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Q: Hi.
B: And to you, good day.
Q: I too, have a question about some fears that are being
B: All right! But do speak up and share with all.
Q: I have three fears that I
B: Oh, three fears! Nicely ordered.
Q: Maybe its one fear.
B: All right.
Q: Anyway -- that have been running my life, and Im really sick of it. And Id lik
e some help to overcome it and resolve it as best as I can.
B: That you have been doing what with your life?
Q: That have been running my life?
B: Running it?
Q: That Ive allowed to run my life.
B: Oh, all right. Well, what do you prefer to be? What do you prefer to do? Do
you know?
Q: Yes.
B: Well, what is it?
Q: I prefer not to feel this way. I prefer to Uh, uh, uh.
B: All right, all right. But we did not ask you what you dont prefer; I asked yo
u what you do prefer.

Q: I prefer to feel more empowered.

B: More empowered! All right. I was married and I recently ended a committed re
lationship. And the same feelings keep coming up. And its a problem for me.
The one is a feeling of being abandoned
B: Abandoned!
Q:

irrespective of who ends the relationship.

B: All right.

Q: And also I realize that I would like to be able to surrender more to the per
son that Im committing to.
B: All right.
Q: And also I have a fear of being vulnerable, letting my inner child he vulner
able. And I feel
B: Define vulnerability.
Q: Expressing my deep inner needs.
B: Deep inner needs. Why are you afraid to express your deep inner needs. You h
ave not given me your full definition of vulnerability. What is your full defini
tion of vulnerability?
In other words, when you express these deep inner needs, what do
you believe will be the result of that expression?
Q: Ill be hurt and abandoned, left.
B: In other words, you have a negative definition of vulnerability.
Q: Criticized; be told Im wrong.
B: In other words, you have a negative definition of vulnerability.
Q: Yes.
B: All right. Now: would you prefer to have a positive definition of vulnerabil
ity?
Q: Very much so.
B: Oh, all right. I can suggest one; you dont have to take it. Just my suggestio
n.
However! To me, vulnerability is the willingness to be open to All That is in fu
ll and total trust. The willingness to be open to All That Is in full and total
trust is what you are talking about when you say surrendering. It is actually taki
ng control.
It is not giving up control; it is taking control. That is true surrender. But t
he idea simply becomes effortless, and that is why many of you think you are act
ually giving up control, because to you, the only reason you feel youre in contro
l is when you are expending effort.
Q: Yes.
B: Therefore, when you open up in complete vulnerability -- and
understand that if you are opening up to All That Is, then you are connecting to
All That Is, to Infinite Creation.
By opening up to all of it, you are connecting into it. And if you are connectin
g into the Infinite Creation, then you are connecting to infinite strength, infi
nite power, eternal power. And if you are willing to trust it in a positive way,
you will then flow that infinite power through you every time you are willing t
o open up all the way.

That is vulnerability; that is power; that is self-empowerment. That is surrende

r, and that is control. It is all boiled down in the one word, trust. Trust.
The mechanism of trust, which is the absolute knowingness that you exist for a r
eason. And therefore, with that perspective and that attitude, you recognize tha
t you deserve to exist in the manner you have determined you would prefer to exi
st. For no other reason other than because you say so.

Thats it; thats all you need. Just say: I deserve it. Why? Because I exist. Thats why
ecause I have been given the capability to say and to know I deserve it. Thats wh
y; I dont need another reason.
And when you understand that, you will understand you are connected to everythin
g. And when you are connected to everything, you will know it is not possible fo
r you to be abandoned.
Now: an individual in your society shared with us a very creative interpretation
of one of your languages words. This individual recognized that your word a-l-on-e could be pronounced alone or all one. Which do you prefer? All one.
All right. Then if you know that being alone is being all one, you can never be aba
ndoned. Because you are always connected to the infinity of creation itself by b
eing fully open to it and allowing it to flow through you. It may only be the de
finitions you are applying to your relationships, the expectations you have been
taught to think ought to be there, rather than letting the relationship be what
it is for, that is creating the difficulty you are experiencing.
For the only difficulty usually comes from the type of definition you have about
a circumstance. There is no circumstance, in and of itself, that is inherently
difficulty causing. Only your perspective and definition of the circumstance can
cause difficulty in your life.
Q: Yes.
B: Understand?
Q: Yes.
B: Does this assist you?
Q: Yes. Ive also chosen to grow through channeling, and Im learning to experience
as a clear vocal channel.
B: Oh, all right.
Q: My question is: how can these -- how might these
issues color or filter my clear channeling process?
B: That can color if you are not willing to trust yourself. Because if you are
not willing to trust yourself, then in that sense, you are not allowing yoursel
f to be a clear channel. Because you do not think of yourself as complete, as ca
pable, as deserving.
Q: Yes.
B: But whatever you are experiencing in terms of your agreement to experience t
hat energy
Q: Yes
B: is all for the purpose of allowing you first of all to choose how you wish t

o define yourself.
For the whole idea is to serve you as well. If the channeling doesnt serve the ch
annel; if the channel is not allowed to be fully who the channel needs to be, pr
efers to be, then the channel cannot be of service to anyone else. It would be p
ointless.
Q: Yes.
B: So: again, it is simply an issue of trust. Understand?
Q: Yes.
B: Remember, as we have shared with many individuals: you do not need a special
reason in order to know you deserve what you prefer. If you exist, then obvious
ly you deserve to exist. Otherwise you wouldnt.
Infinite Creation is very clear about that.
Q: Yes.
B: If you exist, Infinite Creation must obviously believe you deserve to. Treat
yourself with the same respect. Why not? Understand?
Q: Yes.
B: And be a part of the infinite whole: be the infinite whole -- your version o
f the Infinite Whole. That is what all the parts are: different versions of the
whole idea. You are no less that idea than anyone else. Or you wouldnt exist.
There are no incomplete creations, no extraneous and pointless ones.
Q: Hmmm.
B: Understand?
Q: Yes.
B: If you exist, by definition you must fit as you are -- not that you cant chan
ge. But you must fit as you are, or you wouldnt exist.
So lighten up on yourself. All right?
Q: I got it.
B: And when you lighten up on yourself, you will be enlightened. And your energ
y will accelerate upward. And your vulnerability will become power. Understand?
B: Yes.
B: Well, thank you very much.
Q: Thank you.
B: At this timing, you may all enjoy a short break. We will resume contact in a
pproximately ten to fifteen of your minutes.
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