelledthroughYaelandDougPowell,4July2011,
www.circleoflight.net).

Muchofourliveswehavebeenrunningfromthatwhichcausesuspain,allowingourselvesto
remaininastateofparalysisfromourfearswritesLauren.Plus:

Similartoaphysicaldeath,andrightbeforerebirth,wemustfirstreleaseallemotional
attachmentstogettotheothersidewherelovewillaboundingreatermeasureAfterso
manyyearsofpurifying,loveisreallyallthatisleftandallthatwewilltakewithus...butnot

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loveintheformofattachment,loveintheformoftruefreedom.Thisweekwillensurethatwe
arewellequippedtocompletelyletgoinlove.LaurenC.Gorgo(TheActiveDeathZone
doorwaytotheotherside,27July2010,www.consciousco
creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2010/07/activedeathzonedoorwaytootherside.html).

AstheLightcomesandpenetratesyourheart,itshallbringtothesurfacedeeperanddeeper
levelsoftheillusion,thestorylinesyouregohastoldyoutokeepyoubelievinginseparation
andtokeepyoualiveintheegosworld.EveryplacethattheLightfindsaknotofnotLoveor
ego,youmustknow,belovedones,thateachsuchplaceisaplacewhereyoudontbelievein
MyLove,aplacewheretheegomindhaskeptyouseparatefromfeelingthetruthandthe
beautyofthisunityofLovethatweshare,thatisthecentreofyourbeing.
IpromiseyouthatifyouwillsimplyreleasethesethingstoMe,allowthemtoriselike
smokeintotheLight,youwillatlastbefree.YouwillrememberineveryNowMomenthow
deeplyyouarelovedandhowthatLoveisthefoundationofyourlifeandyourbeing.Youare
trulyinseparablefromMe.FromTheMessagesfromGod(channelledthroughYaelandDoug
Powell,www.circleoflight.net).

Theonlywayafalsebeliefcantakerootinyourlife,dearestones,isforyoutohaveanarea
whereyouhaveforgottenthisLovethatwesharewhereyouhaveforgottenthatthecoreof
yourbeingisLightandispureandmagnificentgloryandthattheheartofyourheartisthe
heartofthecosmos,theheartofGodIAmitself.Inthisheartweareunified.Thereisnothing
butthisLove.ThepureacceptanceofyouressentialbeingisthisLovethatiseternal.Aslongas
youbaseyourlifeandyourbeing,yourconsciousnessandyourheartinthisexperienceofpure
Lovethatweshare,youwillalwaysbefreeandopenbecausethisLoveissodeepandsorich
andsomuchtheessenceofyourbeingthatwhenyouarefullyalignedwithit,nothingelsecan
intrude.FromTheMessagesfromGod(channelledthroughYaelandDougPowell,3
February2011,www.circleoflight.net).

"You'refreetofly.You'refreetomoveup,up,up.Takethatcrystalelevator,orhoweveryou
wanttodoit.Seethatpathsparklingbeforeyou.Noticeifyouwill,thatitgoesupwards,up
intothecloudsifyouwanttoseethat,orperhapsuptoyourveryownship,orhowever.Butit
goesup,andyetthemoreofyourbaggageyouleave,ortransmuteintohighervibrations,the

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easieritis.AndwhenyoureachthatpointofAscension,you'llrealisethatyou'retotallyfreeof
baggage,andthatyouhaveexperiencedagreatamountofclearing.Andeverytimeyoucleara
space,whatcomesintofillit?Withyourpermission,it'smoreLove.Ithastobe;that'stheway
theUniverseis,becauseallyouareisLoveanyway,andlikeattractslike,unlessofcourseyou
wanttolingerintheboxof3D.Ashtar(channelledthroughSusanLeland,Experiencing
SeparationIntoOneness,27July2010,www.ashtarontheroad.com).

GemsfromJeshua

(ChannelledthroughJayem,www.shantichristo.com/jeshuaGems.html,
www.wayofmastery.com).

Feelingunbridled,unblocked,unobstructedfeelingisthedoorwaytothatLovethatsets
youfree.

Thehealedminddoesnotplan.ItmerelysurrendersintoLoveandallowsLovetobirththe
day.

AllthingsareeithertheextensionofLoveorthecryforhelpandhealing.

AllowthemysteryofLifetoLiveyou.

ThereisnothingyouhavetodotogetGod.

ThereareonlysomethingstobereleasedsothatGodcangetyou.

Youcannottranscendwhatyoufirstfailtoembrace

AllMindsarejoined.

Thereisnothingoutsideofyou.Youexperienceonlytheeffectsofyourownchoice.

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OnlyLoveisReal.

Thehealedminddoesnotplan.ItmerelysurrendersintoLoveandallowsLovetobirththe
day

AllthingsareeithertheextensionofLoveorthecryforhelpandhealing

Loveembracesallthings,allowsallthings,trustsallthingsandthereforetranscendsall
things

Feelingunbridled,unblocked,unobstructedfeelingisthedoorwaytothatLovethatsets
youfree

UsetimeconstructivelybydecidingtoLove,thatLovemayteachyouofitself

AllowthemysteryofLifetoLiveyou.

ThereisnothingyouhavetodotogetGod

ThereareonlysomethingstobereleasedsothatGodcangetyou.

Oursorrowsandwoundsarehealedonlywhenwetouchthemwithcompassion.
Buddha.

IfyoufoundthisebookbookhelpfulandwouldliketomakeadonationyoumaydosoHERE

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